This poem explores the experience of dealing with a medical condition through obscure and abstract language. It references the anxiety and fear that comes with receiving a diagnosis and not having control over one's health. Medical knowledge has advanced significantly from more primitive understandings of the body and ways of diagnosing illness. The poem reflects on the journey of medical understanding and how far it has come but still has further to progress.
This poem explores the experience of dealing with a medical condition through obscure and abstract language. It references the anxiety and fear that comes with receiving a diagnosis and not having control over one's health. Medical knowledge has advanced significantly from more primitive understandings of the body and ways of diagnosing illness. The poem reflects on the journey of medical understanding and how far it has come but still has further to progress.
This poem explores the experience of dealing with a medical condition through obscure and abstract language. It references the anxiety and fear that comes with receiving a diagnosis and not having control over one's health. Medical knowledge has advanced significantly from more primitive understandings of the body and ways of diagnosing illness. The poem reflects on the journey of medical understanding and how far it has come but still has further to progress.
This poem explores the experience of dealing with a medical condition through obscure and abstract language. It references the anxiety and fear that comes with receiving a diagnosis and not having control over one's health. Medical knowledge has advanced significantly from more primitive understandings of the body and ways of diagnosing illness. The poem reflects on the journey of medical understanding and how far it has come but still has further to progress.
but once the C word comes down, worlds fragile, splinter into nonsense, cacophony, baroques dissonant retracted --freeways, friends, infidelities centrifuged on the slow, hazy spit of how, why, what onco eco ocean marrow no me Knowledge is power, half-right Sixties mantra though nomograms and stats were once more alien than UFOs over Phoenix tunnel-vision actuaries now allies in hope, along with household gods, salvific benzos, Ativan and Klonopin the beta-blocker, Aztec Inderal. The Divided Line would be pan, Plato pharma ultimate OCD phantom inside-out the (then) unspoken autonomic nervous system, primitive brain stem binary as bar codes, spiraling anxiety epinephrine rush panic pounding the heart, not enough O2 in, chest roils and bubbles, cascading worst scenarios. Knowings come a long way, poor thing, from its invented Ur-story, a bit inflated epistemic kamikaze poster snake: articulate, seductive, coiled around the tree-trunk of knowledge, Good and Evil, then by Zeus, the Greeks, it twined its way onto the brand itselfthe Caduseusand from that founding moment on, seculalalala, medical knowings been a stage, a pas de deux, itself a crude differential but fine-tuned, unhinged jaw, a gauntlet of gross tests: blood, bone, and sinew, liver, lung, pelvic CT scan, to decree: no evidence of spread.