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Struggling For Life
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 3
STRUGLLING
FOR LIFE
Lyrical Glimpses of Life and Existence
(A philosophy of Life)
P C K
PREM
2015
INDIAN PUBLISHERS DISTRIBUTORS
DELHI
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 5
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I sincerely express my sense of deep gratitude to the poets,
who agreed to translate many poems into English. I fully understand
the limitations of translators but on my request, willingly offered
scholarly counsel and translated lyrics from Hindi into English. I am
indebted to Adeswar Rao, Amir Mohammad Khan, Anshu Bharadwaj, D. C.
Chambial, H. C. Gupta, Kalpna Rajput, Kedar Nath Sharma, Lakshmi
Shankar Sharma, Mukesh Sharma, Narendra Sharma Kusum, P C K Prem,
Ramsevak Yadav, Ravinandan Sinha, Shalin Kumar Singh. Varendra Kumar
Varma, Vijay Kumar Roy (all co-translators of my poems & advisers.)
for the great and invaluable help.
I am greatly thankful to P C K Prem (bureaucrat turned
academician) a distinguished critic, poet and an author from Himachal
Pradesh, who readily agreed to edit and finalize the project despite
obvious social and literary engagements. I thank him again.
Mahendra Bhatnagar
INTRODUCTION
To understand Mahendra Bhatnagar is not very easy, for
when one goes through apparently straight, evocative and
experiential lyrics he creates baffling yet simple syntax and puts
stress on understanding. At Eighty-Seven, he is energetic, vigilant
and stunningly expressive when he speaks of man and age. He
appears gentle and unpretentious but piercingly strikes an
imposing note, as one perceives lips emitting an inscrutable
restrained smile. A brilliant shine on the face amazes and the
terraces of white beard with indistinctly dark patches and broad
forehead with slowly withdrawing hairline open up varied
experiences he had. All speak of a kind of bigness, some
inconceivable largeness. He believes in panoramic vision of life,
and one discerns restrained efforts in his creative writings where
he maintains a massive structure of thoughts and feelings
together, a fantastic synthesis.
He looks back and talks of history in man and man in
history but conception of past swiftly wanders in regions of mans
hopes and future indefinite. He struggles with varied thoughts
and feelings and synchronizes each word and feeling with immense
input of import and objective. Whatever moves in the mysterious
flow of life in the world, he holds it strongly as if, and squeezes
meaning of life and existence adding primarily realistic
dimensions.
A startling hugeness in poetic outpouring confounds a
modern poet, who loves to talk obliquely and on many occasions,
depends heavily on symbols and metaphors. A cursory glance at
the book of MB stuns (and if one looks at the amazing list of
creative writings, one is stupefied) and when one scuffs fingers,
the sheer size looks bewildering. He is different from a
contemporary poet, who composes a lyric, recites to a fellow
poet, a friend or relation, elicits opinion, shares it and when he
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a goal.
publishes a book of 70-80 pages, he organizes poetic recitations
and expects cheers as an apparent thirst for recognition haunts.
That is poets dilemma because he thinks he stands ahead of others.
MB is mysteriously different. It needs courage to enjoy his lyrics.
Not very long verses he writes but still a staggering number
perplexes and requires extreme patience and courage to read
poets mind.
To enjoy verses of MB can be a privilege if one wants to
know life, which everyone claims to know and still wades through
obviously cool but stormy waters of existence without
comprehending the mystery of life. He is a poet of mans
aspirations, hopes and optimism in man and again, one notices
consistent efforts where he integrates mottled elements that
constitute incompatible and at times, absurd aspects of life so
that a holistic view emerges. A journey into the subjective area
of experiences leads him to walk into the unmeasured landscape
of humankind where he establishes a tangible link with the world
of nature.
He does not run away from the social, economic and
political life of man but genuinely tries to locate and define
unity of unfathomable cosmic continuation and afterwards, a
paradoxical come back to pragmatic life, surprises. Depiction of
truth and realities of life has a touch of practicality that connects
to ordinary human life without philosophic tinge. Still he speaks
so naturally about the self, the life outside, and the existence
that require a concrete pedestal to stand firmly. This astonishing
attitude of MB not only teases and irritates but also provokes to
deliberate on the unthinkable magnitude of life.
Conflicts and contradictions determine resilience and grit
of a man and classify limitations many verses affirm. He believes
in a system with a definite code, for he has faith in the ultimate
victory a man shall attain. He understands life does not move in a
distinct cycle and therefore, vagaries in life and blurred images
of transformations for the better continue to create an aura of
triumphant situations, which recede every moment one approaches
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POEMS
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Reality
A Moment
Continuity
Nay
Expectation
Ever Deprived
Lively
Violation
Premonition
Ascetic
Substance
Conclusion
Comparison
Experience
Prayer
Awakening
Realism
Player
Attribute
Enlightenment
The Delectable
Destiny-Defiance
Desired
Life
Courage
Contradictory
Lonely
Solitary
The Final Curtain
Wonder
Hurt
Broken Hearted
Renunciation
Consciousness
Relationship
Companions
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40
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Agony
The Final Request
Advice
Arrogance
Frustrated
Unaffected
Self Observation
Actually
Before End - 1
Before End - 2
Enlightenment
A Fact
Cyclical Occurrences
Self-Experience
Acceptance
Confrontation
Intolerable
An Incomplete Idol
Helpless
Aspiration Sun
Truth
A Special Thought
A Wish
To Live
Insistence
Well wisher
A Longing
A Poem Prayer
Duty
Recognition
Climax
Significant
Building
Freedom-Spree-1
Freedom-Spree-2
Unrequited Bestowal
One Sunday
Reality
Helplessness
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Self-Beguile
Desire Fulfilled
Analysis
A Wish: Unfulfilled
Gratefulness
Incomplete
Tug of War
Birthday
Failed
Companionless
Waiting
Essence
Perplexity
Understanding of
Destination
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Capability
Situation
Man
Answer
Exploration
Hindrances are
Challenge
As Before
Away from Static State
In Expectation
Unexpected
Destiny
Operation
Autobiography
Unwanted
Epitaph
Misunderstanding
The Art of Living
Revival
A Solemn Pledge
Even If
Self-Liking
Fragmented
Biography
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Awareness Within
The Irony of Fate
Recognize You Cant
Life
An Evening
Night Shall Pass Away
Unwanted
Who Could Foresee
What is the Secret
Through the Unwanted
Moments
Prayer
The Incredible
Second Birth
The Worship of Art
Vision
Sing
The Offshoot
Lose Not Your Heart
Irresistible
Suffering
Dilemma
Unstopping Feet /
Support
No Life
We Know It Well
Companion
This is Not Destination
Devotion to Song
Lamp of Life
Introduction
New Life
Destination
Conviction
Situation and Suspense
Where is Rest?
Value of Tears
Let Run Down
Destruction
Evolution
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196
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Flow of Passion
A Boon
To the Companion
Sing the song
You
Desire
Agony
Not Yet
Life-Stream
Intolerable
Appendix:
Poet Mahendra Bhatnagar
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1. REALITY
2.
No end
of the path
we keep on walking.
A moment
only a moment
snatches away
Life
all of a sudden,
yes, only a moment.
Darkness
spread out on far off lands
never becomes less
even a little.
Like a flickering lamp
day and night
we keep burning.
Only a few moments are left
for me
all of a sudden on any day
the throbbing of the heart will stop.
Knowingly all
we keep deceiving death.
At each and every step
one cannot find his goals.
In life
one finds only heaps of pebbles,
where are pearls?
A MOMENT
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3. CONTINUITY
4. NAY
Becoming indifferent
in seclusion,
on the experiences of my life
when I brood on peacefully.
I peep through
my inner past
extinct.
Hazy pictures,
relevant or irrelevant
devoid of any harmony,
order broken
emerges as unruly.
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5. EXPECTATION
6. EVER DEPRIVED
In a life of loneliness
absolutely desolate,
In a life
thrown out forcibly,
in a deep well,
in a life that suffered
merciless blows and assaults,
At least someone shall like us,
applaud us.
All my life,
on my own strength
I have borne,
the raids of storms.
All my life an imbroglio
remained stationary
as before.
All my life
I bore unbearable
agony and pain,
to anyone never did I say
any word for help.
I burnt self
in the fire of curse.
In an intense electrified
suffocating atmosphere,
when the unrest resounds
heart rending,
shriek and scream,
burning in flames
the ruined life
confined in a prison.
In those disastrous moments
a desire springs up
that someone shall like us,
well, now and then.
Alone I wandered
in the realm of dearth,
in home, in cities and in villages,
here and there
I do not know when and where.
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7. LIVELY
8. VIOLATION
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9. PREMONITIONS
We left far behind
the half-burnt corpses
of love-relationships,
and enmities.
Screaming
and rolling restlessly,
for ages
the dying sound
has become silent.
By this time
the dried up remnants,
might have been lost
in the air,
swept away,
in countless rains.
I did not return
since my departure,
then
why the ghostly shadow,
stares at me.
Perhaps,
it is
the ultimate end
of my whole existence.
Every volcano
on one day ought to cool down,
and disappear forever.
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11. SUBSTANCE
10. ASCETIC
The people are dejected so much that
they commit suicide,
in the state of restlessness,
or lose the balance
of their body and mind.
And in a perturbed mood
they weep and laugh
without reason.
Until now you are
steady, self centered, calm, alive
and balanced.
In fact
for a man, who lived in asceticism,
one finds no difference
between dying and living,
for him no difference,
between
drinking poison or nectar.
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12. CONCLUSION
Logical thinking
on pros and cons is essential
as far as possible,
argument should be mature,
whatever time it may take.
For judging substance
profound thinking,
logic and investigation are essential,
from every angle desired.
For whatever happened
life is stable forever,
not even a chance given
for the rectification of mistakes.
Impossible to change
the past deeds even a little.
It is true
you are the doer and the judge,
but not the controller,
you are detached
from the outcome or result,
helplessness it is.
Proved it is
life a test difficult,
at every moment
a test difficult.
Keep on observing
count every breath
accept and adopt
that lies before you.
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13. COMPARISON
Life is not a book
that can be written or composed,
in a planned way
after profound thinking.
Its contents may be
divided into consecutive chapters,
carefully,
heart touching contexts,
may be sorted out.
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14. EXPERIENCE
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15. PRAYER
16. AWAKENING
O sun,
the blazing red sun,
Every time,
let the blows of defeat become
a source of your strength,
let the mind engaged in work
be filled always,
with virility and vigour.
Let your heart
be in high spirits,
and your search for the goal
not stop.
Let your search for the object
of your longing,
not stop
any time, at any cost,
certainly , doomed you are
if you are dejected.
Ruined you are
if you are frustrated.
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17. REALISM
18. PLAYER
There is a saw,
poison smeared and double edged,
and also a sharpened dagger,
close to the throat.
There is a noose around the neck,
bewildered at every time,
running and fighting
all around.
I run constantly,
breaking the limitations
of the time fixed,
without competing with anyone,
absolutely alone.
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Like a blockhead
I keep jumping and leaping
and returning
again and again.
I broke earlier records.
It looks
the scales will be small.
I lift the weights
one after another,
weighty and weightier
and take them here and there,
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19. ATTRIBUTE
20. ENLIGHTENMENT
It is the man
who can face any disaster.
He plays fearlessly
with the strong blows
of hostile storms,
and with dreadful reverse currents.
Ingratitude revealed
the secret of life,
liberating me,
from the spell of fascination.
Then alone I could sing
the song of pain
when the age
tormented ruthlessly.
Then alone I could know
the secret of life and the world
when I was badly hurt
by the self and also others.
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22. DESTINY-DEFIANCE
Every instant when it moves,
construction loving hands,
and when feet give
momentum-making company,
image is then made
it also shapes Destiny.
23. DESIRED
I roved much
in the murkiness of clouds,
I wandered endlessly
in the darkness of my mind.
Carrying my sable ashen body
I rambled unceasingly,
day in and day out,
I meandered.
Now is the time
to bathe to the full
in the stream of light,
to get into the radiant waterfall of truth
and bathe for the rest of my life.
I will sink in light,
and I will swim in light,
I will let my body float,
and I will let my mind float,
I will bathe to the full.
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24. LIFE
25. COURAGE
Before me bows
each mountain obstacle
each approaching moment
I welcome.
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26. CONTRADITORY
27. LONELY
In desolate forests,
a warm welcome
to the blooming flowers
raining on beds of thorns,
flowers look mute in agony.
In this city
of glorious buildings,
of reflections of beauty
floating in luminescence,
you know none
and nobody is familiar.
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28. SOLITARY
It is evening now,
no one will come
forget all names.
It is evening now.
Do not lit the lamps
soothing is the darkness,
let me dream of one
who always deceived me,
the one who grew in helpless
silence of mind.
Nothing remains
to be done.
It is evening now,
let me go to bed,
this early in the evening,
unending,
scope and the range look vast,
do not light the lamps,
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30. WONDER
Who stole the laughter of flowers
and gave a harvest of thorns,
who torments again and again,
cruelly reminding of long forgotten lapses.
31. HURT
A bitter taste fills the mouth,
difficult it is to drink.
Living is an obligation,
heavy is the heart,
it is impossible for me
to welcome someone,
with a false smile.
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34. RELATIONSHIP
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35. COMPANIONS
36. AGONY
O waves of pain
how much and how long
you will tickle me.
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38. ADVICE
39. ARROGANCE
To me, you gave a roof
security and respect
and a beautiful name
of a relationship,
Should merely for this
the statement be justified
Hate a sinful act,
and not a sinner.
What a sin is
and what is virtue
and what is the truth.
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40. FRUSTRATED
41. UNAFFECTED
Do not worry
I am the resident of a house of poison,
and the great Pilgrimage of Shiva
of my time.
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43. ACTUALLY
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46. ENLIGHTENMENT
Strange it is,
days, weeks, months, years
pass in strife a wonder it is.
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We wished not
that in golden-silvery azure sky
of this home,
rained fire dense.
We wished not
that ignorant, innocent childhood
and immature simple youth
of this abode
longed passionately for love.
We wished not sweet melodies
of this abode be silenced,
on this land.
Someone sowed poisonous seeds
of hatred, revenge and violence.
We wished not
clouds of doom to overcast
and wash away everything,
roaring storms should come,
shake and ravage,
glittering rainbow and dream-palaces
in a moment.
But all undesired went on happening
before us,
and we could only see,
all before us in turn
all battered and shattered,
and blown up.
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He and he alone
on each step to bear
the brunt of storms
silently has to put on the chest
brewing, gathering, ebullient
tides all around.
He has to suffer
hits of misfortune of life accursed,
on difficult path going up and down
playing ironies bitter
sports, cruel
of destiny inauspicious.
Alone and he alone has to
taste the bitter draught
and experience
the effect of poison-deadly
alone, aye, all alone,
because the fact is
that in each calamity
alone a man has lived.
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51. CONFRONTATION
52. INTOLERABLE
The stones
the more I hurled
the more each sprang up,
more I crushed
The more each leapt up.
The mud
more I washed
more clean each was.
The soot
more I mixed up
more it smeared
more it cleared up
glittered and became pure gold.
With fetters
the body whenever
I tied tight untied it freed, flowed
north south, east - west
flowing scattered,
waved,
becoming heavy nimble mercury.
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54. HELPLESS
It is decided now
the life will not give you any grace,
now, life will not give you,
any more spare time.
If life is pain,
then bear its pangs
each one must.
If life is a secret,
remain silent.
If there is no harbour
Then row on certainly.
If it is a calamity
Then be washed away
you must.
If fire surrounds,
Then burn constantly,
a must it is.
How terrible a truth is
so utter every falsehood
everyone must!
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56. TRUTH
III
May every person be like the sun
radiant, full of warmth,
and resplendent.
May every person look as if,
shining like the sun.
1
Maanav-Mantra: Words of incantation for fulfilling the
dreams.
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58. A WISH
59. TO LIVE
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61 WELL WISHER
60. INSISTENCE
Compel not
Man
so much that
undergoing injustices beast he became !
If evil wishes
efficacious were,
desolate this world
before long
would have been.
Or
Having borne the unending
experiences of painful sufferings He collapsed
and a relic he became !
Compel not
Man
so much that
Life to him
became
a sharp pricking
ever oozing
gangrene !
Compel not
Man
thus to such an extent !
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62. A LONGING
63. A POEM-PRAYER
Were it but once that we
felt ourselves risen to eminence
though for moments few.
Were it but once
that we might live life natural
putting off the mask
of smile artificial,
pining boundless is Man
for hearty boisterous laughter.
Were it but once
face to face
with the selfs expansion,
how narrow minded is Man
unfamiliar with benevolence.
In darkness filled mind
once at least
lightning could flash,
How costly has become
Cost of light.
Only playing is]
each man a jesters role
of a miser money-lender.
If only once we
our dwarfishness
our meanness could abandon
and could experience jubilation
of getting on the summit.
Wedding man
with man,
turning direction
of brewing hurricanes
of cruel violent passions,
going forward
to break the horrific
blind fury and on-rush
poetry powerful is hymn,
prayer it is.
Its voices reverberate in the skies
its meanings resound
in innocent
full of sweet melodies
in hearts passions ebullient.
May man love man
may all the world
his own family is.
Ours is this
invaluable ideological inheritance.
Poem composed in this
transcendental mentality is hymn,
prayer it is.
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64. DUTY
65. RECOGNITION
To love people,
mute animals, birds, sea-creatures,
the forest creepers,
the trees,
is what a man must do.
To love
the buds and the blooms,
the myriad hued
butterflies
is what a man must do.
To love the miracle-studded,
and wondrously
incoherent dreams
to love the petite fairies
floating through the sweet fancies
is what a man must do.
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66. CLIMAX
67. SIGNIFICANT
Only a moment
marks the difference,
between happening
and non-happening.
A phenomenon
must in some shape appear
after all take some form,
we reach at least right or wrong
at some conclusion,
some abode , a door
some destination.
Thus in wilderness
how long shall we stray,
thus in fire furnace
how long shall sizzle, writhe.
A phenomenon
must some shape take
some figure at long last.
Lines of set-up defined or dim
must some embodiment have
at long last some epithet,
that we could know,
directions, aloofness
and expanses.
Thoughts, abstract beliefs
be concrete,
in depths of thought-sphere,
be concrete this way or that
abstract thoughts,
so that we could make up minds,
and could dress ideas
in some language-format.
From this where or that
some ray of light must shoot,
darkness must diffuse
and we from dry-well,
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68. BUILDING
The walls rise
like the sides of a well.
Rooms are small
like narrow streets.
In it
there is neither a garden
nor a courtyard.
Is this
a picture of modern architecture.
Or an image
of the cramped heart.
A mirror of self
trapped in self
69. FREEDOM-SPREE I
It looks
altered a great deal unusual.
it looks
yoke borne from years
is unharnessed all of a sudden.
For years
from long narrow graveled stony
undesired roads,
bearing heavy burden
on body and mind,
passed passed like an acrobat,
day after day.
On one and the same pole
climbed up and down.
Thanks, free I am now
like the wind can go
anywhere,
can fly, dance and sing.
Thanks, I am all free,
like a wave.
When I please, can ripple and twist,
lie on rocks
jump from hills, slip on verdures
run and run excitedly.
Or
stretch in a pond
drop by drop scatter.
Free I am somewhat
as if,
the door of cage
opened all of a sudden.
The parrot flapping wings
should soar high in the sky,
amongst age-group co-mates mingle,
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70. FREEDOM-SPREE II
Now
carefree shall I sleep
joyful shall I walk
pace up to the Janak-tal1,
no hurry shall there be
shattered are shackles
all chains.
For hours I shall bathe,
singing tuneful-tuneless songs
numerous
shall I bathe.
Where are
recordings of Pakeeza2 and of
Gitadutta3.
In nights stillness
shall play on them again and again,
hum now and then.
O plants of my orchard,
no complaint you now have,
I shall see to my hearts fill
shall water
and enfold ye in arms.
Because a lot
looks new,
and changed.
4
5
O Kaner , Kachnar , Guava tree,
be sad no more
O Rajanigandha6, O Jasmine,
feel frustrated no more,
your aroma
will be felt in every pore,
every breath as if
Flower-born were.
Even with intent
shall I not trample ye
O mine orchards
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green grass,
I shall live nearby.
Shall lie on velvety body
full of primitive urge,
with hands soft shall I caress
O lush texture,
hey-ho
gay faced.
Every moment is ours,
Realized the dream is.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
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73. REALITY
74. HELPLESSNESS
Thrust upon, undesired life, I lived
every instant, every step, shame I lived,
history, now you ask me what
folly and dirtiness of the world,
I lived.
75. SELF-BEGUILE
76. DESIRE-FULFILLED
Hey, ho, what an applause I got,
life-long only deep grief I suffered,
there remained a lot of wealth of pain,
sure enough, life onerous I had.
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 89
77. ANALYSIS
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 91
79. GRATEFULNESS
O, my mind
quit
the place.
Whom to wait for here
more now,
O, my mind.
80. INCOMPLETE
Something remains
un-said.
Buds bursting
flowers exhaling fragrance
madly dancing on twigs,
kissing butterflies and bees,
for years I have not seen.
For years I have not bathed in rains,
neither have I sung any song full throated
nor for years,
have I seen for a single moment
mehndi1 fragrant hands plump,
dyed with Mahavar2
jingling two-feet strayed
I have not seen ah, for years.
Somewhat to such an extent
was I entangled in lifes struggle,
seeing and feeling,
as if not in the least
were under control.
1.
2.
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 93
82. BIRTHDAY
84. COMPANIONLESS
Cold night
Desolation,
now and then somewhere
some tree trembles,
when
then sighs the wind,
1
or cries with pain a chakwa.
Lucky I was,
death
spared me.
Even
in the storm,
the lamp
kept burning.
83. FAILED
The wave like
bouncing hopes in my heart
died down.
Suddenly,
the twittering branch,
of the evening
went deaf and mute.
Blunted mind
shaky body
sorrowful
pitiable palsied desolation.
Naught to say,
cold night.
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 95
85. WAITING
86. ESSENCE
The night
is cold and endless,
how long
Life
deserted like crematorium,
life
accursed
arduous and solitary
like a banyan tree.
Life
another name of gloom,
Life
the agonizing outcome
of past ominous sins.
Life
an experience
of noons scorching heat,
Life an experience
of throat pricking needles
acute thirst.
Life
a stasis
without source
raw gash.
Life
unwanted sannyas
mere tension.
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 97
87. PERPLEXITY
Multihued dreams seen
in the kingdom of mind,
engrossed in the erotic fancies,
false, lustful violation of propriety.
Though reveries
a world of happy heaven.
The great boon of the Earth
an optimum staircase
of possible desires.
Meaning of birth
and ever no-frills yearning,
infinite joy and creation
life-vision.
But world is a reality
how much different,
a world formed in dreams
silken soft patterns of fancies
lost in a moment.
Some one
fortunate and potent
could materialize a few moments,
by chance or abduction,
for others
mere irrelevance
narcissism.
88. UNDERSTANDING OF
DESTINATION
That day
we started the journey
before dawn
began an incessant journey,
thought
that well reach destination
definitely.
That day
in the darkness of the night,
with great faith
we started a continuous journey,
thinking that well reach
the shore
and reach without any doubt.
Passing through an uneven path
fathoming the deep ditches,
we set on our journey
with resolute will.
Admitted that our path
was beset with several hurdles,
stood,
the rupture and the slipperiness.
Hurricanes
tried to stop speed,
lightning and thundering clouds
time and again,
but we didnt stop
didnt bend before opposition.
Gradually path became clear
and one day
with pulsating heart
we reached the halting place.
Badly tired, languid
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 99
90. CAPABILITY
Life
a mere voyage,
unlimited journey
on an infinite path.
89. STOP
91. SITUATION
Life
covered
long distances.
No knowledge of direction
a straying away.
Resonant echoes
of dawn and dusk
stopped, yes stopped,
on the path of life past,
turning into a sigh,
vanished into the void.
Life
its journey
of destinations
stands covered.
complex
to more composite
is the thorny situation.
Not decreased,
instead amplified
the isolation.
92. MAN
Today
from the horrible savage,
man-eater wild beasts
is safe.
Man!
Not at all
feared, suspicious and worried,
of the devastating
angry expressions
of the seasons,
Man!
Knows
how to save himself and other creatures
from the various furious acts
of nature.
Man!
Its easy for him
to reach
the heights of the void.
Its easy for him
to fathom the deeps
of the seas.
But how strange
man is the most unsafe
from man,
utterly ignorant of
the mans psychology.
Afraid of mutual trickery,
blood in eyes
hurt and angry
with mutual
venomous satirical remarks.
Struggling For Life / 102
93. ANSWER
94. EXPLORATION
Knaves stealthily
hatch conspiracies,
wait in ambush,
how did you
strangely decide listen only
to one partys arguments.
No entreaty to you
I condemn you.
I can never be
inferior thus
I acknowledge the loss.
Just to the nefarious satiety
of your flatterers
you stripped me
from my temporary right,
I hate and snub,
your facetious blatant,
evil wicked backbiting
and odious character.
Know identify well
it does not enfeeble a little
I acknowledge the loss.
Implication
of life and of the world
was mysterious
to-date.
Now we know that well
Yea, very well
we know that.
Wrapping folds countless
man
now transparent is,
inside and outside
we rightly
quite truly
recognize him.
Come, let me
the saga of
panting, dying storm
relate.
Striving against life on fire
the saga of man relate.
They evoke
all latent capabilities inert
neither fear nor helplessness remains.
Lightning flashes in mighty body
new resolutions rise in mind.
Each hindrance
shall be feeble,
destroyed
and shall in the void vanish.
96. AS BEFORE
98. IN EXPECTATION
99. UNEXPECTED
Each movement, say fortune
of static, lifeless objects
is logically fixed,
each vibration of creation,
slow or gigantic,
is accomplished by the rules of nature.
.
But the mutual harmony,
closeness
and relationship
of sensitive creatures,
is a mere coincidence.
.
Thats why
in the vast universe
in the world of billion people,
millions of people are alone,
are anxious and impatient
to get company of someone,
to have a co-traveller.
Necessities stand
but not fulfillment,
prayers made but not idols,
wanderings are there
without ways,
rivers without banks.
.
Search is on everywhere
life is a moving corpse.
Gold in hand turns to dust,
the close and dear
found and adopted
becomes alien.
.
Then it appears
Struggling For Life / 110
100.
DESTINY
Keep on watch
the shores
flowing in midstream.
They will not support
even a day to you,
tired and lonely.
Because they are already occupied,
unwanted you,
keep on flowing,
endure
adversities as usual.
101. OPERATION
How many flowers
left unseen,
the shooting pain rise
in heart
unknown.
102. AUTOBIOGRAPHY
What life
drink the bitter every day,
the sweet ocean ripples
but
how much empty am I,
really,
do I live.
103. UNWANTED
I never wanted it
that the nimble feet
of coloured dreams
should not reach the horizon.
I never sought it
that the rain should not fill with song
the heavens of life
that the lightening should not flash,
in the lap of the nectar
raining dark clouds.
I never required it
that the tiredness
of failed fancies
should break wings,
that youth should not kiss,
the riding tides.
But things happened, unwanted,
dreams were cripple,
lost was the pleasant dewiness
of saavan
when the charm
of a loving heart
turned to poison.
104. EPITAPH
105. MISUNDERSTANDINGS
At our death
someone aggrieved should
sing pathetic songs,
and shed tears
in sweet memory
lifelong.
Light tearful life-lamp,
to think thus
is disease sheer
the world is very selfish.
Give not yourself in vain
so much import
should understand
due being disillusioned,
significance
of self-existence,
no harm in it there is,
whilst
the world is all selfish.
107. REVIVAL
I live in a deserted dense forest,
bear, day and night,
intolerable pain
of utter loneliness.
.
I do not willingly
opt for the torture-cell,
I never desire,
the friendless cage
to lead a lonely life.
.
Doubtful stillness lives,
and life seems a waste of time
short of basis.
.
Timely untimely
fire mountains of beastly spite
burn in me,
lava-river of retaliation
and revenge pricks
my injured wounded consciousness,
and the deserted dense forest
seem only safe.
.
Certainly
how helpless
is the past to man.
.
The dense forest,
the loneliness is my helplessness,
let me bear the pain of it.
.
Let me burn,
let me burn.
Forests will extinguish,
iron cages will melt.
.
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 119
I will come,
return,
and abandon self,
become a part of collective consciousness,
and merge in the eternal crowd.
.
Where personal stings
will be lost
or will sleep
in the depths of oblivion.
109. EVEN IF
I do not mind
your fraudulent looks
hurt my conscience,
like a sting of jealous
disregard.
.
I do not mind
your ridiculous satires,
piercing my heart
like arrows of fire
unkind torments.
.
Unattractive images,
lie before
I know them,
know their history from the beginning.
.
I have healing cure of them,
nothing goes wrong
today if they stay
embracing the horizon.
110. SELF-LIKING
In photo
I did not like my face,
I got my snaps again,
with great enthusiasm,
gave different poses,
as the photographer directed
smiled lessening seriousness also,
and drew passions on face too,
But in those pictures too
I did not like my face,
photos were not I desired,
not at all.
In childhood
if somebody saw not
with affectionate looks,
with craving,
and caressed not
hugging with vatsal1 feeling,
then a mans persona
definitely cracks.
In youth
if one couldnt get some
beloved partners love
trustworthy
exclusive
and unshaken.
Life dry, burdensome
sheer desert and lust-born,
then that mans personality
inside and outside
indeed shatters.
If being old is not heard
speech reverential, honourable,
none likes to hear
the tale of self-experience
dumb at this last step
mans character really,
creaks
and for ever breaks.
1.
Affectionate
112. BIOGRAPHY
115. UNEXPRESSED
May there be
on the sweet lips a smile
like a blossomed lotus flower,
or there be a lovely song
full of rapturous feelings.
Man forms
a well-known periphery
of self creation,
every unimagined anguish.
A smile
a sweet song are rare
to find in this cursed age,
infinitely
hard to see.
Only there is a
very deep layer of snow
on the quiet blue-hued lips.
In every heart
one finds a rattling crop of pain,
the seeds of joy
exist no more, except
the tingling limbs.
Man lifeless
like a portrait,
looks for rainbow hues.
118. UNEXPECTED
Like all times
1
arrived Asharha
with a flood of gifts
of clouds anew,
but the intense thirst-stricken chatak2
said nothing,
only stared with vacant eyes,
neither welcomed the newcomer
nor drank life giving nectar.
Like all times
savana3 rained in torrents,
with lusty shaky breasts
as black clouds gathered thick
hankered restless,
and begged
4
spreading the green, wet border.
But peacocks didnt dance,
bhadon5 went away sapless,
the silent sky
6
didnt give voice to kajali songs.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
O New Year,
I slept and woke up
with a longing,
to give you an important place,
in the index of life.
Despite eagerness could
neither live nor die.
It is easy
simply to pass a day,
difficult to live.
Today,
like ever silently went away.
Undesired, unbearable,
rang the harsh alarm,
of early morn,
not even a single bird chirped
to rejoice the day.
The dawn distributed the golden sunshine
to every house, every door,
neither anybody knocked
at my closed doors,
nor gently called my name.
Noon a matured experienced woman,
wrote moments of rest
in every bodys diary,
but boredom, only boredom
to me.
Idle and lethargic
I look at the approaching
evening crimson,
what at all you can offer,
a silent answer
darkness ... dense darkness.
123. RETROSPECTION
124. REPENTANCE
Flew away,
many a year of life
devoid of rejoicings,
full of dearth,
yes, fluttered away
several years of life.
Lo!
I spent life
laughing and weeping
but could not live.
125. DESTINY
127. FAITH
Defeated in life
but not despondent.
Where is fidelity
faithlessness has ever
embraced me,
not sweet fruit,
only ablaze poison
meted to my ill fate.
126. ALMS
I feel cursed,
deceived at every step,
not despaired.
transitory remorse and pain
suffocation
think it a blessing
no other fetter,
of attachment.
129. DISILLUSIONMENT
Perhaps
which was never acceptable
to you,
if a fallacy of that claim appeared
in mind today
It is good,
It is propitious.
What is past
is extinct,
why it be the controller of the present,
and overpower the present.
Free the present from the past,
live it with full fervour,
enjoy with this knowledge
of reality,
every future moment will adapt itself
to the present.
The future
is infinite.
133. REALITY
Bitterness
everywhere available,
sweetness a rarity.
132. HORRIFIED
Always horrified
from the faults of vision,
varied, strange and affected with
hundreds of prejudices,
and bounded by
the dense dark of doubts
and we look at one another
as strangers.
And in the unwanted
venomous choking ambiance
when we edgily writhe,
the ocean of acute wicked,
malice thunders,
full of innumerable
nasty creatures,
free from the shackles
of all reticence
becoming man.
Panic evident
everywhere,
courage rare.
Everywhere
annoyance display,
stasis lost.
Everywhere
affectation, meretricious ness,
reality a very long way off.
134. ACHIEVEMENT
136. MISAPPREHENSION
135. FARCE
I hate artificial smile,
when some people
smile in this manner
I feel they will bite.
Trap in their snake-noose.
When
such an unpleasant smile is a part
of etiquette,
how dreary it looks.
I hate artificial dry smile,
I hate it infinitely.
Enduring ethics,
eternal lifes values are hollow
for us.
Our dictionary
defines heart,
as merely a mass of muscles
that purifies blood,
provides fresh blood to all the arteries,
the mystery of its palpitation,
is quite clear,
on its abating or putrefying
we can also change it.
Related to heart
primeval mans passions,
all the feelings,
delicate charming emotions
of man are nothing
but ridiculous.
For us primeval mans
sentiments of mutual love,
physical movements,
due to pangs of separation,
all childish, unhygienic
and meaningless.
It is in the history of man
the utmost waste of time,
to us.
Mahendra Bhatnagar / 147
For us
Aattraction
Synonym of lust
for sensuous pleasure!
Womanish postures
Simply acting of limbs
learnt through practice,
easily within reach
by getting admission
in the dramatic theatres!
Love dialogue
Artificial,
miraculous voice luxuriance!
Mating lover-beloved
Only for the sake of sensual pleasure!
137. ENVY
Do not envy
and do not fear envy.
Others expression of envy
whether symbolic or spoken
or through actions spells success.
A cleanser of self-profundity,
why timorous of it
and so baffled.
Envy as neural,
equally necessary its containment,
destroy not embrace the envy.
Equipoise the envious
encourage him to advance,
give him a chance to develop,
fill his little self with glory.
Memory
Another name of hypocrisy
or pain of paucity!
Love
Illusion, a fraud
nonexistent,
mere word of a single syllable!
139. ARGUING
138. SELF-REALISATION
We are human beings,
created from soil,
the best,
most beautifully bedecked,
life sign,
best expressed heart,
purest and mature mind.
Smallness
let it be dear to us,
with the glory
of dust particles,
be well-informed,
well-tried.
Bound to die,
why afraid of death,
why senses be numb,
and become dejected.
Judges of good and bad
why should become bull-headed.
141. WHIRLWIND
Whirlwind approaches
overflowing and roaring
with great speed
full of dust.
In a few moments
It will also envelop your sky,
awake, arise
firm intrepid mind,
be wary,
vow to bear the jostles
now at once,
resolved in inner self.
You measure the strength of storms,
let aplomb
declare control over plights,
sensitizing the slumbering
unknown strength of intellect.
Before the Himalayas strong disposition,
the roaring cruel storm will change
its path.
the harbinger of death
blind dust-storm will,
change its way.
142. LIFE-CONTEXT
143. DIFFERENCE
Let us give
new context to the Geeta of life,
when mans environment has changed
let us create new hymns.
It is not possible
that every person gets
such ease, so much convenience.
In the same direction
on the same ground,
not situated homes of all,
when a similar goal
is not desired!
Some must cross
the narrow and stunted
full of turns or uneven
populous
dark footpaths and streets
each step mud smeared.
No every mans life
is not full of facility
well lighted highway.
Path will change
when the ground changes.
145. FAITH
Water
each particle of water
give to each dry plant,
to broken uprooted shrubs
give renewed vigour,
fluent current to grow again and again.
give water to each dry plant,
and naked branches,
ornaments of dew-drop pearls,
to ever barren land
give a water embrace
and a cool hug.
O ye,
the downtrodden, distressed
and dejected ones,
I welcome you
with the fragrant gleeful bouquets
of new hopes and a lively faith.
(148) LIFE
Our life
1
like a Harsingar flower
that blooms today
tomorrow it would shed.
As such,
each moment rare
full of merry-making,
of honey-love.
each heart ceaseless may swing
with overflowing tide of raptures.
Dreams to man
give smile and eagerness,
and also tears and sighs.
Filling heart with moonlit-tide,
creating craving for living,
to autumn,
colourful scenes of spring
offer a fresh present,
victory laurels it grants.
Cherish gift of dream costly.
God-gift bestowed
Deck it in eyelids
Day and night !
the term Dreamer
is definition of being Human,
of movement and progress
inspiration fount,
in a sea of trouble
of world boat
a mighty rudder.
Glorious most beautiful attribute.
Dream craving and attraction
is eternal is eternal.
love of man for dreams
is eternal.
1.
2.
149. RETALIATION
O heart , respond
the worlds bitter bite
with tune-gladdened
nectar-fragrant breath.
O heart wounded
break not,
bear calamitys dire hammer-stroke,
in mighty blazing
cauldrons of pain
constant calmly burn.
Acceptable on life-path
pang of each disregard
with calm bright laugh.
Worth receiving clouds
of darkness
at door with golden rays
of doubt-free hope.
Worthy of devotion
the God of Thunderbolt
with the music of heart,
outbursts of love
and sportive dance of love.
O heart respond
the worlds cruel fraud
with loving feeling,
and faith.
I wished I could
all all my life
bring the sun and the moon
to the deep valleys
of my heart
to kill darkness.
But, why the error,
oh, Providence,
that the body is tightly tied
with countless snakes,
and is encircled with sharp thorns,
that the persistent strokes of the gale,
give gifts of vain venomous dust.
154. LIFE
Morning comes
with worrying rays of depression,
and flared up suns of wants
having troubled unsuccessful rays.
Body slack, languorous and wounded
unattached, wraith-like mind and slack,
bygone, mangled
day crippled,,, trembling,
riding dismantled chariot
from wilderness listless,
bearing pain excruciating, unending
when evening in nights cave is sunk,
you will not realize
how a bored accursed life feels.
Night comes as though unkind mirage
embodied as bride was
from colourful and shot-silk,
dream curtains
the newly-wed peeping,
gifts of biting swindling in arms just drops.
Untouched feelings like fluid waves,
dashing against a hard rock
bring a floodtide of pain,
and thus passes away life
with just pathetic world
of even routine monotony.
Rare music cadence,
sounds thrilling,
joy fragrant
love rainbow like timeless.
155 AN EVENING II
Life signifies stillness,
today too
nothing unusual came about,
and the day slipped away.
The vagrant sunshine came,
I longed to spend
a few moments with her,
but alas
only gloom befriended me.
Migratory birds flew in
but utterly perplexed
I simply stared at them,
no one lingered,
the usual monotony prevailed.
The doleful heart
kept forbearing,
life connotes dullness,
grimness.
Darkness
and night inveterate
night is deaf.
Exhorted heart fervently
to sleep,
O heart, tired sad heart
defeated in the game of life
misfortune-stricken,
o heart destitute
sleep.
Night is for sleep
dreams to cherish
for moments few
existence is for being non-existent
this is night, full of starlets
for lying in bed with fairies
sleep.
One experiences pain,
and desolate night is cold extremely,
life no more mine,
there remains no dream any longer to realize.
Night is to keep awake
in cauldrons of restlessness
for smouldering again and again.
Night...night deep
night deaf we spent
keeping awake.
This same shall morrow see
darkness will descend
calm, slow and dead slow,
shroud-like,
157. UNWANTED
Sweet and sanguine
virgin, surging longings,
nestling in the heart
since ages are now abandoned.
Nave and innocuous
they seemed
warmly snuggling in my heart.
affectionate, they lolled
throughout the day.
At night garishly lurked
like rajnihasa or rajnigandha.
today all evaporated.
O, Rajnihasa!
extremely discontented I am,
the consummation of long cherished desires
the coveted festivities of golden future,
all facing failure.
The night of crystal dreams,
the honeyed talks
all renounced.
Mute mind gathers wool,
my eyes blear,
the sweet spring has passed,
o, sweetheart,
the golden era is over.
1.
161. PRAYER
Bestow melancholy,
grant derision of defeat,
confer morbid despair,
but do not take away
the hope of triumph.
Do not smother the whiffs of dawn,
with the prop of newfangled aspirations
we shall drag on with the dismal life.
the life of deficiencies.
Let there be betrayal,
let disloyalty haunt
at every amorous step,
bequeath disloyalty,
everlasting like the mirage,
but do not still the songs on lips.
Do not rub out the moving music
from the dulcet throat.
On planet earth
imbued with the sensibility of faith,
indulging in fancies
we shall while away,
our listless youth.
We shall live through every wet monsoon
and spend dreary, lonely life.
1
I am the Bhojak
2
the Bhojya too,
soaked in sorrow,
of blue tendons,
tediously and slowly grown plot,
the introduction, the middle,
and the end.
But who you are
like an intoxicating side-plot,
3
are you Rambha
4
or Urvashi?
who deviates so sudden
from the main plot,
yes its all too sudden
so out of place
so unnatural.
Initiation of life
once more,
without any intuitive percipience
or the prenatal connectivity.
Is it necessary to link
present to the past,
even when it is difficult to fathom,
the depth of real life.
Life not an enigma,
its significance may be simple,
its connotation profound,
without any sub-plot
or predicament saturated
queasy wounds.
Deeper the quest
agonizing propensity,
closer search for relevance-link,
more bewilderment.
Is the present over borne,
by distress and gloom,
and the glossy citadel of faith
targeted by the missile of suspicion,
no, never.
in mirth,
the eyes may cherish
the sweet dreams.
O sing,
playing on the worlds harp,
stir each mind
with the priceless tunes of love.
The worship of Art will rouse
a sense of beauty
in every man.
The worship of Art fills up
each heart with love.
165. VISION
Indeed attached to the earth though we are
yet the bond of love for the moon and stars
unbreakable is as ever,
in dreams and ideals we indulge,
yet no less significant is
our pledge to make them real.
O sing,
the world shall excel the Heaven in beauty,
no man will suffer old age,
a man will only an angel be
and a woman,
a divine damsel she will be.
Sing, O sing,
that the spring may come
to the distressed life,
the boughs and flowers may dance
Struggling For Life / 178
(166) SING
Sing so that life a lyric may become.
167. THE OFFSHOOT
Man is helpless at each step,
each silvery love-dream shatters,
sunk in sea of tears
the sun of hope is far,
far away,
sing so that each particle
a friend may become.
Surrounded on all sides
is darkness dense
hurt is each heart, full of pain,
mute cover of troubles life-long
for ever remains thus overhead,
sing that defeat
victory may become.
Breath overcasts with helplessness suffocation,
smouldering life smarting-burning fed,
full of poisonous dense-dust particles
is sky of mans wishes,
sing so that suffering
a music may become.
169. IRRESISTIBLE
168. LOSE NOT YOUR HEART
Do not lose heart,
one day the heart-rose shall bloom
in the midst of impediments galore,
so, lose not heart.
Sport with the fury of storms,
if they rage and roar around you,
stand up to the heavy rocks
they fling at you.
You know well enough
the weather is rainy,
theres rough and tumble in the sky,
the dark clouds hover and thunder above,
let all that be a song sonorous to you.
True, flashes the lightning, again and again
but to you a crackling of firework it is,
if you tread the track unmoved
your destination will arrive one day
and meet you half way.
Do not lose heart,
one day the heart-rose shall bloom
in the midst of impediments galore,
So, lose not your heart.
1
Today, the darkness alike Amavas is overcast
all-round,
but, just tomorrow,
the dawn will smile all-round,
I shall not stop in the crippled dilemma
of mind,
though I may not have any support.
1.
170. SUFFERING
171. DILEMMA
Clouds gather,
breeze vernal blows slow,
sky lits up with moon-light.
Far away are you from beloved,
or she broke your trust.
Simple and sentimental you are,
enshrined in your heart is love,
and desire lurks there,
longing as well for happiness,
and dreams of a fresh, golden playful life.
But, today they are shattered,
as if a thermometer slipped
from the hands on a stone,
the tears roll like mercury,
as though lost now your control.
Heed no more that the candle is burning out
and like sharp thin thorns,
the memories pierce the heart.
These pigeons
calmly sitting on the roof
do they too,
so remember someone.
173. SUPPORT
174. NO LIFE
176. COMPANION
180. INTRODUCTION
Sweet stream of love I am,
those who came not close to me,
kept distant acquaintance only,
thought me devoid of feelings,
laughing ridiculously, neglected me,
how they came to know,
ocean of love I am.
Seeing mine frail body with a birds eye,
turning the face, became aloof from my way,
how they came to know,
the axis of power I am.
I did not smile a little,
because life was much perplexed,
so, the people who think me a mute stone,
how they came to know,
tinkling of harp I am.
182. DESTINATION
183. CONVICTION
Repentance of past,
song of reminiscent,
not the aim today,
secluded art from earthly voice
ever dignified be.
Rest assured
the carpet of violet rays awaits,
you on path ahead.
All water shall dry up
and cold shall vanish.
burns eternal,
for a better world to come.
Conviction therefore is firm
that the transitory dusk
would pass through
the transitional darkness,
and wrest from heavens
a rosy dawn of life new.
1.
188. DESTRUCTION
I am fading each moment.
Stars envelope the sky,
waves merge in the ocean,
tunes of the lyre are lost
in the sound of blowing wind.
One day in the stream-trend of time,
agile I will also vanish.
The youth of flowers is of short duration,
the song of the black-bees is brief,
when their heart-beats of desires are so transient,
lasting for a short time,
my mortal body will also become feeble.
The day declines and the dust diffuses in air,
the night rolls every moment,
the ages overtake the pace,
the world changes continuously,
I also move on the path,
with internal uneasiness.
189. EVOLUTION
I keep glowing every moment.
Buds on the branches of trees,
row of stars flickering in the sky,
little by little, look in full perfection
with the new lustre of life.
Dry river receiving water up to the brim,
the desert being full with dripping drops,
when each particle gets life
I too fill vim in my heart.
Infusing sweet joviality in the world,
came fresh spring on the earth,
my words also getting tunes
when cuckoo started cooing.
191. A BOON
194. YOU
196. AGONY
195. DESIRE
Desire of mine,
just as sky,
restless and shivering,
cant contain itself in the heart,
imagination of mine just
as dense as fresh clouds.
Candid lamp,
constant brightness,
trilling voices of pain are imprisoned
in the heart,
complete life worship of mine
seems well adorned today.
No burns,
sink in nectar,
the un-flickering flame
of heart burns constantly,
always object-oriented is worship of mine.
198. LIFE-STREAM
199. INTOLERABLE
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LYRIC-LUTE
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A HANDFUL OF LIGHT
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LOVE POEMS
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NATURE POEMS
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[11] DAWN TO DUSK
[Tr. Dr. Mukesh Sharma, Kedar Nath Sharma, Dr.
Narendra Sharma Kusum, Pub. Indian Publishers
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[Published : E- Books / Pub. Gatha online & Yudu]
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One volume of translated 108 poems in French
THESIS
Post-Independence Voice For Social Harmony And
Humanism :
A STUDY OF SELECTED POEMS OF MAHENDRA
BHATNAGAR
[By Dr. Rama Krishnan Karthikeyan, Madurai Kamraj
University, 2015 / Forthcoming]
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