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Kiana Pourteymour
Kiana Pourteymour
06.05.15
real bad leaving her, but I mean I was a wreck back then;
I couldnt handle kids any more than I could handle my
fragile self. So I saw your mother in that hospital bed,
pale and withering, and I apologized, and told her I
loved her, and that was that. I wanted to see you both
too, but I thought it would be selfish to burden you with
the weights of a new- found father while you were dealing
with the death of your mother. I would see you one day, I
swore to myself. And when I found out you wanted to see
me, it was like all my prayers had been answered, because
who knew the light you both saw me in growing up. Your
mother had every right to paint me in the darkest one.
We worshiped the idea of you, growing up. I told
him. All we ever wanted was to see you, to meet you, to
know you.
When I left, as I said, I wasnt myself. I was
angry at myself for not being the father you deserved,
and so I left. And I regretted it ever since. I missed
your childhoods, and thats unforgivable, but I want to
know you now. If youll let me, being a part of your
lives would be the greatest honor for me.
We spent four hours in that caf. The sun searched
the solar system and found our earth to warm us up as the
afternoon drew near and we sipped our hot coffee. We all
kept our eyes glued to each other; we were fixated and
enamored with the thought that we were almost a family.
If only my wonderful mother could have spent this
glorious afternoon with us. I told Dad about my bucket
list, and he laughed (I think we have the same laugh!)
and told me he used to have a bucket list, and that he
was honored to be a part of mine. He asked me what my
last task was, at which I started to explain.
I wouldnt say Im a musician, but I dont suck.
And one thing Ive always wanted to do was perform at the
Grand Ole Opry- and I know what youre thinking. Its
impossible to perform there unless youre some kind of
legend in Country Music, but you know when I was thirteen
and writing my list that didnt seem to be a factor in my
brain. And I mean, its written in ink on my bucket list
so I guess I have to do it. Do either of you know someone
who might work there? Janie, I know Avery works in music
so I figured you could know someone who could get me a
slot, but Dad, do you know anyone either?
Janie smiled. Avery knows the manager of the
performers at the Opry. I could probably get you a slot.
It had been a month since I had left prison, and
spring was drawing near. The air was thickening and