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Poetry Series

Ravi chandran
- poems -

Publication Date:
July 2009

Publisher:
PoemHunter.Com - The World's Poetry Archive

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Ravi chandran (17.09.1988)
I am ravichandran, born in mysore now presently living in tamilnadu. my
hobbies are reading book watching cartoon, wildlife and music(listening and
editing) .

My best friends are Jennifer priya, Vijay shankar, Karthi, Madhumitha,


Tulasidevi, Sathya, Rajasaravanesh, Rohini, KAKA, Dangerous, Omane,
oduki, Bhuvanesh, prem, anand, vyshnavi, selvam, annalakshmi,
Umamaheshwari, RADHA(vpmm sis) , Saranya.

Now I am studying in Kalasalingam university doing my


B.E.(computerscience) degree. I always wished to be someone related
to music. And had lot of dreams. I am still writing what i call myself poems.I
used to sing pretty good and a good sound editor too.

My inspiration to write all these poem was my cousin sister ROHINI who died
committing suicide when I was studying 5th.......Still i remember the last day
of our meeting.......Her voice still keeps ringing in my heart.........wish she
was here..........

Works:

To Be Published when written enough and got enough fans and financial
assistance, ..,

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aches of agony

I don't know what I've done


My baby gone long and I'm in den
Wishing i could fly with her
I'm singing this song without her
I could have flew with her
Here I'm without her
Thanking her for everything
I'm singing this melancholy thing
No matter the distance i want her to know
That lies deep down inside of me
She turns her head away from me

With broken winged dream


I'm overcoming this scream
Yes honey I'm back not by me
I'm back with you in me
Wherever you go you will hear my cry
When you see you will feel the pain in me
I'm not ambushing, I'm hero moving in
I'm still loving you for the god told me
Told me to love you
I can't keep this away from me
It's always burning in me
It's born with me.

Ravi chandran

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Black and white dreams

You gave me dreams........


So colorful was love.......
So good to feel..........
Dreamed even when I'm awake....
Spoke even without a language.........
Now you have changed everything....
because You're gone..............
Dreams are now old just black and white picture......
Yet so memorable
during Morning I'll mourn
At Night I'm not alright...
all thoughts directing to you...
Sleepless night I get to do.......
Still dreaming about you...
Wish you are happy too.......
Love has made me mad
But yet its beautiful
for all these black and white dreams......
Old but still tells what no one has yet told.........

Ravi chandran

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Broken Dreams

I'm walking in this lonely road


No one ain't with me
My shadows follow in the light
Disappears in the night

I'm going alone away


No one in my way
In this road i don't see anything
Except my broken dreams haunting me

Within me
Within me
I could see lot of me
Yeah lot of me

My dream bird's wing is broken


Now I wish to mention
It grows strong and bold
It's rage is growing more

I could see the light in the distance


And the distance is larger than I wished
Though the distance is large
My heart has the chance

Ravi chandran

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By myself

Sun burns the skin of sleepy men


I make right turns but I'm lost within
I turn back and just want an end
I just end up dirting and hurt again

I raise above with waxy wing


Get melted because its saccharine
All these words are maddening
with hurt and isolation i sing

By myself...
by myself

Ravi chandran

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Change

Change,
is again sending messages for me
This time I'm in a position
Not knowing what to do
I wish to stay with these friends of mine
And Struggle with all my pain

But the pain is worst and


Sad told this is not going to make me gain
So I've to obey the messenger of change
I'm guilty cause I can't even ask for a chance
And this way its going to end
I wish I should have long before begun

with helpless and hopelessness


I accept the change
I wish this will change
And know change will always play its game

Ravi chandran

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christmas carol

Last christmas I send you my heart


And this christmas I wished to ask what you thought

But my backstabber in middle chaos he brought


I'm loading ammo to my arsenal to give his head a shot

This is the time when joy grows no bound


But this is my time I cry in pain of my wound

And now I knew how much I need you


Tell me girl if you feel it too

Santa please gift me to my girl


I want her to know she is my world
She can throw me, kick me and even break me down
I'll never let her know how the pain sounds

Santa please gift me my little tin girl


I'll show her how much I really cared
I'll hug her, kiss her and will take her everywhere
I won't let her shed a tear till I'm here

I can hear christmas carol from neighbourhood


They announced that jesus has born so I stood
I wished the lord to give me to her as a toy
If my wish comes true I'll be in endless joy! !

Ravi chandran

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Convict poem

A convict is writing you a poem


He is suffering from love syndrome
He dances to the beat of the drum
In pain he drinks many cup of rum

He is dying slowly
He never shows his agony
'Cause he don't want you crying
Thats what he was trying

The convict is becoming mad


He knows why he is sad
In this new year eve
He just promises to leave

He don't know how to do


But what he feels is true
A convict writes a song
About the pain she has begun

The convict is me
And she is ***** **** *****

Ravi chandran

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Criminal

I am a criminal
I want to return to myself
I am a criminal
Numb is all I taste

I am a criminal
I am always thinking of you
I am a criminal
I won't heal myself

Lot of time I've told you


Why I think of you and why barely need you
Why I never would let you go
Why I never ignore you anymore

Lot of time I was waiting for you


You skipped and turned your way and went home
I always showed the good of me
And now you pulled the worse out of me

So I've become a criminal


Who always wonder you
And taking all the blame I say
Take myself and don't stay
GO AWAY

I am a criminal
Who you always wanted to see
I'm Just the same CRIMINAL
Who you always wished to see.

Ravi chandran

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crying in the rain

You can't feel who I am


'Cause I'm crying in rain
You can't hear what i say
'Cause I'm shouting inside my mind

This is how it all ends


When you don't find your friends.
This is what i always feel
'Cause I'm far from my friends

I WANT TO HEAL THE PAIN


STRUCK WITHIN AND LOST AGAIN

Ravi chandran

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Darkside of the moon

I want to show you


How you made my life hell
I love you and always will
And now I'm waiting still

You showed me what fear is


Told me how sweet tear is
Tearing me apart
I fear I'm back to the start

Stealing my true calm


Talking it you have gone
I'm searching you in day and noon
During night I see you in the dark side of the moon

Always you are in my heart's sky


And you hurt me and make me cry
Even then I'm searching you in day and noon
During night I see you in the dark side of the moon

Ravi chandran

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Dead Man's love

Your thought makes me to fail


I'm failed as a normal man
It's fine for me
I'm fine.

In the diminishing light


I'm fighting the dark
I'm still singing
I'm still fighting

Though I'm a dead man


I'm singing for you
though I'm a dead man
I'm weeping for you

My soul is gone
But your feels stay
this is a dead love
The love of a dead man's soul

you are here


I'm nowhere
Cause I'm a dead man
I wish to be with you

Ravi chandran

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Desparate dreams

This dream is not a dream


But still I scream
Just all these feels
Me it kills

I'm not so weak


Not so strong
I'm always so sick
And I'm always the wrong

I'll never live


Never die
Such is the case
Of my life

1000 reasons I have to die


But still with hope the Death I deny

Ravi chandran

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donno.........

You gave smile in my lips


tears in my eyes
pain in my heart
And to forget you I can't

Every little steps with your eyes you make


Changes me into these forms I take

Ravi chandran

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Don't you

Don't you know


I've let you go
Don't you see
Who I wanted to be

Don't you hear


Why I'm so scared
Don't you feel
I don't know why I cared
Don't you.........
Stand here.....
Wandering here and there
Wondering what I have
Can't you see
I don't even mean
So now you go
Don't you know........?

Ravi chandran

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End this way.....

Some people walk on the egg shells all day long


I'd like to ask you one thing what in me is wrong
I didn't even look at you but in memories you stay
I have to be lonely with the thoughts of you and
It has to ends this way

Ravi chandran

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fate

(Why) (Why)
(Why) (Why)
(Why) (Why)

I never been myself


I never understand
I never keep it myself
I always kick my back itself

(Why) (Why) (Why) (Why) (Why) (Why)

This is always turning to me again


This always makes me to scream
This always pushes me away
And this always make me weep

(The fate, Why)


I'm surprised to find that i didn't fall right down on my face
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
What i feel is just my pain
I'm trying but can't return to myself again.
(Just like before)
(Just like before)
(Just like before)

Ravi chandran

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Forfeit the game

I'm not the one as I was before


I can't bear what I've become
Now I fight after losing to every word
Desperately I kill me with my own sword.

What I've done, I can't say for sure


What I'm up, I find myself done
I'm dirtying off, I want to be pure
I've wasted and not even the death I won.

All the thought is making me numb


The end is at its start, my fall begun
Little time I've got cause I've seen the end
In the dark I've seen the sun I pretend

But waste is waste


I've left no grace
The pace is too fast
I just won't even last

I'll forfeit the game


Before somebody else takes me out of frame
Put my name to shame

I'll forfeit the game cause tomorrow


I'm gonna reap What I've just sown

Ravi chandran

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Forget

I have always wished to ignore you


But now I'm the one that have been Ignored
I knew it right then when I met you
I knew it right then when you pushed me out

There are too many times when people tried to look in me


Wondering when I think of you well i protected you out of courtesy
Always I tried to forget you
But I forget that i need to forget you
Always when I think of you

Ravi chandran

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Forgotten

Yesterday,
I wake up in the middle of dream,
Forgot the dreams and could just scream

Today,
I slept in the middle of my day
Forgot my jobs and nothing I bear

Everyday
Every night
Every hour
Every minute

I forget who i am
I forget what I did
I forget why I am
I forget why this is

I found I am a finished word


I fire ghostly notes as goblin told
I tried to keep everything as much as i can
Now everything has gone far from my hand.

Everything is forfeited
Everything I had now I've forgotten.......

Ravi chandran

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four lines

what do I do
But still loving you
These words are true
No further can I ado

Ravi chandran

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Go on babe

I was once sad


Once bad
Not knowing what to do
My friend's circle vanished too.

I found you
Wished I could be with you
I was your friend
Just friend

I greeted you
You hurt me
You find me guilty
Then bye forever

Go on babe
You're no damn good for me
I know it hurts
You're no damn good for me

Ravi chandran

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god you made me blue?

Why is it god you made my heart,


Why is it god you gave me life,
I thought my heart will never break,
I know now my life is a mistake.

Cause miseries have never come,


Now it neither goes,
I have closed my heart and,
Buried deep in the cross.

But i have my love to have my cheers,


One love to make my heart beat,
One love for I need,
One love to make it sweet.

I know love isn't true,


It's just like you,
always it isn't true,
You made it to make me blue.

Ravi chandran

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GOOD BYE

Graffiti decorations under the sky of dust


A constant wave of tension under my broken trust
The lessons that you taught to me
I know its never true

NOW I FIND MYSELF IN QUESTION? ! ! ! ! ! !

The picture is clear now


But can't say why and how
You want me to stay
But i learned my way

I tried to tun now and then


But confused why and when
Now i trusted myself and i
Turned at you to say good bye.

Ravi chandran

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I am what I am

I want to sit back


Sit back and rest for a while
For a while I stand to see
And see You all pointing me

Pointing me as though I'm criminal


I'm criminal but you thought I'd be
I'd be as what you never wanted to see
So I chorusly start to rap:

I'm what I'm


I'm the one who you cannot say I'm
I'm the one you can't fool around
I'm what I wanted to be I'm
And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
I don't know it's just the way I am

So what you think I want


I want you and not anything will do apart
Apart from what you thought
What you thought I can't explain why I got

So now I got these thoughts and I start


I start what you never thought I've thought
Thoughts of you in memories they play in part
In parts and tracks these things I'll never forget

So once again the track rewinds


And the chorus again
and goes..........

I'm what I'm


I'm the one who you cannot say I'm
I'm the one you can't fool around
I'm what I wanted to be I'm
And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
I don't know it's just the way I am

Ravi chandran

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i do not because........

I did not spoke to you because I wanted to know about you


But I spoke because I already know you
I did not smiled at you because you smiled at me
But i smiled because In your eyes my children I see
I did not love you because you are beautiful
but you seem beautiful because I love you

I do not love you because i need you


But now I need you because I really love you

Ravi chandran

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I Go

When I look into your eyes I see


All my mistakes laughing at me
When I look into your eyes I feel
Death has conquered me and unveiled

To tell you what I feel


I need somemore life to live
But You're ignoring
So I'm breaking

Hear me well for one cause


I loved you and don't want to show to you
Afraid that for you it would hurt
That's why I didn't make any effort

To show how much I love you


I don't know what to do
To put an end to all this misery
I close the door and I've to go

Ravi chandran

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I love you... I'll kill you...

I see love, I can see passion


I feel danger, I feel obsession
Don't play games with the ones who love you
Cause I hear a voice who says:
I love you... I'll kill you...
Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...
Look into the mirror of your soul
Love and hate are one in all
Sacrifice turns to revenge and believe me
You'll see the face who'll say:
I love you... I'll kill you...
But I'll love you forever
Loneliness, I feel loneliness in my room...

Ravi chandran

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I miss you but still fighting

Sometimes in this world


I feel like i've never known
Like I love you
You know how much its true

It's better worth than me


That's why I kept it buried
Deep Inside
So you won't find it

But your eyes


Made me to speak the truth
And I fall
Like I've never fallen before

It hurt much
I can't hold
Let me goI should've told

I loved you....!
From the start
I sure do
But now I can't stop

Help me out
You know who I am
I know its tough
But still I've got the stuff

So I'll fight fight fight....


Till I can hold you tight.......

Ravi chandran

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I Pretend

Darkness terminated in full moon day


This is what i feel anyway
Mystic star shines in far away
Sends it light but not in day.

Hybrid theory flushed away


A new thing will come right today
Going to erase all the bygone days
Till now everything is just a waste

What i do say i can't rely


Past never presents is what's in my mind

AND I SAY

And i say THIS IS WHAT ALL RETURNED


And i say THIS IS NOT WHAT I INTEND
And i say IMAGINATION HAS NO PATENT
And i say THIS IS WHAT I PrEtEnD

Ravi chandran

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I quit life than to quit love

Put me dram
To keep me calm
Hear my song
Before it is faded and gone

Hey you...Larvi! ! !
I've been loving you since I've seen you
I've been dying to talk to you
But look at all my loneliness
That I feel in my madness

If you ever think to love me


Stop it, you'll kill me
I'm not in paranoid
Not in madness
But I've found comfort in my loneliness

If you ever got to know about my love


Please don't laugh or feel sad or even mock at me
Because you don't know how much I love you
I'm not trying to convince you or embrass you
But I'm trying to say how much I love you

If you were in case loving me before


I plead you my love
Quit this quick I'm going to die
'cause I'm forced to quit loving you
By my parents teachers and friend
But I force myself to die without you
Can't live with this guilty conscience
Tonight I'll die to put an end to this all

Ravi chandran

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I t(c) ry to make You smile

I followed your eyes


And got lost in this hole
You showed me how to fall
But you won't let me to hold

The truth told by your eyes


Is always false in all other sight
I'll never let you down
So to fall silently I've learnt.

This time and everytime I'll fall


I know that you would never call
Now I learnt your faith is false
That's the way I'll conclude this all

God you're just killing me


In your every smile my tears I see
I'm sending all my tears to make You smile
Maybe after death I'll rest a while! ! !

Ravi chandran

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I'm a lazy person

I AM JUST A VERY LAZY PERSON


who always wish to sit down the tree
And enjoy the breeze

I AM JUST A VERY LAZY PERSON


Who always speak with silent
And sleep in the bright day light

I AM JUST A VERY LAZY PERSON


Just wish to dream everything
and not even wish to make a step

I AM JUST A VERY LAZY PERSON


Who is sleeping about when
Everyone out is screaming around

But now things are changing


and this LAZY PERSON is moaning
'Cause he hates everything which is gazing about

Now this lazy person is changing a bit


'cause world wants him to show his wit
He is no more lazy person who you think
And he is taking the world with him

He wanted it
Since he is no more a lazy person.

Ravi chandran

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In the mirror

When I look into the mirror I see


All my mistakes staring back at me
After breaking the mirror still I see
All those mistake pointing the finger at me

Ravi chandran

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I've sacrificed

It's true
That i love you
And now you see what I've made for ypu
Can't say and
I can't end this way
But I'll be loving just for sake of you
I've sacrificed my pride in your feet
I've sacrificed my heart to give you a kiss
Then why is just I've to be alone....here..
i know you never know anything of this
I'm stuck in the middle of my memory bliss
Now I see
You don't even recognize me
That's why my heart break away
I've sacrificed my thoughts thinking of you
I've sacrificed my dreams with you
I've sacrificed my time wishing to spend with you
I've sacrificed myself for you.........

Ravi chandran

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Kallas went away

Kallas went away


But her voice forever in me stays
Kallas went away
Took my breath and tears she gave

This is the end I never wish


But i have to go it's all finished
Kallas went far
But not from my heart

Kallas went away


Where she stood there i stay
Heart stopped to beat but it says
Her name and silently fades

Kallas went away


Her voice forever in me stays
I dying without her presence
Her memories adds my life's essence.
: -(

Ravi chandran

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Larvi song

Sometimes I think I'm wasting my time


By always thinking of you
Then I realise that I' losing my mind
So I stop, by saying these words aren't true
Baby I'll always be singing these song
Until you know my love is true
Maybe I'll die, reborn but I'll still be singing
Until you realise my feels are true

Sometimes I watch this world fly through the window


It makes me to break so I just sit down and start cry
I know you don't have the time to know
But Larvi please just don't ignore without giving a try

I can take this world on my shoulder


If you ask even the sky
Look at my hurting and pain I'm feeling for you
Look what I've been changing into
For the sake of you

Ravi chandran

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Larvi! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Rest of you say that I'm foolish but I'm


Oozing out my blood just to cherish, want to get
Out of this world, where no one except larvi would
Pin me down and give me a kiss
Acknowledging if I'm embrassing

Another thing I would like to say


Naked is my soul, I need you there
Better if you be my side and take some care
Undo everything when I die somewhere

Mad you shall say me, and it could possibly be


Anxious you shall speak but I'm still strong you see
Love is all I keep and with your memories I sleep
And hiding it I weep
Regretting without telling waiting till you can feel it
------------------
Don't hurt me if you hate me
Hear it for one cause
I love you...Not kill you
And will be loving you for ever....! ! ! !

Ravi chandran

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Let me.....

Let me conclude
Everything i could
Forget my bad memories
Everything I should.

Shown my miseries
In my every frown
Forgot and faraway
Now I've gone

In rain I cry
Hiding my pain
Almost everything I won
Everything lost and gone

If you think I'm weakened


You must sure be dumped
Now I see mercy
From far away it come.

Now I need you all to know.......

When my time comes


Forget all I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be left

I feel empty
Put you all in memory
Don't resend me
'Cause I leave out all the rest

but
BuT
BUT
Phoenix rises from ashes
Kallas is the rising of ash.....

Ravi chandran

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line love

I don't needed or wanted to you


But without reason I still I do! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Ravi chandran

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lonely valley

In this lonely valley


I'm sitting
Thinking of someone
Wishing for someone

Talking to her
Making her laugh
In her beautiful eyes
I see my unborn child

I know I'm dreaming


This isn't real
My heart is bleeding
But I'm waiting for her

Time flies by
Future smiles and hide
But i regret neglect
I'm waiting for her

In this valley
Made by my imaginary
I sit with her
Which i want to make real

Ravi chandran

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long time But still feels the same

So much times I missed you in these days


You were gone to your home to enjoy the holidays
I can see how much happy you were in your home
With your parents and now I write you this poem

The days you left me


I kept you in my heart and I see
I kept talking with you 24/7
We were playing in our imagination

Sometimes I know it feels crazy


I tried to show you how I feel, But it's not easy
The way I feel, The way I care
I wish to show you, so let me share

The way I loved you,


Is so real
And for I'll never ever love
The fairy came and to love you they told

maybe I'm in love maybe I'm not


I know I don't make any sense at all
Long time but still feels the same
I'm still in love with you, I love this game

Ravi chandran

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love with you

Every come and


Every go
Wherever you go
I will always be with you

Every cell in me
Will be in the thought of you
Nothing will stop me
From the touch of you]

Even if time says no


I will fight till i go
Nothing in the world
Will be as precious as you

I found a master-piece in you


First of all it is true
And my treasure is you
MY LOVE, MY LOVE

Ravi chandran

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Me for you and it is true

Its me who cries,


Me who smiles,
Its me who goes,
And me who comes.

For you girl,


Only for you.

Its me who laughs,


Me who frowns,
Its me who live,
Me who die.

For you girl,


Only for you.

Everything I do,
I do it for you,
'Cause I am in love,
Love with you.

I'm here,
Apart from you,
Away from you,
Which tears me through.

I'll do anything,
Anything for you,
Everything I do,
I do it for you.

For you girl,


Only for you.

Ravi chandran

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Me Nd U

It's not that I can't understand what you taught


Its that you don't even know what I think of....

Ravi chandran

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mercy

Let's say farewell

There's no blood
There's no cries
There's no miseries
In What I've done

Let mercy come


And wash all away
What I've done
Erase all signs.

What you thought


What you said
What i would have been
And now what I've done

I want to go away
And erase all my memories
I start again to break
To what i've done

Ravi chandran

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MERCY COME

I used to roam happy


Now my steps ha
Something now has happened
nothing is what I used to pretend

I used to be cheerful
Now what I've become
I have to erase
All the things what I've done

Let mercy come upon me


Let me be as what i had to be
let mercy shower upon me
i have to be what i want to be

Ravi chandran

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my first sweet thing to write

I was mad when i saw you


I was anxious to know your name
I was disturbed by your smile
I was happy when you spoke to me
Baby, my heart glows on
As if your memory bliss sets adrift
it's aching babe
come and get if you wish

Ravi chandran

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My love

Love is not to keep you with me


But I rather wish you go free
My girl go away
With love here I'll stay

My life is full of pits


How it feels I love to spit
I can't sleep without your smilling pills
Even in dream your memory kills.

I searched my heart randomly


Everywhere it is filled with agony
Maybe I'll love to sing
About my broken wing

Girl I let you


For my love is true
One day death will win me
But you made me, as much dead as I can be.....
Now you gotta see............

Ravi chandran

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My love will mourn

You gave me wounds that would never heal


I'll never kill my love for your stupid deal
I'll grow my love till i die alone
And for my death my love will mourn

Ravi chandran

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mY MiSEriES

Wake in a sweat again


Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again


Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I don't know what to take


Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away


I'm suffocating
Tell me what is wrong
with MEEEEEEE

Goddddddd! ! ! !
Goddddddd! ! ! !
Goddddddd! ! ! !
Goddddddd! ! ! !
Goddddddd! ! ! !

Put me out of my misery


Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
MISERY
MISERY
MISERY
MISERY

Ravi chandran

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never True

Acidic rains drifts down the question


I wonder why this is happening
I remember the times you fought me then
Without even a minute you asked me when

Now I see
Instead of setting it free
I took a Part which I hated
And made it a part of me

It's who I hated


Now I see its me got hurted
Now I see I've made you a part of me
But I wish you to go away from me

I kept everything inside


FROM YOU
I never had a doubt

You pulling me outside


WHY
I'm throwing you outside
Turn Away

I see now you are a part of me


wish you were never in my memory
I wrote everything you told
I torn it now and knew its never TRUE.....

Ravi chandran

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New message

To this message I need a reply


If you don't I'll cry
I love you its no lie
Times up so alone I die
I don't need you to love me
Thats a secret I wanted you to see

Ravi chandran

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New year's eve

I know you are there,


I am here,
I'm sending my heart,
Through the air.

I wish I can hold your hands,


And wait for the new dawn,
I'm so serious,
'Cause you are my little tin goddess.

I wish to give this world to you,


But my love is all I have to give,
With helping hands to make you right,
I'm holding you tight all through the night.

I never believed in fairy tales,


Till I saw you,
Have I not found you?
And I knew the fairy tales are true.

To wish you goodness,


And to wish you everything,
I'm sending my heart,
Through the air.

Signed, sealed, delivered,


In this eve,
I'm sending my heart,
Straight to you.

Ravi chandran

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no love

My father hates me
My mother don't want me
My sisters don't need me
My friends dislike me
My relatives mock at me
My lover doesn't even love me
Everyone don't even know me
I don't want to hurt them
So moving away due to shame
Not that I don't need them all
Is that they don't even hear my call
Stabbed and burnt alive
But this stupid life I still drive.

Ravi chandran

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NO TITLE

Tell me anything
That would talk about her
Tell me everything
I'll know her well

Tell me why why


I always think about you
Could you see see
All the tears of me

Why do you think


I always think about you
No matter it's my mistake
I never forget you

Look at all my pain


Hear what i'm saying
I wish I've never met you
But I love you, So trueeeeeee.......

I got nothing between us to be settled


So I write this without any title! ! ! ! ! !

Ravi chandran

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no..............

No..........
I'll never let you control my fate
Never let you to slick rope around my neck
No..........
I'll never let you to make mistake
By letting you to have me for any sake
No..........
I'm not as you learnt or thought
please baby please let me go
No..........
This is all just fake, and
I live for the things what U want to take
No..........
Let me be all alone
Just for your good I let you go
No..........
Not that i never love you
Its that I love you more than that
And is that you never know me

No..........
I can't stand this pain
and No No No No No No..........
No no matter how far we come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
tomorrow,
With you
you now I see, keeping everything inside
I see you even when i close my eyes..........
even though if you're not with me
I'm with you...........

Ravi chandran

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Not to be fooled again

A place so dark you close your eyes


A little later the fails
With eyes shut tight in dark you move
Till you open yourself, you are a fool

From the top to bottom


In middle I halt
The core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thought

Taken far from the safety


The picture's there
The memory won't escape me
Then why should I care

When you feel the light has come


Something is disturbing because I've gone
You'll slowly open your eyes to see the light
But the light is what I control and turn it off

I'm not a fool to let myself again fall


I'm not a fool to let myself again fall
I'm not a fool to let myself again fall
I'm not a fool to let myself again fall

Ravi chandran

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nothing else matters

one day I sat sad and wrote this song


which would tell you that I was totally wrong
I don't know but these words in me they gone
Like though it was written in a dirty slang
'Cause I hear my heart say without you nothing else matters

It was the first day when I heard you 'smile'


Then when I saw you laughing in your 'Eyes'
You spoke through your handwritten lines
That night I started to saw...If you then nothing else matters

One thing is what I go for the the two things you know
That I love you and you hate me isn't that true
Even then i know that I've to lose this
To remember you i steal your hairpins and hand kerchief
because i would like to tell you for me
Nothing else matters

When you're with me

Nothing else matters


Nothing else matters
Nothing else matters
Nothing else matters
Nothing else matters
Nothing else matters
Nothing else matters................................

Ravi chandran

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one in my row

Something is not making me to return to myself


I'm not dreaming but not waking
I wish i know how to make this feeling go
Still not dreaming yet not waking.

I'm trying to find myself again


my walls are closing in
I'm pretending this feeling is nothing
Misplaced in this world and always hurting

All my friends are about to go


I'll be the one sitting in my row
No one knows my feel
They think i am not real

Everyday i come here


Just to see someone who would cheer
But now all i left is tears
Cause I'm the one in my chair

With loneliness
I'm one in the row
With lots of aches and pain
I'm the only one in my row.

Ravi chandran

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pain.......You and me....

You say

War is a fashion
Fame is a concert

But I say,
Pain is a reaction
Pain is what you don't get...!

Ravi chandran

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PAPER

A paper with my picture drawn


Floats down the street till the wind is gone
The memories are like the picture then
When papers crumbled up it cant be perfect again

In the memory you will find me


Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Now that you got me in the act


You bring the thought back
Now I see all the fact
Just right through you.

I have been a paper drawn


My picture in it now its gone
You have fought the thing that's wrong
But I pushed me away and now you've won

I never had a doubt what to say


I wished you always to stay
Now time has turned and I'm torn
Good bye heart but it's my turn.

Ravi chandran

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Perfect fan-My mom

It takes a lot to know love


Its not the big things
But the caring heart
And prayers remembering you

All the prayer you gave me


You thought me walk without your hands
Always you were pushing me from the behind
Always to succeed, you're my perfect fan.

theres no day that goes


Without thinking you
Cause mom you're so precious to me
You're my perfect fan to be.

Ravi chandran

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Plead for you

You know I plead for you


You know I am searching you
You know I'll do it for you
You know I'm loving you
You know that I live for you

I know that you know


That I've lost my soul
Why you are smothering me
killing me by the way you see! ! !

Ravi chandran

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prophecy of my death

After a long and peaceful deep sleep, I woke up early in the morning and was listening
to the nature's blessings......
It said that today is my death day.But death so fast? I'm not afraid to die 'cause I'm
still afraid to live.........

I don't deserve a death today


So I'm preserving it for the right day! ! !

Ravi chandran

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prophet

Sometimes I feel like a prophet


Misunderstood..................
Under the gun like a new diseased..............

I've got an unforgettable sound

Bring you up even if it takes me down

I'm coming at you from every side

I make the rhythm and rhyme collide

Ravi chandran

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Push thy limits

Don't submit to stupid rules


Be yourself and not a fool
Don't accept average habits
Open your heart and push the limits

Ravi chandran

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Pushing me away

Watch as the room rocks


I mentally moon walk
Mixed With your memory slang
Banging in my boom box

I don't believe in violence


So I keep my love in silence
Know that these are so childish
But just wanted to see you cherish

When my time comes forget my wrong


But really I have not begun
I don't know What I mean
Failure is all i've seen

I know I love you cruelly


And still love you truely
Don't want to hurt you
'Cause I mean nothing to you

I'm pushing me away


and away and
away

Sooooooooooooooooooo,
I'm
ppppppppppppppppushing
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
awwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Ravi chandran

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Reason to die

I've found a reason


for which I still live
That I should live to die
And now i know its truth

I'm searching for a reason


So that I could die
I'll die
If I know the reason....

I searching for the truth and reason


So I could die.................
The reason should not be
another reason so
I won't die.....

Ravi chandran

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renegage

Some
Say that I'm foolish I only talk about you
Look what I've made with
The matter ruined by you
Angelina have a sexy body
Catherina have it too
I don't love them both
But I love you..............
Is there anyone over here
Who talks that love is still love
God I wish to put them out of misery
For they live far from this world
Surrounded by fools of their thoughts
They better live in the cave age
Than to disturb every innocent souls
Jesus christ save them from themself
They are running as if they have to do
I'm religage i miss everything
But never talk about
what's on my mind
So I'm religage...
Never ever talk about anything
anything
anything
anything....

Ravi chandran

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searching you

know I could just solve the problem by searching


It's you I do, so don't want to get you this hurting
So I keep my love deep inside so I'll never show
But I'm searching a way somehow I want you to know

Maybe I'll coin the words to say


How I do love you in everyway
Until that I can't wait to say I love you
But in everylittle thing I say, I'm true

Ravi chandran

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Set free rhymes

How could you ever do this to me


These aches and pain in me it have to be
With your eyes these scars you couldn't see
In my rhymes I let you free.......

Ravi chandran

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setting you free

I can't stop these thoughts they bring only the pain


You just ignored me from that what did you gain
The past has gone hard I don't know the end
Your memories come back and break me now and then

When the forces try to stop me I grow strong to start


Though I'll be strong your name alone makes me to stop
Is this all you think you gained
I'll give you more chance to think over again

From the past I've learned what you have begun


I'm the prophet of the unforgiven, I pretend
Now all the time and pain you showed I admit with shame
Your hits are strong, so you've won this game

But someday you'll wake up from the middle of your sleep


Finding no reasons but you'll still weep
Then you'll recognize the pain and will think of me
Till then I'm setting you free

Ravi chandran

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She's out of me

You are far from me


Still I love you
You are hurting me
Still I love you
You are laughing at me
Still I love you
You are mocking me
Still I love you
You don't even know me....
Still I love you
You are out of me
But still I love you

Ravi chandran

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small heart

There is a small heart inside my chest


I have sent it to you so you will search you no more
There is a heaven in this world
I feel it when i look at you.

Baby in this loneliness


I'm tearing apart
I'm sending you loneliness
Which has been tragical.

Every night i look at the stars


And wish you are here
I know you are here
But i'm nowhere

Ravi chandran

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Sorry larvi..I'm cleaning out my closet

If you ever loved someone


That you'll die to see the one
I had one, still see that divine
I considered myself as her arm
Made myself her armor
And would destroy anything that try to harm her
But karma changed
And bit me itself
And now I see I'm source of the pain in her
Chester is stupid
Chester Couldn't express it
Thats why chester is dying Rocking over his dead love

If you ever heard my love


Don't stop carry on and don't mourn
Go on I'll always love you
But would never show you
'cause I'm the dark you the light
We can't co-exist
From first I've insist
Now I'll be weeping you couldn't see it
I'll be with you which you couldn't resist
I'm sorry larvi
I'm serious but never meant to hurt you
Never wanna make you cry
Until tonight
But I'm cleaning out my closet

Ravi chandran

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Tears for my friends

What should i write


In my note my dear friend
Nothing I've got
Except our memories in my mind.

We shed lots of sweats together


Shared lots of things but never withered
I remember our uphill sweat and struggle
But without you life is full of trouble.

Come back to me, I always cried


Maybe you are far too long; No words reached?
You are the one I always wanted
And we have fallen apart, this is how it ended.

After I've departed you: -(

The sun has no light


The moon lost its bright
Now i feel nothing in me is right
No one's like you to heal me, I', so tight.

Tears just flow


Tears just roll
Tears tears
It tears me up.

It's not that i love you


Cause i need you, but
Friend i need you
'Cause i really love you

Ravi chandran

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The final feel

You hated me so kindly


You Kill me so silently
You Hurt me happily
You Kissed me because you just wanted to fool
You pushed me because you thought it is cool
You loved and fooled me it is your fantasy
Your thoughts and memories i never wanted to see
And for the last words and time just flows
I have seen all thing but can't take it whole..
because
It's too late to love me now
You helped to show me
It's too late to love me now
You don't even know me......

Ravi chandran

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The sacrifice

This is a note to say hello


To you my dear girl
I just swear I'm in love
With you my love

And just after i saw you


You never knew but,
I'm moving out of my view

I've sacrificed everything


Just for the sake of seeing you

My time, my pride
My life, my dreams
Is now broken.

I've sacrificed everything


Just for the sake of feeling you

Can't you see you're smothering me


Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
'cause you are the one i never wish to lose

I know i've never uttered a word to you


Cause i've sacrificed everything
Just to be like you

Maybe next time I won't hide inside


The sacrifice of hiding in lies
I wish to open up every part
To shoe you the sacrifice I've made for you! ! ! ! ! !
: -(

Ravi chandran

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two days.........I dreamed forever........

Two days gone


No hear, no see
With you, my heart travels beyond,
You go as you wanted to be

Wherever you go, I'll come


Though you ignore me I'll come
Two days gone, I miss you very much
In my dreams And in me I feel your touch
I don't know where you are
I don't know what you are
You don't know who I am
I live with you as much as I can
In dreams....,
We play together till we are tired
and laugh us out as we desire
Every minute I'll be kissing you
But in reality I'm missing you

Ravi chandran

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Upper hand

This stays ever in this way


I don't wish but you are far away
You put the upper hand ]
And say you have mine

You have won


but it is all gone
but it is all gone
but it is all gone
but it is all gone
but it is all gone
but it is all gone
but it is all gone

I am waiting till the upper hand is mine


and
I will be waiting till everything is won.

Ravi chandran

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Valentines day 14.02.2009

I go back to square one just to start


What I thought I wished to forgot
The pain and the ache you gave to me
Is more worse thing than I could ever see

This is the last thing I'd write


I leave the option to you to keep me tight
I should have been writing about something else
But I just sing for you , By losing myself

This is on the day of valentine


I write to you about all of my pain
I sent you two letters last autumn
Think you have not yet got 'em

But what is on your mind you want me crying?


can't you see I'm just dying! !
You press with these stresses
So getting no rest, I fail all your tests

I came out of my home and went for a jog


while crossing i can hear I'm their hot talk
With roses they stand in queue
I refuse 'cause I've killed myself for you

The above written lines may not be true


But the last line is real for I'm damn sure
For christ sake please don't you just fake
Let me take you to the great blue lake

Show you how this lake is blue


And that will tell how my love is true
I write this on the valentines day
with hope, pain and ache here i stay

Ravi chandran

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waiting 4 the Turn-up

Discomfort I see
It has put itself upon me
Delusion, confusion
Everywhere i feel it's presence

A word has more than filled me up


A sound that has more than killed me up
And now I've given up
Waiting to see if right turns up.

Ravi chandran

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War

War may come


And Quick or slow
It may go.

Many may die


Many may hide
Many may run
Many unforgiven

But my warriors are always with me


But my warriors are always with me

Ravi chandran

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Waste

I have wasted everything


I have made a great fall
I have wasted everything
I don't even have faith for you to call

I have dusted
I have mis understand
I have Wasted
Wasted my part of life for you

For this I swear


I won't waste any more
For this I swear
Please don't stand any more.

Bye for ever


But wounds never heal
Bye for ever
I will still keep You in

Though you have killed me

Ravi chandran

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what's more

you hit me back


i fell on the floor
left cold in the static
i trapped between this and that

when the things go wrong


i pretend the past is real
now i see the sick you made me
now i see making me dead

Ravi chandran

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When it comes

When it comes to luck


I'm the unlucky
When it comes to time
I'm always late
When it come to bet
I'm to lose
When it comes to life
I'm already dead
When it comes to night
I've to be awake
When it comes to love
I've to be the hate
When it comes to you
I don't know what I do

Ravi chandran

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Where you go i'd go

Where did you go


I never thought I'd feel so much
But now,
I've lost myself in these thoughts...
I miss you very much
Yeah, , , ,
I dedicate this song to my angel
My little tin goddess
dunno if she could hear this
But my faith is all I can go with

I'd have said someday I feel like


Feel like that I can't say the word
I feel like I should've quit
Now i feel like i should have you on my left

I can't explain how the feel got wound


now I find myself that I did the wrong
I'm sitting here with you, where are you staring at?

Long after time my words flow down


My pen got life in the distance that made you gone
But in memories I see you sitting with this song
And the song will be played even after we are gone

Thanks for the little and the big wounds you throw
It stays for ever as it never goes down
But all the hurting stay and the wishes alone gone
I'll watch you play but you put me undone

For my feelings are eternal forever they stay


Killing me is your fantasy and you'll do this all day
When night comes the stars tell me their worries
You kill me and then you make queries
where would you go
Even though you'll never hear me
I'll sit beneath you
To wash all your worries
where would you go
If you say you don't need me
I'll be just dreaming
Till the my day comes to heal the worries

Where would I go
I'll be lost in your smiles
that mind blowing look of your eyes
That sweet voice you call my names
I'll searching for this and you everywhere
Where would I go
without you
with out you
where would I go
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Without letting you know larvi.....

I have a girl in my heart


Which she don't want
I left everything to her daunt
Now she hurt's me by all she has got

I love her from the start


But she want to end
Now all I've got is what
Her memories and her voice in faint

Can hear and feel all the time


I Break down and fall down on the line
Don't want to hurt her with my love
So i kill my love without let her know

Ravi chandran

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WITHOUT YOU

Sometimes somefeelings
Can't be shown
Can't be told

Such a way I got


you my love
You in my love

Don't want to be with me don't you


I'm not beautiful like you do
I'm a someone who really love you
And everything will tell you
how much I loved you
How much I need you
But now I'm here WITHOUT YOU? ? ? ! ! !

Ravi chandran

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you'll because....I'll

It's true
That I love you
And now I still Love you
The promise was made by your face
You can't refuse and escape

And the sound of your voice


still ringing in me
And thats why I give up and say
I love you
So you'll be always be remembered
And because
I'll never forget you
I'll always be with you
I'll never search you
since I'll never forget you..........

Ravi chandran

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You're not the one I need

There will be lots of one behind you,


But I will not be one of the sufferer to,
You have always ignored me,
And you're not the one I need.

I feel my life is gonna faint,


I now wish to kill all the saint
Who lied that love is true
I now feel You're sure not good.

You've always bent to,


Now I see you're sure not good,
Hell on me i see you
And i say i don't need you.

If you say you don't need me


I won't feel cause you're nothing
I now feel I've misplaced
It's you who I always have some respect

Earth will spin and i will win


Though i won i won't act like a king
At that time if you come to me
I'll never hurt you but you're the one i don't need

Ravi chandran

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