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bxcvi nvZ Kvjv cZvKv| nvweeyi ingvb, dinv`, nvwg`yvgvb, Drcj,
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10
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cZvc Zuvi cy cdzj ivqi mv_ weq w`jb kevmbvi| kevmbv KjKvZvi
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weqi w`bwU cvwjZ nqwQjv! kevmbv KjKvZvi gq njI AwZ A w`b
cZvc feb kievwoi mevi mv_ wgk wMqwQjb| GLvbKvi wekvj evwo,
Lvjv AvKvk Avi wcQbi cyKzi muvZvi KvUvi ^vaxbZv Zuvi gbUv fwiq
w`qwQj| fvi, `ei`i mv_I wQj Zuvi wbweo mK| cZvc wK Zuvi
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evev-gvqi Av`i Avi Zveavb mKjB MvRyqkb KiwQjb Avi Zuv`i
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bxcv 23
13
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15
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nuv, Av`ZB ZvB| cxwZjZv wewfb AvgY Ask wbZb| 1932 mvj
Zuviv cvnvoZjx BDivcxqvb& Kve AvgYi cwiKbv Kib| Kvei mvgb
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cxwZjZv Zuvi `jejmn H Kve AvgY Kivi wmv bb| Zuv`i mKji
mv_B ZLb myBmvBWvj wel cUvwkqvg mvqbvBW| hw` Kvbg aiv covi
Dcg nq Zvnj hvZ Zuviv mv_ mv_ AvZnZv KiZ cvib| AvgYi
w`b cxwZjZv GK cvvexi Qek wbqwQjb| Zuvi mv_i mx KvjxksKi
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f`jvKi cvlvK| gn` Payix, mykxj ` Ges cvbv mb cib jyw Avi
kvU| Zuviv ivZ cb GMviUvi w`K Kve wMq cuQvb| ZLb cvq Rbv
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cxwZjZvi MvqI wj jvMjv| AvnZ cxwZ Avv nevi wPvq, e`x nevi
fq mvqbvBW cvb Kib| gZz nq GKwU wecei|
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mevB Mjv gjvj Zvi mv_| mB 1940 mvj ^`kx Av`vjbI wK wgk
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bxcv 32
17
mvbvi evsjv, Avwg Zvgvq fvjvevwm\
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gv Zvi gyLi evYx Avgvi Kvb jvM myavi gZv,
gwi nvq, nvq i
gv, Zvi gyLi evYx Avgvi Kvb jvM myavi gZv,
gv, Zvi e`bLvwb gwjb nj Avwg bqb
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mvbvi evsjv, Avwg Zvgvq fvjvevwm|
feZvl qwQjb AjKvi cvk| AjKvi Qv gv_vwU Zvi Wvb nvZi Dci
wk_vb w`qQ| AjKv NygvQ| feZvli nvZ AjKvi mg kixi k
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DPviY Kijb feZvl| wcqZgv cZx khvkvqx| feZvl Rwoq aijb
AjKvi big Kvgj kixi, cje gmY ZK Pz^b Kijb| bv, Kvgbvi AwM
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AvqvRb| evievwoZ hLb Kzgvi LogvwUZ KvVvgv Zix KiQ g~wZi,
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18
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jvMwQj `exi| Kcvj c~wYgvi Puv`i gZ eo Mvj wmu`yii wUc| m, myKz,
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nqQ Zv`i| `xcvwj Zv ZvK Kvj beB| Ii AvKzjZv `L `xcvwjK
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bxcv 36
19
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igv memgq mewKQz mvwRq ivLZ PqQ| wK Zvi mvRvbv evMvb evieviB
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bxcv 39
RwVgv mK wcV nvZ eywjq bvo LvBq `b| RxZ`bv_ feZvli mv_
M Kib|
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bxcv 40
21
22
23
24
25
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wbq wbqwQ, IZB ne|
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ek Kevi Mvwo P KiZ nZ|
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GB `xcvwj, Kzjcx gvjvB Lvwe?
Lvev|
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Kzjcx, GvB Kzjcx
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aiQ Pvicvk| Ri Mig KoKo KiQ Mv| PoPo KiQ ivyi|
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bxcv 49
26
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msmvii fvi| myKz, iwe Giv `yRb c_g c_g KvQ NulZv bv| `~i _K
AvoPvL Pq Pq `LZv| Zvici Av Av AcwiPq fvOjv| igv
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GWRv Ki djjb| wK m h Avi evwo wdij bv!
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nv Cki, Zzwg Avi KZ kvK `e Avgv`i? `v`v, AvgivZ gv Avmvq ^w
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bxcv 52
27
Aemvb Bsjvi cavbgx GUjx 1946 mvj fviZ mvaviY wbevPb `b|
gymwjg jxM GZ Af~Zc~e mvdj jvf Ki| G wbevPbK ejv nq evjU ev
wece|
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ci fviZi ivRbxwZZ evcK PvjKi cwiwwZi mw nq| GZ
fviZxq`i KvQ wewUk miKvii gZv nvii welqwU nq| gymwjg
jxM Pvq ^vaxb iv| wK KsMm Pvq AL fviZel| 1947 mvj fvBmiq
gvDUevUb KsMm I gymwjg jxMi bZv`i wbq AvjvPbvq emb| wK
meiKg cPvB mg~n e_ nq| gvDUevUb Dcjw Kib fviZ wefw Qvov
mykvmb me bq|
15.
feZvl weKj Awdm _K wdiwQjb| igv Kw`b hveZ ejwQjv
evev Avgvi Avi gvqi wK kvwo jvMe|
Awdm wdiwZ KqKUv `vKvb Xuy gvijb feZvl| `yPviUv `vKvb hvI ev
cQ` njv, wK `vgi K_v b gv_v bxPz Ki ewiq Gjb| AZtci
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feZvl| Kivi wKQz bvB| `eg~j AvbQuvqv| Abmgq nj nqZ Kvbv
`wi`KI G kvwo w`ZI wav nZ feZvli| ivvq KsKvjmvi `n wfwLwi
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fviZelK ^vaxb Kiev|
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bxcv 54
28
Zivw^Z nq| wZxq wekhyi mgq Rvcvb evgv `Lj Ki wbj evgv _K
evsjvq Pvj Avg`vbx e nq hvq| Kw`q miKvi cwiwwZ gvKvejvq
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A_P w`jx Kbdvi `ywfi wicvU ejv nj evsjvq chv Lv` gRy`
AvQ| GUv wQj m~Yfve ckvmwbK GK kvPbxq e_Zv| wZxq wekhy
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`vI Mv gv| Kvjmvi wk`i Kvj wbq wbZ wfLvix`i mvwi| Kvbv
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mv_ asm nq jywUq cojv wekweeK, gvbeZv| igv, myKz, m,`xcvwj cv
wUq em iBj Kzgvicvovi Qv evwowUZ| wK mviv weki mvaviY gvbyli
bxcv 55
gZvB Zviv cZKB Abyfe Kij mnm wki mB AvZbv`| Rvcvb Zv`i
KvQ wQj Mi `k| wQj wKgvbv civ cyZzji `k|
wnivwnZv cbivB AvM wbtkZ AvZmgcb Kijb| kl njv wZxq
wekhy| wK ZZY cw_exi KvwU KvwU nZeyw gvbyl Kuv`Z i
KiQ hw` PvLi Rj GB cvc gvPb nq GB ` wbDwKqi ZRwqvq
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cek Kijb MU Vj|
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ivmg~n cwZv Kiv| wK GB cveK myKkj Gwoq wMq ag Avi
bxcv 56
29
30
31
32
H cvvi Avi AvVv wbq mvuUZ hZb| Zvuiv nvmZb| Mvb MvBZb|
gywi gw`i mvcvbZj KZ cvY nj ewj`vb| Zvuiv Avew KiZb
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51
Mr. President, Sir. I move: "That in sub-rule (1) of rule 29, after
the word 'English' in line 2, the words 'or Bengalee' be inserted."
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54
55
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56
57
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58
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60
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bxcv 124
63
15.
bxcv jvj dK gj cRvcwZi gZv `o eovq Nigq, evMvbgq| Zvi mxmvw_I bnvqZ Kg bq| Ze igvB eva nq Zvi wcqZg ez| gv gq em
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PvL eo eo Ki M bZv gvqi KvQ| gv Vvbv gi G Mvji fvZ
IMvj Pvjvb KiZb| eK Zv GKmgq cvKwji `Lv cZ| mevB ejZv
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AuvK| igv wmvi nvZgwkb wdj w`q jm mjvB Ki Ki bxcvi Rvgv
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igv, Zvi Kvj I gq gvbvQ bv! kvgjeiYx igv Zuvi `yaAvjZv
gqK Kvj wbq Nvib| bxcv avq,
gv, gvgvevwo hve bv?
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bxcv 125
64
17.
wkecmb bxcvi nvZ ai nuvUZ ewiqwQjb| zi Rv dvwii gvo
ch evevi AvOzj ai nuvUjv bxcv| wkecmb gvoi `vKvb _K GKUv
w_b GiviU wezUi cvKU wKbjb| bxcv AvOzj DuPz Ki `Lvjv| ZvK
GKUv KvwV jR wKb w`ZB ne| wkecmb evBii Lvevi GKeviB cQ`
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evev, Kvj bvI| wkecmb bxcvK Nvo dj evwoi c_ aib| euvq g
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bxcv 128
65
Aekl KzqvkvK GKagK w`jb gvgv evPv iv`jv AgwbB wcj wcj
Ki Qwoq coj Avwbv Ryo| wgw Kzgov Avi PvjKzgov MvQ jwZq
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gvZZi Kbv giv dzjwU jM AvQ| wKQz wKQz ay jvj-Kgjv dzji
nvwmZ nvmQ| fvovwUqvi Icvki ivbvNi Ryo jvDqi mv`v mv`v dzj|
bxcv PvL WjZ WjZ DV Gjv wmuwoAjv DuPz eviv`vq|
evev, wK KiQv?
wkecmb wekvj Leii KvMR gj ai Zvi Dci gvRb evbvwQjb| `yB
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hv Zv gv, ivbvNi _K GKUv PvgP wbq Avq|
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bxcv 130
66
19.
wkecmb eB jLvq e| bxcv cv wUc wUc DV co| `qvji Avovj
_K Zvi mxmv_xiv ZvK nvZi Bkvivq WvKQ| bxcv mvgbi evMvb Pj
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MvQ IVvi cvKwUm| wkecmb fviejvZB wUb Avi euvk w`q KzqvUv fvjv
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nj| evjwZ Avi `vwo KzqvcvoB _vKZv| gvS gvS Szcym Ki evjwZ
co hZ Kzqvi wfZi| wekvj GK AuvKwk Gb evjwZ Ub Zvjv nZ|
evwoi euv cvk, cvki evwo Nul wQj GKUv wekvj wbgMvQ| Zvi Wvj `wo
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bxcv 131
67
68
69
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gvgv, KZw`b _vKe GLvb?
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bxcv 137
cwZw`b evm Kib| Zv`i `gvbvi Rb, Zv`i gbi kw, myL, BQv, ^c,
^w, Av`keva, j mg wbqYi Rb GKgv c_B nj Zv`i Pwi
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AwwZkxjZv Avi `vwi`i KlvNvZ wZwb m`vB GZ ewk wbwlZ
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MfxiZi nqQ| igv AKvi Rvbvjv w`q mvgvjZxi Suvc RvbvwK`i
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bxcv 138
70
ixYv, Kv, ^cv mvnv cwievii wZb gq| Qj w`jxc| IevwoZ igv Avi
bxcvi hvZvqvZ wQj| Zviv nvwmLywk cwievi| MjB Avv i nZ| G
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bxcv 169
86
87
Pc ai AvBqye Lvb|
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bxcv 173
88
89
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bxcv 178
90
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bxcv 179
91
ej GKUz ZvwKq Avevi Nywgq co AvQbi gZv| igv Kcvj nvZ w`q
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bxcv 182
92
bxcv ejjv,
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bxcv 183
Zvi?
avr! wK g~Li ZzB!! GUv kcxqvii nvgjU bvUKi GKUv msjvc|
To be or not to be wbmwb? DwbI gvbyli GB weklZi K_v GKUz wek`
Ki ejQb|
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w`w`, hvB| Zvi Rb mieZ evwbq Avwb, Lv|
aiv Pj Mjv| bxcv fveZ _vK AvmjB wK "Style is the man"? Ii
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bxcv 184
93
12.
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jxM I KsMm bZv`i ga gaZv Kivi Pv nj| Gw`K gymwjg jxMi
bxcv 186
94
_vKb| m~wZi kvwo GKw`b cij wZxq w`b Kgb fuvR fO hvq| igv
QzwUi w`b kvwojv ayq gvo Avi A w`q Uvb Uvb Ki `yw`K ai bxcvK
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95
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96
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gvRnvij nK evwK, mvaviY mv`K Ave`yi iDd gvbvqg LvbK Lywb
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gv KLb Avme? igvi wdiZ mv Mwoq hZ|
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bxcv 191
ZvbwRgv nK, bvw`iv eMg, kixdv ivbx G`i Nvivdiv wQj| weRqv ivq,
mvivqvi Rvnvb, kixdv ivbx evmvq AvmZb| igvi mv_ Zuv`i ezZ wQj
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97
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bxcv 194
98
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bxcv 195
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bxcv 196
99
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KiQ|
bxcv aivK eyK Rwoq ai| gvbyl hLb cvkvcvwk evm Ki, ZLb kUv
GZ BgcUU nq IV bv| wK cviwiK fvjvevmv h KZLvwb Zv evSv
hvq wec`i gyn~Z| bxcv wKQzUv njI aivi GB DwMZv Abyfe Ki|
`yBevb Mjv RovRwo Ki coZ em wcQ`vjvbi KvYvi NiwUZ| cyKyii
Icvi evwojvZ ZLb wgUwgU jvi Avjv| me evmvq ZLbI
BjKwUwmwU Avmwb|
w`w`, AvgvK GKUv M wjL w`we?
wK Kiwe?
zj gvMvwRb `ev|
aivi KvZi wgbwZ| aiv mwZ fvjvbv_ fw nqQ|
AvQv `ev GKmgq - hv|
bxcv gvwUKi cov KiZ em| m AvUm Mc _K gvwUK cixv `e|
fvjvbv_ wekki wn`y GKvWgxZ ZLbI mvq Avmwb| Zvi Rb
memvKzj BsiwR Avi AsKi `yRb wUPvi ivLv nqwQjv ZvI GKevi kl
gyn~Z| GK-`ogvm gv Zuviv wKQzUv cov `wLq w`qwQjb bxcvK|
bxcv GKvi gb GKvB co Pj| igv Gm ejb,
bxcv 199
G Zvi Kgb cov! eB mvgb wbq em AvwQm| AvgivZ SuK SuK cov
gyL KiZvg! ZzB Zv `wL eB wbq avb KiwQm&? co fvjv Ki|
bxcv nm dj,
avb Kwi gv, avb Ki hw` wKQz vb ARb Kiv hvq|
bxcv-aivi AvRevR wRwbm LvIqvi evcvi igvi cej Avcw| `yevb
AvPvi Lvq jywKq| aiv Avevi cU Ki bv Lq gvSgvS nvuwo gyQ
LZ fvjvevmZv| igv ejZb,
AvB, Zvi cU wK nvuwoi gZv nq hve, ZLb eySwe!
cU nvuwoi gZv nIqvi fq nvuwo gyQ `yai PvuwQ LvIqv e njv aivi |
igv hv-B LZb Zuvi Afvm wQjv GK`jv Ki gq`i gyL MuyR `Iqv|
`vL `vL bxcv, GB h `ya-Kjv w`q wPo gLwQ -wK gRv nqQ! Lq
`L!
bxcv PuPvq,
gv, hYv Kvibv Zv! wPoKjv Avwg LqwQ KLbI?
Ze igv gvQ wbq Gj bxcvi Avcw wQjv bv| igv gvQ eQ eQ bxcvi
gyL Zzj w`Zb| bxcv avb nq gvQ Lvq Avi cov Ki|
18.
evwoi wcQbi cyKziUv wQj mviv cvovi evPv`i `ivwZi RvqMv| muvZvi
mevB RvbZv| bxcv Gcvi Icvi KiZv muvZwiq| Ljv nZv Rji wfZi
PviPvivwb QuvqvQzuwq| iveqv, Rvrmv, Bfv, ^cv cvovi wk`i GKUv
weivU Mc cyKzi `Lj Ki Ljvayjv KiZv NUv KqK ai| Ze eo nevi
ci Avi cyKzi mvb Kiv nZbv bxcvi| Dlvi gv ej GK weaev gwnjv evjwZ
evjwZ Rj Zyj ev_ig w`q AvmZb| wK Zv mI AbKw`bB Lye
fvi DV bxcv muvZvi KvUZ bvgZv cyKzi| G hb gywi mvb, mwjj
AeMvnb| Zvjv Rj Zv Avi muvZvi KvUv hvq bv!
bxcvi PvL wQjv LyeB fvjv| e `~i w`q nuU hvIqv wcucoI m `LZ
cZv| Ze GB PvLI MnY jvMjv| mevi m~hMnY `Lvi ci `xNw`b Pkgv
eenvi KiZ nqQ bxcvK| GB Pkgvq Rj jM Mj euvaZv Svgjv|
GKevi njv wK Gcvi Icvi KiZ wMq bxcv gvScyKzi cuQ nVvr Gwjq
co| aiv wQj cvo| cnivq| m KvbdvUv wPrKvi w`q igv Avi wkecmbK
WK Avbjv ZrYvr,
evev, w`w` Wze hvQ|
igv ev wkecmb KDB muvZvi Rvbb bv| aiv e ci muvZvi wkLZ
ciwQjv| wK wgivK&j| m hvv eK Icvi cuQzj bxcv| igv wkecmb
ivv w`q QzU wMq `yRb wgj ai Ni Avbjb KbvK|
wKi wK nqwQjv?
bxcv 200
101
AvM `yevi cvivcvi KiwQ Zv gv, kli evi Kgb `yej jvMwQjv
gvScyKzi wMq|
igv RvgvKvco cv weQvbvq Bq `b bxcvK| bxcv Nywgq co
KvwZ| bxcv Rj wbq LjZ Lye cQ` KiZv| KLbI ev iveqv,
Rvrmvi mv_ I`i cQbi cyKziI Rj wQUvwQwU nZv| igv nqZv GKUz
AvMB cwiQb RvgvKvco cwiq cvwVqQb LjZ,
`wLm Rj bvwgmb hb|
elvKvj| KvMRi bKv evwbq iveqv fvwmqQ Rj| Rj evoZ evoZ
wZbPvi wmuwo Dci DV GmQ| `yezZ Rj XD w`Q hvZ bKv `Z
fm hvq `~i| GB XD w`Z w`ZB i nq Mj Rj wQUvbv|
ZzB Avgvi Mvq Rj w`wj Kb? AvwgI `ev|
iveqv Rj wQUvjv bxcvi Mvq bxcv iveqvi| `yRb wfR PzcPzc nq Ni
wdijv| igv c_g wKQzB ejjb bv| KvcoRvgv cv w`jb Zvici
Zzjjb DuPz LvUi Dci| nvZ wbjb GKUv Zvji cvLv| bxcv jvdvZ
jvMj weQvbvi Dci| igv weQvbvq GKUv Ki evwo gvib cvLvi nvZj w`q
Avi ejb,
Avi wfRwe, Aeva gq, `yw`b nj DVQ Ri _K! RyM gvZwe Avi!
Avevi weQvbvq cvLvi evwo| bxcv weQvbvi Ggv_v Igv_v `oj
mwZ ejwQ gv Avi bvge bv Rj|
igv weQvbvi Dci AviK evwo| GK chvq gvqi cvLv gqi nvZ| gvgqi gvivgvwi Pjjv wKQyY| Avevi AvKvk Nvi jvwMq ew AvmQ| igv
ivbvNi wLuPzwo ewmqQb| AcYv Avi Avb` `yB fvBevb eovZ Gm
AvUK coQ Kzgvicvovi evmvq| igv ivbv Pvwcq ivbvNi eviv`vi nvd
`qvj njvb w`q em Mvb aijb,
eR eR Zvgvi evR euvwk, mwK mnR Mvb!
MvbUv wbqB mnR wQjv bv| Mvbi wZxq jvBb MvBZ hveb wVK Gwg
mgq KoKo Kovr Ki eRwbbv` nuK DVjv| igv cvq wWMevwR Lq
cojb `qvji Dci _K bxP| GKUv gvUv myRwb weQvbv _vKvq fvM
e_v cvbwb!
wLuPzwo nq wMqwQjv| GKUz KuvPv wN Dci wQwUq ebfvRv, KvjwRi Avi
evmb w`q wgwKzgovi cvUfvRv Avi cvwUmvcUvi gZv Ki gvovbv
wWgfvRv| mv_ Avgi AvPvi| nvwiKbi fwZK Avjvq LZ emQ
mevB| m ivZ AcYvi Avi evwo div njv bv| gRv Ki M KiZ
KiZB KU Mj ivZUv| BjKwUwmwU mvaviYZ GBme Soewi w`bB
mvivivZi Rb Pj hZv| ZLb QvU`i Drme i nZv| coZ ne bv
AvR| M M f~Zi M| mevi SzwjZB Szwo Szwo M Rgv AvQ| i
nZv Avlvp f~Zi M| PjQ Zv PjQB jvgnlK weeiY mevB h_vme
KvQvKvwQ mi Avm fq| hw` Lvejv gi Mi f~Zjv Kviv Nvo gUK
`q! mmgq f~Zi cKvc wQj `yi|
bxcv 201
102
103
wejgj evey cwZekx| wZb Qj Zvui - mykv, myKv, myg Avi IevwoZ `yB gq - Ay mywgv, gy mywPv| ikgxgvwm bvg Zuvi GK AvZxqv
wQjb| weaev gwnjv| me`v mv`v _vb ci _vKZb| myg coZv aivi
mv_| Ay Avi myKv bxcvi KvmgU| I-evwoZ hvIqv nZv mePq
ewk| Ze mePq wWvwes wQj I`i KzKziUv| Zvi bvg Wwj| m Ggb ND
ND RyoZv h GKgvBj `~i _K nvuK cvoZ cvoZ hZ nZv myg,
gy, Ay! KD bZ cq WwjK _vgvj ZeB XvKv hZv I evmvq|
myg wcQbi `iRv Lyj w`Zv aivK|
evmvUvi mvgb Avjyi Z| cvk dzji MvQ, KwdZ, jvDKzgovi gvPv|
Avh cwiQb evwo| evwoi cvUkjvjvI hb GKUv GKUv Ki mvRvbv
_vKZ ivbvNii eovi cvk|
wejgjeveyi x QvULvU my`ix gwnjv mvaviY eo w`q Kvco coZb mv_
_vKZ cvbi evUvfiv cvb|
wejgjevey MoMov UvbZb oK oK Ki,
wKi bxcv Kgb AvwQm?
bxcv mviK `L GKUz bgvi Ki wfZievwoZ Pj hZ| aiv nvu Ki
Zuvi oK oK ZvgvK LvIqv `LZv| ikgxgvmx wUKvq Avb w`q hZv|
ikgx gvmxi Mvqi iswUI wQjv wUKvi gZv KzPKzP Kvjv| wK Ac~e wgw
gyLkx Avi Uvbv `ywU PvL| myg GKw`b ejjv,
aiv, Pj ZvgvK Lvwe?
wUKvi Avb wbfcvq| `yB bexb wKkvi-wKkvix oK Ki GKUv Uvb
w`qB KvkZ i Kijv| Ay wQj dmv| Pzjjv jvjP KUv is -Gi| gy
kvgjv wgw| I`i evmvq em aiv-bxcvi e `ycyi weKj KUQ| mykv
evMvb cwiPhvq e _vKvZ| bxcv-aivi wbR`i evmvUvI wQjv Lye wcq|
GZ meyR GZ wekvj gvV GZ MvQ Iiv ivRkvnxZ cvqwb| MvQ MvQ Avgi
evj GmQ| ggvwQ`i bbvwbi k Kvb Svjvcvjv| Zvi mv_
KvwKji wPjvwPwj| bxcvi gb emZ Pvqbv covq| eB mvgb wbq PvL
Rvbvjv w`q `~i nvwiq hvq| gb nq cvq cvq nuU `~i AviI `~i,
Zvici AviKUz MjB nqZv AvKvkUvK Quvqv hve| mLvb AvKvk
wgkQ meyR cw_exi mv_| mv jvMZ bv jvMZB wPgbx gvQv i nq|
ZLbI KviU Avmwb KvigvBKji Kvvm| bxcv nvwiKbi Avjvq
em em j^v Pzj wewj KvUZ KvUZ wbtk co| ivZ evo| wSuwSi `j
ZLb Avb` gkj| RvbvKxiv SvucSvo UP RvjvQ Nb Nb| `~i
Kv_vI wkqvj WK IV| bxcvi cov kl nqbv|
cixvi AvMB wkecmb Ges igv iIbv nq Mjb ivRkvnx| bv gqUv
evWi c_g cixv w`Q| gb ej-fimv ivLv `iKvi| gbUv PvBjv bv
bxcvK GKv QvovZ| mevB wgj wdi Gjb ivRkvnx| bxcv GK `o
cvi avi hq Nyi Gjv aivK wbq| cv ivRkvnxevmxi wbtkvm djvi
RvqMv| K~j bvB wKbvi bvB| cvi evwjZ cv bv Wvevj gb nqbv
bxcv 205
104
eKzK|
bxcv Rj Qo boZ Pvqbv| Ggwb mgq VKV&K& Ki KvVVvKivUv VvKi
gvi mvgbi Wvevi avii ZvjMvQ| KvVweovjxjv `ov`wo Ki Avg
Avi Rvgiji Wvj Wvj| m~h wbf Avm| bxcv nvuUv `q evwoi w`K|
`vL Ggb ``vim eb Rj Nywim Zviv fq nq| GKiKg jvDWMv mvc
AvQ meyR cvZvi mv_ wgk _vK `Lv hvq bv! fvix welv|
wVK AvQ gv, Kvj _K KvewjK GwmW gL hvev|
bxcv mvq fwZ nqQ KvigvBKj| cvki evmvi cdmi ea~wU
KvuUvZvii eovi cvk Gm `vuovb cy Kvj wbq|
bxcv Avmv Avgv`i evmvq, Pv evbvwQ| LveLb|
bxcv Zvi cywUK Kvj wbq ivbvNii `vIqvq wMq em| KuvPv ivbvNi|
`gvi eov| Dci wUb RvZxq wKQz| KwP ewU nvm| bxcv Zvi cywUK
ZvB ZvB ZvB gvgvevwo hvB Qov kvbvq|
bxcv, fwZ nqQv?
nuv gvgx, Kvj _K Kvm i|
Kvj Avwg evevi evwo hvev|
ewUi PvL PKPK Ki IV|
KLb?
GBZv ejvewj iIbv nev| eofvB Avme|
bxcv MvjwUc eveywUK gvqi Kvj `q
KZw`b _vKeb gvgx?
GB Zv `k/cbiv w`b| GLvb GKv GKv jvM| Avgv`i evwoZ KZ
gvbyl fvB, evb, fvBqi evPv| gv evevi kixi fvjv AvQ wK bv `L
Avmev|
bxcv evwo di| wbKl AKvi Wzweq w`qQ acac mv`v KvigvBKji
wews| GLb mUvK Svcmv GKUv Avav AKvii c ej gb nQ| bxcv
bZzb eBjvi M bq| bZzb eBqi M fvix my`i M| bxcv coZ em|
nvwiKb Rj| aiv Nygvevi wdwKi AvuU| wkecmb dib AvUUv-bUvi
w`K| ivbvNi cvZ co em LvIqv nq| evmb Kvmb Kg| wcuwo bB|
`yPviU Liei KvMR cZ emZ nq ivbvNi gvwUi gSZ| fvix fvjv
jvM| ciw`b AvZ wPrKvi QyU hvq bxcv cdmi gvgxi evmvq| cvUkjvi
Avb RjQ ea~wUi Kvco| MvUv kixigq Qwoq coQ Avb| Zuvi eo
fvB mw`bB dyji gZv evbwU Avi fvMK wbZ GmwQjv wVKB| kl
AwM` evbK wbq di eovq| eov nvmcvZvj| wK kl iv Kiv
Mjvbv| `xNw`b eov nvmcvZvj fzM gviv hvq ewU| ewU gviv Mjv|
bxcv cvqB IevwoUvi w`K Pq _vK| fve KLb Gm Qj KvuLvj wbq
ewU WvKe,
bxcv, Avmv| Pv LvB|
bxcv 207
105
106
KvigvBKj KjRi PZzw`K wNi cdmi`i evmv| bxcv cvqB hZv cvki
wdwRi cdmi BmnvK mvnei evmvq| Zuviv eovi evwm`v| Qv GKwU
gq Zv`i| bvg Zvi Uwd| bxcv`i Pv cwiekb Kiv nj m ejZv,
gv AvgvK wgwPqvbv Pv `vI|
Zvi gv m K_vq KYcvZ bv Kij m bxcvi Kvc _K GKUv Qv cU
wgw Pv Xj LZv| cwieviwU LyeB fvj wQj| GKw`b m evmvq bxcv eovZ
wMqQ| BmnvK mvnei GK AvZxq GmQb Zuv`i evmvq eovZ| mB
AvZxq f`jvK Mi Qj ejv i Kijb,
GB wn`y RvZUvB Lvivc| gvjvDb| me cyZzjc~Rv Ki| Giv G`k Qo
Bwqv Pj MjB cvi, hvq bv Kb? GivB `kUvi mevbvk KiQ|
bxcv wZ nq Mjv| m KvbviKg ejjv,
GLvb _K cuvP jvL wn`yI hw` fviZ hvq, fviZ _K hLb mvZ KvwU
gymjgvb Avme -ZLb RvqMv `eb Kv_vq? fviZ wK ay wn`yB be? Zviv
Zv`i gymjgvb`i cvVve bv G`k?
bxcvi PvLgyL jvj nq DVwQjv| m eo AcgvwbZ eva KiwQjv| wK
GUv wVK Ggb aibi DM mv`vwqK wK^v cwZwqvkxj K_vevZv Zvi AvM
KLbI PvL cowb|
gv_gwU-Gi b~ibex mvnei x cvovi hZ Qjgq AvQ, Zv`i
mevBK wbq fvIqvBqv Mvb kLvZb| Zuvi PnvivUv MvjMvj| wgw| j^vPIov gvbylwU| gyL gvqvfiv nvwm| wZwb wgV ^i aiZb I-nv-wK Mvwoqvj
fv-nv-Av-nv-Av-B-B- K-n-Zv i-ev Avwg ci cvb Pv-Av-Av-wn-qv-qv
i -mg^i mevB Mjv gjvZv Zuvi mv_| Avhvbi k XvKv co hZv Zuvi
myii g~Qbvq| Lye AvKvWwgK gvbyl wQjb evUvbxi gwR` mvne| wZwb
bvbvb MvQMvQov Gb jvMvZb evmvq| Zuvi evmvq hq Qv-Qvxiv cvqB
web cqmvq bvbvb me MvQ cvZv KUKzU gvBvmKvci bxP dj
`LZv GKRb GKRb Ki| Zvui x Lye my`i| gq bvwmgvI wQjv Lye
my`i| Zvi cvkB Kwjgyjvn mvnei evmv| weivU Mvjvc evMvb wQj Zuvi|
iseis-Gi QvU-eo nvRvi nvRvi Mvjvc dzU iBZv evMvb| GKcvk
GKUv wjPzi MvQ wQjv cKv| ZjvUv evuavbv _vKZv e`xi gZ| wjPzi w`b
jvj nq _vKZv wjPzMvQUv| cvovi hZ Qjgq hq Po em _vKZv
wjPzMvQ| ZvZ Zvu`i Kvb Avcw wQj bv| wK KLbI Mvjvci Wvj
fvj Kwjgyjvn mvne Lyowc nvZ Zo AvmZb| Zvui gq Biv| gvgq `yRbB kvgjv, nvwmLywk| Zv`i ivqvK Avv nZv| bxcvI hZv
cvqB| wiqvRDwb mvnei evmv Zvi cvk| weivU GKUv RjcvBMvQ wQj
evmvi mvgb| kxZ Kgjv RjcvB cvZv Si mvgbi ivvUvK jvj Kgjv
Ki djZ| Zuviv MiI cylZb| cvqB Loi wekvj Mv`v `Lv hZ
DVvbi cvk| wkecmb `vev LjZ emZb QzwUi w`b| NUvi ci NUv
KU hZ `vevq| mKvj Lq `vev i nZ| `ycyii fvZ Ges mi Pv
bxcv 212
107
Avi bv ayi&! KjRi gaB| Avgv`i GKUv wgwUs AvQ gwY Avcvi
mv_|
Kvb gwY Avcv?
H h evsjvq Abvm cob whwb|
Zvi mv_ Avevi wK wgwUs? `ix nebvZ fvB? gv eKe Zvnj|
Ay Avkvm w`jv,
bv, bv| ewkY jvMe bv|
jvjevRvii KvQvKvwQ KjR gvVi wcQb Ayi mv_ bxcv hq `L ivYx,
gbvqviv eMg gwY, m~Zcv, Avyj nvwg` gvwbK, jyrdv, w`jiev -AbKB
em AvQ| wK me K_vevZv PjQ Zv`i| bxcv cvwU co emjv Nvmi
Dci| gwY Avcv wecevZK evYx w`wQjb| evSvwQjb mgvRZ Avi
MYZi cf`|
KvigvBKj KjR GB c_g cv ivLj Qv BDwbqb| mfvcwZ gbvqviv eMg
gwY, mvaviY mv`K dviK Avjg cavb eyjeyj| Gi wVK GKgvm ci c~Yv
KwgwU MwVZ njv| bxcv bvg jLvjv Qv BDwbqbi gwZqv Mc| myKv
Pj Mjv gbb Mc| GQvovI QvjxM wQjv -Zvi cavb wQjb BwqvK
Avng`| Zvi mv_ Gbvgyj nK Payix, Lv`Kvi gvvi Gjvnx AvKei,
b~iRvnvb AvIqvj -Giv QvjxM hvM w`jv|
cjwU c_g cv ivLv bxcvi| Nb Nb wgwUs wgwQj| ^ivPvi wbcvZ hvK
mgvRZ Kvqg Ki BZvw` wgwQj ficyi KvigvBKji Avwbv| kxZ
kl nq AvmQ Zey KbKb KiQ Dyi nvIqv| `kbv wej _K DV Avmv
Kzqvkviv XK w`Q Zv`i eyKi Kv`v gvwU w`q Zix KvigvBKji kixi
hgb gv Rwoq bb eyKi mv_ j _vKv mvbwUK| MvwQ nuK hZ
LRyii im| mevB wgj LvI GKMvm Ki| Kvmi dvuK KvwUbi Avv|
KjR coqv gqK wkecmb bv-cviZ `yGK UvKv w`Zb| PviAvbvi Pv,
`yBAvbvi wmviv Avi GKAvbvi wbgwK LZ LZ cvb PjZ bexbeiYi|
mevB wgj KvigvBKji Qv` DV kvMvb w`Z AvBqyekvnx, gvgbkvnx
LZg Ki LZg Ki| AvBqye gvbg `yB fvB GK `woZ dvuwm PvB| mvgb
BjKkb| Kvb QvmsMVbi `vuovb wbwl wQj| Qv BDwbqb `vuovj cjx
Qv BDwbqb bvg| QvjxM Qvmsv bvg w`q| Qv BDwbqb i
nqwQj gv `k/eviv Rbi `j wbq Av Av evoZ _vKj Zvi
Kjei| bxcv Pvu`v ZzjZ eoZ mv_ gvwbK jyrdv, Ay, ivbx, Iqv`y`| Nyi
Nyi evRvi, kb ivWi `vKvbjvZ nvbv w`Z Zviv| iscyii gvbyl
GBiKg QvmsMVb `Lwb Avi| KD Lywkgb KD gyL evRvi Ki Pvu`v
w`Z| bxcv`i dv kwkvjx nj| QvjxM Avi gbb Mc ejZv wjcwK
cvwU, gqiv ewk wQj wKbv| b~iRvnvb AvIqvj MvwoZ Ki AvmZ| evev
Gmwc| ek mLZv wQj bxcvi mv_| `j ej wUwdb wcwiqW mevB Xzu gviZ
evmvq mygbK wbq UvbvUvwb co hZ| mygb Nvo Nywiq ivLZv| gq`i
Kvj Zvi cQ` bv|
bxcv 214
108
-me QvivB wefvRb fzj knx` wgbvii UzKiv BU Quyq cwZv Kijv -Zviv
Avevi G wgbvi Moe| G h Zv`i wZi ma| cvYi wgbvi|
26.
wkecmb ivRkvnx KjRi evsjv wefvM cavb wnme e`jx nqQb|
KvigvBKji cvU kl| Qv msmvi QvQ igv| aiv bxcv eBjv euvaQ,
PU, Qvjv w`q| evi m~uB w`q mjvB nQ| AR eBqi c MovMwo LvQ
my evey| m GKUz GKUz nvgv `q| bxcvi Kvj DV k Ki gywVZ bq
GKMvQv Pzj wK gywV QvovZ cvi bv| GKUz KvZzKzZz w`j Agwb AvjMv nq
hvq gywV| wPib Zuvi m` weevwnZ xK wbq wbgY Ki Mjb|
mvi, hvevi AvM GKgyV Wvj-fvZ Lq hveb|
Zvi j^v nvjKv cvZjv my`ix ewU AcZzj evmb-c Mfxi AvwiKZvq
jvwnox cwieviwUK mmvb LvIqvj wbRi ivbv| KvjvPuv` ivq Gjb Zuvi
Ac~e my`i bZzb ea~K wbq| wbcv-aiv weklY Kij GB eDwUi AviI
my`i GKwU RvgvB `iKvi wQj|
KvjvPuv` ivq ZZ my`i wQjb bv| mvgvb wKQz eBc jvMR cvwVq `Iqv
njv| AkmRj PvL aiv bxcv igv KvigvBKj Kvvm Qvojb| mygb
AweiZ fuv fuv KiwQj| mwK eySZ ciwQjv Rbvb hLvb cuvZv
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Ku`v bv GB Zv AvwQ, Avi Ku`v bv _vKev Avwg Ub Bwmj w`q Rvi
K`g GwMq Pjj| wcQ iBj fvjevmvi wZgvLv KvigvBKj, iscyi|
68 -Gi c_g w`K bxcv ivRkvnx KjR fwZ njv| ivRkvnx KjR,
BDwbfvwmwU ZLb vf Dvj|
1965 mvj fviZ cvwKvb hyi dj c~e evsjvi A_bwZK, ivRbwZK,
mvswZK I `kivi h KiY Aev mw nq Zvi cwicwZ
1966 mvj kL gywRe Qq `dv `vex Dvcb Kib|
(1) HwZnvwmK jvnvi cvei wfwZ kvmbZ iPbv Ki cvwKvbK
mwZKvi dWvikb Zix Kiv
(2) dWvikbi nvZ aygv `kiv I ciiv gYvjq _vKe; Aewk
welq cv`wkK miKvii Aaxb _vKe|
(3) c_K gy`v eev _vKe wKsev GK gy`v eev _vKjI kvmbZi
mywbw` weavb _vKZ ne hvZ GK Aji gy`v Ab Aj cvPvi bv nq|
(4) Uv, LvRbv, Ki avh I Av`vqi gZv _vKe AvwjK miKvii
nvZ|
(5) `yB Aj e`wkK gy`v Avqi c_K c_K wnmve _vKe Ges Zv
AvwjK miKvii nvZ _vKe|
bxcv 216
109
Gm. Gd. -Gi nvZ wQjv fvRvwj Avi PvKz| me`jxq QvbZv`i nvZ
wQjv gkvwii KvVi v euvav dzb| gvii PvU Gb. Gm. Gd. -Gi
v gC`i nvZ fO hvq Ges Avyi ingvbi gv_v dvU| GB msNli `vq
KivgZ AvjxK wekwe`vjq Qo Pj hZ nq hvi evcK cfve co
ivRkvnx Qv-Qvx`i Dci| Zviv mwwjZ kwK Dcjw Ki| Gici
_K h Kvbv AvgYB Zviv GKwZ nq cwZiva KiQ| 1968 mvj
AvBqye Lvb Zuvi kvmbi Dbqb `kK cvjb KiZ PvBj `k `Lv `q
bvbv iKg ivRbwZK AwiZv| Zvi XD jvMZ _vK `ki cwZwU wkv
cwZvb| ivRkvnx KjRI cwZw`b gyLwiZ nZv bvbv wgwUs wgwQj|
Drcj, bxcv Avi I`i ez-eve wgj cvvi wjLZv KvYvi Ni em|
aiv I`i dvBdigvm LvUZv Avi Pv evwbq AvbZv| GB cvvijv wbq
wLowK c_ Iiv Pj hZv mvne evRvi| mLvb GK Pvji `vKvb jywKq
w`q Avmv nZv cvvi| aiv cojB Rj| ciw`b cyiv mvne evRvi
fzebgvnb cvK Qq hZv cvvi| bxcviv wgwQj KiZv KLbI Mvb
Mq, KLbI evbvi nvZ| AvBqye kvnx wbcvZ hvK| Qq `dv Av`vjb
Mo Zvj| mvvRev` wbcvZ hvK| ivRkvnx KjRi Qvx jvBRy wQjb
Gi AbZg bx| 69-Gi MYAv`vjb Avjvob mwKvix NUbvwU NU
20k Rvbyqvwi| Gi AvM 18 ZvwiL cywjwk wbhvZbi cwZev` Ges GMviv
`dv `vexZ XvKvmn mviv evsjvq wkv cwZvb agNU WvK Qviv| H w`b
cywjki wjZ gviv hvb QvbZv Avmv`yvgvb| 24k Rvbyqvwi XvKvmn
mviv`k wevf wgwQj i nq| mUvixqUi GK bs MBU wjZ
knx` nb gwZDi| `wbK cvwKvb I gwbs wbDRi Kvhvjq Rvwjq `Iqv
nq| AvMiZjv loh gvgjvi AbZg Avmvgx wQjb mvRU Rij nK|
ZuvK 15B deqvwi ZvwiL ew` Aevq wj Ki gviv nq Ges ejv nq
wZwb cvjvevi Pv KiwQjb| Av`Z m mgq KvivMvi Zuvi mji
`iRvwU BQvKZfve Lyj ivLv nq| wVK GB KvRwU Kiv nq kL gywRei
I -wK wZwb ig _K ei nbwb|
lvjB deqvwi mvRU Rij nKK nZvi cwZev` bxcviv wgwQj bg
Avm| m wgwQji mvgb nuvU evbvi wbq| ZvZ jLv wQjv AvBqye
Lvbi Kvjv nvZ fO `vI woq `vI| cP vf dU co ivRkvnx|
ivRkvnx KjRi GK`j Qvx GwMq hvwQjv wekwe`vjq Ab Kbv
wmbgv nji gvo, ZvjvBgvix AwZg Ki gwZnvi| kq kq Qv-Qvx
hvM `q| bxcv wgwQj mvPvi| 1969 mvji 17B deqvwi agNU WvKv
njv cwZwU wkv cwZvb| H w`b weKj ivRkvnx wekwe`vjqi Qviv
wgwQj wbq AvmZ _vK ivRkvnx knii w`K| bxcv knii Abvb
Av`vjbiZ Qv`i mv_ hvM w`j Kbv wmbgv nji KvQ| knii
evqwjqv _vbvi KvQ Zviv PovI nq gymjxg jxM bZv Avqb Dwb Gi evwoi
Dci| Avqb Dwb wQjb wkecmbi Qvx ZvRgnji ^vgx| Qviv Gici
AvBqye miKvii mg_K wnme wPwZ ivRkvnx KjRi ZrKvjxb Aa
bxcv 218
110
Avyj nvB -Gi evwoi w`K hvevi Pv Kij cywjki jvwVPvR Avi Kuv`yb
Mvm AvnZ nb 16 Rb Qv| cwiwwZ nq DVjv Aviv DRbvKi| bxcv
wLowKi w`Ki ivv w`q wdi Gjv evmvq|
wekwe`vjqi ^bvgab wkK I ci W. kvgmyvnv Ges evsjv wefvMi
cfv W. ghnvij Bmjvg wekwe`vjq _K ga kni Pj Gjb|
wbhvZbi cwZev` Ki Zuviv AvnZ Qv`i mvnm hvMvjb| W. kvgmyvnv
ejjb,
fq bB Avgiv AvwQ Zvgv`i cvk|
mvq ivRkvnx wekwe`vjq WvKv njv wkK-Qv cwZev` mfv| 21k
deqvwi Dcj AvqvwRZ AvjvPbv mfvwU cwiYZ njv cwZev` mfvq|
kvgmyvnv `pZvi mv_ DPviY Kijb,
AvnZ Qv`i mev KiZ ci Avwg ab| Qv`i `yduvUv ii k
Avwg cwe| Gici ay Qv bq, Avgiv mevB wgj `vbexq kwK iL
`uvovev, giZ hw` nq Avgiv mevB giev|
cii w`b 18B deqvwi kni kni Rvix nj 144 aviv| cywjki mv_
bvgvbv njv B. wc. Avi. I mbvevwnbx| iZc~Y vb gvZvqb nj
mb| ivRkvnx kni wekwe`vjq PZimn me Nwbq DVjv GK _g_g
cwiwwZ| fvi _KB UvbUvb DRbv|
27.
bxcv KjR Pj Gjv| ivRkvnx KjR wmwU KjRi Qviv kni wgwQj
i Kijv| mB wgwQji bZZ wQjb Qv b~ij Bmjvg| wecei jvj
cZvKvi gZvB Zuvi cib wQj jvj kvU| bxcvi mv`vkvwo| Pzj Gjv Lvucv|
Av`vjbiZ Qv`i mv_ hvM w`jv RbZv|
mvbvw`wNi gvo ZrKvjxb cimfvi febi Avkcvk ewiKW w`jb Qv
RbZv| mKvj ZLb `kUv| wekwe`vjqi MU QzUvQzwU i nq Mjv Qv
Qvx`i| mbvevwnbx ZvK Ki AvQ A| Qviv PvBQ wgwQj Ki knii
w`K hZ| cwiwwZ D| ci W. kvgmyvnv, W. ghnvij Bmjvg, Wv.
Gg Avi miKvi, W. KwQgDwb gvjv, AavcK nvexeyi ingvb, AavcK
Avey mvBwq` wey Qv`i Kvvmi ga wdwiq wbZ AvcvY Pv
KiQb| mbvevwnbxi Awdmvi wb`k w`jv dvqvi| mvgmyvnv SzuwK Dcv
Ki GwMq Mjb,
wcR WvU dvqvi! Avgvi Qjiv GLbB Kvvmi ga Pj hve|
wK mbiv Zuvi K_v bjv bv| gvwRU bvwmgK Rvbvb njv mwbK`i
DcwwZZ Qviv wez nq DVQ| MUi mvgb _K mwbK`i mwiq
wbj Qv`i Kvvmi wfZi wbq hvIqv hve| cwiwwZ eyS gvwRU
mb`i mwiq eZvi K`i wij mUvii w`K hZ _vK| wekwe`vjqi
MUi mvgb _vKv wkKiv `yB fvM fvM nq Kvvmi ga wdwiq wbq
bxcv 219
111
ciw`b wkecmb `wbK c~e`k Avi `wbK BdvK nvZ wbq evmvq
dib| igvK WvKb|
`Lv! `Lv Zvgvi gqK|
igv `Lb dUcR wZb Kjvg weivU Qwe| wgwQji Qwe| mvgb evbvi|
^ivPvi wbcvZ hvK| bxcv AviI AbKi mv_ wgwQji cyivfvM|
cwivi evSv hvQ bxcvK| igv ZvwKq _vKb nuv Ki|
`Lv, Gme Avgvi evmvq Pje bv ej w`wQ| ZvK ejv Avwg cvY
_vKZ Gme ei`v Kiev bv| wKQyZB bv| ZvK KjRi coZ cvVvbv
nqQ| ivRbxwZ KiZ bq| m hb wKQzZB Gmei fZi RwoZ bv nq|
Avi KLbI hw` Avwg `wL Zvnj ZvK GK cqmvI `ev bv| me UvKv Avwg
fvwmwUK w`q hvev hvZ Mixe gavexQv hviv ivRbxwZ Ki bv Zviv G
UvKvUv cvq| gvbyli gZv gvbyl nq| wkecmb eKeK KiZ _vKb|
igv Av Ki ejjb,
gvbyli RbB Zv ivRbxwZ|
wK? wK ejj Zzwg? Zvgvi Avviv cq cq gqUvi GZ evo eoQ|
Zywg Ii gv_vq Gme g w`qQv|
Zo Avmb wkecmb| igv ejb,
ek KiwQ g w`qwQ| Gevi Pzc Kiv|
Zzwg Pzc Kiv| GKUv K_vI eje bv| wkecmb bxcvK KvQ WvKjb,
G Qwe Kvi?
bxcv Di `q bv,
bxcv Avi KLb hb bv `wL Gme| cixv Gm MQ, co| Qvvbs Aaqbs
Zct| wK eySZ ciQv
bxcv Mvuqvii gZ Nvo Nywiq `vuwoq iBjv| Zvi ga eySZ cvivi Kvbv
jY `Lv Mj bv|
28.
Rj _K Qvov cqQb cmv` ivq| GKw`b cvebv _K Avmjb
ivRkvnxZ, fvwMi evmvq|
Kgb AvwQm igv?
bxcv Avi aiv Qv AjKK mv_ wbq LjwQjv| bxcv hB PvL e Ki,
mygbI m~Y PvL e Ki| bxcv wRf evi Ki, mygbI wRf evi Ki| GB
me gyL fOvfwOi Ljv nwQjv| Qv eveyUvK `yevb KLbI AjK, KLbI
mygb, KLbI cuyUz mvbv, Zveyov bvbvb bvg WvKZ|
cuyUz Zvgvi bvK KB?
AjK bvK `Lvq|
cuyUz, Zvgvi nvZ KB?
bxcv 221
`ynvZ QuvovQzuwo Ki mygb| Kvb& nvZ w`q KvbUv `Lve fe cvq bv|
cmv``v`y GmQb b bxcv QzU hvq mygbK Kvj wbq|
bvgi AbK c_ cvwo w`q mve nqQ cuyUzmvbvi bvg ne mygb|
cmv`ivqi cvk wMq em bxcv| ej,
Kgb AvQv `v`y?
cmv` ivq GBgv ewiqQb Rj _K| kixi Kvwi Kvwjgv,
evn! GUvZv eo my`i nqQi! bvoMvcvji gZv! GZv `wL dmv
K|
bxcv nm IV|
`yz AvQ wK!
mygb WvMi PvL gj bZzb AwZw_K `L|
Gevi GUvi Kvb w`Z ne wecei g|
nvZ evwoq mygbK Kvj bb cmv` `v`y| igv Pv RjLvevi Gb nvwRi
njv|
Avi wecei g KvR bB| jvwnox hv i KiQ!
`ytLi Mi Szwj gj aib igv| cmv` nvmb,
`L& igv! weivax cvwU Qvov wK wece nq? AekB kwkvjx weivax cvwU
jvMe, wkecmb n&Q mB cvwU -GUv Kvb Lvivc bv| ZzB gb Lvivc Kwim
bv!
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nuv gv AvBqye eySZ ciQ Qq `dv Avmj ^vaxbZviB g~j g| kL
gywReZv gbcvY GKRb mgvRZx| 1969 mvji 21k deqvwi AvBqye
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AvMiZjv loh gvgjv cZvnvi Ges me ivRe`x`i wbtkZ gywi wfZi
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kL gywReK eez Dcvwa `Iqv nqQ?
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Avgv`i cyiv cvwUwUB Zvi mv_ AvQ| wZwb MYZvwKZvi avivq mgvRZi
c_ GwMq hvIqvi ccvZx| KviY `k GLbI agvZvi kLj Ave|
mLvb KwgDwbRgK BgwcgU Kiv Ame| MYZvwK Av`vjbK mvgb
iLB mgvRZi c_ GwMq hZ ne| eez Zuvi Aii A:j _K
gvbyli mvg wekvm Kib|
`v`y, Qq`dv wK Zvnj Avmj GK`dv ^vaxb evsjv, mgvRZvwK evsjv|
nuv bxcv QvjxM `vex ZzjQ Qq`dv bq GK `dv| 68-69-Gi
evgcx`i vMvb ^vaxb RbMY ZvwK c~eevsjv| Avmj g~j vMvbUv
nj Rq evsjv| GK_v ai bIqv nq h ikcx A_vr Avgv`i `jwU
AvIqvgx jxMi jRoew KiQ| wK Gfve ejv hZ cvi g~j bxwZ
bxcv 222
112
113
evev, WKQv?
nvu GUv `vLv|
bxcv PvL AvOzj w`q `wLq w`jv| cixvi LvZvi KvYvq jLv K_v
ejvi Rb- 5|
bxP wUPvii wmMbPvi| aivi PwKZ gb co Mj cixvi nji mB
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gqi mv_ K_v ejwQjv ej|
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bxcv AwMZ NZvwZ w`j|
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Avwg ej w`jvg|
gyL fsPvjv bxcv|
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b^i KvUe Kb? KvUe Zv ^vMZvi b^i!
bxcv Avevi m Ki| igv LvUi AvjmZ njvb w`q Gme ckvi ce
bwQjb| gSvgqi `yMwZ ZuvK k Kijv,
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eje?
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bxcv 225
114
115
116
wbq mgq cjB NyiZb| ZviB gvS bxcv, aiv I mygbi Rb wejvwZMve
co AvbZb hLb, mygb ZZY Zuvi Kvua Nywgq coQ| ingvb fvB
ejZb, Avdviv Mve Lvb, LvBj kixji Rb evj|
bxcv mygbi mv_ nvgoo nvg oo Ljv LjZ| wkecmb Gme nvgvwo
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bxcv my evey ej WvKj m cvMj nq hZv| ZLb `o wMq bv aij
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djZv|
bxcv 231
117
118
119
ZLb mygbK Kvj wbq Qv`i Dci Avv nZ mevi| igv wcQb evMvbi
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Zvi evwo mvgbi ivvi `yevwo ciB `vZjvq| wZwb GKv _vKZb|
kvnRvnvb, wmivR`jv, bRij, iex` Zvi gyL wQj| wZwb Avew
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mvi mvi|
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nvu nvu `LwQ|
wKsev kLvZv,
GK_v RvwbZ Zywg fviZ Cki kvRvnvb GKUz _vg Zvici ej
KvjvZ fm hvq Rxeb heb abgvb| Gevi ewk cR `vI| Zvici
ej ay Ze Aie`bv wPib nq _vK GKUz _vg ej mvUi wQj G
mvabv| Gevi GKUz ewk mgq `uvovI KviY GwU GKwU ee KgwcU nj|
Zuvi D`v fivU Mjv Avi K^ii DVvbvgv gy KiwQj `yevbK| Zuvi
evmvq Mj cv_ii evwUZ Ki wZwb Kjv Avi kkv LvIqvZb| evievi Zvui
evmvq hZ BQ nZ wK wZwb Amy wQjb eqm Avwk QvwoqwQj| AvmZb
mvi`v my`ix gwnjv KjRi Aav gyvix Lvbg| j^v kvgjv SKSK
Pnviv|
igv mLvbi jwWm Kve hvZvqvZ i Kijb|
nvq GK `yw`b hZb| mv 6Uv 7Uvq hZb wdiZ ivZ `kUv| bxcv aiv
Lye Lywk nqQ| hvnvK gvqi GKUv hvevi RvqMv nj| igv MvwK gvbyl
wQjb| wK wkecmb ev` mvajb|
Zywg jwWm Kve hZ cvie bv|
Kb cvie bv?
Kve Kvb f` gwnjviv hvq bv|
gvb? wWwm, Gmwc, GwWwm, cdmi, Wvvi, wmwfj mvRb mevi e-Af`?
wK ejQ Zzwg Gme?
bxcv 237
wVKB ejwQ&| mygb QvU ZvK iL evBi hvIqv Zvgvi gvbvqbv| mygbKZ
Avwg ivwL evev Kvb Amyweav nq bv|
bxcv hy Ki|
bvt Zvgvi hvIqv ne bv|
Avwg AekB hve|
wkecmb wPrKvi Ki IVb,
Zzwg Avgvi Aeva nq G evwoZ evm KiZ cviebv|
wKmi ` Zzwg jwWm Kve jwWm Kve KiQ? GK cqmv ivRMvii gyiv`
AvQ Zvgvi? Avwg GKwU cqmvI Zvgv`i `ebv| wK KiZ cvi Zvgiv
`Le|
Zywg cqmv bv w`j nuU hve, Zey Avwg hveB|
Zywg Kb GiKg KiQ evev|
gv mvivw`b evmvq co _vK| hvK bv ILvb `yPvi gwnjviv wgj MMvQv,
jyWz, Kvivg Ljv nq| Amyweav wK? wkecmb R`x Mjvq ejjb,
bv Avwg hv eje ZvB ne|
Gi Kvb Ab_v ne bv| gq`i GZ evovevwo Avwg cQ` Kwibv|
wK KjR hv`i wbq bvUK Ki, mvswZK Abyvb Ki ZvivI mevB
gq| igv ej IVb|
evR ZK Kie bv| Guo ZK Avwg cQ` Kwibv|
msmvi meB h Zvgvi cQ`gZ nZ ne Zvi wK gvb AvQ?
Zzwg AvgvK ivwMq w`Q wK| Gi cwiYvg fvj ne bv|
Zzwg nvmvj AvgvK cwiYvgi fq `LvQ? wK Avi Ggb ne ewoq hve
evmv _K, em|
ZvB hvI `uvwoq AvQ Kb?
igv mRR eUzqvUv m wbq Pjb jwWm Kve|
bxcv, Pj jwWm Kve _K wcKwbK hvQ mevB ivRevwo hvwe?
igvZ cyKbvmn iIbv njb ivRevwo| ivRevwo Avi ivRevwo bB fO
Pzi GKmv| Pzb myoKx Si Si coQ| weivU AvwObvq fvOv dvUv gvej
cv_i ZviciI `qvj wLjvb wK gbvig vcZ m`h| bxcv KZK `Lj
KZK `ovj| bvPMvb igvjPzwi evwjkLjv meB nj| igv wdi Gjb|
wkecmb AwMkgv|
Kvi Kzg wMqwQj?
wbRi Kzg| Zvgvi Kzg Zzwg Zvgvi KjR SvoM| GLvb Zv
kvbevi KD bB|
wkecmb gv_vq nvZ w`q gyL Pzb Ki Nyijb Ges NvlYv w`jb wZwb GB
msmvi Avi Lveb bv| ZvZ Kvb Amyweav nj bv| w`we evRvi nvU LvIqv
`vIqv PjZ _vKj| bxcv-aiv mygb igvi Pviw`K cuvcwoi gZ `j gj
dzwUq ivLj igvK| wkecmb R`, ivM Ges wbqYi gvag AvwacZ we
bxcv 238
120
121
bxcvi Mvg eo fvjv jvM| nuU nuU Gw`K Iw`K Nyijv m| AbKw`b
ci GKUz gywi mva| bxcv wdij Kyevwoi w`K| weKj VvKyi `LZ
hvIqvi cvMvg| weivU K`gMvQ evwoi euvw`K Ryo| Avg-KuvVvji Rj|
LRyi MvQjvi Mv wQjv| AvMvq QvP `Iqv| GKUv KvwV SyjQ mLvb
_K| KvwVi AvMvq emvbv GKwe`y LRyii im _gK AvQ, Zvi Pviw`K
gvwQ Avi ggvwQi wfo| ZLb cwZgvjv nZv GKPvjv| Avi Mvgi
cwZgv, GgbwK knii cwZgvZI GZv iKgmKg GZv mvRmv wQjv bv|
Kzy evwoi cwZgvI GK PvjB nqwQjv| mvgb wUgwUg jv| dwi`cyi
Mvqvj`i DRvbPi ZLbI BjKwUwmwU Avmwb| ejvewj mZb Kzy
`yevbK wbq eoyjb Mvqvj` evRvii cwZgv `LZ| gvBj wZbK KuvPv
ivvi ci Mvqvj` NvU| RgvwU NvU| dwi| bKv cvivcvi PjQ| c~Rv
Dcj wn`y AaywlZ RvqMv ej jvK PjvPj ewk| bxcv cv `LZ cjv
bv| cvi LvjUv cjv| `ynvZ evwoq Rj QvbZ QvbZ Lvj cwiq cvi
g~jvZi gyL h evRvi, mB evRvi wMq DVjv| Qvov Qvov c~Rvgc|
Mvgi `vKvbcvU| gci cvk wdwiAjviv| Kv_vI AvjZv-Pzwo, Kv_vI
nvIqvB wgVvB. Kv_vI oi K`gv| mZb mvi oi LvRv wKb Avbjb,
Kwi cvUvZb em oi LvRv mnhvM oi Pv Ljv bxcv| mvi Pv Lvb
bv| Dwb nuvK cvojb,
KB Mv, Zvgv`i gvVv AvQ?
`vKvbx GKMvm gvVv awiq w`j Zuvi nvZ| evRvi Drmei Quvqv GKevi
g` bv| wkivB cavb| bZzb RvgvKvco ZvivB Drmei RgKvjv D`vv|
Zviv Zv`i wRf Ges bZzb Rvgv ivwOq jvj Kyjcx-gvjvB LvQ| Kvb-bvK
dzuovbv| mevi eqm cuvP-`k eQii ga| Zv`i bvK Kvb Qv Qv
AjsKvi| e-wSivI bB h Ggb bv| cw_exi me wmu`yi Kcvj gv_vq jc
Zuviv VvKzi`kb GmQb| bxcv wbRi wfZi GK aibi Drmei Quvqv
cjv| mZb mvi DV `vuovjb|
Pj aiv bxcv! GKUz ciB AKvi nq hve|
Avevi bKv| Avevi cv| cvi Lvj|
mvi, GB Lvj wK Bwjk gvQ Avm?
bv| Bwjki evPv Pvwcjv gvQ Avm|
mZb mvi nvmb,
evKv gq! hLvb mvZ bB, mLvb Bwjk _vK bv| eySQv?
m~h `~i Kv_vI WzeQ nqZv| Rji mvZ AMvgx m~hi jvjP ciZ|
XDjv wPKwPK KiQ| Kzyevwoi c_Uv NvU _K cvq wZb gvBj| PZzw`K
A nq AvmQ MvQcvjv Avav AKvi| UzKUvK RvbvwKiv UP gviQ
SuvcSvo _K| wSuwSuivI em bB| bxcv Avi aiv Kzyevwo wdijv| mviv
Mvgi ewSiv Avmb Kzyevwoi VvKzi `LZ| Zuv`i mevi nvZ c~Rvi
cmv` Avi bvo `Iqv nq|
bxcv 242
122
bxcv cvb evbvZ emjv| cvbcvZvi euvUvUv gvSLvb w`q wQuo `yfvM Ki
GKcvZvi Dvw`K AbcvZvi Dci iL GKUz Pzb w`q gywQq `yUv Ki
mycywi w`q cvb gvovjv| Zvici gvSLvb euvUvUv wQuo XzwKq w`jv cvbi
wLwji wfZi w`q| GKevi Gduvo Iduvo|
mZbmvi nvwmgyL ejjb,
bxcv, GUvZ Avwg ZvgvK kLvBwb!
Mvgi ewSiv cvwU co M Kijb| bxcvi Pzj Mvq nvZ eywjq w`jb|
bxcv Wvvix coQ b evZi e_vi Alya wjL w`Z ejjb| cwikl
Avwkev` Kijb, kZRb GqvwZ nI, kZcyi gv nI| bxcv nm
djjv| ciw`b divi cvjv| eexUvw wbq mZbmvi cuQ w`Z Gjb,
c_ Lvb&LvbvcyiI `Lv nj ek KUv cwZgv| evwo wdi `Ljv igv Kbv
gyL em AvQb| Kvj mygb|
wK nqQ gv?
bxcv igvK `L DwM nq|
wKQzbv| Zvi evev Avevi Akvw i KiQ| `yw`b fvZ Lvqwb evmvq|
Gme Avgvi Avi fvjv jvMbvi bxcv|
bxcv DV co,
ev` `vI Zv gv Gme| Pjv, ZvgvK wbq cwZgv `L Avwm| Avgiv
AbK VvKzi `LwQ mvii mv_!
igv Kv c`c IVb| Kvco Qvb| bxcv ej,
Ku`vbv Zv gv, evev AbKwKQz evSb bv gv| AwZwi Pvc, covbv,
QvUejvi wbgg cwiek evevK GZv R`x GZv GKivLv KiQ| gv, IVv
Zv iwW nI| Pj|
myy, D_ D_ mywb! UzjUzj, cyjcyj, KjKj, PjPj| DV& DV& DV&!
cuyUzK Rvgv cvU civq bxcv| cuyUz Kej weQvbvi Ggv_v Igv_v `ovZ
_vK| bv! m RvgvKvco cviebv, m ewgbvi mv_ Lje Avi Lje|
dwi`cyi c~Rv nZv wSjUzwji Aw^Kv ZiY msN cvivWvBm-G| KvQvKvwQi
cwZgvUv `L mevB nuvUZ nuvUZ Mjv ivayeveyi KviLvbv mevmsN| ek
jZvcvZv w`q wcQb cvnvoi evKMvD xb UvwbqQ| bv-IqvU evj
Rvwjq fvwi my`i KiQ gcUv| MvqvjPvgU, PKevRvi, Kuvmvwicw,
Pvjcw, ek KUv g~w `Lv nj| igv evwoi cwiwwZ fzj wMq
Qjgq`i wbq gZ DVjb Avb`| Kv_vI evZvmvi cmv`, Kv_vI ev
AbfvM, Kv_vI PvjKjv Lq evwoZ div njv| Avevi Gm Mjv XvKv
hvevi w`b| bxcvi PvL mRj nq IV| igv Z_eP| aiv mygbK Kvj wbq
meyR jb Lj| jvj ejUv KLbI nvwiq hvq Nvmi duvK| KLbI Svci
duvKo| aiv LuyR LuyR Avb| Guv Gvu Ki PuPvq mygb|
bxcv PvLi Rj gyQZ gyQZ wmuwo w`q bxP Gm `uvovq| mygb `ynvZ gj
Zvi Kvj Pj Avm| bxcv mygbi Kwb AvyjUv `vuZ KvU| Zvnj I Avi
bxcv 243
gb ivLe bv Avgvi K_v| Kuv`ebv Avgvi Rb| wcqb ingvb fvB wiv
fvov Ki Avbb| bxcvi evMUv Zvjb wivq| bxcv nvZ bvo| ZLb
GZkZ weR nqwb| evm Avi dwiB wQj fimv| cv-hgybvi dwi civZ
PvL co QUdU KiQ icvjx Bwjk `wZ Rj`i Rvj| KZkZ
wgvi Avi bKv dwii avvq `vj LvQ| nq coQ Uvj-gvUvj|
cvcvoi gq bxcv| cvK hZevi `L, gbUv Zvi gvZvj nq hvq|
XDqi ci XD| SKSwKq IV m~hi Avjvq| m ivyi bxcvi PvL Gm
wVKi co hb GK GKwU nxiKL, mn mn nxiKL| `LZ `LZ
KLb bxcvi PvL `yUv wfR IV| mwK cvi kvK bvwK gvK Qo Avmvi
`ytL evSv hvq bv| KZjv mxMvj cvK Lq Lq go co cvi Rj|
Zvici gyL gvQ wbq di DoZ _vK| cvi Rj N~wY IV| cvK w`q IV
XD| igv ejb H N~wYZ coj bvwK euvPbv KD| Zwjq hvq AZj| bxcv
dwii iwjs ai SzuK co| coe bvwK jvd w`q H N~wYZ! AwiPvNvU Gm
MQ| evm wMq em bxcv| dzjevwoqv kb _vg evm|
36.
1969 mji `kB gvP ivIqvjwcwZ MvjUwej eVK AbywZ nq| AvBqye
Lvb KwZ K ces Ujgj cvq NvlYv Kib, Zuvi beavivi gwjK MYZ
KD Mjwb| wQeo evwbq dj w`qQ| AZGebv, Avwg Avi wbevPb Kiev bv| eo `ytL Awfgvbx ^ivPvix AvBqye eyySZ
cviwQjb w`b dyivjv mv njv| wcwi loh h AvMiZjv gvgjv, Zvi
wc`vb Kijb AvBqye wbRB| gywRe weivU wec` _K Dvi cjb Ges
hvM w`jb Mvj Uwej wgwUs-G| wK AvBqyei cZbi ZLbI wKQz evwK
wQj| GB Mvj Uwej wgwUs e_ nq| cZvLvZ nq Qq`dv|
PB gvP wcw _K wdijb gywRe| nvRvi nvRvi jvK `ovjv ivbIqi
w`K| Qq `dvi weivwaZvKvix gjex dwi` Avn`I wQjb mB cb|
RbZvi DRbvq fxZ dwi` Avn` cbi ev_ig XzK `iRv AvUK
em _vKb| gywRe AvgRbZv wbq ewiq Avmb GqvicvU _K| fvmvbxK
wZwb MvjUwej eVK hvM`evi Rb Abyiva Rvbvb| wK fvmvbx Zv
cZLvb Kib| MYAv`vjbi Rvqvi ZLb cyoQ AvBqyei KzkcywjKv|
Zuvi dm bU gvvm Gi mv`vmeyR cvKcZvKvi Av`j wbwgZ gjvU|
wek gvP gvbvqg Lvb AcmvwiZ nb| Bqvwnqv Lvb wVK AvBqyei gZv Ki
GKB fwZ gZv wQwbq bb AvBqyeiB nvZ _K|
Mfbi c` AwawZ nb W. Gg. Gb. `v| Rvwi nj Bqvwnqvi mvgwiK kvmb|
1969 mvji evBk deqvwi weKvj kL gywReyi ingvb imKvm gq`vb
AvqvwRZ GK wekvj Rbmfvq fvlY w`jb| mvgwiK ndvRZ _K ewiq
Gm Zuvi c_g MYfvlY| Zuvi mB HwZnvwmK fvlY `jgZ wbwekl mevBK
AvBqye-gvbvqg Pi wei GKwZ nZ mvnvh KiwQjv|
bxcv 244
123
124
gvb?
gvb wZb cvwU wZbevi bexb eiY Kie eySwQm&? Avgv`i KZ `vg!
K K?
GK njv gbb AMMvgx Mc `yB njv QvjxM Awfhvx Mc wZb njv
Qv BDwbqb gwZqv Mc|
`yBez KjKvKwjZ g nq QyUjv KvwUbi w`K| bxcvi mv_ Pvi,
kebg, Ryqj, gnivR, ivKmvbv, KvRj, myivBqv b~i KvRj, mRj,
gvbRvi nvmb, wKkIqvi, kvgxg, Avwgbv gwR`, Imgvb, Wvjy, wcqviv
eMg, wPbqx ivq, Rqx mvnv mKjB KvwUb DcwZ wQjv| Avv
nwQjv Zygyj| ZLbI KD cjwUK&m bvg jLvqwb| me cvwUi UvbvUvwb
PjQ| gbb Mc LyeB Zrci| AMMvgx gbbi RvdiDjvn Paywii Mig
evgcx fvlY, mv_ big KvQ Uvbvi myi| gwZqv Mci gvnveye Avi Aveyj
Kvmg fvB Abw`K ZvwK Avi cvK&wUKvj w`Kjv evSvQb|
QvjxMi bZv`iI gvUB _g _vKZ `Lv Mjv bv| mevB PvwQjb GB
GK`j bZzb Qjgq hb Zuv`i cvwUZ hvM `q| Zuviv RvbcvY w`q
mevBK evSvZb| bexbeiY Avi wcKwbKi AvqvRb KiZb Ges
cwikl GB bZzb Qv`i `j Ub wbZb| Gjvi ga wbgj Avb`
hw`I wQj Ze wfZii D`M KvgbvwUI Pvcv iBZ bv| KvwUbi Pv wmvov
LvIqvi dvuK dvuK K_v M GwMq Pj|
bxcv, gvwmgvi KvQ _K bviKji m`k GbwQm bjvg!
gnivR ejjv| kvb& ivZ nvj hvev|
Avgvi Rb ivwLm wK|
Imgvb ej| bxcv nvm| Wvjy Gm em Uwej,
`vL& h cwiwwZ `LwQ, Kvb& mgq GKUv MMvj bv jvM| cvwUi
Qjjv Zv hgb Zgb| wK Gb. Gm. Gd.-Gi vjvK `LjB fq
jvM|
nuvi Iiv bvwK WvMvi wbq Nvi!
wKmi WvMvi! `L&M me KUvi cKU wcj AvQ|
37.
wKQz cwKvbx E~-wwKs QjgqI AvQ bxcvi mv_| wKkvIqvi, Bidvb
Avng` Lvb, mvqvZx Lvb, Lyiwk`| Giv ewkifvM mgq cvwKvb KvUvZv|
E~fvlvK gb KiZv Lvb`vbx gymjgvwb fvlv Ges evOvwj`i mewKQzZB
Zviv bvK wmuUKvZv| evOvwj nq Ges evsjv fvlvq K_v ej bxcv, Rqx,
gnivRiv h weivU Aciva Ki djQ, Zv Kgewk AbK mgqB Z`i
K_v _K ewiq AvmZv| c_g w`K KvmgU wnme wKkvIqvii mv_
wKQzUv ezZ Zix njI bxcv cieZxZ GB McwUK GfqW KiZ i
bxcv 247
Ki| KviY Zviv KLbvB gbcvY evvwj wQjv bv| Gi ga Kvmi mgq
Nwbq GmQ| bxcv m`jej wdwRIjwR Kvm XyK hvq| PjZ _vK
wdwRIjwRi nvBcvw_wmm evSv Avi covbv| bxcv AsK fvjv wQjv
eiveiB| AvbvUwgi hvv Zvi KvQ mnR mvejxj wK wdwRIjwRi cwZ c`
c` GB nvB_U nvBcv_wmm Zvi KvQ weiwKi jvMZv| wK m
covbvq LyeB gbvhvMx wQj| coZ ne Ges AekB meUzKz RvbZ ne|
vbi Mfxi XyKZ ne GB wPvq m jvBewiZ eB wbq em _vKZv|
Zvi iRv cwZwU welq kZKiv cuPvwk-beB Gi wbP KLbvB bvgwb|
AvBUg memgqB fvjv MW|
wcKwbK i njv me cvwUi| Iiv eziv mevB wVK Kijv c_g el wnme
mevB mecvwUi Abyvb DcwZ _vKe| bexbeiY gbb AMMvgx eiY
Kijv Mvjvc w`q| Awfhvx QvjxM w`jv iRbxMv| gwZqv Qv BDwbqb
w`jv cjvki Q| bvP Mvb eZvq Mig nq DVjv Mvjvwi| ZLb me
AbyvbB jKPvi MvjvwiZ nZv| m ewk _vKvq MvjvwijvK wbevPb
Kiv nqwQj Abyvbi Rb| Avbv AvuKv MvjvwiZ bexbiv Zv`i cv
djjv XvKv gwWKvji we`vcxV|
1904 mvj wbwgZ XvKv gwWKvji GB wewswU mUvixqU wnme Avmvg
I c~eevsjv c`ki Af~ wQjv| 1921 mvj hLb XvKv wekwe`vjqi
hvv i nq ZLb GB wewswU XvKv fvwmwUi GWwgwbkbi KvQ nv
wiZ nq| GUv ZLb XvKv BDwbfvwmwUi gwWKvj mUvi wnme eeZ nZ|
Gi wKQz Ask wQjv Qvvevm Ges wKQzUv Ask Kjvfeb| wZxq wekhyi
mgq GUv AvgwiKvb em nmwcUvj cwiewZZ nq| hy kl AvgwiKvbiv
Pj Mjv| iq Mjv nvmcvZvj| GKk khvi GB nvmcvZvjwU wQj
evsjv`ki mePq eo nvmcvZvj| GLb XvKv gwWKvj khvmsLv GK
nvRvi mvZk| 1939 mvj XvKv fvwmwU KZc wewUk MfbgUK XvKvq
GKwU gwWKvj KjR vcbi Abyiva Ki| wK wZxq wekhyi KviY m
cve wMZ _vK| hyi ci 1946 mvj XvKv gwWKvj vwcZ nq|
KjKvZv gwWKvji me Qviv 1947-Gi cvwUkvbi ci gvBMU Ki XvKvq
Pj Avm Ges Giv me wbRel fw nq| c_g el K-5 wZxq el K-4,
ZZxq el K-3, PZz_ el K-2 Ges cg el K-1| `kB RyjvB i nq
Kvm| GB w`bwU XvKv gwWKvj w`em ev wW. Gg. wm. W bvg D`&hvwcZ
nq|
wW. Gg wm evsjv`ki cwZwU RvZxq Av`vjb kixK wQjv| fvlv
Av`vjbi evivK XvKv gwWKvji Qvvevm| evivKwU wQjv eZgvb RvZxq
knx`wgbvii vb| KzwowU wUbkWi evivK _vKZv gwWKvji Qviv|
1952 mvji GKzk deqvwi mKvj me Qviv Gm GB Qvvevmi mvgb
Rov nq| 144 aviv ejer _vKvq wgwQj wbwl wQjv| wK weKvj 4Uvq
mvnmx `yi Qvi `j wgwQj ei Kijb HwZnvwmK AvgZjv _K|
bxcv 248
125
cywjki wjZ jywUq cojb mvjvg, eiKZ, iwdK, Revi Avi kwdDi|
i fm hvIqv vbwUZ XvKv gwWKvj KjRi Qviv nmwcUvj wews Gi Rb ivLv BU wmgU w`q Zwi Kijb cvYi wgbvi| lvUi `kK
gwWKvj Qviv cavb f~wgKv cvjb KiQ AvBq~e-weivax Av`vjb|
wgwjUvix miKvi AvBqye Lvb ivRbwZK bZv`i nqivwb-AZvPviRjRyjygi ebv eBq w`qwQjv| Gi cwZev` cwZw`b `xN wgwUs nZv|
ewkifvM wgwUs nZv KjR Kvvm| gvkvj j Ges nvwg`yi ingvb wkv
Kwgkbi wei Av`vjb XvKv gwWKvji QvvevmjvB wQjv
wecex`i AfqviY| 1969 mvji wek Rvbyqvwi BgviRwi mvgb
QvwgwQj wj njv| gviv Mjb Avmv`| Gi AeewnZ ciB XvKv fvwmwUi
eUZjvq RgvqZ nb Qviv|
^vaxb evsjvi dvM Dwoq `qv nq bxj AvKvk| H c_g| gwWKvji
`vZjvi KvdUwiqv Mig nq DVwQjv mw`b| cwZwU Wvvi Av`vjb
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126
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128
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129
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bxcv 257
130
Avjv GmQ wVKB wK AKvi cyivcywi KvUvZ cviwb| Avav Qvqv Avav
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bxcv 259
131
Kbv njv| nvuUZ nuvUZ KvRb nji cvk w`q Nyi wewUk KvDwj XzKjv
mevB| eB `Ljv| cwKv Dvjv| Nvmi Dci em ev`vg LvIqv njv|
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bxcv, Pj| GKUz PUcwU Lq hvB|
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Zii mv_ fve wQj bxcvi| Zi bxcvK `L GwMq Gjv,
bxcv, AvwgI PUcwU Lvev|
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nvj wdijv|
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132
133
134
135
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bxcv 269
136
`LwQm& AwZeo NiYx bv cvq Ni| GZ Qvbv ^fvei ejB evanq Cki
ZuvK Avi Qvbvi jvKwU `bwb evowZ Ki|
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AwZmb AwmZevey lvok cvPvi LvIqvjb|
43.
mKvjejv cmv` ivq Gm nvwRi| mv_ x gxiv ivq| Avi Zvu`i Qv Kbv
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nuvi igv, Ke Gwj ZzB? Zv`i cuQvbvi Lei bB Zvi gvgxK wbq
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m^rmii `ytL D_j DVjv,
gvgv ZzwgZv Lei bvIbv Avgvi?
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bxcv 271
137
weeY wekvj `vZjv evwo| Zviv Wvb w`Ki KvYvi evwoUvq cek Kijv|
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Avav AKvi|
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`b XK w`qwQjb| M Lvevi`vevi kl nj ci Zvuiv Mjb eoZidi
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bxcv 273
138
GKzki AvMi ivZ _K mme wew i nq hZv knx` wgbvi Avi Zvi
Avkcvk| c_g GKzk msKjb ei KiwQjb 1953 mvj nvmvb nvwdRyi
ingvb| Zuvi c`v AbymiY Ki `j `j Qjgq Avi QvQvx GB GKyk
msKjb ei KiZv| mjvi gvb bnvZ Lvivc wQjv bv| ewki fvM KweZv
M jLv nZ knx`wZ Ges evsjvfvlvi Dci| GKB GKzki mvwnZ ejv
hvq|
bxcv meve eojv GvW hvMvo| fvB, Avgiv XvKv gwWKvj dv
Bqvii Qv Qvxiv GKUv GKzki msKjb evi KiwQ| hw` GKUv AvW&
w`Zb| AvWiI kYxwefvM wQjv| kl cvZv Avi c_g cvZvi wcQbi
cvi AvW& ewk g~j msMnxZ nZ| AbKB AvW w`Zb| gwWKvj
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bxcv wKQz cyk&mjI Kijv
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bxcv 275
139
cvebv _K Avbv cvivgv LvIqv njv| M njv| bxcv igvK mv_ wbq
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bxcv 277
140
Ze Avi wPv wK? hvI| IV wMq gvgvevwo| evci evwo Mjv Zj gvgv
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45.
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bxcv 280
141
142
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bxcv 291
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bxcv 292
147
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148
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bxcv 301
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fvwmwU cvovq bxcv ewoq Avm wgwQj wgwZj, ivKmvbv, Zi,
gnivR, gwZqv, gvjKv, dwRqv, myKv, ebwRi, Wvjy, gvnveye,
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AiYi ggii gZ, AvMq wMwii jvfvi gZ g eo Pj gvbyli vZ,
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KLbI wjvb, nvBKvU, kvnvevM KLbI cb| wecyj RbvZ bxcv nuU
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mv AvBb gvwbbv|
exi evOvwj A ai, evsjv`k ^vaxb Ki|
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bxcv 302
152
meyR KwP cvZviv kxZi kl nuvc QvoQ MvQi evKj Nul Nul| Avgi
gyKzj RMQ gayM fiQ Pw`K| bxcv nuvU Zvi evUvi mvj Rwoq ai
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h c_ bvgwb! bxcv nvwiq hvq| gvbyl gvbyl XvKvi ivRc_i cxP `Lv hvq bv
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bxcv GwMq hvq| Zvi nvZ dzbi jvwV aiv cbi gvV DoQ ^vaxb
mvefg evsjv`ki cZvKv| j K jvwV KvV Avi euvk Zzj Zvj VzKjv
MvBj RvZxq msMxZ| m MvbZv ZLb Mvb bq hb Soi kuv kuv MRb, hb
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bxcv nvj Avm mvq| Ke KviwdD, Ke niZvj wKQzB eySZ
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muvIZvjx Kbv Bjv wg, Avgv`i eeKvU Pzj cyili Qekx cxwZjZv
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Avqv Lei wbq Gjv,
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w`w`, Avwg ^cb|
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gv_vq wPiYx Pvwjq GjvLuvcvq Rovq Pzjjv| cvq PwU Mwjq ewiq
Avm|
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ay ^cb bq, b~ivgvb, knx`, dwi`x, nvwmgq nvRiv, wmivRyj mevB
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wj PjQ| `kRyo Av`vjb|
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153
154
bxcvi mvRvix IqvWi wKQz KvR ZLbI evwK| Wv. ij nK fvM Ki Uwbs
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b~ivgvb, gvneye gvSvgvwS euvw`K Nl emj big Nvmi Dci| imKvmi
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bxcv 307
155
SjK Avi Sg Sg ewi b~cyi Zvi kixi Rywoq `q| Lvjv Rvbvjv w`q
nvIqv XzKQ Ni| ew`b ci ZwlZ cKwZ `Lv cqQ RjKYvi| ew ew wK
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bxcv Avevi Nywgq co ^c `Lv mB ck wekvj eyK gv_v iL|
6.
fvmvbx Zuvi md` cvRvgv-cvvex wbq MR DVjb jv-Kzg xbyKzg
AjBqxb Zvgvi ag Zvgvi Avgvi ag Avgvi| Avmyb Avgiv gywReK wekvm
Kwi GB agwfwK myweavev`x kvlYhi Aemvb NUvB| MvUv `k Qwoq
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bxcv 309
156
bxcv iIbv nq hvq| evBi ZLb cwZiva w`em D`&hvcb nQ| eZvi I
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bxcv bb Ki Mvq Avgvi mvbvi evsjv| Zvi PvL fm IV mB `xN
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bxcv evwoZ Gm bvg wiv _K| igv Rwoq aib gqK,
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bxcv 311
157
158
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wegvb _K| RbZv Qf nq coj|
bxcv Avi aiv `yKvb nvZ w`q e Ki Dcyo nq gSi Dci LvUi Zjvq|
mygbi Kvb Zzjv Vvmv| gb nQ GB gyn~Z hb AbKvj PjQ| Pje|
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wdiZ cvijv, evwK KqKk mb gviv cojv|
bxcv 315
8.
bxcvi gb njv `k eywS ^vaxb nq MQ! m nuU nuU cvebvi c_ c_
Nyi eovZ jvMjv| `Lv Mjv -`j `j jvK cvjvQ Mvg, Mvg _K
AviI MMvg| hvZ Avwgiv Zv`i aiZ bv cvi| Avwg kni XzKB AvIqvgx
jxMi Gg Gj G Avwgbywb mvne I bvkbvj AvIqvgx cvwUi Wvvi Agj`y
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e evev nqwQjb Zv`i nZvi ejx| cyiv cvebv kni duvKv| ivvNvU
wbRb|
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4Uvi w`K GKvDwUs Gi cvebv GWIqvW KjRi cdmi wgRv knx`yj Bmjvg
LuyRZ LyRZ Gm nvwRi njb wcwcvj mvii evmvq|
mvi wK KiQb GLvb? kniZ KD bB| Avwg GmwQjvg Avgvi cwievii
jvKRb LuyRZ `Ljvg KD bB kni| mvi, Avcwb GLbI GLvb wK
KiQb? hZv kxN cvib, Mvg Pj hvb|
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mvi GZjv Avwg giQ GLvb, Iiv Qvoebv mvi| Avcwb Pjb Avgvi
mv_ Avgv`i Mvgi evwo| GLvb hKvb gyn~Z Avwg Pj AvmZ cvi Zviv
bMievox nqI AvmZ cvi Avevi nwjKvi KiI AvmZ cvi| mvi,
Avcwb wn`y gvbyl| Iiv c_g wn`y, Zvici AvIqvgx jxM, Zvici mvaviY
gvbylK UvMU KiQ|
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Pj hvB|
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bB| gvbylB bBZ Mvwo Avme KvK? wkecmb GZY eySZ cvijb
wZwb wK weivU wec`i ga coQb| Zuvi AivZv Kuc DVj|
knx`yj Mvwo cvIqv hveZ?
mvi, Aev LyeB Lvivc| `uvovb `wL GKUz `uvwoq hw` wKQz hvMvo nq|
ivyi wKQz Po DVQ| AvMi gZ wgV wng wgwkq bq eis GKUz ivM ivM
Z fve Zvi| wkecmb NvgZ jvMjb| bvt, wKQz bB GgbwK wivI bv|
bxcv 316
159
wVK Ggwb mgq GKUv UvK Gj| UvKfiv iwU Avi wLuPzwo| knx`yji cwiwPwZ
LvKvfvB hvQb -cvq k`oK gywhvv _vbvq NuvwU MoQ, Mvg _K
Zv`i Rb Avbv iwU Avi wLuPzwo, wKQz mw cuQ w`Z| knx`yj GwMq
Mjb,
LvKvfvB, Avwg Zv AvZxq-^Rbi LuvR wbZ GmwQjvg, KD bB kni|
Avwg Avgvi wcwcvj mviK wbq hvwQ Avgv`i Mvg| Avcbvi UvKUv wK
wdie?
AekB wdie, `uvovI Avwg iwU wLuPzwo _vbvq bvwgq w`q Avwm Zvici
ZvgvK Avi Zvgvi mviK wbq cuQ `ev Pwek gvBj|
wkecmb evwo wdijb,
Pjv|
`iRvq Zvjv gi wLowK w`q eoj igv bxcv aiv| aivi Kvj mygb Nyg
Kv`v| Zviv nuvUZ nuvUZ GwMq Mjv mvgb `ycvk Nvmi jb| gqv Kuywo
gjQ| dzj wewQq AvQ MvQZjv|
bxcv cuvP/QUv gqv dzj Kzovjv AuvPj|
gv, gqv dzj Lve?
igv wel`wZ PvBjb bxcvi w`K,
GLb iwmKZv Kivi mgq bq|
bxcv gqv dyj wPevZ wPevZ iIbv nj| KjR Kvvm cwiq ivvi
gvo Gm `uvovj Zviv| mygmvg ivv wbRb GKvKx co AvQ gZ b`xi gZ|
LRyi MvQi AvMvq KvwV jvMvb| Kbv imi duvUv jM AvQ KvwVZ|
`Z co AvmQ iv`|
UvKUv GLbI Avmbv Kb?
UvK?
nuv! AviZ Kvb hvbevnb bB, bxcv|
knx`yj KuwKq IVb| bxcv Pzc Ki hvq| cvq GKNUv `uvwoq _vKvi ci UvK
Avm| mygb igv Avi bxcv Mv`vMvw` Ki em WvBfvii cvki mxU| aiv,
wkecmb, knx`yj Muvwmn IV UvKi wcQbi Lvjv RvqMvq|
1962 mvj GB cvebv bMievox ivW Pvjy nq| gvBj gvBj cuvZv wQj gvBj
cv| 24 b^i gvBjcv nQ Pwek gvBj| aiv, bxcviv mB Pwek gvBj
Mvg iIbv njv| `kcU fvwi my`i| meyR gvV| Kv_vI Plv Rwg| Kv_vq
jvj kvKi jvj Z| jvDgvPvb mv`v dyj dzUQ| cvU Z VOv j^v
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nq Avmv iv` kl weKji Avjvi vbZv| bxcv ej aiv, Avwg Avmev Zvi KvQ?
wkecmb agK IVb,
h hLvb AvQv, mLvbB _vKv| bovPov Kivbv| co hve|
bxcv 317
160
wn`y cwieviK Avkq `Iqv weivU mvnmi KvR wQj| Zuviv nvwmgyL KvRwU
Kijb| ivZ jv Avi jbi Avjvq cvjvI-gvsm Avi wdibx LvIqv nj|
Avbvqvixi gv_v _K KLbv NvgUv Lm coZv bv| wQcwQc Mob, fvix
gyL, fvmvfvmv `ywU PvL wQj Zvi| wZwb nvwmgyL c~ei wekvj NiwU Qo
w`jb| hLvb GKmv_ `wY `yUv Wej PwK cZ eomo gvci weQvbv
Kiv Ges Abcvk GKUv mwg-Wvej PwK wQj| weQvbv evwjk meB iWx wQj|
m ivwi NygvZ `ix njvbv|
9.
cuwPk gvP ivZ cvwKvb Zvi AvmjicwU D`&NvwUZ Kijv| fqi mB
ivZ cvwKvbx nvbv`vi evwnbx Bqvwnqvi bZZ Ges ivRbwZK bZv
RyjwdKvi Avjx fz&vi cwiKbv gvwdK Acvikb mvPjvBU nZvh mb
Kijv evvjx RvwZK wbw Kivi j| GB ivZB mwgwjZfve 18
cvvex, 22 evjyP Ges 32 cvve iwRgU AvgY Ki XvKv BDwbfvwmwU|
Zviv fvix gwkbMvb, A, UvsK, ivBdj, iKU, jvi, fvix gUvi wbq
cyiv fvwmwU cvov wNi dj| Acvikb mvPjvBUi iZ XvKv
wekwe`vjqi `k Rb wkKK nZv Kiv nq| cdmi dRjyi ingvbK nZv
Kiv nq Zuvi `yRb AvZxqmn 23bs bxjZi evwoZ| Avbvqvi cvkv I
cdmi ivk`yj nvmvb LvUi Zj cvwjq euvPb wK ci Avje`i wgwjwkqv
nZv Ki Zuv`i| gviv hvb W. Mvwe` P` `e, cdmi RvwZgq
nVvKziZv| Zviv RMbv_ nji wn`y Qv`i nZv Ki| knx` wgbvi, evsjv
GKvWgx, knx`yjvn& nj, BDwbfviwmwU jveiUix zj AvgY Ki| asm
Ki i`yqvi wkL gw`i, igbv Kvjxevox I wkegw`i| ivKqv nj Avb
awiq `Iqv nq Ges hLb Qvxiv cvjvZ i Ki wj Quvov nq| 10B
bf^i 1971 ZvwiL wk Rb gqi Dci mk nvgjv nq Ges Zv`i `yB NUv
AvUK ivL Zviv|
cuwPk gvP gaivZ MdZvii wVK AvM eez kL gywRe ^vaxbZvi NvlYv
Ges GKwU msw evZv c`vb Ki hvb| evZvwU XvKv BwcAvi Iqvijm
kvb _K wmwjgcyi Iqvijm kbi Bwwbqvi Mvjvg ievbx WvKzqvi
nvZ w`q PMvg cuQ cuwPk gvP gaivZB| Zvi AeewnZ ciB cvwK
vbxiv BwcAvi Iqvijm asm Ki `q| fvi nevi AvMB evZvwUi kZ kZ
Kwc Zix nq hvq mvBKvvBj gwkbi mvnvh Ges PMvgi AbK
RvqMvq gaivZ _KB gvBK evZvwU cPvi Kiv nq| GiB cwZ Qvwek
gvP `ycyiejv PMvgi KvjyiNvU Uvwgkvb K` nZ PMvg AvIqvgx jxM
bZv Gg. G. nvbvb c_gevii gZ ^vaxbZvi NvlYv wnme eezi H evZv
cvV Kib|
PMvg eZvi K`K eez I ^vaxb evsjv`ki KvR jvMvbvi wPv _K
c_g ^vaxb evsjv wecex eZvi K` MwVZ nq| ci Zv '^vaxb evsjv
bxcv 319
eZvi K`' bvg cwiwPZ nq AvVvk gvP c_g Awaekb wegvb nvgjvq
KiYxq mK wb`kgvjv cPvwiZ nq Ges wZxq Awaekb c_g GKwU
Kw_Kv cvV Kiv nq| wk gvP cfvZx Awaekb c_g evii gZ Rq evsjv,
evsjvi Rq MvbwU cPvwiZ nq| H w`bB `ycyii Awaekb kl nevi ci 2Uv
10 wgwbUi w`K eZvi K` cvwKvbx mbvevwnbx wegvb nvgjv Ki| G
wegvb nvgjvq KD nZvnZ bv njI eZvi K` Ges mPvi h wZM nq
Ges eZvi K`wUi Kvhg e nq hvq|| Gi dj mLvb _K mPvi
Pvjvbv Ame nq co| Khvviv ZLb UvK Po Nyi Nyi gywhvv`i
Dy KiZ i Kib, LeivLei wewbgq Kib|
wK Gfve Zv nq bv| ^vaxb evsjv eZvi K` Pvjy KiZB ne| `pmsK
cwZvZv `kRb m`m `ywU `j wef nq AvMiZjv I wcyivi wewfb vb
Qwoq cob| 31 gvP mKvj KqKRb eZviKgx eZvi K` AewZ GKwU
GK wKjvIqvU gZvmb QvU mPvi h Dvi Kib| GB mPvi h
mv_ Ki wbq Zviv Hw`bB cwUqvi Dk iIbv `b Ges cnjv Gwcj
cwUqvq cuQb| Gici g~j `jwU Zmiv Gwcj mPvi hwU cwUqvq iL Zviv
ivgMoi w`K iIbv nq| ivgMo cuQ Zviv fviZi eWvi wmwKDwiwU
dvm Zveavb fviZxq mxgv AewZ fviZ c` GKwU kU Iqf
UvwgUvi _K Avevi Abyvb mPvi Kib| Gi ga `kB Gwcj Avqx
evsjv`k miKvi MwVZ nq Ges cavbgx ZvRDxb Avng` GMvivB Gwcj
Aj Bwqv iwWI'i wkwjwo K`K ^vaxb evsjv eZvi K` wnmve DjL
Ki mLvb _K fvlY c`vb Kib Ges GiciI ek wKQzw`b H K` nZ
ivcwZ I cavbgxi fvlYmn Aviv bvbvwea Abyvb cPvwiZ nq|
Gici lvjB Gwcj RbMYi Dk evsjv`k miKvi KZK wb`wkZ NvlYv
I Av`kc cvV Kiv nq|
GKvii `kB Gwcj gywRebMi miKvi MVbi ci g gvmi gvSvgvwS mgq
evsjv`k miKvi I eZviK`i Kgx`i Ave`bi cwZ fviZ miKvi
evsjv`k miKviK GKwU kwkvjx UvwgUvi c`vb Ki| Gmgq mKj
eZviKgx`i axi axi gywRebMi wbq Avmv nZ _vK| XvKv _KI XvKv
eZvii wkx-KzkjxivI AvmZ _vKb| c_g Awaekbi w`b avh Kiv nq
Kwe KvRx bRij Bmjvgi RevwlKx GMvivB R Z_v cuwPk
g ZvwiL| KjKvZvi evwjM mvKzjvi ivWi 57/8 bs `vZjv evwowUZ
ivcwZ I Abvb gx`i Avevmi Ki mv_i GKwU K D Uvb&mwgUvi
w`q mPvi i nqwQj| ivcwZ I gxiv Ab evwoZ DV hvIqvi ci
mB 57/8 b^i evwowUB ^vaxb evsjv eZvi K`i vqx Kvhvjq wnme Mo
IV| Gici _K ^vaxb evsjv eZvi K`i Abyvb wbqwgZfve mPvwiZ
nZ _vK|
bxcv 320
161
vbx Avwgi KvQ _K wkv cq Avje`i evwnbx Zix KiwQjv| Zviv mevB
wgj bIqve Avyj MwY ivW GKwZ nq Ges ^vaxbZvi ^ci Dj b
me wkK, eywRxwe, Wvvi, BbwRwbqvi, jLK`i GKwU ZvwjKv Zix Ki|
GB Avje`i evwnbx Zv`i LuyR LuyR nZv Ki| eywRxwe nZvi G bxjbKkv
cw_exi BwZnvm bwRi wenxb|
Pjyb, Avgiv mB c_g fvlvmwbK axi`bv_ ` gnvkqi KvQ Kzwgjvq
cuQ hvB| AvR wZwb AveMvcyZ| QvU cy w`jxc ` Kvw`icvo LuyR
GKwU euvki LuywU GbQb| axib wbRi nvZ euvki Mvq jvMvjb ^vaxbZvi
cZvKv| ejjb,
^vaxbZvi GB cZvKv Avwg wbRi nvZ Dwoq w`q Mjvg| Avgvi ii
IciB GB `k ^vaxb ne|
MvgZx b`x cvi njB wcyiv- Zuvi Rbf~wg| fvbyavqxiv mevB mveavb
KiwQjb ZvuK| h Kvbv mgqB Zvui Dci nvgjv nZ cvi| wK wZwb
Kzwgjv Qo Mjb bv Kv_vI| ejjb,
Avwg Kv_vI hvev bv| Avwg evwoZB _vKev|
wk gvP fvi QUvi w`K axi`bv_ ` Ges Zuvi cy w`jxc `K Zzj wbq
hvq cvwKvbx Avwgiv| AZvPvi, bviKxq AZvPvii ci nZv Ki Zvu`i|
Gi AvM cuwPk gvP ivZ Rjv ckvmK kvgmyj nK, cywjk Awdmvi Kwei
Dwb Avn&g`mn eiY ivRbxwZwe``i nZv I wbwePvi AK_ wbhvZb Kiv
nq| cvwKvbx Avwg Zv`i G`kxq `vmi`i mnvqZvq nZv Ki nwi`vm
m~aiK| Zvici gvwUPvcv w`q ivL jvk| ivZ mB jvk Dvi Ki Zuvi
mrKvi Kiv nq| KvUbgU cvAwdm cvgvvimn ZivRb gviv hvb|
KvUbgU e wmwfj Ges Avwg Awdmvi Zv`i nvZ wbggfve knx` nb|
gRi LvKv wbR nvZ wj Ki gRi Avbvqvij Bmjvg, j: mvjvDwb
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KYj RvnvxiK PvL euvav Aevq dj `Iqv nqwQjv | Kzwgjv
KvUbgUi mUvj gmwR`i Bgvg Avyj gvbvb mn 14 RbK nZv Ki
cvwKvbxiv| Zvici gZ`ni Dci cUvj Rvwjq w`q ci eyjWvRvi
w`q gvwUZ wgwkq `q| Avyj nvkgK gvwU Pvcv `qv nq -ci cvKevwnbx
Pj Mj wZwb Rxe Dvi cvb|
Bvnvbx cvewjK zji Dci Zjvq wbhvwZZv gwnjviv ew`b e`x wQjb|
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`LZ eva Ki| cqviv MvQ, KuvVvj MvQ iwk w`q bvix-cyilK Szwjq
iL PveyKi cnvi wbR Kiv nZv| msvnxb `njvK o gvwLq
dj ivLv nZ wPjKvVvq| AR jvj wcucoi Kvgo gZz nZv Zuv`i|
BjKwUK kK w`q nZv Kiv nZv gvbyl| hv`i w`q w`bi ejvq MZ
Lvuovbv nZv, ivwejv Zv`i nZv Ki mme MZB gvwU Pvcv `qv nZv|
bxcv 322
162
M-MvQv nvwm-Zvgvmv PjZv Avbvqvix Avi bxcvi| `yRb `yRbi Pzj euvaZv
Ges ivbv KiZv GKmv_|
`wY gvVi cv AviK wekvj myevmx AvgMvQ| Zvici AcvKZ QvU
QvU ek KqKUv AvgMvQ| me MvQB Avgi wU aiQ| bxcv Avi aiv
wLowK w`q Pj hZv `wYi wekvj Rj| kZ iKg MvQ, euvkSvo| cvq
GK AKvi AiY| cvqi bxP wfR euvkcvZv big KvcUi gZ weQvbv|
bxcv MvQ PbvZv aivK,
GB `vL& ZuZzj MvQ| wK BwPwgwP cvZv `LwQm&| Dt wK weivU GB Avg
MvQUv|
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mivMvQ, GUv KoB| GB h `LwQm& -GUv wcZivR MvQ, gnwMwb GUv| GUv
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bxcv ZZY eybv ewji M cvevi Pv KiQ|
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hZ BQ KiQbv Rvwbm, jwbbi evwoi wcQb Ggwb GKUv jyKvbv RvqMv
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bxcv 324
163
bvmwib Iid bxcv evevK Av^ Kivi Rb mwjg mwjg KiZ KiZ
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170
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171
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nq| bxcv fvjvB cviwQjv -Ze Afvm bB, nuvwcq DVwQj gvS gvS| igv
GwMq Gjb,
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bxcv 342
172
173
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Kzx Avi bxcv dzj Zzjjv Uwej K_| jm eybjv cwUKvUi dxji| mv
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bxcv 346
174
175
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176
177
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bxcv 354
178
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bxcv 356
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bxcv 363
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183
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bxcv 365
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bxcv 366
184
gwi giev, GgwbZI gvie AgwbZI gvie - Pzc Ki _vKev bv| cwZev`
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e`gvk, cvl, cvgi mvigqiv|
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wkecmb t nuv|
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bwn evj|
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wkecmb ZZY Rxeb-gZzi mwY cuQ MQb| wZwb wPrKvi Ki
DVjb,
bxcv 367
`kg Lyb-Lvivwe Pvj ivnv nvq| ZzgjvMv wK enr e`bvwg nvZv nvq| Bm
wjq KvB zWU bwn AvqwM| You can exterminate me but ZzgjvMuv
Kv e`bvgx evoZvwn in&Mv, No student will come. Kill me or not.
wkecmbi `pKi ee meZt AvwgivI GKUz fvevPvKv Lq _vKZ
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bxcv 368
185
Zzwg Zvgvi Kgj eqiv gwnjv KjR, Lyjbvq Pj hvI| Zzwg PvKwi bv Ki
GLvb em AvQv, GUvI GKUv Aciva|
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34.
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hvx cvq wQjv bv ejjB Pj| hvx h-KRb wQjv, Zviv wdmwdm Ki K_v
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igv bvevjK `ywU wkK wbq GB wec`mzj cwiek behvv i Kijb
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bxcv 369
186
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bxcv 374
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bxcv 380
191
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192
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bxcv 388
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Ki wfvwiqv| AB c_|
bxcv evmvq wdi vbi hvMvo Ki| `ycyi MxRvi eveywPLvbvq MYwLPzwo ivbv
nqQ| ZvBB LvIqv nqQ mevB wgj| LvIqvi Zvov Zgb wQjv bv| bxcv,
wfvwiqv Avi kv cyKyi muvZvi KU gRv Ki mvb Kijv AbKY ai|
MxZy Lvevi wbq em AvQb ivbvNi| wbgvB WvKjb,
gqiv, Avmv SUcU|
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Ki GbQ| wPwb cvIqv hvQbv| oi Pv| GKUz wZZKzU jvM eU! Ze
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bxcv 392
197
5.
bxcvi mv_ GmwQjv gvvi, wmivR, gvRvd&di, nvmvb| mevB Qwoq
wQwUq KvR bg MQ| ivZ mevB wdi Gjv wbgvB Kvi evmvq| nvjKv
GKUv UvKv cojv| evZvm bvwK gvbyl evSvB hvqbv GZv g`y| wbgvB `iRv
Lyj w`jb| Ni XyKjb mevB| mv_ AvUwb, AMvwb Avi ky ciiv|
w`w`, AvR ivZ Avgiv ijjvBb Dco djev| Uw c~evBj w`q GB
ijjvBbB wgwjUvixi hvZvqvZi c_| hw` ijjvBb w`q Iiv hvZvqvZ bv
KiZ cvi, Zvnj KvjxM KZvUv wbivc` ne ejv Zv!
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m ivvI e| KuvnvZK GB cvnviv w`q Ni _vKv hvq! Zvi mv_ hvM
w`qQ wUKwUwKiv| kvjv evbPvZ ivRvKvii w wKjvB Avwg|
mgq AvmyK| ivRvKvi, Avje`i mevB `Lv hve| GLb ew`Dvgvb fu~Bqv
Lmi fvBqi K_vUv ej& w`w`K|
nvu, kvbv| LwoNi _K gvBbjv ei Ki wdU Ki AvmZ ne,
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bxcv PzcPvc bwQjv|
`Lv w`w`, Rj bg Kzgxii fq Ki wK jvf! Avgiv GgwbZI giev|
AgwbZI giev| `wLbv GB c_ hw` I`i nvZ _K wbvi cvIqv hvq|
Ze AvR bq| Kvj ivZ| Mc Kgvvii wb`k| meZt AvR ivZ djv
KiZ ne ijjvBb I`i Kvb PwK AvQ wKbv|
wVK AvQ| Avwg Avi gvvifvB Pj hvB c~e| ky Avi wmivR hve
cwgi VK| gyRvd&di Avi wegj _vK mvgb Avi cvk| `wL! ivZ
eUviv _vK wKbv ijjvBbi avi KvQ|
DVjv mevB| bxcv Avi wfvwiqv eviv`vi KvYvq `igv w`q evbvbv Ni
q cojv| kv wPrKvi Ryo w`jv, mI bxcvw`w`i mv_ e| bxcv w`w`
ay wfvwiqvi bv| wfvwiqv bxcvw`w`K wKb Avbwb| eis bxcvw`w`i
mv_ mvivw`b NyiQ wfvwiqv| GLb bxcvw`w` ay kvi| `yRbi SMovq
bxcv nm dj| gb co hvq Zvi Avi aivi weQvbvq kvqv wbq SMovi
K_v| bxcv GKw`K wfvwiqv Abcvk kvK wbq Nywgq co| mKvj
nZB MxZy ejb,
wfvwiqv, hv Zv gv Zvi w`w`i Rb Zvi KvKxi Ni _K KUv Pvj
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`yjyK wbq Pjjv KvKxi evmvq| I`i XuwKi AvjUv Kw`b njv f
MQ| KvKxi evmv ekx`~i bv| `yevwo ciB| wfvwiqv wMq `L KvKxi
bxcv 393
198
mvivw`b KvUjv Avevi ivMx`i mev klvq MxRvi zjNi| bxcv `Ljv
MxRvi wfZi h KvVi g, Zvi Zjvq KvYvi w`K `ywZbU Zv boeo|
q hvIqv| bxcv wVK Kijv wegjK eje wbgvB Kvi LwoNi _K
Ajv mwiq bvMix MxRvi gi bxP ivLZ| ZvZKi nVvr Avwg mvP
nj aiv covi mvebv _vKe bv| m`nI Kg ne| Avwgiv mvaviYZ
MxRvUxRv NuvUvqbv| dv`vi MWvW mnvmgyL ejjb,
gvZv gwi, Zywg Pj GmQv!
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H aijv| H AvgvK wbq hve, gv gvMv AvgvK aiv| dv`vi ebRvwgb
wKQz Alya wKb AvbZ MQb kni| bxcv wjL w`qwQjv Kvb Kvb Ilya
jvMe| MR, evR, AvwUmcwUK-Gjv LyeB `iKvi| bxcv mvivw`b
gwWKvj Kv Ki mvq wdijv wbgvB Kvi evmvq|
w`w`, Avgvi gv_v bnq MQ| Avwg Pviw`K ay wgwjUvix `LwQ|
bxcv mmn wfvwiqvK Rwoq aijv|
GZv fq cj Pje Kb, evb| `kUvB Qq MQcvwKvwbAvwgZ|
`Lv bv PZzw`K nZv, Avb|
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ejjv,
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evwK evPvivI BwZga Pj GmQ| Ljv RgQ fvjvB|
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Kuc IV KvjxM| gvvi nvmb, gvqyb Kwei Ges wmivR c~evBj
kbi KvQ cyji bxP KqKwU AvwU gvBb UvsK cuy Z iLwQj|
bxcv 396
199
KqKUv bxcv Avi nvwee wgj cuyZwQj ijjvBbi bxP| Ux-c~evBjAvwoLvjv-Lvovkvj-wSbviw`-jvBbi UbwU jvBbi Ici w`q hvIqvi mgq
gvBbi weviY jvBbP~Z nq hvq| Do hvq ijjvBb|
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ijjvBb Do MQ| wgwjUvixiv Avi AvmZ cvie bv|
mKvj nZ bv nZB Qwoq co gvBb w`q gywevwnbxi ijjvBb Dwoq
`qvi Lei| Mvg ijjvBb Do MQ| wgwjUvixiv Avi Gw`K AvmZ
cviebv|Gi wKQzw`b ciB c~evBj ijmZzwU 140 cvD GcvwmW
jvwMq Dwoq `q gywhvviv| mbvevwnbx mZywU givgZi Rb jvKRb
Ges hcvwZ Gb nvwRi Ki| gvqyb Kwei, wmivR I bxcv Suvci Avovj
_K QzuoZ _vK MbW| cvwKvbx evwnbx MvjvelY i Ki Kvgvb
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8.
cwZw`bB bvbv fqsKi AZvPvii Lei Avm| `wocvovq `yRb gviv MQ|
gvbyl gi eqvbUi gv_vq gvbyli gv_v wbq ivRvKviiv NyiQ mviv Mvg
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cvwKvbx Avwg KvjxM gymwjg KUb wgjm -Gi 106 Rb KgKZvK mvwi
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nq b`xc_ cwZiva| evqvjx exR Dwoq `q gywevwnbx| Avi Pviw`K
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AvgY Pvjvq Ges cP Mvjvwj Pj Uvbv wZb w`b| gywhvvivI gUviI
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bxcv 397
200
w`w`, ZzwgZv mvvZ `~Mv cwZgv Mv! Kv_v _K GmQv Ggb gvqvKvov
gb wbq!
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eywjq `qKcvj|
me wVK nq hve, my nq hveb `v`v|
fvB Avgvi, GZv Awi nqv bv| Zvgvi cvov mvgvbB| GBZv `Lv bv
Z euyR GmQ| G nvi gaB wdiZ cvie evwoZ|
dv`vi MWvW eyK k Kib,
LuvR Ki, cve| `iRvq Nv `vI| Zvgv`i Rb `iRv Lvjv ne| hviv
Pvq, Zviv cZK cvq| Avi h `iRvq Nv `q, Zvi Rb `iRv Lvjv nq|
cfyi K_v iY Ki| AekB cve|
dv`vi Rig I`i gv_vq nvZ iL cigkii evYx kvbvb| Amy Amnvq
gvbyljv mvbv cvq| BwZga Eakvm `ovZ `ovZ GK `ytmsev`
wbq AvUwb nvwRi|
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RjQ `vD`vD Ki| MZivZ ijjvBb gvBb cZ Dwoq `evi Rvjv
gUvQ Zviv|
wfvwiqv Avi kv bxcvK Gm Rwoq ai|
w`w`, gv-evev-gay...
bxcv I`i gv_vq nvZ ivLb| wbgvB gmv wbqB MxZz gvwmK wbq wbivc`
mi hveb| bxcvi PvL`yUv Avbi gZv RjZ _vK| gb nq gZv
_vKj evkdvqvi Ki m Dwoq w`Zv GB kqZvbi `jK| kiYv_xi msLv
Ki eo Mjv| Afy, wbib Avacvov gvbyli `j AvmZ _vKjb
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w_Kw_K KiZ jvMj| ev cuvUiv h hUzKz ciQb, Pv KiQb AvbZ|
cvov MvgUvi w`K ZvwKq ZvwKq eyK PvcovQbZuviv| Avbi jwjnvb
wkLv Mvm KiQ GKi ci GK evwo| GKi ci GK Mvg| dv`vi ebRvwgb
Gjb KvjxM _K| gRimvne bvwK Lei cvwVqQb wZwb `LZ Avmeb
bvMix wgkb AvMvgxKvj| evR f cij kiYv_x Avi bxcvi gv_vq| Kv_vq
cvjveb Zuviv? GB Amy ivwM Avi kiYv_xi `jK Kv_vq jyKve? Aekl
wi njv ivZB mevB iIbv nq hve cvviv, Kzivb, fvmvwbqvi Rj|
ILvbB AvZevm| DjyLvjv, cvviv, Kyivb, fvmvwbqv| Mfxi, MfxiZi
Rj| m~h Wvevi ciciB dv`vi ebRvwgb iIbv njb kiYv_x`i mv_|
m gywhvv Avi mn kiYv_x| wVK nj mvgbi Rj wVK iL cvk w`q
XyKe Iiv hvZ mvgb gBb ivW _K `Lj KD eySZ bv cvi h G
Rj gbylevm AvQ| cvYi `vq eo `vq| mevB ivZB iIbv nqQ|
bxcv 399
201
202
Avwg`i NvuwU| Mwijviv jywKq _vKZv evwji evi Avovj wKsev Rj|
nVvr ewiq avmaym Mywj Ki Pyigvi Ki w`Zv cvK Avwgi gv_v|
AvivPuvbLvjv Mvg cyLvbycyLic iBwK Ki Ki gywhvviv msMwVZ nq
cvbRvivi Rj| fvi Zviv DcwZ nq AvivPuvbLvjv Mvg nvgjv Pvjvbvi
Rb| bxcvi nvZ Gj. Gg. wR.|KvRx kvRvnvb ivBdj Ges mvB`yj nK
dinv` MbW wbq AZwKZ cek Ki AvivPuvbLvjv Mvg kebxi
wfZi| AZwKZ GB AvgY cvwKvbx mbiv nZevK nq co| GK NUv
hy Pjvi ci wcQz nU cvjvq gywevwnbx|
mw`bZzgywjqv BDwbqbi mvgevRvi Mvg h_vixwZ XyKQ Avwg| gyiMx Avi
gvQi mvb| KqKUv wj| PvivMvv AvgY| me kl| ev`vLvjv Mvg
bqvevRvi NyiQ cvwKvbx Avwg| nVvr hb f~uB duzo DVjb KRb gyw|
wj| Rvb kl KI w`q AZtci Avwgi ivBdjjv nMZ Kiv| bvMix
BDwbqbi wZwiqv Mvg `yBRb Avwg GmwQjv gywi Lei msMn| bxcvi w_
bU w_i wjZ aivkvqx njv `yUvB| GKRb U WW| AbRbi RvbUv
ZLbI wQjv| Mvgevmx QzU Gjv jvwVmuvUv wbq| GKUz Avovj wbq gvi
gvi KuPwK gvi| me wbtkl Ki jvkjv Wvevq| Zvi AvM ivBdj Avi
wji KvZyRjv msMn Kiv nq MQ| bxcv wK KvR kl KiB cMvicvi|
GB kq kq gywhvv`i im` RywMq MQb AvmMi nvmb cvVvb| wZwb
cy&mn GBme Mwijv gywhvv`i hZ KiZb| bxcvi nvmcvZvji KvR
gkt eo hvQ| eo PjQ wjwe, AvnZ gywhvv`i msLv| bxcv
Kv Nyi Nyi mvjvBb `q| GwUevqvwUK `q| Wwms Ki| gvZv gixi
gZvB Mvg _K Mvgvi Nyi mev Ki gywhvv`i| mmgq eoB
AcZzj wQj Ihyai eev| ewki fvM Ilyai `vKvb Ilya cvIqv hvwQjv
bv|
mvcvB bvB| ijc_ e| bxcv KvqKk gywhvv`i mev hZ KiZv|
`v`v, evwoi K_v gb coQ! GB Zv Avi KUv w`b|
KUv gvb KqUv w`b, w`w`?
bxcv Di LyuR cvqbv| wK Di `e! Zey ej,
GBZv `k ^vaxb njv ej| Avcbv`i gZv hvv fvBiv _vKZ Avgiv
wK nviZ cvwi!
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AvmMi nvmb cvVvbiv wekvj Kvb| Zuv`i AbKjv cwievi wQjb
KvjxM| Zuv`I Zv eUB, Mvgi Ab me evwoZI Lvevi Zix Kiv nZv
gywhvv`i Rb| Kv cuQ `Iqv nZv m me Lvevi|
bxcv nvmcvZvji KvR e| bxcvK WK Zuviv ejZb
bxcv, Zvgvi cvKUUv bvI|
bxcv 404
203
bxcvnvwmgyL ZvKvZv
KvKv, nvZ h Rvov, nvZi KvRUzKz kl KiB nvZUv ayq wbwQ|
Mvgi gqiv bxcvK KvQ cZ PvBZb| mvnmi K_v, hyi K_v kvbvi
Rb `j eua bxcvi KvQ AvmZb| bxcv Zuv`iI QvULvU Uwbs w`Zv|
ejZv,
Qj gq mevBKB hy KiZ ne|
GB GK-`ok gywhvv`i mvnvh mnhvwMZv, Lvevii eev Kivi mg
`vwqZB AvmMi nvmb cvVvb wbRi nvZ Zzj wbqwQjb| mevi cwZ Zx
`w wQj Zuvi | wZwb Mvg Mvg Rj XyK XyK Lvevi wewj KiZb|
Amy, wj LvIqv, eqbUi AvNvZ RRwiZ gywhvv`i gbi ej, gbi
mvnm hvMvZv bxcv| GK wd nvmcvZvj _K `o hZv AviK wd
nvmcvZvj |
fvB, AvR Kgb jvMQ? e_vUv wK KgQ fvB?
KgQ w`w`!
gywhvviv GB gvZmgv evbwUK `L DV emZv|
AvR wKQz LqQb? RjUv GKUz ewk Ki Lvb|
ZLb i `evi eev wQjbv| `v nj, dzBW jm NUj Rj LvIqv ev
mvjvBbB wQj weK| bxcv Nyi Nyi wewfb Uwbs K` Avi wd nvmcvZvj
mgq `q| nVvr hw` kvb Kv_vI Avwg GmQ, Mwijv KvgydvR ivBdj,
MbW Avi mnhvx gywhvv ez`i mv_ wbq QzU hvq|eoKvD, cvove_,
iLyiv, ivqiw`qv -Mfxi me Rj|mLvb _KB cvwbs| Rji evBi
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nqQ| gyw evwnbx gvBb wewQq Acv KiZ _vK Rj| GKmgq cvK
Avwgi wZbwU Unj Mvox Gm co gvBb wdi e| dvUvZ _vK gvBb|
eoKvD, cvoveZ iLyiv Avi ivqiw`qvi wb Rj Kuc IV| Kv Kv Ki
Do hvq cvwL Ges KvKi `j -fxZ m| i nq gyw`i gwkb Mvbi
Mvjv| k`i Rxcjv wQb-wewQb nq Rj IV| KqKRb kmbv
me euvavwecw cvi nq AMeZx evsKvii mvgb ch cuQvq wK gyw
hvv`i MbW mLvbI Avgb Ki Zv`i, Zviv Xj co gZzi
Kvj| gywhvvivwj Kih-KUvK cvq nvZi KvQ| Avevi m m
`o| ZLb cwZwU wgkb kiYv_x`i Avkq|wekI weq-dv`viiv gywhy
mwqfve Ask bb| Zzgywjqv, bvMix, gVevwoqv, gvDmvBZ cwZwU wgkb
nvRvi KqK kiYv_x Avkq bb| Zv`i Ni cywoq `Iqv nqQ| Zv`i
m^j ejZ wKQzB wQjbv| ZviB `yGKUv Ni Zix Kiv nq Avqx nvmcvZvj|
PvPi dv`viiv me`vB gywhvv`i mv_ mK ivLZb| Zv`i mnhvwMZv
KiZb| wgkbi cwZwUZB wQj zj| Zzgywjqvq cvBgvix Avi nvBzj `yUvB
wQj, ivvgvwUqvZ ay cvBgvix zj| GB zjNijvZ Avkq `Iqv nq
kiYv_x Avi gywhvv`i| MYwLuPzwo iua LvIqvbv nZv Zv`i|
bxcv 405
cyivKvjxM Ryo Lvj wej Avi nvIo _vKvq cvKAvwgiv myweav KiZ cviwQj
bv| Zviv RjK fq cZ| w`bi ejvq cvKevwnbx wKQzUv MvbevU wbq
Gw`K Iw`K Nvivdivi Pv KiZ| QvU evPv`i w`q bKv Pvwjq wbq
Mvg XvKvI wQj Zv`i wbZ bwgwK KvR| `yevwU Mvg _K mbviv vbxq
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bxcv 409
206
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bxcv 424
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_K SvuK SvuK wj PZzw`K Qwoq coQ| AKvi Sjm DVQ Avbi
~wj| bxcv nvZovZ nvZovZ bKvUv ai| gvq~b DV em bKvq|
ZvovZvwo ZvovZvwo| bxcv bKvq DVZB gvq~b bKv Qo `q jwM
Ub eVv eq hZ `Z cvi cvjvZ ne| wK ky Kv_vq? ky Avmwb|
Zvi Kvb mvovkI cvIqv hvQbv| wPrKvi Ki WvKvi Dcvq bvB| dvqii
k exRi KvQ _Kb b fm AvmQ| gvqyb ej DVjv,
mgq bB! Avi mgq bB!! kyi Rb Acv Kij Avgiv aiv co hvev|
I`i bKv Rj _K MfxiZi Rji w`K XyK hvQ| wji k e
nqQ| Qc& Qc& Ki `uvo evBevi g`yk| fRv Kvco wKq hvQ MvqB
KbKb cli kxZ Avi Kzqvkv| AKviI wbcyY nvZ `uvo eq gvqyb
wdi Avm Kv| wK ky Avi wdijbv| ciw`b b`xi Rj fm DVj Zvi
iv wjwe jvk| Avwgiv fvOv exR givgZ i KiQ| evqvjx exRI
Do MQ| Avcvikb mvKmmdzj| Ze mB h QjwU h KLbI DuPz Mjvq
K_v ejwb wbRi GZUzKz myweavi K_v fvewb, mvivY mevi Rb wbew`Z
cvY- wgw nvwmi QjwU ZvK Avi KLbI `Lv Mjbv| gvvi nvmb, ky
ciiv knx` njb| knx` nqQb KZ bvg bv Rvbv gywhvv, mvaviY gvbyl
Zvi wnme wQjv bv|
AvKvk Avevi DbvZvj nq DVjv| Gevi Gqvi iBW mvP, mvP, mvP Kv_vq jywKq _vK GB `vgvj Qjjv?
25.
Zygywjqv MxRvi gv_vq DowQjv mv`v cZvKv| bxcv ejjv,
dv`vi, dv`vi! cZvKvbvwgq djb| Iiv `~i _K fvee gywhvviv
evsjv`ki cZvKvDwoqQ |
dv`vi cZvKv bvwgq djjb| wgkb Avi zjNi kiYv_x Avi Amy hyvnZ
gvbyl| gywhvv| bxcv Zv`i mev Ki PjQ| cvjvg mevB mvnvh
KiQ bxcvK| evqvjx exR Avi Zzgywjqv exR Acvikbi ci ZB Avwg
AviI AZvPvix nq DVQ| ijjvBb Ux-c~evBj-AvwoLvjv-NvovkvjwSbviw`-biwms`x nq PjMQ fiei c_| cwZwU kb Zviv NvuwU
MoQ| `Lj KiQ _vbv| Avb cvovQ Mvg, gmwR`, evRvi| wSbviw`
BDwbqbi ivRvKvi Kgvvi kvRvnvb| Zvi KvR Avwg`i c_ `Lvbv| Mvg
Mvg cuQ `Iqv hvZ Zviv BQ gZ Rvjvbv cvovbv Avi wewea exfrmZv
bxcv 431
Pvwjq hZ cvi| mB kvRvnvb Avi Zvi `jej mevB vbxq nIqvi KviY
Zviv gywevwnbx`i cvq mevBK wPbZv| Zviv cwZw`b Lei msMn KiZv
Avi cvK AvwgK Rvwbq w`Zv Kv_vq Kv_vq gywevwnbxi NvuwU, Kvb&Uv
gywhvvi evwo, Kvb&Uv wn`y evwo, K K gywevwnbxi jvK| gv cuqlw
Rb Uwbs cvIqv gywevwnbxi Zveavb KqK nvRvi jvK Uwbs cqwQj|
Giga gwZqyi ingvb AviI Pvik Rb Ges AvKZvivgvb AviI `yk
Rbi gZv gywhvvK KvjxM Avbb| cyiv MvgUv ZLb hyi Rb
cZ| Avi `ix bq| Gevi myL mgi| Mvgevmxiv AZvPvwiZ nZ nZ
ahikl cv cuQwQjb| Zuviv RxebcY Ki ki wei joZ
ivwR| wbw Ki djZ Pvb Zuviv k`i| KvjxM hb G cvc Avi bv
_vK|
KvjxMi mvgMvg| cvVvb evwo| AvmMi nvmb cvVvb| `pPZv| j^v PIov
dmv| AyZ my`i Zuvi ewZ| wZwb wQjb gywhvv`i Avkq`vZv|
meiKg mnhvwMZvB gywhvviv cqQ Zvui KvQ| Zuvi evmvq wgwUs nj
Mfxi ivZ| AvKZvivgvb gUzi evwoI Zvui evwo NulB| wgwUs-G DcwZ
wQjv bxcv, AviI AbK gywhvv| bvg Rvbv- bvg bv Rvbv| h ^vaxbZvi
kc_ cwZwU gvbyli gb, h msMvgi Uwbs kZ bvix cyil wbqQb, hhy
Ko wbqQ kZ kZ cvY- Zuv`i KRbi bvg GB Qv eBqi cwimi
wjwce Kiv hve? Zuv`i cwZ kv Avi fvjvevmvi KZUzKz cKvk me GB
KwU ^ieY evbeY| GB exiZ Muv_vZv cKwZ Mu_ ivL Zvi `q| G
b`x, Lvj-wej,IB AvKvk `LQ Zv`i cvYfi| GB ejv evZvm Zv`i
Nvg gywQq w`qQ| ZYf~wg cZ w`qQ big khv| Avi KvjxMi gvwU
GuK w`qQ weRqwZjK Zvu`i Kcvj| gvbyl KZUzKz cvi gvbylK
fvjvevmv RvbvZ? cKwZ eyK fi fvjvevmvq wm KiQ Zuv`i cwZw`b|
cwZwbqZ| Zuv`i jvk eyK wbq QzU MQ b`x mgy`i KvQ| gvwU cig
ggZvq wbweo Avwjb Zuv`i aviY KiQ| gywhvv, gywhy evvwji
^c, Kbv, eve, cwZw`bi euP _vKv, wbtkvm bIqv| Zuv`i Rb
wUKZK ivRvKvi, Avje`i, Avjkvgm Avi cxmKwgwUi g^vi Qvov mKjB
wQj AvZvi AvZxq| mnggx| mnagx| mnhvMx| cvVvbevwoZB wmv nj
GB KvjxMi mevZK hy ii cwZ bevi| GZw`b wQj L L Mwijv
AvgY| GLb Zv mevZK Mwijv hy Avi myL hyi ic jvf KiZ
PjQ| h iqxfqven hy Avi AZvPvi KvjxM cZ KiQ, Zv
wnUjvii bvrmx evwnbxi AvgYi Pq mnY wbgg| wb`q|
wgwUs-G GmQb Rqbvj, evZb, bRij, bevj wmivR, gvqyb Kwei
gvvi, Avjx nvmb ZvjyK`vi, mvB`yj nK dinv`, ew`Dvgvb Lmi,
nvwee, mgiwW Kv, nvmb Avjx, wmivR, wegj, gwdRDwb, iRvDj
Kwig, gvqyb, AviIKZ bvg-bv-Rvbv gywhvv| Zzgywjqv exR _K bZzb
bxcv 432
217
evRvi Aw Zix Kiv nqQ evsKvi| KZkZ Mvgevmx bvix cyil wbwekl
Zix KiQ evsKvi| Rji ga| A_P Avwg Kvi KvQ KZ
MvcbxqZvq ivZ ivZ LuyoZ nqQ MZ| w`b KLbI XK iLQb MvQi
kvLv w`q| KLbI dj iLQb wUb hvZ nVvr KviI PvL bv co|
AvKvk Kvjv gN| So-ewZ KvjxM chy`| k eBQ evZvm|
Zvi wfZiB PjQ mevB wgj wK wbtk Lbb| evRi k, ewi k XvKv
co hvQ MuvBwZ Kv`vji ScSc AvIqvR| cyiv hyUvK Qwoq `Iqv
nj| KqKwU fvM| KqKwU Aj|
fv`vZx Mvgi cvk cyivbv iwRw Awdm Avi weR| gvSLvb GKwU mvuKv
Avi Rjvf~wg| wcQbi ivv w`q Avwg weR DVZ MjB m m wnU
Kiv ne| AvwoLvjv kb| GB kb msjM evqvjx weR| weRwU m
Kivi mgq AvgYi myhvMUv bIqv ne| c~e Avwg Avi cwg
gywevwnbx| WvBi wnU| Avjx nvmb GB Acvikb hy Kib exiZi
mv_| fv`vZx weR Avi ev`vLvjvi QvU weR| mv_ fv`vZx cvIqvi kb|
GLvb hy Kib bRij, bevj wmivR| Zzgywjqv wgkb, ijIq weR|
GLvb KvjfvU wQj GKwU| mwUI wQj iYi Ask| nvmb Avjx exiZi
mv_ hy KiwQjb GLvb|
26.
bxcvi KvQ AvR ch mePq Avhi welq nj GKRb ZiY| m
ZiYwU GwMq GmwQjv mw`b| bvg Zvi di`m Lvb| evev AvwgZ
wQjb mB myev` Avav Uwbs cv Acveq GB ZiY Af~Zc~e mvnm
wbq NyiwQjv GK iY _K Ab iY| GK evsKvi _K Ab
evsKvi| GgbwK Zuvi mvnm `L wZ nq wMqwQjb mevB| hy i
njv| mywkwZ Iqj BKzBc&W& GKwU wbqwgZ evwnbxi mv_ aygv `kcg
bvgK A nvZ gywevwnbxi| gywevwnbx -hv`i m^j wQj KUv mv`vgvUv
ivBdj, w_ bU w_ ivBdj, Achv M&bW, Gj Gg wR| nvZ Mvbv Zvi
msLv| bMvb-ZvI mxwgZ cwigvY| Abc Kvgvb, UvsK, gUvi,
gwkbMvb KZ kZ Ai fvvi|
evsKvi Avkq wbjb kZ kZ gywhvv| Zuviv w`b ivZ PwekNUv wnU
KiwQjb cvKAvwgi Avvbvq| cvwKvbx`i h cqvRbxq msLK
DPcwkYcv mbvevwnbx wQjv ZvBB bq, wQj AvaywbK Ak, KvhKix
gvmR c`vbi Aqvijm| `Z hvZvqvZi hvbevnb| gywevwnbx Zuv`i
mve AvgY PvjvwQjb cvYcY| Zuviv weR I KvjfvUi bxP evwji ev
w`q Zvi cvk U jywKq _vKjb|cvwKvbx Avwg weR DVjB wnU| eo
ewk AKzZvfq G ZiY di`m| Kvb duvK U Qo GwMq MQ
keyni gvSLvb `ytmvnmx Awfhvb| gvq~b wPrKvi Ki IVb,
evK&! evK&!! evK& Kiv!!!
bxcv 433
AeavwiZ gZzi gvivZK SuywK wbq wZwb wj KiZ KiZ GwMq hvb
mvgb| Avwgiv we`yrMwZZ gywhvv`i Aevbi Dci PovI nq| `ovq
GK evsKvi _K AbwUZ| gwkbMvb Avi Kvgvbi Mvjv Gm co
Avkcvk| wmivR SuvSov nq Mjb eyjUi AvNvZ| gywhvviv wcQz
nUZ eva njv| gwkbMvb nvZ `o Avmb di`m| Avi GKUz
Amveavb njB gZzi AZj Mnei cv ivLZb wZwb| gywhvviv Gevi
GKmv_ wZb w`K _K AvgYi cwZ wbq bvg| Zuviv GKB mv_
AvgY KiZ _vKb| Avevi `ZMwZZ evsKvi Aevb bb| Mwijv
Aevb bb evwji evi wcQb| Avi SuvcSvo| fv`vZx, cyivbv iwRw
Awdm, weR, gmwjb KUbwgj, AvwoLvjv, evqvjx weR, Zzgywjqv wgkb,
ijIq weR PZyw`K _K wjs Ki Ki Acvikbi AKzj Aevb bb
gywevwnbx| Zuviv wjs KiZ KiZ `k MRi ga Pj Avmb| mgvb
Kvgvbi Mvjv Avi gwkbMvbi wj Kvbi cvk w`q Pj hZ _vK|
RjvZi gZv wbnZ nZ _vKb gywhvviv| Ze gZyi AvMi gyn~ZI
cvwKvwb Avwg`i Dci Dchycwi MbWjv MR IV gygy| Zuviv U
_K AKv Pq iBZb weRi ev KvjfvUi w`K| hBgv cvKAvwg ev
Zv`i Mvwoi Kvbv wbkvbv `LZ cZb, Zuviv mv_ mv_ wnU KiZb|
bevj Avi wmivR AmgmvnwmKZvi mv_ hy Ki knx` nb| bRij
fv`vZx cvIqvi kb AvgY Amvgvb mvdj `Lvb|
k`i AKvr AvgYi gyL Mvgevmxi c wbivc` RvqMvq mi
hvIqvUvB gj| gywevwnbxi wb`k Zviv wKQz Pj Mjv| KD iBj wfUq
co -wbicvq nq wbwZ wec`i SuzwK wbqI| gywmbviv cwZiv e~nK
kwkvjx KiZ _vK| evsKvi Luyo, U Zix Ki, Zviv k`i
c_wjZ gvBb cuvZ -h c_ Zviv AvgY KiZ cvi, mBc_iLvq|
Mwijv`i Aevbi Dci evBk bf^i i njv wegvb AvgY| AvaNUv
ci ci nwjKvi Avi mvei RU _K Mvjv wbc PjZ _K| AKvi
ZLbI KvUwb| fvi Avmwb Avjv nq| fv`vZx Mvgi cyivb iwRw
Awdm, exRi Zjvq, Ui ga Rqbvj, evZb, bRij AviI KZ bvgbv Rvbv ZiY| kZ kZ ZiY hyeKiv wewfb vb _K GB hy mgeZ
nb KvjxM|
AvwoLvjv kb evqvjx exR m Kivi mgq c~ew`K Aevb bq Avwg,
cwg gywevwnbx| `yevwU Mvg Avv nq Gj.Gg.wR.-i dvqvi|
kxZjvi Zxi gywevwnbxi Aevbjvi wcQb bvg Qxevwnbx|kiv
GwMq Avm kxZjv, wejvB wej Nul| evjy b`x _K c~ei w`K| gvqyb
Kwei, di`m Lvb, Kgvvi ew`Dvgvb Lmii wcQb _K kiv
nvgjv Pvjvq| NUvi ci NUv Pj hy| Zzgywjqv wgkbi `wY KvjfvU
Dwoq `q mgiwW Kv, wnDevi wW Kv, nvmb Avjx| cvwKvwb Avwg
bxcv 434
218
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220
221
Z_m~ I KZZvqt-
bxcv 441
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bxcv 442
222
bxcv 443
bxcv 444