I Can Still Hear The Laughter

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XAVIER ENGLISH BOOK SERIES III

I Can Still Hear the Laughter

During parties, most especially come out, I confidently glided unto


those with lots of gorgeous women, the stage, tiptoeing as I had
many of my friends jump at the practiced many times before, and
opportunity to be the center of then sang my first few lines, “I am
attention. Whether it be performing cabbage, green leafy cabbage!”
magic tricks or singing on the Magic
Sing, my buddies are always leaping Suddenly, just after singing the
into the spotlight and trying to show last syllable of the line, I felt my left
others what they’ve got. Not me, calf cramp. It could have been
though. I’ve always been the shy caused by the weight of the costume
and reserved one. I’m not sure or it could have been from the
myself, but it’s probably because I tiptoeing, but whatever the reason, I
was terribly embarrassed in a felt my leg give way. The next thing I
children’s program that I am awfully knew, I was rolling all over the stage
shy today. like a cabbage gone mad. Not
wanting to ruin the entire show, I
My humbling experience took continued to croon my lines. “In
place during the Parents’ Day soups, salads and stews, I assure a
program when I was in kindergarten. healthy you!” Then suddenly, I felt a
Our teachers had been rehearsing us thud, and abruptly, the rolling
on our various numbers weeks stopped. It was then that I realized I
before the day of the important had fallen off the stage and that my
event. The performance of our costume had broken in half. I was in
section was a song-and-dance nothing but my underwear. The
number on various fruits and laughing from the crowd was, to me,
vegetables, and I considered myself absolutely deafening, unforgiving,
fortunate since I had and frightening.
been chosen as among
the lead characters in Today, eighteen
the presentation – the years after that
cabbage. My mom had experience, I am still
worked painstakingly to haunted by it.
make my costume for Whenever I find myself
me, and the night in a situation that
before the pageant, requires me to be in
when I tried out the front of spectators, it’s
costume at home, I almost as if I can hear
couldn’t stop smiling; I echoes from the
really did look like a cabbage. My laughter of the audience in the
mother had cut out pieces of beige kindergarten program. For this
cloth, painted them various shades reason, I dread being in front of a
of green, and then layered them crowd; in fact, I dread even the
intricately. Although the outfit was chance of being in front of a crowd.
quite heavy, I was determined, more It’s gotten so bad that even when
than ever, to give my best the moment calls for a simple prayer
performance in it. in front of a few people, I can’t get
through the task without
On the day of the program, out hyperventilating or much worse,
came the radish, the beet, and the getting teary-eyed.
rest of the other vegetables. Despite
their colorful costumes, I was Will I ever get over my
brimming with confidence since I overblown stage fright? I’m not very
knew that my outfit was the best. sure; I’ve been seeing a speech
Soon enough, I heard my cue. The therapist since I was ten to fix the
voice on the tape sang, “and of problem, sadly without much
course, the delicious green leafy, the improvement. However, it never fails
cabbage!” Upon hearing my signal to to overwhelm me when I think about

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XAVIER ENGLISH BOOK SERIES III

how a simple event like a foul-up


from a kindergarten show can affect
someone so deeply for the rest of
one’s life. I just hope it doesn’t have
to happen to anyone else.

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