First you're the center of everything

You disappear.
How do you disappear?
I watch my thoughts
What my thoughts are thinking..?
They disappear.
So who am I
Where am I?
Now.
I disappear
What are you, my center, thinking?
Looking for you center
What are we now?
I've made these choices
Not out of thinking...
They call it an 'inner imperative'
But what are they thinking?
As I am being thought into disappearance
Cold, frozen, thawed out
Working at nothing, making noises
Busily thinking
I see faces and add expressions
See them all thinking
About me.