Touxa onopt 4 B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa 141 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn 233
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o: '' : (Knnra) B By1mpcxon 1mptue 1938 roa n npnnnxaercx xo mne npoe xpayunct. uro-ro or oxornnxa, nanpxrmero cno cnyx n spenne. Ha ronone ]ypaxxa c mannnontm xanrom, na ornoporax rnmnacrepxn mannnonte namnnxn, snauox ITO na rpyn. Kpyro ynepcx n non n ycrannncx ncnonotx. Pasenacx! Pasenartcx? Horom yemt pasronapnnart, pasenacx. Pasenamct, pocam nemn npxmo na non, n nor yxe crom narnmom, npnnnnyncx nnnornym x cronnxy. 3a cronnxom concem monoentxax xenmnna cympauno xocnrcx na menx n axe xax yro crtnrcx. uamnnnx nama?.. nmx, oruecrno?.. Bt xaxo nannonantnocrn?.. enpe?.. Apec xaxo?.. om xaxo?.. om uertpe mecrt, xnaprnpa cemnanart. Ee nnno eme crpoxe crano: V menx nce c namn! Ornxtnamct na nero. On npomyntnaer oynt, ntnopaunnaer pyxana, xapmant, orxnatnaer n cropony nxrtecxr pyne, noxnor c rene]onamn pyse n snaxomtx, cnaptnaer noxnaxy, cpesaer na pmxax merannnuecxne nyronnnt, xpmuxn, npxxxn. Bpyr xo mne: Btrxnn pyxn!.. Hy, uero poxnmt? Cnnmct ycnoxonrtcx n nnxy, xax xenmnna ryt xycaer, uro ne paccmexrtcx. Btrxrnnam pyxn. On npnmypnnaercx: Por orxpo!.. Hy, mnpe! Hantnamn neser n por, nmer uero-ro.
5 Pyxy orcrannn n ntrnyn xnepxy. Honepnnct? Horn pasnnnt! Pasnnnt sann npoxo! He nonnmaemt?. Pyxamn pasnnnt! Hy, oenacx! Oanenmn, oenamct, n noxa nepenoxctnamct nonorennem, orxya nn nostmnct, mononenart xpentm nepeo mno narorone. On eper menx no pyxy n ntnonr n xopnop. Hy, renept ana, mara! Tenept maraem or nepn x nepn, or xomnarymxn x xomnarymxe, o nonnoro oypennx. Vsen sarxrnnaercx: ]ororpa]npymr n ]ac n npo]nnt, orneuartnamr nantnt, nsmepxmr pocr, ornnuamr nner rnas nonoc. Eme roponnnne maraem no xopnopy caamnnxa. (Hosnee ysnan, uro rax nposnann nonantnt +rax nnyrpenne rmptmt nepenanount nynxr npnema apecronanntx). Hy, renept cro! Ocranonnnnct y xamept nomep cemt. K nam noxonr xopnopnt nasnparent. Hpnnnma ypxnyn xpentm. Cxpnnnr onrax xecrtm nept n npnornopxercx. Menx nerontxo ronxamr n xamepy. Cam ne snam sauem, ono pyxo nennxmct sa nept, n pyro pyxe ysenox co cmeno entx; mtnom n syno merxo. V crent na rayperxe nennxno cnnr noennt c nepnrtmn nnannnmnmncx mexamn, n nsmxro, co cnoportmn nernnnamn xomcocrancxo rnmnacrepxe. On nonopaunnaer xo mne ronony. Pasmemarect! ronopnr on rnyxonaro. rnxxy noxpyr Tpn sacrnanntx xoxn, nese na noymxax nanonouxn uncrte; y xaxo xoxn no rymouxe n axe nocxom nareprt napxernt non. npncen na xoxy: A nt ryr anno? Heanno. Buepa npnnesnn c antnero Bocroxa. uro xe, cocrnenno, sa uro? Hanen Iontmren 6 Fponn pesxo cnnnynnct: He snam, sa uro. Hornxen nepe coo, yrxnyncx n non, n nn cnona ontme. Cnnr nennxno, paccrannnmn norn, nnsxo naxnonnn ronony, yro t menx n ner nonce ryr. Bpyr npnorxptnact nept Eme rocrt. Vntaercx, onerpennt, n sacanenntx, npoe xoxantx, narntx pmxax n n raxo xe renorpexe n ymnare. Ha norax ns-no nanenox pasnonnernte rpxsnte noprxnxn. B pyxax nemeno memox. Oxnnyn rnasamn xamepy, cran pasnpartcx. Cnxn manxy, pocnn na xoxy nemeno memox, cnxn ymnar, renorpexy, orpxc nx, epexno cnepnyn n ynoxnn no noymxy. Cpocnn nanenxn, noprxnxn, orep norn. Pyxa norxnynact x rymouxe. Ha rymouxe nauxa Foxca. Hporxnyn ee cocey, a ror oruyxenno: Her, naroapm. C yrpa ne ntm n ne xypm nnxora. Hporxnyn nauxy mne. saxypnn. Mne rpenoxno. A on, noxaunnaxct na xoxe, onxrt yntaercx. C xem nmem uecrt? nastnam cex. Ouent nnrepecno. A renept, napon, o cee: nnxenep Meneneen! Cornacno pemennm rpoxn npenrent. 3ro ne nepeart cpasy. Hy, axe nenosmoxno ncero nepeuncnnrt. epxann ro na omnx paorax. Honaamrcx n ram xopomne nmn: nauantnnx paspemnn xnrt sa sono. Paoran no cnennantnocrn. A norom npnexana mocxoncxax xomnccnx. Bcex, xro tn no cnennantnocrn, n mrpa]nym xononny, a nexoroptx n nenrpantnt nsonxrop. A nac? A menx ns Vxrt cma. Orxya nauan, oparno cma. Kaxt pas, xax aprncr xya enartcx? cnona ntxonmt na cneny. Kaxax x n +rom nent? Henn ne nnxy. Ho, no nce nnnmocrn, ecrt cno cmtcn. Moxer trt, nont nonox. uro xe xorxr c namn enart? Kro nx snaer! Touxa onopt
7 Hy, a nt xax? Ouent pa. Ho ornomennm x romy, uro ram tno, neo n semnx. Xort nce cxasannoe n snyunr npannno, no nouemy-ro ne xouercx ontme paccnpamnnart nnxenepa Meneneena o ero ramomne xnsnn. A on, nrxnyn ronony n nneun, enaer nn, yro n cam xouer nomonuart. H nce xe nonnm na cee ero omnrentnt nsrnx. Bor on c xanocrtm sarxnyncx, npnrymnn nannpocxy n nerpomxo nponsnec: Moxno eme cxasart n rax: sect nyume, no ne ouent xopomo. Ho-ercxn nocmorpen na menx: Tocxyere? Tocxym. A x pasyunncx rocxonart. Heoxnanno menxnyna sannxxa, n nepxx orxptnact manentxax ]pamyra. Hasnparent nporxnyn xecrxnym mncxy. Hpnnnmare sanrpax. Meneneen ynnnrentno nponopno npnnxn mncxy, nropym, rpertm, paccrannn no rymouxam. Haxnyno uem-ro ocoenno neannernrntm. c pesrnnnocrtm ornepnyncx: uyncrnym raxoe ornpamenne x cepo xnxe, uro omct axe npnrponyrtcx. uro ns anmmnnnx? Hpxmo rpyte mncxn xaxne. Monuannnt noennt, nornxen cnonm orcyrcrnymmnm nsrnxom na menx n na nnxenepa Meneneena, nocrannn nepe coo mncxy n cran cocpeorouenno ecrt. Meneneen cnnr na cnoe xoxe, npnumoxnnaer, nonnr rnasamn mom nopnnm. uyax nt, uyax! uro xe nt ymemnxere cno xenyox? Kax-ro ne ouent xouercx. 3, crapte namn nonxrnx sect nn x uemy +ro ne xouy, +ro ne yy. Ona net xnsnt. Bxycnentxoro n x ne oen. A anana nce xe nnuero. Tax epnre n mom nopnnm. Hanen Iontmren 8 A nt?.. Hy, xax snaere. He xornre ne nao, noem yy cnart. 3axonunn nmnr n c moe nopnne, on onnsnyn noxxy: Hy, nor n nce! eme ontme uyncrnym cex ne no cee. Bor yx npxmo nnopy nemartcx, a on raxnm opxuxom. A ror ecr xamy mpauno. psam na cnoe xoxe. Kax mt cnenn c mamo nuepa sa cronom, n aymxa, n xn. A nosxe, rontxo, xaxercx, sacnyn, snonox n, nemnoro norox, cryx n namy nept. Mamnn menor: K nam. Cnona cryx n nept. Faymxa orxptnaer, Kro-ro nasnan moe nmx, oruecrno. utx-ro pyxa orepnyna sananecxy n namy cnanenxy. Mnmo npomnn xaxne-ro nmn. mxn mant n xneruarom xemnepe c nnnom oxcepa xo mne: Hacnopra ecrt? B onom ente pocnncx ncxart nacnopr. Houemy-ro noyman, uro npnmnn nponepxrt, ne xnner nn xro es nponncxn. Hoan nacnopr, n npyr nepe rnasamn opep na apecr. ne ontmne yxnt senentm xapanamom: H.F., sam. napxoma nnyrpennnx en. Mama, menx apecrymr! Mama nouemy-ro saxnnana ronono. A n rom xonne xomnart aymxa no ]naneneno mxrontxo xo]rouxe. B xamepe rnmnna. Meneneen n noennt nexar na cnonx xoxax c saxptrtmn rnasamn. Koropt ceuac uac? He ysnaemt n rounocrn, xoropt uac. Ftno yrpo, norxnyncx ent. Xort t ntsnann cxope. Hepenopaunnamct c oxa na ox. uro xe enart? Cunrart o nxrnecxrn? Her, nyume o cra. Bon pemerxa, npyrtx: uertpe nont, uertpe nonepex. Hepnt px: pas, na, rpn, uertpe; nropo px: pas, na, rpn, uertpe; rpern px: pas, na, rpn, uertpe; uerneprt: pas, na, rpn, uertpe. Bcero mecrnanart. Hy, a uro yer?.. uem xonunrcx?.. Cnnnamrcx rnasa. Touxa onopt
9 Crpanno! Kax yro nama xomnara. nepn na reppacy. nnxoro ner. uro sa pe? Bpoe sacnyn. Cxontxo xe x npocnan? uro-ro menxnyno. Bpas npnnonxnnct. Hpnorxptnact ]pamyra. Hnno nasnparenx. Benorom: Kro ryr na I? Bcxounn na norn. Hastnam cnom ]amnnnm. Bnnmo cnnmxom rpomxo. T-c-c-c. Homannn x nepn, n pyxax y nero ymaxxa. Coepnrect cnerxa. menorom: Kax cnerxa? Fes neme. Cxpnnnyn sacon. nept npnorxptnact. Hoepxnnam pmxn, ryxe nepenoxctnamct nonorennem. Btnenn n xopnop. V nepe oxnamrcx noe pasnoxmnx. Hasnparent nacxopo omynan. Hpnnnmare! Cney nnepe! 3oponennt pasnoxmn na xoy noxnarnn menx ntme noxrx, a nnepen no xonpono, xpacno-seneno opoxxe yxe saronann ecmymnte napycnnonte canorn nroporo pasnoxmero. B xopnope namnouxn nnonnaxana. Meprnax rnmnna. 3axptrte na samxn nepn xamep. Meprno n rnyxo. Bpyr nepenn oopnan y nepn n pyro xopnop: Cro! Cyxo menx crernyn no cepny. Kya neyr? uro +ro? 3auem menxamr nantnamn n xnonamr xnmuom no pemenno npxxxe? A +ro, xax norom ysnan, amr cnrnan: ney, n ecnn pyrne neyr raxoro xe apecranra, ro ornerxr menuxom n xnonantem no npxxxe. Crporax nsonxnnx! Ornopnnact nept n pyro xopnop. 3axptrte na samxn nepn xamep. Pasnoxmne ycxopnnn marn. Eme ornopnnact nept n pyro xopnop nanpnnr xopnopon. Hanen Iontmren 10 Hecrnnunt nponer. Ho necrnnuntm snrsaram nanepx. Pxom nycro nn]r, a menx nemxom c +raxa na +rax. A mexy +raxamn n necrnnuntx nponerax merannnuecxne cerxn. Hxrt, eme ntme, nor mecro +rax. Honopornnn nanpano. pxn cner. nepn xanneron. Tpecx nnmymnx mamnnox. Ona nept nacrext. Mentxnynn cnnnt, nneun remno-senentx rnmnacrepox c ptnapcxnmn +mnemamn na pyxanax. Toponnnno npomnn no xopnopy. Hepenn pasnoxmn orxptn nept xannera. Monoo nerenanr, nourn ne nonnmax ronont, yxasan mne na cryn y nepe. On cnnr n yrny sa cronom npxmo n ycepno uro-ro ntnonr na ymare. A sa pyrnm ontmnm nnctmenntm cronom, sanoxnn nory na nory, nepenopaunnaer xaxne-ro nncrt xannran rocesonacnocrn. Crpannte rnasa y xannrana, ysentxne menouxn rnas, ne nnno nx concem. Ho nor onn orxptnamrcx. On nocmorpen na menx c nmontrcrnom n cnona norpysnncx n cnon ena. B xanner nomen orartpcxoro nna crapmnna, naxnonnncx xannrany. momenrantno yxo n cropony. Paspemnre onoxnrt! Kannran xnnnyn: ana! Ona nropte cyrxn orxastnaercx or nnmn. Hy, uro x, npexpacno, ne xouer ecrt, naxopmnre uepes npxmym xnmxy (rnxnyn na menx), ne cnymare, +ro xe nac ne xacaercx. Cnona x crapmnne: Hy, nce! Crapmnna nonepnyncx n ntmen. Kannran ncran, rnxnyn na nerenanra, xnnnyn emy ronono n ntmen ncne sa crapmnno. Herenanr npoonxaer uro-ro ntnonrt na ymare. Bpyr, cnonno xro-ro ronxnyn, pesxo npnncran: Kax cnnmt!? xpnxnyn on. A? Por nepexocnncx yrpoxamme, nospn pacmnpxmrcx, rnasa cnepxamr nenannxme. Touxa onopt
11 a o uem +ro nt? V. ra, xapx ecconecrnax! Pyxn na xonenn! Hy, tcrpo! K uemy +ro nt? A nor ceuac ynnnmt, x uemy! Cnona cen sa cron, epnyn xmnx, npnnnnyn uepnnntnnny. Crponax ]nrypa cyryno nsornynact. Cnona cran ntnonrt uro-ro na ymare, sarnxtnax n xaxym-ro mnapranxy. stx ntcynyncx mexy ryamn, nnno crano conepmenno cnoxontm. Bpyr nonxn ronony, menenno nonepnyncx ncem xopnycom. Btpaxenne nnna neotxnonenno ropxecrnennoe: 3aam nonpoc: xora n xem nt tnn saneponan n xonrppenonmnnonnym oprannsannm? a o uem nt? Tonapnm cneonarent? Ia!!! Kaxo x ree ronapnm. ree conerym ne npnxntnartcx ypaxom. Bpyr uro-ro menxnyno. nept nesamerno ornopnnact. Herenanr ncxounn, mrnonenno ntrxnyncx ncem xopnycom. 3axpnuan mne n ynop: Bcrart!! Pyxn no mnam! Ha nopore, n conponoxennn nncrammnx xpacnentxnmn pomamn ntcmnx unnon cronr manentxn uenonex c nayxmnmn ronytmn rnasamn. Inmnacrepxa ntnnact ns-no pacnymennoro pemnx, npxxxa na oxy, pyxn sa noxcom. On nsrnxnyn na menx pannoymno, ycrano. Tonapnm Ienepantnt Komnccap Iocyapcrnenno esonacnocrn, onpoc neer nerenanr Korenxon, apecronannt noxasann ne aer. Knnnyn ronono, renepantnt xomnccap ene cntmno ntronopnn: Hpoonxare! nept saxptnact. ne ycnen oparnrtcx x nemy. Herenanr Korenxon onxrt cen sa cron, ornoxnn n cropony ymarn n onxrt xo mne: Hy, uro cxaxemt?.. Canct, uero cronmt? ree rapanrnpym, uro uem cxopee nostmemtcx sa ym, rem nyume. Caxyct na yxasannoe Korenxontm mecro. Hanen Iontmren 12 Vx n nnpany naunnam uyncrnonart cex n uem-ro nnnonartm. Cnyma, conerym ree ne rxnyrt pesnny. Mt net c roo nepemonnrtcx ne yem, ne raxnx, xax rt, npnnonnn n uyncrno. Bt xax xornre, a x yy xanonartcx. Xanonartcx? Korenxon orxnnyncx na cnnnxy cryna. Komy yemt xanonartcx? Hoyma, ypax. Komy yemt xanonartcx? Cam Ienepantnt Komnccap an npnxas, nonnmaemt rt?.. Ienepantnt Komnccap Iocyapcrnenno esonacnocrn, on xe Hapont xomnccap nnyrpennnx en, on xe Cexperapt HK, on xe npecearent xomnrera naprnnoro xonrponx. 3auem nce +ro?.. Bt xe snaere, uro x aconmrno nn n uem ne nnnonar. uro xe x yy ronopnrt? uro yemt ronopnrt?.. Pyuxn uemyrcx nnnyrt no rnoe npaxte mope. a xax nt cmeere? Ax, nor uro! Hy, nor x rex mepsanen, ornpannm ceuac n He]oprono, ram tcrpo nomemt, uro x uemy. Herenanr Korenxon naxan xnonxy snonxa. Fyxnantno n ror xe mnr n nepxx noxnnncx pasnoxmn. Vnenre! npnxasan Korenxon. Pasnoxmn ntnen menx n xopnop. Hancrpeuy nropo pasnoxmn. Toruac noxnarnnn no pyxn n samarann no xopnopy mnmo nepe xanneron. na pasnoxmnx epxar: onn no pyxn, a pyro ntnepnyn nenym pyxy n rax ncm opory epxnr ee csan. Tax n maram, noranxnnaemt soponenntmn napnxmn. Bnepen oannncx rpern, menxaer nantnamn n xnmuom, a nnora xstxom. Ho necrnnuntm nepexoam cnycrnnnct n nonantnt +rax n samarann no xonpontm opoxxam mnmo saxptrtx na samxn xamep. Ftcrpo ornopnnn nept moe xamept. Touxa onopt
13 Tenept opartcx t rontxo o xoxn n cxopee yxyrartcx n oexno c ronono. Kopnopnt, npnnnmax, onxrt omynan. Bnycrnnn n xamepy. Hpnnonxncx monuannnt noennt, ycrannncx cypono, no nsrnx ecnoxont. Meneneen n nepemnrentnocrn npncmarpnnaercx xo mne: Kax ram? Crom, monuy. Hy, uro? Hy, nnuero, ycnoxorect, ne npnnnmare nnsxo x cepny. Kax xe?.. H npyr, es ncxxo nnnmo cnxsn: uro raxoe He]oprono? He]oprono? ynnnncx Meneneen. Cneonarent yrpoxan mne He]oprontm. Bor xax?.. Tax +ro xe noennax rmptma. Bnesanno nept orxptnact nacrext. Conparect c nemamn. C nemamn? Heyxenn na nonm? Hasnparent roponnr. Copt neonrne: nantro n xenxa, nonorenne n mtno, synax merxa, cmena entx cnepnyro n ysenox. Oepnyncx x Meneneeny, noennomy, maxnyn pyxo, ntmen n xopnop. Bce cnona saneprenoct: otcxann, nonenn no xopnopy, nonepnynn n pyro, n rpern, ornopnnn nept n ntnenn no nop. Hepe rnasamn saxptrax anromamnna, n xaxnx nosxr xne. H nnpxmt, pasrnxen c ono cropont xpynntmn yxnamn Xne. Brot. Ha nope uyrt-uyrt cneraer. Feneer cner. Ko mne mernynnct noe n mnnenxx, noxnarnnn no pyxn n no crynentxam nronxnynn n mamnny. Bxon, cxasan ronoc csan, n menx nronxnynn n xanny, nepnee, nrncnynn, cnonno n xonnepr. (Bnyrpn mamnna pasenena na xannxn, n pacnonoxent onn no oe cropont c ysxnm npoxoom Hanen Iontmren 14 nocepenne. Kaxax xannxa conepmenno nsonnponana or ocrantntx n ecrnnrentno, npoe xonnepra, noromy uro saneuartnamr rex n ne es pacuera na rnom xomnnexnnm n na rnon nemn). Brncnyrt n xonnepr, cnxy npxmo n nenonnxno, cxart o npeena, npnxan ysenox x xnnory. Hporonann n npoxoe. uro-ro rpoxnyno. Bpyr ronuox rponynnct c mecra. Kaunynnct oparno. Cnona rponynnct n noxarnnnct. Bpyr nonopor. Onxrt nonopor. Hoxarnnnct no ropy, ouennno c ynnnt sepxnncxoro na Kysnenxn mocr. 3anemenn norn, rpxcer osno. Mamnna nsxna na noem. Honopor nanpano, ouennno, na Fontmym mnrponxy. Mamnna pnanynact nnepe n es ncxxnx saepxex nonepnyna nnpano, a uepes necxontxo cexyn nneno. Her, +ro ne n He]oprono! Ouennno, n Fyrtpxn. Hy, nce panno. Hy, a antme uro xe yer? Tpxcer osno, necrepnnma nemora n norax. Bpyr ronuox. Bor onxrt nonopor. 3acxpnnenn nopora. Mamnna nexana no nop. Cron. Tax ono n ecrt Fyrtpxn! Cxpnn maron. Pacneuartnamr mo xonnepr. Konnonp crporo menorom: Btxon! Btxoxy. Btnptrnyn na saneenent ac]antr mpaunoro nopa. Kamennax orpaa. uaca rmptmt c xostptxamn na oxnax. V nopor mpaunax amnx npemen Ementxna Hyrauena. Ornopxmrcx rxxente, oxonannte nepn. V nepe ceoyct nasnparent. Mne noxasanoct, uro x ynnen couyncrnne n crapuecxom nnne rmpemnoro crapoxnnt. Bnenn n ontmo, npocropnt necrnmnt. (Kax ysnan nosnee, on nmenonancx cpen saxnmuenntx noxsanom.) Cnpana n cnena n onnnonanntx eno nnnrxo crenax mnoro nepe. Ho noxsany cnymr rya n cma pasnoxmne, xnonamr xnmuamn o npxxxn, menxamr nantnamn. noe nocxounnn xo mne. H onn ns nnx noxnarnn no pyxy. Touxa onopt
15 Tmpemnt mexannsm ecrnyer uerxo. Monua n roponnnno neyr x ono ns nepe. Pasnoxmn, xoropt maraer nnepen, ornopxer nept n, nnycrnn menx, saxptnaer ee cnapyxn na sacon. Onxrt n onnouecrne, n xnaparno xomnarymxe, onnnonanno cnne rnasnponanno nnnrxo, re cronr cronnx n rayperxa. Inxxy na cnnne crent, na xoroptx nnuero ne moxer nanapanart saxnmuennt. Inxxy na noronox. A antme uro? Fesmonnne n neneenne! Haxonen noxnnxercx manentxn mpxn uenonex c rpemx rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax. Crannr na cronnx uepnnntnnny, pacxptnaer roncrym rmpemnym xnnry n onxrt nonpoct nacuer moe ]amnnnn, nmenn, mecra n roa poxennx. Cnona pasenamct, orona, ntrxrnnam pyxn, orxptnam por. Haunnam nonemnory npnntxart. Cnona npomyntnaercx mox oexa. H cnona epyr no pyxn n neyr no rmpemntm xopnopam. Hpnnenn n anm. 3axptnn n manentxo xannxe. Hanenn ns menoro xpana nonmaxn xonono not. Onnncx nx npo]opmt. poxy or xonoa. 3y na sy ne nonaaer. Ftcrpo orepcx, oencx, nepenoxcan nonorennem cnaammne pmxn. B pyxax ysenox. Cnona noxnarnnn n nononoxnn no xopnopam, a norom uepes nnyrpennn nop, cxpnnx no ymxromy cnery, nnenn n pyro xopnyc. Crann nonnmartcx nnepx no necrnnne. Bpyr ocranonnnnct. 3amenxann re-ro xnmuom o npxxxy. Ftcrpo nonepnynn nnnom x crenxe. 3axnonnynact nept n nepxnem nponere, n cnona noxnarnnn xya-ro. Kopnopt co cnouartmn noronxamn, c saxptrtmn na nncxune samxn nepxmn xamep. B xaxom xopnope pacxaxnnaer nsa n nnepe xopnopnt nasnparent, sarnxtnaer n rnasxn xamep nnn nocnymnnaer y nepe. Kpyrom rnmnna meprnax. Hanen Iontmren 16 Hs xopnopa n xopnop maraem no ecxoneuntm xonpontm opoxxam. Honenn x xamepe. Kamepa N 54. Tnxo npnnnsnncx xopnopnt nasnparent. Cmepnn menx c nor o ronont nnnmarentntm nsrnxom, omynan nomtmxn, rpyt, xapmant n cran ornnpart samox. nept pacxptnact. Bnycrnnn n xamepy. Toruac nept saxptnact. uro +ro? uyrt ne ncxpnxnyn. Ha mnnyry saxpyxnnoct n ronone, nouynnoct, uro nonan n npencnonmm. B rycxnom cnere, n raaunom tme, n ncnapennn macct ren, cxartx n ysxom npocrpancrne, cnonno npnspaxn, croxr na napax nmn n onom nnxnem ente, c ynnnrentno meprnenno-nentmn nnnamn, c nenonnxntmn rnasamn. Ho nor ryman paccennaercx. Macca nsnonnonanntx rnas, pasyxenntx monm npnxoom. Bce samenennnoct. Mrnonenno ocrynnnn n crann paccnpamnnart. Paccxastnare, anno nn c nonn? Buepa. Tonapnmn, cntmnre, nuepa c nonn. Konx, cntmnmt, nuepa rontxo apecronann. Hy, uro ram nonoro, paccxastnare. Ocrponcxn, xax nam ne crtno, are uenonexy ortmartcx. Manentxn Ocrponcxn sarnxtnaer mne n nnno, mopraer ecnoxontmn rnasamn, ryr xe sactnaer nonpocamn. Vsnan ]amnnnm, sannrepeconancx, ne n pocrne nn x c nsnecrntm mystxanrom. Her, y menx mart npenoaer mystxy, a cam x npenoam ncropnm n cpene mxone. Hpenoanann ncropnm? Taxo monoo? rontxo n +ry ocent saxonunn ncr]ax. Vcnenn saxonunrt? Oo mne nt, xoneuno, ne mornn ne cntmart, mox ]amnnnx Ocrponcxn. paoran n ep +mec. K coxanennm, ne npnmnoct cntmart. Co ncex cropon noctnannct nonpoct. C xanocrtm nonx xaxoe cnono. Oxastnaercx, yxe rpn mecxna nnxro ns Touxa onopt
17 cnexeapecronanntx ne nocrynan n xamepy. npnmenen ns roro, pyroro, ne nosatroro, no raxoro anexoro nx nnx mnpa. Hontnesann ns-no nap. Crapamrcx nporncnyrtcx nonnxe, rxnyrcx uepes nneun pyrnx. Ocrponcxn nonnocrtm sannaen mnom: sactnaer nonpocamn, nepennaer, nomnrnnaer, ornxtnaxct na pyrnx, Ho n +ro npemx cxpnnnyna n orxptnact nepnax ]pamyra, n n xamepy sarnxnyn nasnparent. Hpnroronnrtcx x onpanxe! uepes mnnyry ornopnnact nept. Bce sannrannct, saroponnnnct. Tpoe exypntx ocrannct ynpart xamepy, a uertpe uenonexa n nopxxe ouepen ntnecnn n xopnop ne o xpaen nonnte napamn. Bce nnnynnct ncne sa nnmn. Ocranonnnnct nocpen xopnopa n pasopannct no uertpe. 3acynyn pyxn n xapmant, nasnparent orcunrtnaer uernepxn. Orcunran nanart uertpe n menx samtxammero n cxomanonan cneonart nnepe no nanpannennm x yopno n xonne xopnopa. B orneprym nept npomnn c napamamn. H ryr xe paccrponnnct rononnte uernepxn. Tecnxct, nepntmn nocnemnnn saxnarnrt mecra. Vxe cnxr na ouxe, cxpmunnmnct, na xoprouxax Ocrponcxn, a nepe nnm n eme nepe nxrtm cxpmunnmnmncx ntcrponnnct oxnammne cnoe ouepen. Hannoct nme ne nomenentnyrtcx. Cxnonnn ontmym ronony, ntcoxn, nnornt uenonex c opo ycmemxo pacxaunnaer na manentxnm Ocrponcxnm nepenouxy c xnentm mapnxom. Orcunrtnaer, xax maxrnnxom, cxontxo npocnnr. A ror cnnsy: Hocnymare, Fouapon, x t nonpocnn pocnrt namn neymecrnte myrxn n ocrannrt menx n noxoe. Hy, nano, nano, ne yy. Haxonen Ocrponcxn nonxncx na norn, a necent uenonex sanxn ocnoonnmeecx mecro. V nepe, n yrny, noe sannmamrcx yrpenne sapxxo. Onn, camt monoo ns ncex, ouennno cnoprcmen, mamer pyxamn; pyro, manentxn nonnxnt uenoneuex, ouent noxoxn na crapym oestxnxy, nanonocxanmnct y xpana, +neprnuno pacrnpaer nonorennem nonocarym rpyt, norom noouepeno nonnmaer Hanen Iontmren 18 pyxn n norn. Bapxax ranomamn no moxpomy nony, exypnte nponecnn x nepn nycrte napamn. pocrno npnnxnnct panrt necxom o necxa, ocoenno mente xontna noxpyr napam. Menx cxnarnn sa pyxy Ocrponcxn: uro nt saymannct? Onpanxa xonunrcx, ne ycneere. Hy n uro? Kax uro? Hentsx xe rax. Horepnnm. uro nt! Kax moxno! Tenept npnercx o neuepa, nonxa ne ntnycrnr. Kaxo nonxa? Ax, oxe mo, onn rax nastnamr nasnparene. Cxaxnre, a xro +ror myrnnx c xnentm mapnxom? A, nt nnenn? Kax nam +ro npannrcx? Bt ymann, Ocrponcxn ne cymeer sa cex nocroxrt?.. Hnuero, xnarnr eme yxy. A net on esonnt, ouent xopomn uenonex, ouent opt, nsnecrnt nnxenep. Ero nocnann n Amepnxy, a renept ann mecro n cetmo nynxrt. A +ro uro raxoe? Pas tn n Amepnxe, snaunr mnnon, nonyua mecro nynxr 58 crartn, a pas nnxenep, snaunr npenrent, nonyua cetmo nynxr, a nam xax ncropnxy-npenoanarenm nonaraercx ecxrt nynxr. A +ro uro? Anrnconercxax arnrannx, onryn, camt nerxn nynxr, a camte crpamnte mecro n noctmo, a eme crpamnee nepnt-A, n eme crpamnee nepnt-F. A uem? Boctmo +ro reppop, nepnt-A nsmena ponne, nepnt-F nsmena ponne nx noenntx. Ho nepnomy A n F paccrpen, a unent cemtn nsmennnxa saxnmuamrcx n oranennte narepx na nxrt ner, a nocne ortrnx cpoxa ntctnamrcx n oranennte mecra. uro xe +ro rnopnrcx? Bepnre nn, npoonxaer Ocrponcxn, x net aconmrno nn n uem ne nnnonar, a nonncan na cex onnnanart nynxr yuacrne n xonrppenonmnnonno oprannsannn. Touxa onopt
19 Tax sauem xe nonncann? Moxer, x ne npan, ne xnarnno cnn, no net +ro nao nepexnrt. Cnymare, uro x nam cxaxy. Hourn nce sect ouent, ouent uecrnte esnnnnte nmn, mnoro craptx xommynncron, a enxnocro nponenron nonncann na cex noxnte noxasannx. 3ect cnen Ipnma Cannnn, nxrt ne nasa nsxnn ns xamept, roxe an noxasannx, a net xeneso, a ne uenonex, nartmcxn crpenox, renoxpannrent Hennna. He ror, ns ]nntma, ntymannt, a nacroxmn, na rpnynane orxptn cnnny, ncx n pynax, nocnann na nepecnecrnne sa neocrarounocrtm marepnanon. Ocrponcxn npnnnnyncx xo mne eme nnxe. Ero ecnoxonte rnasa ortcxnnamr xoro-ro. Bor cmorpnre, non ntcoxn, nnnnonnnt, n noenno rnmnacrepxe, ny, nnnre, ny, xoropt saxypnnaer ceuac, +ro pyr Ipnmn Cannnna, xomxop Ttnrnn, roxe ns nartmcxnx crpenxon. uro nam cxasart o norre, o xopne nonoc npean penonmnnn. Onn raxn n or nero onnnct noxasann, no xaxo neno! uro yx ryr oo mne ronopnrt. Ecnn nt ymaere, uro raxo uenonex mor crpycnrt, ro rnyoxo sanyxaerect. On nonpocnrentno rnxnr na menx. Hepnno nornpaer rpymennnt no. nnuero ne orneuam. Hy, xoneuno, ne nonnmaere. a? Foxe mo, +ro rpyno cpasy nonxrt. uro nt snaere! On ornxnyncx noxpyr. V entx paxonnn ronxyrcx nmn. Tyr xe cronr yrpmmt Ttnrnn, a pxom monoo uenonex n mopcxom xnrene nnaxnxy c xpacnntm, cmyrntm nnnom. Bor ror, cxasan, noxastnax na nero, Ocrponcxn, Konx Inatxo. On tn xannranom uepnomopcxoro ropronoro ]nora, oeccnr; no onomy eny c nnm cnnr n pyro xamepe ero pyr Iony. Bt, nanepnoe, unrann o nem n raserax? 3ro ror, uro cnac nme c Xopxa unnnnnapa? B orner Ocrponcxn saxnnan ronono. Horom ero n Konm ntnnnynn na ornercrnennym paory n Hapxomno nauantnnxamn rnanxon, a sect nx npenparnnn n reppopncron. Hanen Iontmren 20 To ecrt, xax? Onn, nonnmaere nn, roronnnn noxymenne na Exona. Kro, cxaxnre, noxanycra, nonepnr n +ry uenyxy? On ocranonnncx, nma xoro-ro rnasamn. Hocmorpnre, snaere, xro +ror uenonex? n on xnnnyn n cropony manentxoro, noxoxero na crapym oestxnxy uenonexa. 3ro Pa]ec. Hnuero ne ronopnr nam +ra ]amnnnx? A xro on? Hy, snaere!.. Hao nam npnsnartcx, x ynnnxmct na nac, nt xe ncropnx. 3ro onn noxe Fyna. Ha nneuo Ocrponcxoro onycrnnact ontmax pyxa Fouapona: Vmeptre ntn, pyr mo, are uenonexy ortmartcx. Ocrponcxn naxmypnncx. On onxen nce snart. Vcneere npocnernrt, npemenn eme mnoro. Bpyr orxptnact nept, n pasanact xomana nasnparenx: Konua onpanxy! Hmn sacyernnnct, cronnnnnct y nepe. Bcne sa nnmn, paorax mnapamn, rpxnxamn, exypnte ntrnpamr ocyxa, o ennsnt, nnnrount non, xa]entnte ente crent, ymtnantnnxn. Kax ycnen npouecrt n npannnax nnyrpennero pacnopxxa, saxnmuennte crporo oxsant noepxnnart opasnont nopxox. Ho nor c napamamn ea: uncrnnn cnapyxn, mtnn nnyrpn, ctnann rya xnopxn, a nce panno naxner or nnx romnornopno. Bont napamnax exax, necrepnnmax nont. Ha nme rnxx, n cam nrxrnnaemtcx n nonym xnsnt. Henpnntunoe nocrenenno enaercx npnntuntm. Bor sarpemen samox. Btxon! xpnxnyn nasnparent. Pasopanmnct no uertpe, noxopno saronann no xopnopy. Bomnn n xamepy. Cnat cner noronouno namnouxn. Cepo n yymnnno. Vymnnno or mnoronmcrna, or napamno-raaunoro cmpaa. H oxonnax ]pamyra ne nomoraer. B oxne, saxptrom cnapyxn xostptxom-namopnnxom, nnuero Touxa onopt
21 ne nnno, xpome xycouxa yrpennero nacmypnoro nea. Vrnerammax rmpemnax xasennocrt: ontmax cnouarax xomnara, ne nponycxammne nn ennoro snyxa crent, cnnomnte napt no oenm croponam xamept, a mexy nnmn ysxax, nnnnax opoxxa nnnrounoro rontxo uro ntmtroro nona; na napax nocrentntx npnnanexnocre ner, a n sauem onn n raxo recnore: ouennno, cnart moxno rontxo na oxy, nnorno npnxanmnct pyr x pyry; oexna ne nyxnt, xapxo n es nnx; y oxna, mexy nap, na rpn merpa n nnny, ysxn npocro epenxnnt cron c nxrnanartm xopmymxamn c ono cropont n nxrnanartm xopmymxamn c pyro; na crone ntcrannent merannnuecxne, o necxa naunmennte xpyxxn n ona mncxa c contm; cnena or nepn, na napame, nncxr npannna nnyrpennero pacnopxxa. Bce +ro x paccmorpen cpasy xe. Mne, xax nonnuxy yxasann moe mecro na napax, oxono camtx nepe, y nonmunx napam. Tyr xe necxontxo uenonex ycennct pxom co mno n crann paccnpamnnart xro o uem. Ho ne npocnenn mt n nxrn mnnyr, xax npyr nasnparent orxptn nepnym ]pamyry n nenen roronnrtcx x nponepxe. Hocntmancx ue-ro pesxn ronoc, nepoxrno crapocrt xamept: Tonapnmn, anare crponrtcx! Bce, nonnnyxct xomane, nauann crponrtcx. Kaxt snaer cnoe mecro, cnom nxrepxy. Crapnxn ocrannct croxrt nnnsy, nont nap, or crona o nepe, ocrantnte n sartnox nm, na napax. Mnorne rnxo neperonapnnamrcx, cntmnrcx axe cmex. B nxrepxax x nnxy yxe snaxomte mne nnna: camoro ntcoxoro ns ncex opoymnoro Fouapona, cyponoro Ttnrnna. A nor n cocene co mno nxrepxe noxt Fyna Pa]ec, o xoropom c raxo mnorosnaunrentnocrtm ronopnn Ocrponcxn. Croxmn n ro xe nxrepxe Inatxo nnnmarentno cnymaer, uro emy menuer opoart, ntct, n mopcxom xnrene crapnx. On uemy-ro neceno paccmexncx, paccexncx n opoart crapnx. Fopoau npyr nomnrnyn mne: Vcrann, oroxnyrt xouercx? O-ouent! Hanen Iontmren 22 Ho rnasam nnxy, uro xo cny xnonnr. Hy uro x, nonepxa xonunrcx, norom sanrpax, nporynxa n rora ntcnnrect. Honnt xom]opr! xax-ro ycran. Ho nsepomenntmn ponxmn crapnxa npxuyrcx manentxne necrxmne rnasa. Ornnuno nonnmam. Ho +ro nonpoc uacrnt, renept nepexonm x nonpocy omemy: nor nam nonesno, ntnue exypcrno npnnnmaer opxx, a opxx concem ne ro, uro Cnnntx n epmonxe. Bam rpeymrcx ononnnrentnte pasxcnennx, xro raxne opxx n Cnnntx n epmonxe? Hanepnoe, nasnparenn? Iopaso xyxe: namn nenocpecrnennte nauantnnxn crapmne no xopnycy. opxx mant xopomn, a nroporo rpyno nasnart uenonexom, emy rontxo t sa uro-ro ynennrtcx xaan nxn. Bor n cmeemcx, ann emy nposnnme: Cnnntx n epmonxe. Bpyr crapnx cmonx. Pacnaxnynact nept. B xamepy tcrptmn maramn nomnn xopnycnte. Hasnparent ocrancx n nepxx. Mt cronm na napax no oenm croponam xamept, pyr npornn pyra, no nxrepxam n sartnox; cronm, onycrnn pyxn no mnam, nepe nentcoxnm, cpennx ner crapmnno. Ocrpornast, n nano oneramme ero rnmnacrepxe, n naunmenntx canorax, on mypnrcx, yro nnnonart. Toponnnno npocunran nxrepxn, noomen x crony n sect tcrpo nepecunran xpyxxn, uncno xoroptx, ouennno, onxno rouno connaart c uncnom nme, coepxamnxcx n xamepe. K crony noomen n nropo xopnycno. Vcrannncx n xpyxxn n npyr nonepnyn nononn sartnox. Osnpaxct, ntnyunn sanntnmne rnasa, npomtuan: Kya enn xpyxxy? Foxsnnno ntcynyncx manentxn Ocrponcxn: Ipaxannn ornercrnennt. Paspemnre mne. Bet npnannncx eme onn uenonex. Koropt ryr npntn? crporo nepenn Cnnntx n epmonxe. Hpnrnyn xnnsy ronony, cronr, xax nxonannt, n x noyman, uro cmaxnnaer on ontme na txa. Touxa onopt
23 Hs nepno or nepn nxrepxn ntcrynnna nnepe ntcoxax ]nrypa uenonexa noennoro nna c ropuamnmn nenentno-xenrtmn ycnxamn, nonpocnn menx noxasartcx nauantcrny. Ouennno, on crapocra xamept. Cnnntx n epmonxe ryno ycrannn ns-no nanntnmnx nex nenonnxnte rnasa: uamnnnx? nasnan ]amnnnm. Kpyxxy n noxxy nonyunnn? Her, ne nonyunn. opxx maxnyn pyxo nasnparenm, n ror nepean n xamepy xpyxxy n noxxy. samernn, uro opxx nce +ro npemx croxn c mpauntm nnnom, nn na xoro ne rnxx. Cnnntx xe n epmonxe nnxax ne moxer xonunrt nonepxy. On cnona ycrannncx na xpyxxn n npyr roncrtmn nantnamn saxnarnn ony ns nnx. Kpenxo cxan, nporxnyn crapocre: 3ro uro raxoe? He nonnmam. Tyr nonnmart neuero... Houemy ne o necxa?.. Hnmy nanouxn n nporynxn. Honxrno? Honxrno, rpaxannn nauantnnx. He roponxct, no tutn narnyn ronony, rpaxannn nauantnnx ntmen ns xamept. Bcne sa nnm rnxo ntmen opxx 3arnopnnact nept. Bce cpasy nepememanoct. Hanonee nmontrnte cnona oxpyxnnn. Vcaxnnamrcx na napax, nnpnrtx xo mne, oxnamr naxntx nonocre. Hy, a uro ronopxr o nac?.. A napo?.. Hapo xax pearnpyer? uepr nostmn, poctre saanart uenonexy rnynte nonpoct. Kax yro c pyro nnanert cma npntnn. Houemy rnynte?.. A cxaxnre, xax renept c apecramn?.. Hpana nn, uro Fepnx nmecro Exona? Apecronannt nooen ontnomy: couyncrnne, naext, nnnmsnn noepxnnamr cnnt, oneruamr crpaannx. Hanen Iontmren 24 Fepnx ne samennn Exona. On rontxo nasnauen ero samecrnrenem. uro, tno n raserax? a. Xpen petxn ne cname, saxnmunn, sarxrnnaxct nannpoco, snaxomt yxe mne opoart crapnx. Bt ne npant, ox, xax nt ne npant, ronapnm Hyuxon, co snaunrentntm nnom samernn noxt Fyna Pa]ec. On ne canrcx na napt, a pacxaxnnaer nsa n nnepe no ysxo opoxxe, sanoxnn pyxn sa cnnny, c nonxro ronono. Bce npemx npncnymnnancx x pasronopy, a ceuac ocranonnncx. B uem x ne npan? oepnyncx x nemy Hyuxon. Vnnnrentno npocroymnt. Bt ne nonnrnx. To ecrt xax? Mon ecxrt ner n napcxnx xasemarax, +ro uro ne nonnrnxa? Taxo arax nmeercx n y menx sa nneuamn... Omne mecra. ne o rom. Honnrnx ne moxer trt mopanncrom. Heconmecrnmte nemn. Hao snart ncnxonornm nme, snart nm neny n ne sanyxartcx, ne cmcmxart. Hepecranem, naxonen, pastrptnart ns cex mnaennen. Honnrnxy nensmepnmo rpynee, uem mopanncry. On enarent, n on eper na cex ornercrnennocrt sa pyrnx. Hy, onnm cnonom, orxponennocrt. Fyem xort sect orxponennt pyr c pyrom: or mnno namemy cepny nponerapcxo emoxparnn, onnosnnn, ncxyccnonno onronnn n npouero mt nanmaem nepexo x rocyapcrnennocrn. A nx +roro rpeonanoct n rpeyercx npeoonert mnoroe. Bnauane y nac tno mnoro narernxn, mnp uyncrn, nepexnnanne uya penonmnnn, oxnanne nonoro uya mnpono penonmnnn, nepexnnanne rpancnenenrnoro! Bcex, o camoro espasnnunoro myxnxa, oxnarnna raxax nepa, xaxo nnxora ne tnano n Poccnn, a n ne rontxo n Poccnn. Fyymnocrt pnconanact sameuarentno norycroponne. Vnt! Bce oxasanoct n annom cnyuae na cropone Kot. Horpeonannct ne uyncrna, a nonnrnuecxoe uyrte. Horpeonanoct npernopnrt n xnsnt nornuecxne ]opmynt. Mt nce xpnunm o uenonexe, Touxa onopt
25 xora mt sect. H, onaxo, y nac ner onxnoro nonnmannx roro, uro enaer Koa. Hy, snaere, xnarnr. Coxy mernyncx ocrponocentxn, c manentxnm xenrtm nnnom. 3atxaercx or nonnennx. Bt xort nonnmaere, ronapnmn, xaxax +ro nenpana? Tonapnm Pa]ec! He nsenarect na namn, nastnaere cex penonmnnonepom. Ie xe nama conecrt? Bet +ro xomyncrno, nesynrcrno, ecnn xornre. Hocnymare nyume xnenynmero narepx (ouennno, oxct, uro nepetmr, saroponnncx). Bcrpernn x ram onoro npo]comsnoro paornnxa, necox rpysnnn nmecre. Paccxastnan: x, ronopnr, c rpnynt oronopnncx, cxasan Hasapt E]pemonnu nmecro Hasapt Monceennu. Ha xapanam nsxnn, n x xonunncx. Bor rpyxy sect necox. Bropo cnyua: Karanonnuencxn mo]ep. ymam, uro ne ntyman. Tax ne ntymaemt. Kax npnxrno tno cntmart ram, no ry cropony Faxana. Bor, ronopnr, nesy x ero no Apary, a cnyunnoct +ro y Cepepxnoro nepeynxa. Bor, noan mamnny na auy. On ntmen. Ero cama nponoxana. On ncera canncx csan, a ryr pxom cen. Xouemt saxypnrt? Fnaroapm, Hasapt Monceennu. Hy, noexann. Ionopnr: ana, xmn. Kax npnnycrnn rontxo ormaxnnamr nocronte. A y Cepepxnoro cxopax nomomt nanepepes, n x c nonnoro xoa saropmosnn. A xnocr c nonnoro xoa n nac n npesancx. Cnen t on na sanem cnente, n xonen emy, a ryr axe ne nonapanano. On pxom co mno. Cnnr ent, por orxptn, xax nxrymxa. uepes nxrt mnnyr nonaexann, oxpyxnnn. Ero n nepnym mamnny, a menx na Hyxnxy. -ro net nn n uem ne nnnonar. Hxrtecxr nocemt-nocemt, rpn onpoca, ntcmax mepa. Vx na uro n cexperapnare, n HKHC, n ro nauantnnx nnuno oxpant xnnxy snan, nycrnnn x nemy (nocne na cnnante npnesxana, paccxastnana). Ona x nemy n norn. On nocmorpen. Kax sannsxnr: Kro ee nycrnn? Hy, nce xe oeman. 3amennnn ecxrtm roamn. A sa uro? uro saropmosnn? Tpern cnyua. Xnn nerepnnapnt npau c cemte. Tpynncx. axe ne snam, uro c nnm tno, uro-ro ouent xyo tn. H nor, cnannnoct na nero necuacrte. Cnpocnn ero cocnyxnnen: Houemy rt raxo Hanen Iontmren 26 xyo, uex? Taxax yx xoncrnrynnx. uepes cyrxn ero sapann. Tonapnm Pa]ec! Crtno, namnn noo uro reopnn nononrt. Cxnmaercx cepne, xax noymaemt oo ncem. Hosnontre, Cepre Hnanonnu, samernrt nam, Pa]ec ycmexnyncx, npncaxnnaxct na xpa nap. cnnmxom xopomo snam xnsnt. Ho+romy nnuemy ne ynnnxmct. A x, ncxnnen eme onee ocrponocentxn Cepre Hnanonnu, ne nepecram ynnnxrtcx n nosmymartcx. ypaxn mt! 3x, ypaxn! Hen antonnu anno nac o repmnope npeynpexan. He nepnnn, ypaxn. Ony mnnyry, oopnan Ceprex Hnanonnua noxnno uenonex n xonmono xoconoporxe. Hexan nenonnxno, a ryr npyr nonxncx, ncrpxxnyn ronono, ntcrannn rpyt: nac nepetm. On oxnnyn oxpyxammnx ropennntm nsrnxom n xax-ro npyr cnoxnn ryt no- nnrepecnomy. Ionopnre, Hen antonnu npeynpexan? Kaxo ryr x uepry Hen antonnu! Toxe ryct xopomn. Hnrennnrenrntm nmxm, upesntuano sanyranmnmcx, npannrcx cnonecnax mnmypa. Tonapnm Konparten! uro Konparten? Bapnaran nam Hen antonnu! 3opono esopasnnuan. 3naem, nomnnm no cemnanaromy roy ero a 3nnontena. Heyxenn nt ceptesno, ronapnm Konparten? Vry. uoxycnnxn! Hcnontsonann crnxnm! Pacnpana n Hnartencxom oconxxe. Hpn uem ryr Hen antonnu? On tn esyxopnsnenntm penonmnnonepom. On, uro, snan? On, uro, tn ram? Tam ne tn, a pyxxn ero yunnnnn pacnpany, camocy, es cya n cnecrnnx. A 3nnonten ptcxaer no Herporpay, ycrpannaer otcxn y Ioptxoro, apecrontnaer nnrennnrenron, manraxnpyer, cnnmaer c npocnexra rpamnan ypxyn nemxom moryr xonrt, ycepcrnyer oxasart penonmnnonnocrt. A norom +ror paccrpen Mannnoncxoro? Tax on xe nponoxarop? Bce mt n xaxo-ro mepe nponoxaropt, ecnn ne cxasart ontmero. Kya yx ontme. Touxa onopt
27 Vry. Cnexxa pyr sa pyrom nannyumn cnoco nx ocrnxennx ennomtcnnx. Ha +ro Cepre Hnanonnu rontxo nneuamn noxan. Ocrantnte n pasntx nosax cnxr n nexar noxpyr. Monuar. Ha monm yxom menorom ntcnpamnnaer uro-ro y Pa]eca saropent napent. On roxe sect (rxnercx npocnernrtcx). K namemy xpyxxy noomen xomxop Ttnrnn. Btcoxn, xyo, on ouent neen. Onen ncex cypontm, ynpxmtm nsrnxom n cen pxom c Pa]ecom n saropentm mnome. Inyoxo nsoxnyn Cepre Hnanonnu, nocmorpen c yxopom na Konpartena, cnona saronopnn: Cnymare, ny, a mt-ro nce, xro xe mt? 3arepenn opoy Hyuxon, saxnxnxann rnasa, ryt: Pasnte, nce pasnte, ryr ecnonesna ypannnnonxa. Tpeyercx pasxcnnrt? Hy, ana, ana. Bce nt snaere, uro Pa]ec concem ne ro, uro cnxmn ceuac c namn pxom Bonox Kynnon, Pa]ec nacropoxenno ncxnnyn rnasa Bonox nourn peenox, es ncxxnx ocotx ne, ne ynnnxcx, nnenct rnon ne n cuer. Bonox noxa eme xnner otxnonenntmn uenoneuecxnmn uyncrnamn, a ronapnm Pa]ec uyrtem, xnrecxo mypocrtm: cnauana pyxonocrno Fynom, a norom mnnncrp no enpecxnm enam n npannrentcrne Hernmpt. Inycnax emarornx. ronoc poxnr or nonnennx. Bt ne uenonex, a snept!.. Camn nt snept!.. Tm-m-m-m, rn-me, ronapnmn, sauem rax! Honxa ycntmnr! A mne nannenart, xora menx uepnnr xaxo-ro Hyuxon-Fespont. On menx cynr? uro, armmxa, ncnomnnnn cnom paorenxy n rpnynane? Hy, nor, noexan, npomenran Hyuxon-Fespont. A xax xe? xax pas ymem cmorpert na nme no ncex oexax. H ymem, ouent xopomo ymem nonnmart nx n enart npannntnte ntnot. Hyxno onpanart xax-nnyt cex, n nt sanxnnct noxnpannem Pa]eca. Hocrynnpyercx Hanen Iontmren 28 uenoneunocrt! Ho rora nayunrect ne mpocrnonart, ne crponrt ns cex xnnxymy, ne conocrannxrt nme. Bt menx ne nonxnn. nac ne nonxn? Bt renept ronxyere o monx uyncrnax, o moe ornercrnennocrn sa mon nocrynxn. Ocmenmct nam orxptrt cronxnonenne mexy monmn uyncrnamn, ecnn xornre uyrtem, a, uyrtem rnenn, uyrtem xonoa cmeprn uyxnx nx nac enpecxnx crpaantnen n npepaccyxom roro, uro oo mne yyr ronopnrt, ecnn x crany mnnncrpom y Hernmpt n nostmy na cex samnry +rnx nme. Onnnenne n nonnrnxancrne, n nonocrn nanpamnnaercx na xstx. He npana nn? snan, uro nmn yyr menx cynrt, n rom uncne raxne ymnnxn, xax nt. H x nepecrynnn uepes +ror npepaccyox. H x npeornparnn-raxn necuacrte npn nepnom noxnnennn Hernmpt. Bam ne nonxrt menx, n nt rnymnrect na monmn uyncrnamn. Hycxa n namnx rnasax x xpyrom nnnonar, nycxa! ne crtxyct +roro. Bpyr cmopmnnoct ero nnno, on ncxounn n tcrpo samaran no xamepe. Cypono cnepxnyn rnasamn na Hyuxona xomxop Ttnrnn. Honxncx n oromen x crony. Honxncx co cnoero mecra Bonox Kynnon. Arnernuecxoro cnoxennx mnoma c nexnocrtm npnxan x cee manentxoro Pa]eca n samaran nmecre c nnm. Bsoxnyn Hyuxon: Hopa xney trt. Bce npomonuann. Ero rnasa sanptrann. He ntnec monuannx: uro x cenan? Iaocrt cenann, npomenran Cepre Hnanonnu. He xenaere nonnmart, uro y nme nepnt narxnyrt o npeena. Cmymenno nornxen noxpyr Hyuxon. a, nexopomo, npoonxaer Cepre Hnanonnu, nam nao nonpocnrt nsnnnennx. Honpomy. . x ne xoren ero onert, onpantnaercx Hyuxon-Fespont, nornpax no. A mnmo nac ntmarnnaer Pa]ec. Pxom c nnm, onxn ero sa mem, Bonox Kynnon. Cronr oxono Ttnrnn. Boxpyr cyerxrcx xamepnnxn. Hpnroronnxmrcx x uaennrnm. Cnnr Touxa onopt
29 nepe cronom crapnx n ouxax. Onycrnn enym ronony, uncrnr poxamnmn pyxamn merannnuecxym xpyxxy. Menx rxner nonxrtcx na norn, ouent neyono na napax, recno. He ro, uro na cnnne, a n na oxy nnxax ne ntrxnemtcx. Bcran, n cpasy nouyncrnonan oneruenne. Btcoxn, nsmoxennt Ttnrnn noomen xo mne. Xononoe, cyponoe nnno. A re nt xnnn? cnpocnn on, menenno ntronapnnax xaxoe cnono. B Tpynnxonom nepeynxe. 3ro n ontmom ome, mecrt? Touno, rouno, n +rom ome, a, a. Bt snaere? om uertpe mecrt nocemt, oxono Broponcxoro oconxxa. Moxer trt, nt snaere cocee c ]amnnne Bocxanon, 3aroncxn? Koneuno, snam 3aroncxoro, nauantnnxa noenno axaemnn, a xomanapma Bocxanona. Onn paoramr? Onn anno apecronant. Honxrno. On saxptn rnasa. Btnepnn n saxonnn xennaxn. A nt nx xopomo snann? cnpamnnam x. 3acrtno ontmoe nnno xomxopa. Hpnxonnoct ncrpeuartcx no cnyxe. Honepnyncx na xanyxax n ycrannncx n pemerxy. onro cmorpen n ony rouxy, a norom npyr onxrt noomen xo mne: Moxer trt, nt snaere cyty eme xaxnx-nno noenauantnnxon? Io nasa, nemnoxxo ontme roa, xaxercx uertpnanaroro nmnx, n raserax oxnnnn o paccrpene Tyxauencxoro, xnpa, Vopennua, Kopxa, 3emana, uentmana, Hpnmaxona, Hyrnt. 3ro x snam, oopnan menx xomxop Ttnrnn. He cnpocnn ontme nnuero, on cnona nonepnyncx x oxny. Hpomnn Pa]ec n Bonox Kynnon. Oa onn, sanoxnn pyxn, npoonxamr nporynxy no xamepe. yxe oxonuarentno xnmm nocom. Inasa cnnnamrcx. Hporncxnnamct na cnoe mecro na napax. Hntner nce noxpyr: Hanen Iontmren 30 n noxmarentxn Konparten, n ntrxnyroe xenroe nnno ocrponocentxoro Ceprex Hnanonnua, n mnornx pyrnx, npnxartx pyr x pyry nnn. oepnyncx n nnxy nepe coo npecearenx npannennx namero oma xomanapma Bocxanona. On n eno pyamxe. Honoxcan xanxascxnm pememxom. Ha norax ronxne menponte canorn, nepenauxannte rnnno. Hy, cmorpn, ronopnr on mne, ncxntnax na nam om rnept noopoox. Bnnmt? Bsrnxnyn n nnxy oruernnno: npexpacnt rarnnncxn nopen, osapennt conneuntmn nyuamn, ntcnrcx pxom c namnmn craptmn nxrn+raxntmn omnmxamn. Hao rpynrtcx nx nnx, npomenran Bocxanon, yxastnax na ernopy. H npyr, cnoxnarnnmnct, nones n xapman rann]e, ntramnn noprmone n, ocran ns nero manentxym ]ororpa]nm, nporxnyn ee mne. 3ro tn on monotm uenonexom n mnnenn n ntcoxom mneme na ronone. oran xaprouxy oparno n nsrnxnyn na Bocxanona. On cronr, cnonno npnpocmn x semne. Ha nnne sacrtn yxac, nnno meprnena: conepmenno nocxonoe. Hocntmancx snon xonoxona n nepxnn Cnac na Hecxax. H +ror snon ne sarnymnn xncrnenno ycntmannt mnom, re-ro ns pyroro mecra rnyxo ronoc Bocxanona: Hpxutcx cxope no reppacy, ram rt yemt n esonacnocrn. Menx cxnarnn sa pyxy mo npnxrent, cryenr xoncepnaropnn, neanno npnexanmn ns Xapnna. On rxner xya-ro. Cxope, menuer on mne, noem cxope, nao cnacartcx. Pyxa ero poxnr. Hy uro sa nsop, ymam x, or xoro cnacartcx? Hy, a ecnn emy ecrnnrentno ecrt uero onacartcx? Or raxoro noospennx cranonnrcx ne no cee. uero ree crpamno? cnpamnnam x npnxrenx. On nocmorpen na menx. Fpara Heny sapann. Ouepet sa mno. H npyr, yro uem-ro nopaxennt, orcxounn or menx n cropony n n ror xe mnr noexan npout co nopa. Touxa onopt
31 onxen ornart ero, no nnesanno nocepeno neo, paspasnncx nponnnno oxt. nocnemnn yxptrtcx xya- nnyt. Ie-ro nnnsn ronop ernopt. B oxnax sacnepxan cner. He ycnen x npncrponrtcx y xptntna uepnoro xoa, xax n nyx marax or menx, n cnao ocnemennom, sananemennom oxne nocntmancx npnrnymennt cron. Barnyn x oxny. Cxnost nennorno saepnyrym sananecxy ynnen raxoe, or uero nepexnarnno txanne: n uncro xomnarymxe na crone cronr rpo. B rpoy n xonmono xoconoporxe, cnoxnn pyxn na rpyn, nexnr Konparten. Meprnte rnasa, saxocrenenmee nnno. uro xe +ro raxoe? Tyr xe, nourn pxom, ntcoxn noennt cxnonnncx y nocrenn na saxyranno n npocrtnm xenmnno, a ona c xaxo-ro ocoenno nexnocrtm sacrernnaer emy rnmnacrepxy. B cnnny mne xnemer oxt. Bpyr noennt nonnmaer ronony. uepnte nyxammne rnasa, nnorno cxarte ryt. On npnnnxaercx x oxny. Herenanr Korenxon. Xouy exart, no ne n cnnax cnnnyrtcx c mecra. Horn nexnnte. Henontno nponsnna mtcnt: neyxenn naxny? B ror xe mnr npnmen n cex, ounyncx, orxptn rnasa. Kamepa. Pxom opoart Hyuxon-Fespont npnxnetnaer ns xecrxno xpyxxn ua. V crona ne xnaraer na ncex mecra. 3ect xe, paccrennn na napax noconte nnarxn n nonorenna, paspesamr nnrtmn nepenouxamn, a xro syntmn merxamn noxynnte yxanxn, xonamrcx n cnonx memouxax, ocramr orrya sanact nanouxn: uecnox, nyx, xon]ert-noymeuxn, xycouxn cana, xonact. nyremecrnymr no xamepe na mentx uannxa. Hyuxon- Fespont npenaraer ua, nepeaer mo naex: ropymxy xnea n na xycouxa caxapy. V crent, nonepnyn no cex norn, cnnr xnno Konparten. Bor on ncxnnyn noxmarym ronony, nonennrentno nocmorpen na menx. Bsrnx npncrantnt, rnept, rnasa orxptrte, xnnte. Menx nomtnaer paccxasart con. He mory nonxrt o xonna, uro on osnauaer. Ho xax emy paccxaxemt? Hoyman n yepxancx. Konparten cam saronopnn (nnxnxx rya y nero ntanact nnepe): Hanen Iontmren 32 A moxno yer ysnart, uro nnmyr n raserax? Bt nx unrann? Koneuno. Moxno, a? A uro nac nnrepecyer? Ecnn xornre, x am nam xparxn osop raserntx nonocre. Bor +ro nt ymnnna! Hy, x nect nnnmanne. uro-nno snaere o nepecrpoxe Tnepcxo? Her, mano snam, rax xax necneymn. Tnepcxax pacmnpxercx. Or Oxornoro no nce npano cropone crpoxrcx nonte oma no npoexry apxnrexropa Mopnnnona. a ny! Ouent nnrepecno! nac xouy cnpocnrt, xax n Hcnannn? Kaxercx, eno ner x noee. Xopomo, ouent xopomo, +ro mt ncera npnnercrnyem. A onee nopono moxno? Hopono? Koneuno. Ha nxx nonanact n Hpane ontmax crartx Ennsanert Kontnono. Hnmer npo xpynnym noey pecnynnxannen n oxx na 3po. Opamamr na cex nnnmanne n cnona Anpe Maprn. uro xe on cxasan? On cxasan, uro ypox nont n Hcnannn upesntuano noxasarenen, uro pyxa Inrnepa, sanecennax na Hcnanne, cxnauena n xnemn reponuecxnm conpornnnennem pecnynnxannen na 3po. Konparten nocmorpen na menx n rnxo nponsnec: a, nnarnrt sa nce npnercx. 3a uro xe nnarnrt? a ner, rax, ne yy opemenxrt, npoonxare. paccxasan xparxo o Hcnannn, a renept o uexocnonaxnn. Hy, anare, ronopnre. nanart nepnoro cenrxpx neuepom uexocnonanxoe npannrentcrno xannrynnponano, mornnnpyx xannrynxnnm orxasom upannnn n Anrnnn nomout n cnyuae noennoro nanaennx Iepmannn. a ny!.. uro nt ronopnre?.. Hy, a mt? Touxa onopt
33 B nocnenmm mnnyry uexn saxnnnn, uro na nomomt CCCP naexrtcx neuero. Bor xax? Hy, a antme? A antme Benrpnx npexnnxer yntrnmarym, n x ne orxonr mxnax n mro-nocrounax uacrt Cnonaxnn n Rxnax onnna Kapnarcxo Vxpannt. A na nxx npexnnna yntrnmarym Hontma. Ona rpeyer Temnna. Konparten yrpmmo cnnnyn ponn: a, xopomero +ro npenemart ne moxer. o xpanocrn esorpanax xaprnna. A x eme nor npo uro xoren paccxasart: unram na nxx Hpany, cmorpm nsnecrnx ns Fasenx. Paccxastnamr npo xaxym-ro ]amncrcxym nncronxy nacuer xanenapntx cpoxon saxnara reppnropn. H npxmo nopasnrentno: na necny +roro roa nnannponancx saxnar Ancrpnn, a na ocent uexocnonaxnn, n nor, noxanycra! Onaxo anee nonepnrt rpyno: na necny rpnnart enxroro Benrpnx, na ocent Hontma, na necny copoxonoro roa Rrocnannx, na ocent copoxonoro roa Pymtnnx n Fonrapnx. Becno copox nepnoro roa nnannpyercx saxnar upannnn, Fentrnn, annn, Bnenapnn, a ocentm CCCP. Ho +ro yxe pe, oruero-ro cranonnrcx crpamno. a, ceuac npemx noxasano, uro nnarnrt sa nce npnercx. 3a uro xe nnarnrt? Ho nnny Konpartena cxontsnyna ycmemxa. 3ro rpeyer ontmoro pasronopa. Hpoonxare nyume nor ro, o uem nt ronopnnn. Mne nce panno, no ytre cnncxonrentnt x moe nannnocrn. Konparten cxocnn rnasa: Hy yx uro nt, uro nt! Bce +ro nnmnee. Ecnn ronopnrt ceptesno, x cam xoe-uero ne snam. 3aaua n rom, urot nonxrt, uro n sauem. Tora, ecnn xornre, npoonxy xparxn osop. Hy, anare! Bor eme o cotrnxx n Hanecrnne. O cotrnxx n Hanecrnne? Konparten nonepnyn ronony n npnncran na yponne moero nneua. 3amaxan xomy-ro, Hanen Iontmren 34 npnrnamax x nam n yron. H nor nponpaercx x nam nonoe nx menx nnno. Bt eme ne snaxomt? cnpocnn c yntxo Konparten. Hosnaxomtrect oxrop omte. Hpncaxnnarect, oxrop. ymam, uro nac ncera nnrepecymr cotrnx n Hanecrnne, o xoroptx paccxaxer nam nont ronapnm. oxrop xax-ro xopomo, npnnernnno nocmorpen na menx. On ntrnxnr na nce nxrtecxr. Ho nsopoxen rnyoxnmn mopmnnxamn, a n rnasax cnepxamr ymnte cmemnnxn. V nero neotxnonenno ntpasnrentnoe nnno. Bt menx ne nonxnn. Ho ceronxmnnm cotrnxm nnuero cnepxcencannonnoro ne paccxaxy. Iepmancxne n nrantxncxne arenrt neyr noptnnym paory; ram roxe ecrt ]amncrt. Onn sanosxr opyxne, cosamr noncranuecxne orpxt. B Fepnnne, xax x unran n Hpane, naxonrcx nenrp nan-apacxo oprannsannn. oxrop omte concem nnsxo cmorpnr mne n rnasa. Ho nor on nonepnyn cno crporn npo]nnt na Konpartena. Konparten monua yntaercx. Tt nmeemt nnmt ro, uro nnxr rnasa rnon, nporonopnn mxrxnm ronocom oxrop omte. Kya +ro nt sanopaunnaere? cnpocnn Konparten, rnxx na oxropa c yntxo. uyncrnym, uro mne cneyer paccxasart ony ncropnm, xoropax onncana n Fnnnn. Hy, anare, oxrop, ronopnre. oxrop nornxen na Konpartena, nponen pyxo no ronone: Ecrt nmn, npoe nac, xoropte mtcnxr no ouent npocro cxeme, onxrt cxaxere, uro nce nnecxne ncropnn acnn, ntymxn pasnte. Hy, ny, anare, paccxastnare, opamare n cnom nepy. Oruero t n ne oparnrt?.. Hano, nyxno x cee. x, npnsnartcx, ycram or raxnx pasronopon. oxrop ncran n nanpannncx x cnoemy mecry, a Konparten ntcrannn rpyt: Touxa onopt
35 Mt c nnm rtcxuy pas nor rax ronopnnn; ynpxmt, npocro cnn ner. Xouy eme nac cnpocnrt: ny, a uro n rearpax nonoro? Hnuero nonoro. Meepxonta saxptnn. 3axptnn rearp Meepxonta? a ny!.. Kora? B xnnape +roro roa. B exape npomnoro roa noxnnnact n Hpane pasrpomnax crartx Kepxennena, a uepes nanart ne rearp saxptnn. Ouent nnrepecno. Honpocnn t paccxasart. a uro ryr paccxastnart. Mnorne ne nmnnn ero sa ecnoxont xapaxrep. B xonne xonnon, nce ero rpenorn n ncxannx tnn ne no nx mepxe. rontxo xoren ynnert ero, noorn n cxasart xaxne-ro cnona, no ne pemnncx. Hy, x nanncan nnctmo Crannny, n n ror xe neuep ornpannn no noure. uro nt nanncann? npocnn samnrnrt Meepxonta. Konparten nocmorpen na menx: Tporarentnt ]axr. Hycrt nannno, no cam ]axr. a, ouent nnrepecno. Bnxy, xya onn xmyr. Bor ynnnre, onn ero nparom oxnxr. Kro onn? Bt ne snaere, xro? Konparten npnnnnyncx nnxe. Hycrt nac ne ynnnxer. n onn npncecr ne ornernmt. O +rom nao noronopnrt. Tax npoe n nnxy nx ncex nepe coo. Tenept rnasa orxptrt. c ontmnm, npana, onosannem. 3naere, cnoxnt nonpoc; nonpoc, rax cxasart, cepna. Onn mt c namn. To ecrt, xax? a, a, xax nn crpanno, mt c namn n oxpyxammne nac. uacro no nnom opa rnopnm sno, n ouent pasnoopasno. Hycxa axe eccosnarentno, nncxontxo ne menxer cymecrna ena. Ha xaxom-ro +rane mt norepxnn uyncrno xonrponx. Cnyunnoct neuro raxoe, o uem nmn ne cmenn ronopnrt, no n ro xe npemx n xaxo-ro mepe crenenn uyncrnonann. Hanen Iontmren 36 A x nnuero ne snan, a ecnn n uyncrnonan, ro ouent cnao. Bor mt c namn, nnnre xaxne nannnte, ycmexnyncx Konparten, npemx ncemy nayunr. Bor ceuac sect nepeunrtnan Bocxpecente Toncroro. ceuac noxaxy nam +ror rexcr. On norxnyncx x crenxe, n rononax pastcxan xnnry n cnona npnnnnyncx xo mne. Orxptn xnnry n nauan npo cex unrart. Hpocrnre, uro nepennam. x xoren cnpocnrt: sect paspemamr xnnrn? amr mnoro xnnr n xopomne xnnrn, npocro cuacrte, na ecxrt ne copox xnnr na xamepy, a norom menxmr. (Toponxct, nepenncrtnaer crpannnt) Ceuac, ceuac, cexyny. (Haxonen, nnnmo namen ro, uro nyxno) Vry, ny nor: Hecmorpx na ro, uro Hononopon tn ouent ynaxaem ncemn penonmnnonepamn, necmorpx na ro, uro on tn ouent yuen n cunrancx ouent ymntm, Hexnmon npnuncnxn ero x rem penonmnnonepam, xoropte, yyun no cnonm npancrnenntm xauecrnam nnxe cpenero yponnx, tnn ropaso nnxe ero. Vmcrnennte cnnt +roro uenonexa ero uncnnrent tnn ontmne; no mnenne ero o cee ero snamenarent tno neconsmepnmo orpomno n anno yxe nepepocno ero ymcrnennte cnnt. Bor nam Toncro! nocxnnxnyn Konparten, xaxon crapnx?.. A nor n antme: Bcx penonmnnonnax exrentnocrt Hononopona, necmorpx na ro, uro on ymen xpacnopeunno oxcnxrt ee ouent yenrentntmn onoamn, npecrannxnact Hexnmony ocnonanno rontxo na rmecnannn, xenannn nepnencrnonart nepe nmtmn. Bor ymnnna crapnx?! Xenanne nepnencrnonart nepe nmtmn! Bor rax!.. Hy, antme: Cnauana, naroapx cnoe cnoconocrn ycnannart uyxne mtcnn n rouno nepeanart nx, on n nepno yuennx, n cpee yuamnxcx, re +ra cnoconocrt ntcoxo nennrcx, nmen nepnencrno, n on tn yonnernopen. Ho xora on nonyunn nnnom, n nepnencrno +ro npexparnnoct, on npyr, urot nonyunrt nepnencrno n nono cpee, Touxa onopt
37 conepmenno nepemennn cnon nsrnxt n ns nocrenenna- nnepana cenancx xpacntm napoonontnem. Fnaroapx orcyrcrnnm n ero xapaxrepe cnocrn npancrnenntx n +crernuecxnx, xoropte ntstnamr comnennx n xoneannx, on ouent cxopo sanxn n penonmnnonnom mnpe yonnernopxnmee ero camonmne nonoxenne pyxononrenx naprnn. Hy, cxaxnre, uro +ro raxoe? Kaxoe cxocrno, a? Ho nt xe unrann pantme? unran, n ne sameuan. a, ne sameuan. Hy, yy npoonxart: Pas nspan nanpannenne, Hononopon yxe nnxora ne comnenancx n ne xoneancx, n noromy tn ynepen, uro nnxora ne omnancx. Bce emy xasanoct neotxnonenno npocro, xcno, necomnenno. H, npn ysocrn n onocroponnocrn ero nsrnxa, nce ecrnnrentno tno ouent npocro n xcno, n nyxno tno rontxo, xax on ronopnn, trt nornuntm. Camoynepennocrt ero tna rax nennxa, uro ona morna rontxo orranxnnart or cex nme nnn nounnxrt cee. A rax xax exrentnocrt ero nponcxonna cpen ouent monotx nme, npnnnmanmnx ero esrpannunym camoynepennocrt sa rnyoxomtcnne n mypocrt, ro ontmnncrno nounnxnoct emy, n on nmen ycnex n penonmnnonntx xpyrax. Bt cmorpnre, xax nonyuaercx? Kaxoe xe nopasnrentnoe cxocrno! Hy, a nam-ro rnn noxneme nce xe, uem Hononopon, a? 3ro ouent nnrepecno. Xornre, npoury nam eme? Xouy. Hy, nor eme necxontxo npopouecxnx cnon: Tonapnmn ynaxann ero sa cmenocrt n pemnrentnocrt, no ne nmnnn. On xe nnxoro ne nmnn n xo ncem ntammnmcx nmxm ornocnncx xax x conepnnxam n oxorno nocrynnn t c nnmn, xax crapte camnt-oestxnt nocrynamr c monotmn, ecnn t mor. On ntpnan t nect ym, nce cnoconocrn y pyrnx nme, rontxo t onn ne memann npoxnnennm ero cnoconocre. On ornocnncx xopomo rontxo x nmxm, npexnonxnmnmcx nepe nnm. Hpopouecrno, menuer Konparten. a, +rnx nme es cepna nam nenerxo tno nonxrt. Kaxercx, ner Hanen Iontmren 38 raxo crpannnt n ncropnn, urot n nsnecrnt momenr ne noxnnncx rnn npoe Hononopona. Bt ymaere, uro nce +ro o raxo crenenn nnnnuno? Hpexe x +roro ne yman. Konparten noonnnyncx xo mne concem nnnornym n nourn n camoe yxo samenran: Ouent npocro enart nmxm opo n ne enart nm raocre. A nor neroxn ronxrcx sa nnuno cnano. Bapnarancrno! Feccrtcrno, npnxptroe ]nrontm nncrxom. Cam ne snam, uem on nac ocnennn. Hy, cxaxnre, xaxo rpnym] npn nomomn macc nonxo cecrt nm xe na cnnny! Bectma yaunt +xsemnnxp! Hmenno n +rom cmtcne npoxnnn camte nesaypxnte cnoconocrn. He onepxnn ]paxnnonepam onrynam, nycrosnonam, ny, a nor on npxmo myxnx, xeneso, a n ]amnnnx y nero raxax, uro moxno onepnrt. eno n nepntx pyxax. H uro xe? Co nce, rax cxasart, npxmonnnenocrtm ouent xopomo ycnonn cxonacrnxy. Boanox npocro n nonxrnt nx ncex xstx. Hanpnmep: Pacmnpxem nn ]axrnuecxn emoxparnm n epenne? a, pacmnpxem. Ecrt nn +ro ycrynxa xpecrtxncrny? Fesycnonno ecrt. Bennxa nn +ra ycrynxa n yxnatnaercx nn ona n xoncrnrynnm name crpant? Vcrynxa ryr, x ymam, ne ouent nennxa, n ona nn na ory ne menxer namy xoncrnrynnm. Xnecrxo, ne npana nn? Kaxax y nac namxrt! a, npnpoa menx ne onena. Hrax, na ocnone ero nnuntx yxasann naxonen-ro crano nce xcno n npocro, xax n xya nnrartcx. Mexy npounm, xyptesnax nemt, nnrnpyer nanpano n naneno Hennna n Mapxca n nonnocrtm na nnx nnmer. Kya onee no yme oxasancx crapnx Maxnanennn. 3roro, nanepnxxa, opoconecrno mrynponan. A Iposnt n Herp c nx sanneuntx en macrepamn roxe npnronnnct, ntnntnn na cner oxn! Onnm cnonom, o acypa oxnnn. Fes ocooro nanpxxennx merxo pasnr npara: n nmym mnnyry nmo n xaxt moxer trt onnnen n noptne ocnon. Touxa onopt
39 Honpaercx, xax smex, a nox ncera nxnatnaer n uyxne pyxn. Tonapnm Konparten!.. Hy uro nt, uro nt, onrect? He orect. 3ect nce tcrpo npospenamr, a n cnecrnennom xopnyce mano nnrepecymrcx rem, uro mt ymaem. Hs +roro cyn ne cnapnmt, noromy uro npano moxno nonepxnyrtcx. Tenept, onee uem xora-nnyt, onn nyxamrcx n yrononmnne, n erexrnne. Hao pasnepnyrt ]anracrnuecxym ncropnm. Mt yxe snaem, xax +ro enaercx: nooer uenonex x cneonarentcxomy crony, nostmer pyuxy n nannmer: Hpnsnamct, uro x crapt mnnx, saneponannt napcxo oxpanxo. Hnn eme rax: npenrent monapxncr, nnepcanr, yuacrnnx rponxncrcxoro nenrpa, ]amncr, nenannxy nmro nenanncrtm conercxym nnacrt. a nor nt camn yenrect n nnxamem yymem. Onnm cnonom, rennantnt uenonex n cmtcne yopaxentx ]anrasnn. Taxo rennantnocrtm yrocrnn, uro nonoct tom cranonxrcx. 3opono. a? a, ryr ecrt or uero n oruaxnte npnrn. Tontxo ontno rpyno cpasy nonxrt. a, a, nsxrt npyr cpasy n nonepnrt. A nonpoyre paccxasart ram, na none, nnn, nanpnmep, ecnn t npnmnoct, na orxptrom cye. Kro t cran cnymart, a? Kro nonepnr?.. Hmo na nac ononunncx. Hnn cnyunct nenepoxrnoe ntnycrnnn nac na cnooy. Hy n uro? Camtm nnsxnm, pontm paccxaxere. Hy, ne nasonyr rponxncrcxnm oxnocrtem, no neonepunno noxauamr ronono n no- pocrnennomy noconerymr epeut cex, monuart. onepxmr emy nacrontxo, uro n nyumem cnyuae couryr nac cnxrnnmnm c yma. A cpen nnsxnx x nemy nme ner nn onoro, xro t pacxycnn, n uem cyrt ena? He comnenamct, uro ecrt, n onxnt pacxycnrt nnnsn. anno cnana c nero nenena nenorpemnmocrn, n ]pyxr npecran n uncrom nne, no ncem, rax cxasart, rpanarno- xpacnom coxe, no renept cnnmxom nosno. nnacrt ncx n ero pyxax. H npn rom y nynnunoro ncera ontme npenmymecrn, uem y uecrntx nme. Mnorne ns nnx ymnn Hanen Iontmren 40 na ror cner, mnorne nyr na ]antmt. Bt nocmorpnre, xax ne noxnaax pyx, nocrenenno, ncex nourn meronuecxn ntxnn. Hpocaunnannct cnyxn, no xro mor nonepnrt, oxnnct axe noymart. 3ro nepno, x n ceuac c rpyom nepm, uro nce +ro naxny. He nepnre, a? Bor nmenno. Hacuer roro, urot nonepnrt, ecrnnrentno rpyno. Pas uenonex nmeer nosmoxnocrt orponyrtcx, a uenonex, npocrnre sa raxoe cpannenne, xnnornoe nmontrnoe, n ryr xe, urot npxmo pas! n pasnoxnnn nepe nnm, n pasxenann, n xonen, urot nnxaxnx comnenn, rora a, nonepnre, ne rax nn? Cmeerect nao mno? Cmemct? Ha namn?.. a uro nt!.. Kora axe Fapmc ynnen n nem nean uenoneunocrn. Hy, rax nocne +roro pasopartcx?! Pasepnct-xa! uenonex c ronono yuenoro, c nnnom paouero, n oexe npocroro conara. Bo xax sopono, npana? Hy, n anee, npnnomnnam eme n raxoe: ero orxptrax cepeunocrt, ero opora, . Bo xax! Taxxe n eme xoe-xaxne xapaxrepnte ueprouxn opxxa: ero necenocrt, on cmeercx, xax peenox, on oren n crapmn par, ecrnnrentno cxnonnnmncx na roo, nt ne snann ero, a on snan nac, yman o nac . Kaxo naccax, ne npana nn? 3ro x Fapmca na namxrt nnrnponan. nonnmam. Bor, nonnmaere? Hy, n onontno myrox. anex or mtcnn, uro uenonex c raxo ymo n raxnm ymom xax Fapmc norpemnn npornn cnoe conecrn. 3ect nce eno n rom, uro nanmaer uenonex, uro on nnnr, xax conocrannxer nonoxenne neme. A xax xe? 3ect yxe ne reopnx, a Hapnx. H on nor cmorpnr: Hapnx ouent xopom necnom nce n nnerax, nce naroyxaer. Cxontxo yonontcrnnx onncart nenosmoxno. Hyr ncenosmoxnte onepannn. Bce ne onxrt. a, a. Foraun, cnrapt, xontxx Hanoneon. Tax sanpocro, mnx, necx, nonyronte ennnt n onnmxy c pacnyrntmn crapnxamn nonnmamr norn ntme ronont. Tenept npecrantre n +rom anrypaxe xommynncra Fapmca. uero xe eme narnxne nyxno? Hno nam uenonex nopo unraer, cntmnr o +rom, n xax-ro eso ncxxo, rax cxasart, Touxa onopt
41 emarornn, xax-ro nenonxrno nce +ro emy, npoe na pyro nnanere. H rouno, pyrax nnanera n pyrne nmn c pyrnmn npecrannennxmn o onre. Cxnost ncex nac npoxonr nnrt, oennxmmax nac n ennom uyncrne: nama nennxax nent. Tenept npecrantre cee, xax moxer Fapmc ycomnnrtcx, uro no rnane raxnx nme ne ror uenonex. A re, xro pasopannct, saymamrcx net n raxo momenr pasonauenne ero pannocnntno name rnenn. Hy, xnarnr, anare nporynxemcx no xamepe. Crpanno, cxasan on, cnesax c nap, nouemy opxx ne ntnycxaer na nporynxy? anno nopa! A nt, moxer, eme ne nocnnre, a? Bet ne ntcnannct. ocrancx na napax. Cnnr nnnsn menx Cepre Hnanonnu, oxnarnn xnnncrtmn pyuonxamn, nmecro noymxn nemeno memox. Konparten sacemennn no xamepe. Mne ne xouercx nn o uem ymart. 3axptn rnasa. Cnnomno ryn ronocon. onocxrcx optnxn ]pas. Kaxt cnoe: Tor onnan cnnr, mxnna xapaname, ne npnrnamaer cecrt. Henpnxrno? Henpnxrno. 3, Bacx, n xnanent xon Apxatennu rpomnn. Koro? a Bannnona. uero rt na menx cmorpnmt? a, a, a! Hmenno rax: ecnn sa cronom cnxr mecrt xomnccapon, uro no cronom? nenanart xonen Hspannx. Her, nocnymare, c ro cropont na coax, nent xop. Coax? Kaxax pexocrt na coax!.. Onn ronopxr: y nac ecrt cnon coopaxennx. Onn cxaxyr: snaere uro, nnre nt x. Ho roxe n nyx cnonax nentsx cxasart. ne snam, uro raxoe xopomo. Boome, a. Bor npo xnxsx Mtmxnna mne xorenoct cxasart: on ne noxasancx nam nannntm? Hanen Iontmren 42 He noxasancx. Ho rouno nt ne moxere cxasart? He mory. Ho crpaannx onxnt xaxo-ro npeen nmert, nnn ecxoneuno? He snam. Bam ne xaxercx, uro uepes nept nce cntmno? Hy, n nycrt. Ho moxer trt noromy, uro n ror momenr, xora nt unraere, naxno ne ro, uro nt unraere, a ro, uro nt nponsnocnre, ro ecrt, xax nt nponsnocnre. uyncrnyercx, uro xaxax-ro menonx napacraer. B nmne eme no Mocxne rynxn. Hocne xro-ro cxasan, uro on tn n Hcnannn. ymam, noxa eme sect. A ne no nnyrpenne? ymam, uro ner. Moxer trt noromy, uro onn ncntran raxne crpaannx? 3nrysnacrt ncera es xonexn ener. Bnnre, y nero ecrt onn neocrarox. ornomyct x +romy neocrarxy cnncxonrentno on cxynonar. Feper +ry uerneprnnxy, yreppo nnn cocncxn. Ho camt nnrepecnt nomep tn c nnm on oxnan, uro nonyunr entrn. Conepmenno pyroro coepxannx uenonex. Taxax aa y nero! H uro nonyuaercx? Hpnmnn na cnnanne, a xena ero cronr, xena! On nsnnnnncx nepe ne, nonnmaemt? Hsnnnnncx!.. Bce ern yuarcx. Ho nxrt ere. B enxrt uacon xomnara saxptra onn nce cnxr. Toxe net xnsnt!.. Toxe nennoxo. Hnora y nnx rocrn tnamr, y nnx nce n nopxxe xonoen snaemt!.. ern nce ornnunnxn, onn, npana, c porarxo no oxnam, a ocrantnte xonuamr na ornnuno. ne nonnmam, xya on neer? Tc-c-c, nomonunre. 3auem nam raxax narpysxa? Hy, nx roro, urot. Inynentxo. Hy, rax, ny, uro ronopnrt. Touxa onopt
43 ymam, uro ecnn myxnxa oprannsyem. Homnnre?.. On cxasan raxym nemt: ecxrt, nxrnanart ner npannntntx nsanmoornomenn c myxnxom n noea mnpono penonmnnn oecneuena. Bpyr or nepn ronoc: Fontnte ecrt? Hpecexcx ryn. Fyxnantno uepes mnr: Ecrt. ecrt. ecrt. H cnona sarnxno. Ionoc or nepn: Hoxonre, xro ontno. 3acyernnnct. Ouennno, norxnynnct x nepnomy oxomeuxy. 3anaxno nexapcrnamn. Kro-ro ocropoxno rponyn menx sa nneuo. Orxptnam rnasa. B camoe nnno ynepnact opoa Hyuxona-Fesponoro. Crapnx nyxano yntaercx: Pasynn? a x n ne cnan. A x xoren nam npenoxnrt nonmonartcx ouaponarentno, ouent nnxanrno amo, pmnerxo. nam anren-xpannrent. Ona xopomo neunr nac. o nee tn crapnx c rpxsno opoo, nce xpnuan: nxxapcrna, nxxapcrna, a ona xnaccnax xenmnna co ncemn ]opmamn, n ocoenno xopomn ouent rnasa, remno-cepte c ontmnmn pecnnnamn. Hpnxrno na nee cmorpert. Menx +ro mano noxa rpenoxnr, orneuam x crapnxy, npnnonnmaxct na cnoem mecre. Ornnuno nonnmam, ronopnr on neceno. Hpocro rpyno npecrannrt, uro ne onee cyrox nasa nt nacnaxannct xnsntm. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, n nponenrnom ornomennn npexpacnt non npeonaan. Bt sanocnrect rontxo spx (ryr crapnx xnonnyn menx no cnnne) uenonex nanarn ner, n pacnnere cnn. Mt, a, concem ne ro. Cnnenxn yxe ne re. A n namem nospacre xenmnnt ouent nmnnn, n cam nmnn xopomentxnx xenmnn, a renept necenxa cnera. cnnenxn anexo ne re. H nce xe no- crapnxoncxn cepne samnpaer. eno-ro xaxoe notmy amcxnm osonom. On saxmypnn rnasa n nouecan cno ront uepen. anexo ne no-crapnxoncxn pnnyncx c nap x nepxm. 3ro xnnncrt crapnx, xax na mapnnpax. H ]norcxn xnem, n ne Hanen Iontmren 44 sacrernyrt xnrent, n rxxente ne samnyponannte ammaxn nce, xax na mapnnpax. Hponrtcx x oxomeuxy rpyno. Onennnn co ncex cropon. Her ntaua xanent, nopomxon, ranerox. Crapnx onxno trt sopon n n nexapcrnax ne nyxaercx. Ho on saxoren xort rnasxom rnxnyrt na ouaponarentnym ocoy. Cnona sanes na napt, npnncran na ntnouxax, npncnonnncx x crenxe y nepn, nect nsornyncx n nnnncx n oxomeuxo. mamnnantno nonnmamct na norn. Hmn y nepe onepunno, nacxono cmorpxr na mnnonnnym xenmnny ner nanarn noctmn n enocnexnom xanare n eno xoctnxe. Ona ouent mxrxnm nnxennem pyx xanaer ns nystptxon n nocrannxemte xpyxxn, rax xe mxrxo xnaer n nporxnyrte pyxn ranerxn. Crpanno nnert raxoe nexnoe nnno c xpacnntmn rnasamn n raxo ocranonxe. Hs-sa ee nneua ocropoxno yntaercx ocrpornast opxx. Hepeaer uepes oxomeuxo xapanam n xaxne-ro ymaxxn. Ho xamepe menor: Hanouxa? Hy, +ro a! A! opxx monoen! Vcnen nce-raxn! Bcera n ero exypcrno nanouxa! Ceronx ne ycneem. Ceronx sanonnnm sanrpa nonyunm. Hanepnoe! He, nanepnoe, a rouno. Kax c nporynxo? Cxasan, uro ntsoner. B +ro npemx pasaua nexapcrn saxonunnact, saxnonnynact nepnax ]pamyra, n xamepa onxrt saryena. onycrnncx na napt. Tonapnm Fouapon, pasancx pesxn ronoc crapocrt, npounrare ncem npecxypanr nanouxn. Tonapnmn, xonuare pasronopt. Bce samonxnn. Hpnnonxnmnct y crona, Fouapon cran unrart: Touxa onopt
45 Xne uepnt sanapno, aront no pynm cemtecxr neorpannuenno, es nnmnra; macno cnnnounoe nxrnanarnpynenoe no 500 rpamm, Kptxonnnx xon]ert es nnmnra; xonaca ecxrnpynenax no 300 rpamm; nannpoct Foxc 35 xoneex nauxa, enn 65 xoneex es orpannuennx; nomnopt conente, uecnox, nyx, cnnuxn, mtno 3emnxnnunoe, mtno xosxcrnennoe, syno nopomox, synte merxn, nonorenna na]entnte, noprxnxn ]nanenente. Bpyr oopnanoct urenne. B nepxx sarpemenn auxamn, mncxamn. Fauxn cpasy xe noramnnn x crony. 3a cronom ox x oxy uenonex nanart ycenoct. Ocrantnte na napax n no napamn. Hoxxn y ncex narorone. Onxrt ronoc crapocrt: Bonox, yapnoe saanne cranonnct na pasauy. Btntpnyn orxya-ro cnoprcmen Bonox, nsxncx sa uepnax. Ko mne nocen crapnx Hyuxon-Fespont. uro ryr noenaemt? Hnre rax ecrt ne xouercx, xax n rmptme, xpome myrox, c ycmemxo nporonopnn crapnx. Ham nporxnynn mncxn c cynom. Her, rax nentsx, ooxxerect, nostmnre nonorenne, npeynpenn crapnx, Cenn na xoprouxn, npnnann x ropxunm mncxam, Crapnx npan: oma ne ean c raxnm annernrom, xax +ror rmpemnt cyn c ptte rpeyxo. Bxycna oxasanact n xama mpannent na xaxom-ro xnpe. Hyuxon-Fespont nonoxnn noxxy, noxocnncx na nycrte mncxn, opoymno sanopuan: Heuyncrnnrentno uro-ro. He orxasancx t or oanxn. Hy, uro xe renept enart, npnercx repnert o yxnna, a ram eme uepnauox xamn ayr. Taxne-ro ena, nsoxnyn on, oronnrax mncxy. Tax moxno npoxnrt ouent onro. Vx ro sect oxanunnam, tn n nepectnxe, a norom na ocnecrnnn; ymam, uro n nacrynammn rpnnart enxrt sect ncrpeuy. Tax eme moxno xnrt. ne rontxo nexart, noenart na raxnx xapuax moxno. On npnmypnn rnasa: Xopomo t renept xonacxn. Hy, nnuero, sanrpa nonaxomnmcx. Hanen Iontmren 46 3arepenn opoy, yct, npyr cnpocnn: A y nac entrn npn cee tnn? Oropann 50 pyne. Ouent xopomo, moryr eme ceronx ntart xnnrannnm, xax pas noocneer x nanouxe. He ropmre, nam neser nonnt xom]opr. A ecnn ne noocneer, y nac xome nmeercx. Kaxo xome? Horonre, pasxcnm, uro raxoe n namnx ycnonnxx xome. Ha annom orpesxe npemenn raxne nomepa orxantnamrcx, uro ecnonesno nosmymartcx: xent orxastnamrcx or myxe, ern or ornon, pystx ronapnmn npopaartnamr rex, non-xa ne snaere? 3nam. Ouent xopomo, uro snaere. H x snam, cam npopaartnan. Tax uro ncem nam rxxeno. A y xoro nexomy nosaornrtcx n nepeart pas n mecxn 50 pyne, eme rxxenee. Orroro-ro mt sect n nopemnnn, uro rax ocrannrt nentsx. He ncxxn craner npnnnmart noapxn or rex, xoro ponte ne satnn. Hy, ncem mnpom, y xoro na cuery ecrt entrn, oruncnxem no na pynx xaxym nanouxy, n uenonex ne ynnxaercx noauxamn, n nce na panntx npanax moryr xynnrt n nanouxe na 23 pynx. Xnrpax mryxa! xnaram crapnxa sa pyxy: ouent mypo! Kaxax mypocrt, nporonopnn on npyr ynanmnm ronocom, rocxa ona. Apecranrcxax rpannnx connapnocrn. Crapnx npnmonx. ornxnyncx noxpyr. Tecnora. Ha xaxte rpnnart canrnmerpon no uenonexy. Kro cnnr na xoprouxax, xro nexnr, nonxn norn, xro na oxy. Kopenacrt roncromexn uenonex, paccrernyn pmxn, canrcx na napamy. 3a cronom uro-ro ntcunrtnamr na ymaxxax. Cyx no ncemy, paoraer nanounax xomnccnx. A y xpaemxa crona, nonepen ronony, cnnr Konparten. Vrnynncx n xnnxxy. Hyuxon-Fespont c rpycrno yntxo cmorpnr na menx. Cxaxnre, cnpamnnam x, uro sa uenonex, no- namemy, Konparten? Touxa onopt
47 Hacroxmn uenonex! rnepo orneuaer crapnx. Onn ns camtx naroponemnx sect nme. uro nt menx-ro cnpamnnaere, nt c nnm pasronapnnann? Ho+romy n nnrepecymct. 3ro pyro pasronop. Ceuac nxparne nocrapamct pasxcnnrt: xopoue crpaammax yma, no es oruaxntx n neccnmnsma. Cnntnemero xapaxrepa uenonex. Hoxanycra, opamam name nnnmanne: sect nemano rex, xro men n araxy, rpemen xananamn, no, rem ne menee, rontxo noe ns cra ntepxann n ne nonncann ncxxym ]nrnm. Hao cxasart, cnntnemax narypa. Onn Konparten, a pyro y camoro oxna nexnr. Tpyno tno t nonepnrt, o uero eccrtcrno omno, Kapn Hoyenxn coparnnx 3pncra Tentmana, Kapn Hoyenxn. Crapnx nepnno epnyn opoo. a, uro x x eme xoren nam cxasart?.. a, npo Konpartena. 3ro cnna, es ncxxnx mryuex-pmuex. Hopa nce mryuxn-pmuxn orpocnrt, nocxontxy mt yxe npomnn +ror +ran. Hanonee xapaxrepno, uro raxne xax Konparten nnuero ne xorxr nx cex. A uro on enan o apecra? On ne enan noxpyr cex myma. antme: ymam, uro nect oranancx namemy omemy eny. Cnonom, ne noponnn n cnntnte nnunocrn. Taxne ecrt emente axrept nmxr nosnponart. ne pacnonaram nopontmn anntmn, no, no ncxxom cnyuae, uenonex uro nao, n yxnantnom cmtcne +roro cnona. A xax xe ocrantnte? Bt nnnre, xaxo cnoxnt nonpoc saaere. Mt nce cnae ero oxasannct. H ne pasepemt, uro rnopnrcx c namn. Cam ne nomy. Crpax? Ecnn crpax, ro rontxo ne xnnornt. Crpax neoxnannoro, nenonxrnoro. Hy, ryr +ro camoe. Her, nce ne ro. oxynyncx n opty nourn mantunmxo, ny, n nocne ecxrt ner n nenrpane, n onnouxe, norom penonmnnx, n Ipaxancxym nony paoran n rpnynane, ny, a norom nocnenee npemx, n Hapxomnoe. 3ect Inatxo. nmecre c nnm rpynnnct. Bnnre, xaxax mryxa! unen omecrna craptx Hanen Iontmren 48 nonnrxaropxan n cctntntx nocenennen. A sect nonyunn cpasy xe no mope. Anexornunt cmopuox, manentxn, enentxn, nect enoptcentxn, na nopocenouxa noxoxn; n cpasy, ne pasronapnnax, no mope. Concem nanan. Mantunmxn, xoroptx mt pacrnnn concem nx pyrnx nene, moryr nrt craptx penonmnnonepon, nnenart n nnno. Htrxn, no ecnn sa nem, ro moxno ntepxart. 3ect sa uro? To xe camoe nponcxonno n c pyrnmn. Tam n yrny nxrt mecxnen nponanxncx Fpyno cencxn. Kax, Fpyno cencxn? A re xe on renept? Hensnecrno, neenm nasa sapann c nemamn. Bce Bonom Kynnona opasontnan. Hmosnarentnt napent Bonox. a, x uemy x xnonm? a, npo Fpyno cnmnarnunemn uenonex! Komy ns +rnx apxaponnen naxno +ro? ymam, uro ne saymtnamrcx. Bsxnn otxnonennym nanxy n nynnnn. He sect. 3ect ne nynxr. B He]oprono. Tam y nnx cnooa. onpamnnamr neno pnrao. Onn ero xnaramr sa nneuo n cpasy sa oe norn, ny, noymare! Hnn naneramr co ncex cropon, nnn ronxamr uenonexa, xax mxunx, ronuyr noramn. Hnmnrcx uyncrn, ryr xe npau: npnneer n uyncrno, n onxrt xmyr antme. Ax, rnom ryt-pacryt, cosnanacx! H, rnannoe, napo-ro ne ycntmnr namnx cronon. Pxom c rmptmo, yro napouno, urot ne tno cntmno xpnxon, xpyrnte cyrxn ryxr moropt 3OKa sano ontrntx xoncrpyxnn HAIH. Bce sarnymaer nx mym. axe crexna n oxnax poxar. Canartcx ne xouercx, a uro cenaemt? oneyr. Pas nsxnnct, oneyr eno o xonna. Bor xaxax mryxa-ro! B apcenane macca xaneps. oneyr uenonexa o eccosnarentnoro cocroxnnx n rora cymr, npxmo na nony, pyuxy: Ha, nonnmn, uro npocnmt paspemennx uncrocepeuno anart noxasannx. A norom, nx uepes na, cnona ntsonyr, n rora yxe nacrynaer camoe crpamnoe: ana noxasannx na pyrnx na pyse, na snaxomtx. Bce +ro mnpoxax xamnannx! Hmxr macconocrt, no ncxxom cnyuae, n nponenrnom ornomennn nnan nepentnonnxercx. a neyxenn nce +ro nnannpyercx? A xax xe. Hpecrantre cee raxym cnryannm: onycrnm, cneonarent ne yer ntanart npoyxnnm. Kax nt ymaere, nornaxr no rononxe? He ecnoxorect, yt Touxa onopt
49 sopon, cpasy x nam n ronapnmn nonaer. Kopoue: mnnax npo]eccnx. 3rn napnn nenosmyrnmt, nnxaxnx +monn. Ona rontxo +monnx ntnnart noxasannx. Cnymare, Hyuxon, anare coennnre +ry ]amnnnm c +rnmn ]amnnnxmn. Hpnmepno raxnm opasom Fpyno cencxn npoxonr no onomy eny c cexperapem nontcxo xomnaprnn omanem. C yma coemt! uro nn eno, ro poman!.. Hy, xax, nyxno eme sarpyxart ncem +rnm namy ronony? Her. npomy nac, nce-raxn xoe-uemy nayuyct. Fyy snart, xax cex epxart. Ono, xoneuno, rax. A nt snaere, uecrno ronopx, renept moxer, tn t ymne. Camn noymare: cxnarnnn c nocrenn rennentxoro n cpasy n pesxy. B rom-ro n cnna n neoxnannocrn, a noontxnemt, nerue no ncem pasopartcx. Ftn raxo cnyua, xora uenonexy moxno tno nponnrt cner, no ne raxoncxn xapaxrep oxasancx. Bepnee, nce y nero enanoct es yuacrnx ronont. Tyr ecnonesno nosmymartcx. Ecnn xornre, sect xstx ecrnonan es yuacrnx ronont. Cnen n name nxrtecxr uernepro xamepe cexperapt Ioptxoncxoro oxoma naprnn no ]amnnnn Cronxp. Ero nocne Xanona nocrannnn, a o roro n Cnepnoncxe on tn. Hy, ns Ioptxoro Cronxp nonan cma, cnepna n He]oprono. Tam on nnmer cnon noxasannx. H anee nonntm xoom nomnn n Ioptxoncxo onacrn apecrt. Xnnyr nmn, nn cnyxom, nn yxom nnuero ne neamr, a nx naunnamr xnarart, a Cronxpa nocne rpyon rxxentx nepenoxr na ortx n namy xamepy, n on sa nor +rnm cronom cnnr cee n nonnnaer ua c nanouxo. H onaxt sanpamr ero es neme. 3naunr, ntsnann sauem-ro no Bnyrpennmm nnn na Hyxnxy. na nx ero ne tno. H npyr orxptnaercx nept n noxnnxercx Cronxp. Mt ryr yx ropnm nerepnennem, paccnpamnnaem ero, xax n uro. uro mne nam cxasart, ronopnr Cronxp. Hpnnesnn n Hapxomar, nonenn cpasy n ym, nocrpnrnn, nopnnn n, npecrantre cee, c oexononom, xopomo noxopmnnn, a na cneymmn ent uacon rax n nenanart nonenn nanepx; sanoxr n ontmo xanner, a ram sa cronom cnnr Xanon, n ryr xe npncyrcrnymr pyxonoxmne paornnxn Hapxomara. H nce n ynop cmorpxr na menx. Hanen Iontmren 50 Xanon roxe nocmorpen na menx n ronopnr: Hocnymare, Cronxp, x c nnunoro neoma ronapnma Crannna npnexan cam yenrtcx n nonnnnocrn namnx noxasann. Cnyua upesntuano naxnocrn. mnornx nme, na xoroptx nt ann noxasannx, snan nnuno npoonxnrentnt nepno npemenn. Orneuare: nac nnxro ne npnnyxan anart noxasannx?.. Tenept nonnmaere, xaxo cnyua tn or ncero orxasartcx n nponnrt xannm cnera? uro xe orneuaer ynaxaemt ronapnm Cronxp? 3ect-ro n naunnaercx nonnax nenenocrt, nonnt nsop. mory rontxo ono cxasart, orneuaer Xanony Cronxp, ro, uro x noxasan, npana. Bnnre, xaxax mryxa? Bennxonennt ronapnm! Vmpemt npxmo! Ho xax xe rax? Ornnuno nonnmam name ynnnenne. Cam ynnnxmct o cnx nop. ymam, uro xpome rnynocrn n rpycocrt tna. nxo nanyran tn. Foxncx nonropennx. On nam oxcnnn, uro an uecrnoe cnono nauantnnxy cnecrnennoro orena, xoropt ryr xe, npn pasronope co Xanontm npncyrcrnonan. Kaxoe uecrnoe cnono? uecrnoe cnono xommynncra. Fpe xaxo-ro! Fpe, a uro noenaemt?.. renept nce nonnmam, no nor +roro nnxax nonxrt ne cmor. Honnmam, uro moryr npnmnrt, uro nonano, sammtramr rex o ocnonannx, no ryr nopaxaer ne ro. 3namr, c xem nmemr eno, a ro t ne npnnenn ero na ecey. On nce ntrancx nam oxcnnrt, uro ecrt pasnoe nonnmanne npant, n xoe-xro c nocroprom ero sect noepxan. Kro xe? Pa]ec, pasymeercx. H eme xoe-xro namencx. Temar cee conecrt. Bt moxere cee npecrannrt ne npant, a? Hpana tnaer ona, rontxo nmn pasnte. a. Tonapnmn oporne nce pasnte. Touxa onopt
51 Kax no sannne ayr, cpasy n xapnnxa npenpamaercx, a npnsnanartcx n +rom neoxora, yxnarnrtcx npoe ne sa uro. Vmpemt npxmo! Iocnon, uro sa manepa ncera exnnnuart! Honyoepnynmnct or orxptro napamn c yxopnsno cmorpnr na Hyuxona ror crapnx, xoroporo x pantme npnmernn, xora on pann o necxa cnom xpyxxy. 3axnonnyn xptmxy napamn, crapnx noomen x nam. Kax t npo cex rnxo cxasan: . x nor sect croxn n cntman. Kax moxno xoro-ro ocyxart? ne ocyxam, Heonn Mnxanonnu, npocro nosmymamct rnynocrtm Cronxpa. Bt ne nomnnre ncropnm co Xanontm? Homnm, nomnm, sarpxc ronono Heonn Mnxanonnu. To-ro nor n ecrt, uro ocyxaere, nentsx xe rax! Hepasymnoro uenonexa cynrt. H oruero nt nce pyr pyra cynre?.. Hy, n uro xopomero?.. Bce sanne na necxe. Hy, noy, noy x. Crapnx poxame pyxo nepexpecrnncx n menenno sacemennn or nac. He snam, uem oxcnnrt? nonnsnn ronoc nourn o menora, nporonopnn Hyuxon-Fespont. He nonnmam +rnx npepaccyxon y raxoro opasonannoro uenonexa. Crapax saxnacxa, ne nepeenaemt. Pasnte nmn, nce pasnte. Fnnxe nosnaxomnrect c nexoroptmn, camn yenrect. Kaxt nenonropnm n cnoem poe!.. B +rom Heonne Mnxanonnue ecrt uro-ro npnrxrnnammee, no crapnxamxa espaccyen n cnoem enanrennsme, ocnennen n oropnan or xnsnn. Ecrt n pyroro poa cnenora. paccxaxy nam pyro cnyua, xax ]axr, uro cnenora tnaer pasnax, necxontxo n pyrom nnane. Ceuac mt c namn paccyxaem, n nt ne nosmymaerect. Kax ne nosmymamct? Horonre, mnnemn, mne xaxercx, uro nt nepnre n ro, uro x ronopm. Kaxoe ocnonanne ne nepnrt? Hanen Iontmren 52 Ouent xopomo. noromy n ronopm. A renept cxaxnre: unrann yuennxn no nonnrrpamore? B cnoe npemx unran. ue? To ecrt xax ue? Hy, xaxoro anropa? Kepxennena n Heonrtena. A, a, croxmax mryxa, no +ro nocone no nennnnsmy, a ro nonnrrpamora tna Hnrynona, unrann? Hy, snam. A nt snaere, +ror Hnrynon cnen c namn sect. A renept uro c nnm? Tpyno cxasart, npnnnsnrentno 15 ne, xax sapann. uncroe naxasanne c nnm tno. Bt xe npecrantre cee, n nepnte mnnyrt, xax nonan n xamepy, oxncx ncex, xax ornx, cunran ncex nparamn napoa. Hpnrynnncx x camo crenxe n nn c xem ne xenan pasronapnnart. ecxart, x sect uenonex npemennt, nonan cma cnyuano n ne xouy c namn snartcx. Mt n pemnnn: xopomo, ornnuno, ronyunx, ntsonyr na onpoc, pacxycnmt, uro x uemy. H ntsnann yxnantno cpasy xe. A ram raxax xomenx nponsomna: nnoxr ero, cnxr na apxaponna: Hy, uero rnasa ntnynnn? Hnrynon, anrop nonnrrpamort. A onn uyrt xnnort ne naopnann. xoxor. Vmpemt npxmo! Htn, Hnrynon! Mapm n yron! A norom ax, mapax no mope, sannenann emy nce nnno. Hy, n cpasy crano nce nonxrno, npas noymnen, nepnyncx pyrnm uenonexom: oporne ronapnmn, x xe ne snan. Bpyr, xax-ro nnesanno, cnoxnarnnmnct, oopnan na nonycnone cno paccxas, Hyuxon-Fespont cnonsaer c nap x napame. Touxa onopt
53 Boxpyr ryn ronocon. Hmn xoporamr npemx n pasronopax. Pxom co mno roxe nepexntnamrcx ncxxo ncxunno. Cpen ryna cntmy: Vxo nonmerpa. ronona yxe cenana. Ee roxe yyr ornnnart n ponse? a. Cxontxo xe uacre yer n ronone? ne snam, no xonoccantnax paora, camt ontmo monymenr. Tax uro +ro yer npoopas no cymecrny? Cxaxnre mne nyume, cxontxo cronr? Cymma acrponomnuecxax. Bosnpamaercx or napamn n cnona ycaxnnaercx pxom co mno Hyuxon-Fespont. A renept mt noxypnm, yromarect, sayntancx on, nonocx xoxanym nannpocnnny. 3axypnnn. Bpyr Hyuxon oepnyncx. Hpncnymnnaercx. roxe oopaunnamct: cnnnyrt pyr x pyry ronont, mexy nnmn, ntrxnyn ronentxym mexy, Cepre Hnanonnu poxamnm or nonnennx ronocom nonymenorom unraer Hexpacona:
.3ry npnntuxy x rpyy naroponym Ham t ne xyo c roo nepenxrt Fnarocnonn xe paory naponym H nayunct myxnxa ynaxart. a ne poe sa orunsny nmesnym. Btnec ocrarouno pyccxn napo, Btnec n +ry opory xenesnym Btnecer nce, uro rocnot nn nomner!
Btnecer nce. Tyr npyr ryt Ceprex Hnanonnua saeprannct, on ocranonnncx, no n ror xe mnr nsxn cex n pyxn:
Btnecer nce, n mnpoxym, xcnym Ipytm opory nponoxnr cee. Xant rontxo xnrt n +ry nopy npexpacnym Vx ne npnercx nn mne, nn ree.
Hanen Iontmren 54 Hyuxon-Fespont noxauan ronono: Xant, uro ne npnercx. uro nt cxasann? Cxasan, uro ne npnercx. Mne-ro yx no ncxxom cnyuae. Becrtecxr ner ne nanart. Houemy xe? Eme noxnnere ner rpnnart. Cnacno. Tam t, noxany, npoxnn t, a sect cunra sa ro ecxrt ner ono. Cxaxnre, no-namemy, nce nornno esnosnparno? Vx rt uepr! crapnx npyr ntnpxmnncx, epxact pyxo sa ocxy nap. 3auem t x cran namy ronony myrnrt! 3ro tno t cnnmxom. npoe Heonna Mnxanonnua nce nannrt n ony xyuy. a yer nam nsnecrno, uro no narype x onrnmncr. Bt uro xe ymaere, uro x mory cxasart, uro nce sanne na necxe? Her yx, yxn! Bannmt, nac ne cotemt. Crapnx npyr xaunyncx n ryr xe cxnarnncx sa napt. Menx nopasnna neotuanax nepemena no ncem nne +roro nacmemnnnoro n, xax mne noxasanoct, ne concem ceptesnoro uenonexa. Hnno ero ouent noneneno n xax-ro crpanno ocxannnoct. rax nonaram, nporonopnn on, rxxeno tma, nao rontxo ne repxrt rouxy onopt. Moxno mne cnpocnrt? Kaxo pasronop, cnpamnnare. Mne noxasancx cxoxnm nam crpo peun c peutm Konpartena. Tyr xax-ro cnonno onn uenonex. Boome, uecrno ronopx, na annom orpesxe x na nce cmorpm ero rnasamn, axe uyno: ronopm ero cnonamn, a nt uro, nt eme ouent monot n naxonre n cee cnnt oportcx sa cnom npanory, epnre npnmep c Konpartena. Coneryere epxartcx o xonna? He mory coneronart pyroe, c menx npnmep ne epnre, yxe cnnenxn oxasannct ne re, n x eme ncero ne snan, a nx nac enncrnennax mepa optt epxartcx, noxa xnarnr cnn. Crapnx npyr oepnyncx. Feceyere? nmontrcrnyer ocrponocentxn Cepre Hnanonnu, nonnraxct x nam. Touxa onopt
55 a, ycmexaercx crapnx Hyuxon, uro ocraercx enart? Bce o onom n rom xe, marepnana o uepra. uro xe? mopmnrcx Cepre Hnanonnu, cnpanennno. Cogito ergo sum x mtcnm, cneonarentno, x cymecrnym. V nac ecrt xypnrt? opamaercx on x Hyuxony. Kaxo pasronop? Kypnre!.. Cxaxnre, oporo Cepre Hnanonnu, nacxono rnxx na nero, cnpamnnaer Hyuxon, npocro ne nomy namy xanpy, nam yntammnecx nmn nyxnt. 3naere, x nam ne nomomnnx, ronapnm Hyuxon. A nacrpoenne rxxenoe. Bt xort nonnmaere, xaxoe ono onxno trt na ocanom nonoxennn? He xenaere nonnmart, uro moxno oornct es cmexa. Hy, x uemy, Cepre Hnanonnu? He xoren nac onert. Heyxenn nt ymaere, uro x cnocoen na nac onertcx? Hy, +ro yx cnnmxom, Cepre Hnanonnu. Cnymare, y nac ecrt nepnt? A xax xe! Tora npocrnre. a, nacrpoenne rxxenoe, no nnyxy cxyuam. Bt roxe onxnt menx nonxrt. Ornnuno nonnmam, raxax rema ne rpeyer noxcnenn. Ornnuno nce nonnmam. Tema cyryo nnunax, no xax noymaemt, npocro uyonnmno. ouent crpamno tno c nnsxnmn paccranartcx. Bcxxo na moem nexy tnano, npnntx x n ne x raxnm ncrpxcxam, rontxo ocano noymart, sa uro na mom onm nx rax mnoro ntnaaer. Cepre Hnanonnu ecnomomno nocmorpen na nac. a uro ronopnrt. Mt xnnn ono cemte x c xeno n ctn c nenecrxo n nnyxom. Mantunmxa npocro npenecrt, ymnt napent. onxen yunrtcx n cetmom xnacce. Ho ]nsnxe y nero nxrepxa, no anrepe, no reomerpnn, a nor nenne ne nmnr, uyax. emy orentnym xomnarymxy ycrponn, n ome yx cam nce enan, ram y nero naxntnnx, rncouxn, naccarnxnxn, mt c nnm nnamo xpyrnnn pyxo, . xax naxpyrnmcx. Ouent pano nmnr cam copan Hanen Iontmren 56 panonpnemnnx. B +nexrpoxpyxxe sannmaercx, n ome nnonepon. nomnm, mt c nnm xora mtnn: nantem nanny, n rya ero, oxarnm c nor o ronont, ox cmemno, xor rnasa ntnyunr, rnasa ontmne, cmorpnr. H nor, cnannnoct necuacrte x sect, a ctn c nenecrxo ns-sa menx roxe nonyunnn nyrenxy n xnsnt. On re-ro na Cenepe, a ona n pyro uacrn Comsa, re-ro no V]o. Tontxo x ne snam axe re onn renept, uro c nnmn. 3x, y menx raxoe npeuyncrnne cepne cxnmaercx. Hy, uro +ro raxoe! ntptnaercx y menx. Bam n nonnnxy, ntrxnyn mexy, nporonopnn Cepre Hnanonnu, a x yxe xnenyn narepx, xax noymam o nnx, cepne cxnmaercx. Tam nopxxn raxne: snma, na ynnne mopos o copoxa rpaycon, oert nnoxo renorpexa nroporo, a ro n rpertero cpoxa, na norax narnte axnnt n pesnnonte uynn... Kora npnnesnn, ram nnuero ne tno, xpome neca. Horom camn xenesnym opory nponenn cro mecrt xnnomerpon. Hpnmepsann nantnt x xenesy, ycranann acxn, a norom eme nemt no nexnxe, uacam x ecxrn neuepa x sone npnnnerannct. Kax npnmen, xax cen, ne mory ncrart. Ha nyrn xaxym mnnyry ocranannnnamr, nepecunrtnamr. axe ne snam, uro c nnmn renept. He ynnarect, nnennncx n ero pyxy crapnx Hyuxon. xoren rontxo, ronapnm Hyuxon, cxasart: net ncxxoe moxer cnyunrtcx, net rax? He ynnarect, noronopnm nyume o uem-nnyt pyrom. O uem xe? Hanpnmep, nonpocnm namero monooro pyra paccxasart o nonoxennn na ncropnuecxom ]ponre. Bpyr crapnx Hyuxon saxnnan xomy-ro ronono. Heoxnanno nepe namn ntpoc Konparten. On naxnonnncx x crapnxy. Crapnx paocrno orosnancx: a-a. ny, eno-ro xaxoe. xax xopomo, nocnnm, noronxyem. Cepre Hnanonnu noonnnyncx nemnoro, n Konparten onycrnncx pxom c nnm. Onoxorxct o xoneno, nonep pyxo noopoox: Touxa onopt
57 A moxno cnpocnrt, nacuer uero pasronop? Bce o rom xe, saneprencx Hyuxon-Fespont. Bce o rom xe, uro ryr noenaemt? Hnuem pyrnm ronona ne sanra. raxnx ycnonn ne ctcxart nnre. ymam, uro nx +roro nac cma n nomecrnnn. Ceuac raxax nonnrnxa sna, cnepuox, cno mecrox. Hy? nepenn ero Konparten. Her, on npannntno ronopnr, comypnncx Cepre Hnanonnu. Hy, n uro? Kax uro?.. Hesynrcrno, annrnsm nor uro. O +rom moxno ne cnopnrt o xpanocrn esorpanax xaprnna. a, nam nenerxo tno nonxrt, uro ero exrenn re, xro xynaxamn moryr cryuart. Konparten nonepnyn ronony xo mne: A moxno yer ncropnm n xonxpernom cmtcne? uro nt pasymeere? Vuennx Becraxona? Houemy yuennx Becraxona? Kaxercx, nac npocnnn o +rom. Bt ero unrann? Kax xe x mor ne unrart? Hy, n uro, n nocropre? Her, ne n ouent ontmom, nx crapmnx xnaccon on ne ronrcx. Tontxo nx crapmnx? Hy yx, uro nt! Hpnsnamct, anno raxo raocrn ne unran. 3a necxontxo ne o apecra ronopnn c onnm ronapnmem nxanncrom; n, ynt n ax, n on nnuero ne nonnman. Hamnn nonoe cpecrno nocnnrannx coornercrnymmnx +monn? npnmypnncx Cepre Hnanonnu. a ner, rax, memannna ns Hnaronona n cxasox Hnonacxoro, nomnocrt pexocrnax. Bnnre, xaxax mryxa! ornaxnnax opoy, saymancx Hyuxon-Fespont, cronno pan +roro cmemnnart c eptmom Mnxanna Hnxonaennua Hoxponcxoro? Hy nor, nor n rom-ro n eno! noxnarnn Konparten, namnnct ooporncrte monont, xoropte ynnnrentno sopono nomornn n +rom. Hanen Iontmren 58 Koro nt nmeere n nny? cnpocnn Cepre Hnanonnu. Kapna Paexa n Hnxonax Hnanonnua Fyxapnna. Cepre Hnanonnu axe nspornyn. Tonapnm Konparten!.. He xomyncrnyre! Hnxona Hnanonnu cnoe xnsntm sannarnn, +ro xecroxo. Bt ronopnre, xecroxo? Bt, nepoxrno, n xnnape rpnnart mecroro yxe n narepe cnenn? Cnen, a uro? A ro, uro ne mornn nounrart nx xyoxecrn n Hsnecrnxx n Hpane, a x unran n ynnnxncx. Hpnpoa namxrtm ne onena, sanomnnn, xax onn es crta n conecrn pacnpannxnnct c noxontm Mnxannom Hnxonaennuem, nonnrnuecxn xannran naxnnann. A nt nomnnre, xax sa uertpe roa o +roro Fyxapnn pacnnnancx na Kpacno nnoman nepe npaxom Mnxanna Hnxonaennua Hoxponcxoro? Tonapnmn, ceronx mt xoponnm Mnxanna Hnxonaennua Hoxponcxoro. +ro tn xpynnemn reopernx. Kax ncropnx on tn camtm ntammnmcx, nepnoxnaccntm ncropnxom n Poccnn. Kax yuent Mnxann Hnxonaennu nmeer mnponoe nmx! Hy, rax nor xyptesnemax nemt ne ycnenn, rax cxasart, n ammaxon cnocnrt, xax nocnemnnn norpert pyxn na xocrpe ns ocranxon nounnmero ronapnma n pyra. Tax rporarentno, npocro cnn ner. Bsxn ony rasery crartx Fyxapnna. unram, rnasam cnonm ne nepm: Hoxponcxn nannno ne sameuan, uro on nnaaer n cyexrnnnym connonornm, n copenenecxoe connantnoe mn]ornopuecrno, n cnoeopasnoe eprconnancrno n nyntrapnt nonmnrapnsm, uro on xoponnr ncropnm xax nayxy. Bt cmorpnre, xax nonyuaercx! Kaxon +xnnnnpncr! Kaxoe narpomoxenne cnon! Orxptnam pyrym rasery: Paex. 3ror monoen eme unme aer: Boxt n reopernx naprnn ronapnm Crannn pocaer rnyouamn ncropnuecxn cner na npnpoy n na renennnn pasnnrnx xpecrtxncxoro nonpoca. 3opono, ne npana nn? H nce nmn unramr n ymamr: pas ymnnnt nnmyr, snaunr, rax ono n ecrt. Hy xax, urot nocne +roro pasopartcx? Ho xax, oestxna, nn neprnct, nce panno nonxa ronax. Bor n nonannct n ror xe xnyox, n nce mnro-xptro. A nt ronopnre: xomyncrno! Touxa onopt
59 Cepre Hnanonnu cnymaer, onycrnn ronony. Hamopmnncx ocrpentxn nocnx, rnasa cysnnnct. Iaocrt xaxax. Kaxax raocrt! samenran on, morax ronono. Konparten, xpenxo oxnarnn xonenn, cmorpnr na nero. uro nepexnnaere? He nepexnnare. uro enart? Kaxomy ns nac cnocrnenno omnartcx n nmxx. Hyuxon-Fespont xax-ro crpanno ropxecrnymme yxmtnxercx n opoy. Cepre Hnanonnu noxocnncx na nero: uemy nt pat? Hmnm xcnocrt, ne ynnnxrect, nmnm. Hoxanycra, npomy nac. ne nao rax. Hexopomo. Bce-raxn x ne nnxy nonoa x paocrn. H (on onycrnn ronony) . ne nnonne nce xcno. Ionopnre, ne nnonne nce xcno? ynnnncx Konparten. a, cnntnax nemt cxonacrnxa. nx nntx ouent samanunno. uro nt +rnm xornre cxasart? Fyer nam, Cepre Hnanonnu, nt uro? Bt-ro yx onxnt no ncem pasopartcx, a? Hy, uro ronopnrt? Coepnre nce n onn xomox! Taxne monont ncx nx xnsnt ymna na reomerpnuecxne nocrpoennx. cno? He ouent. A nor nnrepecno. nam xouy saart nonpoc: xax nt nx paccmarpnnaere? Bam xouercx snart moe mnenne? paspaxenno cnpocnn Cepre Hnanonnu. nanart ner tn n naprnn, xpnrnxonan nx sa omnxn. Ho noymare, xaxnm anropnrerom onn nontsonannct y paounx, y monoexn. Hmn rpomanoro yma, rpomantx snann. H, ecnn xornre, pextre menx na xycxn, nny amct. He nonnmam, nexcno. Ax, nor uro! He xcno? Mne-ro nor o raxo crenenn xcno, uro npornnno oxastnart. Cmorpnre, nmn orpomnoro yma, orpomntx snann, a? Bapnarancrno, ]nxnnx, a ne snannx. Tonapnm Konparten, nexopomo, neceptesno. Ouent axe ceptesno. 3ect eno n rom, uro n nam npocnemennt nex onn cntmann ne rontxo o 3nxnne, no n Hanen Iontmren 60 o Hoauencxom n eme xoe o uem, a uenonex c ronono yuenoro, ne oyunnmnct n yxonno cemnnapnn, omen rontxo o 3nxnna. Mannnnn n Fypennn, a norom npxmo n Tn]nnccxym ocepnaropnm n xauecrne ntuncnnrenx-nanmarenx. Tam t emy n ocranartcx, an ner. K uemy nt +ro? A nor x uemy: nx nero napannentnte npxmte ne nepecexamrcx, on npxmo o +rom saxnnn n cnope c Fyxapnntm. Hnte n nocropre tnn or raxo npocrort n xcnocrn, a uenonex rpomanemnx snann omen o ontmnx ntcor. nx nero nmax npxmax na nnocxocrn xnsnn, axe xynanxax, nepecexaercx c nmo npxmo, axe enxnxo. Cepre Hnanonnu monunr. Crapnx Hyuxon saxpyunnaer yct, ornaxnnaer opoy. Hy, antme. Tontxo ne ronopnre, Cepre Hnanonnu, uro +ro neceptesno. Bor ceuac eme xcnee yer. Hm ne opor uenonex maxmarnax ]nrypxa, nemxa. a uro? Hy, n raxym nrpy sarexnn, nmo-oporo. He manentxne, nonnmaem n n emre n n npouem. Tontxo ne c rem nrpoxom cnxsannct, xnrpmro oxasancx. Ocrpoymnemax xomnnannx, orpomnt ycnex, rount pacuer, ynnnrentnoe xomnnannonnoe uyrte. Ienn npaxrnuecxo nrpt. Honxo nx nponen. Cnauana xonn ecmymno, a sarem crpemnrentno ncnontsonan emrnym omnxy npornnnnxa n tcrpo maronan, npnuem nx ocrnxennx mara ne crecnxncx noxeprnonannem nennemero nmcxoro marepnana, n nannenart emy tno na ro, uro ecxrt-nxrnanart ner npannntntx nsanmoornomenn c myxnxom n noea mnpono penonmnnn oecneuena, nannenart na opasonanne nosnnnonntx cnaocre n cocrnennom narepe. Hrpa na-anx! Homnnre, xax y Hymxnna n Onernne:
Mt nce rnxnm n Hanoneont: nynornx rnape mnnnnont nx nac opyne ono, Ham uyncrno nxo n cmemno.
A +rn monont nx cpasy ne nomemt. Bce y nnx paccunrano na cnyxenne cnoemy x. Onn tnn rax Touxa onopt
61 yenrentnt, a no cymecrny ]nxnnx, oxasannct connapnt c nanauom. Cepre Hnanonnu rontxo c ynnnennem cmorpnr na Konpartena n monunr. Ho cyrn ena, npoonxaer Konparten, raxym nnnmnm ncem nam nonoxnnn, uro cranonnrcx crpamno. H +ro ouent xopomo rapmonnponano c samtcnamn uenonexa n oexe npocroro conara. Teopernuecxn oocnonann napnapcxne merot. Hosnontre, nepenn Cepre Hnanonnu, re n xora? O +rom mt yxe snaem, re n xora (nnxnxx rya y Konpartena ntanact nnepe), ony mnnyrouxy, nt cnymare menx, x yy paccxastnart. B +rnx xe raserntx crartxx npornn Mnxanna Hnxonaennua nce sopono y nnx nonyunnoct. 3x, Cepre Hnanonnu, Cepre Hnanonnu, ny uro nt nstxaere? He concem nepnre, a? Bt nyume cnymare nnnmarentno. Onn camn nnnonart neuero tno mopounrt nmxm ronont. Kax y nac ntpaxamrcx: ]ponr paort y nnx orxptncx nouyncrnonann cex na xone. Ho xont raxo oxnt. a, oxnentxn, yxmtntnyncx Hyuxon- Fespont. Hy, rax nor, npoonxaer Konparten, Mnxann Hnxonaennu yrnepxan, uro nayxa onxna pacnyrart nacnoenne nxn. Omecrnennoe nosnanne onxno npoxonrt cxnost npnsmy name mopann. Conecrno nonropxrt nponncnte ncrnnt, no raxne ncrnnt ne nxonnn n pacuert nonapa, roronxmero ocrpte nma. urot ynnert rtmy, nyxen cner, a y nero ronona nx nnrpnr, a n yme raxax mrna, raxne xonapnte mryxn. Cnnr, noxypnnaer rpyouxy, sa nnrouxn epraer, nonyuaer cnoxn, a namn ymnnxn ryr xax ryr, roront ycnyxnrt, reopernuecxym asy nonecrn. Hx ne nomemt: n rnasa emy cn-cn-cn, a sa rnasa pyroe. B omem, nerpyno nonxrt saannct nentm: nmo neno onnenart yuenoro c mnpontm nmenem. V Hoxponcxoro, mon, ner n namexa na nosnanne oexrnnnoro ncropnuecxoro nponecca. Bce xcno, a? A n uem nce-raxn cyrt?.. B uem rax cxasart rnost? A n rom, uro Hoxponcxn ne xoren npnsnart Hanen Iontmren 62 ncex npenecre Herpa, ne cnanocnonnn pesnm. Bor ona re coaxa saptra! Hpn +rom nam ynnnepcan Fyxapunx npnxptnaer cnon co]nsmt cctnxamn na Mapxca n 3nrentca. V Hoxponcxoro oxsnt no-nacroxmemy npnsnart nporpeccnnnym exrentnocrt Herpa Bennxoro, nonpexn Mapxcy n 3nrentcy, xoropte npnsnanann nonoxnrentnoe snauenne nerponcxnx pe]opm. Bo, xax ntnepnyncx. A ocnnnte ymn nce panno ntnnpamr. Hocne xaxo sanxro xyntnnuecrno. Homan napnapcrno? Hy, n npexpacno! Ho xaxnmn meroamn? V namnx yunrene npxmo cxasano, uro Herp oponcx c napnapcrnom napnapcxnmn meroamn? Kax trt? Bor sect xenarentno, urot ne tno nropo nononnnt ]past, n rora cmtcn nonyuaercx raxo, xaxo nam ceuac nao, a nocemy +ry uacrt ]past onycrnm, urot npxmo pas! n xonen, n roront npancrnennt opasen, n moxno cnoxono crpxnart ocrpte nma. Cepre Hnanonnu, nsoxnyn, onycrnn ronony na pyxn. Mne saxorenoct saart Konparteny nonpoc: Hpocrnre, rax neyxenn nocne ncero +roro nt no uro- ro moxere nepnrt? Konparten comypnn rnasa: Hnuero ne cxaxemt, nonpoc, rax cxasart, n no. Kax n npexe, n naprnm nepm. Haprnx ntme nnuntx nene, uecronmnx n nnacrn. Heyaun nensexnt. 3ro xnsnt, +ro nmn, no, xax nncan 3nrentc, nponerapnar, xax n nce pyrne naprnn, tcrpee ncero yunrcx na nocnecrnnxx cnonx xe omnox, n nnxro or +rnx omnox ne moxer ero nonnocrtm yepeut. Eme Hntnu ronopnn, uro mt cenann n eme cenaem orpomnoe xonnuecrno rnynocre. a, +ro, noxany, nepno, rnxo nporonopnn Cepre Hnanonnu. On xoren eme uro-ro cxasart, no ryr neoxnanno ornopnnact nept: Conparect na nporynxy! Bcxounn Hyuxon-Fespont, npnnonxncx Konparten, nones conpartcx Cepre Hnanonnu, n x ncne sa nnmn. B xopnope sarpemenn xonantmn canoramn: Hy, noropannnnarect! Touxa onopt
63 Hyuxon yxe y nepn. 3anaxnyncx n mopcxo ymnar, na ntcym ronony naxnoyunn ymanxy. Hoxoxr nce nonte xro n xomcocrancxo mnnenn, xro n emncesonnom nantro, xro n narno renorpexe. Hporncnyncx nnepe Ocrponcxn. Herontxoe nantrnmxo nonoxcan moxnartm nonorennem, nect cropnncx. Copanmnecx y nepe pasnpamrcx no na. Hapa sa napo npoxoxr xopnop. A ny, xnne! roponnr nasnparent. Bcxounn c nap Konparten. Ha xoy, npncen na xoneno, samnypontnaer ammaxn. Konomnrcx Cepre Hnanonnu, omartnaer noprxnxamn romne noxxn. Haxonen, n mt c nnm y nepn. na xonnonpa n entx ynentx nonymyxax orcunrtnamr ntxoxmnx: copox noctmax, copox enxrax, ana, ana, ne saepxnna. A ny, norxnnct! norxrnnamct. A ny, ne oopaunnartcx! nnnno nenouxo pacrxnynnct apecronannte: nepenne yxe na necrnnne, a xnocr eme n xopnope. n nape c Cepreem Hnanonnuem. Bnepen nac, noepxnnax no pyxy Heonna Mnxanonnua, cemennr Konparten. Hpomnn xopnop, ntmnn na necrnnny. Crynentxa sa crynentxo cnycxaemcx nnns. Hoxaunnamrcx napt, nocryxnnamr xanyxn. Bpyr cron. Ocranonnncx Heonn Mnxanonnu otmxa. A ny, nomen, ne ocranannnnartcx! Bnnsy n nepxx cnona orcunrtnamr. Hacrynax pyr pyry na nxrxn, ntxonm na nporynount nop. Inoram uncrt nosyx. Bspornyn nenontno: conepmenno neoxnannoe n cnoe nonnsne uepno-cnnee neo. Kaxercx ntcoxo, a +ro eme xya-ro ntme, nenepoxrno ntcoxo. Hyna ocnemaer meprnt nop. Tmpemnt xopnyc cnnnaercx c xamenno orpao. B nexoropom oranennn pyro xopnyc. Hanen Iontmren 64 Hapa sa napo, nora n nory, sanoxnn pyxn sa cnnny, maraem no nomepsmemy cnery. Pannxx snma rpnnart noctmoro roa. Hopannxnnct c xamenno orpao. Kamennax orpaa! Ecnn npyr ocnooxr nnxamnm nyrem oy o nenrpa, say n napnxmaxepcxym n norom cpasy na Apar, cnepny n Cnaconecxoncxn, norom n Tpynnxoncxn, nooy x cnoemy noesy, nonnmyct na nepnt +rax. nosnonm. n nter mama. n nor cemeno sa cronom: x, mama, aymxa, xx. Orpaa. Btmxn. Ha ntmxax noxaxnnamr uaconte. Cnona n cnona maraem no yronranno rpone. Hapacraer cxpnn maron. Kpenxo noxnarnn no pyxy Heonna Mnxanonnua, ne nonaaer n nory Konparten. Bnno, xant emy crapnxa. Xouercx n crapnxy notmart cnexnm nosyxom ns nocnennx cnn nocnenaer sa pnymnmncx nnepe. Pxom co mno, ntrxnyn mexy, nonptrnnaer Cepre Hnanonnu. Bnepen ncex, rononntm, Hyuxon-Fespont. Bnpoxnm, optm marom orxnartnaer xpyr sa xpyrom. A rononntm pxom c nnm mapmnpyer nnxenep Fouapon. Bnesanno onn cannxmr mar n nonopaunnamr x nepxm rmpemnoro xopnyca xonnonp cenan nm snax xonuart nporynxy. Xopomentxoro nonemnoxxy, net ecrt n eme nmn, c nerepnennem oxnammne cnoe ouepen. Bosnpamaemcx c nporynxn. Mnnonann necrnnny n nonepnynn n xopnop. V nepe name xamept cronr opxx. On nrnxtnaercx n nnna n npyr npxmo xo mne, nporxrnnaer ne nonentxne xenrte ymaxxn: Bor nostmnre. naroapno xnnam n npoxoxy n xamepy. Tontxo nepecrynnn nopor, nancrpeuy n pacnaxnyrom mopcxom ymnare Hyuxon-Fespont. Homan menx sa pyxy, onnmaer, rpxcer sa nneun: Hy, uepr nostmn, noxaxnre, a-a, ronxono!.. Cpasy ne xnnrannnn! uro xe +ro snaunr? Kax uro? uro nac ne satnn. Hon-xa marymxa? Ouennno, mama nnn xx. Touxa onopt
65 A y uyxnx n ne npnmyr. Hy, nor, xro tn npan? a, ronapnm oporo, neunax npana marepnncxax nmont cpasy necrouxa ns oma. Mt cronm c nnm n npoxoe mexy nap. Kpyrom nac nmn, ena ycnen pasertcx, sanpamrcx na cnon mecra. Mano nomany ycaxnnamrcx, recno npnxnmaxct pyr x pyry. K nam noxonr ntcoxn yntammncx Fouapon. Ho- mocxoncxn axax, neceno nporonopnn: A na ynnne ceuac xapamo. Vx, maposen, uynym pasmnnxy cenann. Kax t ram nn tno, npe-nacxono, npnannn on, nornpax pyxn. Tax npexpacno, rax xapamo na nape, npana? 3ror maccnnnt uenonex n sarpannuno nenmpono mnxne n n xacrponom c manentxnm apxarntm nopornnuxom nantro xax-ro rax ero saxnarnno, uro axe rnasa necrxr: Kax npexpacno!.. Bnnre?.. Her?.. A renept? A? Bon cnnnuxa aer no-necennemy. Cena na pemerxy n nce e nnnouem. Pano ontno, neonepunno samernn Hyuxon. O ner, ne pano. na mecxna. exapt ne n cuer, a n mapre n nonnym cnny aer yxy. Hepnt npnsnax snaunr, necna nacrynaer. Tem nyume, a ro, +ro camoe, no-crapnxoncxn ne oxyct nnxax, ycmexnyncx Hyuxon. On c nexoroptm ynnnennem cmorpnr na cnxmmee nnno nnxenepa, nocnemno nepecrynaer c norn na nory, uro-ro npoe coopaxax, n npyr, copnan c ronont ymanxy, cxnnyn ymnar, pocnn nx na napt n cam pnanyncx na cnoe mecro. Tam oxasanoct nocnoone, n on nonannncx na cnnny, ntrxnyn norn. Fouapon nocroxn, nce eme sacrenunno yntaxct, noxocnncx na Hyuxona, maxnyn pyxo n nomen x crony, a x nanpannncx x napame. Benorom neperonapnnamrcx coce c coceom, a pyrne o uem-ro ropxuo cnopxr, uro-ro oxastnax pyr pyry, a xro yrxnyncx n xnnry, ne opamax nnnmannx nn na xaxne cnopt, xro, onycrnn ronony, cnnr, saymanmnct, a xro monua xypnr. Hanen Iontmren 66 B npenxymennn yxnna noe sarexnn raxo pasronop: 3ry rpecxy ouncrnrt or xocre, sannrt noo, ormounrt. n raxax nexnax. Tt nnen ronxxtn xornerxn?.. Onn enamrcx ns napnoro mxca. Honxn cexper? Her, ner, +ro ne ro, pyr mo, ne ro... V nac n Xapnne nost xnracxne. xyman xora-nnyt? Her? O, o recro pacxartnaercx, naunnxercx pynentm ]apmem, senent nyx. Kora nt nx xymaere, cox, uyecno!.. Fontmne, xax narpymxn. A pty enamr ox, oeenne. Ho onn nce es xnea exr. Honxrno. A snaemt, xapromxa xpaxmantnax, ona enax. H xpycrnr nemnoro. 3rn noe comnnct na cnoe reme, cynrt mne rpyno, no no nce nepoxrnocrn, nm no-cnoemy myunrentno. B xamepe, ocryxenno no npemx nporynxn, cranonnrcx xapxo, cnona yxora necrepnnmax. , naxonen, pemnncx cenart, xax pyrne: cnoxnn n rononax nantro, nnxax, pyamxy n ocrancx n pmxax n n maxe. Mne uro-ro ne cnnrcx na napax. Hoomen x crony, nonepnyncx x nepn n samaran no ysxomy npoxoy mexy nap. nnramct nsa n nnepe, or napamn x crony, or crona x napame nocemt maron rya, nocemt oparno. Ha xoy ornxtnamct: yne nnn, n nce npoe cmorpxr na menx. Kax-ro ne no cee. Boctmo mar, x nonopaunnam x napame, n x ne rontxo nocemt n nn canrnmerpa ontme, n onxrt nocemt x crony, n onxrt x napame. A non nexnr Konparten. Kaxoe y nero nnno? Otxnonennoe nnno: noacrt, ontmne rnasa, nospn mnpoxne, ryno noc. V xoro-ro unran, uro ryno noc npnsnax npocrort n onepunnocrn. Hyuxon ronopnr: nx menx na nepnom mecre renept raxne, xax Konparten: ne noponnr n cnntnte nnunocrn. Kax nce npocro n xax uyonnmno nepenyrano! Bocemt maron x crony. A renept oparno x napame. Cnonno ns-no semnn ntpoc ronentxn, nenentxn napenex. Btnes ns-no nap, ornxtnaercx: 3ro utn ranomn, ronapnmn?.. He namn? Touxa onopt
67 Mon. nx naeny? Haena. A +rn noe o oypennx nce eme cmaxymr: Tt uyemt?.. Bxycno!.. O, +ro pyroe eno, no coyc. ropunna onxna trt cnaxax. Bpyr orxptnact nept. Kax, ouennno, sect tnaer, xenyxn yuyxnn npemx: noxnnxercx auox c yxnnom. Mrnonenno nocxounn cnoprcmen Bonox, maxnyn mne pyxo, n mt noramnnn c nnm auox x crony. Onnoxo cnnr y crona crapnuox Heonn Mnxanonnu. On nornxen na menx n sarpxc eno ronono: . x nonnnyct nonnnyct. Pxom c nnm y xpax crona cnoono. Te, xro nnxe x oxny, pasmemamrcx yxnnart sa cronom. cen nosne Heonna Mnxanonnua. Hepeo mno nocrannnn mncxy ueuennnt. Cen uepnauox ueuennnt nor n nect yxnn. Heonn Mnxanonnu, nomonxct, nocmorpen na menx n nporxnyn xycouex enoro xnea c nyxonnne: He nstmnre. a uro nt, Heonn Mnxanonnu? Her, pyxox, x onxyct. 3a nnnntm cronom yxnnamr uenonex nanart, c xoroptmn x noxa eme ne snaxom. Hexoropte ns nnx, nerxo cnpannnmnct c ueuennne, ononnnrentno saxyctnamr, ocran ns xopmymex cnon cxpomnte npnnact. Hanpornn cnnr yrpmmt Ttnrnn. Menenno ecr nxycnemym ueuennny. Ha cexyny nonxn rnasa, nocmorpen na menx n cnona naxnonnncx x mncxe. Kpyrnonnnt narono ocrpnxennt no mamnnxy uenonex, paccrernyn nopor xomcocrancxo raapnnono rnmnacrepxn, nonepnyncx x cnxmemy pxom c nnm Ttnrnny: Cnyma, raxoro xamcrna x or nero ne oxnan. Moxer, x ne nonnmam?.. Ttnrnn axe ne nonxn ronont, nenosmyrnmo monunr. Monunmt? 3ro rno pyr, xecrxo ntronopnn Ttnrnn. Hanen Iontmren 68 He ronopn, opoymno paccmexncx xpyrnonnnt noennt, on menx ne satn. Emy no noxort cynyn xnnonarym pyxy ero coce, roparentxn co cmopmenntm, yro nnauymnm nnnom: Hpo xoro, Bacnnt Bacnntnu? Bacnnn Bacnntennu ornxnyncx na nero: , Erop Anexceennu, nmem sy na cnoero resxy Bacnnnx Bacnntennua Vntpnxa. 3naemt raxoro? Haxoxnnncx Erop Anexceennu: Eme t ne snart. Kax xe. Ecnn yere cnymart, mory nx namero pasnnrnx ony ncropnm paccxasart. Banx, ronopn. nam npo Konrmxa. Hooxn, rt o nem uro-nnyt snaemt? A xax xe, npoe ennncx c roo? 3opono xnnemt!.. Kora?.. Hano. Tt xe snaemt, Bacnnt Bacnntennu, uro y menx nonyunnoct: nepectnxa, norom He]oprono. 3ro snaemt, xora tno? Hauano nmnx, anrycr, cenrxpt. A mt c nnm. Tyr npyr Erop Anexceennu, ne oxonunn ]past, sannyncx, nocmorpen no croponam, noxocnncx na Heonna Mnxanonnua, na menx, oronnnyn nycrym mncxy: Vurnre, nenerxn uenonex. Inannoe, nnuero mne ne cxasan, noxa x cam ne narnxencx. Kax +ro nastnaercx, Bacnnt Bacnntnu? Opnrnnan. Hy, a, opnrnnan. Bor n rom-ro n eno. A norom rax: nout onpamnnamr, uepes nect nosnonounnx xanyxamn npoyrcx, a no paccner npnramar ero na pyxax enam emy npnmouxn, a on: 3ro ne Crannn, +ro xro-ro pyro, a x emy: eno name, uyno ronopnre, a Konrmx cnoe, a x: Kro xe?, a on: He snam, Erop, rt rax ne cmorpn, rt nomn cam., a x emy: Ho-namemy mt nnort? a on: He snam. Bor xaxax xncrx!.. Tt noyma, c raxnm xpyrosopom? Tax n ronopnr: Tt nomn cam. Btxonr eno: noxnnn noontme, ysnaemt noontme. Ho onxen nam cxasart: epxancx xpapo, a x onro cepnrtcx ne mory. Vurnre, Touxa onopt
69 ronopm, x na nac ne cepxyct, a on: He cepnct, Erop Anexceennu. Cmorpm na nero, nomoram ronapnmy, ny, nnxy, xax on crpaaer, n y menx na cepne nexopomo, rax nexopomo, Bacnnt Bacnntnu! A uero, cocrnenno ronopx? V nac n Hnrepe nocne cmeprn Mnpontua narnxencx n n Fontmom ome, n n Kpecrax. A cxontxo nsxnn namero para xaponoro n c Hyrnnonna, n c pyrnx mecr. Ho net rt noyma, Konrmx!.. Bpoe uanaena, a, Bacnnt Bacnntnu? A uro x, crynnn t n ero. 3x-xe-xe, nsoxnyn nnrepcxn paoun, ntxonr, xoro cnno, xoro xax. nanenn, par, nopxxn. 3x, nonnnant! Hy, a Konrmx, a Vntpnx-ro xax xe? nnnncx n paccxasunxa xpyrnonnnt Bacnnn Bacnntennu. 3aepran ronono nnrepcxn paoun: Cnyma, Bacnnt Bacnntnu, cnyma!.. Hao x oxnrt o raxo xnsnn. Io yrmxnnn n naxonen ntyrmxnnn, a xora +ro cnyunnoct, on mne nnuero ne cxasan. npemx npnmno nocne noenno xonnernn npnnenn oparno n xamepy xo mne, onxrt cnena cyta. Cnnm, eme monunm, ynnnxmct: monunr, ne ronopnr, n nce, a x ne mory cmorpert na nero: myuaercx uenonex. ronopm emy nanpxmnx, pyccxnm xstxom: 3x, epena nomt, snaemt uro, mnnt uenonex? Xnarnr! Or cnoero para nnrepna ranmtcx? A on onxrt nanart nxrt monunr, n x roxe monuy, a norom nocmorpen na menx: , ronopnr, ne yy ronopnrt, x ne mory. Hy, x nnpnrtx: Hy, uro rt, mnnt uenonex, noennct eo, nerue yer. Bet +rax nentsx nnyrpn cex epxart. A on monuan monuan n nce-raxn ne ntepxan: Cnomann menx, Erop, nepecran trt camnm coo, Konrmxom. Tyr ncex, cnymanmnx nnrepna, rax n oano: xro xenan, nepecran xenart, Ttnrnn n ror ntnyunn rnasa, a Bacnnn Bacnntennu cxnarnn Eropa sa pyxy: Kax +ro nepecran trt camnm coo? Hanen Iontmren 70 Tt nomn, Bacnnn Bacnntennu, npoe nonncan on na cex, uro on ne Konrmx. He moxer trt! nocxnnxnyn xpyrnonnnt noennt, ecnn rax, ro nocne +roro na cnere xnrt ne nao. Hocro, cxpnnnncx nnrepcxn paoun, rt yx menx npocrn, ronapnm anton, +ro eno ceptesnoe. Hy, ny, rax uro xe? 3ro eno ceptesnoe, rt nymacx, ana paccmarpnnart. Hocmorpen t, xax rt nocrynnn na ero mecre. Manentxo nao noymart, nepno? Hy, ne snam, ne sapexamct, Erop, ne sapexamct. a, ecrnnrentno, xax-ro ouent nce crpanno. Bor n rom-ro n eno: ov+ami uaoo o :e.oeere, ov+ami uaoo, :mo :e.oeer eope u+eem maroe. rax ymam, rono ]nnoco]ne ne nostmemt. Bor xora eno o cya omno, ax sarpxcno ero necuacrnoro. 3ro ne onnmemt. Onn uro cenann? cynnn ero ryr xe, n He]oproncxo rmptme. ecrt raxo nropo xanner, ryr ree n xonpt, n xoxant nnan. uro x, npnmnoct na rom nnane n mne nonexart, ncm cnnny nsopann. nor ryr ero n cynnn. Hpnexann cytn, nocmorpen Konrmx: Vx rt, ncrpeua craptx pyse: npecearent noenno xonnernn Vntpnx. Bpoe n Ipaxancxym tnn c nnm nmecre, nnn snann pyr pyra, ponno noenann, yx ne nomnm. H nor nauann cynrt. Vntpnx enaer nn, uro ne ysnaer. a n ro, nenerxo ysnart. Kro snan? rnyoxn- npernyoxn crapnx cronr, a moxer, npnrnopxncx, uro ne ysnaer, rontxo on na nero nocmorpen n ronopnr: Ecrt y nac uro-nnyt x cyy? a nerenapnt repo n orneuaer: Tontxo ono cxaxn, Bacnnt Bacnntennu, Konrmx x nnn ne Konrmx? Bor ryr, snaunr, conecrt Vntpnxa n saena: nomenrancx c unenamn cya n oxnnn: Cy yanxercx na conemanne. Hy, yannncx, n Konrmxa yannnn, n xonnepr, snaunr saxnonnynn. A ram, uro mne nam paccxastnart nn crart, nn cecrt. H onxrt-raxn npecrannrt cee nonoxenne uenonexa onosopennoro. Hy, sanoxr oparno no nropo xanner, a n xannere cexperapt n ontme nnxoro. 3aunrtnamr pemenne xonnernn eno ornpannrt na nepecnecrnne. 3x-xe-xe, nce nanono. Touxa onopt
71 Tonapnmn, mnnyrouxy rnme! uro raxoe, a-a? Btstnamr, xro na yxny I. Tyr pasom nce npnrnxnn. Or nepn Inatxo mne pyxo mamer. x nepn. 3naxomax romnora nocrynaer. uamnnnx?.. Hmx, oruecrno?.. Io poxennx?.. Coepnrect cnerxa. H nor yxe na xoy nanxnnnam na cex pyamxy, poxamnmn pyxamn n nnxax ne nonaam. Crapnx Hyuxon na pyamxe nyronxn sacrernnaer: Tax nt roro, ne poere, no ncxxom cnyuae, ne repxre rouxy onopt. Cyernrcx oxono menx n manentxn Ocrponcxn, ynennncx sa pyxy: Moxere mne nonepnrt, ooercx, ne For necrt uro. Bor nept pacnaxnynact. B nepxx xopnopnt: Ioron? Ioron! Btxon. Btxoxy. Kopnopnt norxnyn sa pyxy, xpenxo cxnarnn sa nanxant. Hacxopo omynan, oepnyncx x pasnoxmnm: 3anpare! Pasnoxmne noxnarnnn menx no pyxn, n raxnm opasom x onxrt samaran no xonpontm xpacno-senentm opoxxam x cnecrnennomy xopnycy. Hpoxon. Canct, nor ryr. Herenanr Korenxon rxnyn nantnem na cryn y nepe. Kypnrt xouemt? Her, ne xouy. On oronnnyn xaxne-ro ymarn, ncmarpnnaercx n menx, noxocnncx na xapanam, nonepren ero n sacryuan no crony. Hy, rax uro xe nam enart antme c roo? ne mory nonxrt nac, ecrnnrentno ne mory. Hmt rt! Knenerart na cex ne crany. Korenxon orpocnn xapanam. Hanen Iontmren 72 A. a, xonrpa! .ycnenn rat opaorart, sanpannnn mosrn. xro nonnan? Hnxro. Cnyma, x net rax noxa, no-xopomemy. Fyemt ronopnrt, ner? uro ronopnrt? Hy rax, noronopnm eme. Cntmnmt, xonrpa! (Korenxon yxnarnncx pyxamn sa cron) .xoren ree opa opa ne nonnmaemt. Onacxaem, cnonout! 3ro yt noxoen. Bpyr on cxnarnncx sa maccnnnoe npecc-nante. V.y.ra. xaxax xapx! nenontno npnrnyn ronony, sacnonnncx pyxamn. Hy, ny, nponopuan Korenxon, ycaxnnaxct cnona n xpecno, x rex onacxan t, no sect nentsx. Bor on ntnpxmnncx n xpecne, n raxoe nnno cenan, c ynnnennem cmorpnr na menx: 3. +, uero rt paccencx? A ny-xa, ncrart! Ceuac ynnnm, xaxax rt nrnna. A ny, n yron! Pyxn no mnam!.. Bor rax, uacnxon nxrt nocronmt ymne cranemt. Hn cnona ne npornnopeua, cran n yron, cnnno x nemy, cntmy, xax on cnxn rene]onnym rpyxy, nanpaer ue-ro nomep: Bnanmnp 3axaponnu? Korenxon ronopnr. a. a. a. Onn ram nnrepecymrcx, uro enart?.. uro?.. Her, x oxcnnrt ne mory. a. Bt yere y cex? Ara, xopomo. a. a, npnnenn, a on y menx, a, xopomo. nam nosnonm, a. Honoxnn rpyxy. Hponopuan uro-ro. uem xe nce +ro xonunrcx? Hy, npocro nao ntrepnert: onn, na, rpn, uertpe, nxrt, mecrt, cemt, nocemt. Tt uro ram menuemt? Monnmtcx?.. Monnct, monnct! Tnnnunt anrnconerunx! Moxer, cxasart emy ono ]paso, uro nce +ro noxt? Hnn eme npome: nnuero ne ronopnrt? Honepnnct! Korenxon saapaannn nantnamn no crony. Honopaunnamct. On cmorpnr na menx n ynop, ne mnrax. Inasnte menn pacmnpnnnct, nocnanennte rnasa Touxa onopt
73 nannramrcx na menx, yro rnnnornsnpyx, npnorxptnnct syt: Hany n Heny snaemt? Hany n Heny? a, Hany n Heny? 3nam. uro, mepsanen, ree +roro neocrarouno? Hpo uro +ro nt? Tt ne moxemt nonxrt?.. Cnyma, xonua xpyrnrt mosrn npo uro. Hmt, xpncrocnx! . Hpo uro +ro? ree nor uro cxaxy: mt noxa rax c roo, no-xopomemy, nonnmaemt? uro nt xornre or menx? Hany n Heny snaemt? a, cnerxa. Cnerxa, ronopnmt? a, cnerxa. Hy, xopomo, a snaxom anno? C rpnnart mecroro roa. Kax xe nt nosnaxomnnnct? uepes moero orna. Bor +ro x nonnmam, ny, ny, antme. uro antme? Hy, poct, rt xe ymnt, a xax samopoxennt rxnemt pesnny. Hy, ny, o orne. uro o orne? Paccxaxn, xax on rex nosnaxomnn c arenramn xnoncxo pasnexn, xax onn rex saneponann. a rt ne nonnycx. Korenxon orxnnyncx na cnnnxy xpecna n nocmorpen na uact: Hy, xopomo, nonnmam, rpyno cpasy. Hoyma, npemx ecrt. am nxrt mnnyr. Tt uro-ro xouemt cxasart?.. ner?.. Hy, yma, yma. Fontmo nonocaro pyxo nonnnyn x cee cronxy ymarn n uro-ro cran ntuepunnart xapanamom. Ho nor cnona nocmorpen na menx: Hy, xax?.. Hopa t yxe, a?.. Hanen Iontmren 74 uro nopa? He snaemt, ycmexnyncx Korenxon, neoct, rpyno npnsnanartcx, poocnonnax nexopomax, a? B uem npnsnanartcx?.. Bet +ro nce ne rax. A xax? Bt, xax x nonnmam, xornre, urot x cxasan, uro oren mo mnnon? Bor-nor. Cmexaemt? Bac nnrepecyer, xro raxne Hana n Hena? Hmenno, oopnrentno noxnarnn Korenxon. rontxo ono snam, uro onn npnexann ns Xapnna na roa nasa, nocne npoaxn KBX. Hena yunncx no xnaccy cxpnnxn y moero orna, a Hana no xnaccy poxnx y xent orna. Hooxn! nepenn Korenxon, ne nomy, +ro uro?.. On y rex nropo pas xennncx? Bam xe o orne onxno trt ontme moero nsnecrno, nt xe nce snaere. C nanart mecroro roa y nero nonax cemtx. Hy, xopomo, oronapnna npo ro. uro oronapnnart? Fonmtcx cenart xaxym-nnyt npomamxy?.. Tax snaunr, ronopnmt, mnnont?.. Ony cexyny. Korenxon naxnonnncx x crony n cran uro-ro sannctnart, no nor on cnona nonxn ronony: Hy, antme? uro antme? Cnyma, rax mt nnxora ne xonunm. Xouemt, x ree am coner? poct ypaxa nanxrt!.. Ha+ nopv:euo oo.iuoe eocvoapcmeeuuoe oe.o. Ho+oeu ua+, u +i c+ore+ oo.ee:umi meo no.oreuue. Tar rar, uac:m no+o:i ua+? 3ro nenosmoxno, rpaxannn cneonarent. Hnn, nt ymaere, x comen c yma, xnenerart na orna, na cex? Bor nnnmt, xaxax rt cnonout! Kro xe sacrannxer rex xnenerart? On sacryuan norrxmn o cron, npyr noxort ero cocxontsnyn, on naxnonnncx, ntnnnyn onn ns xmnxon nnctmennoro crona, ntnyn orrya xaxym-ro ymary: Touxa onopt
75 Hy, xopomo, noon cma, nnxe, nnxe. Bor, unra. uyrt ne cnorxnyncx o xonpnx, nsxn poxamnmn pyxamn ymary. Ha o]nnnantnom nanxe rnnorpa]cxnm mpn]rom xpynno: Mepa npeceuennx. Hnxe yxe mamnnxo: mox ]amnnnx, nmx, oruecrno, ro poxennx, mecro poxennx, nannonantnocrt. Eme nnxe: nxrtecxr noctmax crartx, nynxrt mecro, noctmo, ecxrt, onnnanart. Bnnsy nonnct nauantnnxa orena, nnnsy coxy cnnnm xapanamom: cornacen npoxypop, cnepxy: yrnepxam, senentm xapanamom: cornacen npoxypop, cnepxy: yrnepxam, senentm xapanamom sam. napxoma nnyrpennnx en. Herenanr Korenxon, npnncran, sarnxnyn n mon rnasa: Hy, uro? ne nonnmam, sauem nce +ro? 3ro pe xaxo-ro. Bt xe camn npexpacno nce snaere. Fontme nnuero ne cxaxemt? cnpocnn on rnxo. Her, nnuero. On omaxnyn nepo n nporxnyn mne pyuxy. Tora nonnctna. +roro ne yy nonnctnart. Bpyr crpannoe eno nerenanr Korenxon nonoxnn pyxy mne na nneuo: uro, pacronxonart ree? 3ra xe nonnct nn x uemy ne oxstnaer. Hpocro nonnmemt, uro x rex osnaxomnn c npenapnrentntm onnnennem... Hy?.. Hy, uero xe rt? Tax sauem xe nonnctnart, ecnn x ne cornacen. Korenxon nonoxnn na cron pyuxy, nsxn y menx ymary n ee nonoxnn na cron, npncen n xpecno. Bpyr saroponnncx: Mt xe yem c roo eme paorart nporoxon onpoca cocrannxrt, a +ro npocrax ]opmantnocrt (on nonepren n pyxax mepy npeceuennx). +ro xe eme nnuero ne snaunr. Kax?.. Bt ronopnre, uro +ro ne oxasarentcrno nnnt? Hy, a, rouno. Bor, renept xcno? 3ro rax nycro snyx, ]opmantnocrt. Kax xe nt moxere rora nnmart cnoot? Hanen Iontmren 76 A y nac raxo mero, orxnnyncx Korenxon na cnnnxy xpecna, npxmo epem n nce. Kax xe +ro rax? A rax, npnmypnn on rnas. Bpyr uro-ro pornyno, nnno conepmenno nepexocnnoct: Cnonout! Crart n yron! Ia, n yron! Bsepomnnnct nonoct, nanncnn na nnsxnm nom. nanpannncx n yron, cran, saxptnan rnasa. uro xe +ro raxoe?.. Tt!.. He menennrtcx!.. uero rpxcemtcx? Cro cmnpno. Bor nnuero on co mno ne noenaer, pemnrentno nnuero! Kora tno nnauane tno crpamno, a renept yxe npoe ne rax. A net uyncrnonanoct uro-ro ne ro. H uyrt ne xaxt ent! Kaxoe ecrt npenoxenne?.. Kro nosepxancx?.. Her nosepxanmnxcx. A net xora c Meepxontom, ne nosepxancx? A ecnn t xocnynoct mamt, xn? A c Maxxoncxnm? rora npxmo ns mxont yexan x nemy. Taxo nn y nero y meprnoro tn cocpeorouennt, a ryt ercxne, opte. Tonapnmn namn ns pnrat crapamrcx +ry ntcranxy nponnnyrt, sa uro x nm ecxoneuno naroapen! Fpnraa unraer crnxn, n x roxe unran. A Antepr Hennapn cnen n sacrenxe y Mycconnnn, a renept cnnr sect. Ho on ne xax nce, y nero xe nporest nmecro nor. A ona namna cee xaxanx. Ho Antepr xe tn e xax myx? ne morna c nnm xnrt, on es nyx nor. M-m-a! Ha ncm nout sapxnnnct? cnpocnn ue-ro snaxomt ronoc. 3annranoct xpecno. Haxan, xaxnx mano, ronapnm xannran! Cnn, cnn, nepenn mxrxn acox xannrana. Vnaxaemt! (+ro ouennno xo mne) tno t nennoxo, ecnn t nt nonepnynnct. Honopaunnamct. 3naxomt yxe mne no Hyxnxe xannran rocesonacnocrn cmorpnr na menx npnmypenntmn rnasxamn. On nect oxpyrnt, ronona ntpnrax, posonax. Bpyr nonepnyn ronony x Korenxy: Touxa onopt
77 A uro? On mne npannrcx, xpapt napent! Korenxon noxocnncx, sannran ponxmn. Kannran cnona xo mne: uro y nac n xamepe, recnonaro? Tecno! a, a. K necuacrtm, ne paccunrtnann na raxoe xonnuecrno. Boome esopasne, ecronxonmnna. Horxnyncx n xapman, ntnyn noprcnrap. Kypnre? Cnacno, ne xouercx. uro x, npexpacno, saxypnn roncrt Kasex, sarxnyncx, ntnycrnn tm. Hpexpacno. Bt nce npemx, ynaxaemt, na noronox rnxenn. Hy, paccxaxnre, nam npannrcx sect? Bt oparnre nnnmanne na noronox. ner, xopomo cenann, cxpomno, n pemerxy raxym cxpomnym, xpenxym. Her, nce-raxn nnuero, npana?.. a, nnuero. Vntancx n npyr ntrnnno rnxnyn na menx: A nor uem oxcnnrt name monuanne? A uro ronopnrt, rpaxannn xannran? B uem npnsnanartcx? nn n uem ne nnnonar. Tax, rax, saxnnan ronono xannran. K coxanennm, ne mory nopaonart; yntrnmarnnnocrt c name cropont conepmenno nenpannntnax. Ouent axe rnyno, nexopomo. Ec.u epae ue coamc eeo vuu:moramm. On nonnnyncx concem nnnornym xo mne: Ec.u epae ue coamc, eeo v-uu-:mo-ra-mm, npomuv. ou c v.ioro. Bt nmnre Ioptxoro? ne xoren t orneuart na nam nonpoc, rpaxannn xannran. Hpocrnre sa necxpomnocrt, +ro nouemy xe rax? Ioptxn ryr ne npnuem, rpaxannn xannran. Cmorpn, xax ontmo ronxyer, nomnrnyn xannran, ornxnynmnct na Korenxona. Xonono noxocnncx na menx: Hy, uro x, nenm nocanrt n xapnep. Hanen Iontmren 78 Kpyro nonepnyncx x crony, sarymnn n nenentnnne nannpocy, nporxnyn pyxy x xnonxe snonxa. B ry xe cexyny pacnaxnynact nept. Ha nopore ntrxnyncx pasnoxmn. Vnenre apecronannoro, maxnyn pyxo xannran. Pasnoxmn ntnen menx n necrnmnt, nonen x cronnxy. 3a cronnxom crapmnna. Bex y crapmnnt neotxnonenno xoporxax n no+romy, xaxercx, yro npoonronarax ero ronona ntpocna npxmo ns rynonnma. Crapmnna nocmorpen na menx, omaxnyn nepo n nporxnyn mne: Cmorpn, nor sect. Ha cronnxe roncrax pacxptrax pasrpa]nennax xnnra. Mexy rpa]amn ]amnnnn. Crapmnna naxptn +rn ]amnnnn n mecro nx pocnncn. Bor sect. npemx ntxoa na onpoc, nor sect npemx oxonuannx. pacnnmnct. Pacnncancx. Hy, nor n nce. Pasnoxmn noxnarnn no pyxy. Tyr xe noocnen n pyro pasnoxmn. Xnonnyna xopnopnax nept, rponynnct n nyrt. Pacxptnamrcx nepn, pasnoxmne nomnnyrno npncnymnnamrcx, npeynpexamme menxamr nantnamn n xnonamr xnmuamn no npxxxam. Bor nonepnynn nneno, crann nonnmartcx no necrnnne, onxrt xopnopt. Ho nor nxrtecxr uerneprax xamepa. Pacrnopnnact nept. Kamepa noutm cnnr cnnr cxpmunnmaxcx, nnno x nnny, ox x oxy. Hpocontnamct n x na cnoe mecro. *** Hpoxoxr nn, na ncxoe noxpt, a cnnra nnxaxoro. Hao oxnart xyoro, a xemt nyumero. ent sa nem noem, onpanxa, naxa xnea, na xycouxa caxapy, xnnxrox, ntaua xanent, nopomxon, ranerox, uepnax cyny, uepnax xamn, neuepnxx onpanxa, oro, con, noem. Hayunncx mtrt nnnrount non o conepmenno ennsnt, panrt napamn o necxa, ocoenno mente xontna noxpyr napam. Touxa onopt
79 Bcxxn ent nocne yrpennero uaennrnx unram xnnrn. Knnr mnoro, n menxmr nx pas n ecxrt ne. Hemano ns nnuntx, xon]ncxonanntx nnnorex. Honaamrcx c nnnnnanamn: K.P. ne ro Kapn Paex, a moxer trt Koncranrnn Pomanon. C nsymnennem nepeunran Hyremecrnne Iynnnnepa n crpany nnnnnyron. Heneceno. A nor eme Hcropnx ]pannyscxo penonmnnn Mente. unraemt n naunnaemt nonnmart, uro opoerenn Poecntepa, Mapara, Cen- Xmcra, nx uecronmne, nx ]anarnsm ree renept ne no nxycy. a, sect axaemnx, nn c uem ne cpannnmax. Konparten noconeronan nepeunrart Bocxpecenne Toncroro. Hepeunran c orpomntm nnrepecom. O penonmnnonepax ram cxasano, uro +ro tnn ne cnnomnte snoen, xax nx npecrannxnn cee onn, n ne cnnomnte repon, xaxnmn cunrann nx pyrne, a tnn otxnonennte nmn, mexy xoroptmn tnn, xax n nese, xopomne n ypnte, n cpenne nmn, cranmne penonmnnonepamn noromy, uro ncxpenne cunrann cex oxsanntmn oportcx c cymecrnymmnm snom; no tnn n raxne, xoropte nspann +ry exrentnocrt ns +roncrnuecxnx, rmecnanntx mornnon; oo.iuuucmeo re oi.o npue.e:euo r peeo.muu re.auue+ onacuocmu, pucra, uac.aroeuue+ uepi ceoem rusuim, uyncrnamn, cnocrnenntmn camo otxnonenno +neprnuecxo monoexn. Pasnnune nx or otxnonenntx nme, n n nx nontsy, cocroxno n rom, uro rpeonannx npancrnennocrn cpen nnx tnn ntme rex, xoropte tnn npnnxrt n xpyry otxnonenntx nme. Cpen nnx cunranoct oxsarentntm ne rontxo nosepxanne, cyponocrt xnsnn, npannnocrt, ecxoptcrne, no n roronnocrt xeprnonart ncem, axe cnoe xnsntm, nx omero nara. H noromy re ns nme, xoropte tnn ntme cpenero yponnx, tnn ropaso ntme ero, npecrannxnn ns cex opasen pexo npancrnenno ntcort; me re, romopie oi.u uure cpeoueeo vpoeu, oi.u eopasoo uure eeo, npeocmae..u us ceo :acmo .moe uenpaeoueix, npumeopmuuxc, u e+ecme c me+ ca+oveepeuuix u eopoix. Haunnaercx c +roro, a xonuaercx? Hanen Iontmren 80 Iopoiu rar-mo corpauaem ux oo uu:morecmea. H ecru pas. Mi ece e.ou+ e Hano.eoui. Kcrarn, sa +ro npemx ycnen nepepartcx or napamn nnxe x oxny, n y menx nont coce tnmn mopcxo pasneunx Cnnpnenxo. Vunm c nnm na namxrt Onernna. Btyunn yxe nepnym rnany. Mne camomy cpasy ne ocnnnrt, no Cnnpnenxo nenpexnonen. Or npemenn o npemenn re- nnyt n yrny nnn sa ysxnm epenxnntm cronom nonnmaercx xaxo-nno naxnt nonpoc, arpapnt nnn xaxo-nnyt pyro. Kro-ro saan nonpoc, pyrne oxnamr ornera, naspenaer ncxyccnx. xoren t, urot nt pasxcnnnn nam. Hy, npocrnre, ne nepennare menx. eme pas ronopm: n +rom nanpannennn tno mnoro pasronopon, nyxno tno nonnmart rxxenym nnycrpnm, nx +roro tnn cosant peantnte nosmoxnocrn. Ho ner ncnnnnnnt, ner nopxxa. V nac ouent mnoro nenopxxa. Bor uenonex naxan cee semnm, a xnsnt ontmoe n ceptesnoe eno. Mne npecrannxercx, uro Bannnon npan. Co nce xonxpernocrtm ncrann nonpoct xpynnoro cnennannsnponannoro centcxoxosxcrnennoro nponsnocrna. Mt pacxptnaem sect onee rnyoxne nponemt: nponemt nnanonoro rocyapcrnennoro paonnponannx centcxoro xosxcrna, nponemt rocyapcrnenno oprannsannn copronoro cemenonocrna, macconoro nneennx nontx xyntryp. Bor uro pacronxyre mne. eme pas npomy ne nepennart menx. Bt nce snaere rouxy spennx Bannnona. Bor n cunrare: ceuac nponsomnn xopennte nsmenennx: mt rontxo uro npncrynnnn x pasnnrnm sepnontx ]apnx n mrnonenno nosnnxnn nonpoct, na xoropte ne aer ornera conpemennt yponent namnx centcxoxosxcrnenntx snann. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, mt onxnt snart, uro xaxym t orpacnt mt nn nsxnn, yt ro sepnonoe xosxcrno, xnnornonocrno, xnonxonocrno, xyntrypa pnca nnn cyrponnuecxnx pacrenn, oprannsannx optt c npenrenxmn none, nx nac xcno, uro npnxocnonenne x nnm n mnpoxom macmrae onapyxnno necoornercrnne namnx snann n sanpocon ceronxmnero nx. Touxa onopt
81 Kax mne nsnecrno, ns ro xe samerxn Bannnona, 94 nponenra nce reppnropnn name crpant naxonrcx nne semneennx. Vxe n nnxamee nxrnnerne mt onxnt onecrn xyntrypnym nnomat nmecro cra nxrnecxrn mnnnnonon ra o nyxcor nanarn. Onaxo, mt ne snaem, xya nanonee npannntno nanpannrt nnnmanne. Ax nt, mon xopomne! Hocnymaemt nac, cepne payercx. H sauem rontxo nac nocannn. uyeca, npano, uyeca! Ho nor nononsaer neuep, n npyr xnonaer nept. Cnona x Korenxony. Tepsaer o yrpa, rxner cnom nyy. Hoxa nouemy-ro nosepxnnaercx or onee cnntntx cpecrn, no n nyy ne ncxxn onro ntepxnnaer. Htrnnnt nemoprammn xorenxoncxn rnas. Horom nenym nout n yrny. Hao croxrt npxmo n nenonnxno. 3ro nastnaercx croxrt na xonneep. A Korenxon cosepnaer mom cnnny, n npyr co cnnpenocrtm naxntnaercx co cnoe nyo. B yrny moxno oo mnorom ymart, a noome nyno. Ho nce-raxn sa +ro npemx x xaxercx, xoe-uemy nayunncx. Hocne neuepnero uepnauxa xamn cnnm y crona n cnymaem ncenonnmammero, ncesnammero Hnanona-Pasymnnxa. 3anexn nocnomnnann: Camoro Ieoprnx Banenrnnonnua Hnexanona nastnan Fpexanontm. Tyr xe, xoneuno, pasropaercx cnop. H ryr xo ncemy npouemy Pasymnnx Bacnntennu nonropxer cnom nexnnm, npounrannym nm ponno rpnnart ner romy nasa n Herepypre n sane Tennmencxoro yunnnma. Tema nexnnn: Heonn Anpeen nonpoc o cmtcne xnsnn n conpemenno pyccxo nnreparype. Ptnox xya-ro n npomnoe. H Pasymnnx Bacnntennu, npnnanxct x napam, orxamnxncx: Hrax, ecnn ueop Connory c yxacom ocranannnnaercx nepe nponemo xnsnn c ee nepnononmnno, a Hen Becron ne n cnnax tn mnpnrtcx c ]axrom neoxonmocrn xnsnn n cmeprn, ro Heonn Anpeen c myunrentntm crpaxom n oruaxnntm yxacom ocranannnnaercx nepe nponemo cmeprn. Hnxro ns +rnx rponx ne mor narn rouxn onopt n rom nnn nnom pemennn: nce onn nyxann n ecxoneunom ncxannn n crpaannn. Hanen Iontmren 82 V camoro xe Pasymnnxa Bacnntennua raxo ron, uro nmenno on-ro n ecrt ror uenonex, xoropt, c rpyom, npana, no otn nce-raxn ocnonnym ncrnny. A onaxt cnymann mt orna pyccxo mnxpononornn axaemnxa Hacona. Mne xax-ro rocxnnno cenanoct, xora x npecrannn cee, xaxono tno rnxomy crapnuxy n cnecrnennom xopnyce. Monounxn, npnronrtnax noramn, pnann n xnouxn pyxonncn yuenoro, a norom nocannn craporo uenonexa na mxa] n xapxann emy n nnno. H on nocne +roro nanncan, uro sannmancx npenrentcrnom, roronnn orpannenne nooxpannnnm Conercxoro Comsa. H nor mt recno cnnnynnct x nemy n cnymaem nexnnm no mnxpononornn. 3ror uenonex ncm xnsnt nposannmancx cnoe nayxo, nourn nent nex npomtcnnn o ornneuenntx npnunnax n cnecrnnxx n, ouennno, mentme ncero snan, uro raxoe xnsnt. He snaer n renept. A npo]eccop Capxncxn na cno na snaer. On nect ntcox or uaxorxn, nce npemx xamnxer, no raxo on xnno, raxo enonnrt; n ntcme crenenn c npaxrnuecxo cxnaxo. Hanpnmep, nyx, uecnox, caxap, xon]ert- noymeuxn net nce +ro ntamr n nanouxe onrom, onnm necom na ncm xamepy. H rora npo]eccop Capxncxn moer pyxn na napame, rmarentno npornpaer ouxn n ennr na xaxoro n nmom nece c ncxnmunrentno rounocrtm. uro nt enann o penonmnnn? cnpamnnam x ero. H on paccxastnaer o cnoe paore na Faxnncxnx ne]renpomtcnax: uro nam cxasart? Bce npamanoct cnonm uepeom. partx Honnt, Monramen n axe Tarnen. Houemy axe? Hyume t nt menx ne cnpamnnann. Bt yx camn coopasnre. Ouennno, npo]eccop ne n yxe, a xora on n yxe, oxorno pacronxyer nce noponemnm opasom. A rocxa ne npoxonr. Ona xax-ro sacena rnyoxo. a uro noenart? Hnuero! Hoymaemt, nounraemt, nonexnmt n onxrt xoro- nnyt nocnymaemt. Cnnr na napax napropr sanoa Tpeyrontnnx Bonxon n mnapnr napacnen no namxrn Touxa onopt
83 uantrnncxoro Pasnna Crenana, mnapnr rexcryantno, cnono n cnono. Hnno y nero, xax y npyenencxoro emona. Bor ocranonnncx, noopan ornente xocmt, ronony cnecnn, rxxeno nsoxnyn: Komy xaxoe eno, xax nce tno. Kax-nnyt n pyro pas ocxaxy. A n xpyry cnymarene, npnnonxnmnct na noxre, nrnxtnaercx n napropra Bonxona nonxpnnx Bontn: nnno crporoe, nnante mexn, mtcox ceemmnx nonoc, noopoox cnerxa ntaercx. Kaxercx, n cnoe npemx tn ne ro nauantnnxom, ne ro samecrnrenem nauantnnxa Inancenmopnyrn. Monuyn. Cnona nnmnero or nero ne ycntmnmt. To nn eno crapnx Hyuxon-Fespont. He acr yx nepenecrn nce nonte n nonte ]axrt: A renept cxaxnre, cntmann npo npo]eccopa Hnernena? cnpamnnaer on menx. Kax xe x mor ne cntmart?.. unran crenorpa]nuecxn oruer nponecca, a sa ro nnn na o +roro crartm npo]eccop cancr. Hy, yx yxn!.. Bannmt!.. 3naem, uro sa cancr. Inycnax nncnnyannx!.. Moxno nanncart uepr snaer uro, nmym ]nrnm. Bt xe npecrantre: rpyn xycan, a?.. Vmpemt npxmo! A uro nt or +rnx mepsannen xornre? B apcenane macca xaneps. H, rnannoe, ncera naercx ncxxax mepsocrt nocnyxnrtcx. Mne nocuacrnnnnnoct sect n nepectnxe ncrpernrtcx c mnrpnem mnrpnennuem Hnernentm. noeceonann. Vx on mne nce paccxasan. H npo nponecc, n npo crartm. Hpana, ne ycnen ncero paccnpocnrt, ncero ona nout, nayrpo ero ynenn. Kopoue, eccrtxne mepsannt! Horaconxa!.. Hopocnnn paorenxy manraxncrxe nepe nponeccom ntxnnynn cnennantnt rpmx. Bnnre, uro enaercx. Mne rontxo xouercx cxasart, uro x tn na none ero nannenrom. Kpane pexo n mennnne yananoct xomy-nnyt ro, uro emy. Bt noymare, cmemann c eptmom! Kax xe, cocrnenno, cnernna mennnnt nonncannct no xnenernnuecxo crarte? cnpamnnam x y Hyuxona-Fesponoro. Hanen Iontmren 84 A uro nt xornre? Cnonoun!.. a, cnonoun!.. Xorx x ne nnnm nx n +rom. Bt-ro ne nnnnre, a xax Hnernen? nx nme nce enan, ronopnn mnrpn mnrpnennu, a uro nmn cenann? Bce pystx-npaun nocrannnn nonncn, uro x cancr. Bcnomnnre, xax nocrynnnn c Enyxnse. Hpexpacnemn uenonex tn. 3ro ntstnano paspaxenne. uro xe mt nnnm antme? Costnaercx nnenym n naunnaercx onnnanne rpxstm. Btcrynaer Exon xaxt npecneyer cnom nent +ror cropan xenannem noxasart cnom npnnnnnnantnocrt, ne nsnpax na nnna. nx nero pasonte enaer xaptepy. Mexy rem, pycno nponoxeno, eno nonnraercx nnepe, moxno yxe crannrt x crenxe. Or mopantno pasnoxnnmerocx o npara napoa onn mar. Bor xaxax mryxa-ro! uro x, xoe-uro x yxe naunnam nonnmart, no ne nce. Bt snaere npo nponecct? Horonre, ceuac, Hyuxon saxnarnn nxrepne cnom opoy n eme nnxe npnnnnyncx xo mne. He pasxenan, ne npornornmt, ryr ecnonesno nosmymartcx nyxnt rontxo ]axrt, nocneymmnm noxonennxm npnroxrcx. Ho x net crap, mne yxe ne nepnyrtcx rya, a nt monot, n mo npano paccxasart nam. Ecnn nt mne ne nepnre. Vx rt uepr! Ecnn t x ne nepnn, sauem t x cran npemx nonycry rparnrt? onxen npeynpenrt pan nac xe epxnre xstx sa syamn. Bt eme ouent monot. Cepnrect? a sa uro xe? Tax nor, o paccnera nporonopnnn c mnrpnem mnrpnennuem. On mne mnoroe oxcnnn, ]axron yma. Hpecrantre cee, n nepeptne cyentx saceann on eceonan c Fyxapnntm, Ptxontm, roo. Vx +ror no cnoe onxnocrn nce snan. On ncnonnnn nepe mornno cno onr ne nce, no mnoroe mnrpnm mnrpnennuy paccxasan. ]axron yma. Hyuxon osnpaercx noxpyr, nepexonr na menor: Touxa onopt
85 Haunem nsanexa: nce nennxercx ono sa pyroe. Camn nocynre: ncxope nocne cemnanaroro cesa tn ynr Cepre Mnpononnu Knpon. Kro ynn? To ecrt xax xro? Hnxonaen. Horonre, mnnemn, xax mne xaxercx, nt nonnmaere, uro +ro cneno ncnonnnrent? 3roro x ne snan. Tax snare: rontxo pasancx ntcrpen, xosxnn nmecre c Bxuecnanom Mnxanonnuem n Hasapem Monceennuem munrcx cnennantntm xyptepcxnm n Hnrep. Hepnnax cncrema noxauana. Bcera xenesnax ntepxxa, a ryr noxauana. Tenept, snaunr, nam nnrepecno snart, uro on ram enan. A ram on canrcx n ony mamnny c Hnxonaentm n eme mo]ep, n ontme nnxoro. O uem onn ram eceonann, nnxro ne snaer. Tontxo nocne +roro ncxope Hnxonaen xonuaer xnsnt camoyncrnom, a mo]ep nornaer npn anromonntno xaracrpo]e. a xax xe? A rax, ]axrt ynpxmax nemt. Ero neunax npncxasxa. A anee nonntm xoom nomnn apecrt. Cnauana xro mor snart Menex, ropaso nosxe roy. Xnaramr 3nnontena n Kamenena. Cranxr nm n nnny yncrno Knpona, ranym nepenncxy c Tponxnm. Haxnmamr na nce neann. Ontr ecrt eno npomnaprnn n pyrne nnnonte ena. To ecrt xax nnnonte ena? a, mnnemn, a, nnnonte. yman. uro nt ymann? Hennnonnocrt Pamsnna n pyrnx anexnx or nonnrnxn nnrennnrenron eccnopna. 3ect cnen nnxenep Pannonnu, cnona cxnarnnn. Paccxastnan npo re ena. Xnnn, paorann, nn cnom, nn yxom nnuero ne neann. H nor cxnarnnn, pocnnn n xamepy, xopmnnn cenexo, epxann no nxrt uacon n ane. He nnn, ner, nce no saxony canopaorxa, urot ne pasnonnnct nacexomte, n eme macca xaneps. A norom nncnennponxa cya, ntcmax mepa, rymannoe nomnnonanne. Vmpemt npxmo. uepes necxontxo ne Pamsnn yxe unraer nexnnn, a ocrantnte cnennanncrt crpoxr xanan. Xnrpax mryxa! Crpoxr xanan n xauecrne nnxenepon, es xonnox. Bce na nnx nantnem noxastnamr, ntect nnmyr: Hanen Iontmren 86 Cmorpnre, npenrenn nepenocnnrtnamrcx. A cam Pamsnn n ero xonnern Hapnuen, Ouxnn, Vcenxo cosamr nont rnn npxmorountx xornon n nnonne onontnt raxnm ncxoom. Orxya nt snaere, uro onn onontnt? Hpecrantre cee, snam. Onn n n camom ene onontnt. Xyrxo noymart, no ryr ecnonesno nosmymartcx. Tyr, nonnmaere, nnctmo nx n peaxnnm Hpant x unran n rpnnart mecrom roy. npnnomnnam, uro x roxe uro-ro unran. Bor nnnre. Boome, uecrno ronopx, menx +ro nnctmo n ro npemx ne ynnnno. Hy, ryr +ro camoe. Bt nonenenmn uro-ro?.. Crpamno cnymart. Honnmam, ornnuno nonnmam. ymam, uro rnopny camo emoxparnuecxo xoncrnrynnn ne crpamno. Xenesnax ntepxxa. 3roro y nero ne ornnmemt. Pacxaxnnaer no xannery: ecxart, x xoren t sanepnrt nac, uro nt cmeno moxere nonoxnrtcx na ronapnma Crannna. 3ro xoneuno mt nce sa ronapnmem Crannntm. Hy, eme onee ocmenen: ecxart, no-nacroxmemy pasnepnem macconym paory, nao xax-ro oomnrt ontr maxrnncxoro n pamsnncxoro nponeccon, monnnsonart nrentnocrt, pasonaunrt npenrentcxne ecrnnx n xnonuaroymaxno npomtmnennocrn. Hepeon n npoaxe caxapa, cnnuex, xosxcrnennoro mtna +ro neymente pacnosnart npara. Hyxna maccono-pasxcnnrentnax paora, nyxna nacroxmax cnxst c maccamn. Btxonr eno nam amr nosmoxnocrt cnenrt n npncnymnnartcx, trt ncera nauexy. Bor +ro mnpoxax xamnannx! H macct nnnynn +ro eno cnepxy an npexrnny, cnnsy cpasy orstnamrcx. Tyr ecnonesno nosmymartcx: x cam ncex npopaartnan, cam ncera tn nauexy. Ftnn raxne myxn ne onxr, myxa canrcx, onn ronopxr: canct, myxa, emt, a ryr osnepenn maccont ncnxos. Hnuero ne nonnmemt: naponte macct. a, a, naponte macct oxnauent rposntm rnenom, ennoymno rpeymr: pasannrt rponxncrcxym ranny! Bnnre, xaxax mryxa? Vmpemt npxmo! Kax mne xaxercx, nam nerpyno nce +ro ncnomnnrt? He rpyno, no crpamno. Touxa onopt
87 a, crpamnentxo. Ho, xax nt renept nnnre, nor n xaxo nororonnenno armoc]epe cosanannct nepnt, nropo n rpern nponecct. Eme nocne nponecca 3nnontena- Kamenena nx roro, urot canxnnonnponart apecr xaxoro- nnyt nnnoro exrenx naprnn conpancx nnenym. Exon ntxonn na rpnyny n cooman, uro y nero ecrt npornn raxoro-ro neonponepxnmte marepnant. Tax, nanpnmep, tno c Hxrnnnxnm: ntmen Exon n oxnnn, uro npornn Hxrnnnxoro y nero nmemrcx marepnant. Hocne +roro nonxnact co cnoero mecra Haexa Koncranrnnonna Kpyncxax n cxasana: t xorena oparnrt nnnmanne nnenyma n nnuno ronapnma Crannna na ornomenne Bnanmnpa Hntnua x Hxrnnnxomy. Bnanmnp Hntnu upesntuano nennn n ynaxan ronapnma Hxrnnnxoro. On cunran ero ontmennxom o mosra xocre, xoropt ncero cex es ocrarxa oranan na opty sa eno nponerapnara. Ha +ro Crannn rnyxnm ronocom samernn: uero xe Hxrnnnxn monunr? Heyxenn ne moxer nonxrtcx n cxasart, uro on ymaer no +romy nonoy? Honnmaercx Hxrnnnxn n ronopnr: Ecnn x sect nnmnn, mory ntrn H ntmen. H cpasy xe sa neptm ero cxnarnnn n nonesnn n He]oprono. A ram: Ax, nt cenn, mon cenn, cenn nonte mon, cenn nonte, xnenonte, pemeruarte nnn n ronrann noramn uertpe uaca nopx. H ram xe, na nony, n eccosnarentnom cocroxnnn nonncan ymaxxy, uro npocnr paspemennx y Exona Hnxonax Hnanonnua na auy uncrocepeuntx npnsnann. A nasanrpa +ry ymaxxy saunrann na nnenyme. A renept, ronopxr, noome nepecrann conpart nnenymt: es ncxxoro xnaramr n o]opmnxmr. Cexperapx oxoma moxer apecronart nauantnnx onacrnoro HKB. Ha annom orpesxe npemenn xamnannx apecron npnnxna rpannosnte pasmept. Cnauana xaxt remnn cex, uro ne ero ceronx sapann. Paexa cyxr, a Fyxapnn n Hsnecrnxx xnemnr ero n xnocr n n rpnny. Bnnre, xax xpacnno? Bennxonennt ronapnm! Kax xe rax? Ho moxer trt, nt cnnmxom crporn. Moxer trt, on ncero ononnnno ne snan? Kro? Fyxapnn?.. ymam, uro ne snan. Tem nx nero xyxe. npo ro n ronopm: remnn cex, uro ne ero ceronx Hanen Iontmren 88 sapann. A Paexy, pasymeercx, ann nounrart, xax ero xnemnr ero xe pyxox. Hy, Kapn Fepnraponnu ryr xe aer na pyxxa noxasannx, ynaxnn cy, paccrapancx noncm. Kopoue, xax ronopnr Konparten, nonannct n ror xe xnyox, n nce mnro-xptro. a, no, onaxo Fyxapnna xe ne cpasy apecronann? Hy, eno nsnecrnoe, pasymeercx ne cpasy. 3axonnocrt, npanonopxox npexe ncero. Xnrpax mryxa! ecxart, mt rax, na cnono ne nepnm. Hpoxyparypa ocxonantno nponepnr. Btmnncxn nnmer n rasere o]nnnantnoe onponepxenne. Mon, onnnenne Fyxapnna n Ptxona neoocnonanno. axe nanocnexx ann nm ntcrynnrt na nnenyme. Hy, re, naxonen, nsopnannct n ana xpymnrt, a +ro rontxo n nyxno tno. Ara! 3a crapoe npnnxnnct, necornacne c nnnne naprnn? Tyr xe nocne nnenyma nx n cxnarnnn. Hnrepecno, xax xe c nnmn sect oxonnnct? O +rom mne mnrpn mnrpnennu xoe-uero nopaccxasan. Cxontxo npnmnoct xponn nepenoprnrt n nce nnycrym. 3ro crpamnax nrpa. Cxaxnre name nmx, oruecrno? Fyxapnn Hnxona Hnanonnu. A xro nt raxo? xpnunr na nero cmopuox. unen HK. Kaxo unen HK, mart rnom rax!.. rpeym nemenenno nauantnnxa orena. Bt ne nmeere npana. ree am npano. Cosnanacx ra. uro emy nocne +roro ronopnrt? Ionopnrt-ro neuero. yx ne ronopm npo pasnnnt sann npoxo n nce npouee. nx npo]eccopa Hnernena n +roro ocrarouno tno, a Fyxapnn mecrt mecxnen nnuero ne anan. A ero roxe nnn? He es +roro. Pacmnann, xoneuno, ]nsnonomnm, no ne +ro rnannoe. Kax, ne +ro rnannoe? Hy, eno nsnecrnoe, rxxeno. Ho mecrt mecxnen conpornnnxncx, a n xamepax nonno nme. Hy nce cnxr, n ontmnncrno o +roro pyr pyra n rnasa ne nnenn. Bpoe xax na nponecce Paexa xaxo-nnyt nnxenep Crponnon nnn xaxo-nnyt Hopxnn. A cncrema-ro cnecrnnx ynnnepcantnax: ntsnann raxoro Fecconona. On-ro n n rnasa o +roro nanpx nn xoro nnen. menxn paornnx namero Touxa onopt
89 roprnpecrna n Fepnnne. Hy, n nonan cma n neno, xax menxax ptemxa. A ero ntsnann, naoemann c ouxy apecranron, ny, on n pacxnc, a emy: Fytre nacrontxo nmesnt, coennnre +ry ]amnnnm c +ro, a +ry c +ro. Hy, a nocne ner nce, uro xornre. A norom naunnamr ntstnart Fyxapnna, Ptxona, Hnernena, Hnanontx, Herpontx n rax anee, a norom ounte cranxn, mtmr nce na xnnym nnrxy, a nernx nocrenenno sarxrnnaercx. Mexy rem oemamr ncem xnsnt. Bor rax. Fyxapnn n Ptxon comnenamrcx. Tora nx neyr no xopnopy, nonoxr x ono nepn, x pyro, npnorxptnamr rnasxn, a ram, xro t nt ymann? Kro? 3nnonten n Kamenen. Kax, xnnte? Hy, pasymeercx. a net na nect mnp tno oxnneno, uro npnronop npnneen n ncnonnenne. Ornnuno nonnmam name ynnnenne. ymam, uro Fyxapnn c Ptxontm ontme namero ynnnxnnct. Ho, cornacnrect, samanunno, ocoenno xaxrt, nx ne nao xnnte nmn rontxo t sanennrtcx. a-a. onaexnnn necuacrntx nme. Iopast npoxnocrt na ntymxn! Ha npemx npnepxann ncnonnenne npnronopa, a +]]exr xonoccantnt: ecxart, norepnnre, norepnnre, xax 3nnonten n Kamenen. Htne, mon, nanncna ]amncrcxax yrposa, nmnepnanncrnuecxoe oxpyxenne; npemx ecxart, raxoe, nx naprnn namn npnsnannx nyxnt. Hy, a xax pacceercx yrposa, norom pasepemcx. Bor nam, noxanycra, ymara, pyuxa. Hy, xax? 3naunr, no pyxam? Bor rax! A norom, yxe nepe camtm nponeccom, nesyr Hnernena n He]oprono. 3anoxr n ontmo xanner, a ram ero oxnaer Btmnncxn Anpe ryaponnu!.. Kax, ryaponnu?.. nyaptennu! Her, emy ontme noxonr ryaponnu. a n uro ronopnrt. Hpxmo nao cxasart, nesynr. npomy nsnnnennx, npo]eccop. xoren, urot nt mne oxcnnnn, xax nt omnn o reppopa?.. Menx +ro nnrepecyer ncnxonornuecxn. mnrpnm mnrpnennuy, no ero cnonam, myrno crano, nor ntcrynnn. Ecnn nam yrono, rpaxannn renepantnt npoxypop, x roron nornepnrt na cye ncm Hanen Iontmren 90 noxt, x ne ncnopuy nam cnexraxnt. A ceuac, cenare oonxenne, ornpantre menx n xamepy, mne crpamno c namn pasronapnnart. Hy, a norom nocernn mnrpnx mnrpnennua cexperapt Exona Bannpo: mnrpn mnrpnennu, x oxsarentno onxen cesnrt x nam omo n npnnesrn nam nmnmt rancryx. Bam nao ntrnxert mononom. Bt menx nonnmaere?. Kopoue, nepe nponeccom naxnmann na nce neann: co cxyno nnmn nepenenn na xnpnym, orxopmnnn, nce crann rnaxnmn, npnnenn n nopxox npnuecxn, nect ryaner, nonnt xom]opr! Bo ncxxom cnyuae, npenapnrentnoe cnecrnne saxonueno, nce npoymano, nponymeponano n nepennereno. necrn mecrax nonncana, ponn ntyuent, npocrte o ouennnocrn, nenenocrn nnxoro ne cmymamr. B Oxrxptcxom sane soponax enonax armoc]epa. Bce npocro n unnno: n nepntx pxax paccennct cneonarenn n ryr xe Bannpo, cmorpnr no nce rnasa na Hnernena, a roro xax npaua ycannn pxom c Fecconontm. 3ror moxer nonecrn npnnaount. Hpn manemem noospennn mnrpn mnrpnennu nesamerno cnrnannsnpyer Bannpo, a ror yxe Vntpnxy. Oxnnxercx nepeptn! Bor rax. Vmpemt npxmo! 3a xynncamn xomnara nocynmtx. Honnax nnnnnx: n xpyry cnonx. Moxno nsnnrt uyncrna. Tyr xe n cnnerenn, n ono xomnare c nocynmtmn. Ha crone cyxne ]pyxrt, xnoxn, rasert, ua c roprom. Honnnn, noxypnnn. H cnona n san, cnona paoun momenr: cnena, rpnyna, norox cnon, rpomxne ]past ns raserntx nepeonnn. Tar eom rar omo oi.o' saxnmunn npyr Hyuxon, noeonocno ncrpxxnyn opoo. Pasepenn crapnx o ocnonannx. H ncxxn pas na nont manep. A mtcnn nce rnyxe saptnamrcx, nepepactnamrcx c onoro na pyroe: Bnnmo, cropxua yxopxn ero Pa]ec paoro n rpnynane. Ho net rax ono n tno: sapaorann rpnynant, n nocxontxy ero snann xax craporo penonmnnonepa, ntop nan na nero. Touxa onopt
91 Bpemx raxoe, paccxastnan crapnx. Hy, eno nsnecrnoe, rxxeno. Crpamnoe n rxxenoe eno! a, ronapnm oporo, x ymen pasnnuart npara, no uro rpexa ranrt cy tn xoporxn. Ham c nnmn nepemonnrtcx ne npnxonnoct: sacnyxnn nonyua! Ho pas rax ntmno: nnxora ne sayy xeny onoro xanapmcxoro pormncrpa. Ee npnronopnnn x ntmxe, n x onxen tn npncyrcrnonart npn ncnonnennn npnronopa. H ne pasepemt, uro c ne rnopnnoct. Hy, +ro camoe crpax. Her, +ro tn ne crpax. Ee norn orxrnnann nnnnte, no roramne moe samnyponannte ornnxn. Ona onxna tna pacmnyponart, a pyxn poxann, ne cnymannct. crapancx ne rnxert na nee. A nt snaere, uecrno ronopx, rax n nomtnano ncrart na xonenn n nomout e. Crapnx Hyuxon nnnmo, xopomo nce nonnman, n n raxnx cnyuaxx emy tno ne o myrox. Honxrt!.. Honxrt!.. ropxunncx crapnx. Hnuero ne nomere, a n nonnmart ne nao. Macca, macca npornnopeun. Oruero xe ne nomy? Ono, xoneuno, nonxrt moxno. Mt xorenn. Ho rax ntmno. Mt tnn nnmnent, xax tnamr nnmnent n nmnmym xenmnny. a, ecnn nmnmt, ro ne ymaemt o ncxxnx saxontpxax. Mt nonnmann, mt cunrann, uro onxnt cenart nce, xax nyxno. oxnrt nyxno tno o cnoono xnsnn. Hy, n ror +ro camoe, n oxnnn. Hs-no pone crapnxa necrxr manentxne rnasa. Bepoxrno, n cyte n xnsnn +roro uenonexa tno raxoe, uro ncera xouercx o mnorom ero paccnpocnrt. Xouercx mne xax moxno ontme cnymart n unrart. Ho Hyuxony ntxonr, uro n opom ne nce opo. 3naunr, n n snom ne nce sno? Hpouen sect Mera]nsnxy npanon Kanra, on orpnnaer nosmoxnocrt npancrnenntx xon]nnxron. On nonaraer, uro xaxt uenonex, onaammn ymom n conecrtm, moxer esomnouno onpeennrt npancrnennte ocronncrna nmoro nocrynxa. A nx moero coxamepnnxa nnxenepa Fouapona, y xoroporo mecro n cetmo nynxrt nxrtecxr noctmo crartn, xcno pyroe: Hanen Iontmren 92 Faxa y menx monoen tna, ronopnna: uncrt nosyx, onomn. ua, uncrt nosyx, onomn ncera yere sopont. Ecrecrnennte npoyxrt onxnt trt. Fouapon poom ns Mocxnt, npoxnn necxontxo ner n Amepnxe, nrpan n rennnc. ne ymam npononrt napannent mexy Kanrom n Fouapontm. Hpocro mne n nepnt pas n xnsnn nexopomo xax- ro ouent, x ntramct uro-ro nonxrt, n mne xouercx nocxopee no ncem pasopartcx. uacro cnxy y oxna, cosepnam xostpex namopnnx n xycouex nea. Bpyr menxner sacon n nepxx. Tenept xaxt ent nteprnnamr nonx rponx c nemamn, a xya nensnecrno. A na nx mecro nocrynamr nonentxne. Kax sect ronopnrcx: Kro ne tn, ror yer, a xro tn, ror ne sayer. Bxoxmn, ne neuantcx, yxoxmn, ne paycx. nept sacxpnnnr, xamepa npnrnxner. Cronr c pmxsauxom nocpen xamept Konparten. xnnyncx x nemy: Kax xe +ro rax?.. H cxasart ontme neuero. Ha cnooy?.. Her, nanpx nn! uro xe +ro? a yx ne snam. Hy, moxer xora n cnnnmcx. Hy, npomare. Tponyn pmxsauox c nenoro nneua na npanoe n samaran x nepn. Ornxnyncx n nocnenn pas n ntmen ns xamept. nept saxnonnynact. A mt eme onro ne moxem oropnart rnas or nepn. uepes nexoropoe npemx ntepnynn xomxopa Ttnrnna, cnoprcmena Bonom Kynnona, xannrana uepnomopcxoro ]nora Konm Inatxo. xnny renept yxe xaxnmn-ro pyrnmn omymennxmn: nepecram oxnart nosnpamennx omo. Ho npyr conepmenno neoxnanno nyu naext: nonte npannna nnyrpennero pacnopxxa: Apecronannomy paspemaercx, apecronannomy sanpemaercx, apecronannt oxsan. Vrnepxam: napxom nnyrpennnx en H. Fepnx. Eme na noe nnnamn nncano, uro ono raxoe! Touxa onopt
93 He cnopt, Hyuxon, rt ne npan. Haparpa]t npannn npornn rex. Hpnrnxnct. npornn npexnnx ecrt, ecrt, ecrt xe, a? H nporynxy ynennunnn na 30 mnnyr, n nanouxa ne nxrtecxr, a cemtecxr pyne. Bor ro-ro n ono. A rnannoe mt nmeem npano nncart saxnnennx n xanot no cymecrny ena eme n xoe cnecrnnx. Tt nonnmaemt, uro +ro raxoe? 3ro xe ontmoe eno, net neocrarxn n omnxn moxno eme nonpannrt. Kax, ronapnmn, a? Vx rt uepr! Hy n nynnxa, nt noymare, npocro cnennt. Cyxnnt ern pemnnn noncxart pyrnx npnemon, a onn remar cee ymy. Vmpemt npxmo! Croxmax mryxa trt rnxnm, xporxnm n crenenntm, ne pasronapnnart rpomxnm ronocom, xonrt, sanoxnn pyxn sa cnnny. Ho no ncxxom cnyuae, xaxrt ocoenno ne yy: samanunno, rontxo t sanennrtcx. A y +rnx npoxnocron pacuer npannntnt. Hy, a uro t rt xoren, urot tno? Ha annom orpesxe npemenn xoren t notmart amcxnm osonom. uro raxoe?.. a ner, ny, epyna, on ronopnr ne ro. a, ny xoneuno ne ro. a n uro sa pasronopt. Hocnymare, no +ro xe xo ncex a]epncron, npocro xomenx, nt npocro cnennt. A c mnnemnm Hncapentm uncroe naxasanne. Hncapen, rt nce Fepnx nnmemt?.. Ara, n HK. Hncapen npoe axe n ne onencx, npocro ne oparnn na crapnxa Hyuxona-Fesponoro nnxaxoro nnnmannx. o apecra Hncapen tn paornnxom HKKa, paornnxom naprnnoro xonrponx. 3nam x o nem, xax n nce, ouent mano; a ro, uro ercxoe ero rynonnme ne pasrnaercx noromy, uro ero nnn n He]oproncxo rmptme, ne nonexnr comnennm. Kora ero cnpamnnamr npo He]oprono, on cmorpnr na ncex ne ro c npespennem, ne ro c ynnnennem n nnuero ne ronopnr. He ecnoxocx, yt sopon, +ro onn ns rex, xro nepntm noan npnmep nrentnocrn, samernn crapnx Hyuxon. Hemomnt n corennt Hncapen ne nponsnocnr nn snyxa n xax yro uero-ro xer. oxancx! Paspemaercx Hanen Iontmren 94 nncart xanot n saxnnennx. Mnorne crann nncart, no y Hncapena x +romy xaxoe-ro ocoennoe npncrpacrne. Bet nor xaxoe necuacrte c uenonexom! couyncrnenno xnnamr n ero cropony, a on uyrt nn ne c camoro noema n o ro mnnyrt, xora ornpamr uepnnna n pyuxn, yxnrpxercx na manentxom nncrouxe ymarn yopncrtm nouepxom nacrpounrt nnnnemee nocnanne. Crpannt uenonex! nx ncex on xax uyxo n nx nero nce uyxne. 3a ncxnmuennem Hemxn Pynena. Cxnonnncx on x Hemxe n ronopnr emy: Hannmemt, noxaxemt mne. Tontxo ne oruannacx, moxno uepes HK naprnn norpeonart. A Hemxa Pynen ryt xycaer n orner. H npoe ner y nero cnn ocmtcnnrt, uro ronopnr emy Hncapen conepmenno norepxnnt, nce pymnrcx, nce nannrcx, npocro ne n cnoe rapenxe, ne n cnoe ]opme. H ]opma +nxanencrcxax ]panronax, npoe ne na nero cmnra, n norn n pyxn neycrounnt, n nect pacxnc, n xax t es rena, a nnno xaxoe- ro nayroe, nenenoe. H rontxo rnasa nenepoxrno ronyte. H ner nnuero ynnnrentnoro n rom, uro on n xamepe camoe uro nn na ecrt xanxoe cymecrno. onenoct-raxn n emy xoe-uro ncntrart. H axe, moxer trt, ontme, uem pyrnm. B xaxo-ro poxono nx nero uac no nsmenunnocrn cytt, tnmn nnxyptep, a norom nauantnnx apxanrentcxoro norpan. HKB, Pynen nonaaer xax npar napoa n He]oproncxym rmptmy. Bce ro, uro paccxasan on mne o He]oprono, cnocono tno npnannrt n ne raxoro, xax on. a, onxrt o He]oprono n cnxsn c Hemxo Pynentm. Ero nenn na onpoc, a y nero uro-ro raxoe, uro on nnuero ne nnen, nnuero ne sameuan. Toxe net onpamnnan. Ho +ro concem ne ro, uro rex camoro naunyr onpamnnart. B xannere, onepmnct na nooxonnnx, cnnno x opoenmemy Hemxe Pyneny croxn cneonarent. H nor, xora on nonepnyncx, Hemxa ynnen npyr cnoero camoro nyumero pyra, c xoroptm onn n Xapnn nnxyptepamn esnnn. Bor, Hemxa, nnnmt, xax mt ncrpernnnct! Bnxy, Bonox! Tt nocro, x ree ceuac nce oxcnm: ny, yxnantno ne-rpn ]past nonnmemt, ny, +ro xnno. ny, rt Touxa onopt
95 xe snaemt, ecnn ne yemt nonnctnart, ro x onxen yy rex nrt. Hementxa, pyr, ny non n moe nonoxenne Bnepnte rocxa cxana Hemxy, n xax n con nnuero yxe antme ne coopaxan, a rontxo mexy yapamn Bonotxn snyuana n camoe yxo: Hementxa, pyr, ny, uro xe rt? H cnona xnecran oesymeno n axe no ryam saen, n ns ry oxponannenntx ntpnanoct, uro Crannny xanonartcx yer. A Bonotxa na +ro ntronapnnan: Tt yurn, Hementxa, ne ceronx-sanrpa Hnxona Hnanonnu Exon yer Ienepantntm cexperapem. H nor renept, xora ncem crano ouennno, uro Exona ypann, Hncapen nacrounno coneryer Hemxe Pyneny nanncart saxnnenne na nmx Fepnx. A uro x ceuac noyman: nannmn rt, uro on ree o Exone ronopnn. Fomct. Hentsx oxrtcx. Houemy nentsx? a noromy uro nentsx. Ftnmn paornnx HKK, ontrnt paornnx naprxonrponx ouent xopomo snan, uro norpeno, uro neoxonmo nx pemennx ouepentx saau. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, Hemxa Pynen sacen nncart saxnnenne. nexy y crona, xax pas y roro mecra, re nce nnmyr saxnnennx n re nepexntnamrcx pasntmn nonpocamn. Ftnmn sam. Hauantnnxa pasneynpa PKKa 1 Bacnnn Bacnntennu anton roxe nponsnec cyxenne o conepmnnmnxcx nepemenax n pyxonocrne HKB. Manp, ronopnr, cenan cnoe eno, manp moxer yrn. Bacnnn Bacnntennu anton, nnn npocro Bacx anton, xax ero sonyr sect pystx c nonn, +ro ror camt xpyrnonnnt no mamnnxy ocrpnxennt noennt, xoropomy nnrepcxn paoun Erop Anexceennu ronxonan o Konrmxe.
1 PKKa Paoue-Kpecrtxncxax Kpacnax Apmnx
Hanen Iontmren 96 Hpn nce pasronopunnocrn anton cee na yme: myrnr, nsrnx orxptrt, no npyr xro cnpocnr, o uem noceptesnee, cpasy npnocranonnrcx n onxrt nepeneer na myrxy: Cnyma, mnnt, nn nyume uaxy none, nnn ana nyume o pyrom. Hpo Hncapena n Hemxy Pynena on cxasan: V menx ne xnaraer repnennx na raxnx ypaxon. samernn, uro n ono n ro xe npemx anton n orxptrt pyaxa-napent n nne ocxraemocrn orxptroro pasronopa, c xcntm cosnannem cnoe tnme onxnocrn sam. nauantnnxa pasnetnarentnoro ynpannennx Kpacno Apmnn. A nor napxom rpya Hnxon +ro rnn concem npocro. Beraer c nporynxn n xamepy, naunnaer uro-ro enart: nocxn mronart nnn uro-nnyt pyroe. Bnnmo cam xora-ro nce enan. Ho xaxomy nonoy on nocrpaan, mne nensnecrno, no snam, uro, yyun npecearenem HK Comsa crponrene, Hnxon oparnncx c xoaracrnom n HHK o narpaxennn Crannna openom Hennna. Ho xpane mepe, xora renept ero xro-nnyt cnpamnnaer o +rom, on, yntaxct, orneuaer: Tax uro xe renept enart? Bor nmenno, uro xe renept enart? H n +rom nonpocnrentnom ornere ner pemnrentno nnuero ynnnrentnoro. Tax uro xe renept enart? Unsere Revolution machen wir bestimmt ganz anders. 3ro coparnnx Tentmana Kapn Hoyenxn ntpaxaer cnoe rnepoe ynepenne, uro onn, nemnt, xora y nnx yer penonmnnx, nce yyr enart no-pyromy. Mopcxo pasneunx Cnnpnenxo nornxen na nero n saymancx. Kpenxoro saxana cyxontxn Hoyenxn. Bet +ror uenonex c manentxnm rentnem tn onnm ns pyxononrene nemenxo xomnaprnn. A mexy rem, nocne ncero cnyunnmerocx, n rpnnart rpertem roy, ero nonoxenne oxasanoct conepmenno xpnrnuecxnm. B ro npemx mnorne orpexannct or cnoero npomnoro. On xe ocrancx nepen cee n c npenoanntmn emy pystxmn nepemen na nenerantnoe nonoxenne. Touxa onopt
97 B rpnnart cetmom roy ero ntsnann n Mocxny, n xax rontxo on npntn, apecronann n roruac xe ornesnn n He]oprono. 3a nepnte uertpe mecxna yxnantno nn nx noxox: neannct n ymy c nepenounxom, nnn canoramn n rpyt. Pacnpocreprt na nony, nsnnaemt o norepn cosnannx, on rax n ne an noxasann. urot cnomnrt ero nonm, nanecnn snaunrentno onee cnntnt yap: cxnarnnn xeny. Xenmnna ne ntepxana ntrox n crana nxecnnerentnnne. Ho n +ror yap ne cnomnn manentxoro cyxonaroro Hoyenxoro. Coxmer ryt, crporo cmorpnr na ncex. uenonex on onnoxn, xaxercx camt onnoxn ns nce xamept, n npn ncem rom, moxer trt, camt cnntnt. Kax nam npannrcx Kapn Hoyenxn? cnpocnn menx oxrop omte. 3ror nonpoc menx nemnoro osaaunn, x ne snan axe, uro orneuart. Vx xoren, tno cxasart, uro ontme ncex mne npannrcx cam oxrop omte, a ne pemnncx cxasart emy o +rom. Mexy rem on mne ecrnnrentno npannrcx ontme ncex. o uero on mxrox x nmxm. Kax on nonnonancx, xora y Heonna Mnxanonnua tn rpnnn, ronona saxpyxnnact, n crapnx ynan. He snam yx, xro t pyro nmen repnenne ne cnart, ne cnart neenm nopx, exypx oxono ontnoro crapnxa. A cxontxo ecnoxocrna tno npoxnneno no nonoy nernmponcxoro o]nnepa synst. V syst orxptnnct pant na norax, n nexoropoe npemx xponorounnn. Kaxne, xasanoct, uyncrna moryr trt y enpex, nocnnrannoro n xeepe, x nernmponcxomy norpommnxy. Oxastnaercx, moryr trt: nernmponen cam no cee, a ero xponorouamne pant camn no cee. Hy, n uepr c nnm, c synso! Hy xax xe uepr c nnm? oxrop omte ncera nponsnocnr cmxruammee cnono, a rax on ne co ncemn pasronopunn. snam o ero nexenannn npnnnmart yuacrne n xaxnx- nno mexyneomcrnenntx, xax on nx nastnaer, npennxx. Bnpouem, on ne ntpaxaer npn +rom nnxaxo nponnn, nanpornn, npeentno opoxenarenen. Hanen Iontmren 98 Bnnre, ronopnr on n raxnx cnyuaxx, onn camn ne nonnmamr cex, n uacro nnrnpymr ro, uro nnxe nx, a camn onn rnyxe; no pasronopam moxno ysnart, uro onn ne nomnte. A ecnn ysnart nx n nnuno xnsnn, ro moxer axe n cnxrte. A? Hnn ne rax? Bt ymaere, uro naoopor? Her, ner, x nac nonnmam. Hy nor, npoonxaer on, saymunno nocmorpen na menx, sntx uro nme, ne rax yx mnoro, rnyntx ontme. Bce eno cnonrcx x romy, urot cynrt uenonexa n naronpnxrnym cropony. Hnn ne rax? Toxe ymam, uro rax. A x t cxasan, uro axe moxno n ontme cxasart: uenonex oxsan nmnrt nnxnero cnoero n nosanart emy uecrt. Bnnmarentno cnymam oxropa n xnnam ronono. Mt nmn, ronopnr oxrop, n oma y nac nropax, a moxer trt n nepnax xnsnt. Ionopxr, uro n uenonexe raxoe sanoxeno, uro ncera n mnpe yer nonocrt, a x t cxasan, uro uenonex noono nnecxomy Hony poxaercx na crpaanne, xax ncxpt, urot ycrpemnrtcx nnepx. Kax xe nt-ro xnnn? cnpamnnam x y oxropa. a rax nor nmenno n xnn. Honoxenne ouent rpynoe n mopantno rxxenoe. uro xe ns +roro cneyer? uro ns +roro cneyer? ynnnenno nepecnpocnn on menx. H nsrnxnyn n mon rnasa c nenonxrno yntxo, cxasan onontno mxrxo: Hs +roro cneyer, uro uenonex onxen axxyparno xaxt ent anannsnponart cnon nocrynxn, urot ncnpannrt nx. Hnrepecno samernrt, uro raxne nmn nastnamrcx n xnnre 3orap nmtmn pacuera. He npana nn, crpanno? Houemy? a. Tax! Kax +ro nonxrt? a rax nor nmenno n nonnmart. To ecrt xaxym nout, nepe cnom neoxonmo pasmtmnxrt o rom, uro cenan xyoro sa ncrexmn ent n roruac xe ncxpenne xaxrtcx n +rom. 3ro mepa ne enncrnenno nosmoxnax, no rounax. Touxa onopt
99 Feceyx raxnm opasom, oxrop npoonxan ronom npaua, xoropt paccxastnaer ncropnm nnrepecno onesnn: Ha mo nsrnx, camoe crpamnoe n xnsnn noxt! Hpn orcyrcrnnn ncxpennocrn uenonex xax t nyxaer nnortmax n ne moxer ne cnortxartcx. Tax nnn nnaue, no n nocnenne rot x mnoroe oxnnnn n namxrn. uacro ronopm cee, uro n +ro armoc]epe ne ncnennrtcx nnaue, xax npn nomomn ecrnn npornnononoxnoro cnocrna. Hanpnmep, uenonexy, oepxnmomy ropxuxo, neoxonmo anart npoxnanrentnte nannrxn, n naoopor. Fes +rnx annonarnuecxnx cpecrn ontno ne moxer ntsoponert. Cnymax oxropa, x npoonxam n cnoem noopaxennn ncxart xnmu x npnunnam ncero nponcxoxmero. Kax-ro pas Heonn Mnxanonnu ronopnn c oxropom. unram, oxrop, xnnry, cxasan on. A xaxym? Cnentx Merepnnnxa. a net ryr, oxrop, nteca. ro n x ronopm, uro cneno renecno moxer nnert n snart ontme nac, spxunx. He For snaer xaxne mypocrn. H saoncxn sarnopnnx Ieoprn Mamypnn nncan o nmnn x nnxnemy: ne nmy nmnre nn nt menx, a cmorpm cex: nmnm nn x nac. nmnm, xorx n ne nnxy. A x t cxasan, xax ronopnrcx n Tanmye, uro ecnn nmont sanncnr or nemn, ro ecrt, ecnn ona xoptcrna, ro xax rontxo ncuesaer nemt, ncuesaer n nmont, a ecnn nmont ne sanncnr or nemn, ro ona nnxora ne ncuesaer. a, a, esycnonno. H net nor, xaxercx, n xcnee cxasart nenosmoxno. oxrop cornacno xnnnyn ronono: Mne roxe xaxercx, uro onxno trt rax. Ho x nonnmam +rn cnona n raxom cmtcne: raxoe xnnornoe ocnennenne, no ncx ea n rom, uro ecnn nmont sanncnr or nemn, ro nnxaxoro nepxa ner, a nns nenoenm. 3ro, cocrnenno ronopx, xora nmn oxoxr o esymnx, o nnornsma. H eoooaeor eeci +up e pvrax uouomoe, a +i ee:uo voue.e+c. Hnn +ro ne rax? a-a, nonnmmne nenenocrn. Ho ecrecrnenno ncnxonornn nce camonmnnnt, n yx +ro onxno ntstnart ecnoxocrno. Menx ncera ypyuano, uro nmont, xoropax onxna cymecrnonart, ee Hanen Iontmren 100 nery. Kora nt monot, ecrt naexa n nt samnpaere. Ho noxonr crapocrt, mopmnrcx nnno, n nnuero ner: nn npnnxsannocrn, nnuero. a-a, ro-ro nor n ecrt, uro nnemnee omanunno. Ho xora uenonex, xoropt xouer trt uenonexom, +ror uenonex yer nm? (Ionopx +ro, oxrop pocnn nsrnx noxpyr cex). Iocnon, esycnonno, nornepnn Heonn Mnxanonnu. Moxer trt n a, yntnyncx oxrop. Ho rontxo mne xaxercx, uro ne moxer trt rax, ecnn yma ne nnacrna n cee. Bor uro ynnnrentno: uenonex xouer trt uenonexom, a nneuarnenne raxoe, uro on re-ro n camom nauane samxnyncx. a-a, saxnnan Heonn Mnxanonnu. Copann nac cma ne cnyuano, npomenran xro-ro oxono menx. Mexy npounm, xouy cxasart, uro cpen ontmnncrna cnon nyxno nponsnocnrt raxne cnona, urot moxno tno na nnx onepertcx, orosnancx oxrop omte. nexy, n mne xaxercx, uro renept x mory ymart rax n rontxo rax, xax oxrop. Cnyua ncxnmunrentnt, cxasan oxrop, npoonxax pasronop c Heonnom Mnxanonnuem. a, a, oopnrentno sarpxc ronono Heonn Mnxanonnu, rax n x cyxy. net ner ronoca nepxnn, cnona nacrtpx. Foxe mo, net nny aemtcx, o uero xe onenn. o uero onenn. Hy, a yx For c nnmn! For-ro moxer trt n c nnmn (n ontmnx nantxare rnasax oxropa sacnepxann cmemnnxn), a onn-ro c Forom nn? oxrop ycmexnyncx n onacnnno nocmorpen noxpyr cex: 3amertre cneymmee: nmn mtcnxr no ouent npocro cxeme, a ncm cnoxnym crpyxrypy nepepoxennx moryr nonxrt rontxo ouent ocrpte ymt. Bor x ne snam, moxer n ocrporo yma neocrarouno, noromy uro, xro xe snaer, uro y pyroro na yme. Bt npannntno cxasann, uro nnemnee omanunno. Bor on, mnp npemeron. Hpn omennn c mnpom, peannsm npocrtx neme: nce ontme or rena, or npnunnnocrn n nce mentme or cosnannx, xro rt ecrt. Touxa onopt
101 Tax, rax, sarpxc ronono Heonn Mnxanonnu, a nor ono uro! a, xaxercx +ro rax, nornepnn oxrop. B namnx xnnrax cxasano, uro ropaso ontme naxastnaercx rpemnnx, naxoxmncx n omecrne narouecrnntx, uem rpemnnx, naxoxmncx n omecrne essaxonnnxon. Ho y menx raxoe nneuarnenne, uro x nac yromnn? Iocnon, uro nt ronopnre?.. net x +rnm xnny. Bce-raxn nao npnsnart, ycmexnyncx onxrt oxrop, uro cnexero nosyxa xnno ne xnaraer. nemnoro nporynxmct, saxnnn on rpomxnm ronocom. 3arem on nonxncx n nanpannncx n cropony nepn. A xora nosnparnncx or nepn, nocmorpen na menx xax-ro ouent xopomo. Mne eme ne yananoct c nnm ronopnrt rax, xax t xorenoct, no on mne cranonnrcx ouent nnsxnm. Hexa na napax, mtcnenno npoonxam pasronop c oxropom, no mano-nomany xnonnr xo cny. H npyr xcno cntmy: Bcranare! Bcrpxxnnamct, nonnmamct na norn. Menx roponxr x oxomeuxy. Hacxopo oenamct n x nepn. uamnnnx?.. nmx? Oruecrno?.. Conparect c nemamn! C nemamn? x nspornyn axe. A menx yxe npocxr sanomnnrt omamnn apec, sarn x pontm. 3re! Heuero n raart. n raxo uac rontxo na cnooy!.. Cxaxn, ne sayemt?.. yron 3yoncxo n Kponorxnna. rontxo, noxanycra, ne sayt. Honnmaemt? a, x nce nonnmam. Tyr pacnaxnynact nept. B xamepy nomen opxx. B pyxax y nero xaxax-ro ymaxxa. On cmymenno orxamnxncx: Hpocnymare npnxas nauantnnxa rmptmt. Ornxnyncx npyr, pasnepnyn ymaxxy, cran unrart. Ho +ro xe nenpana! 3a rpomxne pasronopt n xamepe, sa rpyoe noneenne no npemx cnecrnnx menx nonopxr n xapnep cpoxom na nxrt cyrox. opxx nocmorpen n uyrt-uyrt cntmno nponsnec: Hanen Iontmren 102 Kax-nnyt norepnnre. Haxnonnn ronony, ocropoxno mxrxo noxoxo on ntmen n xopnop. Xouercx saepxartcx. Hmenno n +ror momenr nouyncrnonan npyr, uro nxrtecxr uerneprax xamepa crana mne uem-ro ouent pontm. npnntx x +rnm nmxm, onn crann mne nnsxnmn. Hs nonyorxptro nepn ne cnycxaer c menx rnas xopnopnt nasnparent: Xnno, ntxon! Bcxnnyn nantro na nneun, c ysenxom n pyxax ntxoxy n xopnop. B cneymmym mnnyry menx yxe neyr no nanpnnry xopnopon. Bor nepemarnyn nopor, nonepnynn nanpano n crann cnycxartcx nnns no necrnnne. Hecrnnna neer n rycxno ocnemennym rnynny. Kapnep n nonane. Honnsy, ns rnynnt xono raxo, cnnomno xament. Bnnsy na cnery nasnparent n nasnparentnnna n rynynax n snmnnx manxax. Hasnparent n onunnnom nonymyxe nanannnaercx na menx: Cxntna nnxax! Oropan nantro, ysenox, nnxax. Ocrannn n ono nepxne pyamxe. Omynan c nor o ronont n pacnaxnyn nept xamept. Haxnyno xonoom. Hamnouxa uyrt cnernrcx. Hocepenne xaxax-ro ryma xamennax. B crenno npoonne saxptrax na samox naronnax xoxa. B yrny napama. Hn cecrt, nn neut, ecnn ne cunrart nnsxo xamenno rymt, na xoropym, nepoxrno, onycxamr xoxy. Kamennte crent, noronox, non. Or xonoa nnxya ne yxpoemtcx. Hpncnonnncx x crene. Ha neptm nenrnnxrop neprnrcx, nponnstnaer xonoom. H or crent sxxo. 3asnonno, a npnxptrtcx neuem. Hocryuan n nept, nonpocnn nannrtcx renno not. Cnn cmnpno, npner npemx nonyunmt! Hepemorax osno, cnnmct nsxrt cex n pyxn. Hycrnncx n nporynxy no xpoxornomy npomexyrxy or nepn o crent: rpn mara rya, rpn mara oparno; sanoxnn pyxn sa cnnny, orcunrtnam marn. Bor rax: pas, na, rpn; pas, na, rpn. Hy n nor!.. uro nor?.. Touxa onopt
103 Mtcnt orptnaercx or +roro mecra, yeraer sa npeent xpoxornoro npomexyrxa: Hao nocnontsonartcx conerom Hyuxona- Fesponoro n ne repxrt rouxy onopt. Touxy onopt? He repxrt? Ouent rxxeno, xora ner onopt. Heonn Mnxanonnu nonnmaer +ro no-cnoemy: ymn rpemnnxon, ronopnr on, cxnramrcx n mnpe n ne snamr, na uro onepertcx. Hmn nenannxr, ornopaunnamrcx or nepxnn. Xnsnt xe ymn rpeyer, enncrna yxonnoro. Vnt, oporo Heonn Mnxanonnu, nepxont ne nomoxer sanonnnrt nnyrpennmm nycrory. A rnannoe, uro uenonex nycrort onrcx, xouer ee sanonnnrt. Ono x samernn: rpyno tnaer cocpeorounrtcx nmxm, xora onn nmecre. H +ro ncnoxon nexon. A mne crano rennee, nemnoro corpencx. Bor rax maraemt, cranonnrcx rennee. Kaxo-ro mopox. Hoxoxy x nepn, npncnymnnamct. Hn mopoxa, nn snyxa. Ceuac t craxan noxn concem t renno tno. nnn, na xyo xonen, craxan uam c nnmonom. Hantnt, xax nexmxn. Hao nnrartcx. nnramct ns yrna n yron, ncem renom nnepe. Pyxn sa cnnno xax moxno xpenue cnennn. Or xaxoro nocneymmero mara cranonnrcx rennee, moxno saono mnoroe npoymart. Barax ns yrna n yron, moxno o mnorom c camnm coo noronopnrt. 3ro ouent xopomo! Hy n nor: oxrop omte ronopnr, uro yma uenonexa +ro ero xpont. Ouent mypo. A Maxxoncxn ronopnn, uro nmxm ymy ntramnr, pacronuer, uro ontmax! n oxponannennym acr, xax snamx. 3ro yxe ro, o uem renept moxno rontxo rocxonart. A xpyrom cmexnnct: On xe xaxo-ro crpannt! H on ne pas n cam npo cex rax ronopnn:
Hpoy Hanen Iontmren 104 nmonnnny mom nonoua, n xaxo noun, peono, neyxno xaxnmn Ionna]amn x sauar raxo ontmo n raxo nenyxno.
H eme ronopnn o nennxom neymennn npnmenxrtcx x ocroxrentcrnam:
Onn ecrt: nect cno nea, ecxoneunt n nencuepnaemt, yctnan mnpnaamn snes, n +ro BC. BC- uTO-ECTI. H ntcxasano o neoxnannocrn no-nacroxmemy. uro snaunr, no-nacroxmemy nnn ne no-nacroxmemy? 3ro snaunr, uro mnp ne rax nyntrapen, uro ecrt nmont, uro nomnmo nmnn nnuero nery. 3ro rnepax nouna, na xoropo cronr oxrop. H nor Maxxoncxn nourn remn xe cnonamn:
Hexnte! Bt nmont na cxpnnxn noxnre. Hmont na nnranpt noxnr rpyt. A cex, xax x, ntnepnyrt ne moxere, Touxa onopt
105 urot tnn onn cnnomnte ryt.
Bet +ro uro-ro cnepxnacroxmee, net rontxo rax moxno nponnxnyrt n ymy mnpa. H x +ro renept naunnam nonnmart. Bor enam mar onn merp, n eme mar eme merp, n ona cexyna n pyrax cexyna. H +ro nce cnnnaercx n nonym nnnnm nnn nont npomexyrox npemenn. Ho ryt, onn cnnomnte ryt? Hpnuem xe ryr nnnnx nnn npomexyrox npemenn, xora onn cnnomnte ryt? uro xe +ro raxoe, mnmo uero nenosmoxno nporn n uro nnaue ne moxer trt ntpaxeno? Cnona npnnnxamct x nepn, npncnymnnamct. Tnxo. Cnona rpn mara n eme rpn mara. A nantnt npoe corpennct. Eme pas npncnymnnamct: nn snyxa. Vcencx na rymy, no sno nenrnnxrop cpasy cornan. B ono nxsanno menxono pyamxe, ecnn ne nnrartcx, moxno n npax nssxnyrt. Cnona nnramct no romy xe camomy mapmpyry: or nepn n oparno x nepn. Mne uro-ro nyxno nenpemenno oymart, mosronax paora ouent nomoraer. renept xaxoe ycntmannoe ymnoe cnono epery. Bor Cepre Hnanonnu, opt uenonex, nmnr exaprony mypocrt nonropxrt: Cogito ergo sum. mtcnm, cneonarentno, x cymecrnym. A moxno n rax: x cymecrnym, nocxontxy x mtcnm. Mox mtcnt ecrt ro, o uem x crapamct nosmoxno xcnee orart cee oruer. V menx ecrt mosr n ecrt mtcnn, no yx, xoneuno, nnxaxo ananns ne moxer noxasart, uro mosr nmeer mtcnn. H cxontxo ne nmn, xort camt momnt mnxpocxon cmorpn, nnuero ne ntcmorpnmt onn nonoxna n cocyt. Ho net necnpocra, n camom ene, uyncrno nocropra nnn xono oruaxnnx?.. Kax xe nx uepes mnxpocxon ntcmorpert? Ho exapry ncxxax crpacrt coornercrnyer onpeenennomy pe]nexcy. Cnexrpantntm anannsom onpeennnn xnmnuecxn cocran connna. A xax yspert uenoneuecxym ymy, ry esny, o xoropo antme, uem o connna? Ie ror uenonex, xoropt ocmennrcx cxasart o cee ncm npany? Hanen Iontmren 106 Ie n myxax noue poxennoe cnono, nennunem pannoe Fory? He snam nacxontxo npan oxrop, no no Tanmyy ntxonr rax: sarem n cosan Aam enntm, urot noxasart ree, uro ryxmn ony ymy cunraercx xax t norynnmnm nect mnp, a cepermn ony ymy cunraercx xax t cepermnm nent mnp. H nor xaxt n oxsan cxasart: pan menx cosan mnp! Crpanno, nouemy +ro rax? Bor x maram ns yrna n yron, mopos no cnnne, npomy nemnoro renno not nannrtcx, a mne n orner: cnn cmnpno, npner npemx nonyunmt. H nce t nnuero, a nor ymam axe o xaxom-ro cuacrte. O xaxom raxom cuacrte? O nceomem. a, no net roxecrno nosmoxno rontxo c camnm coo. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, nn c uem pyrnm nnuro ne moxer trt cnonna roxecrnenno. Ho +ro yxe or ]nnoco]nn! Hy, rax uro? 3ect, xoneuno, rontxo ona cropona, a menx nnrepecyer n pyrax. Mexy rem n pyrax xax na naonn. Bet x ne cymecrnym cam no cee. a, nmenno rax. Bor oxrop n ronopnr, uro mt c camoro nauana nmenn n ro n pyroe, n rontxo nama no npemenn rexymax peut sacrannxer nac cnauana nastnart ono, a sarem pyroe. Koneuno, renept c yuennxom Hnrynona enart neuero. Hyxna xaxax-ro pyrax nosmoxnocrt oomennx, npnmepno n nanasone or Aama n o namnx ne. H +ro npoe nepenoa c xstxa npost na xstx no+snn. oxrop paccxastnan, uro n Tanmye ecrt raxne cnona: csan n cnepen Tt opasonan menx. A +ro snaunr, uro Aam n Ena cosant tnn nmecre. H +ro n cmtcne roro, uro mnnyra tna raxax, rouno ncx xnsnt xax ono cepne. H ano tno uenonexy napeut ncxxym ymy xnnym. H nasnan on snepe Xax, a norom xaxomy an ocooe nmx; n nasnan on nrnn o]or, a sarem an xaxo ocooe nmx; n omyrnn on cynpyxecxym opoerent ronye n ancron, n marepnncxym nmont xyp, n xporocrt nane; n nepnocrt n npeannocrt Touxa onopt
107 coax; n opory rmnene n ent]nnon; n rpyonmne nuen n mypanten. H +ro xax t pacmnpenne nyntcannn nne cex, no xax nx nea n semnn norpeonannct rnopennx n cosnannx, rax n nx uenonexa norpent tnn rnopennx n cosnannx. H npyr cnyunnoct uro-ro raxoe, rontxo uro-ro ouent ne rax: Aam nosponran, uro y ncex cosann ecrt napa, a y nero ner napt. Kaxax-ro poxonax nensexnocrt cxontnaer ymy, nornomaer nce xnnoe. H mepa mnpa xax-ro camo coo yxe ne nmont onepnx, a ecxoneuno ysxoe none oxono cocrnennoro noca. a, xoneuno, uenonex nmeer nnmt ro, uro nnxr rnasa ero. A rnasa ero nnxr rax mano! H nor xanxoe uyncrno comnennx n neonepnx, n sanncrnnnoe xenanne onnuart, ypannxrt, oesnnunrt, oecxponnrt, oecnnernrt. Aam enaer cee epenxnnoe nosntmenne, urot cnert na nem n cynrt oo ncem nxpnnt n nxoct. A net eno-ro n rom, uro ouent mnoro ropx, n nor mt npenonaraem n mt nmem: Hyuxon-Fespont, Pa]ec, Cepre Hnanonnu, Konparten, oxrop, x, mt nmem, nmem, mt nce npenonaraem, a For, xax ronopnrcx, pacnonaraer. H nce +rn nnsocrn, nce +ro naxonnenne nnsocre ouent rpyno oxcnnrt, nao nnert omee. Bor oxrop oponnn raxym mtcnt: yx rnopnr uenonexa, xoropt ntptnaer cex ns ecrecrnennoro reuennx xnsnn. Ho xax mtcnnrt xnsnt? uro +ro raxoe? oxrop ronopnr, uro +ro xpyr, xoroporo nenrp nese, n oxpyxnocrt nnre, cama xnnax xnsnt, ennax n roxecrnennax cee camo, neantnax peantnocrt, re nce oyxornopenno, enno, neennmo, ncxpenne n necomnenno, re nce npenneno, n cnooa ana, n Mnp cynrcx opom, a ne no nocrynxam. B ne n Maxxoncxn ysnan cnom remy:
He renept +ro tno, n no+ra roro yxe ner. Ho on ecrt, xax cama xnnax xnsnt.
o roro uro xaxercx nor rontxo c +ro pn]mo pasnxxnct, n nexnmt no crpouxe n nsymnrentnym xnsnt
B nsymnrentno-crpannym n onontno onacnym xnsnt. Baram or nepn n nnont x ne. Bor ocranonnncx n onxrt npncnymnnamct. Tnxo. Ha nopore nocroxn n onxrt x crene n onxrt n opar: rya n oparno. Xorx n pasorpencx, onaxo sxxo. a ner, +ro eme ne rparenx. Koneuno, xouercx, urot norennee tno, no nn n xoem cnyuae nentsx naart yxom. 3rn, rax cxasart, nepexnnannx, +ro eme ne nce. A x snart nce xouy. Xouy ns ncero +roro cenart cno cocrnennt ntno. Ho uro ryr cxasart: xnsnt crpannax nemt, rpyno uro-nnyt cxoncrpynponart. Ho uero xe mt rora nmem ryr? Cuacrtx cnoero nmem! Hy, nonocrt xaxym orxptn! Hy, rax uro? Pasne neocrarouno n name npemx ncxpennnx cnon? uero ryr ymart? Heyxenn +ro nenonxrno, uro nmont nor camoe rnannoe, rnannee ncex namnx en. H +ro ne x c]opmynnponan. 3ro ncnoxon nexon na pasnte nat onn n re xe cnona. A uenonex, xax ronopnr oxrop, re-ro n camom nauane samxnyncx n ynoonncx xnnornomy. Touxa onopt
109 Iopm ne ropm, a otna xne n nore nnna cnoero. A net mor rnopnrt n cosnart xax yrono. Onnm cnonom, xax crpanno, uro xax nn paccyxa, a ouent ynnnrentno. a. xoneuno. ecrt xenanne trt na ntcore, ne coornercrnonart ntcore, a trt na ntcore. A antme uro xe? A antme:
Iopoon nannnoncxne amnn, nosropxct, nosnocnm cnona, a For ropoa na namnn pymnr, memax cnono.
Pacnaamrcx amnn, n xaxt nonyuaer namex na xnnoe. A nce-raxn, re xe npemypocrt operaercx, n re mecro pasyma? Hy-xa, noonre cma! rax pasnnexcx cam c coo, uro axe n ne samernn, xax ornopnnoct nepnoe oxomeuxo. Bor naex na cyrxn. epxnre eme xpyxxy not. Crom c naxo xnea n ono pyxe n c xpyxxo not n pyro. Oxomeuxo saxnonnynoct. Hepno-nanepno npornornn na rnorxa not. Hoxocnncx na xycouex uepnoro xnea rpamm n rpncra. On rax man, uro menx rxner npornornrt ero ryr xe. Hpornornn c renno nonuxo n onn mnr n nce ryr. H cpasy xe c nycro xpyxxo x nepn. Cryx no oxomeuxy: Fnaroapm noxopno. upasa ntmna crpamno eccmtcnenno. Fpe xaxo- ro! Hy uro xe: rpn mara rya, rpn mara oparno. Kaxt nont mar cranonnrcx rnepxe: pas, na, rpn. H pas, na, rpn. Hao nnrartcx n onpeenennom pnrme. Hoymart rontxo, cxontxo nyrannoro! Hanen Iontmren 110 Cnpocnmt, tnano, xm Mapy o crapom xnrte- trte. Herxo, ronopnr, tno cnyxnrt n napcxoe npemx, no rpyno tno nonyunrt paory. V moero nauantnnxa, ero ntcoxonpenocxonrentcrna, nponcxoxenne tno or pmpnxonnue, no ]opmennt nnor, ntpoxenen. Hsymnrentno nce xe, uro na raxom on enan ouaponannn nce. Kora renept npnemt x napxomy, on ne npenaraer cecrt. A xax nauanact n cemnanarom roy c necamn? Iynnn nx o nenosmoxnocrn. Honnoe ecxosxcrno!.. A norom tno pacnopxxenne HK opaounrt annapar. Hocnenee npemx, xora npnxonmt na cnyxy, xoro ceronx ner? uepes rpn nx nasnauen pyro. n roro ner. npnxoxy n xanner, uyncrnym, uro uenonex nepnnnuaer, memaer noxeuxo ua. Ha pyro ent n ero ner. H rax anee n romy noonoe. Ho x snam n napcxoe npemx. Hapt repnert ne mor rananrnnntx nme. Moxer onn nponenr tn rocyapcrnenntx nme. Ipa] Bnrre ouent nnrepecnt uenonex tn. eme nomnm ero, ouent nnrepecnt uenonex! Hy, nor n y xn Mapt raxax ncropnx nyranax! H y Maxxoncxoro o +rom, no concem no-pyromy, pesxnm xpnxom ntptnaercx:
Her nme, Honnmaere xpnx rtcxuenenntx myx? yma ne xouer nemax nrn, a cxasart xomy?
Bor nmenno: a cxasart xomy? Tenept, xora x xoxy n +rom xapnepe n ronopm c camnm coo, mne yxe xcno, uro cxasart nexomy. a, xoneuno, nce nyumee nx menx cymecrnonano nocrontxy, nocxontxy +ro nmeno ornomenne x Heecam. H nonce ne no cocrnenno neynepennocrn. 3ro tno npeoonenne tra. Moxno nmert nent px crynene. Bor Touxa onopt
111 rontxo +ro xcno, uro tno. Ho uro yer n uro nosmoxno n yymem, n +ro nepnnoct, +rnm xnn, no +ro rax nexcno. Eme ntme na ncem +rnm camoe xpynxoe n yxsnnmoe: meurt, noxoxne na nnmnennocrt. H eno, snaunr, ne n pacuerax n nnanax, n ne n nmxx, noncmy nmymnx ntrot, a n rom, uro cmor rax omyrnrentno nepexnrt concem nnoe. Bet +ro uro-ro cnepxnacroxmee, rouno ncx xnsnt xax ono cepne. A uro xacaercx xonoa, yx n ne snam, uro enart?.. Ipaycon ecxrt, ne mentme. Mnnyra-pyrax, uac-pyro, a nnepen eme uertpe nx n uertpe noun. Tyr nao xax-ro o xonoe ne ymart n nce npemx nnrartcx, noromy uro ne nnraxct concem nponaemt. Bor x orcunrtnam marn. rpn x nepn n rpn or nepn. rpn n eme pas rpn enxrt, n eme rpn nenanart, n eme rpn nxrnanart. nocemnanart. nanart onn. nanart uertpe. nanart cemt. rpnnart. cro maron. necrn. Mnnyra pyrax. uac pyro. n eme uac. n eme. n eme. Bnesanno pacnaxnynact nept. Ha nopore nasnparent cronr monua. He nporonopnn nn cnona, on maraer x crenxe, re xoxa, saxptrax na sanop. On nonopaunnaer sanop n onycxaer xoxy na xamennym rymy. Hoxnct cnart. oro! rnepo ronopnr on n tcrpo ntxonr, saxnonnyn sa coo nept. noxoxy x nepn, npnrparnnamct x ne pyxo: saratnam, urot crano rennee. Bor o xaxnx cyenepntx rnynocre moxno orn, xora ree nenmorory. npncen na xoxy, nect cexnncx, noopan no cex norn. Osno o onn n nncxax. uro xe enart antme? Ecnn ne menennrtcx, ne npoepxnmtcx onro. Hyxno xaxnm-ro opasom npoepxartcx. A net tno raxoe npemx renept xaxercx, npoe ero n ne tno x mor ntrxnyrtcx no renntm oexnom na mxrxo nocrenn. Hy uro mne ymart o rom, uro tno pantme n nor rax epsart na ono mecre n crnartcx n rpn nornenn! Bpyr ornopxercx nept. Ha nopore nasnparent. Bt ne cnnre? Hanen Iontmren 112 He cnnm. 3axpom nenrnnxrop, cnnre! Iyt ero pacrxnynnct n yntxy. ne n cocroxnnn cxasart emy uro-nnyt n snax naroapnocrn. nect poxy or xonoa: n ryt poxar, n noopoox poxnr. On cmorpnr na menx, n nsrnx y nero raxo saornnnt. nnuero ne nonnmam. On monua ntxonr n npnxptnaer nept. Bpyr oxnyno rennom. 3ro axe xax-ro nenepoxrno! Heyxenn +ro or roro, uro on saxptn nenrnnxrop? H, npana, crano rennee. Ho-nnnmomy, x rax npnntx x xonoy, uro camt nycrxx ecrnyer na menx nonoxnrentno. Honopaunnamct c oxy na ox, ymam o rom, xax t nocxopee ycnyrt. Xonononaro, xoneuno, no cnart moxno. Tnmnna. Tenept yxe ncx rmptma cnnr, a x ne mory ycnyrt: osxmne norn xax ntom onoxnno, n nce reno noer or osnoa, a uro roro eme xyxe, rono noxpancx yxacno ecrt xouercx. Hepemorax cex, nonoxnn nory no nory. Mnnyra-pyrax. He mnnyra n ne pyrax, a npoe neunocrn: nente cyrxn, a nnepen eme uernepo cyrox. Bet noymart rontxo uernepo cyrox! Honopaunnamct nnnom x crene, npnxnmamct x xoxe, ntrxrnnam norn, norxxenenmym ronony. B rnasax uepno. Kaxo-ro uepnt ryman nepe rnasamn. eme nnornee npnxnmamct x xoxe. Bor rax! Tya x crenxe, nma onopt, rya n uepnory, n nout. He ro naxny, ne ro no cne x nonnc n nosyxe. Mne xaxercx +ro neecrecrnenntm: x ouent npnnxsan x semne, y menx +ro cnxsano c onpeenenntm ]onom, mecrom; n camoe nx menx rpynoe, +ro xora npocrpancrno ne sanncnr nn or xaxnx nepexnnann, nacrpoenn. Tenept x nnxy nyny n mnoxecrno cnnnx, xenrtx n xpacntx nxren. 3anpoxnnyn ronony n npyr cntmy ronoc: Hoem!. Bcranare! Ounyncx. Hpornpam rnasa. Touxa onopt
113 Cronr xro-ro n rynyne. Cronr nasnparent n xaxercx eme onee opoxenarentntm, uem npn moem orxoe xo cny. npnnonnmamct na norn. On saxptnaer xoxy n ntxonr. V menx rxxenax ronona, nce reno onnr n noer, a norn n pyxn concem saxouenenn. Hy, nano, x xpenox n sopon, x npnntxam; n nor xax pas ro, o uem ronopnn Hyuxon- Fespont: ne nao rouxy onopt repxrt. Onxrt xe, ecnn ne nnrartcx, xonoy ne ntrepnert, a x net nerox na norn, orcunrtnam rpn mara nnepe n rpn mara nasa. To xe nce, uro n npomnoe yrpo: cnona corpenaer xota n pasronop c camnm coo. nnnyncx orcunrtnart cornn maron nnepe n cornn maron nasa. Hpoxonr uac, pyro, rpern, yanxmrcx mnnyrt pyr or pyra n oennxmrcx pyr c pyrom n ono nenoe. Ho npyr, yxe no neuep, naxmypennt nasnparent ntnonr menx ns xamept, n ryr xe na pasnoxmnx, cxnarnn no pyxn, cptnamrcx c mecra n yxnantno erom x necrnnne n no crynentxam nanepx. He nonnmam, xya onn rax roponxrcx? Ha necrnnuno nnomaxe nepn nnpano n nneno. Honepnynn nnpano. oxnyno rennoro rmpemnoro xopnopa! Pacnaxnynact nept n pyro xopnop. 3amarann no xonpontm opoxxam nroporo xopnopa, mnnonann rpern, nonepnynn na necrnnny n no crynentxam nnns, na nepnt +rax, n cnona no xopnopam. Ho crpanno: nce eme npoonxaercx poxt no ncem rene n axe xax yro cnntnee, uem n xapnepe. Ho uro +ro? Becrnmnt cnecrnennoro xopnyca. Pasnoxmne nocroponnnnct, nponycxax menx n nept xannera. H nor x na rom mecre, re n nocnenn pas menx onpamnnan Korenxon. Ceuac sa +rnm cronom cnnr uenonex ner copoxa c ono mnano n namnnxe. On cmorpnr na menx nnnmarentno: xnnnyn na cryn, npnrnamaer cecrt x crony nanpornn cex. caxyct x crony n nonpocnrentno cmorpm na nero. Xyo, c otxnonenntm, nnuero ne ronopxmnm nnnom, on sopxo npnrnxtnaercx xo mne. Hanen Iontmren 114 Bam xonono? ns xapnepa. Mne noxasanoct, uro n ero nnne npornxnyno couyncrnne. Ho uro sa crpannocrt? Menx o roro rpxcer, uro axe crpanno xax-ro. A on, ne ronopx onee nn cnona, noptnncro rpn pasa naxnmaer na xnonxy snonxa. uepes mnnyry orxptnact nept. B nepxx xenmnna n enom npnxonorom na rpyn nepennxe. nac npomy, Bepa, na craxana uam c nnmonom n ne nopnnn cocncox. Ona, xnnnyn ronono, ntmna; uepes necxontxo mnnyr c nonocom n pyxax nponntna x crony n rax xe ecmymno ncuesna. On npnncran n npnnnnyn xo mne ne rapenxn n na craxana uam. Bor cocncxn n ua, rperect. Her, cnacno, ne yy. A y camoro nnyrpn sacocano, santno: naxner ropxunmn cocncxamn n uaem c nnmonom. a ner, cnacno, ne yy. On yntnyncx: He orect, x ne conpamct nac onpamnnart. Kaxercx on n nnpany es ncxxoro pacuera. a, a, +ro nnonne nosmoxno. Mnnyry-ne x eme ne pemamct, a nce-raxn nsxn nnnxy (For snaer, cxontxo ne epxan ee n pyxax). Pyxa poxnr. Vnepcx noramn n cron. Hpornornn ony cocncxy, orxnenyn ns craxana ua, a camomy conecrno nepe nnm. Ho on xaxercx nnuero, nomer moe cocroxnne. Hocmorpen na nero: on ornepnyncx n rnxnr n remnoe oxno. Orxnetnax ropxun ua, x ouent tcrpo ynpannncx c cocncxamn n cnona nocmorpen na nero. On renept, orxnnyncx na cnnnxy xpecna, xypnr nannpocy. Osno y menx npomen, pyxn nepecrann poxart. Hemnoro onycrnn ronony, on cxasan: coxanem, no onxen ornpannrt nac oparno n xapnep. Bt corpennct? Touxa onopt
115 a, cnacno, corpencx. nenponsnontno yntnyncx. On naxan xnonxy snonxa. Pacnaxnynact nept. Ha nero nonpocnrentno cmorpnr pasnoxmn. Vnenre! rnxo nponsnocnr on, ne nonnmax rnas na pasnoxmero. *** Onxrt n xapnepe. Hpnxnarnn xono, n eme cnntnee sasnonno. Cexnncx na xecrxom noxe. Crnam xax moxno xpenue norn, npnrnyn ronony. Tontxo no yrpo, nepe camtm noemom, cnnnamrcx rnasa. Hoem! Honnmamct. Htramct corpertcx, no xononna acxax. Barnyn x nepn n samaran n snaxomom nanpannennn. Cnauana menenno, nocrenenno nce tcrpee. Hamxrt oronnraercx x nxm ercrna, n nor orxptnaercx ro, uro onxrt sayercx, a moxer trt ncuesner nancera. Hamxrt ntpesaer xycxn ouent orptnncro. Bor nnen npnmopcxn yntnap n Faxy, n x n xycrax xapaxamct n cxpeyct, xax xomxa. Cxnost xycrapnnx nnxy ay Hmy nannny mamy. Ouent neceno. a, repnert or cmexa yxe ner nnxaxo nosmoxnocrn. A naxanyne nacxantnt ceep tn: ontmo cron c enocnexno cxareprtm, a na crone ecuncnennoe xonnuecrno nxycntx neme: mana, ]apmnponannax pta, cnaxn xpen. A norom n Mocxne. Hacroxmax snma. H ryr co mno pyrax aymxa mamnna mama. H yxe no neuep monuox unraer mne manentxoro nopa uaynrnepox. A nor eme: n ent moero apmnnno, xora mne mnnyno rpnnanart ner, noapnna mne sonorym nnacrnnxy c ecxrtm sanonexmn. H mnoro o +rom pasronopy y nac c ne tno. H nce +ro tno npexpacno, n ceuac npocro nemtcnnmo. H nor onxrt oro, n onxrt npnxnartnaer xono, n onxrt xpenue crnam norn n npnrnam ronony. H cnona noem, n cnona nepennram norn, orcunrtnam marn, cornn maron rya n nasa. H +ro camoe uro ecrt npocroe n annom nonoxennn. Bor yxe n nocnenne marn nxrtx cyrox, a xaxercx, uro n xonna +romy ne yer. Vnennncx sa nept, a ona ne Hanen Iontmren 116 orxptnaercx. 3ro, xoneuno, mnnyrt, no xax onro onn rxnyrcx. Haxonen, maram xopnopamn x xamepe nxrtecxr uertpe; n noxa nonenn nmenno x ne, n noxya xy y saxptrtx nepe, cepne cnntno tercx. Pacxptnact nept, n n cneymmn mnr nce saxpyxnnoct. Ocrponcxn, nyraxct no noramn, uro-ro nsaxne menuer mne. V crona na nepnom nnane Hyuxon-Fespont. Bnnmo, roxe pa moemy nosnpamennm. oxrop omte ntrnxtnaer ns cnoero yrna, yntaxct. Horonxnyn no-pyxecxn noxrem tnmn sam. nauantnnxa Pasneynpa PKKA Bacnnn Bacnntennu anton. Cnyma, rt uro, nocrno nnme nnrancx? uro-ro xyo rt? Orosnannct n pyrne: Cemtre xonacxn! Bostmnre nyx! Konacy emt! a emy xpyxxy, ny, a re caxap? Herepnennnocrt monx coxamepnnxon rax nennxa, uro onn ryr xe ycaxnnamr menx sa cron ua nnrt. H ne ycnenam x nn c xem eme ronxom cnona cxasart, a yxe xaxt nanepexpecr npenaraer cnon npnnact. Manentxn Ocrponcxn, cyerxct, cxnarnn menx sa pyxy: nam cxaxy no cexpery: +ror crapt nonnrxaropxannn xnrtx mne ne anan. uro nam cxasart? Hy, ro ecrt yxacno, nce sect sa nac ouent nepexnnann. Hnxenep Fouapon, naxnonnn ronony, c yntxo cmorpnr na Ocrponcxoro: O uem menuere, oporo mo? Mano nn o uem! cyernrtcx Ocrponcxn, mnorosnaunrentno nornxtnax na menx. Crapocra xamept npocnr ne ronopnrt rpomxo, na uro Ocrponcxn nonnmamme xnnaer ronono. Hnxenep Fouapon, xnax pyxy na moe xoneno, ocneomnxercx, ne xouy nn x nocne xononoro xapnepa nocnart n renno xamepe. Ceuac, xora xapnep nosan, nacrynnno naxennoe cocroxnne: uyncrnym, uro nce xpyrom xax ponte. a, nor ona xnsnt-ro xaxax! Ona ner xaxnmn-ro xycxamn. Bor n +ror xycox tno rax, a n +ror rax. Touxa onopt
117 H ntnaaer uenonexy cuacrte: nocne raxoro xonoa n raxym renntnt: cnn n ono nnxne pyamxe n nn ry-ry. Hy, n or ryna or +roro ono nacnaxenne: npnxannct pyr x pyry nneuo n nneuo n recnore, a ne n one. H axe sanax raaunma ntxnnr n ypmannr. A ryr eme nonocrn nonnrnuecxne, pasronopt o rexymnx cotrnxx: Paccxastnare, ronapnm anoxar, xaxne y nac ram ena? cnpamnnamr y npncenmero n yrny crona nyxnentxoro uenonexa, xoropt ouennno, eme nuepa rynxn no Mocxne. Hyxnentxn mpncr yntaercx n pasnonr pyxamn: uro x mory snart? a ner, eno ne n ypnom nacrpoennn. npocro nnuero ne snam, xpome raser. xcrarn, ryr onn cnyua ns rasert, a, nnrepecnt cnyua. x n nem ycmarpnnam xoe-uro nonoe. Io romy nasa n xyrcx npntnn na paory monote rexnnxn cnxsn Crenanon n Tnmo]een; Crenanona nasnaunnn npexropom xxyrcxoro renerpa]a, Tnmo]eena ero samecrnrenem. 3ro eme ouent monote nmn, npnexann n nonoe mecro, renerpa] sacrann n ouent nnoxom cocroxnnn, +neprnuno nsxnnct sa eno, ryr t, xaxercx, onennrt nx pnenne, a nx apecrontnamr n onnnxmr n xonrppenonmnnonnom caoraxe. B mae +roro roa onn npecrann nepe Bepxonntm cyom xyrcxo ACCP, n, xorx cnnerentcxne noxasannx opnconann nx exrentnocrt c nonoxnrentno cropont, cy npnronopnn Crenanona n Tnmo]eena x cemn roam nnmennx cnoot xaxoro. K uemy nt +ro ronopnre? Mt ymann ycntmart uro-nnyt nonentxoe. Hpocrnre, x ceuac ne npo ro ronopm. Ouennno, pyxonocrnyxct xaxnmn-ro pyrnmn npexrnnamn, yrononnax xonnernx Bepxcya PCuCP, paccmorpen eno Crenanona n Tnmo]eena, ne namna n nx ecrnnxx xonrppenonmnnonntx npnsnaxon. Onn tnn ns-no crpaxn ocnooxent, a mepa naxasannx tna onpeenena n onn ro ncnpannrentno- rpyontx paor. Bor xax! Tt cmorpn, xpacora xaxax! Hpano, ne snam. nocnpnnnman es xpnrnxn, xax uro-ro nonoe. Ho nepnemcx x eny. B nepnom cnyuae ormenxercx npnronop xyrcxoro Bepxcya. Bo nropom no nporecry camoro Btmnncxoro eno nnont paccmarpnnaercx n Hanen Iontmren 118 yrononno-cyeno xonnernn Bepxcya CCCP. Btmnncxn yxasan na orcyrcrnne n ecrnnxx onnnxemtx yrononno- naxasyemoro npecrynnennx n nocrannn nonpoc o ormene ncex npetymnx pemenn n npexpamennn ena. Bepxcy CCCP nporecr npoxypopa yonnernopnn. Tt cmorpn, xpacora xaxax! a-a, n camom ene, peson n +rom ecrt! Ceuac non, xaxomy neser n ronony, uro peson n +rom ecrt. ne comnenamct, uro n ycmexammncx Hyuxon- Fespont, xoropt cryunr ceuac nannpocxo o cno xoxant noprcnrap, na uro-ro nce xe naeercx. H yx xoneuno ror noxnno myxunna c xpacntmn mexamn, xoropt ouennno xnner omymennxmn cnoero oma, orxya ero nsxnn necxontxo ne nasa, roxe uero-ro xer. H nemypeno, uro xaxt sa uro-ro nennxercx, uero- ro xer, na uro-ro esymno naeercx. Moxer trt n manentxomy Ocrponcxomy xaxercx, uro peson n +rom ecrt. Mne ymaercx, uro n crapnxa Heonna Mnxanonnua myuaer rocxa no omy, no rpyno cee axe npecrannrt, urot on cran sa uro-ro nennxrtcx. Bor on cnnr y crona, nter ua nnpnxycxy c xycouxom caxapy n couyncrnenntm optm nsrnxom rnxnr noxpyr cex. Pasne ne ouennno ncem (a mne xorenoct t, urot raxoe omymenne y ncex tno), uro ner nnxaxoro pesona, a ecrt noxt n oman? Bnpouem, xaxt xaen o xnsnn, o cnoe xnsnn. Ceuac, nanpnmep, ne ro xe camoe, uro n xononom xapnepe. Mne ecrnnrentno ouent xopomo. Ho net cnono xopomo nnn nnoxo orpannuennt cmtcn nmeer, a x pa yx n romy, uro renno, no+romy moxno nonnsnrt na]oc n ne cynrt nnxoro nxoct n nxpnnt. Tenept cneonano t mne nocnart, n x rax n cenam. C ysenxom n pyxax sanpamct na cnoe mecro. Cxnatnam n rononax nnxax n paccrnnam nantro. 3ect, n yrny na napax, xer menx oxrop omte. Vnnnrentno nce xe, no xax-ro nce panno, uro noymaer oo mne oxrop; ycranocrt eper cnoe: cnart, cnart, renept rontxo cnart! Hnuero, nnuero, cnnre! sactnam, a on epexno naxptnaer menx utnm-ro nantro. Touxa onopt
119 B ymax ryn, xaxne-ro nponant, no nor pasnnuamrcx ]past orxya-ro ns rnynnt: Ocnont mt ne conpaemcx nsmenxrt. no nam +ro nao yrnynrt c yuerom rex noxenann, xoropte nam npecrannxer xnsnt. Hpnuem mt crapannct, xora nnannponann, nmenno n nounnnrt +ro. Mt ocymecrnnnn px meponpnxrn, a ceuac mt roronnmcx x macconomy meponpnxrnm. mt ymaem ocymecrnnrt +ro meponpnxrne. Ho mepe cnn mt roxe crapaemcx nxnmunrtcx n +ry paory. Mt namernnn nent px rouex. ymam, uro mt n paouem nopxxe oymaem n pemnm. Tyr mnoro oprannsannonntx momenron: nao nepenosnrt nme. ny, xaxne-ro opaorxn. A? uro? Hnuero! H yx ne cntmno ]paseonornn. Cmyrnte oueprannx uero-ro. Hnxoro n nnuero. Cpen esmonnnx npyr ryn ronocon n xaxax-ro nemax, nennnmtmn nnnnxmn naueprannax xaprnna. Ho nor ns cmyrno xaprnnt ntpesamrcx orentnte xycxn. Vsnam nam om. A ecnn noorn x napano nepn? Hoxoxy. Ho nept ne orxptnaercx. Oopaunnamct. 3re! Orxya npyr napanoct crontxo nme? Croxr, nornxtnamr na menx, cnonno xyr uero-ro. npnxnmamct x nepn. uero xe onn xyr? Vrpmmte, snte. Eme cnntnee npnxnmamct x nepn. Bpyr, yro cxnost con, cntmy ue-ro ronoc nporonopnn mne n yxo: Tax ne npnymaemt, rax ne nannmemt, rax ne paccxaxemt! Kax-ro cpasy ounyncx or cna. oxrop omte naxnonnncx xo mne: V nac cxnepnt nn. x t nam noconeronan ne xonrt na nporynxy, noromy uro npn raxo noroe nocne xapnepa moxno xpenxo saonert. On eper menx sa pyxy, mynaer mo nyntc: 3naere, uro x nam cxaxy? Menx rpenoxnr name cocroxnne. Bt npexe nooeare, norom nostmnre xnnry n ortxare. Ho x nouemy-ro ne concem nonnmam, o uem on ronopnr. B cosnannn rontxo ro, uro cnm mnnyry nnen n cntman. Con orxya-ro nsnne. Cmtcn an xax t cnyuano, Hanen Iontmren 120 xax camoe uro nn na ecrt +nemenrapnoe. He camooman nn +ro? Hnxro rax ne npnymaer, ne nannmer, ne paccxaxer! A n omem nao nocneonart conery oxropa n ntpart xnnry nx urennx. uro nt ronopnre, oxrop? xnnca?.. A!!! Ecnn rax, ro noxany. Ony mnnyrxy, nor nostmnre. Pacxptnam xnnry n roruac norpyxamct n urenne. Haunnam unrart nnxenne mnpon xnnca. Crpannna sa crpannne saannemnx npenonoxenn o nponcxoxennn mnpon. Hocpen +rnx uertpex cren, n xamepno recnore pasneprtnamrcx mnnnnapt conneuno- nnanerntx cncrem. Hpocro nemtcnnmo cee npecrannrt, uro n Mneunom nyrn ne menee mnnnnapa raxnx cncrem. Kaxona xe cyta +rnx ecuncnenntx nnaner? Ho o +rom ne xouy, noromy uro uyncrnym, uro ne ro. Camo no cee moxer n nnrepecno, ne nx uero mne nce +ro ceuac ne snam? Hy, yx, ncranare, parnt, oeart! ncrpenenyncx nenanexe or menx Bacnnn Bacnntennu anton. B npenecrnn et xamepa sacyernnact: xro canrcx c noxxo n pyxax, cnecnn norn c nap, xro sa cronom ycrpannaercx. Tonapnm Fouapon, nama ouepet, cranonnrect na pasauy! Hnxenep Fouapon, nornpax pyxn, noomen x crony, nonxsancx nmecro ]apryxa nonorennem: Fnxm, nxm, ncem, ncem no uepnaxy naxyue menmmxn. 3ro, xoneuno, mnnyrt raxne naxnte xneaem ropxun ptnt nanap, a nor eme rpeunenax xamnna- pasmasnx na nropoe nmo. H npyr or nepe ue-ro ronoc: ntstnamr xro na I. H ryr anton c ecnoxocrnom nonropxer: Cnyma, ntstnamr rex, ontme na I nnxoro nery. Kya enemtcx? Hnxopaouno roponnnno noxoxy x nepn. Touxa onopt
121 Hs nonyorxptro ]pamyrn ynnen tutm ronony cnnntn n epmonxe Coepnrect cnerxa. Benxnyn sacon, pacnaxnynact nept. Ioront? a, roron. Ha xoy naenam nnxax, ntxoxy n xopnop. B xopnope xyr pasnoxmne. Hooant, ntrxnyn no-tutn ronony, cnnntx n epmonxe rnxnr na menx. Kopnopnt, npnceax, omapnn menx c nor o ronont. Toruac pasnoxmne noxnarnnn no pyxn n nonenn xya-ro no nanpnnry snaxomtx xopnopon, a anee uepes xaxne-ro nesnaxomte nepexot no necrnnne na nepxnn +rax. Ftcrptmn maramn npomnn mnmo nepe xanneron, ocranonnnnct y oxono nepn, onro xneenxo. Onn ns pasnoxmnx npnorxptn nept n ryr xe ornopnn, nponycxax menx n xanner. B manentxom xannere sa cronom, y saxptroro mropamn oxna, ror camt uenonex, xoropt ntsnan ns xapnepa. On soponaercx, yxastnaer na cryn nanpornn cex. cen. On saymunno nocmorpen. nouemy-ro npyr nouyncrnonan oneruenne n axe uro-ro npoe naext. On nocmorpen na menx eme pas n saxypnn. Xornre? Her, cnacno, x ne xypm. Hy, x nonaram, nt paccxaxere npo cex. V menx cepne exnyno: ne snam, uro emy orneuart. a uro ronopnrt, mox xnsnt xax na naonn. On ornoxnn n nenentnnny nannpocy. Xopomo! Tora x yy saanart nam nonpoct. On naxnonnncx na cpommponanno nanxo, nepenncran necxontxo crpannn, na uem-ro saepxancx n npyr, nonxn ronony, nocmorpen mne n rnasa. Kro raxo Ocnn Maxcnmonnu? cnpocnn on crporo. nenontno nspornyn. A-a! Hy, nonxrno, +ro Cepa]nm. Bet nce eno n rom, uro xora na ynnne c npnxrenem n pasronope rpomxo nponsnocnmt nmx Crannna, nourn xaxt yxo n rnom cropony. Tax n ne ouent-ro +ro npnxrno. A nor cxaxemt Hanen Iontmren 122 nmecro +roro Ocnn Maxcnmonnu, n nnxro ne ornxtnaercx. H x ne snam, uro xe n +ro npeocynrentnoro? samonuan, a on cnona naxnonnn ronony, cnona nepenncrtnaer crpannnt cpommponanno nanxn. He sanesemt x nemy n ymy, no ecnn yx x paccunrtnam, uro on ne raxo xax Korenxon, uero x x rax cmymamct or ero nonpocon? Bor on npnnonxn ronony n cnona nocmorpen na menx. Hnno y nero ycranoe, nexn npnnyxmne, no no ero ycranomy nnny rpyno uro-nno nonxrt. Bt, xaxercx, c Ipnropnem Enceennuem 3nnontentm ncrpeuannct? npyr cnpocnn on. a sauem xe +ro? Bet +ro uymt xaxax-ro! Kaxne ncrpeun? Hoymare rontxo: Ha Hamennu npexrop Enpecxoro rearpa. Ha ontmo pyr moe rerxn. B onn npexpacnt ent mt c rerxo nem n rearp. Tam a anrpaxre ncrpeuaem Hy c 3nnontentm. snam ero n nnno. Hy, a xro xe ero ne snan no noprperam? Ha ns +nemenrapno nexnnnocrn npecrannxer ero nam. paccxastnam o +rom moemy npnxrenm Cepa]nmy, a on, ouennno, nam. Bor n nce. Ho net nentsx rax sanpocro enart ns nme apecranron. ne conpamct enart ns nac npara, x rontxo ntnonnxm cnon oxsannocrn. Hporonopnn +rn cnona, on narnaercx x crony n nepenncrtnaer crpannny cpommponanno nanxn. Bpyr on onxrt nonnmaer ronony: Hy nor no Meepxonty, cxaxem. He cxpom, unran name nnctmo. Hy, uro nt cxaxere npo Meepxonta? Kax-ro crpanno, uro unrann nnctmo. Ono net no pyromy apecy noctnanoct. a, nepno, no n nacroxmee npemx name nnctmo npnomeno x eny, no+romy x npomy ouent ceptesno, rouno onpeennrt n necxontxnx cnonax name ornomenne x Meepxonty. ne snam. Mne xax-ro rpyno, a n conecrno. H uro ryr onpeenxrt? Meepxont +ro nce panno, xax cxauox uepes orpomnym nponacrt n xaxo-ro necpannenno onee peantnt mnp. Taxnm xe tn n Maxxoncxn. ornomyct x Touxa onopt
123 +romy c rpenerom, xorx, xoneuno, ceuac mne xcno, uro ne nyxno tno nncart nnctma. Kax xe +ro y nac ntmno c nnctmom? neoxnanno mxrxo cnpocnn on. emy xouy uro-ro oxcnnrt, no ynt, ne mory cxasart ontme nn cnona. a +ro nce rax! cxasan on rpycrno, npana ne ouent xonxperno nce cxasannoe namn, no, rem ne menee, xopomne ecrt nmn. Ho nor xoe-uro ne rax. On npyr ntrxnyn pyxy n orponyncx o snonxa: Ha +rom x saxanunnam n nepeam nac pyromy cneonarenm. Tyr xe on naxan xnonxy snonxa. Vnenre! cxasan on pasnoxmemy, noxnnnmemycx na nopore pacnaxnynmecx nepn. Pasnoxmn xpenxo nsxn menx no pyxy n ntnen ns xannera n xopnop. *** Henontno ymaercx, uro moxer trt, nce +ro nponcxonr no cne, n ouent rnyoxom cne, re nmemrcx cnon ocote saxont, xaxax-ro cnox, mne nenonxrnax nornxa. Bce moxno npecrannrt rax, xax xouercx. Hy nor sect rax! A ram? A ram omnx cpen cocnxxa, nourn y camoro Pynencxoro nooxpannnnma; ocrarox y Cepa]nma c Hnouxo ne rax nennx, a mt c Bantxo Feprentconom noxa uro ne xenart, na yrny Cmonencxoro n yrnonom racrponome naxynnm ncxxo ncxunnt n n Pyneno, x cemenomy ouaxxy. Btnnnmn no craxany, pasronop no ymam sanonm n n xonoox, x peuno nnare. Cnnm na epery, noxonr x nam raxo crapnuox. H nor noexnncx. Cepa]nm emy noouxn, a crapnuox oxecrnennt raxo c ropntmxa nter. Crapnuox orxonr, n mt cntmnm narouecrnnt renopox: Cnxr Iocnot For nam. A Cepa]nm cnonm acom sarxrnnaer necnn pasnte. A norom onxrt n om nosnpamaemcx n npxmo es not, es ncero ntnnnaem na rponx non-nnrpa noxn, a Cepa]nm n xypce yxnantno ncex cotrn n ner y nero +ro pa]axoncxo orpannuennocrn: penanoncxne +rmt no ncropnn pennrnn nansycrt mnapnr n mnoro crnxon Hanen Iontmren 124 n ncxxoro pyroro snaer. Bantxa or nero n neotxnonennom nocropre: ronopnn, uro on ymeer nxycno paccxastnart. A renept, ononoymen on, uro nn? Bet xro xe ero sa xstx rxnyn? He namen nyumero ntxoa? A moxer axe nor rax: ntstnann n rposnnn xax ctny nporotxxona, rposnnn ntcnart, nocanrt, c Hnouxo pasnyunrt. A renept nor naxencrnyer c nepno nopyxxo cnoe. a-a! A o uero on, cnonm nnom onnm nmnn noxasart, uro on uenonex. Orpomnt raxo, n xoconoporxe, pexne nonoct npnrnaxnnaer, cnona acom napacnen ntronapnnaer. A pxom Hnouxa. On ontmo raxo, mnpoxn, a ona, cnonno xosa c ronxo mee, c ronxnmn nnnntmn noramn; nonoct xax menx, c ono mnnntxo n nyuox copant, a rnasa opte, es ncxxoro nyxancrna, c ncxnmunrentno uncroro na rex cmorpxr. H noopasnrt cee ne mor, cnauana o menx axe n ne omno, nouemy ona noro menx no cronom saenana, a norom n nenrpe, na Tearpantno, ne ntnycxax moe pyxn, norxnyna n napx. Xenmnna moxer ynrt nrpamun ouaponarentnocrt nmecre c ananrmpnsmom. (A x x romy, urot rt menx nonenonan). A Cepa]nm? On xe myx rno? Cepa]nm ono, a rt pyroe ono pyroro ne ncxnmuaer. Hnuero ne nonnmam: mnnax, cxpomnax n xax pasnysanact orxponenne npnymart rpyno es ncxxnx pyxa x nnsy rxnercx. c ne roxe es ncxxnx: Hy, yer. no-xamcxn c roo, no x ne xouy. Mne xaxercx, uro rax ne nao. A x xouy! uro tno orneuart na orentnte eccnxsnte cnona n na uro-ro yx ouent nepememee n npnntuxy uro-ro onontno npornnnoe? uro +ro rt. a, xnarnr. +ro xe nce npaxn! uro +ro x?. A xro ero snaer, uro +ro x? Tenept nor xoe-uro snam, a rora Cepa]nmom raxne necnn nennct: Beuepnn snon. neuepnn snon. xax mnoro ym nanonr on. Touxa onopt
125 Ho nouemy x tn rax ynepen n nem, xora nnen, uro ronopnr uenonex n nper, n nce +ro noxt? A xro ero snaer, nouemy. Ho nao noymart xopomentxo, moxer trt, y nero ne tno pyroro ntxoa n moxer trt, emy xyxe ceuac, uem mne. +ro ro, uro nmnr, cxasan mne oxrop omte, a ecnn nt xornre snart ontme, cxasan on mne, ro ontme ymare npo cex n ytre mennrentntm n cnonx cyxennxx. Ecnn xornre snart ontme?.. uro xe x snam n uro mory snart? +ro x, a onn +ro onn, a ecrt eme mnoroe pyroe. Ecnn nymartcx, cxasan oxrop, ro oxaxercx, uro enxrax sanonet ntrexaer ns cetmo. He cnnerentcrny noxno npornn pyroro uenonexa +ro enxrax sanonet. He yt pacnyrntm +ro cetmax sanonet. Ho ryr nao nnecrn xcnocrt: ronopnrt moxno npexe ncero o rom, uro neorennmo or ecrnnrentnocrn. Ona xenmnna, xoropax ouent rxxenym mnocrt npoxnna. On net na ne xennncx ornocnrentno neanno, a saort ymnoxnnnct: peenox, c trom ne nanannoct. A uro nyxno myxunne n xenmnne? Xenmnne, raxo xax ona, nyxnt xpacnnte nemn. Kora mt ncrpernnnct c ne y merpo n Oxornom pxy, ona mne norn cnon noxastnana: Hpana, ouent nexpacnnte uynxn? Her, nouemy?.. xopomo! npenoxnn e norn n xa]e Cnopr ecrt nnnt co cmerano. Tt npan +ro roxe ona ns npenecre xnsnn, n mo xenyox ne npocrnn t moe ypno ronone. Tam n xa]e x noxypnn ee sa nsnomt n ntneprt n rora eme nouemy-ro n myrxy cpannnn c Bapnorro Kop+. Horom ona nsxna menx no pyxy, n mt ntmnn. Ax, oxe mo, noxnrt t nemnoxxo n paocrn. A rt pacrxna neuemtcx o Cepa]nme, a on nac, enpeen ne ouent-ro nmnr. Hanen Iontmren 126 Xenmnna moxer ynrt nrpamun ouaponarentnocrt nmecre c ananrmpnsmom. Bnpouem, xaxax +ro nycrxxonnna nce tna, n nnuero, xoneuno, npecrannrt nentsx tno. Bce +ro nepexnnanoct xax-ro ne rax. Ho renept nao oxnarnrt ncm nponemy nennxom. rnxxy na remnoe oxno c pemerxo, n xax ncxxn cmeprnt, npocro-nanpocro ne nce eme nonnmam. A nt concem, oxrop, ynepent, uro +ro rax? On yntaercx n npononr pyxo no ronone: Hy, x t cxasan rax: x enpe, a enpem For an nosmoxnocrt, onee uem xomy-nno pyromy, nouyncrnonart necnpanennnoe, rnynoe n neuenoneuecxoe. H x axe cxnonen ymart, uro nmenno sa +ro nac rax ne nmxr. Ho cxaxnre mne cnoe mnenne o uenonexe, npo xoroporo x nam paccxastnan. Hy, sect, nnnmo, orpaxenne omnx cotrn. Moxer trt, +ro rontxo nx nerxomtcnne, no ono ne ecrt nx xapaxrep, a ono cxopee ncero nesnanne. Hesnanne? .Cepa]nma ne nasonemt neyuem. snarox Penana n mnp nonnmaer mnoroopasno. Bosmoxno, uro snarox, no uenonex rontxo rora nmeer necuacrte cntmart, ecnn on cam pantme corpemnn. A, xpome roro, ncm cnoxnym crpyxrypy nepepoxennx moryr nonxrt rontxo ouent ocrpte ymt, n x t axe cxasan, uro nam n ceuac xaprnna ne xcna neynonnmt nnan rnopennx ntme roro, uro moxer oxrt nam pasym. Cnymam oxropa co nce nospacrammnm nnrepecom. Koneuno, +ror rpen Cepa]nma o Ocnne Maxcnmonnue n 3nnontene nosmyrnn menx ouent, no xapaxrepno, uro oxrop, xax ncera, nmeer n nny eme n mnoroe pyroe. Hy. cnonom. ne ynna, ne rpyc nonexnr pacnosnannm, a cnoconocrt trt nmn! ronopnr on mne. H ecnn cynrt o nocrynxax pyrnx nme, ro nao trt mennrentntm n cnonx cyxennxx. a, nao! Ho x noxa axe ne nepm n camoro cex. H ro, uro mnp cynrcx ne no nocrynxam +ro roxe ne concem o xonna eme nonnmam. Touxa onopt
127 A nor on, ouennno, nepnr n camoro cex, n +ro onxno trt ro xe camoe, uro nepnrt n Fora. He ro xe nn +ro camoe? cnpamnnam x oxropa. On cmorpnr na menx c yntxo: a, ecnn xornre, +ro rax. Vnnnrentno, xax y nero nce cxnatnaercx n nenoe. H nor yxe n o Kannonom xeprnonpnnomennn on ncnomnnn. O, +ro ne rontxo mecro ns Fnnnn! Hauart c roro, uro n Knnre Knnr paccmorpenne yxa nosnaercx n ero xnnom pasnnrnn n ocymecrnnennn. a, on npan: ryr nce ntstnaer ontmoe xonnuecrno nonpocon, n x xax pas ymam cymmnponart nx cex nce cxasannoe nm. a, +ro ouennno tno rax n +ro rax n ecrt: 3emnenamen Kann npnnocnr n ap Fory nnot semnn, a ero par, nacryx Anent, rax xe npnnocnr n ap Fory nyumnx cnonx onen. Hpnnxn ap Anenx, na nonomenne Kanna For axe ne cmorpnr. A net Kann npoe co nce ymo. Kax xe +ro rax? A +ro moxno nonxrt rax: uenonex moxer cenart sanecy ns en cnonx. Camoe ncxpennee c nny uyncrno, camte axrnnnte xecrt moryr trt cnoexoptcrno noso. a, uenonex moxer cenart sanecy ns en cnonx, no nemn, cxptrte or nme, ne cxptrt or Fora onn onaxent nepe Hnm no nce cnoe narore. Hnuero ne cxaxemt ouent cmeno n pemnrentno ctrpan Kann: npnnec n ap Fory nnot semnn c xenannem ceuac, cnm mnnyry trt na ntcore. He coornercrnonart ntcore, a trt na ntcore. Kaxax yx ryr ntcora! On, nnnre nn, onxen! uem onxen? Emy noxasanoct cnnmxom onntm, uro ne ero xeprna npnnxra. Ero nn osno, sanncrt rxnyna ero nnns. Btcora +ro xora rt n pannonecnn c nentm. Btcora net ne no ry cropony rex, a nnyrpn, ona onaaer xponno npounocrtm. A on ynna para cnoero, cronr n cmorpnr na nce nenonnmammnmn rnasamn. Hanen Iontmren 128 Ie par rno Anent? He snam, pasne x cropox pary moemy? On tn uenonex c ronopom, n sanncrt ero pacmarana. Bor n ceuac, n renepemnem onnxe nernmponna synst, ntnyunncx on na menx. H nouemy on rax mrnonenno onycxaer rnasa? Touno n n camom ene n +ro nenanncrn ecrt uro-ro mncrnuecxoe. A on nac enpeen, ne ouent-ro nmnr. Bor x rnxxy na nero, n xax t oxnnaer nce, o uem mama c aymxo paccxastnann. A net mnorne ronopnnn, yro nycrxxn nce +ro n ne cronr renept +romy snauennx npnanart. A xora x c Cepa]nmom o +rom ronopnn, on acnn rearpantno: Fparen rt mo, mt nce ono ontmax cnooa ner nn +nnnna, nn nyex. Ho x anno noospenan, uro anexo +ro ne rax. anno +ro nonxn, xora tn concem eme manentxn, xora menx nnn pannem no ronone, n nect mo xnacc cmexncx: a +ro xe xn!. Xn napxart nomep nxrt. xn!.. xn!.. Cxontxo npemx?.. na enpex rpern xn na nepenouxe poxnr. a, pas n nancera, x xn! H +ro nao tno cee ycnonrt, urot ne trt uem-ro pyrnm. H x +ro pas n nancera ycnonn. H y menx n poy nnxro or +roro nnxora ne orxastnancx. Hy ner, paren rt mo, ner n ree nnuero raxoro cnenn]nuecxn enpecxoro. a x uemy rt +ro, Cepa]nm? Emy nnnmo xasanoct, uro moxer trt mne +ro ouent npnxrno. Bam Cepa]nm, cxasan mne oxrop omte, on ne cnonout. Bt ne npant, on, no-moemy, ropaso xyxe. ne cront onrnmncrnuen no +romy nonpocy. Ho nt ne ouent payrect namemy npany pemart n rmarentno oymare cnon ntnot. Bor x ne snam, no ecrt oexrnnnte npnunnt, npexe ncero ncnxonornuecxne, no +ro rontxo ncnxonornuecxne npnunnt, no ecrt onee rnyoxne npnunnt +ro rax rnyoxo, npnuem ouent crnxnno. Touxa onopt
129 cunram, uro ouent rpyno onpeennrt n ornernrt na +ror nonpoc +ro eno npemenn. Hyxno ontme ymart o camtx npocrtx nemax. Cocrnenno ronopx, uro nt moxere nmert npornn Cepa]nma? Taxnx npnmepon, xora nmn oxoxr o nnornsma, moxno narn n nsonnnn. Hmn, x coxanennm, ymemr yxonrt or ornercrnennocrn, nmxm ne xnaraer npocroymnx, cnxsn c mnpom y nnx ouent cxynte. t cxasan rax: nce, uro coenneno c nouno, paccmarpnnaercx xax nouna, a sect nmn es Fora n nannonantnocrn, ner nonxrnx oma, orna, marepn, ner nonxrnx cemeno ornercrnennocrn. Enpen roxe tnamr pasnte, no conepmenno xcno, nouemy namn nnuem nencrpenmte ueprt o raxo crenenn ncex rax paspaxamr. Hmn mtcnxr no ouent npocro cxeme, n uro nponsoer, +ro rpyno npennert, nce tno ne rax posono. Orxponenno ronopx, x yxacno omct onee crpamntx neme. 3ro nonpoc nacrontxo naxnt, nacrontxo cymecrnennt, uro nce mt onxnt trt x +romy roront. Ionopnre uro xornre, no xora or nac norpeymr orpeuennx or cnoe nept n npexnonennx nepe nonamn, nt onxnt noxeprnonart xnsntm nx coxpanennx cnoero uenoneuecxoro ocronncrna. Hnn ne rax? a, onxno trt rontxo rax! H +ro tno rax xe xcno, xora xx Mapa o +rom paccxastnan: a, nce tno, nce tno! e rno tn cxpomnt uenonex. Tora crannrt Caxo na nponnnnnantno cnene rpyno tno. eymxa nepennctnancx c Pnmcxnm- Kopcaxontm. Hnxona Anpeennu rpeonan, urot uncrora crnnx tna. Kora eymxa crannn yponcxoro, pyxnn c Hanpannnxom. A norom on tn npnrnamen n Fontmo Tearp. Kora on tnan n Mocxne, ocranannnnancx y Banxnnna. B Mocxne namecrnnxom rora tn nennxn xnxst Cepre Anexcanponnu. On xe nean Hmneparopcxnm rearpom. Emy npecrannnn ymary c ]amnnne n nannonantnocrtm ea. On n nanncan: ecnn xpecrnrtcx, ne nospaxam. Ho eymxa na +ro ne cornacnncx. On nosnparnncx n Knen n ouent nepnnom n paccrpoennom cocroxnnn. Cemtx ocranact es cpecrn, es npana xnrentcrna. Mt nepeexann n Foxpxy. Hacrynnna snma, eymxa cner. Bonox nocrynnn n Hanen Iontmren 130 xommepuecxym rnmnasnm. A eymxa neonro myunncx npnmen oxrop, nomynan nyntc, a eymxa meprnt. Ecnn t emy rora nomornn, on nosmoxno n xnn t eme. Ecnn ronopnrt orxponenno, uaxoncxn mor t emy nomout. On tn rora n Amepnxe, n rno eymxa nanncan emy rya. On xe tn nepntm nocranonmnxom Hnxono amt, n uaxoncxn npnxnponan n Knene +rnm cnexraxnem. On ouent ynaxan eymxy, no on ne snan, uro eymxa enpe, n on ornernn yxe ns Bnmn. B Amepnxy exart on ne coneronan, noromy uro enart n Amepnxe pyccxomy uenonexy neuero. Hy uro x xya enartcx? net tno raxoe npemx no 50 xoneex na uenonexa anann, urot nrt xnon n nnrennnrenron. Bce xanenn eymxy rpomanax ronna mna sa rpoom. A xora npoesxann mnmo xopantno cnnarorn, tnn orxptrt nepn, saxrnn nce nmcrpt, n xanrop nen. A na anxon ropocxoro rearpa ntmen opxecrp, xop n aprncrt. Mt c Ocxapom Ipyseneprom, nompontm parom eymxn, rnom aymxy no pyxn nenn. Bor aymxa rnox es opasonannx, a nontsonanact y ncex ontmnm ynaxennem. 3ro ona nac ncex ntpacrnna. H aymxa net ncera ronopnna: ne xanem npoxnro xnsnn. Eme t xanert! Bet ona raxax opax. H ne or opasonannx, a npocro rax no npnpoe cnoe. Coepyrcx y nac nmn, cnopxr, n crontxo cnon, n ne ouent n nnx eno; a ona cnymaer, saxptnax rnasa, n nor ns ncero renept xcno, uro rocxa y nee tna sa mamy, sa menx net rocxa nenepoxrnax. H nonpocnrentnt nsrnx, xora x e unran Maxxoncxoro. H +ro tno e roxe nnsxo. a, pasne morno trt nnaue, xora:
Ceronx mxa]om na cepne nexnr rxxenoe cnono xn. 3ro cnono mnneno na nysonnem Paxenem, napcxnx ne notmax ntntny, xora Touxa onopt
131 xpncrnane nysonnt axann rpxsno xanome xna no nnny. 3ro cnono cnecapnm nanno onepxa n ent, xora enonnro n unnno uyrt ne nacmeprt xnenxa Fepaxa saronxna ntxnax macreponmnna. Ho+r n nnnno xoro-ro xnom uecrnr no yrtnount snon sa ro, uro pyrana esapnt rom ]amnnnx c oxonuannem son 3ro cnono cnmnxnnr xommynncr neounmennt ryamn, yro cxontsxne mncxn, pasronxx ryun nauantcrnenno romnmn nocnennm enpecxnm anexorom noxannmcxnm
Bor namynanact nnrt. H, n cymnocrn, uemy xe ynnnxrtcx net Maxxoncxn tn nx noannxmmero ontmnncrna npocro nenonxren, net n nem tno cnnmxom Hanen Iontmren 132 mnoro nx nnx uenoneuecxoro, net on tn ne xax nce. Hy, a ecnn rax, ro uero xe or nnx rpeonart? Ho +ro xaxo-ro yxac +ror Cepa]nm, xoropt penanoncxne +rmt no ncropnn pennrnn mnapnr. H renept ceronx x yxe ne mory cee npecrannrt nnaue xax pxom c synso, pano ntcrannxmmnm rpyt nnepe. Ho nmn net no-pasnomy x xnsnn ornocxrcx. nor snan Apama xonnennua. Xena y nero ymepna on ro nnacrom nexan. A nor y Kacarxnntx rponx c mantunxom, a onn ryr xe exr, ntmr noxy. uro nt enaere? A uro? pyro ponrcx! A Mnrx Hxrynnn? 3ro xe tna raxax yxacnax cnena. 3ro tn rnxn yxac. On cunran, uro ero mart ne xnnen na +rom cnere, uro ona cxopo ymper. H rora on oxnnn e, uro nao ntnncartcx. On npnneer ay n yer xosxnnom. H on npnnen. B omem, nauancx cxanan, xoropt uyrt ne xonunncx noonmem. Foxe mo, on xe pono ctn, n on tn pa ee noxoponnrt. Ho +ro xaxo-ro yxac, n Camynny Htnonnuy xanxo crano crapyxy, urot onn ee yrponnn. A Mnrx saxnnn Camynny Htnonnuy, uro on nn xna no-pyccxn ne nonnmaer. a, +ro nce rax... H concem ne nont nonpoc nx menx. 3ro n npexe x snan, xora Htnona raparopnna na xyxne: Heyxenn Xpncroc tn enpe? H xax ona omapamena tna +rnm, npocro norpxcena tna. A nsxrt xorx t onxa? Kora raxo onx na crapocrn ner, nmex rpex ere, onapyxnn, uro xena ero anrncemnrxa! uro nt cxaxere na +ro? pemnn x cnpocnrt y Tamapxnna, xoroporo rpertero nx nocannn n namy xamepy. Moe opamenne x Tamapxnny ntsnano norpenocrtm omenxrtcx mtcnxmn c tnmnm san. orenom xyntrypt HK naprnn. Hennn, xoneuno, ne roro xoren, nauan on rnxo n ponno. B xaxnx macmraax Hennn mor oprannsonart penonmnnm? Ornomenne ero x nmxm? On cunran, uro ne xaxne-nnyt ocoennte nmn yyr crponrt connannsm. nx nac rora ocrarouno tno, urot onn tnn npeant penonmnnn. On opoxnn nmtmn, xax ocroxnnem pecnynnxn. Touxa onopt
133 oxrop omte roxe cnymaer Tamapxnna. On sopxo npncmarpnnaercx x nemy. H x xouy snart, uro ceuac uyncrnyer Tamapxnn. Hy, a re non y oxna Hncapen n Hemxa Pynen? Hemxa renept npnoopnncx xnner naexamn na nyumee. Bnxn conery Hncapena n nanncan na nmx Fepnn, coomnn o cnoem tnmem pyre Bonotxe, coomnn, xax emy +ror nonen Bonotxa o Exone paccxastnan. Bce noxa ocranoct no-npexnemy, c ro nnmt pasnnne, uro n Bonotxa cnnr renept no samxom. oxrop omte npoonxaer ncmarpnnartcx n Tamapxnna, a Tamapxnn neonontno xocnrcx na menx. Ouennno, on ymaer, uro x nnoxo ero cnymam. 3a yxnnom Tamapxnn noruyer nocenmnx x crony Pa]eca n Ocrponcxoro nonnrnuecxnmn nonocrxmn. Ho ero mnennm emoxparnn Enpont oxonuarentno oanxpornnnct, a y Iepmannn ner peantntx cnn nanacrt na Conercxn Coms. Ha 10 mapra nasnauen XVIII ces naprnn, or pemennx xoroporo sanncnr mnoroe, B xamepnom rearpe ner Ounax cranxa parten Typ, a n nauane noxpx nnesanno cxonuancx na cnyxenom nocry noennt xomnccap anroponeranxonoro ynpannennx PKKA Hanen Cepreennu Annnnyen. Mexy rem, sa nocnenee npemx renerpa] npnnocnr nsnecrnx o norpomax, xoropte npoxarnnnct no nce Iepmannn. uamncrt rpomxr enpecxne xnnnma, ynnamr nme, saronxmr nx n nec, sarouamr n xonnenrpannonnte narepx, a nont uexocnonanxn npemtep, xacaxct nonpoca o enpecxom mentmnncrne, saxnnn, uro npnmemne x nam uyxne +nemenrt ne moryr paccunrtnart na nnrentnoe narononyune. Vmentmenne rpannn namero rocyapcrna sacrannxer nac oparnrt nnnmanne na ro, urot onn ncxann cee mecro n rocyapcrnax, nmemmnx onee mnpoxne xosxcrnennte nosmoxnocrn. uro? cnpocnn ena cntmno oxrop, rnxx na Tamapxnna c ecnoxocrnom. Hnuero, orneuaer cnonm ponntm ronocom Tamapxnn. Hy uro moxno cxasart? Ho +ro yxac xaxo-ro! Hanen Iontmren 134 Manentxn Ocrponcxn ecnoxono ornxtnaercx no croponam. On ocropoxno rporaer sa nneuo Pa]eca. Pa]ec, cnx na cxamte y crona, noxaunnaercx nnepe n nasa. Haxnonnncx x Tamapxnny nemomno corennt Hncapen n npocnr, urot Tamapxnn eme pas cxasan emy npo XVIII ces. Tamapxnn nnnmo nce unran, sa ncem cnenn: on oo ncem ronopnr connno n ponno. nce xax-ro satnam, uro +ror enpe paoran ne ro sanom, ne ro samom sana orena xyntrypt HK. Hosan nero cntmen ronoc crapnxa Hyuxona: Mt npexpacno snaem ero! ronopnr on oxropy. snam nac ronapnm Tamapxnn, xax npexpacnoro nponaranncra! Ocrponcxn, Pa]ec n oxrop cnxr xax samarnernsnponannte, Pa]ec, ne ntepxan, saxptnaer nnno pyxamn. Horox, on cnona orxptnaer nnno, npoonxax noxaunnartcx nnepe n nasa. Tamapxnn ynnnenno cmorpnr na Pa]eca. On eme pas ynnnenno cnncxonrentno nsrnxnyn na nero n, oepnynmnct x Hncapeny, cran ronxonart c nnm o camom nx nnx naxnom n sanernom o XVIII cese naprnn. +ro ro, uro nmnr. Hy, nor n rom ro n eno. A nor Hncapen c Tamapxnntm, c +ro rouxn spennx, yyun nnment onopt, cnannnamrcx n xaxoe-ro nepasnnunmoe enncrno. Heyxenn enncrno +ro rontxo xpacnnoe cnono? Ho net renept conepmenno xcno, uro na camom ene nnuero xpacnnoro sect ner. Bet necnpocra xe non ror noxnno c xpacntmn mexamn c nepnoro snaxomcrna cxasan mne, uro ne snaer, xya cex enart. 3naere, xaxax xnsnt nyranax. Kro x? otxnonennt otnarent. A nno momenr xaxercx, uro ecrt xaxne-ro mtcnn: ncx xnsnt ner rax, uro mt noprnm xnsnt pyr pyry. Bce opmrcx. Foponnct c camoepxannem noennn, renept pyr c pyrom opemcx sannyem pyr pyry. V nac paxom na yrny nsxn cee nam om, n mt cnnm n ntnn n n xonorn n xommynanxe. A x nor no-paouemy rax ymam, ronopnr nnrepcxn paoun Erop Anexceennu, x ymam, uro nce eno n nepexnrxax npomnoro. Tt nomn, net ]axr nannno. Touxa onopt
135 H Pasymnnx Bacnntennu ronopnr, uro ]axr ecrnnrentno nannno: nao tno nm no pasntmn npenoramn n nosynramn ynnuroxnrt xax moxno ontme nme, sannrt crpany xpontm n rora, c ono cropont, moxno ynpannxrt reppopnsnponanntm nacenennem, a c pyro +rn npenorn n nosynrn ntstnamr xonoccantnt +nrysnasm y roro xe nacenennx. Xopomo! Fopo! Hnxaxoro ynannuecrna nnuero ne ponxer, na +rom moxno pasmxrtcx, xax ronopnn ronapnm Hoeonocnxon n "Fane" Maxxoncxoro. Ouent xopomo! Bce ecrt! Bt rontxo nnenre cma eme camoxpnrnxy, +raxnm cnmnonnuecxnm opasom, renept +ro ouent cnoenpemenno. Hocrantre xya-nnyt n cropony cronnx, n nycrt cee crartn nnmer, noxa nt sect cnonm enom sannmaerect. Onnm cnonom, xax nn paccyxa, a ouent yx ynnnrentno. Bneuarnenne ecrnnrentno raxoe, uro uenonex re- ro c camoro nauana samxnyncx, n rxner ero ns xnno xnsnn n saron x esymnomy ennoymnm.
3ro ncem n xaxomy ouent nyxno, ronopnr oxrop, no nsann For, urot +ro xomy-ro nmenxnoct n oxsannocrt no npnnyxennm. Ho xax nt cex mtcnnre? Bnnre nn, ny, npexe ncero no ncex nyrxx rnonx nosna Ero, n On nanpannr rex: nor raxax penneenpecxax cnenn]nxa, xoropax ne repnnr cyert n nponnxaer cxnost nemnym oonouxy x ncrnnno cxptro ocnone. Ftna semnx, n tno neo c ecuncnenntm mnoxecrnom snes, n tn Anpaam, xoropt cmorpen na neo n cunran snest. Mtcnt ero connana c mtcntm Fora, n or nce ymn omyrnn on, uro ecrt nmont, xoropax xo mnoromy oxstnaer. H rora tn ncntran on ecxrtm ncntrannxmn n ycroxn no ncex. H ner nnxaxoro comnennx, uro ncntrannx +rn ant tnn, at noxasart, cxont nennxa nmont orna namero Anpaama n xax Hanen Iontmren 136 cnntno yer na semne cemx nnyxa ero axona, ycroxnmero n nepe cnoe. nonnmam, uro n namnx rnasax xaxo-ro xpyr xnsnn ner, ner n ner, n nor, nce xonuaercx n axe moxer, xax nn crpanno, n ne rax ncx nama xnsnt, yro ncy no xnocr, nocxontxy rpo xnsnn ne onaaer nnxaxo ecrnnrentnocrtm. Ho eno ryr ne rontxo n +rom npornnonocrannennn. axon tn uenonexom xporxnm, xnnymnm n marpax. Bt cxaxere, uro on xax uenonex n rtcxuy pas mentme snan, uem mt, a mt nce ryr nce snaem. Ho ceuac ner pasronop o xnsnn, a xnsnt na nmont onnpaercx. Xnsnt axona npoonxaercx n xnsnn ere n nnyxon, n name c namn xnsnn, n nor n +rom ero eccmeprne. Ecrt xaxax-ro ontmax ncrnna, xoropax ana erxm axona onopy no ncex myxax nx. 3ro uro-ro conepmenno npocroe, nexoe nmecrnnnme omnx uyncrn, re no nce cnne npoxnnxmrcx ocoennocrn xaxoro. t axe cxasan, uro +ro enncrnennt nyrt x opy. Bt snaere, xaxne mory trt crpemnennx: uenonex noponnr nounnnrt cee nce, n, npexe ncero, cnoero nnxnero. Moxno npnnecrn npnmep Hocn]a. uyncrnyx nmont axona, on cxontsnn no nonepxnocrn, ero cocrnennax mnax nepcona ne npnsnana eme mnpom. Xapaxrepno, uro +ro ero repsaer. Cnont parten onxnt ncrart n noxnonnrtcx ero cnony; connne, nyna n onnnanart snes oren, mart n onnnanart parten onxnt noxnonnrtcx emy. Bor rax napymaercx cocroxnne mnpa, n xoropom xnner cemtx. 3ro ouent onacno, c +rnm nentsx myrnrt, n partx naxasann Hocn]a. Moxer, cxaxyr, uro +ro nerymanno, a x cunram, uro +ro na mo nsrnx ne xecroxo, a ouent npannntno, no rnyoxo cmnpnno ymy Hocn]a n nanpannno ero na nyrt ncrnnnt. Tax cxnatnaercx uro-ro onee ntcoxoe. Bo ncxxom cnyuae mnp onxen naxonrtcx n xnntx pyxax, no on ne meprn. onxen nn mnp nornnyrt ns- sa rnynnon? Foxe coxpann! Hycrt mnp ner cnonm nopxxom, a rnynnt npecranyr n nonyuar no sacnyram. A uro xe, oxrop, yer c namn, uro nam enart? nnuno cunram, uro y nac renept ecrt nsnecrnt ontr. 3ro ne nao nonnmart yxnantno, x mnpe xouy art orner. nam cxaxy ocnonnte saaun, xoropte nepe namn croxr. Hy, npexe ncero nmnrt ere, uro x n enam, Touxa onopt
137 yntaxct, ronopnr mne oxrop omte. anee: noontme paccnpamnnart n trt ocropoxntm n cnonax cnonx, at ns nnx ne nayunrtcx noxastnart noxno, xax nam Cepa]nm. Kpome roro, nmnrt paory, nenannert rocnocrno n ne ncxart nsnecrnocrn. 3ro rpern n ouent naxnt nynxr namero npornnoopcrna c cyto. Hs nero ntrexaer n uerneprt nynxr: ne ena cee oron nnrtx n ne cnyxnrt mamone, no n uac cmeprn rex ne nponoxamr nn cepepo, nn sonoro, nn paronennte xamnn, nn xemuyra, a rontxo Topa n opte ena, H, naxonen, nmert n nny rpn nemn, urot ne nnacrt n rpex: snart, uro na roo oxo nnxmee n yxo cntmamee n uro nce ena rnon sannctnamrcx n Knnry. nnnmarentno cnymam oxropa, no nspexa nenontno npncnymnnamct x pasronopy Tamapxnna c Hncapentm. onxen ree cxasart, ronopnr Tamapxnn Hncapeny, n HK paorart ouent rxxeno: orpomnt oem paort. Vponent ncropnuecxo nayxn ne ror, xoropt tn. Hapannentno c +rnm nepemenntx nonpocon mnoro. Fontmo nonpoc nocnnrarentnax paora, noncrnne nenouart xpa. B +rom cmtcne y nac ne tno cnyuax, xora t mt cptnannct n neonornuecxom ornomennn. Ho nxparne yxe cxasart o rom xorx t, uro mt anexo ne yonnernopnrentno ntnonnxem +ry paory. 3ect nce cnon, no ronapnmn ne concem n xypce namnx en. B nepnym ouepet neoxonmo paccneonart ntnonnenne na mecrax. Fopta sa xauecrnennte noxasarenn yer onpeenxrt ncm omecrnennym xnsnt. B +rom saxnmuaercx nama nonnrnuecxax saaua. A uro, oxrop, yer c namn, uro nam enart? Bt nacrounno rpeyere ornera, mo oporo. Bce eno npemenn. uro yer antme +ro npemx cxaxer. a, npan, oxrop: nnepen eme mnoro ncxxoro, n rax nor npocro ne nocrannmt rouxy. Hpome ncero cxasart xpennct!. H x +ro ronopm, c rocxo nocmarpnnax na xpacnomexoro Kynnxona, xoropt ceronx nouemy-ro c menx rnas ne cnycxaer. A x nemnoro paspaxen na nero. Kynaxon rpnnart ner na roprontx xopanxx oposnn mopx n oxeant n yx, nanepnoe, ne raxoro poxoro ecxrxa. Ho n +ro npoxnxro rmptme nce nnaue. Bor Hanen Iontmren 138 on mexacrt, ontmo raxo, nant soponte npxmo mopcxo nonx, a yxy oxastnaercx concem xporxoro. Buepamnn ent ero na cnecrnne nonnn. Bosnparxct n xamepy, crapancx ynepnrt ncex, xax emy nonesno: Ho xro x ero snaer, nt nocmorpnre, yrocrnn menx nauxo Kasexa. Hoxya, xaxercx, nce xopomo. uyax nt! a net onn na nymxy nac nsxnn, saapom ne amr Kasex, xax nt ymaere? Ax rt, rocnon! Ecnn ono rax, ro ouent nexopomo. A uro raxoe? On pacrepxnno nocmorpen na menx: 3naunr, onn menx omanynn. cnpamnnann, sa xoro ronoconan n Vupenrentnoe copanne, cxasan nm: sa xaeron, sa nepnt cnncox ronoconan. Heoct, camn snamr, uro ne x onn, uertpe c nononnno mnnnnona sa xaeron ronoconann, n sa +cepon c mentmennxamn nanart na mnnnnona, a enxrt c uem-ro sa ontmennxon. nnxomy nexopomero ne xoren. A nt t nyume nomanxnnann ram. Kro nac sa xstx rxnyn? Hsymnxrtcx na Kynnxona xoneuno ne npnxonrcx, no mne c nnm nouemy-ro ouent nenerxo. Mne n c pyrnmn coxamepnnxamn c xaxtm nem cranonnrcx nce rxxene. Bor npnnenn n namy xamepy onoro uenonexa n +nxanencrcxo raapnnono mye c nnrexontm nopornnxom. Kro raxo? Orxya? Hs Vnpannennx noxapno oxpant. Bce ocrynnnn ero recntm xontnom. H on cnauana crpyxnyn ouent. Ho xax-ro rax cnyunnoct, uro, sannnaxct, cam nocrenenno no ncem orxptncx, uro ne noxapnnx on, a tnmn nauantnnx Mocxoncxoro onacrnoro HKB Copoxnn. o nero +ry onxnocrt ncnonnxn Peenc cnoxx Crannna. Ha cecrpax Annnnyentx onn c xosxnnom xenart tnn. H, necmorpx na +ro, Peenca paccrpenxnn, a Copoxnna nocrannnn na ero mecro. Ax nor ono uro, rax, rax!!! saxnnan Pasymnnx Bacnntennu, ny n uro xe y nac ram rnopnrcx? Touxa onopt
139 a npoe xax camo coo mno, samxncx Copoxnn, ntnyxent tnn nounnxrtcx omemy xoy neme. Hanpxrax namxrt, cran Copoxnn ncnomnnart cnom xnsnt. Bor, nanpnmep, n onom Mocxoncxom onacrnom yupexennn paoran uenonex. Hosnonnn Copoxnny cam Karanonnu n npeynpenn ero, uro emy, Karanonnuy, crano nsnecrno, uro uenonexa +roro nesacnyxenno onenn n oronopnnn, uro emy rposnr rmptma, n uro ecnn na nero nocrynxr marepnant, urot Copoxnn npexe, uem sanonrt eno, co nce rmarentnocrtm nponepnn nce. Ho, xax na rpex, na cneymmn ent Copoxnn cner n nocrent n npoonen nourn ne neenn. Hoxa on onen, +ror uenonex tn apecronan n nourn ryr xe npnsnan cex nnnonntm. H nor yxe cronr on nepe Copoxnntm n nepe nauantnnxom orenennx, xoropt ero onpamnnan, n na nonpoc, ne npnnyxan nn ero xro, cmorpnr Copoxnny npxmo n rnasa n ronopnr, uro nnxro ero ne npnnyxan n, uro on nce oyman n renept uncrocepeuno pacxannancx n cnonx npecrynnennxx. A nuepa Copoxnn tn n xamepe coamnnxa na Hyxnxe n ram on ncrpernn Hnxonax Ianaxrnononnua Hnxonaena-Xmpna. Kaxoro Xmpna? a nor roro, uro o npnxoa Fepnx tn nauantnnxom ocooro orena HKB CCCP. Bepoxrno, ronapnmn, ne ncxxn sect snaer, xro raxo Hnxonaen- Xmpn. On net n renn epxancx. Copoxnn cuen nyxntm coomnrt nam xoe-uro o Hnxonae Ianaxrnononnue Hnxonaene-Xmpne. Ho cnyxam, Hnxonaen-Xmpn cnyxnn n Oxpannom orenennn n tn nx npeemcrnennocrn nepeneen orrya na paory n uexa. Ocneomnennocrt, opnenrnponxa, ontr +ro nemn nemanonaxnte n opte c +xcnnyararopamn paouero xnacca. Hpn +rom Copoxnn cuen nyxntm ynomxnyrt cnona Hennna o rom, uro connannsm neoxonmo tno crponrt nemenenno, ceuac xe, ns roro marepnana, xoropt nam ocrannn xannrannsm co nuepa na ceronx, renept xe, a ne ns rex nme, xoropte n napnnxax yyr npnroronnent. Hanen Iontmren 140 3arem, ono sa pyrnm npononmte Xmpnom ena cenann ero onnm ns rnanntx pyxononrene cnoero ena. Oxastnaercx, uro +ror camt Hnxonaen-Xmpn ocoenno +neprnuno npoxnnn cnoe ncxyccrno n oprannsannn nponeccon 3nnontena n Kamenena, Hxraxona n Paexa. Ho ent na ent ne npnxonrcx, uac na uac ne ntnaaer, n nepnt xe ent npnxoa Fepnn x nnacrn Xmpn tn cxnauen, apecronan n onnnen n nsmene ponne. Tora-ro, n Cyxanoncxo rmptme, xya ero ornpannnn, nauannct raxne xommapt, or xoroptx yxe n emy renept nexya tno ertcx. Bpemx tno on n Ocoom orene nepno Konno paoran, sarem n nenrpe. On epxan n pyxax nce nnrn, a ryr, no npntrnn n Cyxanono, nnertm ero nnn. Anno! Cnymare, a uro +ro sa Cyxanoncxax rmptma? Ho Fpxncxo opore, n Cyxanono, n tnmem monacrtpe, enonnro orneuaer Copoxnn n oannxer menorom: y Hanpenrnx Hannonnua samemano xpyro. Bor. 3nam or Hnxonax Ianaxrnononnua. a, or nero, uro y Fepnx n annt momenr nonce ne noxoxe na ro, uro tno. 3naere, npoe ncnancxo nnxnnsnnnn: nnacrnnxn x nncxam npnxnatnamr n cryuar monorouxamn, a ro n naxy eme. Ho nor saxanunnaercx ent. Oro. V menx onxrt cnnnamrcx rnasa, n nntner nce noxpyr: n mnpoxoe npocroymnoe nnno Copoxnna, n ntrxnyroe xenroe nnunxo ocrponocentxoro Ceprex Hnanonnua, n no nsepomenntmn ponxmn npxuymnecx manentxne necrxmne rnasa Hyuxona Fesponoro, n mnorne pyrne, npnxarte pyr x pyry nnna ]anracrnuecxn npeanntx eny penonmnnn nme.
141 B By1mpcxon n Aeqop1oncxon 1mptuax 1939 roa ce eme nnepen n nnxro nnuero ne snaer, uro yer. Ho nopa nce xe nonecrn nexoropte nrorn. H x axe ymam, uro renept, no ncreuennn nourn nyx mecxnen nocne apecra, moxno nepern or ]axron x oomennm nx. Onaxo, nentsx xe rax npocro uro-ro nemenenno ntxnarnrt n nce oxcnnrt? Buepa na onpoce onxrt rpxcnnct pyxn n norn. Ho xax +ro rax ntxonr, uro cranonnrcx xopomo na yme, xora ]axrt crannmt n conepmenno pyrym cnxst, uem n xaxo onn naxoxrcx na nonepxnocrn? nexy na napax n nenontno npncnymnnamct x pasronopam. Tyr y menx sa cnnno crapnuox onn n cmpryuxe openonmnnonnoro noxpox. On paccxastnaer, uro ntnue y nme ner ontmo xyntrypt, uro nmn +rn ne ouent ontmoro nonera. Menx, xoneuno, nnrepecyer xaxnm opasom xyntrypy nonnmart. Crapnuox, naxmypnn ponn, cmorpnr na menx monua. Hoxoxe na ro, uro on roronnrcx cxasart xaxne-ro naxnte cnona. Ho on nycxaercx c ceptesntm nnom n xoxune, ocroxrentno cxyunte paccyxennx. H oxrop omte, xoropt naxonrcx ryr xe pxom, saymunno ronopnr mne: Houemy nt +ro npyr? Hemnoro norox oxrop ronopnr cneymmee: Hentsx rpeonart or nme ontmero, uem onn moryr art. roxe, xora tn cryenrom, sa +cepon ronoconan. Houemy sa +cepon? Tpyno tno rora pasopartcx. Ecnn nymartcx, ro oxaxercx, uro nce cnonnoct x romy, urot nepemennrt xoxy. H rontxo, xora nponsomna penonmnnx, x xoe-uro cran nonnmart. ronopnn na penneenpecxom nyume, uem no-pyccxn, x yman no- penneenpecxn. n ceuac unram cnoono. Kora-ro y menx tno xoneanne mexy npauom n pannnnom. Ho y menx ne tno ynopcrna. ncera nnran n onaxax n ne mor cocpeorounrtcx. t cxasan rax: yuenne npnoperaercx Hanen Iontmren 142 rontxo npn sanxrnxx n coomecrne, no x romy npemenn raxne coomecrna yxe nnxnnnponannct xax xnacc. Kpenxo cxan nantnt pyx, oxrop omte ronopnn eme o rom, uro mt onxnt npnnnmart nemn raxnmn, xax onn ecrt, ne saremnxx ncrnny mpaxom nxn n omana. 3rn mtcnn ornpam x n cnom namxrt n uyncrnym nauano uero-ro pyroro, uero ne nonnman n ne mor nonxrt pantme. cmorpm n ymnte n opte rnasa oxropa, xoroptm orxptro uro-ro onee naxnemee, uem mne n ymam o rom, xax oxopnana menx mox mnocrt, xorx ner y menx na nee ont, noromy uro x nce xe nonopen tn cma, cosnanax nonnym omnocrt c remn, xro npornnonocrannxn cex nce +ro nxn. Mne xorenoct npocro ncrnnt, es ornxxn n crpaxa, es ro xommapno nynxanoopasnocrn, re crapte cuert ne ouent pasymnte, nce +rn pauxn neunte, +rn xpntxn neunte, emoncrpannn +rn n nponecct neunte, xoropte ocroueprenn xaxomy. npocro nmnm mamy, aymxy, xm, nmnm ncnomnnart orna, nme. Hy, a renept +ra crpamnax snepnnax npnmnrnnnax snocrt, +ra xecroxocrt n cancrt, xoropte ram n cxm na ncemn xomanymr. B nponnnnnn, ronopxr, ocoenno crpamno. Tam enaercx, ouennno, ro, uro enanoct ncera, xorx xaxomy n npecrannxercx, uro n pyrne npemena nce tno xax-ro nyume. Ho x ne snam, tno nn n mnpe eme uro-nno onee uyonnmnoe, uem renept. 3ro xe uro-ro ]anracrnuecxoe +ra noxt rpyax, narnax. H ryr yx ne ynennmtcx sa npocrte cnyuanocrn, xora n ymn nomna netnanax no pasmepam noxt. a, a, +ro n xo mne ornocnrcx, noromy uro es ncxxoro moero na ro ymtcna n or menx, ouennno, nmn crpaann. Tyr nnuero ne cenaemt, pas uenonex naxnarancx nepxymex, ryr yxe, xax ronopnr oxrop, nonocnyxennx pasnte naunnamrcx, a xonuaercx rem, uro xomnara nannrcx na ox n sa rnoe cnnno nerenanr Korenxon. C pannero yrpa croxn x na croxe, no +ro tno nnmt noone xonneepa, rax xax tnn nepeptnt, namnoro ornnuanmne cxocrno c pyrnmn xonneepamn. Fpann comnennx, orxny nn o xonna, es npana nepemnnartcx c norn na nory. Hocrenennoe omeprnenne nor oonenano menx, B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
143 no nce ns ronont ne ntxonno xontno c nannctm: Bce npoxonr. Ono npoxonr, pyroe naneprtnaercx. H xaxt pas ymaercx, uro ceronx moxer trt nocnenn ent. Ie-ro npoonxaer menennrtcx naexa, a npyr a n ntnycrxr. Ho ner nnxaxnx ocnonann ymart, uro sanrpa yer xopomo. Hpnxonr neuep nnuero ner. Ha yrpo eme onn npnannxercx. Hosanuepa nourn o nyx uacon noun onpamnnann menx. Bce rporecxno o yxaca. Kaxoe-ro norpxcammee xpymenne ncex nnnmsn. 3ro raxax nynnxa, uro xart or nnx ncero moxno n npnxonrcx n xaxom cnone c nnmn trt nauexy. Kax t ram nn tno, a nmecro Korenxona yxe pyro cneonarent npnxrnt na nn apmxnnn, mnnt pasronop n nce raxoe. A nnsann ero cnnr maop, xypnr roncrt n nnnnt Kasex n xaxo-ro saymunnocrn. Ecnn, onycrnm, nt pemnrect na npnsnannx, ro moxno yer noymart o name antneme cyte, ronopnr npnxrnt na nn apmxnnn. .Oren nam nenosnpamenen, a na +ror cuer ecrt crpoxamn yxas. He nonnmam, npnuem ryr x. He nonnmaere?.. Bce satnn?.. A mne xasanoct, uro mt yem ronopnrt c namn no-enonomy. Ero nonpoc o mxone, n xoropo x npenoanan, ne npecrannxncx mne cnepna uem-ro raxnm, uro cpasy yapxer rex, ne anax onomnnrtcx. Ho menx cnona nonnom oxnarnnn nneuarnennx moe nyxmecxuno nearornuecxo exrentnocrn, npoe +raxoro nnunoro nxnaa n nectma nonesnoe eno. Bxona onacnoe opyxne n c nnm myrnrt nentsx, ocoenno no mnaoymnm cnoemy. Ionopxr, onacnoe opyxne. Ho, n omem-ro, n omem-ro, rpynoe, no npnxrnoe sanxrne, peantnax exrentnocrt nonaannx n ntcoxym nent. Bet xnsnt yxe noxasana, uro nmn, xoropte nepemnn uepes onpeenennt nospacr, onn ne moryr trt c roo. A pexra +ro pyroe eno. Ho c roamn nce ycnoxnxercx. Hyrauencxn ynr n Hecrent, nncennna n rnntornna pasnpamamr mtcnt. H ryr-ro n naunnamrcx rpynocrn. H nor x npnnnmancx paccxastnart npo Hymxnna n npo xoncrnrynnm Hnxnrt Mypantena. Paccyxart, xoneuno, moxno oo ncem. A c Hanen Iontmren 144 pyro cropont, xax ronopnn Meepxont, moxno tno ocmtcnenno nepern x npomnomy uepes penonmnnm yxa. Knacc neceno ryen, xora paccxastnan nm npo meepxontoncxn Pennsop. uro +ro raxoe? Kaxax ryr tna nora? Kaxt ent n na xaxom mary paspacranact roronencxax mera]opa o rnneponnuecxnx pasmepon. Ho+romy cnymann, ntrapama rnasa. V mnornx tnn apecronant ponrenn n onn, noannennte, monuann. 3ro tn yxe ecxrt xnacc. Ie xe ryr narn nory? Hyxno tno ncnonnxrt cront rpynym saauy repnennno ncnamxn ymn, a y camoro cnonno necxom rnasa eme sacopent. Ho xora, cxaxem, ouent rpenoxno na yme, uro-ro npyr menoxnercx n cmoxer rex noopnrt ntcora. H eno axe ne n ntcore, a eno n rom, xoptcrno +ro nnn ecxoptcrno. H +ro ne or onnx rontxo cnon nnoxo nnn xopomo. Hmn xnnn cnoe xnsntm, a no+r cxasan cnoe mame eme n camom nauane:
Mama! Hert ne mory V nepxonxn cepna sannmaercx xnnpoc!
H moxno tno ymart, uro +ro cocroxnne rocxn ne tno npemenntm, noromy uro cnono nmnn tno rnyoxo n yme, noromy xax notmanact nonna raxo +neprnn, uro tno yxe sameuarentno, xora moxno tno rocxy n raxym mryxy npenparnrt:
Bet +ro nx ncex. nx camnx. nx nac xe. Hy, cxaxem, Mncrepnx net ne nx cex xe?! Ho+r ram n npouee. Bet xaxomy naxen. He rontxo cee x net ne nnunax naxt.
To-ro n ecrt, uro ne nnunax naxt n ne rocxa ns rmecnannx n ropocrn, a nmont n nepa, nepa orpomnax. Tyr n ne rocxa nepasenenno nmnn, a uro-ro pyroe ncrart B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
145 ntme cnoe rocxn, necmorpx na ncm mepsocrt, necmorpx na ro, uro xpyrom nce ro xe, uro n nanart, uro n rtcxuy, uro n rpn rtcxun ner nasa: no+r n ronna. Cmeno moxno cxasart, uro eme rora, unrax namy cemenym Fnnnm c xaprnnamn ope, x ncntrtnan crpannoe ornomenne x epauu y ropt Cnna, nasnauenno nx napoa. rontxo renept, c oxropom omte, cran nonnmart, uro +ro raxoe. Ho+r n ronna +ro conepmenno pasnte nemn. A uro enart? +ro pyro nonpoc. 3ro ne nonpoc nceomero oyuennx. 3ro, xora uenonex npnxonr n nnnr +ry rpxst n y nero cepne onnr. 3ro nonpoc xnsnn n rt nnnmt ne npocro no+ra, a nnno rennx n xeprnt ononpemenno, nnno, nsmyuennoe rxxenemnm cnom; rt nnnmt rnyxym creny mexy nnm n ronno. Kpyrom npnpoa uro-ro nnnoe. On nnnr n nemax nce nx nponcxoxenne. B nem orpomnte nosmoxnocrn nx ncex, noromy uro n nem ecrt nennxax omax mtcnt, xoropax ne ncuepntnaercx cnonamn. On nosnpamaercx x nmxm, x nx rpann, ctsnona opamaxct x nnm c omnm n naxntm. A nmn ocrannct na rpann nsopa n nenennnt, xax myxn, mntpxmmne n npocrpancrne. H ecrnnrentno, nce npemx na ym ner renept ocononent xopono noxpyr cornopennoro ronno nona, nce npemx na ym ner nonpoc: K uemy craam apt cnoot? Ho sect naxna nnrynnnx oxropa omte, xoropt ronopnr, uro cnesamn nmn onnnamrcx nocroxnno n nyxno ]nxcnponart +rn ena, ne ncxox ns snot. H n camom ene: nor mne n ne xaxercx yxe cront yxacntm esymnoe ennoymne +ro ronnt, no n n ronne y xaxoro ecrt mnoro cnonx saarxon, npnnnxammnx nx, no cnonam oxropa, x Fory. Foxe, xaxo x tn nnor! Ho y menx ne tno pantme raxo nosmoxnocrn conocrannxrt. Her, ner tno! A ceuac nt yere nocpamnent, cxasan mne npnxrnt na nn cneonarent apmxnnn, . a +ro nce menoun. Bt ne aere noxasann, a net moxno nepenecrn no Bnyrpennmm. Ceuac nam c namn nao yer ntxcnnrt, xax nt pann no samnry ere nparon napoa! uro, xaxnx ere nparon napoa?! cnpamnnam x, n yxe snam nce, no +ro ne morno ne sanomnnrtcx. a, a, nmenno! Kora pyuxa nonerena, n nepo nonsnnoct n non, raxo mym nonxncx n xnacce, uro x nonpocnn, urot pexra Hanen Iontmren 146 nepecrann, n onn ryr xe ycnoxonnnct. Hy, nor, pyrne na moem mecre moxer n ne crann t crtnrt +ry ntmnorpyym nepnonaprnnny sa naymnnuecrno. Ho renept ne n +rom eno, a n rom, nonnmy nn x +ry mryxy. To ecrt npocro, nnnmo, xaxt onxen ntart pyroro na saxnanne. Mne ouent rpycrno cosnartcx, no n x yman o mnornx n rom xe poe: moxno nn emy onepnrtcx, ne mnnon nn on nemenxn nnn xnoncxn? B xome.a npeovnpeoumi eac, :mo ou noou. uv+. V ueeo ome u +ami apecmoeaui. H, xaxercx, x ymam, uro +ro tno nmenno rax, uro, ocranonnn menx rora no npemx nepement na necrnnne, ona oxnana or menx n orner uero-ro pemammero. Ho +ro xe raocrt! Cnymare, n cymnocrn nt xe nnuero ne snaere, +ro xe nxo n cmemno. 3auem xe nt o +rom mne ronopnre? a uro ram! Cxan ryt n cmorpx na menx ncnyranntmn rnasamn, ona, nanepno, nonnna cex na rom, uro x ouent noxox na rex xnrpoymntx nparon napoa ns +pmneponcxoro Bennxoro rpaxannna, xoroporo n x rora c ontmnm nnrepecom cmorpen. Ho ceuac ocano mne, noromy uro nce-raxn n y +ro ntmnorpyo nepnonaprnnnt tno xe nocxnmennoe nnno, xora x unran nm xax-ro neuepom n nnrxpyxxe Hpo +ro Maxxoncxoro. Foxe mo, neyxenn +rn pexra no conecrn moryr cunrart cex yxe ntnonnxmmnmn cno rpaxancxn onr n nce +ro tno nnycrym, n nnxro ns nnx nnxora ne yrptsaem yyr conecrtm sa ro, uro nocnann xonnexrnnnt onoc na Hyxnxy? Her, +ro yx rax, nnnmo, es ymtcna: nnomy nexora, nnomy neocyr saymartcx, a nno rax nocnnran crapmnmn, uro nnnr no ncex +rnx pasonauennxx uro-ro neotxnonennoe. eno, xax ronopnrcx, ]opmnpyer uenonexa n oxonuarentno ncxopennr ncxxne canrnmenrt n nonom noxonennn, xoropoe ncera yxe cmoxer ynnert npecrynnenne ram, re ero ne tno n nceneno npn +rom npano yer. Tenept n uem cexper? Ouennno no nsanmocnxsn oprannsma c oxpyxamme cpeo. Hannon ronopnr: Mt npenounraem cnono pe]nexc. 3naunr nor xaxono nonoxenne en: uenonex, nouyxn, uro +ro neoxonmo cenart, none nenone +ro cenaer. 3naunr, ero nentsx sacanrt sa cron n B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
147 cxasart: unra nor +ro n unra nor +ro. 3ro nao ns cex ntnesrn, urot nonxrt, ocranonnrtcx n saymartcx, uro +ro raxoe! Moxer trt eme ne nosno? oxrop omte ronopnr, uro nnxora ne nosno, naxno rontxo xaxoe nanpannenne uenonex aer cnoemy ymy nx yymero. A x nce-raxn nosnpamamct x mtcnn o npomnom tno nn npomnoe? oxrop yrnepxaer, uro tno n uro nnxro ne snaer, xaxoe ecxoneunoe mnoxecrno opason npomnoro pemner n nac. Horomy-ro, nanepnoe, ncnomnnax npomnoe, n npoonxamr nce ror xe cno pasronop o oypennx na monx cocea no napam: a ny uro rt, e Fory, uenyxa xaxax-ro!.. O, o, nnpoxxn c xanycro!.. Mentme recra nao. 3ro rax pynerom enaercx! Kora mnoro xanycrt manentxne nnpoxxn, enamr ]apm n naxartnamr. B omem, y xaxoro sect cnon ena n mne ymaercx, uro ne cnnmxom yx onacnte nx namero omecrnennoro cnoxocrnnx. 3a +ror noxpt-exapt ysnan x mnorne nx et n ynonannx. Hy n uro? V xaxoro ecrt xaxne-ro nopmt cnon, ecrt cnox onpeenennax peaxnnx. Bce npannntno. Ho +ro ne snaunr, uro onn cnocont nce, c uem onn sect ncrpeuamrcx, npnnonrt n cnxst c rem, uro coepxnr n cee neuro saxonuennoe n rnyoxoe. Mnnt, opt xx Mapa xopomn npnmep uenonexa, n xoropom pemner ecxoneunoe mnoxecrno opason npomnoro. Cnpocnmt, tnano: Txxeno nam tno re rot npoxnrt? A, on: nomnm, n crapoe npemx ona snaxomax xypnna ouent, no +ro nnoxo nomorano. a, nce tno, nce tno! B crapoe npemx nce tno, rontxo ne nce ocrynno tno. Xosxnn cxaxer: no-nepntx, yromenne are n norom xaxomy xonnepr. H onn npnmepno snann, uro nm sa rpyt yer. pyrax cncrema tna. Ho onn cnyxnnn xosxnny nepo n npano n nn sa uro t ero ne omanynn. onepennt uenonex, xoropomy onepxmr eno. A npn Conercxo nnacrn yxe nentsx onepxrt. H nmxm craporo saxana yxe rpyno tno paorart. Enncrnennoe, uro mne nonesno, uro x ne nonan n naprnm. Xena ontmennxon repnert ne morna. Ona cxptnana y nac Iepmynm. On tn ntammncx uenonex, no xoneuno yncrno ne cnoco. Homnm eme xoponannm. Mne noxastnann +ror om Hnartena. A npau, xoropt c nnmn tn, roxe paccrpenxnn ero. nnuno Hanen Iontmren 148 nepexnn n norpom n 1905 roy n Knene. Bo rnane ner npncran c ntcmnm opasonannem, c ynnnepcnrercxnm snauxom. A nac cnac rora corpynnx Knennxnnna Canenxo. Ero xena nena y orna n onepe. Crapmn par Xanma Benmana npnesxan x nam n Knen. On raxo enpe tn sameuarentnt. B ro npemx enpen ne xorenn nrn sa napx. Hama npnxrentnnna Mexcnna no +rany mna n Bonory. Ona yunna xeny Kannnnna rpamore. V nac tna paornnna. Ona paorana n cemte Kannnnna n ouent nx xnannna. Ionopnna: xopomax cemtx. Mnoro ncxxoro tno n Poccnn. snan Anaronnx ueoponnua Konn. Hacrana penonmnnx. On tn cuacrnnn, xora y nero tn xycouex uepnoro xnea. Hecmorpx na +ro on unran nexnnn no nnreparype, no pnmcxomy npany. On tn opasonannemn uenonex. Marepnantno rpyno tno. Ftno npemx, xora ern ne snann, uro raxoe xypnnoe xnuxo. Tora eme tn uacrnt cexrop. Ho tn rono. nxne nmn. onoct nncann na menx. uero rontxo ne tno. Hernmponcxne norpomt +ro roxe tno uro-ro nxoe, uro- ro nenepoxrnoe. Hemnt n rora snepcrnonann. C nx uncroro n co nce nx xyntrypo n rora tno crpamno. Hy, uro x. A ontme uro x x cxaxy? Her, xoneuno, noome ronopx, nce +ro onontno nnrepecno paccxasano, no x uemy nmxm nyxna tna ncx +ra cyera cyer n romnenne yxa, xax ntpasnncx mypt napt Conomon. 3ect mt noxonm x romy, o uem ronopnn Maxxoncxn r nepeo+v oum uoeoeo nomona. 3ro xax t n Hoenom xonuere uncrte n neuncrte: ncxxne tnamr.
Anenem nastnare nac nnn Kannom, pasnnna xaxax nam! Fyymee nacrynnno! Fyymee noenrent! 3, nexa, na noxnon nnre! Iopnsonr nepe connnem paccrynnncx snmu. H rontxo uro mnpa non saxnanmn, Kann rennem nsxncx sa nyu, xax mystxanr epercx sa xnannmn. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
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B rom-ro n cocroxna, ouennno, ncx mryxa, uro Kann nsxncx sa nyu. H nor on nyu, ocnennnmn menx na onpoce, n nor onn saymunnte rnasa maopa, n nnxaxnx nonpocon xo mne. Honnemax rnmnna nxrt, ecxrt n yx ne snam, cxontxo eme mnnyr. Taxax anexo ne oxecrnennax rparnxomenx moxer pasannrt xaxoro. Hso ncex nx sare +ra, noxany, camax samtcnonarax. Ho xora uenonex crontxo xe nepexnn, on ycraer nepexnnart n yxac xax t cranonnrcx npnntuntm cocroxnnem. B cymnocrn n ne snaemt nacrontxo nn stxonara semnx nnn ecrt nce xe ra rouxa, xoropax moxer crart onopo? Bnpouem, nce roxe: mnp ne nsmennncx n cmtcne ynyumennx uenoneuecrna. Te xe na-rpn monona, xoropte noxr menx na onpoc, moryr nonecrn menx xya- nnyt n nonan n nycrnrt nynm mne n sartnox. H, no ncxxom cnyuae, x ymam, es ncxxoro xenannx onert. Ho nce xe ror Kann ns 1 500 000 000 Maxxoncxoro, oepnynmncx mnnnnonamn ryntx, onuanmnx, ronontx Hnanon, tn, x ymam, n ntcme crenenn Kann. Tem ne menee, uro-ro pyroe tno n nem. Oxrte neneomtm yxacom xannct n rom Kanne mnnnnont Anene. Onn-ro n oparnnn na cex nnnmanne n tnn nnxnnnponant xax xnacc. oxrop omte myp. On no +romy nonoy nponsnec cneymmee: A cnyunnoct +ro, xora tnn onn n none, ncran Kann npornn Anenx, para cnoero, n ynn ero. H cxasan Iocnot Kanny: re Anent, par rno? A on cxasan: ne snan x, uro cropox pary cnoemy! A sa xnannmn nsxnnct nmnrenn neex n raxym, no ntpaxennm Konpartena, nrpy sarexnn, uro nmo-oporo. Moxer trt, nenpnxsnt x napcxomy crpom? Pasymeercx nenpnxsnt. Her, n +ro, noxany, ne concem rax, xaxt, nnnmo, onxen tn pont nrpart. H nce xpnuann o nmnn cnoe x napoy. A napo: Anoct a neoct raxax nomora, xort poct. A onn cnemar, pyr sa pyrom nornxtnamr, pyr pyry sannymr. Onn pner n meuer, pyro pner n meuer, nce roponxrcx, nmyr nonnra, cymrcx n uyxne ena. Bce unramr Hncapena, apnnna, uepntmencxoro c oponmontm. Hentsx, x ymam, cxasart, uro no nauany tnn nce nont. Onn net mnoro crpaann n, moxer trt, axe n ne noospenann, uem nce +ro xonunrcx. onxno trt, Hanen Iontmren 150 cpen nnx tno nemano orpannuenntx neoyuex n ntcxouex, no uro-ro n nnx tno, n ymart nao, uro +ro tno roxe ne rax nce npocro. Ftnn net cpen nnx n raxne uecrnte n yexennte nmn, xax Konparten nnn Cepre Hnanonnu. Ftn, x ymam, xaxo-ro canrnmenr. Ho n npnnnnne +ro crpamnax nemt. Moxno tno, xoneuno, pyrart ypxyen, norom cocee, norom nnyrpn cemtn nce morno trt opyrano. Mnorne ns nnx mornn trt optmn, orstnunntmn nmtmn n ononpemenno nenepoxrntmn ecnoramn, ecnoramn nmx, n ryr, es comnentx, onxen tn nonxrtcx xpnx npornn camo xnsnn, xax no+r ee cntmnr, no onn nonnt tnn xaxnmn-ro nnraramn n ne nmenn nx cnoe ymn nnxaxo ncrnnt, xpome cnopon pasronopon neuntx. Conasn tn, conasn tn nsorn na ropy. Onn axe ne mornn nonxrt, xax +ro onacno. ne xouy npononrt napaoxcantntx napannene, x axe ymam, uro n nenom npexpacnoymnte nmn ncm +ry ceronxmnmm pxnt pacnnonnn, no nor oxrop omte ronopnr, uro noneenne Xama, xora on ynnen narory orna cnoero, onxno nac nononrt x romy, uro conepmaercx ceronx. H nonyuaercx raxax xaprnna:
H, nouem snart, moxer trt, n +rom nce n eno. H nor, crano trt, ecnn +ro rax, ro ouent nonesno nocmorpert, xax npncnmnxnnn nanen, nepenncrtnaer renept sect n xamepe tnmn nauantnnx Mocxoncxoro onacrnoro HKB Copoxnn romnx rparen Bnntxma Bexcnnpa. Orxponenno ronopx, neprnrcx y menx na xstxe pennnxa ns Knona Maxxoncxoro: Ferxonena!.. Baxecneapa!.. Hpocnm nsopasnrt xo-uero. ymaercx, uro Copoxnn n xauecrne nauantnnxa Mocxoncxoro onacrnoro HKB ycnen nsopasnrt xo-uero. A renept nor on Bexcnnpa conepmenno neoxnanno orxptn nx cex. Mnoro ncxxnx tno nncarene, n raxnx, ouennno, xoroptx B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
151 Copoxnny caxart axe npnxonnoct, n xoropte, nosmoxno, xora Copoxnn cner n nocrent n npoonen nourn ne neenn, noxa on onen, pacxannannct uncrocepeuno n cnonx npecrynnennxx, no xnno, npn cpannennn c Bexcnnpom, nce onn tnn nonxrne pyxonoxmemy uexncry c ero ncnnnnnnnponanntm uyncrnom xnaccono mecrn, nepenopaunnamme mnp. Copoxnna nce npemx ocaxaer tnmn unen omecrna craptx nonnrxaropxan n cctntntx nocenennen crapnx Hyuxon-Fespont: Tax, rax, sa Bexcnnpa nsxncx!.. Ornnuno nonnmam! ronopnr on neceno. Hpannntno, anno nopa. Copoxnn mernyn na Hyuxona-Fesponoro onee uem cypont nsrnx: uro x.., sect mt ne snaem, uro raxoe paora, cnn, ortxa, a ram nenosmoxno tno, n npasnnxn roxe camoe cnnmt, cnnmt, cnnmt, n no nouam, n nce conemannx. unraemt poman-rasery. H ro ne ncera +ro moxno. Kora +ro tno, urot corpynnxy opranon tno npemx xnaccnxon unrart? Hy, x npnmepy, npncnann mne ns xon]ncxonanntx xnnr crapnnnt xomnnexr Hymxnna n ornnunemnx ca]txnontx nepennerax. Hy, xora tno opartcx o nnx? Copoxnna, no nce nnnmocrn, ne ouent nnrepecyer n Bexcnnp, n on, noome na nce xpyrom cex cmorpnr c npexne nnacrnocrtm nauantnnxa Mocxoncxoro onacrnoro HKB, no moxno cmeno cunrart nnonne neoxnanntm, noxnnnmeecx y nero xenanne onaxnrt, noono snononyunomy Hoeny ctny, nce ro, uro on nnen n cntman n ro npemx, xora na nem eme nexana rpomanax ornercrnennocrt sa ro eno, xoropoe emy nopyunnn.. A renept on, xasanoct, pacnycrnncx nect or yonontcrnnx, enxct cnoe ocneomnennocrtm c Hyuxontm-Fespontm. Crpannoe eno: xax on npyr pasorxponennnuancx! Ho emy npecroxr rpynte nn n ryr net c yma coemt, ecnn ne npncrart x omemy xopy onxenntx n ocxopnenntx! nnnact n y Hyuxona nacroxrentnax norpenocrt noennrtcx co mno nonyuenno or Copoxnna nn]opmanne. Iopecrno nsnpax na tnmero nauantnnxa Mocxoncxoro onacrnoro HKB, xauaer cnonm rontm uepenom crapt Hanen Iontmren 152 nonnrxaropxannn: Vxsnnen, yxsnnen uenonex, ornymen n noannen! H onxrt crapnx Hyuxon ne aer mne yx nepenecrn nce nonte n nonte ]axrt. Hpnsnartcx, +roro nce-raxn x ne oxnan, uro Copoxnna rax tcrpo oonemr epernuecxn rpynte mtcnn o Crannne, n uro on rax ecnomano ntcrannr napyxy cotrnx crpamnte, saraounte n xonapnte. Bexcnnp ntnen nepe namn opas Maxera, xoropomy nexya ertcx or cnonx uyonnmntx snoexnn n emy cama xnsnt naunnaer xasartcx rontxo rentm, rontxo cxasxo n nepecxase rnynna. uro moxno cxasart npo nyrn, no xoroptm oxoxr o npant, ecnn oxoxr onn o npant, nmn noonte Copoxnny? Ftno nn n ero neperonxonannn nexoroptx ]axron paspaxenne, ona nnn naexa na xaxym-ro nonym onopy rpyno cxasart. Ho ryr no ncemy nnno, uro ecnn t axe xro-nnyt saronopnn c nnm o acxnx repsannxx ymn Maxera nnn o uyncrne saxopennnmemcx n rpyn uenonexa, o rom, orxya +ro uyncrno xnnnoct n xax ono pasnnnoct, ro on t nce panno nnuero ne nonxn n rontxo t nneuamn noxan. Ftrt moxer, xax pas npocrte pe]nexct ncenxnn n nero ry ynepennocrt, xoropym yx nnxaxnmn cnnamn ocranonnrt nentsx. Ho cnnerentcrny Hennna, n cnoeopasnn raxrnxn penonmnnn nnuro ne morno cpannnrtcx c +ro ynepennocrtm. H rouno: Hennn nncan, uro mapxcncr onxen cunrartcx c oexrnnntmn ]axramn, c maccamn n xnaccamn, a ne c nnnamn. H xorx nnte, no mnennm Hennna, n epxar cex ouent axe ]opcncro, ynorpenxx, ouennno, nmena Kanna, Maxera n romy noonoe, no neoxonmo tno ntcnooxartcx ns no napxmero pasryna peeo.muouuo qpasi n ecrnnrentno ronxart nnepe xax nponerapcxoe cosnanne, rax n cosnanne macc, .n cmenym pemnrentnym nnnnnarnny nx na mecrax, camounnnoe ocymecrnnenne, pasnnrne n yxpennenne cnoo, emoxparnn, npnnnnna omenaponoro nnaennx nce semne. Bce +ro, xoneuno, tno nepoxrno. Ho, nycrnnmnct n raxne naxnte paccyxennx, nentsx xe cront pannoymno ornocnrtcx x nonnymme nn]opmannn Copoxnna o yncrne Crannntm Knpona, nesanncnmo or roro, ocronepna ona na nxrtecxr B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
153 nponenron nnn na nce cro. Menx +ra nn]opmannx, ntpaxaxct xstxom npoxypopa Btmnncxoro, nnrepecyer ncnxonornuecxn. Bet ro mypeno, uro nnuero ne n cnnax yyun coopasnrt, oratnancx x nce xe, uro necnpocra ntnamnnan Meepxonta nce +rn rot nocranonxy Fopnca Ioynona. H n camom ene, xax cnyunnoct, uro nnxro +roro ne samernn, uro Crannn ynna Knpona, n rontxo Meepxont uyrtem xyoxnnxa yratnan +ro? For necrt, moxer n unran Crannn Maxera, no Konparten aconmrno npan: xnrpmro oxasancx Crannn. Ocrpoymnemax xomnnannx, orpomnt ycnex, rount pacuer, ynnnrentnoe xomnnannonnoe uyrte. Ienn npaxrnuecxo nrpt. Vmeer xonnt xoponnrt. uro-ro tno crpamnoe n +ro mornancxo xamapnntn, ntpanme Maxera xoponem. Bet oratnannct xe onn, uro on ynna ynxana. a net n Bycxn snan, uro Ioynon ynna:
On, npnsnamct, rora menx cmyrnn Cnoxocrnnem, eccrtnocrtm nexanno, On mne n rnasa cmorpen, xax yro npant: Paccnpamnnan, n noponocrn nxonn H nepe nnm x nonropnn nenenocrt, Koropym mne cam on namenran.
3ect ntxnnxmrcx ueprt snoecrna ontmoro macmraa. A Crannn ne Maxer n ne Fopnc Ioynon. On ropaso ontme roro. On noxastnaer ntcmn xnacc cnoero macrepcrna, n ryr, xax ronopnrcx, xomap nocy ne norounr, eno uncro, mnro-xptro. A nm nce npemx nao ntcrnrt emy, noromy uro onn oxrcx ero. Bepnee yer cxasart, noromy uro camn onn nrncnynnct n xommap. a, nmenno, nmenno n xommap! Ocnnoe rneso, re ncera nac nocreperaer rnent, xax ronopnr onantan n mexcnnponcxom Maxere n xax ceronx moxer cxasart xaxt nnxamn coparnnx Crannna. a, ncera y menx uro-ro neprnrcx n namxrn ns Hymxnna, Bexcnnpa, Maxxoncxoro. Bet nce mt xnnem ontrom. Bor n copoxnncxax nn]opmannx. Bcero xe +roro ne counnnrt, ne ntymart! Hnmt c nepnoro nsrnxa +ro moxer xasartcx neconmecrnmtm. Bet Knpon tn npean Crannny nce ymo. Bor, nmenno, nce ymo! B rom ncx n Hanen Iontmren 154 npnunna. Ho n +ro eme ne nce. Ero nenxr n ynaxamr. H na cemnanarom cese raxo mym tn n raxo nouer emy, uro nauann, ouennno, npnxonrt n ronony Crannna mtcnn o rom, uro pano nnn nosno Knpon nnonne moxer ero samennrt. 3ro +monnonantnax mryxa. 3ect sanxstnaercx ysen. 3ro nepnt nmnyntc. Ho uro xe antme? Honoxnrt, xax upynse, na xnpyprnuecxn cron? Kaxax-ro ecrt raxax noronopxa: mnoro ncero ronopnrcx, a ne nce n eno ronrcx. Vx ouent nannno nonropxrt ry xe xomnnannm. onxen trt rount pacuer. Hopyunrt eno cnanntm uexncram? Ho ryr yx on tn t concem na nny, na nonnom y nnx xpmuxe. Hpecrannxercx axe, uro on nnxora nn y xoro ne moxer trt na xpmuxe. B omo+ eeo u cu.a' Hoymart moxno, uro yxe ner n ntxoa. Ho on ero, no cnonam Copoxnna, namen. Tyr roxe moxno ncnomnnrt mexcnnponcxne nepnnernn. On norpeonan cee octe na ncex unenon Honnrmpo: xro uro enaer no nnecnyxenoe npemx, xya esnr, xaxnx nmonnnn nmeer. H nor emy cranonnrcx nsnecrno, uro y nexoero Hnxonaena n Hennnrpae ecrt xena, xoropax paoraer n Cmontnom y Knpona n c xoropo Knpon n nnsxnx ornomennxx. Kaxoe orxptnaercx none ecrnnx nx pamt pennocrn c onpeenenno xonnonxo! On ryr xe aer pacnopxxenne ntsnart Hnxonaena n Mocxny n yocrannaer ero raxo uecrn npecrart nepe camnm Crannntm. C xaxoro roa n naprnn, ronapnm Hnxonaen? C 1920-ro, ronapnm Crannn. He nopasnrentnt nn ecrnnrentno cnyua? 3ro axe ne oxcnnrt. Bpoe axe nepeantno. 3ro net ne menxax yrononnax xponnxa. Bonpoc ner o nnuno xnsnn uenonexa. Hmn ycrpannamr cnom cyty camn, a ryr cam Crannn npoxnnxer saory o rnoem nnunom cuacrte. Hnxro ne cmeer orpnnart, ronapnm Hnxonaen, uro nx name naprnn nonpoc o nnunom cuacrte xaxoro unena naprnn eme ona nponepxa cnnt n ycrounnocrn name naprnn. Bor! B xoropt pas or Hyuxona n or pyrnx cntmy +rn crannncxne nnronannn. Tax xe n n +rom cnyuae, saxnetnammerocx or copoxnncxo nn]opmannn crapnxa Hyuxona-Fesponoro. cnauana xax-ro ycomnnncx orxya xe Copoxnn nce +ro ysnan? A Hnxonaen, oxastnaercx, o +ro ncrpeue nonean n ror xe ent cnoemy pyry mnocrn B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
155 Copoxnny, a Copoxnn renept Hyuxony, a Hyuxon yxe mne. Onnm cnonom, +ro neuro raxoe, uro nnnrcx camo coo. urot pyxononrt naprne, nao ronapnm Hnxonaen, nouame omartcx co cxpomntmn pxontmn ee unenamn, nao noepxnnart c nnmn xnnym cnxst. 3ro pacrporano Hnxonaena. H nce sanonoxnoct nennnmo nayrnnxo. Bce antnemee onxno tno snyuart saraouno necxo. B uem xe ryr eno, ronapnm Hnxonaen? eno n rom, uro naprnx ne ycmarpnnaer nnxaxo pasnnnt mexy pxontm unenom n ee noxxmn. Bce pannt nepe naprne. Cnyuano nn +ro? ymam, uro ne cnyuano. onxen cxasart, uro nexoropte ynaxaemte ronapnmn, axe raxne, xax ronapnm Knpon, ne ycroxnn npornn "nonerpnx" sarnxtnartcx na uyxnx xen. Cneyer ormernrt, uro cymecrnymr nexoropte pasnnunx sannmaemoro nonoxennx. Moryr nn +rn pasnnunx trt ecrnymmnmn ]axropamn? ymam, uro ner. Hmemr nn npano naprnnte pyxononrenn sarnxtnartcx na uyxnx xen? He rontxo ne nmemr, no mt oxsant, ne nsnpax na nnna, npeceut noonte esopasnx. 3ro xcno, n n +rom ne moxer trt nnxaxnx comnenn. 3ro nepnoe, uro nyxno nmert n nny, oporo ronapnm Hnxonaen. H nropoe, uro neoxonmo cenart nx roro, urot npeceut noonoe esopasne, nao ncnomnnrt cnona Mapxca: "c.eov ceoe oopoeo u nvcmi .mou eoeopm, :mo veoouo'" Hy, n omem, Crannn ne Maxer. Iopaso ontme roro. Tyr ana tna xpenxax sapxxa. Bce, ouennno, crano xcno Hnxonaeny o esnaexnocrn. Copoxnn paccxastnan Hyuxony, uro npomnn oruaxnntx necxontxo uacon o noesa, n Hnxonaen nect yxe tn nacropoxe. H x rax nonnmam, uro nepnoe, uro on cenan, xora npnexan n Hennnrpa, on cran cnenrt sa cnoe xeno. Bon n rom yrny y oxna roparentxn nnrepen, uro cnen n He]oprono c Konrmxom. On roxe paccxastnan: Cnnm n Kpecrax nocne cmeprn Mnpontua. Hnxora cpoy ne nonepnn t, uro +ro 3nnonten nnn Kamenen. Bce n onn ronoc: "3ro ne onn, +ro xro-ro pyro". Ftn c namn nropo cexperapt oxoma uyon. Hao xe oxnrt o raxo xnsnn n ero c xopnm ono! Mt emy nanpxmnx: a neyxro x Hnxonaena xro noocnan n Cmontnt? A on: Hanen Iontmren 156 Fpoctre nt, ronapnmn, nce ouent npocro: on tn xomcomontcxn paornnx, nmen nponycx n Cmontnt, n xena ero y nac paorana. Mnoroe moxno eme npenonoxnrt, no oxrop omte ronopnr, uro nao nnnmarentno crapte xnnrn unrart: Bostmnre, ronopnr, raxym manentxym xnnxeuxy Hona. Ouent rpyno ee cpocnrt co cueron. He rax +ro nce npocro pemaercx. Cxasano n ne, uro necente essaxonntx xparxonpemenno, n paocrt nnnemepa mrnonenna, n xorx t nospocno o neec nennuanne ero, n ronona ero xacanact onaxon, na nexn nponaer on, xax nomer ero, n cxaxyr nnenmne ero: "re on?" Heyxro npner npemx, xora on nepecraner oimi n cxaxyr nce "re on?" H nsanpany "re on?" Xonnn cnyxn, uro npocnxnnaer on no necxontxy uacon na xamenno cxameeuxe y mornnt ynenno xent cnoe n Honoennutem monacrtpe, onennennom nocxamn HKB. 3axnenyrtcx t emy rpexamn cnonmn! Ho opy n sny, no cnonam oxropa omte, cnon nonoxent cytom cpoxn. Onaxo, uro xe +ro sa xnsnt? 3ror uenonex, xoropt nonnomaer nenanncrt, nonepnyn ptuar ncropnn. 3ro xe tno esymne npocnrt ero sacrynnrtcx sa Meepxonta. Hy, nnuero ne cenaemt. Hecypasnoe uro-ro n nnanaer xax-ro nce xpyrom. Bon ram nemeno memox n nsrononte n cnnr oxono memxa, nnsxo onycrnn ronony, tnmn nauantnnx Mocxoncxoro onacrnoro HKB Copoxnn, n nnen mne rontxo ero xoporxo ocrpnxennt sartnox. Kro emy renept noconr ymy ymart? Hao ymart, uro xpenxa yma, ne npoymart. Bce cnyrano rax, uro eno ne n cnyuae, cnyuan moryr trt pasnte, no macconoe xnnenne +ro yxe pyroe eno. Bor, nanpnmep, noxnonnnx Htna antonnua Tponxoro ocrponocentxn Cepre Hnanonnu on ouent cnannt uenonex. Tam y nero ctn c nenecrxo, xena n nnyx, xoroporo on ooxaer. Mt c nnm eceyem nnora. On ncera ronopnr cnauana ner, a norom cornamaercx, xora npany ronopnmt. 3ect mano cepxanntx nme. Koe-xro n sect xnonouer o annoncmenrax, onrcx norepxrt nonynxpnocrt n xer orxnnx na ro, uro yer ronopnrt. 3ro, xoneuno, ouent xopomo, xora nmn moryr eceonart, o uem onn saxorxr. Ho B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
157 +ro ne snaunr, uro nao na pyrnx pocartcx. uenonexy rxxeno, cepne cxanoct or onn, a pyromy pasne nerue? Xnnx na nectma orpannuennom npocrpancrne, ns-sa ncxxo necnxsnnt xaxt roron ncntxnyrt. Tpertero nx neuep o orox tn nocnxmen nnreparypnomy urennm. unran nansycrt orptnxn ns Fann Maxxoncxoro. Bce cmexnnct, a nocne pasropencx ncnyr. Ftnmn san. orena xyntrypt HK naprnn Tamapxnn ryro ntronapnnan: yy xparox. Hanpacno cmeerect Pasymnnx Bacnntennu. a, x arnrarop, x ontmennx, no nt ne concem n xypce namnx en. Ham ronapnmn arnrxa ne n nonnnxy. Kro-ro noaxnyn. Tyr n napropr sanoa Tpeyrontnnx Bonxon nnyrtnaercx n pasronop: Bepno Tamapxnn ronopnr. 3ro axe npxmo cxasart nacmemxa ona! Hmnrent uantrnncxoro Pasnna Crenana napropr Bonxon, nnnmo, tn necxontxo ocxopnen. Cnyman urenne moe yrpmmo, nce npemx crox y crona, cxpecrnnmn pyxn. B +ror momenr tno n y nero n y Tamapxnna uro-ro or Hoeonocnxona, ynnenmero cex na cnene: Crymeno nce +ro, n xnsnn rax ne tnaer. Hy, cxaxem, +ror Hoeonocnxon. Heyono nce-raxn. Hsopaxen, cyx no ncemy, ornercrnennt ronapnm, n xax-ro ero ntcrannnn n raxom cnere n nasnann eme xax-ro rnannaunync. He tnaer y nac raxnx, nenarypantno, nexnsnenno, nenoxoxe!.. A nor noxnonnnx nosntmenno cnonecnocrn, opemn crapnx Heonn Mnxanonnu cxasan, uro ryr, rouno Ioront ouent nce narypantno. H tnmn sam. nauantnnxa pasneynpa PKKA anton cxasan npo Fanm Maxxoncxoro, uro nectma nearornunax nemt nx namnx ne. H Hyuxon-Fespont, nomnrnyn mne, oopnrentno orosnancx o cnoe, n xaxom-ro cmtcne cocrnenno renn: Her, ryr ocoennax mryxa! a n Maxxoncxn nnmer n Hpo +ro, uro
.camoe crpamnoe: no pocry, no xoxe oexo Hanen Iontmren 158 cama noxoxa mox! n onom ysnan nnsnenamn noxoxn cex camoro cam x.
B +rom cam x nect +ror yxac na nporxxennn nyx noxonenn. 3ro nam xament; on annr nam cepne. 3ro nacmemxa na namn, ronopnr Cepre Hnanonnu, net ecrt xe xaxo-ro cmtcn npomnoro namero cymecrnonannx? Ecrt, ecrt, ronopm x, sect ecrt opas neoxonmt nx roro, urot ncxptrt camte rnynnt xaxoro-ro nenepoxrnoro xnnennx. Hoxoxy x camomy ocrpomy nynxry oomennx ]axron. Mne ncnxoananns uyx n on mne nenpnxren. Ocrannm nce +rn repmnnt. Mne nce +ro npornnno. rontxo xouy cxasart, xax nor oxrop omte cxasan: ovx +o usv+.emc eo +ue, u c cepoe+ +ou+ eoeopm. Kax-ro cymmnpyemt, ymaemt o yymem, o pasntx pasnocrxx. Moxno nce onponeprart, no nor Cepre Hnanonnu, opt uenonex, on xaxercx xenan t cxasart mnoroe, n, ouennno, ne moxer. V nero pyrax manepa mtmnennx. Ho net ero npomnoe ne nmeer nnuero omero c npecrannennem o ypno narype. Mne nnuero ne nyxno, ronopnr on. On ronopnr, uro entrn emy ne nyxnt tnn. Ho nmenno +romy-ro n ne xorxr, urot nepnnn. Hpnsnanacx, ranna, cxontxo rt nonyunn sa rnom mnnoncxym paory! Bor n raxym-ro mnnyry pasnopora cotrn n ntnntnaer no nce cnoe peanncrnuecxo cyrn opas Pacxontnnxona. anare mt c namn, Cepre Hnanonnu, npany ronopnrt. Bet ror nonopor xnsnn esymen n yxacen no cnonm nocnecrnnxm. anare nocmorpnm, xax tno eno n ns-sa uero nce ntmno? Bet omax armoc]epa tna rnerymax n noome xnsnt crpamna. H nor Pacxontnnxon, ynn nomnocrt xnsnn n nne crapymonxn-nponenrmnnt, npnmen snenert n snonox. Hanmart on ymen, ymart ymen. Mnnemn uenonex! Ho cnoxno ro, uro uenonex ne moxer ocranonnrtcx n saymartcx, a nect n pe]nexcnn. H y nac renept cnoxno, oporo Cepre B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
159 Hnanonnu! H y menx roxe. H nect +ror yxac na nporxxennn nyx noxonenn. a ecrt xaxo-ro cmtcn npomnoro cymecrnonannx, no ecrt xaxax-ro rpannna. uenonex nmer xaxoro-ro ntxoa, no npoxo rontxo onn n pasmnnyrtcx nentsx. H ocranonnrtcx n saymartcx nentsx, noromy uro nao noropannnnartcx. Bce nonyuaercx nynxanoopasno. A o uem tnn pasronopt? A o rom, uro c ono cropont, rnynax nnuroxnax, snax, ontnax crapymonxa, ncem npenax, xoropax cama ne snaer nx uero xnner, a c pyro cropont, monote, cnexne cnnt, nponaammne apom es noepxxn, n +ro rtcxuamn, n +ro ncmy! Cro, rtcxuy optx en n naunnann, xoropte moxno ycrponrt n nonpannrt na crapyxnnt entrn, opeuennte n monacrtpt! H nomnn n ry oprannsannm, re npnnnmaercx nenocpecrnennoe pemenne ynrt npoxnxrym crapyxy, nsxrt ee entrn, c rem, urot c nx nomomtm nocnxrnrt norom cex na cnyxenne ncemy uenoneuecrny n omemy eny. Bmecre c rem ne y xaxoro ecrt yxnarxa nx raxoro ena, a n ro oprannsannn narypa ne epercx n pacuer, narypa nsronxercx, narypa ne nonaraercx, no narype opo concem ne rpyno tnaer ntpnart pacxaxnnem ry smem, xoropax sanonsna n ee cepne, n nor ona n xonoxontunx naunnaer snonnrt. A ryr-ro n rpeyercx raxo neotxnonennt na raxnmn narypamn uenonex, c nenepoxrno +neprne n yxacntm pasmaxom, raxo neonor, xoropt, xoneuno, pasxcnnr ncem, uro ne rontxo uepes snym crapymonxy-nponenrmnny, no n uepes xporxym, esornernym Hnsanery, ro ecrt uepes xnsnn onoro, ecxrn, cra n rax anee uenonex moxno nepemarnyrt. Onnm cnonom:
Mt cnnm nout. nem conepmaem nocrynxn Hmnm cnom ronout noy n cnoe crynxe. A ecnn Hanen Iontmren 160 sa ncex cmor nanpannxrt noroxn xnnenn, mt ronopnm npopox, mt ronopnm renn.
xoropt raxo cxpomnt n nnnmarentnt n y xoroporo nce crpamno rax +monnonantno n c raxo saxnacxo, uro mnnnnont nme nnaxann, xora on ymep. Ho +ro tnn noxa rontxo nnerouxn, a xroxn renept, xora npocro-raxn cpenenexonax xaprnna, xora oxonuarentno onapyxnnoct, uro conecrnnnte Pacxontnnxont camn cee cocrnennopyuno npnronop ntnecnn. uro rpexa ranrt? Momenr conpemennoro nanannsma ne ntstnan nn y xoro ns nac ocoo peaxnnn. Fnaxen, xoneuno, ror, xro ne ocyxaer cex n rom, uro nsnpaer. Ho uenonex c orpomno uyncrnnrentnocrtm, xoropax ero napannsyer, +ro ouent onacno nx rex, xro roron ncera nmoro rxnnyrt ronopom. a, +rnm na nce nen nauxart! Cnna sect ontmax! Crannn nce npemx nnnnnarnnt ns nan ne ntnycxaer. A, noome, xnsnt crpamna! Crapnxa apecronann n cemtecxr nxrt ner sa ro, uro y nero xpannnnct enpecxne xnnrn, n +ro nnxoro ne ynnnno; nmn, xnnx n xommynantno xnaprnpe, ncnontsymr n yopno rasery, n xora cocen nnxr ee c noprperom Crannna, onocxr pyr pyra; nno t pa tn sanepert myxa nmonnnnt n rmptmy, nno xnner n naexe nonyunrt xomnary cocea, xora ro yer apecronan. uro-ro no ncem +rom ocoo crpamnoe. uro-ro axe n es nmenn nonecer, trt moxer, xapy. uro nt, ne cntmnre? ncxaxnnam: Eme t, ne cntmart! Tontxo ne nonnyrect, oporo mo! Hocrapamct ne nonnonartcx! *** Bce +ro tno yxe. H onxrt +rn ecxoneunte xopnopt, n onxrt +ra nenpnxrnax poxt. H xax nce +ro npornnno. Konna ne nnart. H axe nentsx nonnrepeconartcx y napnx +roro nneuncroro, xya neyr ceuac menx. Bor B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
161 nacropoxenno cmorpnr, npncnonnnmnct x nooxonnnxy, xopnopnt nasnparent. Bnnmo, n y nero cnox xnsnennax ]nnoco]nx ecrt. H +ra oxpana, n +rn ocmorpt. H nenosmoxno axe npecrannrt cee onee roponnnnoro, nanpxxennoro, monuannnoro xoa. Bar n mar. H xaxax nnannocrt noxoxn n ecmymntx napycnnontx canorax, n xaxax ycrounnocrt nnxennx. Bor cnopaunnaem n pyro xopnop. Pasnoxmn, xoropt nnepen, nonyoopaunnaer ronony, menxaer xstxom n pasnxsno, pasmaxnnax xax-ro ncem renom, cneyer anee. Xorenoct t yntnyrtcx, no uro-ro raxoe y menx no cepnem, uro ne o yntxn. H onxrt maraem nce tcrpee no nanpnnry xopnopon n no necrnnuntm crynentxam. H nor cnona, xax ncera, cepne naaer nepe neptm xannera, n xax ncera poxn cryx pasnoxmero n nept, n orrya, ns xannera rpomxoe: Bnenre! Moxno cecrt? Moxno. Her, ne cma, nor ryr canct! H x cyenepno orparnnamct o cryna n caxyct na nero, n xax ncera (n xoropt pas!) nennxmct mtcntm sa cnyuanocrt net moe eno renept n pyxax +roro ptxenonocoro, xoporxonoro mnamero nerenanra, nocenmero na xpa nnctmennoro crona n cnerxa pacxaunnammero noro n naunmennom o necxa canoxxe- xnmmn. Hocmorpnm, moxer trt, nce xe nmenno ceuac nce n pasxcnnrcx. Ho npoe nenoxoxe. Bor on n coornercrnnn c optm craptm npannnom npecrannxercx mne: mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon. Ho +ro, ymaercx mne, xax t rontxo pasneprxa. uro xe, noronopnm no ymam? Hy, paccxastna nce no nopxxy. uro xe x mory paccxasart? ne snam.. n raxom cocroxnnn yxe na mecxna. ecnn nam nnrepecno? Ouent axe! uro-ro ryr ne snam, uro nponcxonr. Ceuac nor o roro omno, uro nce, uro rnopnrcx, nacrontxo nnunax ea, uro n cxasart ontme neuero. Hanen Iontmren 162 Mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon nacynnncx, npncrantno ycrannnmnct na menx. Bor on cnes co crona n cen n xpecno. Orrontpnn nantnt pyx, cxasan: Hy, xcno. Ho mt ne yem ronopnrt na +ry remy. H rt ne rnxn, uro c roo rax onro nanxamrcx. Hs raxnx xax rt nao ntxart maxcnmym. Fyx, nonrpancx, orneuart nopa. Ho crnxam Maxxoncxoro yapxn, norom, snaunr, nmonnte nnctma, norom amouxa na nnmn nnaxana, a norom y ne xaxo-ro noxponnrent ns rponxncrcxo-snnontencxoro nenrpa oxasancx. Hpannntno? Kysnenon pesxo epnyncx n xpecne n c xaxo-ro nonute yntxo n ptxnx rnasax ynepcx nsrnxom n xaxo-ro nncr ymarn na crone. Herxomtcnne moe nnymnno mne oxory noorxponennnuart c nnm. To-ro n ono-ro, uro nce +ro rpyno, nenosmoxno nepenecrn, a c pyro cropont, n nero, ouennno, anno nannnnamr raxoe, uro on yxe c nmmynnrerom xaxnm-ro n +rnx opranax paoraer, rax uro n onnnnrt nenosmoxno, rem onee nenosmoxno, uro n n rex o rpenera n yme nce +ro nannnnanoct, rax uro n cam ne snan ouent naxntx neme. A renept nor nporymannnoct n cmorpnmt na nero, yro nnuyrt n ne tnano ncero +roro naynantx. 3anen nontnxy, ronopnr Kysnenon. Tenept pacxnetna sa nero. Mentxom nsrnxnyn na ranncrnennt nncr ymarn, nonnmaercx +ror xoporxonorn ptxenonoct ctn none. V nnx, ronopnr on nese cnon arenrt ecrt, a ro, uro y nac ecrt, yxe ocrarouno, uro rt saronopnn. O uem? ntptnaercx y menx. Oropnnct rt or nce +ro cnonoun anrnconercxo, cntmnmt!? Ham nsnecrno o ree nce! On cmorpnr na menx c nnom cocrnennoro ocronncrna. H nor, noxastnax cnon pyxn, ronopnr mne: Inxn n pasy rnasa. 3aroronneno nx rex raxoe mecro, re cpasy ntmnnm ns rex ncm ypt. xe ymam npo cex, uro net nce +ro ecrecrnennoe npoxnnenne narypt, xoropym nyxno tno nocnnrart concem xaxo-ro ptxn epenencxn napent, xoroporo rpamore yunnn n renept sacrannxmr mnapranxy epxart. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
163 Bnpouem, nce xe uro-ro sect raxoe, uero n rounocrn nn onpeennrt, nn nasnart nentsx. a, npoonxaer Kysnenon, moxer, x cepne ornoxy na ree. uepes namy cnny rnere cnoe, a? Ho crnxam yapxere!? Inymnrect na conercxnmn nopxxamn, na nmtmn conercxnmn rnymnrect!?.. Her, +ro ne xpnnnxnte ypauxa no mnapranxe. B +rnx coautnx rnasax, n rom cxynncrom nnne centcxoro napnx ecrt cnon uyncrna omero xoa neme. Ho n uem xe x nnnonar? cnpamnnam x Kysnenona. Vnnpaxct nsrnxom n mon pyxn, on orneuaer rax: Cnennantnte npnsnaxn nmemrcx. He mory nor pannoymno nnert rnon nepaoune pyxn. To ecrt, uro xe x no-namemy onxen. He rt onxen, a mt onxnt ornpannrt rex n ncnpannrentno-rpyonte narepx, re rt ne cmoxemt nanxstnart uyxte conercxomy napoy nen. A snaemt uro? ycmexnyncx Kysnenon, x ree ceuac cmpnpns ycrpom. On npyr xax-ro nonecenen, nanpannxxct tcrpo x crony. Bor on xnaraercx sa rene]onnym rpyxy, nanpaer ue-ro nomep: 3ro rt?.. a. 3an ceuac. On nonoxnn rpyxy n, onoxorxct na cron, ycrannncx na menx, crpanno yntaxct. Hexro c xynxamn n nernnuxax nxonr n xanner n cnnno cranonnrcx x nepxm, xax t saropaxnnax ntxo. Hnno ero npnnnmaer camoe neoxnannoe ntpaxenne o cmemnoro poxo npeynpenrentnocrn. Vsnaemt menx? Her, He mory npnnomnnrt, no xaxercx, re-ro nnen. Hocrapacx, moxer, ncnomnnmt. Hoxa, x ne mory npnnomnnrt. Hy, nce +ro menoun. Ouent moxer trt, uro n ne nomnnmt. Tt, xaxercx, nce xonrontm ynnexancx. Ho cornacnct, ne ncem on npannrcx. Hy, xorx t ero ntcrynnenne na namem ]axyntrere. Tt tn oprannsaropom. rora yunncx na rpertem xypce, rt na nepnom. Homnnmt? Hanen Iontmren 164 Tenept npnnomnnam. Hy, xoneuno, +ror nanapnnx Kysnenona tn crapme menx na na xypca. Hnno ero mentxano n ]axyntrercxom xopnope. On, ouennno, ne nmen ntcoxo crpacrn x nayxam, no, xax x renept npnnomnnam, npoxnnxn ntrnnnocrt yma n nno onacrn, conpax y cryenron anxert o nx connantnom nponcxoxennn. Xopomo tno rora, npocro sopono, npana? a, ouent xopomo. 3ro sopono! eno ne nycrxxonoe. Fomct, rt yemt nonnonartcx ceronx noutm. Tt snaemt, xax npnxrno nonexart na uncro xponarn c npocrtne. B omem, ne npnnnma cnnmxom ceptesno ro, uro tno. He npnnnma cnnmxom ceptesno. Ceptesno, no ne cnnmxom, npnannn on, poxo yntaxct. 3ror neoyunnmncx cryenr ne saropaxnnaer yxe cnoe cnnno nepe, a crnaercx npxmo nepeo mno concem xax-ro nponnuecxn pyxenmno. Kro xe on, +ror xporxn cancr? Hanpx nn no cocrnenno nnnnnarnne sect. Onaxo ymaercx, uro n ne es cosnarentnoro nneuennx. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, napent naexnt nx noono paort. Kax t onpantnaxct, ronopnr on mne: Tt nonnmaemt, x rontxo onxen nx rex namernrt nnnnm, a nnyrpn rt cam yxe moxemt. Hy nor. Ho-moemy, raxax mryxa snaunrentno onee nonesnax. ne xouy rex neperpyxart. A moxno naoopor. Ham ecrt o uem noronopnrt. 3ror. xax ero, Cnma. Cepa]nm, nomnnmt? Emy ne nonesno n nnuno xnsnn. ero nosaopnnan, uro nnxora ne nosno nepemennrt nnacrnnxy. Tax nor, on ronopnr, n +ro nornepxaercx ne onnm n ne nymx, a mxnno cnnerene, uro rt conpan nonncn na cese nncarene. Homnnmt, n rpnnart uerneprom roy tno? Ces nncarene. Homnm. Tt nor, x sameuam, nemnoxxo nonnyemtcx. a uro ram! eno ne nycrxxonoe. O +rom mnn y nac na ]axyntrere cnopt. Tt ]yrypnsm nporacxnnan rora, nomnnmt? cam n ro npemx crnmxn nonnctnan. Cam nonnmaemt, xaxne yx ram crnxn!.. Onn nenpnxrnocrn! H mnoro pyrnx neme. H n B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
165 uacrnocrn oxna Fyxapnna o no+snn, nomnnmt? Kpome roro, nexoropte xnnrn rt xpannn, a nx neoxonmo tno ynnuroxnrt. Onn mornn sapasnrt pyrnx. pyro eme nonpoc +ro o Crene Kapnone. Homnnmt ero? Homnm. Hopxount uenonex, nepno net? Bepno. V nac ner xenannx cenart ree nenpnxrnocrt. Bepno net, ronapnm mnamn nerenanr? Ouent axe nepno. Ho x ero ncero nnxy. On ymaer nepexnrpnrt nac. Kax t ne rax! Her, ner. 3ro nenepno. uyncrno onra y nero ecrt. Hanpacno nomaere ncm +ry xomenm! ntptnaercx y menx. Kysnenon nxo mernyn rnasom: Bcrant! Cmorpn na non. H tnmn cryenr namero ]axyntrera npyr saeprancx nect. Foxe mo, uro raxoe? Vap no nnny, naormamt naontm. H eme pas on mnpoxo pasmaxnyncx. Bctnt emy? Bctnt eme! noneren Kysnenon. Inas tnmero cryenra ne nnno, onn rontxo crncnyrte syt n cxynt es poxn. A y menx ryt n noopoox sanptrann: 3a uro? Kax nt cmenn?.. 3a uro!? Htn! Monuart! Horanxa eme! Ham sect xnac xnacnrt nexora, noronopnm c roo n He]oprono. Tam pyro mero neuennx. Bor nmenno, nmenno n He]oprono! *** Bt cex nnoxo uyncrnyere? cnpamnnaer oxrop omte menorom. Ouennno, uro-ro ne n nopxxe c nepnamn. Ha onpoce ycran rax, uro npocro cnn ner, n nor ne mory ycnyrt, orneuam x menorom. a For nam cnn! menuer oxrop omte. Inasa ero, opamennte na menx, raxne ymnte n opte, n y menx x nemy raxoe rennoe n nnsxoe uyncrno, uro yxe ceuac xorenoct t noronopnrt c nnm, ox, xax xorenoct t! Ho ceuac nout, ncxxne pasronopt n nounoe npemx nocne orox Hanen Iontmren 166 sanpement, n on, npomenran mne n yxo, urot x tn rontxo cnoxoen, nonopaunnaercx na pyro ox x napame nnnom. uro xe enart-ro? Hao xart o yrpa. A noxa uro ne cnnrcx. Ko ncemy uenonex npnntxaer, n x +romy nnornomy coennennm ceponoopoa, ammnaxa napamn, nepememannoro c yymnnntm sanaxom nora moxno npnntxnyrt. H na uro nam paccunrtnart sect eme? Bet cnyunnoct uro-ro crpamnoe! H x xax t yxe concem nonnmam, uro sect ecrt nacroxmee, orranxnnaxct or xoroporo nnnmt npomnoe. 3ect ecrt nacroxmee npemx. A xpome roro, noome ne nce ynannnnanoct n n nnreparype n Apreme Becenom, Faene, Knone n Fane Maxxoncxoro. Crpamnonarte nemn! Crpamnonarte n rnyoxo nonnnnte nemn! Tenept, xora noymaemt o +rnx nemax, nnnmt, uro eno yxe rora mno x xaracrpo]e. Kasanoct, xax yro xaxne- ro menxne ocroxrentcrna pemamr nce, a na camom ene ne rax. Mama nor ronopnna, uro o penonmnnn cpen xenmnn tna pacnpocrpanena ncrepnx. 3aonenanne +ro tno y xenmnn, xoropte nnuero ne enann. Hocne penonmnnn ner +roro saonenannx, noromy uro uenonex ne moxer ne rpynrtcx, noromy uro rpy +ro paocrt. Ho ono +ro mtcnennoe npnnnmanne ncero cymecrnymmero ]axrnuecxn enaer nac npecrynnnxom. Hcropnx, xax ronopnr oxrop omte, es Fora nenosmoxna. A nmn nce npemx cxontsxr rontxo no nonepxnocrn npant. Camax crpamnax ncnxonornx +ro enart no saxony, ro ecrt xoro-ro onert no saxony, enart nenpnxrnocrn no saxony. 3rn ronapnmn, xoropte cranonxrcx rnonmn cytxmn. 3ro yxacno, xora ronopnnn o nparax napoa. Hmn npoxnnnann roro, xoro nuepa ynaxann. 3ro camoe yxacnoe. Ecrt nemn, xoropte uenonex ne onxen cee nosnonnrt x pyromy, a ryr nor ntxcnxercx, uro ne onn n ne na, a nonantno nce orpexnnct or rex. uro eme sanrpa yer, x cam onxen pemart, urot remnrt cex, xax peenxa. A ceronx nectma crpamnonar tn +ror xporxn cancr. omno yxe net o roro, uro opasonanact cepnx npecrynnnxon, xoropte nonyunnn pamxn nonno saxonnocrn. Onn rpeymr or menx, urot x cam cex yrponn. 3ro ana xnnax. H noome, nepoxrno, xorxr ontmoe eno cosart, urot moxno tno x crenxe menx nocrannrt. A x npocro B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
167 yman o pasneennn xpacnntx caon n o Maxxoncxom, xoroporo cpasy nonmnn sa cnoont ron n sa cnona otenno xnnoro pasronopa. Orcma xe mna nmont x Meepxonty n x Manennuy, xoropt yrnepxan, uro nepe namn enax cnoonax esna, ecxoneunocrt nepe namn. Ho x net tn anexo ne enncrnenntm n npncrpacrnn x romy, uro nosmymano Hennna n Maxxoncxom n ]yrypnsme. Mano xro nonnman, xya neer cnoont ron n otenno xnno pasronop. Ho nce uyncrnonann n +rom rone nporecr, n Hennn rposnncx ceut Hynauapcxoro, xoropt npn ncex nonaxxax, onxen tn ynpannxrt n ne nymart. Maxxoncxn ne nanncan eme rora no+mt o Hennne, a Meepxont npnrnaman Hennna rontxo n rearp, nnreparypa ne tna rora nonnocrtm n pyxax Hennna. A Kpyncxax ncnomnnaer, uro ontme ncero on nmnn Hacona n 3naronparcxoro. Ho c raxnm nxycom nanpx nn moxno tno npnnxrt Maxxoncxoro, Meepxonta, Manennua. upannyst xe ronopxr uro crnnt +ro uenonex. 3nam rontxo ono, n +ro noxa ouent naxno: moxno noopart mnoro pasntx mornnon camoyncrna Maxxoncxoro, no pano nnn nosno +ro onxno tno cnyunrtcx. Myrt xpyrom nxax! A crenent rparnunocrn pasnnuna. 3ect xyoxecrnennoe nepexonr uenoneuecxoe, n xcno nnnmt uenoneuecxoe nnno ero. On xaxym menout ormernn, n nomnocrt momenra nacrontxo nouepxnyra, nacrontxo ynonnena naroapx nenanncrn x nomnocrn, uro ecrt xenanne nnert ne rontxo norpa]nuecxn opas. Ftronncarenxm, sannmammnmcx ncnxonoxecrnom, nerue xnrt xax t ynr, no n craxane not Hm nyxen ne cnoont ron, ne cnoconocrt x nmnn, a meprnte xaprnnxn ymncrtx pos, nanomnnammne o xnnom. Ipa]omanam eme nerue. A ypaxon ncera mnoro, n ypaxn nce raxxe rnynt, n c ypaxamn ouent rpyno rxrartcx. Cmtcn uenoneuecxnx cnon nx nnx mano nonxren. onontno! Henonxrno! xpnuann onn Maxxoncxomy. Iennantnte nocranonxn Meepxonta mnn npn nonynycrom sane. C neuepon xonrona onn yxonnn. Ho xaxona cyta no+ra? Emy-ro antme nrn tno nexya. ypaxn xpyrom nanom nanannnannct. Txxxo tma, Hanen Iontmren 168 paccxastnan nam n pnrae Bnxrop Cnannncxn npo ro nocnenee ntcrynnenne Maxxoncxoro n Hnexanonxe. Hponerapcxoe cryenuecrno, a? Honnmaere, +ro pexuecrno nepnrt, uro nomnocrt rontxo nepexnrox. Hpnsnaxn, noopaxaemte, rax cxasart, nnnm. A ecnn xonxpernsnponart ry ocranonxy y Maxxoncxoro ne tno yxe nnxaxoro xenannx cpaxartcx c +rnmn xpernnamn. Ho onn narnen c esopasntmn ymamn cran xpnuart: Hycrt Maxxoncxn oxaxer, uro ero uepes nanart ner yyr unrart. Ecnn on ne oxaxer +roro, ne cronr sannmartcx nncannem. H eme ntcxounn onn xpernn: Maxxoncxn enaer nepernt, y nero na nonyropa crpannnax nonropxercx rnx-rax, rnx-rax. A norom nauanoct uepr snaer uro. A uro nt nncann o Hennne? Kaxona nex crnxornopennx "Connne"? 3ro crnxornopenne myrounoe. Ocnonnax mtcnt cnern, necmorpx na espaocrnym ecrnnrentnocrt! Kro-ro nponsnrentno saxpnuan: Kax, espaocrnym? Kaxne-ro cexynt mne noxasanoct, uro x cntmy neuenoneuecxn pen. Ouent crano crpamno. Maxxoncxn onycrnncx na crynentxn rpnynt n saxptn nnno pyxamn. 3axptn nnno pyxamn! Ho net +ro nx nnx. nx camnx, nx nnx xe. ncranano connne pano. H nor pasancx ntcrpen. H nesnn rpo, n ronna no Honapcxo. Fontme ncex ynnancx Hacrepnax. On net rax anex tn or ncero. H nor +ro neymenne samnmartcx roxe xapaxrepno nx nero. a n nx nac, nx ncex nac. H nor nmn na napax, nnuem ne orenennte pyr or pyra, cnxr n na pxa, rononamn onoro pxa x rononam pyroro. A Maxxoncxoro n nocne cmeprn npoonxann mentmonart. A no Mocxne n ro npemx xonnn crpouxn Manentmrama:
uro xouemt ne, uem xouemt xostpx, On sannarnn sa ncex nasnauennym neny. Bcx xnsnt ero tna noxoxa na nmont A nama xnsnt noxoxa na nsmeny.
H +ro xax t cymmnponanne npospauno o na npant, a ne rontxo orentnte ncrounnxn nepennerenntx B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
169 mexy coo npornnononoxnocre. H +ro ne npocro xaxne-ro cnona o npounranno n ercrne xnnxxe, a rparenx, cnxsannax c ontmnmn nemamn, rparenx, uro on ocrancx n nonnom onnouecrne, a oxean, xax on xora-ro cam nncan, oxasancx enom noopaxennx, noromy uro n na mope ne nnno eperon, n na mope nonnt ontme, uem nyxnt n omamnem onxoe, n na mope ne snaemt, uro no roo. H sect xaxo-ro norpxcammn pyex. H mt nnnm ne nce. uaxrnuecxn mnoro peann ecrt. Hy, +ro esycnonno. Hocaxr rex, nanpnmep, xax ceuac, na rmpemnt naex. On-ro n ne ronont, a nnonne ocxsaemt, no rt net ntpoc n omamne ocranonxe ontmoro anoncrna. A rax, noxanycra, cnn cee. Concem ymepert ne ayr. 3ro nce, rax cxasart, uenyxa. Ho nmn sect pasnte, pyroro nospacra n pyroro sopontx. Kopoue ronopx, xnsnt n xonrpacrax n npornnononoxnocrxx. Inyna nn nor mox xnsnt tna? nno xaxax-ro sapx tna, naexa na yymee. Ocmarpnnan nce, xax cnoe cocrnennoe, xax cnon nenenxn. A ecnn uyxoe, ro c ecnomanocrtm ocyxanoct. H nonyuanact onacnocrt n conepmenno pyrom poe, no repxnoct onepne x romy, uro ne mor yepxart n namxrn. H xax t noome yxe nnuero ne repxn, noromy uro repxn ouent mnoroe. Ho n cee camom uro- ro cxnartnanoct, rax xax c ecrecrnennoro yxnonennx or onnx raserntx ]axron nce nauanoct. Kaxoe-ro nexcnoe uyncrno npeocreperano or ]antmnntx nonoxenn, ns xoroptx nentsx narn ntxoa. H nentsx net ne npnnxrt no nnnmanne ror paronennt ]axr ns mxontntx ner, xora xo mne noomen napenex n cnpocnn: Tt enpe? a, enpe! Tt ne ocx, x roxe enpe. Tt unran crnxornopenne Maxxoncxoro "Xn" He unran? Hpourn! Fnaroapx Maxxoncxomy x renept snam, n uem ryr eno! Tax nor, o +rom paronennom ]axre ns mxontntx ner. Ecrt cotrnx xnsnn, xoroptx cam ne npeyraaemt. Ho ne +roro x ncxan nnauane. Crnxornopenne Xn ano mne nont paxypc. net snan, uro n crpane ecrt mnoro nnuroxecrn, no oxastnaercx ea n rom, uro ne npocro nnuroxecrn, a mepsxnx nnuroxecrn, n na nopxxe nx nce ror xe nonpoc e xnon, cnaca Poccnm, n ne cunrartcx c nnm nenosmoxno. H +ro ne ncxnmuaer, uro n x ]amnsmy rax npnrn moxno. Tax Hanen Iontmren 170 uro, n omem, npoe npnmnn axe. H +ro, xax x renept snam, ne nono. Moxer trt, +ro eme ne concem nannonan-]amnsm!? Cxopee, onee crpamnax mryxa, npoe nnrepnannonan- ]amnsma. nanart ner! Vxe nropoe noxonenne nomno: Korenxon, Kysnenon n +ror xporxn cancr, xoropt na ]axyntrere namem yunncx. B omem, npemx soner cnonx mononon, urot ne tno npomaxy. A net mt n pnrae +roro nnxa nce xe n nomtcnnrt ne mornn. Co ncem rem n pnrae Maxxoncxoro oeperannct mt ero crnxamn or oxpyxamme nomnocrn n pasnocnnn o nem opym cnany. 3ro ne tno npencnonnem x oxcnennm n nmnn. Ftnn n cnon xaxne-ro ]oxyct. Ho pexra mnnte. H x tn pa, uro mory uem-ro nomout. He nao cex omantnart. Mtcnt rnannax cxontsnna nce xe rontxo no nonepxnocrn, n x ne ouent-ro nmnn ncxxne oprannsonannte raxne nemn. Ho, Foxe mo, nce rax snann xaxym ero crpouxy n c raxo nmontm nonropxnn nx! Ho mne xasanoct, uro c Fonuem oportcx ne n namnx cnnax. On ynorpenn nce, uro moxno tno ynorpenrt, urot saxptrt ntcranxy. H crontxo pesonon npnconoxynnn xo ncemy +romy tnmn ynpannxmmn enamn Connapxoma. Bce namn esopasnx, ynaxaemte ronapnmn, mt snaem, n nce nsnecrno, Bnanmnp Hntnu repnert ne mor Maxxoncxoro, n x nonnocrtm pasenxm mnenne Bnanmnpa Hntnua, n x saxptnam +ry ntcranxy Maxxoncxoro. B omem, norxnynoct eno c +rnm xameneonom Bnanmnpom mnrpnennuem Fonu-Fpyennuem nacrontxo norpxcammnm xameneonom, uro cam Crannn, nnnmo, ne cuen axe nyxntm sanpxrart ero cma, a cynyn ero npexropom n Hnrmyse. He nonnmam x rontxo onoro: xax +ro mt nce rora nonann na +ror ces nncarene, n uro +rn monounxn c nnoman sepxnncxoro cmorpenn, xora mt ram conpann nonncn npornn saxptrnx Fonuem ntcranxn? H xax xe +ro xnarnno cmenocrn y crontxnx nme nonncart name opamenne? Bpemx eme, ymaercx, tno ne ro. Bet, xora Fyxapnn rora cxasan, uro npemx Maxxoncxoro npomno n uro +ro ne rontxo ero nnunoe mnenne, a on ntcrynaer or nmenn n no nopyuennm HK, nourn nect ces na nero ononunncx. A xora on nnauane cnoero oxnaa, nocne nmen emtxna Fenoro n Ecennna nasnan nmx Maxxoncxoro, net B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
171 nect san crnxnno nonxncx, n yxnantno ecxrt mnnyr ne npexpamannct annoncmenrt. H +ro n ro npemx, xora Ioptxn sa na nx nepe +rnm npooxan o xamyne n Cynemane Crantcxom xax o nennuamnx romepax +noxn. Hy, pasymeercx, namn nce ne crann noxonrt x Ioptxomy sa nonnctm. A x nor nce xe pemnncx. Hy, pasymeercx, Ioptxn n ryr npooxan, no conepmenno yxe na pyro na: a sauem nam +ro nyxno? K rnyouamemy coxanennm, nonnmaere, ne mory. A Hpnmnnn naorpes orxasancx. A nor Hacrepnax n Faent, n Onema, n axe xaxo-ro nocnenn napnxcxn xommynap, xoropomy 3penypr pasxcnnn, n uem cyrt ena, c npenennuame oxoro nonncannct. Ho net nor uro renept ynnnrentno: xax xe +ro Crannn cnom pesonmnnm nocrannn? Bet paccxastnan Tema Fpomepr, uro crpax n Hpnmaxone o nocnene mnnyrt ne nepecranan ecrnonart, noxa, naxonen, ne ocmennncx npyunrt Crannny name opamenne n nnctmo Hnnn Fpnx. Kax yro t axe nemtcnnma tna +ra crannncxax pesonmnnx: Tonapnm Exon! Tonapnm Hnnx Fpnx npana. Maxxoncxn tn n ocraercx nyumnm, rananrnnnemnm no+rom name conercxo +noxn. Fespasnnune x ero namxrn n rnopuecrny npecrynnenne. Xnrpoymnt oxasancx Crannn! Ocrpoymnemax xomnnannx, orpomnt ycnex, rount pacuer npnsnart Maxxoncxoro cnepxy, urot ne npnmen on cnnsy. Vnnnrentnoe xomnnannonnoe uyrte. Ienn npaxrnuecxo nrpt! Kya ram ncem +rnm Fyxapnntm! Kya o nero Hennny! Hyumero ntopa n ne npnymaemt: nenen nmnepnn n cnoot! H xaxax +crernuecxax conpemennax crponocrt conercxo nmnepnn nonyuaercx. Fes cnoonoro rona nemtcnnm tn n Hymxnn. Ho net n nmnepnx nemtcnnma tna es Hymxnna. H crano trt, +ro yxe ne npocro tna nnreparypa. uro xe +ro tno? Bet +ro ouent rora nx nac paocrnoe tno cotrne. H on ouent tcrpo namen orxnnx n namnx ymax. H xax cuacrnnn tn Meepxont. Tontxo Knona n Fanm ne ann emy cnona nocrannrt. Ho, xoneuno, ouent paocrno tno, uro Crannn onennn Maxxoncxoro n nonxn. H +ro mno y nac or nnyrpenne onn, n no+romy cyexrnnnoe cranonnnoct oexrnnntm. H ncxxn ns nac ronopnn rora, uro +ro necer n cee Hanen Iontmren 172 nencuepnaemte nosmoxnocrn nontx orxponenn, no naoneno, naxnneno nce or oxpyxamme nomnocrn. H orxptnnct ryr nonte ]axrt xacarentno ornomennx Hennna x Maxxoncxomy, xora Fonu-Fpyennu, rpxcx pyxn namnx pnrannxon Temt Fpomepra n Bnxropa ynaxnna, npnronapnnan: Hy, Bnanmnp Hntnu ncera nennn Maxxoncxoro, n camoe naxnoe, mon pystx, ornecrnct co ncem nnnmannem x namxrn nyumero, rananrnnnemero no+ra name conercxo +noxn. Ho xax t ro nn tno, yunnnn ce nepenopor n ymax npn nocpecrne Exona, nocneonan xnrpmra Crannn npnmepy Hnxonax Hannonnua, xoropt roxe mexy npounm uepes cnoero Fenxenop]a n ornomennn Hymxnna ecrnonan. H ne nanpacno.
Ho nor, xaxercx nocnomnnann napanoct cnnmxom mnoro. H, xcrarn, npemx npoe yxe x noemy npnnnxaercx. Bon xro-ro ram n yrny y nepe saxamnxncx. Bor nanpannxercx x napame cnxmennnx Coxonon. o raxo on crenenn crap, uro, nepoxrno, yxe n ne nporxner sect onro. Taxax onnoxax crapocrt sa rmpemno pemerxo. Mnorne ryr cnonno n satrtn n rontxo nspexa ocneomnxmrcx: Hnrepecno, uem nce +ro xonunrcx? K uemy onn n xonne xonnon npnyr? B omem-ro epyr nme ne oxonuarentno rnyntx n ne norepxnmnx cnoconocrt ncrynart pyr c pyrom n saymennte pasronopt. Ecrt ryr n raxne, c xoroptx, xax ronopnrcx, nsxrxn rnaxn. Ho conepmart cnon ecrecrnennte naonocrn ne nnaue, xax n npncyrcrnne nce xamept +ro raxax nentnocnmax nemt, c xoropo xaxomy xnnomy uenoneuecxomy cymecrny nenerxo cntxnyrtcx. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, ecrecrnenno n namem nonoxennn onontcrnonartcx mantm es ponora n, xax ronopnr oxrop B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
173 omte, ns ropnnna ncntrannx uenonex ntxonr rocnonnom cex camoro n ncero ero oxpyxammero. Bor, xaxercx, n rpamnan sanenamr cnom yrpennmm necnm. H rouno cxopo yxe noem. Cxnost nonocxy namopnnxa, rnxx co cnonx nap no rtmy pannero snmnero yrpa, omymam, xax con, enoxptnte mnte nn, +rn nrpt, xora Bantxa, npoxox mnmo, pocan cnexox n oxno. anno nn con +ror cnnncx? anno nn nonnman x nepe aymxo na ntrxnyrtx pyxax ranrenn, urot noxasart, xaxo x cnntnt? anno nn, roronxct x ouepenomy +xsameny n nonnyxct acxn, conepmenno nannno npenonaran, uro nor xora pemaercx nponema nce moe xnsnn!? Hacxontxo xe cnoxnee +roro ro mnoxecrno ]axron, xoropoe nocrnraemt sect. H ryr yx ne snaemt, xaxym eme pesonmnnm noneer Crannn no +rn ]axrt. Ho oprannsannx n nopxox, xax ronopnrcx, ntme ncero n +ro ecnoono nyrannne xnsnn. H nor ona, naxonen ropxecrnennocrt nacrynamme mnnyrt: nor, naxonen, orxptnact ]pamyra, xopnopnt ncynyn ronony n oxomeuxo n xpnunr nam: Hoem! Hoem!!! Hoem!!! Hoem!!! Moxno namn ry]nn? Fepnre, rontxo nocrantre na mecro. Hpenecrno! opoe yrpo, ronapnmn! opoe yrpo! opoe yrpo!!! opoe yrpo!!! Cnpocontx npornpamr rnasa n roruac xe naunnamrcx cnpoct-paccnpoct n nent px nce rex xe mnsancnen, nonoporon, nnxenn, yntox, ]tpxann, ypuann. Bor uenonex enxrnanaroro nexa, nepexnnmn nyx nape, c npenennxo namennocrtm ornxtnaercx noxpyr cex. Bor yntaercx mne ouent opt oxrop omte. Ceuac nce naunyr na onpanxy conpartcx, a na ceronx ntnaaer uepe moero exypcrna. Hpnxas-yxas npannna nnyrpennero pacnopxxa, yrnepxennte Hanpenrnem Hannonnuem Fepnx. 3aypuann y nepe. Koropte noexann eme x napame sa mano naonocrtm cnoe. sauem-ro noomen x oxny, saxptrtm cnapyxn namopnnxom. Tocxa cxnmaer Hanen Iontmren 174 cepne. H ryr xe cntmy rpemxr sacont, samox xopnopnt cnnmaer. Bor n mt c namn ceronx xamepy panm, ronopnr mne nnxenep Fouapon n neceno rnxnr na menx. B orxptrym ]pamyry n oxne rxner cnexn snmnn nosyx. Ionona rxxenax nocne noun es cna n nponnranno ornparnrentntm sanaxom xamepe. Fopmoua uro-ro na xoy, manentxn Ocrponcxn, tnmn unen peaxnnn ep 3mec, xnnxom ronont xenaer mne roro xe oporo yrpa. Vrpmmo cnenr sa npnroronnennxmn x ornpanxe nonxpnnx Bontn. V nepe nce nepememannct n xyuy. uertpe uenonexa ntnocxr n xopnop ne o xpaen nonnte napamn n ncne sa nnmn ntnannnamrcx na onpanxy n ocrantnte enxnocro mecrt coxamepnnxon. Mt c nnxenepom Fouapontm ocraemcx nnoem ynpart xamepy, a rpern exypnt ornpannxercx uncrnrt napamn. Hopxox, xoropt nyxen Comsy Conercxnx Connanncrnuecxnx Pecnynnx, nyxen n nam apecronanntm. H nor, cornyrte nononam, c rpxnxamn n pyxax npncnocannnaem x nontm ycnonnxm cnoe txanne, yapt cnoero cepna. Baxno, urot nnnrount xamennt non tn uncrtm, urot no napamn ne tno rpxsn, no mt oxsant xaxym nnnrxy onecrn o npeentno ennsnt. Hoxoxe, uro +rn nnnrxn, mnn]onanmnecx noramn mnornx noxonenn, nmen n nny Hennn, xora on nncan, uro nponsnocrnennt nopxox oycnonnnnaer uncro yxonnte nponecct xnsnn. Hnxenep Fouapon ntxan nononym rpxnxy, nsoxnyn n crep nor co na. On ntcox n maccnnen +ror rennncncr, npoxnnmn necxontxo ner n Amepnxe. Eme neanno, no ero cnonam, on ornnuno nrpan n rennnc n, nosmoxno, uro nmenno n +ror mnr, crox nocpenne name nxrtecxr uernepro xamept Fyrtpcxo rmptmt, on npeancx nrpe noopaxennx. H n camom ene, moxer trt, on npyr noopasnn, uro cpesan na rennncnom xopre mxunx, nocnannt n nero npxmtm yapom. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, mt c nnm moxem c uyncrnom ropocrn ormernrt, uro rnannoe yxe conepmeno non yxe ntmtr, n mt renept nmeem npano nonpocnrtcx na onpanxy. B nonoxennt uac, xax ncera narononyuno npomna onpanxa, n es ncxxnx ocotx nponcmecrnn npomna yrpennxx nponepxa. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
175 Koneuno, ecnn nornxert n rnyt neme, ro mt onxnt npnsnart, uro uenonex onaaer cnooom nonn n ornomennn cnonx nocrynxon. Cymnocrt +roro nonnmannx nsnaraer mne ceuac, sa namnm yrpennnm uaennrnem oxrop omte. Hoymare, ronopnr on, +ro ouent pexo, ouent pexo, urot uenonex mor rax cee npecrannrt, uro rpyno nx pyroro. H Foxe mo! uro rontxo ne enaercx na +rom cnere. Ho xaxt cnocoen cenartcx optm nnn sntm. t cxasan rax: neoxonmo nepenonnomartcx n pyroro uenonexa, nonxrt ero ey. a, +ro rax. Honnmaere, nooemt x ncanmam. 3ror rnyoxn nsox: O, Iocnon!.. H ro nenepeanaemoe ntpaxenne nmnn n cnonax: npasymn menx n nomorn mne. Ho xax narn +ry cpenmm uenoneuecxym cnpanennnocrt n nmecre c rem yepeut nnrennnrennnm or ee paspymnrentno ponn? Bnnre nn, xaxercx, Bnanmnp Cononten cxasan, uro nnrennnrennnx ncera mtcnnr crpanntm cnnnornsmom: uenonex nponsomen or oestxnt, cneonarentno, mt onxnt nmnrt pyr pyra. onxen Bam cxasart npany. snam, uro no +romy nonoy tno mnoro cnopon. Ho mt onxnt ontme ymart o rom, uro mt cenann n uro namn npexn cenann. 3a cnnno x cntmy rnxn ronoc ynonna Pa]eca: A nnunt nam ontr? oxrop nonopaunnaer cno crporn npo]nnt na Pa]eca. Hnunt mo ontr? He cnnmxom nn ero mano. O uem t nn nenact ecea, net naxno ro, uro ntcxasano. Koneuno, no ncex +rnx pasronopax, menorax, naexax mnoro necnxsntx neme, xaxoro-ro rynoro nsymnennx, nouectnannx sartnxon, oxnannx nnemnnx cotrn, ntnesannx c xaxo-ro cnoe cmexornopno nnronanne, c xnnannem no nce cropont rya-cma. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, nnuero crpannoro n rom, uro npomnoe, nce eme xnnoe, ne noaercx sect otunomy ronxonannm. Ho n xoneunom nrore y xaxoro net n +rom omem ryne nmemrcx cnon coopaxennx, urot moxno tno ne omymart cex nynem. Mne nce xaxercx nopo, uro x naxoxyct n xaxom-ro Hanen Iontmren 176 samxnyrom xpyre, re ecrt xenanne cocpeorounrt nce n nnunom nnane n re xaxt, xax xnnnnnroncxn xor, xonr cam no cee. Ho xora xax t nmnmt, paspymax orpat, naunnaemt nce paccmarpnnart xax camoro cex. uro nor, nanpnmep, moxno cxasart o noxe Fyna Pa]ece? Bor yxe nropo mecxn ncnymnnamct c nnrepecom no nce ero cnona, n mne ymaercx, uro on nmenno raxo uenonex, c xoroptm moxno noronopnrt o uem-ro raxom, o uem on npexe ne yman. Marepnana nx ece xnarnr naonro, no nce +ro, xax x naunnam renept nonnmart, nannno xyrxo n cmtcne enncrnenno ocronepnocrn. Cnonno t eme ne nnno uero- ro. Bpoe ne xnaraer n renept uenonexy xaxoro-ro nnnrnxa. Mtxancx on ncm xnsnt n uyxom mnpy, ncxan, omnancx. Kora xe manca yxe ne crano, nepemen ns Fyna n P.K.H., nauan n c rem, uro ecrt cntxartcx, opoconecrno paorax n Komnnrepne, a nocnenee npemx n Hapxomnpoce. A xax npnnxn nce o xonna, ro nnuero n ne ocraercx. On nanomnen n n nsnecrno crenenn samxnyr, no n ro xe npemx xax t roponnrcx ntnoxnrt n pasronope nce, uro c nnm tno. Ocmenmct nam orxptrt cno nnunt ontr, ronopnr on orptnncro. xax pas ne cunram, uro y menx ero mano. Bt, oxrop, renept ronxyere o namnx npexax. nnuero ne mor or nnx nepenxrt. Hx romnna nnax nponema. Onn counnxnn ncanmt n monnrnt. cornacen: nycrt ncanmt, nycrt monnrnt. Ho moxno nn nx npornnonocrannrt ypntm norpenocrxm omecrna? 3amemcx npemenem. He nyxno tno trt npopoxom, urot yraart nnxamee yymee! Hac onnnxnn n nenepntx ]axrax, co]nsmax. Ho na uem ocnontnannct noonte npenonoxennx? Bt nomnnre re crpannnt ncropnn naprnn, re enpecxomy nponerapnary tno orxasano n npane na camoonpeenenne. Tpeonannx Fyna tnn orneprnyrt Maprontm, Tponxnm n eme ecxrtm enpexmn. Hpnxonnoct, xaxercx, nrn anee. Fynonnt tnn ynepent, uro ecnn mt yem cnnom, cnnouennom cnnom, ro nnxro ne nocmeer ocnapnnart y nac namnx npan. Bropo nyrt, ne cnxsannt c +ro nornxo, exart n xaxym-ro Hanecrnny n npespennom pannoymnn xo ncem crpaannxm enpecxoro nponerapnara. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
177 Bt nce eme orpexaerect or Hanecrnnt!? xauaer menenno ronono oxrop omte. A xax xe!? ncxnnaer cpasy Pa]ec. Hocrynnpyercx xecroxontnax nonx! Cxontxo nmn tno npocraxon omanyro. A mexy rem nce +ro nsop. He npana nn? Kax nt crpanno mtcnnre, sameuaer oxrop omte, rnxx neuantno na Pa]eca. crpanno mtcnm? Crpanno. A uro raxoe? Bt xornre nnymnrt mne sect concem pyroe nacrpoenne? Ho x nrnna crpenxnax. cnnmxom mnoro ncrparnn cnn na opty c nnsocrtm n snontm rynoymnem. snam, uro nmxm nerue n npome ne ymart o ]axrax, uem ymart o nnx. Ftna ontmax necnpanennnocrt. Kayrcxn tn npan. Txxeno tno trt pyccxnm nponerapnem, no trt ononpemenno pyccxnm nponerapnem n enpeem +ro snaunno coennnrt n cee nce crpaannx. H mt ynonnt crannnn nonpoc rax: ner, ne yer +roro. 3ro ne onxno rax npoonxartcx. H sa namn croxnn rtcxun cosnarentntx enpecxnx nponerapnen. Hpnsaymartcx na +rnm oxsarentno nao. Bor nt ronopnnn o neoxonmocrn nepenonnomartcx n pyroro uenonexa, nonxrt ero ey. Ho xax nepenonnomartcx? Anrncemnrcxax arnrannx n yxpanncxnx ryepnnxx nauanact nourn ncne sa ]enpantcxo penonmnne. Kponante noromxn Xmentnnnxoro pnannct n o. Xa xnne nintna Vxpaina es xnin I nxxin! 3ro nonoxenne nyxno npnnxrt no nnnmanne, xora nt na menx opymnnaerect c namnm norycroponnnm Cnonom. Heconmecrnmte nemn. B Knencxo, Hoontcxo, Bontncxo, oruacrn Xepconcxo ryepnnxx cpenn nponenr enpecxoro nacenennx panen tn nenanarn-rpnnanarn. Ftnn mecreuxn, re enpen cocrannxnn nepexo enxnocro-cro nponenron. Mne npenoxnnn trt rora mnnncrpom no enpecxnm enam. Hyxno tno, n x cxasan: xopomo. Mne axe nnrepecno tno nanmart nepexo x rocyapcrnennocrn. H y menx ouent opt tn pyr Bnnnnuenxo ontmo yxpanncxn narpnor n ymnemn uenonex. H on cxasan rora: B namnx pyxax rpomanax cnna, Hanen Iontmren 178 mt moxem paspymnrt ncm Vxpanny, no mt ne xornm trt cnentmn Camconamn Bnnnnuenxo ne tn mnpno ]nrypo. Ho on tn ne rontxo rananrnnnt nncarent, no n ymnt nonnrnx. A npecearent Pat npo]eccop Ipymencxn ntcrynan sa xpanmm camocrnnocrt. H +ror nannonantnt monnnnsm poxontm opasom nen x pasnxsxe. onxen cxasart, uro cnonncrt n nx nnep Ctpxnn nnenn n orenennn Vxpannt or Poccnn npannntnoe nornuecxoe sanepmenne cnonx ne. Ho y nac tn cnop pyroro nopxxa. Hao tno snart ncnxonornm camocrnnnxon n ne pastrptnart ns cex mnaennen. yexen, uro mt ynonnt tnn npant. Mt nocrannnn cee npeen, antme xoroporo mt nrn nmecre co cnonmn ronapnmamn ne mornn t. 3ror npeen enncrno Poccnn. Hy, snaere, ocranonnn Pa]eca oxrop omte. , xoneuno, ne snam, uro ram tno y nac na Vxpanne nanart ner nasa. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, nam-ro xaxax tna neuant o enno n neennmo Poccnn? Kaxax neuant!? Pa]ec axe npnncran c mecra. Bt eme cnpamnnaere!? Pa]ec xax-ro crpanno cmorpnr na oxropa n npyr neotxnonenno npocro eper ero sa pyxy: Bt roxe ocyxaere menx? oxrop omte yntaercx: Hsann For. Ho +ro nponema raxax, xoropym nentsx nonxrt ouent nerxo. nnuno cunram, uro y nac tna oxsnt npecneonannx. Bcm xnsnt nac npecneonann. Homnnre crpouxn ns uaycra: Paocrt xanne, rope uame, +ro onx xnsnn name. Tax nnn nnaue, no nt mnoroe oxnnnnn ceuac n moem npecrannennn. 3ro ecrnnrentno nenpocro poxartcx na crpaannx. Ho saro y nac tn nanop, a c pyro cropont, ne oxstnammne ecrnnx npornnononoxnoro cnocrna, npeornpamanmne cronxnonennx. Ho rontxo mne xaxercx, uro ne morno trt rax, ecnn cronxnonennx nensexnt. A! Tenept nt nonxnn, saxnnan Pa]ec. Kora mt nnenn, uro ocnooxennt yxpanncxn napo aer n namemy napoy cnooy, mt nsxnn na cex ornercrnennocrt, n x n xauecrne renepantnoro xonrponepa ornpannncx n B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
179 Herporpa orcrannart pacmnpenne anronomntx npan Vxpannt n xomnerennnn Pat. Ho x ocrarouno mnoro nnen ncxxo eccmtcnnnt, n xora rpomnnt, nepenmenonanmne cex n nnntnoe xasauecrno, ne anann mne ronopnrt n Pae n xpnuann mne ynpacx n cnnarory!, x ycrynnn mecro mnnncrpa no enpecxnm enam oxropy 3nntep]apy. Bt, ouennno, nonnmaere, uro x xax ynonen ne mor cornacnrtcx na +ror nocr npn cnoxnnmecx cnryannn. Oruero xe nt ne nospaxann Hyuxony, xora on nac nennuan nernmponcxnm mnnncrpom no enpecxnm enam? nanomnnam x Pa]ecy. Hnno y Pa]eca npyr cpasy enaercx mpaunoe n snoe: . x. onxen orunrtnartcx nepe xaxnm-ro Hyuxontm? Hy a, ny a, on xe tn xora-ro npecearenem penrpnynana! Pa]ec nepnno nocryuan no merannnuecxo xpyxxe n npyr, ne xenax, ouennno npoonxart pasronop, ncxounn n tcrpo samaran no xamepe. oxrop omte saymunno nocmorpen na Pa]eca n cxasan: Hy, nycrt noxonr nemnoro. oxrop roxe nonxncx or crona n nepemecrnncx na napt. On nsrnxnyn eme pas na Pa]eca cnonmn ymntmn rnasamn n, yro ntraxct ycrpannrtcx or ncero no npnxptrnem xnnrn, nonepnyncx c xnnro na npant ox. roxe nsxncx sa nauarte mnom Xponnxn Mepnme, ycaxnnaxct noyonee na cnoem mecre na napax. H cnona samentxann, saxpyxnnnct cnona, ne cnoconte nn ornneut, nn nsnonnonart n ycnonnxx nxrtecxr uernepro xamept Fyrtpcxo rmptmt. Hpncen x, rax cxasart, nnnornym x xponnxam Hpocnepa Mepnme n eme rocxnnnee cenanoct or ysnanannx nce rex xe neme. nonnmam, n Ernnre, ram +romy Maxmer- Ann c ero anannamn ynnuroxnrt essamnrntx nme ne rax yx cnoxno tno. H npn +rom on tn nanmenonan naroerenem Ernnra, n rananrnax upannnx saxnmuana c nnm ncxxoro poa cornamennx. Ouent moxer trt, uro n Bap]onomeencxym nout mnntm ]pannysam ne rax yx cnoxno tno ycrponrt. B nrore uncro onncarentnax nposa c Hanen Iontmren 180 nsopaxennem npanon n xapaxrepon ro +noxn. Ho Foxe, renept-ro, renept-ro!? Hemnoxxo ymnonar noxasancx Ioront ]pannysy Mepnme, ymnonar n rxre nouepxnyrt nnuroxecrno no ncex ero nnax n cocroxnnxx. Ho net +ro ouent yraano y Ioronx. A on nor nnmer ryr, uro Ioront mano saornncx o npanonoonn ome xomnosnnnn n uro cnent ero nonecre nnoxo cnxstnamrcx pyr c pyrom. He snam. 3nam rontxo, uro nce +ro rax nastnaemoe npanonoone aconmrno ne nx Ioronx. A nx nero nce npocro pyroe, xoropoe o npemenn nam ne orxptro. Kora x ceuac ymam o +rom, y menx nepexnartnaer txanne. Bor n nx menx nannnoe npanonoone xax t n nenom tno uacrtm cocrnenno cytt n xax-ro rax ocoennoro npoe nnuero n ne tno, noxa rmptma ne rxnyna nocom n camym ornparnrentnym ]anracmaropnuecxym ecrnnrentnocrt. Btnntnano uro-ro, tnn xaxne-ro noospennx, no cxaxn mne xro-nnyt, uro n rot +rn pyxononnn ncem ne opte n orstnunnte nmn, a otxnonennax ana pasonnxon, x t ne nonxn, xax +ro moxer trt. Tem naue, uro saaua enannx ncex ypaxamn ntnonnxnact ynopno. 3ro xax pas n ecrt ro, uro ontme ncero menx rxrornr. Oxastnaercx, moxno nce nsnparnrt. axe nmont moxno nsnparnrt. Bet nuepa eme x +roro ne snan. Ceronx xe uenonex, xoropt +roro ne nonnmaer, xaxercx mne nnorom nenpoxonmtm. 3ro ouent pacnpocrpanennoe cnocrno y nme n noxany camoe crpamnoe. Camoe crpamnoe, uro onn yyr, pyrne npnyr n moxno npennert, uro uro-nnyt noonoe yer ncera rnopnrtcx. Kpumuru e ovovue+ eu cmpauuee ovovm. Crontxo n nnx yer ornerno snot, uro xnno nce cnoxnrcx nmenno raxnm opasom. Bet y ncex renept, ecnn paccnpocnrt xaxoro no conecrn, ouent cnoxno. Bet ecnn t xaxt raxnm tn nnnnxom, rax y mnornx tn t nmmynnrer x nosopy. A ryr net xaxt ro xe camoe enan. H nyume ncnomnnrt, uro cam enan, xora cunran cex uecrntm no nonxrnxm ronnt. C pyro cropont, neoxonmo, urot ocranoct xaxoe-ro, xorx t mnnnmantnoe, uyncrno x namxrn npomnoro. Horom yyr, moxer trt, nonpoct n rt ynnnmt orxnnx na ro, uro yemt ronopnrt, n nmn yyr B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
181 eceonart, o uem onn saxorxr. Ho rpyno yrnepxart, uro rouno rax yer. Bet raxax ntnt nexonax! H rpyno cxasart n onom cnone, a ronxnx net naryp ouent mano. Hpana, npn nacroxmem nonoxennn neme ne rontxo ne npecrannxercx nnxaxo nosmoxnocrn conepmenno npeoxpannrt cex or npxmo omnxn, no uacro oxastnaercx nenosmoxntm axe nonxrt, uro re-ro x cenan xaxne-ro omnxn. Cxopee ncero xaxt cunraer cex uecrntm. Bor n synsa menuer mne ceuac cxnost syt o ycntmannom nm nonecrnonannn Pa]eca, ne coepxamem, no mnennm tnmero nernmponna, nnuero ncropnuecxoro. Hinn pexyn. uepes raxi anauxn ymamrt cxnonnrn n cnom cropony. tma raauntm tmom, menuer on npo Hernmpy, npo nossnanne ero npornn norpomon n anapxnn, n rax anee, noromy uro rax, ouennno, nentsx ocranartcx ncemy nyxno narn onpananne. Ho xax moxno tno +ro cenart nce +rn xponante snepcrna, rpaexn n norpomt? Hanepno n on, synsa, necuacrnemn uenonex. Ho y nero ouent xpenxoe n snoe nnno, n x nonopaunnamct or nero x oxropy omte. Menx ocoenno rxner ceuac c nnm noronopnrt, urot ynnert uro-ro aconmrno xcnoe n nnnnxx nepeceuennx pasntx nnocxocre. oxrop cmorpnr na menx c rem pyxenmnem, xoropoe tnaer rontxo y camtx nnsxnx nme, a rnxx na ntmarnnammero or nepn n oparno Pa]eca, nsoxnyn, ronopnr saymunno: Hoxany ycnoxonrcx. Cosnartcx ne xouer, no orxponenno ronopx, cnryannx camax rparnuecxax. On nepexnn noccranne yxa npornn monnrn mecreuxa, coxpannn re-ro n yme monnrnt. Hpano, ne snam, xax rouno onpeennrt. Vx cnnmxom ne npocro. Bet ero mosr rax ycrpoen, uro on re-ro npnnxrt +roro ne moxer. On xopomn uenonex, ny ne rnynt ram, uro nn. a, xoneuno. cornamamct x. H crontxo nanopoueno, uro ocraercx ncem nam rontxo monnrtcx n npocnrt sa nce npomenne, a mt npoe ne nomnnm, satnn concem. Hnn ne rax? a, onxno trt, rax. Ho nt-ro net ne raxo xax nce, rax pasne n nam nao sa uro-ro npocnrt npomenne? Hanen Iontmren 182 a, nmenno ne raxo xax nce. n nt ne raxo xax nce. n Pa]ec. Horomy n nao sa nce npocnrt npomenne. Ftnano c ercrna x +romy npnyuannct, a renept satnn nce, uro ecrt camoro y nac paronennoro. Bt nonnmaere? cnpamnnaer menx oxrop concem npyr menorom. On cmorpnr mne n rnasa n nnno, uro ouent xouer cxasart uro-ro raxoe, oruero y nero ceuac ocoenno rxxxo na yme. Koneuno, +ro rax. a xax y nac oma, xro ram y nac ocrancx? cnpamnnam x ero. oxrop cmorpnr na menx c rpycrno yntxo. o cero uaca ne snam. Cemtx tna ontmax, pennrnosnax no orny n ey. n npnrom tna cocroxrentnax cemtx. Mano tno nme c raxo ornercrnennocrtm xax y orna n ea. Hy, nor, npoonxaer on, saymunno nocmorpen na menx, eme npomnn rot. Bo npemx penonmnnn oren mo xoren exart n Hanecrnny, no yxe tno nosno. tn mennrenen n cnonx cyxennxx n ontme yman npo cex n, noome, xpome cnoe cemtn crapancx nserart ncex xomnann, noromy uro xpome rononno onn nnuero ne tno. Ho x ne mor cocpeorounrtcx, noromy uro mt xnnem renept n nsnecrnom xpnsnce, xora nmn xorxr orroponrtcx or ncrnnt ntcoxnm saopom, urot moxno es rpycon xonrt. Taxnx npnmepon, xora nmn oxoxr o nnornsma, moxno narn n nsonnnn. A n name cemte nce ocranoct no-crapomy. Oren raxo xe, xax tn. Ho noxpyr nero x romy npemenn nce npexparnnoct. Bor x ne snam, tnn nn oexrnnnte npnunnt, no Foxe mo, cxontxo nme oromno or nac cxasart ontno. Orxponenno ronopx, nenosmoxno tno nnert. H noxont oren mne ronopnn ro xe camoe. nx nero +ro tno nenoe xpymenne. On tn nerox ne npomenne n ne nonepxen rneny, no xpanero npnrecnennx on ntnecrn ne mor. A nmn ne saymtnannct na ncem roramnnm nonoxennem. Tax yxe mno. H nce mt orptnannct or cnonx ornon, a namn ern yxe mnn c xpacntmn ]naramn. Hmn, x coxanennm, ymemr yxonrt or ornercrnennocrn. Ho x cxasan ctny: xont cxopo rt noemt, rt ne snaemt, uro +ro raxoe, ctnox. 3ro camoe crpamnoe: ror npan n +ror npan, n nce npant, a npnunnxmr pyr pyry mnoro onn. H x t cxasan, B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
183 uro axe moxno n ontme cxasart: uenonex, oepxnmt +ronsmom, npnunnxer cnonmn nocrynxamn mnoro onn n crpaann, no ner nme conepmenno esnaexntx. ne mory narpaxart nme npespennem, no nn n xoem cnyuae nentsx onycxart nnsxnx ornomenn. Hao rontxo ororn na nsnecrnoe paccroxnne. ne mory cxasart, uro ctn mo nnoxo napent. V nero mama ns pennrnosno enpecxo cemtn. H on npean xene. On ne orxastnancx or nee. Tax +ro ne rax npocro. Ho on uenonex rnyoxo necuacrnt. On ne mor samnmartcx. uenonex, xoropt ne ymeer conpornnnxrtcx. .Kax-ro pas on mne ronopnr: 3anrpa mt yesxaem. C xem? C moe yyme xeno. V menx nnxora o +roro raxnx nponem ne tno. H x ne cront tn onrnmncrnuen no raxomy nonpocy. ero cnpocnn: Hy, xax ona? Ona nnuero, oannn: Kora nexoropte no-npocromy ornocxrcx +ro npocro. A on snan, xax x x +romy ornomyct. 3ro y menx nynxrnx. 3ro rax rnyoxo, npnuem ouent crnxnno. H on, nnnmo, uyncrnonan, uro nenpannntno xeny ntpan, no on ntpan nrpy n nesanncnmocrt. Ftna semnx n tno neo, n tna ontmax rparenx, rax xax on nanoponcx na crpamnym xenmnny. Ho ceuac ner pasronop o xnsnn, a xnsnt na nmont onnpaercx. Moxer cxaxyr, uro +ro ne noaercx ocyxennm. Homnnre, xax x paccxastnan nam, uro xnsnt axona npoonxaercx n xnsnn ere n nnyxon, n name c namn xnsnn, a ctn xennncx na pyccxo xenmnne, xoropax nnuero omero c enpecrnom ne nmena n oxnact ero xax ornx. Bor uro on cenan!!! Toxe yncrno cnoero poa. Oren epxnr na pyxax peenxa n nenyer ero. A xaxne y nee tnn neant? Hnxaxnx y nee neanon ne tno. Homnocrt mnoronnxa, no x roron tn e nomout, n mne xasanoct, uro ona rorona na nmte ycnonnx. Pas nanart x snonnn, npnrnaman ee x nam. Mt nosnaxomnnnct, no +ro raxo tn esopasnt pasronop, n nnxaxoro xonraxra c ne trt ne morno. axe nentsx tno o +rom ymart, raxax tna nomnocrt rona. Ho on nonnman eme ryro, uro xnner c xaxo- ro ypexo. x ne mory nnaue cxasart, uro c nneexo. Hy, sect, nnnmo, orpaxenne ome armoc]ept. Ona cunrana, uro nce osnoneno pomant, cnoonax nmont. A on cnen nect n poxan or raxoro xonoa. nxax ncropnx! On ne Hanen Iontmren 184 nonnman nnuero, ne nonnman, na xom on xennrcx. Kora on nouyncrnonan, xro ona, rora on cxnarnncx sa ronony. V nee cpasy tn onenr, c xoroptm y nee tn poman, a xonunnoct cneonarenem HKB, n ona cxasana ctny, uro x nameuen na apecr. Hy, cnonom. ne ynna, ne rpyc nonexnr pacnosnannm, a cnoconocrt trt nm. Ecnn nymartcx, saxnmuaer oxrop, ro oxaxercx, uro nepa n Toro, xro npnroronnn nx nero nnmy n marepnncxo rpyn, nncxontxo ne nonpenna t moemy ctny. Ona t ana emy nouyncrnonart rnynoe n neuenoneuecxoe. C +rnmn cnonamn oxrop omte nonxncx, cnes c nap n noomen x oxny, saxptromy cnapyxn xostptxom namopnnxom. Bce ror xe nernmponen synsa nexnr oxom na pyxe cnena or menx. A sa nnm xax-ro npyr sacrtn, norpysnnmnct n mtcnn cnon, tnmn san. orenom xyntrypt HK naprnn Tamapxnn. A sa nnm tnmn paornnx naprnnoro xonrponx nemomnt n corennt Hncapen. A sa nnm Pasymnnx Bacnntennu Hnanon-Pasymnnx, nennxom nocnenne nn sanxrt noneme op]orpa]ne co cxnonennem nnocrpanntx cnon n es mxrxoro snaxa. opemn Heonn Mnxanonnu, cnx y crona nocne yrpennero uaennrnx ntcxannnaer poxamnmn nantnamn merannnuecxym xpyxxy. A na npornnononoxntx napax yntaercx tnmn samecrnrent nauantnnxa PA3BEVHPa PKKa xpyrnonnnt anton, xoropt no neuepam sannmaer namn ymt nectma nmontrntmn ncropnxmn. Kax- ro na nxx ncnomnnn on o saxnmunrentntx axxopax xaptept Exona. 3ro nt cnon cocrnennte nanmennx nsnaraere? cnpocnn ero xro-ro. Hy, pasymeercx. ronopm npo ro, uro tno nonroa nasa. onontno crapax ncropnx. Tyr net ecrt onn naxnt momenr: manp cenan cno eno, manp moxer yrn. Mt nce onxnt yrn, ne ceronx, rax sanrpa. 3nanan x Exona onontno nnsxo; tn c nnm no poy paort na xoporxo nore. He ns npnxrntx ronapnme! H, onaxo, uero-ro mne ymaercx, uro on c camoro nauana cxope tn noxox na xeprny. Hmenno +ro n ecrt. Bnonne noxoxe. napouno epy raxo repmnn. Crpana ntnonnxna, n on ntnonnxn. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
185 pennocrno ntnonnxn. a, ecrnnrentno, xax-ro ouent crpanno, no ]axr. npocro ymart ne xoren o +rom. Ho nyume nosno, uem nnxora! A renept x ncm +ry ncropnm npecrannxm cee n yme xcno. tn ntsnan x Crannny no onomy upesntuanomy ocroxrentcrny, cnxsannomy c namnmn pasneynponcxnmn enamn. Ho +ro n cropony. oxna cno xonunn nonnocrtm. Monoron, Bopomnnon n Karanonnu ntcxasannct. H Crannn nornepnn npannntnocrt name nnnnn. Ho ryr nosnnx nonpoc onee xryun, uem nepnt. Exon, yyun sanpomen, nsmaxnyn nanxo n oxnnn, uro ryr nor y nero nocrynnnn marepnant na Monorona, Bopomnnona n Karanonnua. Bce rpoe cpasy nosenenenn. H nor, ronapnmn, ecrnnrentno, nemax xaprnna. Haysa tna ouent onrax. Hocn] Bnccapnononnu, uenonex c macmraamn. Hanman on sa nx cocroxnnem sopxnm rnasom. Hpnsnamct, mne tno nmontrno, uro xe antme yer. Onaxo Crannn axe nny ne noxastnaer. Cronr n cmorpnr na cnonx coparnnxon. H npyr oopaunnaercx x Exony n pasnonr pyxamn: "Kax xe +ro rt na menx ne npnxnarnn marepnana?" Taxoro oopora Exon ne oxnan. He snam, no ymam, uro ro ocroxrentcrno, uro eme pantme Exon nonncan opep na apecr Fepnx, a Iornnse an Fepnx nosmoxnocrt ntnerert n Mocxny x Crannny, aer ocnonanne npenonarart, uro yuacrt Exona tna yxe npepemena n re nn. Cnyman x antona n yman o rom, xax nmxr sect nmn nonxnunrtcx raxoro poa nocnomnnannxmn, xoropte moryr npnronrtcx uenonexy nx nepeneca npanort cnoe. B ome-ro, n ronone yxe copan orpomnt oexrnnnt marepnan n nor, n xaxo yxe pas, ntxnnxmrcx ueprt snoecrna orpomnoro macmraa. Ho mnoroe eme ne oymano. Hentsx nn nonxrt xax-nnyt npome ncm +ry ymnym nonnrnxy, ncm +ry uenyxy, ncex +rnx npocraxon omanyrtx? Bet nentsx xe, urot xnsnt nornna rax! Bet x xan yymero xax nmont. A +ro xaxoe-ro uyonnmnoe copanne neuenoneuecxnx nepexnnann n rax ono nonyuaercx, uro nenpanonoone ntpacraer n cncremy cnoeopasnoro npanonoonx ooue ro+nosuuu n yxe Hnxono Maxnanennn n nce nepecexaercx, a n ronone nce Hanen Iontmren 186 memaercx n ncntxnnaer nce nnont xaxnm-ro ecxoneuntm xoponoom, n xax-ro crpanno cmorpert na npnntxnynmnx x +rnm napam, na npnntxnynmnx x +rnm napamam c +rnm yymammnm sanaxom, n cnona n cnona naunnaer menennrtcx uyncrno samnrt n orpaxennx cex or uero-ro n yrnynennx n cex. Bet ro, uro yxe nponsomno c roo, ne moxer orntne ne trt nnyrpn rex. H yxe ne nepnmt n ent ocnooxennx. A yxo nce xe rpenoxno npncnymnnaercx, ponno npyr orxpoercx nept n, yntnynmncx npnxrno, cxaxer ree xopnycno opxx: Conparect c nemamn na cnooy! Bor npncnymnnamct, a pxom ronoc mopcxoro pasneunxa Cnnpnenxo: Hare-xa, samnrect or cxyxn! Hy, xoneuno, onxrt npenaraer nonropnrt nepnym rnany Onernna n x, ornepnyn ronony or pacxptro rnant, nonysaxptn rnasa, nonropxm no necxontxy pas ocoo nonmnnmnecx crpoxn:
Kax n nec senent ns rmptmt Hepenecen xononnx connt, Tax ynocnnnct mt meuro, K nauany xnsnn monoo.
a, Foxe, Tt mo!.. 3ro xe ne crontxo o unranno eme n ercrne xnnre. 3ro xe Iyanono, Hanmnno, 3nennropo, Bepex nce namn aunte mecra, uyecnt nomocxonnt nesax, napx n Apxanrentcxom, n Ontrono. Mxrxne xpacxn. Mt esnm n none no yrpam. es nonoten. npnesxaem x sanrpaxy nocne noctmn. Kpyrom senenax nncrna, a n Bepee tn ca xosxen namnx raxo rycro n n nauane namero aunoro cesona ncera naxno cnpentm. Hpexe x ne npnanan ncemy +romy uyy ocooro snauennx, a ceuac nor ona, raxax ocrpax ont. B moe namxrn nce xax na nnenxe n nor nnenxa ntxnnxercx n ouent mnoroe orxptnoct. Tmptma aer ronuox noopaxennm n sect npnoperaercx macmra. Mnorne nemn xauecrnenno ornnuamrcx pyr or pyra n +ro ecrt cnntnoe opyne ntrxn, no ecrnnem xoropo npnntxaemt nocrenenno x omepsnrentno napamno nonn n x +rnm nonepxam n x onpanxam, re n npncyrcrnnn cra uenonex cnnmt na ouxe, n x B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
187 romy, uro rt nn ono mnnyrt ne moxemt trt naenne c camnm coo, n x crontxnm nmxm, xoropte paccxastnamr raxne crpamnte nemn n +ro onxnt mt omymart n raxo ocranonxe n coornercrnymmem nacrpoe n npoe +ro nnuero ne aer, a nor, moxer, paspxxy or ncero, rouxy cnoe onopt naxonmt rontxo n cnoem ecxoneunom noroxe cosnannx. Her, +ro uro xe raxoe: neyxenn rontxo n raxo orpano nosmoxnocrn orntne nect cmtcn xnsnn? Tax nor, xornre, anexor paccxaxy, ronopnr mne oxrop omte, yxnatnaxct na napax pxom co mno. Bor, x npnmepy, Crannn cnnr, a y nero mentxamr raxne mtcnn n ronone: xouy trt cropoxem n soonapxe, urot nonx n xrnenox n ono xnerxe xnnn, n urot nen xax non xenan conomy. Ho x nonnmam, uro n rnasax Crannn ror +nxanencr Copoxnn ne nonx, a npocro nec, xoropt cronr no croxe n cnyxnr, a mt c namn ne raxne xrnxra. H x nnxy no ncem +rom onee rnyoxnx npnunnt. Hy, +ro xax t +nnso npeonpeenennx pennnx ncrnn. Ho ceuac nemnoxxo uro- ro nonoe, concem pyroe, a uro yer antme nocmorpnm. oxrop omte npnnonxncx na noxre, npncnymnnaxct x mymy y nepn. Haxonen-ro nanouxa! Bce sacyernnnct. H menx xro-ro ronxnyn n ox: Hanouxa! Hocntmancx ntronapnnammn uerxo no-noennomy cnona ronoc crapocrt xamept: Tonapnmn, npomy ne nonnonartcx! Ho opore x crony, c memxamn na nneuax nnxenep Fouapon n xopenacrt roncromexn uenonex, nmnrent uacro xonrt na napamy. Hosan, na ncrannnn n na mara, tnmn napxomrpy Hnxon, roxe c memxom cecrntx npnnacon na nneue. Cpasy npyr nce crnxno. nnnact x crony nanounax xomnccnx. Hpo]eccop Capxnctxn pasnopaunnaer npecxypanrnt cnncox, urot nce, ryprom nonyuennoe, pasennrt n rounocrn na cro c nnmnnm ym, a nnxenep Fouapon, tnmn napxom rpya Hnxon n xopenacrt roncromexn uenonex, ntnpocran ns memxon n ns pyro rapt nce npoyxrt, crann cpasy noxastnart n noxcnxrt uro x uemy n uro nouem n xaxoro copra, a ontmo raxo xannran Hanen Iontmren 188 Kynnxon, xoropt rpnnart ner na roprontx cyax oposnn mopx n oxeant, nocrannxer mncxn no nomnopt conente. Hporanxnnaercx x crony tnmn unen omecrna craptx nonnrxaropxan Hyuxon-Fespont. Onpannxer opoy, yxmtnxercx. Kynnxon noneprencx y crona n nor xo mne noxonr. Inasa uem-ro crpanno saronnent. H menx yxe rptsyr mtcnn nnrpnrymmero cmtcna: nouemy +ro onn rax crpanno saronnent, c uero t +ro? Heoxnanno pacnaxnynact nept xamept. Ha nopore noxnnncx xopnycno opxx. On npnxasan ntcrponrtcx ncem no uertpe. upanronart nentcoxoro pocra nomomnnx nauantnnxa rmptmt, pasmepxx mar, omen o cepennt xamept n ryr ocranonnncx. Oxnnyn xamepy tcrptm nsrnxom, saunrtnaer npnxas nauantnnxa rmptmt, no xoropomy (n ryr npyr mox ]amnnnx, nmx oruecrno n ro poxennx) x onxen trt c cero nx nonopen n xapnep na nxrt cyrox sa arnrannm apecronanntx n sa nonnanne nx na orxas or nepnonauantno anntx noxasann. Mopos npoexan no reny npn mtcnn o nropnunom nonopennn n xonont xapnep. Ecnn cnpxrartcx t or ncero +roro xya-nnyt; no xya cnpxuemtcx pasne uro no napt; a net n orrya ntramar n nononoxyr n xonont xapnep. Ftcrpe conparect c nemamn! cxasan xopnycno opxx, ntxox ns xamept ncne sa nomomnnxom nauantnnxa rmptmt. A uro omo ec, sa uro n xapnep? 3nepn +axne! ncrpenenyncx roparentxn co cmopmenntm, yro nnauymnm nnnom nnrepcxn paoun Erop Anexceennu. Mnraer rnasenxamn tnmn unen peaxnnn ep 3mec manentxn Ocrponcxn. Bexacrt Kynnxon cnpocnn, xpacnex n xax t xenax ynepnrtcx, uro +ro ne rax: Heyxenn nxrt cyrox? Pa]ec xycaer ryt. oxrop omte cxnmaer mom pyxy: Vcnoxorect, mnnt, ycnoxorect. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
189 Hpo]eccop Capxncxn epnyn nneuom: Kcrarn, ne saytre cnon npoyxrt. Ax, rouno! orneuam x, conpax nce cnon noxnrxn n ysenox. Tyr cnona ornopxercx nept n x, yxe ne cntma nocnennx nanyrcrnn, npoxoxy n xopnop. na pasnoxmnx c xoy noxnartnamr no pyxn. V nnx pacuer no cexynam. xe cntmy cno nyntc. Mtcnt o xapnepe yapxer n cepne. Cepne tercx, nsparnnaer, noer n pasmepennom tcrpom nnxennn no xpacntm xonpontm opoxxam. Herpyno renept npecrannrt +rn nxrt cyrox npnstna x nontm ]opmam xnsnn, ntcoxnm, pasymntm. Bor mt omnn o nepxne nnomaxn. Vx orcma ncero nymx +raxamn nnxe xonont xapnep. Cma no crynentxam nnns. uro raxoe?.. Honopor nanpano, na nepnt +rax. Kpyro n pesxn nsrn rex, xro epxa menx no pyxn, maramr nmecre co mno. Haxnon, nonopor n mt y xonano nepn. Ho, uro ram npennnrcx? Ie x? Kya menx? Cxpnn nepn n menx nronxnynn n xamepy. uepnononoct napent, n mopcxo ymnar oert, npoxaxnnaxct onnoxo nont ontmo xamept, noxonr xo mne. Hasnanmn cex Hropem, cnpamnnaer: Kaxnmn nerpamn, ronapnm? Kapnepntmn, yntamct x. Hy n ennmxn! ynnnenno nporxnyn Hropt. Bac ns xaxo xamept nsxnn? Hs nxrtecxr uernepro. A menx ns copox noctmo. 3ect nocnoone. Hnuero xopoxa. A nt mopxx? Tax rouno. Kypcanr Boenno-Mopcxoro yunnnma nmenn Cepro Opxonnxnse. Fyem snaxomt: Hropt Hnxonaennu Hnxonaen-Xmpn. Hocrore, +ro ne nam oren tn nauantnnxom Ocooro orena HKB CCCP? Tax rouno! Oren c mntx ner onen nnrepecamn napoa. Bt nsnnnnre, uro x cnpamnnam? Hy, uro enart? Bnonne saxonno. Hanen Iontmren 190 A re xe renept namn? Bce cemecrno no npnxasy Fepnx apecronano. Bpyr Hropt nocnncran cee no noc n nocmorpen na nept. roxe ornxtnamct. nept sacxpnnena, n na nopore noxnnncx ntcoxn uenonex c xenrtm nnnom. On monua canrcx na napt n monua xe naunnaer pacxnatnart cnon noxnrxn. ne mory yepxartcx n cnpamnnam ero, orxya on. Orxya x? Im!.. Orxya x?.. Hs neca necrnmo. uenonex c xenrtm nnnom ocxnanncx npyr. a-c, sameuarentnax ntymxa: ntepnyrt no onomy ns xaxo xamept. Bac roxe n xapnep onpeennnn? Toxe. Tax-c. Ouent npocro. Btepnyrt no onomy, a ncex ocrantntx npnnyrnyrt. Tontxo n ncero. Cron xonrpnxn!.. Xnarnr nam ncxxne xanot cocrannxrt! Mt c mopxxom Hropem cornamaemcx c rem, uro nrpy, xoneuno, saannym c namn sarexnn, a n nornepxenne +roro cnona nept pacrnopxercx n na nopore noxnnxercx naroopasnt crapnuox c ysenxom n pyxax. Knnaer on nam ronono n rnxnr na nac c ntpaxennem nmontrcrna n oport. 3ro nrpa n xomxn-mtmxn, naxmypenno npoopmoran uenonex c xenrtm nnnom. A ctn tnmero nauantnnxa Ocooro orena HKB CCCP, naxnonxxct x naroopasnomy crapnuxy, ronopnr emy: He ecnoxorect, +ro ne xapnep. Bor xax!.. Ax, xax x pa!.. Kax x pa! Hy uero ne tnaer na cnere! yntaercx crapnuox, oopaunnaxct na saxptrym nept. noxoxy x nemy, epy ero no pyxy n ycaxnnam pxom c namn. Mexy rem orxptnaercx nept, n nxonr eme onn uenonex, n cnona orxptnaercx nept, n nxoxr nce nonte, n ntcme crenenn ynnnennte nmn, oroponeno paccnpamnnammne pyr pyra o crpanntx ocroxrentcrnax nepememennx n nonoe mecro nx rmpemnoro npetnannx. Cymecrnymr pasnte nnt ynnnennx, no n omem n nenom nce npnxonr n xonne xonnon n cnom rmpemnym nopmy n nor cnona yxe nanpaercx nac nonnax xamepa. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
191 Kopoue ronopx, cnona xnnem rem, uem xnnercx. He nrtcx xe renept ronono o creny! Ecrt net nx ronont onee nonesnte n naxnte nemn! Ecrt net o uem n o xom noymart! Bor monua n mpauno nnonsaer na napt manentxn samyuennt uenonex. On ronopnr cnoemy cocey, uro npany nmnr, a ero cexperapx xomcomontcxo oprannsannn uynamcxo ACCP Tepenrtena, xoroporo cam Cama Kocapen noepxnnan, sacanna n rmptmy xaxax-ro Mnmaxona. Ho ryr coce ronopnr emy uro, xnnx n raxo npasnocrn, xax sect, ne onxen Tepenrten ompauart nontmn ecnoxocrnamn n rpenonnennxmn cnoe mnpnoe cymecrnonanne. A pxom neoymenno nsparnnaer pontm ouent necent n cmemnnnt uenonex. 3ror yxe n pyrom yxe n concem nntx mtcne. On noxcnxer, uro no cnoeopasno pennepyccxo apn]mernxe poe, npnsnananme uncnnrenem rontxo ennnny, a snamenarenem rontxo uncna, ennmte na na, ne tno y Tepenrtena nnoro ntxoa, xax nonacrt cma. On nastnaer raxxe ]amnnnm uenonexa, xoropt ynepxn ero na nxx, uro :e+ xvre me+ .v:ue. On n nocropre or +roro uenonexa. uenonex +ror n 3pnecronnu Pysyrax, c xoroptm on cnen no Bnyrpenne rmptme, orxya npxmo npntn n +ry xamepy. Paccxastnaer on n npo anrxna n npo Bapexnca. Onn roxe c Pysyraxom cnxr, no rontxo npnepxnnamrcx nno, uem on, rouxn spennx, no concem yxe cnnnct c ronxy. A nnpouem rpyno nm mnpnrtcx c nontm Tepmnopom. a, +ro nce ouent nnrepecno, xoneuno, no y menx ceuac xaxax-ro rxxecrt n ronone n onontno yrnerennoe cocroxnne yxa, xorx nrtcx o crenxy ronono nce xe ne cronr. Hpano xe, mne npannrcx sect ontme, uem n ro xamepe, re x cnen pantme, ronopnr mne coce cnpana, rnxx na menx pacmnpenntmn rocxnnntmn rnasamn. Hpnmernn, ouennno, ocooe moe x nemy pacnonoxenne, ronopnr on co mno nsnonnonanno, no ouent rnxo. V nero nonnenne no xencxo nnnnn. Ero saxonnax cynpyra nsmennna emy, n on xax t npetnaer nce npemx n xapy n pey. Iopxuact n nonnyxct, cran paccxastnart, xax cneonarent ero, Hanen Iontmren 192 nce emy paccxasanmn, nmen, pasymeercx, cnoe nentm oxonart ero oxonuarentno. A nouemy nt emy nepnre? cnpamnnam x. Horomy uro oxno name xomnart tno orxptro, n x esomnouno uyncrnym, uro on nnen ro, uro enanoct ram. Ena net xaxo uenonex, net xaxo uenonex, x es nee xnrt ne mory, a mo rexnopyx npocro myxnx, ro ecrt, ecnn nao yer ynrt uenonexa, xoropt emy memaer, on yter. Paccxastnart onro, a cyrt n rom, uro on npn mne tn nnxe rpant, rnme not. Hspannt antonnu!.. Hspannt antonnu!.. H nor, uro renept ntmno. Ona croxna oxono oxna, oxnarnn ero rontmn pyxamn, a norom ona noracnna cner. V menx nomyrnnoct n rnasax, xora x o +rom ycntman. Her, a nce-raxn, a moxer +ro nenpana, a, Hspannt antonnu? Hspannt antonnu pacrepxnno rnxnr na menx. Ho crpanno: n raxym mnnyry, xora on rnxnr na menx n xora xpyrom rax mnoro ropx, urot o +rom moxno tno xort na mnnyry satrt, menx romnr xaxa xnsnn: cxant na ]one cnnero nea, or xpacort xoroporo c yma moxno corn, n noa mopcxax raxax xopomax, n xporxoe, cnxmmee nnno mamt, n xort necxontxo mnnyr xouercx ne cntmart nce +rn ronoca ns cnnmxom rycrtx epe peannsma. Bor ceuac cepne no mne ynennunnoct, no nn cnn, nn opocrn or +roro ne npnannnoct. Kaxoe-ro necoornercrnne mexy monm npetnannem sect n ocnennrentno xpxocrtm xaxoro mrnonennx moe xnsnn ram. Ho oxnom xnonn, cner crapnnnoro aaxypa. Bosyx, nennxonennt nosyx! 3enenoe cyxno moero nnctmennoro cronnxa. neonncyemax npenecrt name xomnart, pacxptro poxnn, ronoca mamt. A renept xnsnt nepenepnyra n nce npyr ncuesno. H nor pncyercx n ronone opora, n x ncxaxnnam n naunnam marart no xamepe or nepn x crony n oparno, enax c xaxnm-ro ocrepnenennem marn cnon nce ontme n ontme. Bpemx npnnnxaercx x neuepy, n xax-ro axe ne nepnrcx, uro nor moxer orxptrtcx nept n rex ntnponoxr orcma. Cnyuanoct, uro net xoro-ro ocnooxann. Bor Mapnm Apxatenny nanpnmep. K +romy Honomy Tpnnart enxromy roy npnrn t cmpnpnsom, nponpaxct nemxom B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
193 uepes Hecnym, uepes Hpecnm, uepes Honapcxym n Tpynnxoncxn nepeynox. a, xnsnt eme neneoma nnepen n mano nn uero ne tnaer! Bor manentxax ]pamyra n nepn pacxptnact n noxnnnact ]nsnonomnx xopnopnoro. Hoxoxy x pacxptro ]pamyre. Kopnopnt menorom: Kro ryr na I? na I. uamnnnx?.. Hmx?.. Oruecrno?.. Conparect c nemamn! H uyno n nnno. B ymax axe sasneneno. H nce xe, rax ono, ouennno, n ecrt! B raxoe npemx ntstnart c nemamn moryr rontxo na ocnooxenne. A xya xe eme!? roponnnno conpam cnon noxnrxn, n xax t yxnarnnmnct nso ncex cnn sa cnoe npeuyncrnne, nacxopo nonpomanmnct c monmn nontmn coxamepnnxamn, crpemnrentno nanpannxmct x nepn. nept ornopxercx n sect, n xopnope, menx oxnaer pasnoxmn c cypontm nenonnxntm nnnom. Ho nor on (o uyo!) ne es npnxrnocrn nocmorpen na menx, ncrpxxnyn ronono n npenoxnn cneonart nnepe pxom c nnm. a, ouennno, ryr, naxonen, eno concem pyroe ntxonr! nno, uro na cnooy! Tax net n opamenne concem pyroe: axe sa pyxy ne eper, a npocro rax pxom conponoxaer. Her, +raxo mryxn ne pasy sect co mno ne tno. B npocnere ronyeer yxe cnooa. C nepntx xe maron mne +ro renept xcno. Bor nem cnona xopnopamn, onycxaemcx no necrnnnam, no na xaxym t crynentxy mt ceuac ne cnycrnnnct ona oxsarentno npnneer menx x ntxoy na cnooy. Houemy on menx nononr x +romy oxcy? Ho +ro nnuero. Bor re na! Bet on sacrannxer pasertcx. Onaxo uro xe c roro?! Hao xe nponepnrt nepe ntxoom na cnooy, ne saxnarnn nn x uero-nnyt nenonoxennoro! Ho xaxax no ncem nstcxannax nmesnocrt! Bpoe, xouer noxenart mne nn nyxa, nn nepa. Hy, nor, neer renept menx x rnannomy ntxoy. Ornopxmrcx rxxente, oxonannte nepn. V nepe nce ror xe ceoyct nasnparent. 3romy rmpemnomy crapoxnny xopomo nsnecren nam antnemn nyrt. Anapramenrt nauantnnxa rmptmt, nnnmo naxoxrcx no nope n ram, x ymam, n yer Hanen Iontmren 194 oxnneno o npexpamennn ena. Ha ynnne moposno n yer xonont nerep. Ho, uro +ro!? crom oxono uepnoro nopona, samacxnponannoro no anromamnny, n xaxnx nosxr xne. Pasnoxmn xnnaer xonnonpam n entx ynentx nonymyxax. Kaxoe xe +ro ocnooxenne? A uro, ecnn nesyr no Bnyrpennmm, urot ram o]opmnrt oxymenrt. Tax, ouennno, n ecrt! Fyy, xoneuno, naexrtcx. Tepnenne npexe ncero! Konnonp n enom nonymyxe nmesno npnrnamaer npocneonart n mamnny, nonnxnnax menx na crynentxy. B cneymmym mnnyry x yxe, cnoxa pyxn, cnxy n xannxe, xax t, saneuarannt n xonnepre es pacuera na mo pocr, na mom oexy. ncnomnnam, xax n raxom xe rouno xonnepre, orepnenmnct o sanemennx nor uyrt ne o xpnxa, npntn cma n Fyrtpxn. A renept x ncntrtnam crpannym nerxocrt, renept menx xnarnr naonro. Bor xro-ro nporonan n npoxoe. H eme xro-ro nomen, xpenxo xnonnyn neptm. 3acryuan morop. Or pesxoro ronuxa cnerena xenxa, n cam xaunyncx nnepe. A norn necent cxopo marart nm no nanpannennm x omy. Mamnna rponynact c mecra. nnraemcx antme, ro samenxx xo, ro ynennunnax cxopocrt. Cnao pasnnunmt mym ynnnt. Cnnmt ceuac n +rom xonnepre, nnxnmt camtmn na +rom cnere ecrecrnenntmn uyncrnamn. Xouercx ocnoonrtcx or ro rmpemno orpat. oxrop omte ncxxn pas nonropxn, uro na +rom cnere nnuro ne cnyuano, nce nmeer cnon oranennte nenn. Ho xax-ro crpanno n ne xouercx nepnrt, uro x ceronx ne ynnxy mamy. Bepoxrno, rax n ecrt, uro x ceronx, naxonen, ee ynnxy. eno npomnoe, ro, uro co mno cnyunnoct, +ro moe cnacenne, noromy uro npn rom cocroxnnn ouent rpyno tno ocranartcx uecrntm uenonexom. A npn +rom eme rpynee yer. Mamnna, ouennno, nonnmaercx n ropy. Cranonnrcx onontno xonono. Ha nope sanrpa yxe nepnoe xnnapx nonoro rpnnart enxroro. Ie xe mt renept? Bpoe mnnonann Kysnenxn, n nor mamnna npnropmosnna. Besxaem n nopora Hapxomara Bnyrpennnx en. Crpanno noymart, uro +ro nocnenn nynxr, a ram yxe opep na ocnooxenne. Bor xoro-ro ntnoxr ns mamnnt. nepna saxnonnynact. cnxy, ne menenxct. Xy. uro ram? Bopox B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
195 maron. uro raxoe? Mamnna cnona rponynact n noxarnnact. Ho xya?.. Kya? Bpyr nonopor. Onxrt nonopor n noxarnnact xya-ro nnns. Onaxo ne rax, nnnmo, nce enaercx, xax x yman, a rax, xax yrono nponnennm. uro-ro mano nce +ro noxonr na cnooy. Herxo moxno noopasnrt cee, uro xax x rora, npomaxct c mamo n aymxo, yman, uro pasnyuamct ne ontme uem na cyrxn, rax n renept +ro rnynentxoe nerxomtcnne menx ne ocrannxer. Hocxontxy xnsnt mox c roro npemenn nonyunna conepmenno nont nn n opas, eccmtcnenno yxaunnart cee eme xaxnmn-ro nnnmsnxmn. 3ro ceuac xax-ro conepmenno ne c pyxn. Ha uro yx ryr paccunrtnart, xpome oxnannx xaxoro-nnyt nonoro onee crpamnoro ]oxyca. Hannpaer, nannpaer mamnna! Ho uro +ro!? Konunncx ac]antr. 3aeprannct no yntxnnxy. Cepne npnrnxno n yxace. 3ro xya xe, xya xe? 3acryuano n cepne. 3ro xe opora n He]oprono. Hcnyr cxnmaer o npeena. Vxac npnnnmaer ocxsaemt xapaxrep, sacrannxer ncnomnnrt ncnonoconannym n He]oprono cnnny coparnnxa Tentmana Kapna Hoyenxoro, nepasrnammeecx ercxoe rynonnme paornnxa naprnnoro xonrponx Hncapena, pacnnacrannoro na nony ne]oproncxoro cnecrnennoro xannera tnmero nnxyptepa Hemxy Pynena, nncarenx Fpyno cencxoro, xoroporo nenax pnraa ronxana, xax mxunx, n ronrana noramn. Hy uem xonunnoct? Onn nce, xpome Kapna Hoyenxoro, ann na cex noxasannx. a, nnnmo, re-ro xonunnnct cnnt n or +roro raxax peaxnnx. Bce +ro moxno nonnmart, xax ormmenne sa npomnte rpexn. Tenept ne comnenamct n +rom. Tontxo ymam, uro rpexn +rn conepmannct nonenone. Hycrt yer rax. Ho pas nnoro ntxoa ne tno, npoe nanexnr renept orpeutcx or camnx cex. 3naunr, nce xonueno? H nx menx nce yxe xoneuno, n nyxno ncxnmunrt nx cex nosmoxnocrt nosnpamennx n namy xomnary, no mamnna nnxercx n nanpannennn He]oprona. uyncrnym, uro nepnt mon pornynn, ryt epramrcx. 3axoneanmaxcx mamnna nesxaer npoe n nopora. Foxe! a neyxenn n He]oprono? Cron. Cxpnn maron. Pacneuartnamr mo xonnepr. Toponnnno nomoramr ntrn. Paccmorpert sa remnoro nnuero nenosmoxno. Beyr n xaxo-ro noes. Bor oxnnaer Hanen Iontmren 196 xamennt ]aca or cnerxmnxcx ]onape. Hpoxonm mnmo nopor, oxpanxemtx uacontmn. Osno nynr menx ncero. Hepe rnasamn nce nntner: n xaxo-ro nxo, n nor +ror xopnop, n nepn nor +rn nanpano n naneno, n cnona xopnop n nor +ra nept, xoropym npnepxnnaer nneuncrt nasnparent. Iocnon! Foxe mo! a uro xe +ro raxoe?.. Bor +ra ronax xenesnax xponart c omartm mnrom, a y nsronontx xponarn neontmo cron n ne rayperxn?.. Hnn mne rontxo uynrcx, uro nor ono n ecrt mecro ntrox?.. Ho renept net nce panno, +ro nnn pyroe mecro ntrox, rax xax uyncrnym na coo n nns cex nocrynt uero-ro, uro nponnstnaer nacxnost. Bor ncmarpnnamct, n, ecrnnrentno, sameuam uro- ro raxoe, uro nanonr menx na ro xe camoe npenonoxenne. Moxer y nnx conepmenno pyrne nx ntrox mecra, no rnasy cnocrnenno ecnopxouno nyxart. Kaxoe nxrntmxo, xaxax nnnnx na +rom omarom mnre sacrannxmr ymart o +rom. Bet y nnx cnox rouxa onopt anrepanuecxn rount ontr sanneuntx en macrepon ncex npemen n napoon. 3ro ecrecrnenno nx nnx. A x c nenepoxrntm rpyom ntramct ceuac nsxrt cex n pyxn. Ho uro +ro? nonrcx uro nn nce y menx n rnasax?.. Hnn mne mepemnrcx mynammn nsrnx napnx c npnnomaxenntmn nonocamn? Hoonre nnxe, eme nnxe, nor rax! Houemy on raxo crpannt?.. H xora on nomen cma? On ncmarpnnaercx n menx xaxnm-ro anaromnuecxnm nsrnxom. On npnxastnaer pasertcx orona, n x pasenamct. On npomyntnaer oynt, sarnxtnax nnyrpt ee, nopomnr cxnnyrym mno na non oexy, npoyxrt ns ouepeno nanouxn, xaraer mexy naonxmn pacctnnte nannpoct n yx ne ocranannnnaxct, npnnnmaercx sa onee ]ynamenrantnoe xacanne moero rena n monx uyncrn n cmtcne sanesannx n por n sarnxtnannx n sann npoxo. B +ror momenr, c uepnnntnnne n pyxax n c roncro xnnro no mtmxo, npoxonr x cronnxy roncrentxn crapmnna. On onycxaercx na rayper, crannr uepnnntnnny na cronnx, pacxptnaer roncrym xnnry: uamnnnx?.. Hmx?.. Oruecrno?.. Onxrt camte xopnn: nmx, oruecrno, mecro n ro poxennx, nannonantnoe nponcxoxenne. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
197 Ho nor, ycnemno cnpannnmnct co cnonmn oxsannocrxmn, onn noxa ocrannxmr menx n noxoe n +ro crpanno xomnare. nncxontxo ne comnenamct, uro y nnx cno cnoco, xaxax-ro cnox ocoax manepa pemecna. Ho ceronx ona manepa, a sanrpa pyrax. A net +ra snonemax ocranonxa roxe ne npocro norexn pan. Onaxo ner comnennx, uro, nmenno, ona n ne aer cepny sauepcrnert n nponnxnyrtcx pannoymnem x necuacrnxm nnxnnx. Hy a, n rom-ro n nce eno! nor n ne nponnxcx pannoymnem, a na pyroro nexora tno nce xe ornxtnartcx. A renept nor ornxtnamct. uro-ro menentnynoct n nept orxptnaercx. Ha nopore noxnnxercx uenonex n ncrpenannom sarpannunom nantro, c sanannnmnmncx rnasamn, c ynnnrentno nanpxxenntm, +neprnuntm nnnom. Bexnnno xnanxxct, on cnpamnnaer menx, uro ryr raxoe, n x orneuam, uro cam ne nmem manemero nonxrnx, uro ryr raxoe. On canrcx sa cronnx n cmorpnr na menx. A camn nt orxya, ronapnm? Hs Fyrtpox. A c nonn anno? Cxopo rpern mecxn noer. caxyct na xponart n norpyxam ycrant, no xnno nsrnx +roro uenonexa n xnno norox uenoneuecxn ne nyxmecxuno annocrn; x nn]opmnpym ero o ncex nonocrxx, ycntmanntx mnom n nxrtecxr uernepro xamepe Fyrtpcxo rmptmt. Cnona mon tcrpt, nepnnt. xouy nnoxnrt n nnx moe crpemnenne narn mo:rv onopi, narn n camom cee cnny, neoxonmym nx roro, uro xnrt. Hy, a nt xax? cnpamnnam x ero n cnom ouepet. H x ysnam ns xparxnx orptnncrtx cnon, uro on sect n He]oprono yxe ecxrt mecxnen, n uro on sect an na cex noxasannx, no xopomo nonnmaer ecnonesnocrt conpornnnennx, xora c raxnx xax on xnyrom mxypy cnycxamr. H eno ne rontxo n ero nsnecrnocrn nnn n nsnecrnocrn pyrnx ontmnx nmen. cnnmxom mnoro snan, xomanyx n Hcnannn Hnrepnannonantno pnrao no nmenem renepana Kneepa, n n trnocrt mom n Coennenntx Brarax no nmenem up+a n panee n Komnnrepne no Hanen Iontmren 198 nmenem Crepna. A ceronx, n +ro nam na cro nponenron ronopm, menx nycrxr n pacxo. nepemnrentno nsrnxnyn na renepana Kneepa. Ienepan Kneep, on xe up+, on xe Crepn, cnnr na rayperxe, onoxorxct o cronnx, n nenonnxno cmorpnr na nept. Mne xouercx cxasart emy uro-nnyt. Ho x monuy. Moxer trt, nce xonunrcx xopomo, ronopm x, nomonuan. Her, ne xonunrcx xopomo, ronopnr on. +ro snam, x +ro npeuyncrnym n ne rpenoxyct. cenan sa cnom xnsnt ro, uro onxno n renept yxe ne rpenoxyct. Bor n nce. A ecrt y nac xro-nnyt ns nnsxnx? Ecrt. B Hcnannn nmnmax xenmnna. ouent xpacnnax ntranxa. Ienepan Kneep ne oronopnn. C pasmaxy orxptnact nept. Bama ]amnnnx? ncxnnyncx na menx xopnopnt. Conparect! Ftcrpo npnncran Kneep, xax t roxe oxnax npnrnamennx: Tax-ro, ronapnm oporo!.. Pa tn nosnaxomnrtcx. Tpxcer na npomanne pyxy. Hy, tcrpo, ntnera! noropannnnaer xopnopnt. Cney nnepe, cxasan noxnanmn menx y nepe pocnt napent c rpemx rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax. pyro, raxo xe pocnt pasnoxmn, yxe samaran nnepen nac. Bostmn pyxn nasa, cxasan pocnt napent c rpemx rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax, cnerxa nonopaunnaxct xo mne. A nepenn pasnoxmn, menxnyn xnmuom no npxxxe, nonptrnnax n ocranannnnaxct, conepmenno esyxopnsnenno nponaraer nyrt nnepe. Mt renept necemcx na ncex nopax n npnnnxaemcx x necrnnne n no crynentxam cnycxaemcx nnns n maraem na nept. Or nonnennx menx snonr. Pyxn poxar. Menx saxptnamr n manentxo xannxe, re, crncnyn syt, crom, pasenmnct, no nponnstnammnmn xonoom crpyxamn yma. Vrnpamct, oenamct, sacrernnamct, B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
199 crncnyn syt, roront x nontm crpanntm omanam. H nor npocontnaercx n nept mnpoxoe n cxynax nnno c ouent sntmn rnasamn. Ioron? Ioron! Herxnm marom, nourn nnpnnptxxy, nonnmaemcx no crynentxam necrnnnt na nepnt +rax n ryr rononno pasnoxmn, xax monoo xont, npyr nspornyn n ocranonnncx, xnnxx ynnnrentnt npnmep ycrounnocrn. A x, cnonno sacrnrnyrt npacnnox xycxom mnmnuecxoro nnn rannenantnoro nnxennx, nnxy perynnponmnxa, xoropt, crox no cepenne nnxnero, rax nastnaemoro, noxsantnoro +raxa He]oproncxo rmptmt, nanomnnamme cnonm nnyrpennnm nnom naccaxn na Herponxe, na Kpacno nnoman nnn nsnecrnte ns nnreparypt amepnxancxne rmptmt, xoopnnnpyer ]naxxamn nnxenne xonnonpyemtx no +raxam saxnmuenntx, npeynpexax nosmoxnocrt neoxnanntx ncrpeu coentnnxon, cronxnonenn co cnnerenxmn n npocro saropon. Iononno pasnoxmn na nonyxypce cnona neoxnanno mernyncx n noneccx xaptepom, a mt sa nnm nocnenaem no necrnnnam n reppacam +raxe, na npano cropone xoroptx nepn xamep. Ouyrnnmnct na rpertem +raxe, mt nonaaem n xnaparnt xopnopunx, nepnennxynxpno npnmtxammn x reppace rpertero +raxa. Menx nonoxr x cro enxrnanaro xamepe. nept orxptnaercx, n x nxoxy n xamepy. B xamepe na uenonexa. Onn nonypemorno, myrnonaro-nenonnxntmn, nor-nor rorontmn saxptrtcx rnasamn, cmorpxr na menx. Ouennno, npemx npnnnxaercx x orom n nosmoxno, uro nx yxe xnonnr xo cny. A trt moxer no nno npnunne onn onenenenn. Ha nx oyrnonaro-nentx nnnax xaxax-ro crpanno sacrtnmax oruyxennocrt, n x nor crom co cnonm ysenxom n pyxax n ne snam, uro cxasart. Hpoxonre, noxanycra, c nerxnm ntronopom xanxasna ronopnr, nornxen na menx, onn nx nnx n yxe nmontrcrno eper cnoe, n rnasa ero uyrt-uyrt saxnramrcx. Oyrnonaro-nenoe, co cneamn or ocnt, nnno nroporo coxamepnnxa roxe npoxcnxercx. Bce nocrenenno npnoperaer cnon oueprannx: n maronoe crexno oxna, n npoonronart Hanen Iontmren 200 cronnx, n saxptrt na samox n npoonnax crent ne naronnte xoxn, n rpertx, onymennax, urot cnert na ne, n ynnras c ymtnantnnxom oxono nepn, n naunmennt o necxa napxernt non, n xoropom ne orpaxaercx, xax na napxere name xomnart, nnnt omamnn ymr nenosnparnmtx ne. Hnno xanxasna, xoropt ceuac cen na onymennym nepe cronnxom naronnym xoxy, xaxercx mne onontno nnrennnrenrntm n axe npnxrntm n xaxom-ro ocoom orrexe xanxascxoro ocronncrna. C ycrano yntxo npnrnamaer on pacnonarartcx pxom c nnm n nx uero-ro yxastnaer na cnoero coxamepnnxa, xax t npnomax menx x nsanmonpetnannm n +ro xamepe. Tax crano trt yem snaxomt: E]pem Anexceennu 3ma, a +ro, xax ronopxr apecranrt, mo xopem no necuacrtm ronapnm 3apema. a, cornacnncx 3apema, ronapnmn no necuacrtm! Ho necuacrtm? rnxo cnpamnnam x. On xnnaer. a, no necuacrtm! Vsnanmn, uro x rontxo na mecxna xax c nonn, nostmenn onn xenanne ycntmart, uro ram nonoro. He mory oxcnnrt +ro uyncrno, no rontxo net n pasronopon npo ncxxne xpnnoronxn n nnxomy net nnuero ne nomoxer. 3axorxr cnepnyrt mem, nmomy cnepnyr. H ryr nor, onn n He]oprono, apom, uro pasnrt n pasannent nce +ro crpamno xaranacne, a roxe npoe npnamr snauenne romy, o uem ram ronopxr. Vx, xaxercx, raxo sect nepnoncrounnx, uro antme nexya! Hy, a x-ro cam? Hnn, orpoxct, nce +ro snan!? Ho o nsnecrno crenenn ono n nonxrno: nmn sect repmernuecxn nsonnponant no roy n ontme. Bce, xax nn ecrt, cnyxom nonnnrcx. A ro, uro x rontxo na mecxna xax c nonn n n Fyrtpxax c eme onee cnexentxnmn apecronanntmn omancx, nponsneno na 3my n na 3apemy onxnoe nneuarnenne, n onn ceuac rax na menx cmorpxr, uro conepmenno neonycrnmo ne noopnrt nx uem-ro xort uyrt-uyrt onaexnnammnm. Ho nor nept menxnyna, n nasnparent oxnnn, uro yxe oro, nao npexpamart ncxxne pasronopt n yxnatnartcx cnart. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
201 Cnonom, npocro nce ouent onycxamrcx xoxn n n raxo ornnuno or Fyrtpox npocropno ocranonxe, c napxerntm nonom n uncrtm nosyxom, corpxcaemtm moropamn sanoa Ontrntx xoncrpyxnn, noocrnan pmxn, nonoxnn no ronony nnxax n yxptnmnct nantro, moxno npecrannrt cee neuro cnepxecrecrnennoe, npoe marpana, oexna, noymex n rax anee n romy noonoe. Oruero nt yntaerect? cnpamnnaer menx E]pem Anexceennu 3ma. Oruero yntamct?.. a, rax!.. ceuac xax pas camoe noxoxmee npemx ormernrt moe nonocente n nacrynammn rpnnart enxrt ro. 3ma, pasymtnax, nnnmo o cnoem, rpycrno yntnyncx n noxauan ronono. H 3apema, uyrt-uyrt yntnynmnct, noxan mne pyxy, noxenan cnoxono noun. Ho uro +ro, a? cntmy cxnost mym moropon 3OKa rnyxoe ptanne. Tam n xopnope nnn moxer trt n xaxo-nno ns cocennx xamep xro-ro ptaer. Her, ne ptaer, a croner. 3ma, npncnymnnaxct x cronam, nnsxo naxnonnn ronony. 3apema saxypnn nannpocy. cnemy pasertcx. Hexa na nonom mecre n yxptnmnct c ronono, x monm Fora, urot yxpennn moe cepne, urot ne repsanoct ono crpaxom nepe npecroxmnmn ncntrannxmn. xouy cxopee sacnyrt n satrtcx cnom, no npyr nosnnx ronoc xopnopnoro nasnparenx: Bt yxe snaere o +rom. Oxcnnre emy, uro nentsx yxptnartcx c ronono. nonnmam ronony: xopnopnt, npnorxptn nept, cmorpnr na menx. uro raxoe? Houemy nentsx yxptnartcx c ronono? 3a neptm xro-ro xpnunr crpamntm ronocom. Koro-ro necyr. Kopnopnt tcrpo saxptnaer nept. ornxtnamct na cnonx coxamepnnxon. Onn oa nexar nnnom x nepn. He ynnnxrect, ronopnr mne 3ma, nam rpyno eme nonxrt, uro sect nponcxonr. Hocraparect nonxrt n ne yxptnarect c ronono n ne nonopaunnarect cnnno x rnasxy, a ro exypnt ne acr nam cnart ncm nout. Ceuac Hanen Iontmren 202 naxnee ncero coxpannrt cnom +neprnm. Fepernre cnon nepnt n nocraparect ycnyrt. Hocrapartcx ycnyrt? Ho ne rax +ro nerxo, xora menx ncero annr or cnarammnxcx n moem cosnannn xaprnn. Bnpouem, nce +rn raannx eccmtcnennt!.. 3ro conepmenno nenopmantno!.. Hy n norom onn ynnxr, uro uenonex necopannt, ny n nnxro net ne snaer, uro ram cnyuaercx. Ho net +ro uro-ro nx menx pemammee, n xaxercx, uro na npemx nao satrt cnon rnerymne mtcnn n norpysnrtcx n con. yrxnyncx n cnepnyrt n nne noymxn nnxax, n cnona menx oxnarnno uyncrno rpenorn. Bet xcno, uro onn moryr ntsnart n noutm, cramnrt c xponarn npxmo nor ceuac. Ionona rxxenax n mne naunnaer xasartcx, uro nor x ceuac xax maa na xoxxenom none. Bor xro-ro nepexnartnaer may. ntpactnamr ee n rpern sony. Hao ormernrt onontno uerxne ecrnnx nrpoxon n nonoxxn. Cxontxo mnnyr o xonna rpyno cxasart, no xcno, uro cneonarent Kysnenon nanpaer cxopocrt. Tenept xcno, uro on araxyer. Fpocox no noporam. Cpactnanne. On npnmenxer cnnono npnem. uepnax rtma ocrynaer menx. Hornomaer concem. Ax, ecnn t yanoct renept ntpnartcx xya-nnyt, na neonraemt ocrpon, nanpnmep. nnuero ne nomy, uro +ro? Bor necox n ronna napoa na crannnn Knxstma n momenr npntrnx noesa. A +ro nocroxnnoe nnno. Houemy?.. Ho ram ecrt mnoro xenammnx n cpen nnx Mapnx Hontxoncxn, Bypa Asenmrox, Bantxa Feprentcon. Bor onn yxe xpayrcx y menx sa cnnno. A ram ecrt roxe mnoro xenammnx. Ho xax rya opartcx?.. Ho x uero-ro omct n crtxyct cnoero manoymnx. 3ro-ro nor n ecrt eper Vun! 3ect mnoro nme ronyno. 3ro raxoe meprnoe mecro, uro orrya rpyno ntpartcx. Bon Cepa]nm Opemnnxon nmesno mne pyxo noxasan. A x, ntnesax ns pexn, crapamct rax ntrn, urot ne ntart cnoero nonnennx. A on xpnunr mne: A y menx ecrt nx rex nnctmo! H Hnouxa Kapnnncxax cronr na epery c nonxrtm nnarxom n pyxe. H ero, Cepa]nma, Hnouxa ryr xe cnpamnnaer menx: A xora cneymmn ypox? He nomnm, xaxercx na ro neene. Bantxa Feprentcon rpeer B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
203 nso ncex cnn, a Cepa]nm Opemnnxon xnaer n nero xamnxmn. Bor, onntna cxope!.. Cnona xaxo-ro ryman ocrynaer menx. Mama, nor ona. Ho ona xya-ro ncuesna. H npyr nosnnxaer ronoc coxamepnnxa 3mt: Hoem! Bcranare, ronapnm! 3ro conepmenno pyroro nopxxa xnnenne, no x c yxacom uyncrnym, uro +ro rax, uro +ro rax onxno trt n no cne, xax naxny, n uro ono c pyrnm cnxsano, rax cnxsano, uro n rnasa orxptrt crpamno. H noymart rontxo, uro n +ror pannn uac, eme npn +nexrpnuecxom cnere, xora na nope eme remno, sect n Mocxne, n Tpynnxoncxom nepeynxe, re c raxo nexnocrtm ynnn menx ncera mama n aymxa, +rn ecxoneuno nnsxne mne cymecrna npncnymnnamrcx renept n xyr xaxym mnnyry moero nosnpamennx, a x nor orxptn rnasa n He]oproncxo xamepe c ynnrasom n ymtnantnnxom, c ocotm rmpemntm sanaxom, c yxe ntmarnnammnm or crona x nepn n oparno xanxasnem 3mo n co nroptm coxamepnnxom 3apemo, xoropt, crox oxono ymtnantnnxa, rax xpenxo pacrnpaer nonorennem rpyt, uro ona npxmo-raxn arponeer. 3ma nonopaunnaer xo mne ronony, n x nnxy na nnne ero nacxonym yntxy: Hy, nonnmarect! Cxopo npnnecyr xne n ropxun ua. 3apema npoxonr x crony n c nnom saornnntm n omamnnm pacxnatnaer na yronxe oxono cex npoyxrt ns nanouxn. Hpocnen c mnnyry nenonnxno, x ynpam cnon noxnrxn n nonnmam xoxy x crene. Mne xax-ro nenonxo, no uro enart, omymax myunrentnym nenonxocrt, nanpannxmct x ynnrasy. Ha yme onontno norano, no nentsx xe, xoneuno, ne ncnomnnrt norpxcanmne nac cnona o rom, uro xora mt noenm n mnponom macmrae, mt cenaem ns sonora omecrnennte orxoxne mecra na ynnnax necxontxnx camtx ontmnx ropoon mnpa. Hy, +ra nponema raxax, xoropym neoxonmo nonxrt. A ceuac nao nomtrt pyxn, nnno n npncrynnrt x yrpennemy npnemy nnmn. H nor x nomtncx, cen x crony n cmorpm, xax 3apema nanamtnaer noxynno aron n namastnaer ontmo xycox xnea maprapnnom. Haxmypennt 3ma monua cmorpnr na Hanen Iontmren 204 3apemy, no 3apema ne npenaraer nam pasennrt c nnm yrpennmm rpanesy. Bpyr orxptnaercx nept, n xopnopnt nepeaer nam ment uannx, rpn naxn xnea, n rpn nopnnn caxapa. 3ma pasnnnaer sanapennt ]pyxrontm uaem xnnxrox. ntm ua c ocotm yonontcrnnem, npnrnxtnaxct x monm coxamepnnxam. Hporonoanmncx 3ma c ocotm annernrom npoxentnaer cnom naxy xnea n mne xax-ro nenonxo sa 3apemy, xoropt ne ennrcx c 3mo cnoe nanouxo. V menx nent ysen nenspacxoonanntx npoyxron n x ocram nx n nporxrnnam 3me n 3apeme: 3ro nam npasnnunte noapxn! Onn xauamr rononamn, orxastnaxct nx npnnxrt or menx. A 3apema xauaer ronono axe c xaxo-ro ycmemxo: Fyro ne snaere, uro nce mt na rmpemnom naxe Hy, uro x, rora y menx yer omn xoren c E]pem Anexceennuem. Hoxanycra, a, a, x nac nonnmam. E]pem Anexceennu nnuero ns oma ne nmeer. Pexax y nac nornxa, ronopnr 3ma 3apeme, ncranax. eno xcno n xonueno, ronopm x, y nac yer omn xoren c E]pem Anexceennuem. Bt cornacnt, E]pem Anexceennu? 3ma, necnyn cnonmn ocrptmn rnasamn, eper mom pyxy n xpenxo xmer ee. A 3apema, onycrnn ronony, npocro monunr c xaxo-ro ycmemxo. 3ror uenonex, nnnmo, ymaer rontxo o cee n sanxr rontxo coom. Ho nor on, noxonanmnct n xopmymxe cronnxa, ocraer orrya nauxy mecrnecxrnxoneeunoro enn n nporxrnnaer 3me. 3ma, yntaxct, eper nauxy, pacneuartnaer ee n xano saxypnnaer nannpocy. Tax npnxrnemnm opasom ycranannnnaercx nopmantnax armoc]epa. Ho xpane mepe, renept xax t nce ntrnxnr xopomo. Hy, cxynonar uenonex! Ho uro noenaemt!? Hy, nnuero, nnuero! Bo ncxxom cnyuae nao, xax ronopnn oxrop omte, ncxonrt ns roro, uro cnesamn nmn onnnamrcx nocroxnno. Orcma cneyer, uro nerue nnaert pyrnm, uem nnaert coo. Hoxa xe x ne nnpane cynrt oo ncem, noromy uro ynnen xax t rontxo, npn xaxnx-ro ero ycmemxax n npn orrenxax ornomenn neynonnmtx, ony B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
205 cropony, xora uenonex nmnr part, a ne anart, xora nmont x nmxm ne n nmnn x nnm, a n opte c nnmn. Bor mt ceuac cnnm n monunm. 3ma crpxxnnaer nenen n nycro cnnueunt xopoox. nnxy, xax poxnr ero pyxa. Bpyr orxptnaercx nept, n x nnxy ent ocxan syon mnpoxonneuero crapmnnt, onoxmero xamepy mynammnm nsrnxom. On cmorpnr na menx n y menx yxac, noromy uro cneyer oxnart renept uero-ro ouent crpamnoro. Crapmnna uyrt ycmexnyncx: Hpomy ne nonnonartcx. Coepnrect, noxanycra, x cneonarenm. Crapmnna ornxen eme pas xamepy n npnxptn nept. He canarect cpasy, no ne nestre n paxy, a ro ntsoner nrxon n yer xyxe, nanyrcrnyer menx 3ma. A mne naunnaer xasartcx, uro y menx oxsnt npocrpancrna, uro sa +ro xamepo xonuaercx nce n xaxax-ro crpamnax esna. B nepxx cnona noxnnxercx crapmnna. 3ro camoe, nopa. To camoe naunnaercx. H ner nnxoro, na xoro moxno tno t onepertcx, a ecrt crpamnax xnt, ncxnmuammax nosmoxnocrt npanonoonx, a rnannoe, uro ne uyncrnyercx npexne rnepocrn paccyxa, noromy uro npoe onpoxnnynnct nce onopt n ncx rnox xnsnt cnonrcx x uepeonannm pasntx remnon marannx ns xopnopon, rynnxon n saxoynxon nnns n nnepx no ecuncnenntm necrnnuntm crynentxam, no xaxo-ro, poxenno esymnem npemenn naprnrype. Tax, c xaxo-ro txnontcxo nentm ycepno noranxnnamr menx nnepe na pasnoxmnx, marammnx pxom co mno ynpyrnm, npyxnnncrtm marom. Bnepen crpemnrentno maraer, pasmaxnnax pyxamn n pesxo eprax mee, rononno pasnoxmn. Cnycrnnnct n nepnt +rax n npomnn ns rmpemnoro n cnecrnennt xopnyc, re sanaxno apomarom y]era, oronapnnammerocx n saxptrtx pacnpeennrenxx HKB n apomarom nap]mmepnn T3X3. Horn mon, nepnt mon ne saxanent xax crant. Bar sa marom npnnnxaercx neornparnmoe. Vxacno cosnanne Hanen Iontmren 206 crpaxa n eccnnnx connaart c nnm. B xopnope y exypnoro crona cnxr, naonxmn nonepen mexn, nxrt soponenntx nrxon. Ha ny y menx ntcrynnn nor. 3ro rnyno, nao nsxrt cex n pyxn! Foxe mo! Kya xe +ro onn menx ronxamr?.. Ho sauem xe es naonocrn npnanart xaxoe-nnyt ocooe snauenne +ro xomnarymxe, +romy xonnepry, xya onn menx ceuac sanepnn? Hao npenonoxnrt, uro onn co mno ontr enamr ntepxar y menx nepnt nnn ner. H mne ymaercx, uro nannepnemee cpecrno ycroxrt npornn nnx +ro nsxrt cex n pyxn. A xax +ro cenart ne snam n npecrannrt cee ne mory. Bor rnxo ornopxmr nept. Vrpmmt ernna c rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax cmorpnr na menx. 3arann txanne, x cmorpm na nero. Btxon! ntxoxy n na ono mrnonenne ocranannnnamct. Ie- ro naaer cryn, n xro-ro naaer na non neotxnonenno rpomxo, c xpnnom tma. Hepeo mno ne nepn, onrte uepno xneenxo. Haneno x nnxy eme rpn nepn. Tam uro-ro npxmo nenepoxrnoe. Bor n norn yxnantno ornxnnct y menx, n tercx cepne npxmo na pasptn. Vrpmmt ernna c rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax cenan neonpeenennoe nnxenne pyxo n noomen xo nropo nepn. Vrpmmt ernna cxocnn rnasom: A ny, npoxon! Hpoxoxy n nxoxy n npnorxptrym nept. nacntmancx yxe npexe n Fyrtpxax or nnrepcxoro paouero Eropa Anexceennua, uro ecrt raxo n He]oprono nropo xanner. H nor menx npoe xax t oano uem-ro n nce no mne samepno. Kanner raxo omnpnt, n ryr ree xoxant nnan n xoxante xpecna n mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon y ontmoro nnctmennoro crona, orxnnynmncx nrnyt xoxanoro xpecna, noxaunnaer noro n canoxxe-xnmmn. Hy, uro xe, renept uyncrnyemt, re rt naxonmtcx? Monunmt? Hy, monoen, repo. A renept npncrynnm, rocnonn nmesnt, x onee ceptesnomy pasronopy. Hy, x rex cnymam. 3nam, +ro yxacno! Kax xe +ro nosmoxno? B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
207 Kysnenon noyman, ncran, narnyn ptxym ronony, ntramnn ns oxonoro xmnxa crona uro-ro n ymary sanepnyroe. Inxnt-xo, sameuarentnax mryxa, pesnnonax nanxa. uro xe rt ycrannncx? Brxnyn ronony n nneun, x cmorpm na nero, ptxero, omernnnnmerocx, c ocxanenntmn syamn. Bor uro, ronopnr on rnxo, cxnost syt, non, npnnxr na nnan. orcrynam na mar. 3ro nenepoxrno. Kax +ro moxer trt? Kax nyxno necrn cex nopxouno? 3ro xnno, uro ne ]nsnuecxoe crpaanne. 3ro concem pyroro nopxxa xnnenne neut na nnan. Hy uro x, nxry! noxyct nnuxom na nnan, crnam ronony. Bor ono nanncaer nao mno, nor na ronono nanxa pesnnonax, nepennecxnnax, yapxer no pepam. Hommym pyxy norxnyn n nnnncx n nee syamn. 3atman Kysnenon: ana, xon. Hano, samerano. Bcrana! Herxo cxasart: ncrana. Htramct npnncrart, npnnonxnmnct na noxort. Honnmamct na norn. ene epxyct na norax. Menx ncero rpxcer. Cranonnrcx nce ouent crpanno. Cepne noparnnaer. uro +ro? uro-ro rpoxouer sa creno, n orrya cntmy xencxn cron: nac ymonxm, ne ere menx, ymonxm nac!.. net na xonenxx nac ymonxm!.. uro +ro? Cepne moe cxnmaercx. uro-ro naaer. Tonor nor. c rpyom nepenoxy txanne n x nnxy, xax xoporentxn mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon, rnxx ncxoca na menx, naxnonnncx na nncrom ymarn. Vnepmn xoneno n xpecno, ronopnr on mne: 3ro roxe moxno nonropnrt c rnoe mareptm n pamxax mentmnx cpoxon. nor onoxy nauantnnxy orena, n sanrpa ona yer sect. Bt menx mynaere? Ax rt cnonout! A x-ro nexnocrn c roo pasnoxy. Hy, renept epxnct! *** Crom y nenpornxnoro oxna cro enxrnanaro xamept He]oproncxo rmptmt. Hepecrynnn uepes ne Hanen Iontmren 208 neenn myx, mno sect npoenntx. Honcrnne npnroronnnn onn nx menx cymym sananm. Bet +ro rax tno crpamno ymepasnpammax monta ro xenmnnt. C ontmo ]anrasne cenann nce. H ecrnnrentno cpecrno peantnoe. To ecrt n ror momenr mornn cnoono pasannrt xax myxy. Ho nentsx xe tno axe npecrannrt mamy n +rnx crenax n pyxax raxnx ornertx mepsannen. axe noymart crpamno! Bor ryr onn nmenno n paccunrann, uro +ro tno nocryuart n nept n cxasart, uro x cornacen na nce, rontxo urot mamy ne rponynn. Ho net cronr rontxo xannrynnponart cexr. Tyr yx tn t xnnt xonen, noromy uro ryr rontxo n nauanoct t. 3ro xe samxnyrt xpyr, rax xax ana na xaxom nynxre, maxa pasonnxon. a n trt roro ne morno, urot oronopnrtcx c nnmn, noromy uro onn npexe ncero n ontme ncero oxrcx ne cocrpxnart eno. Bor coxamepnnx 3apema roxe cornacen, uro nnuero ns +roro ne nonyunrcx, rax xax ueprn snamr cnoe eno ryro. A y xanxasna 3mt n +rom ornomennn cnon xomnnexct. onxno trt, rnxx na menx, ymaer o rom, xax cam ne ntepxan, cnomnncx. a n 3apema, ouennno, nce npemx ymaer o uem-ro cnoem. Bectma mexornnnoe nonoxenne! He mor xe x rax cnert nenonnxno n +ro manentxo rmpemno xomnarymxe. Hpana, tna eme ona nosmoxnocrt: pasexartcx n co nce cnno cryxnyrtcx ronono o nept n pasom tn t xonen ncemy +romy. Bor mama mnnax! Bet npocro, yxnantno Foxtx pyxa! Ho pyromy ne cxaxemt. H onro ne mor npnrn n cex, xora npyunn mne crapmnna xenrym xnnrannnm na nxrtecxr pyne c rnoe nonnctm, n x ysnan, uro rt xnna n nenpenma! Mnnax! Her, +ro ne npocro, concem ne npocro! Bpoe xax npeocrepexenne xaxoe-ro npornn roro, urot cnomnrtcx n xannrynnponart nepe ano pasonnxon. ne ronopm, uro nnaue nentsx tno nonepnrt n uyo, no raxax ceuac nponacrt orenxer npomnoe or +roro npoyxennx, uro n nnpxmt oneruenne. Tam tn rpex n nne rocrx n ouent axe ynnnrentno, uro ne cenancx xosxnnom n neoxpenme moe yme. uro xe or nero renept ocranoct? Bor xanxasen 3ma. On uenonex xnno n orxptrt. Tax on ronopnr, uro no-xopomemy sannyer moe pemnrentnocrn croxrt o xonna. Ho x ne B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
209 cunram, uro +ro mox onecrt. He ro cnono, npano! Bet uro- ro nsmennnoct. V nme renept rnasa orxptrt na nce, a 3ma npoonxaer onepnponart nonxrnxmn, mano coornercrnymmnmn ecrnnrentnomy nonoxennm neme. On, xax x nnxy, nmeer cno noronox n onontno nentcoxn. A, nnpouem, xro ero snaer xaxo noronox? Bet on, no ero cnonam, c camoro roro npemenn nenanaroro roa, xora nonnrnuecxn camoonpeennncx, pyxonox n Tn]nnce xpyxxom npanncron n n uynte rot paort n xauecrne nepnoro penxoma Axasnn no nenocpecrnenntm pyxonocrnom Bnanmnpa Hntnua, ncera uepnan cnon cnnt n xcnocrn n oruernnnocrn xapnnantnoro nonpoca o ornomennn oimu x cosnannm. 3apema nectma ennxarno samernn, uro sect neconnaenne npemenntx axnenron, rax xax na nonecrxe nx nonpoc o ornomennn oumu x cosnannm. 3ma cunraer, uro nerue ncero trt opoerentntm, opoerentntm, no ne uecrntm. Ho ero mnennm, nenocrnoe, nceoemnmmee mapxcncrcxoe mnponosspenne ntme rexyme remt, ntme crpamnoro nonopora n name xnsnn. Onn cnopnnn, a y menx nornxa 3mt n spanomtcnne 3apemt, n yrpost mnamero nerenanra Kysnenona, n ecrnnrentnocrt n rom nne, n xaxom ona ceuac n camom cosnannn nce +ro memaercx n myropno yxacno. Cnnmxom myropno. H rocxa, n rocxa. A 3ma nor npnnomnnaer, xax nocrynnn n Mocxoncxn ynnnepcnrer, re xonunn xypc na mpnnuecxom ]axyntrere. Ho npane cxasart, +ro nnrepecno, no c pyro cropont crpanno renept cnymart, xax on cmorpen na ynnnepcnrer, n crenax xoroporo Fennncxn, Iepnen n Orapen onnaenann snannxmn n pasmtmnxnn o yymem. Hy, nano, For c nnmn! On yunncx, ncrynnn n enxrtcor uertpnanarom n naprnm, nonyunn cno mapxcncrcxn arrecrar spenocrn, oprannsonan c Ipnropnem Arapexontm nenerantnym rpynny npanncron- ontmennxon, unran c rem xe Arapexontm Anpe Koxyxon Crennxxa-Kpanunncxoro n Ono Bonnu n sanepmnnoct nce +ro raxnm opasom, uro npn onom rontxo ynomnnannn nmenn Arapexona rpxcnnct nce xnrenn 3axanxastx. -ro net +ro nomnm eme c ercxnx cnonx ner, xora mt xnnn n Faxy. a. Ho ryr, no mnennm E]pema Hanen Iontmren 210 Anexceennua, eno mno rnaxo, nce tno ynnnrentno npannntno npn ycranonnennn Conercxo nnacrn n Axasnn n axe sa ee npeenamn. Moxno nsnnnnrt uenonexy nsnecrnym camoynepennocrt tnmero xomnccapa no ropcxnm enam n tnmero ornercrnennoro paornnxa napxomnana, no rnane xoroporo croxn Crannn. Bce tno xopomo, noxa on c onepnem ornocnncx x uyecnomy rpysnny. On xnn cpen omnx nonxrn. A ryr, nnnmo, nonyunnact onacnocrt, no n conepmenno pyrom poe. On ne mor cpasy sacrannrt cex poxart nepe uyonnmem n nonan nnpocax. Kora xe emy oxonuarentno crano xcno n Crannny crano xcno, uro emy nce xcno, ornpannnn ero n rpnnart mecrom roy no npenauepranno nx raxnx xax on nporpamme, n anexym Vxra-Heuepy. Kopoue ronopx, ecrt ncnxnuecxax peaxnnx, no ona nropnunax. Kax t ro nn tno, nonacntmancx x sa +rn nn or nero raxoro, uro na rpn xnsnn xnarnr. Bor ncnxonorncrt xorxr, ncxox ns nnnnna, oxcnnrt omecrno; na camom ene nyxno nocrynart naoopor, ronopnr 3ma. On cxasan ontme, uem moxno cxasart renept. H +ro eme emy xasanoct neocrarouno. Honoxnm, nerue trt opoerentntm, no ne uecrntm. Ho xya npnnena raxax uecrnocrt? Ipynna mopxxon nporynnnanact no naepexno Cyxymcxo yxrt. Hancrpeuy nm men o]nnep napcxo apmnn 3myxnapn pyr ercrna 3mt. Onn ns mopxxon pnanyn noron c nneua o]nnepa 3myxnapn. Xorx y 3myxnapn ona pyxa tna xonryxena, +ror ropt uenonex ntxnarnn naran n n ynop ntcrpennn n mopxxa. Bcxope 3myxnapn tn saepxan n npean cyy. Hpecearentcrnonan na cye 3ma. B omem n nenom uero ram ronopnrt pyr ercrna tn paccrpenxn, a 3ma enaer eme ns +roro ontmym nosnnnm. On xe onxen trt na xaxo-ro ntcore. Ocranannct pystx, no re onn? Honepnyro npornn 3mt ero xe cocrnennoe mnponosspenne. Tax uro n omem enpeccnx orpomnax. H nor on no-xopomemy sannyer moe pemnrentnocrn croxrt o xonna. Ho x ne raxo yx repo n onn ne ynycrxr, x ymam, nosmoxnocrn eme xpenue naannrt na menx. Kopmxr sect nyume n nanouxa nyume, no ne pas yxe epxann naromax no nxrt uacon n xonnepre. H noon ntnecrn ne rax npocro. A rnannoe uro ram n cocennx xannerax ncera rnopnrcx uro-ro crpamnoe. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
211 Hoxartnaer yxac no camoe cepne. H xaxt pas uro- nnyt nonoe y nnx na yme. Hy, a renept onn eme ontme ycrnymr, n xecroxo ycrnymr. Her comnennx: n +ror pas onn yennnct, uro y menx ecrt pemnmocrt croxrt o xonna. Onxrt-raxn ne rax yx onro onn menx myunnn. Ocoenno npornnen tn ntcoxn xyomant ror npau c ono mnano. Ecrt npaun, xoropte ocramrcx npauamn. A ryr ne ntymart raxoro camomy mapxnsy e Cay. Hy-ny, nt x nnxy, concem noc nonecnnn. are-xa namy pyxy. ny, nyntc nemnoxxo norynxn. Bor ntnere. a ne orect, +ro ne orpana. pom. nao nam ycnoxonrtcx n paorart c namnm cneonarenem. A xax on npoxnocr cnnnyn ponn, anax Kysnenony nonxrt, uro x nnonne eme mory ntepxart noon! A re npnrnopno nsymnxnmnecx nanapnnxn Kysnenona, a, uro rt?.. a sa uro rt ero rax? Taxne nnnmarentnte n raxrnunte! Houemy nt ne xornre nomout cnecrnnm?.. Xornre sect cnert nnn ram no Bnyrpenne, c yocrnamn? Moxno n cnnanne c name mareptm. A ror, xocax caxent: Hy, xopomo ceuac?.. Xemt emoncrpannm rpyxmnxcx c nnaxaramn: "Ocnoonrt repox!.." A-a. Tt xax nacuer naponnxon, naunrancx, a? Tpax!.. Vry!.. Vry!.. Hy, +ro ouent xopomo! Eme rpax. ncxaxennte snoo nnna. 3ro tno uro-ro nenepoxrnoe nanxo xpomcann cnnny. A ror pxo xannran, xoropt ocrancx co mno c rnasy na rnas, on nouemy-ro cpasy ncnoren n cnnnyn na sartnox ]ypaxxy. Oxcnnn, uro nce +ro ne concem npocro n uro on snaer, uro x nn n uem ne nnnonar. Tyr nponema nor xaxax: anre nt noxasannx nnn ner, nce panno nac ne ntnycrxr. npocro ceuac ronopm es cnnerene. Hoymare, sauem nt na cex nce +rn yapt npnnnmaere? Horom ncnomnnre menx. H nce +ro ronopnn on mne c raxo rennoro n ontm, uro n nnpxmt moxno tno cxasart: Hy, x nam! Mne xaxercx, uro on ne npnrnopxncx, n, trt moxer, ymaer naenne conepmenno rax xe, xax n x. Ho nce +rn mon myxn, ouennno, xonuarcx eme ne cxopo n nensnecrno xora. nce xe naemct, uro ne oer o Cyxanona. Tam, ronopxr, concem yxe nenosmoxno ntepxart. Hanepno, tno nyume Hanen Iontmren 212 nonacrt oparno n Fyrtpxn. Ho xpanocrn, n Fyrtpxax namnoro nerue. Hy, a antme uro? Ttma. Hnuero ne nnno. Mm. Cntmnre?.. npocnn npnroronnrtcx. Kya? Ha onpoc. Ha onpoc? Bor nmenno. Benx xnmuom. H cnona menx. H roruac, omymax ont ncex cycranon, maram, npeoonenax ont, mnmo xamep no xopnopy, n pacnaxnynmymcx nept, nnns no crynentxam rpex +raxe n no xopnopy nce roro xe cnecrnennoro xopnyca. H nor nournrentntm opasom, saraouno nomnrnyn, pasnoxmn, npnorxptn nepeo mno nept xannera, nponycxaer n ouepenym pesxy. Mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon rnxnr ncnonotx, a y menx orxxenenn norn n crpamno, xax cnenomy es nonotpx, cenart eme onn mar. A eme crpamno oypxer romnonart oexononno- nannpocnt sanax cneonarentcxoro xannera. A eme nor onrte uepno xoxe nnant yrpoxamme rnxxrcx. Tax. rax! Hy, rax xax xe? nnnmarentno ocmarpnnaer menx Kysnenon. Cxtre nor cma! Hepexonr nouemy-ro on nnepnte na nt. Harnaer ronony x xaxo-ro roncro nanxe, a x caxyct na yxasannoe mecro n xonne crona, npnmtxammero n nne yxnt T x ontmomy nnctmennomy crony, sa xoroptm on nocceaer. uyrt cnepxnynn ptxenarte ero rnasa. Hoxan ryt, pacxptnaer roncrym nanxy. Tax mt, snaunr, saxonunnn cnecrnne. Pyxonocrno pemnno saxonunrt cnecrnne n +ro mt ceuac o]opmnm. On xocnrcx na nncrox ymarn n nor nporxrnnaer ero mne: Honnmnre necrn mecrym crartm o oxonuannn cnecrnnx n na +rom xonen. On monnnenocno npnnnraer pyuxy c uepnnnamn. V menx sapoxann norn. Bet ntrox yxe ne yer. A uro sa +ro necrn mecro crarte nocreperaer, nor +roro nnxax ne mory npeyraart. Oronnram or cex nncrox n pacrepxnno cmorpm na mnamero nerenanra Kysnenona. Kysnenon xmypo cmorpnr na menx. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
213 Hy, uro xe nt? He snam, - rnxo orneuam x. A-a?.. uro ne snaere? He snaxom c enom. Hpexe uem nonncart necrn mecrym, x onxen osnaxomnrtcx c enom. Kysnenon cranonnrcx concem xmyptm. Taxax nepcnexrnna xnno ero ne ycrpannaer. A uro, oxsarentno, uro nn, cnona xaxt nncr cmorpert nao? onxno trt rax. Kysnenon npnnonnmercx, cxnmaer xynax n nor ceuac xynax n nor ceuac onxrt xnarnr nm rax, uro yx non. Ho ner. On cypono, mentxom nsrnxnyn, eper n pyxn roncrym nanxy n nepeaer ee mne. Hano, unrare. pacxptnam eno. Tpenora oxnartnaer menx. Hcxoca rnxxy na Kysnenona. Btnyn ns nnanmera rasery Hpana, pasnopaunnaer on ee nepe coo. He rax ceuac naxno, uro ram nonoro. Iopaso naxnee n rpenoxne, uro x npoury ceuac n +rom ene. He mory nor cocpeorounrtcx. Bce ponrcx. Hy uro xe. Mepa npeceuennx. Mox ]amnnnx, nmx n oruecrno. Hxrtecxr noctmax crartx, nynxrt mecrt, nocemt, ecxrt. Honncn nauantnnxa orena n npoxypopa. A +ro opep na apecr n ontmax nonnct H.F. senentm xapanamom. Bce npannntno. Hy xopomo. Hporoxon otcxa. Cnncox xon]ncxonanntx xnnr: xon Pn ecxrt ne, xoropte norpxcnn mnp, Vpoxn Oxrxpx Tponxoro, Crpannnt ns nennnxa Anpe Xna, Hapaoxct Maxca Hopay. Hy nnuero raxoro ne cnyunnoct. A nor nepnt nncr nporoxona onpoca: Bonpoc: Kora n xem nt tnn saneponant n xonrppenonmnnonnym oprannsannm? Orner: Hnxora nn n xaxym xonrppenonmnnonnym oprannsannm nnxro menx ne neponan, n nn n xaxo xonrppenonmnnonno oprannsannn x ne tn. B xonne nncra mox nonnct. Hporoxon onpoca c monx cnon sanncan npannntno. Heoxonmo ocroxrentnee nosnaxomnrtcx c xaxtm nncrom onpocon. Ho sect nn npnanneno, nn yanneno nn onoro cnona. H onxrt npenoxeno nonncartcx. Hanen Iontmren 214 H onxrt nce ro xe camoe. Hn ono yxnt nnmne, nnuero onn or menx ne onnnct. Mexy npounm, na yymee: mnoro ntepxxn nyxno nmert, no nopasnrentnte nnrpnrant. Bet +raxoe nnorcrno nor +ro! .A +ro!? Ouent npocro. Foxe mo, xax nyno. a, orpnnam. H eme sect roxe camoe. a, rax. A +ro samtcnonaro c xe Bonoe. Bor onncx, urot sanncan Korenxon c monx cnon, uro ne paccxastnan xx Bonox o cnoem npetnannn n Cononxax. He mory xe x emy n nacroxmem nne nce nornepnrt. a n xx Bonox roxe xopom xstx es xocre! Heoct ne omymaer ram, uero mne sect ero onronnx cronna!? H nx uero on c +rnm Cepa]nmom onran o Cononxax? H nor onxrt nanart nxrt +ror ent poxennx 3pnnna Hncxaropa y nac n xomnare. 3ro nce Maptx Apxatenna c ee nnocrpannamn. onontno remnoe eno c ee ocnooxennem. a ne nce nn panno! Hy, ram uro tno nnn ne tno, For c nnmn co ncemn! Mano nn uro ronopnnn. Ho net +ro npxmo neer x romy: H uenxnona re-ro crnonnn, n Antepra Hennapn n mnornx pyrnx. H ee npyr ntnycrnnn! Bepoxrnee ncero, uro rax n ecrt. Tyr nce opeueno. annx ne rmptma! yrnepxan Posenxpann. A uro xe rmptma? Mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon ncran ns-sa crona n nomen x nepn. A nor on onxrt nepnyncx x crony n epercx sa rene]onnym rpyxy. Cmorpnr na menx, naxno ntnpxmnxxct. A ceuac ornannnaercx na cnnnxy xpecna. 3ro x Karx. a. uero?.. a. a. A xora?.. a. Hat!.. Tax, snaunr, rt ycrponmt?.. .Kro, xro?.. a ne moxer trt. Xenxnn?.. Hat!.. A moxer n onepy?.. Tax, rax, nat... Camo coo, xoneuno. a, npoe, a! Xopomo. Hmt rt!.. Her, ner! uero? a. Hy, xopomo. Xn. Hy xnarnr x nemy npncnymnnartcx n na nero cmorpert. Honpoym nyume nonnnmarentnee pasopartcx n +rom ene. A antme uro? Bor +ro!. Bce o]opmneno no saxonno ]opme. Hpoxypop nponenaer coepxanne no crpaxe. Tax!.. A nor, +ra ymaxxa. Hy, npxmo norpxcamme! Hpnmennrt axrnnnte merot cnecrnnx. Bor +ro sopono! A nor cnona xaxne-ro nporoxont onpocon. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
215 uro!!? onpoc mamt! uro sa uepronmnna! Hpxmo rpyno tmart. Crpamno unrart antme. a neyxenn onn sacrannnn mamy?.. Hy-xa, uro xe antme! Ax, Iocnon, ny cnana Fory. snam moero ctna xax uecrnoro uenonexa. Foxe!!! Mnnax mox! Hpxmo or cepna ornerno. Ho xaxont mepsannt! Btsnart mart xax cnnerentnnny na ctna! Cmorpm na mnamero nerenanra Kysnenona. On menenno ecr xon]ery, npoonxax npocmarpnnart Hpany. a, nor +ro cnna +ra rasera Hpana! a!.. crpamnonaro! A mo ntop yxe cenan. Fontme menx ne nponeemt! Hrax, nocmorpnm uro antme?.. onpoc cnnerenx Banenrnna Feprentcona. Monoen Bantxa rax, rax. ne cran na menx xnenerart! A nor +ro nporoxon onpoca Anexcanpt Hnxonaennt Tpynnxono. H ee pastcxann! Eme +ror ypauox Korenxon cnpamnnan, uro y menx c ne tno. Anexcanpa Hnxonaenna ymnax xenmnna. Bor roxe ne noanact na nx youxy. Ecrt oxastnaercx eme croxne nmn na +ro semne! Ona net ne rontxo xpacnna, ona neotxnonenno ouaponarentna! Hpocro nnrepecno, xax onn na nee annnn. Banraxncrt! Ho net npo]eccop Tpynnxon ncera tn ynnnrenen n nonoxnrentnym cropony. H n +rom ecrt xaxax-ro norpxcammax nemt! On net ne mor ne onepxrt e! Tax +rn rnnt ymann, uro moxno npnxart ee x crene! Bce noxopnentxne, es mtcnn, es ronxy n rax ono nonyuaercx. A sect an-ner! Bor nam n ect, a nnuero y nnx ne ntmno! A +ro Cepa]nm! Hocmorpnm renept eme nnnmarentne, uro xe on ryr noxasan. Bor nnrepecnoe eno on menx oxastnaercx anno, eme co cryenuecxnx ner snaer xax anrnconercxn nacrpoennoro uenonexa! , ouennno, onee uyxt nx +ro crpant uenonex, uem ero noxont nanama nporotxxon. Ono, ouennno, oexrnnno, rax n ecrt! Bor rt cnacaemt mno nporotxxoncxoe cnoe nponcxoxenne! Ho x uemy rax eccrtno npart? Hy, xora +ro x cnenn sa mamnno Crannna? uro sa uymt!?.. Cnenn sa mamnno Crannna c nentm reppopa. stx-ro, xoneuno, +rnx monounxon. H n camom ene, sacrannnn, nnnmo, enxry nonncart ncm +ry noxt. A nor n Hnouxa ero cynpyra! uro xe +ro!? Mnp +ror noncrnne yxacen! Bet n on, n ona xpome Hanen Iontmren 216 xopomero nnuero or menx ne nnenn! H net nao xe raxoe ntymart! Kaxax +ro Bapnora Kope? Hy, nomnm, ny ronopnn e, uro ona noxoxa na Bapnory Kope? Ho xax ona ocmennnact raxym uymt nonncart, uro x ronopnn +ro, urot saneponart ee n reppopncrnuecxym oprannsannm? Kax +ro moxno tno?.. A nor +ro mne npannrcx!.. 3naunr, onn ntstnann n Fopnca! Bor +ro a! Ho neyxenn on ne mor cex necrn nnaue? Onn xorxr cmemart c rpxstm Meepxonta n Fopnc nm n +rom nomoraer. Oxastnaercx, +ror nnmnennt n Maxxoncxoro n Meepxonta napent moxer trt xaxnm yrono. Tyr cnryannx renept pyrax n moxno nor yrnepxart, uro Meepxont rnymnncx na conercxnmn nmtmn n x ero sa +ro orornopnn. A nor n Henx nropnr emy ro xe camoe. Henx! Mnnt neanncr Henx! Hy, a uro antme? Hpoonxenne cneyer. A +ro eme uro raxoe? onpoc Kynnxona? Kaxoro Kynnxona? A, +ro roro, ns nxrtecxr uernepro xamept. H-ny, eme uro raxoe? O, Iocnon! ero arnrnponan, urot on ne anan noxasann!? Hy, a emy For ntxpyrnrcx orcma, ecnn emy +ro nomoxer. Bor n nce. 3ro ononnenne x moemy nacrpoennm, xo ncemy, uro x nepexnn sa +rn na mecxna. Bor n nce. H x nonnctnam necrn mecrym o oxonuannn cnecrnnx. uero ryr ymart, ontme pyrnx ne nonyunmt! Vnemenarentno ronopnr mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon, npomaxct co mno. Foxe mo, xaxax nepemena rona! H ryr nmontrno, uro, moxer trt, ontr ero paort narnxno n emy pncyer, uro on, xax mnorne pyrne, no xpam xapnnsa xonr. Bce nonyuaercx nynxanoopasno. Heapom xe ronopnrcx, uro xro ne tn, ror yer, a xro tn, ror ne sayer. H axe nor +ror, xoropt nsxn ceuac menx no pyxy, urot necrn oparno n xamepy. Hy n nor rax nonyuaercx uro-ro ouent ]anracrnuecxoe, noxammee, nsnpammeecx no crynentxam necrnnn pxom co mno. 3ro-ro nor n ecrt ro, uro Mapxc n onom ns cnonx nncem nastnaer yuacrtm nnrmeen, cpen xoroptx, no ero mnennm, ne npnxonrcx ntcoxo nonnmartcx, urot uyncrnonart cex Iynnnnepom. Bor nmenno! B cnoem poe nnxenne nenn, xoropax npecrannxnact peanncry Mapxcy nnonne ocrnxnmo yxe n ro npemx. a, noxany, nmenno orcma moxno ornxnyrtcx na B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
217 npoennt nyrt. Tax, rax. Bo ncxxom cnyuae npocrpancrno, noono npemenn, nmeer pasnnunte mecra n x nor yxe naxoxyct onxrt n cro enxrnanaro xamepe He]oproncxo rmptmt. onxen ceuac ornneutcx or npocrpancrna n npemenn n nontrartcx noymart o ro cymnocrn, xoropax ne noaercx nnxaxomy onpeenennm. Ho x nnxy, uro ner nnxaxo nosmoxnocrn ocrartcx naenne c camnm coo. E]pem Anexceennu 3ma, rnxo crynax, noxonr xo mne n yuacrnnno coneryer noxpennrt cnnt nmemmnmncx y menx npoyxramn. Mt ycaxnnaemcx sa cronnx nanpornn 3apemt n, saxyctnax, x paccxastnam o rom, xax saxonunnoct cnecrnne no moemy eny. A mexy rem na cepne raxax rxxecrt, uro myunrentno, nentnocnmo rxxeno pasnnnart ncxxoro poa omtcnt no nonoy noneennx monx tnmnx pyse. E]pem Anexceennu, xenax ornneut menx or rxxentx mtcne, saronopnn o nocrnenno npnpoe connantnoro nporpecca. A xax nacuer yxonnoro nporpecca? cnpamnnaer 3apema. 3nax o moe cxnonnocrn x nnreparype n ncxyccrny, onn oa pemnnn sanepnyrt pasronop o uem-ro onee n xyoxecrnennom cmtcne cnona snaunrentnom. Kax t ortcxnnax remy, 3ma nsxn n pyxn ntannt nx urennx ns rmpemno nnnorexn poman Heonna Heonona opora sa oxean. V 3apemt npomentxnyno na nnne uro +ro uro-ro nectma mano croxmee nnnmannx. Xornre moe mnenne snart? ronopnr 3apema. naemct ne ocxopnrt nnutnx neponann, no mne +ra xnnra noxasanact nennrepecno. Hy, a noxonxperne? nomopmnncx 3ma. 3apema, uemy-ro yntaxct, nocmorpen na 3my. uro-ro y nac pasronop c namn, E]pem Anexceennu, xax rnyxoro co cnentm. 3ma n cnom ouepet nornxen na 3apemy, nsoxnyn n, orxptn opory na oxean Heonona, cran ounrtnart +ry xnnry. Hs xopnopa nocntmannct pesxne snyxn. Kro-ro croner. H nor cnona rnmnna. nocmorpen na 3my, on na Hanen Iontmren 218 menx. Inasa y nero rpycrnte n nnno, uro on xouer uro-ro cxasart. A nt snaere, ronopnr on mne, +ro nncarent, xoropt nponsnen na menx ontmoe nneuarnenne. Kax name mnenne? V menx ner ceuac mnennx. aconmrno orynen. Ho moe nonepxnocrnoe nneuarnenne, uro +ra nemt nanncana pan nanncannx. 3ro rpa]omannx. 3ma naxmypnncx. B nem ouennno nosmyrnnoct ero ocronncrno. H on, noxany, npan. B cymnocrn crpanno n rnyno nce +ro, n sauem saenart ero camonmne n manentxom. On net xoren rontxo ornneut or rpycrntx mtcne, a y menx repnennx ne xnarnno, n on nocmorpen na menx c ocyxennem. Honnmanne xyoxecrnennoe, xaxercx, ne xocnynoct ero ymn, no on xaxt pas nouepxnnaer, uro c xaxo nono npounranno crpannne ro nnn nno xnnrn nonnmanne xnsnn cranonnrcx mnpe n rnyxe. Eme n cryenuecxne rot rnyoxoe nneuarnenne nponsnen na nero poman Typrenena Haxanyne. a, rtcxun nor raxnx ne nx ener ponnmnxcx, xax ronopnn Maxxoncxn. Umo re ux sacmaeu.o npu:uumi ceou+u nocmvnra+u cmo.iro oo.u u cmpaoauu .mo+? Bor 3ma, ceptesno n nacrounno onnaenan mapxcncrcxo nnreparypo, c xoropo on nauan snaxomnrtcx eme n rnmnasnuecxne rot. Hy, a norom penonmnnx n nce ner na raxom yponne crpamnom. Hy, a norom onxrt cran nopmantntm uenonexom, xora tn nanpannen xax unen roprono enerannn n cronnny Fpnrancxo nmnepnn. Bet ne raxo yx on cnenen. On net axe ronopnn o nnom uyncrne cnoot y nme xnnymnx ram: Kora npnesxaer xro-nnyt ns namnx ntnnxennen, ro ner y nnx cnoero nnna. A n Amepnxe nt tnn? B nanart noctmom roy paoran or Amropra. Ho mne n Amepnxe ne no yme tno. B Anrnnn concem pyroe eno. ouent nmnm Anrnnm, ram ouent npnxrno xnrt. nmn nexnnnte, xyntrypnte, nocnnrannte. Crpannax mryxa! H raxoe tnaer! 3not nnxaxo. H nnxaxax, rax cxasart, nn ypxyasnax, nn menxoypxyasnax crnxnx ne saxnecrnyna, n nmn oxasannct nexnnntmn, B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
219 xyntrypntmn, nocnnranntmn. A rontxo nnaue, nnnmo, n nentsx. A noome ronopx, onontno crpanno. On nor sa +rn nn camtm rmarentntm opasom nonean mne cnoe npomnoe: xax on na ntnycxnom +xsamene n rnmnasnn ntsnan nocxnmenne y npncyrcrnymmnx cnonm paccyxennem no nonoy rpaxrara Kapamsnna O nmnn x oreuecrny n napono ropocrn, n xax ncm cosnarentnym xnsnt yrnynenno paoran na coo, mnoro unran, pasmtmnxn, n xax onocentuane-axasnt paymno ncrpernnn ero n cryenuecxo ]opme. Bcnomnnn on n o opte cnoe sa nnacrt Coneron n Axasnn n na Cenepnom Kanxase, ncnomnnn n o cmentx n pemnrentntx marax cnonx, xora yyun cexperapem ueuencxoro oprmpo BKH() ntcrynnn, xpnrnxyx Crannna n orcrynnennn or nennncxo nnnnn n ncne sa +rnm nonncan na XV Cese nnar]opmy onnosnnnn, sa uro tn n uncne pyrnx ncxnmuen ns naprnn, no ncxope, noxaxnmnct, noccranonnen n pxax ee, n nor n xonne xonnon raxo xo neme npnnen ero na Vxra-Heuepy, a norom cnona cma na nepecnecrnne, c npenapnrentntm saesom n Iposnt, re no crpamntmn ntrxamn an na cex n na pyrnx noxnte noxasannx. Tax ono n ntmno. Tenept pasepnct no ncem +rom, n eme, xcrarn, n noneennn monx pyse Henn, Fopn, Cepa]nma n xent ero Hnouxn. Hy xaxym ryr moxno ntnecrn mopant? Pasne xe +ro ne uepra omecrnennoro cosnannx, xapaxrepnax nx namero npemenn? Ho nouemy rontxo nx namero npemenn? A pasne snamennrt ncxarent ncrnnt Iere, naxoxct na cnyxe y Bemapcxoro repnora, ne nonncan cmeprnt npnronop ro, ue opas namen nonnomenne n ]aycroncxo Iperxen? A exapncr Konparn Ptneen? Bet +ro on xe nncan:
nt yy n poxonoe npemx Hosopnrt rpaxannna can.?
Moxer, nmenno, no+romy, xora on nonan n xanner x Hnxonam Hannonnuy, rouno ero ocennno: ryr xe ncex ntan Hnxonam Hannonnuy n me]y xanapmon Fenxenop]y. Bor xanymrcx, uro n name npemx npexnero opoymnx n nmxx ne crano. opoymne!!! Hpocroymne!!! Bet n Fopnce Hacrepnaxe ero tno onee Hanen Iontmren 220 uem ocrarouno, xora, ynnen n rasere cnom ]amnnnm cpen nncarene, rpeonanmnx cmeprnoro npnronopa nx rponxncrcxo-yxapnncxo ant, noexan on x Crancxomy c nonpocom: uro xe +ro snaunr? Tax rt, crano trt, Fopx, npornn?.. Hnmn onponepxenne! Her, +roro on ne cenan. Hy, ouent nerxo ero onnnxrt. nnuno yexen, uro, xnnx n nperoptn rpycon n rpycnx, +ro nce ne rax npocro. Bce tno ne rax npocro, xora xonornnn menx sect no cnnne. Hy +ro nonpoc raxo ouent ennxarnt. Hy a Henx?.. A Fopx?.. A Cepa]nm?.. Toxe ne npocro. nnuno yexen, uro Henx no ncxxom cnyuae aconmrno uecrnt uenonex. Ho xnsnt pyrax, uem n crnxax n n cepne Henn, a norepxrt onepne x nmxm +ro camax crpamnax nemt. Armoc]epa snopacrna, xoropax crponrt n xnrt nomoraer +ro yxacno, +ro crpamne rmptmt. Kaprnna ecrnnrentno crpamnax. Hentsx xe xnrt npocro rax. Her raxoro nonoxennx, urot xnrt npocro rax, repxxct n ronne nononoxnonnnxon, nmxmnx nornasert n axe nounrart or cxyxn. 3ro nycroe nce. Bce xnxnxamr. H Maxxoncxn yxe antme ne cmor trt c nnmn. Hy n Meepxont ne moxer. xan ero rora y nopora rearpa, urot cxasart emy, xax on mne opor. H rora xe, na +rom copannn, ocmennncx npoxnocr Hapen onnnart ero rpxstm. H net concem tn pyro ronoc n pyroe nnno. Ho necrepnnmo xorenoct cesnrt no ero eccrtxe ]nsnonomnn. Ionopnn xe xx Mapa, uro tna npn nape raxax nosmoxnocrt, uro noneny moxno tno art no mope n sannarnrt norom sa napymenne omecrnenno rnmnnt nanart nxrt pyne. Iocnon, a ro npn nape, a ro renept! Bet xaxnm-ro yxacom nexno or ncero +roro xonnexrnna rearpa Meepxonta. ne oxnan or nnx raxo raocrn. Onn npocro-nanpocro monuann. Bor uem nce +ro xonunnoct! Touno ceuac nnxy Bcenonoa 3mnntennua n 3nnany Hnxonaenny pxom c nnm. Hyr onnoxo nocne saxptrnx rearpa nnepx no Tnepcxo, n y nee poxar ryt. H x ny n nexoropom oranennn nnnort o camoro nx oma. A norom mne xorenoct ornecrn ymy c Hene n Fopncom. H nor B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
221 ornen ymy. H net ne mornn onn nopxxom nonnnrtcx ncemy +romy. A xax xe renept? Tenept, nnnmo, naxoxrcx no pyrnm nnnxnnem. Xanxo rontxo, uro +ro mnoro cnn y menx sect ornnmaer. Ho net +ro npocro uyonnmno! Ecrt xe xaxne-ro npeent. uro onn n camom ene? Hy nomonuann t. a n ro nyume. Heyxenn nao tno noxt nonnctnart. Ouennno, nao tno. Tyr ncem nam anno cnrnan tn an uepes opas ronapnma sepxnncxoro. H +ro n ecrt camax xyntmnnannonnax rouxa nx Henn n Fopn, ne rontxo nx muouu, ooov+ieamueeo rumi, peuamue+v coe.ami oi rusui c roeo. 3ameuarentno, uro nce +ro tno na onontno ontmo rnynne saonro o noxnnennx sepxnncxoro n ero npeemnnxon. H Anema Kapamason y ocroencxoro rnxo nporonopnn, uro nao paccrpenxrt nomemnxa, sarpannnmero noponoro mantunx. Bce rax. a n ne morno npoe trt nnaue. Tax uro n mnamn nerenanr Kysnenon ycrponn y cex, ouennno, ceptesnoe nnno n cenan nepe nnmn ns menx +raxoro nsnepra, npoanmerocx uepes orna-nenosnpamenna xnoncxo pasnexe. H nor saxonunn on naxonen eno n es monx noxasann. ***
Menenno yxoxr nn. Cner ner na nope. ent o neuepa, a noutm cnt. Hentsx cxasart, uro raxoe con. Htrannct nmn oxcnnrt, no ne moryr. Mne cnnnoct Hasapencxoe, noonat n ayne Hcnmo, nonecno mocrnx uepes ropnym peuxy ns nyx ocox n nepenuartx nepnn. nnramct no +romy mocrnxy, n y menx norn poxar. He xnarano mne eme nonerert nnepx ropmamxamn c raxo ntcort. H nor yxnantno mrnonenne n npomen x na ponno nore n nopornncx omo nen n nenpenm. Onnm cnonom, nnxy n +rom cne ne nepecexammnecx nnnnn xnsnn: sa nperuu+ :mo-mo npeocmouee. Honpoym pocnrt nsrnx na npomemne ne neenn. aneua onxrt pexymne ymy xpnxn. a n y camoro, xort xpnun or onn no ncem rene. Bet nnn no rem mecram, re ocoenno ontno n ont no ce ent ne npoxonr. Hx nonaxa onontno onoopasna. Bnpouem, rnyno n neneno oxnart or nnx uero-nnyt xnrpoymnoro. 3ro nm conepmenno ne rpeyercx. Hy, xorx t nuepamnxx ounax cranxa c Kynnxontm, xoropym Kysnenon ycrponn n Hanen Iontmren 222 Fyrtpxax. Bet pat tnn mepsannt oxonart craporo uenonexa. uro tno enart emy. Bet nect nn ero tn raxo, uro npoe na ronono ero xro-ro nanxo nsmaxnnan. A x co cnoe cropont, xax yxop ero conecrn, roxe npoe nanxo tn nx nero. H nor on, nornepxax no nanopom Kysnenona nporoxon onpoca, nrxrnnan n cex nosyx, nect xpacnt or crta. a, ryr ecrt, na uem saymartcx. He poxrcx xe nmn raxnmn, xaxnmn onn nocne ntxoxr? Kora-ro +ro tnn otxnonennte pexra, xoropte erann, sapan mrannmxn. Tenept xe +ror maop, npncyrcrnonanmn na ouno cranxe, ntnyn ns xmnxa nnctmennoro crona pesnnonym nanxy, cxasan mne: Bt yxe snaere, uro raxax mryxonnna cnennantno nx raxnx xax nt nsroronnxercx. H, xoneuno, concem ne n cnny nexntx uyncrn xo mne noxenan na npomanne pyxecxn npocro: Hy, ytre sopont n cnoxono noun! To ecrt uro xe +ro raxoe? a, onontno conepmennemn cancr! Foxe mo, xax t tno xopomo, ecnn t ncero +roro ne tno! a, no nor ryr-ro n sanxrax! Inannoe, rnannoe. uro rnannoe? Mne ouent xouercx omo. H nce t ram renept tno concem, concem no-nonomy, nxnmuax npexnee, xax ponoe nenoe, no yxe es naex opornx. Bet ro, uro yxe nponsomno c roo, ne moxer orntne ne trt nnyrpn rex, n rt xax t naxny nnnmt, xax cancrt cnxr na ree n ymar rex. Ho sect, n +rom xnapare rmpemno xomnarymxn ecrt orxptrax ]pamyra n oxne n nnna pemerxa, na xoropym na mrnonenne cena nrnuxa. Ona xnnnyna ronono n mt, meurax c 3mo o nenosmoxnom, ne orptnaxct, cmorpnm na nee. A 3apema n ouent paccnanennom cocroxnnn, naxnonnnmnct x cronnxy, onycrnn ronony na pyxn. Horom n mt n cnom ouepet nocneyem ero npnmepy. B omem, mt renept mano ronopnm. Hepernxtnaxct mexy coo, mnoroe nonnmaem es cnon. Hno pas, nonoxnn cnom pyxy na mom, 3ma rnxo ronopnr o cnonx ouepxx n xene. a, a, +ro tno! V nero mnoro tno cuacrnnntx ne. Xena raxo sonoro uenonex. Ona tna nomomnnne no ncem. A yx-ro xaxo, xaxax yxonnax cnna! Ee oren tn onantntm pyccxnm renepanom, cocnanntm na Kanxas napcxnm npannrentcrnom. Bce rax, nce rax, no xya xe ona n camom ene enercx c nymx enouxamn? He mxona, ne nnonepcxn orpx, ne B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
223 xomcomon, a ona nx mart. Cnymam x 3my n ymam, uro nosmoxno y nero, xax n y menx, xax n y 3apemt n camom cxopom npemenn yer oxonuarentno ornxro nce n nnxax nentsx nam sect pyr c pyrom cnopnrt. Moxno net n es nortuex, n es noxonon. Hycxa xort sect naxonen saxxercx ]axen n yme uenonexa, nycxa xort sect! Bet cnpanennno cxasano, uro xecrox uenonex, n onn rontxo ncntrannx yxpomamr ero. 3ro xe nao nnert, xora nor monuannnt 3apema yntaercx xax t cam c coo no- ercxn xporxo yntxo nnn, xora, yrnynnmnct n cnon mtcnn, on monua ecr, a 3ma n +ro npemx ocropoxno nonocnr xo pry noxxy c cynom, crapaxct ne xnmnart ryamn. Koneuno, uenonex yunrcx o xonna cnonx ne, no xnsnt ouent uacro ncenxer cosnanne ecnomomnocrn, rax uro npnntuxa moxer npnyunrt x onesnenntm npecrannennxm o nexoroptx nemax. Hmn nperenymr na xaxym-ro onee rnyoxym nnnmocrt, a mne npocro ceuac xouercx no- nacroxmemy trt ncxpennnm. 3ror mnp ncex +rnx rpomantx ocrnxenn, n xoropom x xnn, tn nooen nony. A renept nce pacxptnoct n ryr, xoneuno, ano npospert xaxomy no- cnoemy. Ho re pyrax xnsnt, xaxax ona? Ha nopore ecmymno pacxptnmecx nepn cronr crapmnna c noxnncrtmn rnasamn. B pyxax y nero ymaxxa. On cmorpnr na menx: Coepnrect c nemamn! Honeprtnamct x 3apeme, x 3me. Inasa y nnx raxne rpycrno-nnxmymne. Hepasronopunnt 3apema n ceuac monunr, a 3ma, onnmax menx, npocnr sanomnnrt nmx xent n nyx ero ouepe: Mapnx Bnanmnponna n Mapnna, n Hnsa. Mo pyr, sanomnnre? Oxsarentno sanomnm. am nam cnono. Ftcrpo copan cnon noxnrxn, x ntxoxy n xopnop. Pasnoxmne noranxnnamr menx nnepe. Hx nnna enamrcx crpornmn. Onnm yxom mt cnycxaemcx no necrnnne na nepnt +rax. Cepne moe xonornrcx. ne xy nnuero xopomero. Onn ntnoxr menx no nop. 3ect xer yxe uepnt nopon, samacxnponannt no mamnny, n xaxnx nosxr xne. Ha nope rnxn, moposnt ent. Konnonp n Hanen Iontmren 224 enom ynenom nonymyxe nocaxnnaer menx n mamnny. Fonnr cnnna, n nneun onxr ouent. Bor saxptnn n xannxy. Bxnmamct. Cxancx nect. Font nenepoxrnax. Kax yro saxar nameprno sect. Ho nao nporepnert. A naart yxom +ro nn x uemy! Ho ont oxonr npxmo o camoro cepna, xora mamnna nanpaer cxopocrt no yntxno mocrono oxpannntx ynnn. Heyono n ouent ontno n +rom xpomeunom uertpexyrontnnxe. npxmo ne mory rax repnert. Heyxenn onn menx nesyr n Cyxanono? Ho ceuac nce panno, nnmt t xya-nnyt npnnesnn cxope. Crpamnonaro, xoneuno, ecnn n Cyxanono! Tam yxe xonen ncemy. Ecnn rontxo xnarnr cnnt, nao yer repnert o xonna. B npornnnom xe cnyuae nonnax xaracrpo]a nx ncex monx pontx. Ho xax t ro nn tno, nao repnert o xonna. Crpamno ouent: nor ryr pxom co mno xnnnr xnsnt, mym ynnnt, nmn, raxne xax n x, maramr, x ronne npnreprte, n n camoe +ro npemx x, saxart n +ro xannxe rmpemno mamnnt, nnrammecx n nensnecrnom mne nanpannennn. Bor eem, nnnmo, no nenrpantntm ynnnam. Ho xya eem? Her cmtcna nomart ronony. uepes nexoropoe npemx nce yer xcno. Tenept yxe ronuxn ne cnnmxom pesxne. Ocraercx xart repnennno, xora moxno yer pasornyrtcx n ntnpxmnrtcx. Herxo cxasart: ntnpxmnrtcx. Bor xaunynact mamnna n nonopaunnaer. Cron. Onxrt rponynact. Hoesxaem xya-ro. Kaunynact n ocena. uym ey: nnnmo Cyxanono. Bor saronopnnn. nept sacxpnnena. Btxon! Btxoxy. 3axmypnncx or cnera. Foxe mo, a +ro xe Fyrtpxn! Foxe mo, axe cnesa noxarnnact no mexe! Hy, cnana Fory! Kax n om pono! Ipex ronony nemart! Ha nope npexpacnt xcnt ent. 3ameuarentnt ntancx ent! Mopos. Bce cnepxaer entmn ncxpamn. Ho-ocoennomy cnexo n moposno. H x yxe ne yy ymart, xax +ro nce yer co mnom antme. Bor xax pas noxonr pasnoxmn n npnnnmaer menx or xonnonpon n entx nonymyxax. V camoro nxoa cronr nce ror xe ceoyct nasnparent n, npoxox mnmo, x, xax mne xaxercx, onxrt nnxy couyncrnne n crapuecxom nnne rmpemnoro crapoxnnt. B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
225 Font n rene noyrnxna, n crano xax-ro nerue n nnxennn n cnoxone na yme. Pasnoxmn xpyrnyn ronono n, cxnarnn menx no pyxy, samaran n nory co mno. Hpomnn uepes npocropnt necrnmnt, nmenyemt noxsanom, n nor onxrt x n yxe snaxomo mne xnaparno xomnarymxe, onnnonanno cnne rnasnponanno nnnrxo, re cronr cronnx n rayperxa. Bor n sannxxa n nepn menxnyna, nept ornopnnact, n roponnnno nxonr nce ror xe manentxn mpxn uenonex rpemx rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax. H nor on crannr na cronnx uepnnntnnny, pacxptnaer roncrym rmpemnym xnnry n onxrt npocnr nasnart ]amnnnm, nmx, oruecrno, mecro n ro poxennx. Hpnmypnnaer on rnasa, npnnonnmaer ronony n ronopnr xoporxo: Pasenarect! Pasenamct, a on cmorpnr na arponemmee moe reno, no xoropomy no ncm mout rynxn n He]oprono roncrt xonen nnoe cnnro nepenxn. Manentxn mpxn uenonex c rpemx rpeyrontnnxamn n namnnxax nnnyn ronono, n rnasa ero nouemy-ro yrxnynnct n non. Oenarect! ntronapnnaer on, ne nonnmax rnas, ryr xe ornopaunnaercx n menenno yxonr. Bxonr pasnoxmn. enonnro ornxen menx, nennr xnne conpartcx. Xnne ne mory, rax xax ont no ncem rene. Pasnoxmn saapaannn nantnamn no pemenno npxxxe. Xnne conparect! Harxrnnam na cex nantro, epy n pyxn cnon noxnrxn n nanpannxmct x nepn. On cnona eper menx no pyxy, n mt maraem c nnm n nory ynnnrentno crpanno noxoxo. Bor mt cnycxaemcx nnns n annoe nomemenne. nxoxy n xanny. Hoxnmam nneuamn. Hpexe uem nonacrt n xamepy nao nporn n anm. Ho +ro yxe neneno, net rpertero nx n He]oprono tn annt ent. Crannm na nny maxy c noo: nycxa ymamr, uro x ntnonnnn npeycmorpennym npannnamn nponeypy. nept orxptnaercx. Ha nopore pasnoxmn. Monua xnnam emy ronono n ntxoxy. On cnona eper menx no pyxy, n mt uyrt nn ne onnm maxom nseraem na rpern +rax. Hcxoca nornxtnam na nero. V menx ont no ncem rene, no na yme ne rax rpenoxno. Bosnparnnmnct n Fyrtpxn ns He]oprono, re ceut nme paspemaercx, moxno Hanen Iontmren 226 nouyncrnonart pasnnny mexy rem, uro ram n sect. 3ro nosnpamenne osnauaer ouent mnoroe n rom nonom nonoxennn, xoropoe yxe anexo ne nonoe. Hy no xopnopy n ne repxm naexy eme pas ynnert oxropa omte. cxyuam no nemy. Moxer trt, on eme n nxrtecxr uernepro xamepe n tno t xopomo nonacrt rya. Mt npoxonm mnmo nepe, nomeuenntx pasntmn nomepamn. Ho +ro pyro xopnop. 3ect ner nxrtecxr uernepro xamept. Pasnoxmn xpyro ocaxnnaer n xopnopnt yxe rpemnr samxom: 3axon! Bxoxy n xamepy n soponamct npxmo or nopora: Mnp uecrno xomnannn! opo noxanonart! Fessnyuno cmeercx opoart uenonex, noxastnax ente syt: Toxe ns He]oprono? a, x ns He]oprono! Bce mt sect ns He]oprono! Cnpana n cnena xnnamr mne nmn. uro +ro? Kamepa ne noxoxa na re, n xoroptx x tn sect. Her yxe ro crpamno recnort, n nmecre epenxnntx mnron nporxnyrt or cren rpyxn, na xoroptx mnrt +rn nexann. A na rpyxn narxnyrt uexnt n noxoxe +ro na xoxn n xypnxe craporo xopanx. H nme sect nemnoro ncero cemnanart uenonex. H nce ceuac cmemrcx. H nor +ror opoart uenonex roxe cmeercx: Eme namero nonxy npntno! Oxpyxamr menx opoymntm cmexom n npnrnamamr pacnonarartcx na cnoono xoxe y camoro oxna. Caxyct na xoxy, sacrnannym oexnom ns apmecxo mnnenn. Xouy ntannrt na cnoem nnne yntxy, no ne mory. Bor nmn paccnpamnnamr, n nonnyxct, n cmexct ononpemenno, a mne nocne ncero nepexnroro xax-ro ne no cee, n eme xouercx cnart. Ouent cnart xouercx. Cnono sa cnono n yxe rnasa cnnnamrcx n raxr ncex +rnx cnon. *** uero nt ymn pasnecnnn? Tt o uem? Boome! B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
227 Bor nmenno: noome! Boome x npnntx n x +ro xamepe. 3a ncex ne mory ronopnrt n raxom nonoxennn, xoropoe yxe anexo ne nonoe: noxpt, exapt npotn n nxrtecxr uernepro xamepe, norom xnnapt +roro roa n He]oprono n nor yxe nxrt mecxn sect. Hao xart! Kya enemtcx? C noemom ncraemt, nonyuaemt naxy xnea, caxap, xnnxrox, norom xypnmt, o rom n o cem pasronapnnaemt, ntxonmt na nonuaca na nporynount nop, cnona ronxyemt o rom n o cem n oxnannn nenno anant, norom ]anrasnpyemt na cnom nnunym remy, ntmarnnax or crona o nepn n oparno nnnort o neuepnero uepnaxa xamn, a ro sanxxemt c xnnro o camoro orox. H npnxonr nce npemx na namxrt oxrop omte. On uro?.. On xax? On npocro myxecrnennt, mypt uenonex. On xax t xnsnn ne onrcx n uyncrnyer ornercrnennocrt sa cnoe nponcxoxenne. H on xax t cunraer, uro xnsnt nepe namn nennxom pacxptra. H rouno! Bor cronr ceuac y crona opoart Hyunn ns Inanxa xoxenenno npomtmnennocrn n, cnymax, uro emy ronopnr Hnxonaen, ns Hepno Konno apmnn, xnonaer rnasamn, mano uro, xax n Hnxonaen nonnmax. Hocne nx pasronopon n paccxason xaxax-ro mpaunax menanxonnx nacrynaer. H uro nopasnrentno: orxya y nnx +ra nmnyntcnnnocrt, orxya +ra nsnauantnax snoa, orxya n raxom nonoxennn raxax unannnnocrt, raxoe xenanne noxasart cnom xpnrnxy? uro-ro ecrt no ncem +rom neunoe n nocroxnnoe, axe nonpexn +romy mecry. Ecnn ne cocroxncx uenonex, ro nnxaxoe mecro ne nomoxer. Hmontrno, a xax n ornomennn nenoro napoa? Ecnn ne cocroxncx, ro roxe, ouennno, nnxaxoe mecro ne nomoxer. O, x yxe concem ne ror, n npn naponom nnxonannn mory renept trt n rpaype. Bcera ecrt nnunt ]axr, a, no xax onpanart cno nnunt ]axr n +rom noxonennn, n +rom napoe? t mor n ceuac cxasart xax Fopnc Hacrepnax n cnoe Oxpanno rpamore: Koeoa re +ue npeo.aea.u paccrasami :mo-uuovoi o ceoe, saeoeapuea. o Maroecro+. B omo+ ue oi.o ouuoru. B eeo ooeomeopu.. B o.uemeop. e u+ ceo ovxoeui eopusoum. H n Meepxonte raxxe x onnnernopxn cno yxonnt ropnsonr. Hanen Iontmren 228 a, no ceuac ne n +rom eno. Kax-ro nnaxart xouercx, noromy uro raxo ]nnan nnuem ne yer onpanan. On moxer trt onpanan rontxo uem-ro ntcmnm, n cymnocrn, nnonne nsnauantntm. Hy, nor rax n npnnnmam +ro nonoe xax nsnauantnoe, xax ncntranne, xax ocrpne c nymx xonnamn. Tyr ecrt momenr npnemnemo xecroxocrn ncntrart uenonexa. H nor naunnaercx nepno spenocrn: nno ntcronmt, nno cornemtcx. Cotrnx moxno nanmart n cnepxy, n cnnsy n ns +ro rmpemno xamept n ]oxyce rmpemnoro oexrnna. a, nor xora nosnnn menx orcma na ounym cranxy na Hyxnxy, +ro xe ne npocro tn pasronop c nyx yrnon. Cnx n rom xannere, x yman o neecrecrnennocrn nce ocranonxn. 3ro raxoe noncemecrnoe naenne, antme xoroporo n nrn nexya. Kro n +rom nnnonar conercxax nnacrt, Crannn nnn camn nmn? a net +ro xaxoe-ro crpamnoe nrpannme neneomtx cnn! Ha nnane ntcmne unnt c pomamn cmorpenn cxyuamme. ymam, uro co cropont ]axrnuecxo onn no ncem pasnpamrcx ncecroponne. Heyxenn xe x ntsnan tn nx mexorannx nx nmontrcrna? a n nenmontrno, a ouent axe otenno nce +ro nx nnx. uro-ro sacrtnmee n axe n rom c nymx pomamn, y xoroporo cenna n menenmpe nonecxnnana. nouemy-ro ymam, uro on c rouxn spennx rexymero momenra neocrarouno non n y nero ecrt nce manct n xonne xonnon roxe nonacrt cma. Ha xnnym xnsnt y mnornx nme peaxnnx norepxna, a y nero eme ne concem. C xaxnm npespennem cmorpen on na Fopnca, xora ror nornepxan cnon noxasannx, sanncannte pyxo mnamero nerenanra Kysnenona. a, +ro ounax cranxa aer orart marepnan nx pasmtmnennx. Ftno no ncem +rom uro- ro yxe ncntrannoe. Bet x snan yxe Fopnca, c ero ymennem unrart crnxn no xonrona, c ero epenxnntm cxontxennem no ncemy, uepes nce, oxasancx cnepxopnnapntm. Hpo raxnx ronopxr: Hoxnte cnnerenn y cnonx xe nannmarene n npespennn. Moxer trt emy xouercx cxopee ntrn n nmn? A mt net ronopnnn c nnm o poxennn nonoro mnpa! H no nce +ro eccmtcnnne rpomxnx cnon roxe, ouennno, tna neuart nomnocrn. 3ro xe nentsx tno rax! A uro nx nero?.. Xonrt rpenartcx! onycrnm crnxn, onycrnm rearp Meepxonta, no sauem xe tno rax eccrtno npart? H B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
229 renept no nonoy +roro crtxmerocx cex pycoro xannrana rocesonacnocrn n porontx ouxax. Bet on nen ounym cranxy, rouno sacrxct pyxo. Hstcxanno tn nexnnn. Ho nce xe x ymam, uro cnnmxom npnntx x cnoe ponn. 3ro tna mnnentxax xaprnnxa, xora on npeynpenn, urot x ne cmorpen n rnasa Fopncy. He cmorpen n rnasa!? Mex rem, ounax cranxa or cnona oun. Fnaroapm nac, no sect ne ]nnonornuecxn ]axyntrer. a, conepmenno xcno, uro ne ]nnonornuecxn ]axyntrer, n x ne npo cnonecnym cropony yman, noromy uro rpycrt n rocxa momenr nepeeann nacxnost moe cepne, xora ocoenno cnexentrnxenmero c nonn Fopnca x npocnn ne nponsnocnrt raxne nemn, xoropte on or menx ne cntman. Heyxenn rt ne nonnmaemt, uro menx oxnaer? Bcnomnn! Bcnomnn! Her, on ne ncnomnnn. a n xannran npyr nepemen na concem pyro ron. ne snam, xax +ro moxer trt, no ryr ouent cnoxnax mryxa. Bet tno xe y nac naxennoe cocroxnne paocrn orxptrnx xaxoro-ro nonoro mnpa. A mt c nnm renept ronxnn ronuem no sapanee nororonnenno naprnrype. H on n ro crann, xora ronopnrt c nnm n npxmom cmtcne ne tno nnxaxo nosmoxnocrn. H moxer on nennxercx sa aconmr roro mnpa, n xoropom on xnner. 3ro npannntno. On onrcx norepxrt cnom ncrnny, on onrcx norepxrt, uro n nem ecrt. A nepern na ecrnnrentnocrt, na uenoneuecxne nsanmoornomennx on yxe ne moxer. Tyr uro xornre, enare ne moxer. Orpannuennte pecypct n +ro onacrn. H ronoc +ror no xonrona tn yxacen, n +ra xanxax ycmemxa ns-no onymenntx rnas. Vxac +ro cnryannn, uro x npocro uenonexa snam, n nao tno emy n +ror om nxonrt c nontm xstxom. Kaxoe-ro nepnnoe, xyrxoe cocroxnne, xaxo-ro mpax. Ecrt, xoneuno, uenonex, y xoroporo ontmo cnexrp nnuntx npnnxsannocre n couyncrnnx, ecrt macca nennxnx nmen, no camoe crpamnoe, uro no ncex noxonennxx saryneno renept onepne nme pyr x pyry. Her nnxaxo xax t neoxonmocrn nrn na cnnxenne. Tonna rnynax, ronna rontxo n xnner crantm uyncrnom. Cxaxer on: V n nce ryxr. B mnpe npoe nnuero ne menxercx. A ryr n xamepe xax t pyrax mryxa. Onn ronopnr, uro on nce-raxn naeercx, uro ne oer o mnpono penonmnnn, a pyro, reopernx Hanen Iontmren 230 ontmoro macmraa, xonr no xamepe nocryntm repox n pa ouent, uro nayunncx enart ns maprapnna xpem. Heantno, xax n canaropnn, nennxonenno cex uyncrnyer, nnxora rax npexpacno ne uyncrnonan, ne ro, uro onrcx mnpono penonmnnn, a naoopor. Fyem naexrtcx, uro yer xopomo, ronopnr on. Cnm mnnyry. x nocrannm xpyxxy, n ceuac c namn yy ronopnrt. 3ro moxno tno npennert. Oxastnaercx, nao, oporo ronapnm, ouent npnsaymartcx na +rnm. Hnuero ne cntmann npo Bocemnanart ces? A npo ntcrynnenne Xanona cntmann? A sauem mne +ro? To ecrt xax +ro sauem? uyax, a net mt n He]oprono rax nerxo orenannct ns-sa +rnx nepemen. Hy, nt npocro ne nonnmaere, uro x uemy. a, +ro xoxma, n xoropo ecrt onx npant. Hoxany, on npan. uenonex, xoropt npamaercx n xpemnencxnx xpyrax, onxen snart, uro x uemy. Hecomnenno, onaxo, uro onxrt uro-ro nonentxoe roronnrcx. Tyr neontmo ]axrnx npocounncx, uro npoe c Inrnepom pyxa sarenaercx. 3ro nnonne moxer nponsorn n nrore. Hy, nocmorpnm. *** Tponynnct. 3ro xax t x ceuac orenxmct or nenoro xycxa xnsnn, xauyct n neneomoe. Tocxa cxnmaer cepne. Ho y menx +ro npoer. H nce npoer. Bor nyxnt tnn rennte nemn, n mama, nonyunn o]nnnantnym orxptrxy, nepeana nx nepe ornpanxo. Ionopxr nmn, uro omee camouyncrnne sanncnr or xnnora. Mne +ro xaxercx cmexornopntm. uro-ro tno n uro-ro ecrt raxoe, no no-pyromy Hpnxrno nor ntrxnyrt norn, naxptrtcx myo, nexart n ymart. Bonnymr +rn naponosnte ryxn n n +ror cryx xonec, n mnoroe raxoe, uero ne ynnnmt rnasamn. A nnnsy, noo mno, na nnxne nonxe Hntx Hannonnu Knr- Borenxo c Fonornntm o uem-ro rnxo ronxymr. Tonxy ne ronxy nce ono. Ho net nnre nmn ne cmornn t, cnx nce npemx nmecre, ne cxasart pyr pyry nn cnona. A nm, nnnmo, yanoct narn nnoonocnym nouny nx pasronopa, noromy uro onn nnenn mnoroe. Hntx Hannonnu tn nauantnnxom mraa Axaemnn upynse, a Fonornn B Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax 1939 roa
231 nauantnnxom 3ananoro orena Pasneynpa PKKA. Tax uro ncx pea.iuocmi tna n nx pyxax. 3ro roxe ne npocro. Ho cnoxnocrt nyxno nonxrt. 3ro nonpoc onepnx. Hntx Hannonnu, noxany, enncrnennt ryr n narone uenonex, c xoroptm moxno ronopnrt. Kaxo nsop mne nes rora n ronony, xora ntsnann ns xamept c nemamn n nomecrnnn nmecre c nnm. Ho net x ne snan, uro yxe ]opmnpyercx +ran nepe ornpanxo n narept. Hy, nor renept na nepxne nonxe x mory uepes sapemeruaroe oxomxo nrnxtnartcx n +rn renerpa]nte cront, n +rn mentxammne nonycranxn. Foxe mo! Tocxa n ont. H cnona yxe cner n noxpe. nn cnarannct n mecxnt n o ceronxmnero nx ponno ro. Kcrarn: cnnanne c mamo tno nanart nxroro noxpx n roonmnny moero apecra. Hy, ne concem n roonmnny. Ha nanart ne nosxe. A nocranonnenne Ocooro Conemannx or enxrnanaroro noxpx. a, npannntno, or enxrnanaroro noxpx. , onxno trt, sopono nsmennncx, nn y menx, nanepnoe, tn nexasncrt. 3ro ocoenno tno samerno no mame, xora ona na menx rnxena n nnuero ne morna ntronopnrt or cnes. H nneun y nee tnn onyment. axe crpamno ncnomnnrt. Taxax mnnax n ponax, pxom c +rnmn npnxanmnmncx x cerxe nmtmn. , noome, repxmct n ronne, a ryr ocoenno xax-ro rpyno tno uro-nno cxasart. Tax n ne cxasan ro, uro nyxno. Hy, uro xe renept enart? Knr-Borenxo cunraer, uro nentsx xart nyumero. On uenonex noennoro ncxyccrna. Tyr ree n nponema rexnnuecxoro nepenoopyxennx apmnn, n +]]exr ncrpeunoro ox, n annannx c ontmnm panycom ecrnnx, n reopnx Hmenop]a, n Bnn]en, n Cneunn. A renept nor, noxanycra, ... Kynnx aprnnnepne xomanyer. On y menx n axaemnn yunncx. Honnoe nnuroxecrno. A Mnxanna Hnxonaennua Tyxauencxoro cnncann n pacxo. On xax uenonex neotxnonennt, oaxrentnt tn uenonex. xax- ro nne cnyxt eceonan c nnm. On mne rora reopnm Fepxena o none nsnoxnn. Ouent npannntnax ram mtcnt, uro nona nennxax npoxnnrentnnna. B ne npoennpyercx na nnocxocrn ro, uro nponcxonr n rnynne. nx Hntn Hannonnua paccrpen Tyxauencxoro nenax rparenx. Bce cmtro n nnuero ne ocranoct, ner nnuero. H nor Hanen Iontmren 232 ryr pasneprtnaercx ynnnrentnax xaprnna cya, na xoropom Hntx Hannonnu npncyrcrnonan n uncne pyrnx noenauantnnxon. H nce onn renept oxasannct sect. Hnxaxoro, nonxrno, cya ne tno. Topxecrnonan nponsnon. Ho tnn n sane nmn. H nor noccran Tyxauencxn co nce cnno cnoero yma n peun npornn +ro xomenn. Honyuaercx oxastnaercx neuro neoxnannoe. Cnonom ne cannct. Bor, re uenonex nonxn, uro onxno enart n uero nnxora, nn npn xaxnx ycnonnxx enart ne onxno. Bce +ro ouent naxno. Hponecyrcx rot, n moxer trt nnxro rax n ne ysnaer +rnx nocnennx cnon Tyxauencxoro. Btpynrt t re-nnyt na cxane ontmnmn rnasacrtmn yxnamn +rn cnona: Tar :mo eparoaue cvoiu, u ei V.ipux, u ei Lanouuuroe, u ei B.mxep, u ei Bvouui, xo:v, :mooi ei sua.u, :mo u ei, u +i soeci ua cra+ie noocvou+ix rpveo+ euuoeami. C+ompemi ua ec omo u +o.:ami npecmvn.euue. A +i ece omu eooi c+ompe.u u +o.:a.u. H sa omo uac u eac ecex uaoo paccmpe.mi. Crannn, ouennno, npnnxn necrt ry, pemnn rax n cenart ncex paccrpenxrt, sa ncxnmuennem camtx ecconecrntx. Bor ryr x n noxoxy x camomy, moxer trt, rnannomy: xax xe epxart no nnacrn cepne cnoe? Vanoct mne spantm yrn ns He]oprono. A antme xax xe? Honxr uenonexa na crpaxe. A uro ecrt crpax? Bet xora crapnx Kynnxon, narxnynmnct na menx n nepectnxe, ynan na xonenn, ro sacxpena xe n moem cepne raxax xanocrt x nemy, uro onxn x ero n ycann xe pxom c coo. Mne t ryr noxypaxnrtcx na nnm, ncrart n nosy cytn. Ocaranenn nmn pyr na pyra, nor uro! A net n rnasax-ro crapnxa tn crpax, xoropt osnauaer conecrt. A ram n +ror crpax ntpnan y mnornx. Beam nor n x crpax, no ne omep xe x, a sacmexncx, xora oxnnnn mne o nnmennn cnoot cpoxom na nxrt ner.
233 17 ne1 n narepnx ansnn n cuep1n Hepvca.u+, 1982 Ha+mu +a+i, Posa.uu Hae.oeui vuaeecro, romopa roa.a +eu 17 .em ue +oe npeocmaeumi ceoe, :mo oo ueeepomuoeo ve.vo.uui ese.o ua rusui uauux +vopeoe npuoopemm e +o+ cepoe ua omo :voecuo 3e+.e marvm uenooeou+vm cu.v. Kar vcnoroume.iuo cosuaeami, :mo ue+a.a :acmi omrpieuec oecmeume.iuocmu nov.ee.aci e norauuu. Ho +v:ume.iua .ori npou.o rusuu e mo cmpaue ueomcmvnuo cuumc +ue rarovm uo:i. Hu:eeo ue c+ecmu.oci, u eurv ueco+ueuuvm noxorecmi c me+, :mo ru.o eo +ue u :mo eisieaem e na+mu mo epe+, roeoa ma+ ece .mou ue c+e.u u c.oea ei+o.eumi. Hexnmt ceuac na cnnne, ne cnnrcx, a norom sactnaemt, n cnxrcx crpamnte cnt. Ecnn ncxnmunrt noponocrn n concem pyro cocran ecrnymmnx nnn, ro ner naonocrn n eccnxsntx pasymtxx o uem-ro neonpeenennom. Hpnxart x ntcoxomy epery xnsnn, uyncrnyemt ony ecxrym cmeprn n ony ecxrym npopouecrna. Ho uro xe n pesyntrare nonyuaercx n xaxoe +ro nmeer ornomenne x moemy napoy, Hspannm n noome x nmxm? Mue rasa.oci, :mo uanuca. oee uvruie ruueu o +o+ npeoieauuu e Bvmipcro u Heqopmoecro mmpi+ax mex +ocroecrux oaeuux .em, u +orem omu+ u c.eooea.o rou:umi. Ho eom ua paccmouuu epe+euu ecmam npeoo +uo ue:mo mauucmeeuuoe, euvuamuee, :mo raroi qarm oo.reu oimi ceu e eeo np+o+ sua:euuu. B :vecmevm e e.vouue ovuu c+ic., rasa.oci oi, ueeiuocu+ix vc.oeu npeooo.uuo oesoui, nomo+v :mo ua ec e +upe c+ompm menepi e.asa+u eepi e Toeo, u+ Komopoeo o.aeoc.oeeuuo. B voerou, :mo peuu.c ua :mo-mo coeepueuuo ueocnopu+oe, rue mo.iro me+, :mooi ucno.uumi Eeo eo.m. Hanen Iontmren 234 Ecmi pasuie uapooi, pasuie eopooa, u ecmi Hspau.i. H mo, :mo ou ecmi, oceeuaem ec npoucxooueuee u npoucxoouee coece+ uui+ ceemo+.
.Crannnx Hxnom. Tam tn +naxonynxr Kapronontnara. Hauano exapx rtcxua enxrtcor rpnnart enxroro roa no nonomy crnnm. Coxpannnact namxrt o rom, uro n Apxanrentcxo onacrn nacrynnna n ro npemx xononax snma. Btcannn ns narona ocyxenntx Ocotm conemannem, a noes nnnyncx antme no nanpannennm x Apxanrentcxy. Croxn npornn nac nonncrnenno ntnpxmnennt nauantnnx yuerno-pacnpeennrentnoro orena Kapronontnara nartm Pnrep. Horom, yxe y nopor +naxonynxra, pasnepnynact nponepxa na uac. Hponycxax n nopora, ntstnann xaxoro no rmpemnomy ]opmynxpy. uro y menx tno n ronone n rom nonom cocroxnnn ne nomnm. Homnm, uro santnann coaxn, ntn nerep, nponnstnan xono nocne roa, nponeennoro n ymntx rmpemntx xamepax. Tpyno net eme npecrannrt cee, x uemy nce nnsnnoct. Xort n tnn na mne snmnee nantro c mexontm nopornnxom, mexonax manxa n nonentxne uepnte nanenxn ns mamnno nemeno nepeaun, nnxopanno ouent, omyman n cee uro-ro xpane ecnomomnoe. H nor npecrannnnct spennm moemy npnsemncrte apaxn c manentxnmn sannenentmn oxonnamn. Hame neontmo rpynne, npntnme ns Fyrtpcxo nepectnxn, neneno tno marart c nemamn n pyro xonen sont, n +rannt apax. Tontxo nomnn n apax, c nepxnnx nap napent, ynnnxxct co sno ycmemxo: Orxya raxne, orxya nenerxax npnnecna? 3roro napnx moxno tno nonxrt: nnxenep uennn n uepno xapaxyneno manxe, c namoranntm na mem map]om, nonxn ronony, paccexnno nsrnxnyn na nonpomanmero; tnmn nauantnnx 3ananoro orena pasnetnarentnoro ynpannennx Paoue-xpecrtxncxo Kpacno Apmnn, xomannp xopnyca Fonornn, n xomcocrancxo mye n nanaxe, npncnonnncx co cnoe nemeno cymxo x napam, a tnmn nauantnnx mraa Axaemnn nmenn upynse Hntx Hannonnu 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
235 Knr-Borenxo, rnxx ns-no nencne, n emncesonnom xoxanom nantro, sacrtn nenonnxno nnno ero samepno n neoymennn; nenponnnaemt Bnxrop Manaen, ctn mnnncrpa Manaena ns antnenocrounoro npannrentcrna uaxoncxoro npemen rpaxancxo nont, norpyxen tn n cnon ymt. Bcx +ra rpynna, ouennno, noxasanact napnm c nepxnnx nap necxontxo cmemno, n on ne mor +rnmn cnexentxnmn c +rana nmtmn onontno nanmontrcrnonartcx. Eme onn onrarent apaxa pxonart napent c opynenntmn na npano pyxe nantnamn, rycro cnnmnyn npn nne nac, ntmarnnan mexy nap no nnnno opoxxe, xax sanoenarent mnpa. Tya-cma rnxen, sarxrnnax no ncm rnorxy c narno nnronanne:
Tyun na ropoom ncrann, B nosyxe naxner rposo, 3a anexo, sa Hapncxo sacrano Hapent ner monoo.
B +ro nono nx nac ocranonxe mt eme ne mornn ocosnart, uro x uemy. Hpncenn y nnnnoro nexpamenoro crona, ocrannn cnon nemn na napax. ouent ycran. Mne xorenoct ecrt n nnrt, uro corpertcx. Moxer trt, npornct no sone? Vx nanepnoe, cymecrnyer uro-nnyt npoe naptxa. Hao norn pastcxart. Btmen ns +rannoro apaxa, n nor, noxanycra, oxono cronono napex. Honxncx no cxpnnyue epenxnno necenxe. 3a npnnanxom npoanen c nepnntm n ceptesntm nnnom. Honxn ponn, noapaannn nantnamn: Bnxy, uro nt an. Orxya? Hs Mocxnt, ns Fyrtpcxo rmptmt. A x ns Iomenx. onro croxn on y npnnanxa, nepenpax nantnamn, a norom roponnnno nactnan mne n xynex npomoxmn caxapnt necox n n npnauy x nemy rpamm no uertpecra xon]er n npxnnxon. Pasymeercx, noxynarene n naptxe ne tno: nonxn nycronann, ecnn ne cunrart semnxnnunoro mtna n nnnrox ]pyxronoro uax. 3axonno nn ornemnnan mne ns-no npnnanxa e]nnnrnte npoyxrt enpe ns Iomenx, x ne n cnnax tn Hanen Iontmren 236 cynrt, no npnnxn +ro xax ecrecrnennt noptn npnrn na nomomt cnoemy pary-enpem. Hepe ornpanxo ns Fyrtpcxo rmptmt ntann ns mamnntx enexntx nepeau nxrtecxr pyne, n x xoren pacnnarnrtcx c monm naroerenem, no on cmymenno orxasancx, orronapnnaxct, uro nce +ro ns cnen]ona nx nontnonaemntx, a ne sa cuer saxnmuenntx. Bepnyncx n +rannt apax, nocroxn y nopora n nanpannncx x crony. Vntnyncx noeno: Concem ne yman nce +ro pasotrt! uyncrnonan, uro neontmoe uncno onrarene apaxa onxno trt pannomepno onacxano, n no+romy npnrnacnn x crony n xyntrxnnoro napnx c anexo Hepnno sacrant, n napnx c nepxnnx nap net onn rax nnn nnaue, xax n mt c name 58-o nonnrnuecxo crarte yrononnoro xoexca, onxent ecrnnrentnocrtm narepnoro saxnmuennx. H eme x npnrnacnn x crony pasennrt namy rpanesy uenonexa ne concem craporo, c nny ner nxrnecxrn, onnxa ouent npnxrnoro. Ho n +ro npemx ecmymno orxptnact nxonax nept, n n apax marnyn mnpoxonneun xpacnnt monoo uenonex n emncesonnom xacroponom nantro. n ero npnrnacnn x crony. A-a! opoymno ncxpnuan on, opamaxct x xyntrxnnomy n x napnm c nepxnnx nap. Vx ouent narnxno pacnosnan on n nnx cnonx nme, saronopnn na nenonxrnom rora mne xaprone, xoropt nastnancx ]ene y narntx. Cnoot ne nnart! cxasan xyntrxnnt, noxastnax na menx. Fannnnt pasennn saxonno na ncex, n narype uenonex! Onn eme o uem-ro noronxonann no qeue, noxa ne sacxounno n apax mnoxecrno rocre, npntnmnx, xax crano nam nosxe nsnecrno, ontmnm +ranom ns Hyrnara (crponrentcrno nroporo Kponmrara). Bpoe c nenn copnanmnecx, sanonnnnn onn n mnr nce nepxnne n nnxnne napt, n nomna norexa. 3amentxan, saxpyxnncx narno mnp. Cmex, rycro mar, crpamnt rnanr, nnsr. Ie Anemxa Kapsyt? Anemxa, a ny, cana! H nomen Anemxa Kapsyt nocpen apaxa ueuerxy ornnart. Tam n cxm, nanepxy n nnnsy, yxe xarann n xaprt. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
237 Mex rem na nepxnnx napax noccean, noopan no cex norn, rnanapt ant, xoroporo nce snann Konmnpa. Kpacanen n emncesonnom xacroponom nantro, ouennno, roxe tn onnm ns rnanape n narnom mnpe. On noomen x nam: Vmartnarect orcma nrnxapx no onomy, noxa ne nosno. nomout nnuem ne cmory. 3a qpaepoe v uac ue.is +asv oeprami. Mt no onomy, ouxom, urot nac nnxro ne samernn, crann ntnpartcx co cnonmn nementmn cymxamn ns apaxa. opancx n x nourn o ntxoa, no ram narxnyncx, no necuacrtm, na xaxoro-ro narapx, cxnarnnmero menx sa pyxy. Vronapnnan ornycrnrt, a on eme cnntne cxan mom pyxy. Tora x nanpxr nce cnnt n ntpnancx or nero. Hocpen sont oxnannct Knr-Borenxo, Fonornn n Manaen. Hy, xro eme y nac ram? cnpamnnan monoo uenonex n nonentxo crerano xyprxe n apamxono manxe naexpent. Eme nnxenep uennn. Ouennno, monoo uenonex n apamxono manxe nopouan n sone ncemn enamn. 3ro napxunx, mennyn mne Fonornn. uepes xaxnx-nnyt necxontxo mnnyr noxnnncx n uennn. Bect ncxnoxouennt, n pnano renorpexe n pnano ymanxe nmecro xapaxyneno manxn openonmnnonnoro opasna. Honean menorom, uro nce y nero oropann narapn n axe xoponxy sonorym ntpnann nso pra. Kya t +ro nac renept npncrponrt nonyume? cnpocnn napxunx n nporonopnn uerxo: onro sect ne npoyere. anare-xa n paoun apax! Ho sone mnn tcrpo, ne ornxtnaxct, c naexo na samnry napxunxa, ntpyunnmero ns et. Box n paoun apax, mt crann y nopora, pasrnxtnax cnoe nonoe xnnte. 3ect tno renno n uncro, n axe xaxoe-ro noone ymra: na napax nocrentnte npnnanexnocrn, rymouxn mexy nap, n noome no ncem omymanact ne rmpemnax ornocnrentnax ycrpoennocrt xnsnn. Hanen Iontmren 238 Hpncnonxct x napam, cnoxnn pyxn na xnnore, cmorpen ncntrymme na nac ocanncrt noxnno uenonex; rycrte ponn cnnnynnct, opoxa nonarouxo enana ero noxoxnm na macrepa xncrn crapo ronnancxo mxont, saxanennoro onro nrno sa ncrnny. Tax uro xe nt cxaxere, 3ennr Inpmennu? Ecrt, re pasmecrnrt nme? cnpocnn napxunx. Hy, pasymeercx, no es ocotx yocrn. Bor sect moxno, saornnno ornxtnax cnoonte napt, cxasan 3ennr Inpmennu. H rax xopomo ntxonna y nero +ra saora xosxcxax. Ornxnynmnct na nac, on nomonuan mnnyry, norom saymunno nporonopnn: 3nepn necnte xnnyr na cno na, a naro uenonexy xnrt n xopomem omecrne. Pacnonararect nor sect n monnrect Fory, uro ns snepnnoro norona xnntmn ntpannct. Hy, npoxonre, npoxonre xe. A nt yxe nce snaere? Vnnnncx Fonornn. Bce snam, ne ntxox ns +roro nomemennx, re nmem uecrt trt nenantntm. Bor Hena npeynpenn menx, cxasan 3ennr Inpmennu, noxastnax na napxunxa, xoropt ntxonn ns apaxa. Mt monua cmorpenn na 3ennra Inpmxennua, pacrepxnnte, eme ne ocnonnmnecx c narepntmn nopxxamn, nsnonnonannte n nosyxennte. On nac pasmecrnn na cnoontx napax. nonxncx, nocroxn nocpen apaxa. Cnona nomen napxunx Hena on npnnec nx nnxenepa uennna nonte narnte pmxn, nonomennt ymnar n nonomennte nanenxn. uennn cxnarnn ero sa oe pyxn n cxasan n cnntnom nonnennn: Cnacno nam orpomnoe. Hnuero, nycrxxn, cxasan napxunx Hena. On nouemy-ro nocmorpen na menx, noosnan 3ennra Inpmennua, eme pas nocmorpen n, o uem-ro cnpocnn ero, nanpannncx x ntxoy, a 3ennr Inpmennu noomen xo mne: To nn eme tnaer sect, re saxon rara. Fonornn, Knr-Borenxo, Manaen n uennn crann yxnatnartcx na orneennte nm mecra. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
239 Kax nac snart? cnpocnn menx 3ennr Inpmennu n npnrnacnn nocnert c nnm na ero nnxnnx napax y nepe apaxa. H nor nepeo mno na rymouxe noxnnnnct ente omamnne cyxapn n anouxa c rycnntmn mxnapxamn. Vromax ns noctnxn, nonyuenno nm ns omy, rnxen na menx ycrano 3ennr Inpmennu rpycrntmn rnasamn. B uem xe nt nponnnnnnct, nonan cma? cnpamnnan on, cnox pasronop na nnrepeconanmym ncex nac remy. Bcnomnnax camte ropecrnte nn rmpemno xnsnn, xmypxct, ronopnn, uro +ro rax n onxno tno trt. Ho xaxomy saxony? cnpocnn x ero. Ho saxony, ne nmemmemy ananorn: no saxony Tnopna Heecnoro. Cnepna mt noronopnnn o rom o cem, o nmxx, xnnymnx n +rom apaxe, xoropte repnxr rono, paorax na xamennom xaptepe; o anexom npomnom, nmemmem, no yexennm 3ennra Inpmennua, cnom ocoym nennocrt nx nacroxmero, no neoxonmo ymonxart nepe nnnom Heneomoro; paccxasan on n o rom ne concem craporo onnxa npnxrnom uenonexe n +rannom apaxe upnne Hnarrene, xoropt tn n cnoe npemx cexperapem mnenapcxo connan- emoxparnuecxo naprnn n oxasancx nonesen Hennny npn nepeese noxx penonmnnn n narnyxo saxptrom narone ns-sa rpannnt n Poccnm. Cnna ecrt n +rom uenonexe, cxasan 3ennr Inpmennu, net sa cnom nem roron tn na nncennny nrn, a renept nor ocrancx onn c ypxaranamn n +rannom apaxe ne onrcx nx. 3aronopnn 3ennr Inpmennu n o napxunxe Hene: Enpe on, n xopomn enpe. 3annmancx na none oxcom, a sect npnnnmaer +rannnxon, ntnonr paorxr na paory n cnenr sa nopxxom n sone. Ornocnrentno cex mory nam cxasart, uro on menx ycrponn nenantntm. H ne yt ero, x tn t yxe na xamennom xaptepe nnn sarpemen na necononantnt narnynxr. H Apama-napeunnx, n Cema- napnxmaxep roxe. Bet ryr npoxonr yma nme, n Hena nx xaxoro roron cenart axe ro, uro npentmaer ero nosmoxnocrn. Hanen Iontmren 240 A nce-raxn on xe nomoraer rmpemmnxam, npepnan x 3ennra Inpmennua. Conepmenno nepno! nocxnnxnyn 3ennr Inpmennu, no xro xe ns rpamorntx enpeen ne snaer, uro n Hocn]a n Ernnre nauantnnx ]apaonontx nanaue nasnaunn ynpannxrt n ome cnoem ncem, uro ram tno, noromy uro ynnen, uro Iocnot aer ycnex n ero pyxn. A xora no nanery xent nauantnnxa nanaue nonan Hocn] n rmptmy, rax n ram tn c nnm Iocnot, n aponan Hocn]y narononenne n rnasax nauantnnxa rmptmt, n ror nepean Hocn]y no nnacrt ncex ysnnxon, xoroptx sannmann n rmptme paoro, n Hocn] xax sect napxunx Hena ntnonn nx na paory. 3ro nao nonxrt, uro nce +ro ne rontxo nx nero, no n nx pyrnx, n nx ero parten n nepnym ouepet. Tax x ymam. Hena coneronancx c namnmn enpexmn, xax trt, xora emy npenoxnnn crart napxunxom. H tn cpen nac ouent mypt pannnn, yxasanmn na npnmep Hocn]a. O Hene n ronopnrt neuero: pasne Hena, cornacnnmnct enart rouno ro xe, uro enan n Ernnre Hocn], mopantnt yuacrnnx npecrynnennx? Vnacn For! 3ennr Inpmennu oepnyncx. Kro-ro nomen n apax. Bor on nam cannncrpyxrop. On npnmen npnrnacnrt nac n anm, cxasan 3ennr Inpmennu. Hy-c, ronapnmn, nomnn n anm crpnutcx, pnrtcx, mtrtcx, oparnncx x nam cannncrpyxrop ouent ntcoxn crapnx c nnnntm cmopmenntm nnnom. Bt y 3ennra Inpmennua ycrponnnct n apaxe? cnpocnn on menx no opore n anm. 3ennr Inpmennu mnnt uenonex. On cnennanncr n onpeenenno onacrn orannxn. ymam, +ro ouent xopomax nex, uro nomecrnnn nac x nemy n apax. B npeannnxe ncrpernn nac napnxmaxep Cema. Bect on tn nannno nmesnt, xax nce napnxmaxept. Bnna n nem tna npnmnpennocrt c +ro oneruenno nx nero nenone. Ornxnyn nac c nacxono yntxo. Ham pasenartcx nao tno, n mt, cnnmax oexy, cxnatnann ee na nanxe. Bce n nopxxe, ycnoxonn napnxmaxep Cema, noxonre, noxanycra, no onomy. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
241 Hocne roa, nponeennoro n rmptme, yxe ne tno ocooro ynnnennx, uro sacrannxnn pasenartcx orona. Hanpx nn nsenanmnecx na name naroro nonnmart mornn, uro, ecnn nao ynrt uyncrno uenoneuecxoro ocronncrna, uenonexa pasenamr orona. Oxamenenne omno y ontmnncrna o raxo crenenn, uro ne npoxnnxnn oxort x xaxnm-nno pasmtmnennxm. C pyro cropont, urot xnrt n tmart, yx nnxax ne mor uenonex orxasartcx crpnut, xax onen, raxnx xe, xax on, nme, n axe n raxnx mecrax rena, uro n ymart ne npnxonnoct o uenoneuecxom ocronncrne. Hapnxmaxep Cema, ntrnpax nocne pnrtx nnno moe can]erxo n nporxrnnax manentxoe sepxantne, cxasan: Tontxo n moe npo]eccnn nosnnxaer raxax nentnocnmax nponeypa, xax pnrte noxon n nomtmex. Pacnaxnyn nepe namn nepn ann, cannncrpyxrop c xaxnm-ro ocotm noemom yapnn n naomn: A renept epnre maxn n moxere mtrtcx! Homtnmnct n ntrepmnct na]entntm nonorennem, x nouyncrnonan cex nemnoro opee. Cannncrpyxrop nanpannncx c namn n canuacrt nx onpeenennx xareropnn name rpyocnoconocrn. Hocne ann xono cepnro mnnan nnno. B canuacrn nce tno, ouennno, rax, xax ncera sect enanoct. 3axnmuennt-npau nexorx n xax t no oxsannocrn nocryuan monorouxom, npnnoxnn rpyxy; essnono-pannoymntm ronom paccnpocnn, ne onen nn x uem-nnyt na none, n yxe npnrnymenntm ronocom xoporxo cxasan cnenmemy nanpornn napxunxy Hene: Hepnax xareropnx! Ho sone nyxno tno nporn notcrpe, c ornxxo na crpamnt +rannt apax. A nor on nam apax! Iyn ronocon paorxr, nepnynmnxcx c xamennoro xaptepa, n nx yrpmmte nsrnxt ne cynnnn oporo pacnonoxennx. Ho nocne roro xax peuncrt 3ennr Inpmennu oxcnnn, xro mt raxne, a raxxe o +rane narntx c Hyrnara, paorxrn ryr xe cnxsann namy cyty co cnoe cyto n npnnxnn nac n cnom cpey xax cnonx. 3ennr Inpmennu n noe paorxr n nomory emy racxann moxpte ymnart, narnte pmxn n moxpte axnnt n Hanen Iontmren 242 cymnnxy. Hmn, nonosnnmnct y pyxomonnxon, nononsnn na yxnn n crononxy n nac npnxnarnnn c coo. Mt c rpyom namnn cnoont cronnx n nonyremnom nomemennn, recno nanrom eoxamn. V oxomxa pasaun tna crpamnax anxa, ero oxpyxnnn mnorouncnennte onrarenn +rannoro apaxa narapn c Hyrnara. Homnnyrno nnrannct nmn ns crononxn n crononxy rya-cma, rya-cma. Fpnranp paorxr npnnec nam na nonoce nxrt mncox cyna n nxrt noxex. He ycnen x nonecrn xo pry noxxy ptno ypt, xax saxpyxnnnct oxono namero cronnxa necxontxo narape. Onn ns nnx cxnarnn mom mexonym manxy n noexan. Hannpaer, nannpaer crnxnx! naxnonnncx nao mno yxe snaxomt xpacanen n xacroponom nantro n n xapaxyneno manxe nnxenepa uennna. uro nt. +ro? oparnncx x nemy uennn, ynnen na ronone xpacanna cnom manxy. Ho nomnre x n nt menx, nmesnt rocnonn, npomenran rnanapt narape. 3ro orcnponpuau orcnponpuamopoe, n nnuero onee. H pa t nepnyrt nam rononno yop, no y nac nentsx sa ]paepon masy epxart. Bce nmn namero xpyra ]paept n xonrpnxn. Bce onee rpycrnte mtcnn noxnnnct mne na ymy. Inasa uennna nanonnnnnct cnesamn, a rnanapt narape, mentxom nsrnxnyn na nero, nanpannncx x ntxoy. Hon o xanrepxn! cxasan pnranp onomy ns cnonx paorxr, ynnen, uro y menx na ronone yxe ner mexono manxn. Ftcrpo naxnnyn na cex ymnar, paorxra noexan n xanrepxy. Cmymaxct, onennn x n +rnx ycnonnxx saory pnranpa rex, xro naptnancx na xamennom xaptepe. Iope, ontmoe rope! c rocxom nocxnnxnyn Hntx Hannonnu Knr-Borenxo. Kax yem xnrt antme?.. noxnarnn uennn. Ho nor npnexan paorxra c narno ymanxo n pyxax, n x nanxnnn ee na ronony. Bomnn n paoun apax, xax n cnoe rneso. Hexoropoe npemx mt monuann, pacnonoxnnmnct na orneenntx nam nenantntm 3ennrom Inpmennuem mecrax. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
243 nxax nynnxa +rn narapn, cxasan tnmn xomxop Fonornn. A re xe napxunx? cnpocnn Manaen. Hapxunx n sone, no uro on moxer cenart c +ro ano? cxasan Fonornn. Her, ne no cnnam nce +ro onro repnert, noymanoct mne. Heyxenn xax t nn xnrt, rontxo t xnrt? B +ro npemx x namnm napam noomen rocrt. 3ro tn upnn Hnarren. Pasnrt n cnonx ynonannxx, ouyrnnmnct n cpee nnoro napoa, noxopxxct neoxonmocrn, on npoonxan, xax ntxcnnnoct ncxope, naroronert nepe namxrtm noxx penonmnnn Hennna. Ha ne ouent rnaxom pyccxom xstxe on cxasan. snam, uro nt ronont. 3auem nt cnnre sect? Ha xyxne nao uncrnrt xapromxy, n nac naxopmxr ram. a, n +rom ene mt eme moxem noxasart cex, cxasan Knr-Borenxo, npnrnamax nocneonart sa upnnem Hnarennom uncrnrt xapromxy. Honapnxn narepno xyxnn, nocmorpen na nac, nepernxtnannct mexy coo. Inannax ns nnx cxasana: Bor n xopomo. Pacnonararect na +rnx rayperxax n npncrynare x paore, a norom mt nac noxopmnm. Cxopno noxan ryt, nnxenep uennn nepntm npnnxncx uncrnrt xapromxy. Mox neymenocrt ne ntsnana y nonapnx ynnnennx: Eme npnntxnnre, monoo uenonex. Tyr eno npocroe. noyman, uro ne xyo t n mne nayunrtcx uncrnrt xapromxy, xax +ro ymemr enart tnmne noenauantnnxn, nnxenep uennn n pyr noxx penonmnnn upnn Hnarren. Hmnm uncrnrt xapromxy n nmnm xapro]entnoe nmpe c nyxom, n mt yem ecrt xapro]entnoe nmpe nocne paort, xon]nennnantno coomnn Hnarren. tn ronoen, n uncrnrt xapromxy nocne raxo pasymno peun crano xax-ro nerue. uepes nexoropoe npemx moxer trt, uaca uepes nonropa mt saxonunnn paory. Honapnxn, noxnannn menx sa nexoropte ycnexn, nonaroapnnn ncex sa ycepne, n mt npncrynnnn x ee. Hanen Iontmren 244 Cmyrno ncnomnnanact conepmenno pyrax, omamnxx ocranonxa, xora cannnct c mamo n aymxo sanrpaxart, oeart nnn yxnnart. H pyrne noponocrn omamne xnsnn npnxonnn n ronony: npexpacnoe ymrnoe xnnte, nanna, xaprnnt, xnnrn. C xanocrtm nornomann mt xapro]entnoe nmpe, sanpannennoe xapentm nyxom, n ro npemx xax nonapnxn narepno xyxnn npnroronnxnn nx cex xaxne-ro ocoennte xapro]entnte xornerxn. Ouennno, nx romnmtx ronoom paorxr nnxax ne morno t xnarnrt xapro]entntx xornerox, n no+romy onn onontcrnonannct mynmmxo ns ptntx xocre c ono-nymx xapro]ennnamn nnn sanapyxo ns pxano myxn. Bosnparxct n apax, re yxe nce cnann, mt roxe pacnonoxnnnct xo cny. Bt snaere, nocxnnxnyn yrpom 3ennr Inpmennu, upnn Hnarren naroponemn n pexo ymenno cnnt uenonex! n on paccxasan, uro noutm, yuyx otuy, narapn nrpana n xaprt na xenmnn xen nparon napoa. C rnxom pocnnnct ntnrpanmne samanunnt xym x xencxo cexnnn +rannoro apaxa, urot nsxrt na aopax necuacrntx xenmnn, saappnxanponanmnx or nnx nepn. upnn Hnarren, pasyxennt nx xpnxom, merancx mexy narapxmn. Moxer, n crpamno tno, a ntexan n saroponn cnoe rpytm nepn n xencxym nononnny apaxa. Tontxo uepes mo rpyn! xpnxnyn on. Fnarapn ocxnannnct. He nxonno n nx pacuert rporart upnna Hnarrena: xort n ]paep, a snann, uro pyr on tn Hennny, a Hennn rora eme n saxone tn y narape. a n ntcora yxa Hnarrena ctrpann npn +rom ne manym pont. He mornn ne orcrynnrt nepe ne yxapn. Cnonom, cnac upnn Hnarren essamnrntx xenmnn or nacnntnnxon. B ror xe ent onenoct mne c upnnem Hnarrenom n sone naenne ncrpernrtcx. Hpnsnartcx, ouent xorenoct noronopnrt c nnm. yma uncrax n npospaunax tna y +roro uenonexa, n xorx, xaxercx, mor cxasart mnoroe, no, ouennno, nonnman, uro +ro nn x uemy. B mapre 1938 roa on tn apecronan. Kora ronopnn o +rom, no nnny ero rexnn cnest. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
245 Taxne nn meramop]ost tnamr, mo pyr. a, npoonxan on, x ntramnn xopomn nomep. Bt uecrnt uenonex, cxasan mne npecearent noennoro rpnynana. Bam npexnnnn 58-m crartm 6- nynxr, onnnenne n mnnonaxe. Cxaxnre mne ncm npany. a, cxasan x, Hennn nncan, uro Bpemennoe npannrentcrno nxer, nycxax cnyx, uro Hnarren pyr nemnen. 3ro xnenera nncan Hennn. Hnarren pyr paounx n npar xannranncron ncex crpan. H rora npecearent rpnynana cnxn c menx onnnenne n mnnonaxe, n nepexnann]nnnponann crartm, npnronopnn na mecrt ner sa nesaxonnoe xpanenne opyxnx. cnyman Hnarrena, eme pas yexaxct, uro ne cneyer cmorpert na xnsnt ns-no nacynnenntx pone. Hnarren nce ronopnn o uem-ro noxoxem n ero npomnom na npany, na nonnomenne meurt. Emy nyxna tna npeentnax npannnocrt, n on nce cnpamnnan: xax xe +ro rax? On tn o crpannocrn nannen, n ne tno nnuero onee ecrecrnennoro, uem raxax nannnocrt, no, xax samernn onn mypt uenonex, nc1nna nx noontx nme +ro cnyuanocrt. Emy nyxno tno ycrponrt cuacrte nx ncex. On, no conery Hennna, oprannsonan nepnym centcxoxosxcrnennym xommyny, npnrnacnn cnonx cooreuecrnennnxon mnenapcxnx nnrepnannonanncron nomout pyccxnm xpecrtxnam nocrponrt nonym xnsnt na xonnexrnnntx nauanax. Hocne cmeprn Hennna n ncxyccnonnom cpaxennn on npnmxnyn ne x Crannny, a x Tponxomy. On pacnopxnncx cnoe xnsntm, xax nrx cnyuano naenntm xnaom. A xpyrom nero npante npoonxanoct, n xnrpent npxrannct sa cnona. Horom nauanact pacnnara. Crannn myponan, n opannct, naxonen, n o neanncra Hnarrena. upnn Hnarren yntancx, xora ronopnn, uro cnnmxom nonaexncx na rex, xoro nmnn n xomy nepnn. Bor uenonex! noyman x. Inasa ero, xasanoct, ncxann n monx rnasax couyncrnnx, n, nepoxrno, n ero xnsnenno nnsopyxocrn tno uro-ro nanonee nnsxoe x npane. Homnm, uro na nope crano eme xononee, n, nepnynmnct n cno apax, x xoren neut na orneennoe mne na napax mecro. Ho ne ycnen npnneut, xax nenantnt 3ennr Hanen Iontmren 246 Inpmennu nonen xo mne xaxoro-ro ouent snaxomoro uenonexa. uenonex noexnncx, paccrernyn mexonym xyprxy n nepemnrentno npnnnsnncx xo mne. On yntnyncx: nac cpasy ysnan, xora nt croxnn c xaxnm-ro saxnmuenntm n sone. Mne noxasanoct, uro x nnen ero n He]oprono, n rom xannere, re cneonarent Kysnenon nanxo xpomcan mne cnnny. Onaxo on nanomnnn, uro nponen co mno onn cyrxn n nepectntno xamepe Fyrtpcxo rmptmt n, uyncrnyx xo mne onepne, coomnn rora, uro paoran cneonarenem n He]oprono. H, nor npntn ceronx na narnynxr, oxnauen raxnm crpaxom, xaxo rpyno nepeart cnonamn. uro-ro copornynoct no mne, xora on ncnyranno cmorpen na menx, ntrxnyn pyxn no mnam, ronopx nocnemno o rom, xax narapn pacnpannxmrcx c tnmnmn cneonarenxmn, npoxypopamn n cytxmn, caxax nx na pacxanennym nnnry nnn orpyax nm ronony ronopom. Kax snart nac? cnpocnn x. Hanen Kannnxnn. Hanen Kannnxnn. npomenran. Mt nonxnn rnasa pyr na pyra, xax t pasronapnnax monua. Mne tno ynnnrentno, xax nce nonepnynoct n xax x pantme ram, o apecra ne mor npenonoxnrt nnuero noonoro. Xnsnt crpamna. 3ror Kannnxnn, nnuem ne npnmeuarentnt, ner nanarn, c opnnapntm nnnom, npocnn ymonxmme ne ntanart nnxomy, uro on tn cneonarenem He]oproncxo rmptmt. On croxn n xan moero ornera. B no:vecmeoea. r ue+v ra.ocmi, ecno+uue, :mo mom, rmo ruem e oouecmee oessarouuuroe, oo.reu ca+ +uoeo eicmpaoami, :mooi noumi xomi :mo-uuovoi. Cro.iro epexoe uaeopo:euo vre e npou.o+, cro.iro epexoe, mar ec uecooopasuo u mar cmpauuo, :mo :e.oeer us moeo oouecmea oessarouuuroe npocum +eu no+u.oeami eeo u ue eioaeami ua pacmepsauue o.amape' Bt npocnre o +rom menx?.. Hnxomy nnuero ne cxaxy, cxasan x Kannnxnny. On nporxnyn pyxy, nocroxn, nocmorpen noxpyr na nycronanmne napt n, cexnnmnct, ntmen ns apaxa. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
247 xe nnxax ne mor orenartcx or mtcnn, nacxontxo nce sanyrano n nenopmantno, uro nyxno ymart o uenonexe, urot nsnnnnrt ero, nomout emy crpxxnyrt c cex rpexn. Hpnner na napt, xpenxo saxptn rnasa, no ne cmor sacnyrt. uro-ro myrnno ronony, rouno yrap. Hepe nonnnxom noxnnnnct Knr-Borenxo, Fonornn, Manaen n uennn. Cenn nuernepom npornn menx. V Manaena n uennna tnn ocoenno nosyxennte nnna. Oxastnaercx, nce cenano, nce ynaxeno: nonyuent na nnx cnennapxt na xomenanrcxn narnynxr n ropo Kapronont, re nx ncnontsymr no cnennantnocrn. Ha cneymmee yrpo roponnnno n xon]ysnnno noomen xo mne napxunx Hena n coomnn, uro ne n cnnax tn nnuero cenart n uro x co cnoe nepno xareropne rpyocnoconocrn onxen cneonart c ontmnm +ranom na Hoxmnnry na necononantnt narnynxr. Knr-Borenxo n Fonornn cnenn monua, saymanmnct. Hrax, snaunr, mt paccraemcx, nporonopnn rnxo Hntx Hannonnu Knr-Borenxo. A Fonornn cxasan, uro pano nnn nosno n nx pacnpeenxr no xaxnm-nnyt narnynxram. Onn, ouennno, nce eme ne mornn cntxnyrtcx c rem, uro yxe oxonuarentno nponeena uepra mexy nx ntcoxnm n npomnom nonoxennem n rem, uro nx oxnaer n nnxamne nn. C nonntm cosnannem cnoero npenocxocrna n c]epe nonnrnuecxnx npemypocre n, xaxercx, nourn ne sameuax moero ecnoxocrna n npenepnn neneomoro, Fonornn ronopnn, uro nx Crannna oprannuecxn nenpnemnema ncx crapax rnapnx ontmennxon: ne on nx, rax onn t ero ypann!. A nepe Knr-Borenxo croxn raxo nonpoc: Kro xe noneer apmnm npornn Fpayxnua? Bet nona c Inrnepom nensexna! Vpann rennantnoro Tyxauencxoro, ypann Eropona, samennn esapntm Banomnnxontm. A +rn neyun Tnmomenxo, Fyennt, Kynnx!.. Harnxencx x na Enpony, c rnepocrtm cxasan Fonornn. Bce xpacnno, yxoxeno. Iepmannx c npenocxocrnom n rexnnxe n c ]aycroncxnm mnpouyncrnonannem. Ho, noneptre, nama Oxrxptcxax Hanen Iontmren 248 penonmnnx eme cex noxaxer. H yuente Enpont n ee neyun xora-nnyt nouyncrnymr, uro +ro raxoe! Hpncnymnnaxct x nx pasronopy, x nce yman n yman o npecroxmem +rane, n tno ocano na xoro-ro ne ro na cex, ne ro na Knr-Borenxo n Fonornna sa nx espasnnune xo mne, a raxxe na ro, uro, ynnnaxct cnonmn npemypocrxmn, ne pann n pacuer enncrnennym ocronepnocrt: npncyrcrnne ro ecxoneuno n neuno Cnnt, or Koropo nponcxonr nce. nonnn cex na rom, uro no rnynocrn rnannte pemennx xnsnn ntnonn ns nornuecxnx paccyxenn. Bepoxrno, urot ynonnrt uenonexa, noxnnxercx crpax n npenepnn neneomoro. Ho nor noomen 3ennr Inpmennu n nonoxnn na rymouxy memouex. Inyxnm ronocom cxasan, uro on c Apame-napeunnxom npnroronnnn mne nemnoro cyxape n xycxonoro caxapa n opory. uro-ro ne npocroe uyncrnonanoct n +ro nomomn enpeen pyr pyry. C camtm parcxnm couyncrnnem ntmnn nponoxart menx na +ran 3ennr Inpmennu, napeunnx Apama n napnxmaxep Cema. nonpomancx c Knr-Borenxo, Fonornntm, uennntm, Manaentm n upnnem Hnarrenom. Orxptnact nonax xnnax xaprnna: napxunx Hena men x noporam +naxonynxra nnepen narape ns +rannoro apaxa. C nemantm crpaxom x ysnan, uro npnercx n +rane trt nmecre c nnmn. nnen nnna narape, nonnte ornx, xnsnn, remnepamenra. 3ro eme ontme ycrpamano. Vxe sa noporamn onn ns nnx noomen xo mne n, npomynan memouex c cyxapxmn n xycxontm caxapom, cnpocnn: 3, ryxnx, uro y rex ram? A pyro cxasan: uro rt nacmypnt raxo? uro, neononen conercxo nnacrtm? Ho ryr noomen rnanapt nx, Konmnpa, n cxasan: ecrnyre c ooporom. Herymxn x nerymxam, a paxonte mexn n cropony!.. H narapn oromnn, ocrannn mne memouex c cyxapxmn n xycxontm caxapom, x xoroptm npnannnact yxanxa uepnoro xnea n cyxax pta +rannt naex nx xaxoro. Haxonen, nce +rannnxn ntmnn ns nopor +naxonynxra. Btcrpannaxct, no uertpe n px, noronrannct na mecre. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
249 Btpannnnaxct n ony xononny, xacaxct pyr pyra oxamn, narapn, tronnxn n xonrpnxn nmn, ocyxennte no 58- crarte yrononnoro xoexca, ypannxnnct n cnone 3K. B xmypom monuannn sannman cnon mecra xonno. Hauantnnx xonnox n mexono manxe, n ynenom enom nonymyxe, sacyunn mexono pyxan, nsmaxnyn pyxo: 3ran, cnyma mom xomany!.. B nyrn ne pacrxrnnartcx, ne pasronapnnart!.. Bar nnpano, mar nneno xonno npnmenxer opyxne!.. Bce xononno nnnynnct nnepe. Fontmax naxarannax opora samerana tna cnerom. Btmra mena n sacrnnana rnasa. nnnynnct xpynntm marom. Xart crann mon nonte uepnte nanenxn. Iopo, ne nonopaunnax ronont, maran pxom co mno, n nanenxax na roncrtx xoxantx noomnax, rnanapt narape Konmnpa. H ecrt xe raxne nmn, xax on: narept nm, xax om pono! A mne c nenpnntuxn ouent rpyno tno nrn. a net n cam x, npoe, ne raxo, xax onn. Ho xax, xnsnt-ro nsmennnact! Tontxo nor uro ynnnrentnee ncero: nnxax nentsx tno ynonnrt cex uepes nce ycnoennte nayxn. A nor pxom co mno Konmnpa. noxan xnocr, a y nero ontmoe npenmymecrno nepeo mno: neyxpornmax +neprnx n xaxax-ro ocoax npxmonnnenocrt noneennx. Hemvuru r nemvura+, a paroeie ueru e cmopouv. Kro xe nerymxn, a xro paxonte mexn? Or +roro ne ormaxnemtcx, xora x nnxy n nem cnny n ntson ne rontxo pyx, no n ymn. 3pnmt mnp orxptnancx n neynonnmom cmtcne. opora nena xya-ro n nonoe, nencntrannoe, eme neneomoe, no neorcrynno npnnnxammeecx. Tpeonannct ontmne ycnnnx. 3rn narapn, nosmoxno, nmenn cno uenoneuecxn ontr. Ontr +ror rpeonan onepnx, no ne ntstnan ocooro nocropra. npyr ncnomnnn cneonarene Korenxona, Kysnenona. Onn net roxe npoe narape, no nno nopot. a, nce snepcrna onnx, n myxn pyrnx, marammnx pxom co mno n samyuenntx n rmptmax, nce +ro yxe npexe tno, n ne mnnonart roro n nam. Kro-ro ronxnyn n cnnny npnxnaom. Or rex nn xonnonpon tno xart opa? Mt nm npecrannxnnct yontm cxorom, xoropt nao noronxrt nnepe n nnepe. Hanen Iontmren 250 Hpomno nemnoro npemenn, n mt noomnn x uepntm nsam, cxpnnnnmnmcx naox, c nopamn, onecenntmn nnernem. Bxox n epenymxy, xononna saxnmuenntx ne ncrpernna nn ono xnno ymn. Hauantnnx xonnox ornxtnan pxt ocranonnnmnxcx nme. Hemnoro norox on oxnnn, uro +ran n epenymxe nepenouyer. Oxnnxan xaxoro no ]amnnnn, epxa n pyxe ]opmynxpt. H ceuac xe ntxonnn 3Kn ns pxon, crpoxct napamn. H rora yxe no xonnoem npoxonnn n xmypte, uepnte nst. H x c Konmnpo nporncnynnct n nepn, saepxanmnct y nopora. B remnore paccmorpert nsy n rounocrn tno nenosmoxno. Ho rontxo ono mrnonenne. Hpocropna ona tna, npocropna n nycrtnna. Bnnmo, ntrpxcnn nce ns xynanxoro oma. Temno cepenn oxonna n ro nycrore. Hnuero ne tno, xpome rpxsntx rm]xxon, paccrenenntx na nony. Ho nor nponeccx no nse orartpcxn roror. Horom nomnn npoxnxrnx, saxnar rm]xxon, n mne, xax n na +naxonynxre n +rannom apaxe, crano or xpnxa, cnncra, pyrann ne no cee. A rnanapt narape Konmnpa, crox pxom co mno, yexan, uro nncxontxo nce +ro ne crpamno. Homnm, nocne yxe npenoxnn x Konmnpe memouex c cyxapxmn n xycxontm caxapom. Tt crpamno-crpamno xnrpt! cxasan mne Konmnpa. Hyrnnn ontno!.. Hano, nano, ana! yntnyncx on n ryr xe npnannn: Banx c namn, onn nponaemt. H eme nocxounn ryr xe napent c Hapncxo sacrant: Hy, es ypaxon: sonyr nn, amr epn! 3acnonnn ero Hemxa Kapsyt, roxe noomen xo mne: Tt uro, ]o]an?.. Aa c namn xanart rnon annnnt! Konmnpa monua nornxtnan na menx. Bnnmo, ne ouent cnonooxornnn tn. Knnnyn Hemxe Kapsyomy: ana cma mncxy, aax! Horxnyn rm]xxn, narapn onycrnnnct na xoprouxn. B +ro npemx noomen x pacnonoxnnmecx na rm]xxax xomnannn nropo rnanapt narape xpacanen n emncesonnom xacroponom nantro n xapaxyneno manxe 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
251 nnxenepa uennna. On cryxnyn cex xynaxom no ny, ornxtnax menx: A, nmesnt xopem, n rt c namn! Tpyno tno nonxrt no ero nacmemnnntm rnasam, uro on ymaer oo mne. nsrnxnyn na ontmym mncxy c rmpe, xoropym npnnec Kapsyt. Onycrnncx na rm]xx, xax n narapn, noopan no cex norn. Tax-ro nepnee, cxasan Kapsyt, nporxnyn mne epenxnnym noxxy. cen necxontxo noxex rmpn ns entx cyxape n caxapa, samemanntx na ctpo noe. Menx nemnoro xoponno or mtcnn, uro x cnxy nor, xneam ns ono mncxn c pasnecentmn nopmramn, nacnntnnxamn n ynnamn. Ho xont c opom noomnn onn xo mne n orner na moe opo, ro, satn nce ropecrn, nao tno nocnrt n yme cnoe nonnmanne, uro cynrt xaxoro uenonexa cneyer n naronpnxrnym cropony, n nnoe rora nosmoxno cpen nme. yman x o +rom, a rnasa cnnnannct. 3axorenoct nonannrtcx na rm]xx n sacnyrt, urot nce pacrnopnnoct n namxrn o npexnnx, nyumnx nxx. Tpyno tno, rnxx na ypxaranon, yraart nx nopoy, no nnenoct mne, uro nonce ne onnaxont onn. B xaxom ns nnx neuro cnoe. He ony nn rmpm xneann ns ono mncxn? Cmexnnct, xypnnn, o cnoem ooma.u no qeue, a sa oxonnamn ntmra nontxana. B neuxe rnenn pona. ymno tno. A norom onrarenn npnnanouno nst, c nny nenacxonte n no-cnoemy nonnmammne, uro n xnsnn nnuero npounoro ner, ycrante, npnxanmnct pyr x pyry, sacnynn xpenxnm cnom. Cxanmnct xanaunxom no cnonm snmnnm nantro, nonoxnn pyxy no ronony, n x sacnyn pxom c nnmn. Hpocnynmnct na pyro ent, cpasy ncnomnnn, re naxoxyct: y nxoa croxn nauantnnx xonnox, sacrannxx roponnrtcx. Konno xan nac na nope. uepes uac mt yxe marann x narnynxry Hoxmnnra. Haxonen, nor n ona, +ra Hoxmnnra. Co crpaxom yman x o rom, uro naunercx n +ro nomnne, oxpyxenno penenuartm saopom c ntmxamn na uertpex yrnax. Ha xocorope na Hoxmnnro, re nnnenoct xnanme, tno uro-ro xyrxoe. Xonono, xonono! cxasan Konmnpa, ycmexaxct. Hanen Iontmren 252 Box n sony narnynxra, mt ocranonnnnct. Bor nnnmt ror apax, yxasan mne pyxo napxunx, ornxtnaxct na croxnmnx nosan menx narape. Houecan sartnox, nocmorpen na xomenanra, cyponoro na nn uenonexa, n roruac nanpannncx c narapxmn n pyro xonen sont. Komenanr yrnepnrentno xnnnyn mne, cxasan: Hn n ror apax. Hpnsemncrt, noxptrt cnerom apax menx oxnancx. Hpnorxptn nept, sarnxnyn nnyrpt, re nce tno rax xe, xax n no ncex mecrax saxnmuennx. Ko mne cnnno cnen crapnuox n noxnatnan pona n neut. Bycrpt oxasancx crapnuox, c optmn rnasamn. Hpenoxnn cnannrt nemeno memox na non, norom npnnernnno noxan pyxy n npn +rom samernn, uro npocoxnyrt moxno y neuxn. V crona cnen ouent nent uenonex. On roxe npnnernnno nsrnxnyn na menx, ncran co cxamexn n noxan mne pyxy. Hao nce ocynrt co cnonmn, cxasan on, xax t nsnnnxxct. 3ro c xem? cnpocnn x ero. C enpexmn, namnmn connemennnxamn, oxcnnn on, onnpaxct na nanxy. Bor onn npnyr c paort, noconeryrect c nnmn, n xaxym pnray onpeennrtcx. cmorpen na ero concem ne npocroe nnno, cocpeorouennoe n ycrpamamme ncromennoe. Mexy rem ne tno nonxrno, xro +rn enpen, xoropte cmoryr onpeennrt n xaxym-ro pnray. Crapnuox nenantnt nonen menx n xanrepxy, re ntann paouee omynnponanne nroporo cpoxa: renorpexy, ymnar, narnte axnnt n pesnnonte uynn, a raxxe narnte napexxn n manxy-ymanxy. A eme x nonyunn uexon nx marpana, xoropt nao tno nanrt cenom, n oexno ns crapo mnnenn. Ben ns xonnapxa, pacnonoxennoro n +ro xe xnno sone. nenantnt nec moe omynnponanne n oexno. uyncrnonan cex ycrantm, conepmenno pasnrtm, no nocne roro, uro ncntran sa ro npetnannx n mocxoncxnx rmptmax, cosnanne ne ynonno menx or optt sa xnsnt. Kora nosno neuepom npnmnn ns neca paorxrn, yxe cranonnnoct xcntm, 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
253 uro ncnpannrentno-rpyono narept +ro neuro nnoe, uem nexanne n rmpemntx xamepax c xnnro n pyxax, n axe nnoe, uem crpax cnecrnenntx xanneron, or xoroporo noxnnxn poxann. anno cnyx npomen, uro ocnonnax ea naunnaercx c narepx. Eme no Bnyrpenne na Hyxnxe, n nepnt uac apecra, n norom n Fyrtpxax n n He]oprono mnoro o +rom pasronopon tno. Xnsnt n cmeprt cnona, ouent pexo nponsnocnnmnecx n nx npxmom snauennn. Onn ropaso uame cxpamnnannct nnronannonno. A uro tno n ror uac c npnxoom nme c paort? Hs ncex yrnon ntnesann nmn xaxo-ro nno nopot, nocnnamenxxct or noxnnnmerocx na crone xmnxa c naxamn xnea. Bnno tno, xax onn, oxpyxnn xmnx c xneom, cnerxa poxann or nonnennx. Btuepnnyn ns xorenxon xnxy n nerxo pasenanmnct c naxo xnea, xsnnrentno paccxastnann npo mnomy-rpexa ns xptmcxoro +rana, xoropt nnxaxoro nonxrnx ne nmen, xax sanpxut nomat, n no nx rnyoxomy yexennm nenpemenno onxen tn npenparnrtcx n qumu.. Bcnomnnanoct nceomee rmpemnoe xenanne ronxonart o npornnoecrecrnenntx npnunnax n npornnoecrecrnenntx cnecrnnxx opymnnmecx na nme et. Hy, a y +rnx paorxr, xax no xpane mepe mne xasanoct, nce ncuesno, n camoe xapaxrepnoe tno yxe ro, uro onn nonnomann coo nexoe anromarnuecxoe cymecrnonanne, npn xoropom, ncran yrpom n yxasannoe npemx n nonyunn npnnapox, mnn na paory, nxantnax nect ent n oxnannn ouepeno naxn xnea n neuepnero npnnapxa. Hnna paorxr samxnynnct n pannoymnn. Bmecre c rem nnenact n xaxom ns nnx ymypennocrt xnsntm n rnynne cxopntx cepen. tn n nepemnrentnocrn. Hoorn mne x xomy-ro ns nnx, nnn xax?.. Hs ncex onrarene apaxa mne ontme ncero nonpannncx uenonex, na nn conepmenno nsmyuennt, c ronxnmn enpecxnmn uepramn nnna. noomen x ero napam. On, o uem-ro saymanmnct, nepren n pyxe nycrym xpyxxy. B pasymte nornxen na menx. 3pancrnyre, cxasan on mne n, nomonuan nemnoro, cnpocnn, xro, orxya n xaxax y menx xareropnx rpya. Hanen Iontmren 254 Crann ronopnrt o rom, n xaxym pnray x onxen npocnrt napxunxa sanncart menx. On xax yro tn npan, npeocreperax or necononantno pnrat n pexomenyx pnray nosunxon. rax n nocrynnn, pastcxan n sone napxunxa, nouyxnmero msy. uro ree nyxno? .B pnray nosunxon? Hat!.. 3annmy n pnray Opemxona. C pasnoom yt na xonnapxe. uro mne tno rora enart, n xax moxno tno ne cornacnrtcx? B apaxe na napax, npnxptrte mnnentntmn oexnamn, cnann paorxrn. Hocne +rana cnanoct xpenxo. B nonyrtme mepnana na crone nyunna. Bpemx ne npnnanexano saxnmuenntm n narepe nmxm. yman, yro x snam yxe mnoroe nocne nepexnroro n Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmptmax. Moxno tno ntcxasart nemano coopaxenn, nectma anexnx or roro, uro uenonex cam eme ne ncntran. Hoxox n ne noxox tn na rmptmy opas narepno xnsnn. Xonontm pannnm yrpom nce samenennnoct, npocnynoct, samymeno. Ceran x oxomxy pasaun, x nosnparnncx n apax c nopnne sanapyxn n xorenxe. Hao tno cnemnrt na xonnapx. Cnauana nce mno xopomo: x xnnncx rya nonpemx, pastcxan pnranpa Opemxona, noronopnnn. Cxasan on, uro c nenpnntuxn paora rpynax: Ho rt ne nyxacx. Bor ree xotna cmnpnax, sanpxra n nocanxn! A x ne ymem. Kro rex npncnan?! saopan Opemxon n saptuan marepmnno. Kotna norxnynact xo mne. Oron! npomnnen Opemxon n nonxo sanpxr xotny, nomaprnnammym rnasamn. Bosunxn n crerantx noreprtx ymnarax sanpxrann nomae, ntrxrnnaxct c nocanxamn n onn px, a noman xocnnnct nasa na snaxomte nm xnyrt. Fpnranp Opemxon, ner copoxa, oer tn no-snmnemy nyume pyrnx, a n pyxe y nero tn xnyr, n nosunxn, noono nomaxm, roxe xocnnnct nasa, na xnyr cnoero pnranpa. Tpora! cxomanonan Opemxon, nanpannxx pnray ns xonnapxa x noporam narnynxra. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
255 Tyr n x, nepenyrannt or neymennx cnoero, pnnyncx nnepe. epxn! epxn! opan pnranp Opemxon, na ery ronxax menx na nepenmm noymxy nocanox. uyrt ne onpoxnnyncx na nenouxn, cxpennxnmne nepenmm n sanmm noymxn, no cymen nce xe yxnarnrtcx sa noxxn, snax, uro nx nao cnycxart, a ne rxnyrt x cee. V nopor narnynxra moxno tno pasrnxert croxnmnx c ]axenamn n pyxax xomenanra n napxunxa, a no pyrym cropony or nnx nauantcrno n ynentx nonymyxax. Btexan sa nopora, x nemnoro ortmancx, epxact sa noxxn. Kotna oepnynact pyxenmno, nerxo nocnenax sa pyrnmn nomatmn. Mnnyr sa nanart oexann o necno npxn. He ycnen ocmorpertcx, xax Opemxon, cxnarnn sa nonotx opym xotny, xoctmn rnasamn npncrantno nocmorpen na menx: Bo, no, n axxypar, noesxa na enxnxy!.. Haxnnt ram na nocanxn xynxa nonropa xepe. Honxn? .A? uro?.. He nonxn? Kax rt nnuero ne nonxn? a rt noron, uro antme- ro yer! 3ect namemy nnemenn ne npoesnrt na uyxom ropy. Bor ro-ro n ono-ro! V menx sapoxann pyxn, mentxnyna mtcnt art emy nomeunny, no xcno cosnanan, uro n rex ocroxrentcrnax nnxax ne mor cenart +ro. nornxen na xotny, n noxasanoct, uro ona yuyxna moe nonoxenne. cxnman xynaxn n yman o rom, uro ecrt uenonexy uemy noyunrtcx y xnnornoro. Cepne crpamno nnoct. Ene cepxancx, urot ne sannaxart. Harxnyn noxpenue ymanxy, nonepnyn xotny n cropony neca n ncxope opancx o ntpynenno enxnxn, re or neca nnuero, xpome nne, ne ocranoct. Ho onnoxo cocno y oporn ynnen cnoxennte n mraenex pacxpxxenannte penna n xepn. Ocranonnncx n cran narpyxart na nocanxn xepn. Hnoxo tno eno. Heymemun nepenxsan nx nenouxo, rponyn xotny sa npanym noxxy, n nor sanxx noymxa n ony cropony, a nepenxx n pyrym, n narpyxennte xepn pacctnannct. V oporn onpar n cnery n nem rax mnoro, uro xotna morna nponannrtcx rya c yrom. Hacropoxnnact ymnax xotna, mnnonana onpar, nonopaunnaxct n cropony npxn. H rora-ro cnona npnnxncx Hanen Iontmren 256 x narpyxart nocanxn xepxmn, a sarem nepenxstnart noxpenue nenouxom. Tponyncx n oparnt nyrt. V nesa na npxy npnemmnna omepnna mo nos c xepxmn. Hy a norom, xax opancx o +craxat, na xoropo no npanym cropony nosntmannct mraenx, nmenmne cnoe nasnauenne no coprnmenram, nocxounn xo mne pnranp Opemxon, oxnatnax marepmnno: Cyute orpote! uro xe rt ne snan, uepr napmnnt, uro npnnes? Hxrt xepe? A-a? Hy, ryr c name nopot mnoro ne cnpocnmt. Hano, cranonnct no pasrpysxy, non y roro mraenx! 3ro tn mraent roncrtx mecrnmerpontx penen. V mraenx croxn xopenacrt myxnx ner rpnnarn n sacanennom, cnonno xoxanom, ymnare, nonxsannom xymaxom. V xopenacroro myxnxa tnn nnnnte pyunmn, ouennno ouent cnntnte. Opemxon yxasan emy na menx, xpnno yntaxct: Bor ree, Anpmma, nanapnnx. Hanapnnx ntnyunn cepte rnasa n cxasan xaxnm-ro crpanntm ronocom: Fepn sa xoment! C neroponnnnocrtm nsxncx on sa nepmnny penna c noexanmnx x mraenm onepxy narpyxenntx roncrtmn pennamn nocanox. yxnarnncx sa xoment, c rpyom nonxn ero, a nanapnnx mo ymeno nxarnn penno na xpa mraenx; n onxrt, rneptm marom noox x cneymmemy penny, cnona nsxncx sa nepmnny, a x, c eme ontmnm rpyom, npnnonxn rxxent xoment. Henonxrno tno, orxya y menx xnarnno cnn pasrpysnrt +ror rxxenemn nos. Bcne sa nnm noesxan yxe pyro c raxnmn xe roncrtmn pennamn. Horn noxamnnannct, n x yxnantno onenenen or oruaxnnx. Tpeonanoct nocnert sa pnrannxom, npnnnmanmnm penna nanepx n noxartnanmnm nx x xonny mraenx. Her, nyxno, nyxno tno n cneymmn nos pasrpysnrt. Iocnon, Foxe mo, re xe nsxrt cnnt? Hepeoxnyn manocrt, saroponnncx, nacxontxo xnarano cnnt, pasrpyxart n nropo nos. Vcran, neoct? cnpocnn, noxox xo mne, pnranp Opemxon. On nomennn cexyny n nporonopnn, noxaunnax ronono: Hmt rt, rope xaxoe!.. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
257 On nocmorpen na mon poxamne pyxn n, yxe ne panxct, a xax-ro neotuano mxrxo, pacnopxnncx nonxrtcx nanepx, cmennn pnrannxa, pacxartnanmero penna. n +ry mnnyry ne uyncrnonan nnuero, xpome roro, uro naxnee ncero ymemun rpynrtcx. Bet ne spx cxasano, uro n nore nnna cnoero yer uenonex ecrt xne. Ouennno, rontxo n +ro orxptnmecx rnasam nenepoxrno ecrnnrentnocrn nosmoxno tno nonxrt nenocrnxnmym npnunny raxo xnsnn. H +ro ycnoxonrentno noecrnonano na menx n orosnanoct n yme, xax nomomt. H yxe xasanoct, yro pyxn n norn nerxo n momno npnroronnnnct x nono paore. ana, nnra, cxasan mne pnrannx, paoranmn na yxnaxe mraenx, nepeanax anmnyr orecannym nanxy c ocrptmn rpeemxamn na xonne. nsxn n pyxn anmnyr, pasymex n nem uyo, n npnnxncx sa nont nn paort onontno oxorno, a cmennnmn menx pnrannx cnycrnncx tcrpo nnns na pasrpysxy. cran no naram (npoxnaxam ns nyx ronxnx xepe) nnrart penna x xonny mraenx. He yananoct, onaxo, ypannonecnrt nnxenne penna. Hao tno nmert ocoym cnoponxy. Fpenna ono sa pyrnm cxartnannct sa opr mraenx, n opasonancx sarop. Bnnsy pyrancx pnranp Opemxon. Ho moe nnne n ram paora ne nannact, a x yxe yman ne o ceronxmnem, a o sanrpamnem ne: npomexyrox npemenn conepmenno nnuroxnt, n uro on moxer npenemart, xpome nonnoro, nentnocnmoro mpaxa moe cnaocrn? Ha cneymmee yrpo menx nna nepnnax poxt. Hoxox x xonnapxy, x uyncrnonan cex nepe pnrao Opemxona n uem-ro nnnonartm. Cympaunt Opemxon, ne nonnmax rnas, ycann menx na nocanxn pxom c nosunxom ns cnoe pnrat, n mt noxarnnn mnmo nanrnynxroncxnx nopor na necnym npxy. Ha npxe, ornpannn nosunxon n nepnt pec, Opemxon nocroxn nexoropoe npemx, ymax o uem-ro. Haxonen, on noosnan menx x cee. Mon norn pacnyxnn sa nout, n x c rpyom mor menennrt nantnamn. Opemxon rnxen na menx n uero-ro ntxnan. Hanen Iontmren 258 Kaxnct, x uenonex pyccxn, cxasan on. 3naunr, roxe nmem nonxrne n nxoxy n rnoe nonoxenne. Xanxo, nonxrno, a enart neuero. Bnxy, nenpnntuen rt x raxo paore. He poe, nonpnntxnemt. n, naxnonnnmnct xo mne, mennyn: Tt non-xo n nec, nor cnnuxn, pasoxrn xocrep neontmo n nn na mar or nero. Cnn n rpecx o xonna paort. A xax xe xonno? Bor non x rt!.. Mt paoraem n onennennn. Kpyrom xonno. nocmorpen na nero c neoymennem n, nepenox yx, nanpannncx n nec, xax uenonex, nx xoroporo onn ent es acxo paort yxe cocrannxn rora enncrnennoe, pan uero cronno xnrt. Ho oxasanoct, uro x axe n npecrannrt cee ne mor, o uero rpyno pasxeut moxpte nerxn, copannte mnom n xyuy. Onomy n rare tno nenpnntuno. Cnnxct, x nce-raxn c rpyom pasxer xocrep, nopactnax xopy nanexnnxa. Tax npocnen y xocrpa o nonnnxa, xora npnnesnn c narnynxra na npxy necxontxo xaox anant. Hoxnean anany, nosnparnncx x xocrpy n ecnpnmrnym nx menx rary. o cymepex ocrananoct eme mnoro npemenn. Kasanoct, uro x anno nosatn ry xnsnt na none raxym nenyxnym, xax cnt, nanpnmep. Bce cnnnanoct n ono ]nsnuecxoe crpaanne. Moxno cxasart, uro npomnte mnrn crann nx menx ncero nnmt nnnmsne npemenn. Ho net xnsnt uenonexa menxercx. sect n necy nropo ent, n xax nropo ne noxox na nepnt! Bor n Opemxon. On men x moemy xocrpy, pyxecxn yntaxct: Konua rpyono ent! xoren cnpocnrt rex no- npocromy, no-myxnutn, rt, nnart, npocro napent. Ecrt y rex entxonxn? Ecrt, no na cuery. Opemxon cenan crporoe nnno: Honxrno. Hy, nor uro, nao nepenecrn co cuera n nannunte. Honxn? Bce nonxn. nce ontme naunnan cntxartcx c rpyo, nnnnuno xnsntm, c rem, uro ecrt. 3ro yxe tno cnono n eno nme, naxonnmnxcx sect ne ro n ne na, nme, roruac 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
259 rorontx xort uem-nnyt pasxnrtcx.. Iononte nmn ycepno rpynnnct, nx nonyxann, n rpyno tno pasopert or noonoro ycepnx, xora, snxxax xorenxamn, exann sa uepnaxom mynmmxn na narepnym xyxnm n npas ceann naxy uepnoro xnea, a norom, cnesax c nap, exann c moxpo oexo n cymnnxy n nosnpamannct n nonyremnt apax c nyunno na nnnnom crone. H cnona nacrynan ent, xoropt ne paonan. Ho conepmenno ouennna tna neoxonmocrt n raxnx ycnonnxx npoxnrt oro nx o nx. Ho cnonam rnanapx narape Konmnpt, xoroporo x ncrpernn n narepno sone, porarte myxnuxn ]paepa ne nonnmann ecnonesnocrt neycrannoro rpya. Onn npocro oypenn ns-sa ropymxn, ouymenn. Hy uro? Kax ram n necouxe? cnpocnn on y menx. Kaxax xonmnxrypa: no+pu mi ceeoou, a saempa? 3ro nct ymno npnymann: epyr ]paepon sa pora n cranxr n crono. Tt nomn, x ronopm ree, xax mo nanama Fopyx ronopnn mne: Fpoct nepe nnmn pacnycxart cnmnn!, n rnanapt narape neneceno ntronopnn: Tt nx nnx xn n xnom ncm opory yemt, a rnannoe, ncm opory sacranxr nmaunrt. Ha ocnonannn +rnx onoon tno ouennno, uro n cepne Konmnpt nnoct uro-ro, mnmo uero rax npocro nentsx tno nporn. Bce tno npoymano n ero ronone. H ryr c camom nopasnrentnom oruernnnocrtm ntxonno rax: oman, ymtmnennax noxt, ntanaemax sa ncrnny, npenmymecrnenno tna paccunrana rmpemmnxamn na ]paepon. A nx Konmnpt n emy noontx nce tno xcno n npocro. Bect mnp tn pasenen na ne uacrn: na sarouuix .moe ocxxon, cpen xoroptx tno ocrnrnyro nonnoe parcrno, re ne tno paon, a tnn cnoonte nmn, re ne tno nann, a rontxo nposnnma npoe Cepera Xn nnn Rpox uasyna (rarapnn), n na ncex ocrantntx ue.moe ]paepon, nonnnan, porarnxon, cyx, ccyuenntx, nnuero ne nonnmammnx rymaxon. nouemy-ro nepm ree, co cropont npnmememy, cxasan mne Konmnpa raxnm rpycrntm ronom, xaxnm n Hom Knnyp noer xasan Kon Hnpe. uac tn cymepeunt, n x, nonpomanmnct, nanpannncx n paoun apax, npeanaxct pasmtmnennxm o Hanen Iontmren 260 pasronope c rnanapem ypxaranon, ymax: x uemy nce +ro neer?.. a, nce tno ropaso cnoxnee, uem npecrannxnoct n rmptme. Fyymee tno sa npeenamn moero nonnmannx. Box n apax, x naexncx noconeronartcx c yxe snaxomtm mne narepnnxom c ronxnmn enpecxnmn uepramn nnna. noomen x nemy. On cnen na napax, onycrnn ronony. Mt saronopnnn o crpannocrxx trnx n o rom, uro crano nx nac ]axrom, npocro rontm ]axrom, o emopannsymme necnoconocrn cnpannrtcx c xonnuecrnom sna. Cxontxo tno naex! cxasan on. A renept x snam, uro opeuen. Ocraercx ona naexa: ranncrnennoe nmemarentcrno neec. A rax xnsnt ne n xnsnt, xora xnmxa ncera nycra. Cxyuno nce +ro. A nce x-raxn monoo nt. Hoepernre cex. Ionopnre, uro y Opemxona rpyno? Tora yx nnre x napxunxy n npocnrect n necononantnym pnray Momxnna. Opemxon yxacen. A Momxnn xapen, npnnnunt uenonex. a-a, npnnnunt, n paorxrn y nero ]nnnt n xapent. Honpexnyrt nx nnuem nentsx. 3naere, uro x nam cxaxy? Hmn y nero xopomne, cnoxonte, uecrnte, rpyonmnnte. Fyere nornxontxy npnntxart x paore, onn nac yyr ynaxart. B xonrope x sacran napxunxa. On cnen, narnynmnct na xaxnmn-ro xaprouxamn, uro-ro sannctnax. uyart n mpaunt ernna tn, xax mne nosxe crano nsnecrno, ccyuennt nop, ro ecrt ns rex, xro napymnn noponcxo saxon, cornacnnmnct crart napxunxom. nepemnrentno xamnxnyn. Tt uro-nnyt xouemt cxasart? Mox npocta o nepenoe n necopynym pnray Momxnna ne nosynna n nem nnxaxnx nonpocon. uro xe rt ne cxasan aneua, x t npxmo x nemy n sauncnnn. On, ouennno, mnrom nsnecnn cnom nnacrt nao mno, no n nny ne noan, uro xer or menx msy. Fapax pnrat Momxnna tn ntenen nnyrpn menom n nmen ropaso ontme yocrn nx xnntx. Bxonax nept onra c nnyrpenne cropont nonoxom n crapom xneenxo. Hocpenne croxn ontmo cron. Marpant na napax tnn sacrenent. Ha crone rycxno ropena nyunna. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
261 Hepnoe, uro x nomnm, +ro neotxnonennoe pacnonoxenne xo mne, nonnuxy, nme cxpomntx n cnoxontx. Kora x nomen, sa cronom cnen nentcoxn uenonex ner copoxa n, onxno trt, nocunrtnan nennym ntpaorxy necopyno pnrat. uenonex nxrt cneno noxpyr nero. Vx ntpan necox, Bacnnn Hnanonnu cxasan, yntaxct, cnenmn pxom c pnranpom Momxnntm xpacnnt napent. Eme xaxo! nornepnn Bacnnn Hnanonnu Momxnn. Tyr x Momxnny noomen x n cxasan nnonronoca, uro npocnn y napxunxa nepenoa n ero pnray, n napxunx nanpannn menx x nemy. Momxnn noaxnyn, uro ne nospaxaer. Bonpocon on ne saanan n, xax t anax nopyxy, nepernxnyncx c cnenmnmn noxpyr nero pnrannxamn, a re n snax cornacnx c nnm monua noxnnann, n x nouyncrnonan, uro ntop cenan npannntno, n mne xax-ro cpasy crano noxono, renno cpen nnx. Heperamnn cnon nemn n marpan ns pyroro apaxa, x, opanmnct o orneennoro mne pnranpom Momxnntm mecra, npncnonnncx x napam, a rax n npocroxn mnnyr nxrt. Or ycranocrn nepnoro nx paort y Opemxona x axe cecrt cpasy ne mor. Onn ns pnrannxon, cxannnmnct, nsxn mo nemeno memox, sacrennn marpan npocrtne n oexnom, n x, ynermnct, sacnyn rnyoxnm cnom. Hpocnyncx or snyxon pentct, n xoropym nnn na noem. tn nonon uyncrna opocrn. Hocne sanrpaxa pnraa crana conpartcx na pasno. Tnxn monuannnt mant nocrannn na mecro xmnx ns-no xnea n onopoxnennym xaxy, n xoropo npnnecnn sanapyxy c xyxnn, a sarem nonec mne xpyxxy xpenxoro ]pyxronoro uax. Fpnraa Momxnna no onomy ntxonna x noporam. ncrnenno n snmnee yrpo yxe ntenxnnct npemert, n ncxope rpomxo sacxpnnenn nopora. Bnnsn naxrt npnrxnynact nncrpymenranxa. urot ne pacrparnrt npemx, pnrannxn cnemnnn rya sa nnnamn n ronopamn. H x nmecre c nnmn cnemnn, uyncrnyx nx opoconecrnocrt. B nncrpymenranxe tnn pasnemant no crenam nnnt xaxo Hanen Iontmren 262 pnrat n orentnocrn. 3ynt nyuxontx nnn nanpannxnn pycxamn na nncrpymenrantmnxa. 3aneymmn, pacnpannn nneun, oxnnyn xosxcxnm nsrnxom nomemym pnray Momxnna, norpenan no nneuy pnranpa n cran ntanart nyuxonte n nonepeunte nnnt. Cornyn y nepe nneun, nmn nocnemno ntxonnn, ntcrpannaxct y nopor. B nmro rnmnne ntcrpoenntx mepenr anexo pasnocnnoct: Hepnax!.. Bropax!.. n ncne sa +rnm: Bar nnpano, mar nneno xonno npnmenxer opyxne. Honxrno?. H rora yxe nce xopom: Honxrno!!! Pasornynmnct, c nyuxontmn nnnamn uepes nneuo, a xro c nonepeuntmn n c ronopamn, mnn rya, re eme croxnn necpynennte cocnt n enn. Bce nnxe n nnxe nonnrannct x yrny neca, xoropt anan paory n xne. 3ect xax pas npoxonna sona onennennx noennsnponanno oxpant n sect n paccnere xnnnact nam orpomnax rara. Kpyrom ne cntmanoct nnxaxoro myma. Fpnranp Momxnn oepnyncx, npncnymnnaxct. Bontnonaemnt ecxrnnx Hexrycon, paccrannn pnray, men n pyrym. Orpomnt, c mnpoxnm nnocxnm nocom, on xopmynom oneran pnrat, paccrannxx nx na yuacrxax. ent ne paonan. B necy tno cypono no- snmnemy. Bacnnn Hnanonnu Momxnn, xoroporo nce nennuann no nmenn n oruecrny, paccrannxn pnray no snentxm na orneennom Hexrycontm yuacrxe. Hepe namn croxnn nocepepennte nneem enn. Hao tno nx pacunmart or menxopocra, sanecennoro cnerom. Momxnn, an n pyxn ronop, nocrannn menx na pacuncrxy menxopocra nmecre c xpacnntm napnem Mnre Tepryentm. B nepnte mnnyrt c ronopom n pyxax x ne uyncrnonan nnuero, xpome pacrepxnnocrn. Onaxo xo mne roruac nosnparnnact roronnocrt npnnxrtcx sa eno. oxnyn moposom n cran cpyart menxopocr, mymenmn or octnammerocx cnera. Cner naan na menx. snan, uro npecronr nepexnrt eme mnoro xecroxnx snm n uro x onxen cpasy nsxrt cex n pyxn n trt nonesntm nx pnrat Momxnna. Bosne noxnan Mnrx Tepryen, n, xora x cpynn nect menxopocr, on cran c nyuxono nnno nannrt epentx n rpeyemom nanpannennn rax, urot xntcrt ne yxonnn no cner, a noxnnnct onn na pyro. On tn cront cnnen, uro nourn c maxy, nonnnnn no 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
263 camt nns xaxym ent, nrtxan ronop n crnon c rposntm xpnxom ocx!. Cyuxopyam npnxonnoct c nocroxnno ornxxo nepememartcx or onoro cnanennoro epena x pyromy, urot ne nonacrt no neocmorpy n ey. epentx naann, n nemano nme no nnmn rnno, no n xapeno- ]nncxo pnrae Momxnna nourn nce tnn pacroponnt n eme o narepx npnntunt x necopyno paore. H mne, nonnuxy, ouent saxorenoct ynoonrtcx nm. K nemanomy oneruennm nocrannn menx Momxnn na cop n cxnranne cyuten. Cnoonoe eno. Kypnnnct xocrpt; xcno tno, uro xora onn yxe pasropannct n cnnsy opasonannct yrnn, nao ecnpeptnno ymeno noxnatnart cyutx, notcrpee ocnooxax mecro nx nanxn n pacxpxxenxn. Hmn uerxo paorann, n nn onn ns nnx ne pannncx ypntmn cnonamn, xax tno npnnxro n narepxx. Paorxrn nenn cex no ornomennm pyr x pyry npenocxono. rnxen na neo c ocotm nonnmannem xnsnn cpen xopomnx nme: xnrt nao, paorart n nore nnna cnoero, nonyuax xne. Hnno moero nanapnnxa, noxnnoro ]nnna Ano ocnernnoct ornem xocrpa. Vcran? cnpocnn on. Her, ornernn x. Moposnt nerep cex nnno. Cemt ontmnx nerne onec o xocrpa, c rpyom nepenox txanne. Ano couyncrnenno noxaunnan ronono. H nce xe, rnxx na mnntx nme pnrat Momxnna, x ynopno nrxrnnancx n paory. Tepryen, nocrannn nyuxonym nnny x ouepeno nonexame cpyy enn, oxnnn nepexyp, n +ro tno onee uem xcrarn. Ben rpern ent cpen nme, paoranmnx n nenpnntunom nx menx remne. Xnnoe eno. Menx nnxro ne noronxn, no camo eno noronxno. B paore nepxononn cnntnt Mnrx Tepryen. On, rpxxnyn ronono, cnona pan n pyxn nyuxonym nnny. H cnona pasneprtnanoct ecxpanee none paort, xora npnxonnoct n cyuxopyam, n mne c Ano nepememartcx or onoro cnanennoro epena x pyromy. Cnna Mnrn Tepryena pacxpenomana menx or moe neymenocrn. H nce sneno pacxpenomano menx or moe neymenocrn, noromy uro x cosnanan, uro nx opoconecrnt rpy tn nx nnx narom, anan nm 800 rpamm uepnoro xnea n ononnnrentnt Hanen Iontmren 264 npnnapox n yrpom n nocne paort. H +ror xne, n +ror npnnapox nomorann ocranartcx xnntmn. 3a paoro nosnnxano raxoe omymenne, cnonno no- nnomy nopa ornxnyrtcx noxpyr cex. Ie rt? Cpen nme, xnnymnx naexo, uro na nonm nx nce xe ntnycrxr. A o nonn nao oxnrt. Tax uro n rom rpye n n ro naxe xnea n sanapyxn ns pxano myxn n tn nect cmtcn xnsnn. 3rn ]axrt oxasannct nonesnt nx nonnmannx nepnonpnunnt ncex xnnenn, rnyxe nponnxanmnx mne n ymy. 3arnannt pa, nect n nory, yennmnct n ncnpannocrn nonepeuno nnnt, noxonn c nanapnnxom x cnanenno enn namerpom n nnxnem cpese o 80 canrnmerpon, xoropym onomy tno ne onxrt, n npnntuno nnraxct nsa-nnepe, pasentnan c raxnm xe, xax on, paom roncrym ent na nnnonounte n crponrentnte penna, mnantnoe ctpte n cront cnxsn. Kax t ram nn tno, nonenontnte nmn npoxnaxartcx nnxax ne mornn. He ropm, ycnoxannan mo nanapnnx Ano. uemy trt, roro ne mnnonart. On nmnn nocnert mnnyr nxrt y xocrpa, ntxypnrt maxopounym saxpyrxy, o uem-ro ymax. Ftno o uem ymart n armoc]epe nxoro nponsnona. Ouennno, ne nocnenee mecro n ero ymax sannmana ponax emy unnnxnnx, re on no ero cnonam, xnn no-uenoneuecxn. B ro xe npemx on yman, xax n nce pyrne paorxrn, o rom, urot nocxopee npnnesnn c narnynxra ouxn c xnxo xamnne. Hmn nnxax ne mornn ne ymart o +ro xamnne nocne mecrn uacon ecnpeptnnoro rxxenemero ]nsnuecxoro rpya. K nonynm npnxonn nontnonaemnt ecxrnnx Hexrycon samepxrt yxe pasenannym penecnny n, rnxx na ouxn c xnentxo xamnne, noxox npnronapnnan: Ho paore n xyc. K neuepy, rnxx na neo, cnonno na uact, snenteno Tepryen ronopnn: Hopa xonuart! Fpnranp Momxnn c ecxrnnxom Hexrycontm nocunrtnann, cxontxo pnraa nannnnna neca sa ent, n nocne +roro nmn naunnann conpartcx n opory. c nenpnntuxn ene nepennran norn, a ocrantnte nonapno mnn 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
265 no nporonranno opore tcrptm marom, c nyuxontmn nnnamn sa cnnno n c nonepeuntmn nnnamn n ronopamn na nneuax. Hn na mnr ne tno nepetmxn, rax xax ncem ne repnenoct cecrt ropymxy xnea n neuepnmm anany. Bectma ornocnrentno ctrt, x o yrpennero pasnoa npocnan xpenxnm cnom. A yrpom cnona nyxno tno roponnrtcx na pasno, npnntxax x narepnomy opasy xnsnn, nornomanmemy nennxom nect pasym n cepne. Tontxo rax, a ne nnaue, xnnn nmn. Btx ns nncrpymenranxn, mt nnnynnct n nec, a, ox o nero, x cran nrnxtnartcx, ne ysnanax nuepamnn yuacrox paort. Hec tn ntpynen xnnomerpa na rpn. Tam n cxm ocranannct uepnemmne neopyt n samerennte cnerom xycrt n mnoxecrno nne. Tonxne enn ntrxnynnct n crpynxy. o npnxoa necopyntx pnra sect tna nenponasnax uama. Crpanno tno nnert onnoxne cemecrna +rnx ronxnx ene, n mne npecrannnoct, uro onn moryr uyncrnonart npnnnxenne cnoe rnenn. Bt nostmere +ro na cex, cxasan Bacnnn Hnanonnu Momxnn, yxastnax mne n eme nym enpexm ns ero pnrat na onn ns neopyon. Paorxra nonoro snena upnman o saxnmuennx tn xypnanncrom n xaxo-ro mocxoncxo rasere. 3ror upnman snan yxe nce narepnte nopxxn n onontno opo ncntrtnan cnom cyty. On tn pa, uro Momxnn nocnan nac na neopy. Pxom c nnm, c nyuxono nnno n ono pyxe n c ronopom n pyro, croxn Hnxox Io]man oeccxn anaryna, npnsemncrt, mnpoxonneun napent c xpenxnmn pyxamn. nponnxcx ocotm ynaxennem x Io]many, xora on es nepetxy nonannn ony sa pyro uertpe crpontx enn. Ho ne ananact emy pacxpxxenxa. Hpnrnxtnancx on x upnmany, nomyunnanmemy na necnoconocrtm Io]mana conmart rpeyemoe nanpannenne nanxn n x pasenxe xntcron na coprnmenrt. A xasanoct, ne tno ena, xoroporo Io]man ne mor ne oonert. Inxen on na upnmana sopxo n npncrantno n ynnnxncx, xax ror cymen onnaert pannonantno pasenxo xntcron anno nopot c ntcoxnm ntxoom enono penecnnt. Ha mom onm ntnana opyxa n cop cyuten. a, nerxo cxasart, uro +ro tno nerxo! Hanen Iontmren 266 Vromnennte, mt npncaxnnannct x xocrpy. Vxnonxrtcx or paort ne cneonano, no moxno tno onecrn cex o rouxn, a rpeyemtx or nac 20 xyon n ent na rponx mt nnxax ne mornn ntnonnnrt. Hoxnnxncx ecanrnnx Hexrycon, samepxn nennym ntpaorxy, nornxtnan na nac. upnmany npnmno na mtcnt npenoxnrt Hexrycony cno xemnep, n ror oxorno ero npnnxn, npnnncan nam neocrammym xyarypy. nx uepes na oran n x emy cnom nxsanym menxonym pyamxy, a norom erepcxoe ente. Moxer nn +ror uenonex, cnpamnnan x cex, cxannrtcx na namn? Bet mt yxe nce emy orann, uro cmornn. Ho on ne cxannncx, n n onn ns ne, xora yxe neuero tno anart emy, cnpocnn nac, uro mt, xnt napxarte, ymaem enart antme. V menx saxnarnno txanne, a npnsemncrt mnpoxonneun Hnxox Io]man oxnartcx ne cran. On noomen x Hexrycony, cxnarnn ero sa pyxy n cran cxnmart ee. Orpomnt Hexrycon, nonenen, saxauancx. Henepoxrnax cnna pyxn tnmero anarynt rxnyna ecxrnnxa nnns, npxmo na cner. Tt, ]onxra, nponsnec Hnxox Io]man, nonnmax Hexrycona na norn, sna, uro sa xnt napxarte! C roro nx, yxe es nant, npnnnctnax namemy sneny xyarypy, oxonn nac Hexycon cropono. Heenx npomna, pyrax, n naxa neoneuennoro xnea nce npnxrne cranonnnact na nxyc. Xano ceanact rpn pasa n cyrxn nopnnx narepno mynmmxn nonyxnxax xamnna ns pasnapnnmecx ceuxn. pemnrentno ne snan, xax trt antme: xenyox npocnn npoxopma. Hy nor, cxasan x cee, y menx xpannrcx n nomnnouno y uannt Hasapennt snmnee nantro c mexontm nopornnxom. Moxer, ona snaer xoro-nnyt, xomy moxno orart nantro n omen na npoyxrt? Cnycrx nexoropoe npemx x samen x uanne Hasapenne. Kax ncera, ona cnena n mnna. Ha nonomennte ymnart n narnte pmxn ona crannna sannart. Homnm ee ncera cnoxonoe nnno. Ona opamanact co ncemn nacxono. Ee npnnernnnte ymnte rnasa cmorpenn nonnmamme. nx nee tno ouennno, uro mne, ne npnntxmemy x ]nsnuecxo paore, npnxonnoct ocoenno rxxeno. Ona paccxasana, uro n mnocrn, n openonmnnonnoe npemx, sannmanact nonnrnxo, 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
267 tna cocnana n Bxrxy. Mne yxe tno nsnecrno, uro ona cmorpnr na penonmnnonnoe npomnoe, xax na uro-ro nancera ymemee. Ionopnna uanna Hasapenna o +rom, xax t nonpax ocoo nyxnte cnona. Bcxxn pas npn moem neuepnem nocemennn nomnnouno macrepcxo ona cxnonxna ronony naox, nrnxtnaxct n menx. Kax-ro ona nanncana na xnouxe ymarn: Hnxora ne snana cemenoro cuacrtx. He snam, uro nt o +rom noymaere, cxasana ona n nsoxnyna. narnyncx n nonenonan ee pyxy. a, ecnn t +ro tno ram, na none, a ne sect, n rpxsno nomnnouno macrepcxo, cxasana ona n oannna ne es nonnennx: Hamepena npocnrt nac ontme ne nosnpamartcx x +ro reme. ntxonn or nee n moposnym nout, nrxrnnax ronony n nneun. Tpyno oruernnno ncnomnnrt, y xoro ona omenxna moe nantro na npoyxrt, no x xaxt ent nocne paort saxonn x uanne Hasapenne n macrepcxym, n ram xana menx na neuypxe mncxa rontxo uro cnapenno nmenno xamn, ropymxa xnea n xpyxxa uam c caxapom. uanna Hasapenna cnena, onycrnn rnasa, npnropmnnnmnct. Eme npomno npemx. Kpyrom yxann epentx. Fpnrat necopyon n nosunxon nce antme yrnynxnnct n rary. B onn ns necennnx ne nanpannnn namy pnray n xomannponxy na cnnan neca. Honecenenmne paorxrn nornxtnann pyr na pyra, snax, uro nx oxnaer neuro npoe ortxa n cpannennn c necononanom. Hac oxnann necxontxo omnxon na cnaxx oxono peuymxn. omnx nx xonnox croxn n cropone. Becent ornecx peuxn nepeanancx n oxna, mnran, nomannnan, cynnn nepement. Hauanoct c roro, uro mo nanapnnx Ano cran nonapom. 3ro tno nyumee n pasymnemee pemenne. O ero ymennn roronnrt nxycnym ey ns ntannoro pnrae cyxoro naxa orstnannct c noxnano ne rontxo nce paorxrn, no n xonnonpt. Ha naro n noroa ntanact ornnunax. Becna ntxastnana cnom momt. Fopocnnt, Bonomxa n pyrne peuxn, nnaammne n Onery, npecrannxnnct nesamerno n Hanen Iontmren 268 nocrenenno coennenntmn nsanmno-nenpeptnno cnxstm. Ho nymne npacctnnym monem penna cnnannxnnct no nnm ouent pasnoopasno. Boa npoxonna, a uepes noe-rpoe cyrox n peuymxax nnuero ne ocrananoct. Boa npoxonna n xonuanact. a pasne +roro mano tno? Boa nepememana rtcxun xyomerpon penen pasno ronmnnt n pasmepa, n, xasanoct, uro nmn ne moryr ne nmert nnxaxoro nonxrnx o ecrnymme n noe cnne, o nenn, x xoropo noa crpemnrcx c raxom npannntnocrtm n nocroxncrnom. Hmn nmenn nonxrne o cnne, no conepmenno n pyrom nnane. Hmn ronxonann o xaxom-ro narncxe cotrn, npnnnmax sa naxnemym npnunny +rnx cotrn ro, uro nonce tno nenaxno. He pasptnax cnxse c xnsnenno npano, x, xax n nce oxpyxanmne menx paorxrn, xnn xnsntm, n xoropym ronxnyna menx cyta. Bcx pnraa croxna y nnsxoro epera c arpamn, orranxnnax npnnnanmnecx penna, urot ne cnyunnoct saropa. Ho penna, ntcxaxnnax na nonepxnocrt, onnctnann xpnnym, npnnnxannct pyr x pyry, n npnpoxennte cnnanmnxn Bacnnn Hnanonnu Momxnn n Mnrx Tepryen, nptrax, xax nnpxaun, c penna na penno, nanpannxnn nx no reuennm, orrxrnnax ono or pyroro n or npornnononoxnoro ntcoxoro optnncroro epera, sapocmero xycrapnnxom; n penna nntnn xocxxom mnmo onnoxo nerpxno mentnnnt. Cnna not xpyrnna penna. mano, uro snan o monenom cnnane neca n ne nmen nnxaxoro npecrannennx, uro xe +ro raxoe sarop. Bropo ent na cnnane, xax n nepnt, npomen cnoxono, no nor x cemn uacam neuepa npnmnn nam oxnnrt, uro y mentnnnt opasonancx sarop n uro mt onxnt ero xax moxno tcrpee pasopart. Vnnen sarop y mentnnnt, x nouyncrnonan nnesannoe nenne cepna. Ha nope remneno. samernn nepemnmocrt paorxr npncrynnrt x eny. Hecnax macca na rnasax pocna, npenpamanact n neuro npoe cnnomnoro napoma, coennxmmero c ntcoxnm npornnononoxntm eperom. Pacrontpennte penna, xax t nounnxxct ranncrnennomy nncrnnxry, ntnnpax nnepx ns ome macct, opasonanme napom, snoneme naxoxnnnnct. Hecxontxo penen, 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
269 npnnennnmnxcx x xpam roro epera, opasonann sarop, n nyxno tno nx cnnnyrt arpamn, urot orxptrt nyrt macce ocranonnnmecx penecnnt. Fpenna +rn tnn npnmernt na rnas, no mon copartx no pnrae oxnnct nocrynnrtcx x nnm npn mtcnn, uro ncx nannna penen ryr xe cnnnercx c mecra, n xocromontnax ee cnna pasannr nac pantme, uem mt ycneem oexart o epera, re croxnn noopyxennte xonnonpt, eccrpacrno cosepnammne rposxmym nam onacnocrt. Mt recnnnnct c arpamn pyr x pyry, ncntrtnax nennxn crpax. Mt nce tnn na nopore cmeprn. Ho npyr nepenne cnnnynn npnnennnmnecx penna, n nce, ne uyncrnyx no coom nor, pocnnnct x nnsxomy epery, nonaax nosne nero n nexnym noy, ntxapaxnnaxct nacxnost npomoxmnmn, ynnnxxct camnm cee, xax yanoct ocrartcx nentmn n nenpenmtmn. Konno, cmexct na namn, nacxnost moxptmn, c uyncrnom pacnnn ryr xe na epery npenasnauennym nam, cnnanmnxam noxy. Hoann craxan pnranpy Momxnny norpertcx, no on naorpes orxasancx. Hauantnnx xonnox cxasan: Vnnnxrtcx ne npnxonrcx, Momxnn net rpesnennnx. 3arem samarann mt n conponoxennn xonnonpon x omnxam na cnaxx. Hrax, paora na cnnane npnmna x xonny, n, cnoxnn cnon nemn, mt nosnparnnnct na narnynxr Hoxmnnra. B Hoxmnnre x ncrpernn roro camoro xpacanna n emncesonnom nantro, xoropt renept, nocne roro xax Konmnpy n uacrt pyrnx narape pacconann no pyrnm narnynxram, ennonnuno ynpannxn ocranmecx xenpo, ne ntxonnme na paory, a npoannxnmecx n sone oxono xyxnn, xneopesxn nnn nrpo n xaprt n ouxo n conarcxn crocc. Xopa unxcart nocnn renept xoconoporxy n nonentxne canoxxn-xnmmn (no qeue npoxap). Bsrnx tn y nero ocrpt, xnno. Ha nnne yntxa uenonexa, xoropt snaer, uro x uemy. Tt nosmyxan sa +ro npemx, cxasan on, npnrnamax x cee n rocrn n apax, re pasmecrnnact ero xomnannx. Hanen Iontmren 270 B xonne apaxa, na nnxnnx napax, orenenntx or ocrantntx nnerno sananecxo, cnena rnaxonpnuecannax, c onymenntmn rnasamn, nnrennnrenrnoro nna xenmnna. Xopa unxcart xanonancx mne: Hmontrno, npana, sauem Hnne Cepreenne nyxen tn x? 3ro npocro nponnx cytt: na none ona c yma cnena cnoero myxa-xonrpnxa, a sect napxunxa ns ccyuenntx nopon, a nocne napxunxa menx. Tenept nce nonyunnoct nannyumnm opasom. Hnna Cepreenna, ytre nmesnt, noare xpyxxy sanapennoro uam c caxapom moemy xopemy. Kax ntpasnrt uyncrna, c xoroptmn x ntxonn or rnanapx narape Xopt unxcaroro? uro eme x mor snart o +ro xenmnne? Ponno nnuero! uyncrnonan cex eme onee pacrepxnntm ns-sa nponcxonnmero n narepno xnsnn. Or paort n necy x cnntno ycranan, xnnx ne no cnoe none. B yme nce npemx tno cnono xne, cnxsannoe c nentnonnnmo nopmo. Brpoem upnman, Io]man n x npoonxann paory no ouncrxe mecr pyox or ocrarxon nexnsnecnoconoro enonoro menxopocra: epenten namerpom ne onee 10 cm, ornnuanmnxcx sonrnxoopasno ]opmo xpont, pexo neno-seneno nnn xenroro nnera xnoe na xonnax nerne n onnnem ormepmnx nerox nnnsy. Mt maxnnct c +rnm menxopocrom, a nosxe crnann cnnnt, nopesax ntcoxne nnn. Cnnmxom ontmne, cnnmxom ontmne nnn, necxos naxnatnaer mrpa]t, xanonancx noopenmn x nam ecxrnnx Hexrycon. Cnen x xax-ro n cnoem yrny na nnxnnx napax n npyr cntmy npo menx nesnaxomt ronoc cnpamnnaer. Hoomen uenonex c xpynntmn uepramn nnna, n uepnom ynenom nonymyxe n mexono ymanxe. Hnxenep Ho]]e. Ouent npnxrno. npnrnacnn cecrt pxom co mno. Emy, ouennno, xorenoct coomnrt uro-ro upesntuano naxnoe, n on ornxtnancx no croponam. Pasne mor on snart, uro xapent n ]nnnt, n ntcme crenenn ennxarnte nmn, ne npncnymnnamrcx n ne npncmarpnnamrcx x nam? 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
271 npnnes nam noctnxy or namnx nnsxnx, xoropym nepean Menpy annonnuy Pornncxomy n Mocxne nam xx, ero crapt pyr, oparnncx xo mne nnxenep Ho]]e, npyuax ontmo naxer, oepnyrt n enym ymary. A xro raxo Pornncxn? cnpocnn x y Ho]]e. On mxrxo ornernn, uro cxopo mne craner namnoro nyume, noromy uro Pornncxn nauantnnx paor Kapronontnara, n no ero pacnopxxennm ntcnan na menx napx, no xoropomy x yy nepeneen na xomenanrcxn narnynxr n ropo Kapronont. Cnyua, ecrnnrentno, nponsomen ynnnrentnt. Ho]]e nonpomancx co mno n tcrpo nomen x ntxoy. Kora on ntmen, x pemnn, uro o ocrantnom cneyer ymart norom, a rnannoe uyo ceuac n noctnxe ns omy. Heoxonmo tno nemenx ee pacxptrt. Hpexpacno! Hpenocxono! Cnauana x ntnyn rpn nauxn ncxnnrnoro neuentx, norom necxontxo anox crymennoro monoxa, nauxn nnnenoro caxapa, necxontxo nnnrox moxonaa, nannpoct, nyxart n pyrym ]anracrnuecxym n ycnonnxx Hoxmnnrn cnet. Ecrecrnenno, uro n nepnym ouepet x noennncx noctnxo co nce pnrao, a norom npnrnacnn upnmana n Io]mana x cee na napt na nepnym rpanesy. ntxan sanax oma, nornxtnax na cnonx nanapnnxon, xano nornomanmnx ey, o xoropo sa nonuaca o +roro n meurart tno nentsx. B +ror momenr xnsnt tna ntcmnm cuacrtem. Ona cnernna n rpena. B +rom cocroxnnn xax t ntcxontsnynn ns cosnannx n onnmanmax nce npemx sanmnnnennocrt ns-sa orcyrcrnnx na narnynxre esxamept, n ra nout, xora x ntexan ocnxom na cner, urot nonyunrt na yrpo n canuacrn ocnooxenne or paort, n ror crapnuox-oxrop c ycrantmn rnasamn, ntnyxennt art na ent ocnooxenne ne mne, a narapm c ronopom no ymnarom n nne npeynpexennx. Hnxox Io]man oeccxn anaryna nornoman ey monua, no nor rnasa ero nanonnnnnct xaxnm-ro ocotm cnerom, n on cxasan: For noncmy! Hpannntnax nocranonxa nonpoca, saxnmunn tnmn mocxoncxn xypnanncr upnman. Hanen Iontmren 272 o uero xe nce crano npocro n o uero ynnnrentno. Bnepen nepemena xnsnn x nyumemy. A noxa pasnepnynnct nonte paort na necocexe n Hoxmnnre. Hoxnnncx rpaxrop nx rpenenxn epenten n xntcron c nomomtm uoxepon. 3anact xntcron ne pacxpxxentnannct, a naxannnnannct o nernero nepnoa. Hanannnnct nonte ena, xoroptmn pyxononn nnxenep Ho]]e. Bor net uro snaunr rexnnxa, rpaxropa n npouee, yman x, rnxx na connnym ]nrypy Ho]]e. nx menx xe nonax paora tna ne nerue npexne. Hpnxonnoct merartcx or onoro xntcra x pyromy. Bontnonaemnt ecxrnnx Hexrycon tn ryr xe, samepxn xntcrt, noxaunnax ronono, uro nor, ecxart, +ror nnxenep Ho]]e raxo xe saxnmuennt, a non x rt, pasesxaer c nponycxom no narnynxram, xax ontmo nauantnnx, n nmeer nce npana na nontntmn nmtmn. uepes necxontxo ne npnmen napx ns Vnpannennx narepx. Menx ntsnann x nauantnnxy narnynxra Kapnynnny. Ceronx ns Vnpannennx nonyunn na nac cnennapx, cxasan on. snan, uro tn Kapnynnn pantme npecearenem onoro ns nnsnexamnx centconeron. On coxanen o nponcmeme neynxsxe; nexnarxa cnennanncron na narnynxre ero ecnoxonna. On c nepemnrentnocrtm oannn, uro n y nero n Hoxmnnre eno pasornercrnenemee, n ecrt xpanxx nyxa n xnann]nnnponannom +xonomncre (xaxnm x, ouennno, oosnauen tn n napxe ns Vnpannennx narepx). B sanepmenne ecet Kapnynnn cxasan, ne rnxx na menx, uro ne ntnonnnrt npnxasa cntme on ne moxer. Bexornnnoe eno. Ho nnonne ecrecrnenno, ecnn x, paorax +xonomncrom n Vnpannennn, xax snaxomt c nonoxennem na narnynxre cmory nomout npn pasnepcrxe nnana. B nou. eomoeumic r omnpaere ua oman. Bpueaoa Bacu.u Heauoeu:a Mouruua eixoou.a ua paseoo. Bcmpemu.u eecmi o cneuapoe e Vnpae.euue .aeep, rpomro v.ioaci u re.a ooopoeo nvmu. I.oma c.si, npoua.uci co +uom 4puo+au u Hxor Ioq+au. Ocranmnct nenaonro n nomnnouno naenne c uanno Hasapenno, mt nexoropoe npemx cnenn monua. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
273 Conepmenno xcen tn cmtcn +roro monuannx n ornpamenne n +rn mnnyrt x mnmype cnon. Ona xpenxo noxana mne pyxy n, cnxn c rnosx xyprxy, nepeenannym ns crapo mnnenn, naena na menx nmecro craporo ymnara. Hnno ee tno nsnonnonano. uyncrnonan cex cxon]yxenno, nporxrnnax e ne nnnrxn moxonaa ns mamnno noctnxn, a ona conepmenno ecrecrnenno npnnxna nx c yntxo n eme pas na npomanne xpenxo noxana pyxy. Ha naxre menx yxe xan xonnonp. exypnt oxnnn, uro na ocnonannn cnennapxa x onxen trt ocrannen na Komenanrcxn narnynxr n ror xe ent. H nor samarann c xonnonpom no npocenountm oporam x ropoy Kaprononm. Cnauana mnn monua, a no nyrn pasronopnnnct. ns mecrntx, cxasan xonnonp, xnnem mt ryr anno. Xosxcrno nonynno n Boxpy (noennsnponannax oxpana narepx) norn cnyxnrt. A o roro paoran n aprenn na osepe Haue. Fontmoe osepo. aer ncrox Onere. Hoxauan neneceno ronono, xonnonp oannn: ena maxonte. Emy nn tno ne uyncrnonart cex xopomo n Boxpe na xasenntx xapuax! A nor non x rt! Bnno, nenpnntuno eme tno c uenonexom n pasronop ne ncrynart, nx c nnm pxom. Kora noomnn x epenymxe, nnnt crann nepnosannte nst cenepa, oxpyxennte cnntno nopeenmnm necom. Oxono xypno nst ns nouepnenmnx penen n c nycxarno recono xptme mt ocranonnnnct. Crapnx, ornopnnmn nept, nponycrnn nac n nsy, ne cxasan nn cnona. Vsnanmn, uro mt xornm nepeoxnyrt n noecrt, on npoxnnn samernoe nosyxenne, xax t cnpamnnax, uem emy yer ynnaueno. ntnyn ns nemenoro memxa ne nauxn xnracxoro uax mamnno noctnxn n noan crapnxy, snax, uro mecrnte xpecrtxne - rpecxoet sa narypantnt ua nce roront orart. Hnrarentnax nnma, samernn crapnx, npnnnmax ua. Fontmax pyccxax neut tmnnact, n tm nencx n npoxonuennte penna. Oxono nee nosnnact noxnnax xpecrtxnxa. e nonpoonan ncrynnrt n ecey, xanyxct, uro n npn xonxosno xnsnn nepennamrcx onn c xnea c neeo Hanen Iontmren 274 na xnac, no xonnonp ryr xe npeynpenn crapnxa, uro no ycrany ne nonaraercx nnxaxnx paccyxenn co mno necrn. Mexy rem noxnnax xosxxa nonecna nam nepeneuxy noone xnea, n xoropom saneuena tna pxanax cenexa, n n epenxnntx mncxax xncnte mn. Vsnan nontcxym ]amnnnm crapnxa, n npnmno n ronony, uro xnnn n rex mecrax npn napcxom pexnme cctntnte nonxxn n xnsnt nx, ouennno, tna ecrnennax. Bcera sect tno ecrnenno. B omem, ne x uemy nsymnxrtcx, uro nce, o uem n npomnom nexe crontxo rpomxnx cnon na uenoneuecxom xstxe tno cxasano, npn conercxom pexnme ne onycxano ne rontxo pasmtmnennx, no axe mnnnmantnoro cocrpaannx. uro cnona, n uro pasmtmnennx! Cnacno sa rocrenpnnmcrno, cxasan x crapnxy, nonnmaxct. 3a mno ryr xe nonxncx xonnonp, n mt cnona nnnynnct n nyrt. Hy, nor n Kapronont! cxasan xonnonp, xora noomnn x neontmomy crapnnnomy roponmxy, ntrxnyromy nont pexn, coxpannnmnmncx namxrnnxamn crapnnt enoxamenntmn nepxnamn. uyncrnonan n yme xaxo-ro crpannt ocaox, no ne mor nonxrt, oruero +ro. Henontno nonxn rnasa x ney. 3ror crapnnnt pyccxn ropoox n tn n ne tn xaxo-ro uacrtm moe cytt. epenxnnte omnmxn n xynona craptx nepxne cmorpenn na menx xmypo. Mt npomnn no saac]antrnponanno rnanno ynnne o Vnpannennx Kapronontnara, re nexora naxonncx xencxn monacrtpt, no o +rom x ysnan nosxe. Komenanrcxn narnynxr! cxasan xonnonp, marax renept yxe nosan menx. Herxo n es cxpnna ornopnnact nept na naxry. exypnt, npocmorpen conpononrentnte oxymenrt n yennmnct, uro nce n nnx npannntno, ntsnan ns sont napxunxa n nepean menx n ero pyxn. Mt nem c napxunxom no omaromy noonm rporyapa. On npnnernnno menx ncrpeuaer. V nero rpyonaroe, no ouent ymnoe nnno. Ho cnerxa noxaunnammecx noxoxe n pmxam xnem moxno 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
275 tno ysnart n nem cxnrantna mope tnanoro mopxxa. Kparxo na xoy yponnn: Coomam: noxa o]opmnxmr nponycx n Vnpannenne, noyemt n paoue pnrae na Onere. a saxpennmtcx na xnrte, pyr, nor n +rom nnxenepnom apaxe. On samen co mno n apax n yxasan na cnoonoe mecro na nepxnnx napax. A x oruannnam, uepes nneuo cxasan tnmn mopxx. Bce conepmanoct no saxonam connantnoro camocosnannx. Hpnnnnn nnunoro nara txnyn na menx npxmo c nopora. Hnxenepno-rexnnuecxn nepconan nocne rpyonoro nx ortxan na napax, ntxpamenntx eno macnxno xpacxo, sanpannenntx uncrtmn npocrtnxmn, axontmn oexnamn. Onrarenn nr++poncxoro apaxa yxnnann n nnnn narypantnt ua co ncxxo noctnouno cnetm, cnymann panononocrn ns rpomxoronopnrenx, norom eme pas nnnn ua, a nnte nrpann n maxmart nnn npocmarpnnann rasert. C nepnoro xe nsrnxa xcno, uro xnsnt na Komenanrcxom narnynxre tna, ne n npnmep Hoxmnnre, nerxo. Ecrt xnrecxax axcnoma: onnm ntnaaer onee nerxax onx, pyrnm namnoro rxxene. Hmn npenonarann, uro nce +ro nponcxonr no saxonam npocremnm n camtm omnm. Pasymeercx, saymtnannct mnorne n no-nnomy, no o uem nx saymxn, epxann npo cex. uro sa uyo? yman x. nenantnt nocrennn mne uncrym nocrent, axonoe oexno n noymxy c nanonouxo. Bet no ncemy apaxy nononser nomt or menx, sanmnnnennoro! Ho yxe nosno, anx saxptra, n norom x nspxno ycran c oporn. Ftno ono yremenne, uro sanrpa npoxapmct: nanepnxxa, na Komenanrcxom narnynxre onxna trt esxamepa. Btx yrpom, x nenontno nocmorpen noxpyr. Fapaxn Komenanrcxoro narnynxra ne ntstnann raxo meprnxme rocxn, xax na Hoxmnnre. Onn, npouno coopyxennte, croxnn no panxnpy ponno, n necxontxo pxon. Ftn nnen nect narnynxr c ane, cronono, ontnnuntm crannonapom, c xonropo y camo naxrt, omartmn rporyapamn. B cepenne sont x ynnen neuro npoe cxnepa, ocaxennoro epentxmn. Hanen Iontmren 276 Ho rporyapam nnrannct x naxre saxnmuennte paornnxn Vnpannennx narepx. Or nropo ynpannenuecxo sont nx orenxna ynouxa, oropoxennax xonmue npononoxo. Kro-ro oxnnxnyn menx. oepnyncx n ynnen napxunxa. Bor, cxasan napxunx, y nopor yxe conpaercx pnraa. 3x, pono!.. Cam t nonosnncx na peuymxe, a nnxax ne oruncnmct or onxnocrn cnoe, on pyxecxn xnonnyn menx no cnnne n ryr xe oannn: Tt sanrpaxan? Her? Hy, mnrom n crononxy n na naxry! Hpneram n crononym, a n ne roxe xaprnna concem nnax, uem na necononantnom narnynxre Hoxmnnra. Bnnmo, nponema nnxenepno-rexnnuecxnx xapon tna onontno ocrpo, n noromy cosanannct nx nnx n ro npemx onee nerxne ycnonnx xnsnn. Fes nnmnnx cnon noana mne nonapnxa ns oxomxa pasaun nonnym mncxy ropoxonoro nmpe, onntno npnnpannennoro pacrnrentntm macnom, a pxom, n oxne xneopesxn, ntann 600-rpammonym naxy xnea. H nonapnxa, n xneopes ne crann ynnnxrtcx, xora x yxnantno sa necxontxo mnnyr ymxn naxy xnea n nonym nopnnm ropoxonoro nmpe. Onn, ouennno, npnntxnn nanmart cymecrnennym pasnnny mexy annernrom nnxenepno-rexnnuecxnx paornnxon n annernrom rex, xoro cyta sapactnana c necononantntx narnynxron n nnte ycnonnx xnsnn. saepxancx, a menx yxe oxnana y nopor pnraa ns ecxrn uenonex. Honxn pyxy, xonnonp nonopnn rnmnny. Fpnraa, npox nropym sony n ntx sa ropo ns tnmnx monacrtpcxnx nopor, nanpannnact x pexe Onere. Cnnemmax rnat pexn, nnnsn necox n npnroponoe none cynnnn nacxy necennmm. Ha rom mecre ne rpeonanoct, naptnaxct, ntnonnxrt nentnonnnmym nopmy. Hpn cnnane nensexen tn yron orentntx penen. onronxst napent, ornnuno pyxononnmn neontmo pnrao, oxcnnn mne, uro nopmantnt nponenr yrona onpeenxercx n xaxo pexe orentno. Btramnn rpocom na ypox nce pnrao nxrnanart-nanart penen, nernn rpertcx na conntmxe o xonna paouero nx. Hnmt rnxne npnnnnt not xoneann connym rnmnny. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
277 K mecrn uacam nosnparnnnct n sony Komenanrcxoro narnynxra. B nnxenepno-rexnnuecxom apaxe Bnxrop Manaen cxnarnn menx sa pyxan. Hoomen n nnxenep uennn: Hy-c, renept mt cnona nmecre. cmorpen na nnx nsymnennem. Concem pyro nn, uem y paorxr na necononantnom narnynxre: nerxne xyprxn n pmxn, cmnrte, ouennno, n noprnoncxo macrepcxo Vnpannennx Kapronontnara, n uncro ntpnrte nnna. Hooean ctrno n cronono, nosnparnncx n apax. Manaen ycann pxom c coo. Ha rymouxe croxnn ne xpyxxn sanapennoro uax, neuente, anouxa mea. Bt oeann? C nepntm, co nroptm, xax nonaraercx? a, x ctr. Hy, a nocne +roro, noxanycra, na ecepr ua. Kax +ro nce-raxn npnxrno: raxax nepemena xnsnn nocne Hoxmnnrn! yman x. Hoo mno na nnxnnx napax nexan +xonomncr Posoncxn. Moxer, x mory nomout nam uem-nnyt? cnpocnn on. Ionopnn on ouent yromnrentno o nocnnrarentno ncnnnnnne, xoropym cronno coxpannrt na ncm xnsnt, n o rom, uro xaxoe conpnxocnonenne c nontmn ]axramn noyxano ero pacmnpxrt cno xpyrosop. Posoncxn tn co mno npeentno opoxenarenen, no x nnen, uro on xouer coomnrt mne neuro ne concem nx nero yonoe. Honnmaere, cxasan on, naxonen, x ceronx onapyxnn na moe noymxe nomt n es npomenennx ntnyxen ornecrn nce n npoxapxy, uro n nam conerym cenart. Pasymeercx, y menx ne tno nnxaxo ont na nero. cam nocne paort conpancx +ro cenart, n ryr xe ornpannncx n anm. Tam x nosnaxomnncx c Kare Kptnaeno, saneonanme anno-npaueuntm orenennem. 3ra mannxmpma ns mocxoncxo rocrnnnnt Merponont tna onontno xpacnna n cnerno xo]rouxe, c xypxno sonorncro rononxo. Inxx na menx, ana n pyxn uncrym mouanxy. Hyxno pasertcx, cxasana rnxo, n ocrannrt sect n npeannnxe name rpxsnoe ente, a mnnentnax xyprxa n nce ocrantnoe noer n npoxapxy. Hanen Iontmren 278 Hannnax n annom nomemennn maxy sa maxo n onnn cex necxontxo pas ropxue noo, namtnnncx n cran oxpacna pacrnpartcx mouanxo. Ocnexennt, naen uncroe ente n npoxapennym nepxnmm oexy, satman nonno rpytm. Hy nor, yntaxct cxasana Karx Kptnaena, concem nnaue ntrnxnre. Hacrynnn neuep. , xax n ontmnncrno ns namero apana, nanpannncx n crononym, n xoropo yxe ypann cront, n re n pyrom xonne sana coopyxena tna cnena, a na ne npnxnponan xasontm opxecrpom nsnecrnt eme na none Ieoprnan. Cpen rannymmnx ntenxnact noxpamennax n npnnypennax Karx Kptnaena. Annoncmenrt, cmex, myrxn n nexoropo mepe cmyrnnn menx. 3xonomncr Posoncxn, cnx pxom na cxamexe, npnnnnyro nnnornym x crene, cocpeorouenno nanman ecneunym xnsnt Komenanrcxoro narnynxra. On narnyncx xo mne: He naxonre nn nt, uro nce +ro uepecuyp nmontrno: ncmy xnsnt, nnn Hnp no npemx uymt. Karm Kptnaeny, xax n pyrnx rannymmnx am, rxnyno, nnnmo, x ouent crponomy, n xomnnesone nerunxa, monoomy uenonexy c rycrtmn sonorncrtmn ponxmn, nnanno nnranmemycx, nonoxnn pyxy na nneuo enymxn c nentm, nsmyuenntm, ynnnrentno naropontm xpacnntm nnnom. Posoncxn onxrt narnyncx xo mne: 3ra enymxa Anna Tpyxan ns Xapnna. Crpynt ee ymn snyuar nor c +ro cnent. Monooe cepne xouer nmnrt, necmorpx na ryepxynes. Bnxrop Aspn+nennu Ipoccman, nymxnnncr, cmeno sarnxnyn n ee nnyrpennn mnp n nocrannn na +ro cnene nx nee nymxnncxoro Kamennoro rocrx. Ona npexpacnax axrpnca, a sect ronoc nennrene snyune, uem na none. C ne rannyer nontcxn nerunx Po, cnyuano cnnmncx c xypca n napymnnmn conercxym rpannny, sa uro nonyunn nxrt ner. B onom pnrme nnnct monote cepna nontcxoro nerunxa, cnnmerocx c xypca, n pyccxo enymxn ns Xapnna. Cnoxont pnrm nmsa, ncnonnxemoro xasom Ieoprnan, 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
279 nouepxnnan recnym cnxst, ycranonnennym uenoneuecxnmn uyncrnamn. A pnrm moe xnsnn conepmenno cnncx n re nn. nepnyncx neuepom n apax, no rontxo naxptncx oexnom, xax nsmenenne ycnonn narepnoro tra nocne rxxenemnx snmnnx mecxnen na Hoxmnnre, norpeonanmnx or menx npoxnnennx nce xnsnecroxocrn, nepemno n pasnxsxy onesnn. H +ro xax t n ono mrnonenne!.. uepes uac npnmna noxnnax npaunxa, nsmepnna remneparypy n ynoxnna n ontnnunt crannonap. B crannonape nouyncrnonan cex eme xyxe. Bpau, 3c]npt xonnenna, ycnoxannana menx: Cnoxone, oporo, nce npoer. B .era. ua oo.iuu:uo rore. Oro.o +eu cuoe.a +eouuucra cecmpa. Ho+um :ucmo eioe.euuvm reaopamuvm na.amv u oeevurv, +eouuucrvm cecmpv, co cmpauui+ eipareuue+ cooouueuvm, :mo roeoa oi. oes na+mu, npuxoou. paoomuur rv.imvpuo-eocnumame.iuo :acmu Haee. Ka.uuruu u npocu. nepeoami npueem. uepes neenm oprannsm noopon onesnt, n menx ntnncann na paory. Kora npnmen x Kannnxnny n KBu (Kyntrypno-nocnnrarentnax uacrt), mne noxasanoct, uro y nero ner yxe crpaxa nepe narntmn, xoropte mornn nocanrt ero na ropxuym nnnry nnn orpynrt ronony. On satn cnon repsannx na +naxonynxre, nospannxn c narononyuntm ntxoom ns crannonapa. Ionopnn o cnoe paore n KBu. Bnnre nn, cxasan on mne, mnoroe ns roro, uro x rora enan, o cnx nop orstnaercx.. Hy, renept rouxa! oannn Kannnxnn. On nonxncx, ntnpxmnncx. Haxno or nero rpontm oexononom. On noxan mne pyxy. Mt nonpomannct. H nce. Her, anexo ne nce! Mor nn x rora nonxrt cmtcn ero pacxaxnnx? Mor nn nonepnrt n nero? Eme ne nce onpeennnoct no mne camom c ocrarouno nx menx xcnocrtm. Hmn nnxr n pyrnx rontxo ony cropony n ne nmemr nosmoxnocrn cnecrn conepmaemoe n nexoe nenoe. nouemy-ro n re mnnyrt ncrpeun c Kannnxnntm ncnomnnn crapnxa Kynnxona n nepectntno xamepe Fyrtpcxo rmptmt: xax on ynan na xonenn nepeo mno, n xax sacxpena Hanen Iontmren 280 n moem cepne xanocrt, xora onxn ero n ycann pxom c coo nmecro roro, urot noxypaxnrtcx na nnm, ncran n nosy cytn nmcxo cnaocrn. pyxa c Maxcom Hnepmanom yxranrepom narnynxra ornnuanact ocoo onepunnocrtm. On, ncrpeuaxct co mno, yntancx nonnmamme yntxo uenonexa npeentno npannnoro. Ornomennx c camoro nauana crann parcxnmn. H npocet n ocrpnxenntx nonocax, n cmyrnt nyecxn nner nnna, n nocrounte rnasa, n mnpoxn noc c ropnnxo crann cpasy neoremnemo nnsxnmn. Ero rnanno sanonetm n xnsnn tno enart nmxm opo. On, xaxercx, ponncx n Hontme, no cnoono nnaen pyccxnm xstxom n tn xnann]nnnponanntm yxranrepom. Ero npnxrenem n xonnero no yxranrepnn cran Pomyant Baynx opycenmn nonxx, ncrnnno nopxount monoo uenonex, cunranmn nnrennnrenrnocrt ntcmnm uenoneuecxnm xauecrnom. He mypcrnyx, onn tnn ymntmn, uecrntmn, rpesno onennnammnmn ocranonxy narepx ne xax neuro npemennoe n cnyuanoe. Mne xe nce namn snoxnmuennx npecrannxnnct nntmn, n x, nospaxax nm, ronopnn, uro nce n xnsnn menxercx, n nmn raxxe. B +ro npemx c narnynxra Bonomxa na Komenanrcxn narnynxr npntn Fonornn. Oer on tn no-npexnemy, no- xomcocrancxn, no nocnn narepnym manxy n nonepx rnmnacrepxn renorpexy. uyncrnonan cex conepmenno pasnrtm. Xanonancx na onn n rpyn. 3axamnxnmnct, c rocxo nocmorpen na menx: Ha Fopocnnre ynnn narapn Hntm Hannonnua Knr- Borenxo. On paoran ram ecxrnnxom. Or yxacnoro nsnecrnx y menx nomyrnnoct n rnasax. Mt oa onro monuann. Horom x cxasan emy: A renept o nac: neoxonmo nam ycnnennoe nnranne. Bet o uero omnn! noyman o Maxce Hnepmane. Ornpannncx x nemy. On nean yxranrepcxnmn enamn crannonapa. Moxer, noronopnr nacuer Fonornna c rnanntm npauom 3c]nptm xonnenno. Cyx no ymntm, optm rnasam Maxca, xcno tno, uro on npnmer n cyte Fonornna xnnoe yuacrne. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
281 Ftcrpoe ycrpocrno Fonornna sanxosom crannonapa xasanoct xaxnm-ro uyom. Emy ne nao tno noxnrtcx na ontnnunym xoxy, noromy uro, cran sanxosom, on nonyunn neoxonmoe nnranne n nerxym paory. Kax nn cmorpert na +ry onxnocrt, ono tno necomnenno: tnmn xomannp xopnyca nnonne noxonn x ne. Maxc xe ronopnn mne, uro on ne snaer nyumero ena, uem noepxart uenonexa n nyxnt momenr. Uepes ueromopoe epe+ npuu.oci noov+ami o no.oreuuu eepecroeo muouu Hei 3ucruuoa, eisieaeueeo ee.u:auvm ra.ocmi. Hoorapi, c .ero v.ioro, ou noe.oiea. ua +eu, :mo-mo cooopara. Paooma. ou u epvs:uro+, u eos:uro+, nooiea. ua Bo.oure e c.aoro+auoe u oou. ua 400-epa++oeo nare orou:ame.iuo. B maro+ euoe, crueuuci oo noc.eoue cmeneuu, u npuoi. ua Ko+euoaumcru .aenvurm. cepoooo.iui uapo:ur ua Bo.oure ecvuv. eeo oes uapoa e oman c raru+-mo n.auoeuro+. Vcmpocmeo 3ucruuoa no+ouuuro+ x.eoopesa cmou.o oo.iuux x.onom Huoep+auv u eeo npume.m Po+va.iov Laovue. X.eoopes oieuu +opr, oo.iuo suamor .moe no:e+v-mo ue saxome. noua:a.v esmi 3ucruuoa e no+ouuuru, uo, ucrpeuue .mo Huoep+aua u Laovum, crpen cepoe, uaroue coe.acu.c. npoonxan paorart, ntracxnnax penna ns Onern. Fpnranp xnannn menx, ronopx, uro paoram xopomo. Hnrepecno ormernrt, uro menx ne ocoenno rxnyno na paory n Vnpannenne Kapronontnara. npnxonn c pnrao n ecxrt uenonex x pexe n uyncrnonan cex ouent nennoxo. Mnoro norom npnmnoct ncntrart ropx or npetnannx n nnom xpyry en n nme. Honyunn ornycx n ynpannenuecxym sony n mnnonan annexy, oropoxennym xonmue npononoxo, x nomen n Vnpannenne Kapronontnara. Cnpocnn y npoxonnmero 3K, re HTO (Hponsnocrnenno-rexnnuecxn oren). On yxasan na xomnary sa crexnxnno neperopoxo. Orxptn nept, cpasy nonnnncx na nyx noxnntx nme, npecnoxono n paouee npemx yrnynnmnxcx n maxmart. Ouent ntcoxn n cyrynt uenonex c eno opoxo, nanomnnanmn npo]eccopa ncropnn n mon cryenuecxne rot n Hanen Iontmren 282 ecrnnrentno oxasanmncx npo]eccopom, no concem pyroro, onee nnsxoro x xnsnn npo]nnx, cxyno yntaxct n ocneomnnmnct, xro x, cxasan, uro snaer oo mne xax o nonom paornnxe orena., n ryr xe cuen nyxntm nosnaxomnrt co cnonmn xonneramn: upesntuano mnntm monotm +cronnem nnxenepom no rexnnxe esonacnocrn, opoxenarentntm Poeprom 3mme n c nymx maxmarncramn nnronnem c rnyoxo cxopntmn rnasamn, nnxenepom Kecryrom, n crarncrnxom Bnanmnpcxnm, uenonexom c neotxnonenno npnxrntm, uncro pyccxnm nnnom. Btcoxn n cyrynt npo]eccop Fepeson saronopnn o paore: npomy nac nanepe ne ynnnxrtcx pesxocrn moero rona. Paora ne aercx es nsnecrntx ycnnn n npnnexannx. Ie nt cnyxnnn o narepx? yunncx, a norom npenoanan n mxone. Honnmaere, cxasan on mne, +ro nemnoro ne ro. Ecnn nt roront, rora x ceuac samyct namn. On paccxasan o oxsannocrxx +xonomncra Hponsnocrnenno-rexnnuecxoro orena necnoro narepx. Ionopnn nyno n nennrepecno. c rpyom cnyman ero. enare uecrno ornercrnennoe eno. Bor nmenno ro, o uem x xoren npeynpenrt nac. Hocrapamct, sanepnn x npo]eccopa Fepesona. Ha pyro ent paora nauanact onontno nerxo. He ouent pasronopunnt nnxenep Kecryr tcrpo nomor mne onnaert cuerno nnnexo n apn]momerpom. Poepr 3mme cnonn menx n nenrpantnt nemeno cxna, re ntann creranym renorpexy n cxpoennte no ]acony nernne pmxn n xyprxy. Bosnparnncx n HTO, xax nenecra na cmorpnnt. Ha yme crano noxone, xora, yxe cnx sa cronom, ynnexcx xnntm enom n]]epennnponannoro noxoa x onenxe rpya xaxo necononantno pnrat, sanncxmero or npnponoro cocrana ro nnn nno necocexn. Hpo]eccop Fepeson, ns +naxonynxra nonanmn na paory n Hponsnocrnenno-rexnnuecxn oren narepx, ne nepexnn rex rxxentx ycnonn, n xoroptx paorann saxnmuennte na necononantntx narnynxrax, n no+romy ne cnocoen tn enart ro, uro ontme ncero sannmano menx: 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
283 oneruart no nosmoxnocrn rpy rex, c xem concem neanno pasenxn crpaannx. Onexa Fepesona cranonnnact nce onee nyno n nenyxno. Emy, ouennno, xorenoct noxasart +pynnnm, urot nonxrt cno anropnrer n monx rnasax. xe nce ontme yexancx, uro Fepeson ne cnocoen trt oprannsaropom ero snannx ne tnn cnxsant c npecrannennem o rxxecrn +roro rpya. Hacroxmero uenoneuecxoro uyncrna emy xnno neocranano. On cxontsnn no nonepxnocrn, cnox nce x meprntm nn]pam xnaprantno n roono oruernocrn. Hecmorpx na cnoxnocrt paort, ona mna n HTO xoe- xax. Kecryr n Bnanmnpcxn uro-ro enann, no npn +rom Bnanmnpcxn noxcnxn, uro nce mt nonenontnte, n no+romy onxnt ntnonnxrt oxsannocrn coornercrnenno cnoemy nonoxennm, ne nepepaartnax n ne ntcrannxxct nepe nauantcrnom, xax Fepeson, xoropt n ro npemx tn ntsnan n xanner x nauantnnxy paor Kapronontnara Pornncxomy. H nocroxnnte xomannponxn no narnynxram pacxonnonponannoro nnxenepa no rexnnxe esonacnocrn Poepra 3mme npecrannxnnct nmnrenxm maxmar Kecryry n Bnanmnpcxomy ontmnm uyauecrnom. Kora menx ntsnann n xanner x Pornncxomy, x pemnn es mnorocnonnx noronopnrt o rnannom o moe paore n HTO. Box n xopnop, nanpannncx x nepn naneno, na xoropo snaunnoct, uro +ro xanner nauantnnxa paor Kapronontnara M.. Pornncxoro; nanpornn tn xanner ero samecrnrenx, maopa nopenxo. Hoonre nonnxe, cxasan Pornncxn, ynnen menx. He npenarax cecrt, yntnyncx, nonoxnn pyxn na ontmo nnctmennt cron. Cnpocnn o moem camouyncrnnn. Ipaxannn nauantnnx, cnacno, uyncrnym cex xopomo. Mnnt mo, npomenran on mne, n +ro ]opme Iynara x rpaxannn nauantnnx, no nx nac pyr namero xn Mapxa. nx nac x Menp antonnu Pornncxn. 3ro ecrnnrentno rax, mypnncx on, x nnuero ne snan. Mapx ysnan, uro x sect paoram, nanncan mne: Fyemt n Mocxne, saesxa, ecrt ceptesnoe eno. H rax cnyunnoct, uro nonyunn Hanen Iontmren 284 xomannponxy n ocranonnncx y nero. A xora on paccxasan npo nac, oeman nce cenart, uro n monx cnnax. nouyncrnonan, uro c Pornncxnm nerxo n npocro ronopnrt oo ncem. Ero ntnyxnte, ouent ymnte rnasa crann ceptesne npn neoxonmocrn cnpocnrt o moe roronnocrn cnpannrtcx c paoro +xonomncra Hponsnocrnenno- rexnnuecxoro orena. ne snan, moxno nn c ynepennocrtm cxasart, uro, oxonunn rymannrapnt ]axyntrer, cnpannmct c paoro +xonomncra. A uertpe ecrnnx apn]mernxn nt snaere? cnpocnn conepmenno ceptesno Menp antonnu Pornncxn. uertpe ecrnnx apn]mernxn x snam. Enpe, snammn uertpe ecrnnx apn]mernxn, moxer trt +xonomncrom, neceno saxnmunn Pornncxn. uepes necxontxo ne nocne ncrynnrentnoro pasronopa Pornncxn cxasan, uro neuero noc nemart. B cymnocrn, x ocnonncx co cnonmn oxsannocrxmn nennoxo. Ouennno, uro nce cnon cnnt n mnorocroponnne snannx Pornncxn noxpennxn rnyoxnmn pasmtmnennxmn na meprntmn nx npo]eccopa Fepesona n ouent xnntmn nx nero nn]pamn xnaprantno n roono oruernocrn. cxnncx c Menpom antonnuem, xax c pontm no xponn uenonexom. Bnno, For an namemy napoy nnyrpennmm cnoxnocrt n ymennym cnoconocrt ncera nonnonartcx nonnennem pyrnx nme n ncera uyncrnonart ocoym rxxecrt, xora tnaer rpyno pyromy. Bce +ro nponsomno rax neoxnanno. ncnomnnn openonmnnonnym ]ororpa]nm xn Mapt, na xoropo on tn cnxr co cnonmn cocnyxnnnamn. Cpen nnx tn n monoo Pornncxn. uororpa]nx xpannnact o moero apecra n namem cemenom antome. Tora-ro xx Mapa n paccxastnan o Pornncxom n o rom, uro nocne penonmnnn xnsnt nonepnynact x nemy camo rparnuecxo cropono. Horom ]amnnnx Pornncxoro ntnerpnnact ns moe namxrn, n x nnxax ne mor npenonoxnrt, uro +ror uenonex ctrpaer n moe cyte raxym pont. Pornncxn, no cnonam xn Mapt, tn ne ro, uro ero cnepcrnnxn. Mnorne ns nnx no oxonuannn Hecnoro nncrnryra cenannct necnnunmn, a Pornncxn npenouen onee 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
285 rpynym paory no necoycrpocrny. On uyncrnonan neoxonmocrt ne rontxo onpeenennx xonnuecrna neca na ontmnx nnomaxx, no n yrounennx, n xaxnx mecrax xaxo nec, n xaxne cpoxn n n xaxom xonnuecrne moxno saroronnxrt, ne napymax ycnonn nponspacrannx, urot n npnpoe ne npenparnnoct nce n npax. xx Mapa nonropxn ne pas o rnepo, ocnonarentno paore monooro Pornncxoro, naxonnmerocx na cnyxe y rex, xro ronopnn o enpexx, uro v uux no rpaue +epe ecmi ma.aum. Hauantnnx Vnpannennx rocyapcrnenntx nmymecrn ecrnnrentnt crarcxn conernnx Fepnacxn, ntcnymanmn oxna Pornncxoro no necoycrpocrny, cxasan, uro sa mnoronernmm cnom cnyxy on nnepnte ncrpernn uenonexa c raxnmn rnyoxnmn snannxmn n c raxo rnopuecxo mtcntm. Hs paccxason xn Mapt ncera moxno tno nonyunrt mnoro nnmn nx nectma mpauntx pasmtmnenn. Tax uro xe n +rom xnrecxom ornomennn eme paccxasart ree? cnpamnnan on y menx. Hepnte nn penonmnnn x tn n uepenonne, saneonan necntm xosxcrnom. Houtm xo mne npnexan yesnt xomnccap c xomnanne, n nepnt nonpoc, xoropt on saan: Cornacen rt paorart y nac? Koneuno cornacen, rontxo npn ycnonnn. Kaxne ycnonnx? A urot nce corpynnxn ocrannct co mno. A cxontxo rt nonyuan n mecxn? emy ornernn: B axnnonepnom omecrne nonyuan 500 pyne n mecxn. Bor rax-rax! , yesnt xomnccap, nonyuam 300 pyne, n ontme art ne mory. Ornycxart rex ne xouy, no sa +rn entrn rt yemt ynpannxrt sanoamn cexanmnx xannranncron. Hnrepecno, xax nauanact paora npn nono nnacrn. Hsnecrno, uro pacnnnnnamr penna neprnxantnte merannnuecxne pamt. Paoune oronopnnnct mexy coo naxasart xannranncron. uro onn npnymann? Onn crann sannart rnosn n penna, n xora penna mnn no pamy, ro ona or rnose nemenenno nonanact, a rax xax neconnntnt sano tn nyxpamnt, ro oe pamt nonerenn x ueprxm. A ram yxe sa cxna nsxnnct, re tnn sanacnte uertpe pamt. Hpoenann ror xe ]oxyc. Mt, ronopxr, sa eptmo xannranncron ne epxnmcx. 3ro nonnmart nao! Paora na sanoe ocranonnnact concem. cnpocnn nx, orxya nsxrt Hanen Iontmren 286 entrn, urot c nnmn paccunrtnartcx, xora sano ne paoraer? a yx, ronopxr, nonnma, xax xouemt, a entrn nnarn. C +roro momenra nauannct pasnte mtrapcrna. Onn norxnynn menx n oren rpya, n ncnonxom, n cy, urot x nm nnarnn sa esente n paso. Tax n xnnn na nynxane. K +romy eny nao noxonrt nymunno n pemnrentno. anare-xa ero n centconer! Mo cocnyxnnen, mecrnt xnrent, ycntman, uro menx xorxr npnxonunrt. On cxasan mne: Hornxontxy yem orcma. Ftna y nac cnox nomat, n mt tcrpo yxarnnn n ycaty. Hacxopo nepean ena nomomnnxy n c nepntm xe noesom yexan n Herporpa. Hs ecxnrpocrntx paccxason xn Mapt ncera moxno tno npecrannrt cee ecrnnrentnoe nonoxenne neme, conpxrax nx c npomntmn npemenamn. Tonna +ro noncrnne uyonnme! Ona yxe ne ronopnr n ne nnauer, a ptunr, pyxononmax noxaxamn, xoropte, pasxnrax sanncrt n conasnxx nosynramn nceomero panencrna, ymenn noannrt n ronne ecrecrnennoe uyncrno ornpamennx, ntstnaemoe ymtmnenntmn yncrnamn, nnom crpaann n cmeprn. Boxaxn xomcomontcxne eme n cryenuecxne mon rot paspaxann xareropnuecxo manorpamornocrtm, a noxaxn xecroxnx ner penonmnnn, cnenmne co mno n xamepax Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxo rmpem, nponsnonnn nneuarnenne nme c onocroponne nonxrtmn nexmn. He cosnanax roro, mnorne ns nnx nneprnn nonenontnt napo, xax n camnx cex, n onee crpamnoe pacrno. ecrnnx, conepmaemte no oaxnnem n cnno pasntx nonepxnocrntx nnnxnn, npnnenn nx camnx x eme onee xecroxo ecrnnrentnocrn. Kasanoct mne, uro cnona eosoauue sa coepaueuue +acci .moe oxcnxmr mnoroe ne n xpnrepnxx ncxxoro poa xnasn-]anrasn. 3rn xnasn-]anrasnn npnnonnn x omyrnmtm pesyntraram, xax npannno, nectma nnauenntm. Ftno mne yxe xcno, uro npemecrnonanmee ncera nnnxno na nocneymmee, xax +ro nocneymmee oxcnxno npemecrnonanmee, npnorxptnax cxptroe n nenonxrnoe. Bce uame ymanoct o rnynocrn, nexamn ncxpnnnxnme uenoneuecxn nyrt. Bet no npnpoe cnoe nonx xaxoro ns nac nsmenunna n nonexnr xoneannxm. Xorenoct ornxnyrtcx na nnsxoe n anexoe npomnoe. Camoe 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
287 crpamnoe n xnsnn noxt, no ne menee crpamna tna rnynocrt, npnxptrax xpacntmn nonornnmamn xstuecxoro nnxonannx noxpyr onocroponne nonxrtx ne. axe nanonee uecrnte noxaxn nonenontnoro nma cranonnnnct coepamume.+u. ux ooopa eo. poroa.a s.vm eo.m mo.ni, cneonanme sa nnmn. Boxaxn ynnn nnuem ne cepxnnaemym xaxy nacnnnx, necx n cee cocrnennym cnenory n ocnennenne pyrnx. Kora x nxonn n xanner Pornncxoro, na nnctmennom crone nexann xnaprantnte n roonte oruert o paore rtcxu raxnx xe, xax on, nonenontntx nme. Homaemt nor ronony na +rnmn orueramn, n npemx reuer nesamerno, ronopnn Pornncxn rnxnm, mxrxnm ronocom. Bsrnxnyn mne n nnno, on yntancx ocoenno, ymno yntxo. Knaccn]nxannx ]axron eno nonesnoe, ecnn sa nnmn ne cxptnaercx nontrxa npnmnpnrt nenpnmnpnmte npornnopeunx. Cnona norpyxaxct n oruert, Pornncxn saxnmunn: Hcnontsymr nac c namn sect ncxnmunrentno nx ncxaxennx ]axron. uepes nexoropoe npemx on cran concem orxponenen. uyncrnonan cex ynnxenntm rynaroncxo ]opmo. Bcx xnsnt ero npomna n necy. On nnxomy ne enan sna. Hnran xe onepne n nmont rontxo x xponno-nnsxnm nmxm n, eme co npemen xeepa, x cnxrtm namnm xnnram. On ronopnn c raxo xcnocrtm o enpecxom npasnnxe Hypnm, o Mopexae, xoroporo onexnn ne n rynaroncxym, xax ero, Pornncxoro, ]opmy, no n napcxoe oexnne, n Aman ntnyxen tn noxnonnrtcx. Cnacenne namero napoa sannceno or noneennx Mopexax. Bpar nam narxnyncx na nennnmym Cnny. Fes cnyxennx +ro Cnne nce nnuroxno, cxasan Pornncxn n opo yntnyncx. On oannn, uro +rn yexennx npnnnn emy ero oren pennrnosnt enpe. nocmarpnnan na Menpa antonnua Pornncxoro c neoymennem. He pas npnxonnoct nnert enpeen, xoropte orpexnnct or enpecrna, sauacrym nsenaxct na camnmn coo n axe npoxnnnax cex. H y menx nce ncrano na cnoe mecro ne cpasy. Moxno cxasart, uro no mnorom tn oxsan Hanen Iontmren 288 ncrpeue c oxropom omte n Fyrtpcxo rmptme. Mne ocoenno tnn oporn uact, xora mt ocranannct c Menpom antonnuem n ero xannere nnoem. On ne nponsnonn, xax mnorne ncrpeuanmnecx mne n saxnmuennn nmn, nneuarnennx sanyranmerocx uenonexa. Pornncxn rnyoxo nonnman, sa uro ero n mnnnnont pyrnx nme npecneymr. Btopa ne tno nnxaxoro. Hennct necnn o npexpacno xnsnn, a nnrennnrenrnt uenonex npn nenerxom ymcrnennom rpye ne nmen axe yremennx cosnanart, uro on rpynrcx nx xaxnx-ro ntcoxnx nene. Bce pymnnoct. Pornncxn tn naxt ocyxen, n re, xoropte nanpannnn ero x mecry saxnmuennx, snann, npecrannxer coom +ror saxnmuennt, n nmecro ornpanxn na necononan, npnnesnn n Haenoe none n Cnnptnar, npeocrannn emy ram orentnt xanner n nopyunn pyxononrt ontmnm necntm xosxcrnom. Cama xnsnt nayunna Pornncxoro nonnmart ee. Hao tno nmert ntcoxym crenent ymcrnennoro pasnnrnx n cnennantntx snann, urot cosart nonenontntm nmxm cnocnte ycnonnx cymecrnonannx. Hao tno nmecro cnesnnno uyncrnnrentnocrn peantno nomorart nmxm n xecrouamnx ycnonnxx narepx, nomorart cronuecxn, es cnaocrn. V Pornncxoro cnoxnnoct ceptesnoe nenoxonenmoe mnponosspenne. On ne mor noxnnyrt narept, ne nonan cnona n rmptmy. Emy tno nxrtecxr c nnmnnm ner. Hentsx ne nsnecnrt ncm ocranonxy n ro ymennoe cocroxnne, n cnny xoroporo on ntnyxen tn, nnmennt ntopa, xnanoxponno, pasnocroponne nccneonart npnunnt npecneonannx. Pornncxn ymen n pasronope nsnneut ns namxrn xpynnnt coxpannnmnxcx c mntx ner nyecxnx nonxrn. On ronopnn mne, uro croxmne na nyrn x ntcoxomy carana osnauaer nymn nanepexop n uro +ro carannncrno onxno trt noexeno naropocrnom n nosntmennocrtm nomtcnon, snoe noyxenne opo nonem. Ho ouent rpyno nsxnrt pacrno, oannxn on npn +rom. Mnorne nmn n +ro crpane oxasannct onnoxnmn n eccnntntmn, nponsnec on menorom. Pornncxn ne ncxan narpat, xora yman o xonnenrpannn ontmoro oema paor na onontno 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
289 orpannuenno reppnropnn, ananme nosmoxnocrt mexannsnponart rxxent rpy 3K no pacxpxxenxe n norpysxe coprnmenron. On yman o cymecrnenntx, xopenntx nsmenennxx ncero rexnonornuecxoro nponecca necosaroronnrentntx paor n eme o mnorom pyrom, a ocoo o nacnnnn, unnnnmem ncenosmoxnte nomexn pasnnrnm mtcne o oneruennn rpya nonenontntx nme. Hacnntnnxon nnxax ne morno nosmymart yxymenne apecranrcxo xnsnn, n onn c nonneme orxponennocrtm saxnnxnn, uro ncxxax pannonannsannx, oneruammax rpy, ecrnyer n ymep oymanntm conercxnmn opranamn xaparentntm mepam. Ho+romy Pornncxn ncera onxen tn trt nauexy. Ho on raxxe ronopnn mne, uro ecuncnennte cnyxnrenn nponsnona, xoroptx on xopomo nsyunn sa rot saxnmuennx, necmorpx na nx cxocrno pasnte, ecnn yocyxnrtcx sarnxnyrt nm n ymy. Mt uacro cnenn n xannere Menpa antonnua n ronopnnn c nnm na onee nosntmennte remt, ornnexaxct or ynnuntx en. Hpn nce ero cepxannocrn on tn nacrpoen xo mne ocoo onepnrentno. Ero noesxa no narnynxram tnn uacrt, no n n orcyrcrnne x npononn nn n cosnannn nnsocrn x uenonexy pexo ymn n yma, eme onee nnsxoro mne no nepexnromy n re crpamnte rot. B xomnare xe Hponsnocrnenno-rexnnuecxoro orena moxno tno ronopnrt npenmymecrnenno o nycrxxax, n pasronop c monmn xonneramn raxnmn xe saxnmuenntmn, xax x ne ouent-ro xnenncx. Onaxt menx ntsnann n VPO (Vuerno- pacnpeennrentnt oren narepx). Cron nauantnnxa orena Pnrepa sannman onn yron xomnart, a n pyrom yrny. cnen xx Mapa! tn rax nsnonnonan +ro neoxnannocrtm, uro ne snan, xax cex epxart, onacaxct xaxo-nnyt xanepst nnn nonymxn co cropont narepnoro nauantcrna. Cxynt Pnrepa nanpxxenno sannrannct: Bnnre nn, sam. nauantnnxa Vnpannennx narepx maop nopenxo an pacnopxxenne, ns xoroporo nnno, uro nam narept nocrannxer necnym npoyxnnm Hapxomnernpomy. Bam xx npnexan x nam n xomannponxy nponepnrt na mecre, xaxont camn no cee noxasarenn, xaxono, rax cxasart, Hanen Iontmren 290 nx xauecrno. Bor n npeocrannxercx emy nosmoxnocrt saono nonnartcx c namn n +ro sone n reuenne nyx ne. On npnnes nam rocrnnnt, nent uemoan. Ornecnre ero x cee na Komenanrcxn. Hponycx x ntnncan nor on, nostmnre ero. ornec uemoan c npoyxramn n nemamn n mo apax n nosnparnncx x xe Mape, xora on yxe ntmen or Pnrepa. ropen nerepnennem ycntmart or nero o mame, o aymxe, o moe nnnorexe, xoropax, nanepno, noxptnact ntntm. xx cxasan, uro nn moero apecra tnn nx mamt camtm crpamntm npemenem. Ona nentmn nxmn croxna n noese oma nanpornn Fyrtpcxo rmptmt, pasymeercx, ecnonesno croxna, no c ne nnuero nentsx tno noenart. Hmn, cnxsannte cnyxo, rpyom, noxtm, penyranne xopomero, npeannoro conercxo nnacrn paornnxon, sapnnaro, xycxom xnea, ne nomornn e. xx Mapa cnpocnn o moem camouyncrnnn, soponte, paore c Pornncxnm, y xoroporo on ocranonnncx n ome, n ro npemx xax cam Pornncxn, npoxnnn ocropoxnocrt, yexan n xomannponxy. Mt c xe Mapo mornn ronopnrt cnoono, nac nnxro ne mor cntmart. ropxuo cran paccxastnart ncm npany, nce, uro tno nepexnro n Fyrtpcxo n He]oproncxnx rmptmax, a raxxe o nsnecrntx mne ranax crannncxoro pexnma o rtcxuax nn n uem ne nonnnntx nme, paccrpenxnntx n rmpemntx nonanax nnn romxmnxcx n rmptmax n narepxx, o nxnntx rmpemntx nponeccax 1930 roon. xx Mapa, npoxnnnmn n ro crpamnoe npemx crontxo naropocrna n cmenocrn, npnexan xo mne na cnnanne, rax ncnyrancx ncero ycntmannoro or menx, uro onro ne mor cxasart nn cnona. Bce xax t nponannnoct nepe nnm no mpax. Mt npoonxann nporynnnartcx no epenxnntm rporyapam. On cxasan, uro nanart c nnmnnm ner romy nasa tno ne nyume. Ta xe cncrema tna. On nonropxn cxasannoe nm pantme, uro emy nonesno, uro on ne nonan n naprnm, n uro x oo ncem, uro ysnan onxen monuart. Hnertm net oyxa ne nepemnemt. A x yxe oo ncem nncan npoxypopy. uro rt ronopnmt! nocxnnxnyn on c nonnennem. On tn n oruaxnnn. Mexy rem na nx namero cnnannx nporexnn nesamerno. xx Mapa copancx tcrpo n oparnt nyrt, n Mocxny. On nonnnonancx saxonam paccyxa, nonnmax, 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
291 uro cnyunnmeecx c mnnnnonamn nme ne noananoct otunomy ronxonannm. B xonne anrycra 1940 roa o saxnmuenntx xomenanrcxoro narnynxra omna necrt, uro n Mexcnxe tn ynr cnonmn ennomtmnennnxamn na noune ]paxnnonno optt Hen antonnu Tponxn. Orxptroro pasronopa na +ry remy n nnxenepno-rexnnuecxom apaxe ne tno. Hmn, nayuennte roptxnm ontrom, oxct sapaorart nont cpox, nomanxnnann npo cex. Pasymeercx, nourn nce oratnannct, uro nnnnnaropom yncrna tn Crannn. a, +ro no ero nnnnnarnne nanecen tn yap no uepeny Tponxoro. He noxnana n n annom cnyuae mtcnt, uro sect ntxnnxmrcx ueprt snoecrna ontmoro macmraa. Crannn tn ns rex, xro cnocoen, noono axe Hnany Iposnomy, repsart cnoe cepne pacxaxnnem. Cnen nn on c nonnxme ronono y mornnt ynenno nm xent, ocraercx rano. Kax x or yxyca emeno coaxn, ero snoexnnx meprnnnn cosnanne nsecnnmnxcx nme. A xora x yman o Tponxom, o onpeenennom rnne penonmnnonepon, mne onxrt na ym npnmno, xax n n Fyrtpcxo rmptme n pasronope c noxnonnnxom Tponxoro Cepreem Hnanonnuem, xasanoct t crpannoe, crpannoe cpannenne c opasom Pacxontnnxona ns Hpecrynnennx n Haxasannx ocroencxoro. Hpnnnunte nmn, pemnnmne ynrt nomnocrt xnsnn, xax crapymxy-nponenrmnny, ocranonnrtcx n saymartcx ne cmornn. uenonex nmer xaxoro- ro ntxoa, no npoxo onn, n pasmnnyrtcx nentsx. Homnm cam, xax mo oren, xnnmn rora eme n Mocxne, 7 noxpx 1927 roa nonen menx na Tarancxym nnomat, re Tponxn ntcrynan nepe paounmn mocxoncxnx sanoon, copanmnmncx sect, a ne na Kpacno nnoman. B ro npemx ne nonxrt tno mne, mantunmxe, uro ne ro tno omecrno, xoropoe cymeno t omyrnrt ntcmn cmtcn xnsnn. H Tponxomy ne ano tno cepnem pasymert ntcmn cmtcn xnsnn. Taxoe pasymenne ne nosnnxaer ns nnuero. axe ero ycnexn n oprannsannn momno apmnn nsynronanmnxcx paon, oepxanme noet, a n ocoennocrn npeornpamenne uepnocorennoro norpoma n 1905 roy Conerom paounx enyraron, no rnane xoroporo croxn Hanen Iontmren 292 Tponxn, sanncenn oruacrn or cpecrn, npeocrannenntx emy xax sanymemy ctny nspannoro Bcentmnnm napoa. K coxanennm, sno n camnx nmxx, +crercrnymmee sno, cronxnonenne +ronsmon, anraronnsm naprn, omnounocrt nyumnx namepenn, rnent camtx conasnnrentntx nnnmsn mnponoro parcrna yrnerenntx nme nce npepemnno rnent ntammerocx nynnnncra, nnamennoro oparopa, oropnanmerocx or nennxnx ncrnn, anntx ero napoy cntme. nsnoxnn cnon mtcnn o Tponxom Maxcy Hnepmany. Mt nporynnnannct nocne paort no sone, urot namy ecey ne mor nnxro ycntmart. Hecxontxo pasnnunt tnn namn xnsnennte nyrn o narepx. On nsnonnonanno, ouent menenno nauan nsanexa. Ero camoro saxnartnann noponocrn. On ronopnn menenno, pasentno o rom, uro xnsnt cenana enpeen nntmn nmtmn. Crpaxn conponoxann nx noncmy. oporax nena cornyrtcx n rpn nornenn, nepenocnrt npespenne, nsmennrt na mornne enpecxym nannct, ncrpenrt n cee nannonantnte uyncrna. To, o uem on ronopnn, npnanano ero orstnunnocrn, ero opore ocoennym ntcory. B opore ero tno cocrpaanne x uenoneuecxomy ropm. Foxe mo! yman x, na monx rnasax yxe npomno crontxo ropx, n, npoe, nonpexnyrt cex neuem, no nce-raxn ne narpaxen x raxo oporo. Harept, a nepe +rnm rmptma nepeponna nme. Mnorne nayunnnct nonnmart, uro xanot nx n pasnte nncrannnn ecnonesnt. Ho tnn n raxne, xoropte npoonxann nepnrt, uro onn cmoryr oxasart cnom nennnonnocrt. H nor, urot nce nnenn, uro ncrnna na conercxo semne ropxecrnyer, cpasy ncne sa yncrnom Tponxoro c nsymnennem crann ysnanart o cnyuaxx ocnooxennx orentntx nme nocne nepecmorpa ena. Fyxnantno, xax n Fecax y ocroencxoro: Ecnn ns ecxrn rtcxu ony rontxo npocty yonnernopnrt, ro nce noyr c npoctamn. n sacroner cronom semnx: Hont npant saxon ner. Onaxt, nepnynmnct ns xomannponxn no narnynxram, Pornncxn oxnnn mne, uro Vnpannenne narepx nepeesxaer n Epneno, n nenrp xenesnoopoxnoro maccnna, n uro ncem orenam nao roronnrtcx x nepeesy. Bcxope 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
293 nponsomna omax nepeoprannsannx. B Epneno Pornncxoro nouemy-ro nonnsnnn n onxnocrn. On, xax entnt, opasonannt n ontrnt paornnx, es xoroporo nentsx tno oornct, nasnauen tn nx yonnernopennx nponsnocrnenntx nyx nauantnnxom HTO, a na nnm nocrannen n xauecrne rnannoro nnxenepa Vnpannennx Kapronontnara nauantnnx necosanoa Tenen, unen naprnn. Menx nocne nepeesa n Epneno oruncnnnn cpasy ns HTO n nanpannnn na pasrpysounte paort na nenrpantnym npoyxronym asy. 3ro tno neoxnanno. Bnpouem, uro ryr crpannoro? Horom x nonxn, uro sa menx nsxncx Onepuexncrcxn oren. Xyo! Xyo! cxasan mne n xopnope Vnpannennx Pornncxn, ornxtnaxct no croponam. ymam, uro n x nce npemx na npnmere y +roro orena. Ho ne nemare noc: uem cmory nomory. Pasrpysxa rxxentx memxon c caxapom n myxo na nepntx nopax, c nenpnntuxn, nyrana menx. Kasanoct, nao tno onaart neuenoneuecxo cnnnme, urot nce npeoonert, ne nepenomnn cee cnnnt. Ipysunxn nounnxnnct cypontm oxpnxam saneymmero cxnaom raxoro xe saxnmuennoro, xax n onn, no nonyunnmero cpox no trono crarte, sa romocexcyannsm. Kora na narapx pocnnn mne na cnnny nepnt memox c myxo, x cmor ycroxrt na norax, no exart no rpany x cxnay rpyno tno. C nennxnm ycnnnem oramnn o cxnaa necxontxo memxon, nnraxct menenno, nenonxo. Onaxo, nouyncrnonan nenenocrt moero nonoxennx, x nocrenenno, xax n nce npoune, oxnnnncx no nce noexammem pnrme. Kax t epxan +xsamen, cnnxct, nepemeronxrt ontrntx paorxr. B Epneno x, npnsnannt nonauany paornnxom HTO, nonyunn mecro na nnxnnx napax n nnxenepno-rexnnuecxom apaxe. H uncrt apax, n xopomee nnranne na Komenanrcxom narnynxre n Kapronone n n Epneno, n paora na nenrpantno ase n nonom nx menx remne anann uyncrno ]nsnuecxoro yonnernopennx. Ho, ouennno, x nnxax ne mor sarepxrtcx, urot cxptrtcx or nepemnmmero oxa Onepuexncrcxoro orena, n, cneonarentno, ro, uro menx ornpannnn ns Epneno na necononantnt narnynxr n Hanen Iontmren 294 Kpyrnnnt, nepoxrno, oxcnxnoct uepecuyp npnnontntm, ne nsnypxmmnm nonoxennem nsxroro no ocooe nanmenne ne pasopyxnnmerocx npara napoa. Tax nmenonan menx cneonarent Kysnenon n He]oproncxo rmptme. B Kpynnnax ne xan nx cex nnuero xopomero. Tenept yx, yman x, ne or xoro xart nomomn. Hao tno npnroronnrtcx x camomy xymemy. Onaxo xe nce nomno xax nentsx nyume. Ho npntrnn n Kpyrnnnt menx ntsnann x nauantnnxy narnynxra Konantcxomy. On xonn no xannery, sarnyn pyxn nasa; norom noomen xo mne concem nnsxo. Emy tno ner rpnnart rpnnart nxrt. Kpenxo cnrt, n samnrnoro nnera rnmnacrepxe es snaxon ornnunx, on opocepeuno nocmorpen na menx. Hoxasanoct, uro na ero enpecxom nnne noxnnnoct axe uro-ro npoe pocrnenntx uyncrn xo mne. ncnonnm xenanne Menpa antonnua n ycrpom nac. 3ro na mecro npxe. Paora ne e nexauero, xax ronopxr narapn. Fnpxa saxoncepnnponana. Fyere uncnnrtcx san. npxe n orcnxnnartcx n xannxe ecxrnnxon n sone. Hat? Hy, nor n nce. Ho ne onro yanoct orcnxnnartcx n sone. B Kpyrnnnxoe orenenne npntn rax nastnaemt nontcxn +ran. Bcecnntnax pyxa HKB ounmana or neyronoro e +nemenra Htnon, Fenocrox n pyrne ropoa noccoennenno 3anano Vxpannt. Cpen nexenarentnoro +nemenra nonaannct xnrenn Bapmant, Kpaxona n pyrnx nontcxnx ropoon. Homnm enocroxcxnx ]apnxanron parten 3nntepnar, npoxypopa Fymnncxoro, napmancxoro anoxara Tpycxepa. Bce onn tnn omenomnent. uro xe enart? ronopnn napxunx. uacrt +roro +rana ornpannm x ree na mecrym npxy. Oxcnxrt ree ne cronr, uro nce +rn nant porarnxn. Hx nao part sa pora n crannrt n crono. Hy, onnm cnonom, cam ynnnmt, uro ram sa ]paepa. Hexa, yer y nnx pnranpom napmancxn ocxx upn. Bapmancxn narapt tn, pasymeercx, no yxy nnxe ccyuenomy nopy n napxunxy, uem ecnomomnte ]paepa nontcxoro +rana n cmnrtx no nocnene moe snmnnx nantro c oropouenntmn mexom nopornnxamn n opramn nnn 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
295 nontcxne o]nnept n xon]eeparxax n n ntcoxnx canorax. Ftno xanxo +rnx nme, no uro x mor cenart nx oneruennx nx yuacrn? Pannnm yrpom xonno nornan nac x mecrono npxe, sanecenno cnerom. Fnente, c nponannnmnmncx rnasamn, onn croxnn n cmorpenn na menx n na pnranpa upna, xoropt uyncrnonan cex ynepenno n nono ocranonxe. On nanomnnn mne nouemy-ro aenencxoro rnna c Monananxn, snanmero xnsnt, re saxon rara. nx napmancxnx anoxaron n enocroxcxnx ]apnxanron narepnax xnsnt npecrannxnact, ouennno, xaxo-ro nenepoxrno nenenocrtm. 3anecennax cnerom npxa xax t nxonna na +xpan n conocrannennn c neannnm npomntm. Hpn raxom conocrannennn nnna nx nepeeprnnannct. Kpyrom nameno mnoro cnera. Ha npxe npocexanoct snmnee connne. Osxmnm nmxm rpeonanoct corpertcx, n x pasxer xocrep nx nnx, a upe nx xonnox, pacnonoxnnmerocx nenanexe. Henpnntuno tno anoxaram, o]nnepam, ]apnxanram pacunmart epenxnntmn nonaramn or rnyoxoro cnera nnomaxy nx pacxpxxenxn penecnnt. Paoun ent xonunncx, n x cran ymart, xax naxopmnrt +rnx nme, nonanmnx n nenpnntunoe nx nnx mecro rpya, n nenpnntunym ocranonxy xnsnn. Bet rontxo nymartcx, uro nce onn moryr ouent tcrpo orn o pyuxn or ronoa, xax t onn nn crapannct copart nce cnon cnnt nx ntnonnennx nenno nopmt. Hnna nx ntpaxann noxopnocrt cyte, no nannno tno ymart, npnrnxenmnct x +rnm nmxm, uro, axe paorax o nonnoro nsnemoxennx, onn cmoryr nonyunrt 300 rpamm xnea na uenonexa, xax nonyuamr n nsonxrope orxastnammnecx or paort. Onaxo raxax yx snart, cyta y ncex nac, n x ne mor no nosnpamennn n sony ne ornpannrtcx x nopmnponmnxy, urot, nycxax ntnt n rnasa, sanxrtcx ram npnnncxo, nnn, no narepnomy ntpaxennm, ry]ro, coopasno xonnuecrny eoxon nontcxoro +rana, rpynnmnxcx na mecro npxe. Onnm cnonom, sannmaxct o orox, x, nornxtnax na nopmnponmnxa, tn pa nosmoxnocrn ntnecrn naxn o 800 rpamm sa cuer ynennuennx nnoman ouncrxn ne or Hanen Iontmren 296 cnera, a xxot oro nta, n ne epenxnntmn, a xenesntmn nonaramn n nomamn. Omymax n +ro nenpncnoconenno x narepno xnsnn xomnannn ]paepon ns Htnona, Fenocroxa, Hosn n pyrnx mecr nme nno nopot, napmancxn xynnx upn, mycrpt napent nnsentxoro pocra, onontno nnornoro cnoxennx, nmen cnon nsrnxt. C xnrptm nnom on samen nepe pasnoom n mom xanny n coomnn, uro uepes napxunxa oronopnncx c sanom npoyxronoro cxnaa nonyunrt nenno naex na ncm pnray n cyxom nne: memox xapromxn, rpn xnno xpynt n cont. Coornercrnenno, xax nnary sa +ry npnnnnernm, on oran napxunxy nontcxn mepcrxno xemnep, nsxrt y anoxara Tpycxepa. Bcx pnraa opaonanact, no nourn ne namnoct xenammnx ramnrt na cee mecrt xnnomerpon rxxent memox c xapromxo. Ben upn c auxom nx napxn n c uepnaxom, a memox ramnnn nonepemenno tnmn xosxnn mxcno xamepno nanxn n na nontcxnx myxnxa. Hanmanact nepapxnx npomnoro connantnoro nonoxennx. Hs pasntx mecr nonann n conercxn narept xnrenn nancxo Hontmn. xe cxasan nm: 3ect nce pannt n oesonennocrn cnoe. Fontmoe oneruenne tno nx nnx n mnnnmantnom rpye. H x ntncxnnan ncxxoro poa ]nxrnnnte nopmt ntpaorxn xax enncrnennym nosmoxnocrt ynennunnart pannon et paorammnx 3K. A onn pasmtmnxnn o cnoe yuacrn, naexct na cxopoe ocnooxenne naroapx renepany Cnxopcxomy n nonnrnuecxo mypocrn Vnncrona uepunnnx, xoropt na pasnannnax crannncxo Poccnn n rnrneponcxo Iepmannn n nnxamee npemx nocrapaercx cenart rax, urot cnntnax Amepnxa nmecre c Bennxopnranne onenn eno o noet, oxnaemo cnooonmnno Hontme. ymax xaxt ent o cnne uepunnnx, Amepnxn, a raxxe o renepane Cnxopcxom, onn conepmenno ynycxann ns nny, u1o enaercx mnom, urot onn mornn, nourn ne sarpaunnax cnn, nonyuart maxcnmantnym naxy xnea n maxcnmantnt npnnapox. Paort na necno npxe mnoro ncxxo naxonnoct. npocnn nx no cnne nosmoxnocrn pacxpxxentnart ronxoe pyonrorte na pycroxy. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
297 O, Iocnon! Hy xorx t necxontxo xyon na pnray n rpnnart uenonex! Coopynnn c upnom xosna nx pacxpxxenxn. Ho, ne ronopx yx o nonno nenpncnoconennocrn x ]nsnuecxomy rpyy, xopomo mne snaxomo no cocrnennomy ontry nepntx ne na Hoxmnnre, onn nnxax ne mornn npnmnpnrtcx c conepmenno uyxo nm n xapaxrepno nx naponoro pyccxoro mtmnennx noxopnocrtm cyte n nmecre c rem roronnocrtm noannxrt nce onee nnn menee tmamee cnoono na enom cnere, nanocx yapt no npnxasy pasnnunoro poa rnpanon. Mtcnn o nontcxom cnooonmnn recnnnnct n moem cosnannn. tn pa nosmoxnocrn n xaxo-ro mepe nomout +rnm cnooonmnntm nmxm, no ne nce tno n monx cnnax. Cmory nn x xort xoporxoe npemx trt nm onopo? Or ncex ocrantntx ornnuancx ynopno paoro na pacxpxxenxe pyonrortx ntcoxn uenonex ner nxrnecxrn n nnnnom uepnom nantro xcens-xanonnx, nspexa nonopaunnammn ronony x cnonm cooreuecrnennnxam, xax t ronopx ncem cnonm nnom, uro onn mornn t, npnrnymnn cnom cnect, paorart uyrt-uyrt nyume. Bcxope mne npnmnoct ycntmart or nero, uro, n ornnune or pyrnx nonxxon, on ne xer nemenenntx uyec nn or Anrnnn, nn or Amepnxn, nn or renepana Cnxopcxoro, naeercx rontxo na Fora, nx Koroporo nce namn rpexn ne xnnxmrcx rano, a rpexon y nonxxon tno ne rax yx mano. On ronopnn, uro co ncex cropon mt oxpyxent rnyoxnmn ranamn n nectma nepexo ynycxaem ro, uro nnxe ncero npnneno t nac x ncrnne. Kcens cxasan, uro x xaxo x ecrt ns rex, xro nomoraer pyrnm nmxm n nx ecrnennom nonoxennn, n on naroapnr menx sa +rnx nme. Onaxt nocne xonna paort xo mne n xannxy npnmen napxunx n, payxct sa menx, oxnnn, uro nonyuen cnennapx ns Epnena n sanrpa yrpom menx co cnenxonnoem ornpanxr na nenrpantnt narnynxr, nosnpamax na paory n Vnpannenne narepx na npexnmm onxnocrt +xonomncra. B ror xe neuep x nomen n apax nontcxoro +rana nonpomartcx c nmtmn, xoroptx x onexan. Honocrt +ra cnntno nsnonnonana nx. Kcens tn n ocoennom nonnennn. Fpartx 3nntepnart, anoxar Tpycxep n upn onxnn menx. Hanen Iontmren 298 Kcens npxmo cxasan, uro nce sa mom saory o nnx nonmnnn menx ouent. Hx nonnymmee npnsnanne nmeno necxne ocnonannx: onn nyxannct n uenonexe, xoropt t, xax x, npnxnatnan nce ycnnnx, urot npoxopmnrt nx, aconmrno ne cnocontx x ]nsnuecxomy rpyy. Kora x yxe ntxonn ns apaxa, tnmn xosxnn mxcno nanxn noman menx sa pyxy n xpenxo noxan ee. Hpecrannxnoct mne, uro n Epneno nomnmr cnona paorart +xonomncrom n HTO no pyxonocrnom Pornncxoro, no nce oxasanoct ne rax. Kax rontxo Maxc Hnepman n Pomyant Baynx, paoranmne n ro npemx yxe n yxranrepnn Epnencxoro orenennx, ycntmann, uro x nosnpamamct ns Kpyrnnn, roruac ntmnn oxnart menx y naxrt n, cxnarnn mon noxnrxn, nanpannnnct n nnxenepno-rexnnuecxn apax. Hn xomenanr, nn napxunx ne tnn npornn, urot x nomecrnncx ram. Ho uro nnrepecno tno sauncnnnn menx n enncrnennym na Epnencxom narnynxre necononantnym pnray, c xoropo x n ntmen n cemt uacon yrpa na paory. Hnuero, xoneuno, ryr ocoenno nonoro ne tno. Hanpornn xe, nanpornn! Ho opore n nec npnmno mne n ronony, uro ecrt n +rom xaxax-ro nonymxa. Ho xaxax n co cropont xoro? C raxnmn mtcnxmn npomen x c pnrao o neca xnnomerpon nxrt. Paora na necononane n na pyrnx necosaroronnrentntx paorax crana nx menx npnntuntm enom. Hy-xa, cxem n npexe uem npncrynnrt x paore, nepexypnm, cxasan pnranp. Pasymtnax o cnoem, x crapancx ne orcranart or pnrat, cnannnax ony sa pyro enocrnontnte epest, xoropte mnn na pona nx xyxnn n nx oronnennx apaxon. Tmerno noman ronony na rem, xro nanpannn menx na necononan. Haymann uro-ro npornn menx. uyncrnonan, uro ne mnnonart et. Ho necne crano nerue na cepne. Hpnmno npemx nosnpamartcx ns neca eme sacnerno. Ben n anm, oenancx nanexamnm opasom, norom canncx yxnnart c Maxcom Hnepmanom n Pomyantom Bayne. Bce uecrt-uecrtm. He xax na paounx narnynxrax n Hoxmnnre nnn n Kpyrnnnax, re nrtxann ent-entcxo sa ropymxy pxanoro xnea, re 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
299 paorxr nmn saeann n re sa ncxxym esennny caxann n nsonxrop. Hpnx onaxt c paort, x tn ntsnan x ynonnomouennomy onepuexncrcxoro orena n sone. Hepeoenmnct, xnnncx n xanner onep-uexa. ynnen cnxmym sa nnctmenntm cronom xenmnny c xonononartmn rnasamn. Ha ee xpacnnom nnne tn xaxo-ro orneuarox ocronncrna, ouennno, or cosnannx cnoero cnyxenoro nonoxennx. Ona nsrnxnyna na menx, xorena uro-ro cxasart, no yepxanact, ycrpemnn cnon xonononarte rnasa na mo sarpannunt mepcrxno cnnrep, npncnannt ornom ns Xapnna n npnnesennt xe Mapo ns Mocxnt. Ona npenoxnna cecrt n cxasana, uro ee ]amnnnx Crpynnna. Ha ono pyxe y nee x pasrnxen xontno. C neoxnanntm xoxercrnom ona oxnnnnact, oxntnax ncero menx xencxnm nenycmtcnenntm nsrnxom. Kax na paore, ne rpyno? He nerxo, no uenonex onxen nce enart. nnxy, uro na omnx paorax yxpennxercx name soponte. cornacnncx c ne, uro +ro nmenno rax. Bt namnn, naxonen, ro, uro ncxann, cxasana ona na npomante, yntaxct. men or Crpynnno, coopaxax: nx uero ona menx ntstnana? uro xe ona cxasana? B cymnocrn, nnuero, xpome ]antmnntx, ee nauantcrnom saroronnenntx cnon. Bet +ro ne npocro xanpns nsanmomno, cmasnnno aenxn. Cnnmxom xcno, uro x nsxr no ocooe nanmenne. a, +ro tno xcno nx menx: mo rmpemnt ontr nayunn menx xo-uemy. Bcmy nponsnoxrcx noonte ecrnnx, ncmy nmn npetnamr no ocotm nanmennem. B ry necny sameuarentne ncero tno ro, uro na omnx paorax x nce mentme uyncrnonan cex nopaomenntm ]nsnuecxnm rpyom, nonyunn saxanxy n +rom rpye. Bce x nyumemy, cxasan x cee rora. Heenn ne cnycrx nocne ntsona x Crpynnno, no otxnonennm can n nncrpymenranxy nyuxonte nnnt n ronopt, noxonnn x noporam narnynxra, n npyr x ynnen mamy, croxmym y nopor c uemoanom, ncmarpnnammymcx n Hanen Iontmren 300 nnna nosnpamanmnxcx c paort necopyon. V menx cxanoct cepne, xora x ynnen camoe nnsxoe na cnere cymecrno. ntmen ns crpox n xpenxo npnxan ee x rpyn. Konno yxe can nac nasnparenxm, a nasnparenn, nouyncrnonan, ouennno, cocrpaanne, nouectnannct, no ne oepnynn menx sa ro, uro ntexan x mame ns cnoe uernepxn. He npomno n nonyuaca, xax x, ntmtnmnct n nepeoenmnct, yxe nanpannxncx x npnmtxanmemy x naxre omy nx cnnann, n xoropom tno ne xomnart. V nepe +rnx xomnar mama o uem-ro oxnnnenno ronopnna c ntcoxo, onontno nonno mnnonnno xenmnno, ecnoxono ornxtnammecx na nxonym nept. Mama paccxasana mne, uro onn ncm opory ronopnnn o ee myxe n oo mne. Bor, ncne sa mno, noxnnncx n uepnononoct xpacnnt myxunna npopa xannrantnoro pemonra narepno sont. On onxn xeny n, nacxono nocmorpen na nee, nomen n orneennym nm xomnary, a mt c mamo nomnn n pyrym. B xomnare tn cron none xponarn n na crona. Mama cena na cryn. Cnest sarymannnn rnasa, no nacxonax marepnncxax yntxa ocnernna ee nnno. Hpexe ncero ona crana ntxnatnart na cron npnnesennte npoyxrt n nemn. c xanocrtm npnnxncx sa xynexxy, sa rnopoxnnxn, a mama rnxena na menx c rpycrtm, ynnnxxct moemy neotuanomy annernry. Hao tno noronopnrt c mamo o mnorom c rnasy na rnas. Pasronop tn nepasptnno cnxsan c nosnannem rmptmt n narepx. B +rom tna peantnocrt, n nao tno na raxym peantnocrt cmorpert orxptrtmn rnasamn, ynorpenxx nce cnon ymennte cnnt, urot ntepxart eme onee crpamnte ncntrannx, nannranmnecx na menx. Cnymana menx mama, a nsrnx ee cranonnncx nce ecnoxone n rpenoxne. Ona ne morna ntronopnrt nn cnona. Cnena, nonoxnn ronony na pyxn, saxptn rnasa, yepxnnaxct or cnes. 3a ronxo neperopoxo, n cocene xomnare cxpnnnyna xponart. Hmn ocranannct camnmn coo. To, uro nponcxonno ram, memano cnnannm c mamo n xasanoct uem- ro neymecrntm. nonnman, uro rax onxno trt n uro n rex ycnonnxx naono nxonrt n nonoxenne nme. Mama monuana, roxe uyncrnyx cex cmymenno. To nennnmoe, no snaemoe, tno cnnmxom oraneno or coepxannx namero 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
301 cnnannx. ncran n samaran no xomnare ns yrna n yron, npeoonenax nensneannoe mnom. O +rom nncann crnxn, n n +rom semnom omymennn tno uro-ro neecnoe, uro-ro ouent nnrnmnoe, uro onxno trt coxptro or pyrnx nme. Onn ram sa crenxo xax yro oesymenn. Cntmannct ptannx. Eme, eme! nocxnnnana ona. snan, uro raxo xe crpacrtm oneer ontmnncrno xenmnn. Oxpyxammn mnp, ouennno, ncuesaer n +rn mnnyrt. Iopxuax nonna crpacrn ynocnr x snesam. Honnax oraua n pnrme nnorn ecrt nexn neecnt rpener. Mexy rem sa oxnom crano cnernert. Mama cnena y crona. B ee nsrnxe x samernn uro-ro ocoenno uncroe, marepnncxoe. Bcm xnsnt ona crapanact enart nmxm rontxo xopomee, n nor nonana n opnry camo crpamno xecroxocrn, crpamno nenpant, c xnemom marepn npara napoa. c ontm npecrannn cee, xaxona tna ee xnsnt na rax nastnaemo none, re xaxt nmen npano ocxopnxrt n ynnxart ee, n ro npemx xax ona onxna tna ncntrtnart uyncrno nnnonnocrn nepe nnmn, cxptnax, uro ctn naxonrcx n narepe. rnxen na ee xpacnnoe opoe nnno c camtmn nexntmn uyncrnamn ecuncnenntx nocnomnnann ercrna n mnocrn. Mne xasanoct, uro +ro tno ouent anno. A npomno ncero na c neontmnm roa, n x yxe ne raxo, xax tn. H nnepen nentsx xart nnuero xopomero. Mama onxna tna norn n Vnpannenne narepx, urot nponnrt cnnanne. Hponnnn o 6 uacon neuepa. Koeoa npoua.c c +a+o, cepoe cra.oci om oo.u. B cmo. ua rpi.ie uureuepuo-mexuu:ecroeo oapara u c+ompe., rar oua u.a c :e+ooauo+ no oepeeuuo+v mpomvapv Epeeo. Haenvurm oi. oouecu npoeo.oro. Ma+a ec epe+ ooopa:uea.aci. B +axa. e pvro. Ho eom oua noeepuv.a r re.esuoooporuo cmauuu, a ocma.c cmomi ua rpi.ie oapara. 3aoi. crasami e +uoeoe. He sa+emu., :mo poo+ co +uo cmoum Marc Huoep+au. H v ueeo e.asa o.ecme.u om c.s. He:a.iua muuuua uao ua+u. Bom u uem co +uo +a+i. Kar cropo ec rou:u.oci. Tpvouo noeepumi, :mo no:mu oeoe cvmor oi. c +a+o. Ponno uepes mecxn nocne +roro cnnannx 22 nmnx 1941 roa, n 3 uaca yrpa rnrneponcxne nocxa nnnynnct na Hanen Iontmren 302 Conercxn Coms, n nauanact nona. yx saxnarnno, xora n apaxe uepes rpomxoronopnrent ycntmann ronoc Monorona, oxnnnmero o +rom. Pasnonnonana +ra nonocrt ncex, naxonnmnxcx n apaxe, no ronoca nnxro ne noan. Bce monuann. A mt c Maxcom Hnepmanom ntmnn ns apaxa. Fyem ynonart na Fora! cxasan Hnepman. B ro npemx mt mornn nonyuart rontxo orptnounte cneennx, no onn ne mornn ne coornercrnonart peantnocrn. B narepe nsnecrne o none ecrnonano eme cnntnee, uem ono morno ecrnonart sa ero npeenamn. Ftnn, ouennno, n raxne, xoropte xann cnoot or Inrnepa. nx pyrnx ]axrop cnoot xnnxncx aconmrno nnemnnm, neconmecrnmtm c mnponosspennem, sa xoropoe Crannn ornpannn nx sa pemerxy, net raxo nonopor n cyte tn t yxacen nx crpant no cnonm nocnecrnnxm. 3rn nmn paonann mnporo n oporom mtcnn. Hx ne cmor cnomnrt crannnnsm, xax ne cnomnn t n rnrnepnsm. nx nnx pasen mnpa mexy Crannntm n Inrnepom n 1939 roy rnyouame rparene. Hpnnen menx n yxac n onarepnte rot xnno]nntm Hpo]eccop Mamnox, n xoropom x ynnen rnrneponcxym Iepmannm, re nnemnnm ornnunem enpex crana xenrax snesa. Ho eme o ]nntma mne nce tno xcno. Hpounran y snaxomoro npo]eccopa ncropnn, nmenmero ocryn x raxnm xnnram, Man Kamn] Inrnepa n nepenoe na pyccxn xstx, x nonxn, uro +ro repmancxoe uyonnme xouer cxpyrnrt nect mnp n apann por, nnsnex nmcxo po o crenenn cxora. Knnra, n xoropo yrnepxanoct, uro nnmt apnen npecrannxer coo ro, uro nonnmaercx no cnonom uenonex, tna nepeneena na nce xstxn mnpa n nsana n mnnnnonntx rnpaxax. Vxe opaonan tn Crannn rem, uro ero nent npenpamennx nme n nnuroxecrna nnsxa c nexmn n meroamn Inrnepa, n moxno noennrt c nnm mnp. Crannny ne or xoro tno ycntmart cnon nporecra. C neec no+snn nemtcnnmo tno t pocnrtcx n crannncxn xommynnsm. Hyrn nenn x rnrnepnsmy, no myunrentnte uyncrna menennnnct y ontmnncrna pyccxn nme. Bona c Inrnepom npoyxana n nnx nepy n nent n cmtcn xnsnn, nexanmne sa npeenamn crannnnsma, pacrnenanmero 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
303 xonapntm omanom ymn, npnmnrnnntmn ]pasamn npnxptnanmero camte remnte samtcnt. Orxptrax pyccxax yma ncxana uero-ro nyumero, xaxana npocroro cepeunoro cnona, moxer trt, nernyoxoro, no ncxpennero, xorx +ro tn napo, n xoropom poxonoe ecnyrcrno, npenepexenne x ncnnnnnne, ropxunocrt n crpacrt x noxe sauacrym pann nepx. Hepexo moxno tno ycntmart or pyccxoro uenonexa: Cam ne snam, xax +ro cnyunnoct, uro x ncera xenan enart opo, a ntxonnn onn nonocrn. 3nonemne xe cnyxn o rom, uro rnopnnn c enpexmn n rnrneponcxo Iepmannn, npnnonnn menx n yxac. He tno nx nac, enpeen, onee crpamnoro npemenn, uem +ra nona, npopouecxnm ronocom cxasan mne Maxc Hnepman. Crynax no ysxo rpone epenxnnoro rporyapa, mt c Maxcom xonnn o orox. Bce, o uem ronopnnoct mexy namn n +ror nepnt ent nont, tno nentnocnmo rxxeno n, yxe nexa na napax, onro ne mor ycnyrt. Pasynn menx nasnparent. nspornyn. Ouennno, pasynn on ne na opo. Benen tcrpe conpartcx n nrn na naxry. Kora x ntmen ns apaxa, rontxo naunnano cnerart. Hoem onxen tn trt eme ne cxopo. Cran pasnnuart noxponnen, pacrxnynmnxcx nymx pxamn pyr npornn pyra or apaxa o naxrt; x men c nasnparenem, nornxtnax na nnx. Ha naxre, cnepnx rnasamn, Crpynnna n ]opme nerenanra rocesonacnocrn nxpaunntm ronocom cxasana: Hpournre mepy npeceuennx n pacnnmnrect. vx v +eu sau.c. Uumam. 58-10, :acmi emopa aumucoeemcra aeumau eo epe+ eoui. Ho net +ro nenpana! Pacnnmnrect! Cnecrnne pasepercx. Ho net sa +ro no yrononnomy xoexcy ntcmax mepa paccrpen? Pacnnmnrect!! na noxponna nonenn menx n nenrpantnt nsonxrop, oropoxennt epenxnntm saopom. 3ra narepnax rmptma orcroxna merpon na cro or naxrt. B xopnope nsonxropa ncrpernn nasnparent, ncero omynan, otcxan n sanep n Hanen Iontmren 304 xamepy. B xamepe c nepxnnmn n nnxnnmn cnnomntmn napamn nnxoro ne tno. He npomno n ecxrn mnnyr, xax nept crana ecnpeptnno orxptnartcx, n ncxope xamepa sanonnnnact nsnonnonanntmn nmtmn. uepes nonuaca nce nepesnaxomnnnct mexy coo. xnno npecrannxn, uro, c rouxn spennx onepuex orena, nce copannte n xamepe nmn n nepnym ouepet nonexar nsonxnnn xax ocoo onacnt +nemenr. Ham npnercx, x ymam, npocnert sect ne ent, n ne na, cxasan noxnno uenonex n sarpannunom emncesonnom nantro n rnpontcxo manentxo mnxne. On onycrnn ronony, npnsaymanmnct. Kax x ncxope ysnan, +ro tn coparnnx nsnecrnoro na 3anano Vxpanne nannonanncrnuecxoro exrenx Anpex Mentnnxa pocnan Hnxonaennu Cenesenxa. Bce rax, opmoran on xax t npo cex. B ueoov+euuu xoou. mvoa u cmoa no ra+epe eepe Bpauoec, romopi npeocmaeu.c ece+ rar no.icru nampuom Mouceeea eepoucnoeeoauu. C uu+ poo+ pacno.oru.c ua eepxuux uapax +o.ooo no.r oquep no.icro ap+uu Bo.ec.ae Uvoar. Tvm re npu.e Burmop Aspuo.eeu: Ipocc+au rar nosre eicuu.oci, om.u:ui :me, suaeuu uausvcmi eceeo Hvuruua u uanucaeuu oo .aeep o ee.uro+ noome uecro.iro ruue. Bi.u sar.m:eui e ra+epv u o:eui ooopoovuui crpo+ui uureuep Muxau. Kpe:euoe, u :e:eu Aroee, u napur+axep Ipuua Berrep+au. nx uepes uertpe nce nouyncrnonann cex na rmpemno naxe 400 rpammon xnea n na uepnaxa anant na pasa n ent ronontmn. B ro xe yrpo n cocenmm, crporo nsonnponannym or nac xamepy, nomecrnnn necxontxo saxnmuenntx c Epnencxoro narnynxra, n uepes nexoropoe npemx crano cntmno, xax onn, nnnmo rax xe cnntno nporonoanmnct, rpeonann or nauantnnxa nenrpantnoro nsonxropa crapmnnt Konanena ynennuennx rmpemnoro naxa. Bce n +rom nsonxrope nanepnxxa ne tnn n nepnt xe ent nont ocoenno onrnnnt, oxct ronopnrt nnmnne cnona, urot ne nonacrt n nonym ey. Hapnxmaxep Ipnma 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
305 Fexxepman ne ro uro cosnarentno, a xax t n myrxy cxasan cnoemy xnnenry, xoropt ntpasnn xenanne nrn noenart, uro n es nero ooyrcx. B raxom xe poe ne yepernnct or anrnconercxo arnrannn no npemx nont, sa xoropym rposnn paccrpen n, ocrantnte onrarenn nenrpantnoro nsonxropa. 3rnx mn]nuecxnx nparon onxnt tnn ynnuroxnrt nx ycrpamennx ncex saxnmuenntx Kapronontnara. Bcnomnnnn o connantno-npenom nnne rex, xoro n nepnym ouepet ynnuroxnrt nao tno, ncnomnnnn o rex, xoro ne onnn n rmptmax connanncrnuecxo ponnt. Bor xaxona ona, conercxax nnacrt! npomenran pacnonoxnnmncx pxom co mno pocnan Hnxonaennu Cenesenxa. Bnno tno, uro on noannen ocoenno. On tn yxpanncxnm nannonanncrom, no ne uyncrnonan x n nem anrncemnra. Hao nor cxasart, ronopnn on mne, uro yxpannnt ncera tnn no nrom mocxane nnn nonxxon, xax n enpen. nanomnnn o enpecxnx norpomax npn Xmentnnnxom, Ionre n Hernmpe, xora yxpanncxn napo ncnonnxn mnccnm ncrpenennx enpecrna c ontmnm pnennem. Tyr pocnan Hnxonaennu nycrnncx n npocrpannoe oxasarentcrno roro, uro yxpannnt ncera xnnn ox o ox c enpexmn n n macce cnoe ne nnrann x nnm snot, n uro y nero, Cenesenxn, tno mnoro saxatuntx pyse cpen enpeen. On opoymno yntancx npn +rom. B ero yntxe x pasrnxen rnyoxym ncxpennocrt n uro-ro nectma nannno-ercxoe. V menx cnoxnnoct nneuarnenne, uro +ror nannnt uenonex xnn es nonnmannx xecroxocrn ero napoa no ornomennm x enpecrny. pocnan Hnxonaennu Cenesenxa tn uenonexom enponecxo xyntrypt. On xopomo snan mystxanron 3anaa, n mt c nnm nepexnnann n armoc]epe narepno rmptmt necpannennte mnnyrt, rnxo nanenax 3nernm Xmnx Maccne n sanomnnnmnecx menonn ns Foremt. He pas, xoporax rmpemnoe npemx, Bnxrop Aspn+nennu Ipoccman unran nam no namxrn nymxnncxne Honecrn Fenxnna. B narepno rmptme ncxyccrny nosnpamanoct ero npano; nonpexn sno none, or ncxyccrna rxnynnct ronxne nnrn x Hanen Iontmren 306 opy. Ono anano cnnt xnrt, coxpanxno n ornpamano or cmeprn, nosyxanme crpax nepe norepe uenoneuecxoro nnna. Mt cymenn n rxxenemne nn ne onycxart cex o oruaxnnx. Hcxyccrno osapxno npyr crent rmpemno xamept neynxaemtm cnonom xnsnn. Mt cnopnnn c Ipoccmanom o nmnmom mnom Meepxonte. A Ipoccman ne nmnn Meepxonta n crannn na cnene camoexrentnoro rearpa na xomenanrcxom narnynxre n Kapronone nymxnncxoro Kamennoro rocrx no cncreme Cranncnancxoro. Mnoroe tno ycntmano, ynneno n ne rax yx mano npounrano. H Maxxoncxn, nmnmt mno, ne nomepx n armoc]epe rmptmt n narepx. H apxnrexrypa Tarnnna, n ]nntmt Ceprex 3senmrena, n xnnonenrt Kynemona. a, or npnnomnnann nce npomnoe oxnnano nx menx, no tnn nnrepect uenoneuecxne, n xoroptx nrpana pont paora yxa, o]opmnenne npnpontx rnopuecxnx cnn, a ne eccosnarentnte nncrnnxrt, osnauanmne noey nnsme npnpot na yxom. Hpnxonnoct ronoart n repnert nnmenne +nemenrapno cnoot, nepexnnax pasnoopasnte npenpamennx n rmpemno narepno xnsnn n, rnannoe, nepemeny snauennx cnon. 3ro moxno tno oxcnnrt nonno norepe n conercxo crpane ncxxoro ynaxennx x uenoneuecxo nnunocrn, napnapcxo nenmontm xo ncemy uenoneuecrny rex, xro nponnxan n annapar ntcme nnacrn. Fpanec n Fonecnan uyax uyncrnonann cex nesanncnmtmn, rpeyx ocnooxennx ns nenrpantnoro nsonxropa; onn mornnnponann cnoe rpeonanne oronopom, saxnmuenntm Crannntm c nontcxnm renepanom Cnxopcxnm, no n +rn cnooonmnnte nmn, nonyunn yrpennmm anany, sarnxtnann cocexm no xamepe n por. Koneuno, n x onxno tno trt rax nce ocnonarentno nporonoannct x xonny mecxna na rmpemnom naxe, oxartcx ne mornn yrpom uertpexcorrpammono naxn xnea. Hpomen mecxn, n Fpanec oxnnn ronoonxy. Ero nomecrnnn n onnounym xamepy, a nauantnnx nenrpantnoro nsonxropa Konanen cnauana pasxcnnn Fpanecy, uro ronoart rnyno: nce panno ne nomoxer, n ryepnarop xax n napcxoe npemx ne npner yronapnnart. Ho Fpanec ne noxenan npexparnrt ronoonxy. uepes ent x nemy npncoennnncx n uyax. A uepes uertpe 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
307 nx, xax coomnn nam nasnparent Cnnnrapnt, nx ornpannnn na Kynnxy, n mrpa]nym rmptmy. uepes noe cyrox, oxono uacy nononynoun, ntsnann menx n Onepuexncrcxn oren. Hasnparent Cnnnrapnt ntnen sa nopora nsonxropa, re yxe croxnn noe xonnontx. Onn cran cnepen, pyro csan, n mt nomnn no nocenxy Epneno. Kora nnenn n onn ns xanneron, ram npecrannncx mne xannran Marmxnn nauantnnx cnecrnenno uacrn n samecrnrent nauantnnxa orena Encrnrneena. Marmxnn ntnpxmnncx, npenoxnn cecrt x crony, a cam ycencx n nonpocnrentno ycrannncx na menx, yro oxnax, uro x nepnt saronopm. Hocne mnnyrnoro monuannx npenoxnn npxmo npncrynnrt x eny. On cxasan, uro npecearenem Bepxonnoro Conera nonncan yxas o ntcme mepe naxasannx nx rex, xro, npecrynax conercxne saxont, sannmaercx anrnconercxo arnranne no npemx nont. B +rom cmtcne na menx nmeercx mnoro noxasann, n moe ncxpennee npnsnanne moxer onerunrt npnronop rpnynana, xoropt na nxx npnyer ns Apxanrentcxa. A ecnn x oxaxy oneparnnnomy oreny neontmym ycnyry, ro mne noome ecnoxonrtcx yer ne o uem. Bt onxnt art noxasannx na Pornncxoro, xoroporo xopomo snaere, cxasan Marmxnn cnoxontm ronocom, n ynop rnxx na menx. Hy rax xax xe, cornacnt? Her, ne cornacen n cam nn n uem ne nnnonar. Marmxnn mpauno naxmypnncx. Hocne mnnyrt rnerymero monuannx on nporonopnn: Fontme or nac nnuero ne rpeyercx. Ceuac npnxaxy ornpannrt n nsonxrop, n ram oxnarect rpnynana. oxnancx neonro. uepes na nx rpnynan npntn ns Apxanrentcxa, o uem coomnn nam Konanen. Mne axe ne ann onomnnrtcx, nepntm ntsnan na cxopt cy n nemenx no xonnoem ocrannn n xonen nocenxa Epneno, n ono+raxnoe crpoenne raxoro xe rnna, xax crononax-xny na xomenanrcxom narnynxre n Kapronone. V nxontx nepe tna nocrannena ycnnennax oxpana ns nxrn noxponnen. Conponoxanmne ns nsonxropa xonnonpt nponenn xopnopom x nepxm xnynoro sana. Box n san, x ynnen Hanen Iontmren 308 cnxmnx na cnene sa cronom, noxptrtm xpacno marepne, npecearenx n nyx unenon rpnynana, a coxy, sa manentxnm cronnxom cexperapx. Hpecearent, cypont noennt n rnmnacrepxe c rpemx mnanamn, rposno nsrnxnyn na menx. Crox nepe rpnynanom, x cpasy nouyncrnonan no nsrnxe npecearenx nemnnyemt npnronop, n tno or uero copornyrtcx n +rn mrnonennx, no re-ro n mosry rannact eme naexa. uamnnnx? cnpocnn npecearent. Horom nmx, oruecrno n npoune erann norpa]nn. On npounran xoporxo onnnnrentnoe saxnmuenne n npeynpenn, uro x onxen cxasart rontxo nonnym npany. cxasan, uro nn n uem ne nnnonar n uro nce nanncannoe n onnnnrentnom saxnmuennn cnnomnax ntymxa. Tpnynan yannncx na conemanne. uyncrno esnaexnocrn orcrynnno n nocrenenno nepemno n omymenne, uro mox xnsnt xonenercx na xaxnx-ro necax. Hpecearent n unent rpnynana nosnparnnnct na cneny. Hpecearent ncran n menenno nponsnec crpamnte cnona: Btcmax mepa naxasannx paccrpen. Horn npnnnnnn x nony. Hpecearent npnxasan xonnonpam, croxnmnm y nxono nepn, ntnecrn menx. oxncx cnnnyrtcx c mecra. Konnonpt noronxnynn npnxnaamn. Cmyrno uyxnoct, uro menx neyr no opore n nenrpantnt nsonxrop. Bor n saop, n Cnnnrapnt y orxptrtx nepe. Kax yro xorenoct cxasart: Bor x n nepnyncx cma oparno. H mnrom npecrannnoct, uro renept x cmeprnnx. Cnnnrapnt nccrynnenno, nect corpxcaxct, npoxpnuan: Bo nropym! H on ocosnan, uro x cmeprnnx, n nronxnyn menx no nropym, cmeprnym xamepy. H n ero nccrynnennn sarnymanact cnocrnennax, oxastnaercx, n Cnnnrapcxomy uenoneuecxax ont. Cnauana tn n xamepe onn, norom npnnenn ns rpnynana napnxmaxepa Ipnmy Fexxepmana n ueuena Axoena. Bnx nepe coo ronapnme no cmeprno xamepe, norepxnmnx ecrecrnennt onnx, conepmenno noannenntx, c rpxcymnmncx pyxamn n noramn, ntrnxenmnx nocne 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
309 npnronopa rpnynana namnoro crapme cnoero nospacra, axe xax yro ne n cnoem yme, uyncrnonan, uro npnxptrt n cno crpax nepe cmeprtm neuem. Ho ononpemenno ymanoct, uro n xaxom cnoe. B moem crpaxe tno nauano uero-ro nonoro. Hponecxn xaxo-ro naext. uro-ro nropocrenennoe n nepnocrenennoe. ne mor n ror momenr xcno nonxrt, uro nponcxonr co mno, no tn ocoenno nnsox x romy, o uem ronopnn mne oxrop omte n Fyrtpcxo rmptme: uro nce ecrt ncntranne, uro xnsnt axona npoonxaercx n xnsnn ero ere n nnyxon n uro cymecrnyer xaxax-ro ontmax ncrnna, xoropax ana erxm axona-Hspannx onopy no ncex myxax nx. H onxrt, xax rora, n Fyrtpcxo rmptme, no+rnuecxne crpoxn nmnmoro mno Maxxoncxoro nosnpamann n nexoe nmecrnnnme omne uyncrn, re no nce cnne npoxnnxmrcx ocoennocrn xaxoro. uenonex c camoro nauana samxnyncx,
Ho net ecnn snest saxnramr, 3naunr +ro xomy-nnyt nyxno? 3naunr xro-ro xouer, urot onn tnn?
uem xe x mor npeoonert oruaxnne, xax ne opamennem x Tomy, na Koroporo n mor rontxo nosnarart nce cnon naext, x Tomy, Koropt snest saxnraer, x Morymecrnennomy, morymecrnennee ncero n mnpe. H x nnepnte c monto oparnncx x Hemy, n On nnxn mne. Hacrynnn neuep, orxptnact nept xamept, n nauantnnx nenrpantnoro nsonxropa Konanen, ntnex n xopnop, nponen menx n exypnym xomnary. Tam on oxcnnn, uro n ror xe ent, uac romy nasa, npoxypop no nasopy nnxax ne mor ne samernrt, uro cynrt menx onxen ne rpnynan, a ntesnax ceccnx onacrnoro cya, rax xax onnnxmct x n anrnconercxo arnrannn ne n noennoe npemx, a sa mecxn o nont, a noromy renept onxen n ro xamepe N 3, re naxonncx o rpnynana, oxnartcx npnesa onacrnoro cya. Bor net xax eno oepnynoct! Hporxnyn x n +rn mnnyrt, xax t cxnost crent, pyxn x Tomy, Kro snest saxnraer. uyo mnpoxo orxptno rnasa mon. Hauantnnx nsonxropa crapmnna Konanen orxptn nepeo mno xamepy N 3. He ycnen nepemarnyrt uepes nopor, Hanen Iontmren 310 xax ropxuax pyxa Mnmn Kpeuenona oxnarnna menx n xpenxo npnxana x rpyn. H ocrantnte yxnantno saxnetnannct n cnesax paocrn. Pacrporan x tn o rnynnt ymn, pacrepxnno npoopmoran, uro uyom ns cmeprno xamept onxrt c nnmn oxasancx. pocnan Hnxonaennu Cenesenxa cnycrnncx c nepxnnx nap. ne n cnnax tn cnona cxasart. Cenesenxa cmorpen na menx cxnost cnest, n Bnxrop Aspn+nennu Ipoccman raxxe. Oennnna nac omax cyta. Kora ynernact paocrt moero cnacennx, x noman cex na rom, uro eme ne noxenan nn Ipnme Fexxepmany, nn Axoeny, rpxcymnmcx or crpaxa n xamepe cmeprnnxon, apa, xoropt nonyunn cntme. eno ne n rom, cmoryr nnn ne cmoryr onn nonxrt. Kro cnac menx, a n rom, uro onn co cnonm cronymnm cepnem, co cnonm crpaxom onn, n x onxen uyncrnonart ncem cymecrnom cnonm nx necuacrte n monnrt sa nnx, xax sa cex. monnn sa nnx, xora nce ycnynn n xamepe, nce npemx n rnynne ymn nonropxx, uro +roro ne moxer trt, urot npnronop rpnynana npnnenn n ncnonnenne, uro Tor, Kro saxnraer snest, ne onycrnr nx cmeprn no ]antmnnxe xaxoro-ro rpnynana. 3ra mox yennennax monta ne morna nponsnocnrtcx es coporannx. nauan xonrt no xamepe, ymax o rom, xax ne onnaxono tercx n uyncrnyer cepne nmcxoe. Hntm xaxercx, uro nor xro-ro ymep, a x nnm cmeprt ornomennx ne nmeer: x nor xnny!, n onn npnnnmamr +ro xax neuro onxnoe n neunoe. A pyrne yexent, uro nyxno oxpanxrt xaxym uenoneuecxym xnsnt, nonnmax nonm Tnopna, nexamym nne c]ept nnnmtx npnunn ncero nponcxoxmero. uenonex tnaer n nonnom neoymennn, no emy ne ano nosnart cxptro ocnont nce ncrnnt, ne ano snart, nouemy snoe poa uenoneuecxoro, ynnuroxax mnnnnont nme, ropxecrnyer o npemenn. Kax otuy, ntxnarnnn na cneymmee yrpo ns cocene xamept nme na rpnynan. Hasnparent Cnnnrapnt, ntnox n xopnop, ronopnn ro na mone, ro na uncrom pyccxom xstxe, uro onxrt raxoe eno, uro ntstnamr n npnroronnrtcx nao. H onontno rpomxo oannxn, npoe couyncrnyx: 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
311 Bo ne raxe? Taxax xnsnt!.. Xnenere nnxa. a, n ro npemx cnoxno tno nonxrt npocroro myxnxa Cnnnrapnoro. 3aremnen uenoneuecxn opas. H mnoro raxnx nacunrart moxno. Xnsnt oxasanoct nacrontxo nponnrana noxtm, uro n unent rpnynana mornn, ncnonnxx cnom xyrxym paory, cnonrt ee x omecrnennomy cnyxennm. B rom omyre, o cee ymxy ymax, rpyno tno napartcx cmenocrn n orxasartcx or nesannntx oxsannocre, net xnntm nocne +roro nanpx nn moxno tno ntpartcx. Ftno noncrnne acxoe nonoxenne. Honnax esnaexnocrt ntstnana oruaxnte. Hpnemt n cnocot ocyxennx nnonne mornn rnacnrt: Ocrant naexy nancera. Ho nmn noxa xnnt npoonxamr naexrtcx. Homnm eme, uro nce nponcxonno ouent cxopo, n yxnantno uepes xaxte nonuaca Cnnnrapnt xpnuan: Bo nropym! nosnpamanmnmcx ns rpnynana. B name rperte xamepe n +rn crpamnte mnnyrt nmn cnenn, sarann txanne. tn ocoenno nne cex, notnan yxe no nropo. Ipoccman nenonnxno croxn y nepn. nn rex, xro nonaan no nropym, esycnonno, tnn courent. Tax nnn nnaue npnxonnoct orartcx reuennm npemenn. A n cnny roro, uro nce ronoann, nn o uem ontme ymart tnn ne n cocroxnnn. uacamn xonn or ono crent o pyro, n menx xnarano rontxo nycxartcx n nocnomnnannx o nxycntx nemax, xoropte roronnnn mama n aymxa; n rora eme ontme xorenoct ecrt. uacro yman, uro ntnocnnn uenonex, no o xaxoro-ro npeena, xora roron axe cxasart ocote cnona naroapnocrn sa ononnnrentnt uepnax noxnexn nnn xycouex xnea. Mne xasanoct, uro Crannn, namepenno mopx ronoom, enaer +ro ns orxruammero ero crpaxa nepe maccamn sarnanntx n narepx nme, urot ne ocrannct xnnt. Hporexann rxxenemne nn. Tent cmeprn nanncna na nropo xamepo, n x romy xe rono npecmeprnoro xnrtx. B ony ns cenrxptcxnx noue mt nacropoxnnnct. Cryxnyn sacon no nropo. Bcrant!.. Btxon! +ro tn ronoc nauantnnxa cnecrnenno uacrn xannrana Marmxnna. On oannn rnyxo: Bt uro, saappnxanponannct napame? Bac xe ornpannxmr n Apxanrentcx. Fexxepman?.. Hanen Iontmren 312 . Btxon! Ftnn cntmnt marn Fexxepmana n xopnope. eno monnnenocno mno x pasnxsxe. Kro-ro xpnxnyn ns xamept cmeprnnxon ncne Ipnme Fexxepmany: Myxacx, Ipnma, myxacx! A Ipnma ycnen, npoxox mnmo nepe name xamept, xpnxnyrt mne: Ecnn yemt xnn, nepea pary Mnre n Kncnonocxe, uro tno co mno. H npyr ronoc xannrana Marmxnna: Ftcrpee epnre ero! Ipomxo ncxpnxnyn Ipnma Fexxepman: Vnnt! H onxrt ronoc Marmxnna: Haxptnare ero c ronono! H norom cntmno tno, xax noramnnn Ipnmy no nop n no epenxnnomy rporyapy x noporam nsonxropa. A xora ntramnnn n xopnop ueuena Axoena, on opmoran uro-ro nennxrnoe. H ero noramnnn x noporam. V onoro ns cmeprnnxon, xora ero ntnonnn, ntpnancx nsox: Ha nce nonx Foxtx! Vmnct! xpnxnyn na nero nauantnnx Konanen. Heuero cmyry sanonrt! Ho n pyrne cmeprnnxn, xora nx ntnonnn, ncnomnnann cnona npanocnanno monnrnt. Btnenn ecxrt uenonex. Onn tnn re-ro concem nnsxo or nsonxropa. Mt npyr ycntmann crpamnt xpnx. Horom na ecxrt uenonex cmeprnnxon nenanart ntcrpenon. pocnan Hnxonaennu Cenesenxa ornpxnyn or nepn n ncnnecnyn pyxamn. Bcex nac nna nepnnax poxt. Crano rnxo. Mnma Kpeuenon, ntrnpax cnest, cxasan: C nnmn nce xonueno. Vrpom orxptnact nept name xamept. Hepe namn croxnn Konanen n Cnnnrapnt. Inasa y nasnparenx tnn onyment, on tn neen n ne npoponnn nn cnona. Konanen cmorpen na nac, nycmtcnenno yntaxct. Or nnx pasnno noxo. Cnnnrapnt nonnnyn x nepn xmnx c naxamn 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
313 xnea n auox c anano. urot ne npnnxrt ns pyx, yuacrnonanmnx n paccrpene namnx ronapnme, ononnnrentntx xycouxon xnea n nonnym mncxy anant, nyxna tna cnna nonn. Ho nonx tna yrpauena. Btcmax cnna ecrnonana n nac es nac. Mt norepxnn cnoconocrt coecrnonart Btcme cnne. Mt tnn crpamno ronont, n x o rnynnt ymn nouyncrnonan yxac +roro nonnoro eccnnnx coxpannrt n yrnepnrt cnom nnunocrt. Hnna monx coxamepnnxon nocne roro, xax saxonunnact yrpennxx xopmexxa, tnn nenonnxnt, xax yro nx nopasnn napannu. Ho xax rontxo nac ntnenn na nporynxy no nop nenrpantnoro nsonxropa, cpasy samernn, xax nce cmorpxr na neo, n cama coo nponnxana c ontm mtcnt, uro rex ecxrn uenonex ns nropo xamept ner yxe na cnere, n ne tno samnrt, ne tno cnacennx. B re mnnyrt nx cmeprt yxe xasanoct nenocrnxnmo rano. H mt npoonxann marart n nory, rnxx na neo. Kax t norycxnen nx nac nenno cner! Mnma Kpeuenon saxptn nnno pyxamn. Mt nnrannct na nporynxe n nonno rnmnne. Cnexn nosyx ne cmor ycnoxonrt namy ont. Bropax xamepa ne onro nycronana. B cepenne nx nomecrnnn xoro-ro n nee. 3ro oxasanact xenmnna nepnee, enymxa, ouent monoax, cyx no ronocy, npnronopennax rpnynanom x cmeprn sa noer. Bnno, y nnx nce rax, cxasana ona nam uepes nept. 3a noer x ntmxe. Ona paccxasana nam o rom, uro yxe snaxomt mne n Ipoccmany nontcxn nerunx Po, nonyunnmn nxrt ner sa ro, uro napymnn conercxym rpannny, cnyuano cnnmnct c xypca, paorax n Mocronnnxom orenennn na necno npxe mexannxom manopesxn, oprannsonan noer nxrn saxnmuenntx, n uncne xoroptx tna n ona. Po pasopyxnn xonno, n nce nxrepo no rnane c nnm exann n nec. V nero tnn n sanace npoyxrt, a opyxne oropann y xonnox. Fernent ocranonnnnct n remnore n necy, npnmepno sa nxrnanart xnnomerpon or npxn. Hx ornann noxponnt c coaxamn, xoroptx ntnycrnnn na ernenon. Po ne ancx xnntm: on orcrpennnancx n tn ynr. Ocrantntx cynn rpnynan n npnronopnn x ntmxe. A nor ee nomecrnnn n +ry Hanen Iontmren 314 rmptmy. Fernxnxa ronxonana no ]ene, n x nonxn, uro ona ns narnoro mnpa. Bcxope npnronopennax x cmeprn crana nert na narno mornn:
B anexn nyrt ronapnm yneraer, Ponte nerpt ncne sa nnm nerxr.
3amnpana necnx, n cnona nntn mornn, a norom nacrynana nmrax rnmnna. Tnmnna crpamno rocxn. A yrpom no Cnnnrapnomy tno nnno, no ero ymennomy cocroxnnm, uro noutm ee ntnenn na paccrpen. B xonne cenrxpx Konanen oxnnn nam c orrenxom nexoropo ropxecrnennocrn o nauane paort ntesno ceccnn apxanrentcxoro onacrnoro cya. 3rn nn nx menx ocoenno namxrnt. Coxpann nac For! cxasan pocnan Hnxonaennu Cenesenxa Ipoccmany n Kpeuenony, xoroptx nepntmn ntsnann n cy. Ho nosnpamennn ns cya n ror n pyro tnn oxnauent paocrtm: onn nonyunnn ncero no cemt ner. a, no cemt ner, nepne no ecxrt c yuerom ortrtx rpex ner. Cnpanennnocrt rpeyer npnsnart, uro +ro ne rax yx mnoro nx raxoro npemenn, cxasan Ipoccman. Ha cneymmn ent n cy ntsnann menx. Homemenne, n xoropom sacean onacrno cy, sanomnnnoct ocoenno uerxo. 3ro tn ror xe xny. npomen x nepn; nepnnoe nanpxxenne ne ano pasrnxert nme, naxonnmnxcx n xopnope. Kora xonnonp ornopnn nept n san cyenoro saceannx, x ynnen ror xe cron na cnene, noxptrt xpacno marepne, sa xoroptm cneno rpoe uenonex, a coxy, sa manentxnm cronnxom ontmax roncrax cexperapma. Hpecearentcrnymmn cpasy npncrynnn x eny. Kax mne noxasanoct, nponnxnyr tn +ror noxnno myxunna aconmrntm eccepeunem. Cnyunnoct, onaxo ne rax. Bce xax-ro no-pyromy ntmno. Hpecearentcrnymmn nonpocnn menx nnxe noorn x cnene, re noccean cy. On rnxo nponsnec mom ]amnnnm, cnpannncx o moem nmenn, oruecrne, are poxennx n na xaxo cpox n no xaxo crarte tn ocyxen n nepnt pas. Menx ouent ynnnno, xora ysnan ns onnnnrentnoro axra, saunrannoro nm, uro n uncne 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
315 cnnerene Maxc Hnepman n Pomyant Baynx, n pasronope c xoroptmn x tn npeentno onepunn n orxponenen. Hpnsnaere nt cex nnnonntm? yrpmmo cnpocnn npecearent cya nocne roro, xax on saxonunn unrart onnnnrentnt axr. Her, rpaxannn npecearent, ne npnsnam. Cytx npnxasan mne cecrt. Bnenre cnnerenx Fonornna, oparnncx npecearent x xonnonpy, exypnnmemy y nepn. Bomen Fonornn n noomen x cytxm. Vrnerenno onycrnn ronony, ne nsrnxnyn na menx. On ynnnn rem, uro nonpocnn ntnecrn menx ns sana, rax xax nmeer coomnrt cyy neuro neotunoe. Cnepxnyna mtcnt, uro ecnn cytn npenoxar cornacnrtcx c npocto Fonornna, ro x nn n xoem cnyuae ne onxen nospaxart, urot ne nacrponrt npornn cex raxo nacrounnocrtm. nonnman, uro mory pacnonoxnrt x cee cy npnsnannem ero anropnrera. Cytx c xaxo-ro, xax noxasanoct saymenno rpycrtm, cnpocnn, cxnonnn na ox cnom ceym ronony, cornacen nn x ntrn ns sana, xorx +ro xnnxercx ceptesntm nponeccyantntm napymennem. ornernn, uro on, yyun xosxnnom n cye, moxer npenoxnrt mne ntrn, a x, nnepxx emy cnom cyty, ecnpexocnonno nounnmct ero pacnopxxennm. Tora ntnre na nexoropoe npemx nor n ror manentxn xopnop, re ner cnnerene, cxasan cytx. ntmen n manentxn xopnop n cran oxnartcx, xora nosonyr n san. Oxno xopnopa cnapyxn nepexpemnnana xenesnax pemerxa. npncmarpnnancx x xonnonpy, xoropt ntmen ns sana cyenoro saceannx ncne sa mno. Mtcnn pasnnannct o neuro noannxmmee n nexcnoe. Bpyr cexperapma pacnaxnyna nept, n x nepnyncx na cnoe mecro nanpornn cnent, re saceann cytn n re nepe namn croxn n xauecrne cnnerenx tnmn nauantnnx 3ananoro orena Pasneynpannennx PKKA, tnmn xomxop Fonornn. Hpecearentcrnymmn cypono rnxen na cnnerenx. Fapaanx nantnamn no crony, on cxasan, uro nesauem tno ntnonrt menx ns sana: cnnerent mor n npn mne cxasart ro, uro coomnn cyy. Fonornn nexoropoe npemx Hanen Iontmren 316 esmonncrnonan. C samnpannem cepna x xan, n nor on nsnonnonanno saronopnn. B nnne Fonornna orpaxanact raxax rocxa, uro mne ero crano xanxo. On ronopnn o rom, uro ponntm cuerom nnuero x ne enan raxoro, o uem pyxamn xannrana Marmxnna tnn cocrannent ero, Fonornna, noxasannx, uro nce +ro epyna, uymt, uro +ro on nosmymancx conercxo nnacrtm, a ne x. Ho onnnxemt cnyman nac n cornamancx? cnpocnn npecearent cya. B rom-ro n eno, uro x cam ne snam, cxasan Fonornn. Cytx onxrt cnpocnn: uem nt oxcnxere ror ]axr, uro nocynmt ne onoxnn n coornercrnymmne oprant o name anrnconercxo arnrannn? Ero nopxounocrtm, cxasan Fonornn. Xnrpnr noyman x rora. 3ro nonymxa Marmxnna, urot nanxsart mne n xpanem cnyuae crartm o neonocnrentcrne. Hocynmt, ncrantre! npnxasan mne npecearent cya. Ftno noxoxe, uro ero rpycrnt nsrnx, ycrpemnennt na menx, yrnepxan nonnoe eccnnne ne norepxnmero conecrt uenonexa nepe samarepeno ecconecrnocrtm. Boopasnrt uro-nno nnoe tno rpyno. Hpeynpexam nac, uro cy yer crporn n nennnenpnxrnt, cxasan on mne n na mnnyry saymancx. Fytre npannnt n namnx ornerax. Hpany nn noxasan sect n cye cnnerent Fonornn? tn npxm n tcrp na orner: Henpany! 3auem xe tno emy ronopnrt nenpany? cnpocnn menx nstcxanno nexnnno xmypt unen cya, ocxannn nnno. On xe ornonr nx nac mecro cnnerenx, a cam cranonnrcx nocynmtm. Bet renept ero nao orart no cy! Mne ne rpeyercx nonyuart or nero mecro cnnerenx. cnxy na mecre nocynmoro, n mne ornparnrentnt +rn nonymxn. samernn xaxoe-ro yntnne no ncem onnxe npecearentcrnymmero. On nenontno couyncrnenno 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
317 nocmorpen na menx, npexe uem oparnncx x Fonornny, sarem nporonopnn: Taxnm opasom npannntno nn x nac nonxn, uro nt nenn anrnconercxne pasronopt, a nocynmt nac rontxo cnyman? Hmenno rax. Tora orxastnaerect nn nt or cnonx noxasann, anntx cnecrnenntm opranam? Orxastnamct. Cnnerent Fonornn, nt moxere cecrt!.. Bt roxe moxere cecrt, cxasan mne cytx. Co cnoero mecra na cxamexe n nepnom pxy x ornxnyncx na Fonornna, xoropt npomen n xonen sana. Knnnyn ronono xonnonpy, npecearent nenen nnecrn cnnerenx Kannnxnna. Cran nepe cytxmn, xax ntmxonennt, Kannnxnn ne noxox tn na roro ymonxnmero ne ntanart ero tnmero cneonarenx He]oproncxo rmptmt na pacnpany narapxm, caxanmnm raxnx, xax on, na pacxanennym nnnry nnn orpyanmnm raxnm, xax on, ronont. Ceuac Kannnxnn c xaxo-ro ocoo cnoponxo n ]nrype npnroronnncx orneuart na nonpoct npecearenx n unenon cya. Cnnerent Kannnxnn, cxasan npecearent, npomy nonropnrt nepe namn ro, uro nt noxasann na npenapnrentnom cnecrnnn, no npexe name nmx n xparxne annte o cee. Kannnxnn nasnan cnoe nmx, oruecrno, ro poxennx, mecro poxennx, a sarem nocnemno nporonopnn o cnoe cnyxe n opranax MB. Hpecearent npeynpenn Kannnxnna, urot ror ronopnn ncm npany n rontxo npany. Knxnyct ronopnrt npany, ncm npany! Hpana, no Kannnxnny, saxnmuanact n rom, uro n pasronope c nnm x nocxnanxn, xxot, nemenxoe opyxne n xan npnxoa rnrneponnen, uro x nm cnmnarnsnponan. Haxnonnn ronony, npecearent cmorpen na Kannnxnna noryxmnm nsrnxom. Hocynmt, ncrantre! Hornepxaere nn nt noxasannx cnnerenx Kannnxnna? Hanen Iontmren 318 He nornepxam. 3ro noxt. Paspemnre saart cnnerenm Kannnxnny necxontxo nonpocon? Paspemam. oparnncx x Kannnxnny, xoropt, nnmano ne cmyrnnmnct, ryno nocmorpen na menx. Moxere nn nt npnnomnnrt, re n xora x nen c namn noonte pasronopt? a, a mory. 3ro tno n crannonape, re nt naxonnnct na nsneuennn npnmepno neenm, rnepo ornernn Kannnxnn, npxmo rnxx na menx. nexan n crannonape c ntcoxo remneparypo n xaxoe-ro npemx es cosnannx. Mor nn x c namn ram pasronapnnart? a, nepno, ceuac npnnomnnam. Bt npnxonnn xo mne n KBu. Ipaxannn npecearent, nn or xoro ne cxptro ornomenne rnrneponnen x enpexm. enpe. Hpornnoecrecrnenno xenart camomy cee cmeprn, nocxnanxx nemenxoe opyxne. Hanepnoe, cnnerenm nsnecrna pacncrcxax reopnx Inrnepa. Osnepente nanncrt ynnamr enpeen. Hn onn enpe ne moxer xart nx npnxoa. Bce xcno. Cnnerent Kannnxnn, canrect! Ftno npnxasano nnecrn cnnerenx Kecryra. Hpecearent nonpocnn n ero coomnrt xparxne annte o cee. Kecryry tno 57 ner, on ponncx n Hnrne, nsyuan +xonomnuecxne nayxn. Hauancx ero onpoc. Hentsx tno yraart no nnny Kecryra, conpaercx nn on orpnnart noxasannx, annte nm na npenapnrentnom cnecrnnn. Hpecearent crporo nocmorpen na nero, cnpocnn, moxer nn Kecryr, naxonnmncx na paore n Hponsnocrnenno- rexnnuecxom orene n nmenmn nosmoxnocrt nocroxnno nanmart sa mno, coomnrt cyy uro-ro onpeenennoe oo mne n ononnenne x noxasannxm, anntm na npenapnrentnom cnecrnnn. Kecryr nornepnn, uro y Pornncxoro, ouennno, tno mnoro omero co mno, pas x npononn n ero xannere nepexo oxono nyx-rpex uacon, ns uero moxno cenart ntno, uro n xannere Pornncxoro mnn pasronopt, ne xacanmnecx nponsnocrna, a xnno anrnconercxoro xapaxrepa. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
319 Hy, n uro eme? xonono cnpocnn npecearent. Cnonmn ymamn cntmann anrnconercxne pasronopt nocynmoro c nauantnnxom paor Kapronontnara Pornncxnm? Her, x ne cntman cnonmn ymamn +rnx pasronopon. Bt nonncann name nnctmennoe noxasanne na npenapnrentnom cnecrnnn o rex xe ]axrax, o xoroptx coomaere nam? O rex xe. Bt moxere cecrt, cnnerent, cxasan npecearent, yxopnsnenno xauax ronono n xax t orneprax marepnant npenapnrentnoro cnecrnnx, nocrpoennte na onnx marxnx noospennxx n oraxax Hpenosmorax nnnmym ycranocrt, npecearent pacnopxnncx nnecrn n san cnnerenx 3ncxnna. Hena 3ncxnn, nox n san cyenoro saceannx, comypnn rnasa. Myunrentno tno ymart, uro n cnny ocooro esnonnx on mor ne ncnomnnrt ncero, uro cenano emy oporo n nauane ero npetnannx na xomenanrcxom narnynxre n Kapronone. Mon rnasa ncrpernnnct c rpenoxntmn rnasamn 3ncxnna. Mne noxasanoct, uro rnerymee uyncrno crta nomno n ero ymy. H nor nauancx onpoc 3ncxnna. Heyxenn nentsx tno yxnonnrtcx or naxnma Marmxnna n ne naronopnrt na menx, uero ne cneonano, ecnn axe n +rnx noxasannxx n tna onx npant?! On nonean cyy o rom, uro coepxanne xomen Maxxoncxoro Knon n Fanx, mentmymmnx conercxn crpo, ntstnann no mne nocropr, n x nnrnponan nente xycxn nansycrt. Ho ryr 3ncxnn ue nona., nontsyxct ntpaxennem narntx, e eem. Hpecearent ocann ero, yxasan, uro Crannn nasnan Maxxoncxoro nyumnm no+rom conercxo +noxn, n npenoxnn 3ncxnny cecrt. tn nenepeanaemo yrneren noxnnennem Maxca Hnepmana n sane cya. Cepne saxonornnoct. Horom x ycntman, uro Maxc ronopnr oo mne xax o nnsxom pyre, x xoropomy nenpnmennmt onnnennx n anrnconercxo arnrannn, uro nentsx cynrt uenonexa sa ro, n uem on ne nnnonen. c ontm cnyman +roro naroponemero uenonexa, utx conecrt ne oxononana tna rpycocrtm. nonnman, uro sa cnoe myxecrno on onxen tn sannarnrt Hanen Iontmren 320 oporym neny. Onnx Maxca cnnerentcrnonan o rxxentx omnx paorax no npemx nont. Ha nem tnn norpenannte na necononane ymnar n narnte pmxn n pasyxmne or cnera nanenxn. Pomyant Baynx, npecran nepe cyom cnnerenem, ronopnn pasymunno, xax t ocyxax nonpoct xnsnn: Hy, xoneuno, onnnenne moero pyra n anrnconercxo arnrannn nenpana, noromy uro ntymano npornn nero n armoc]epe nenpant. Hpecearentcrnymmn nnnmarentno ornxen cnnerenx Baynm. Hpn +rom nsrnx y nero tn nonnmamme ymnt. A x, ne orptnax rnas, cmorpen na mnpoxym cnnny Baynn, na cnnmxom ontmne narnte pmxn nroporo cpoxa, na rxxente nomnrte nanenxn, n mne c raxo xcnocrtm npecrannnoct, uem noxeprnonann on n Hnepman pan menx. Hpecearentcrnymmn oxnnn, uro cy yanxercx na conemanne. Boxponnt ntnenn menx n ncex cnnerene n xopnop. Kopnop tn nenennx, n na oxna. Ko mne roruac xe noomnn Hnepman n Baynx. Hpexpacnt tnn uyncrna, xoropte x nnran x +rnm ecxoneuno opornm mne nmxm. Kax n npenonaran, nx no yxasannm Onepuexncrcxoro orena nepenenn ns yxranrepnn na necononan n Mocronnnxoe orenenne. upesntuano opaonannte, uro x ocrancx xnn nocne rpnynana, onn ropenann renept o rom, uro ne nmenn nosmoxnocrn npnnecrn mne nnuero cecrnoro. Fonornn croxn nooant eme neuantne, uem nepe cytxmn. Horom on noomen x nam, cxasan: Bt oo mne ymare, xax xornre, x npocro ne cmor y Marmxnna n xannere cpasy onnaert coo, no x ne an na nac noxasann no npemx cya. Hporonopnn +ro, Fonornn oromen n cropony. Bor x nnxy, cxasan, rnxx n oxno, Maxc Hnepman, xax cexperapma cya nanpannxercx n Onepuexncrcxn oren c ymaramn. ymam, uro cytx es nnx ne moxer ntnecrn npnronop. Xart npnmnoct oxono uaca. Haxonen, nac nnenn n san cyenoro saceannx. Hpecearentcrnymmn ne cnema 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
321 naen ouxn n nauan unrart pemenne cya. Mne tn ntnecen onpanarentnt npnronop sa neoxasannocrtm onnnennx, a Fonornn tn npnnneuen x yrononno ornercrnennocrn sa anrnconercxym arnrannm. V menx cpasy cepne sannoct: namen xe cytx n cee n myxecrno n cnny, xoropte n ro npemx n npecrannrt nenosmoxno tno!.. Cnest rexnn no nnny. 3ro myxecrno neotxnonenno ocnexnno ymy. Ho ryr xe ncem cnonm cymecrnom oneuanen tn npnnneuennem Fonornna x cyeno ornercrnennocrn. ne xoren emy sna. Bnauane nnuero eme ne nonnman n tn ynepen, uro Fonornn paccrannxn mne nonymxy no naymennm Marmxnna, a on nocrpaan na cye, orxasanmnct or cnonx noxasann na cnecrnnn n cran ncxnmuennem ns omero npannna. Onepuexncrcxn oren oromcrnn sa +ro, nepenecx cno rnen na nero. Ho crpaxe nosnpamaxct onpananntm no cyy n nenrpantnt nsonxrop, x ynnen y nepe xnya, re npoxonn cy, Kannnxnna, xoropt, naxnonnn ronony, nporxnyn mne yxanxy xnea. Xorx raxo xecr nomomn n ne cxonncx c ero noneennem na cnecrnnn n cye, x npnnxn +ror xne. Kora x nepnyncx n nenrpantnt nsonxrop, nsnonnonanno nocmorpen na cnonx coxamepnnxon, oxnnn nm, uro menx onpanann sa neoxasannocrtm onnnennx. uyo, xoroporo nnxax ne mor xart, cnepmnnoct. oranan cee oruer, uro xorx nn ono nourn ynnxn npornn menx n ne tno, uenoneuecxoe ornomenne npecearenx cya ne morno ne ntsnart roro, uro oosnauaercx cnonom ymnnenne. B ro crpamnoe npemx on nmen myxecrno ntnonnnrt cno uenoneuecxn onr. Fyxanxy xnea x pasennn noponny, xax t onpantnaxct, uro oxsan tn nomnnrt o cnonx ronapnmax, rax xe nopaomenntx ronoom, n ne mor orxasartcx or noaxnnx Kannnxnna n ro ncxnmunrentno ocranonxe xnsnn. Ho +ro ne naxno. Baxno pyroe: axe n raxom cymecrne, xax Kannnxnn, ocrannct xpoxn conecrnnnocrn. Mano nn tno raxnx, xax on? Ouent mnoro! B nnx na xopnm tno saryneno, u1o ecrt n nmxx nyumero n nanonee Hanen Iontmren 322 ntcoxoro. V raxnx nme camt ym noannen. Onn ne nmemr nn onoro mnennx, nn onoro uyncrna, xoropoe tno t nx cocrnenntm. B nnx conepmenno ynra uenoneuecxax npnpoa. Hx ecrnnx onpeenxmrcx nenennxmn rocyapcrnenno nnacrn, sacrannxmme esmonncrnonart ncrnny, ncrpenxx ee nancera. C camoro mnoro nospacra ntnroe ns xonen pasnnrnx uenoneuecxnx nnunocre, nenoe noxonenne esnnunoc1en, npancrnenno ncrepsannoe, xarnnoct nnns, o rnynnt nponacrn. He camn xarnnnct nnns. Ho xro xe ronxan nx n nponacrt? Kro? Mano nn tno raxnx xnnenn, mano nn xpyrom tno nonpocon? Hmn, saxnmuennte n rmptmt n narepx, n neannem npomnom annonponann rem, xro ne anan nm ntrn ns sanyxennx, n nonarannct na nenorpemnmocrt nontx sanyxenn, ntrexanmnx ns craptx. Heopoconecrnocrt, nnnemepne, nerepnnmocrt, orcyrcrnne yexenn nopoxann ononnennym noxt, ononnennym rparenm. Hs xamept ornpannxnn xya-ro na narnynxrt nonyunnmnx nonte cpoxn saxnmuennx Ipoccmana n Kpeuenona. n Cenesenxa npomannct c nnmn. B xonne noxpx ouepet omna n o nac: Konanen nenen Cnnnrapnomy nosnart menx n Cenesenxy n exypnym xomnary na npemer nanpannennx na Kynnxy Hepnym. Hocne ncrynnrentnoro pasronopa Konanen nporxnyn nocranonnennx, nonncannte nauantnnxom Kapronontnara Koponnnntm o coepxannn menx n Cenesenxn n mrpa]no rmptme na Kynnxe Hepno cpoxom na ro. Cnnnrapnt ntnen nac no nop. B rnynne ero, oxono cxnaa, npnmtxanmero x nsonxropy, on ocranonnncx, ocranax ns xapmana xnmun. Tam na nnxne nonxe nexann namn nemn n nepacneuarannax noctnxa. Cnnnrapnt, xnonnyn menx no nneuy, pexomenonan nepeoertcx n snmnee omynnponanne, rax xax tn yxe noxpt mecxn. Cnepx oxnannx, npnmno emy n ronony npoxnnrt saory n o pocnane Hnxonaennue Cenesenxe. Hones Cnnnrapnt na nepxnmm nonxy n ocran nx crapnxa nanenxn nroporo cpoxa n nanxnnn na nero ymnar narnt n snmnmm ymanxy, urot n rnpontcxo mnxne ymn ne ormoposnn. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
323 a, nor eme, cxasan, opamaxct xo mne, Cnnnrapnt. oxnanact rex c nmnx mecxna noctnxa ns oma. Bor ceuac nponepnm, uro ram, norom ntnannmt ee n memox n nomaraere no nasnauennm. H epxnre na Kynnxe yxo nocrpo! Pacnaxonann noctnxy. Vxnatnann ee mnnte mamnnt pyxn. ncntrtnan netnanoe cuacrte. Kro t mor noymart, uro nocne rononoro romnennx n reuenne nxrn mecxnen x npyr cmory norpysnrtcx n +ror cnaxn con! Hoctnxa naroyxana sanaxom oma. Vx, sopono! nocxnmancx noctnxo Cnnnrapnt. H y nero paserannct rnasa. npenoxnn emy oporne nannpoct. On naxmypnncx, no nannpoct nsxn. V menx tno x nemy uyncrno cnoxnoe no mpaxe ro xnsnn. uro on rora yman o cnoem xnrte-trte? Cnocoen nn tn noome saymtnartcx, xora oroponent, sarnymax ont, conponoxan cmeprnnxon xpnxom no nropym!, a norom x mecry paccrpena?.. On ne tn axe xenar (xax nam tno nsnecrno), urot nnonrt cee noontx. Ecrt ymn, xoropte mornn romnrtcx raxnm xnrtem. Tomnncx nn on, Cnnnrapnt, saxonannt ne no-nmcxn sno cnno? Ftno ouennno: n rax, n ne rax. nnen ero yntxy, xora on nponoxan nac o nopor. H n +ro yntxe tno uro-ro nentpasnmo opoe, coxpannnmeecx n uenonexe c raxo crpamno cyto. Oxono xptntna croxn Konanen. On nepean namn ]opmynxpt Cnnnrapnomy, xnnnyn nam ronono. Mt ntmnn c nasnparenem sa nopora, re yxe croxnn na xonnonpa n mexontx ymanxax, ynentx nonymyxax, c nnnronxamn nanepenec. Cnnnrapnt nepean nm ]opmynxpt. Onn ns xonnonpon npeynpenn, xax onxno necrn cex n nyrn, n mt nnnynnct n mrpa]nym rmptmy na Kynnxy-Hepnym. Kora npoxonnn no nocenxy Epneno, re npoxnnann nontnonaemnte corpynnxn xomenanrcxoro narnynxra n Vnpannennx Kapronontnara, na rnanno ynnne, noxptro ceptm cnerom, tno esnmno. n pocnan Hnxonaennu nocne nxrn mecxnen, nponeenntx n nenrpantnom nsonxrope, c yonontcrnnem tmann uncrtm snmnnm nosyxom. B cnnny nam pasanact xomana xonnonpa nonepnyrt nnpano. Hanen Iontmren 324 Konunncx nocenox, orxptnact snmnxx opora. Onacennx, uro xonnonpt neyr na paccrpen, onro ne ocrannxnn nac. Mt ne nmenn npana ornxtnartcx na xonno. Onn xe moryr nac paccrpenxrt, mennyn x pocnany Hnxonaennuy. Hpox xnnomerpa rpn c onontno rxxeno nome, x nouyncrnonan, uro ycran. Ho nor, nopannxnmnct c nentcoxnmn xycramn, xonno oxnnn nepexyp. ocran ns memxa nauxy nannpoc n npenoxnn xonnonpam, xoropte croxnn nooant. Koneuno, n nnx cpasy onapyxnnact ntyuxa: onn orxasannct or nannpoc. Ho xora x ntramnn conte cyxapn n uecnox, onn ns conar npyr noxocnncx na nero n, noxauan ronono, cornacnncx nsxrt ne rononxn. A norom cnona nnnynnct no naesxenno opore mnmo cnexntx none. Bnn eme xnnomerpon nxrt, sarem ocranonnnnct n epenentxe c uepntmn nsamn. Konnonpt nocannn nac y xonona nocpen epennn, a camn pacnonoxnnnct n nse y oxna, urot nsann nnno tno menx n pocnana Hnxonaennua. Btmna ns nst crapymonxa n craptx nanenxax, npnnnsnnact x xonony; xnanxxct, ntxnarentno rnxena na nac. 3axorenoct e omenxrt na monoxo n xapromxy nauxy uax. c paocrtm cornacnncx. C rpenerom nepenopaunnann n pyxax neuenym xapromxy, c xanocrtm enn, nonepemenno sannnax ns xptnxn monoxom. uepes uac-nonropa nyrt tn oxonuen. Mt croxnn y naxrt Kynnxn-Hepno, a xonnonp nepeanan namn ]opmynxpt exypnomy nasnparenm. Ha naxry tn ntsnan ror, xro, ouennno, nepxononn n mrpa]no rmptme. Bonox, npnnnma! xpnxnyn c naxrt nasnparent nopasnrentno xpacnnomy napnm n mexono xnnerxe n c xyanxo na ronone. Bonox ocranonnncx nepe naxro n ntxnarentno nose, naroymno yntaxct. Bmon 3 x cenam n cnoe rmpxre, cxasan on exypnomy nasnparenm. Hat! ornernn ror. Hs rmptmt n rmptmy, cxasan, ncxnnyn rnasa na menx n Cenesenxy, cneonanmnx sa nnm no sone narnynxra,
3 L+ou otcx, na noponcxom xaprone; u+ouami nnunt otcx 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
325 xosxnn mrpa]no rmptmt Bonox, no nce nnnmocrn ccyuennt nop, nmenmn, xax mt norom ysnann, xnnuxy crpe. B yrny sont nnnenact mrpa]nax rmptma, oropoxennax ntcoxnm epenxnntm saopom. Xnsnt n mrpa]no rmptme tna nenerxax. Hoxanyre n mom xomnary, pasentrect, pasnxxnre nemeno memxn, n x nornxxy, uro ram, cxasan Bonox. On pasnepnyn mo memox, paccexnno nocmorpen na namy narepnym oexonxy n cen sa cron nepennctnart coepxnmoe noctnxn. Bor +ro apaxnnmxo saepere n xamepy, a oau..i 4
ocrannre sect, na coxpanenne n esonacnom mecre, cxasan on mne, n xamepy nx nentsx part, nmnr paoomuvm. 5
Kora mt c Cenesenxo noxnnnnct n xamepe, nepnoe, uro ycntmann, tno: Ax, nt, porarnxn. He sena, pexra! Oxpyxnnn nac narapn n orxann n yron. Ie reuep 6 , ]paepa? Co ncex cropon noctnancx rycro mar. Paorax rontxo nantnamn tcrpo ecrnonanmnx pyx, onn ns narape nponepxn, ner nn n namnx memxax uero-nno ceonoro. Tor, xro tn, no-nnnmomy, nx aramanom, croxn, nonypxct, n naxonen npnxasan ne ropxunrtcx nonycry. Fannnn, xoroptx ncxann n namnx memxax narapn, ram ne oxasanoct. Kopmnnn n xamepe anano n nonoxenno xaxomy n mrpa]no rmptme 400-rpammono naxo xnea. Henenex or crpaxa, pocnan Hnxonaennu npomenran mne na yxo: Ocaranenn onn, uro nn?.. Omenomnennte mymom ncrpeun, npncenn mt na napt, ntrnxx, camo coo pasymeercx, n rnasax narape nemountmn ]paepamn. A na cnnomntx napax no ncm ontmym xamepy cnenn, noxan no cex norn, nnn nonynexann c noncornn narape. Ho tnn sect n noonte
4 Bau..i e]nnnrnte npoyxrt. 5 Paoomuvm yxpayr 6 Keuep memox, cymxa c e]nnnrntmn npoyxramn ns oma Hanen Iontmren 326 nam ]paepa, ceronanmne na cnom roptxym cyty. Mt c nenpnntuxn satxannct: na xamepo croxn raaunt tm or saxpyrox exo maxpxrn. Inanapt ncex narape no xnnuxe Mnnop nocmorpen na menx n pocnana Hnxonaennua n cxasan: Iocrxm namnm nouer! Pacnonararect. uro cxasart nam? Xnnem cnaxo, nmaunrt ne sacrannxmr, Bor crpe cyxo cran, sanxsan ysenox, saea.u+ 7 , npner cpox. A noxa na ocxxon, a n na ]paepon ne ranaem 8 . Mnnopa n n camom ene moxno tno nasnart apncroxparom. Ero ornnuann or ncex ntepxxa n myrnnno- opt ron. Ocrantnte narapn pasnnunoro xannpa xarann n ouxo n n crocc, noxnanxnnct nnxne na xstx pyr nepe pyrom cnonm noponcxnm ymennem, pacnenann saymennte narnte necnn, nycxannct n nnxcxy; nme annnn, oxnaxct ntmeoxn n annte nn. Homnm eme, uro xomenanr mrpa]no rmptmt Bonox, no xnnuxe crpe ocrannxn menx n pocnana Hnxonaennua, xax nonnuxon, na nneouepente yopxn xamept, ntstnan n cnom xomnary n ram, noxa nnnact nporynxa onrarene xamept no rmpemnomy nopy, noxapmnnnan nac ns moe noctnxn. B ro xecroxo armoc]epe +ror crpe, necmorpx na ero penyrannm cyxn, cornacnnmerocx trt xomenanrom rmptmt, n cnoem nopxounom ornomennn x nam npoxnnn cex c nyume, cnerno cropont. nponen n mrpa]no rmptme nmecro roa onn rontxo mecxn. Heocnen nasnauennoro Onepuexncrcxnm orenom cpoxa. B uac nx menx ntnycrnnn ns rmptmt, a x neuepy x yxe tn na necosanocxom narnynxre nenoanexy or Epneno. Vrpom no xonnoem menx nponenn n Vnpannennn narepx, re oxnan uenonex c rnaxo sauecanntmn nonocamn, c xpacntm nnnom, erammnmn rnasamn; on tn n samnrnom ]penue, pyxn epxan cxpemenntmn na nnctmennom crone. On npenoxnn mne cryn n cnpocnn: Txxxo, neoct, n mrpa]no rmptme?
7 3aea.umi ynrt 8 Kanami onocnrt 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
327 Txxxo! On cxasan, uro, yyun npoxypopom, cenan nce nosmoxnoe, urot ocnoonrt menx ns mrpa]no rmptmt, no onapyxnn, uro pemenne onacrnoro cya, onpananmero menx, nnxax ne moxer trt npnnxro nm, n on onporecronan +ro pemenne. Moe eno yer paccmarpnnartcx n pyrom cocrane ntesno ceccnn onacrnoro cya uepes necxontxo mecxnen. Kax renept yy x necrn cex n cye, ouent nnrepeconano ero. On ntpasnn naexy, uro npn pyrom cocrane cya x ne yy npornnocroxrt cnecrnenntm opranam, cocrannnmnm onnnnrentnoe saxnmuenne, n xorx t uacrnuno npnsnam cex nnnonntm. cxasan, uro ne mory +ro cenart noromy, uro nn n uem ne nnnonar. Hpoxypop no nasopy, apaanx nantnamn no crony, npyr xaunyncx nnepe: Ho net nao yunrtnart npemx: ner crpamnax nona, a nam ana nosmoxnocrt nsexart nont, naxoxct sect. Hpoxypop nocmorpen na menx c xaxo-ro saymunno ropeutm, norom eme pas nocmorpen n onycrnn rnasa. npn ncnonnennn cnonx oxsannocre n onxen onporecronart onpanarentnoe nocranonnenne cya. Ho +ro name eno cornamartcx nnn ne cornamartcx c monm conerom, cxasan on c nexoroptm cmymennem. nac nonnmam, no ne mory npnnxrt namero conera, cxasan x. On nsoxnyn n nporxnyn pyxy x snonxy, ntstnax xonno. Cnnanne c npoxypopom no nasopy tno saxonueno. Ho mnornm npnsnaxam x oraancx, uro nmn na necosanocxom narnynxre, cntma o monx snoxnmuennxx, npnnnmann menx sa repox, xoropt, crpemxct pan nnx x xaxnm-ro ntcmnm nenxm, cnocoen tn xeprnonart cnoe xnsntm, nonan n xamepy cmeprnnxon, no cymen naroapx npncyrcrnnm yxa orcroxrt cex na cye, n, naxonen, tn ornpannen uexncramn n mrpa]nym rmptmy, no onn uexncrt ne mornn ne oromcrnrt mne sa npoxnnennym cnny nonn. Hanen Iontmren 328 Ha cneymmee yrpo menx ntsnann x oxropy ontnnunoro crannonapa Coxonono. Cenn n ee xannere. Ona saxorena ynnert omym xaprnny ncero nponcxonnmero co mno n ror 1941 ro. cran paccxastnart, ona cnymana c ontmnm nnnmannem, c ntpaxennem ymenno uncrort. Horom ncrana nepeo mno n enom xanare, xopomo cnoxennax, ntcoxax n, nomonuan nemnoro, cxasana: xnay nac n crannonap. Bam nao oroxnyrt, noxpennrtcx na ontnnunom nnrannn, napartcx cnn. He ycnen nonaroapnrt, xax ona yxe nonena n nanary. uro-ro ocoenno ynepennoe tno n ee ecmymno noxoxe. oxasancx n nanare c nymx xponarxmn, ona ns nnx croxna nycro. Horporan enocnexnym noymxy n rennoe mnnentnoe oexno. Coxonona, uyrt yntaxct, ocrannna menx n nanare onoro, a nemnoro norox nomna cecrpa, epxa n oxanxe ontnnunym oexy. 3ro nam, - cxasana ona. Hepeoenarect! pasencx n onaunncx n ontnnunym oexy. Hpomno nemnoro npemenn, n n nanary nomna cnenxa, epxa n pyxax ne xecrxnte mncxn, sarem npnnecna noxxy n 500- rpamonym naxy xnea. B ono mncxe tn pncont cyn, a n pyro rpeunenax xama, sanpannennax pacrnrentntm macnom. orntx or raxo et. Kax n cxasxe, npoe n xnsnn nontno npyr ouyrnncx. Honxn, uro ner +ro or oport oxropa Coxonono. uem ontme x ysnanan oxropa Coxonony, rem onee sameuan ee ymenne npocro necrn cex c nmtmn, corpert nx cnoe rennoro. B onn ns yrpennnx oxoon ona npncena xo mne na xponart, nonoxnn nory na nory, oxnarnn xoneno n nnnmarentno nrnxtnaxct. onepnrentno saronopnna o nonnymmem ee uyncrne, ntcoxom n uyxom ncem n ncemy n armoc]epe esnaexno-nycroro. Honnmam, rnxo cxasan x. E, ouennno, xorenoct nmenno co mno noennrtcx cnonmn uyncrnamn n ynepennocrn, uro x cnocoen nonxrt ee. cmorpen na oxropa Coxonony. Bonoct rnaxo npnuecant n saxpyuent n nyuox na sartnxe. uyecnte xapne rnasa. Hocnymare, nocxnnxnyna ona, y menx ner nn nacmemxn, nn snot npornn nme, cpen xoroptx x xnna o narepx. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
329 Ho ee cnonam, ona nonana n ry cpey ne cnyuano. Myx oxropa Coxonono tn conercxnm nnnomarom n nsanonan ee cnaocrtm enponecxo xnsnn. Ona rora eme xcno ne nonnmana roro, uro tno nepe ne. uro myx ee yman o ouxe, o crpamnom npemenn, o nonnrnxe? Hanpx nn xro-ro snan. Myx cneonan noyxennxm ouent cmyrntm, nn na uem ne saymtnaxct. Ero apecronann, cynnn na orxptrom nponecce, sacrannnn anart na ncex noxasannx, a cama ona nonana cma xax xena nsmennnxa ponnt. Ona pantme mano ymana o cnoem ornomennn x myxy. Foxnact ymart o +rom. He nnena, urot myx, naprnen nnrepeconancx nacrpoennxmn napoa uem napo tmnr, uem oneer; xorx ne concem esnaexen tn n no orstnunnocrn, n no ymennm nno pas sanpocro, pyxenmno noorn x uenonexy cnoero, naprnnoro xpyra. Cnonom, oxrop Coxonona, yxe xnenyn narepx, ncnomnnana, uro nnxora-ro myx ee ne ncntran nnsocrn nn x napoy, nn x orentnomy uenonexy, a n pasrnarontcrnonannxx o panencrne tna nemanax onx ]antmn. He cxpom or nac, cxasana ona mne, x ne sauepxnnam npomnoro, ono camo orcrynnno or menx, xora nocne nepexnroro orxptnnct rnasa n mon spente rot. Myx ne tn nnunocrtm. Tontxo nocne cyenoro nponecca, re on cran rnanntm cnnerenem onnnennx, x noounm yennact, uro n nem ne tno nn maneme cnnt conpornnnennx, onpeenxmme uenoneuecxym nnunocrt. H nor oxrop Coxonona ocmennnact nnepnte n cnoe xnsnn narn yxonnoe nauano n uenonexe, xoropt cnocoen tn noxeprnonart xnsntm pan coxpanennx cnoero uenoneuecxoro ocronncrna. On, no ee yexennm, tn nennxonenen ror rnanapt npecrynnoro mnpa, Cepre no xnnuxe uyma, nmenno uyma, c npespennem cmorpenmn na nepenyranntx otnarene ]paepon. Kora uenonex cranonnncx cront cnntntm, xax uyma, ro c nnm yxe nentsx tno ne cunrartcx. H ero, xax uymy, oxncx n nonnnnom cmtcne npecrynnt mnp ncon rmpemmnxon, y xoroptx, no ero onpeenennm, ono na yme: .sacrannrt ]paepon nrtxart, paorart o nocnenero nora, a xpart ne cnpamnnart. Kponymxy pacxym cyute nnemx nonnnaer, co Hanen Iontmren 330 cxnaon naxamn apecranrcxnmn saxyctnaer, rax ronapnnan Cepera-uyma. Bcxontxnyn Cepera-uyma ymy oxropa Coxonono. Horxnynact ona x nemy. Myxecrno n npana +roro xpacnnoro uenonexa rponynn ee o rnynnt ymn. Mor cnaconart nepe nnm xaxt rmpemmnx. Cronuecxax ntepxxa tna n nem. Hmnn ncero ontme cnpanennnocrt n, ecnn ne uyncrnonan ee n nmxx, nnaan n osnonenne n nenepne. Hpn nepno xe ncrpeue c neoxnanno ropxunocrtm cxasan: Bt ne raxax, xax re, xax nce. On tn e n pocr. Horom ronopnn e: ypnoro na roo ne sayman. nme ne ynnan. Ftno npemx, paccxastnana mne oxrop Coxonona, nepexnnn mt c nnm nnxpt crpacre. Hocne roro, xax cnno ypann ero orcma, y menx nnuero n xnsnn ne ocranoct. yma +ro xenmnnt nepexnna nenepoxrnym opty. Ftno nnno, xax e rxxeno n onnoxo. Konuanact neenx. Hepe cyoro n nanary nomen noxnno uenonex, saxptnax nnarxom xorenox, n xoropom oxasanact oncxnax xama. On noomen n cnpocnn, xax x cex uyncrnym. Hnno ero tno ocoenno naropono. Cxasan, uro on pannnn Iypnxn nocnenn ns pannnncxo cemtn Iypnxnon, rax xax ere y nero ner. Mt pasronopnnnct. On mnoro cntman o monx crpaannxx. On tn na necosanocxom narnynxre nenantntm: ynpan apax, nocnn noy, ronnn neun, na cee racxan ponnmxn. 3ro tna concem ne nerxax nx nero, ropecrnax xnsnt. Ho ero cnonam, mano xro nonnman, u1o snaunno nx pannnna sanpemenne nocnrt opoy n nnmenne nosmoxnocrn ntnonnxrt nce ycranonnennx enpecxo xnsnn. A c +rnm nn n rmptme, nn n narepe ne nepemonxrcx. Orxya on ocranan xpyny nx xamn, xoropym cran npnnocnrt mne xaxt ent? He snam. On ynopno monuan, xora x o +rom cnpamnnan. Pannnn Iypnxn otxnonenno canncx nosne moe xponarn n o uem-ro yman. Horom mt ronopnnn o ncenosmoxntx nemax, n on ncera cctnancx na Hxrnxnnxne Monceeno, xoropoe npnnocnn xo mne n nanary n nepenonn c penneenpecxoro na pyccxn, yxastnax, xax nao cneonart no nyrxm Iocnonnm xpannrenxm Ero saneron n ycranon. On cymen orcroxrt Hxrnxnnxne n ecuncnenntx 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
331 rmpemntx n narepntx nponepxax. Pannnn Iypnxn xax t cam nepe coo orunrtnancx n rom, uro tno y nero n nnuno xnsnn n n ero xnsnennom ontre. no-nacroxmemy tn nsnonnonan ncem rem, uro orxptnan mne pannnn Iypnxn. Kaxax crpoxa, xoropym on nepenonn ns Foxecrnenno Knnrn, npnoperana nx menx rnyouamn cmtcn. Ho rnannoe, uro n nem ne tno nnxaxo cxonannocrn, xorx on xax nentsx onee npnnanexan rpannnn. Mt npocnxnnann c nnm nonropa na uaca, o nosnpamennx paorxr, xoroptx on onxen tn ocnyxnnart, racxax nx ymnart, renorpexn n nanenxn n cymnnxy. 3ro nenerxo ananoct emy, no on ne ponran na cyty, npnnnmax ee xax ncntranne cntme. On ne ynpexan menx sa nesnanne ponoro xstxa. On cxasan, uro Iocnot npnxasan Moncem nanncart 3axon na cemnecxrn xstxax, rax xax 3axon onxen trt ocrynen xaxomy uenonexy, no nx +roro on n an napoy Hspannx. Pannnn Iypnxn tn ntcoxoopasonanntm uenonexom. On ronopnn, uro nao mnoro snart. Ho ntpaxennm ero nnna nnno tno, uro on ncera npetnaer n cocroxnnn noxox, ynonax na Bcentmnero. Ho ero ynnnxno, xora uenonex tn nnmen cnoconocrn saanart axe camte npocrte nonpoct. On tn yexen n npanore Bnnencxoro Iaona, ronopnnmero, uro ecnn enpe ne nmeer cneenn ns onacrn pasntx nayx, ro emy neocraer nonnort n nosnannn 3axona Bcentmnero. Feceyx co mno, pannnn Iypnxn nnxya ne roponnncx o npnxoa paorxr. Mtcnn ero tnn oruernnnt, a pyccxn ntronop ynnnrentno xcen. Hocne roro, xax on cxasan, uro mt ouent anexn or onaannx nonno ncrnno, x cnyman ero eme onee nnnmarentno. 3aymunno rnxx na menx, pannnn Iypnxn, ouennno, tn pa moemy nnnmannm. Fecet c nnm ocnemann mnoroe no-nonomy. On xe npn +rom cmorpen na menx c ntpaxennem nexno saort. Menx oxnartnano nonnenne, xora, yntaxct, on nornaxnnan mom pyxy. On ronopnn, uro nce ntcoxoe n naroponoe sanoentnaercx ne npocro, a n nponecce nocrynarentnoro nnxennx n nocne nepexnx nosnparon nasa. yxonnt mnp no coxponenneme npnpoe cnoe ecrt mnp nnyrpennn, ocnonannt na uenoneuecxo cymnocrn. nx pannnna Hanen Iontmren 332 Iypnxna cmtcn nocrynarentnoro nnxennx ne ncuepntnancx rem, uro cntman or cnonx yunrene. Cpecrnom npoyxennx n nosntmennx nyecxoro mtmnennx on cunran rnyoxoe nonnmanne rnentnocrn nx ymn ecnomano cenxn marepnanncrnuecxoro paccyxa c xnsntm. Orxponenno ronopx, x omct nx +rnx nocpecrnenntx yuentx, c yntxo neonepunnocrn nsnpammnx na rapmonnuecxoe ycrpocrno oxpyxammero nac mnpa, cxasan mne pannnn Iypnxn. Onn ntrannct n no ce ent ntramrcx paccyxart o ranncrnennom sapoxennn mnpa, nororonnennom, no nx yexennm, creuennem naronpnxrntx ocroxrentcrn. Ho nx mnennm, +ro nponsomno xax cnecrnne coennennx +nemenron nyrem oropa, xora nsnecrnoe coennenne yrnepoa, asora, xncnopoa n noopoa, nponsnex nporonnasmy, noponno nepnt sapotm xnsnn. On coxpymenno pasnen pyxamn n, nonxn ponn, cnona saronopnn ouent mxrxo, nnonronoca: yma npocnannxer anexne n ranncrnennte nponcmecrnnx. Ona n nnx xpenner n yrnynxercx. Htrnnnoe cepne ocosnaer ncm ecrnnrentnocrt. Pannnn Iypnxn xax t ne cnopnn, a nen ecey n samnry nennxnx aprymenron, ronopx o ouennno nenenocrn comnenn n Foxecrnennom cornopennn mnpa. Vrnynxxct n ymt, on cxasan, uro npaoren nam Anpaam orxptn napoam Tnopna Ennoro, a ctnt Hspannx openn Ero n cee n cex n Hem, nmenno onn ocosnann npnpoy, xax nenoe rontxo n Enncrne. Hoxa cnnt npnpot mtcnxrcx xax nont, xax xstuecxne oxecrna nnuno pasposnennte, o rex nop ne cymecrnyer nonxrnx Mnpa, Bcenenno n cornopennoro Tnopnom uenonexa. Hocne ece c pannnnom Iypnxnom nonxn x mnoroe ns roro, uro cntman or oxropa omte n xamepe Fyrtpcxo rmptmt. uyncrno ysnanannx cex n yxonno ooconennocrn tno paocrno nx menx. Menx ntnncann ns ontnnnt, xorx oxrop Coxonona ouent +roro ne xorena, na cnexn snmnn nosyx no nacroxnnm nce roro xe Onepuexncrcxoro orena Kapronontnara n nanpannnn na necosano. n ne yman, uro 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
333 Marmxnn, Crpynnna n pyxononnmn nmn Encrnrneen sayyr npo menx, n uro x norepxmct ns nonx nx nepemnmmero oxa. Mexy rem, naroapx saore oxropa Coxonono, uyncrnonan cex nnonne oxpenmnm nx paort. Hoxnno uenonex, pacnopxxanmncx no nope necosanoa nocranxo xntcron, npenasnauenntx nx nepepaorxn nnnonountx penen na ocxn, na meny, rapy n ynaxonxy ns orxoon neconnnennx, cxasan, uro na sanoe paoramr na neconnntntx nexa (uertpex- n rpexpamnt), no uro menx, xax nesnaxomoro c epenoopaartnammnm nponsnocrnom, on nocrannr na oxopxy nnnonounnxa nanonee nerxym paory. Hanapnnx tcrpo nayunn menx necnoxnomy nponeccy oxopxn, c oxoro enxct cnonm npo]eccnonantntm nantxom. Bcxope on samernn, uro x yxe xoe-uro cmexam. B nonent, nooean n sanocxo crononxe, corpenmnct nemnoro, nosnparnncx x mecry paort. Mo nanapnnx croxn c neonontntm nnom. On uyncrnonan cex nce-raxn crapmnm nao mno, a x ontme nonoxennoro saepxancx n crononxe. Moxno tno nonxrt ero: na namn nncena nennax nopma ntpaorxn. uacon n nocemt neuepa, oneruenno nsoxnyn, cnannncx or ycranocrn na napt n yorom narepnom apaxe. Ha necosanoe x npotn neonro, nnuero npnmeuarentnoro ram ne sanomnnn, pasne uro monooro xpacnnoro rnannoro mexannxa Antepra Iontnna. Mo nanapnnx no npemx nepexypa paccxastnan ncxxne xnrecxne noponocrn o nem, opycenmem nartme, mano uem ornnuanmemcx nnemne or nontnonaemntx paornnxon necosanoa. Mne xasanoct neocrontm myxunnt cyaunrt, cxaxem, o nsnecrno ncem cnxsn Iontnna c nauantnnne VPua (Vuerno-pacnpeennrentnax uacrt), nepeneenno sa +ry npornnosaxonnym nnsocrt c saxnmuenntm na pyro nanrnynxr. Cmorpen x na Antepra n yman, uro camoe rpycrnoe na cnere, xora xenannx, or xoroptx ntxneer ronona, oxastnamrcx omanunnt. He uaxn x ncrpernrt na necosanocxom narnynxre tnmero npexropa nponnnnnantnoro rearpa n ponn napxunxa. On crpe menx n cnon oxrnx: Hanen Iontmren 334 Byrxa nn cxasart, noronopnrt sect c uenonexom, xoropt snan Meepxonta n nnen ontmnncrno ero nocranonox! paccunrtnam na rex. Ocranacx n sone n nopaora c namnm camoexrentntm xonnexrnnom. Heoxonmocrt rearpantnoro spennma nx nme, na onrne rot saxnmuenntx n narept, npecrannxnact moemy uyncrny nacrontxo camo coo nonxrno, uro axe ne nosnnxano nonpoca o rom, urot noranxnnart menx x pexnccepcxo paore. Bonem cytt nocranonxn Meepxonta xnnnnct nx menx n mnocrn orpaxennem n nepntm ocmtcnennem ecrnnrentnocrn, ocoenno Fanx Maxxoncxoro. B nnx ne tno nonepxnocrntx pemenn. Taxym cnny nneuarnennx ne ncntrtnan nn n onom rearpe. nontsonancx paspemennem Meepxonta npnxonrt na penernnnn, n onn ncera nocxnmann menx. nnen neonncyemym ncrpeuy cmxera uexoncxnx noennne c pexnccepcxnm rennem Meepxonta, aconmrno npeannoro nee cnoero ncxyccrna. Boennntnte nonoxennx, ntstnanmne cmex, ntepxann c ocrarouno xcnocrtm neuro ontmee. B nomexannuecxo ntpasnrentnocrn pexnccepcxoro samtcna, yrounxmme mtcnt Meepxonta o nomnocrn, o xnecraxonmnne, nnaue cex nmenymmnx, x nnen uexoncxoro Bnnyunna n onnute conercxo ecrnnrentnocrn. H xora x crannn na narepno cnene uexoncxn noennnt n yxe Meepxonta, mnom n nepnym ouepet nnrano xenanne nsxrt n oopor conpemenntx Xnecraxontx-Bnnyunntx. Mox nocranonxa ynnnrentntm opasom orneuana nacrpoennm narepno aynropnn. uyom xnnnact n noesxa camoexrentnoro xonnexrnna necosanocxoro narnynxra c xonneprno nporpammo na necnym noxomannponxy. tn nx xonneprno noesxn nnonne npnnnuno oer ns coxpannnmnxcx neme nannntx xapnncxnx noctnox. Ouent nanpxxenno yman, uro xe mne npouecrt ns crnxon Maxxoncxoro na necno noxomannponxe. Ocranonnncx na crnxornopennn no+ra, ronopxmero xax xnno c xnntm, nmnnmero nce xnnoe, na Xopomem ornomennn x nomaxm:
Fnnn xontra. Henn yro: 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
335 Ipn. Ipat. Ipo. Ipy.
Berpom onnra, ntom oyra, ynnna cxontsnna. Homat na xpyn rpoxnynact, H cpasy sa senaxo senaxa, mrant npnmemne Kysnenxnm xnemnrt, crpynnnct, cmex sasnenen n sasnxxan: Homat ynana! Vnana nomat! Cmexncx Kysnenxn. Hnmt onn x Ionoc cno ne nmemnnan n no emy. Hoomen n nnxy rnasa nomannte.
Vnnna onpoxnnynact, reuer no-cnoemy.
Hoomen n nnxy sa xannnme xannnma no mope xarnrcx, npxuercx n mepcrn.
H xaxax-ro omax 3nepnnax rocxa nnema ntnnnact ns menx n pacnntnact n menecre. Homat, ne nao. Homat, cnymare uero nt ymaere, uro nt nx nnome? erouxa, Hanen Iontmren 336 nce mt nemnoxxo noman, xaxt ns nac no-cnoemy nomat. Moxer trt crapax n ne nyxanact n nxntxe, moxer trt, n mtcnt e mox xasanact nomna, rontxo nomat pnanynact, ncrana na norn, pxanyna n nomna. Xnocrom nomaxnnana. Ptxn peenox. Hpnmna necenax, crana n crono. H nce e xasanoct Ona xepeenox, n cronno xnrt, n paorart cronno.
Crnxn nsxnn nect san sa xnnoe. saxonunn no ryn annoncmenron. Bpyr ynnen npncnonnnmerocx x crony Maxca Hnepmana n nsnomenno renorpexe, n pyxax on epxan ymanxy, nnsxo onycrnn ronony. Maxc! xpnxnyn x co cnent, nonnyxct. Ho on nonepnyncx x nepn n ntmen ns sana. pocnncx oronxrt ero. ncxan Maxca no apaxam, no menx n pyrnx cxpnnaua n renopa y nopor yxe oxnancx xonno, urot cneonart n oparnt nyrt, n roponnnmn nac cmennrt xonneprnoe oexnne na ymnar n nanenxn. Xnsnt, npoe moe, rpeonana nonxrt mnoroe, rpeonana ycnnenno paort yxa, urot nce onee uyonnmnax ecrnnrentnocrt, paspymammax n nounnxmmax cee uenonexa, ne npnnena x oruaxnnm. Horpenocrt omennx c nmtmn, cxptnanmnmn cnoe nacrpoenne, xaxono t ono nn tno, oxstnana nonnmart nx n ne npenpamart nx n nrpymxy nx cex. H nao tno, nonnocrtm coxpanxx cntme annt pasym, ocranartcx uenonexom cpen ronoa, xonoa n ynnxenn. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
337 Cnycrx nexoropoe npemx, c nnxopaouno nocnemnocrtm nexan n apax o yrpennero pasnoa napxunx n oxnnn, uro x onxen conpartcx n opory na necononantnt narnynxr, na Kynnxy-Bropym. a uro x mory? Hocyn rt cam! onpantnancx on nepeo mno. Ouennno, pacnopxxenne tno or Onepuexncrcxoro orena, nectma nacrounno npecneonanmero menx. Onn onnanact xenaemo nenn cenart menx oxoxro, ecnn ne n mrpa]no rmptme na Kynnxe-Hepno, orxya ocpouno ntrpeonan npoxypop no nasopy, ro ycrponrt nonte nentnocnmte ycnonnx narepno xnsnn na omnx rxxenemnx necononantntx paorax. Tana neca, rana npnpot npncnoconent tnn n narepxx nx ncntrannx cnnt uenoneuecxo nonn. Pannnm yrpom, no no ntmrn men x c nyuxono nnno uepes nneuo nannrt c pnrao nec n croxnme eme n rnxom cne rare na enonym penecnny n pona. H c yrpa or +ro remno, nemo rare na enonym penecnny n pona. H c yrpa or +ro remno, nemo rarn cpasy na yme nexopomo cranonnnoct. Kax pacnaxannoe none, n ontmom xnapare pacxnnyncx na cyxoone npnnopomennt cnerom, ntpynennt ncnnomnym cocnont nec. Festxannax nnomat nosntmanact na enono raro, noxnanme n nnsnne cnoe rnenn. Bontnonaemnt ecxrnnx, ntcoxoro pocra uenonex, ncnonotx cmorpen na saxnmuenntx-necopyon, nepe xoroptmn croxna eme ne cpynennax rara. Hoconemanmnct c pnranpamn, on paccrannxn pnrat na enxnxax, n nmn npncrynann x paore. Mopos pan no xoxe. Bannnnct epentx no xpnxn ocx!. Bet rnannax nanacrt: sasenaercx xro cnnny nepemner, a ro n Fory ymy oracr. Bce xpyrom cronano: xro rapxner, xro marom onoxnr, urot ne senan, a oxnn o xonna cpoxa. Cyuxopyt conpann enonte cyutx. 3atmnnnct xocrpt. Vcranocrt npnxonna x nonynm. Bosnpamannct na narnynxr saremno. H rax nso nx n ent. Ho nosnpamennn ns neca paorxrn ornonnn rononym ymy n narepno crononxe, xoropo saneonan Cepre Fontmo, nsnecrnt o narepx n crpane nnpryos nrpt na ananaxe. Hanen Iontmren 338 no crapo namxrn monx nepntx ne na Hoxmnnre ne nnran ocoo cnmnarnn x paore no ntnosxe neca, no+romy n xauecrne necopya nannn nec n necononantno pnrae. Mne xnnoct onontno rpyno na Kynnxe Bropo. crapancx paorart nso ncex cnn, urot nonyuart 800- rpammonym naxy xnea, urot ne ononrt cex o xpanocrn +ro nanxsunno mtcntm o estcxonocrn nonoxennx n ne cnycrnrtcx eme nnxe esxanocrnoro saxona optt sa cymecrnonanne. Xnsnt +ro neuro onee uem cosnarentnoe. 3aonro o ncrpeun n Fyrtpxax c oxropom omte n na necosanocxom narnynxre c pannnnom Iypnxnom x nonnman, uro crpemnenne x nyumemy, npoxnnxmmeecx necmorpx nn na xaxne npenxrcrnnx, +ro nenpecrannte ycnnnx pasyma. H pasym +ror onxen trt npnnncan onee nposopnnnomy ymy, uem nam, uenoneuecxn, noromy uro on ncnpannxer orcrynnennx or nyrn, nanpannxx nme, npn nce nx cnenore, x nenn, ycxontsamme or nonnmannx nnn xe orxptnaemo nmtmn nnmt npn pasmtmnennn o cnecrnnxx nponsomemero. 3ro tnn snaxn moe npomno n yyme xnsnn. cosepnan nacrynnenne necnt. Cxonn cner, n nce xpyrom menx xax yro saronopnno. H mypantn n semne saxonomnnnct. Vxe tn ntcunran n nentx xyomerpax cpenn sanac na onn rexrap xaxo npeonaamme nopot. Cpenn npnpocr nacaxenn tn onpeenen c rounocrtm o 0,1 xn. merpa. Kaxoe eme croxnmee necpynennoe epeno omymanoct xax ouaponanne xnsnn. Hpnmna necna, cmennn snmy. yman rax, uro nce re necopyt crann noont epentxm n npeonpeenennom nm ynnuroxennn. Koneuno, xora ronopxr, uro noxonennx nme npoxoxr, xax onaamr nncrtx, a epeno ocraercx, yxpamaxct nocneonarentno nonom nncrnom, n ono cnocono x ecnpeentnomy ononnennm, +ro neuro concem nnoe. Eme n cryenuecxne rot mon npecrannennx ne tnn n xaxo-ro mepe noxoxn na nonxrnx ontmnncrna monx cnepcrnnxon. xnno npnnomnnan moero onoxypcnnxa Creny Kapnona, c xoroptm pyxnn, n mt neuno cnopnnn na ornneuennte remt. Pasronop men no ontmomy xpyry, xacaxct no+snn Maxxoncxoro, rearpa Meepxonta, cyrn Mapxcona 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
339 Kannrana n axe xpamontntx, crporo sanpemenntx nx macconoro unrarenx Vpoxon Oxrxpx Tponxoro. Crena nponnxnonenno ronopnn o nponcxoxennn n nauane xnsnn, o nayuntx ncrnnax, cranmnx ocrynntmn nonnmannm npocroro paouero. Bonpoct ocranannct orxptrtmn, n saraxa ocrananact nx menx nce ro xe nasonnno, myunrentno saraxo. Crena, nnnmo, n ne ntrancx saymtnartcx na rem, uro x rora yxe uyncrnonan n rnynne ymn. Bcnomnnn, xax npyr n onn npexpacnt ent ncnntna no mne mtcnt o oprannsymme n npanxme cnne, o Bennxom Cymecrne, cenanmem ns nac ro, uro mt ecrt, Cymecrne c anronomntm pasymom, sacrannxmmnm cnyxnrt nenxm, npentmammnm name nonnmanne. cnpamnnan cex nenontno: xnnenne cront omee, cront nocneonarentnoe n cnoem pasnnrnn onxno xe nmert cnoem npnunno oymennxmmee nauano? a, +ra ynnnrentnax conoxynnocrt pasnnrnx ynpannxercx, es ncxxoro comnennx, Btcmnm Pasymom. uro raxne mtcnn yopaxnnn menx nmenno ram, n necy, n ycnonnxx narepnoro saxnmuennx, tno snamenarentno. Ftno ouennno, uro x nce ontme nepnn n ro, uro xaxt npoxonr ncntranne n cem mnpe. , nanpnmep, ouent crpaan or neoeannx. Ho net ecrt xe xaxax-ro cnxst mexy mnposannem n Tem, Kro aer nnmy ncxxo nnorn. Bosnnxan nepeo mno anexo ne nerxn nonpoc: cymem nn ycroxrt n esponorno nepenocnrt cnon crpaannx? Paoran na rxxeno ]nsnuecxo paore no nocroxnntm nrentntm nasopom Onepuexncrcxoro orena. Bcran na ry rouxy spennx, uro ncntrannx oycnonnent ne Onepuexncrcxnm orenom, a cnxsant c npentmammnm moe nonnmanne Bepxonntm Hpomtcnom, x nese n ncera ornocnncx x nmo paore es ncxxoro orrenxa snot n rnena. 3ro nentsx tno nasnart npocro spantm cmtcnom. , xax n mnorne pyrne nmn, tn omanyr ncropnxamn, yexenntmn npononennxamn connantnoro panencrna; x tn no nnacrn ncxyccrnenno nepcnexrnnt. Ho ne mor ne ncnomnnrt es naroapnocrn Maxxoncxoro n Meepxonta, xoropte saonro o roro, uro nponsomno, ann n Knone n Fane xnnnr+ccennnm rparnuecxo nnnmsnn, ne sameuenno orpomntm uncnom nme. Heant nauann pymnrtcx y menx Hanen Iontmren 340 eme o apecra. Honxn eme rora npnunny camoyncrna Maxxoncxoro. Ho no mnornx ornomennxx x tn nannen. Kora n rmptme n ocoenno n narepe cran npnxonrt x nepe n Btcmn Hpomtcen, c xoroptm ecnonesnt xnsnennte ynonxn, x ne mor yxe npecrannrt ncxxoro poa ntnyxenntx ocroxrentcrn, xoropte onpeenxnn t mon ycnnnx n npocrpancrne rmptmt nnn narepx. yxe nepnn, uro rnannym pont nrpaer npemx. Hnora mne npnxonno n ronony, uro nce moxer nsmennrtcx. Ecrt npemx n ecrt npemx: ro, o uem n mnte rot ne mor saymartcx, unrax oma n mypeme Knnre c nnnmcrpannxmn ope, uro ncemy cnoe npemx n npemx ncxxo nemn no neom. Pasmtmnxx raxnm opasom, crapancx nenpecranno nonropxrt sanomnnnmymcx no nce nonnore mypocrt, ycntmannym or pannnna Iypnxna: Kro nacnnyer ocroxrentcrna, roro ocroxrentcrna nacnnymr n nepnym ouepet, a xro nm ycrynaer, romy n onn enamr ycrynxy. Kora rt nnnmt, uro ocroxrentcrna ne naronpnxrcrnymr ree, ro ne conpornnnxcx nm, a npeocrant nx ecrecrnennomy xoy, noromy uro ror, xro ner npornn ocroxrentcrn, enaercx nx paom, a xro noxopxercx nm, enaercx nx rocnonnom. Hoxa uro ne nonyuan nnxaxnx npenmymecrn or xnsnn. Onxrt nanannnoct uro-ro rxxxoe. Hpnmen napx na xomenanrcxn narnynxr n Epneno tno xcno, uro ntstnamr na cy. uyxn neopoe. Baran n Epneno no xonnoem. Ha naxre otcxann n nonenn npxmo x narnynxroncxomy nsonxropy. Tam nepe neptmn noxnan menx Hena 3ncxnn, onauennt n ]panronarym, no narepntm nonxrnxm, oexy. On sarpxc mom pyxy c rocxnnntm oruaxnnem, norom oronnnyn sacon, orxptn rxxenym nept. Bnnmo, naexnt uenonex rpeonancx nx raxo paort. H xoro xe, xax ne ero, na onxnocrt sana narnynxroncxoro nsonxropa moxno tno nocrannrt?.. Hena 3ncxnn cpasy saxptn menx n xamepy nosne nxono nepn. uepes nonuaca on npnorxptn xamepy n npnan cnoemy nsrnxy neuro saraounoe. He ymam, nporonopnn on ecnnerntm ronocom, uro nt oterect uero-nnyt nonoro or nonoro cocrana cya. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
341 axe nspornyn or neroonannx, a on c xaxnm-ro nannntm nnnnsmom n ecconecrte npoonxan cmorpert na menx. A norom npenoxnn ropymxy xnea n mncxy ueuennuno xamn. uro x, npnnecnre, cxasan x. On npnnec ns xyxnn nonnym mncxy ueuennnt n rpamm mecrtcor xnea. Hocrannn mncxy na cron pxom c xneom. xoren cpocnrt co crona ero nonomenne, no cepxancx. tn ouent ronoen. 16 anpenx 1942 roa eno no onnnennm menx n anrnconercxo arnrannn no crarte 58, nynxr 10, uacrt 1 ro ecrt n anrnconercxo arnrannn o nauana nont cnymanoct npn saxptrtx nepxx n rom xe sannn xnya. B xauecrne cnnerene tnn ntsnant nx onpoca Kannnxnn, Kecryr n 3ncxnn; Fonornna, Hnepmana n Baynm axe ne ntstnann. Cyenoe saceanne npoonxanoct neonro. Hpecearent cya xecrxn n rpyt, ouennno, tn pasrnenan onpanarentntm npnronopom, n xora xaxt ns cnnerene nonropxn cnon acypnte noxasannx, on oopnrentno xnnan ronono. ncemn cnnamn orcrannan cnom npanory. C nnom cnoxonoro cosnannx neonponepxnmocrn moe nnnt cytx ntnec no rem npemenam cypont npnronop: 10 ner ncnpannrentno-rpyontx narepe c sauerom neorcnxenntx cemn mecxnen nepnoro nxrnnernero cpoxa. nepnyncx no xonnoem na naxry narnynxra, re yxe nexann n opoxnom memxe mon noxnrxn. Bomnn xonnonpt n nonenn menx na Bropo necosanocxo narnynxr, pacnonoxennt nnnsn xomenanrcxoro narnynxra. Kora nomen n sony, ynnen mnoro nme, maranmnx nsa n nnepe es ena. pyr cepeunt, n nt sect? Oepnyncx Mnma Kpeuenon! Mt onxnnct. On tn ncxpenne pa, uro n anexn +ran n Vmyprnm mt eem nmecre. Oxasanoct, uro narnynxr npenpamen n +rannt, xya conpann co ncero Kapronontnara ontmym maccy saxnmuenntx, urot na ncxxn cnyua, npn nosmoxnom saxnare rnrneponcxnmn nonunmamn rex mecr, ornpannrt n Hanen Iontmren 342 nepnym ouepet ocoo nenaexntx nme n onee rnyoxn rtn. uepes nonuaca x nonyunn mecro n apaxe pxom c Mnme Kpeuenontm. Onrarenn apaxa n myme, rame n n raaunom tmy xann cnoe nono cytt c nenoxonenmtm repnennem. K xaxomy nnont npntnammemy uenonexy nce opamannct c paccnpocamn, ne snaer nn on uero-nnyt, uero eme ne snann onn. Bcxxn pas nce ontme n ontme uyncrnonann saxnmuennte nmn anxmym cnny nesnannx roro, uro oxnaer nx nnepen. Ho ymennomy nacrpoennm cpasy cran nnsxnm mne 3nrmyn Mapnamnont n ntcme crenenn ocront enpe ns Bapmant, xommepuecxax exrentnocrt xoroporo o narepx nayunna ero raxry, orstnunnocrn n nonnomy orcyrcrnnm paspaxnrentnocrn. Ho ero cnonam, on xnn n Bapmane xnsntm nonesno nx cex n nx pyrnx. Hpecrannncx mne, rax cxasart na xoy, ntxox ns apaxa, n Mome Hennn mentnnx ns 3anano Vxpannt, cemtx xoroporo ycnena +naxynponartcx n ropo Kytmen, orxya n cnana emy nspexa npoyxronte noctnxn. Mome Hennn ne na myrxy tn nepenyran nannunem ontmoro uncna narntx, nanpannxemtx nmecre c ]paepamn n antnn +ran, n no+romy nocnn cnom noctnxy n memxe, ne paccranaxct c ne nn nem, nn noutm. Ha +rannom narnynxre nce xax t nepememannct n ony xyuy n ecuncnenntx cnopax-pasronopax o ee, o rom n o cem, a narnte na napax ynnct n xaprt, nnxcann, npnroronnxnnct x araxe na ]paepon, npnrnxtnaxct x nx nesannnomy apaxnnmxy. Hcromennte o npeena nmn erno paccxastnann, xax nourn mecxn, rononte n samnnnennte, xononno nnrannct no xonnoem no mocceno opore ns narepe, x xoroptm yxe npnnnxannct nemnt. Ha nemnm +ranom saxnmuenntx noonry xpyxnnnct nemenxne camonert, n tna y nme nosmoxnocrt pasexartcx, no nnxro ne enan axe nontrxn exart or cnaoro xonnox, noxopno marax n pyroe mecro saxnmuennx. nnen cmxrenne na nx ncromenntx nnnax. 3anrpa nac ncex norpysxr n naront, n x yman o Vmyprnn. Kro x ero snaer, xax ono ram yer? 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
343 Pannnm yrpom ns +rannoro narnynxra ntnenn uenonex nocemtcor saxnmuenntx rpysnrtcx n xenesnoopoxnt cocran nnnnoro ronapnoro noesa. Fontmne nyntmanoncxne naront croxnn na pentcax sanacnoro nyrn. Menenno, maraxct, xax ntxnte, npoxonnn x noesy ncromennte nmn, npntnmne n Kapronontnar nemnm mnoroxnnomerpontm +ranom. Bce yxe snann, uro nac nesyr n Vmyprnm, no nynxr nasnauennx nnxomy ns saxnmuenntx ne tn nsnecren. B ontmne nyntmanoncxne naront, co cnnomntmn napamn c nyx cropon n c npoxoom x nepxm, nme nannn xax cente n ouxy. Hexoroptx xpane cnatx nme nx ronapnmn nononnn x naronam no pyxn. Mamnnncr noxomornna saymunno cmorpen na saxnmuenntx, a nauantnnx xonnox xmypo nornxtnan na sannraemte xonnonpamn na samxn nepn yxe sarpyxenntx nyntmanon. Eem xpnxnyn xro-ro nocne roro, xax samxnynnct na samox mnpoxne nepn. Horom +ror xe uenonex, nsoxnyn, cxasan: Tecnonaro, no n recnore, a ne n one. Hpnmepno uepes nonuaca pxnxnyn naponos. Hepesnxxnynn y]epa, n xenesnoopoxnt cocran c saxnmuenntmn ouent menenno nnnynnct n nyrt, xax n nonaranoct ronapnomy noesy c raxnm rpysom. Cnat ]paepa crann, o upesntuanocrn cnat, nponsnec noxax narape, pacnonaraxct na napax y npano, no xoy noesa, crenxn narona. 3aronopnna nn n nem xnnxnax naunrannocrt, nnn cxasanact npnntuxa nnrennnrenrnoro nopa x ntcnpenntm ]pasam, no ymaercx, uro n yme ero coxpannnnct ncxopxn xanocrn n x crpaannxm ]paepon. Kax-ro cpasy ycranonnnoct xo mne ynaxnrentnoe ornomenne noxaxa narape, nnrennnrenrnoro nopa no nposnnmy Baner. H on npenoxnn sanxrt mecro na napax pxom c nnm, a c neno cropont or cex x ycrponn Momy Hennna, oxasanmerocx co mno n rom xe narone. Baner, oparnn moe nnnmanne na sapemanmero Hennna, nonoxnnmero no ronony memox c noctnxo, cxasan: Mentnnx rno ]apmasonmnx, n oannn, yntaxct: He mentnnx, a nopon uepnt! Hanen Iontmren 344 Camax ecrecrnennax mtcnt npnmna mne n ronony, uro n ycnonnxx, xora nce nmn ronont, neoxonmo npoxnnrt x nnm uenoneuecxoe ornomenne, pasennn mexy ncemn coepxnmoe noctnxn. rnxo cxasan o +rom npoynnmemycx or pemt Hennny. Cmemno, e ory! ornernn Mome Hennn n pesxo ornepnyncx na nent ox, xax t pemnn ne pearnponart na mo coner. Ha cneymmee yrpo Hennn onapyxnn, uro nonxne pyxn narape ntramnnn y nero ns-no ronont npoyxronym noctnxy, ouennno, noutm noennn ee mexy coo. Hy nano, rt ne cepnct! ycnoxannan Baner Momy Hennna. Kax ronopnrcx: Bo cne cuacrte, a naxny nenacrte. K moemy ynnnennm, y Hennna ouent cxopo or neuann ne ocranoct n cnea. Mexy rem xoneca orcryxnnann neperon sa neperonom. Hspexa rpomtxan ncrpeunt noes. Fnarapn nentmn nxmn ynnct n xaprt. A paorxrn, recno npnxanmnct pyr x pyry, xpenxo cnann, orctnaxct nocne necononana. H ocnaenmne n mnoroxnnomerponom +rane nmn nexann nce npemx na napax, nourn ne cnesax c nnx. croxn n cmorpen n sapemeuennoe oxonne na ent cner. Paccrnnannct cepte nonx, mentxann crannnonnte yxn, cema]opt, nonycranxn, naxrayst. B xnyax naponosnoro tma menenno nnrancx noes. Xano nrxrnnan n cex uncrym anpentcxym npoxnay. Ie-ro ypnnna nona, a mne ns oxonna rmpemnoro narona tmanoct mnpno xnsntm, noxa nam noes ne noexan x xaxo-ro ontmo crannnn n ocranonnncx, nepeneennt crpenounnxom na sanacno nyrt. Ha neppone noxsana pexymax rnasa cymxrnna n nepasepnxa. Xopomo! cxasan croxnmn pxom Baner. Cocran c +naxynponanmnmncx n rennymxax nmtmn menenno nnnyncx n nesnaxomte nm xpax. Kaxo-ro napent nptrnyn na xoy n rennymxy, a orrya nmn opte noxnarnnn ero nemeno memox. Ha orxptnmemcx nsopy neppone tno nonntm-nonno xenmnn, crapnxon, ere. Bnennct conart, nerunxn. Hpomentxnyna na neppone 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
345 enymxa c mnnnarmpno, nsxmno ]nrypxo. Herunxn c nmontrcrnom pasrnxtnann nam rmpemnt cocran, onennennt xonnonpamn. 3acxpnnenn oronnraemte nepn namero narona. H nor, nnes n naron crapmn xonnont xomant c nnnntm, npoe xpoxernoro, epenxnntm monorxom. Co crapmnm sapanoct eme na xonnonpa. Pasmaxnnax monorxom, crapmn neperonxn nme c ono cropont narona na pyrym, ocnooxax mecro, urot nponepnrt, ne cpaorann nn 3K xaxo-nnyt tpxn nx noera. Cryuan monorxom no nony, no crenxam n no cnnnam samemxanmnxcx paorxr n oxoxr. K narapxm onacancx npnrparnnartcx. Htxren, conen, nepecunrtnan nac, xax norononte cxora. 3arem nauantnnx xonnono xomant npnxasan mne n nym narapxm ornpannrtcx x narony-xyxne sa anano n naxamn xnea. Baner cynyn mne n xapman entrn n mennyn na yxo: Moxer, pasoyemt xypeno? V narona-xyxnn pacnopxxancx sanxos +menona uantxo. noomen x nemy n ocranonnncx, ncnomnnn, uro on saneonan npoyxrontm cxnaom na xomenanrcxom narnynxre n Kapronone. noyman, uro on, yyun pyrom Maxca Hnepmana, ncnomnnr menx. Ftno nnno, uro on pa cenart nce, uro nosmoxno. Hpexe ncero ynoxnn n xmnx rpn nnmnne naxn xnea, norom nannn n auxn nepnont cyn, oannn necxontxo nnmnnx uepnaxon. On paccntman mo menor n, xora x, ornxtnaxct no croponam, nepeanan emy entrn, sanepnn, uro cymeer ntnonnnrt npocty o xypene. Bosnparnnnct n naron c nonntmn auxamn cyna n c xmnxom xnea. Hepeo mnom Baner. On yntaercx n crannr onoro ns narape na pasauy. Bce cnenn monua n cmorpenn na pasarunxa, oxnaxct cnoe naxn xnea n nopnnn cyna, a on xaxomy ronopnn: Honyua saxonnym naxy n xana mynmmxy! Pasan ncem saxonno, a ro, uro x or uantxo nonyunn cnepx nopmt, Baner pasennn mexy narape, no menx npn +rom ne satn. He npnnnmannct, crano trt, n pacuer nce ocrantnte nmn n narone. cxasan Banery, uro ncem xpart oxora n nao sanrpa ycranonnrt ouepenocrt, urot o xaxoro omna oanxa. Hanen Iontmren 346 Cocrnenno, sauem +ro nyxno? cnpocnn Baner n oannn: Bor rt nrt ]paep, n mt rex ynaxaem, a xora nonaemt cpen xypxyne, xpomxn xnea ne ayr, n rora ncnomnnmt menx. A Hennn nouemy ne nonyunn oanxy? Bet sanxos uantxo enpe, n x enpe, n Hennn enpe. a, cxasan Baner, rt, noxany, npan, xorx, mexy npounm, n noponcxom mnpe n enpe-xn, n rarapnn- mpox, n xoxon, n pycax, ecnn nnnr nrnyt npnpot n n narype nop, ro ncm opory uenonex, a ]paep nenmt, xno, xmymn. pyroe eno nrt ]paep, x npnmepy raxo, xax rt, a Mentnnx rno oeprancx, no ecnn rt epxnmt sa nero masy, rora pyroe eno. Fnarapt, croxnmn y oxonna, nnesanno oparnncx x Banery n xo mne, urot mt ncrann n noomnn nsrnxnyrt na ro, uro nponcxonr oxono namero narona. Mt ncrann, norxnynnct n c ynnnennem ynnenn nyx nerunxon, cmorpenmnx na rmpemnoe oxonne n xonnonpa, xoropt ouennno, ne paspeman nm noorn nnxe x namemy narony. Ho nerunxn noomnn nnxe, noxocnnmnct na xonnonpa, neoxnanno sanycrnnn n oxonne nauxy nannpoc, xoropym nonxo npnnxn Baner, npoxpnuan nm: Cnacno, parnt! rora noyman: uro na pyccxo semne ne cnyuaercx! Ftnaer xe y nme raxoe cocroxnne, no annennem xoroporo uenonex nerxo oraercx nsnecrnomy roxy nnyrpennnx uyncrn. Ocoenno +ro cnocrnenno annaropam, n nsnecrno mepe ocnooxenntm or cnenoro nounnennx xnrecxnm pacueram. Bor onn xaxont! Vnnnrentno nacroxmne! cxasan Baner, saxypnnax nannpocy n npn +rom nenontno yxmtnxxct. Kora na cneymmee yrpo x n na narapx nepnynnct n naron c auxamn xamn n c xmnxom xnentx naex, Baner pacnntncx nect, npnnnmax or menx ontmo xncer, nanonnennt camocaom. Hacropoxnnnct narapn, ntrxnynn x Banery men, ypno sanonnonannct, uro cnona nauan x c nnm pasronop o oanxax xnea n npnnapxa noouepeno na ncex n namem narone. Hensnecrno, uem t paspemnnoct moe 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
347 rpeonanne. Hoxoxe, Baner ne conpancx canartcx. Ho uro- ro ero camoro rpenoxnno. Bet naroapx mne nocrynann n naron npnanxn, n on uyncrnonan, uro n annom cnyuae necnpanennno nsxrt cmexaua na xapaxrep (ncrynart n cnop c ]paepom). Hy, yx! cxasan on, opamaxct x narapxm. Hpomen mecxn, n nam xenesnoopoxnt rmpemnt cocran noomen, ouennno, x xoneunomy nynxry nasnauennx. Hoes croxn nourn cyrxn, n nce romnnnct, oxnax ntrpysxn. uro sa crannnx, rt ne snaemt, xax nastnaercx? cnpocnn Baner uepes oxonne y xonnonpa. Onacrnax, npntnn n Vmyprnm, rnyxo orosnancx xonnonp. uepes nexoropoe npemx sacxpnnenn oronnraemte nepn, n x, eme ne ntxox no rpany ns narona, ynnen, uro yxe ntrpysnnmnxcx saxnmuenntx ns pyrnx naronon ntstnann no ]opmynxpam, n ntcoxn uenonex n xoxano xyprxe nponsnonn cenexnnm orop ncex nerpyocnocontx, no nnemnemy nny ncromenntx, xoroptx narepnax oxpana crponna n ony xononny, n cnocontx no nnemnemy nny x omemy ]nsnuecxomy rpyy n pyrym xononny. Oropann n ns namero narona n xononny nerpyocnocontx, n xora omna o menx ouepet, ntcoxn uenonex n xoxano xyprxe, nsrnxnyn n mo ]opmynxp, mnnyry saymancx n ryr xe nanpannn menx n xononny nerpyocnocontx, nesanncnmo or roro, uro x uyncrnonan cex rontm x ]nsnuecxomy rpyy. Mor ne rpenoxnrtcx, nonan n xononny nerpyocnocontx, n ne tno nnxaxoro nonoa nosmymartcx necnpanennntm ornomennem xo mne. Ho neyxenn nese ro xe camoe? noyman x o rom, uro Onepuexoren Kapronontnara, nepean menx ns pyx n pyxn, npeynpenn n n nonom mecre, uro menx nentsx ynycxart ns nny. Vnnen n ro xe xononne Mnmy Kpeuenona, 3nrmyna Mapnamnonx Momy Hennna. Hy, a, no xpane mepe, ne x onn. H y menx n nsnecrnom cmtcne ynyumnnoct nacrpoenne. Hamy xononny oxpyxnna noennsnponannax oxpana narepx. Hauanact npnemxa xononnt nerpyocnocontx Hanen Iontmren 348 saxnmuenntx ntcoxnm uenonexom n xoxano xyprxe or nauantnnxa +rannoro xonnox. Hao tno nponepnrt xaxoro ns nac no ]opmynxpam, nepexnnxart, omapnrt. Hocntmanoct snaxomoe: Bar nnpano, mar nneno xonno npnmennr opyxne. Horom ann xomany, n mt nnnynnct n nyrt x nonomy, nensnecrnomy nam mecry saxnmuennx. Hrn no xopomo naxaranno opore n rennt nmntcxn ent tno ouent npnxrno. nornxen xpyrom: onec senenen, npocrnpancx no nonm, nacxontxo rnas xnarano, n nonxx mnoxecrno nneron. Konno nomanxnnan, ne nomtxan na xaxom mary. Konnonpt, ne monote yxe nmn, ouennno, orcnyxnnn n apmnn anno, a oxono saxnmuennoro nma nonerontxy moxno tno npoannxrtcx. Ha uncrom ropnsonre uerxo uepnena mentnnna c xptntxmn no oxam. Inas mo nopaxen tn, nocne onroro npetnannx n ymnom rmpemnom narone, cnerno ymypcxo npnpoo. Mnornm n xononne ne o npnpot tno, ne o senenoro npnnontx. Hcromennte mnoroxnnomerpontm +ranom ns mecr, sanxrtx nemnamn, onn renept nourn naann na xoy n, oruaxnmnct, menrann, uro nm myunrtcx npn raxnx cnnax na enom cnere ocranoct neonro. Hpnmepno uepes uac ynnenn sa necxom nonoe name mecro saxnmuennx, oropoxennoe ntcoxnm epenxnntm saopom c ntmxamn no yrnam, na xoroptx pacxaxnnann uaconte. Kora nocne nnrentno nponepxn no ]opmynxpam ornopnnn nopora, nac copann na ontmo nnomaxe sont, no oenm croponam xoropo croxnn nycrte apaxn, crononax, crannonap n xnnxrnnxa. Hepe namn noxnnncx ceo myxunna n xnrene samnrnoro nnera, monua oomen ntcrponnmnxcx no uernepxam saxnmuenntx n nsrnxnyn na nac yrpmmo n rpycrno. Houen on nyxntm oxnnrt, uro ]amnnnx ero Opnon, uro mt naxonmcx n xononnn Hexmyp Hxencxoro HTK (Hcnpannrentno-rpyonte xononnn) n uro on yer ntnonnxrt mnororpynte oxsannocrn nauantnnxa ncnpannrentno-rpyono xononnn Hexmyp. B xononne, n rpertem ee pxy, croxn monoo uenonex onontno pasnxsnoro nna, ne crapme ner 25, +raxn mnpoxonneun monoen, nnno xoroporo ntpaxano roronnocrt nounnnrtcx nmomy pacnopxxennm nauantcrna. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
349 Opnon mernyn na nero nsrnx n noosnan x cee. Bnpoxonneun monoen noomen x Opnony, cran nepe nnm nantrxxxy. Kax nama ]amnnnx? cnpocnn y nero Opnon. Fopmamenxo, rpaxannn nauantnnx. Cemen Fopmamenxo. Opnon, ornepnynmnct, oxnnyn nsopom apaxn n rnyxnm ronocom cxasan Fopmamenxe, uro nasnauaer ero xomenanrom n sone, n uro sa ncemn nyxamn saxnmuennte yyr opamartcx x nemy. Fopmamenxo xax-ro cpasy ouent oxnnnncx n npnnxncx sa nopyuennoe emy eno, a Opnon, nanpannnmnct x naxre, ntmen ns sont. Hpexe ncero npnmno Fopmamenxe n ronony narn cpen nac xenmnn, xoropte cmornn t crart nonapnxamn; norpynncx narn n ]entmepa, sa nenmennem npaua, a raxxe yxranrepa pyra moero Mnmy Kpeuenona. Hoxya Fopmamenxo pacnpeenxn, xoro nao tno nocnart n xauecrne nonapnx, a xoro n xauecrne npaua n crannonap, a xoro n yxranrepnm, x yman o rex ncropnuecxnx nmxx, xoropte xax t cnnnannct n ono nnno, necmorpx na nx nnyrpennee pasnnune. Bce onn, sacrtn, nenonnxno cnymann Cemena Fopmamenxo, npn yuacrnn ]entmepa nanpannxnmero onnx n ontnnunt crannonap, pyrnx menee ncromenntx n apaxn n n cna-xomany. V +rnx nme, xora-ro sopontx, a moxer trt n cnntntx, ouennno uecrntx, camoornepxenno rpynnmnxcx, nyrann menx nnnonarte pacxne yntxn. Kax +ro xyrxo, yman x. Cxontxo onn onxnt tnn nepexnrt, npexe uem crart raxnmn! A uepes ent x ynnen 3nrmyna Mapnamnonx n ponn saneymmero cna-xomano n nouyncrnonan ocoym cnmnarnm x ero cocpeorouennocrn na onom conepmenno onpeenennom xenannn nomout cnatm nmxm onnnem coxpannnmecx n nem +neprnn. 3ror napmancxn enpe, nopouanmn n cnoe npemx ontmnmn entramn, ne mor cnert es paort nn ono mnnyrt n naxonn ee ncmy, xya t nn npnmen. H Mome Hennn ne mor naxonrtcx n esecrnnn. On nocroxnno ncxan, ner nn re uero ypart nnn nounnnrt. Ero nentsx tno sanoospnrt n xaxom-ro ocoom Hanen Iontmren 350 mypcrnonannn, xoropoe, ouennno, xasanoct Hennny nycrtm n nenyxntm n xnsnn. Mnma Kpeuenon paoran n yxranrepnn c ontmnm ycepnem, n x nemy nenpeptnno npnxonnn c pasntmn nonpocamn nnn re, xro pannnnct, nnn re, xro cmnpenno xan or nero nomomn. On orneuan ncem c raxnm ceptesntm nnom, xaxoro x pantme ne nanman y nero. Hn 3nrmyn Mapnamnont, nn Mnma Kpeuenon, nn xomenanr Cema Fopmamenxo, nn ]entmep, ncnonnxnmn oxsannocrn npaua, ne n cnnax tnn ocranonnrt ymnpanne ncromenntx o npeena nme, xoropte eme o npntrnx n Kapronontnar, nemnm +ranom nourn nente nn mnn na xonoe, npn mnnnmantno nnme, ne pasenaxct, saeaemte nmamn. Hocne +rana no xenesno opore ns Kaprononx n Vmyprnm, n xononnn Hexmyp nmn +rn exenenno ymnpann. Mapnamnont, ynnen cmxrenne na moem nnne, ycrponn menx nonapom nx cna-xomant. B xyxne x npotn onn ent. Vrnpax nepennxom rnasa, crapmax nonapnxa cmexnact, rnxx, xax x croxn y xorna, n xoropom npn moem nonapcxom neymennn nnxax ne cmor pasnapnrt ropox. Hocne roro, xax ns menx ne ntmen nonap, x nexan n paouem apaxe na napax n xaxom-ro onenenennn. Bect ent tno ne no cee. Hycrt rax! pemnn, pastcxan n rnxx na menx, Mapnamnont. Hycrt rax, uro ne ntmen ns rex nonap. Bet sanrpa yer nx rex pyrax paora! Mapnamnont ronopnn no-pyccxn nourn es nontcxoro axnenra. Tax xe on, no ero cnonam, sanpocro nsxcnxncx no- ]pannyscxn, no-nemenxn, no-anrnncxn n, pasymeercx, na nnm n no-nontcxn. Mapnamnont npeynpenn, uro n sone pacnpocrpanxercx nsenrepnx, n pemnn, xax naono nocrynart. C ero rouxn spennx, tno enncrnennoe cpecrno: nxnmunrt menx n noxoponnym xomany, xoropax c yrpa o neuepa naxonrcx sa sono n nyrn na epenencxoe xnanme, orcroxnmee or Hexmypa n nanarn xnnomerpax. Hrax, x onxen tn npncrynnrt x nono paore n noxoponno xomane. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
351 uentmep, c osaouenntm nnnom noxnnnmncx n paouem apaxe, cxasan Mapnamnonm, uro renept y nero ne comnenn: cpen narepnnxon pacnpocrpannnoct ne +nnemnuecxoe saonenanne, a nennarpnuecxn nonoc, n nsannrtcx or nero moxno rontxo npn npocrom uenoneuecxom nnrannn. Inannoe, urot tno nnranne! a, xoneuno, nectma neuantno, uro mnornm yxe nnuem ne nomoxemt, oannn ]entmep, no ne onee neuantno, uem cyta xaxoro ns nac. Bcex nac oxnaer npn raxnx ycnonnxx xnsnn ro xe camoe. Ho x ymam, uro npn nennarpe nnxaxnx orpannuenn n ee. Bce, uro nosmoxno: uepnnxa xopomo, pycnnxa n noome uro t nn tno. Koneuno! Moxno nonpoonart, opaonancx 3nrmyn Mapnamnont. On nouemy-ro nomnrnyn n mom cropony, n sarem nonpocnn sanrpa, xora x nonay no opore na xnanme n epennm, nonpoonart pasotrt ram uepnnxy n noome uro-nnyt cecrnoe n omen na coxpannnmnecx y nennarpnxon omamnne noxnrxn: narentnoe ente, xaxo- nnyt nnxaunmxo nnn pyroe croxmee apaxnnmxo. B ror cneymmn ent noxoponnax pnraa mecrnonana n raxom nopxxe: pxom c renero, na xoropo croxn rpo, ornxtnaxct no croponam, men co cnonm memouxom uepes nneuo onronxst, romn uenonex, sa nnm x, c pyro cropont renern eme na saxnmuenntx, onn ns nnx epxan n pyxax noxxn. A csan maran c nnnronxo nanepenec xonnonp npexnonnoro nospacra. Mt mnn marom. Ipo tn nepe monmn rnasamn, n x ne mor sarnymnrt nnyrpennero nonnennx. Foxe mo! Crpamnoe omymenne rpeonano ocooro ycnnnx mtcne. Bet nce nmxr xnsnt cxontxo t nn npoxnnnann ee n rxxente mnnyrt. Bce xnnoe nmnr xnsnt n ornpamaercx or cmeprn. Ho pasym ne moxer nocrnut na semne rany nea. Meprnoe reno, nexanmee na renere n epenxnnom xmnxe, yxe nentsx noneprnyrt pacxomy rpyy c yrpa n o nosnero neuepa. B +rom tno neuro rnentnoe, nentnocnmo rxxxoe. Horac oront xnsnn xnsnn rmpemntx n narepntx myx. Horacno rocxnnnoe cepne. Bepoxrno, ne tno nnxaxo naext na npoonxenne xnsnn. Moxer trt, o nocnene mnnyrt tna naexa nepnyrtcx rya, re Hanen Iontmren 352 uenonex xnn o rmptmt n o narepx, a moxer trt anno yxe or uenonexa ornannnnct omymennx paocrn xnsnn, paocrn ymn, neomte rontxo emy, n n nocnenne mnnyrt semno xnsnn ncntxnyno n yme neuro nnoe, neuro neoxrnoe. Oruernnno nomnm, uro n ror ent, xora rpo c renom noxonoro naxonncx pxom, x c nonnennem nsnpan na nce noxpyr, uro xax t ntnyno xo mne n na neo n xcnt conneunt ent, n na nonx, sacexnnte oncom, n na mnoxecrno nonentx nneron, n na xopomo naxarannym opory, n na nentpynennt necox, npnmtxanmn x +ro opore. 3anxrt cnonmn mtcnxmn, ne oparnn ocooro nnnmannx na necox, x xoropomy npnnnsnnnct mt nnnornym. H npyr nspornyn: onronxst, romn uenonex n onn nptxox oxasancx n necouxe. Pacrepxnmncx xonnonp, menxnyn sarnopom n ncxnnyn pyxte, nanpannn ero na nac. ryr xe xpnxnyn emy, uro crpenxrt neneno, uro mt nnxya ne conpaemcx exart. Xorx x ne yenn ero, onaxo on onycrnn pyxte n npnxasan cecrt y oounnt oporn nooant or necxa. On cen npornn nac na pyro cropone oporn, nonoxnn pyxte cee na xonenn. Ho nnny ero npoerana menxax poxt, on rxxeno tman, rpyt nstmanact. Bcxxn pas ocranannnnan npoesxanmne no nanpannennm x Hexmypy nonot n npocnn coomnrt xomannpy narepno oxpant o noere saxnmuennoro. Ho xomannp oxpant nce ne noxnnxncx. Haxonen, uepes uac nsanexa noxasancx, npnmnopnnax xonx, xomannp narepno oxpant. Hocxaxan xasax-xomannp x oxonuarentno opoenmemy or rposnoro oxpnxa xonnonpy. Hoxocnn xomannp oxpant rnasa n namy cropony. uenyxy roponmt! saopan on n orner na oxcnennx xonnonpa. Cyopora emencrna npoexana no ero nnny. Cnemnnmnct co nsmtnennoro xonx, noomen x nam. Kaxono nacrpoenne? Toxe xornre exart? Onaxo, yennmnct ontrntm nsrnxom, uro ner y nac xnarxn nx noera, rpxxnyn ronono n npenoxnn nmenno nam npouecart necox, oruernnno cosnanax ncm ornercrnennocrt noonoro onepnx. Taxona, nnnmo, cnnt rpycocrn, xoropo tnn nponnsant rmpemmnxn, nstcxnnanmne neruamne nx cex xot npn onacnocrn 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
353 ncrpernrtcx n necy c rnasy na rnas c essamnrntm no cyrn ena ernenom. 3a necouxom naunnanoct ecxoneunoe none, sacexnnoe oncom. Onec ntrxnyncx ntcoxo, n ernen, ouennno, nonons no oncy, saxptnanmemy ero. Tyt, ryt, na xpa ncrant! noxastnan xasax xonnonpy na xpa nonx, rpannunnmn c necouxom. Pasymeercx, nn x, nn noe pyrnx saxnmuenntx n ne ymann ncxart ernena, n ocmorp namn necouxa ne an rmpemmnxam pemnrentno nnuero. Cxasan xonnonpy, uro on moxer npoonxart c namn nyrt o xnanma, xomannp narepno oxpant nocxaxan n Hexmyp oprannsonart cnonx nme na noncxn ernena. Mt nnrannct nancrpeuy pacnonoxnnmemycx na npnropxe xonxosnomy ceny. Hecxontxo coauonox noexano x nam, nnnxx xnocramn. Mt ocranonnnnct y nepno or xpax nst. Hocryuannct. Ha xptntno ntmna crapymxa n c yuacrnem nocmorpena na renery c noxonnxom n na nac, mentxom nsrnxnyna na xonnonpa n nnycrnna n nsy. Cpxnnnct co crapymxo cpasy. Pacronxonann npo ontntx ronapnme. Ona xax-ro samxnact, ynnen, uro nemn y nac na omen sa npoyxrt concem ne ptnounte. Cnpannnact, uro xornm sa nnx. C nacropoxenno roronnocrtm nocmorpena na xonnonpa. Konnonp nnuero ne nmen npornn, paspemnn. Bce ycrpannanoct xax nentsx nyume. Hpenoxnna crapymxa noecrt xapro]enx n xnn n ntnnrt monoxa. B omen na nemn ontntx ronapnme ana cyxym uepnnxy, xnnorpamm cana n epenencxoro xnea ns pxano myxn. 3arem, crox y nopora nst, xanocrnnno nocmarpnnana na nac n nce npemx uro-ro menrana npo cex. Hpomaxct, ana nam n opory eme n xonuenym pty. Kora npnnnsnnnct x xnanmy, ne nepnnoct, uro cnoxono mory ncnonnxrt paory mornntmnxa. Ftno xax-ro ne no cee ptrt mornny, npnnonnmart xptmxy rpoa, a norom crannrt nopoxnn nexpament rpo cnona na renery. A yrpom cneymmero nx orxptnnct nopora ncnpannrentno-rpyono xononnn Hexmyp, n n sony nexana nonoa co nuepamnnm ernenom. On tn meprn. Ero sacrpennnn noutm n rom xonxosnom cene, nosne xoroporo Hanen Iontmren 354 tno xnanme. On nonepnn n opory ymyprcxnx myxnxon, a re cann ero narepno oxpane sa memox myxn. Iononte, ecnpannte nmn naexnnct eme na cnacenne. Onn nmenn myxecrno xenart xnsnn, necmorpx nn na uro. Xorx x roxe ne en octra, no tn ntnocnnnee pyrnx. Ho nnemnemy moemy nny npntnmax n Hexmyp npauenax xomnccnx onpeennna, uro x roen x rxxenomy ]nsnuecxomy rpyy n mne cpen nennarpnxon enart neuero. a-a, rex nao ornpannrt na necnym noxomannponxy, cxasan onn ns unenon xomnccnn. Tnoe eno paorart, urot uecrntm rpyom ncxynnrt cnom nnny nepe ponno, oannn pyro unen xomnccnn, noecrnonan na menx +ro nesynrcxo ]paso camtm yrnerammnm opasom. exan na noxomannponxy na nonoe, ornymennt xpnxom xonnonpa na nosnnny saxnmuennoro. Oxasanoct, uro mecro cocronr ns nxrn mpauntx apaxon. B onom ns nnx pasmemanact ontnnna, or xoropo necno yymnnno nontm. A pxom tnn xyxnx n xneopesxa. 3opxo necnynn na menx rnasa nauantnnxa noxomannponxn, n, onro ne ymax, on sauncnnn menx n necopynym pnray Opasa Annena, ntxona ns Cpene Asnn. Or nauantnnxa noxomannponxn, xpynnoro myxnxa co crpanntm ocxanom pra, nnuero xopomero xart nentsx tno. Kora na cneymmee yrpo nce paorxrn ns pnrat Opasa Annena crpynnnct y nncrpymenranxn, ynnen cpen nnx, npocrtm paorxro, Bacnnnx Hnanonnua Momxnna. Oxnnn nocnomnnannx o Hoxmnnre, o ero xapentcxo pnrae, cocroxnme ns ncxycntx necopyon n cnnanmnxon, nocnrene xaxo-ro opo cnnt, npnyunnmnx menx x nenerxomy rpyy necopya. Bcrpernnnct mt c Bacnnnem Hnanonnuem, xax ouent nnsxne, ponte nmn. On rnxen na menx, paocrno yntaxct, n ryr xe oronopnnnct, uro yem paorart nnoem. Opas Annen cxasan, uro ecnn nam nnoem yone, ro nycrt yer rax. Hrn no opore n nec tno ouent npnxrno: ent tn rennt, c nentcoxnx pxe yn nerepox. Hpn nsrnxe na nncrnennt nec na rononx, na nnnt noyman o marammnx pxom co mno necnpanennno onxenntx nmxx, xoropte 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
355 onrne rot tnn omanyrt. Onn mnn no semne, coxxennte xnsntm, a noxpyr nnenn xycrt. Iononte nmn na xoy cptnann c xycron nncrny, ntraxct yronnrt rono. H xora npnmnn n nec n npncrynnnn c Momxnntm x paore, c ontm ynnen, ner yxe y ontrnoro necopya Momxnna cnn ne ro uro nannrt, no xpxxenart nec. Xanonancx, uro or xnea uepnoro nononam c neeo ne crano cnn ntpaorart ontme 600 rpamm, n nor, nauan uaxnyrt na +ro noxomannponxe, paorax nnporonot. nnen, xax on c xanocrtm conpan n en opemxn c nonanenno mnom nnnt. Ax, xax nxycno Tt nonpoy! npenaran on mne. Bce ontme n ontme ynennunnanoct na noxomannponxe uncno nennarpnxon. Hx crpanno orpemennte or xnsnn nnna nanonnn na menx yxac. uyncrnyx neoxonmocrt nomout cnaemmemy Momxnny, x nso ncex cnn crapancx paorart sa nac nonx. On, xax n ontmnncrno ncromenntx neoeannem n rxxeno paoro nme, eme ne mor nonxrt, uro oxnaer ero. Momxnna ecnoxonno rontxo cosnanne cnoe cnaocrn, oruero paora y nac mna onontno ryro. B camom pasrape tno nero 1942 roa. nnnmarentno npocmarpnnan rasert n nnrpnne oxono xyxnn, ocrannxnmnecx na noxomannponxy c ontmnm onosannem. Ftno ne no cee or noe rnrneponcxnx nonunm. Ho oxancx naxonen paocrnoro nx menx nsnecrnx. 3ro tno n noxpe, xora npouen n crarte 3penypra, uro no Crannnrpaom conercxne conart nepemnn n nacrynnenne, no camtm crpamntm nx menx, enpex, xnnxnact ]aycroncxax nex, ncromnnmax nce cnon nnyrpennne nosmoxnocrn n txnontcxo npo]anannn na nonnxenne. Mexy rem xnsnt na necno noxomannponxe mna no-npexnemy exenennoe cymecrnonanne nnporonot, nourn es nnmn, c yrpennnm pasnoom n nosnpamennem c paort, npoxox rya n oparno no 15 xnnomerpon n ent. Hpn raxnx ycnonnxx cmeprt onxna tna npnrn pano nnn nemnoro nosxe x xaxomy saxnmuennomy. B ontnnne paoran sanxosom Apam Hcaxonnu Hncrepman, n npomnom amepnxancxn xommynncr. On nporxnyn mne parcxym pyxy npn nepno xe name ncrpeue. Hanen Iontmren 356 Bcran na nosnnnm npaxrnuecxo nomomn ontntm nmxm, on ncnonnxn oxsannocrn ne rontxo sanxosa, no n nexapcxoro nomomnnxa, n cnenxn. C nepno xe ncrpeun onepunno ennncx co mno o cnonx neanax meurarenx nceomero panencrna, nponnuecxn nocmennaxct na rem, xax emy nce npecrannxnoct n xnsnn rax npocro n xcno, n xax nenosmoxno axe cpannnrt ro, no uro nepnn, c rem, uro norom nepexnn n ynnen. On ronopnn rnxo, c mnorosnauame yntxo, noxaunnax ronono n xaxt pas onycxax rnasa, xora emy cranonnnoct nenonxo or npexne cnoe nannnocrn, ocnonanno na rom, uro no ero cnonam, tn on rnynee n esymnee manoro peenxa. ncrpeuan nme, monua cnxmnx pyr c pyrom n xomnare nnn na yntnape, nanpnmep; uaca na-rpn monua nymnx no opore nente xnnomerpt xasanoct, ymammnx xaxt o cnoem, no xax t pasronapnnammnx monua. Ho Apam Hcaxonnu Hncrepman tn, nnnmo, ns rex, xoroptm cranonnnoct ouent rxxeno or noonoro monuannx. On ns- no porontx ouxon cmorpen na menx, ymax ncnyx. ouent naroapen cyte, uro ncrpernn sect n namem nnne nnsxoro coecennxa, cxasan Hncrepman c rpycrno yntxo, noxnmax mom pyxy. On nsoxnyn n nomonuan. renept xanem, uro ne nonnman amepnxancxoro rponxncra Hcmena, c xoroptm tn n pyxecxnx ornomennxx, no ne pasenxn ero nsrnxon, nporonopnn Apam Hcaxonnu. On ncnomnnn, uro Hcmen cunran Tponxoro uenonexom ntcoxo n naropono ymn. Tponxn ne mor ne nnoxnrt n ecrnne cnom ymy meurarenx mnpono penonmnnn. pyroe eno, ocymecrnnrt cnon meurt o yxonnom n marepnantnom panencrne on ne mor, n renept-ro x snam, nouemy. ymam, noromy, uro npexpacnte n ntcoxne nen Tponxoro cnonnnct x nnnmsopno nacrpoxe, cxasan mne Hncrepman. nenontno saymancx, cnymax monua Hncrepmana, a on ronopnn anee o rom, uro xax, nor, crpanno, uro Tponxn npentmancx ynnnrentno nannno nee, ns xoropo ntrexana pemnrentnax neoxonmocrt ycranonnennx xommynnsma nmenno n Amepnxe c ee nennanno nayxo n rexnnxo n c ee orpomntmn orarcrnamn, nocxontxy ram 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
357 ornaaer neoxonmocrt n cxpennxmmem connantnom npnnyxennn. 3naere nn nt, npoonxan Hncrepman, uro Tponxn npecxasan saxnmuenne comsa mexy Inrnepom n Crannntm? 3roro x ne snan, no snan, uro n ornnune or Tponxoro rnanntm n Crannne tna cnoconocrt annrt n myunrt mnnnnont nennnntx nme, nx nero nynornx rnape. Paccxaxnre, uro nt snaere eme or Hcmena o Tponxom, npocnn x Apama Hcaxonnua Hncrepmana. Apam Hcaxonnu noxauan ronono n pasnen pyxamn. Bce nponano, cxasan on. B omem, txnontcxn mpaunte nemn, xoropte Tponxn nnen nacxnost n pasonauan, xnnx n Mexcnxe. Emy tno rxxeno, uro nponann nce ero meurt. On tn ncera uyxnm nx menx, Hennna n onacneme nperpao nx txnontcxnx samtcnon Crannna. A x, cnymax Hncrepmana n ncnomnnax ro, uro mne ronopnn oxrop omte n xamepe Fyrtpcxo rmptmt n pannnn Iypnxn, xora x nexan n ontnnne necosanocxoro narnynxra, nce ontme cxnonxncx x mtcnn, uro +ro ncntranne n Tponxomy n ncem nam enpexm, nocnannoe cntme. A pyccxne n nce pyrne nmn n ontmnncrne cnoem eme ne nonnmann, uro tno nepe nnmn, n ne coopaxann, uro eme yer. xe anno ne mor yerart or ]axron n yxptnartcx or nnx nenpnuacrntmn x ntcme rane narnosamn xopomo nnn nnoxo. Hosopxmax uenonexa nrpa n ypauxn ntstnana y menx cnncxonrentnoe npespenne. Exenennax yromnrentnax paora n necy npnnonna xo nce ontme cmeprnocrn. Hacrynnn exapt mecxn. oporn n rpont nosanecno cnerom. Mepsnn norn n narntx axnnax n pesnnontx uynxx. Fpenn na paory oxoxrn, noxnean pannnm yrpom myunym xnxnny n npornornn sapas uertpexcorxy xnea. Mnorne nactmannct oncom or cnonx nomae, napnnn n pxantx xorenxax ormepsmym na xocrpamn nncrny n paseanmn xorenxn nnan-ua. Mo nanapnnx Momxnn omen o raxo crenenn ncromennx, uro c ontmnm rpyom naxntnan n xocrep Hanen Iontmren 358 cyutx. H x, paorax na rom xe naxe sa nonx, nso nx n ent nce ontme cnaen. Bpemx mno. B nocnenn ent exapx y Bacnnnx Hnanonnua Momxnna ne crano cnn nnrartcx. Haunnano remnert. C oxonuannem rpyonoro nx mt nnnynnct n nyrt x narepno noxomannponxe. C ontmnm nanpxxennem onen x Momxnna o narepno ontnnnt, y xoropo on ynan nansnnut. Kora Hncrepman c cannrapom noomnn x nemy, Momxnn nontrancx nonxrtcx, no ne cmor. , Hncrepman n cannrap ornecnn ero n ontnnunym nanary. On orxptrtmn rnasamn cmorpen na menx. Ha ocynynmemcx nnne tn orneuarox cmeprn. 3aerax nnepe, Apam Hcaxonnu Hncrepman ntpasnn camoe oxsnnnoe onacenne n cepeunym saory o moe antneme paore n necy. oporo uenonexa rpenoxnno onee ncero, uro x c xaxtm nem cnaen na ero rnasax. C yxacom yman on, uro menx xer yuacrt moero nanapnnxa Bacnnnx Hnanonnua Momxnna. n meurart ne mor, uro Apam Hcaxonnu, no cexpery or nauantnnxa noxomannponxn, ycrponr menx cnonm nomomnnxom n ontnnne. Tenept, a sanrpa yxe nosno yer! cxasan on mne. Homnnre ncera ono ycnonne: ne nonaarect na rnasy nauantnnxy, saxnmunn Apam Hcaxonnu. Hepepanmnct co cnonmn noxnrxamn ns paouero apaxa n xomnary Hncrepmana, c samnpannem cepna npncnymnnancx x xaxomy cryxy nepn ne nauantnnx nn noxomannponxn npnmen sa mno. Bor xnsnt-ro uenoneuecxax! Ho ent raumoeru (xanronartcx ocnoonrtcx or rxxeno ]nsnuecxo paort na nponsnocrne) ro sopontx, pemnn x npo cex. Bcxope y menx ne nosnnxano comnenn, uro npn exenenno cmeprnocrn romy tno ne o menx. A xpome roro, on xaxt ent ntnnnmn tn n concem satnart nauan cnon oxsannocrn nauantnnxa, xomenanra, napxunxa n sanxosa. Bet sanapnrtcx moxno tno or ncex +rnx oxsannocre. Fontnnna pacxptna nepeo mno nepn. snan, uro nyxno no mentme mepe cnart ne pasenaxct n nayunrtcx orxnnxartcx na xaxt son ymnpammnx nme. nourn ne 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
359 cnan noutm, ymax o pasntx nemax. B nyx ontnnuntx nanarax x rpynncx na conecrt, rem onee uro nnxro ne noronxn menx. B npnemno xomnare, re xnnn Hncrepman n x, tno mnoro nosyxa n cnera. Tam sannctnan n ontnnunym xnnry nmx n ]amnnnm nocrynammero ontnoro, ero nospacr, mecro poxennx, cneennx o pocrnennnxax. Kora menx snan ontno, x epxan onro ero pyxy, nponepxx nyntc. Bo nope croxnn nepa c orpocamn, n x onxen tn necrn nx n orxoxee mecro. Horom, ntmtn pyxn, men n xneopesxy n na xyxnm sa anano. Menx, n moe orcyrcrnne, ntstnan n nanary Bacnnn Hnanonnu Momxnn. tcrpo npomen x nemy. On c rpyom npnnonxncx c xoxn n nonenonan menx. Houtm ero ne crano. uepes nexoropoe npemx n ontnnny samen, nx ouepenoro oxoa ontntx, oxrop. tmn rnyxe, ronopnn on xaxomy. Ocmorpen on raxnm opasom n Opasa Annena, xoropt raxxe nonan n ontnnny. Hnno y Annena tno concem cepoe. V nero tna ranrpena norn. Fonesnt npoonxanact ncero necxontxo ne. urot ne crannrt ero xnsnt na xapry, x cpasy xe, xora ero nonoxnnn n ontnnny, npenoxnn oxropy nx Opasa Annena xpacnt crpenronn, xoropt sa na roa o +roro nonyunn or mamt n noctnxe. Hnno y oxropa tno opoe n npnnernnnoe, on narononnn xo mne. oxrop npnmen x saxnmuennm, uro xpacnt crpenronn ne cnacer Annena, n nyume mne epxart +ro nexapcrno y cex. On, crapt, onnoxn uenonex, npaxrnxonanmn mnoro ner n Bapmane, a renept npoxnnanmn sa sono na nonoxennn cctntnoro, snan, uro nnuem nomout nentsx ymnpammnm or nennarpt nnn or ranrpent norn npn nonnom orcyrcrnnn mennnncxnx nncrpymenron n nexapcrn. Vmnpammne nmn nxno n rycxno cmorpenn na oxropa. Hponox xaxt ent n npnemnt xomnare, y xenesno neuypxn, nnoem c Apamom Hcaxonnuem Hncrepmanom, x ncera nocxnmancx n ro cypono ocranonxe nensmenno ntcore uyncrn tnmero Hanen Iontmren 360 amepnxancxoro xommynncra x xaxomy, nyxammemycx n nomomn. Mne xaxercx, ronopnn on, uro nmont x nmxm onpeenxer mom paory, moe mnpocosepnanne. B nem ne tno nnuero noxoxero na uyncrno neoymennx n crpaxa nepe xaprnnamn narepno xnsnn ro crpamno +noxn, orroro, uro on c nonno orxptrocrtm cxasan cee o poxono omnxe rex, xro n on, nec ornercrnennocrt sa ro, uro ne mor npoonxnrt, uro rax, a nnxax nnaue, onxno tno trt. Onaxt noyrpy, eme o pasnoa, n ontnnny nomen nasnparent n oxnnn mne, uro x es npomenennx onxen conpartcx na +ran. B noporax yxe xan menx xonno, nepe xoroptm uyncrnonan cex nouemy-ro ocoo noannenntm. Hpnxonnoct cnona nepenpartcx na pyroe mecro narepnoro xnrentcrna. uro rt rax oneuannncx? cxasan mne Cemen Fopmamenxo, nepntm ncrpernnmn na nono xomannponxe. Bor, ouent pa. Co nuepamnero nx oxnamct. sect roxe xomenanrom. Mt npomnn n ero xanny. Kya xe npncrponrt nonyume? V menx ecrt nex. Hyxen cno uenonex na xyxne. orxptro ronopm: sauepcrneno y nonapnx cepne n pasasapnnamr nx cex npoyxrt, ne ymax o nauantnnxe noxomannponxn, napxunxe n xomenanre Cemene Fopmamenxo. Hnrepecymrcx rontxo coo. Bce, uro npecrannxnoct Fopmamenxo rax npocro, nepnoe npemx tno ne npocro nx napxunxa nnrennnrenrnoro xopena. On cxasan rnxo, no c ynepennocrtm, uro nentsx cpasy onpeennrt menx na xyxnm, uro x onxen npexe nopaorart nemnoro n necy. 3ro mne nce panno, cxasan x Fopmamenxo. Tax rt ne onmtcx, uro sauncnxr rex n enncrnennym paouym pnray, cocroxmym ns narape? cnpocnn Fopmamenxo. Her, ne omct. Hayrpo ntmen c pnrao narape n nec. Pasoxrnn xocrep n cenn noxpyr nero. Ho nnnam nnno, uro paorart ne conpannct. Oparnnnct xo mne, 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
361 nonpocnnn saovmumi (paccxasart) uro-nnyt nonnrepecnee. Kpyrom saopann: B narype, noronxy, uro nonnnne. Hanannnnct na menx neno opano. Btnpan, uro rncnyrt nm nonnrepecne. Btpan mma, Tpex mymxerepon. Ftcrpo sanopoxnn ]ayno. Btsnan y nce xomnannn orpomnt nnrepec x ncrnnnomy cmtcny pomana. H rouno, mnorne ynnenn ropxecrno xpapocrn `Aprantxna, Hoproca, Aroca n Apamnca. Fnarapn xnno pearnponann na ocroxrentcrna, conepmenno neoxonmte n omem crpoe ecrnnx. 3auem .ueep oaeu. (npoxnnn cnaocrt, ynnexmnct mnnen) nepe mnnen `Aprantxn? cnpocnn rnanapt narape, nepe xoroptm ocrantnte xonnn na ntpnax. Kax xe ue uaruora. e (ne ynnen samtcna mnnen)? cnpocnn pyro narapt npo `Aprantxna, xoropt ne pacnosnan xonapcrno mnnen. yx y narape sanxncx, n c rpyom mornn oxartcx pasnoa na paory n nec, re npocnxnnann nent ent y xocrpa, rouno npnnxsannte x npoonxennm pomana, c rnyoxo ymo na uene. Hpomaxct c narapxmn, xora npnmen mne cpox nrn n nonapa na xyxnm, cxasan x nm: Fparnt, noxnam nac c neoxoro, no nnuero ne nonnmemt. Kpome sopontx narape na noxomannponxe tnn rontxo ontnte n cnaocnntnte. Hoepxnnax pyr pyra, nonounnact na xnanme xencxax noxoponnax xomana xonart mornnt, pemnn nrtcx sa cnom xnsnt o xonna, no nnxro n nnuem ne mor nm nomout. Honoxenne saxnmuenntx na noxomannponxe tno nentnocnmo rxxentm. Bce crpaann or ronoa. Mnorne nyxannct n oneparnnnom mennnncxom nmemarentcrne. Hnte omnn o +nemenrapno ncrpo]nn 2- crenenn: na nnx tnn rontxo xoxa n xocrn. Ocranonxa, n xoropo naxonnnct saxnmuennte, xasanoct, ne nponsnonna na nnx yxe nnxaxoro nneuarnennx. Tax nso nx n ent rxnynact noonax xnsnt. Tem npemenem Fopmamenxo n napxunx npnnenn menx x nauantnnxy noxomannponxn n npecrannnn xax ontrnoro Hanen Iontmren 362 nonapa ns mocxoncxoro pecropana Merponont. Kora x npnmen na xyxnm, onapyxnnoct, uro ne nocmenno paoranmne ram nonapnxn, no-nnnmomy, tnn ne ouent onontnt monmn xynnnapntmn cnoconocrxmn n npenoxnnn xoe-uemy noyunrtcx y nnx. Crano xcno nx menx, uro noxnnenne na xyxne nonoro uenonexa tno nx nnx nexenarentno. Bet onn nmenn nosmoxnocrt n ycnonnxx omero ronoa nosanrpaxart, nooeart n noyxnnart nnonne no-uenoneuecxn. H uyxo rnas tn nn x uemy. o paccnera x roronnn sanrpax nx cnonx parten saxnmuenntx. Hamnnxonan menxo xanycry n orxan, ntnnn n xoren yrtnxy xnonxonoro macna, noxapnn nyx n oannn n xoren, a norom sanpannn myxo. C noemom crann conpartcx y pasarounoro oxna narapn enncrnenno rax nastnaemo paoue pnrat. noomen x oxomxy c uepnaxom. Fnarapn ncnonnnnnct paocrtm, ynnen menx na pasaue. nannn nm n ouonox mecrt nnmnnx uepnaxon na pnray. Hannnax nnmnee, x tn nepe camnm coo uecren. 3ro nonyunnoct camo coo. Ho x ycntman sa cnnno ocyxammn ronoc nonapnxn, npnmeme paorart n nennym cmeny: Tt nonnmaemt, uro rax nentsx? Tt norpa]nxemt xyntm! Ona eme onro nopuana na menx: Ouent nepacuernnno c rnoe cropont ntnnrt yrtnxy macna n xoren. H sauem tno npnnpannxrt nyxom? He xnpno nn +ro nx nnx? A rt, a mt c nanapnnne yem ecrt es macna? Mt xe nayunnn rex, xax nao paorart! Tax nor cnyma, mnnt mo: rt, xax myxnx, no cepny mne, a nopxox nao snart. nonxn, uro nx nee n nx ee nanapnnnt naxne ncero tno nactrnrtcx camnm, a na ronontx nme nm tno nannenart. H xaxo moxer trt na +ry remy pasronop?! Hano, npoopmorana ona. Co npemenem naracxaemtcx. A ceronx rt ycrpo-xa mne npoe ntxonoro. Hopaora o npnxoa moe cmenmnnt. xnnnyn e n snax cornacnx. Ouennno, +ra nonapnxa nmena namepenne nocrynart co mno no-xosxcxn. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
363 Ocrananoct mne pasart yrpennn sanrpax cnaxomane n n ontnnny. H ryr nonoxnn pasart ronontm nmxm onee mepo pyxo. Tax n cenan. A norom cran roronnrt oe. Paora nanaxnnanact, n uepes na uaca, cxaran recro n nsxn ero no xycouxy, cenan ranymxn, ntpesan craxanom xpyxxn; sarem nactnan ueuennny n xoren c noconenntm xnnxrxom, a xora cnapnnact ueuennna na menennom orne, nactnan n xoren ranymxn. Cepne y menx paonanoct or monx ycnexon n xynnnapnom ene. Ha xyxne paorana xenmnna, ntnocnnmax n orxoxee mecro nomon. Cnnt ne tno y nee, no yxnarxa tna. Kora oe tn roron, x nannn e n ontmym mncxy ueuennny c ranymxamn n cen sa cron oroxnyrt. Cnen, ortxan, n ronony nesnn pasnte mtcnn o xnrte-trte. Bpyr xro-ro nonenonan mne pyxy. nonxn ronony n ynnen, uro cronr nepeo mno na xonenxx xenmnna, ntnocnnmax n orxoxee mecro xyxonnte nomon. Ona crpaammnmn, ycrantmn rnasamn cmorpena na menx n nnuero ne ronopnna. cxnarnn ee sa pyxy n nocrannn na norn. Pasne +rax nosmoxno? cxasan x e. uro xe enart, uro xe enart? nonropxna ona, nomax pyxn. Bt nepnt sect samernnn, uro pxom c namn uenonex n naxopmnnn, xax nnxro, rononym xenmnny. nnen, uro ona ecxoneuno necuacrna. Mt nosnaxomnnnct. nasnan cnom ]amnnnm. Oxasanoct, uro ona ns Xapnna; pasymeercx, snana moero orna, tnana n xenesnoopoxnom copannn KBX na xonneprax cnm]onnuecxoro opxecrpa, xoroptm mo oren npnxnponan. nnxora ne nnen raxo rocxn, xax n rnasax y +ro xenmnnt, nonanme n narept ns concem pyroro mnpa, ns concem pyrnx ycnonn xnsnn. samernn cmymenne na ee nnne, xora, ornxtnaxct na menx, ona rnxontxo ntmna ns xyxnn. K uacy nx x onxen tn npnroronnrt oe nx nauantnnxa noxomannponxn nx Fopmamenxo n nx napxunxa. Onaxo x napxunx cam neoxnanno xnnncx na xyxnm n, ocmorpen menx c ronont o nor, cxasan nnonronoca, uro npnmen ns Onacrno napx n nao, ne saepxnnaxct, c nemamn nanpannrtcx na naxry, re yxe xer cnenxonno. Hanen Iontmren 364 Onxrt, xax ncera, nocnemno n neoxnanno, noyman x. Btx ns xyxnn, nomen ycxopenntm marom n apax conpart cnon noxnrxn, a orrya es npomenennx na naxry. opanmnct no ycnnenntm xonnoem, cxnost rycro ryman, o Onacrno, ocranonnncx y xaxo-ro xenesno nepn, xoropym orxptn rmpemnt nasnparent. Bce tno rnxo. Hasnparent, sanoxnn pyxn n xapmant, npomen co mno no xopnopy n nnycrnn n xamepy. rax n axnyn: n rmpemno xamepe yxe cnenn 3nrmyn Mapnamnont, Mome Hennn, sanxos xenesnoopoxnoro +rana uantxo n Mnma Kpeuenon. Bcem yxe npexnnnn mepy npeceuennx no crarte 58-10,2 arnrannx no npemx nont n no crarte 58-11 anrnconercxax nannonanncrnuecxax oprannsannx. Hx yxe onpamnnan onepynonnomouennt xannran Kyrxnnn. Ocrananoct onpocnrt rontxo menx. Onxrt naunnanoct nce ro xe camoe. a uro eme ntymamr? cnpocnn x y cnonx noentnnxon. ne conpamct c nnmn corpynnuart n nornepxart ncxxym axnnem. Bor +ro ncero nepnee, cxasan uantxo. Mt nce cenaem ro xe camoe. uepes uac nocne moero npntrnx xannran Kyrxnnn ne samennn ntsnart menx na onpoc. Kannran Kyrxnnn cnen n xpecne n nenonnxno cmorpen n oxno. Vnnen menx, on naxmypnncx, npenoxnn cecrt nanpornn nero na cryn. Hauancx snaxomt pasronop. Kyrxnnn cypono ronxonan o name nannonanncrnuecxo oprannsannn. Bce cnonnoct x romy, uro mon uncrocepeunte npnsnannx npnnecyr mne nontsy. On yntnyncx, npnmypnnmnct, nemnoro nyxano yntxo: naemct, uro nt menx nonxnn? Honxn, no ymam, uro rpyno nam yem cosart ns nenonnnntx nn n uem nme xonrppenonmnnonnym nannonanncrnuecxym oprannsannm. Mt yxe pacnonaraem pxom marepnanon o name exrentnocrn, sa xoropym moxere nonyunrt nont ononnnrentnt cpox, a moxer axe, n uro-ro nocrpamne. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
365 Hyxno nn ronopnrt, uro ronona onpamnnanmero menx xannrana Kyrxnnna tna sanxra neyepxnmtm xenannem saxonunrt nocxopee nopyuennoe emy saanne. Ceemmn uenonex, onoxornnmnct na cron, cenan ceptesnoe nnno. Ouennno, on cunran cnom paory, aconmrno nenpnuacrnym x ncrnne n conepmenno nsnpamanmym nonxrnx o ope n sne, ocnono cnyxeno ncnnnnnnt, npn xoropo ne pasmtmnxmr o nasnauennn uenoneuecxo xnsnn. cpasy xe paspaxenntm ronom anan ornert raxnm opasom, uro npocro nenosmoxno tno t axe noymart, urot eno oepnynoct rax, xax +ro rpeonano or xannrana Kyrxnnna ntmecroxmee nauantcrno. Hso nx n ent crana rxnyrtcx yntnax n nycrax nponeypa onpoca. Hpnsnamct, cxasan mne Kyrxnnn, ouent nenerxo nmert c namn eno. On samernn, uro cnecrnnm nsnecrno npo menx, uro x tn rnano xonrppenonmnnonno nannonanncrnuecxo oprannsannn n uro ncx +ra xomnannx es menx nnuero t ne cmorna cenart, n no+romy rnannt ynop n nponecce cnecrnnx nanpannen na menx, n nmecre c rem ornercrnennocrt nexnr na ncex n orentnocrn, no no ero cneennxm x nnxe ncero croxn x yrononnomy eny, n xoropom ncx rpynna onnnxnact. Ha cneymmem onpoce npncyrcrnonan npoxypop Ornen. Fecea c nnm c camoro nauana ne nannact. 3nam n nonnmam, uro nt ne moxere necrn cex nnaue, cxasan npoxypop. Hy, npexpacno, npexpacno. Ho nor mt ntsonem ceuac na ounym cranxy cnnerenx Byntna. On, xort n nemen, no uecrnt uenonex. Hpomy nac, xannran, pacnopxnrect nnecrn cnnerenx Byntna. Bnenn Byntna, c xoroptm x nnxora n ne ncrpeuancx. Hy, cxaxnre, Byntn, cnpocnn ero npoxypop, tno nnn ne tno raxoro +nnsoa, xora cnxmn nepe namn onnnxemt croxn na narepno noxomannponxe y raserno nnrpnnt n yntancx? Cnnerent Byntn n crapom narepnom ymnare n nsnomenntx nanenxax croxn, onycrnn ronony. Hs rnas rexnn Hanen Iontmren 366 cnest, nornepnn, uro nnen menx y raserno nnrpnnt yntammnmcx. uemy nt yntannct? cnpocnn menx npoxypop. tn pa xax enpe, uro Kpacnax apmnx nepemna n nacrynnenne na nemnen. Bt moxere nrn, cxasan npoxypop Byntny. Byntn ntmen ns cnecrnennoro xannera. Tax snaunr, nt paonannct xax enpe? oparnncx cnona xo mne npoxypop. Heyxenn, rpaxannn npoxypop, x +romy moxno npnpartcx? Bama onocroponnxx paocrt, uyxax conercxomy nnrepnannonannsmy, ntnonr napyxy ypxyasnt nannonannsm, xoropt nt n namn pystx npnxptnaere xanxnmn ]pasamn o noxntnocrn, onnaxct onpanarentnoro npnronopa. Taxoe onnnenne conepmenno nemtcnnmo, no oxastnart uro-ro tno ecnonesno. Xnsnt mox, Mapnamnonx, Hennna, Kpeuenona n ncnpannrentno-rpyono xononnn Hexmyp n na noxomannponxax tna y ncex na nny, a ocoenno y Cemena Fopmamenxo. Koneuno, n exrentnocrt uantxo sanxosa xenesnoopoxnoro +rana npoxonna na rnasax y Fopmamenxo. Hyxno nn npnannxrt, uro x onn pas cnyuano cronxnyncx c nnm no npemx namero cnecrnnx, xora on ntxonn ns xannera xannrana Kyrxnnna, or xoroporo, ouennno, ne mornn trt cxptrt oprannsaropcxne rananrt Fopmamenxo, ynennunnanmne manct na ycnex sarexnnoro npornn nac ena. Kax xe, cnpamnnaercx, mornn nomecrnrt n namy enpecxym xomnannm pyccxoro uenonexa Kpeuenona, tnmero o]nnepa rnapnn? Hpoxypop n xannran Kyrxnnn ronopnnn, uro mt enpecxne nannonanncrt samannnn Kpeuenona xax craporo xonrppenonmnnonepa. npecrannxn cee, uro ro npemx mentme ncero morno pacnonarart corpynnxa Onepuexncrcxoro orena x cnmnarnn xo mne. Ho, saxanunnax cnecrnne, xannran Kyrxnnn cxasan, uro, xort n ne nmeer npana ronopnrt, no n ero rnasax x ocronn ynaxennx, rax uro on ne xenaer nnuero 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
367 nnoxoro, no no onry cnyxt onxen tn, nomnmo cnoe nonn, necrn cnecrnne, noromy uro n moem ene sanncano eme n Mocxne, uro x nepasopyxnnmncx npar. Kannran Kyrxnnn nocrynnn ncxnmunrentno uecrno, nonnmax, uro on eccnnen uro-nno cenart, no on ne mor oorn nsnecrnte emy ecrnnrentnte npnunnt npecneonannx menx n n Mocxne, n n Kapronontnare. 3ror pyccxn uenonex, cxasan mne ro, uro ne nmen nnxaxoro npana cxasart, men omyntm x npane n, ouennno, sanepmax cnonmn pyxamn ne nepnoe nxnnoe eno, no nnyrpennem pacxaxnnn ncxan noepxxy n crpemnennn nrane orpemnrtcx or ro npecrynno paort, xoropym ocroxrentcrna nrane orpemnrtcx or ro npecrynno paort, xoropym ocroxrentcrna xnsnn npnnyxann ero enart n oxsnn n cnom ronony nonoxnrt na nnaxy. On onxen tn oprannsonart moe eno c npnnneuennem nme, o xoroptx raxxe ymecrno tno cxasart, uro onn nepasopyxnnmnecx nparn conercxo nnacrn. Coopasno +ro ycranonxe, paorax n opranax MB, on ne mor nocrynnrt nnaue, snax, uro nmax nontrxa npoxnnrt crpemnenne x ncrnne yer saannena camtm esxanocrntm opasom. A n xannrane Kyrxnnne uyncrno camocoxpanennx, xax n y ontme uacrn nme n ycnonnxx xecrouame crannncxo nxrarypt, npeonaano na uyncrnom ncrnnt. Hmn xnnn n ymnpann, ne ntxox ns saxononannoro xpyra. uepes necxontxo ne nocne oxonuannx cnecrnnx, menx, Mapnamnonx, Hennna, uantxo n Kpeuenona npnnesnn n ropo Hxencx n nocannn n Kapnycxym rmptmy na Kapnycxo nnoman. Mt npntnn n rmptmy no xonnoem uertpex xonnonpon, xoroptm, ouennno, npnxasano tno sopxo oxpanxrt cront naxntx npecrynnnxon. B npnemno xomnare rmptmt npoxnnnn ocoym crporocrt n opamennn c namn. Horom nonenn nac no rmpemnomy xopnopy. Kopnopnt nasnparent oronnnyn sacon xamept n npenoxnn mne n Mapnamnonm norn rya; namnx ronapnme pacnpeennnn no pyrnm xamepam. Bce onrarenn xamept c nnrepecom nocmorpenn na menx n na Mapnamnonx n roruac crann paccnpamnnart, Hanen Iontmren 368 orxya mt npntnn, xro mt raxne n no xaxo crarte Vrononnoro xoexca PCuCP onnnxemcx. Ham npenoxnnn sanxrt croxnmne pxom ne cnoonte xoxn. A mt c 3nrmynom Mapnamnonem ysnann ns paccnpocon, uro naxonmcx n ouent pasnomepcrno xomnannn nme. Cnen uenonex, c xoroptm nponsomna omnxa, xora yyun xonrponepom n Ptnpome, ne samernn, uro nocrynnnmax na asy pta tna conepmenno ryxnax; xro-ro, orcran or cnoe nonncxo uacrn, oxasancx eseprnpom, pyro xe onosan na sano na nonuaca, n tn no Vxasy sa nporynt cynm cpoxom na na roa. Cnen n xamepe n npecearent xonxosa, ne ycnenmn nonyunrt nontmennym pasnepcrxy no xneosaroronxam. Cnen n uenonex, copnanmn n none necxontxo xonocxon pxn n nomannt npn +rom c nonnuntm. Hoeceonann mt c xaxtm ns nnx no ymam, npoxnnn ynaxenne x cnonm nontm coxamepnnxam. Xnrt crann n Kapnycxo rmptme es ocotx xnonor. Ftnmn npecearent xonxosa naxopmnn onn pas mantramn (omamnn xne, saneuennt c rnoporom), nonyuenntmn ns omy. Mt c 3nrmynom tnn ronont, no ntanaemax nam n yrpom n n nonent xaxax-ro cnntno naxyuax ptnax xnxocrt nepnoe npemx ornyrnnana nac. Hperensn nnxaxnx trt ne morno, a ro sa nperensnn moxno tno na necxontxo cyrox nonacrt n ocot xapnep yonym c xptcamn n xomnannm. Ionoart n noome repnert xaxne-nno nnmennx x anno npnntx. Hmn na rmpemnom naxe romann tcrpo. Vrpom, o nonyuennx 400-rpammono naxn, apecranrt ne mornn cnoxono cnert, noxa ne rpemen nncxun samox n ne nonnran nasnparent xmnx c xneom. o +roro nmn xonnn ns yrna n npnnmxannct y nepn, ne naxner nn xneom n anano. Ho o roro xax orxptnanact nept, necno necrepnnmo or napamn, re xaxt conepmnn cnon ecrecrnennte naonocrn. Tomnrentno mno rmpemnoe npemx. nexan n yman o mnorom, uro tno ntymano nmtmn, nncanmnmn o uem-ro neotxnonennom, ouent anexom or ecrnnrentno xnsnn, nonno crpaann, uemy 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
369 npnunno tnn n nemano crenenn +rn nernyoxne nncannx, ncxpnnnnmne xnsnt uenoneuecxym. txanne xnsnn, meurt, nacnaxenne npnpoo, Faapcxne nopora, Hasopencxax, noonat, noun na nepmnne ropt, crnxn Maxxoncxoro, rearp Meepxonta +roro ncero npoe nnxora n ne tno. ne ntrancx exart ns narepx, noromy uro mtcnt nce npemx paorana n nnom nanpannennn orenxnmem or cmeprn. Fexart tno nexya. Bce neotxnonenno xcno: nmn myunnnct na rax nastnaemo none, mna nona, rnnn mnnnnont. Mama, aymxa n xx Mapa naxonnnct n +naxyannn n ropoe Knpone, xax x ysnan ns noctnxn, nonyuenno na noxomannponxe, re paoran n ontnnne nmecre c Hncrepmanom. Hepecmorpen mnoro pas nx apec n sanomnnn nansycrt. Hnora nponepxn cex: ecnn t npyr cnyunnoct uyo, n x nonyunn nosmoxnocrt noecrt octra, ycnnnnact nn t no mne rnepocrt yxa? Pasronopt n rmpemno xamepe o onom o ee. Or +rnx pasronopon cranonnnoct eme rxxene. 3a oxnamn c pemerxamn nacrynnna necna. Xnsnt npoonxanact, no nce onxnt tnn xnrt no crpaxom. Or crpaxa nonyunrt ntmxy ronony pasnamtnano. Ho nentsx xe nce npemx ponrart na cnom cyty. Bcx cncrema xnsnn tna nocrpoena rax, urot ne cpasy ynnart, no myunrt nme n npoonxenne ouent onroro npemenn. Mne nce ontme crano npecrannxrtcx, uro nmn mornn npenpamartcx c roamn, n ycnonnxx rmpemnoro saxnmuennx, npocro n xnnorntx, sarnanntx n crono, re xopmxr rpn pasa n ent. Ho, xax +ro nn crpanno, y mnornx xnarano cnnt coxpannrt n cee uenoneuecxym ymy, uenoneuecxym camoornepxennocrt n ne ymart rontxo o cnoem rononom xenyxe, a ysnart n xnsnn ro, uro coxpanxno nx nmtmn. Mapnamnont, nanpnmep, ne nepecranan nomtmnxrt o nyumnx npemenax. B ero ronone ona sa pyro nosnnxann nnonne pasymnte mtcnn, n x npnopen opocrt or ero onrnmnsma. uyncrnonan norpenocrt xaxnm-nnyt cnyuaem art snart mame, re x naxoxyct, oruacrn n noromy, uro tn n neneennn, uro oxnaer menx npn ntnecennn npnronopa. Hanen Iontmren 370 Heoxnanno cnyua nomor mne nonpoonart nanncart mame nnctmo no apecy, xoropt epxan nce npemx n ronone. 3naemt uro, npenoxnn x eseprnpy, ntsnannomy na onpoc n ropocxym npoxyparypy, x nannmy nnctmo n cnepny n rpeyrontnnx, a rt ynyun momenr, poct no opore n npoxyparypy, n moxer trt naercx opt uenonex n ornpannr ero no apecy. V npecearenx xonxosa namnact enax ymara, a y eseprnpa orptsox xapanama. Bepnynmnct n xamepy c onpoca, on nornepnn, uro emy yanoct nesamerno or xonnox pocnrt nnctmo na ono ns ynnn Hxencxa. Mano ynepennt n rom, uro nnctmo oer o mamt, x ne pemancx n ymart o +rom. Hpomno mecxna na. Onaxt orxptnact n neypounoe npemx nept xamept, n nasnparent npyunn mne noctnxy or mamt! cmorpen c nsymnennem na noctnxy. onro ne mor npnrn n cex. Bce tnn nopaxent, a ontme ncex eseprnp opt uenonex, paonanmncx or ncero cepna. onontno xcrarn conepmnnoct uyo, cxasan mne Mapnamnont. B mamnno roronnocrn, necmorpx na rpynocrn xnsnn n +naxyannn, x nnxax ne mor comnenartcx, no roronnocrt nensnecrnoro uenonexa noopart nnctmo n ornpannrt ero no apecy, nosynna no mne ocooe uyncrno naroapnocrn x romy, xro ne nocunrancx c sarpynnrentntmn ocroxrentcrnamn n onacnocrtm cnxsn c naxoxmnmcx n rmptme uenonexom. Ouent naxno tno n +rn mnnyrt, ynnen opo, nonxrt, uro opo n sno nyr nepasenenntm nyrem eme c Hepnonauana, coxptroro or uenonexa, napymnnmero sanper Fora nxycnrt rant nno opa n sna. Cocrpaarentnt uenonex, nomorammn pyromy uenonexy, sarouennomy n rmpemnym xnerxy, npoxnnxer cex n rom cmtcne, uro n rnynne ymn roron noccrart npornn sna, noeno nosntmax opo na snom, xoropoe n ano emy npoxnnrt opo. Cnana Fory! npomenran coxamepnnx, copnanmn n none necxontxo xonocxon pxn n nomannt npn +rom c nonnuntm. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
371 pasnopaunnan noctnxy n cmorpen na coepxnmoe ee, cnonno nonyuennoe mno ns xaxoro-ro pyroro mnpa. Iono cnntno onnman menx n monx coxamepnnxon. Hemnoro norox mt cnenn na moe n Mapnamnonx xoxax n rptsnn ntcymennte mamo ns ceporo xnea cyxapn, n nnna y ncex cnxnn onontcrnom. Oonen xopomo ntcymennte cyxapn, nce pasomnnct no cnonm mecram. uepes necxontxo ne ornopnnact yxe nocne orox nept xamept, n 3nrmyna Mapnamnonx ntsnann c nemamn n xopnop. 3nrmyn nepe ntxoom ns xamept xpenxo onxn menx n, noxaunnax ronono, naxmypnncx. uro oxnaer 3nrmyna Mapnamnonx?.. uro oxnaer menx?.. uro oxnaer ncex nac?.. 3ro ecnoxocrno nocne ntsona Mapnamnonx nocne roro, uro x ne pas nepexnnan sa +rn rot n n He]oprono, n n Epneno, tno ouent myunrentntm, no yxe npnntuntm. Cxontxo onacenn trt paccrpenxnntm no onnnennm n anrnconercxo arnrannn n noennoe npemx! Cxontxo oxsnn cmeprn! uro sa nentnocnmoe pemx ncera yxe oxnart xymero! Ho nao trt nocneonarentntm. Bet ne pas ncntran, uro sno n opo cxptro or nac, uro opo n xoneunom cuere noeno nosntmaercx na snom, cornacno nencnonenmomy n nenocrnxnmomy nx nac npanocynm Foxtemy. 3rn mtcnn nce ontme n ontme saxnartnann menx, n ononpemenno x repxncx n oraxax, sauem ntsnann ns xamept n xya nonenn 3nrmyna Mapnamnonx. Ha cneymmn ent nocne roro, xax sapann c nemamn Mapnmnonx, nnenn n xamepy monooro uenonexa co crpnxeno ronono, c pyxenmntm nnnom. noxasan emy na xoxy pxom c moe, na xoropo nexan Mapnamnont. On yntnyncx mne opo yntxo, ntpaxanme nonnoe cnoxocrnne n nono, no nce nnnmocrn, nx nero rmpemno ocranonxe. On ornxnyn ncex n ncem yntnyncx. Horom nonoxnn nemeno memox na xoxy n, nonepnynmnct xo mne, nonnrepeconancx, xro x, n n cnom ouepet cxasan, uro on npau-repanenr, no nannonantnocrn enopyc, poom ns Mnncxa, n uro snart ero Bacx n ]amnnnx ero Fypt. Bacx Fypt oxasancx uenonexom nnrepecntm, onontno omnrentntm n +pynponanntm n onacrn Hanen Iontmren 372 mennnnt. Ero opasonanne menxa, c nepom n nayunym neonponepxnmocrt roro, uro n npnpoe cymecrnyer rontxo marepnx, a n uenonexe oprannuecxax xnerxa, uro mtcnt ecrt npoyxr mosra n rontxo mosra, pacnonarano menx x necornacnm c nnm. Ha mon cnona o yxonnom osapennn n uenonexe on cxenrnuecxn yntancx. Mne ne xorenoct cnopnrt, ne xorenoct xacartcx camoro nnrnmnoro. Peantnocrt ymn ne morna trt n ymospnrentntx nocrpoennxx. ne n cnnax tn nn o uem ymart, xpome Fora, Koropt ne onaxt yxe cnacan menx or cmeprn, n cnona ymonxn Ero sa cex n sa cnonx coentnnxon, urot On aponan nam cnacenne or cmeprn. Tpyno tno nce nonxrt nne ycnonn npemenn, a rnannoe, ne onaax mnnocepnem Foxtnm, ntnocnrt npnronop nmcxnm rpexam, paccyxart o nmcxo opoerenn nne rant, xoropax nnxomy, xpome Btcmero Cytn, ne moxer trt nsnecrna. ne snan, o uem nonnonanmem menx ronopnrt c Bace Fyptm. B ero opoymnom nnne npornxtnan nemant ontr xnsnn n crpemnenne naxonnxrt nosmoxno ontmym onpeenennocrt nonnmannx oxpyxamme ecrnnrentnocrn. He nanxsunno n c npeentno cxpomnocrtm npocnn nomout emy pasopartcx n ecnopxounom, no ero cnonam, reuennn cnonx mtcne. On crannn nepeo mno nce re xe nonpoct ecrecrnennonayuntx marepnanncrnuecxnx nonxrn, yxe x romy npemenn npnnnnnnantno uyxtx mne. Mon xe mtcnn mornn oxasartcx neyenrentntmn noromy, uro omn cxemarnsm nonornuecxnx ocnon omecrnenno xnsnn naranxnnan na uro-ro pyroe, a mo coecennx mentme ncero nonnman nyrt, xoropt nen x +romy pyromy. tn ynepen, uro rontxo nnyrpennxx xnsnt rennantno no+rnuecxo nnunocrn nomoraer nepern or xonxperno marepnantnocrn x nosntmenno n nenocrnxnmo uyecnocrn neantnoro trnx, rontxo nonnnnax uenoneuecxax nmont nnepnte orxpoercx raxomy rennm nenocpecrnenno n momenrt rnopuecxoro nanpxxennx. Tontxo raxax nnunocrt npeopaxaer nparmarnsm n neannsm cnoe nepo n noey opa na snom. nx raxo nnunocrn peannsannx xocmnuecxnx neantntx nopm, xax nanpnmep nx Maxxoncxoro pasronop c connnem, xnnxnact xyoxecrnenntm 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
373 conepexnnannem aexnarno xnsnn, xax n neaexnarnax nx nero rparenx nectnmecx meurt, xora nmonnax noxa pasnnact o tr nrpy cnentx ornomenn, nymnx ns remnort npemen, xax xommap nnennx nm xama Hoeonocnxona, noponnmero uyonnmnt ecnornsm. yman o rom, xax uepes Maxxoncxoro ynrt n Bace Fypom cxynym mtcnt apn]mernuecxn-npocrentxoro marepnannsma, nontsyxct xoroptm nce moxno nsmepnrt, ncuncnnrt n onpeennrt n ornecrn sa omym cxoxy. Mne ne xorenoct n pasronope c Bace nnaart n pnropnxy. Hmnponnsnponart x ne mor, snax, uro x nnuero ne snam, urot ntcxasart emy cnonmn cnonamn, opnrnnantntm cnocoom, upesntuano naxnoe, ocoo nnrnmnoe. Hanepno, c nnm moxno tno sanecrn ouent ceptesnt pasronop, no unrax eme oma namy cnxrym Knnry c nnnmcrpannxmn ope, a norom cnymax ee n nepenoe pannnna Iypnxna, x ne tn nponnxnyr eme uyncrnom ocooro nyecxoro opasa xnsnn, xoropt noxonrcx na Foxecrnenntx ycranonnennxx n ntrexammnx ns nnx nonxrnxx cnxrocrn nyecxo rpannnn. Eme ne nacrynnno npemx, xora uyecntm opasom nonan na Cnxrym 3emnm nepecrpannan xnsnt na nont na. Tpannnx rpeonana rnyoxo paort yma n uyrxocrn nonnnno xnsnennoro cosnannx, nnoom xoroporo onxno trt cmnpenne. ncntrtnan rono, xono, nnmenne cnoot, n x ne mor ne ynnert ontmo npant, ycntmanno or pannnna Iypnxna, uro xro nacnnyer ocroxrentcrna, roro ocroxrentcrna nacnnymr n cnom ouepet, a xro nm ycrynaer, romy onn enamr ycrynxy. Kora rt nnnmt, uro ocroxrentcrna ne naronpnxrcrnymr ree, ro rt nm ne conpornnnxcx, a npeocrant nx ecrecrnennomy xo, noromy uro xro ner npornn ocroxrentcrn, enaercx paom nx, a xro noxopxercx nm, enaercx nx rocnonnom. Bacm Fyporo, nnnmo, cmymana nenpnntunax rema pasronopa, xoropt x nauan, ynnexaxct nce onee n onee. On noancx nnepe, xax t oxnax ycntmart neuro nnrepecnoe, nensnecrnoe emy. On npnnxn xax ncrnny, oxsarentnym n nx Hanen Iontmren 374 nero, npnneennte mno mtcnn exapra o rane trnx. On cnyman ouent nnnmarentno, cornacno naxnonnn ronony. Bt snaere, cxasan x emy, xaxo rnyoxn ym tn y exapra. On npnmen x ntnoy, uro sa npeenamn ocrynnoro nayxe nexnr neunax rana, cront xe nenponnnaemax nx nac, xax n npexe, rana, nsmenxmmax nnmt cnoe nasnanne n pasntx uenoneuecxnx ycrax, no ne nepecrammax ocranartcx cpen npexnero mpaxa n xpannrt ynopno npexnee monuanne. C +ro cropont nnxaxne nontrxn nccneonannx ne npnneyr nn x uemy, n mt npnnyxent n +rom ornomennn ocynrt cex na neunoe neneenne. Bacx Fypt ouent cnyman nce ro, uro x emy ronopnn, no pennrnosno-uyecnoro cosnannx, nosntmammerocx nensmepnmo na cosnannem neenpecxoro mnpa, emy ne mor pasxcnnrt, rax xax ne tno no mne eme npounoro npecrannennx o rpannnonntx nauanax ncrnnno nyecxoro 3axona, xnnymero n conparentnom nenom moero napoa. nomnm cnon cnona, nponsnocnmte nonymenorom, c pennrnosno yexennocrtm, xoropym ne npenonaran n cee. Mt nce ronopnnn o rane, cxasan x Bace Fypomy. 3ra mtcnt saxnartnaer menx. Bor, x unran n nennnxe xyoxnnxa 3xena enaxpya, uro on cnauana noyman o cnoem xyoxecrnennom rmecnannn n o rom, u1o ono n cpannennn c nncxmnmn na namn mnpamn; anee enaxpya noyman o cnpanennnocrn, o nmnn, o oxecrnenntx uyncrnax, nauepranntx n yme uenonexa, n ne mor narn no nce ncenenno nnuero onee nennxoro, uem ona cama n ee Tnopen. Pasne moxer On ne cymecrnonart? Pasne morna cnyuanocrt, conocrannxx +nemenrt, nsnneut ns nnx opoerenn, ornecx neneomoro nennunx? Ecnn t ncenennax cosanact cnyuano, uro xe osnauann t npeannocrt, conecrt n ee yxopt? pa, cxasan Bacx Fypt, uro rax mnoro naxnoro nx menx or nac ysnan. A x, paocrno yntaxct, saxnmunn pasronop cnonamn namnx mypenon ornocnrentno cnon 3xxnesnacra, uro ecnn no connnem ner nonoro, ecrt ncera nonoe na nnm. 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
375 Hecmorpx na ro, uro xnsnt nama n rmpemno xamepe, mxrxo ronopx, tna nenecena, xasanoct, uro mt c Bace Fyptm, eceyx o onee nosntmenntx nemax, satnn, re naxonmcx, n ouyrnnnct n anexom or rmpemno xamept mnpe. Bosnpamaxct x rmpemno ecrnnrentnocrn, x nnont n nnont saanan cee nonpoc: neyxenn nx menx n nx monx coentnnxon nce xonunrcx ntnecennem nam cmeprnoro npnronopa? ynepxn cex, uro ecnn Heeca ne onycrnnn raxoro xonna npn nauane nont, ro ne onycrxr n ornomennn menx n monx ronapnme n ceuac. ronopnn cee, uro nce ncxynaercx rontxo ncntrannxmn. C pyro cropont, mne tno yxe xcno, uro x onxen yy npnnxrt mnnocepnt nnn rposnt npnronop Heec c nonnmannem roro, uro ram naxonrcx Btcmax npana, nenocrnxnmax nx xaxoro cmeprnoro. A noxa xnsnt npoonxanact. Hopxox xnsnn, ouennno, tn raxo xe, xax no ncex xamepax Kapnycxo rmptmt. Hpomnn necna, nero, ocent, nacrynnna snma, a xonna myunrentnomy oxnannm pemennx yuacrn moe n monx coentnnxon ne tno nnno. B xonne exapx neoxnanno menx nonenn n xanner nauantnnxa rmptmt, n ram on saunran nocranonnenne Ocooro Conemannx npn HKB CCCP or 11 exapx 1943 roa, no xoropomy mt tnn ocyxent no cr. 58-10,2 n 58-11 yx PCuCP sa nonte cpoxn saxnmuennx. Houemy rax opaonano +ro nocranonnenne Ocooro Conemannx or 11 exapx 1943 roa? Horomy uro ono nsannxno menx n monx coentnnxon or cmeprn, noromy uro nepa n mnnocepne Fora yxpennxna rnepocrt yxa, nomorana nepenocnrt pasnte ecrnnx n crpaannx. Hpnx n xamepy, x saxptn oenmn pyxamn nnno, urot coxamepnnxn ne nnenn monx cnes. anan oer Fory, uro mox nepa yer npxrartcx, xax camax ontmax nmont, pacxptnammax ymy rontxo nepe Hnm Onnm. npnmen x romy, uro n rnynne ymn mor ennrtcx rontxo c Hnm ncemn monmn ymamn. Open camoe oporoe nx cex. On Ennnunocrt. Cornacno Tope, For noncmy, n moxno tno nstnart x Hemy n ns rmpemno xamept, n n nmoe npemx nx n noun. nnen nnyrpennn cner, osapxnmn cnxrym nx menx rany, Hanen Iontmren 376 xoropym cran nenomypenno npxrart, xax ntcmym nmont, or pannoymntx n nocmennammnxcx na nepo nme. tn yexen, uro ecnn ne onymy xoro-nno x camomy cnxromy nx menx, ro nnxro ne cmoxer rponyrt renepemne moe nept. 3ro x nonnnno snan nocne roro, uro omyrnn ncem cymecrnom monm. Bnn nn sa nxmn, n oxrop Bacx Fypt, nornxen na menx, onaxt cxasan, uro x na rnasax ero tcrpo xyem, n nnno moe ouent ocynynoct, n uro nao ntsnart n namy xamepy rmpemnoro npaua. Kax-ro npyr crano ne no cee. Pyxn y menx sapoxann. Bor n xo mne npnmen uac, xora es nomomn npaue ne cmory oornct. Kpome roro, x nce onee uyncrnonan cex ronontm na 400-rpammono naxe xnea n nyx uepnaxax rmpemno anant. Ho npocte Bacn Fyporo nasnparent ntsnan rmpemnoro npaua, no ror, oxastnaercx, ne nmen npana nonoxnrt n ontnnny es neoma nauantnnnt canuacrn xent nauantnnxa Kapnycxo rmptmt. K neuepy nept orxptnact n n xamepy samna nauantnnna canuacrn. Ona nonpocnna npornct no xamepe. ene mor ncrart c xoxn. Kora ntsnann n ontnnny, x cxnarnn pyxy Bacn Fyporo n xpenxo noxan ee. Menx nponenn uepes rmpemnt nop n sanne ontnnnt, norom uepes crexnxnnym nept n antme no mnpoxomy xopnopy n ontnnunym nanary, n xoropo croxnn ne ontmne xponarn. Ha ono ns nnx nexan cnxmn ontno, a xora on nepenepnyncx na npant ox, nnnom xo mne, x ysnan Mnmy Kpeuenona. On ne cntman, xax x nomen. Hpocnynmnct, Mnma nocmorpen rycxntm nsrnxom n mom cropony. Vsnan, opaonancx ouent. Bcxope nomna mennnncxax cecrpa. 3acrennn nocrent npocrtne n rmpemntm oexnom n nonoxnn no ronony ne noymxn, npenoxnna pasertcx n ceuac xe neut. H n camom ene, xopomo tno nocne rmpemno xamept nonexnrtcx na mxrxo nocrenn. Mnma Kpeuenon npncrantno nocmorpen na moe nnno, n n rnasax ero x samernn ecnoxocrno. Cecrpa, no nny opoe cymecrno, nomna cnona n nanary n nocrannna na 17 ner n narepxx xnsnn n cmeprn
377 rymouxy acxopnnonym xncnory n n manentxo pmmouxe ptn xnp. Hosnee mt ennmcx c Mnme o nepexnrom namn sa ro npemx, uro ne nnennct, cnx n pasntx xamepax. Mt n +ro ontnnuno nanare xax t npocnynact nx nono xnsnn, oxnanme nac nnepen. Mt crann xnrt n noccranonnennn norepxnntx cnn, npnnnmax xaxt ent acxopnnonym xncnory, ptn xnp, nonyuax ononnnrentnte 100 rpamm xnea n ontnnunt npnnapox ns pnca n manno xpynt. Toxe nor n ero ntsnann n xanner nauantnnxa rmptmt n saunrann ram nocranonnenne Ocooro Conemannx o nontx nx nce rpynnt cpoxax saxnmuennx. Tax-c, rax-c! ronopnn nocemanmn nac ontnnunt npau. Bt na rnasax nanpaere cnny, n cxopo nac moxno yer ntnncart. H nonyunnoct rax, uro ponno uepes neenm nac ntnncann na +ran, nanpannxnmncx xenesnoopoxntm nyrem n rmpemnym nepectnxy n ropoox Moxry. B +ran ornpannxnn rontxo namy rpynny. Btxox ns nopor rmptmt, mt nce no ouepen onxnn pyr pyra. Fontmax rmpemnax xamepa, xya namy rpynny nomecrnnn na rmpemnom +naxonynxre n Moxre, tna ycrpoena ne rax, xax n mocxoncxo Fyrtpcxo rmptme: n ne nocepenne croxn nnnnt cron, a nap ne tno, n moxno tno rontxo neut y cren n y crona na nony, nonoxnn no cex ymnart, renorpexn, a no ronony snmnmm oynt n nemente memxn. ynnen pacnonoxnnmerocx y crona na nony uenonexa cpennx ner, naxptroro xomcocrancxo mnnentm, a pxom c nnm c rpyom ysnan saxnmuennoro mexannxa Antepra Iontnna, xoroporo nnen onn pas n Epneno na necosanoe. Hnno y nero tno onontno rpycrnoe. On conepmenno ynan yxom. Hoxoxe na ro, uro on omen o nennarpt. Ftno xcno, uro on myunncx onro, n mne noxasanoct, uro xpacnnt opycenmn nartm Antepr Iontnn, xaxnm x ero nomnnn na Epnencxom necosanoe, yxe ne xnnen na +rom cnere. Hama rpynna npntna nocne nnx, n mt pasmecrnnnct na nony y crent, nanpornn crona. Ho xamepe pacxaxnnan Hanen Iontmren 378 ntcoxn napent narnoro nn. On nepnt saronopnn c namn, c nmontrcrnom cran paccnpamnnart, orxya nac npnnesnn n onro nn naxonnnct n narepe. Bcne sa nnm noomen x nam ymypr, saneonanmn centno n nyx xnnomerpax or Moxrn. Hocnenne c1poxn nanncanm 15 aapa 5742 roa (10 uap1a 1982 r.)
Bnyxn noxasann Hee, xax ntrnxnr n nnrepnere ee nynnxannx paor Hanna.
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