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1943. Y JII!I1Hi, nepez pOROM. )J;BipellL AM-1I0. BeiJH'le3- HUH pyx I10TlIriB. Bepaia - Ilapaa, Bepaia - Beorpax, Bepzia - KI!IB, Bepaia - Para, Bep.iIiH - Bapmaaa. I nepenaano «HYP ~lOp )lOH'le» (Ti.iILKU )I;.iIJI nixnin). Poaxax, 'liTRicTL, XBI!JlIIHa B XBI!.iIIIIIY. lfIpi)lPIIXiBCLKY onepy, IqO nepea POKOM saropiae. Bi)l 60M6, He I1i3HaTI!. Bee Bill- 1I0BJCHO i )l;aIOTL «Ti~.iIlIH)I;». Iliarcmun rpefia 6yJO rxara rpaxsaex, 11106 I106a'lUTH HacJli)lI>H RHrlliHcLRO i «Bi)l;I1JIaTH» aa KOBeHTpH. liiJhKa pOSBaJleHI!X 6YIIIIIIKiB aa acl 'lOTHPIi PORII BiiiHH.

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sa. Py'iHOlO i, npenrri, aa xicni, llpo nanr 1I1111xill TaM Ylite SHaJIlI. IIp!! Bxo~i aae aycrpiac )J;BOE CTY;J;ellTiB. tIeMHo, npaBiTlIHBO BBO~lITb Hac ](0 lIPOCTOPO'i, CJIa60 oCBiTlIeHo'i, aanoBHeHo'i JIIOi\bMII aaai, Ilpononymrs Ha:\! neptni MicqJl, a1I6 Mil BOlIiEMO He nepmi, oi'lni, xemn nOMiTHi, ace TaKH Y HM ure TJIiE 6alltaHHlI KOKeTCTBa. POaI'JU!HYJIHCb no SaJIi. 3i scix oOKiB 6a'lHMO sHailoMi 06JIH'lQll, BiTalOTb Hac. OCh TaM cuepe)J;Y 6iJIHii KJo6YK MHTponOlIlITa Ilezisapna, 6iu nsero ElIlIcxon MCTHCJIaB. ~alIi aupaea HO.IJ.KOBIHlK AHllpiJi MeJIbHII1:, crrepe)J;Y reThMan CKoponallCblmH, TaM OH Mllpon JIYQhlmiL. 3HailoMi, fiararo 3HailoMHx. 3 Xapsosn, KUEBa, Pinaoro, .Isaoaa, Ilpara, YlRrOpollY. YCli cotiopaa YKpa'iHa. Hall Hal<lII, ~[ilR HaMH nOBHO icropit, QYEMO nixuicrs, srallYEMO Xpacra, cTyrraEMo nepea MelRi 1I06pa i saa, nepeanmaexn «HOBY EBpony» B Ii tjJiHaJIi, caxe B TO:l!Y «n'lIT1 no IIBaHailllHTiil», KOliH TO sa CJI0BOM 11 BOllt)(Ji, MaB Oil HUCTYIIIITII OCTaTO'lHllii npucYIl.

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uri Jlymi m.oro npocropy, i rrOKH aexa OSHaK, m;06 S'lIBl!llaCb BRaCh CHJIa, m;o MaJIa 6 BOJIro 3yIHIHH'rD Horo rroxiz. )~e neplIIUTeJIi cYileo, YCJIaBJIeHi aHrJIO-C8KCH? IIu He aaryollJII! BOHII caoro MorYTHboro nOJIiTH'IHOrO iHCTHHRTY B xamax MilI:JIaPO/lHHX 1I0AiTH'IHUX illKYHrJIiB? Ilpaaaiixai aami YI(pa'iHcbRi noairasui sepeaeaunarea! Maiia;e rrepesonaui, mo nOJlilIMII, HKi Mil renep rrepeaasaexc, KepyroT1 CII;r1l S MOCKDII. Oco6- JIIIBO cyqaCHIIH HamiHrTOH CJIIIBe seer, Y BJIaili TIIX Ta€MIIIInax CIIA.

23 Ci~HR. llPIIXOJlbKO oprauiayaaa ncnncpr OaH)lYPllcriB ;l;.IIH Crenaaa Bamepn a JlYlKe oOMea;eHuMu, BIIK::JlOqHQ saIIPOIII0HIIMIl rOCTHMU. Banpoureno i Hac 3 )1PYlKIIHOIO . .!I noSHaHOMHBCH S B., Horo a;iHKoIO, KiJIbROMI1 Horo npabixuaxaxa. Ilpo apaareaua KOJIIICh i B iHUIOMY xicni.

Beuepaa Y rOTeJIi Il>ropcTeHrotjl, B O)J;HvMY S nepIIIOK.IIHCHIIX rOTeJIiB, me HROCh me, XO'l rronrapnaaaa, are CTO'iTL. Pe;l;aKTOp ,11;. aarrpocan xeae aa sesep», 11 paSOM na P03.l!OBY «Y BalKlIIIBIlX enpasax». Pe)1aKTOp, J!K i c;ri;J;, IlOPHIlHO crri3HIIBCII, a JI caain Y BeCTUOlOJIi roreasi, CTapaHHO '1eKaB i MaB HarO;l;Y cnocrepirara KOHaHHiI uiei YCTaHoBII. llHUIHi CriHU 3 MporHM piSbo::JeHHiIM, nHIIIHi ljJoTeJIi, '1Yi\OBi aanaaicn, ]1;0- pori OSi\OOH i KapTIIHU. BpaJKeHHH, aapri ,ll;aHToBoro nepa, CUll, JIlO)(cli, nepeeaaao BiHChKOBIIX, neperaaaersca nepea 30pOM. BiTPiIqKOBi mepi nocriaan KPYTHTbCH. Bnxo)J;iITb i BXO;J;JITb. fCHepaJIII, otjliI\cpu, i Bee nocnixox, i see CTypOOsaae. Ilora B MiI1HHX, BIICOKUX '1000TiIX, naami nepenaxao 3 tjlY'rpIlHOIO. IIJ;e He~aBHO Ti JIIO]\U aepyaaaa rriBCBiTOM, sapaa BOHU HioH BHKlIlIYTi 3 BO)(II pIIOII. BCTaIOT1 KapTIlHIl llanoJIeoHiBCbKIIX BOEH, 1lI0CL s YTiKaHHiI ~paHI\ysiB is MOCKBII.

22 Ci~HR. ,ll;eHb HaIIIo'i /lepa;aBH~cTH. ,l\eHb, mo rrpOTHrOM ,/leciITIIJIiTb rri;J;TpIIMYBaB HaIHY Bipy B YKpalHcbKY CYBepeHHY cnpaay. 'leKaJIOCL «/lpyroro SPHBY».. locI, BiH! MoCKBa He anme B KII€Bi, BOHa BlKe rriil BpeCJIaHOM, a OCb-OCb oJ'~e TYT. IHKOJIU oaraTbOM He XOqeTLI;lI «liTU l\aJIi» , aJI6 TO lIHUIe C::JOBa. BOAbIIIeBIlKIl MaIOTb qapiBHY BJIaCTUBlCTb, BOHII epamulmi HilK OOMOII, qYMa, .xoaepa, BorOHL i czeprs, BSlIi'i paaoa. Hi;J; HllX xcprai HCTaHYTb i rro6ilKaTb. Illxcxa, uro usoru He 3HaroT1 Y Baminrroni, IlJIe rrpnli;J;e 'lac, i TaM ni3HaJOTL.

A see TaKIl sees i!;eHb, )lOB ma.1eHHii, uanepeaip YC10.l!Y, ~!OTaBCH B pYIHax aa rrOMeUII;aHlliIM. IIocepcJlHH'Ie oropo Bille OC3CI!lIe i upocro Bi)1MOBlIlOCb JlJ,OCb 'fF CKa3aTIl. He noxal'aroTb HiHKi «cnepra». KaB'iIpHli ii pecropaa Escneaneiopy TaK caxo lie ioayrorr, 6iJ111IC. TaM rertep Taoip. Ha KHJIH.l!aX, .na aaaanax, na tjlOTCJIJIXlKiHKII, ;J;iTI!, crapui. Y KYTi npnMicTlliIaCb Hell> (lKiHO'la 1I01I0MorOBa cpraaiaania) , sees

lIeHb i Hiq BlliWIa xapxia, 1l0CBi)l,OK. CII':Ja HiMl1iB Y IX opr auiaanij. Ef\UHa IX cnpaaxaa i '1HHHa caaa,

Eapraua B rore.ri EKCl1elIbCiop crrOKYIIIaE xene YTPIIBaJIUTU II B IIKO~IYCb mop]. Heaafiyrue, rpiane {(.\IeMCHTO» )1JIiI EBPOrm i acsorc JIIOi\cTBa. ITO ana, '1U He 0YJlCMO Mil cBi;J;aal>lH, ROlHI rro;,iuHc BHi\QBlIm;e YlIBJIJI'rHMYTb i imui Haii6inmi rOTeJIi cniTOBHX CTOJIHI\b. «3aHCrra)1 npalna saxo;J;Y» nmaaca He TC-

, 'nep, BiH Y TPIIB~HHIO, iioro rrpoposnm '1l1cCJIJ,Hi HaliBpalKJIIIBi-

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Bii\crYII, JIaxMi'rTJI, KiHtbKe ~1'JlCO, nisna 'IpIlBora. BilIJI Me He IIooi'! pOaBaJlHBCJI Y ~OTeJIi BeJIeTeHCbEoro pOCTy MO.iIO~Hii l!OJ:KOBHItK, l' I,OlKyci Hap03IIilX. Hom R ~lir(HHX 'lOOOTllX, 3 rpy6uml Ili~olITBa)!H. 3Bi~l;iiTfICT. IlpUIXUB, llaOrl'b a IjJpOH~:;, 3 JlK()rOCb [IlTa5l', ~la5l'Tb 3 p035111'oro. CII~l!Tb noxxypo, 'l0;10 JlaCl'IIJICHe, O'li HepYXOMO snepti B O~Hy 1'O'lKY. «Allec YMaOHCT» (see aa irimo ) BHc.roBJilU€ nina IIOCTaTb, a TaK 5araro 6l'JIO Ha~il!.

IIOJlBIIBClI )];., Mil 3aiiHlIJIH nicue B pecrupani, 3UMOBI!;1II «mraorrepixra» i nO'IaJIH P03l'OP'1'UTH IIl11pO'le3Hi BH~aBHlIlli lIJ:lIHH. Mene saupoureao AO HuiiTicHiIIlO'i CIIiBpaHlIi. JI apnaYMiB. HiMlIi SaJIi3Hi, MH Hcl'rHHHi. I 6cacMcpTHi. MII 6l'lIll € i fil'~CMO, 50 He :ll'Ma€MO IIPOCMcpTb. HiJIKa OyPJI Hac ne 3.IIO~II!TL, HillK i 'lap" nac He aa'lapYIOTb. Mil GyJIII oe3.iIi'I paSiB Jlo~!lIeHi, i aaB;RillI lItllBi. Ilosesepa.ra, oaraTO BJ!piIIIH.lhl i p03iiiIIlJIIIClI, B;J;OBOJIeui.

IIa)(aE cair, nacrpiii CIlpaBlKUbOl 3UMD.

Hai'\ili. 3i\aBaJIOClI, JIIOi\H aaxirao 1 KY,lh 1ypD 3MO:r..y'fb a6arUJTH rJlIIODHY Tpare)J;il cY'lacHol Espoun i 3~IOlJ(yTl, Iii no~[OrI'D. )l;apMa. 3acJIilIHJIII ccfie, oY!ly'!n apll'IIIMll, aaEO;rllCaJlll ~pa3aI'!D, 3MypMaHDJIu· IIHXOID. 0, JIEllMJI CJlOBa~lll upo ue cKa3aTD? •

MaIO HaI'O)\l' 3YCTpi'lRTIIClI 3 namaxn '1I!CeJlbIIIIMII, ptanoMaCTHIlMII, pi3uorpYIIOBDMlI lIo:riTIIKaM1I. )l;y;ne BaJKHO «CKJIIIKaIOTh CXOi\IIHlI» i «HeilYTb napmn>, lITyl:aIO'l1l «uupuayaiaHlI». He 3HaiiilYTb. He Ta~[ myEalOl'L, :Ie BOUO JIeiKl!TL. MaloTb aaa'asaai osi i 3aTKaHi ayxa. I'oai, nonpaxeaeni, poafinri acpna i IIc3)1iiicHHMi ypO€HUlI. A ieTIIHa, 3i\RETbCJI, aa }\Ocar pyIm ... P03Y.lli€TbCJI, mo B ueii MOMeHT aisoro Ba:C HaM ue noxoxe, aJIC 5y.10 oaraTO iHlITIIX, xpamux, IIOri.'1HiIIlIIX MOlllelITiB. )l;e i JlK 3ualiTil BilllIOBii\b na nel ni ruinosi, ooe3- BlIa;J;HIOIO'li IIIITaHHlI, 60 Bci 3aKAlII(I! ;~O~rOi\II», )\0 «OO'EIIHaHUlI». )10 «CTBOPCHHlI uearpia» y 'raEHX YMoRax - JlOpo;nHi i 'ClI[ilITHi 3Bl'ItIi. «llaprit». 0, Ti naprl i! CItiJMII Ix, i 11\0 lie aa ~elIoMeHH? Y aam 'lac BOllll llara)lYIO'l'h ry6KI! aa XIIJIOMY ncpcni, i JIK ue IX TBOP1\lIM aeapoayxiao, uto 'lH~[ IX TaKIlX 6iJblITC, TIIM xemue HRi\iii aa lKIITl'J[ lIepeBa. I !(IIRHO:

IIQPTi'i aauaponytors iHO;J;i HaBiT!', 3I1a€'rbCJI, JIOAdi 3 rJIY3- .'10M, BOUll uapaalayton, 'ix TnOp'l)' BOJIIO i BBOi\IITh Y pi '!!lIliC By3bKoro, OfiC3EpOBJIeHOrO, KBOlIOI'O BereTYBaHHlI.

Beuepaaa l' IIIII~pa, «a:ep IIIboliH» MOT8BCJI, ~JOR m8JI()II II ii, Harai\YIO'lli roro roroJliBCbKoro eue.rcnore», iuo «BCPTiBCli TaIt mDI!)(KO, 11\0 HC B11~HO 6y.~0 tioro OOJIII'l'lJl» IIiC.ilI, KOPllt'raIO'IlICL HarOJ\OIO E~llIIoro ilc3 TPIiBOrli aexopa, B rypri i\ill'liB HaIllol KYiIbTl'pll, IIpO~. Ill. i iurnnx, i iIIIIIIIXuixani P03MOBH, nepenaauo aa Te~lll ,riTepaTYPH. JIiTepaTy-

24 Gi~HR. IllYIIaHHlI MClITKUHHlI, 3l'c-rpi'li 13 malioMIlMli

He3Haiio~!IIMll ra oaI'aTo ucycnlxia. COBETH npY'l'b nnepen. 'JT BCPJIiHi TiJIlKII li P03MOB, uto npo HIIX, i 1IlITaHHJI - KYill! )J;8JIi'! I lIK?

26 Ci~Hfl. IIaraHHIl HaCTl)}H, naaae CHiI', 3aMiTa€ i\OPOfll.

Ilo ncix By.~llI\lIX aaaamrsca, MOB BllKllHy'l'i na C~[iTHIIK, )l(iH- 1\11, ~i'l'lI, MiIllItll i aaaiaa, Ha 3l'IIIIHKax ra neperamx 3:1 HIlMll He nepeaisem.

.- lle 1M aa Ti nami CJIb031I i TepIIiHHJI, -- BlICJIOBliJIaCl oxaa «ocTiBKa» y nii\aeM1\i, KOJIH Mll oeaHa;J;iiiHO 'leKaJIli -IIO'l'lIry. - A CIIiiIbKl! UYiIO uU;J;ili, - 03BaJIaCb imua. I'ax.

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pa HamUX qaCiB He Moa:e BHi!;eplMTU THCHeHHJI aTMoc~epll, a:HTTJI raacro HaCHqeHHJI exoninxa, 11.\0 IX He BIICKalKem CJlOBOM.

ClllliJlII B I'oTCJli q,lOpCTeHro~. TaM 6()aJla~ilJI i pyx. )1;Bepi oes nepepna Bi)l,qHHJlIOTbCJI, ]l3BOHJlTJ, ·re.i!e~pOHII, enpias CTYPoO,Bani OOJIII'l'lJl. O~IIH o~i~ep P03RpllqaBCJI y BeCTHOIOJli, 3arJlJl)laJIu nOJlLoBi a:aHllapMII 3 OJlJlXaMII •••

TOH pOSIlUpalOqllH p;ymy croria IIPya;IIHII, JlKii! Jl HiqllM He ~1Oa:y rrOMOrTH, xoua HarrpylKylO Bci :1101 3yCUJI.i!1I. )1;0 aixnpis He MOlKHa JlOOIITHClI. HeiiMOBipHe, are npasmse, urxaTO'IOJ( erpaumcro cYi'lY. IIpH 06il(i 1I,0BlIIlIH 'lac POSMOBJlJlJO S OTUMdHOM BYJlbUOIO. HaMOBJIJl€ MCHC rxara 110 IX Bi)l)l;iJIiB

xarara 1M mdcs JlCJ(l1il. Xa-xa!

26 Ci4HR. J(YlKe TJllItJ(UH II,CH1.3axBopiJIa TaHJI, BOHa ~OBro repneaano ii MOB'laSHO 3HOCIIJIa CBol 6011i, ane Tal> ]I alii He MOlKHa. 3amWleHHJl lKOB'leBIIX Mixyp~iB. CIIJIbHi, rocrpl 60lli. I HiJlJ(oro lliKapJl. ,l(icTaB Oy.1(1 JliKapRy, YJ(palHKy S XapKOBa, BOHa aeraiiao BCTaHOBHJ1It )l,illI'Hoay, aae 'IIIM MOlKe 1I0MorTU, ROJIII Hi JIiRiB, Hi 3HapJl;li\Jl? Tpefia llelKaTH, He pyxaracr, i rpira, JIK JIClKaTII, JlK He PYX3TIICb? A «urueasMOCKiTO», a BUOYXII? TaHJl He 3HOCIIT1 3BYKiB capen, BOHa rYOIITbCJl, rrorra)1a€ B mall, aoo CTa€ Oe3BOJlLHOIO. I'ipmoru TJI:KIW BnJlYMaTII.

IIpH Be'lipHiii TPUB03i a YMOBllJlB TaHIO He pyxanrc», ane )lapMa. 3 TJl:KKIIM croroaex apaaaersca i 6ilKlITb. .ff MaHlKe Hecy 11 H3 pyKax. Y OOMOOCXOHUII.\i aaryxa, nexa p;e CiCTII, nOKJIIIKallll aisapa, IIOKJIalllI 'it na nomax, ilaJIII ia'esl1ilO. .[ca:UTL oiJIa, 6aii~YlKlt, aepyxoaa. Haaap; 3HOB uect, BOHa TJllKKO, oe3 nepepsn, CTorHC. JI Me'lYCb, MOB 60meBiJlJ,HUO.

A ~poH'r HaOJlHlKaeTbCJl. 3/1a€TLCJl, )lHi «rpersoro paHxy» OCTaTO'lHO i HeBi]lKllU'lHO nosaezeai. .lJ.IOI(Y 6e3JIiq, capias JIIOII, see re BIIPY€, KBanIlTbCJl, 6ilKUTb, Hi OilHoro cnoniaaoro OOJlIl'I'IJl. MeHe nosaaae BTOMJIIOBaTlIlKIITTlI, OCOOJIIIDO rriil

28 Ci~HH. Biasm Hill; cyMHa Hep;illH. IIo'la.loCb 0 1II0CTlD pansy. TaHH )liCTalla rocrpt 3TIlXH oOlliB. JI 1I0rHaBClI na Byaauro 'lOrOCh lIIyRM'H. I'mna, oeSJIIOMlI, PYIHII, MOPOS, TYMaH. SilKY oe3 MeTlI, 60 He SHaIO Ky~lI. llIYRDIO mBlI)lJ(Oro nororima, )l;3BOHHTU 3 rOTMIO )lapMa, 00 rerrep HiXTO He aaae, )Ie 11.\0 SHaXO)lHT1CJl. HiKOlln nre He 1I0qYBun eerie oiJlbm oe3- pa)l,HlIM, lIK cepea nr.oro MaKaopn3MY. BBl!:KaeTbcJI, 11.\0 TaM, y rcreai, MOlKe CTaTHCJI HaHriplIIe, It H TYT. BilltY 1I0B1'0 i )laJIeKO, i He SHalO na JlKiii IIC BYJIlIl1i, 00 KpiM pyiH aixore HC oaqy. I aapeurri, Maopb 110 rormri, ~'3~piB CBiTJIO ceper pylH. IIoJIi~iiiHa cTaHU~JI. i\ipa, mepi i eJIeRTpH'lHa JI.JIMIIK3 xa npuanri, CTiHn 060HTi, BiRHO 3a::I01ltCHC ~ellIOllbosOIO, H3 criai TeJle~oH... I 1I00P.JI'lHii, IlOPJli\HIIM, npycbRIIH IIolli~aH. 3a)lHXaHO onoBi)l,aIO iiOMY CBOIO cnpasy. MOB'laSHO KY)J;IICr, )l3BOHHTb. B O~He xicue, B ilpyre, B rpere, IIoTiM 3aJlB::IJl€, mo ainap IIpIIHlle, aae KOJlII - He Bi)lOMO. Tpeda sesam.

lIplliimOBIlO rOTC::IlO, TaHH )l,em;o aacnnso iaacs, oOlli S.lIeHml!::IIIC1, aae Hi I CTU, Hi IIHTH, i lie BlI\e IIPyruii ~eHI,. BiJl.H /lecJlTol S',IIBHllaCL aixensxa ancapaa, CTBCPilUJla re caxe, me Ii y&pa'iHC1Ka (<<raJIeH»), HanHCaJIa peuenr i IIpHrropY'leHHJI 11,0 rinapai. Ilir C1'paxOM cxepra saOOpOHtlHO BCTaB!LTII, Tpc6a JIell.aTII HepyxoMo.

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IIicJIJI MH a rnencrapex nanciouy, HKllii TiJI1Im 1110 npaiimon y Bi~IIYCTKy, il,OBro TeJIe¢OHOM ]I,OUlIllaJlI1lJ! ,110 lIKOICb aisaprri. I )106HJIMCb. HaM CKaaaJIlI, 1110 PHTYHKOllllii nia, 6ea OrlIH;(Y na xaopoliy, MOl&e nplIoyTlI ,IHIIIe aasrpa, i qeKa'flI Horo MYCHMO npOTJIrOM niaore )lHlI.

Beer, )l;eHb fiiu XBOP01. I'ama. Iumi rOlIOCHO CTOrHe TaHJI. 3a RiKHOM qyTlI anpaauo piaHOllIOIlHY rOBipKY, lrilK TlIM i aanry, Oiii)lalO II EKCI1C1I1Ciopi. TaM renep yci nami ¢ilIOCOqJH, repoi, noxiraxn, Kal1eTHlIKlI. IIoxJlYPo TOqaTbCH rri.'l cbop6aHHl! 1I0MHii, 1110 aBYTbclI «mraarepixr», puaxosa. Yci norOi\;KYlOTbClI, 1110 UYile Me, 1110 E 3 JIll. Tpetia IxaTlI )lalli, aJIC hy~ll i HI(?

Bcxip TaKOl& ~oMa, TaHl! Hiq01"O He "iCT)', JlI!lne iHO,'1i aaMaralOCb "aTH iii napy KOBTKill renao) aepunnot KaBII. AlIB- 1I1OCb na HCY i, 3)J;aETbClI, BOHa na osax araeae. Xosen.ca slpsarncs i Helli)J;o~IO KYi\1I 6irTII.

3 BplIl1i qYTlI noorpira. Ile Hara;!;ye [lIlB 1941 POKY, Ha BYJlHu;i i B KOPII/IOpi aecnoain. 3Ha10, 5y~e rpanora, ,IlK 3POOlITII, 11106 I'aaa He qyJIa eapea? BOHa, a,'1aETbClI, ClllI1'1, are HK TiJll,KH nmaaca pyx, BOHa ollpaay Bi,'1KpHlIa oqi i aepBOBO rlIllHYlla. H, llK MOl&y, aacnononue, are case B l1eii 'lac aapessa cnpenn.

I'aun aaxaraersca aipnaraca 3 MiCI1J1, II KHHYBCll 1\0 ne L cxonnn 11 PYKH, i Mil& HaMn 1l0qIIHaETI.CJI MOBQ3.3H8, ;g;HBHe, 601I1Oqe 60plOKaHHll. Ilpoury 11 aaclIohoITHcb, ane Mo'ix caie BOHa He P03YMiE. qYTH, JlK BHXO/1l1Th 3 6YIIIIHKY JllOiJ,H, QyTH pyx aa Bymll1i. Ilicaa Hac TUB cIIOKiii. I'aua ;:rel&nTb i Taa,KO crorue, Y ~iii a6co;:rlOTHiii THIIIi II crorona RH)1alOTbcli ;g;YlIte rOJIOCHHMn. Alle Hac HixTO He 'lyE.

IIo KiJIbKOX XBlIlInHax rrO'lHHalOTb 6HTH 3 r apxar. TaHJ[ 3HOB apIIBaETI.ClI, 3HOB aaxaraen.ea 6irTli. IIpo6YE aarrOB3TII oOllaii IIi;!; lIil&KO, XOPOOJlHBO KBanHTbC)I, nrJl rpexran., H Iii Yl&e He nepesy, Ile 11 rpoxa BTOXO}IHPIOE. qYE"IO pen aiTaKiB. 3aBMHpaEMO. PalITOM pa3IOqHii CRHCT i ItiJIbIta CII1I1HIIX BHOyxiB. Fpacersca ItiMHUTU, OpJll&qa1'b ninaa, R KOPH)J;Opi 1I10Cb 3 rypI(OTOM 1I3;'13E, ira BpHl1i 5Pll3ldT CKJIa. Tans aa XBHlIOHKY 3UB'IIOpaE, ane 8mc 3HOil 'rlilltitO cror ae. H ;rel&Y OiJIH Hel i TpHMalO aa PYKlI.

lIa l1IacTH, lie o.ma MOTI.. 3a Kim.Ka XRlIllOH pCB airaaia 1I0BOJIi p03ciBaET1CJI, rapxara 3aMOBltaJOTb, aarraxae aHon xepraa rnma .• Imne CTorOHn TIlHi nepcpnaaion, 11, i qyrH aanax rropoxy.

IIo qaci TplIllory Bi)11'PYOJIeHO, K;:ra~y TaHlO aa JIil&KO, BOHa. o;1Paay nnaaae B oeanplIToMHicTb, II HiM'! C~'OIO aauxc.riurnax IICPCI( 11 ;:ri:J>KOM. BiKHa aami, na macra, 30CTaJIHCb l1iJli, JIHme n KOpH~Opi qO~IyC1 ooCOrrallCJI THHK.

29 Ci~HR. Bees )J;eH1 qeKaEMO canirapuoro aara, 'l'aai 1l0- pmo aerurae, are BOHa HC lCTh /1aJli. Bararo I1YM9K, i see noraai. IIpHiiIIIJIa MaHu, )J;YlKe 1I0CYMHiJIa., IWJIII nofiauaaa, B J!KOMY craai TaHJI, esaaara, 1110 Iii lIy;!(e '<;&aJ:bKO», 05il1llJIa )liCTaTIl MCHi JlKYC1 )l;Yl&e l1iKaBY I(Hnry, 1110 3B8T1CII «IIlIaCTHP». qH 3HalO II TaKY naar y? Hi. H amne )J;y'Ke IliKaBlllOCb, 11\0 11e MaE OYTH aa «Ilaacrap».

3aiimoB TaKOl& HaIII ilYl&C npnEMIlnii i 1I0porHii aeMJIJlK EBren MHl1eBHq. BiH HaM renep 5araTO rroxarae, qHM MOl&e, a rOJIOBHe TllOPHTb HaM TOBapHCTBO. IHaI(mC MO 6YlllI 6 lIYl&e ecaainreaaxa. P03MOB"lIEMO npo TC, [[10 Hac rerrep XBHJIIOE,

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Alle 110 sexopa HaM YlKe JlCHO: "illeMO! Ilepenycrsa B RlIrueai, pexi ocranui I(Yi\I!CI, niman, a HII'IIII rrimna i MOJI 1111- caasaa MaJUI!HKa. Jh!IIIe saprana uepc,\lo 3 COOOW - peumca HamOI piSCIIChKOi" poasomi. I TpOJUKI! llKi, i, p03YMieThCJI, BCeCIlJlLIIIIH «cnopr».

Ilan Cnrea Y ni uanri BI!HIITItOBi i\Hi 6araTO HaM lIolIOMir, OYB 3 naaa, )(ilillB HaJUi rarapi, BiilnpOBai\I!B 110 caaoro IIOTJlr)" i uanirs Hac YMicTIIB. CaM BiH "ii\e na ,ll;pe3~ell, 60 'fa.\! Horo piilHII. IIpOIQaOIOCb II\l!pO i TCIIOIO. ;'I;lIKYW! HeaafiyrHLO 1I1II'YIO, ;\OUPIlH, II\IlPIIH IIPYlKe!

Be-rip. TeMIIO. Oi\IIHalll1i!Ta rOlllllla. 1fhI Y naroai BTiKa-

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'lin. S uaxa KiJILI(a lItiHOI; i oaraTo )liTdi 'fa ]JC1leil. Y ce re TiRaE 3i Illreruna. TaM Ylite oMbmeBIIKlI.

TaK. <PiHiTac. Ilpcuraii, TpOE seannoro KOJIlleh ROHTIlHCIlTY a na3Boro EBpOIIa, W;O 11 KiHellb nepexaaa Mil Hamln! BJiaClIlIM lItllTTHM. Tanl TaK! SHal()! TY'r me IIOCTaHYTh 3 1I0- IIeJIY noni 6Y!linJIi, aile He IIOCTane iii,lI,me EBpOIIIl. l"i aanenar CTaBtlI. 3eMHa I;YJIH nepetinpae II rerexoairo. OcranHE, W;O Mil Oa'lllllll B Bepaiai, lie 6Y.'lYBannlI OapHKa)( ua BYJIIIIIHX. He IIOMOlite.

Mil 3 Taaem )(llml~IOCb na ceiie. Ilocaixaexocr. Y xeue

Bee, )10 OCTaHHho"i KiCTO'lJ(Il, GOll!!'rh. TaHH TiHh. Mil OOOE

rini. I )lemO nauin, .maJirori)llli.

1I00rHr pymas. Ilpontaii, Bepaiae, upomaii! Bi/lHlIli, rpari'lHllll, repol'lHlIli i... ~IlIHyJIllli.

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Mein Leid ertont der unbekanten Menge.

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25 Jliorero. AlIi i 1I0'li mBlIilKO 'IeprYIOTbCH. IIIe nnraTOK nCOYBaJIOro: MIl Il Tmpiurit, IIiil naliMapO~[: y CCJIi Tayfiax. JTpllGyJIII CIO)(!! B'IOpa.

MaGMO MallelIbKY, MOB myXJIlI)lJta, 6ea ne'li, KiMlIaTKY, napy nY3LKo-r;IIIo0RIIX JIilKOlt, poaxnranaf CTi.1CI1I, i MaJIlIli, pi3LOJIelII!il IIocy)(nn'lOI\. CTOJIa opaRYE, TOMY nllmy ua ltoainax .

• he HIt npaexno! MIl IIi)l crpixmo, aaxicn, eapen aa nis- 110M ninui, aaxicn, 60~16 conne i, nexTyIO'I1I ~IiC.l!l1eM :IroTIlM, ua )(Bopi ne JIIDTlleBO, a KBiTlleBO, renmxip nonaaye II.~roC TpIlHa)lI1HTh.

Jilt lite lie, n JIIIXa, CltOlJIOCL, W;O :lin lXaJIn aa r epy: a nonam CroAII? CKOllIOCh. Hac, BlII\HO, Be)le CIIlIU, mo ltpaw;e aa nac aaae aami nYTi.

,i(Ba TlImH; TOMY Mn aaJIlImI!JIH Bepzin. Ixaaa TlIlr;J:O, noBiJibnO, 3 nepccarsaxa, ai CTpaXOM i rpenerox. lIon!' c'rynan, ni6u 3JIo)lili, rpOOOHa 1'elIHOTa, peBYTh cnpena, 'l'a)[ TO

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TaM SarOpHIDThCH i ropars 06pii, BIIOyXlI, apaan npmymeHHH rypKiT MOTOpiB y He6i.

A ace lE lxau ... Cranuin sa craunieio - HKa i 1110 - aa TeMHOTOIO He BII~HO, i 1I0lXaJIII ;J;o .UHlIrru:iry.

JHlIrru:ir. SHaHa aa sapri Bspona 'fOqRil., KOJIIC]' BeHIIKe il ropae CllOBO, MicTO KHIII', Haii6iJlhllIlIlI aa.lisHllqHIIH BYSOJI. Tenep ue Hail:6ilILlIIa, MalICTepHa, anotannrmna pylHa; HRaCh XHMepHa PYRa, MOB CiPHHKII, 1I0JIaMaJIa fieTOH, BipTYOSHO 1I0rHYJIa KpllQeBi CTOBIII!, poSrpOMUJIa M POSKllllalJ8 l'iruurci.ni encpym, MOB iiI! )(i~n:1! S KapT.

'leKaHIIH. PaHHill pauon, APioHlIlI )10111. TeMHOTa. lIlacl! lIapo)(y. KBouM, BTO:l!lIeHHii pyx. 110 )(BOX rOllllHax cillaE:I!o ua 1I0THr i l)(eMo na DailceHljlellbll. TY'T anon '!eI,aHHH il auon rrepecaana. l!OTH.lKOK, 1110 rroseae Hac ]1,0 ~aMCY, 11:0 OCTaHusoro KYTHKa, rro rocne.tapesaa, aarmunennii. llI-rYPM. Epish IIBepi, BiKHa, nepea rOllOBI!, nepea yci nepcnraom. MoJO ooilOBY al,TI!BlIicTL 1I0Ball>H0 raMYIOTL nanaa B pYI,ax i namesIIIlK aa llJIe'lIl:1!a. IIpOKJIa)(aJO i\opory, a sa :l!HOJO TaIIH. IIorar, BIl)lHO, He xas HaMipy '!eKaTIl BI!C;Ji)(y OOPOThOH i uiaKOM BHpaSHO pymas, aaaanraiova BeJllI'IesHY JOpoy sa coooJO. I panrox qyJO poarraqlll!BI!H OKlIl!K Taai, H PBYCH 110 ,wepeil, '!eMHic-fh He rpae 'fY'f pOJIi, oaqy, TaHJI me aa OOPTO~[, aae OCb Y'lellllJIaCh aa nsepui, xanaio lY all. pYlry i 1110 CHm! )leplEY. 110 1I0BlIIOMY SMaraHHIO i norra B ceperaai. CUBHTH

Bora! i]l,eMO, rop)(i CBOEJO rrepeaororo,

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Be IIHBO i 1I0BiJIhHO Ha/lOJIYlEYEMO oeaCOHHY MHHyJIy Hi'l, .lI:OIl1 nepecran, Bl!rJIIIHpo cOIIQe, CTaJIO TenJIO, MOB na necni. R~e:l!o nporyaarace, oa'!l!MO uiai JOp61! IjlpaHQYShKllX IIOJIOHeHI!X, 1110 lIa)(lIalOTL lIopory, XO)(HTL lIJO)(1l ai aHaKO:l! «OCT», nOIlU)lUJOTbCJI ec-ecn. Ml!pHO i TIIXO, i nee HR "r;cu:i ...

o TpeTiM aHOBY JUTY]lM, 3HOBY fioporr.fia, 3110B 1)1eMo. Ha QeII pa3 H 1I03iiYBCH JIl!lIIe ry~sl!KiB Bill caero naanra, aae TaHH ai ~[IIOJO. BOlla seae ilYlEe BeJIllImM cKapo: KapTHHy We)(opa Kpl!'!eBcbKoro, RYIIJIellY B KHEni, y aaropa, llinano, KY)(H i JIK Mil 11 aaneaexo.

BiJIII II'H'fOI MIl aapeueri B Tepi, 30BciM, alE ua I(IlBO, uiae, HeTopKHYTe nan.uex niiIHH MicTO. I'apna norma, rapHHM, pOa;enl!M nacrpiii. MpiETLCJI npo Bi)(1I0'!I!IIOK, nexepio, BaHHY. IIIYKaE:I!O MeIIIKaHHH aauroro nixeusscre rrpI!HTeJIH, Bl!COKOrO )(ocToliHI!Ka. 3HailllIJIIl. l'apaa, TI!Xa, u:i.1u BYJIlU:JI, rapnnii )(i~[, aoacia qIlCTi, lIi611 B xapni saca, CXO)lH, OllHCKy'!i )(Bepi. ~aBOHI!MO. Bi)l'lIlHHE CJIy:KHI!QH. I1IlTaEMo, '!H )(OMa nan illlpeKTop, i HaSI!BaE:I!O ce6e. IIi, nana 1\0Ma nexa, aae E nani. Ilpocnxo nani. CJly:KHIl~ll IIYCKa€ Hac ~O noueKallhHi. 'lI!CTO, renao, IlPOC'fOPHO, uiai niaua, )[' HKi 1jl0Telii.

IIPI1XO)(I1Tb naui. 3I1aMOMIlMOCL. Bona HBC anae, '!YJIa, I'epxaa oaraTo 1M IIpO nac onouiaan, aae pcaaoua B' HlIOOThCJI B'HllO. Taaa BIlIIMB.E unrapxa, IlPOCI!Tb lIoaBollY aanyparn, caaa KYPI!Tb i 'mcTYE rOCIlO~I!HJO. Ta fiepe i TaIWlK KYPHTh. 'I'ana npeneaye III u:illY lIaql,Y - oepe. ,~3BOHI1Tb )(0 repMalia. I npaa '!yEMO B c.ryxasui u:iJIY OYPIO. Baqy, nani xiHHE TOH. 110KJIaJIa CJIyxaBKY i CKaSaJIa, 1110 nin aapaa iiy)(o TYT.

I lIilICHO niu rrp1!6YB. l1epJUHM Moro ClIOBO.\! 0YJIo: JIK Til

- Melli norpirino MCIIlltaHHJI, irHoPYIOqH inuri IIIlTUIIHJI.

Ha lKaJIh, lIeii paiina /lJlJI qptHHlIiB 3aKpll'mii, - r;UAiC nan i\lIpCKTOp.

np06YE, aJIC au ycnix He pyqUET1CJI. AJle iioro lIiKaBIITh inmc. XTO lK, no THOE~ly, nepeanxe ? 'I'll 3asa:;J;1l 6,vB My;J;P'DL ..

llauro naraem? IIJ;e. II PillUOMY JI 1;.83UB '1'06i, X1'O nepe~lO:I;e. Cnorn qacy HC pas !le]H }II! a HlIM aa IIlO Te~y P03- MOB'I, IIJ;e 3 rrOqaTKY BiilHll, 1I1e nepex C'l'aJIiHrpaI\OM. H He xuuasca 3 CllO"iMIl rrpOl'H03aMII. Bill Uyll cBi~KOM }[0l'0 upemTy II PiBllOMY, 60 caxe To;\i .• KIIB Y Melle. J! naaan, i HUBiTh POOIIB HaTJIRll B CraTTJIX, 1110 II TUIUIX YMOBax i 3 raxaxn rrolIiTllqllllMH 3aCOOUMH nepcxorra HeMOlKJllIBO .• he lit y Hac E HOBa, TaEMHa aopOJI, 3al!HJlJI€ i\lIpCKTOp. J! napaauo IIOCMixa!.OC1. I'spuaa BJlIO'dC 6a'IIlTh Mill nocxix. Tll He nipHIIl? O! qOMY? BiplO. Y Hac, RalKe, ljJay I, ljJay II, nnni JlOHCUhKi niraaa, 1110 allioHi neperanarrr B<lpo)!(i OO}[OOl103il. OCh case rOBOpl1B MeHi rrpo ue Toil reuepaa. SOpOJI TF, KalKY, He rr01l01Ke. A 1110, rro TBOOIY? SnolJ, craa.eur, ca110- critiaa .YRpu·iHa? Hi, KaJKy. Ile IIOMo;Jte ani enara no ia. Bifina llJKe nporpaaa. IIJ;e MicJIll!.-~Ba i «IIl.IIOC». «WalipaM». Tn lIy)!a€m? - c'raHWfh rocrpu nnrauua i Hl!rrpOc'rY~'J'hCJl. IIJ;0 TyT I\J"MU1'H? J! rrepeKOHUHIl}!, - HiAilolli~aIO lio)!y. ,.~I1PCRl'Op 1l0XMYPHiB, aile Bill He 3)(aS'fhCJI. A OCh Toli renepall mcpnnn., nto )'Ill aaMllpll)IOCb ia anxi)IHI1M alIiIlHTu)IH, a 3 p'J':;JIHaMI1 I18MO cooi pallY. lie 'l'IlCP)(IlTb, IHla(~', renepUll, uae m.oru He TBepilITTh jricrep 'IepqiJlb.. PY311CJlhr. Til lK, uanesae, CifYXUSIIl Ix paaiesi rrepel1alJi.

I'cpxaa )(YlKe lIoupe snae xil1 xn ix )(YMOlt, Mil a HHM CTi,IbKil paain lleJlII piaui 1111cKycii lIIe aa CTYi1:eIlTchKIlX -racis, i BiH BBIlI( a HHMII paXYllUTIICJI. :GarUTO 3 MO"iX IIepe~6alJeHb cnpamaaecn, Bill lie )(oope anae, TOMY IIJI MOBa iioro UPIIclloona aoaciu. A 1110 Ai ilYMaEIIl Til P001!l'H? - 1I11'1'a€.

CIOi111 nouan? irc ,'lie-ran UJlpecy? - Ta ;1, lli,'l 'ICOc. 'I'll ,11( 11eHi III!CaB ... -. )10 xeue q,va:IlIlllml 3aXOilITTIl aafioponeHO.

KOHljJya. BelIIlKIlR, iC'fOPllqHllll, euoxaasuua ?;OIl~'l"3. Mili IIPyr, MiH nOOpal'lIi;[ ... T lie ~[OJKHa ... Mia: Ha~ll! C'l'O'i'fh nnnUHJI paca, ITIlTUHllJI BiiiHIl. jhr a TaHeR) BCTaSMO. ;~05pe. JIll H~eMo. IIi. BiH ~[OlKe Hac npaalcrnm ua i\eHTn[li uac y l'YPTOlKllTRY. TYT € Tallllrr )1JIJI nrinanin IIiMCql.!(l!X noaiUiMHllX pU~ITH... I 3 }!icUJI rrOqaB ~aBOHI1'rlI.

I TaIt Mil Olll1HHlIliCh Y rrOJlIUll1HOMY rypl'O:Kl1'rKY, JINeCh 6YBIIle RaCI1HO, casr naa i\lTpeKTOp lli~HiR Hac 'fYIIH i PCKOMeHIlYllUll, HK cnntx npnareain, Ha.lJBlIhCTllY. i-~O Hac HOBHa YBara i pecnesr, MaSMO ~nos ;'[ia:o);, Hi Bei x OOItlB )Kimtll, l1iTI1, KpnKn, nepecnu, ropa peqcll, nexa rpuuor. IIiIl nepcc« HeMUBlIJIT crurxo, }[OB 6n aafinri, ricraexc cni;rallKI1, OOi~IL uenepi.

,Il;Pyroro ~Hll, na aanpoureaaa ~llpeRTupa, aBXOl\lKY no iioro YPJIilY. YPJI,'IOBO MaIO npaso 110 usnru zaXOi\I1TI1. 11oro xatiiaer ua rr' JITOMY nonepci BeJlIlKOrO 0Yi\lJHIty /lupeKuii IIOlIiuii. )lCJIRIIM 'lac qCKaIO, 60 B Hhor6 lIKHlicb reaepan. Ilorix rrpHHMaE MCHe. BiH pai\l1rr ,!CHC OillJIITIl, ,[YIIlY iioro 1)0- aYMil'lI, npocars Cii\a1'1I. IIJ;0 qYBaTll? III;, ua Miit lTorJIJl;(, Biiilla? ITO IIepeMOJKe?

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JiK IIPll€MHO XOilllTII no llY.Illll(i l(iJIol'O Micn, BillnO'IlIBaTIl Bii\ PYIH, 3aXOi\HMO S Tauero )10 KRB'lIPHi, Sfu'lOllJIlIE'MO neCMalJHi, Bor-aaa S uoro, TicTe'lKa, aaMOBJIlIEMO KaBy 3 npalKeHoro lI'IMeHIO, SaMOIJJIliEMO i.llIOCTpOlJaHi ;]typHaJ:lI. 'fy'l' renep rypro« 6aaYCh, 1110, HIlIIllO, 1II0llHJ1 CXQIIlfThCJl CIOIlIl UOaaeuara 1I31lKaMIl, IIaHHa 3 MOJIOIlIlM, paueaux QiPOHTOBllKOM, !IIO nplliillIOIJ y lJi~IIYC'l'Ky, KiJIbKa 'l'aRIIX lKe, lIK i Mll, sriKRlJiB lJYlKllHl(iB i nixui. KeJIhHepll, lIK I1paIJIlJIO, qylKlIHl(i - uexu, iI'8JIiiil(i, I10JIllKll. Mil CllillIMO, p03KOlII~'EMO, qllTaEMO lKypHaJIlI, 3BiIlOMJ:CHHlI 3 ljJpoH'riB. BU'IIIMO i 'lyEMO ri caMi repollJHi, llepeMOlltHi CJIOBa i ljipaalf, 3HU€MO IX aanaa' llTb i IlIiBYEMOCL, 1110 JIIO)lH, Y BC.lImiii Maci 1l0pOCJIi, OCBiqeHi i He fiea p03yMy, Mo;r;yn rase uaaarn, a IIIC ripure, B rase BipHTIi. I He rnYKaTlI aacofiin BIIXOJly 3 rrOJI01KeHHlI, fiyTlI MPCB'JlHO-MepTnHMlI q,irypaMH cJIirrol q,0PTYHII, !IIO BlKe SRHeCJIR CBOIO KapaIOqy pyKY Hail rOilOBaMlI BeplIIlITeJIiB 1I01(iii.

YBelJopi, 6iJIlI .~en'llTo'i, rpaaora, Cnyeaaexccs )10 )lyate MiJIKOl IIlIBHlll(i rrii\ 6y](lIHI;QM, 1110 TaHlI IIYlIte nepeamsae.

TYT oaraTo BecellUX lKiHOK, i IWJIlI IICC1 6'ItJTh saRSlITO rapMa'l'll i peeyrs airaaa, BOHH qOMYCL aaXOIIllThClI cxixcx. TaHlI i I(C BlIHlIl'KOBO nepemmae, HI BlIila€TbCll cxix y Talmil: 'lac. 6JIlOaHipc'rBoM. H lit IIllBJIIOCL na ue CIIUJ;illlIO i oaHllyate.

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AJIe aaanmaraes TYT 1I lie afillpaIOcb, ani He a6nparocb IIIOCL TYT IIPYKYBaTH. Ilsore POllY BIli\aBHHI(TB i BlIilaHb 1I, IIO 3Mosi xo ix ClIJI, SaBlIt)lll l(iJIKOM CBii\0~[O yHHKaB. He JlrofiHD i SMicTY TaKHX BH)lallL - ncntaporc, aecnpaaaasoro, ljJapuoBRHoro, npicuoro . .[IO)lH, 1110 1(11111 aallMalOTbClI - saliMRIOTbClI JIIIllIe 3 1I0T]lCOll aapiOKY, 1I lit '[3KHM: lie HylltllaIOCb, 'l'OMY BOJ:ilO YTpllMa'l'llCb.

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17 mororo, CyooTa. IIpeJ;paCHI!fi, cmse BCCHHHI!li /lCHf., COH!,C i lIari,~HHii nirpenr., Bim! ro~IlHH nepmni JIO 116i~i Bi~xO~HTL norar IlU Bniiuap, ~Bi rO~Irrll! i·3~11. TaHf! npono)lIlTb Melle lIIOOCHLKO na crannuo, i B"'C !TO nopoai CI!peHIl aurallHlOTb nac )10 ilYlKC JIHKOBU.lItH01'O 60M60CXOBUII\a ia ill'TyqIlHM HaCllIIO.I! nisxerpa aCMlIi, 1lI0 TaHH, P03YMiEThCJI, ~)'lKC nepeanmae. Ha IIl;aCTH, IreM paa U0¥DH BrraJIH I(cill;(e, HUC HC TOPltlIYJIHCH, i no ilBOX ronmrax cminnn, nit 3BY!>H CIlPCIl Bi~KJIIIK)', ~Ill llIaCJIHBO BIIlIa3IUIIl na ilCllliC CBiTJIO.

IIOTlll' aaxicn, I\BOX 1'O)lI!H, neae Mea') n' JI'l'h. IIIc paa rYJII!

CHpeHH. 3YUIIHIUIIlCb Y uoai i CTOHJIH B 3~I'JIIlOJ:eIlHIO 1\0POl'll, MOB ~IllIlli rriil !Ii'l'1I010. H .'>laB uac i Haro~y Bii\)la'l'IIClI CBOIM )ly.'>lKa~l, 1lI0 aaJIlIBaJIl '<ICHe ui.ioro. fUlK ynepme T~y !l0 BaM3rapy - Micn r eTC, Illiaaepa, JIicI'a, Hinme, I'ep.iepa, YilHH)liL, KOpOHI! Illporep.; KlIHCHqllll1! rpyHT Ilixes-raua. BaiiMapchKu xouorurynia. ~IicTo uoeaii, ilPIKII, BelIllKI\X illcl! i npespaenax nosynam.. CJ(i1l1KI! 'ly.10Cll, Cl(i.~11;1l snTUJIOCH! XTG a K)'lILTypHl!X .qlO,~eii Enpon», a 1'0 ii cBi'ry, ue MpiHB XO'l pan y .mllTTi lT05YBaTH Tp. ,IIo rasnx llaJIC.lImB i H, a.w lie MUll 1\0 nsnro qacy ~oopoT aarom. I OCb MOH vpia ClIOBI!l!JIUCb. H lilY. 1\0 Baiiampy. II(e rOilllHa, i .ff rav,

AJIe CiM KiJIOMeTpiB nepen Bafi~lapOM, aa Ma.rreHuiil cranI\iY MeJIiHreHi, lTOTHr HCCMiJIHBO aYllllHIIBCH i aai pym yucPM. rO;J;HHa uaaa, ~pyra, rrO'IHHa€ Be'lOpiTH, H XBHJIlOlOCh, Y MeHe TaM HiJII:HX aapee, KOJIll UPHI!lY 331'eMHa, JIo xoro B/laMCH, )Ie HO'lYBa'l'lIMY?

Tim '!aCOM Ha,'! BaihrapoM P03;;01'0, HCKpaBo Ii IlIl1po pe· BYTh enpemr. COHl1e· MueCTaTHO i CH.U,HO S3JIIIBa€TbCll all, cTiHY Baii.'>lapCbEOI'O napxy, a Y BHCOI;O)IY 'IIICTOMY Heoi ai-

TBKII llJIHBY'f1 crroKiiiHO if BelIIlQaBO, ni61! srpai opris. MOlKaa c06i )'HBIITH, lI,O rax !lcpe)( XBIlJIiIllOlO ;i;iHJIOCh. He nipHTLCH, H\O MI! ua ae~!JIi i 11\0 1\C l\iiicHO TaK. lJ II He E ne qaCOM m(aCh aaina namo i lTlIHHCTH? MH 3acIIYJIU, i OCh Hac nepexnnyro B iIllmlii CBiT, i Mil I(HBY€MOCI.. I I!P() 11\0, nsacne, T)'T XOi\HTb? AMcpHl;aHchl;i JICTYllll, <<II/1Bc'r» r CTC, MY3HIIa .I iera? Bee noaiuramci, lle ~!y3IlKiL BcecBiTY, KOCMiqlla rpa namrer, COHI11, KOMeT, ;ryxa ii xarepit. .ITE BeJIIIQHO i pa30M ... cMiIlIHO! )J;apyiiTe!

AJIe lTOTM HapcrnTi pymae i 3MiHlO€ MoT i\Y~[KII, y xeue rrpOKH)(UeTbCH Ha~iH me sa C~wPltallllH lIieTarllCH B rocri AO r eTC. A;;e Ha)(iJl )(OpOTKa. BiJiH Bepxasoro BallMapy, llepe:; BeJIHKIIM BiHI\YRTOM, nro, ua ilHBO, CTOlT1 lriJIl!ii, !lOTHr 3110BY, MeHi aa 3JIiCTb, OOepClEHO aymIHH€Thea. Melle llCPBYE iioro csparanaa OfiepelEHicTb. llieHlIcb Y rrpipny i GaeTa. Hi! BiH, Oa'lTC, xose ODi\YPliTli i cefie i Billlly, i xove -- xa-xa-xa! - "'1I'1'H.

MOl nepna BI!)lCp;KyTh aerao oOMoap.'YBaIlHJI, aae lie BH)(epmylOTb 'IeKaHHH. Hy, !lOCYiliTb ca~[i: H Kna!lJIlOCH, ~[CHe oepyTh 'lOPTH, a)lUeTLCH, CKOqy 3 uacanv i rroliilKy, a Bill CTOlTb. Hy, 'IOI'O? 311a€ BiH, Toii iii,~HHii, ° GepclItHllii, nh MCI\1KlIM norar, '101'0 BiH 'lCRae i, MOlEJIIfBO, rrepelKHBaE CBOro «lIeTo'llIic1'b» OiJIbIlIe, HilE H, aae Bill ~!oBql!'l'b, a H aepBYlOCb.

Ilapemri HC BH)(ep"'ylO, CTPH03lO 3 norary, 3 aacnny i, ~IOB sosa, oi.my BHIlS, lTPOC'l'O nu l\i.IT), eepiio nparepia, 11\0 reTb lTOMepell(II.1lU 1\cii KpaeBH!I, M, BIIlIHG, KOJIIiCh OYB npeKpacmIii cas, Bi)(Hi )(epeBa poaKH,~aJIHCb na nci DOlill, RiJIhlta

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6Y~IIHOqKiB poacnnaaoca aa C~[iTTJ!, J!Ma aa J!Mi... MaoyTL 'l'yT lie paa pte !T06YBalIl! Pyaaeasroai opaa.

A)!c l! i\~l", lII~Cl'ByIO, 6ill;Y. HKl!iiCb ca.t, 'III napn, 'II! roPO;!; ... XO'ICTbCll cxopirne BuopanrCh 1101 m,YCb ~orory, l! IIDJ;llilil HaliKpalllllx ilYMOK i cnoainam, nii oyile, 1110 6y~e, are .n ;nOOllIO "'I!TTJ! i mOlleil, 00 J! SHalO, 1110 IIO ~iii SeMJli XO)(lIB 'l'BOpe~h lJiaBcTa, JlKIIU yllte TUi\i BHaB i 63'1118, 1110 nplliiile ~eii ~eH1 ArrOKaOlirrclI, i 1110 .UOJlII lIIOOJIl!T1 CMaKYIla'rll rpariqHe lI(lJTTJ! i ~I!XaTI! l'pari'lHm! nOBiTjlJB!. IHaKlIIe BOHlI ne (iYlIlI G lIlOi\LMIl.

I uapemri )l;opora... BlIOaqTe... 1I00paHi Xi~HIIKII, I,YIlIl uerza i oOlIoTa. HMaBHiu i\OIll ~o~all 1\0 nsuro CllOIX npazpae, i oaIOjlll ua Xii\HIII<aX - 110 ca1li I;icTO'lIm. JI cTplloaID, XllJ!lIaID, i nee i\Y~!aIO, J!R Oll TO 1(0rOCh 3 {HaIllIlX."!> sycTpiTlI, IX lite 'l'yT CTilILKlI POSBeOlOCJ!. Alle B Ta];IIX Dlma/lRaX pimo RO.Ill lIIaCTJ! oimlTTb aaaycrpiu, a 110 1'01'0 ue cyooTa, lIicllJ! (ioMiiapI\YBanHlI, neuip, TeM~Ul'a, l'jllISIO[;a, i IWMY B 'l'aKIlX y~[OllaX xosersca xO;J;H'fn, cKallieMo, na rrporY.lIJInKy, nRBi'rb ROllI! ue ii y Balbrapi? JI C3~[, JI na ny.ntui, JI He saam Ky,~11 i JlO KlOrO B;J;aTlICll. CrrpooyBas salhll ~U nixnin, ~o iHIjJOpMalliiiHoro ypJ!;J;y naprir. Jl. i Hi,lflli. H i II apri II. tIl! He aamna xene nnnanon 3 ~[oh! IIpyro,[ fepMaliOM BlIlOMC? .Mome, eTO paais YlI>e 3apiI'~BCH 3BCPTaTlICll aa qHMCh ~o uiauin, ane Ili TyT rasi nperayui SMaBII, 1110 MyClTIII iHOlli 3lleXTYllaTII CB01 IIOCTanOBIl i ancpnyrucn XOq Oil Ii ,~o caMero .1IO~Hllepa. I na ~eii pas .lI0 I BEep rannl! Jlape~lHi. MemRaHL neaa, rOTeJIiB uexa, llillIWI parn HCMa. H .\Iomy C~UI liTlI i p0611TH, 1110 MeHi saXO'IeTbCH. H ailKpallle ne amnaTIlCh na BYllll~i...

AlIe 3 uacrauuax TeMIIOTlI H nee 30i1!LmyIO IUBIli\Ki';1'1> cnoro pyxy. TJ'T me MyCIlTh icnYBaTlI JlKlIilCL HalII soairet. ,Il;onll'fYIOCL i 3IlaXOil;I;Y iioro. Alle ue ilapeMHi i lI<u;nori"ni cnponn. Cy601'3 i I1i'l, i JI 11C l1im;o,[ P03Y~IiJO. Hixi crinn i I\Bepi me s6iJI1lIIlIlIlT MlOE apoayaiaax. I KOllll XTOC1 csaaan, 1110 na 3al!isHllqniii eraunii € )lellK3 1!O;]'OlIIBic-l'h Ilcjleclli\iTlI aix, JI CXOIIlIBCJI aa ~ID )lOlIIKY PJ!TYHI;y, JlI( 1I0TOrraIOqnf! sa 6plITBY, i uoriir ...

Ta nee TaKlI 1\0poroIO )10 craauir, niil KamTana1lll, 1110 IX TyT TaK GaraTo, ~i;;KO.M BlIlTa]llWnO i H3BiTh Y Te1lnO'fi Jl HaTKHYBcH aa CBOIO J[IDI\I!Hy. I HaBiT1 s roro lK xorn YIIO. BYB ne YlliBCLKl!il YjllIl\Ollellb, 1\06PH'Il!ii nan IIpOItorrOBlIQ. noro i naai KOBa.leHKoBY BIlClIano CIDillI 3 rreBIlO!O KilIbKiCTIO peQeil Til S ~[iciEIO rri)llllYKRHHH npmriureuna ;J;1IJ! ClIYlIlOOBlliB YHO aa pimyqHM BHrraMK rro'l'peoll. JIKe lD,aCTH! .HRe nraaene III:LCTJI! JI Bme MaIO Bce!

Alle )(apMa. BeJIlIKa rrOMl!lIKR. 110 ];iJI1ItOX ClIOoaX 1I )l;oni!laBCH, 1110 Mili rnaHoBHllli ];OlICfa B ocrauuia craai I pOSUyKI!, Illo rane ? llJIaqeBHlIM, ripKo-yKpaIHC11(1I~[ 'rOHOM i 1'0lIOCOM Mili lllaHOBHlIM aarea pHTyHRY OIlOBiB MCHi, lD,O BiH TyT ylltc napy TlIlKHiH, 1110 Ix CIO~II BHclIaOlH, 1110 I{O ~hO[,O 'lacy BOHII TyT He ~[aIOT1 aiasorn npuaimeunn, niJ!IIOl onisa, HiJlI(lIX aacntiin 1\0 mlITTii. Illo 3YlIII1IIIJIl!CJI BOIllI B JlKinCb TaM ui)lOMiii IUKOlli I'epaepa, 1110 TaM !TOBnO rasnx :Ke, JlK i BiH, 1110 B:1lIJlIDTLCll BOHlI, MOBilPOBa, na i'\OJ[iB~i, 1110 TaM Hi ~Bepeu, Hi BiROH ... C.lOBOM - jl03I1)'Ka!

l(eu 1I8MCJlT nepnyn ~[eHi Miii )lolipllii lIacl'pili, J! Bm8 Maiillte cMiIOCH. AHY, Bei'\iTh Mono 110 TiEl mIWlIlI. fejli\ep? Cavn iM'H BlIte BCeJIliE B nac Bipy i nai\iJO. CJIaBCTIIlIii norall

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r ()T~PHi\ ~OH I'epnep, q,iJIocoq" KpHTHK, 110fT, CBHII\eHIIK. nO['O mxoaa, iioro Micl1e )liHJIhHOCTII. 1111 )II He Mii\ TaM 1I0- 6yBaTI!? 0, Miil i\oporl!ii aCMJIJlqe! IIaBill10 TyT siuaa, i\Bepi

raxe iame ?

TYT, Y Baiiaapi, aapaaau naxae 11IlBHIHI i oeaIlOBOpOTHm[ yna)J;KO~1 'l'persoro I'iraeponorn Paiixy. COHI\e raxonoro xpeera Blite aaanuo, i Ti.'lLl(l! )Q'lKe CliaOCHhKi i\oro Bii\6J1I1CltlI 1l0MiTHi me H3:\ oeSKOHeqHIIM, ne.iI!'I1I!!M MaECTa'rOM KOpOlIeB!! Py"iHIl.

SOBciM nisao, B oesi\oHHiil rJIH611Hl Hn'li uaxauysao IIlKOlIy I'epaepa. 3a~[icTb BXOi\OBIIX i\Bepeii, JlKaCb SaCJIOHiL, na 6pYi\HIlX, pnaxaraaax cxomx orapo« CBiqKII, 6araTo i\Bepei!:, i B oi\Hi a HI!X, aa ;\py[,o~ly nonepci, 3aXOi\1I~IO. IllaiilKc TeMHOTa, !\eCI> i\aJIeKO, D KyTi, 6JII!MaE BorHIIR, na ncxoeri, B3i\01l1lt cTiH i no cepenaai, i\iiicHO, MOB 1\]10Ba, JIl0i\1l. 3e)[.JlHK II. aallDJIllE, 11\0 nplIBill noaoro fOCTll i Ha3BRB )[010 npiSBlIIQe. -- IIaH CaMqYK? - qylO Oi\pasy 3 TeMII01'Il. - TaK, - KalKy. IIpomy aacsanu CIOI\II, ;1;0 xeae, TY'l' E ldiCI(ll. lIylO HeaHaiio~nlii, are i\06pllii i np"HTellbC1Klii roaoc. IIpJlldylO ~Yi\1I xepea pOBJIOl!(eHi cinHlIltl! i CTI!CRIlIO lllIlOCb TcnllY, JlPYlKlIIO i\OJIOHIO. lie OYB HOBllii sHaiioMIIII, l\oopJlqllii nail I'purnp'rn, II\O a HIl~[ MI! aarrpl!llTeJIlOBaJIII, i asoro JI HillO.'I1I He BaOYi\Y.

A cnas II aa TOMY xaanreui cianasa COJIO~KO i ldi11HO, i npncunnca Melli ~y.me !(IlBHllii COH: npnCHIlJIOCb, Hion nOMCp Ham Bii\OMlIii ny6JIil11lCT ,11;., i a ripsn OITJ!aKYDaB iioro c..repT1. IIpOKIIHYBIlIIICh pano, H, Si\aETbCll, MaB na oqax cn.osu,

ROJIII Bl!iimOD ua )1Bip, ITOOaql!D y paHKoBoMY Ty~mHi HC- 3aoY'l'HE BIII\OBIlIQe: Bi;l;OMY, iCToplI'lny nepsny, 11\0 B Hiii II]lOITOBi!(YllaB rep)lep, i liRa HOCIiTh iioro i~[' a. I"i nORp"ll'[ll 30BCiM OOCllrraJIaCb, rocrponmmi KPOKBII, Hi61I peopa nicraxa, CTllp'laTI> yropy, cTiHII no61ITi, KYClli nOKplIBJi raHe6Ho BaJiHIOThCll KynaMIl IT lioJIo'!i, i '1'iJIbRI! na~['HTHInt caxoro I'eprepa CTO "iTb HeYII!KO]lllteHI!M. A ryprl! uanmx JIIO)leii, nCpeBal!(IlO lKilntll, MCmKalll1i mKOJIII, 30llpalO1'b l)OSItIl)laue a i\axy zepeao aa l!aJIIlBO IT CBO"iX neuax. TaM TO TaM rOpJlTI> 6araTTJI, II\O na HIIX KIIIT' JlTJITb 1!ai!:.

CRi.llbKlI o'leii rrpOTJITOM C1'OJli'IL Of!IH)lalIO 1\10 CBJlTIlHIO,

Mll nepraexncr., BJIaCTIlBO, BepTaIOCI, .K, fio Miii ae~IJIHJ, meCTBYE CBOEIO roporc» pOBnYKII i\aJIi. JI IQOCb rOBOplO. HaCTpiii xnrn CyITyTHIIKa )lCII\O nimicca, Mil no np"HTe.ICbl:JI rO)IOIlI!MO,i napenrri ]lOrOMOHiJIII 110 CJIaBCTHOro BaiiMapCbKO- 1'0, icropasucro Parcacracpa, MOE~[Y 3eMJlJlI>oBi ne Hi'lOI'O He xaate, BiH JIlIllie aapixae, 11\0 TYT renep aeua uisoro noiCTll, aae II anmo, 11\0 TYT IIOlTllBaB ITIlBO Fere a IlIi,IJIepoM,

i nsoro ~[elli BIICTaqaE. )1;0 acsoro, nesepa, rrepeOOPIQeHO expoxua, napa Eap'I'OlWIIH i KJlllKCa qOl"OCb 3eJteHOI'O, MauYTh siraxinuorn, axe nee TaRI! BelJepa. COPO:llHO 1Il1me, 11\0 axePIlRUH!Ii TaK 6eSIIap)lOHHO 1I0BOl\lITbCJI 3 )lcmKaTHI!MH 6YilllHO'JRaMII Baii'.!apy, l'iEIO, rop,~ie'fIo HiMel1Llw"i ],JIllellqIlOi apxirenrypa, j Bj~ HIIX renep Talt Ma.i\! 3aJIIIDl!1JIOell.llaraTo 3 HIIX ncpecraao iCHYBaTIl, BOlla i cDiTlIO nepecram 'reliT!!. Byanui BII\epTb sanaaeai rpYSUMII, i KOJIH npOXOI\HTh napTiiil\i, na rx 06JIllqqJlX YiRe nena Dllpaay niB60.lIma HaIiBITmot B CBiTi paCII, a 10 amne 3Bllqaii!1<t 1I1Oi\CbI(il lI(a;nori,,aicrs, KOllll BOlla sycTpiHe'l'bca na cBo"iii nupnsi S 1I;ell\0 He- 3BlIqHII~[ CTaHOM.

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aJIC HanCBHC Hi o"He OltO He IIpOrlIllHYlIO ii MaJi6yrHbOrO ror», 11\0 npuaerars lIiTaKII a i\pYl'oi 1I01IOBIIHII 1I1Ill~eTII aa~ XO)ly, 1110 IIplliillYTb lIIOi\1I a raaesoro CXO)lY EBPOIIII, 11106 l1e~ xpaM nOTp~c'flI /10 OCHOB, a Horo aalIHllIKaMII 3BapHTH ~061. 1JaIO. I MyCllIH lie apoolITII, 6e3 IX BOJIi, caxe Ti a;iHltH 1. )11TH, 1110 'ix renepiumi ropi\i Halll,wm l'epzepu MaJIlI uaKIp 06epHYTII B paoiB na IX DJIaCHili acari. EYTTl! xaxepue. 1'1('1'0 llIJIl!XIJ HeicnOBi)lIlMi. Ilixro i HiUIO He YHlIlme npape- 1JeHHll.

. He)liJIbUllli ~aHOK. MaTODe conne, eipenaro i TelIJIo. )1"0- Bli\Y.IOCb, uro H MIIIlYJIo'i HO'li 6YlIa TpIIBOl'a, aae HO 6yJIO Tam, i H crroK~iiuo n IIpOCnaB. ClIilIIY OI'JIl!HyTII Baiixap, OIlH01JaCHO nocHlllaTII, a npa llarOlli rromYKaTII sa llKIIMCb npuximeunaa. 3 )IOCBiJlY i 3 OIlOBi)laHb TYTcrrlHix 3e~llIHKiB aHaIO, 11\0 lie cnpana CJIIIBC 6e3Ha~iiiHa. Alle II CYIIi.lLno SaXOIIJIeHHll, i lie Melli noxarae. TYT uo unx, KOJIIIC1 y'rYJIbUIIX, BYJIlI'lKaX ra IIPOSYJIKRX crynae BelIlllmii o.liMUi€lIb nOraH Bo.11¢!raHr I'ere, i (I)]li~pllx Illiaaep. BOIJIJ I10RlIa.11I CBOJO ne'IaT1 oeac~le]lTH na lie xicro, i nOHO :KIIBe paaox a TllMlI, 11\0 cyrr]lono)llKYBalIlI lioro lKIITTll. Illapaora ~OH UITaiiH, Illapaora Illiarcp, KO]lOHa Illpurep, Iinpnaina Hreaau, Ti, nto TBOPIlJIII opeoa TBo]lIll!~[ «iflaBcTa» Ii «P030iiiHIIKiB», ri, 1110 lKIIJIH pa30M S HI!MII i pasox 3 HI!MII nimm B )J;aJIeKY MaHlIpiBKY Maii6YTHLoro, )J;iHmlIH /1;0 nsoro )lHl!, i 1\0 III!X pyra, i OCBHTlIlIlI IX CBOEIO II]lIICYTHicTIO, i MeHi, oes)J;oMHoMY MflHi\piBllI!KOBi, Hal\aJlI! CHlIl! 6a'll!TII lleii CBiT O'I1I.IIa He TiJIbKII roro, nro 6, aae Ii roro, uto opo i 1110 uy;J;e, p031'.iTU l1eli T]lari'lllI!H eniaoa, H& MaJIeHL!tY '1aCTIIHKY oesMelK-

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3aXOi\lKY. 3HaXOII*Y xicue. CillaID. OrJIlI)I;aIOC1. Ilpaxo)lI!TL no '1aci 1\0Brllli, l\oDrOllIlIlH, ~IOB lKH]laljla, i xY)\lIii, l!K rapaua, !teJILHep. .n;aIO HOMY BiIlTl!TI! Bil\ MOlX Xap'lOBIIX Kap'1'OK l\eCl!Tb rpaain 3IaClIa i IIBa OK]laii1JlIKlI xaitia, a ra!tOlK l\iCTaIO rOjJHl!TKO lK1ITH101, 083 IIYKjJY, Kanl! . .n;UBl'IlH ReJlhue]l q,eHOMeUaJI1HO I1oBillbHIIi\ i ~eHOMeHa.i1HO Hiql!M He aalliKallJIeHIlIi. Ha naranaa MaHlKe He Bil\lIoBil\a€. Poii.~IO aTeHTaT na lioro KpOKOIIII'lllql!li crroKili i slIih-raID KiJ:LI,a ecnoprin». I npa TOMY IIIIT aIO , ql! He }[oama 6 '1'yT ua lIeH!tUH 'lac !liCTaTI! Ki~IHaTI!. llillpaljla raaayaa aa xeue ai CBOEI BIICOTII, B3HlIa «cnopras i ueBKHYlIa: - ~Ier;Iix! OIOlKlIIIBO!) ;r]la! CJIRBa! JI MaIO Miello «IIi;J; eonnesr», .II n030aBlIeHIIii 1I0T]leoIl nepraracs )10 CJIanHOrO I'epaepa, H p03'lil]lYJO aero SeJIIIKOrO necnxiora II., l! MaIO Ilimto~[ rrpIIC'1'0IiHY, 3 lIelII01I10aOBIIMH llIn6flMII, Ki~IHaTY a 'lIlCTI!M lIilltKOM i a yci]\[a iHllIlIMlI lIilltKOnllMI! 1I]lIll(jJacaMI! H BHrO)la:l!l!.

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C1'OlO, II11ByroCII, llierr'lY J!Kich CJlOBa, He TO MOJlll'fBI!, He TO IIPOKllJ!TTH, niCllll iillY lIalli, na ByJlIn\ID Illiaaepa, 1II0 3HaXOIIII'l'LCJ! TYT lite TpOIlIKlI /lalli i i\oxol\a;y 1\0 HeBeJlH'IKOrO, )J;norroBepxoBoro, ia sa'UIlICHIlMIi BiJ(oHHHIIJ!MH, sOBciM P03- xaraaorn, are nee TaltH I(ilIOrO IiYi\HHOtIKY, 1110 B lIhOMY IiYlIO uanacaao «BilILreJIhMa TeJIll», i iHIIIC, i iHIIIe. Ilpnnir rofii, BellllRllH Iloere! 311iHMaIU KarrellIUxa. Haxararoca aaraanyrn npiss BiKOHHlIl1i /{O cepei\HHIl. lipaxirn; KiMHUTOtIK!I, xaai Meolli. JIK Mir y HllX lItllTIl TaKllii BeJIe'feHL, HK Iflpi)(PHX IIIi.~JIep? Mil'. I lKilB. I TBOpIlB. I ]\UB oe3KOHe'lHO oi:n,mc 1I1Oi\HM, HiJK ri 'lHCCllLHi Y naunnrx 3ar.1KaX i naaanax. 3noPYlIIlIllBO BllCllTL aa criaax JIOOJIillJIi ItapTHHIaJ B onaas.rax PJ!MIIJ!X. Crnsn, piaai peui, llelKaTh nanepa, 'IcKalO, III" sa-

ii/lC 3 TIIX ~Ia,leHhKIIX i\Bepeii nani Illapaora i sanpccars Melle 110 cepennnu. JI nepeJ;OHaHllii, 1110 BOHa HC RallelKlI'rL )\0 MRJ:ccenLKHX «H a)(J:lO)(e Ii» , 1II0 MeIllKaJOTb Y T(HX pyurax .!OIX i\HiB. I BOHa BIIXO)\llT1, i aanpomye xene, i sliaiioMllrL ia CBohl iflpi)lPllXOr.!, i MH i\onro, IIPI!JISHO POSII!OBJIll€MO, a niC.IIH JI Bi;(xo~lIty ... TaJ( oaraTo nonic II is CODOro ClIJIll Billllaril lflflTIl.

AJIC xeai nee J1(e 1IaJlO, 'Ii\Y l\aJIi. Ilpomparocn CTe)KI,a~1U 1I0MilK 3BUJIlllIlaMll, rrpllrUi\Yro cofii MOIO r.!aH~pinKY B 1'0BaPIICTBi PoliepTa .~iCoBcbI(Qro, 1938 PORY, Kpi3L py'iHll lIOA!net, lIPllMYlO /10 Baiir.!apy ypll~oBoro, 3a~IROBoro, 1\0 AJIb'l'e BplOKe, AO lJILMY, ;1;0 napsv.; 1by XBlIllHCTHMlI CTelKKaMll lIyroM, nOliall lJIM!OM. EOMOOBi sparepa nosHatmIDT1 BeCL I{~it lII11IlX, jmryrui ;]lIrrll, samraun i I\YOII TBOpllT1 lIa:I10nHII'liCT1 J(pa€BH"y. I HapcTIITi 'roii MaJlell1KlIii, 1110 cToirh ;(IICKPCTlIO, rrill naropoKo!o!, sellCHuii ~iMOK. «30McpraB3~. 'l'YT PO)(IIIlCIl «IPaBCT». Tenep TyT xparcp aa nparepi I anineueni KUlIITaHIl. 3BOPYlIlllHBO BI!I'J:IIJ\as iHTII~fHa llaBO'lltu ia CTOlllIJ;Or.!, Y KyTi HeBellllTWrO Ca~O'lKa., Ilill nnnrranaxa, BOHa HC IIOIIIROi\lKell[. MicT(e Bii\IIO'llIl1KY (ere.

,I(OBI'O BeIIlTaBCll II rro I1I1X xicnar, )\OBrO He Moua B'I'IIxoxnpnrncs MOH yHBU. Ilpnranyaan i ,I(HiIIPO, i KaHiB, i «MorIIllY na Morlllli». JIR ri llleB'leHKl! crapaaaca 3POOIITII S nac nlO,!Ieli, a :IIH 30CTallilCH IIO lIUIIIOMY, IIO 3eMIlOMY, i TOllY t i axi, i TOr.!y :KllTTiI-amTTll~!, 60 )\OJlJ! Mu6yTh IIlipas TaK xorlaa.

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A B IlOIICi\illOK II nuixaa 1\0 Tepa, ~06 y BiBTOPOit 6YTH aasas YlEe 3 TaHBIO, i Mll ocellHllHCL na rrapy )(Hin «IIi)!; COHl1e~[». Balb-lap Ha~ CllOi\OuaBCH. lie Ma.110 0 6yrH «OCT;tTOqHe". MiCne nepecyaaana B Hamili SeJIHRili ~!aH)J;piBl1i. Molltaano, «BOHII". alit CIO/lll He IlPHit)J;YTL. By~eMo qeRaTll OCTaHnsoro aRTY' Tpare)li1. ,11;0 pe-ri, Ty'l' C'fiJIbKII uanmx xapKiB'lIlI, fillE'BillIH, .IlLBOB'llll, ~O aecs TOll Baliaap rers 'lllCTO BTOIlIlBCli Y l1iil innaaij. Byaani, pCCTopaHII, IlBipenb espias qyTll namy ~!oBy; ne noxima, MaHi\p),IOqa, xoaerapua YKpaiHa, mo JleTllTh Kpi3h KOllTlllICHTII aa 0BOE~!y KOHi AuoKa.llinCII i lIeBil\OMO I\e ayrrllHIITLCll.

AJlP, inn at rari? Tpa )J;Hi atll'l"fll n 1'0TCJli ne aixnicr». .'!IO;J;ll myKaIOTI. rpasaaimoro npaximenaa, HilyTL aa ceaa B'l'IleKaIOThClI, I\e MoatY'rI.. Cero Ttopiuri i aroplIj'JOClI B KylIaK i OOPOlIlIThCJI, lII\ Mome, rrpOTIl ianaaii iH03CMniB, aaxamac CBO'i «m'fyuelI» 3 ycix CIIJI, aae .'lI0)(1I 3 «Oc'rp ra&OlE TIlCIIYTh a ycix CII.Il, JIaMaIOTh CIIPOTIIB, aaaaaars Y sci unamm. Bae !(is IX KOMi~'eT, llOlill BlKe TyT 1\0~la i naairs aililETLCJI, oy~y'l'I' Tj'T MaTIl clliJi yplli\ i BiHCbIW ...

Rami KiMHaTII «IIi;J; conuex» ~aJIe1(O He 3aBlKi\ll nii\ COHnea. Bpaxye BiKOH, a TOMY II nimeaima rexneparypa. A 110 roro peryaupao, fioa;Horo palIl'y, 6i!IJI rpcn.or, rpona apanaTIICli i 6irTH myKaTIl cxopouuuta. £ilKlIMO aIK )10 napay, lIill CKellIO, ~O aanporn aeaerroro Feresuro GY)(IIHO'f['Y ... Bi.llllit MapMYPOBIlii II aM' JITHilK Illexcni pa xnpOHIITb Ham nxir.

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plIqa nasi JIYl1bKa, i npenpacnaii Ham )lpyr, iHIKClIep EBrCII Ilacrepnaa. lIeit oCTaHlliti lIaE MeHi yPJI;J;OOC cKepynaHllJI 110 cella TaB6axy - CiM KilloMeTpiB Bi~ Baihlapy, na cxill. ,11;0- Bii\YIOth sa ~BiPni, InO norar y Toii iiil( Bil\xO!(IITL 0 rOi\IlHi n'JlTiii i i\BallnJITh XBIlllIlH pano,

24 mereru, 0 nia n'UO! pauo rrOKIlHYJlII name «IIi~ COIInex». 0 nepmia Hoqi Mil BOCTaliHe Bii\Biilallll name 60MOOCXOBIl~e, na lIeJi paa nia BaiiMapci.I(IIl! 6aHKoM, a TOMY ~Ill nopHIlKoM neaacnani. 06BalITaliteHi, MOB Bcp61I10~1l, Mll see TaKil xapmyeao CBOEIO i\OporOIO i\aJIi. Te,MHo. MPJIqlITh ;'\0- ~IIK. Iliena HalleTY nee iloBKpyrll CIIII1'b. McpTBa rnma, IIiBrOllllHil XOi\II, MO! PYKH, MO'i mle'li BilMaraIOTh MIlllocePi\JI, are JI lie MaIO iioro. .Melli HanpaBilY rrosnaae opaltynaTll CIllIll, B'fOMa saaaanrs 110 mrriKy KOCTCH, JlKm;O TOJi unria Y MeHe naaraai He BilCOX. MIl renep CllJIallalIllCli .IlllIIlC 3 ROcTeit, 06'1'lIrHYTHX DillOIO IlIKipOIO. Hauti xap'IOBi KapTKIl HCMlIllocep~HO )lOXO)lll'l'h )J;O KiHI1JI, a 110 HOBIIX ~e )lBa TIllitHi. ,n;o scsoro, Hac MyqIlTh ocrpax: a mo ,HK aMeplII\aHlii I,iei Boqi 3MiHUH p03Itlla)l namax neraris?

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3 lIKll:ll HeiiMoBipHllM lTpe3llpCTBOM ill!OHlIlICii BOHI! aa Hac TaM, y Hac, JIK BIICOKO B03HOClllIIICh lIall HaMI!... lOCh Mll TyT yci rapueur.uo paaox nUJ:llE~IOCb na 1I0JliOIji trsoro oaii)[SpCL!WrO )lBiPI111, /Ie TaK lJOpTiI'IO 6py)lHO i TaK l!eltel!bHO

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Jl:OBre '!eKaHHJ! ua ooclIyry, COHHi KClIbHepn-'!YlRIIHIji He KBalTlIJ!TbCJ! oOcllyronynaTII. OrlIiI/laID rrpOCTOPY aMID ... EYlIO ne lie 31Ie apOOlIeHO, .na crinax npespacni q.peCltI! - EYlIlIIIOK reTe, TaK 3na!!l!ii KlIllCH'!HlIli BYIIIIHOK 3 napsv, ,il;i~1 llunin, MumIii 3a~!o'!o];. Ihl'l'aTII 3 r eTC i llliarepa, MOJ! nroxaena yaara synllllilEThCJ! aa MOBax:

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Ile 3 Illianepa. BaM, Moa:mlBo, 'l'paIlIIJ!JlOCJ! y XBIWlll!1I BTO~[I! 'II! )lerrpecil l!O'!yTI! ltilIblm 6ailLopllX cris, 1110 spanamca )10 nanror )1YIJIi i Ta~[ Hecrro)liBa!!o POOIIJ:I! !(ilIlIn nepenopnr. Meni ne TpalTHJIOCb ut.nrn ~!pll'!!!OrO panKy. BYIIO TaK oe3!!a)1iiiHO r .ryno i MOPO'!JlI!BO, C'CiJlbKII 'IOpHOrO oe3- lll!xi~)lJ! JIi3,lO 110 fOJIOBI!, i npas ui 1\~OBa., BllcJ:oBJleHi IIIiJIJlepoM... POOI!TbCJ! Ha)liiillirne, rril\Horny IO.l0BY, B1l11pOC1'YIO cml!rry. MI!, ilPymllHo, nepeiuexo I1lO MHOl'OJIlO)1HY rryeremo l TilIbKlI «oeaaacTepelKHo nneper»!

3 TaKIIM HaCTpO€~[, 6i.l!i1 HOC1~IOI, MIT BllpyIIIl!lII! BepOJlIO~I!M KPOROM )10 Bepxusoro BaliMapy. pYll1fu"ll, OOMOOIlIIMII sparepaxa, XOBBDKHMI! cTelKKaMll, napaox, RYlII!,{Ka:'1I! i rrp')aym;aMIl. 3 Hac 're'!YTb pisu ITO'fY, 3YI1l!lIll€MOCh, 11100 Bi,~-

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MalIeHbKa fii'lHa craauia, HO'leI\alIbHH, BHHOBHeHa IJIIIep'I'b, sees HepOH saBaJleHHiI JIID~LMII li pesaxu. IllYKaID XO'I 6Yllb axoro xicua npacirn - Hille li uisore. ~lmlIIDCb na MOIO TaHIO, BOHa OCL-OCb ynaae. IIiI\ HoraMH 60iIOTO, IoIPH'lHTb ~pi6HHli 1I0IIIHIt i ilMe aaxillHllli BiTCp. Pa/llKY Tani npaxn- 1IIlTllCh 1\0 'l'ClIerpaq.Horo crouna, 'I'POXII npncicrn na Hamiii BaJIi3i.

If ac THrHeTbcH, o~IIHailllHTa rOlllIHa, llOT,UY uexa, ffilY'lH ClO)I;R, IoIB nOTiJIIl, renep 1oI1I xepanexo. HIIlKCIoIOCb rroMilK lIID/lIl. .\leHt cBepiIY€ OCT pax: a III0 HIt Mil TaM uisoro He 3HalilleMO i MYCIlMO anon BepTaTIICH? IJOIOCJI, III0 Mil He BlIl\eplKIIMO, 1II0 Blla]leMo aa ByJIlIlli.

Alle OCL i nursr. Ile III0Cb UO nepUIili rOIlIlHi. Bciaaeno Ii 'il\e~!O I\i;;ri ci.ll XBll;IHH 110 Hali6;IlIlK'I0'i 3yrrHHKI! - ~[cJIiH~HY. XTO aaan, III0 ue TaIt OJIH3blto? III! He oy;;ro 6 HaM spante 3POOHTlI Ty i\opory uiuraa, Hid' CTillbI>H BHC'l'OH'll1 na Tnx CTOHHKax? A;;re Mn OOIWIICH, 1II0 He aMOrJIlI 6 !liliTH. )(ylite BlKe ~ll! xuai, Mll HaBiTL He yCSiI\OMJIIDEMO, HId Ml! nepexyseai i nucnaarenl. JIKach Ha,MIOi\CbKa caaa I\OrroMurae nax PYXUTIICb i CTOJITH na csorx norax, OeOOJIHBO ra 'l'aaa, 3 TIDlll yci.lla CBo'iMlI ..'Ii'IHlII\HMn i XlJopoou~m.

3i cTaHI\ii )\0 namoro ceaa IIIe O~He 3ycnJIJ[JI, I\e JIKllX )\Ba)\IIi1TL xnHllllH rriIDKH. Alle TyT .lin CBOID naJ!isy aUlllIma€MO aa nepexoeanua i lillelolo llllmc 3 H3rrae'lHHKOM. Ile BlKe nimo B nopiaaaaei a IlOllepellHiM HaUIH~[ BUHT;t:JteM.

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CYMHa, ripua sicrr.: y Ba~ Eicinren nO)ICp ~liil ~o6p!lil )lpyr, n!lCM!eHHIlK Apr;a)liil J1I06qCHJ(0, ocranniii 3 XBIiJ:bOnicrin, 1110 nepeauron na aaur 6iK JKl1TTlI, AonTo i TlIlKKO xnopin i roaozyaan y pi~HOMy KIIEni, ~yllte HparHyB HOHaCTH 110 snapinnorn ,1l1BOBa, 1U0 1101'0 ~YlKe i~eaJIi3yRaR. Hapeurri, TYAIl aicrasca, OyB )10el1Tb pOS'lapOBaHlm, He 3HailllIOllIll!l, '101'0 mynan. a SrO;(OM, HCRi~OMO 3 JIKIIX IIpnqHH, Maoyn. enponoxonanaf OOJ!bllIeB11l1hKHMll arenraxa, 6YR I1peI111'OBaHl1M npH~ypKyBaT!l![ Hi:l!erlbTtHM recmnojr. Ilpocnnin r;iJIblta ]!iClIlliB y J:1BiBC1J(ill Il' aannui. naaipeaa TIIM OCTaTO'lHO i Talt )1y:JIe XHpHC 3i\OPOB' JI, onicaa npOi\CpCH npiar. TpYilHOlUi namoro CKHTaHHH, lIifiIllOR 11:0 Ba,~ IiiciHreHY i TJ'l', iIlal!lKe ni~ HOa;e!! ouepaui i, CltiH'lllB eBOE MHorOTpYI1:He ll(HT'fll. ~Il1p lioro nau'ari '

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BIII(:1i1Y'rb, 1110 npo ue Blite 1I0:ll0BlICnO, 1l(0 Hac 'IeRaE peJI:1Tpiauia. Ile uonauae Ii MeHe repsara. He. oOM6ll, ne roaoz, III' cxepn., a caxe ne, Y IIBJIIl10 Ty JIron, 1110 III1Xa€ 3Biilrll. Illo «nOMCTa», 1110 aacaanna"! Borocs BapBapCbKOI, cailll- C'l'lIqHOl, npIlMiTllnHo'i, qllCTO iMIIYlIbCIIBHOI poanpasa HiqllM Ill' raMOBaHoro anipioua. 3Hai'rrll l(eljJiHil1iro OOllbIlleBlH\l>l(OrO ruaoro Tepopy nexa ClIlIll. I ne aasin, HC Tepop. rOJIOBHe, 1110 116 piq He BIIIIYMaHa, a CTllxiiina. Ilpo ue rouepaa ~oCTOEBCbEIlIi. POCiliH 6Y;(YTb a3BlIt/lil OOJlTIICb, lIE 60Jl;rIlCb rarap, :IIOHroJIin, I!iHric-Xana, ATIIJIII.

IlllTa10 rrpo IICPBiIlliB, cJIyxaro 3Bi1lOMlleHHll, CJIiIlI\YIO no KapTi aa IjlPOHT3MII. Y xixnari XOJ10II, TOMY nponOIl;Ity 'lac na Eyxni. Ilerua. I'ama. Y ei ileCb n03HIII(aJIlI. Y JILPIIX, ;(06- POilyrrlH0 nacrpoenan, niBJIe~IITD aa 2aCMa;rl>l1hOBaHiii, CTapiii sunani, 3 ORYlIlIpa;,r1l aa noci, i '1H'I'ae «Opril 30.lOTa~. qac Bill 'lacy BCTaE, 11106 nil(KlIHYTIl 110 nevi napy nann i rrpll TOMY 3aYBallt1lTII: - Y cc, cEality BaM, POOHTh ore upoKJIlITe 30.:rOTO... JI npa TOMY 'IYilyrocr,. 110MY 1I caMe TYT nnnnanca? 3 l1iero xeai HiEOllll HC3HaHo1O lIIOIIIIHOlO'! I pa- 30M 3 TIIM nOMiqaIO, 1110 Mil 3 HIIM MaEMO ilY;Ke oaraTO eniasnero. llIH CCJIJIlIlI Enpuna.

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10 6epe3HH, JJ:u.li 3aB311Ti 001 a «ijIPUy» sa npnaimeaua.

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PJli\OqJWM, ropmx, nYUHX lIi<KOR. II pHiilTIOB 3 ncda OrOHb i Bee satipan ia e060lO. 311iHa. HOBe eRiToTBOpeHHJI... IIycTI;a. «3CMlIli 3HOB HCHJ.alTITOBaHa, i 3HOB ilYX bO<KlIi'! HOCI!T1Cl[ Ha)( uen». I TillbKH OH TaM, na peal )(ROX 6yBlIII!X BYJJHI(1, leyna I(bOrOCBiTHix, BHIIHO, He uixnin, 1II0Cb 3aB3lITO TOBqYThCJ!. Ilinannocn HHMH . .1(0 1ICHC nillXO)(IITb 0)(1111 y «nYMaax», 3 i\OnrH1I na rOJIOni BOllOCCJ!M, i npononyc niIlT!lHKI! KapTOK na I\HrapKII. IIIIImi'! nponouye caMi IIHrapRI!. Ille inmHll «lTIH3I1C». r Bci BOHH IIHcRpe-rHo, 1110 na Ililly MII;UO IJIIIIHO, MOBqaTb, i )lHBIIO, JlK 11101"0 lie iiaqHTh erporn HiMCI\bRa noainia. Ilarapxa 'ryT KOlTITye ~mpRy. Rillblta lJillTHHldB RapTRIl na XlIiii - n'ars-aeoan, xapon. Haii6i,ThllIe qYTH MOBY nOllhChKY. BIlHlITKOBO 3l1io'1a B TaJ;IIX unnamx nO:IbC1Ka nauia, i Tpeoa lIanpaB)lY )(HBYBWrHCJI, QO\!Y BOHIl B 1I06pHll, 1IHPHHH xae CBOEI :iKeqll-lIOCnOliiTOI ne 31106YJ1II ncix CHiTOHHX PIIHRiB ropr iuri.

IIo IIPYl"ili IlleMO !lalli. Ha BiTepljle1l111. Ha I\eii pas 3BllqallHIlM OCOiiOBIlM, 1110 apenrrojo xaao '111.11 Bii\pi3HJlETbCli Bill nonepemsoro IIIBIli\ROro. Y I>iTepg)eJI1I1i nepecaaza i qenauua. KopHCTalOCJ! 3 HarOi\1I i lillY 1\0 NicTC'IKa. 1'Y1' HillKHX eanin 60~16, eisna nini, peCTOpaHqHRII, )!OH KBiTH . .1(0 0)1,- 1I0ro 3 HIIX 3i1XO/l<KY. I'en.ro li illHlIiiiHO, crapml OlOprepH «reMlOTlIix» nanaton, ](apTaMII 110 croai, nepeA HHMIl «ra1l10H», aoncisr lIIe aa Bim,rellbMa. 33-"I!OBHn i cooi nIlDO, sauna i - )laJIi.

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Baaraai nOi\opOllt Y I\cli sac vae CRiH CT1I1I1 .• ~iHllna, 60- 1I3Ka, otiepea.ua. .alOlIH paa nacrupoareni, paa MOB'JaaHO onari, TicHO, napuo, COIlIIO. Bee, 3)1aE'fbCJI, MaE lIKiCh pana. KpOK sa lepOI(OM 30JllIlR:tEMOC1 !l0 Bepaiaa, RiliC1JtoBIIX rYIII! 'IOMYCb He IIYCKalOTb, nepez MicTOM BOHII MyCIiTh BHcilla·rH. Ha)J,XOIIHTb seuip, nOTJ!r nee YIIOBillbHIOE xi)J" i ocs Y aici SOBCiM SYIIHHIIETbClI. Tnxo. IlHcTe He60, enilRe 1I0BiTPJl, Hall sepxaau CMepCK CTllpqllTh eeprras MiCIIIIII. Ilacaampa MOBqa3HO, MOB lIaHTYXIl, CTOBiiHqaTL Y TC)!Huri, i xae )1,0 qacy 1I03HpalOTb Rpi3b BiKHO ua IIc60, 3Bi]llnI BlitC qYTHO ;'IaJel;e, 3HaiioMe, i\oiipO)lymHe BYPROTiHHJI.

Mil 311aEMo, 1110 n I\eH sae necs Bepaia lIill aexaem, sirqYBaIO iioro nacrpiii, 6aqy ri COHHi, 6aiillYlKi OUJIHqQll, a O)(HO'laCIIO maprnco /lCCh 3i1pHraETbCJI SeMlI.H, HiuH 11 sapalOTL oaTora.l!lI. - Tpix 6llTll 3eMJIlO, .- Kasan Melli .I\OJ.HCb ~raMa, IWllH H nanan no CTelG.lli lIyOIlC)I. Caxe renep ue nara~aJIOC1.

Ham lIOTJlr HarMYE auipa, Jll;orO nepecairymn. .~o]JI(i, i BiH IIPH%IBCll ra BCJIyxaETbCll ... Y ce rapaaz. PYllIaE i noB(,lIi 1I0B3e. 1.Iclle MyqaT1 i\y~[J(H: O-r JjPll"j~y ... Hi TpaMBaIB, IIi rOTeJIiB, Hi 3HaiioMHx. AOBclleThcJI %ni'l'l! lIecb, XTO 3Ha )(C, y Py'iH3X ~o palmy, YJlB.l1I10qll ceoe na I1iIJlHeTi, aa IIPYfHll i\eHb lIicJIJI CTpalTIlIOrO cYilY. Y lIB.ll1lO c06i Bepaiu, iioro renep, nanesue, He Blli3HaTI!, niCJIIi Hac 6yJ!O me Killbl>a. TaKHX «rperix JIlOTHX».

o nin )lBaHai\lllITOI na AHrallJ,TepOaHroljli. TC!!lI0Ta. <PallTnCTllqHi npaxapa - py"iHIl .• ijlO,~H MOnqa3HO BllcillalOT1 i, IIpHrHYBIIIHcb, Bi~xOIlIiTh. Ilaporar npl!~yllleHO nO'IMIIXYE. JI Talt caxo MOBQa3HO ra IIIBHIIKO 3HHKalO i lie MOlRY BHHlmyrll.

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3;lR€'l'bCH, OCb-OCb aapcByTb capeaa, risaeur eax Bill ce6e i HC 6aqum ItYIlU. TaEMHu'IO lKeH~cb 11<) IlUXOIIY, }!aIO HaMip aaiiTu 1\0 naacioay «HiHI\OpljJ», a OCh a usoro ;iUlllIIBCH HJ(UHCL mMaTOIt a MaHelO i KYPlIlI.I,OIO rccnozunero. IIo )lopo3i 6aqy anpaaa me 1I\0Ch c'rupqu'fI. ua 'l!iCl1i rOTe;r1O ERCl1eJlhciop i uasin, TaM II\C CBiTIlThClI. 3BepTaJO 'rYllu. lie i'\iHCIIIl paMOK l'O'fCJIlO, i HUBiTh )I,Bcpi, i JlRic], cxim], i nape.ria nu 6IOPO, i ropUTh OAHa OIlHicCHhNa e;re.KTpnqHU rpynIKa, eaeranmo rrpasenaena aa IIPOTi... I Bee ue copes CYl1iJlhHUX, HeRi)lK.lII'lIlHX PyIH.

A 1'1\0 lIK aab)'? I aaxolIlKy. [ nnraro aa "i}[Ha·IOIO. IE!

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I I1C m;e lie KiHel11 110ro m;aCTJI. j)1'JHi 6pm,y€ xapxin:

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H lK 3alloBOliCHilM l1iJIKOM, yci MOl cnpann noaarmareni, 3a.1I1I1IaETbCli TillhKII 3HaiiTlI 3CMlIllRiB, uro me TyT lIeC1 nel'e5YRaIOTb. HaiioiJIblIIi eHTyaillcTII rrOJIinIItII i lIaMxopoopimi BilicbKOBHKII rue TYT uanenae, XOllU ReeT, TOM BepJIiH Y '£alW~ly i\lIBIIO)!y crani, Hioll BiH OCb-OCb MaE OCTUTO'lHO aracHYTII. .lroi\1I BIICHUlltCHi ronpmo, pYHHarliJI a6COJIIOTHa, axacs COHHa peauruanin aa ncix OOJIII'l'lllX. CillalO 110 TpaMBuro i fia'ly: BOlliM XIlTaETbCH, MOB n'lIH1IM. )(alO lio~Iy TIHl'aplcy. Toil 1\0 Clli3 3110pymeHIIH. - 0, EOlK')! - BllpBaJIOCh Y ar.oro crrOHTaHHO. Ta lE JI na IIC! IIBa TlIlKHi qCKaIO!

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Hft sarip'a i 3YIlIIHlwllca. Hail Baii:.lIl]J'HI, n08i,[hHO i YJlo'111CTO, KiJlhI(O)Ia XHIlMIMll, nponarmaan cpi6.IIlC'roo.'lIlcKY'li MamIlHII. lla npescpoay TJIi aefia soua BlIrJIJI~aIOTb '1YIIOBO, i HaM RllilHO lx, MOB 51l na roaoui. Ilepemill ~e'ryH nO)la€ SlIaK OllllCKY'IlIii )l1!MOBllii XBicT, II\O )lyroro .l!CTlITb Y- 1I1IS. 3a HlI~! ClInJIIOThCJI 60)IOIl, i ~!1I OalJllMO IjlOHTaHlI BIlOYXiB. qJaHTaCTII'IHe IlIl)lOBI!l.Ue. I\.iJlbKa Biil)liJIiB IlpomHlBJ!O i Ha)l Ha~lJI, Mil npOBClIIl IX lKa,lliGlIllld.1l O'ilIMa ;J:eCh OTYillI na CXiil, na EHY, i ,IIYllte CIWpO 'l'a)[ nOBTOp".l!OCh TC lK caxe. BEIlIl S rapuar. Hefio BciJIJIOClI rYCTo CiPliMII OapaH'I!IltaMI! IIIIMl<iB, aae MaIllIlHII ",mBITh 3 ueuopyunmx cnosoev lIaJli, p05J1JITb YPO'IIICTO BCJIIIKY )lyry 3HIII;aI01'h y CI!HhO~!y npscropi ninnnsi.

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3arOBopilB il,0 asoro. 3 JIcuiHrpa)lY. B nOJIOH nonas 6iJIII Ilenona. IIpal\IOBaB ua aanoai. qll sepraersea )lO)lOMY? - KaHE'lHO! A 'Ill ae 60I~'hCH? - qaBo? liaK TOJlbKO 'ITO, raaapm IIPOCTO: pascTpeJIiBai!! A ua Cibip HE IIali)lY. Sa 'ITO, enparniBalO? H BOEBaJ! 'leCHO. B nJIEH nOlIaJI? KOMicapH y)l;paJIi, narpOHOB UETy, lItpaTb UETy ... qTO QUO )lEJIa'!]'? HET, HET ... CsaOOil,a iJIi ~MEpTb! H C;IlIlUaJI, 6Yil,YT pe~OpMI!, apuia Tpe- 6YET PEIjlOPM, il:aJIE TaR UEUSlI... APMili UE CJIOlKiT apyada IIaKa UE 6Y)lET peq,opM ...

fOMouiB )(0 eaxcro ratiopy, 11.10 CToITb npa BIIXOi\i 3 nap-

KY, a BeJIeT6UCbKilM 'lepBOHIIM npanopox i ue MeUlUllM aamrCOM: «CMepTb ljlalUI!CTaM!» IIorrlIiBCH 3 06ep~MKOM soncepa y Toil sepren, 3Bi~KI! i aa lIeil pas ueCJIO rapMOnIKOlO i lIKIlMCb POSBaJIbHllM, lIOB ryparau, perorox. Illo BOUII TaM, iliiicHO, Bupoo.mIOTL?

19 KBiTHll. rn:OliHO B'lOpa uixui IIO~aJ!1! SBiil:OM.'ICHHH npo

s)\aqy Babmpy, posYMiETLClI, nican «aneprnx i aancsaax 60iB». Hail aaxa S rrCKCJlbHIIM pesox lKCHy"rh ua cxi)l xalUHHK.

YBc'lopi, ~IaOYTL, nocraune, BHCJlyxa.m Mil Biil:OMIlK ro- 1I0C Bi)lOMOrO il,OKTOpa ilocllljla r e66eJIbca. C'fiUKH uacayxaJIltCb iioro, C'fidhKH nin uaroBOpIIBCJI, C'riJlbKlI ua'IH'faJIIICb ..• Taxa SJIUBa erie, Ile 6YB xiaicrp npouaraam, i lIiiicuo, lie OYB KJlJICI!'lullii rrpe~CTaBUHI\; I\bOrO Tllrry JIIO)J,I!Ull i usero Ei\lIuoro B icrnpi) yPJI~y, 3 uaSBOIO MiuicTepCTBO. MiuicTepCTBO l!OBIl. MiHicTepcTBo fipexui. MiuicTepcTBo npaazjr. MiuiCTepCTBO cyrecrij. 0 TaK! CJIOBO ._ crpanraa S6pOH! I il:YJKe 'laCTO BOUO fiiJlhm y'lIlUUC, uiJK S6pOH tjJiSII'lHa. I IIOKIl ~illJIO CJIOBO, /lOT" 6YB Tperili Paiix. IIo'laJlH ~inTJl rupxam

He CTaJIO Tpersoro Pai!xy. CJIOBOM rrOCTUJIO XP"CTlIlIUC'rsu, i CJIOBO!! BOUO BOJOil,iE )10 HalUHX mis.

Ilsuro neuopa ruaoc r e65eJIbCa SBY'Jan ynepme pcsnasJIIlBO ... TOBOPIIB npo Bi'luy nipnicrr, CBOEI\lY BOlR/leBi fiuepoai, saKiH'IHB MiCTH'lUIlM I!POPOIITBOll, 11\0 HiMe'l'lIlUa CTOITb ua nepoal me ue6yBaJ!0"i nepexor-a, i 11.10 11 nposia YBiu'laB CBOE qOJIO aanpaxa oeSCldepTH. ;V;IbPHX pearysaa ua ue CROlM'SBI!'laHUHM: «lIisc tjJapljlJIIOXTe .'l1O)(ep!»

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IIpOMOBJHIB BiH 3 BeplliHY, 3 lIiil3e~IHOrO CXOpOHlIlI(a, IIPlIBOIlY aaarpinmsero ilHlI HapO)l,ateHHH HOrO «Ijlmpep~.

HiMI1i XOPOBIITO C&YlliI01'L, )l,iC'I'a1'1I Y HlIX &apTOlllllIHY - Bee O)l,HO, II10 BillTlITlI 1M PYJty. Hami '1YiJ;OBi cyciiJ;lI - 110- lIlIKlI He rrpOCHTL, a 6epYTh, HiMI1i IIlIII1UTh. Jl see rasa B;I;')BOJICIIOii, II10 uami JlIO)(1I BiiJ; ranoro rrpOJIYIOThCH. XOilll.JH 3 jlicBaro ~O BaHMapy mYKaTo cOjJO. IIOBi.ll,HO, aarinro unoBiB xeai, HK TO BiH npaunaas Y .lI;olloaci,i lIK liOM)" aarpolJtyllaB apemT •.•

20 KBilHR. COlIll'lHO i HCIIO. Ilax'nrnnii )l,CHb ]Wa;1I0I"O

Hi.\lI1J1; napaza, npoxoaa, oapa6allo . .lI;ellb «rplOpepa». ;J;e BiH reuep? l' 60MiioCXOBIIII1i, niil Pl'llIa:l!lI BepJliHY. Huain, lKUCKO YJlBIITO, CKiJlLKO HCii}IOBipIIOI'O aamepaaa I1J1 O~I!HOKa JllO;(lIlIa B icropii cBiTY.

~CH )l,elll, llaM'JlTHIIH i iJ;U xeae. 1942 POKY, nicjJ.ff ,(OB- 1'01 i nnepre i 60POTL611 a .\101)111 CJliiJ;'10MII, 1l(0 xcriaa ItOH'IC aanporepnra Melle )1,0 KOTporOCL ByxeIlBam,)I,y, xeni B~'UIIlell BopBaTOCh ia piaeucsno 1 ni:llCI1Llto 1 B' H 31111 I1i. " HeaaoyrHi Bpa;KeHHlI. BiTaHHlI ii 06iliMII 3 KOlKHllM aycTpi'IHII,1[ 3C)IJJIKOM 11& nYJIIIIli. Moe «TaK 6po, TaK 6YiJ;e»*), II10 sa m.ore lIiMI1i nimasa TaI(I!ii myM, renep CllpaB)I;.1J(yeTLclI, i II sip», lIR i TOAi, II10 BOHO CrrpUBiJ;OTLCH AO KillI1H.

JlIO)I,l! anepro roaopan, npo MOlKJlIIBicTL 1I0BO i Biiillll, rrpo }!OjjoToBa y Bamiarreai, npo 6ulKallHlI 3nI'jJiiiI1iB, II100 Ih\JILIl(Y Y Call oI>paHI1icKO aacryuaa 1l0JIbChl\llii ypHI\ 3 JOH)l,OIlY, rrpo iJ;CMOHCrpaTlIBllllii Bii('!3A 1l101i0TOBa. AO ,\10CKBli a I1Loro rrpnBO,'(y, npo U:I!epllltaHCLKIIX IJOJll;iB, II10 recr, 'raM aipBaJJO sepauai aipKft ... rOBOpHTL, rOBopllTL, rOBopllTL ...

21 KBilHR. Ilicaa AOBmO! 1l0CyxB - ~OII1. llP"EMHOli,

Tlixoii, TerrJIllii. Yce 6YlIE, ycc B uairv, yce caiae. fl:Yllte PUHHlI BeCHa. MOHYJoro pOKy B 1110 lIOPY JeiJ;Be ae.reaiaa -rpasa. Mo 6yu TOiJ;i II1e B rOpOiJ;Ky, iiiJlJl luoBa, Y uamore Bcsa6YTHboro OTI1l1 P03AOJbCLKoro. llle 'ro 3 BIB! rerrep ?

*) CraTTlI, sa HKy aarnpa 6yJIO aaapeurrnaaao HiMI1l1MB.

24 KBilHR. HOBi aj'C'fpi'li i 3Haiio'>lCTBa I' Baiiaapi. 3y-

crpia IroPJI KOCTCI(l,KOI'O. II IICL~[eIlHJ!j', ](P"Tl!I(, rearpaa ... Ilepc, TYPOK 'III MOjJAaBUHIIH, lIapo~lKellllii aa llO;IIIHi, BIIpOCjjoii B ~'](palHi, mKojJellllH y ~locKj]i, anne i )IIOOIITL 'rcarp, aRXOUjJeHO xpie IIpO !lOBY cpy B nanria airepanypi, 3aBallTUH cicppeaaicr, HcnTOMllllii 60peI1I, aa «Xnpcas - lKYjJnas, 1I(0 MaE 0YTO BiKHOM )(0 CBiTY, 3a,~plaHnii Ki;IM;,1 poKiB TOMY, MRTepilIlIlI lIKoro 1I0COTh Y CBolii ropfii, 1II, lIaiioillhmi eaapua.

OIiOBiB ueapisaaai ursina npo Ham C:''lRCIIOii Baiixap, rrpo 30llpa<liB «ollqJ;iB» - aaHnJlTTlI, I1(0 nrruupmn nporpccioHa,liB, i aanirr, nOllBlIBCH Y I'cptepuryae «K»POJlb 61I'miB», ,.'(oopo,\iiL ]((0 uorpamrrs IWlKHoro paHKY, :10 CXOi(Y COIlI1H, B l!ic.I1l1X, lie u'rort, i rYJIliIOTL axepnsaaui, HaaonpaTII l(iJllIH niurux «owlKiB», i TOM Ca}lll~[ aiaerpae i\OMiHYJ01IY pO.110 eepe)l; KYPI1iB.

Iaeaai.aa AJilI ljliUMY CI1~Ha a BIIHH]]!! CKJIerrO~I, ]](0 B HhOMY, ai cBi'lJ;aMO B pyxax. iipO;J;JlTL 110 J;O;'[iHR B BIIHi xcpnl, raexnasi, 30BCiM n'ani ncerari i eniaaam, «IHTepHaJ(iOHa.~».

I!oK8aj'aRB BJ13CHOpY'lHU!i JOeT KHy-ra I'ascyua, nparue

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uaa'naara CTOCYHliH 3 TOMacoM lIlaHHoM, MpiE niaHItT11 cacro KYMipa I'exiaraea, 3aqHTYET!.C.H HcspiBHHHHM CBO!M .n;lKoilCOM, 060111H1O€ I'opareaa YaJIAa.

II03HaiioMHBcH i 3 iHmHMH ... B ,1I;eplKItBHHHM, 8 WillJIOIO.

Ile JIIO~1I CTHJIIO, KyJlhTYPH, MHcTcqTBa. B iilMOBHBC.H lli)l yqaCTH B KOMiTCTi. IIIKo)l1t qacy, spauie [[HCaTIl. KOlKHe renep H!lIIHCaHe CJIOBO - sacre 30JlOTO IWJIilCh. A ROMiTCTH XOq i ROPHCHi, aae 3aMiHilMi iHmIlMII ...

B[[CPIIIC nonaaa 1\0 PYK raaera, BH,IIaHa aMepllRItHl1l1MII )llll! HiMI1iB: «WpaHKpypTCP Ilpece» ... 3HaHlIii, JIiHIIBllii, .HlORllii, iJlaJIl,IIIonaHHii TOH i CTIIJlb, HK ue 6YBaE 3 yciMa aaueMOBHlIl1LlmMIl nepBO)lpYKIIMII. EyJlo I1C y HaC Bit qaCiB uixuiu, i E TC BeCI, sao renep TaM, y Iiaeai, B XapKOBi i lIO aciii HaIIIiii aeMJli ... Koa;Ha HaqiJl MaE CBOIO nHTOMY aaKOHOMipRY BIlMory Biil lKIITTH. KOlKHIIII 3aBOHOBHIIK Y uepmy uepry naMuraEThCli TY RIIMory yaeaaatanra i HaKIIHYTII CBOIO. BaxuiVITh saBlK)j1l HeII1I1PO, nicno, ljlaJlbIIIIIBO ...

3aBTpa nOqIlHaEThCH enoxaasna KOHPCPCHl1iH Y Call WpaHuicao, 11\0 11 aall)laHHHM E aHaiiTll i lIi)!rOTOBI!TII YMOBII saxupeann aanroru possoacuanoru CBiTY. Ei1yap~ Crerimyc, AH'rOH Iaea i B.HqeCJIaR lrIOJIOTOB - RIITII, 11\0 sa III1X cnapaEThcH c]'orO)(lIimHiil CBiT. OC0611IIBO MYCIlTh 6yTII aamBO/leRuM AIITOH I,l;CII, 11\0 pcnpesearye MorYTHiii IioMOHBCJIT, Belltn:y llpurnuire. JIcr.paBIIH IIpeAcTaBHIIK namnt enoxn, POa;CRO-JliOepaJl!.lIlIii 1I0P)! - KOHcepBaTIIc'r, suorn lRIITT]'OBOlO MpiEIO 6p.0 Jlil;Bi,l;al1i.l[ paInU3'!y i aHaii;J;CIIHH TRKIIX 1I0pir, 11\06 [[0 III1X OCSOOJIiCHO MOrJlIt npllilTII 1I,06a MUPKCIICTIIqllOrO OmaCJlIIBJleHIIH JIIOi1CTBa... BlIqeCJIaB MOJIOTOB 110 iloro 60qi BIIrJIHi1aE poa;eBoIn;oKIIM RMypqlll;OM ia CTpiJlKOIO B PYl1i, JlKOrO

a3Bi1aHIIHM E 3i1iilCIlIOBaTII aaneaira caoro nOKIIIHoro meljla JeHilla, 1I10 ](aBItB BIlKopllcTaTII Koa;1I0ro Ji6epaJIa. JIKI1\O 'foii MaE OalKallll.H npnitra paaox apmaa, SMYCIITII Moro npoHTII )lBa, a He 3aXOqC - ilTII fiea m.nro i uepes asoro.

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Y Bepaini OCTRHlli 601 aa ocrauai py'iHIl I'persero PaHxy.

26 KBiTHII, KOllljlepelll1iH y CaH <fjpaHqicKo noxaraea. ~pe~I1)!Cllr 'l'pyxan cxaaas 6araTo J'apHIIX CJIiB. I cB06011a, I piaaonpaauicrs, j rrouraaiaos JIIOi1I1I1II. MOJIOTOB CII)(JlTL 3 ipoai-nro saTIICIlYTIlMII mllpOKIlMIl YCTaMII i rCMOIICLKO B i1ymi uocaixaen.en, lle aore YIIOBIIOBalKYIOT!. 3anpOilii~jKyBaTII B CBiTi «cBo60i1Y, piBIIOIlPRBllicTL i nomaHiROK .lI.1O,II!IHII»? BoiCTIIIIY, no i1BOX MiJliHpila.x pOI(iB 6VTTli Ham CBiT 'lie IlC 1I0a6aUCHIIil eJlCMeHTapHOI HalBHocTII.' I maporo nalIi3MY .. · Eo lK rOBopHTIl IlpO lIiMel1bKi EYXCIIBaJIb)(lI, a 3aMOBqYBaTIl CTaJlillCLKi Byxenaan.m a BIIHHIII1HMIl 'fa IiarnIIHMII... 0, Carr Wpalll1icKo! JlK TBOJI 3eMJIli He 1l0TpHCJlaCJI me paa!

yqopa nee TItKIl OYB Hit aacinaaal uamorn ilollOMorORoro 1(0 xirery. Teopii' il IIJ1HHII. Bpemrom, 11\0 .MOlKeMO p0611TII 1l0-3a I1I1M? Y MicTi 6YIllYE anapxin, HaIlle CTallOBlIl1\C He BllllClleHe, i ne aerxo Horo BlllICIIIITII. 3aJIIImRETbCSI ixnpnniaania craHY 6YTTli 3 )lH.H aa )leH!., R OCHOBIIOMY - ne )laTHCL BIIBC3TII HaCIIJlbHO Hit «pO)lilly».

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ITo o&ii\i 6yB y neue aHOBY IiOC're'l1bKllii. XBII!!IIHI(a nirnpYlKeHHJ!. TaKc caxe iiYHHHlI puasosanoro rOHY AO aticeJlIOTy CBOOOi\II. Ilnme ancr «i\Q cYMJIiHHlI cBiTY». Bill ute MOJIOi\lIii exirpaar i uosaa Y HCII(aC,U1Bllii 'lac.

Y CaH WpaHl1icKO 6araTo rapuax MiB npo netnaainos JIOil;lIHH, a B ByxeHBaJ!LAi, 11(0 CTaB COB€TCLKIIM TaoopOM, fiararc P03CTpiJllOIOTL HCBIIHHIIX.

28 HBiTHR. «TpcTili Pailx» i\OlKIIBa€ OCTaHHi rOAIIIlII.

CJIyxa€MO i '1yHIO JIei\BC BJIOBHi YAapII iioro !I)"JIbCy. MiJILiioHl! JIIOAcii i MarnllH '1ylKlIHl1iB TOIl'lYTb «raiiairt· ~,)il'lr, GoAeH» (CBHTY HiMel1LKY 3e~I:JIO). MiJiblioHII TOH nopoxy B!IaJIO us HiMCl1hImii «payx» (upucrip» ). raMuypr, lie;rbH, '!JpaHKIjlYPT, Illryrrr apr, Bepaia, HIOpH6cpr, ~iIOHxeH, Bi)(em" i iunri, i innri ... I'pya, rpys i rpys. Hi U~Horo lKllBoro MicI\>I. CTOJIiTTll ii CTOJIiTTll ,'IiiicHO ~[ypaBJ:IIHOI npaui aaiinpaut.nnnrimo i JlIOAIIHII. XpaMII, aaMKII, MyaCl... 1111 6yilll lKaXJII!ninri saca? 1111 3HaHO 6inllIe ropn? 1111 npn.nnu i\i'lwle XpOBII? )l;c 6iJlhllIi KJlaAoBIIll\a, 6iJll,Hllli\ rO:JOil ~

Yell Eupoua, BiA rpaauus )(0 rpauaur.: Craaiarpax, HapBiK, BPCCT, Hcancas ... Uruenna plica orHCHHlIX npncrpaere«. JieHiH - MyccoJliHi - I'iraep --- CTaJIiH. ilalirY'lHimi CJIOBR i napaaa, uaiincJlII'lHimi rraM' JITHllI'lI. l'Uj\lHll i O,~H, MaBaOJlCI i ljJiMillMII. BeTaIOTL i naaaien, 'rHclI'ICJIiTHi ACP,am BII , MOB irpauncn, Hama Aooa I Hama ~Q6a! JIK see 'fmm npenpacae, 11(0 Ii Mil ilo)(aJlII )1;0 uCI '1llCTIIHKY CROIX ClIp"

29 HBiTHR. Paaio npIIH8CJIO BicTKY, nto B A.'1bJIaX llii'lMaHO P03CTpiJIllUO RO~[YHicTa:l!II Benire M YCCOJliHi... 1 3 HII'I( n'JlTUUAI\HTh 'l;reHiB !iOTO IIITa6y. I II(C xaao. no poacrpixi

iiuro uosiureao. I II(C aaae. liorn nnaimene aa nora. I uie MaJlO. l'a30M 3 Iloro npIIllTCJlhKOIO liJlllpe'l'OIO Ileraui.

I'iraep MaE Oyrll II(C B PYIHax Eep,liH),. TaM TUKOlK r eoGenc. I'iraepa Hioll Bi)); uai\1! ycyueua. lid, iioro MiCI1C MaE' lIPllliT1I Pi66cHTPOll, 'III PYHi\CJli'l, 'III UAMipaJ! )l;CHill. Ti MaJiR 6 aanpcnonvaara aaniryaaui».

YBe'lopi cayxaa MOCKBJ. TaM ypO'lnc 1'0 nOBii\OMJICIlO, ll\J aanepeaomi ncpmoro rpanun, T06TO aaerpa, xae 6yTII aaeceae 3aTeMHeHHH. «MocKBa 3arOplI'rhCll orHJ!MII! Ilepeaoaara ~iocKBa CTaJliua !»

1 TpaBHR. 3HaMeuua pi'l: KOJlII m! IIPOltllHYJIIICb paun, ua 6Y)l;IIHKUX, H1I .eMili, aa P031.\BiJIIIX i\CpP.BaX JlelKaB CHi!'. 1 6yll MOp03. MOJloi\i JlIICT01JKII )l;epcn :lin'ull, IIBiT 1I0JIYHL IlO'lOPHiB. I I.\C uicaa TaKOI '1y~oBol lICCHII Y KBiTHi i nanin, y fiepeani, CIIMBOJIi'lHO!

1 ine 0AHO: no OOIAl npaoiraa )1;0 MeHe .'IC:\Be lKHBa, 6J1i1\1I Ii nepeaaxaua uaai Ocarsa. Ha OOJllI'l'li lKax. He )IOlite BIIMOBIITII CJlOBa, YCTa TpeMTJlTb. _- 11\0 cmaoen? _- n plliiAYTL 60;n,mCBIIKII! -- ECafJIY3All! - Hi, Talilf IlpnH)lY'I'l r , --~ KOJlII? - ,vlKC nicaa aasrpa, a, MOlltC, ii saarpa. - XTO BaM Ka3aB? .- CeHIIK. - A 3Bi;(KIi Bill auae ? --- nO~!y uaaaJlII eCTOHl.\i. - 3BiAKII lit 3HaroTl. CCTOHI\i '/ - Bi)\ K')MeHi\aHTa xicra.

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~JI sicrsa, MOB 6lrHCKaBl,a, I1IHPHT1CR MilK HamHMH JIIOALMH, MOJI xaTHHa IIC aa'lllHlIET1ClI nepea Bi~Bl)lYBalJaMIl. YeiM i BCC JI TBepillKY, ~o I1e HiceHiTHIII1H. l!oMY G aaepasaani MaJIII Bi)lilaTH 1M I'iopiarin? 3 lIKOrO pe30HY? ,ll;e JIOriKa?

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IllY )10 CeHHKa, mo xenrnae B I110MY lit ceai, Hi, He aanrpa npIIH,IIyT1, a aa )lBa TlIlKHi... AJIe npIlHil:YTL. Y lKe aenue. IIIITIlIO: XTO, ile i KOJlII iiOMY xaaan? Ile KaaaJJII, iliHCHO, eCTOBI1i, roo GYlrll B KOMeHilaHTa xiora., JI ace TaKll nepesy i 3110B llaJl0illlty aci CBO I apryxeura.; CeHHK annrc rrocMixBETLCH. BiH nCBHIIH, mo cnaa nplIHilYTL COBeTII.

3aBTpa ii~y ,'10 BaiiMapy. 3i MHOIO iille lKeBaro.

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A IxaTH HaM JlOBeJleTbCl!. Hanri lIIOI,n JlY>KC XBH.\IOIO'lI,CH.

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MilK ~IOCltBOro i .1ollllonoM 6YJlo JI.lrn;O aarsvapeae, aile mcaa Bi)lBiJlHH bloCKBH Bi]lOMHM COBET04JiJlOM I'onnlneox, yci xxapa poaeiaaaca. AHr;riH Y aiacrym,

y KOMiT8Ti CO~OM i I'oaopa. ATURYIOTL KOMelli\aH1'YPY .MiChKY ynpaBY, lIoxararoTbcH ROMYRiKal1il. Mil 6y.m a HixI1J1MH, xaii HaM HiMl1i ii novaraiora, - csaaas aMeplIKallCblnIii COBETOpiJIbCbRllii ROMeH!laIiT. HiMel1bKa MicbRa ynpuBa 06i111l€ JlBa aBT06ycn aa ,\pOB'JIIIO'llY naJIHBi. fOlIOBHa Hai\i.[ HR Hom. Ha aami caaani YEpalHCbKi nora. TIocBi;J;OI( 'l!a€MO )I0CIITb, IIJBiTb Bill KOMeH}lanTY]lIl.

Bys Y MeHe Hpeaeaxo, nponoaye niTII na CTaHlIilO enpe- 6YBaTH poa~06YTH aaron. JI snaaas iioMY HR ]lopory, mo aaBaJIeHa pyqHIIMH BoaHRaMH Hh!el1bKHX lf~iHOK a ~iThMH. ROlllI 6 6y;r1I JIRi BRroHlI, ri ]liCTaJIlI 6 rrepmaxa.

.Mil me ae naKY€MOCh. Basrpa ute paa i)l,y 110 BaliMapy.

11 ~epBHR. Y Baaxapi BlKe pyx JlOBIlOIO napom, Horn, BOlHKD. lli OCTRHHi rerrep aa BRry 30JlOTa. Bararo nanrax 3HaiioMHX yate «notxaau» ... IIIYTb aa ABrc6ypr, ua MIOHxeH,. II~. fepCpeJIhJl, aa Ea!l Eiciarea,

SHOB), CKJIUJlaTlIc1? To npOKlIJIT8 CKJla)laHHJI! KOTpnii lie. pas ? Hami HeJlOOllri sonri, He;10RIlrn;eHi BRlIi31I. KapTHulI, raaera, PYKOllHCH. KP;H Te see )lOBea8MO, Jle ap06HMo ocramno aynuHKY?

HalllBlIIIRypyq nOnOBHlI€MO aanaca HaWIIX xapsia, HR ~axO)li, KaJltYTb, roaoz. .1HwaIO ;rJ:bpHXOBi CBO'j Q060TH, lIicTaro· CRlIO, ropox, KapTOlllIIO.

IIpoCHMO YlIbpHxa, rn;OO BiJlBia Hac i\0 BaiiMapy. I'apasr.

Hit oY!le ]lOIII - BiJlDOa8, rroroza - ue simeae. 110MY rpeda POOHTH B noai. Hanri HiMl1i TaKom c'fypoon3.ui, xona BOHH ace me lie aOBciM sipars, nto Ti «PyclI» TaRH npniillY·fb.

Pyx, pyx, pyx... !lo nac 3axOllJITb i aaXO/lJITb. IlepereBciM npooeeop CKaJIHl1bRKii ia CBOEIO lKilIKOIO i DlICMiHHIII\CIO. BOIIII poapaxoByIDTh Ti;rbKII na Hac. «A ~IH BlKe saruneMO ... Ky)lH nOI~eMo? llHM?» JI EalKY, rn;o nOJ/le.llo, mo aHaii)leMo xicue, 0Ylle qllM. Hanepen IlIeMo 110 BaiiMapy, AO Ta6opy, a TaM n06aQHMO ...

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HOR. HacTpili IIJlORJUITUH. B ~YlIIi CJIbO-ra. Ha II:Bopi TaROlK. ,aereHhKi npOKJ]'OHI! na aeix i nee P03CRJIUe )!OlI ~ymeBIIa J[HooparopiJI. YlIle He c:ryxaIO HillKHX nicTeil, xali 1M rpcus. IlIRJlHTh IX HalIIilK ~YJlRi, mof HaM 5yJIO J1(C npnspiurc, . Mi::K HaMil Gararo Ii TaKHX, nio IIpIaIO'rb enacara CROID s.racH~" lIIKHY lIIKYJlOIO CBOIX OJlHlRHix, ri ili'1'!I Xa~[ChKOrO HaKOpeana, nJleI(ani II p03Ca/lHlIKY BeJIRKOrO COBE'TCbIWl'O 0Yl';IIHI.y OOlKCBiJhURX.

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1I0Ch nias, rpaaera My'l!!Ja BCIO Hi'I. PaHHiM-pa!IKOM OilEY 110 xicra i ace IlIYKalO Haro/v! txara, ,[06 MOKPIIH, CIII!Ha MORpa, nora MJliIOTh. B IlOJlYlleHh ysirnaBcH )\0 HaIllI!X 3~l> HlmHCb XJO!J'lI!CbRO i cnoaicrna, !JIO na CTaHl1ii CT01'fb noTHI', mo 6epe JlIO)lCH na aaxia. KYIII! na saxix? Ilennoxo. AUH aaxill. 3'II!HHETbCH MeTYIlIHH, JlIO~11 6epYTbcH aa UyHRII, loIn He RBa!IIIMOCll liT!! S iHIlIHMI!, CKa:I1!1lhKi TpUMalOTbClI Hac. )l;o6pe, aile lK Mil niuoro He )faEMO, ninoru He o6iI1HEMO. Hixoro. BiH HaM aipan.. Ile SCTllr.II1I JlIO~1! eerie o 6J!1l.!lYBaTII, HI; YlKe 6ilKHTb iHIlIl!ii BieHllK: A! 3 Til:\! HOTHrOM aisoro He BHilile . .II TaM 6YB. Hixoro He oepyT)" HaRin, na ncpon He HYCEaIOTh, TaM ~eHl, i Hi'! TlICH'!i .iIIOileii llaJIHIOTbCH.

,II 5YB expiss i TO He pas. Y KOMi'rel'i, II I'epaepuryae, B naacioui ua I'aprenurrpacce, na craaui). I'acaa 110 MicTi ... IHIlIi MaIO'Tb macrn, H Hi. Bararo HananTaJKCHHX aBT, aae iH III HX. A IliHI! RapKOJOMHi. 3a olin), 'fypy )10 Raii6.mlK'!oro 1I0SH,TlOpiHrCl>EOl'O nYHKTY rpncra, '!OTlIpllcTa, n'llTCOT xapoa. liOP'l' S Hl!M, aUIl IxaTH. Ilcpenary» oorui iIIO~eii i see aapxa. A saaere, IIIO? lI06ia;iTh - HO TYlln. Tmmii-To, a~l1- en-ca, nOBUReR ll10Ch MaTH. He nipio, aae oia:y, i B Hac;Ii~oR

nr.'IYBaIOCH THJI npOEallWHnM a €naHrelli'i, lII0 xOTIB CKYlIaTHCll II OB~'!iii xynezi, a.1C aaDlK;J;1! IIpuxo~nB aarriano.

Ilpatiirato ~o Crpiaem.noro ~OMy. Ha MeHC o~paay aasn- 1111 IOTbCll : Illo? € uiecs ? Ta 6ii\ua Bipa AH'ToHiBHa. Bona BlKe HaBiT!. OOiThCH xeae nIlTaTH, 00 Bill'lYBae MIH HaCTpHI, a. aauarara ~yllte KOpTHTh. Mome, panrou € ll10CL Billpa)J;niill ..... TaR, - Xo'!y CKa3RTII, - E, a ItalKY: nexa, no aexa, Aile TiIllY, OOil111IO: He liiilTecb, yci lJOI~eUO, axepasanni oliilllllll! lJOTHI', - - opeIlly 30llCiM rrepeKoRmlso, 60 rpefia, 11100 ;I1Oi1H B ll10Cb BipHJlH. Bipa AHTOHiBHa lJO'IaJIa BlKe TBep)J;HTll, ll10 aasrpa TY'f 6y~yrh liO.III.IlIClll!Rl!. - Xl'O Balli TURC J;a3aB? - A TaM. -.lie TaM? - Y aaai, - IlosaJI:iTh! POap!iE'IhCH, HixTO nixoro ne 1;a31lB, ne roaopan, lloro BMII'lHicT!., l'ioPo;Ib-CTpax.

Bemramer, lIIilK JlIO;rb.llH, ll100 inoci. 6iJlhIll niporimoro npo )];IUCne CTanORI!ll1C cupasa llO'lYTH. Humnx raaer, niasux Pa)!iHOllHX anaparin. IIO'lYBaEIlICH Y supi TaTapChIIHX nicrea, MOB UII YTon;IeIlIIE eepeJl oxeaay. .IIO~H nepesamno naapiaHiIllI!X, nepeaazsuo nCBI!pa3HOro ~YXOBOl'O cuaany rauis. lJ:tern Oa'lllIll «OO.llbIllellHltill», llOHII, 3i1aETI,C.1I, npusopi, ix 06 .. JIH'l'lll ilI!XaIOT[, HeHaSl!c'TIO, crpaxox, ni!lC'l'ync'fRoM. Ile ri, uio navaranrr.ca Rym!TII coui JlaCh:y f;U;I1HIlX aparmo OJlII)J(nix. I(e IO~H. Ix TyT MilK Halll!! 'fIlCH'Ii, IX BU~HO, BOlin He '!Hcri... 0, llK H~IIPHEMHO )VIXUTH 1111M IIOBiTpJU! 6PT~HllM, o 'l'P)'E HI!.l! , spa~.mBml.

I pa30M: TyT oes.1i'l CBlITHX. Tux, ll10 rrparHyJIH i nparHFb lIoopa, urucra cedi Ii ianraa ...

)l,ell1o HlIlIt'Ie Crpiacusxoro ~OMy napa 6apan:iB, 11\0 B HHX BnllHO lJOCriHHI!X MeIllKaHI,iB. Ea'IY Talmii Ma;IIIii 6apa'fOK, i

raao, aae IIO 'laci Bipa Aarcniena SHOB CBO€: A CKaadrs, ncaaaycra ... 'Ill BOHII Hac He llOO'IOTb? - lli l 3asiuio ? .Mu BulileMO. Mu 3 RH)l1! Hi'loro He XO'leMO MaTH, .ryKlIlO i KYillICb 5imy ...

TiEaIO. He MOlKY oi;IbIlle 3ROCIITII "YlKnx aepsin, )faID

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B HhO~[y Bj~KPllTi rsepi., Ilocriftao BXO/l1lTh i BIIXO~llTh JIOI(II. Illo TaM raxe ? BIIHHJJ!EThClI, pUi\ioanapaT. 3aXOi\lKY ii cofii. EilIff anapary Beeh 'lac CHi\lITh i c;ryxaIOTh UC3HaiioMi 'lIO!(rr. BJaCHlIl1eIO MeumaHHH i anapary xoaoxa, I1lIraHl;Oaaroro Bllr.llJqy, '10pHHBa, 3 OOBllcmnl1l rpYi\1MII rrii\ .IIen.o]() COPO'lKOIO, lltiUKa 3 KillhKOMa i\iThMH, DllJlIl.llffEThCll, «qJO.lhRC~Oii'lKa» 3 Pp:YHiI. HeBIIHHa, CKpO~!Ha, ruxa TBapHHKa, 3aKlIorrOTana i oii\Ha. h snraaao a /lOMY, ilK i scix nac. ROlla i103BO.~1l€, 11100 B II xari rrocTiilHo TOBKiIlIClI cora. JIIO~eil. Y ci BOHH ;Ka~i6no '1eKaIO'j'h Bi~ anapary BicTeH... Y ci xo'1yTh moct, aaarn, ocoomlBo npe 'l'iopinr no. A.IIc npo re Hi CIlOBa.

.1IO)I;lI. CKpi3b oe3.'!i'l Ix, I'poxa BIIII1A npncropi, rapni, 3 Ma.'110B,1I11IMII cTinaMII, Iiapaxa. TaM TaKom nnnno. Ea'ly «aamax», 6a'ly ;rIO/leii 3 TaB6axy, aYIIIIHHEMOCh, oOMiHIOEMOC1 .. RiJlhKOMa ueaaaxaaxa CJlOBaMH, BlICJlOBmOE'IIO Ha~iIO, 1110 CJ(Opo rro i,~eMo.

,lI;ell1o /laJli liapaI(H i'Ia.~iiilliB. IIIITalO, 'llI ix BlIBe3YTh. Bnsesyn.. 3axoi\aty ilO noaaxia, HIIBeaY'l'I., 3YCTpi'laIO JlOTHlIIiB, JlllTOBl1iB ... Baseayrs. Y cix BHBC3YTI.. I Hacrpiii lli~HOCnThell, a Hi': aaoJll!lI1aJlO CBiTJJO, 3 3aJJi CTpi.lflI1LI(OrO ~o!lly sapaaJJIICb 3BYKil rauro. ER'Iy rpyny MOJIO;\IlX )l;in'laT i XJJOIll1iB, 1110 TaHI1IOIOTh. Ile IIepeBalKHO aapnani 3 OIlTbKiBChKoro ~OMY ,JI;iTII, 1110 lIillIJIll Y CBiT, MHori 3 HIIX oararo Oa'lll;I1! i fiararo nepeaaaa. HailoJJYlKYIOTh, ilK MOlitYTh, yTpa'leny :l!OJlOi\iCTb. IlYTll eniaa ... Hamil. yRpalHchKa, BceMorYTHli nicaa.

YBc'Iopi AOlli~yIOCh, 1110 TIOpiHriil ~lIyClIT1 6yrll O'lIlll\eHR aMCpllKaHI1H.lI1I ;\0 21 uepsaa. Ile 3aOnpa€ MeHi COli yCiEt HO'lL

16 'lI!pBHR. Y lite 0 rr'llTiii OyB na nerax i npocrynaa )1;0

MicT!I. 'Bee uie cnaao. Bpas BYJlIlI1IO sa BYJJIlIlCIO, )liM 38 )10- MOM, 386piB alK 11,0 Bepxur.oro Banxapy, lIiijxOAlln 110 KOll,noro 3napll~/llI, 1110 HaraAYBa.UO aBTO, i aanre rpanaaca O)lllH Bl!lIa)l;OK, 1110 nO.'lRB MilKi naili!. Y rrapI;Y Ili1TpaIIlIB na ;rIOlie", 1110 aa MOPY l1iny rcnan.ca nepeneara xeue 1(0 I'epcqJeJlhllY· 06illJlB MII10 3 ilOPOlK'IIIX petlcti i )l;06py aan.llaTY. A~e ~e cxopure, JlK aa rpa IIlIi. - Ile 6Y)I;e niano. - 1l0MY 1Il3HO! - Ta lK IIPUHIlYTb COBETII. - A, Ti rrplliiilYTh nre He TaK CKOpO. Kpall1e ilYMaTll, 1110 CKOpo.

KO.llI! BepHYBCiI 1(0 )fiCTa, BOHO iip:o 30BciM nopoaae. Ha MeHe spaa HaXOi\IIT1 naniqHllii crpax. He oa11Y 30BCiM BiiichKOBIIX, 6Yl(iMi, ~e KBapTupYBil.Jlll aMeplIKanchKi BOJIKII, BUrlIllilaIOTb nopolKHiMII. II~o craaocs ? HeBme BOHII BIIOpa;IHCJI npoTilroM aoni ? EilKY i\0 rOTeJlIO «Biaropix», lie 3HaXO.'lIl'£hell IlITa6. Hi, IIITaO na ~{icl1i. I see aa }liCI(i. Ile amne csoxa roxana, nci CIlJIHTh. I iliE aa xeae 3araJlhHllii JlaHiqHllii aacrpiii. HepBH MOl He B HOpHi\Ky.

A lI~illI ace TaKIl iAY'!'h. Ha ABrc6ypr, aa Biopufiypr, na Eail Eicinrcn, na TepcqJeJlhil. Ill! € TaM aanri JlIO}I;lI? E. ,lI;e IX HCMa? Hanirs KOMiTeTII. OIIOBi~aIOTL zaaa, llepBolIi aaiiMBIOTLCH JlIO)lOlIOBCTBOM, JlIO~1l Iiopoanrscn, oaraTO mepTB. OIlIIH y KOMiTeTi orroBillaE, JIK BiH Y BIOpl16ep3i mYKaB YKpalnchKllii KOMiTeT. Kame, IIIYKaJlll IIOBro i aapemri 3I1aiiIll;I1I. Y pyurax 1l0l\Ooa 6Yi\OBIl. Paaensso. l!ocTYKaJIII 110 i\Bepeii. Do xaci a-a a /lBepeii naranna: XTO TaM? eBO!. XTO CBol? Ha3Ba;1II ce6e. )l;Bepi Bi~XIIJIlIIOTbCll, B IIIlX l(06po~iii y Iii- 1I1l3Hi, B pysax eoxapa. A ii, KalKe, ilYM311: ylKe rrpllihnJIll. BOHII TYT, ilK cooaKII, HIOxalOTh.

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Heil06pi aicrt IIplliiWJIII 3 na~ liiciHrCHY. TaM hO'!cH~aHT lItll~iBCLKoro rroxO~at8HHIf i crrpHHE Oo.1bweBIIK3M. BaamroBye aina, JlIDII8ii HaMOBJJlIDTb, rroTiM 3arpOlKYIDTL, lIaJi CIIJIyIDTL.

Y KOMirCTi xeue 3an8BHlIJIII, 11\0 Mll IJO"i1l8MO paso'>! 3 KOMiTeTOM. Tpe6a aaure nepefiparuca 110 nanoioay aa I'aprenmrpacce. AJle H renep He KOH'le rrOI,JI<lAaIDCL H:1 3alleBHeHHH. Bararo OoiI1Jl;rIl, Ta sa6YllH IIpO CBOID o6iuHHKy. MIIC1'l1i 06'- 13~IIJ11I CBUE ropotiaao i nntxaan. TaKHi"! ~u6polliii rpil!QCHI>O, 11\0 AecL pOS~OOyB rpaaropa i npaserry i II10 ooil1JlB Hac YSHTH, IIOlxaB i He BSJlB. IIpe~CTaBHlIKII OIlHOI'O IIO.lliTII'lHOrO FPyrroBaHHH, 11\0 BBall(3IDTL ~leHe «CB01~[» i 11\0 BlIB03J!TL «&pra!IiSOBUIIO r,Bolx», 00iI1J1.l1l1 ii Hac 3a6pwl'II, 3.1e 3a6yiI!I 118 3p0611'I'H. Ea'IHB, HK BOHII BHis;1HJ:lI, ~[eHi .IlHWII.illI ooinnnny, 11\0 BepHYTbCJI. I He BepHYlIlICb.

AJIe MH pimeni. He TparrHTbCJI uisoro, - IlHila€MO nee iiileMo IIirnKB. I'ipme ai CI,a.1BlIbl(lUm. BOHH crapmi lIID,'1H i iiTlI 1M H8}[O,)K.1HBO. Bipa AHTOlIiB!Ia DaHl MOB'lIl'fb, CTapllii CTOl'He ra oxae. 118Hi XO'lCTbCJI !lIOCh 3J1uiirH ~iIJI 1I11A. Hapewri xroci, npuoir i cnasaa, 11\0 aa cranuif eljJop31OBRHO BeJlHKlIii IIOTJlr, !lKllii 6epe JlID;1cii aa ¢paHKljlypr. PaillitY CKaJIIIUbKHM CKopHc'raTHCJI 3 HarO,'1H. Hi, aoan XO'lrT'b ~ mum. Xaii 6y~eMo pa30M. - Mil lK 1118 He 'i~8MO, i He)I:1 Be.lIlIKol ueuuocrn, 'Ill IIo"iile}[o. E,~l!Ha Ha,'1ia na aBTOoyc !;OMiTeTy, i KRII\O BOIIII YOlKYTb qeKa'fB ... Hi, 'IeKaTB BOHB He 1010- a;Y'fb. Bipa AlITOHisHa lIC CIIlIT!" nona MOlKC aaxaopira. ro!(IIT1CJI ixara renep,

I }leHi oy:ro He .18rRO 6a'lIlTH, JIll ni ;IID~B SOllpaJlIlCJI, Jill lIIf<III1KO, 11100 He CIIisHIITIIClI, IIURYBa.m eBOE niiore MaHHo,

JIll He JIerKO 1M 6y;r0 iioro IICCTI'!, 1lK CTapOMY SiPBUJIOCL I"lILl1a C.lIL0311H na rrpomauua. - 1118:110. Eor 3 IIIlY... Ky- 1I1ICb l~eMo ... Ep;bTe S~OpOBeHbKi. MOlK8, me sycTpiH8MOCb! I IIiw.IlB, aaaauramcni. jJ IX IIpoBiB. 3allllwlI:roCb rro HlIX KillbKa KJJyrrKiB cyxoj KapT'OIIJli. He MOrJIB 1I0HeCTB. A 6yJIa TI1 KapTOIIJlK TaK crapaHHn.arOp!IYTa i samnra, HiOB TO 6YJIO 30.10TO.

AJIe )1oope, 11\0 BOHB noixaaa. AOB JlHW aa TY IIpOK.lIlITy M8lKY, a, raM sHaiillYTbcJI. 'l'YTlKe HiJlKIIX rapaaria, 1110 1M YlI:a.llOCb 6 AO nerocs npaemaraca ...

)1;0 B8'IOpa Y M8He 68S0i\HJI p060TI!. liIYI;a1O PY'IHOrO sosa, i nepeaoary 110 naneiouy aa I'aprcamrpaece CBOE IlaiiHo. lie IIC OJI1I3b1(o i He .rerxo, OOJIBBaIDCh ;(BaHaMIJlTbMa IIOTaMII ... :y uaucioai 1I0BHO HRUIHX, nepcaaauo xapuia' JlH, C:IIIBC niza «opraaiaoaana rpoMa~CLKicTh», JlIDi11l ncix CTaHiB i Bilty. BOIlII 1')'1' «paIDIDTb», 50 npexpacni l;iMHaTI!, 14'JlKi JIilKKR, '11Icrora. Mil B;KC ~aBIIO ue EOpIlCTalJIIC[' laKIlMI! 6;mral!l!. ~H ~icTa.ll1 ItilIIIDl'Y, i TaHlI ncraiiuo BSJI,~aCa aa 1I0pH~1t11. Hami .1IDI1R MaIDTb Bei\oGpy SBBqKY: BI!OllpaID'IIlC1, aa.nnnarn sa COUOID IIO ~IOlI(.lIIIHOCTi OiJIbWl!ii I1CnOplfi\OK.

PaSO:l! 3 YCiM, TyT IIOBHO crpaxy. Illo ;K 3po61WII Bci T'i xapai .lIID,'1H, 11\0 BOHH rax o OJITh CJI ? IIB'faJJ!IJI namor enoxn, BOIlH, posYMiETbCJI, nlsoro ne 3p0611JII. Xnopa enoxa IIOPOAmla XBOpBX .JIDlleii. Haw siK IIOpO~IIH crpax nepe.i CBOEIO 6aTbKiBJI[BIIOIO, IIcpe;1 nepxaeoio. Crpax 3al[iHHR aarnpnrer i BJaIlY. Crpax CTaB aa xicui ri~HocTB i CB060IlB.

EO"iMOCL 6yrH rpo:l!aI1J1n3:l!1I CCCP. BYTII OC3MOBHOID, oesnpaBHOID, IIOHlIlKeIlOID, rll<1HOIO iCToToID. BO"i~[OCb UC33aKOHHH i CBaBOJJi.

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He Kapil, He aaxnnin, HC rrpanocy](](JI 60IMOCb ... EOIMOCb IIIIKOI p03IIpaBil lIi'IIIM HeraMOHaHIIX npacrpaerea. I He 00- iMOCb CMCpTll. EOIMocb noaiasnoro, Y MYKUX lIymi i Ti;ra, KOHaHHll.

18 ~epBHH. Y ci ~Hi Oi\HaKoBi. Ito~IiTeT npanmc ilillIi.

Ilpoq)ecop Beryxia, uio KepyE aKl1iEIO cnanyanil, 33rrCBHllE, ~o aci JIOI~yTb, a BiH rroi'~e oCTaHHi~I. .lJO}lCbKa noaim, IIOunaae CJIallaTII. Bararo no'ixaao, 3 nie 6iJIbmC niurao niurxa . . MII aa MiCl1i. HaM CKa3aJIJI 'ICKaTII. HCMa npusaa )llll! icrepuxu, COpOM.IIO cefie sa MaJIOIIYIIIIIIll, aJIe He MOlKY ilaTI! co6i paan. B MOEMY lKlITTi II me He nepeamaae 1I0Ai6R,~ro HecrrOKOIO.

IIlOO lli;J;rrO'IIITIl i npI!iiTlI 110 piBIiOnaI'II, lIllY )1;0 napny, iI() naM'lITHI!K3 Jlicra, a60 110 6Y)(I!III(Y r eTC. Tp MeHi nernrc, rl .1101111 lIeHHO lKIIBY'Ih y nixax, 1101111 lie crpamnm, BOIIII B'IlIJIll. I TOMY BOHII CHJIbHi, i TOMY Bi'IHi. 3mn(JIII naM'HTHIIKII ii BYJIlllli I'iraepa i r epinra, He SHIlI(llIl Fere ii llliaxcpa, .MrHi TyT npnexno 6eSIIe'lHO, He xoversca Bep'faTIler.~o )liilCHOCTII.

H II03HallOMlIBClI 3aJliAYIO'IOIQ naIlCIOIIO~I - IIOBalKHOIO,

rRPHOIO lIaMOIO, 11\0 3aiiMaE n 6YAIIIlilY IIapy ilo6pc 06CTaB.lIeHIlX RiMHaT. ROlla, nnmo, HC npIl3BH'IIl€H<1 6a'lIl'fIl B eeoe rasnx, lIK Mil, rOCTell. npOCIITb xene, ~o6 1I BIIJ.I!IlyB na nauiux .1IO,'Ieii, ~06 BOHlI ninnro He BIIII031wn 3 naacioay. Bpallye BlKe JIOlKOII, MIlCOR ropHHTOR.

06iIIHIQ ne 3POOIITII, aae BOlla noxinae )!iIl cr;errm'lHlul:

HaCTpill 3 npllBoilY ur.oro. Banpomye MCHe ua 'IaIlIKY l(aBll. 3 rrplIEMllicTIO rrpllllMalO aanpemenaa. 31lB' H3Y€TbCH uiaasa

p03MOBa na TeMY ropuar, yoriRa'liB, BiiiHlI, icropi i. RIIJIll.lIJ1ETbCH, ~O BOHa E lIlIKJIaila'lRUIO icrupi i lIKOrOCh 'ra~{ inC'IllTyTY. H III1TaIO, 'IIIM JIOllCHII'l'lI ljiaK'I, nro Hi~rel1bKllii napoa IIpoTHro~I O~Horo rrOKo.JiHHl! rrporpan ;tlli Be.1I1Ki lIiiiHl1. 3&3I1a'IlI:la, nro rrixui HiKO:l1I He 6Y;]1I naponox no.liTII'IHlIM. 1(0 TCXHiKll, oprauisaropa, IIOeTU, l!y3I1KII, BOHI(lI. hI 6paKye CIIIITC3l1 I\IIX lIupTOcTell.

P03MOB;]llEMO lIollro i a npIIEMHicTIO. llpouiaexees npnaTCJIJIMII. I~y ~o CBOIX. YHllay, rtepe.i 6Y)lIlHKO)!, Hit ropax ]i.llym,iB CII~HTb i 'IeRaIOTb ua CBOIO 'Iepry a;iHl(!l, !liTII, 'IOJWlliKll. Ilapy paais na JleHb rri~''ilK~n;aE aBTOOYC i aafinpae, Clii;IbRIl MOllIe. 'l'i, nro I!lYTb, paxicao cMiJOTbCH, Ti 1II0 'ICKUroTb, MalOTb c~!yTHi 06JIlIQ'IH.

Mil 'i~eMo aasrpa Y lIepellOCTaHHiil uepai. I He 110 Ball KiciHreHY, a 110 fepcljie.llbllY, B npoaiuuii I'eccea-Hacay. I 60- IMocb. A mo, lIK «~OCb crauert.cu», lIR rrOJICYETbClI RBO~lIii, na ilPOB' HHOMY na.J]IIBi, aBTOOYC, atio BHHlI!(He lIKRCb imua nepenncoaa. 3 H3MII 'IeKaIOTb Ta"KOlK aauri APY3i lKeBaril, nan! Oca~Qa, I1acTepHaKII. Y ciMa noporasm na aaxij; ~eHHo i HiQHo, oea nepepna iii\YTb J.1O}lll. Ha saxij; ,li;aJIi Hit auxin. 3 nepmnx cBiAoMIIX poxin xoro lRIITTH, 6YilY'I1I narpiOTOM CBOEI xparna, cBiil aip H esepouyaaa na aaxin, MOll cnpara saxoi\Y HaCIIQeHa. pYlKe Ma.110 pOKiB MitB II HarO)!;y Oyl'lI aa 3e~rJ.i npemin. 1(ilIC lKUTTlI - aaxia, 1I;a,li, lIaJli HR aaxir!

19 ~epBHR. Ham Aellb. 0 IICCHTiii nepea o6iilOM Mil.€ npa-

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o I(cCJlTiii aDTOOYC He npI!XO]lI1'I'J,. lIa'IOMicTL npI1XI),1I1TL sicma, 11\0 a HIIM rpanaaacs aaapia i renep Jioro lIeCh TaM JIarOi\JITh. nOJI! npl!'i;\e - Hellii\OMO.

Ile i E re, sorn Mil 60JIAI!Ch. HOBllii icnar aepsia. BanosHeHi CTpaXOM rOl(l1HI1 I1AI!B)'Th I10BiJIhHO. 0 I(BaHt1i1I1JITiii aBT06yca aexa. 06i;\, 11\0 iioro Ma;'lll a'tcrn B 1I0poai, a'IJIIl na xicui. rO~I!Ha ~pyra, TpeTJI... uersepra. Hecnouiii Ileill!l(i!il. IIpoljlecop BETyxiD YTI!XOMllplOE AIOi\eii, iimIy nipnn., aao a oCTpaXOM. Hapenrri, iiiJIlI I1iB aa IIIOCTY HO'lYBClI rypidr MOropy, a 3rO;\OM nir'txa» TJIlKIW lleJIlnmii aIlTOOYC, I1ep~6YilOBaHl!ii, Bi~I10BiIlHO '1UCOBi, HU ;\POB'lIIIC na.~I!BO. 0 pancn. BeJIIIKa! 3ql!HIIBClI peilaax, IIpoljlecop BETyxiB CTOIT1 ropxo, MOD Moiiceii, 11\0 BIIBOi\IITb Hac is 3e!wi €nmeTCbIWl, ai CIIlICKOM Y pyxax. TPIli\lIlIT1 npiSDIIII\ UII'IIITYE BiH ua lIeM pas, HaIIIe I1pi3IlIl11\e TaKOlK TaM E. AB~'o6yc TI!M qaCOM aaTO'lYETLClI j crae. 3UKO'lye,I!0 pyMBIl. Hnnepea pe'li, IX l,i;ri rop«, nee re )1,0 aann.oru nepcruy. ~aJIi iillYT1 .~IO~II, O~IIH aa O~HI!~I, 1I0 cnncI'Y. 3 HaMil li\YTh Ilacrepaasa, jRcBarn, o {'·a)('1a ... B aBT06yci TicHO i r apme. Bararo HCIli\oBOJIeHllx. ,J;c6eJIlIii, DycaTlIii ;J;06po~ill, 1110 Ha6paB ia co601O 6araTo meaei.scro npaaa.ua, CTOITb nocepeaani, HOllY TicHO, BIll He IlMi11\aEThClI, lliH fiyP'lllTh, flO)IY paran, aAi3TII ra iiTII I1i~lI, afio HaiilllITH JIiMyallHY. Iiypni cTpaaqaIOTh, j'1! xo'1CThClI r;ypIlTI1, peIIITa npOTeCTyE ...

AIlTOUyC THl&KO PYllIaE, BiH nCpeJIai\OIHIIIIIM. bCMO. Baxa-

X3JIO 63ra'10 PYK. lloaoaj CIIYCKaEMOCh )·HII3. AJIcL. napa ... pyiua. Ilponrail, Baitxape l *a~iOHO B;lIIIl.llIIOCh ~' i\OBKiJIJIlI, JIOBAIO ocraaui spaneaaa. CIIJIhHi, rocrpi, Hcaa6yTlli apaJHHHlI. BpalKCHHlI naaarnonero 'lacy. BpalKCIIHlI OCTUIIHix I(HiB enexu.

A nrsoaa JII1IIIaTIl Baiixap. Poa6l!Tuii, p03IIIapnaHlIH, a nee TaKlI BiH MicTO lIKorOCL lIofipa, 11\0 HII~[ HaCII'IeHe see nonirpa, Bararo JIIlIl, oaraTO KaIIITalliB ... lli~ ix TiHHIO 3afllK)I;II Bii\qYBaEllI paaicrs lli~nO'lIIHKY. I J1yxoBoi I10BHOTII.

I IIIKO)l,a xeai TI!X !(Hill. 3 Hilmi :nIIlIIIB 1I fiararo cnoro cepna.

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PIIJIII» , JlK i e.li;J; IIOpJI~HID! SRpallIf(IB!, XBal\bRO IIi CHIO , Sa HaMil aefieauesa i crpax, IICPCi\ Ha~[Jl cB06o)la i rreBHicTb,

BiJIJI 0/111 Hal\l\JITO 'j HOqj Mil B repC~NIL;J;i - C'l'O ;(Ba;(l\JI'l'b n'JlTL nirexcrpi» Bii\ Balh\l:apy, Hanmx HaMipOM € BIlIXa'l'lI sa MicTO, AO JIRIIXOCb Taill l\CJ'eIIeHh, i Tail! OTu6oPIlTllCb, HaCTpiii )(05pIllI, nee uto Gpo, sa5yrl) .. , I nanirs re, 1f(0 iCHyE «rroJIil\iiiHa tozaaa».

I 5yJIII }lI! He xaan a)(IIBOBaHi, KOJIIl ccpez srepraoro, nopOlKHhoro, Teil!HOrO MicTa HalliOMY BCJIIlI;OMY aBToGyconi aacryrmao I\opory MaJICHbKC, MOB l\Yl\IIK, «i\1EirreHJI». Cron l Cron TO it cron. Ile Hay He nepsnua. Basnxc «ex-ni» i 6a'111310 IX aaxipu. nOHTpOJIJI, Bacrynae saur IllolIceii - TIacrepuaa, il(C, BII"HO, p03llIOBa ... Mil roroui nOI"a3aTIl uami auIW3I;II, aae i'x He BliMarUIDTb.

TIo XBIIJIIIHi TIaC'l'epHaE BepTaETbCII, a Ol\lIH ex-ni nofiir 110 6YI\ODIl n06iq, t '1'0, DIII\HO, aJIiJlHTCbIH!II, Bii'IChIWBlIii YP11i\, 60 upanopa A}IepllIm, AHfJIi'j, WpaHf(iL IIPllEiI!HO, 11\0 ne 6a'lIfMO «qe'l'DepTOro seansorc». II( 0 E? MYCILIIO 3aqeKaTll, tleJ(aHHJI. EM-IIi BIlXO)l;lITb, CTpIlOa€ 1\0 «;rd;irra», ;laE HaM 3HaK PYKOID i Ham ueaereus IIlIX711Th ;(a.li, By.mui, By;IlIqRlI, nnpaBO, s.rino, i napemri opana, a D Hill naprnsi, 1I0BlwJ.a }lypll, a B Cepe)lllHi xaaapxa,

HaM HC nOilooalOThCl! aimd MYPIf, HiJlRi BapTOBi. Y ce re uouaxye apsurrojr. B'llKi\lKa€~IO 3 pianrrxn nOqpTlfMlI, t;J:nHe, mo Hac a3cnOI(oI06 - oaraTO aMeplIK3HCbItl!X DOJIKiB.

I OT Mil aYllI!HlfJIlICb .. , I OT npIIXoi\JITJ, Bil!CbROBi i Ka;r;yn HaM iru CnaT11. I rrofia3YlilTh na icaaapxy. ABTOOYC 3 peqa:lllf amuaerr.ca aa nornip'I. CXOi\I1, rrcpmIlH nosepx, IIBepi, Eilf-

21 yepBHR, repC~eJlbi\. lipirclIlY;le. (BO€HHa lliI;O;W). lia-

23J1MII, MyplI KOplll\Opll, COBETII, mnaru, axepanaaui, nci MOBil, nci paca. Ta6ip YHPPA, II1ilKHUpOi\He 00.10TO. I }[II B HhOMY, I no caxi syxa.

II( 0, ;10 i\ii\bKa, CTaJIOCJI? O'l'lRe lK, Mll BHpllBaJIIICJI 3 ycix CllJI 3 TIDpiHril, mof yHlllIHyTlI JIID,~0.10BiB, i upas ... rOCIiO;l1l 1l0lKe! TaRlI}! OCb )(IlBHlIH Ham eIwiJIi6pllCTllqHnii, MiH.IIIBIIH, ni/lCTyrrHlIlI, apa;lJIIIBliH 'lac, ,ll;iilcHo. Ml! y crapili HiMCf(bl;iii xasapxa c1'o'leHili BIICOl;lIMII, JlE TIilIHla, MJIlaMIl, y 5pa~!i aMeplIKaHchKa oafipoeaa napra, I nexa npasa JlIIXOlIllTIl. lJeRalil'J'h rpancuopru )\0 1J.exil, 110 ~ialll!PlliIlHll, 1\0 Ilo.n.mi, «ua PO)(iHy».

Allc i\03BOJIbTe aa seprme: Y BiBTOPOK, 19 qepBHJI, iliA nenip, Mil 3u:mmlf;I1I Baiiaap, haJIII Tlfamo, noui n.no, asro- 6yc nepeJIai\OBaHllI!, sa ropy JIe)l;BC PYXUDCJI nnepez. )J;oporOID rrcperOHIIJIII oeaJIiq nimnx, a B03IlRaMlI, srisauin, '111- MaJIO aanmx 3HaIIOMIIX .. , lIiTaJIlICJI 3 naxa, BnMaXYBaJIl! pyEaMl1. j3YIII!HJlJIa BiiicbEOBa ROHTPOJIll, ~IlI onepysara BlIKa3- R:tMIl lJ:epBoHoro Xpecra, - ORelll -·i AaJIi. II1I1HYDllill Aiiaeaax i piqliY WYJILi\Y, "e RiHqaEThCl! TIDpiHriJI, :l!Jl « B)I a-

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HaTlI, IWMC OClliT.leHHlI. Bcanxa, 30llCiM nopoxaa, ]>iMII8Ta, lIOllll.illllOThCli C BIlKl lIarrepOlli CiHHlIKlI, K.ila)l;CMO IX rrooiq O)l;lIH 0ilHoro i aaraexc. 3 HaMM jRcBarll i Ocarua.

Ale He cnllThClI. ,l{e .1111 €? Illo ne aa Ta6ip? 1] OMY uapra? f~O BC10ro, 3 TeMHOTlI ilOHOClITbClI merrir: Ta I(C lK 3Biilci;rh BMCH.IlalOTh aa POiliHY. COH 3HIIKaE, aroxa 3HlIKaE. MMIOIOTJ,ClI ](lIBOIlHlKHi KapTlIHlI, H8CTOPOlKYEThCJl yBara.

Ilepe r cBiTaHKOM JI nee raan aa Minh aarpixaa, A.Ile rimKlI aa MlITh. .l[eillle cBiTaHOK, 1I BlKe aa aurax. TaKo:at i iumi, J Oilpa3Y aa ;(Bip. TaM YlKe nOBHO .ilIO)I;CH, Mi:at HlIMlI 3HaHoMi, 6aqMMO o6ox Ilacrepuaain, I~~ )(iiicHO nepeXO)loBlIH: rafiip YHPP A. T 3Ili;(ci;IlI !(iiicHO Bi~npaB.ilJlIOTh TpaHCITopTI! iIO)lo~[y. AJIe He .ilMrne Hit «PO)l;iHy».

YHPPA? TaK. Mn BJKe qy.llH ne C.l0BO, xosa HC 3HaEMO iioro 3HaqCHHH. 3HaEMo, 11(0 ne opreuraauin, HIWI aall;t;aHH}L~ E aonexorra qYlKeHIIQhKlI}[ POOiTIll!KaM Y HiMeq'IHHi nonepHYTHch )\0 !X !\OMy. J 11(0 cxaanaen.oa BOHa 3 npexcrasHHKiB qOTlIPhOX aaiaari», oTlite ii CCCP. I 3HaEMO, 1110 ro.JI0BHY )l;orroMoroBY aKI(ilO HCCYT1 y Hiii axepaxaaui, a Haii- 6i.!!hrni MOPa.ll1Hi BIIlUIIlH MaIOTh TaM 60AhIIIeIlIlKH. Ilpeaa}leHT QiE! opraaiaanii aMepHKaHCI(h JlIi'Bapllill E IlIlpaaHlIM 60.1hrneIlI13aHOM, ilK Tal(olI; Be.llIqcaHa oi;u,micT1 ypllIlHIII(TBa, aHfalKOBaHoro 3 pi3HHX HUI(iOHa.JIhHOC'reii, sa CBo'iMH nepeKOHaHHlIMlI E aoo KOM)'HiC'(·a!.lH, a60 KOMYHo~i.JIaMH, a60 HeBTpMhHlIMlI.

OTlKe, niJl OITiKY TaKOI opraHiaallll Mil, He xorasa, 110- nara, OT:£';, 3-rriil !lOII(Y nil( pllHDy. llami llO)I;I1 BaraIOI'bClI, HC XOqYTL 6paTlI ceorx peueii, aAC rno!jJep aBTo6ycy Har.JIllTI" Bill MYCIIT1 ucpraraca. TaM aa m.oro 'ieKaIOTb ianri, i MIl

11~ P"3;-)[iE)!O. J M)'CIl'dO p'3BaIlT3;J;),saTIICb i rnyr.UTlI npnl'y.my B Ilh0MJ' rrCIlpllBiT.1JllIO)Ij' rHi3;1i.

,~CII(~ 3rO~G)! aa IIOilSip'l nOllRJlHIOThCll 3HUHi UIIllH,>. TIi- 3HaEMO tx, OI.iJ.lI,WIOTh Ha" onnva riEII. Ile ra 1'0 jl, «namie , annie BOHII IlllpillIlIJIII «BepraTIICr,», a 11(00 3arJa;t;lITII nepe.t tHoh!ll 60raMil B.ilaClIi srpixu», KOlliHII:i 3 HllX ~[yClIT1 IlIlK~lIMTIl lx nino» ;rrllTTJl CB01X 6.mamix. TC~!Hi, 'IOPH1, 6py~Hi ;I),mi. TM;(KO aa HI!,\: ;(HBlIIHCJ!. C'dOPO;IOM AlinE Bill HHX.

lleper CbOMOIO J{ltiCh iHIUi TIlUII CI;a3a'III Hald: ira )\0 KuHHC;lllpi'i i aanacarnca. 3anllcoTHch? lIo~8'Ii1 CBOI ITpi311MIII<l?

AJe Bi,1CTY'UY HCMaE. Hac 3T1i!(ciJIli ra« He nanycrnrt.. MyCHMO OIjiOPMHTIICh. Hi)!CllhKi ;~jBqaTa, [JIll TyT c;rYlKaTL, uiex-

1)(' OOCHnaIOTb Hac If(OB1'O-oiJlH){ lI()P')lIl~()M. HCBeAlIqltHii,

noascsuoro nnxo.txeuua, q().IlOBi'lOK, anuncye, )J;OKP!CHTIB

He, lliBlaraE. i10qIlHaETbCJl ~iJlAor: Banre upiasnme ?

-- Bi~110Biilh. - Ilanioan.n.uicn.? YRpalHc1l1. - Ta-

la-I aauiouaasuocra uexa. - ilK TO Hella? -- Eo HCMa. -.- A MI[ 3(, ITO BarnoM)" II(O? --- BM 110m!KII, ,101) pocinun. Juia, OO)'PCHHlI, nporecru, ,~HCKycill, i\Olta3YllaHHlI .

IIO;rJl'IOK MOBqHTb, Bin uaraen.ca. B:Ke i\aBHO llo~!iqeHO? nto nO;[llKH uniioxornime Bi~MOD.IlJlIOT1 YKpaIHI(lIM y 'ixHiii n311ioHMI.HOCTi... TBOPlIT1CJI aarpuxxa. IIOllBlll[(;Tbelf 1I0.ll0- ,,1 lKiHKa, neaacoxoro 3jlOCTY, 3 J;OIIHljCIO 'Ioplloro BOAOCCli HU rOlIOBi, B or.YAilpax i YHpiBCbKOMY O}lHOC'l:POI, 11(0 BIIpyuae 6eSKOMIIpOMicOBuro II Ollilqr.U. Ilaai Ilncrepnax aaeaaro 1l0JlCHlOE, XTO Mil i '101'0 X )qC'olO. !\II! He 1l0.1Jlr;1I i HC pycsai. Alii YI(paIHIIi. He 6alKaEMo ncprarace ~lla POlliH»> i Ty;\H HI~ BepHC'dOCh.

Ara, TaK. ,~ofipe. MH, JllaqllT1, YKpa'iH1Ii? 3 0YBrno'i lIO;Ih-

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nti ? lie xosere aepraracs ? i,\o6pe. 3alllnue~[o sac YKpu'inI111YII a I10JIbru;i. B~OBOJIeHi?

TaIL B,~OBOJIeHi. 3arrHC UP0J(OBiR.YEThCJI. )III uiuaai, XTO E ra uaui. Axepnxaana, :mqiBCbKoro HOXO.'l)KeHrrJI, rODop"Tb IIO Hi~lel1hKII. MaE, BII,lHO, tiararn npasa, nOBO;l;IITbCJI aeaaJIelKHO, HaM noaofiae n.ca ue, XO'Ia !1I! 'iii He sipaao.

)l;iCTaEMO MaJICH1lii KapTJ(iI ~- i!.l'lI i1 npiasauie: «D.P.

INDEX CARD G 023420077». 3 1110]'0 qac.y ue i E aama ennninnaasnicri,». ,Il;i-I1L «Displaced persons». «HaCIIJIbIlO ncpexuneai OCOOH». )l;a;ri npocro 110 i~aJILHi, ~o aepen'nnero oapaliy Y ABOpi, uro CTo'iTh yrrorrnpeK. Ilpocrnpa SU,lJ[, IIOB]'i croaa, ropll oi;rol'o xnifia, MllClI MaprupllIIH ii srapacJIjJ)llI. 3 Ko'miB namaamn, IIIITBO, 1110 naxue cnpaaatasoro snBOlO, l[];oi Mil BiR.e fiararu pOKiB He moxaan. Ci,WEMO i -iMO. I posr.raraexocs. TYT yell Espona, Ea'!y BeJIm;!lii rypT ~!OJIO~IIX, ~lil1H1!x AiB'JaT Y J;0pOTElIX crri;J;Hll'maX, lKHJ(iuchlioro IWXO)\lKellllll, 3 qeCbKIBIll aauiuaaasuunu ui;J;allal(aMlI, 1110 rvBOpJITb no MaJ\lIpCbKII, oa'ly )!il1lIIIX mpy6Iiiu, 1110 neper~-KylOrbclI pociiici.xo-ynpataosno» MiW<1I1HIlOIO 3 'lepBOHIHIII aipnaxa, 6n'lY IjlpaHI1Y3LKi i IOroc.1aDC1.!,i Tpm(O.:I10pll, nO.'II,CI,J(i Op.illlIm, iTa.IIiiicbKi KOKap;~II.

llle OiJIhIIIe 3i\HBoDaHHlI, 1~J:1I aa IlK)' 3 Hac He DIIMaralOTb aauaarn. He XOqeMO nipnru, 1110 ue 3 oJIarOp0!lHIIX MOTIIBiB. Hanenae, J!Imiich rri;I.C'fYIL Xova i\O I\hOI'O 'lacy ,Kai\HIIX ~.1JI '1'01'0 AOKaaiB He 6y.J0_

Ha ilBOpi HOBa HCCIIOxiBaJ!l(a. BelIlllmil HUToBn, nepenaat- 11'1 aaumx, 'l'UX, IIiO BqOpa npalx aJIlI , il B cepC;l;UHi ocoiia II IlIOJIOMi, B O)lHOCTPO'i asepaaaacr.sorc BOllEa. I1i;J;XOi\I'IMO

6AIliR.qe. Oco6a B IllO.10Mi roaopnn. 110 POCIIICbKU. Bam.aa. 3aUaJITIOIIIa arirnuia sa P~iliHY. BIIr;r.I!~ ro;ry6HIIIli1. - He sipre, sac j]lIliaIOTb, Hi611 Mil 3H)'IIl,UEMOCb Hall nOBOpOTI1lI1IU, BHpiaYEMO 1M rpYillI, aaCIIJIaOIO HU CHoip. Bpexna. II1IlPllT1 l'i BOPOI'lI HapOAY, ri, JI\O DIlAIIClI aa q)UmIl3)[, aa I'iraepa. rci uecai 1IIOAli BcpTalOT1CJI O)(pa3Y )loliO'IY, )(0 CBOIX POilllll, J(~ CBOIX piraux searccni». P06iTHlIKI! lIU 3anO~I!.. Iio;J;Hnii na CBOE 3IiCI1e. ,ll;epllialla nonoxnrae, 11106 BOHlI aarccnma[lltJInCb, 11106 cnopuie YBiliIll;J1! y HOp~I:lJI1He lKll'fTlI. Orroni)laIDTb, ru;o MIl Bi)lP"BU€MO lIiTCii Bill MUTepiB, '!oJIOBiKiB. Bill lKiHoK! IlpeXHII! He BipTC I1b03!y. OC1 'r)'! E mOJ(ll, nto )[0- myTh BaM nocBixqll1'Il ...

3 sarcsny qyHI IIi~TaJ(ylOqi rOJIOCH, Me pasou 3pHllJEThCJI uiaa iiYPJl npOTeCTiB. ~- 3HUEMO, :maEMO! Crapa nicua! I'p Yi\C Ii BR, P03YMiEThCJI, He napiaysre, a re 1110 rrOBOpOTl1i jJ;lCTaHYThClI 1I0J(O~IY, 1I1( paJ; CBIICHe, TO ue Ba:O iCTIIH:t. A '10~[y Bill cax He 'i)le? A qO)!Y oAJUell II UlIOPIIKUHCbKY oxe:II}? Y CBolii 601TbCJI! 3arrpYTb i ilero aa TY J-Hi(POPMY! lllnaryu, rtmm yu! Ha Cnoip 3 HILI!!

- A TI! XTO? - "Pll'UJ'I'L Bam.sa ao ncpmoro, 1110 ocoti-

JIIIBO nOMY nepesan., HarJIO BTpaTIlBllHI rOJIyoIlHIIlI BI!rJIiIi\. - Jl cofii TOM, 1110 E!

- l3~!EHHiJ(!

HOBHIl 3pI!B 1iPly_ r uaeryn iJ(p'r, ,,;iI1KlI. Ilepcz ucje JIaHi Ilacrepuax. BUHI>Ka arpaxae aepnu i JIOriKY, XUrrUETJ,crt sa PCBO!IbBCp. - Xouere, He XOqeTC, U nOlAere! - xpu'1IlTh Din. BIIBeaeMo! Bu apa.nraxu, noporu HUpoilY, 6y:m a Tiraepox, TOIlOP GOITecb CIlpaBeIlJIIIBOCTH: 3naE~o aee l

- Til II1C 6i.1111!8 oo'imclI! OCb lIUAiB aaxacny =YPY,

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11100 He BlIi3HaJII. lliBH8EMO i TaR. Ilornrayrs rn;e.1! 'reon, ro;ryulIllKY. y Clloip!

Baassa HaCT)'lIaE, XBIl.mE [hell, IJHHl Ilacrepuas 6i;l(II1'1 i nplIDo~llr1 ~'Y 1b IICBC.Ul'lIiY naui 3 qOjJHIB(JI DOJIOCCJlM, uoql!HHEThCH snpoaa axuin. BOH11tJ' Bi!(TIICI(aroT1, BOIOlOqi lKillAll Bi,\xo,~Jl1'h, xap BO~BoplIErLCll.

Alle MEp He nonnnii ... llixro D at.oro ne sipan., BaH1K:l 'ral( II;E1 CIlpaBII He 'lII1I1IlTL. OCTUHHi)[iI iioro C.IOMlIl! oy JlO: «BcLO paBHO ~a6EphOll». Hnmi JID;J.1I He IiBalljJITLCH jlO csojx HemRaH1, DOH II pUaOpeJIIC.H no-nij ){ypa;1l! i mOC6 ;ry";c C'I'Upaauo rx Orm!~aIDTb. ~[I! 3 Ilacrrpaanox piruaeao. 1110 IIMro MaJlO, IlIO rpefia ;J.iJlTI! Oi.lblll qllJlH~, "peoa poaraaaym repea, i\oB;ilaTIICh, JiKa CIITYaIliJi B xicr]. PimaEM.O BllpBaTllCb ]1,(' Micra, CID~II a; Gpo BIIPlI~)!leHU ItO)!inTO>l nana .~",rBIlH~HItIl, rue MUll Oil IIpmOTOBIITII i\.1l1 sac npllMimeHHJI. Tpefia I!oro 3HaiiTII i 3 1I1ll! 1l0]Jo3pliTI!CI>.

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i nanan ua ~lallUYTHE. BETyxiR POUIITh ;miT «icxo.1l' is Enmry». Onepania npeiuuaa OC30o;]iCHO. ninoro H\~ aanreuo na rrOTaJY ijlapaOHOBi, aces iapaeai. II ~opoai i\O 3clI.'!i OOiI\ITHO'i. Ilurann a: H(O i l!K )la.,; 1 Bararo 1I1);)MOBIliD, «crapeiiutnuu» II\C He pinreui JI HaCTORlJO IxaTIl ila.ili i urynarn nplrryJlKy II OhO;Il!I1llX <i>paHK1)ypT}, XroCh III11PlfTh HCCHOI>iii. r ~irICHOc'ri lK OOl!l'IlCl! nexa npusuua. ~[l! lIi;( «nisom caxore nUl'.l, HUl! 1J3,'(3E 3 neOfi MUHHfi, Hfinni!. Hac He nepue niasu iIl0~CbJ:a tH']3. Ile rpetin ~OBerTiI ,1) Cni;l,Ul!tlCTII HRlIIlIX «Mac».

Apeonar rUI(OA. YXBU.1l1B BHC.HTH UiC.lUIlI(iB ~o KOMeH~aH'fa 3 aanarov. 11\0 Tay ~yltaIO'fb POOIITlI 3 nasrn. Ille pas xo'leMO CKa3aTH. 11(9 Him,i 3'E1IHaH; CII;III ,blepHI,H iI eeep He a;r;O.1aIOTL 3:\111111TO H811lHX 1I0CTaHOH He aepTaTHCJI. A Tal,O:l, s.1HIITaTH, qll He xurian 6 HUHIl !l:al'l! HaM axicr. a8cofill 'rpaHClIOp13I1iI )l;a)li, H3 aaxir,

IIi.1 senp. 6iJIJI nrccrut. )' }lieh};iii Wl'KHi CJlyxaJ!I! xoul1ePT rncpin Eaxa i I'aaraa,

Ilorix !oIlI 3 I'aucio uim.m ~o ~OKTopa Ilaaaaapnysa 1 T3"', Y aOBC;Y MUPHiil UOCrUHtlBi, B rouapnerui J!KO'iCh POCillHIGI, 11\0 DTiK;la 3 TiTOBCbKO'i IOI'1IcJlaHi'i, 'i.'lll cnpaaaano rezarnMy i 1111.111 C;;PUHll;HE BllHO.

LJepBHR AEa,ll.L\RTb n'arorn. l(pyrnii ~eHl, :lc~e!Illx t:nH'1'.

Be~nqaDO, ypO'ItICTe, iMllpOBiaOD:tI!C eJ~',I:eIlH!I Boreul J' CTapllX pyiuax cepe.1iIl.oBiqw;ro xana CTll]W, 11\0 aropie 33 Ila- 1I0;woniBCbKIIX BUEH. Cninas nam aar.aql! npcr;paCHllii xop, II :JIO~II, «cxi~HJllm,}, JlK!lM ilHa~I\HTb II' !!TI, pORiB 'TBep~II.'lI!, 11\0 Bora uexa, ];,1II'13n ). rpaei, i BC;€IO .1),U1CIO i nciva 110-

Csoromi, UCpC;I o6i~01!, 1j"r Biiloy.!UCH uepme icropauue 3:Jc;;(8nl'lll netnnro, na I(eii paa y,Re 11 " II ')' P U a 1. H 0 r 0 lioMileTY·

f~CIITJla.~bJlllii nO!ll:TeT! BiH 1I0CTaB II\C y Baiixapi. Ile ll:Ke nc 3HHqaiiHHii cofii l;o'diTe'r, I1e exaaania qU eMopioH xaiioyrHbol B!fa~H HanIlI, B p<l3ciIIHHB) cyn\o'i rKpa'iHlI, JIKOl (P ('P'tl aJlbHIB! rO.~OB,)IQ E Bacam, ~iY,WHii, 11\0 110KII anaxo;\UTJ.ClI ~CCb 6iilJl MWHxeHY, a <jlaKTII'IHIlM l'i aepiaaaaex e npoqlccop Beryx:u, !I10 c!.oro~Hi II Di~t'PHB name saetaaaas.

ILIeHUMl! 111.01'0 Ko~!iTeTy npaanaueui: lipnaoa, Ilacrepnas,

Bj'l!hOeHKO, CCIIIII" BOBK i ll. lipII.~OH cexperapcrso,

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ocuiroic.

M1CI1eM aauroro yplI;\)'BUHHll - OP3, 11(0 Maopb C.~~·;KiI.la sa BapTiHHIO l1erMJ,lli iii.Ill cna.II)HIIX oapaKiB, M lKII.m poIi:THllKll «OCT». O~Ha HeHC,lll'!l;a 1I0POlKliH 3 lle~!eHTOBUIO i(O;;iBKOIO KiMHan;a, iP JlI(O'i nauri ~GaiblHBi oprauiaarcpn i MaiicTpn BCTllrJH ~OAaTlI CTO;la, I;iJblia .1aBOK i aaain, criasnis.

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MlICJlaMII MO:UITbCJI TO:l!Y «HeicHYlOqO.llP, 1I100 BiH 1M 'noxir DIIOpaTIICJI a uie i xaaenn. Jl BlllimoB aa BelKY rroaa)lY ApaMY;' MOJIIlTIICI> He MOJlIlBCll, anure npocnn CHJly-CIIJi, 1I100 noaa THX JIlo)l;eli BlIc.~yxa.~a, 00, rro ~IOE)!y, BOHII He rroBIIHHi HetTII caxi IWpy aa aJ:O'lllH ycix Hac «~WPTIlIIX, )lnlBlIX i Hcuapo~lKeHMX». CUMHI! TIlX JlIOi\eli Y «CBlITO'lIllIX» 1I0l!'lITlIX OJ\lIf1l.X )lilIJIlI aa MCHC aanpyuraane. AID! IWIIII!Ia, lI10 !ioro npOIIMaYBalIll rrpOMCHi HCI,panOI'O conna, IIPI!1'3:\~'llaB MeHi' ,~lITIIlIrTBO i Mally, aa cniaanmo JIlwi 1I rpnvanot., i OOHBCII, 1I10 )J;eeb TaM 1I10Ch ropzrt.. 3u naMll ua llo~Bip'i PC;BlIl! 1I0TOpll qHCelIhHHX MallIuH-xo.J!OllilIbHlmiB a~!CpHI:nIICbKOl aplrii, 1I10 '10.llYCb caxe CIOi\ll CTHrHpi. Y rronirp! I1pOJirlliIlI rMYOll, i 1'0 rax, TO TaM, y pyutax, crnpsaan 3ClICHi railY3&1I, mo CI!MBOiIisYBa.JIH CBJITO.

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rpa neryra ~IO;I(yTi; npaurouarn eniar.uo, liE y xaci Bii'IHlI, ras i B qaci Mllpy».

)l;on)'CKalO, 1I10 cruaiaania TCJlerpaMII aincyra IICpe&.Ja:\'H!, aae B KOa1HOMY BIIIIH;IJ(y BOHa SBY'lIlTb rp!opllcl'rrqllo. 1 nil;aBo, 'II! Pyase.n.r KIIUTh 3 )lijjcHoCrl! CBijlOMO 'Ill He CBi~OMO'?

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3HOB SaCi)laHHlI KOMiTe~'y. B!!C.li1iI1l rinuin

na nci 50!>!! cniry - my"alH A.J!II uac MiCllJI IliA ccauev. IlI!;raT IIpOrroHye GapaH" l' fcpljJi, aae nee qOMYCI, nOiill!l.;J['lC ai,'l ljJapaoHiBchJ:HX KOP)J;OHiB, a uaa XO'lCTbCJI no ~!O)KJlllBOC'Ti ,l\3Ji Bi~ unx. «lipircl!!YJIc MYCIIMO 3Bi;J1HllTH: IlIO ~IlI cxose 3POOU}IO. Ix CyCi)(CTBO HaM He iMIIOHYE.

IIo 06ii\i anepnre ninnn aa 1Jy.J!hi\Y l;YIIaTUCJI. Teuaa 110- }J,D, 'lYi\OBIl norma, BeCeJIe TOBapIICTBO. Iiyrra.lllClI i 3aOY.IIl! IIpO BCC na cairi,

repcljJe.~bil - "ypopTHa MicIICBicTb. ;1;;J[epc.lJo xiuepaasHoI BO,~lI, Ryrre.IIeBi Gace!iHu, I'OTelIi. Terrep y RypOp'l'HIIX roTe.IJJIX «aaaic», Y J(ypOPTHO.l!Y IlapKy CK.lai\ ixuix xupuis, ,1l;JIH Hac i 1I.1JI lliMlliB TO pall, XOPOHCHllii qOPHllMII apxaarellaM!! B O}J,IlOC'I'POIIX asepauaacsnnx BOllKiB. I'opu noucepBiB, KOHi\cHCOBaHOI'O ~IO;lOJ(a: OBO'liB, xacaa, manox, Kon6ac, .. ,1l;om;PFll "oJIIO'li )(POTII.

OCb crorn, aa sapr! 1!!0&OiIH;J;OBIIH BOII&. 11;0 asoro sa 111'0- l'n.l!ll CTapaHHO aa:lilllllETbCJI 6i.J!e, MaJIeHhKC )liB'la. BOllK 'I'IlIlJ!aE sa CIIIIHOIO &OIlCepBY MOJlOKa i MaHHTh nan.nex ria'Illlll\y. Ta i\ClIjO 60!ThCJI, arc lK MOJIOJ.W! PanTOM aa Hel naXO)(IITh aiaaarn, OilKlITb ;(0 uopuoru, xauae KoucepBy i risae. 3)"011 sepncrn oiIHlI1aTh cpi6JIOM na cOHIIi.

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Jll(niicb AJ1bTCIPC.lb~. 'IR I~el!o )!H 3 Taucro? lllc He IIP-BHO.

n U)!iTCT ne l"e, a m! .:1; KOMiTeTO)!.

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I~BOEBJa,1RieTb H8urOJ'O T800P;I, (lioMiirCT i JI!;en 'raEl!Hittle 1I0JIiriilopo) Bllpa3Ho asnnie aHTllllo.1iTII'IlIC. BOHO, aaITeBHC, apyiiH)'E Ham), qHiCTL i HaBiT!. '1'1' e8M)' «oprauiauHUH), rpOMa~CLI;ic1'J,», a.re HOHO 3lll;OHU:\fiplle i fiopnraca 3 HllM ro~i . .11 nepesonauaa, 11<0 Tal.UX rao')piB Y Hac E oamro i 6y~e me 6illbIUe. I BOHIl HiKOJIl1 He 3Haii"yu. Mi;!; coG'lJO C][i.11HOI MOBIl. Hail. Hilmi THrt:llTb CHiTor.1H,I.

Haiie~eliTHilliolO rO'lKOIO TUX 300piB OYB BHCT)'II lIapyii:;a, auor o BeUIl «lIa p~.,iHy». Beam i lie .10nea.1ll. IiOJlII ix ;web rax Biil.~i.ll1l111 Bi;, a;iHoK i xa.ia HaMip Hepe,VITI! B pn"u uepeMO;!;HOI '1epBOIIOl apl!il, oliCTpllr][1ll npn 1'OMY liO;&H01'O, IIIlIIIOMY ~onoBi~a'leBi B"a.10ClI nOI;a3aTII 1\1 n'JlTH. Ti lK, 1110 1M 11bOl'0 He B~a,IOCJI apoOIITII, MaH~pyIOTl. y 'I'()BapOBIiX narouax na aci OOKIl csiry, na xarupxui POUOTlI. JlKIlX reuep HOI'OTia pOaBC.!IOCfl.

111_0.111 3RGB oaqmn rasorn naprnnor«. 1110 rH~llTb, 03- nrc-eIlHi!, !letb oo.lillJICHllii ~iTBOpOIO. ;\la.1a i\;WlIlHl;a smpnnaJlaCI, iio'd/, na KOJiHa i n3l'ailHO arrrnpae XYCTIIHI;OIO lion o fi:m'l'l fl. Toil crpile'llIo BllI'l!J;l'€ cMix")! i ofi"apoB),E rB~'ix rOCTe"H rrnxnpauuaxu.

27 ~epBHR. r),\IlETLfll, IIO)(aH;IPlE\lll M:li; nioeh "eel> Tall

3l1aii;lel!0, JI Tllll qUCOl! rOTYIO pC~CPH npo qllieiro DT:liH'lin», Ellli.lIIl;alO ~J-XiB icrcpii i 3l!),1lI)'ro 'IX cni~qllTiI i aa nac nil cyri Bi'lHOCTlI. Pe.rir iiini qBaplI nn:n.lI! JIO;J:3ii 110 CBl1'i, renep xsopuon, na couiaaiax, ninaan, m'll'dll ];n}III,leKC1l!1l iioJIiTIIl!YTlo uami Hallla;r,T<I!?

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30 ~epBHR. AJbT(4)CJl." }liT, ,pit1IilI. r _pa][IO!llY BII-

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MOBOIO COH~P~

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BII 3HaETe, - HOqUn BiH, - II ,'10 lIepei"3~y CIO:,II MeIUI(aB Y, HeBeJllqROMY cem,ni OoepiHreH, micrr, J;iJO'deTpiB Bill BaiiM11py. f~O BuiiMapy iK, KOIlII nepecran xOllwrrr 110 Hamiii lIiHir norar, i10BO,'lllJOCJI ihlI nimua, i ,ffK saaers, JI Mycill ne POOUTII IIOCIITb qaCI'O, Go MaD ;\CJlIie 3aHIIT'rll B ROMire'l'i.

lle, apeurnno. i He raxa oi,'la. IIoroila, lIK auaere, 6yIII1 seci, 'lac rrepmOpJI)l;H3, cnpeun 3 rrp"XOiloll IIHi;i nepecram 113DlKqaTIl, OTO l!(, irem, uyBaJIO, i 'fiIllIlIUCJI, mo see Tnl;]! nrien, pOKiB, JlI( HiIlK, a 5~·.la BiiiHa, i na ROn-HOMy xicni I!allan 50~1611, a lIlO:\1l see Ta&1I 1IillBpb i XO,~Jll'J" a IlJIJIneT a nee 'faRIl i\alli KpYTIITI.CII. A BOHO ['Y'IO qllMa:1O aaror. 11100 i na TBOlO cTapy, ':llIcy 1'0JlOBY 1'[ pyXHy.TU IIKaCb rnaJleHa aMepllKaHCLIiU lIi~HeoecHa i1Bo·roHim,a. lIpllra:\aTII xma Hallii qapiBHi BeqOplI B Bepaiai,

AJle OCb IIpIIiim;1II a-au MOPJl i\i'l'I1 .biepllKIl i npnuecan Mill' i nnpaao«, Xaorrni neceai, lKylOTL XBanbKO rY~ly i 'I'YPIITb raBaHCLKi unrapa. AJIe 1II: TplffialO'rb BOHII Toil CBiil MBp rn rrOplli\oK - ne B)Ke IX rraTCHT i 36a1'llYl'l! Btl'd iiofO I'olli. B<lHTII xnsa 6 see ere Hallie, rrpOU'l'lTe, )I OBl(i,ll1 II. IIoilYMaTIl amnern.: 0'[011 ByxeHBallb.'l. HKIIX l'iJIbRII «1I01l06iil ))lllKIIX» He BIJ.lis.10 3 iloro YTpOOIl, i 11K ITI' He JerKO ~iilclIo

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BHUETe a;, JII: ra BY;JIlI\lI aaryaa. aapuiaac», i ilK re see, mo ~IOflO i InO B.l1iJ:o nDCliYillITII, CTapaHHO KOPIlCTUIlIlCIl 3 HarO~I!. KOlKHllii rpyn E rpyu, i nepmi aa HbOI'O JeTiITb B()pOHIl i riEHIJ. I lIiaYTb uepsn.

I iie311iq TIIX Ta50piB P03BeilOC,ff, xepuouax i He sepaoHlIX. qepBOHIJX, OqeBII~HO, y qacil TalWl ~ymeBH()"i CBHC'fOIIiLlICI(iI, Moa;Ha CKaJaTII, lIaii6ilIbme. Bpaxa, liilll,Ka PlliliR 1'Q.'llOqIlX ]J.poTiB, saprosi, CAOBOM, l(il'H cB0601l1l, aHreilH - IIOUPOBicHIlKl1.

EiJIJI Oi\HOrO J raxnx paRKiN MCHi ~OBO~IIJlOCh IJ\OlVIII IlPOXOi\1I1'1J. f!~y OllilOI'O paay, IlIWrBYlO, MipKYlO, opo oiJ!II rOllllHIl ,,\eCJlTO 1, na BYlIllni l!OBIIO Hap0;I:Y, cBiTHTb cornte, 'J'imycil lfi1l1"fJIM i panroa aa cnnaoro '1)"10: ~- C'roil! Or,lllnyucn. - ClOillJ, CIOi\II! -- uaxue pYKaBO~1 Bill; 6paMIJ palO. .Il, 6YlIO, IIOBepHYBcII i l'IllY CBOEIO ,'(oporolO, aae He 'I'p '1'0 uyJIO. 3a MHOIO nYCTIIJIIJCII ilBOE apxanreain i He aqYBCl! JI, J!K BOHIl B;f(e 5iJJI srene . .'hoileii HaBKOAO nOBIIO, aile aaaere, 11K '1'0 BOHO reuep., I HiJlKOrO Hi;(I' I1oAil\a.II... - qorll

ui: xeue XOqeTe'I IIIITalO 110 MOlK.1ilBOCTi cnouiiiniruc.

_- BaHiliTE, nalKall)'CTa, I, HaM! - 'I'a cnacutii aa aacnaBieTL, aae a; ~I He MalO 'lacy ... I Orllll,ilalOc.L, lie 6 1I0011QIJ'fll J!I:OI'O IIOlliI\a.JI ... A 'J'i B;Ke He nIJTl1lOTh, a '1'!!I'HY'fr" JI onnpalOCI, - lie ras l qOPTJIIiU IIYlKi i npyrr. IIpOC'rO 110 5pa~IlI. Jl - sees OOypCHHII, I1pO'feCTYlO, aae ,m, BII poaYMiE're ... IIOKJIlKaJllI IIKOrOCb crapnroro, HU311BalOn, iiortl JIeiil'eHBII~'OM. - BII KTO 'falwil'i - IlII'laE. lia;l;Y. ,lOR),MCH'rtl?

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- Ilouaay». :JaOllpalOTh i Be~y"l'b. Ila naprisul nnrae : - r'IEETE apyaric ? - Jh.e TaM, xa ffiJ' , «ap)"lKiE» ... Kaa;iTb o,~pa3y, soro XO'leTe?. A.qc He r pefia ii J;aa8TU, B~W no 1;11- IIICHllX mYliaJOTT.. Ilepur an nee narpanaau HU OCI. ue... I !"i·Hepa"I nnnaaan ~!aCIIBHoro, IIPCUllbOL'.), me UapChl(1!X 'lacis, rO,~"HHlma «IIaBeJl flue». 3a rO~lIHHIIKO}[ nim.ra 1111- rupHII'UW, raxancui. aaIllICH]!R, OK)'llJ!pll. rapHeHLI;J 0"'11\CTII.lll i KalEl'Th 'IeKa']"n.

'{eRaro. eUPUBa, i1j'MlllO, HC aazna. }Ioa;em RPI!'I3TII, ~prrUtl'rIlCh, ane :II)'m)" cxaaara JlIiOCh 0),.10 ua :lymi enosiiino. He HallelEY ;(0 rupmnx. HKoeh, 1),MalO, BlIii~OMO ... ,'l:OBN He 'IOKaB. 3axoJlIlTi> iHlIIIliL TaKOlK lIeiiTCH311T, UJIC B)!,P B naroIWX. -- 3~pacTyIITe. xaatc, rcnepas l Oro! B;ne, 811;111°, ~OlIi~aJiICh, Jl 1M npo lie He saaaa, I'OB()l'll'rI,' JIO ),RpaiHCI,KII.

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-- Ta }rallo. ham", AMI [{hUO npll'lIlIL -- Ill; MUJO? Ho-

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- TnM, KalKy, ripme. SHa€I'C ;r;, '110 MH 3 npMI(OBiEY

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Illo TaM me J!IIieL RHTIlMOHi"i?

HKi BII, EalKe, peaoanrni, Ol1paay rOPJIo. Haninru BOHO HaM? A BaM TaEII nama YRpa"iHa He no HyI'py.

JI B;r;e BIICJlOBIIB cno"i nOrJll;(1I HII ui cnpasa.

Bauri 1l0rllll)(11 lIUC lie B~OBOJlbnl!IOTb. Hall uisaso, 'IOMY BII He BII311UETe YKpa"iHn pa)1J!HcbKo"i?

A '111M BaM lie nee OilHO?

BlliIHO, He ace Ol1l1O. BaM naxue inma YKpa"iHa. ller-

JIropiBC11(a? Illo ? Xa-xa-xaI

II OEII 1110 xeni lIaXHC Moe ;r;IITTll. A uoro ;r; sa Di)1 Hac XOqeTC?

JI? Bi!I. sae ? Til uinorn. He xOTiD He XO'IY. j!KUIO

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- OT, Ka;r;y, iponin, qOJIoBi'Ie BOlKllli! Bee lI(J!TTl! riaum H Mpilln 1110 npe Y Epailly, aae B !I.aHHoMY Bllllai\KY raxoro xecaoro MOBa Bill MeHe ae aieraaere ...

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- Ta l1y;r;e IlpOCTO - 'IOMy. XO'I J! H: crapaa, arc CUMO-

ry6cTBoM aaH:MIlTIICb lie a6l1palOCb. )l.JlJl T3RIlX reporsuax mecTiB JI a3cJ!afinli.

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AOBrO-KopOTIW, H CBOe, BOHII CBOE, Daq~·, ~O eupasa ocalIalliiiHa, ~O JI BJlHII... 3a.~IIIl1I1J111 ~IeHe BHOB Ca~!OrO, ~OCb TaM PMIIJlIICb, III1TaJlII, 'Ill XOq)" IC1'1I ... H, P03Y1oliETbCJI, Bii'MOBIlBCH. TpllMa.lII xeue npIIOJ'1l3HO ;1;0 rO~IlHII 1'perb01 110 06illi, a To)(i IIpll6ir saPl'OBllii i l(pllI;Hyn: - Cooipaiicl,! €;'IEM!

IIpIl3HaIOCL, 1\0 1II,0ro 'lacy JI 'fPII\!aBCH, axe TC «Ei\EM1> 301lJ:0 MeHe 3 lIaHTeJI!I;Y. Ha i\I1opi, 'lylO, aary.ia MaTlII!H~. HQ cnaai MOlii nO'laJII! ,1]a311111 mdcI, I10'l'BOPKII , anI.1EI! saJlpl!raJ'l!. Ilorauu

BI!XOiJ;lKY Ha I\Bip. TPIl MalUl!HI! - BaHTalima i ;'IBi JlerKi . .Moi '[PI! CJlill:'ll!x i J:ci'iTcHaHT Cil\aI01'b 110 aerxnx. MeRe lit lReHYTb na BaHTalKHY. BU'I)" TaM me IIBDE 1I0l\iOHIIX 1\0 xeue, 8. 6illJl !IlIX XJlOnqllCbEO a J'IOIIIReIO xcpeauais. llJIalKY. KYIlII lK 1.101O? - IIlI'l'aIO HaBMaHHH nOIl'lIlChKU. 'fOM RiL IIIIBO simoaiu: - l\yxeHBan,1.

Ilsoro l1i.!lEOM )1;OCII1'L. 3HalO.MIl lK i,OCIITh H3.CJlYXilJIIlCL npo lie Miclle. HiMIIJlM, POBYMiETbCJI, He rapasn raae Mafll i ix aa re CYilI!Tb, a. 0'], III1M Moama. PYlJlaEMO i lEeHeMOCI,. IllBIIJlIW MllHaEMO xicro. IIpllr.1il;(aIOCb ~o cnoix uo.rer 110 neuracrm, BOlllI ~O Melle. IIIl'fUIO, XTU BORII .• 1II'],OBlIi. IIIITaIOTb, XTO JI. IialKY .• ~lIl1Ie BOHR MO.!lo~i, a il BlKe,JlK 6aqnre ...

I npas cepe)( nOlIJi Harne aBTO crae. ~IOTOp aarapuas i CTaB rpimarn. - CToii! JYHaE 3 .auiHll. I He sornr II Ol'l[HHYTIICb, JlE OIlIlH S MOIX I,Mer YlKe nn sc)wi i BlKC fiilKlITb. Sa HIIM nernamcn CJIii\qi. CTP"OHYB i ilPYfIlii .!IIlTOBel(b ... Sa HIIM TaKOlK no5ir.!lll. Ilepmorc, 5a'lY, naruaan i 'rHrH)"rl" aae Toli ofixonnn Tel!erpa~H1Iii CTOBII i na see ropao KPIItlHTb: «riJlbljle:<>! Ha lie HallK.l\)!(aroTL flMcpllKaHcLKi rsra-

poai MUlUllHII, fiaqa'fb, mo ']'YT ~UCb l\iETJ,CJI, aYIIlllIlllOTbCJI. Mil RPllqllMO, MaxaEMO pp'aMI! .... he K.~JI'ri MallIIIHll IlOC'],OHlIll nocrnaan, pynruaa i I~YTh. ~III ]WlICIJ'EMO. Ae TaM! IIolxalIlI. .MII zmri, .ffK CTO qopTiB. .hHOBIIJ1 Bii\ipBa.lll aiiI crosna, aarrxam )1;0 nepC;'IH1OrO aara, npnoir )(0 Hac .'IciiTCHaHT i HaKllHYBCJI na XJIOnqIlCbl;a: -- '1'11 qOMY, CYEiH can, He crpiana? -- HE iMEIO qEM, ronapiur ,wilTeH3.HT! - npa- 3HaETbCJI Toji unerocepaeuuo. AypaK! l;pmmyB JleR' reuaar i uofiir. Mamuna BHOB pyumaa. Toil ;'IpyrllM .111'roBCl1b BTiK. Sa HIIM CTpilIH.!Ill 3 aB1'OMaTa., aJC aiuoro.

JI lK lilY, KiHCl1b, ilYMalO. OCb i ByxeHBaJlh~ HeilaJlOKO,

I aneuausxa sa HaMIl «,'Ia:ill», fl:IIIlJIOCJI - «eM-IIi». HeraiiHo socnpaaya i\Yxo~!' «/\lKin» 3 poarnny Hac neperaas i KpyTO nepecis HaM ~opory. Ilepenue anro nOIXaJIO, aae loll! cram. OIlHa MII,],h, i JI Olll!HIIBCli xa «;llKini». EM-IIi BicKUKyE 110 aauroro XJOnqllCLKa, supnaae iio~IY 3 PYE JIIOIJlHIO, S 3a~HhoI MallIllHl! BIICKaKYE .!ICR1'eHal-IT, ~OCb l'aM 'IyEMO <,qlallIl!CT, QJUIIIIlC'I'», eM-ni rYK3E «oer., OeK2-, i He 'ICJ(UIO'In J[OBOPOTY MUIIIIIH, iIlKin apllBaEThCli i npe Ha3a,~ a l'aEOIO mBII~KicTIO, ~O MeHi a~aBa!lOCI, - BiT')P aipne 1'OJ'OBY. MeHi XOTiJlOCJI ~OCb ar aaara J[PO JIITOBljJl, .HKoro nnacsaa ri, are HP, 6y.1~ MOlK.mBOC'],Il. IIo aHI'.~ilicblm 1I Hi CJOB3.

3ynllHll.mCL Mil alK nepex MicLKOIO pa,~HIll1ero. HIe MIITb, i Mil Y KOMCH)1;aIlTa. IToKlIllKa.l11 nepCIUU,,8Qa. OCOOJlIIBe npa;l\eHHJI 3pOOlllIa icrcpia 3 «ITaBe.11 Bype». - Bee, narae, aafipaaa? - Bce! ... - I rpouri? - I rpouri ·rUKOlK. -- I 'raJ( nac Be3lI11 xa pOi1iHY? -- TaK, Ka:JiY, i Be3J111. BanpauroBaJlll TeJeQJOIlII. IIo roaocy qyIO HacTpiH J:OMeH~aHTa, I 1111- peurri BiH KalKe: - ITaH renepaa xaii 3' JIBllT1CJI Y Melle

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