what is meaningful to us now may not be useful later on
why do my days all seem so boring, so long and hopeless
I am wasting my hours away, is this life's illusion? let us speculate, let us wait for our imminent fate For I can no longer feel joy nor sorrow To me, tommorrow is yet a soulless reality trapping me here when I, deep in my heart, hope for paradise A vibrant poetic world, not the chaotic one now leading to a demise Oh what can I do? What can I say? I feel so depressed, so down in the dumps....