30.01.10 Oh My Fucking GOD!!! Will you please, Just SH ! "!!!

#ou$ %oice is echoing th$ough &y hea' (n' &y thoughts a$e )eco&ing scatte$e'* #ou$ constant $e&onst$ances a$e '$i%ing &e up a +all. Honestly, , 'on-t kno+ ho+ &uch longe$ , can hol' out* So&eti&es you .ust &ake &e sooo (/G0#!!! (n' , can )a$ely think st$aight 1o$ +ant o1 cla$ity. !he $age o%e$takes &e* Slo+ly pulsating like a cance$ous 'isease, Slo+ly in1ecting all $ational thought, (n' lea%ing )ehin' a t$ail )itte$ness an' hat$e'. My i&&une syste& al&ost +elco&es these %icious e&otions no+* ,t is all too 1a&ilia$* !he sa&e )u$ning, !he hat$e' an' ange$, !he nee' to hu$t an' )e hu$t. My guilty pleasu$e in taking satis1action in you$ 'ispleasu$e is co$$upting &e. , con1ess* ,t gla''ens &y hea$t to see you su11e$* (n' though the sh$ill octa%es o1 you$ $aise' %oice against &e is not enti$ely +elco&e, , 'e$i%e a sense o1 i&&ense an' utte$ g$ati1ication in hea$ing you )itch2 , &ay not )e all as you +oul' like, 3ut that-s .ust too 'a&ne' )a', ,sn-t it4 ,t-s .ust 1o$ a little +hile again, until +e-ll )oth )e 1$ee o1 each othe$. 5ike Wo$'s+o$th1 sai'* 6&y hea$t leaps up +hen , )ehol'7* When , )ehol', WH(!444 !he +o$l'4 My li1e4 8%e$ything that you ha%e kept &e 1$o&4 O$ at least t$ie' to4 !he$e-s not &uch that , 'on-t kno+, 3ut those things that , a& una+a$e o1, One 'ay2 6,-ll co&e )ack an' $u) &y shit in you$ 1ace792

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