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henb ap¡phm hcq... hcq...

ap«-¯p-hÀ¡n

As¶mcp kÔym-th-f-bnÂ,
c−m-bn-c-t¯mfw hÀj-§Ä¡p-ap¼v.
A´n-c-ivan-IÄ Xtem-Sp¶ Keo-enb IS-ense Hmf-§fpw, Nntäm-f-§fpw XpÅn-¡-fn-¨p-sIm-−n-
cns¡, IS-en he hoin ao³ ]nSn-¡p-I-bm-bn-cp¶p iotam³ F¶ ap¡p-h³.
henb ap¡p-h³!
IS-tem-c¯p \ns¶mcp hnfn-tI«p.
""tbm\m-knsâ ]p{X-\mb iotamt\, \o \nsâ hbepw h©n-bp-saÃmw Dt]-£n-¨n«v Fsâ
]n¶mse hcq, Rm³ \ns¶ a\p-jysc ]nSn-¡p-¶-h-\m¡mw.""
]mhw iotam³! ]n¶o-sSm¶pw Nn´n¨p \n¶nÃ. FÃmw Dt]-£n-¨n«v Xs¶ hnfn¨ B sNdp-¸-¡m-
csâ ]pdsI t]mhp-I-bm-Wp-−m-bXv.
B sNdp-¸-¡m-c-\m-Is« ac-¸-Wn-¡m-c-\mb Hutk-¸n-sâbpw, `mcy adn-b-¯n-sâbpw ]p{X-\mb
\{km-b-¡m-c³ tbip Bbn-cp¶p.
]n¶o-sSm-cn-¡Â aäp injy-·mÀ tIÄs¡ tbip Abm-tfmSp ]dªp: tbm\m-knsâ ]p{X-\mb
iotams\, \o ]t{Xm-km-Ip¶p. (AXm-bXv tI¸m, AYhm ]md) Cu ]md-ta Rm³ Fsâ ]ffn
]Wnbpw. AXv Imäp-I-sfbpw sImSp-¦m-äp-I-sfbpw AXn-Po-hn¡pw.""
ho−p-sam-cn-¡Â henb ap¡p-h-\mb ]t{Xm-kn-t\mSv tbip ]dªp: ""]t{Xmtk, \o Fsâ BSp-
I-tfbpw Ipªm-Sp-I-tfbpw tabn-¡pI. kzÀ¤-¯n-sâbpw `qan-bp-tSbpw Xmt¡m-ep-I-ep-IÄ
\n\¡p Rm³ Xcpw.""
injy-·m-cpsS Xe-h-\mb ]t{Xmkv ]dªp:
""Kptcm! A§v kXy-ssZ-h-¯nsâ ]p{X-\m-Ip¶p!
hmIy-§-fn h¨v Gähpw hnip-²-amb B hmIyw `qan-bn D¨-cn¨ BZys¯ a\p-jy³ henb
ap¡p-h-\m-bn-cp¶pþ]mdbmw iotam³ tI¸m.
H¶m-as¯ amÀ¸m¸!
B henb ap¡p-hsâ 265-#mas¯ ]n³Km-an-bmWv Ct¸m-gs¯ tbml-¶m³ ]utemkv ZznXo-b³
amÀ¸m¸. C¶s¯ henb ap¡p-h³... a\p-jysc ]nSn-¡p-¶-h³.
t]mf-−p-Im-c-\mb B [otcm-Zm-¯s\, BNm-cy-·m-cpsS BNm-cys\ \ap¡v henb ap¡p-sh¶p
hnfn¡mw.
henb ap¡phm, hcq... hcq...
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k]vX-c-Xv\m-I-c-§Ä. D½-h-bv¡p¶ ]©-`q-J-WvU-§-fnse iXm-[nIw hcp¶ P\-]-Z-§-fn-seÃmw
A§-bpsS B²ym-ßnI [À½ km{amPyw hnkvX-cn-¨p-In-S-¡p¶p.
B km{am-Py-¯n\v Ah-km\w D−m-hnÃ.
F´p-sIm-s−-¶m A§v `qan-bn {InkvXp-hnsâ {]Xn-\n-[n-bm-Ip¶p. henb ap¡phm hcq, hcq,
ssS_À \Zn-bpsS Xoc¯p \n¶v KwKbpw bap-\bpw Hgp-Ip¶ `qan-bn-te¡v.
A¿m-bncw hÀjs¯ B²ym-ßnI kmwkvIm-cnI ]mc-¼-cy-apÅ BÀj `mc-X-¯n-te¡v.
Bcy-]p{Xm! Fgp-s¶-Ån-bmepw!
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lna-hm\pw hnÔy\pw Bcm-h-enbpw kly\pw A§sb he-th¡m³ Im¯p-\n-ev¡p¶p.
kl-{km-_vZ-§-fmbn Cu ]pWy-`q-an-bnÂ, X¯z-a-kn-bp-sSbpw AssZz-X-¯n-sâbpw Cu `qan-bnÂ,
Xatkm am tPymXnÀK-abm BZn-bmb EtKz-Z-a-{´-§fpw kqcy-Km-b-{Xn-Ifpw ]Ån-tbm-S¡p-gÂ
hgn ]me-arXv ag-s]m-gn¨ {ioIr-jvW³ Ipcp-t£-{X-¯n h¨v HmXnb `K-h-XvKo-X-bp-sSbpw, Hcp
ap¡p-h-¯n-bpsS ]p{X-\mb thZ-hym-k³ cNn¨ alm-`m-c-¯n-sâbpw, BZn-I-hn-bmb hmevaoIn
cNn¨ cmam-b-W-¯n-sâbpw tÇmI-§fpw Chn-Ss¯ hmbp-¡-fnÂ, B tkXp lnam-New Ct¸mgpw
amsäm-en-s¡m-Åp¶p.
hcq... Bcy-]p{Xm...
Fgp-¶-Ån-bmepw!

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`qan-bn A§v {InkvXp-hnsâ {]Xn-\n-[n-bm-Ip¶p.
hcq, henb ap¡phm hcq, Ncn{Xw Dd-§p¶ Cu XoÀ°-`q-an-bn-te¡v.
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D¯-tc-´y-bnse h\m-´-c-¯nse t_m[n-hr-£-¨p-h«- n-en-cp¶v X]Êv sNbvXv Úmt\m-Zbw e`n¨
I]n-e-h-kvXp-hnse kn²mÀ° cmP-Ip-am-c³ {io_p-²-\m-bXpw Gjy-bpsS Zo]-am-bXpw Chn-sS-
bmWv, ChnsS.
ASna cmjv{S-§Ä¡v kzmX-{´y-¯nsâ Znhy-a{´w D]-tZ-in¨p sImSp¯ taml³Zmkv Icw-Nµv
KmÔn P\n-¨Xpw Chn-sS-bmWv, ChnsS.
ChnsS, cma-cma P]-§fpw AÃmlp AIv_À... ssZhw hen-b-eh - -\m-Ip-¶p-sh¶ IoÀ¯-\-§fpw,
kzÀ¤-Ø-\mb R§-fpsS ]nXmth F¶ {]mÀ°-\-Ifpw ka-RvP-k-ambn CS-I-eÀ¶v Ae-b-Sn-
¡p¶ A\p-h-Zy-amb kwKo-X-¯nsâ A\p-c-W\ - -§Ä P\-tIm-Sn-I-fpsS Bßm-¡sf B\-µ-
\nÀhrXn sImÅn-¡p¶p.
henb ap¡phm, hcq...

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C§v sXs¡ Aä¯v sIm¨p-tI-cfw Fs¶mcp Zn¡p−v. ]¨bmw hncn-¸n« kly-\n Xe-Nmbv¨pw
kzÑm-_v[n-a-WÂXn«mw ]mtZm-]-[m\w ]q−pw ]Å-sIm-Åp¶ tIcfw! tIcw Xn§pw tIc-f-\m-«n-
te¡v hcq. ae-cp-IÄ \ndbpw ae-\m-«n-te¡v. h©n-¸m-«p-IÄ tI«v Xe-Ip-ep-¡p¶ sX§n³ ]q¡p-
e-I-fpÅ \m«n-te¡v. \nd-]-d-Ifpw \ne-hn-f-¡p-I-fp-apÅ \m«n-te¡v.
hcq...
tdman shfn¨w ]c¡pw ap¼v ChnsS {InkvXp injy-\mb amÀt¯m-am-Çolm Ggc hnf-¡p-IÄ
sImfp-¯nb IY Chn-Ss¯ Acp-hn-Ifpw Imb-ep-Ifpw IS-ep-Ifpw ae-a-S-¡p-Ifpw ]dbpw.
sslµ-h-[À½s¯ `mc-X-sam-«p¡v t{]mÖz-en-¸n¨ BZn-i-¦-c³ P\n-¨Xv Chn-sS-bmWv.
aX-ta-Xm-bmepw a\p-jy³ \¶m-IWw F¶ temtIm-¯c ktµiw Adn-bn¨ {io\m-cm-bW
Kpcphpw P\n-¨Xv Chn-sS-bmWv.
henb ap¡phm hcq...
Aįm-c-bn Znhy-]q-P-bv¡mbn sImfp-¯-s¸-Sp¶ sagp-Ip-Xn-cn-IÄ amXncn Chn-Ss¯ \oem-Im-i-
§-fn kzÑ \nio-Yn-\n-IÄ tXmdpw shÅn-\-£-{X-§Ä \n¶p Pzen-¡m-dp−v.
amem-J-amÀ ]mSp¶ ]m«p-IÄ amXncn Chn-Ss¯ ams¦m-¼p-I-fn ad-ªn-cp¶v ]q¦p-bn-ep-IÄ ]©-
a-§fpw ]¨-¡n-fn-IÄ ImI-fn-Ifpw Be-]n-¡m-dp−v. CÃn-apfw ImSp-I-fn ]Sn-ªm-d³ sX¶-ep-
IÄ HmS-¡p-g hmbn-¡m-dp−v.
hcq \nÀ½-e-amb Úm\-ap-Å-ht\,
Cu `mÀ¤-h-t£-{X-¯n-te¡v
Fgp-s¶-Ån-bmepw
R§Ä ]©-hm-Zy-§Ä apg-¡s«.
hnhm C ]m¸þ]m¸m \oWmÄ hmgs« F¶ apKv[ IoÀ¯\w R§fpw {]tLm-jn-¡s«. B
hnfn-ap-g-§n-t¡Ä¡m¯ hmbp-¡-fpt−m? hniz-N-{I-hm-f-§-fpt−m?
hen-b-ap-¡phm hcq...
R§Ä A§sb H¶p I¬Ip-fnÀs¡ ImWs«.
B Xncp-hmbv samgn-IÄ H¶p tIt«mt«m!
hcq, a\p-jysc ]nSn-¡p¶ henb ap¡phm...
IÀ¯m-hnsâ \ma-¯n hcp-¶-h-cs\,
Hmim\... Hmim\...