PERFECT Remember Steve? You loved him. You loved how he smiled and sat across from you at this very table. Do you know that Steve laughs at you? laughs that you drive a bus? I heard him laugh one night about the white trash school bus driver.. and I even laughed. Do you know he spent the night? I was in bed and he knocked on my window.. I knew you were upstairs. Yeah I thought about waking you but, cmon what would I have said? Could you imagine, me sitting on your comforter naked, his beer on my breath, asking you Is this the right time to do it? Yeah what would you have told me? So, Mother, it just kind of happened. He was so into it and I dont think he heard me : I said no, but he said it was all right, so I guess it was okay, but.. it hurt and I asked him to stop but he looked at me really like intensely si nu i-am putut rezista and after a while he put his clothes on and leftciudat andte gandesti ca poate si-a batut joc de tine I mean it cant be, Mom, if hes my boyfriend, and we love each other, I mean its not like he can If hes my boyfriend.. I mean its not his fault if I let him in the window and well, you could have heard him? Maybe you did, but you didnt want to bother me wanted to give me my space. You are always good about that, Mom It was fine next time it will be better. I know that. Youve gotta experience these things to know. Yeah