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A Wise Man Stated That New Good Top Quality 151
A Wise Man Stated That New Good Top Quality 151
(The scholar)
A wise man stated that God will forgive you for sins but you cannot choose your consequences
What happens when there is no fear of consequences, and the very pain felt during your sins is
the feeling of being alive?
Our world today is driven by fear and not driven by dreams, therefore consequences are not
priority.
I began to assess my own life and as I realize I made so many mistakes and hurt so many people
I began to cry tears like a river running through the wild. I was searching for forgiveness in a
room with just God and me. The location of the room was in my head, let the battle began...
(In your head there is a constant battle, yet youre in control of the war and the results of who
wins this conflict between you and yourself.)
I mean sure I became someone semi important but to what extent? I am proud of what I became
but humbled by the measures it took, was these broken relationships stepping stoles to finding
me, could I ever restore the brokenness towards what I created? (Question as you begin to
assess)
I began to discipline my weakness and build on my strengths; I found that joy is the antidote to
spiritual hurt. I began to center my attention toward Gods desires. I began to understand me by
becoming discipline, and by doing so: I realize I was I like the walking dead.
My flesh function everyday but there was something removed from my internal being by which
the void in my life grow each day, I was simply a man in a 62 frame with no destination and
little direction.
It was like lying in a casket removed from all heavenly prospective of life. During my experience
of being like the dead, I did meet some other dead people. A bunch of dead people enjoying
monuments of nothingness, the dead loves company.
The dead understood me, we spoke the same language, we listen to the same music, we walked
to the same beat, we worked the same jobs, we were in intimate relationships with each other, we
laugh at same jokes, we built family together, we ate the same foods, we drink the same alcohol,
and we worshiped the same God.
I was so far unto my sin how could I begin to forgive the person I became, how could I free
myself from the cloud that surrounds me, how could I become discipline with such burdens that
weigh me down from pressing forward.
Father are you listening:
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Yes I am son,
I am God and I understand your pain, before you were born I delighted in you. I watched you
every step of the way with every corner you turned and every bridge you destroyed, I remain true
to you, I will restore. I have seen every tear that dropped from your sorrow eyes when you cried
I often comforted you, hoping you would feel my embrace. You were lost and confused on so
many occasions and so many people counted you out, they miscalculated your failure but I knew
different, I knew that you would mount up like eagle wings and soar to the highest heights, I am
God.
I had people in your presence, that were hopeless and dark in character waiting for your powerful
words to impact theirs live immensely, they were hopeless, deeply hurt and without information
on what I can do I am that I am, only I have the ability to raise the dead but these days I use
available vessels to spread the good news, that I am a healer: I am God.
The pain you endure was to push into your purpose, was to transform into the man you are today.
I am the potter you are the clay, I am renewing you with each new day. I have given you glory
upon glory and more glory for all your pain. Ive built walls around you, not even the greatest
army couldnt infiltrate. You are strong because I am stronger. Even the dead became alive in my
presence, I am God.
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(Doctor)
I would agree with in the God and of course he has infinite strength and power to endure any test
set before him, however we are human made up of three components mind, body and soul.
The Brain is a large component to the constant battles us people have every day. The cerebrum
makes 85% of the brains weight; it is the thinking part of the brain.
The cerebrum task each day is task driven, artwork, feed your fish, swim, reasoning part.
Humans are more intelligent than animals because of our reasoning. Imagine a dog reading a
newspaper after he fetched it. It wouldnt work out to well; the thinking part of the dogs brain is
much smaller.
The cerebrum is made of two halves, with one on either side of the head. Some scientist believes
that the right side helps you think about abstracts things like music, color, shapes. The left side
is more analytical purposes like math, logic, speech. It is unclear to what side of the cerebrum
controls what side of the body.
Now in understanding the thinking part of your brain, what thoughts are controlling you?
I would agree with God as he say to renew your mind with each new day ROMANS 8:18
How does a man transform his mind from all the trauma he experienced, which some were selfinflicted but most were mimics of what was seen as a child, behavioral patterns impressed
through impressionable stages of life.
Answer: The brain could be retrained; the memory part of his brain the hippocampus should
not control the intellectual part of his brain the Cerebral because of the reasoning it entails.
This is when the prospective of liven inside out really matters; we are not designed to live
without God. If you took a fish outside of the element of water he will die, it is the same with
man.
Your current brokenness could either make you subservient to evil or propelled towards
greatness, which is in control.
When you are spirit driven, you live through hope, your desires are not your own but your
desires are to God Example below: Luke 22:44
Jesus himself in the Garden of Gethsemane sweats blood, by which is uncommon in these days
and especially those days. Its called Hematidrosis very rear condition where the glands contain
blood, the seat glands are surrounded by blood vessels. The vessels become constrict and then
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(Ex-convict)
Why did God fix others and not the ghetto, why are we left to die, why is the tangible things in
life the center of our decisions, why didnt the power of God change our environment.
No excuse but all Ive seen was evil, shoot outs, prostitution, drug dealing, and gangbanging. As
a child I saw things that a kid shouldnt see, I guess my life was finished before it started, I guess
I never stood a chance.
I believed I was my circumstance. I believed I was created to fail, I believed I was no good as a
friend, I believe I wasnt intelligent enough, I believed I was born to be poor, I believed my
daddy hated me, I believed I wasnt free, I believed I was that statistic, I believed I wasnt strong,
I was angry, I was a follower, I am a slave to my belief. The things I believed I became.
I have rather be born a slave then a free slave, than slaved to myself.
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(The prostitute)
My momma use drugs right before my eyes, she tied the tube around her arm and stuck that God
like needle in her arm to she saw a little bit of heaven. I watched her lean over with drawl out her
mouth like a dog thirsty in the blazing hot; satisfying her need to be liberated from this hell she
bought us in. When the money stop she sold us, I often wondered what the price was, what was I
worth to this man as I continued to crush my innocents?
So prostitution feels normal father, I am in control.
My momma is now preaching but she wants me change before I die she said, I simple told her
its too late, I was crucified at three and dead at five. I was born this way.
I feel important making these men happy and the money is my reward, I could never love for
free, I could never love again.
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WAIT...
I was born black, went to a black school, graduated a black college, joined a black
organization, married a black women, now I work for a white organization, I am proud I made it
from the so called ghetto.
I cant stand to see black people with their funny walk and jive talk, I am accomplish man, not a
black man, and I am accepted by white America.
I even send my kids to all-white schools; money could buy anything God didnt save me, I did.
All these slave movies, is so embarrassing, black homeless man outside my job, I simply say get
a life buddy.
My boss loves me, he once stated I was one of a kind, I am not the normal Negro I replied.
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(The Marine)
Before I was born I was a Marine by bloodline, I had no other option. My Father was a Marine,
My Grandfather was a Marine, and I guess I was predestined to become a Marine. Yet deep in
my heart I had my hopes set on being a missionary worker like my Mother, I always had a
passion to worship God. There is something about the name of Jesus that made the hairs on my
arm rise
My dad would introduce me as his young Marine amongst his military friends and I would hang
my head low as in my heart there was lack of validation to who I really wanted to be. Ever since
my Mother died, my father would blame God: he often stated that it was unfair what she
endured. My mother was a 9/11 victim to the terrorist acts of destruction and it was unclear to us
how she died that day but she is no longer with us physically.
Something change in my father he became angry and depressed; he slept most of the day and got
drunk most of the night.
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GOD Replies:
I am in the presence of royalty, I am at your feet, and I am blessing you now because of your
faithful acts. I am God but in your presence I am satisfy with your commitment towards me, I am
breaking strong holds in your life now, I am losing my angels, you will be stronger than ever, I
waited for you to call on me, I am your God, and you were faithful.
Bring your heart to me, I have healing waters that will make you hold, I will satisfied your thirst,
your children will be great, I am God.
I wanted you to feel and see the emptiness of other during those train rides, I wanted you to see
who your husband true intent for his family, I wanted you to know that whatever someone spoke
over your life that I had the final say, I wanted to prepare you for your road of glory.
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