He wanted a word for what he had in mind. Silly, thoughtless, he picked up a dictionary.

He opened it randomly, trespassed into alphabets, befuddled them with his aimlessness. Out of the black and white of the thin pages he cleaved a vision: a garden where all the leaves of all the trees complained of the suns harshness. Spread like tired wings the leaves looked up in dismay. Wilting, wilted, with their silence they cursed their own immobility. Then he saw more. The branches of the trees were contorted, reacting to the acid of some catastrophe. On g galena: the most important ore of LEAD; gambol; gangland; garden: an area of land, usually one adjoining a house, where grass, trees, ornamental plants, fruit, vegetables, etc, are grown; ganja: marijuana. Long ago he challenged himself to stare at the sun for three seconds and lost, lost to himself. He closed the dictionary. A thud: something compressed, released. He looked up, around. The fans blades were greying a circle on the ceiling. Two lizards were joined on the wall; they looked like those plastic pranks blink-less, still. Muted, someones world flickered on the TV. Outside the window the monsoon violated the city languidly.