17 January 2008

Dear _______________________,

Presumably because of my continued disregard or an entirely

deliberate neglect to attend to consequential obligations
incidental to my becoming a part of a community of servants that
I could not perform religiously, I am causing this letter to be
made.

I have to admit though that I have been running for almost a

lifetime once confronted with a situation where justice to ones
affiliation and obligation is at stake. I could have averted
these circumstances if not because of my intent to widen my
horizon and involve my life to other persons of similar
predicament.

My limited understanding of instances and circumstances, my

impulsive concept of action and reaction and my myopic view of
cause and effect all form part of this sudden decision in an
attempt to address all those concerns relative to my attendance
to services and such other sworn duty.

My life has been characterized by solitary confinement to a

willful degree. The spirituality in me could not manifest its
true character. I must have caused you too much trouble, the
community as well. If only I could find ways of lessening such…

The bottom-line of all these tedious, verbose and circumlocutory

statements is that I could no longer be able to meet the
responsibilities of being a part of the community of servants.
There is this feeling of unworthiness brought about by a
continuing struggle. It all boils down to the question of
priority. At any given time and even space, one can never be
really both definite and ambivalent about his decisions, about
persons or situations.

Certainly, there could be no enough, valid or reasonable

explanation for all of these faulty, irreverent and selfish
human decisions. Turning away from a cause that proved to be as
vital as any other experience is something that I have not
calculated solely for the purpose of evasion or complete
avoidance.

If time will permit, I am trying to re-position, re-assess and

retrieve the lost pieces of what has become of me after a
lifetime of chase. By then, all these conditions must have taken
its rightful place in my system and history.

May we still be continually blest with good health, a healthy

mind and a mindful heart.

Thank you very much and God bless.

Regretfully,