I feel like theres no point in fighting. Why should I if I will only loose?

Ive heard the phrase die trying. But whats the point? If you knew you were going to blow up unless you entered in a code which you had a one in a trillion chance of getting, would you spend your last day trying to find the code, or treasuring what you had? What is the limit of hope? If I spent my last day trying to find the code, I would loose who I was. I would loose my daemon. While I knew I should be saying goodbye to my family. Was I worth hurting people with my death, hurting myself knowing ive wasted my last hours. Even more importantly, would it be worth the pain of trying? I may as well accept my fate.