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Ryanandkennysdje
Ryanandkennysdje
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Iwantedtosaythattheonly
deadpersonIhadeverseen
beforehadmybeenmy
grandmother
Hehadntseenanyonewhohadbeenkilledby
somethingotherthanoldage.Hemaynotof
beenreadytoseethat.
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WhenItriedtosleep,Ikept
seeingtheVC,justthewayhe
waslaidoutinfrontofthe
company.
Seeingadeadenemywasenoughtomakeit
hardforhimtosleep.
103
Onekid,theangrystainofblood
onhisshirtwasgrowingwith
everybreath.
Anexampleofsomethingyouwouldntwantto
seeinwar.
106
Theguysthatourartilleryblew
awaydidnthaveareasontodie.
Theyjustdiedbecause
somebodyelsewasscared,
maybecareless.
Thecompanythatgotblownupwasdueto
rushing,andpossiblycarelessness.
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Ilookedtowardshisface,buthe
wasasilhouette,lostinthe
darknessofthemoment.
HelookedtowardsCarrollsfacebutitwasjusta
darksilhouetteatthatpoint.
126
Ithoughtmyheartwasstopping,
Icouldntbreathe.
Hewashavingahardtimedealingwithsomeone
closetohimbeingkilled.
136
LieutenantCarrollwasinsideof
WhenLieutenantCarrollwashurtittookapartof
me,hewaspartofme.Partofme Perryaswell.
wasdeadwithhim.
138
Iwantedtotalktoeverybody
aboutit,butnobodycoulddeal
withit
Theywerenotreadytodealwiththefactthat
theymighthavelostafriend.
144
IlookedolderthanIthoughtIdid Perrythoughthelookedolderbecausehewas
inreallife.OlderandSloppier
livinginajunglewherehygienemaynotofbeen
abigthing.
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Thesightofallthebodieslying
around,thesmellofbloodand
pukeandurine,mademyhead
spin.
Theimageandscentofthiswillbeburnedinhis
mindfortherestofhislife.
178
Itwasnteasy,steppingaround
thebodies,turningawayfromthe
stench,fromtherealityofthe
deatharoundus.
Noonecouldhandleallthedeadbodiesandthe
factthateverysinglepersonthatlaytherelifeless
waslivingandbreathingthatday.
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Irememberedlookingdownat
Thefactthathejustactuallykilledsomeonewas
him,theM16inmyhands,my
hardforhimtorealize.Heobviouslyfeltbad
forearmsachingfromthetension aboutit,butitwaseitherhisownlifeortheirs.
ofholdingit.Iremembered
lookingdownathimanditfeltlike
myownfacewastornapart
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Hewouldblowmyfaceawaythe Ifhedidnttakeactionandkillhim,thesituation
samewayIhadblownhisawayin wouldvebeenreversed.
reallife.
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EXAMPLES.
ThisisthefirsttimePerrygotshot,andalso
whenBrewdies.
212
Hesabooniesrat.aguysaid
Youknowtheyaintrightfortwo
orthreeweeks
Theboonieratsgothroughthethickjungle
shootingeverythingtheysee.Theykillmore
peoplethananyoneelse.
226
Whatwasouttherewasme,
fearful,crying,inthenight.Iwas
afraid.
HekeepsthinkinghesseeingVCbuttheyarent
actuallythere,hesjustscared.
233
Somepartsyoucouldlaughat,
likegettinghitintheass.Other
parts,likethekidblowingup,you
triedtoshutoutofyourmind
CertainthingsPerrytriesnotkeepinhishead
becausetheyarehorrible.
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Thenoisewasterrible.Every
timeamortarwentoffIjumped.I
couldnthelpmyself.Thenoise
wentintoyou.Ittouchedpartsof
youthatweresmalland
frightenedandwantingyour
mommy.
Hesscaredfromthenoisebecauseheknows
whatscomingwhenhehearsit.
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Iwasofthedeadguys.Isaw
them,armslimp,faces
sometimestwistedinanguish,
mostlycalm,andIwasafraidof
them.Theywereme.
Heseespeoplewhohavediedandheisscared
thatitwillsoonenduphappeningtohim.
257
SuddenlyIwasntthere.Itwas
asifIwasoutofmybodylooking
downatus.AndthenIwasback.
Whatthehellwasgoingon?I
shookmyhead.
Hewasgoingoutofhisownmindwhichisasign
ofPTSD.
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Peoplewerenotsupposedtobe
twistedboneandtubesthat
poppedoutatkidstoysangles.
Peopleweresupposedtobe
sittingandtalking
PeoplegotslaughteredandPerrywisheshe
hadntseenallthat.
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IalsoknewwhenIgotback,she Perrysmomdoesntunderstandwhathesaw
wouldexpectmetobethesame andheknowshewillnotbethesame.
person,butitcouldneverhappen.
ShehadntbeentoNam.She
hadntgivenanybodyherponcho
towrapabodyin,orsteppedover
adyingkid.
300
Werealldeadoverhere,were
Heknowsthingsarenotnormalandhejustkind
alldeadhopingwecomebackto ofhopesthingswillfixthemselveswhenhegets
lifewhenwegetbacktotheworld back.
again
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Wetriedtostraightenupthebest Warisexhausting.
wecould.Itwasntthewounds
thatkeptusbent,thattuggedat
ourshoulders,somuchasitwas
thefatigue.Weweretiredofthis
war.