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mowinave
vaxuSti kotetiSvili
kultura Tu
civilizacia?!
poezia
manana CitiSvili
leqsebi

proza
lali bregvaZe-kaxiani
dila mSvidobisa,
batono noe.
moTxroba
cici gurieli
caSi asasvleli biliki.
novela

poezia
elguja marRia
robaiebi

proza
simon jafariZe
cocxal-mkvdari
qelexsaSvili.
moTxroba

kritika

zurab odilavaZe
marxvis dros sakiTxavi
ese

ucxoobaSi Canawerebi
maka kverenCxilaZekartaizeri
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amiran gomarTeli
gamrudebuli yofis
mxatvari

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siyvaruli, romelic
sicocxles aRemata

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axali Targmanebi
milan kundera
auCqarebloba
Targmna
nana gasvianma
Servud andersoni
Tavgadasavali
jon apdaiki
foTlebi
Targmanebi
qeTevan Tuxarelisa

artreviu
marika kaxaZe
guCa kvaracxelias
`aTinaTebi~
alina qadagiSvili
me unda gavxde zmna, anu
moqmedeba
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manana menabdesTan)

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w axuSti
l otetiSvili
kultura Tu civilizacia?!
antikomunisturi revoluciis xana ase Tu ise dasrulda. didi xnis
nanatri erovnuli Tavisuflebis konturebic TiTqos gamoCnda. magram
Cveni saSveli mainc ar aris. axal-axali problemebi sokoebiviT mravldebian da Cveni sazogadoeba, Tuki es
saxeli SeiZleba ewodos lukma puris
saSovarze quCaSi molaslase xalxs,
gaognebuli da dabneuli Sescqeris
Tavisive qonebis axal gadanawilebas,
romelic junglis kanonebis kodeqsiT xorcieldeba uswrafesi tempiT.
xalxi darwmunda, rom yovelgvar
revolucias, rogori amaRlebuli da
keTilSobiluri lozungebiTac unda
xdebodes igi, sisxlis Rvris, yaCaRobisa da sayovelTao ubedurebis meti,
araferi moaqvs sazogadoebisTvis.
Tavisuflebac, romliskenac ase
viswrafodiT, is ucxo xili aRmoCnda,
romelic arc ki viciT, iWmeva Tu ismeva. axlaRa vxvdebiT, rom Tavisuflebis uReli gacilebiT ufro mZime
yofila, vidre monobisa, romelic
arxeinad gvqonda morgebuli qedze
da mis tabikebsa da apeurebs TiTqmis
veRarc ki vgrZnobdiT. mexris mier
gadmoqneuli saxrec mamobriv aler-

sad aRiqmeboda. axla ki upatronod

darCenilebma aRar viciT, ra wyals
veceT, saiT wavideT. an gvinda ki saerTod siaruli?!
erT muWa fxianTa garda, yvela
cud dReSia. da mTavari is gaxlavT,
rom is fxianebic, romelTac Tavi
qudSi hgoniaT, ver xvdebian TavianT
Sinagan ubedurebas _ im sulier vakuums, romelmac mTlianad moicva yoveli Cvenganis arseba.
maradiuli faseulobebi daemxo.
sulierebis taZari dacarielda. xatsalocavebisaken mimaval bilikebs
Sambma gadauara. arafers aRara aqvs
fasi, Tuki navTisa da gazis suni ar
udis, an oqrosaviT Tu ara, spilenZad
an TiTbrad mainc ara brWyvialebs.
moxda specialobebis sruli an nawilobrivi devalvacia. inJineri gakalatozda, gaxaratda an gazeinklda,
profesori parkets agebs, docenti _
kafels, xolo akademikoss ki xandazmuli asakis gamo esec ar SeuZlia da
amitom bazarSi gamoutania is wignebi,
romlebic axal cxovrebaSi ukve namdvilad aRar sWirdeba da ramdenime
TeTrad hyidis, imitom rom Savad aqvs
saqme.

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yvelaze Sav dReSi ki humanitarebi
arian. maT arc xelosnoba uswavliaT
arasodes da arc vaWroba. maTi filologoba Tu istorikosoba, arqeologoba Tu filosofosoba iseTi absurdia, rom TviT absurdis TeatrSic ki
ar moeZebneba adgili.
da ai, mivadeqiT mwerlis, da saerTod, xelovanis funqcias Cvens
Tanamedrove cxovrebaSi, romelsac
eZRvneba Cveni dRevandeli Sekreba.
pol gogenis erT-erTi cnobili ferweruli tilos warwerisa ar iyos:
`vin varT, sad vimyofebiT, saiT mivdivarT?!~ kiTxva dasmulia, magram pasuxi, mark tvenis tom soieris dasawyisisamebr, ar aris.
sazogadoebaSi, sadac carieli
rveuli ufro Zvirad fasobs, vidre wigni, xolo sufTa saweri qaRaldebis erTi dastis fasi imave wonis
platonis dialogebis Rirebulebas
samjer aRemateba, mwerlobis raime
faseulobaze laparaki zedmetia da
albaT uxerxulic.
rodesac mwerals, Tuki mis wigns
saswaulebriv gamocema eRirsa, honoraris magivrad tiraJis umcires nawils aZlevs gamomcemloba, waiRe da
sadac ginda, iq gayideo, damerwmuneT
amaze met `Tavisuflebas~ albaT verc
inatrebda vercerTi Semoqmedi.
xelovanis dRevandeli yofis mTeli tragedia is ki ar aris, mas rom
uWirs materialurad, aramed is, rom
igi sulieradac gaRatakebulia, vinaidan eWvi epareba Tavisi saqmis, profesiis, mowodebis aucileblobaSi.
xelovanma funqcia dakarga. dRes ukve veRaravin ityvis: `me ca mniSnavs da
eri mzrdis miwieri zeciersa~.
da mTeli ubedureba is gaxlavT,
rom es mxolod Cveni qveynis tragedia ar aris. es globaluri problemaa
da ase Tu ise mTel msoflios exeba.

burJuaziul-demokratiuli revoluciis gamarjvebisTanave kacobrioba

aRmoCnda dilemis winaSe. mas unda gaekeTebina arCevani kulturasa da civilizacias Soris. da man uyoymanod
civilizacias daado xeli, Tumc, SesaZloa, isic kultura egona.
sinamdvileSi ki kulturasa da civilizacias Soris ufskrulia. kultura sulieria, civilizacia _ xorcieli. kultura, berdiaevis Tqmisa
ar iyos, kultidan modis, misi arseba
religiuria. civilizacia miwieria da
biwieri. mis ganviTarebas sargeblianoba warmarTavs. kultura maradiulia. mas dro verafers aklebs, piriqiT, igi rac ufro Zvelia, ufro faseulia. kultura warsulis realizebaa awmyoSi samomavlod. civilizacia
warsulis uaryofaa. igi guSindel
miRwevas daunaneblad moisvris sanagve yuTSi bavSvis gatexili saTamaSosaviT. misi mizani progresia. kulturam ki progresi ar icis. ormocdaoTxi saukunis win Seqmnili `gilgameSis~ eposic iseve faseulia, rogorc
dRes dawerili didebuli nawarmoebi.
kultura warsulis memkvidreobiT
ikvebeba. civilizacia ki warsulis
nangrevebze yvavis.
civilizacia nuvoriSebisaTvis kulturaa. amitomac aris, rom isini civilizaciis axal-axali miRwevebisaTvis fuls ar iSureben, vinaidan mas
maTTvis komforti moaqvs. kultura
ki ra? arc iWmeva, arc ismeva da arc
sxva rameSi gamoiyeneba. sul sxvaa mobiluri telefoni, romelic SegiZlia
quCaSic amoiRo da gaaba saqmiani saubari. xolo markus avreliusis `fiqrebi~ an fransua viionis `didi anderZi~ xom amovardnilia yoveldRiuri moTxovnilebebis nusxidan. anda,
saerTod, vin gamowmebT, vis ainteresebs, wakiTxuli gaqvT Tu ara. maTi

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waukiTxaoba Tqvens keTildReobas
odnav daRsac ar daasvams.
samwuxarod ase msjelobs didi umravlesoba.
inavleba kulturis didi samisnos
sakulto cecxli. didni qurumni gardavidnen. Cven, maTi Soreuli Segirdebi Tbil nacarsRa vCxrekT da CvenSi saswaulebriv SemorCenil suls
vuberavT gaCaRebis imediT. da gvwams,

rom Cveni garosinantebuli merani

erT mSvenier dRes gadaigdebs civilizaciis saxedris kurtans da parnasisaken miaxedebs Tavis Rirseul mxedars.
manamde ki Cven unda gveyos Zala,
rom anderseniseuli mefesaviT gaSiSvlebul sazogadoebas kulturulad
CavCurCuloT yurSi: `Tqven SiSveli
brZandebiT, sir!~
1999w.

poezia

n anana
D itiSvili

Jamo, ra avad idine

Tmenis sawyao ivseba,
Caqra naTeba ielis...
ris mteri, erTurTs isedac
mSvenivrad daverieniT.
bevrjer gviwvima, gviTova,
icvalnen droni, mefeni...
mteri rad gvinda, TviTon varT
erTurTis sisxlis mxvrepelni.
cru imedebiT gagvarTes,
zRapris gviqsovdnen faCuCebs,
mamuli _ zogi wagvarTves,
zogic Cven gavasaCuqreT.
bnelidan bnelSi vabijebT,
Jamo, ra avad idine...
Tu ram gvebada, wagvglijes
an ucxos migvayidines.
droni sityvebiT molies,
taSiT dagvacvda nebebi,
bavSviviT Segviyolies
amao dapirebebiT.
vis axsovs sisxli qarTuli,
uRvTod daRvrili Saraze,
kari, saCvenod aRTqmuli,
aTasgan Cagman-Carazes.

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Tmenis sawyao ivseba,

Caqra naTeba ielis...
ris mteri, erTurTs isedac
mSvenivrad daverieniT.

Cemi 100 leqsis

gamosvlis Semdeg
vbrundebi Cemi soflis wyarosTan,
xom avaTave Cemi azari...
aq aris Cemi gulanSaro da
aq aris Cemi mulRazanzari.
rogor TandaTan mdordeba sisxli,
mTebs Camavali mzis adgas Suqi,
morCa,
poetis mantias vixsni
da, visac unda, ufasod vCuqni.
drosTan sul omi mqonda ufaro,
im dReTa xsovna viT ganviSoro...
me daRlili var ukve, ufalo,
da sxvaTebr
mSvidad minda vicxovro.
davbrundi Cemi soflis wyarosTan,
xom avaTave Cemi azari...
aq aris Cemi gulanSaro da
aq aris Cemi mulRazanzari.

sveli foToli
dros yvelaferi miaqvs tivtiviT,
Senc waxvel da dRes arc rai minebs
da Cemi mzera damfrTxal CitiviT
askdeba Seni sarkmelis minebs.
aRar SemorCa yvavili atmebs,
waiRo qarma, mtverSi miCixa,
Sen unaRvlelad, iolad damTme,
me arc arasdros ar damiTmixar.

poezia

sevdiT gavyureb mwvervals moTovils,

gulsac xom misebr siTbo aklia...
da mzera, rogorc sveli foToli,
kvlav Seni sarkmlis minebs ahkvria.

ar gamiwyreba, albaT, gamCeni,

Tu vityvi TrToliT Sekrul muWebiT,
rom meSinia marto darCenis
da ase mitom gebRauWebi.
vera siaves ver averide,
sul sxvisTvis qsovdnen zRapar-arakebs,
ar vici, am leqss Sen mawerineb
Tu simartove malaparakebs.

dedis locva
xevebma nisli amoicoxnes,
Senc zecam gbana cvariT, balaxo,
gangebas SevTxov, vidre vicocxleb,
Sens Tvalze cremli ar damanaxos.
yvela koconi bolos miqreba,
lerwamic unda Calad akonon...
ufalo, vidre deda iqneba,
Svilebis kvnesa ar gaagono.

sadReiso
leqsis amdeni mwerali
ra dros unaxavs, ra Jams,
zogi Tavs goglas utolebs,
zogic _ lados an vaJas.
jer ver Sehbedes ilias,
jer ver Sehbedes rusTvels,
vin sadReisos ver Carxavs,
vin saxvalios ustvens.

manana CitiSvili

drom unda brZanos marTali,

Tavis qeba Tu rad Rirs
viciT da naRdi vinc aris,
leqsis icnoba damRiT.
gvaxsovs, vis adris rusTveli
Tavis maqebar mwerals,
odiTgan mogvdgams, erT arwivs
asi dahkortnis Zera.
arc mefis xotba giSvelis
da arc vazirTa qeba,
dro, utyuari msajuli,
gayofs naWuWs da lebans.
Torem walekes erTurTi
zakviT, mtrobiT da SuriT,
rac ufro sustobs kalami,
miT ufro maRla swyuris.
TiTqos dReisdRes xedavda,
brZens ZaluZs drois aTvla...
TqviTo _ ityoda rusTveli _
TqviTo, oRondac naTlad.
leqsis amdeni mwerali
ra dros unaxavs, ra Jams,
zogi Tavs goglas utolebs,
zogic _ lados an vaJas.

Tu siyvaruliT gamomaRviZeb
giyureb ase mSveniers da
ucxod saxiers,
rogor uxdebi am gazafxuls
da am mzianeTs,
aras vinaRvleb,
siZulviliT Tu damamsxvrie,
oRondac mere
siyvaruliT gamamTliane.

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boSa qaliviT
foTlis Wreli kabiT mrokavi
Camivlis qari
da cbierad miTvlis nabijebs,
arafers vityvi,
siZulviliT Tuki momkali,
oRondac mere
siyvaruliT gamomaRviZe.

uSenod
arc fiqriT cad mimyavdi,
arc saCemod menebi,
TiTqos ki ar miyvardi,
siyvaruls maxsenebdi.
RmerTo, ra mze mogorda,
ar menaxa ageTi...
gazafxuli mogqonda
ubiTa da bageTi.
verc Seni gza davqarge
TrimliTa da ZaxveliT,
magram roca dagkarge,
magram roca waxvedi,
davrCi miwa ayalo,
mzec ki Caqra ielTan,
uSenobiT samyaro
uceb dacarielda.
sio Rimils maZalebs _
nazi da Tan deduri,
me Sen aras gabraleb,
arc arafers gemduri.
gulze mzed rom mekona,
im sanTels TviT viqrobdi,
Sen rogorRa gegona,
Sen rogorRa fiqrobdi?!

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marti
jer arc ra mwyeri mogogavs,
arc dila naTobs cimcimiT,
vai, es marti rogor mgavs
cremlebiTa da siciliT.
Tumc ar amSrala gubeni,
gulSi Rvivdeba imedi,
caze Cans ruxi Rrubeli
fexmZime martis wvimebiT.
ra enZela da ra ia,
netav, manaxa mTesavi...
Cemi pranWia daia
Wirveulia CemsaviT.
mindori futkars daisevs,
mTebs swvdeba sxivTa xanZari,
xan asea da xan _ ise,
xan wvimaa da xan _ dari.
jer arc ra mwyeri mogogavs,
molze dayrila marjani,
vai, es marti rogor mgavs
siciliTa da jajRaniT.

vyidi mamulis siyvaruls

sizmrad rom mainc manaxa
nestanis ride-ambarCa,
vyidi mamulis siyvaruls,
magram myidveli ara Cans.
ra uamuri dro gvidgas,
erTobis amombzaravi,
qsnis erisTavTa sisxls vyidi,
Tumca myidveli ar ari.
ramdeni mteri gveseva,
rogorc kalia-saranCa,
xmlebs vyidi aragvelebis,
myidveli mainc ara Cans.

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vyidi `merans da `baxtrions,
javar-sinazes Tamaris,
`daviTians da `ganTiads _
myidveli isev ar ari.
arc Seni sazi minda da
arc sxvisi zurna-qamanCa,
Cemi mamulis javrs vyidi,
Tumca myidveli ara Cans.
Tu ram maqvs, giTmobT, waiReT,
me davrCe dardis amari,
vyidi mamulis siyvaruls,
magram myidveli ar ari.

leqsi-beqTari
tanT mudam leqsis beqTari mecva,
sxva ocnebebis mexvia ride,
dabadebisas noembris zecam
damloca, magram damwyevla kidec.
rogorc ar unda sicocxle miqo,
vici, sikvdili bevrjer meZebda,
me Cemi leqsis suyvela striqons
vriTmav Cemive sisxlis wveTebTan.
leqso, sul dardis sabnad mexure,
Tumc Svebis cremlic bevjer mapkure,
viT namcecebiT nazamTr beRurebs,
me leqsiT mSier sulebs vapureb.
unda gauZlo qar-wvimas ramdens,
xan bediswera aRma abruno,
leqsebi unda malamos hgavdes,
rom mtkivan sulebs miesalbunos.
arc samduravi arasdros miTqvams,
rom ver movxele mTvaris arili
da dalocvili qarTuli sityva
mkerdze miRvivis naRverdaliviT.

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saRvTo madli aqvs sityvas da bgeras,

elva da mexi mas ver danacravs,
leqsebs ki ar vwer,
samosels vkerav,
rom Semcivnebul sulebs Cavacva.
tanT beqTariviT sul leqsi mecva,
sxva ocnebebis mexvia ride,
dabadebisas noembris zecam
damloca, magram damwyevla kidec.

ar damemduro
Cems vaJs laSa margiSvils
mcire xans TqvenTan yofna macaleT,
vucqiro, rogor brwyinavs marixi,
ar damemduro, Sen genacvale,
Tu moxvedi da aRar dagixvdi.
ar daimZimo guli fiqriT da
ar mogerios dardis morevi,
RamiT gadmoval Cemi wignidan
da mZinars Cumad geamborebi.
minda, mzis sxivad caze gaveba,
vigrZno samyaros yvela Serxeva,
`miyvarxar _ rogor mecotaveba
es sityva, roca Sen Segexeba.
aq yofna erTxans kidev macaleT,
vucqiro, rogor brwyinavs marixi,
ar damemduro, Sen genacvale,
Tu moxvedi da aRar dagixvdi.

netav, manaxa
netavi,
marTlad mTqmeli manaxa,
vis daubnelda
uwin ciskari,

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Sen,
samzeoze vinc aRara xar,
Tu _ me,
Sens sikvdils rom moveswari.
javris frinveli
frTas visTan kecavs,
svla golgoTaze
vis ergo bijiT?
Sen, vinc uCemod
waxvedi zecas,
Tu _ me,
uSenod sicocxlemisjils.

am dilas
dRe unda mivSal-movSalo
gulTan brZoliT da omiTa,
am dilas, TeTro SroSano,
SenTan alersi mominda.
me Semnatroda yvela xe,
msurda, Rimilad medina,
gnaxe,
netav, ar menaxe,
niavis mklavze geZina.
caSi TrTis ifnis kenwero,
me javris gubes vewebi,
ar gsurvar?
jvari geweros,
aRarc me Segexvewebi.

me gana vin var

mTeli kviraa gabmulad avdrobs,
wvimis wveTebiT damZimdnen xeni,
me gana vin var, rom sityva gkadro
an sayveduri Segbedo wyenis.

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gamoecvala am mindvrebs feri.
wvimebi gana uwin ar iyo?
iseTi vin var, amayi mzeriT
Wkua gaswavlo da dagarigo.
aq avTandili erT dros mReroda,
aq firosmani gadna tiloze...
simaRles Sensas viT Sehferoda,
im sasoebiT ver mogiloce.
Seminde, Tuki Jamma mimgvana, _
SenTvis maxvili veRar avlese,
viT gekadreba, Tuki imgvarad
ver gefere da ver gealerse.
mTeli kviraa gabmulad avdrobs,
wvimis wveTebiT damZimdnen xeni,
me gana vin var, rom sityva gkadro
an sayveduri Segbedo wyenis.

dro
sityviT Sen amRvrev wyalwmindas,
saqmiT me gaviwirebi,
sad hyavda mamuls amdeni
maoxrebeli gzirebi.
brZolis dros buCqSi SemZvrali
miwas akvdebi laviwiT,
Sen mtrobis cecxli daagzne,
Sig ki mxolod me Caviwvi.
an zeca rad ar wiTldeba,
miwa ar daimexeba,
ros xeli, mZimed codvili,
mamulis droSas exeba.
droa siyruis, sibrmavis,
saqmes ar gkiTxavs aravin,
eris saxeliT saubrobs
meZavica da mparavic.

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ero, rusTvelis patrono,
dRes uniWobis mimxedo,
jvars unda ecva rodemde,
miwav, RvTismSoblis wilxvedro.
sityviT Sen amRvrev wyalwmindas,
saqmiT me gaviwirebi,
sad hyavda mamuls amdeni
maoxrebeli gzirebi.

ra giTxra, Cemo mTa-velo

ivseba codvis kalaTa,
mkerdze Semawyda broSi,
is giyvars, vinc giRalata,
vinc gadagcvala groSSi.
cargvalze ukve ibinda,
madls giwonian misxliT,
Sen aRarc erTguli ginda,
arc Semwirveli sisxlis.
aRar yvavilobs baRi da
dro mec nel-nela mriyavs,
vinc ufro Zvirad gagyida,
is ufro metad giyvars.
qari daRlila wanwaliT,
Subls ver migrilebs qari,
me rad gindivar _ sawyali,
Senze dardisgan mkvdari.
mTaSi iquxebs iremi,
mwyeri datovebs budes,
mainc Sen Segewirebi,
rogorc ar unda gZulde.
codvis ivseba kalaTa,
mkerdze Semawyda broSi,
is giyvars, vinc giRalata,
vinc gadagcvala groSSi.

manana CitiSvili

zafxulis mzeSi
natyviariviT damaCnda wyena,
wavedi,
Tumca sxva gza merCia...
zafxulia da mze mwife venaxs
SaSvis bartyiviT SemoeCvia.
wlebma imdeni dardi mawvimes,
jerac momwveTavs cremli iseve,
ra daundobel xeliT gamwire
da mere erTxel ar gamixsene.
ar damcdenia sityva ucebi,
caze sisxlisfrad yvaoda mTvare...
da Cagmanuli simwriT tuCebi
hgavdnen dilegis daketil karebs.
dRes, rogorc iqna, gavtexe navsi,
gulma Zvelebur veRar idinja,
Sxami, romelic wveT-wveTad masvi,
Sen xom erTxelac ar gagisinjavs.
jerac matyvia im dReTa damRa,
javri SemorCa Tvalis Riobebs,
ver gapatie...
xom aris raRac,
rasac verasdros ver patioben.
TrToliT Sevibnev sakinZis Rilebs,
es mze gulamde veRarc ki atans,
zafxulia da alvebis Crdilebs
qari sicxian asfaltze xatavs.

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proza

m ali
c regvaZe-kaxiani

dila mSvidobisa, batono noe!

yvelaferi daiwyo iqidan, rodesac
kerZo sasaflaos axalgazrda moxelem raRac qaRaldi misca da uTxra:
_ ai, am Tanxas gadaixdiT bankSi.
gamoarTva. angariSis nomeri iyo,
romelzec unda Caricxuliyo fuli,
lalitam didi xnis manZilze rom agrova. daxeda Tu ara furcels, mixvda, TiTqosda uwyinari operaciiT
marto miwas ki ar yidulobda, aramed
xelSekrulebas debda samudamo samyoflis ucnob gamrigesTan, usityvo,
mtkice SeTanxmebas, romlis mixedviTac ver ityodi, rom adamianis sicocxle mxolod lotosis foTlidan
gadmovardnili uzarmazari wveTia da
erTi uwyveti sevdiani ambavi Tavisi
dasawyisiTa da dasasruliT.
is ki, sasaflaos mepatrone, saxelad noe, Cumad ijda lamaz sawer magidasTan oTaxis kuTxeSi. xelebi erTmaneTze daewyo, Tavi ise aewia, gegoneboda, mxedruli salmisTvis gamzadebuliyo. darbaisluri ieri hqonda.
TiTqos yurebiT ki ara, cisferi, odnav SeSupebuli mSvidi TvalebiT ismenda lalitasa da moxelis dialogs.
_ dResve Cavricxav, _ Tqva lalitam.

_ Tqveni nebaa, _ gulgrilad upasuxa moxelem.

misma naTqvamma mWaxe simarTled
gadauara sasaflaos naxevrad bnel
ofiss da lalitas garkveviT auxsna,
rom aq is adgili ar gaxldaT, sadac
TanagrZnobas unda elodo. aqauroba yovelgvar romantizms moklebul
uimedo navsayudlad qceuliyo, anu,
sxvagvarad rom vTqvaT, sicocxlis
sixarulTa logikur dasasrulad.
wamierad adamianuri sisuste ewvia,
magram Tavi xelSi aiyvana, usityvod
gamoeTxova ofisSi myofT, saxis gaurkveveli grimasis moSveliebiT.
ar icoda, sworad moiqca Tu ara,
meuRle rom ar wamoiyvana Tan. zafxulis papanaqeba dReebi idga da gaufrTxilda naoperaciebs. qals sakuTar
Tavze aeRo usiamovno manipulaciebi.
col-qmars memkvidre ar hyavda,
amitom saWirod CaTvales, yvelafris
Tadarigi winaswar daeWiraT, raTa
ar emtvriaT Tavi imaze, rac isedac
gardauvalia da darCenili cxovreba
mSvidad gaetarebinaT.
fuli rom gadaricxa da Sin brundeboda, cdilobda, am ambavze ar
efiqra. rogorme, SeZlebisamebr, msu-

lali bregvaZe-kaxiani

buqad unda Seexeda, viTom gansakuTrebuli arc araferi xdeboda, magram

fiqri mainc TavisiT modioda gareubnis axali sasaflaos Sesaxeb, faqtobrivad, mezobeli soflis Zveli sasaflaos gagrZelebad rom moiazreboda.
igi komerciuli gaxldaT. amitomac
adamianis sicocxleSive iZleoda adgilis SeZenis saSualebas, rac umemkvidrd darCenilTa kategoriisTvis
pirdapir miswreba iyo.
...magram qvecnobieris mgrZnobiare nawils faruli sevda mainc epareboda, ususuri mZvinvarebis msgavsi,
ris aRiarebasac jiutad gaurbixar.
oRond ki gulamde ar miuSva, oRond
ki moicilo... lalita cdilobda,
ganwmendiliyo Savi energiisgan, im
wamlekavi Zalisgan, mecnierTa daskvnebiT, samyaros mTeli energiis sam
meoTxeds rom Seadgens. igi gamWol
aRwevs sulsa da sxeulSi, myisierad
gaivlis, Semdeg farTovdeba da ase
mravldeba.
mSvidi adamianis rolis morgeba ioli rodia, metadre, rodesac
sulac ar xar aseTi. lalita mudam
mZafrad ganicdida yovel wvrilman
movlenas. magaliTad, dRemde yurebSi edga fortepianos pedagogis aTeuli wlebis winandeli mkacri Segoneba:
`igrZeni! igrZeni bgera!~
man ki maSin, umwifarma Segirdma,
ar icoda, ra eRona, rogor egrZno
bgera.
dro gavida. axla lalita mweralia. amitom cdilobs, gverdidan Sexedos movlenebs, rogorc moTxrobis
werisas. advilad SeuZlia, misive Seqmnil personaJTan gaaigivos Tavi, masze gadaamisamarTos qmedebebi, gadasces sakuTari gancdebi, Tanac bunebrivad, zedmeti Zaldatanebis gareSe.
roca avtori xar, bevri ram xelgewifeba. mentalobisTvis araferia
dauZleveli. warmosaxviT samyaros,

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saWiroebisamebr, SeuZlia movlenaTa
nebismieri gadalageba. miT umetes,
rodesac TviT avtori yidulobs miwis oradgilian naglejs gareubnis
sasaflaoze dedaqalaqidan mTiuleTisken mimavali gzis dasawyisSi mdebare maRal goraze.
sasaflaos quCis mxridan rkinis
meseri akravs. WiSkarSi Sexval Tu
ara, iqve gegebeba oTxadgiliani saflavi, jer isev mSenebare, magram erTi Tvalis SevlebiTac rom SeamCnev,
gansakuTrebuli zrunvisa da pativis
obieqti gamxdara. igi sasaflaos mepatrones _ baton noes ekuTvnis. saflavs maRali Tavi aqvs. SuaSi marmarilo isea gamzadebuli, Cans, adamianis
mTeli taniT gamosasaxavad CaufiqrebiaT. amis Semdeg karga didi teritoria carielia. lalita mogvianebiT
gaigebs, rom es teritoria Semonaxulia saydrisTvis, romelic uTuod
gaxdeba aqaurobis mSveneba da gvirgvini. jer ki raRac sameurneo monakveTis STabeWdilebas tovebs. aqeTiqiT mimodian batebi, qaTmebi da, ase
gasinjeT, indauric.
Sinauri frinvelebis xilvam pirvelad gaaoca lalita. sul ar Seefereboda aqaurobas. iqamde examuSeboda,
vidre maT realur daniSnulebas gaigebda. Turme, nu ityvi da, momravlebul qvewarmavlebTan brZolis iaraRad iyenebdnen.
haeri aq sufTaze sufTaa, avtomanqanebis binZuri gamonabolqvisgan Tavisufali. ar ismis sirenebis cofiani
kivili, agoniaSi myofi qalaqis oxvra
da viSviSi. marjvena mxares soflis
tyis xasxasa safarveli Cans, pirdapir,
Zvelad naSeni mravalsarTuliani korpusebis usaxuri xedebis iqiT _ qalaqis Soreuli fragmentebi. marcxniv,
erTmaneTis axlos, Cavardnil alagas,
kamkamebs ori patara bunebrivi tba _
koRoebis buded wodebuli. marTalia,

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sasaflaoze xeebi iSviaTobaa, ufro
sworad, ar aris (Tu saTvalavSi ar
miviRebT mokrZalebiT mdgar TiToorola Zewnas). samagierod, zogierT
Wirisufals upovia gamosavali _ xelovnuri saCrdiloblebi gaumarTavs
muqi orgSuSis fanCaturTa saxiT,
Tumca gardacvlilTaTvis amas aranairi mniSvneloba ara aqvs.
aq miwac rodi hgavs miwas, gamomwvaria, gamonacruli, magram micvalebulTa mzrunveli patronebi am
xarvezsac asworeben. manqanebiT ezidebian sadRac-sadRac moWril miwis
vargis fenebs.
xolo lalita irgvliv ki ara, ufro sakuTar TavSi icqireba, sadac gonebiT xedavs erTsa da imaves _ adamianis or Tvals, or sxivmfen saocrebas.
iesos Tvalebia igi, romelic eubneba:
`nu geSinia!~ da qals marTlac ar ekareba SiSi, advilad Tokavs arafrismomcem emociebs. civ gonebas mindobili Tavisi sasurveli gmiris udreki
xasiaTis Tvisebebs iZens. guldasmiT
agrZelebs zarmaci muSis mier naxevargzaze mitovebuli saflavis kedelTa
saZirkvlis amosufTavebas.
acxunebs mze, romelsac ar epueba
d sakuTar personaJTan identificirebuli, ucnaur realobasa da warmosaxvebs Soris myofi, zogadi StrixebiT cdilobs, tragizmSi komikurobis
marcvali Seitanos. aha, SeniSna, rom
misken joxze cali xeliT dayrdnobili noe moemarTeba, aqaurobis batonpatroni. nela, magram mainc energiulad moiwevs zomieri nabijiT. Tavze farflebakecili Wilis sombrero
axuravs. swrafad faravs albaT mravaljer gavlil manZils. modis da
usityvod jdeba momijnave saflavis
muqi kursebis qviT koxtad mopirkeTebul dabal kedelze. zis ase mdumared, Tvals adevnebs, Tu rogor cdilobs qali saZirkvlis CaRrmavebas,

raTa fundamenti saimedo gamovides.

lalitas sibejiTe male TviT dinj
noesac akargvinebs moTminebas. amitomaa, rom urCevs Tu ubrZanebs:
`kargi, kargi, nu wvalobT, sakmarisia,
ar unda meti!~
lalita, rasakvirvelia, yurad ar
iRebs mis sityvebs.
_ araa sakmarisi, simaRle yvelgan erTnairi unda iyos. mifuCeCebulia. ai, aseTia saWiro, _ erT adgils
uTiTebs niCbiT, _ amis mixedviT unda
gaswordes.
noes eRimeba. noes ra enaRvlebao,
fiqrobs qali. da TiTqos amis pasuxad, mepatrone isev imperatiulad ambobs:
_ ra, sasaxles xom ar aSenebT!
maSin lalita, romelmac mTeli
cxovreba ise gaiara, rom mxolod sakuTari ZalebiT umklavdeboda yovelgvar siZneles _ damxmaresa da
qomagis gareSe, rac iyo, sul Tavad
iyo da arc nanobda amis gamo, jiuti
dajerebulobiT uxsnis:
_ diax, sasaxles vaSeneb, Cemo batono!
kidev meti gatacebiT eZleva saqmes. ifiqreb, siamovnebasac ki ganicdis miwis CorkniTo. aseTi iyo misi
buneba _ rasac xels mohkidebda, gulianad akeTebda. hoda, axla sakuTari maradiuli samyoflis mowesrigebaSi saqmisTvis viTom rad unda daeklo cda. jer erTi, amis valdebulebas grZnobda da esec ar iyos, TiTqos
Taviseburad cdilobda sikvdilTan
morigebas, zavs debda dauZlevelTan,
rac amavdroulad niSnavda farul
protestsac, rom ar epueboda mas, vis
winaSec Zrwoda bevri gulgvami ZlierTa ama qveynisa. faruli TamaSi Tu
brZola wamoewyo mis yovlad gardauvalobis Seuryeveli kanonis winaaRmdeg, riTac odnav iiolebda mdgomareobas.

lali bregvaZe-kaxiani

nu geSiniao, amxnevebda is saocari

Tvalebi.
amas verasodes veravin gaigebda.
mxolod meuRles gamoutydeboda,
namdvil saidumlos Cveulebriv uambobda, rogorc yovelTvis. mas, erTaderTs, SeeZlo daejerebina qalis
naambobi, wmindawylis WeSmaritebad
mieRo.
muSaobs da Tavisas fiqrobs lalita. fiqria misTvis noes daJinebuli
mzerisgan gasaqcevi. ixsenebs guram
rCeuliSvilis mamis naTqvams zedmetad molaybeTa misamarTiT _ sadac
guramia, iqaa panTeonio. ai, isminon
brZeni mamis brZnuli azri, romelmac
zedmiwevniT kargad icis Svilis fasi.
diax, asea. sadac namdvili mwerali
ganisvenebs, isaa panTeoni. aba, vinmem
gviTxras ufro zustad, ufro damajereblad. mamam ar dauSva Rirseulad daRupuli Wabuki Svilis _ kargi biWisa da kargi mwerlis Zvirfasi
Zvlebis aqeT-iqiT tareba. mokrZalebul, samoqalaqo sasaflaos dautova
igi ojaxur samarxSi, radgan Rirseba
TviTkmaria da Seuvali, WeSmariti Semoqmedi ki unikaluri individi. igi
martoa sicocxleSic da sikvdilSic.
adamiani ar unda iqces totemad. adamiani adamianad unda darCes.
fiqri aSinaurebs aqaurobasTan.
ufro axlobeli xdeba es ca, es miwa, cxeli, sulis SemxuTavi niavi, qvis
mTlelTa samuSao iaraRTa zuzunzriali.
_ ramdeni wlisa xarT? _ uceb
ikiTxa noem.
_ samocdaaTis, _ upasuxa lalitam.
_ me ukve oTxmocs gadavabije, _
damnaSavesaviT Tqva noem.
_ ar getyobaT, _ qaTinauri ar daiSura qalma, _ Cans, sworad icxovreT.
_ ho, ra vici...
qali isev saZirkvlis daTvalierebas mohyva. isev awuxebda ugulod

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najijgni uswormasworo fskeri. siRrmes cota kidev unda amoRebao, Cailaparaka xmamaRla, uro ki noes
gasagonad. am samuSaosTvis kargad
hqonda gadaxdili, amitom acxadebda
pretenzias, xarisxs iTxovda. mere is
iyo, welSi gasworda, daapira, kidev
raRac daematebina moTxovnisTvis,
rom yurs noes damtkbari xma miswvda:
_ axalgazrdobaSi lamazi iqnebodiT, _ TiTqmis uadgilod Tqva kacma.
Secba, cota ar iyos. ar eloda lalita saubris aseT mobrunebas. Sexeda
sasaflaos mepatrones. mere Tvalebi
daxara da aradrouli Temis dasrulebis mizniT, mokled mouWra:
_ ara miSavda.
ise ki, rac marTalia, marTalia,
enis wverze mainc moadga anci sityvebi _ Cems qmars axlac movwonvaro.
magram araferi uTqvams.
did istoriul dRes Sedga es miwieri umniSvnelo saubari _ zustad `2015 wlis 14 ivliss, rodesac
NASA-s mier cxra wlis winaT gaSvebulma planetaTaSoriso sadgurma
New Horizons-ma, romelsac Tan klaid tombos _ plutonis aRmomCeni amerikeli astronomis ferfli mihqonda, kosmosSi dafara xuTi miliardi
kilometri da juja planetad wodebul plutons Cauqrola maqsimaluri siaxloviT (12,5 aTasi kilometris
manZilze), grinviCis mixedviT 11.50
wuTze, 14 kilometri wamis siCqariT.
_ dajeqiT, daisveneT, _ Tavis
gverdze xeliT miuTiTa qals noem,
_ gaakeTeben, nu ganicdiT, rogorc
Tqven gsurT, ise gaakeTeben.
qalic dahyva mis rCevas, SeeSva saZirkvels, mivida da gverdiT miujda
mepatrones.
erTxans mdumared isxdnen, TiTqos
araferi hqondaT saTqmeli. orive

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cal-calke fiqrobda Tavisas, didi
albaTobiT, yofna-aryofnaze, rasac
sityvebi ar sWirdeboda. mere noem
daiwyo:
_ mamaci qali xarT Tqven. pativiscemas imsaxurebT.
lalita gaocda. ver mixvda, raSi
gamoixateboda misi simamace. aseTad
sulac ar miiCnevda Tavs, ver warmoedgina, riTi SeZlo msgavsi STabeWdilebis moxdena, magram isev dumili
arCia. iqneb Tavad noes daekonkretebina, ra hqonda mxedvelobaSi. amitom
Tvalmoucileblad, moTminebiT daeloda, Tu kidev ras ityoda kaci. manac ar daayovna:
_ mikvirs, rogor gabedeT, ranairad gadawyviteT amis gakeTeba, _ saflavze aniSna.
gaeRima lalitas, mokled miugo,
rac gardauvalia, imas yvela unda
davmorCildeTo.
_ me ki didxans vyoymanobdi. meubnebodnen, amxela teritoria gaqvs,
SenTvisac gaikeTe rameo. karga xans
vifiqre. unda gamogitydeT, meSinoda.
m e S i n o d a o. aba, amaze gasagebad risi Tqma SeiZleboda? magram
gulwrfelobis xarisxi mosalodnelobis simZafres ver cvlis. bevrjer
moismen _ rac metad mdidaria adamiani, miT metad uWirs sikvdilTan Segueba.
aravin icis, es ramdenad Seesabameba simarTles, magram bolo xanebSi,
qveynis trivialuri yofis siduxWireSi CavardnilTagan bevrisgan moismen _ neta movkvde, davisvenebo.
aviwydebaT, rom SekveTili sikvdili mkvlelTa prerogativaa. sakuTar
sikvdils Sens nebaze ver moixmob.
igi arsTa gamriges funqciaa, amitom
masve unda dautovo. cocxalma sicocxleze unda ifiqro. sicocxle
aranakleb saSiSia da Tu saqme SiSze
midga, iqneb jobdes, sicocxles vuf-

rTxildeT, dausruleblad rom gvimzadebs gansacdels.

noe ki xumrobis gunebaze dgeba.
noem SiSi gadalaxa.
_ Cven aq erTad vicxovrebT. samudamo mezoblebi gavxdebiT, _ ambobs
igi.
_ ho, oRond Soreuli mezoblebi,
magram Cemi mokrZalebuli samyoflidan Tqvens mefur samarxamde mainc
mogawvdenT xmas. yovel cismare, roca aqaurobas riJraJi daxedavs, xmamaRla dagiZaxebT: dila mSvidobisa,
batono noe!
gulianad icinian. sicocxle zeimobs. sicocxles zeimi uxdeba.
_ saydari, batono noe... erTi patara saydari marTla monaTlavda am
adgils.
_ vnaxoT, vfiqrob. mec minda, Tu
movaswari...
_ macxovris saxelobis. ra SesaniSnavi iqneba! ukeTess ras gaakeTebT.
qvewarmavlis WaWanebac moispoba. batebi aRar iqneba saWiro.
Tavs aqnevs, vnaxoT, vnaxoTo. etyoba, uCveulod delikatur Temaze
saubarma da, miT umetes, xumrobam
ramdenadme imoqmeda masze. usityvod
gaujavrda amaoebas, rogorc onavar
bavSvs, romelic ar ici, rogor dasajo. gawyromas mxolodRa ase axerxeb:
Sen ici, ras getyvi?! ici?!
wamodga. daebjina ganuyrel xeljoxs. ofisisken dauyva gzas.
mere da mere ufro gairkva, rom
noe marTla kargi mosaubre gaxldaT.
hyveboda xan am mTisas, xan im mTisas. afxazeTidan devnili iyo, dediT
afxazi, mamiT megreli. mousmendi am
zrdil, cxovrebisgan gamojekil adamians da xvdebodi, myarad idga miwaze.
fulis yadri icoda, Tanac imdenad,
rom Zunwis reputaciac SeeZina, mag-

lali bregvaZe-kaxiani

ram, sadac ginda gadagegdo, yvelgan

alCuze dadgeboda. ufro warsuliT
cxovrobda, romelic sainteresod
gaevlo. awmyos ki am sasaflaosTvis
miejaWva. dilidan saRamomde fexmoucvlelad ijda ofisSi. emsaxureboda saqmes, misi biznesi rom erqva.
umarTlebda kidec.
lalitas surviliT, noe yvela mogonebas, romlidanac umetesoba afxazeTis omis Semdgom misi moskovSi
cxovrebis droindelia, uyveba personaJs, visTvisac avtors saxelis
darqmeva daviwyebia an, iqneb, arc CauTvlia saWirod. amas mniSvneloba ar
aqvs, miT umetes, codvad ar CaiTvleba. personaJi, Tundac usaxelo, mainc personaJia. sad wagviva, yvelgan
mivagnebT, radgan movaleobebis CarCoSi zis. avtorma mas damoukidebeli, gamokveTili saxec ki ar misca.
SigadaSig gadaulocavs xolme Tavis
rols, CarTavs misTvis naklebad saintereso epizodSi da sul egaa. amitom
personaJma bevri ram ar icis lalitasa da misi gegmebis Sesaxeb. Tavisi
funqciis safarvelSi SeyuJuli moTminebiT icdis, ifiqreb, ibutebao im
mezobeliviT, fuli rom Semoakldeba
da mosalmeba aRar surs. Tvals garidebs, TiTqos Tavis xelmokleobas
Sen gdebs bralad. hyavda lalitas
aseTi mezobeli _ Znelad asaxsneli,
amoucnobi, romelsac, raxan ar ewuwunebi, sakuTari problemebiT guls
ar uwyaleb, dalxinebuli hgonixar,
sxva kategoriaSi myofi. amitom Sendami, Tundac faruli, antagonisturi damokidebuleba unda hqondes.
magram ra, bakanSi CaketilisTvis amas
didi mniSvneloba aqvs? ho, TiTqmis
aseTad iqca lalita. Zveli megobrebi
aRar hyavda, Tu ar CavTvliT erTior, isic naxevrad gaucxoebul pirs.
axlis SeZenis dro ki sadRa iyo. gvian iswavla Wkua. adamianebTan urTi-

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erTobisgan kargs arafers moeloda.
isini or kategoriad dahyo _ personaJebad da mkiTxvelebad. oriveni
misgan damoukideblad arsebobdnen.
orTavesgan mkacrad daculi virtualuri sivrce mijnavda, msubuqi da
Tavisufali, radgan erTmaneTisgan
arafers iTxovdnen.
rogor ggoniaT, warmoidgens personaJi, rom mis avtors _ lalitas
fexis TiTebi ubuJdeba, TiTqos Sig
WianWvelebi daudiodes? amitom xSirxSirad alagebs terfebs kuznecovis
iplikatorze, magrad aWers nemsebs,
raTa sisxli amoZravdes anda imas, rom
man sizmrebSi karga xnis daviwyebuli
frena isev daiwyo. isev daibruna gamorCeulobis Seudarebeli gancda. vin
axsnis, Tu ra kavSiri aqvs amas iseT
unikalur unarTan, romliTac RamiT
ayefebul ZaRlebs aCumebs, magram
faqtia, maTze zemoqmedeba iolad gamosdis, advilad axerxebs aRavRavebul pirutyvTa alfa doneSi SeRwevas.
icis ki personaJma, rom lalita
TiTqmis yovel gaTamaSebaze lotos
latariis erT bileTs iZens? Tanac
jiutad ar kargavs imeds an is, rom ar
uyvars xalxmraval adgilebSi yofna,
sakuTari wignebis prezentaciebis gamarTva, Tavisi dabadebis dReebis aRniSvna... xmarobs saukeTeso kbilis
pastas da ejavreba, rodesac vinme
erTi da imaves orjer asmeninebs. aseTebs SizofreniiT Sepyrobilad miiCnevs... kidev bevri ram ar icis personaJma. arcaa saWiro. igi Tvinieri unda
iyos, advilad damyoli. hoda, swored
aseTia. guldasmiT ugdebs yurs noes
ambebs, rasac Tavisi gansakuTrebuli
mdgomareoba avaldebulebs.
noe ki, wablisfer sawer magidasTan
mjdomi, mSvidad uyveba, Tu saxalxo
mkurnalma rogor ixsna WinWris ciebisgan, oRond nanobs, misi wamali,
romelic Tormeti patara WiqiT un-

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da mieRo, Zalian cudi dasalevi iyo
da aTis metis daleva ver SevZelio.
gaufrTxilebia im madlians, is oric
miayole, Torem sibereSi isev gagixsenebs avadobao. ar davujere da raRac
niSnebs marTla vgrZnobo.
uambo Wkviani ZaRlis Sesaxebac,
romelsac Turme yelze Sebmul patara yuTSi Caudebdnen fuls werilTan
erTad da jixurSi gagzavnidnen sayidlebze. igi adamianebis rigSi dgeboda, rogorc wesi moiTxovda, Sin ki
piriT mohqonda navaWriT savse parki.
mere jixuri gauuqmebiaT. supermarketSi ZaRli aRar SeuSves. Seuracxyofilma pirutyvma maSin arc acia,
arc acxela, iskupa da wamSi veeberTela vitrina CamofSvna, ris gamoc noes
sasamarTloSi siaruli mouwia.
viRac `aCkos~ moTamaSe Suleric
gaixsena erTxel, boSebs daniSnuli
kartebis dastebs rom ayidvinebda da
im kartebiT noes nacnobs erT RameSi Tormeti milioni rubli waagebina, rasakvirvelia, Zveli kursiT, rac
did Tanxas Seadgenda da ase Semdeg,
amouwuravad...
roca noe ambebs hyveba, unda ijde
da usmino bolomde. jer erTi, advilad giTrevs ambavSi da, rac mTavaria, Tavad ise erToba, ver Seawyvetineb. awmyo savsea mogonebebiT, awmyo
warsulis mogonebaTa skivria.

ususuri mZvinvareba.
sicocxlis mudmivi Tanamgzavria
aseTi gancda _ wminda cremlSi amomxrCvali grZnobebis sayudari.
imden xans unda vicocxlo, yvelas

davaviwyde!
namdvili avtori aq ar Cans. namdvili yovelTvis CrdilSia. asparezi
eTmoba Tojinebs. Tavs zemoT araa Zala. Wraqiani dRe daundoblad gwvavs,
gTenTavs. Tanac gonebas gixednis, gadarCenis instinqts giZlierebs. esec
ar iyos, adamiani didxans mainc ver
gaZlebs mTvlemare mdgomareobaSi.
raRac gamoafxizlebs, aiZulebs, farTod gaaxilos Tvali, mimoixedos irgvliv, sadac sulac ar xarobs marto
ia-vardi. dro cotaa. ileva Seni dro.
win axali horizontia, ucxo, Seucnobeli. arafers gpirdeba eg siucxove.
arc elodo. ar Secde da ar elodo.
rad ginda... sakmarisia fuWi warmodgenebi. araferi gWirdeba.
aRarc Txoulob. Cans, moWkviandi.
hoda, ase ufro gagiadvildeba Seigno, rom stumrad xar mosuli samyaros cisfer burTze, romlis radiusi, arc meti, arc naklebi, sul raRac
6.371 kilometria. aq Senamde bevri
mosula da igi sakuTar saxlad gamoucxadebia.
am lamaz tyuilSi cudi araferia.
sruli ufleba gqonda, Senc ase moqceuliyavi, radgan siTamame da gambedaoba TviT sicocxlis Tvisebaa. auwyve, auwyve fexi RvTiv boZebul sicocxles, imkvidre, sanam xar, Seifere udidesi pativi adamianad yofnis.
gulSi nu Caixvev wyenebs, gaiadvile,
gaisxivosne dReebi dedamiwaze, romelze cxovrebaSi mecniereba gvexmareba, romlidan wasvlaSi ki religia.
nu geSinia! nu geSinia!
xolo Tundac erT adamianTan ganSorebaze Tu gwydeba guli, sicocxle
Rirs.

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d ici
h urieli

caSi asasvleli biliki

didi biWia ukve. axla guls ufro

sxvanairi simZafriT uTrTolebs umweoba...
_ `dro yvelafris mkurnalia~-o
da, egona, dro misi mkurnalic iqneboda...
fanjarasTan jdomiT da maqmanian CarCoSi yurebiT gadis cxovreba.
saocrad meocnebe, wylian TvalebSi
Tavs ixrCobs natvra, natvra fexze
dadgomis, dedis gverdiT kacuri nabijiT gavlis...
iqiT _ mopirdapire saxlis lamazrikulebian aivanze qoTnis yvavilebs
rwyavs qera, cisferTvaleba da im yvavilebiviT nazi gogona. oTaxis siRrmidan gogo-biWebis bavSvuri sikiskasiT savse aliaqoTi esmis da mware
bediswera kidev erTxel Seaxsenebs,
rom sxvanairia _ fexebs warTmeviaT
Rone, xerxemals aRar Seswevs welis
daWeris unari da TiToeul Sexsenebaze mlaSe tkivilebad moJonavs deformirebuli sxeulis uilajoba.
mere Tavawyvetili nervebis rialSi daRlili usmens vivaldis `weliwadis droebs~... gaxedavs Canislul
momavals da swyuria, iseTi dila gauTendes, rom imedis mzem saswaulis-

frad daZenZos uJmurad gamomzirali, nisliani, magram misi sakuTari

nacrisferi da civi dReebi... kidev
kargi, gamoiSuqebs xandaxan _ ezos
biWebma ician amosvla, aris erTi
xorxoc-gniasi. sandro RviZl ZmasaviT uyvars. yvelasgan gamorCeuli da
araCveulebrivad Tbili biWis gulisamaCuyebeli Tanadgoma mis erTferovan cxovrebas krialosaniviT axalisebs, axmaurebs... arc danarCenebi
iSureben siyvaruls, magram...
erTaderTi da uRalato imedi mainc dedaa!.. roca martoa, migordeba
xatebTan da RvTismSobels Caxedavs
TvalebSi _ Senc xom deda xar, marto
imitom miSvele, dedaCemi dardma ar
momiklaso!..
...da isev mlaSe nakadulebi walekaven gulidan wamosul tkenas...
daRameba uyvars imitom, rom Zalian xSirad esizmreba is qera, yvaviliviT nazi gogona mopirdapire
saxlidan. xelixelCakidebulebi garbian kesanebis, gvirilebis, RiRiloebis TovaSi da usazRvrod bednierebi
TiTiqos caSi asasvlel biliks eZeben
RmerTTan misaaxloveblad...
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adgilebze alagebs. gulSi Camwydari
ocnebebis mZivi SeSfoTebuli foriaqiT kiTxulobs:
_ vaime! sad, ratom damekargnen
ocnebebio? _ da pasuxad daoblebuli maxsovrobis xe SrialiT axsenebs
mwuxrisfer sivrceebSi dakidebul
Ralatisfer imedebs...
ar unda, rom mxolod nacvalsaxeli erqvas... mere vivaldis notebis
grZneulebas siyvarulis mindvrebidan kesanebis lurji sevdiT savse
samZimari moaqvT misTvis sasoebiT...
Sejavrda gaCenis dRe da fanjarasTan jdoma. iqiT _ sicocxle swyuriaT, feradi da xalisiania cxovreba!
aqeT ki kuSti da uimedobiT amomxrCvali dReebi uxuTavs sakuTari
uilajobiT gasavaTebul suls...
...sandro dafeTebuli Seyurebs megobars, mere wyalwaRebuliviT eWideba erTaderT naTel azrs da fexebs
TavisTavad ahyavs qera gogonas sadarbazos kibeze. kars simpaTiuri mamakaci aRebs.
_ Sen, albaT, Takos megobari xar;
mobrZandi, genacvaleo! _ Tako, mama,
stumaria SenTan gamoixedeo! _ da CitiviT gamofrTqialebuli gogos Tvalebidan erTi didi da Tbili lurji mze mosCerebia. Svilis gaocebuli
mzeriT xvdeba mama, rom raRac sxva
xdeba.
sandros mRelvarebisgan ena ebmis,
Zlivs axerxebs auxsnas, vin aris, ratom da risTvis gabeda am patiosani
ojaxis Sewuxeba. Tako da misi ded-mama, dabneulebi am moulodneli stumriT da sulis SemZvreli ambiT, TanagrZnobiT miaCerdnen nerviulobisgan ferfur wasul biWs.
_ ar vici, sworad moviqeci Tu ara,
TqvenTan rom movedi. aTas bodiSs mogixdiT SewuxebisTvis, magram sxva gza
ar mqonda _ giorgis Svela sWirdeba,
saSineli depresia stanjavs, sicoc-

xle aRar unda... xSirad giyurebT

fanjridan da mis TvalebSi mxolod
maSin vxedav sixaruls da cxovrebis
xaliss, yvelaferi aviwydeba, bednieri da aRtacebulia... gemudarebiT,
daumegobrdiT biWs, Torem wyali waiRebs. iqneb, gamogvivides raRac! _
didi gaWirvebiT daasrula sandrom
ucxo ojaxSi vizitis mizezi da saTiTaod SeaTvaliera maspinZlebi.
`rac iqneba, iqneba!~ _ fiqrobs
gulSi. grZnobs wamoWarxlebul saxes
da aranakleb gaxurebul yurebs, guli bagabugiT ucems.
Takom ded-mamas gadaxeda, mere wamodga da uTxra:
_ sandro, Sen axla giorgisTan wadi! raRacas movifiqrebT, ara, mama?
_ CaekiTxa da pasuxs aRar daeloda _
Zalian kargad moiqeci, rom moxvedi!
sadarbazodan gamosuli moego
gons, guli ise ucemda TiTqos maraToni daasrulao...
`netav, ra moxdeba?~ _ ar asvenebda
fiqri. Cveulebrivad miexalisa savarZels mijaWvul megobars. itingica,
aiyolia, acina da icina, aTas sisuleles mied-moedo...
dRe dRes misdevda. giorgisTvis
araferi icvleboda. iyo vivaldi, saSineli sulis dardi da mxolod locvebiT Semsubuqebuli tkivili...
erTxelac xatebs esaubreboda Cumad, usityvod, mtkivani guliT... karze zarma gaawyvetina fiqri.
_ Riaa! _ gasZaxa da gaifiqra: sandro iqneba!
karis gaRebasTan erTad TiTqos gazafxulis surneli SemoiWrao
oTaxSi. gaukvirda. `nuTu~?! _ gafiqreba da borblebze Semotrialeba erTi iyo da hoi, saocrebav! _ Sua oTaxSi gvirilebiT xelSi idga misi sizmari _ gogona mopirdapire saxlidan.
TiTqos mze mohqonda mis Rimils sicisfriT acimcimebuli Tvalebidan.

cici gurieli

megobrulad gauwoda xeli.

_ didi xania aRar Candi fanjarasTano! _ uTxra.
oTaxSi cisartyelis ferebad aelvarebul imedis sxivs sixarulis
tkarcaliT pasuxobda biWis danTebuli Taflis sanTeli...
_ Cemi aivnis gvirilebia, wamogiRe,
naxe ramxelebia!!!
oTaxSi wyliani larnakiT xelSi giorgis deda gamoCnda, gogonas RimiliT miesalma:
_ gamarjoba, Svilo, ra lamazi gvirilebia! _ CamoarTva, gvirilebiani
larnaki magidaze dadga.
giorgi TiTqos sizmris gagrZelebas xedavda, Takos saubari ver aRwevda mis aforiaqebul gonebamde. moeCvena, yviTelgula gvirilebi TiTqos
uRimodnen larnakidan.
Tako yveboda, rogor uyvarda yvavilebi, musika da Teatri, istoria da
saqarTvelos dedataZari _ sveticxoveli.
_ hoda, megobrebma gadavwyviteT,
mcxeTa movinaxuloT. Senc unda wamoxvide! mama didi siamovnebiT wagviyvans, ase rom, xval dilidanve mzad
iyavi!..
amasobaSi sandrom SemoaRo kari.
aRfrTovanebulma giorgim erTmaneTi `gaacno~ stumrebs.
_ xval mcxeTaSi varT dapatiJebuli, sandro, Takos mamas mivyavarT!..
sandro gaocebuli Sescqeroda giorgis ucabed fericvalebas da bednieri fiqrobda _ `xom mainc gamomivida~!.. Tako didxans aRar gaCerebula.
_ aba, xvalamde, giorgi! deda da sandro karebamde mihyvnen. sandros SeTavazebaze _ gagacilebo _ RimiliT
uTxra uari da CitiviT gafcqialda.
oTaxSi Semobrunebul sandros giorgim sxapasxupiT gadmoulaga xvalindeli dRis gegma. giorgis deda
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ukan _ Svilis foriaqSi xedavda, rogor dabruneboda sicocxlis wyurvili.
saxlSi TiTqos uSvelebeli mze
datovao gogom. larnakidan yviTelgula gvirilebi uRimodnen giorgis
da TiTqos eubnebodnen _ yvelaferi
kargad iqneba!..
Rame saSinlad gaiwela. giorgis
musikasaviT Caesmoda Takos sityvebi
da grZnobda, rogor moJonavda mTeli sxeulidan bedniereba. imediT gakaJebuli suli xeluxlebeli ocnebebis samyaroSi miaqrolebda...
roca sisxamma rZisferi TvalebiT
maqmaniani fardidan Semoixeda, giorgim _ dila mSvidobisa, Tako! _ gulidan iseTi grZnobiT amoatara, rom
maqmanze Camomjdar gariJraJs gaaJriala...
Zals giorgi iyo da Zals kedlidan
mowikwike saaTi.
rogorc iqna, daadga saSveli gaTenebas. lifti pirvel sarTulze gaCerda. sandrom da biWebma giorgi etlianad cimcim miiyvanes manqanasTan.
gulTbili kaci iyo Takos mama _ biWi
didi sifrTxiliT Casva salonSi, dakecili etli sabargulSi moaTavsa da
manqana daqoqa.
giorgis deda maqmanebidan dahyurebda sadarbazosTan gogo-biWebis
fusfuss, cremlebi RapaRupiT Camosdioda. xedavda, rogor evlebodnen
Tavs mis Svils megobrebi, awuxebdaT
giorgis mdgomareoba. am gogo-biWebma, jer kidev bavSvobidan gausvlelebma, icodnen, sad unda CaeTesaT
sikeTis marcvali, rogor unda SeeSvelebinaT xeli, romeli sityva iyo
saWiro adamianis gulis gasaTbobad!
saamayo, wesieri da Rirseuli Taoba moabijebda saqarTveloSi... Taoba, romelic kiTxvas _ rani varT da
saiT mivdivarT? _ keTili saqmeebiT
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ar gvaqcia zurgi, ese igi, anTebul
sanTels ar dahkargvia Zala; maT yovelTvis ecodinebaT erTaderTi da
WeSmariti pasuxi, isini amqveynadve
ipovian RmerTs, igrZnoben, rom Tavad arian siyvaruli da moZebnian im
WeSmaritad sufTa savals, romelic
aucileblad taZramde miva!..
dedam daZrul manqanas CurCuliT
daadevna:
_ RmerTi gfaravdeT, Rimilis gogo-biWebo, rameTu iciT, rogor unda
daadgeT Tqveni cxovrebis safexurebs!..
manqana daiZra, giorgi RimiliT,
xelis daqneviT daemSvidoba dedas.
manqanaSi sasiamovno, gulTbili
da uSualo atmosfero sufevda. iyo
Zalian bevri iumori da xalisi, mere
saqarTvelos Zvel dedaqalaqs miuaxlovdnen da salaparako Temac Seicvala. ymawvilebi qveynis warsulze
alaparakdnen. qarTvelebi siamayiT
davdivarT RvTismSoblis wilxvedr
miwaze, kurTxeuli dedis Cvendami
siyvarulis udidesma madlma mogvca
dRemde mosvlis Zalao, ambobdnen.
saqristianosTvis uwmindesi relikviidan ori udidesi siwminde siwmindeTa Soris saqarTveloSi inaxeba,
yovladwminda RvTismSoblis da misi
mxolod Sobili Zis _ iesos kvarTi!
erTi _ dasavleT saqarTveloSi,
dadianebis sasaxleSi inaxeba...
meore aRmosavleT saqarTveloSi _
mcxeTis madlian mkerdSia Cakruli...
`meored mosvla gardauvalia! es
siwmindeebi ki TiTqos meored mosvlamde qarTvelTa nugeSad aris Semonaxuli~, _ gaifiqra giorgim.
_ movediT! ai, esec sveticxoveli!
_ fiqrebidan gamorkveuli giorgi aJriamulebulma megobrebma isev cimcim
Casves etlSi da qvafeniliani viwro

quCiT auyvnen sveticxovlisken gzas.

Tako gverdidan ar Sordeboda. giorgis usaSvelod eZvirfaseboda es
wuTebi.
idumali sizmariviT mSvidi daxvdaT mcxeTa. golgoTa iyo giorgisTvis cxovreba _ locvaSi gamxelili
survilebis bewvis xidi... sulis zanzalakebidan motanili musikis uwonadobiT eiforiaSi Cavardnili xedavda
rwmenis bilikad svel qviSaze darCenil iesos nakvalevs!..
es uflis gza iyo, romelzec sixaruliT da rwmeniT undoda evlo, rameTu ase dawerila aTidan erT-erTi:
`maradis gixaroden!~
taZarTan xalxi ireoda. rigi modioda, rigi midioda. momsvlelebi
rwmeniani TvalebiT mieaxlebodnen
`xvlikisfer~ ocnebas... wamsvlelebs
locvis madliT damSvidebuli gulebi mihqondaT...
CuqurTmaCamotexili istoria kidev erTxel axsenebda yvelas _ saidan modiodnen da saiT unda wasuliyvnen...
dedataZris didebul mdumarebaSi
locvisa da maradiulobis simbolod
gayursuliyo TaRebis sakmevliT gaJRenTili sivrce.
RvTismSoblis xatTan erTad loculobda mdumare gogo-biWi...
biWma icoda, rom TakosTan erTad
ipova caSi asasvleli biliki, rom
aRar Cautydeboda survilebis bewvis
xidi... axdeboda Takos mamis danapirebi _ germaniaSi aRar Wirs Seni daavadebis gankurnebao.
gogom ki is icoda, rom biWis imeds
ar eRalateboda, razec danTebuli
Taflis sanTeli tkarcaliT pasuxobda _ yvelaferi kargad iqneba!..

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n arRia

panTeonis robai
rezo WeiSvilis Sesandobari
dums klasikosi... wviT da dagviT, gana advilad
qmnida Sedevrebs... wuTisoflis kadric Cavlila...
Tumca maRali iyo dRemdec es panTeoni,
amieridan mTawmindaa mwvaneyvavilac...

msgavsebis robai
SemosZarcvia frangs perangi Zveli flanelis,
qarTvels _ satinis... maT irCies autaneli
Tavisufleba... apolonis iyvnen paJebi,
parizs aocebs grenguari*, Tbiliss _ graneli...

faqtis robai
(naxevrad iumoreska)
Tumca saxeli daimkvidra qveynis gawirviT,
Tavsac gvawonebs Rvawlmosili eriskaciviT...
iqneb, yvavoba arc yvavs unda, magram faqtia,
rom Seicvalos, ver gaxdeba mainc arwivi...

* grengori

(grenguari) pier _ frangi poeti-dramaturgi, mwerali (daaxloebiT 1475-1538 ww.).

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ukan mosaxedis robai

Ramea. mTvare burianis* minaTebs Sukas,
vaTvaliereb gonebaSi cxovrebis rukas...
rac unda moxdes, win iare, _ gvmoZRvravs goeTe,_
oRondac ise, mosaxedi rom gqondes ukan...

jojoxeTis robai
wlebis simravle dards gvimatebs da cremlebs gvadens,
Tan TevzebiviT gvafrTxobs SiSi, cxovreba _ bade...
Cveni epoqa saSineli jojoxeTia _
rom daganaxoT, unda viyo ukvdavi dante...

samSoblos robai
icnoba naRdi mecixovne da farRaliti**,
rogorc quraSi gamomwvari mtkice kramiti....
CvenTvis Sena xar bediswera, didi samSoblo,_
rom ver awonis dedamiwis Tval-margaliti...

niWis robai
cxovreba xanac yaCaRia, xanac Cafari,
xan awewili, rogorc qarSi cxenis fafari...
ufals madloba, leqsis weris maCuqa niWi
da mapovnina saimedo TavSesafari...

sicocxlis robai
`...Tavsa axlad vervin iSobs~.
rusTaveli
Tavs vervin iSobs xelmeored... magram diadi
mze daibada... kvlav gvaCuqa es ganTiadi...
uflis madli da wyalobaa dila yoveli _
rom gagvifantos RamesaviT sulis wyvdiadic...
* buriani _ agaraki saguramosTan.
** farRaliti _ taZris daraji.

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guTnisdedis robai
minaweri givi CiRvinaZis wignze
`Zveli guTnisdedebis miwa~...
ar gvinatria sxva samoTxe da sxva edemi,
winaprebiviT Cvenc samSoblos SevaberdebiT...
vinc ayuradebs marTlac sisxliT gapoxil miwas _
esmis godeba uZvelesi guTnisdedebis...

dedis robai
jerac bevri maqvs mosayoli TqvenTvis ambavi,
poeti var Tu mogonebis amomxapavi...
zamTrispiria, Tavze madgas moxuci deda _
Semomikeca me, WaRaras, Tbili sabani...

zeciuri jariskacis robai

brZolis gareSe am cxovrebas raRa fasi aqvs,
erTianobiT Cven movigebT didgors, basians...
mamuliSvilno!!! _ zarebs rekavs merab kostava _
vinc saqarTvelos zeciuri jariskacia...

poetis robai
(naxevrad iumoreska)
gepatieba zogjer poets, iyo Tavxedic _
Tu ar Setope da xelidan aRar waxvedi...
mouTmenloba-eSmakobas is girCevnia,
gulubryviloba da moTmena gqondes saxedris.

muxis robai
didgulobs qari... agugunebs garindul tyesac,
gzadagza mesmis daucveli xeebis kvnesa...
bilikze gdia umowyalod mokluli muxa _
glovobs buneba... gulis wuxils giyvebi leqsad...

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renegatebis robai
cixe Signidan tydeba mudam... mteri cbieri
cdilobs, gagvxados gulmaviwyi da Tvinieri...
Zeglebad dganan usamSoblo renegatebi
da zurgs imagrebs Cven drois kondotieri.

gazafxulis robai
mananas...
rodesac giyvars, veRar axsni, ra gemarTeba,
gulSi Semodis gazafxuli, rogorc naTeba;
yoCivardebi davkrife da viCqari Senken _
TiTqosda pirvel paemanze magviandeba.

peizaJis robai
zRvaze ara Cans horizonti, curavs Sors gemi,
wvims da bulvarsac gauSlia palmis qolgebi;
netav, ra Zalam dagvixata es peizaJi _
ris mone, mane an van-gogi, anda gogeni.

uimedobis robai
Tuki amqveynad Rirsebas da sindiss Ralatob,
getyvi pirdapir, saidumlos gana gagandob...
nuRar geqneba gamarjvebis mcire imedic _
radganac ibrZvi ufarod da umuzaradod.

gulis robai
nodar wuleiskiris xsovnas
iTmenda xmaurs da cxovrobda TiTqosda Cumad,
mamuliSvilTa mihyveboda gzasa da gumans;
eris mxurvale, upirveles gulSematkivars _
bunebrivia, rom umtyuna mtkivanma gulma.

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dedaenis robai
`ra ena waxdes, eric daeces~..
grigol orbeliani
fesvs Tu mowydebi, ver giSvelis RrublebSi frena,
sxvisi Tu ici, sakuTaric giyvardes ena...
giyvardes Seni damwerloba ToTxmetTagani _
ena Tu mokvda, TavisTavad gavqrebiT Cvenac.

zamTris robai
xsovnaSi CamrCa STambeWdavi suraTi erTi,
Jonavda sxivi, rogorc sisxlis fermkrTali wveTi...
xeze ekida Tovlis qula _ imedi zamTris, _
frTebCamoyrili, umowyalod mokluli gedi...

karTagenis robai
`Carthaginem esse delendam!~
markus porcius katon ufrosi
politikosi Tumc ara var da oratori,
sxva ver gaxdeba Cveni qveynis baton-patroni...
garduvalia, karTageni unda daingres! _
vumzer leRvis xes... maxsendeba brZeni katoni...

bunebis robai
maraosaviT gauSliaT xeebs totebi,
WaxWaxebs SaSvi, ar eSlebaT Citebs notebi...
bunebas mowyda, gaucxovda adamiani, _
iqneb es aris safuZveli gaborotebis...

daisis robai
guli sikeTes Tu asxivebs, ras gizams dardi,
borots niRabi ver dafaravs da maxinjs _ Cadri...
lamazad unda icxovro da waxvide bolos, _
Sexede daiss, mze mSvidad da lamazad Cadis...

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dilis robai
madloba RmerTo, gagviTene mziani dila,
Cveni sicocxle Sen gekuTvnis... Sens wiaRs Sina
bednieria, vinc mRviZarebs... iqneb gonebac
Sen gaunaTo, visac mTeli cxovreba sZinavs...

maradisobis robai
modilianis momnusxveli ismis suita,
hangi ukvdavi movismino raRac sul minda...
raa cxovreba warmavali?... ai, sicocxle, _
maradisoba rom iwyeba dasasrulidan...

usamarTlobis robai
am Cvens cxovrebas uxilavi xeli warmarTavs,
qaTmis sibrmave uRmerTobam mravals damarTa...
`marTal samarTals~ gviqadagebs brZeni soloni, _
magram ufali Tu aRadgens qveynad samarTals.

enis robai
simarTlis mTqmeli unda iyo mtkice mxedari,
gabeduli da uSiSari, Sorsgamxedavi...
xandaxan enac ise unda daimorCilo, _
rogorc ulayi Tavneba da gauxednavi.

Tavisuflebis robai
arafers niSnavs ganZeuli, Tund Seni wona
Tu gboWavs qsenfi, _ ra azri aqvs simdidris qonas?..
rad ginda gerqvas ukvdavi da brZeni ezopec, _
Tavisuflebas ver eRirsa sawyali mona...

zebos robai
(reminiscencia `daTa TuTaSxias~ Temaze...)
eSmakma uwyis, Tu ras fiqrobs gulSi seTuri,
morCili xalxiT, ra Tqma unda, beds ar emduris.
WaSi zis zebo da imediT bednieria, _
mama-marCenals Sescicinebs es ubeduri.

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Semecnebis robai
rom ar mogedos damRupveli obi da xavsi,
ibrZole mudam... Seimecne cxovrebis arsi...
cinikosobda diogene, magram icode, _
iyo namdvili moqalaqe, msoflio _ kasri...

simarTlis robai
`ar gaTeTrdebis yoranio~, _ ifiqre meti,
Wors nu ahyvebi da simarTlis dadeqi gverdiT...
sisulelea, mtredi yvavad warmoaCino, _
bunebrivia, yvavic veRar gaxdeba mtredi...

imedis robai
mainc ra aris es imedi?.. ra gvaZlevs imeds?..
amomwuravad mipasuxos iqneba vinmem?..
miwier yofis dasasruli Tua wertili, _
imeds davarqvaT sulis moTqma _ niSani mZime...

cxovrebis robai
kacobriobis aRsasruli nel-nela modis,
mTeli samyaro monanie, budea codvis...
yoveldRiurad mZime xdeba
Cveni cxovreba, _
rogorc mwvervalze asatani sizifes lodi...

daufiqreblobis robai
(reminiscencia)
movixme didi servantesi, radganac friad
momwons is, rasac qvemoT vityvi, sibrZne rom hqvia:
daufiqreblad isaubro, _ es imas niSnavs,
daumizneblad gaisrolos Cubinma tyvia...

bednierebis robai
Cems nuca da sandro yoCiaSvilebs...
Sen iseTi xar, arasodes damtoveb marto,
ar vici, mainc sanugeSo ra giTxra, dardo...
iqneb es aris mTeli Cemi bedniereba? _
siyvaruliT rom mexuteba nuca da sandro...

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proza

t imon
k afariZe

cocxal-mkvdari qelexsaSvili
gavrcelebuli xmebi saqarTveloSi erTiani nacionaluri
moZraobis mmarTvelobis periodSi marTlmsajulebis
gardacvalebis Sesaxeb sulac ar iyo gazviadebuli.
mark tvenis sityvebis
avtoriseuli interpretacia
iago qelexsaSvili, cocxali adamiani, verasdros warmoidgenda, odesme
imis mtkiceba Tu mouwevda, rom namdvilad cocxalia, arasdros, aravis
mier mokluli ar yofila da Tavadac
aravin mouklavs. ruseTidan deportirebulma uamravi damcirebisa da
Seuracxyofis Semdeg, rogorc iqna,
fexi mSobliur miwaze dadga, egona,
samSvidobos gaaRwia, magram mwared
Secda: saqarTvelodan didi xnis winaT wasuli TiTqos sxva qveyanaSi dabrunda da iseTi gasaocari ambebi gadaxda, vinmes rom moeyola, arafriT
ar daujerebda. Tbilisis aeroportSi
jer qarTvelebis daRvremili saxeebi
moxvda TvalSi, mere gauparsavi taqsis mZRoli, mTeli gza sigarets rom
abolebda. deporti xaro, _ mxolod
es hkiTxa, dasturis Semdeg ki Tavi
ise daiqnia, ver gaigebdi, TanaugrZnobda Tu kicxavda, asec mogixdebao.
qalaqamde xma aRar amouRia da moeCvena, rom sarkeSi uTvalTvalebda,

xolo sabargulidan misi Cemodnis

amosaRebad manqanidan gadmosvlac ki
ar ikadra, magram es araferia im saSinelebasTan SedarebiT, rac Semdeg
gadaxda. Tavisi saxlis fasadze uzarmazari, wiTeli asoebiT gamoyvanili warweris _ erTiani nacionaluri
moZraoba da mis qvemoT saqarTvelos
droSis damnaxvels gulma raRac cudi
ugrZno, Tumca aseTi warwera SeiZleba
sxva Senobebzec yofiliyo. binis karze Tavisi gvaris nacvlad igive warwera _ erTiani nacionaluri moZraoba
_ raRac gaugebrobas miawera, xolo
SigniT Sesulma Tvalebs ar daujera
_ dacarielebul oTaxSi, sadac uwin
misi aveji idga, mxolod erTi magidaRa darCeniliyo; kedelze dedamisis
suraTis nacvlad prezident doroTe
sadRobelaSvilis portreti ekida,
kompiuterTan mimjdarma viRac TmagaCeCilma qaliSvilma ki misken gamoxedvac ar ikadra. gaognebulma oTaxs
Tvali moavlo. kuTxeSi roiali da

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mrgvali, Savi skami idga, bavSvobaSi

waRma-ukuRma rom atrialebda; deda
ukravda xolme da mReroda, axla ki...
aRarc dedamisis suraTi iyo, aRarc
roiali, TmagaCeCilma, sruliad ucxo
qaliSvilma ki, ra gnebavTo, rogorc
iqna, ise ikiTxa, monitorisTvis Tvali
ar mouwyvetia.
_ es me unda mekiTxa, Tqven ra gnebavT Cems binaSi?
_ aq erTiani nacionaluri moZraobis saTavo ofisia, _ misken mouxedavad ise Tqva, TiTqos yvelaferi marTlac ase unda yofiliyo.
_ rogor gekadrebaT, es Cemi binaa,
Tqven ki ambobT ofisiao.
_ sworedac mekadreba, imitom, rom
Tqven absoluturad usafuZvlod acxadebT, TiTqos es Tqveni binaa. _ am
Tavxedobam ise daabnia, rom erTxans
xma veRar amoiRo.
_ me aq davibade, mTeli sicocxle
aq vcxovrobdi da gana es safuZveli
ar aris?
_ es kidev gasarkvevia, marTla
cxovrobdiT aq Tu ara.
_ ras hqvia, gasarkvevia? _ es ukve
nametani iyo.

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_ sworedac rom gasarkvevia. aq erTiani nacionaluri moZraobis ofisia, sruliad saqarTvelos mmarTveli partiis ofisi, ase iyo, ase aris
da ase iqneba yovelTvis, gasagebia? _
warmoTqva muqariT, _ Tqven ki absoluturad usafuZvlod acxadebT es
Cemi binaao.
_ me sulac ar mainteresebs, visi
ofisia, es Cemi sakuTari binaa, morCa
da gaTavda! _ xmas auwia.
_ absoluturad darwmunebuli
xarT amaSi? _ iseTi ironiiT uTxra,
rom wamiT eWvic ki Seepara, rame xom
ar meSlebao da fanjridan gadaixeda
_ qvemoT TiTqos misi ezo iyo da arc
iyo, eWvis gasafantavad meore oTaxis
daTvaliereba daapira, magram im Tavxedis mkacrma gafrTxilebam SeaCera,
ucxo pirTa Sesvla sastikad akrZaluliao.
_ me var ucxo? _ ikiTxa aRSfoTebulma da gunebaSi gvarianad SeukurTxa.
_ nu iginebiT, moqalaqev, Torem
dacvas gamoviZaxeb da migabrZaneben,
sadac saWiroa.
mTeli am dialogis ganmavlobaSi

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38
qals monitorisTvis Tvali ar mouwyvetia da am saqcieliT ise iyo gaognebuli, yuradReba aRar miuqcevia
imisTvis, rom aman ase zustad amoikiTxa Tavisi misamarTiT gafiqrebuli gineba. meore oTaxisken gaemarTa,
magram gza Savperangianma axmaxma gadauRoba da gasasvlelisken miuTiTa.
amas aramcTu winaaRmdegobis gawevas,
gunebaSic ki ver gaubedavda Seginebas da iZulebuli Seiqna, usityvod
damorCileboda. sadarbazoSi qoqiaSvilis zari dareka, magram kari aravin
gauRo. pirvel sarTulze jer kakauriZes miukakuna, mere xubutias, magram aqac, etyoba, Sin aravin iyo, ezoSic yvela daraba dagmanuli daxvda
da iseTi uCveulo siCume idga, TiTqos mezoblebi erTianad amowydnen.
_ va, iago, Sen cocxali xar, kaco?
_ moesma zurgs ukan da moulodnelobisgan SekrTa _ misi mezobeli WiWo iyo. am dartymulisgan araferi ar
unda gahkvirveboda, magram amgvari
SekiTxva ratomRac ar esiamovna da _
viTom, ratom ar unda viyo cocxalio.
_ ra vici, kaco, ase Tqves, mokleso. _ misi bina xom miisakuTres da axla mokles kidec. ara, aq raRac sxva
ambaviao, gaifiqra da _ vin Tqva, mokleso, _ gabrazda.
_ me ra vici, ase Tqves, mokleso.
cocxali rom daginaxe, gamixarda.
_ es Cveni mezoblebi sad arian?
_ ra vici, zogi mokvda, zogic sazRvargareT wavida.
siCume Camovarda. dacarielebul
saxls Tvali moavlo da guli dawyda, mTeli bavSvoba xom aq gaatara,
am ezoSi gaizarda, axla ki yvelafers
ratomRac es nacionaluri moZraoba
dapatronebia da _ aq ranairad aRmoCndneno, SeekiTxa.
_ ra vici, kaco, aq ar viyavi da,
rom davbrundi, aq ar damxvdnen?.. me
xom ici, xan narmalni var, xan vurev,

fsiqoSi mxolod eqvsi Tve maCereben.

iqidan gamosulma an vitrina unda
Cavtexo, an vinme vcemo da isev Cems
fsiqoSi mabruneben; maWmeven, masmeven, verTobi da iq ar mirCevnia?.. axla saqarTvelos pirvelobisTvis vemzadebiT.
saqarTvelos pirvelobisTviso?! _
gaukvirda.
_ fsiqoSeuzRudav SesaZleblobaTa gundebs Soris. Tu movigeT, msoflio pirvelobaze gagviSveben wyaljomardobaSi. magaria, ara? _ radgan
gaugebar wyaljomardobaze metad
Tavisi gasWirveboda, ki, Zalian magariao, daeTanxma, Cemodani da xelCanTa Sesanaxad dautova da ezodan
gamovida. sakuTar binaSi nacmoZraoba Tu daxvdeboda, amas verasdros
warmoidgenda, arada, bina arasodes
aravisTvis uTxovebia, ar gauqiravebia, arc ipoTekaSi hqonia Cadebuli
da, miT ufro, arc gayidvaze ufiqria. marTalia, TiTqmis oci weli ar
gamoCenila, magram sakuTreba xom
xelSeuxebelia da ra uflebiT SeiWrnen cocxali adamianis binaSi?.. aman
kidev saidan moitana, mokleso, Tumca
giJisgan yvelaferia mosalodneli.
amisTvis yuradReba ar unda mieqcia
da viTarebaSi gasarkvevad gadawyvita, mamidasTan misuliyo. WavWavaZis
quCiT rusTavelze Cavida da aq ucxoelebis simravlem gaakvirva _ zangebi,
arabebi, indoelebi, Turqebi turistebs ar hgavdnen da ise saqmianad midi-modiodnen, TiTqos mudam aq cxovrobdnen. uwin rusTavelze, rogorc
wesi, nacnobebs xvdeboda xolme, axla
ki erTi nacnobic ver naxa, mxolod
viRac Savkepianma kacma raRac ucnaurad gamoxeda da Tvalic ki gamoayola, albaT, icno, man ki vera. Zveli,
nacnobi Wadrebis nacvlad juja xeebi CaergoT, erTmaneTis miyolebiT
inglisurwarweriani Zvirfasi maRazi-

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ebi, kafe-barebi, restornebi da ucxouri ofisebi CaemwkrivebinaT, mxolod damkrZalavi biuros abraze ewera qarTulad _ saiqio, qvemoT ki _
keTili iyos Tqveni mobrZanebao, rac
aseve cudad eniSna. mere Tavis mSobliur, pirvel skolas Cauara da uneblieT, parlamentis Senobis win Sekrebili opoziciis xalxmraval mitingze
aRmoCnda. qelexsaSvili, saerTod,
apolitikuri adamiani iyo, rac uSualod mas ar exeboda, didad ar ainteresebda da ruseTSi myofma wesierad arc ki icoda, saqarTveloSi ra
xdeboda. moviTxovT vadamdel saprezidento da saparlamento arCevnebs! _
ewera Senobaze gakruli naWris zolze da, marTalia, tribunaze gamosuli
oratorebis xma aqamde ver aRwevda,
magram isinic, etyoba, imaves iTxovdnen, Tumca amas Tavisi gasWirveboda
da, is iyo, wasvla daapira, rom Tavisi
klaseli xojava SeniSna.
_ iago, rogora xar, kaco? _ gaxarebuli gadaexvia, sul ar Secvlilxaro, gauRima, mere misken miiwia da
xmadabla SeekiTxa, gavige Seni ambavi da marTali Tuao. sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT, etyoba, moerida, cocxali
adamianisTvis pirdapir ekiTxa, nuTu
cocxali xaro. is-is iyo, daapira,
xojavasTvis saqmis viTareba aexsna,
rom uecrad xalxma ixuvla, Zirs prezidentio, xojavac ahyva da misTvis
yuradReba aRar miuqcevia. aleqsandres baRSi Cauxvia, moeCvena, rom viRac aekida, merxze Camojda, irgvliv
Tvali moavlo, magram saeWvo veravin SeniSna, cota xanSi ki merxze _
yovel SemTxvevaSi, iagom ase Seicno _
is Savkepiani Camoujda, rusTavelze
Tvali rom gamoayola. rogorc Cans,
mitingidanve uTvalTvalebda, Tumca
baRidan gamosuls is aRar SeumCnevia. mSral xidze gadavida da nacnobi

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saxlis fasadze uzarmazari, wiTeli
asoebiT gamoyvanili isev is warwera
dainaxa _ erTiani nacionaluri moZraoba. aqaco, gaukvirda da imis imediT, rom es yvelgan arsebuli moZraoba mamidamisis binaSi ar iqneboda,
sadarbazoSi Sevida, magram imedi gaucruvda _ meore sarTulze, nacnobi
binis karze igive warwera amoikiTxa.
oTaxSic, kedelze, prezident sadRobelaSvilis suraTi daxvda, kompiuterTan ki TmagaCeCili qaliSvili,
monitorisTvis Tvalis mouwyvetlad
rom hkiTxa ra gnebavTo.
_ Tqven TviTon ra gnebavT mamidaCemis binaSi?
_ aq erTiani nacionaluri moZraobis ofisia, _ misken mouxedavad da
ise damajereblad ganacxada, TiTqos
yvelaferi marTlac ase unda yofiliyo.
_ es mamidaCemis binaa da sainteresoa, Tqven rogor moxvdiT aq?
_ aq erTiani nacionaluri moZraobis ofisia, sruliad saqarTvelos
mmarTveli partiis ofisi, gasagebia?!
_ gaimeora muqariT da Tqven ki absoluturad usafuZvlod acxadebT viRac mamidis binaao, daamata.
_ viRacis ki ara, mamidaCemis binaa,
ma-mi-da-Ce-mis, gasagebia?! _ xmas auwia.
_ yvelam Tavis imnair mamidas mixedos, _ warmoTqva sxvaTa Soris, ise,
rom misken arc gamouxedavs. imnairSi, cxadia, bozmamida igulisxma. amis
atana ukve SeuZlebeli iyo, Tavxedi
da uzrdeli yofilxaro, miaxala da
gunebaSi amasac miagina.
_ nu iginebiT, moqalaqev, Torem
dacvas gamoviZaxeb da migabrZaneben,
sadac saWiroa. _ saginebeli ki iyo,
magram xmamaRla namdvilad ar Seuginebia da gaukvirda, fiqrs rogorRa
mimixvdao. mTeli am dialogis ganmavlobaSi am Tavxeds monitorisTvis

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Tvali ar mouwyvetia. amnairs mainc
verafers gaagebinebda, kibeze daeSva
da quCaSi gamovida. SeiZleba mamidam
bina nacmoZraobas miaqirava, magram
TviTon sad unda gadasuliyoo, fiqrobda.
_ va, iago, Sen cocxali xar, kaco?
_ mamidamisis mezobeli lauSa iyo. viTom ratom ar unda viyo cocxalio,
cotaTi gabrazda kidec.
_ ra vici, ase miTxres, mokleso.
_ vin giTxra es sisulele?
_ ra vici, viRacam miTxra. _ mxrebi aiwura. _ Sen sad iyavi amden xans,
kaco?
_ ruseTSi. mamidaCemi sadaa, ar
ici?
_ zina?.. _ gaocebulma raRac ucnaurad gamoxeda. _ zina didi xania ar
minaxavs, sadRac gaqra.
_ iaSa biZia? Svilebi? yvelani gaqrnen?
lauSam raRac undoblad gamoxeda,
mere ki TiTqos Tavi imarTla, aSotas
ecodineba, iman yvelaferi icis, uZiloba sWirs da dRe da Rame televizors uyurebso.
ezoSi lauSam karga xans abraxuna aSotas karze, mere kars miawva da
SeaRo. naxevrad Cabnelebul oTaxSi,
televizoris win, savarZelSi aSota
mokalaTebuliyo.
_ aSot, naxe vin movida?...
_ va, iagojan, Sen cocxali xar, kaco? _ wamodga, naTura CarTo da xeli
CamoarTva.
_ ver xedav, rom cocxali var?..
yvela erTsa da imaves mekiTxeba,
cocxali xar, cocxali xar?.. cocxali var, aba ra...
_ ra gewyina, iagojan, rac televizorSi gavigone, imas gebnebi, nito
Sen mokles, nito Sen mokali... nito
ot Sesti do deviati, nito ot deviati do piatnadcati misces, gavgiJdi, meTqi, ra detski srokia, iago

mokles, dvenadcat ra ari, Cven dros

magaze paJizneni iyo, vkrainem sluCae
rastrel. madloba RmerTs, cocxali
xar, znaCit, aravin ar mokla, tembole, Senc aravin ar mokali. _ am SterTan mainc verafers gaarkvevda da,
xom ar ici mamidaCemi sad ariso, SeekiTxa.
_ zina?.. _ daazusta da xanmokle
pauzis Semdeg xmadabla, sinanuliT
Cailaparaka, zina gaqra, me megona Sen
icodio. sad gaqra, ras ambobo, amdeni
gaugebrobis Semdeg, rasakvirvelia,
ar daijera.
_ sul Seni dardi hqonda, kaco, maSin ruseTSi lica kavkazskoi nacionalnosti Tu xar, morCa. egona, Senc
mokles, mere uceb gaqra. amboben sazRvargareT gaiqcao.
_ iaSa biZia, zinas qmari?
_ ai, iaSa, toCna gaqra, verc cocxali naxes, verc mkvdari, _ misken miiwia, TaviT Werisken mianiSna da gavige, gaitaceso, xmadabla Cailaparaka
da Cumadve daamata, amis mere daiwyo
magaTi ubedurebao, mTeli ojaxi sazRvargareT gaiqca, nito germania, nito italia, toCna aravin ar iciso.
_ es nacmoZraoba rogor aRmoCnda
magaT binaSi?
_ sul daketili iyo, erTxelac
vxedav, weria nacmoZraoba. meTqi, saidan, rogor, aravin araferi ar icis,
iZaxian Cveni ofisia i vsio.
am aSotam is ver gaarkvia, iago mokles Tu iagom mokla da mamidamisis
ambavs rogorRa gaarkvevda, raRac
Worebi uambo, adamianebis ase ugzoukvlod gaqroba vis gaugia, magram
xom faqtia, rom mTeli ojaxi sadRac
gaqra. arada, sazRvargareT ratom
unda gaqceuliyvnen _ iaSa biznesmeni
iyo da SeiZleba sulac fulis gamoZalvis mizniT gaitaces?.. lauSa da,
gansakuTrebiT, aSota amaze ise Cumad
laparakobdnen, TiTqos viRacis eSi-

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nodaT. marTalia, uwin, sanam ruseTSi

wavidoda, fulis gamoZalvis mizniT,
ucxoeli biznesmenebic gautaciaT,
magram mas mere oc welze meti gavida, qveyana TiTqos dalagda kidec da
nuTu axlac igive meordeba?.. davuSvaT, iaSa fulis gamoZalvis mizniT
gaitaces, magram mas ras erCian, arc
fuli aqvs da arc biznesi, SeiZleba,
sulac viRac misi mogvare mokles,
nacnobebs ki iago egonaT. amden xans
rom ar gamoCenila, albaT, zinasac
mkvdari egona, arada, im nabozarma
rogor gaubeda, yvelam Tavis bozmamidas mixedoso. saidan moeTrnen es
Tavxedebi, jer mis binaSi SeiWrnen,
axla mamidamisis bina miiTvises. iago
qelexsaSvili magaT marTla mkvdari
xom ar hgoniaT?.. am fiqrebSi elbaqiZis daRmarTi Caiara da aRmaSeneblis gamzirze gavida. rusTaveliviT
esec imdenad Secvlili daxvda, rom
Zlivs icno, wamlad erTi xec aRar
daetovebinaT, Senobebis fasadebi ki
sxvadasxvafrad iyo SeRebili. erTmaneTis miyolebiT Camwkrivebuli
Zvirfasi maRaziebis, kafe-barebisa da
restornebis abrebze inglisuri, Cinuri, Turquli da arabuli warwerebi
moxvda TvalSi da mxolod erTaderT
tualets amSvenebda qarTuli warwera _ saztualeti, qvemoT ki igive _
inglisurad. aqac bevri Savkaniani da
aTasi juris xalxi moZraobda, turistisa rom araferi etyobodaT, da
erTi nacnobi saxec ki ver naxa, Zveli
plexanovisgan aq TiTqmis aRaraferi
iyo darCenili. mere Serozias quCaze Seuxvia da gaocebuli miaCerda
biZamisis saxlis fasadze gamokrul
uzarmazar, ukve nacnob warweras _
erTiani nacionaluri moZraoba, mTavari saarCevno Stabi. egona, rom eseni aqac, biZamisis binaSic iqnebodnen
da, marTalia, Secda, magram iq uaresi daxvda: gaognebulma bicolamisma

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erTxans xma ver amoiRo, Cqara Semodio, Cailaparaka, karis RiobSi gaiWvrita, etyoba, darwmunda, rom aravin
uTvalTvalebda, kari Caraza, mcire
xans ise Sehyurebda, TiTqos pirvelad naxa, mere ki mkvaxed usayvedura
sad daikargeo. cocxali Tu iyavi, erTxel mainc rogor ar Segvatyobine,
Seni gamoisobiT biZaSeni cixeSi itanjebao. cixeSio, gaukvirda, ki magram,
me ra SuaSi varo?.. biZaSens rom Seni
mkvleloba daabrales, nuTu Sen araferi gagigiao, usayvedura da misi gaognebuli saxis Semyurem, Seni mokvla
daabrales, Senio, daazusta. arada,
radgan gavrcelda xmebi misi mkvlelobis Sesaxeb, viRacisTvis xom unda
daebralebinaT es mkvleloba, magram
biZamiss Tu daabralebdnen, amas verasdros warmoidgenda. vin daabralao, ikiTxa da aq ucnauri ram moxda:
CSSS... bicolam tuCebze TiTi miifara, misken miiwia, imaTo, waiCurCula
da TaviT Werisken mianiSna.
_ vin imaT, qalo, amoiRe xma! _ etyoba, xmamaRla mouvida, iman TiTi
isev tuCebze miifara, CSSS... gvismeneno, irgvliv Tvali moavlo da zemoT mianiSna, albaT, viRac maRalCinosani igulisxma, mere ki uambo, rom
biZamisi Rame sodSi waiyvanes, biznesis da qonebis Cuqeba mosTxoves, magram ar qnao, amis Semdeg RamRamobiT
urekavdnen da emuqrebodnen, mere ki
misi mkvleloba daabrales da ukve
xuTi welia cixeSi itanjeba, qarxana
da mTeli qoneba dauyadaReso. iaSas,
mamidamisis qmarsac igive damarTes:
Rame waiyvanes, biznesis Cuqeba mosTxoves, magram ar qna, emuqrebodnen
da erT dResac sadRac gaqrao. mere
mamidamissac urekavdnen da emuqrebodnen, Tu bizness saxelmwifos ar
aCuqeb, Tqvens biWebs daviWerTo da
iZulebulni gaxdnen, sazRvargareT
gaqceuliyvnen. mainc araferi Segvar-

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Cines, netavi, Tavidanve eCuqebinaT da
am ubedurebas gadavrCebodiTo, daiCivla sacodavma, bolos ki ise ikiTxa, visi gakeTebulia axla eso, rom
cxadia, icoda, vinc gaaubedura, magram SiSiT ver amxelda.
_ visi da am nacionalebis, magaTi...
_ ginebis miyoleba undoda, magram
tuCebze xeli aafara da Cven zemoT
magaTi ofisiao, uCurCula, xolo roca misi binis ambavi gaigo, kidev ufro
metad SeSinda, samzareuloSi gaiyvana
da xmadabla gaando, rom hyavT advokati, romelmac biZaSenis gamarTleba jerjerobiT ver moaxerxa, magram,
raxan cocxali aRmoCndi, imis gaTavisuflebas win raRa daudgebao, TiTqos, Tavisive Tavi daaimeda da _ Senc
dagexmareba binis dabrunebaSio.
Rame Tavs datexil gasaWirze fiqrobda, magram gamosavals ver poulobda, mere WiWo, lauSa da aSota
daesizmra, nuTu cocxali xaro, ekiTxebodnen. xom xedaven, rom cocxali
varo, brazobda, SeSinebuli bicolamisi ki raRacas eCurCuleboda da
TiTs Werisken iSverda, xolo ayiravebul roialTan gaRimebuli dedamisi
idga da locavda, madloba RmerTs,
rom cocxali xaro. aman saidanRa gaigoo, ukvirda, mere Savperangianma
bexlewma, gaeTrie Seni binidano, xeli
hkra da... gaeRviZa. sizmarSi dedamisis
gamocxadeba cudad eniSna, mere gaaxsenda, rom swored dRes, Teqvsmet Tebervals gardaicvala da es ra dReSi
Camagdes am garewrebma, dedaCemis gardacvalebis dRec ki damaviwyeso.
saburTalos sasaflaoze kidev
erTi usiamovneba daemata _ dedamisis saflavisken mimavalma granitis
uzarmazar Sav lodze oqrosferi
asoebiT amokveTili Tavisi gvar-saxeli da dabadebisa da gardacvalebis
TariRi dainaxa da Tvalebs ar daujera:

iago qelexsaSvili
1959-2002
arada, cocxali kaci TiTqos sakuTar saflavTan idga. xom icoda _ misi namdvilad ar iyo, magram mainc raRac usiamovno SegrZneba gauCnda, mere ivarauda, rom es SeiZleba swored,
misi mogvare egonaT, Tavad iago da
mokluladac amitom CaTvales. am ucnauri damTxveviT kidev ufro metad
guldamZimebulma sasaflao datova
da advokatTan Sesaxvedrad gaeSura.
advokat nemsiwveriZis ofisi qalaqis centrSi, maRali Senobis pirvel
sarTulze iyo ganTavsebuli, abraze
`saadvokato biuro, nemsiwveriZe, yunwireiSvili~, amoikiTxa, zaris Rilaks
daawva. SemobrZandiTo, moesma, kari
gaiRo da sakmaod did oTaxSi aRmoCnda. gamxdari axalgazrda kaci wamodga, garsevan nemsiwveriZed gaecno
da dabrZandiTo, skamze mianiSna. amas
arafriT gamorCeuli, erTi SexedviT,
Znelad dasamaxsovrebeli saxe hqonda, meoris brtyel, sarkesaviT priala kefaSi ki, rom moendomebina, Tavis anarekls dainaxavda, magram ufro
iman gaakvirva, rom misken arc gamouxedavs, magidaze raRacas CaCereboda,
albaT, kiTxulobda an Rrma fiqrebSi
iyo wasuli. nemsiwveriZem mokled gaacno biZamisis saqme, bolos ki dasZina, iSviaTi SemTxvevaa, cocxali kaci
moklulad iTvlebodes, msgavsi araferi Semxvedriao. erTxans fiqrobda,
mere gamomZiebeliviT ise daJinebiT
miaCerda, TiTqos undoda darwmunebuliyo, rom marTlac, cocxalia da
aseTi ucnauri kiTxva dausva: nuTu
ar gagigiaT, rom biZaTqveni swored
Tqveni mkvlelobisTvis gaasamarTleso da yoymani rom Seatyo, TiTqos
Tavi imarTla, arasworad ar gamigoT
da imisTvis, rom efeqturad davicva
Cemi klientebi, yovelTvis simarTle
unda vicode, Tundac es ewinaaRmde-

simon jafariZe

gebodes Cemi dacvis qveS myofis interesebso. aq rom Camovedi, mxolod

maSin Sevityve, rom Turme mokluli
viyavio, xumroba scada, magram es mainc ar moeSva da _ xom yovlad warmoudgenelia, oci wlis ganmavlobaSi
aravis Seetyobinebina, rom biZaTqvens
Tqveni mkvleloba daabraleso. rogorc Cans, ar daujera da es SekiTxva gamotexvis mizniT dausva. aman me
unda damicvas Tu isinio, gaifiqra da
radgan sxva pasuxi ver moZebna, samwuxarod, aseao, Cailaparaka, Tumca
aseTma pasuxma, etyoba, ver daakmayofila da, albaT, marTla, mokluli egoneT da mkvdars xom ar Segatyobinebdneno, rogorc Cans, ixumra,
Torem iuristi kaci aseT absurdul
daskvnas rogor gaakeTebdao, gaifiqra, magram aman saqmiani saubari ganagrZo, uzenaes sasamarTloSi saCivris
Setanas apirebda saqmis gadaxedvis
moTxovniT im axlad aRmoCenili garemoebis gamo, moklulad miCneuli
cocxali rom aRmoCnda, da dahpirda,
rom mis binasac mixedavda. rac Seexeba iaSa CaCavas, mamidaTqvenis qmars,
mis interesebs Cemi kolega, elguja
yunwireiSvili daicavso, brtyelkefianze mianiSna, magram is arc ki
ganZreula. kolegas gansakuTrebiT
mniSvnelovani saqme aqvs aRebuli da
dacvisTvis emzadebao, TiTqos imis
nacvlad moubodiSa.
nemsiwveriZem, dapirebisamebr, sasamarTloSi gancxadeba Seitana da
iagomac daniSul dRes sasamarTlos
miakiTxa. uzenaesi sasamarTlo mTawmindaze, imave Zvelebur, lamaz SenobaSi iyo ganTavsebuli, oRond abraze didi, oqrosferi asoebiT ewera _
saqarTvelos erTiani nacionaluri
uzenaesi sasamarTlo. nuTu aqac eseni ariano, gaifiqra. mimRebSi mjdomma gogom misi pasporti gaSala da amreziT amoxeda, dabRverilma dacvis

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TanamSromelma ki eWviT SeaTvaliera,
pijakis jibeebze xeli mousva, Sarvlis totebs zemodan qvemoT xelisgulebi Camoayola, bolos mklavebze
xelebi ratomRac Zalian magrad mouWira, rogorc Cans, Tavisi Zala agrZnobina, swrafad gaiareo, miugdo,
gasasvlelisken ubiZga da iseTi SegrZneba gauCnda, rom aqedan SeiZleba
veRarc gaeRwia. mesame sarTulis 33-e
oTaxze ewera _ Tavmjdomaris ufrosi TanaSemwe fridon xuxuni, misaRebSi ki, kompiuterTan, im TavxedebiviT
TmagaCeCili qaliSvili ijda, Tumca
aman gamoxedva mainc ikadra da SediT,
gelodebiano, Cailaparaka. uzarmazar
oTaxSi, Zvelebur sawer magidasTan
mjdomi Zalian sufTad gaparsuli,
utuCo axalgazrda maSinve wamodga,
xeli CamoarTva, dabrZandiTo, savarZelze mianiSna, am dros saketmac gaiCxakuna, rogorc Cans, kari garedan
Caketes da aqedan SeiZleba veRarc
gavaRwioo, isev es gaifiqra.
_ nu geSiniaT, mxolod imitom Cavraze, vinmem rom ar Segvawuxos, _ daamSvida da gaukvirda, im Tavxedi qaliSviliviT fiqrs rom miuxvda. _ SegiZliaT gulaxdilad isaubroT, ucxo
aq aravin Semova, _ TiTqos viRac sxvam
uTxra, tuCebi odnavadac ar gatokebia, umoZrao, naxevradgaxelili TvalebiT mosCereboda, etyoba, damZimebuli quTuToebis aweva uWirda.
_ me biZaCemis, arCil nebieriZis
saqmeze gawuxebT, sasamarTlom mas
Cemi mkvleloba daabrala, _ mcire
xans daayovna, am iSviaTi, albaT, erTaderTi saqmis Sesaxeb xuxunis reaqcia ainteresebda, magram amas aranairi emocia ar Sestyobia da sinamdvileSi Cemi mokvla arc ufiqriao,
gaagrZela, cocxali var da am axlad
aRmoCenili garemoebis safuZvelze
saqmis gadaxedvas viTxovo. xuxunim
yuradRebiT mousmina da mentoruli

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toniT usayvedura: _ tyuilad aravis arafers ar abralebs Cveni sasamarTlo da mxolod mtkicebulebebiT
absoluturad gamyarebuli ganaCenebi gamoaqvs danaSaulis an udanaSaulobis Sesaxeb, gansasjelebTan mimarTebaSi, rasakvirvelia. _ erTxans
mis gancxadebas CasCereboda, mere ki
aseTi ucnauri SekiTxva dausva: _ SeecadeT, gaixsenoT, sad, rodis da ra
viTarebaSi moxda Tqveni mkvleloba?
_ uceb amoxeda da imisi umoZrao tuCebis Semyures iseTi SegrZneba gauCnda, TiTqos SekiTxva aman ki ara,
viRac uxilavma dausva da Tqven, etyoba, ver gamigeTo, Cemi mkvleloba
saerTod ar momxdara, ager var cocxali kacio.
_ Zalianac kargad gavige yvelaferi. me gekiTxebiT Tu sad, rodis da
ra viTarebaSi moxda mkvleloba saqmis masalebidan gamomdinare, anu, ubralo eniT rom vTqvaT, saqmeSi ra weria-meTqi, amas gekiTxebiT. ki magram,
mkvleloba Tu ar momxdara, mkvlelobis adgili rogorRa iarsebebso?
_ gaukvirda.
_ mosamarTlem Tu CaTvala, rom
Cadenilia mkvleloba, saqmeSi aucileblad iqneba miTiTebuli sad, rodis da ra viTarebaSi moxda es mkvleloba. _ erTxans mis gancxadebas ise
CasCereboda, TiTqos pasuxi iq unda
amoekiTxa da braldebuls Tu icnobdiTo, aseTi kidev ufro ucnauri SekiTxva dausva. rogor ar vicnobdi,
biZaCemiao, gaukvirda, amis Semdeg ki
sruliad uazro ram hkiTxa, ase darwmunebuli ratom xarT, rom Tqveni
mokvla ar ufiqria biZaTqvens, fiqrebis amokiTxvis unari gaqvTo? ara
marto fiqrebs, zogjer azrebsac
vkiTxulobo, ixumra. azrebsac Tu
kiTxulobT, maSin imasac SeityobdiT,
rom swored Tqveni mkvlelobisTvis
gaasamarTles biZaTqvenio. oci weli

ruseTSi viyavi da am siSoreze miWirs

azrebis amokiTxvao, isev ixumra, magram amas arc gauRimia da ruseTSi ras
akeTebdiTo, saxe gaumkacrda. saqmeze
viyavi, mere qarTvelebis deportacia
daiwyo da yvelani gamogvyareso.
_ kidev kargi, rom uaresi ar giqnes, _ rogorc Cans, guli daswyda,
uaresi rom ar uqnes da amaze meti
raRa unda eqnaTo, gaikvirva.
_ ar uqniaT Tu ra?.. an narkotiks
Cagideben, an mkvlelobas dagabraleben, ukidures SemTxvevaSi, gamxmar
totze Camogkideben cali fexiT, sanam sisxli ar Cageqceva tvinSi. _ `cali fexiT da `tvinSi xazgasmuli muqariT, etyoba, misi misamarTiT warmoTqva.
_ aq amaze uaresi ar dammarTes?..
Cems da mamidaCemis binebSi nacionalebi SeiWrnen, mosamarTlem biZaCems
Cemi mkvleloba daabrala, magram Camovedi da Cemi mkvleloba ar dadasturda.
_ isev gimeorebT, rom tyuilad
aravis arafers ar abralebs Cveni sasamarTlo, xolo rac Seexeba imas,
TiTqos ar dasturdeba Tqveni mkvleloba, es SeiZleba iTqvas, iuridiuli
nonsensia, Tqven mxolod `de faqto~
xarT cocxali, `de iure~ ki TqvenTan
mimarTebaSi Cadenilia mkvleloba,
anu, ubralo eniT rom vTqvaT, sasamarTlom mxolod daadastura Tqveni
mkvleloba da, Sesabamisad, Tqven ukve didi xania trupi xarT, gasagebia,
trupi. _ `trupi~ Zalian Cumad warmoTqva, sruliad uferuli, umoZrao
TvalebiT miaCerda, rac farul muqarad aRiqva, Tu ar gaCerdebi, trupi
gaxdebio, Tavisi saflavis qvac gaaxsenda, guli xom isedac awuxebda da
amdenma usiamovnebam da nerviulobam,
etyoba, mainc Tavisi qna, guli raRac
uCveulod moekuma, uceb iseTi sisuste Seepara, savarZlidan wamodgomac

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ki gauWirdeboda da am regvenis winaSe rom ar wamxdariyo, haeri Rrmad

CaisunTqa, nela gaimarTa da, ki magram, me sinamdvileSi xom var cocxalio, Tavis Tavs ise CaekiTxa, TiTqos
bolomde ar iyo darwmunebuli, rom
marTlac cocxali iyo.
_ mosamarTlem ukeTesad ar icis,
Tqven cocxali xarT Tu mkvdari? _
xuxunis damcinavma Rimilma gadahkra
da aseTi cinizmiT gaognebulma erTxans xma ver amoiRo, mere cotaTi
suli moiTqva da Tavad Seutia.
_ Tqvens mosamarTles Zalianac
unda, rom mkvdari viyo, magram me,
ginda ase da ginda ise, cocxali var
da biZaCemi, udanaSaulo kaci, Cemi,
cocxali adamianis mkvlelobisTvis
cixeSi ratom unda ijdes?
_ aTi udanaSaulos dasja jobs erTi damnaSavis dasjas, _ ise ganacxada,
TiTqos Seuval WeSmaritebas RaRadebda. _ Cveni prezidentis gamocxadebuli nulovani tolerantoba swored imas niSnavs, rom cixeSi unda wavides yvela. udanaSauloebi Tu daisjebian, potenciur damnaSaveebs SiSi
gauCndebaT, udanaSauloebs sjian da
Cven miT umetes dagvsjiano da aRar
Caidenen danaSauls. ase rom, prevenciul xasiaTsac atarebs es nulovani tolerantoba. _ es demagogia ise
mtkiced da damajereblad warmoTqva,
rom masTan kamaTs azri aRar hqonda da radgan saqmis gadaxedvis imedi
ukve gadawuruli hqonda, inana, risTvisRa movedio, Tumca, yoveli SemTxvevisTvis, ufro ki Tavis dasamSvideblad, rom yvelaferi iRona, uwindeli Txovna mainc gaumeora, radgan
cocxali aRmovCndi, SeiZleba, saqmis
gadaxedvis imedi mqondes am axlad
aRmoCenili garemoebis safuZvelzeo.
_ axlad aRmoCenil garemoebad ar
SeiZleba CaiTvalos es, vinaidan gasulia xandazmulobis vada. ai, Tqveni

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gvami rom aRmoeCinaT, es sxva saqmea.
_ cocxali adamianis anu Cems gvams
rogorRa aRmoaCendneno, gaukvirda.
_ me ar miTqvams rom Tqveni gvami aRmoaCines, rom aRmoeCinaT-meTqi, _ mcire xniT Cafiqrda da, Tumca
xandazmulobis vada aqac moqmedebso, daamata. nuTu gvamis aRmoCenasac
aqvs xandazmulobis vadao, gaikvirva.
_ yvelafersa aqvs Tavisi xandazmulobis vada, garda?.. _ SekiTxvis
niSnad saCvenebeli TiTi aRmarTa da
Tavadve upasuxa: garda WaWisao. _
giyvars WaWa?
saubris aseT Semobrunebas namdvilad ar eloda da dabneulma, ise rao,
TavisTvis Cailaparaka.
_ WaWa ar giyvars kaxel kacs?
_ sxvaTa Soris Cemi didi papispapa
xuxia iyo, magram Tavis droze qelexi
orjer gadauxades da mas mere qelexsaSvilebi gavxdiT. _ qelexi orjero,
gaikvirva.
_ erTxel mkvdari hgonebiaT da qelexic maSin gadauxdiaT, meored marTla momkvdara, magram ar daijeres,
gvatyuebso, mere ki darwmundnen da
qelexic gadauxades meored.
_ megreli yofilxar, gamodis, Tanac xuxia, _ Rimili gadaefina da saxec TiTqos gaunaTda. _ gesmis megruli? _ arao. ar yofilxar namdvili
megrelio, isev moiRuSa da cota xnis
mere, rogorc Cans, tyuilSi gamosaWerad uwindeli SekiTxva gaumeora,
marTla ar icodi, rom Seni mkvlelobisTvis gaasamarTles biZaSeni? rom
mcodnoda, rogor fiqrobT, ar Camovidodio?
_ me rasac vfiqrob, es sxva saqmea,
Sen is miTxari, amden xans ras akeTebdi ruseTSi?
_ atomuri iaraRis mkacrad gasaidumloebul qarxanaSi vmuSaobdi, _
Tavs ukeT grZnobda da xumroba scada.

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_ Sen dabombe xirosima? _ rogorc
iqna, ahyva xumrobaSi.
_ me xom mkvdari viyavi da ranairad davbombavdi? _ mgoni Semovabruneo, ifiqra, magram Secda.
_ `de iure~ ki, magram `de faqto~
xom iyavi cocxali? _ ar gauRimia da
gaugebari darCa, xumrobiTve upasuxa
Tu kvlav is uazro argumenti gaumeora. erTxans mis gancxadebas CasCereboda, mere ki imedi sabolood gadauwura, Sens saqmeze arcki vici ra
giTxrao, Cemze araferia damokidebuli, magram imeds mainc nu dakargavo,
daemSvidoba da Caketili kari gauRo.
pirvel sarTulze, misaRebSi, im
gogom pasporti ise miugdo, arc Semouxedavs, dabRverilma dacvam ki isev
gaCxrika da, albaT, imis gasarkvevad,
rame xom ar movipareo, ivarauda gakvirvebulma, mere gasasvlelisken xeli ramdenjerme ise energiulad gauqnia, TiTqos uxmod ubrZana, droze
gaeTrieo. gareT gaRweulma, marTalia, SvebiT amoisunTqa, magram moeCvena, rom viRac aedevna. drodadro
ukan ixedeboda, romeliRac sadarbazoSic ki Sevida da iqidan akvirdeboda, Tumca saeWvo veravin SeniSna da
gza ganagrZo.
am demagogi xuxunis logikiT ase
gamodis, rom iago cocxalicaa da
mkvdaric, Tumca amaTTvis, yvelasTvis mkvdari iago ufro xelsayrelia, imitom rom mkvdars aRar gauCndeboda pretenzia, cocxali varo,
biZamisic mkvlelobis braldebiT cixeSi darCeboda, im garewar mosamarTles da xuxuns Tavis ufrosebianad
aRaravin Seawuxebda gancxadebebiTa
da saCivrebiT. aki uTxra kidec, ukve trupi xaro, magram amaT jinaze ar
mokvdeba da sanam cocxalia, ar SearCens arc Tavis da arc mamidamisis binas da im udanaSaulo kacis dasjas...

am fiqrebSi rusTavelis gamzirzec gavida da isev parlamentis win

mimdinare opoziciis mitingze aRmoCnda. amjerad aq kidev ufro meti
xalxi Sekrebiliyo, Zlivs gaikafa gza
parlamentis Senobisken. gazonze gamofenili axalgazrdebis gadidebuli
fotosuraTebi da aseTi warwera dainaxa: erTiani nacionaluri moZraobis
mier quCaSi daxocili axalgazrdebi,
qvemoT ki maTi fotosuraTebi da vinaoba. tribunaze gamomsvlelni TavianT gasaWirs hyvebodnen, zogierTs
qmar-Svili moukles, qoneba waarTves,
sxvebs ojaxis wevri ukanonod daupatimres... yvela qveyanaSi gamefebul
usamarTlobaze Cioda, prezidentis
gadadgomasa da vadamdel saparlamento arCevnebs iTxovda. rac ufro
met gamomsvlels usmenda, miT ufro
matulobda misi aRSfoTeba, Turme
marto is ar CaugdiaT am dReSi, magram rodesac saTvaliani mamakaci mohyva, rogor mokles cixeSi misi erTi
Svili, meore ki gaitaces, waarTves
biznesi, qoneba da daemuqrnen, Tu ar
gaCumdeboda, mesame Svilsac daiWerdnen. veRar moiTmina da, miuxedavad
imisa, rom amdeni xalxis winaSe arasdros gamosula, gadawyvita, moeyola, rac gadaxda. naxon, rom namdvilad cocxali varo, tribunisken gza
gaikvlia, sityva iTxova da gamocdili oratoriviT ise emociurad uambo
Tavisi ambavi, rom mquxare taSi daimsaxura, mere tribunis ukan dadga da
isev xojava dainaxa.
_ iago, kaco, es ra dReSi Caugdixar am CaTlaxebs. saidan moigones,
rom mogkles, me ki megona, rom Sen
kaci mokali da cixeSi ijeqi, _ uTxra
xojavam. vin giTxra, rom cixeSi vijeqio, gabrazda.
_ amaT meti vin ityoda... me Senze uares dReSi Camagdes, magram ara
uSavs, Catardeba arCevnebi da Cavrec-

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xavT am mZRrenebs. amaT prastitutka

dedebs Seveci! _ xojavas nacvlad mas
moerida, irgvliv Tvali moavlo da
isev Sublze SavkepCamofxatuli kaci SeniSna, viTom yuradRebiT usmenda tribunaze gamomsvlelebs, sinamdvileSi ki maT saubars ayuradebda,
Tumca biZamisis saxlisken mimavals is
aRar SeumCnevia.
daRlils maleve CaeZina da sazareli sizmari naxa: uzarmazar, gamxmar
totze cali fexiT iyo Camokidebuli, xuxuni ki xiTxiTebda, drodadro
gaaqan-gamoaqanebda da, Sen didi xania trupi xaro, umeorebda. cocxali
varo, cocxali, iZaxda, Tumca raRac
gaurkvevel buranSi myofi darwmunebuli ar iyo, rom cocxalia. me Senze ukeTesad vici, cocxali xar Tu
mkvdario, daemuqra. me Tu mkvdari
var da iqa var, esec xom mkvdari iq,
CemTan erTad unda iyoso, ukvirda,
is ki isev daemuqra, ratom damale,
rom biZaSenma Sen mogklao. imitom,
rom maSin ukve mkvdari viyavio, Tavi
imarTla. asec mogixdeba, ara xar Sen
namdvili megrelio, meCxeri kbilebi
gamoaCina, mere misTvis Tavis mosakveTad gankuTvnili uzarmazari, laplapa makrateli gaaCxakuna, man ki SiSisgan xelebi kiserze SemoiWdo, magram
xuxunim mxolod Toki gadaWra, iago
TaviT miwas daaskda, gaeRviZa... da gauxarda, rom cocxalia, mere am sizmarze fiqrSi daaTenda.
im sazarel sizmarze fiqri verc
meore dRes, advokatis ofisisken mimavalma moicila, Tvalwin sul moxiTxiTe xuxuni edga da ukve trupi
xar, trupio, umeorebda.
nemsiwveriZe Tavis magidasTan raRacas kiTxulobda, yunwireiSvili ki
uwindeliviT isev ise ijda, TiTqos
mas mere skamidan arc amdgara da ver
gaigebdi magidaze daxvavebul qaRaldebs kiTxulobda Tu Tvlemda. ro-

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gor ariso saqme, ikiTxa nemsiwveriZem
da amanac dawvrilebiT uambo xuxunTan Sexvedris Sesexeb.
_ xuxuni magrad afrens, _ daaskvna aman, _ iuridiulze erT jgufSi
vswavlobdiT, samjer garicxes zedized da orjer aRadgines, magram mere
mainc garicxes da mgoni, sakanalizacio fakulteti daamTavra Carecxvis
specialobiT. aseTi Camrecxavebi rom
muSaoben marTlmsajulebaSi, imitomacaa kargad Cveni saqme. _ Cafiqrebuli erTxans magidas CasCereboda, mere
TanagrZnobiT gamoxeda, yvelaferi
gasagebiao, Cailaparaka, amis Semdeg
ki, cota ar iyos, ucnauri monologi warmoTqva: _ magaTTvis Tqven ukve
didi xania mkvdari xarT, radgan Tavad wyveten, vin darCeba cocxali da
vin ara _ sasamarTloc magaTia, prokuraturac, policiac, sodic, kudic,
kazinoc, bordelic da Tqven warmoidgineT, elitaruli tualetic ki.
mosamarTles rasac ubrZaneben, iseTi ganaCeni gamoaqvs da madloba unda TqvaT, rom cocxali xarT. me erT
kacs vicavdi, romelsac mkvleloba daabrales, sasamarTlo darbazSi
dacvam Semoiyvana da skamidan rom ar
gadavardniliyo, gverdSi amoudgnen.
saxe iseTi SeSupebuli hqonda, Tvalebi ar uCanda. mosamarTlem hkiTxa,
danaSauls aRiarebTo, naxeT, rogori nacemi varo, iman. magas saqmesTan
araviTari kavSiri ara aqvs, gaiyvaneTo, brZana da Sesveneba gamoacxada.
naxevari saaTis mere es kaci sakaciT
Semoitanes, mosamarTlem igive SekiTxva dausva da ki, aRiarebso, upasuxa dacvam. me ki, ar gaSinebT, magram
ara marto xirosima, SeiZleba nagasakis dabombvac Tqven dagabralon. es
saukeTeso SeTxvevaSi, Torem maincdamainc Tu daiJenT, rom cocxali
xarT, SeiZleba uaresic dagmarTon.
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re~ mokluli xarT, es ra Tqma unda,
absurdia, magram TamaSis wesebs isini adgenen da Cvenc imaTi wesebiT unda viTamaSoT. arada, sasaciloa, satirali rom ar iyos, imis mtkiceba,
rom cocxali xarT, magram sxva gza
araa da iuridiulad unda davamtkicoT, rom marTlac cocxali xarT,
amisTvis ki iseTi sabuTi unda movipovoT, romelSic SaviT TeTrze dadasturebuli iqneba, rom Tqven namdvilad cocxali xarT da veRar Semogedavebian, mkvdari xaro, anu iZulebulni iqnebian cocxlad gaRiaron.
_ esec xom ar afrenso, gaifiqra da
ki, magram aseT sabuTs vin momcemso,
ikiTxa. aseTi sabuTi, arc ki vici, vin
unda mogceT, albaT, ojaxis eqimmao
da Tavadve uaryo, ara, magas vin endobao. amis Semdeg subordinaciis mixedviT CamoTvala is uwyebebi, romlebsac, savaraudod, SeeZloT amgvari sabuTis gacema: raionis poliklinika, respublikuri saavadmyofo, meria, jandacvis saministro, iusticiis
saministro, parlamentis adamianis
uflebaTa dacvis komiteti... egona,
premier-ministrsa da prezidentsac
daasaxelebda, magram zemoT CamoTvlili yvela uwyeba Tavadve uaryo,
es sakiTxi magaT kompetenciaSi ar Sediso. iago ver mixvda, es kaci xumrobda Tu seriozulad ambobda da
saxalxo damcvelze ras ityviTo, yoveli SemTxvevisTvis, SeeSvela, magram
aman esec uaryo, eg cocxlebis uflebebs icavs, mkvdars raRa dacva sWirdebao. mec xom cocxali varo, SeniSna
moridebiT da realurad ki, magram
iuridiulad moklulad iTvlebiTo,
daaskvna da imaTi azriTo, daamata.
iuristia da, albaT, ukeTesad icis,
cocxlad viTvlebi Tu moklulado
da aRar SehkamaTebia.
_ samedicino eqspertizis biuro,
_ moulodnelad warmoTqva yunwire-

iSvilma ise, rom arc ganZreula.

_ eg, ramdenadac vici, mxolod
gardacvlilebze gascems daskvnas, _
SeniSna nemsiwveriZem.
_ cocxlebzec, _ daazusta iman da
nemsiwveriZesac aRaraferi uTqvams,
etyoba, daeTanxma. maincdamainc Cemi mkvleloba ratom daabrales biZaCems, es ver gavigeo, ikiTxa cota xnis
mere. rogorc Cans, isedac apirebdnen
Tqven mokvlas, magram vinaidan amden
xans ar gamoCndiT, ukve moklulad
CagTvaleso, _ ivarauda. Cem mokvlas
viTom risTvisRa apirebdneno, ver
mixvda, magram zedmeti kiTxvis dasma
moerida da Cemi binis saqme rogorRa iqnebao. cocxali rom xarT, iqac
es cnoba dagWirdebaTo, mag saqmes ki
samsoni mixedavs, binebi, agarakebi,
miwiszeda da miwisqveSa Senoba-nagebobebi da oqros koSkebi magis kompetenciaao.
arada, cocxalma kacma iseTi cnoba Tu moiTxova, sadac SaviT TeTrze
ewereba, rom cocxalia, ueWvelad giJad CaTvlian, magram sxvanairad rogor unda daamtkicos, rom namdvilad
cocxalia an vin miscems aseT cnobas?.. advokatis ofisidan gamosuli
am fiqrebSi iyo, rodesac, SemTxveviT, quCis meore mxares is Savkepiani
kaci SeniSna, meore quCaze Seuxvia da
sadarbazoSi Casafrda. Savkepiani Tu
aqeT Semouxvevda, ese igi, mas uTvalTvalebda. marTlac, aqeT Semouxvia,
aSkarad, uTvalTvalebda, sadarbazodan gamovarda, qurTukis sayeloSi
swvda da magrad SeanjRria.
_ ras damyvebi, kaco, Sen, ras gadamekide?!
_ vin dagyveba, Sen giJi xom ara
xar... _ Savkepiani cdilobda, gaTavisuflebuliyo, magram iagos magrad
CaebRuja, ratom miTvalTvaleb, vin
dagavalao, Caacivda. irgvliv xalxi Seikriba, mere sapatrulo manqana

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gaCerda, iqidan gadmosulma maRalma

serJantma Zlivs gamoglija xelidan
Savkepiani da ra moxdao, ikiTxa. ai, es
giJi Tavs damesxa, ver gavige ra undao, auxsna iman.
_ kidev me var giJi? _ Savkepianisken gaiwia, magram maRali serJanti
gadaudga, meorem xelebi zurgs ukan
gadaugrixa, xelborkili daado. policiis ganyofilebaSi miiyvanes, mSvidobian moqalaqeze moaxdina Tavdasxmao da moriges Caabares, iman ki _ gamomZiebels, romelmac mxolod erTi
SekiTxva dausva, ra mizniT moaxdineT
Tavdasxma mSvidobian moqalaqezeo.
_ saqme isaa, rom biZaCems Cemi
mkvleloba daabrales da cixeSi Casves, me ki cocxali var da sasamarTlos unda davumtkico, rom namdvilad cocxali var, nacmoZraobam Cemi
da mamidaCemis binebi miisakuTra da
quCaSi damtova, is Savkepiani, imaTi
mogzavnili viTom mSvidobiani moqalaqe ki mudmivad miTvalTvalebs da
axla me Tqven gekiTxebiT, me davesxi
imaT Tu isini me, mSvidobian, udanaSaulo moqalaqes? _ gaocebuli gamomZiebeli erTxans mdumared akvirdeboda, mere, yvelaferi gasagebiao,
TavisTvis Cailaparaka, TanagrZnobis
niSnad Tavi odnav daiqnia, etyoba, giJad CaTvala da Seecoda.
_ mSvidobian moqalaqeze TavdasxmisTvis valdebuli var dagakavoT,
magram, vinaidan ar arsebobs Tavdasxmis obieqti da, Sesabamisad, momCivanic, amitom mxolod gafrTxilebT da
Tu kidev daarRvevT wesrigs, aucileblad daisjebiT. _ mcire xans akvirdeboda, etyoba, misi reaqcia ainteresebda, mere ki, amjerad Tavisufali xarT, SegiZliaT wabrZandeTo.
am gamomZiebelma aSkarad giJad
CaTvala, arada, amaT xelSi SeiZleba marTla gagiJdes kaci. Tavdasxmis
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ani garewari vinRaa an risTvis uTvalTvalebda, gansakuTrebiT mas mere, rac mitingze sityviT gamovida.
marTalia nemsiwveriZe, amaT cocxali
iago xels ar aZlevT da mis mosacileblad yvelaferze wavlen, is ki ar
unda danebdes am garewrebs da yvelanairad, Tundac cnobis meSveobiT daumtkicos rom cocxalia.
kari bicolamisma gauRo da SeSfoTebulma prokuraturis uwyeba miawoda. gulma raRac cudi ugrZno, magram iZulebuli gaxda, daniSnul dros
prokuraturaSi gamocxdebuliyo.
prokuraturis Senobaze oqrosferasoebiani abra _ saqarTvelos erTiani nacionaluri prokuratura aRar
gahkvirvebia, is ki gaukvirda misaRebSi
mkacrad rom aRar SeumowmebiaT, mxolod sabuTs daxedes da saSvic gamouweres. mesame sarTulze, aqac 33-e
oTaxSi, egona, rom xuxuni daxvdeboda, magram Cveulebriv sawer magidasTan prokurori zorba kaSmaZe daxvda.
amas saxelad Cia ufro Seefereboda da
uCveulod farTo, mZime yba mTel saxes
TiTqos qvemoT eqaCeboda da Tvalebis
irgvliv ucnaur naoWebs qmnida. dabrZandiTo, mimarTa, pirdapir saqmeze
gadavida da, marTalia, metad usiamovno da gasaocari ambavi auwya, magram
amaT gadamkides es aRar gahkvirvebia.
_ Tqven, iago qelexsaSvili, rogorc mklelobaSi eWvmitanili, iZebnebiT saerTaSoriso wiTeli cirkulariT. _ magidaze Cveulebriv Tabaxis TeTr furcels ratomRac xeli
daafara da swored aman afiqrebina,
carieli furceliao, da marTalia,
darwmunebuli ar iyo, rom cirkulari aucileblad wiTeli ferisa unda
yofiliyo, Tumca amanac daaeWva, maCveneTo, undoda moeTxova, magram kaSmaZem daaswro da wiTeli cirkularis
Cvenebis ufleba ara maqvso.
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riZis mkvlelobaSi var eWvmitanili,
ara? _ ikiTxa ironiiT.
_ Tqveni xumroba sruliad uadgiloa, _ SeniSna ukmayofilom, wiTeli
cirkularidan xeli odnav gadawia da
eWvmitanili xarT moqalaqe guladi
WanWaleiSvilis mkvlelobaSio, gamoucxada. Cvenc imaTi TamaSis wesebiT
unda viTamaSoTo, nemsiwveriZis rCeva gaaxsenda da me rogor movklavdi
WanWaleiSvils, roca me TviTon mokluli viyavio, _ Tavi imarTla. mere
xom cocxali aRmoCndiTo, iman, `de
faqto~ ki, magram `de iure~ mokluli varo. es vin giTxrao, gaikvirva da
xuxunimo, upasuxa. sul gadareula es
kaci da giJs ra Wkua moekiTxebao, _
Cafiqrebuli erTxans magidas CasCereboda, albaT, imaze fiqrobda, ra
argumenti moeyvana imis dasamtkiceblad, rom SesaZlebelia, iuridiulad
moklul adamians meore, cocxali
adamiani moekla, Torem mkvdari rom
veravis moklavs, es xom isedac cxadia, mere wiTeli cirkulari axlos
miiwia, meore xelic daafara da mdumared miaCerda, etyoba, raRac mniSvnelovanis Tqmas apirebda.
_ Seni mkvlelobis saqme me gadmomces, Zmao, magram, rac moxda, Cemi brali araa, gamoZiebelma saqme gaafuWa da ras vifiqrebdi, rom Sens
mkvlelobas biZaSens daabralebdnen.
amas ar unda vambobde, magram minda
icode, rom am xelisuflebis xelSi am
saqmes xelaxali gamoZieba ar uweria,
ginda cocxali aRmoCndi da gindac
mkvdari. ai, am wiTeli cirkulariT...
_ furclidan wamiT xeli aiRo da
dasturis niSnad isev daafara, _ valdebuli var, axlave dagapatimro, magram wesieri kaci Canxar da ar minda
cxovreba gagifuWo. SeeSvi am saqmes,
Zmao, mogebiT mainc verafers moigeb
da SeiZleba yvelaferi dakargo. xom
ici, eseni yvelaferze wamsvlelebi

arian, marto WanWaleiSvilis ki ara,

prezident kenedis mkvlelobasac Sen
dagabraleben. me gulaxdilad geubnebi da gind damijere, gind ara. _
wamodga da marjvena ise CamoarTva,
marcxena viTom wiTeli cirkularisTvis ar moucilebia.
is furceli marTla wiTeli cirkulari rom yofiliyo, iago ukve
didi xania, cixeSi ijdeboda. kaSmaZem mSvenivrad icoda, rom amisi biZa
damnaSave ar iyo, magram, imaTi davalebiT, iagos mkvleloba daabrala,
axla ki viTom gulwrfelad unda,
rom daexmaros. arada, viTom romeli
prokuroria gulaxdili eWvmitanilis mimarT, eg rom iyos. erTi marTali ki Tqva, Tu moindomes, kenedis
mkvlelobasac mas daabraleben, me Sen
getyvi, pasuxs mosTxovs vinme Tu ra,
magram eseni iagos am wiTeli cirkulariT ver gaaCumeben da aucileblad
daamtkicebs, rom marTalia.
arada, ratom unda uxdebodes
cocxal adamians imis mtkiceba, rom
marTla cocxalia, Tanac raRac cnobis saSualebiT, magram sxva gza ver
monaxa, bevri ifiqra, visTvis unda
miemarTa aseTi cnobis mosapoveblad,
nemsiwveriZis mier CamoTvlilTa garda sxva dawesebulebebic gaixsena,
magram yvelaze kompetenturad mainc
yunwireiSvilis samedicino eqspertizis biuro CaTvala da masve miakiTxa.
Senobis abraze didi, oqrosferasoebiani warwera _ saqarTvelos erTiani
nacionaluri samedicino eqspertizis
erovnuli biuro ukve Cveulebriv
movlenad CaTvala, aqac mesame sarTulze avida da pirdapir mTavari
eqspertkriminalistis, raJden mestviriSvilis kabinets miadga. ifiqra,
rom cocxalis da micvalebulis gasarCevad es ganyofileba yvelaze
kompetenturi iqneboda da kabinetis
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ti mamakaci raRacas werda, ra gnebavTo, wamiT amoxeda da wera ganagrZo.

_ me, cota ar iyos, uCveulo saqmeze gawuxebT, batono raJden. cnoba mWirdeba, rom namdvilad cocxali
var. Tqven SegiZliaT aseTi cnobis
gacema?
eqspertma kalmistari gadado, erTxans gaocebuli misCereboda, mere
TiTqos raRac gaaxsenda da ki, ki,
rogor ar SegviZlia, aucileblad
mogcemTo, dapirda, yurmili aiRo da
CemTan Semodio, viRacas uTxra. cota
xanSi oTaxSi maRali, saTvaliani kaci
Semovida, rogorc Cans, cocxlebisa
da mkvdrebis damdgeni eqsperti.
_ parmen, ai, am moqalaqes sWirdeba cnoba, rom namdvilad cocxalia.
Cven SegviZlia aseTi cnobis gacema? _
SeekiTxa da, rogorc moeCvena, Tvali
Caukra.
_ aseTi cnoba risTvis gWirdebaT?
_ saTvaliani daJinebiT moaCerda.
_ saqme isaa, rom biZaCemma me viTomc momkla, me ki viRac WanWaleiSvilis mkvleloba damabrales, romelic arasdros arc ki minaxavs, magram, rogorc xedavT, cocxali aRmovCndi. axla isini mimtkiceben, rom,
marTalia, faqtobrivad cocxali xar,
magram iuridiulad mokluli xaro.
me Tqven gekiTxebiT, me rom marTla
mokluli vyofiliyavi biZaCemis mier,
maSin rogorRa movklavdi viRac WanWaleiSvils, romelic arasdros arc
ki minaxavs, es xom sruliad gamoricxulia.
saTvaliani erTxans yuradRebiT
akvirdeboda, mere melots xmadabla
raRac gadaulaparaka, saidanac iagom
mxolod ori sityva, _ `mania murtale _ gaarCia, aqedan erTi, _ `mania
_ gasagebia, rasac niSnavda, meoris
mniSvneloba ki ar icoda da albaT,
murtali giJi vgonivaro, gaifiqra.
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SecdomiT iyaviT mokluli, magram
cocxali aRmoCndiT, ara? _ ironiulad SeekiTxa saTvaliani.
_ Tqven ver gamigeT... mokluli
rom vyofiliyavi, cocxali rogorRa
aRmovCndebodi?
_ maSin Tqven, albaT, gWirdebaT
iseTi cnoba, rom mokluli ar yofilxarT da, Sesabamisad, cocxali aRmoCndiT, ara?
_ ara, Tqven ver gamigeT... mokluli rom ar vyofilvar, es xom isedac
cxadi gaxdeba, Tu meqneba cnoba, rom
cocxali var, ase araa? _ mcire xans
misCereboda da, radgan pasuxi ver miiRo, gaRizianebulma xmas auwia. _ me
mWirdeba cnoba, rom namdvilad cocxali var, gasagebia, co-cxa-li da meti araferi. ra aris aq gaugebari!
_ nu RelavT, genacvale, dawynardiT, _ daamSvida saTvalianma, _ Cven
mogcemT cnobas, rom cocxali xarT,
oRond amisTvis unda gaiaroT samedicino eqspertiza.
_ ra eqspertiza, ris eqspertiza,
Tqven raebs laparakobT, me rom cocxali var, es isedac ar Cans Tu ra?! _
ikiTxa muqariT.
_ Cans, Cans, isedac Cans, magram xom
SeiZleba adamiani mkvdari egonoT an
Tundac mokluli, magram eqspertizis Sedegad cocxali aRmoCndes, rogorc Tqven SemTxvevaSia?
_ me Tqven marTla giJi xom ar ggonivarT?.. ver xedavT, rom cocxali
var, co-cxa-li da amas raRa eqspertiza sWirdeba?!
_ damSviddiT, genacvale, damSviddiT. me ar miTqvams, rom giJi xarT,
mSvenivrad vxedav, rom cocxali xarT
da cnobasac aucileblad mogcemT. _
saTvalianma mxarze xeli daado, magram iagom mkveTri moZraobiT Camoicila imisi xeli.
_ Tqven ar uTxariT amas, mania
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Tqvenken moikiTxeT, Tqveni... _ undoda Seeginebina, magram Tavi Seikava, melotisken gaiwia, is ki skamianad ukanukan gaCoCda, mere es skami aifara da
kedels aekra. am dros oTaxSi ori policieli Semovarda da swored im maRalma serJantma, Savkepianze TavdasxmisTvis rom daakava, xelebi zurgs
ukan gadaugrixa, xelborkili daado,
es giJi viciT, mSvidobian moqalaqeebs
Tavs esxmiso, gamoacxada, gareT gaiyvanes da sapatrulo manqanaSi Catenes.
es yvelaferi ise swrafad moxda, rom
xmis amoRebac ver moaswro. egona, policiaSi miiyvandnen, magram manqanidan
gadmosulma Zvel, nacrisfer Senobaze mikruli abra roca dainaxa _ saqarTvelos erTiani nacionaluri mTavari fsiqiatriuli klinika, zustad
magaTTvisaao, Cailaparaka, SigniT ki
navisniCbiani WiWo gadaeRoba. giJi mogiyvaneTo, uTxra maRalma serJantma.
ra giJi, kaco, es Cveni iago ar ariso, gaukvirda WiWos da niCabi iataks
daabjina. romeli, otelos iagoo? _
ironiiT ikiTxa serJantma. ra otelo,
ris otelo, Tqven xom ar gagiJdiT,
Cveni iagoa, vpalne narmalnia da giJi
romc iyos, mainc ar SegiSvebdiT, imitom, rom gaficvaa, auxsna WiWom da
niCabi droSasaviT Searxia. ras iTxoveno, serJantma. uvado saprezidento
da saparlamento arCevnebso, WiWom.
Sen ras akeTebo aq, ikiTxa meore policielma. me specdacva varo, SigniT
aravis ar vuSveb, gareT temboleeo,
giJebma eqimebi da sanitrebi mZevlebad aiyvanes da gaficva gamoacxadeso.
raRa me mxvdeba yvela giJi da gadareulio, daiCivla serJantma, Tavisi
mewyvile gverdze gaiyvana, erTxans
xmadabla saubrobdnen, etyoba, ver
gadawyvites, rogor moqceuliyvnen,
mere serJantma WiWos, rogorc Cans,
savsebiT seriozulad hkiTxa, gaficva rom damTavrdeba mere xom SeuSve-

bo da iagoze mianiSna. mere kio, iman,

xelborkili moxsnes da wavidnen. va,
Zlivs ar movicileT es giJebio, WiWom
SvebiT amoisunTqa da niCabi kedels
miayuda. sad daikarge, kaco, ras akeTebdio amden xans? xirosimas vbombavdio, ixumra. nagasakic Sen dabombeo,
ikiTxa. nagasakic scodniao, gaukvirda
da _ ara, nagasaki xuxunim dabombao.
eg xuxuni vinRa ariso, dainteresda.
erTi giJiao, iagom. Tu giJia, me ratom ar vicnobo, gaukvirda. imitom,
rom Sen periodulad afren, is ki mudmivado. moulodnelad saavadmyofos
vestibiulSi navisniCbiani mamakacebi
gamoCndnen da kedlis gaswvriv Camwkrivdnen, mere TeTrxalaTiani, xelSeborkili eqimebi gamovidnen, maT ki
isev niCbiani mamakacebi gamohyvnen,
vestibiuli giJebiT gaivso, mere
rigSi Camwkrivebulebi gareT gavidnen. amdeni organizebuli giJi erTad
pirvelad naxa. Senobis win, kedelTan
gamwkrivebulni uvado, uvadoo, gaiZaxodnen da transparantebs afrialebdnen. mere win erTi Cia kaci gamovida
da piriT mwkrivisken dadga. es krawaSviliao, auxsna WiWom, Cveni saprezidento kandidati, magari dastoinia,
aTasSi erTxel Tu aurevs, Torem ise
paCti narmalniao. krawaSvilma rezinis xelketi diriJoriviT aRmarTa, giJebis gundma jer saqarTvelos himni
Seasrula, mere ki `uvados viTxovT,
uvados viTxovToze~ gadavidnen, magram yvelaze metad gaaoca iman, rom
pirvel rigSi mdgomi xelebSeborkili
eqimebic giJebTan erTad mRerodnen.
moulodnelad maT win policiis ramdenime daxuruli manqana gaCerda,
iqidan Savformiani specrazmelebi
gadmoxtnen, giJebis orkestri alyaSi moaqcies, uvado moindomeT, Tqveni
dedao... xelketebis cemiT alya TandaTan Seaviwroves da im xelebSeborkil eqimebTan erTad SenobaSi Serekes.

simon jafariZe

_ Senc uvados iTxov, Seni deda... _

Savperangianma iagos xelketi mouqnia,
aman xelebi aifara, magram xelketi mainc moxvda TavSi, gaiTiSa da... Tavisi
qelexi daesizmra. cariel magidasTan
mdumared isxdnen WiWo, lauSa, nemsiwveriZe da yunwireiSvili, prokurori
kaSmaZe, saTvaliani eqsperti parmeni,
diriJori krawaSvili, TmagaCeCili
qaliSvilebi da TvaldaxuWuli ucnobi. es vinRaao, gaifiqra da, albaT,
WanWaleiSvilio, magidis TavSi ki WaWisarayiani WiqiT xelSi xuxuni idga
da mis Sesandobars ambobda, dRes ukve meored vuxdiT qelexs TiToeuli
CvenganisTvis Zvirfas iagoso. qelexi
orjero, gaikvirva yunwireiSvilma,
nemsiwveriZem ki, giJiao, daazusta.
ra qelexi, ris qelexi, cocxali varo, iyvira, magram ramdenadac gasakviri unda yofiliyo, xma aravis amouRia, mxolod kaSmaZem, jerjerobiTo,
daazusta. cocxali varo, cocxali,
iyvira, magram yuradReba mainc aravis miuqcevia, mxolod saTvalianma
eqspertma, mania murtaleo, Cailaparaka. giJebi Tqven TviTona xarT, me

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cocxali var, cocxalio, iyvira, magram yuradReba amjeradac aravis miuqcevia, mxolod xuxunim gamoucxada, cocxali rom iyo, qelexs meored
xom aRar gadagixdiTo, gadmopirqvavebuli Wiqa cera TiTis frCxilze
daikakuna da es Sesandobari yvelam
bolomde unda Sesvaso, gaafrTxila.
ra Sesandobari, ris Sesandobari, ver
xedavT, cocxali varo, iRriala da
wamoxta, krawaSvilma ki rezinis Savi
xelketi aRmarTa, gaisma mravalJamieri, Tumca gasaocari iyo is, rom piri aravis gauRia. diriJori simReras
ritmulad ayolebda xelkets, albaT,
giJebi mReriano, gaifiqra. SewyviteT
simRera, qelexiao, brZana xuxunim,
ganrisxebulma krawaSvilma ki xelketi mouqnia, magram xuxunis nacvlad
mas moxvda TavSi... Tvalebi roca gaaxila, TeTrxalaTiani mamakaci adga
Tavs, sada varo, ikiTxa da saqarTvelos erTian nacionalur referalur
saavadmyofoSio, upasuxa iman. represalurSio, amoikvnesa da ara, referalurSio, daazusta TeTrxalaTianma,
magram ar inerviuloT, Sokur-fsiqi-

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atriuli eqspertizis ganyofilebaSi
xarTo, daamSvida. isev magaTTano, CailuRluRa... Werma mis zemoT rxeva
daiwyo, Tvalebi milula da nislisfer buranSi CaiZira, magram aRaraferi dasizmrebia.
P.S. Sen ar inerviulo, Cemo mkiTxvelo, yvelaferi kargad dasrulda
_ iago imave dRes gamoweres referaluri saavadmyofodan, saparlamento
arCevnebSi koalicia qarTulma ocnebam daamarcxa partia erTiani nacionaluri moZraoba, iagom, rogorc
iqna, moipova cnoba, rom cocxalia,
xolo am cnobis safuZvelze sasamarTlom daadgina, rom namdvilad cocxalia _ rogorc `de iure~, aseve, `de
faqtoc~, biZamiss ar mouklavs is da
masac ar mouklavs WanWaleiSvili. daibruna warTmeuli bina, biZamisi gaTa-

visuflda cixidan da imanac daibruna

warTmeuli qoneba, mamidamisis qmari
iaSa ki Tavis ojaxTan erTad italiaSi aRmoCnda. saxelmwifo dawesebulebaTa damaxinjebuli saxelwodebebidan amoiRes sityvebi erTiani nacionaluri da Zveli saxelebi daubrunes; diriJori krawaSvili damarcxda
arCevnebSi da ver gaxda saqarTvelos
prezidenti; iagom Camoayaliba arasamTavrobo organizacia ukompromiso
brZola cocxal-mkvdari adamianebis
uflebebis dasacavad~ iTxova coli,
SeeZina ori gogo da erTi biWi, xuxuns ki egona, rom daiWerdnen, gaikeTa
Tvalis plastikuri operacia, gaiqca
amerikaSi, sadac muSaobs uzenaesi sasamarTlos darajis _ saqarTvelos
eqsprezidentis _ umcros TanaSemwed
da, amave dros, iRebs umuSevrebisTvis gankuTvnil fulad daxmarebas.

kritika eseistika

b miran
h omarTeli
gamrudebuli yofis mxatvari

`rampa da dampa!...
_ osa! asa! osa! sami, oTxi, zemklavi!... naganis lula TavzemoT!..
_ wavediT! sami, oTxi, doli!
ixeoda im seriaSi doli da aziuri garmonic: Tavad qoreografi
masxoriZe cekvavda am dros da bax!
aWedebda qoreografi tyviebs WerSi...~
`...xuTi, eqvsi, Svidi! _ doli! _
wavediT _ da midiodnen: aziuri garmoni, moWimuli doli da cekvavdnen
yru-munjebi gamouZinebeli qajebiviT... wiTelyabalaxmogdebuli mTavari qoreografi brunavda wreSi...
daaZrobda nagans tabelurs da WerSi
aWedebda kirux tyviebs~, _ es gaxlavT amonaridebi rezo WeiSvilis
ukanaskneli moTxrobidan, romelic
`ciskari 1852~-is meSvide nomerSi
daibeWda.
visac wakiTxuli aqvs rezo WeiSvilis es moTxroba, emaxsovreba, visac
ar waukiTxavs, ganvumartav: moTxrobis mTavari personaJi daTiko mesxoriZe yru-munj mocekvaveTa ansamblis qoreografia, zogjer masxoriZedac rom moixseniebs avtori.
moTxrobas ori saTauri aqvs _ `qoreografi daTiko mesxoriZe~ da fr-

CxilebSi minaweri _ `astamuras fuli

rad unda...~ arada, es orsaTauriani
Txzuleba im mwerals ekuTvnis, romelic kinofilm `cisferi mTebis~
scenarisa da amave saxelwodebis
moTxrobis avtoria, sadac gamudmebiT gaismis groteskuli fraza: `ki,
magram, ra saWiroa es ori saTauri _
`cisferi mTebi anu tianSani~, Tumc
`cisfer mTebSi~ am ormagi saTauris
funqcia savsebiT naTelia: is filmSi
asaxul absurdul viTarebas kidev
ufro metad amZafrebs da aaSkaravebs.
`cisfer mTebSi~ Tu ormagi saTauri
gamoSterebul-gamobenterebul
personaJs, e.w. mwerals miewereba,
riTac kidev ufro esmeba xazi absurdsa da uazrobas, axla rezo WeiSvilma sagangebod moiTxova ormagi
saTauris SenarCuneba da redaqciis
TanamSromlebi gagvafrTxila, ormagi saTauri ar wamiSaloTo (Tumc,
rogor vkadrebdiT rezo WeiSvils
raimes waSlas an gadasxvaferebas).
Tu ratom mimarTa mweralma ormag
dasaTaurebas, amaze qvemoT visaubroT. axla ki kvlav moTxrobas mivubrundeT:
es Cveni daTiko mesxoriZe, rogorc mwerali gvamcnobs Txzulebis

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dasawyisSi, `feliqs ZerJinskis saxelobis Sinagani saministros klubis
mxatvruli
xelmZRvanelia,
imave
klubis yru-munj macekvarTa qoreografi~. roca moTxrobis kiTxva xelnawerSi daviwye, sulo codvilo da,
gavifiqre, jer xom Sinagani saministro unda eweros (ufro zustad
Sinagan saqmeTa saministro) da mere
am saministros ZerJinskis saxelobis
klubi (ase erqva rusTavelze arsebul klubs komunistebis xanaSi). am
`macekvarTas~ magier enis gramatikul normaTa Tavgamodebuli damcveli, wesiT, `mocekvaveTas~ dawerda,
magram, sabednierod, maleve mivxvdi,
mwerals arc is SeSlia, rom klubia
ZerJinskis saxelobisa da ara saministro da arc is, rom `mocekvaveTa~
unda daewera `macekvarTa~ nacvlad,
arc imis gafiqreba SeiZleba, rom
moTxrobaSi yru-munj mocekvaveTa
SemoyvaniT odnav mainc ilaxeba unarSezRudulTa uflebebi. es konkretuli ansambli ki ara, qveyanaa, is
qveyana, sadac Cveni sawyali yofaa
damunjebul-dayruebuli ager axlaxan, guSinwin Tu guSin da egebis sulac dResac. es Cvena varT, verafriT
rom ver mogviSlia `dampa~ da `dumpa~,
bragabrugi, Rmuili, srola SigadaSig, taSi kvlav da vaSa da ura, Tqveni
mowonebuli, nebadarTuli da didebuli!~ (es ukanaskneli citatac rezo
WeiSvilis moTxrobidanaa).
ho, imas vambobdi, ra Tqma unda,
`mocekvaveTa~
magier
`macekvarTa~ unda iyos; rasakvirvelia, saministroc `Sinagani~ unda iyos da
aucileblad ZerJinskis saxelobisa
(ase ufro STambeWdavia), moTxrobasac ori saTauri unda hqondes:
`qoreografi daTiko mesxoriZe~ da
`astamuras fuli rad unda...~ (esec
rasakvirvelia), daTikoc gvarad mesxoriZe, alag-alag masxoriZed unda
ixseniebodes, daTikosac xom zogjer
`datikod~ moixsenieben rusul enaSi
qarTuli yru, fSvinvieri `T~ Tanx-

movnis arqonis gamo. roca irgvliv

yvelaferi: yofa, azrovneba, personaJTa qceva Tu zogadad viTareba
deformirebulia, gamoxatvac Sesabamisi sWirdeba. moTxroba umwvavesi
groteskia da Sesaferis gamomsaxvelobiT saSualebebs iTxovs. gamrudebuli yofa Sesabamisi (gamrudebuli)
enobrivi stiliT gamoisaxeba. amitomac gvxvdeba kuTxuri metyvelebisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli gamoTqmebi
Tu sityvebi: `patatvranebs~, `kirux~
da ase Semdeg. lavrenti beriam, roca
gaarkvia, rom naTela (gimitia) farCalia leWenWyodanaa, `dabalZiruliT~
gaagrZela masTan saubari. soflis
aseTi dakninebul-damcrobili saxeli _ leWenWyo _ Tu sazogadod kuTxuri metyveleba, imaze migvaniSnebs,
rom moTxrobaSi aRwerili yofa da
garemoa dakninebul-damcirebuli da
Rrmad provinciulic, oRond amiT
Cvens sulier provincializmzea aqcenti gadatanili da ara imaze, Tu vin
saidanaa, sad daibada an sad gaizarda,
Torem, roca dRes mavani `Tbiliseli
biWobiT~ trabaxobs da baqibuqobs,
esaa swored sulieri provincializmi. erTi sityviT, rezo WeiSvilis
moTxrobis enac groteskis Sesatyvisi
da Sesabamisia. martin haidegeri ambobda, ena yofierebis saxliao. hoda,
rogoric yofaa, iseTia enac. marTalia, erTma Cvenma darbaiselma poetma
Tqva: `ra ena waxdes, eric daeces~-o,
magram, me mainc mgonia, rom piriqiTaa: `ra eri waxdes, enac daeces~. vin,
vin da es SesaniSnavad icis `daTiko
mesxoriZis~ avtorma.
groteski Segnebulad gaurbis formalur wesrigs. is destruqciulia.
aq deformirebulia absoluturad
yvelaferi: ena, garemo, viTareba,
personaJTa qceva da TviT ambavic.
groteskis avtori Tavisufalia cru
kdemamosilebisgan,
moridebisagan.
groteskSi skabrezi iseTive bunebrivia, rogorc cxovrebaSi, oRond
umiznod, ufunqciod da uazrod ara-

amiran gomarTeli

sodes gvxvdeba. skabrezis meSveobiT

epataJis Seqmnas aravin cdilobs, rogorc ukanasknel wlebSi cdiloben
amiT fons gasvlas CvenSi saeWvo niWis
mwerlebi.
roca gauTavebeli `dampa-dumpaTi~
da naganis fuWi (`kirux~) tyviebis
sroliT Tavgabezrebuli sabavSvo
baRis daraji barnaba xmamaRla SeukurTxebs am bragabrugis momwyobT:
`gamgonis y-e gamsrolis tra-Si~-o,
es modas ayolili mwerlis skabrezuloba ar gaxlavT. aq gineba realobis asaxvis adekvaturi formaa,
im deformirebuli, absurdamde misuli yofis gamoZaxilia, romelsac
rezo WeiSvili aRwers sakuTar
moTxrobaSi. oRond sakiTxavia _ es
deformirebul-degradirebuli yofa
da absurdi mxolod warsulis asaxvaa, romelmac karga xnis win Caiara
(moTxrobaSi avadsaxsenebeli 30-iani
wlebi, lavrenti berias zeobis xanaa
aRwerili), Tu berias mSobeli eri da
misi pirmoTne mexotbe dResac ver
gamofxizlebula, dResac buranSia
da monusxul-mojadoebuli kvlav
didi kacis/beladis monatruli da
motrfialea. iqneb sul mciredi biZgia saWiro, situaciis odnavi saxecvlileba, rom muxlebze daCoqilebma
vibRavloT: `Cven avlokavT Sens gadafurTxebuls~, mere ki furTxsa da
lanZRva-ginebasac ar davaklebT imas,
visi gadafurTxebulis alokvaSic
erTmaneTs vaswrebdiT. es guSin iyo...
guSinwin ki... amJamad jalaTad Seracxul lavrenti berias qeba-didebaSi erTmaneTs vaswrebdiT da vejibrebodiT. kargadac gamogvdioda _
Cven xom niWierebiT da esTetikuri
udardelobiT gamorCeuli xalxi
varT. aba, uniWo, rogor SeZlebda
sisxlis wvimebis momwyobisTvis aseTi
diTirambis miZRvnas: `mtkvars ubrZane da isic aRma daiwyebs denas~-o,
mere damwyebi poetic ar CamorCeboda
ufros Tanamokalmes da ukve gamoskovebuli berias samSobloSi stum-

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robisas `omaxianad~ daimRerebda:
`Cven yvela xidan salamurs gavTliT,
masze davukravT Cven Tqvens didebas~. `vaSa da ura!~ am xalxs da mis
qameleonobas. amitomac gaismis waramara es `vaSa-ura~ da `dampa-dumpa~
rezo WeiSvilis moTxrobaSi, oRond
es aRtacebuli SeZaxili mxolod beladebs (mere yvaryvareebad qceulT)
ki ar miemarTeba, aramed TviTon eria
midrekili am `vaSa-uras~ Zaxilisa
da `dampa-dumpisaken~. swored es eri
Sobs yvaryvareebs da mere gausaZlis
yofaSi Cavardnili, viTomc aq araferio, arxeinad RiRinebs: `astamuras
fuli rad unda, astamura TviTon fulia~. da, hai gidi, buqnavs laRad da
trialebs wreSi es gularxeini `yovlis mTmeni~ `bednieri eri~. verc veraferi SevismineT da verc veraferi
viswavleT. niric ar Segvicvlia.
isev beladebis ZiebaSi varT, raTa
sxvas davakisroT pasuxismgebloba
da TiToeulma Cvenganma, pilatesaviT, xelebi daibanos. absurdul yofaSi CarCenilebi, isev mzada varT,
rom situaciis Sesaferi absurduli
simRerebi SevqmnaT da gavlaRdeT:
`astamuras fuli rad unda, astamura
TviTon fulia...~
`qoreografi daTiko mesxoriZe~
grotesis klasikur nimuSad gamodgeba. groteskSi xom gverdigverd Tanaarsebobs komikuri da tragikuli,
realuri da fantasmagoriuli, karikaturuli, hiperboluri Tu alogikuri. komikuria yru-munjebis ansamblis repeticiebi _ daTikos wreSi
bzrial-triali da naganis srola,
misi sityva-pasuxi. Tundac is rad
Rirs, roca Zmis, kolias, Sesaxeb ambobs: `dediT sxvadaxva varT, erTi
mamiSvilebi varT, mama ucnobia~(?!);
tragikulia moTxrobis personaJTa
yofa da Tavgadasavali, imave daTiko
mesxoriZis gacimbireba _ erofei ermakis (cimbiris dampyroblis) gzas
gauyeneso, gvamcnobs mwerali; kidev
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farCalias bedi _ yru-munjTa ansamblis solistoba, berias sayvarloba
Tu agentoba, bolos ki Semzaravi,
fantasmagoriuli svla gvamebs Soris
imJamindeli uSiSroebis saministros
sardafSi.
naTela
farCaliaze
aranakleb
tragikulia lev leiba trockis daqalis, berias mier `daverbovkebuli~,
provokatorad da agentad qceuli
qalis, lidia gasvianis bedic, romelic `pirdaobebuli broweuliviT
gamowures~ da, roca aRar sWirdebodaT, saiqios gaistumres.
rogorc iTqva, moTxrobaSi Tanaarsebobs realuri da fantasmagoriuli, karikaturuli da hiperboluri. realuria pensneiani jalaTis, lavrenti berias pirovneba da,
ra Tqma unda, hipertrofirebulic
(sxvagvarad SiSvel naturalizmTan
gveqneboda saqme). aseve realuria
misi dis yrumunjobac da Cveni gaunelebeli tkivilic _ paolo iaSvilis
TviTmkvleloba, mere ki micvalebuli poetis gasamarTleba misi damfrTxal-daSinebuli kolegebis mier;
realuria mweralTa kavSiris maSindeli Tavmjdomaris, daviT demetraZis Sefaseba paolo iaSvilis `provokaciuli TviTmkvlelobis~ Sesaxeb da
isic, rom `ar gasula didi dro da
xani... da demetraZec miuwvines TviTmkvlels~, rom cocxlad gadarCenil
gacimbirebulebs ukan dabruneba ar
eRirsaT manam, sanam `didi beladi~ da
pensneiani jalaTi erTmaneTs ar mihyvnen. am meorem, `zogierTis varaudiT, mokla pirveli, Tavad mkvleli
daxvrites, magram, romelma romeli
mokla, ver daadgines!.. es moxda 1953
wlis gazafxul-zafxulSi~.
groteskisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli
ironiiT aRbeWdil am monakveTs uSualod mosdevs moTxrobis stilisaTvis TiTqos absoluturad ucxo da
Seusabamo, erTi SexedviT, lirikuli
pasaJi:
`ramdenjer dailia da aRivso mT-

vare mas Semdeg. yovelive miedineba:

Semodgomas zamTari cvlis, zamTars
gazafxuli, sicocxle wuTisofeliviT grZelia da xanmokle... ibJuteba,
bolomde ar qreba, inTeba da fermkrTaldeba, aaldeba isev sustad...
da... isev... mxolod maxsovrobisa da
maradisobis ciuri disko _ mze da
droa _ ukvdavi~.
xvdebi, rom amgvari `lirizmi~
alogikuria, fsevdolirizmi fantasmagoriul viTarebaSi ironiulad JRers da groteskul gamosaxvas uwyobs
xels (alogikurobac xom groteskis
Janrobrivi maxasiaTebelia). roca
amgvar stilur mravalferovnebas
Sexvdebi, gaoceba gipyrobs, Tu ra
SemoqmedebiTi muxti da energia SerCenia sococxlis mimwuxris Jams mxcovan mwerals.
zemoT `esTetikuri udardeloba~
vaxsene. odnav gadasxvaferebul am
gamoTqmas kembrijel qarTvelologs,
uiliam alens davesesxe, 1932 wels
`qarTveli xalxis istoria~ rom gamoaqveyna inglisur enaze:
`qarTvelebis xasiaTSi erTi saintereso elementi aRiniSneba _ individualuri upasuxismgebloba... rasac
SeiZleba esTetikuri upasuxismgebloba ewodos~, _ wers aleni, mere
ki es Cveni kargad mcnobi britaneli
imasac dasZens, rom: `qarTvelebSi,
rogorc xalxSi, ise pirovnebebSi,
kargad ganviTarebuli inteleqti da
naTeli, cnobismoyvare goneba uTavsdeba pirvelyofili adamianis uzneobas da mouTokaobas~.
`esTetikuri
upasuxismgebloba~
Tu maincdamainc didad ar gvawuxebs
da cota mogvwons kidec, `uzneoba da
mouTokaoba~, ra Tqma unda, nametani
ar gvsiamovnebs, magram Sedavebac
gviWirs, radgan Cveni warsuli, Cveni
istoria savsea amgvari personaJebiT.
magaliTisTvis levan II dadianis gaxsenebac kmara, romelmac, eWvianobis
niadagze, cols cxviri moaWra da ise
miubruna simamrs. mere ki, sakuTar

amiran gomarTeli

biZas coli waarTva, Tumc, amgvari

uzneobisa da mouTokavobis
paralelurad, kulturul saqmianobazec
izruna: ierusalimis jvris monastris
valebi gadaixada, `vefxistyaosani~
gadaawerina da Seamkobina, axali taZrebi aaSena, Zveli aRadgina, eklesias
bevri oqro-vercxli da xatebi Seswira, romlebsac minawerebic daurTo
Tavisi mZarcveluri Tavdasxmebis
Sesaxeb mezobel qarTul feodalur
samTavroebze. erTi sitviT, qarTuli xasiaTis moucilebeli Tviseba:
uzneoba da mouTokaobac Zalumad gamoavlina da esTetikurobac. stalins
uaxloes garemocvaSi kaci aRar darCa, visi coli, Svili, Zma Tu sazogadod ojaxis wevri ar gaecimbirebinos,
metic _ maTi umetesoba ar daexvritos, Tumc Cveneburi warmomavlobis
diqtators arc mSobliuri, qarTuli
xelovnebis dekadis Catareba daviwyebia da arc rusTavelis iubilesi.
yovelive es esTetikur tkbobas aniWebda, albaT. lavrenti beriam gvamebze siaruliT SeaRwia kremlSi, wiTeli mefis karze. Semzaravia yovelive
es, magram, ras izam, Cven stalinisa
da berias mSobeli eri varT, didi
beladis monatreba dResac rom ar
gagvnelebia. pasuxismgeblobas rac
Seexeba, stalinisa da berias gamo,
ra Tqma unda, ver aviRebT sakuTar
Tavze, Tumc, verc maT xotbas da siyvaruls SeveleviT.
rogorc iTqva, swored stalinisa
da berias epoqis fantasmagoriuli,
Semzaravi yofaa asaxuli rezo WeiSvilis moTxrobaSi `qoreografi daTiko
mesxoriZe~. marTalia, yovelive es kargad aris cnobili, magram im Semzaravma yofam mxatvruli ukufena didad
ver hpova Cvens mwerlobaSi. rezo
WeiSvilis ukanakneli moTxroba am nakls, ra Tqma unda, nawilobriv avsebs,
magram es ar aris mTavari. misi avtorisaTvis mTavari Cveni eris xasiaTSi
Cabudebuli `esTetikuri upasuximgeblobis da mouTokaobis warmoCenaa~.

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amdenad, warsulis asaxva araa rezo
WeiSvilis moTxrobis mizani, is ufro
saSualebaa, romelic erovnuli xasiaTis mankier Tvisebebs aaSkaravebs.
amaze mkafiod metyvelebs moTxrobis
finali, sadac aSkaraa miniSneba (aluzia) filmze `yvaryvare TuTaberi~,
romelSic yvaryvare (msaxiobi dodo
abaSiZe) laRad da Tavmomwoned buqnaobs da mReris: `trulailas fuli
rad unda, trulaila TviTon fulia...~ Cven yvaryvares mSobeli eric
varT. konformisti da Semguebeli,
`yovlis mTmeni~, `individualuri
upasuxismgeblobiT~ gamorCeuli, romelic sakuTar upasuxismgeblobas
esTetikuri udardelobiT niRbavs.
amitom emsgavseba Cveni arseboba gamudmebul scenaze yofnas. es ukve
ucxoelma ki ara, Cveneburma Tqva.
guram asaTiani, qarTul xasiaTze
msjelobisas, sagangebod aRniSnavda:
`qarTveli
kaci
mudam
scenaze
grZnobs Tavs. martod darCenilsac ki
viRacis mouSorebeli mzera elandeba
da yovel Tavis moZraobaSi am uxilav
TvalTa dainteresebul yuradRebas
iTvaliswinebs~.
scenaze dgomisa da esTetikuri
udardelobiT gamorCeuli saerTo
erovnuli upasuximgeblobis `klasikuri magaliTi~ orgzis vixileT ukanasknel or aTwleulSi. pirvelad,
roca afxazeTis wagebuli omis Semdeg
filarmoniis didi sakoncerto darbazis scenaze gulze mjiRis cemasa da
baqibuqSi vejibrebodiT erTmaneTs da
meored, 2008 wlis agvistos tragikul
dReebSi, roca parlamentis win raRac
gaugebari sanaxaoba da taS-fanduri
movawyveT. orivejer damarcxebulgabiTurebulni, scenaze, viTomda,
Cvens sulier gautexlobas esTetikurad warmovaCendiT, xolo wagebuli omis mTavarsardlebs saukuno
erTgulebas veficebodiT, oRond,
eg aris, Sagrenis tyaviviT galeulsa
da dapataravebul Cvens mamuls veraferi SevmateT. marTalia, `tru-

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lailas fuli rad unda...~ ar gvimReria, cota ufro dramatuli da
gulisamaCuyebeli vTqviT da vimRereT, magram mTavari mainc isaa, rom
scenaze videqiT, yvelaferi lamazad da esTetikurad CavatareT, pasuxi ki arc sxvas movTxoveT da arc
sakuTar Tavs, rogorc upasuxismgeblod CavebiT im or omSi, ise upasuxismgeblod davasruleT.
axla isev `qoreograf daTiko mesxoriZes mivubrundeT moTxrobis finalSi kvlav cekva da taS-fanduria,
ambis Txroba dasrulebulia, magram
gularxeinoba grZeldeba. kvlav gaismis: `astamuras fuli rad unda...~
TiTqos yvelaferi Tavidan iwyeba.
moTxroba imiTve mTavrdeba, riTac
daiwyo, Tumc sul damaviwyda mkiTxvelisTvis Semexsenebina moTxrobis dasawyisi: sabavSvo baRis aRsazrdeli, fexiswverebze aziduli da
fanjris minaze cxvirmiWyletili
xuTiode wlis biWi, mopirdapire Senobis sakalaTburTo darbazSi, rogor ucqeris, TvalmouSoreblad,
yru-munjTa ansamblis repeticias _
naganis srolas da baxabuxs, mere ki,
finalSi, rogorc mogaxseneT, mwerali
isev sakuTar bavSvobas ubrundeba,
imas, riTac moTxroba daiwyo:
`me axlac gauwmendav, mtvrian
SuSaze var cxvirmidebuli, silian
agurebze isev fexmoukidebeli viWyitebi veeberTela, burusian darbazSi,
kalaTburTis cali fari Cans eulad.
parketze viRac darbis Senelebulad:
erTi icinis, erTi tiris, viRac gadis,
viRac Semodis, erTi gayavT.
erTi fari Cans.
Seubere, astrafina!
_ astamuras fuli rad unda...
aravina Cans. viRac mReris:
waval da davikargebi (dodo?!)...
cekvavs cal farTan, arki (dodo)
ra Citis guli gqonia.
Seubere, astrafina!..
cekvaven. ar Canan.
_ namdvili iyo?

_ ara.
_ arc calfa fari, xom?
asea, ar ici?! Sen ra gawuxebs, sad
ixedebi?!
iq, sadac dro ar midis, sadac
Crdilebia, landebi...
mereda landebs ra moekiTxebaT?!
viciT?!~
dro gaCerebula, `dro ar midis~-o,
_ gveubneba mwerali da es fraza
arsebiT mniSvnelobas iZens moTxrobis
azrobrivi Sinaarsis amosaxsnelad:
araferi Secvlila, Cven isev wreze
vtrialebT, zustad ise, rogorc
`mTavari qoreografi brunavda wreSi
da WerSi aWedebda kirux tyviebs~.
Cven isev absurdis tyveobaSi varT
da absurdul simReras vmReriT:
`astamuras fuli rad unda, astamura
TviTon fulia...~ moTxrobis amgvari
finali problemis aqtualobaze, mis
dauZlevlobaze metyvelebs.
axla isev moTxrobis ormag dasaTaurebas mivubrundeT: rogorc
mogaxseneT, moTxrobaSi sulisSemxuTveli yofaa aRwerili _ XX saukunis
30-ani wlebi _ dasmena-daSinebis, represiebis, sisxlis wvimebis xana. am
mdgomareobas umwvavesi groteskis
saxes aniWebs gamudmebuli `dampa da
dumpa!~, `vaSa-ura!~ da taS-fanduri.
hoda, roca irgvliv aseTi viTarebaa,
baraqala im ers, vinac imisTvis moicala, rom aseTi udardeli da salaRobo simRera Seeqmna: `astamuras
fuli rad unda, astamura TviTon
fulia~ (simReris zogierT variantSi,
`astamuras~ magier `trulaila~ ixsenieba, magram amas arsebiTi mniSvneloba ara aqvs). rogorc Cans,
Cveni silaCre da konformizmi gamudmebiT garegnuli silaRiT iniReboda da iniRbeba. amitomac aris
aqcentirebuli moTxrobis saTaurSi
es yovelgvar azrsa da Sinaarss moklebuli fraza: `astamuras fuli
rad unda...~ amitomac aqvs moTxrobas
ormagi saTauri; amitomac iTxova misi
datovebis aucilebloba avtorma.

amiran gomarTeli

WeSmarit Semoqmeds xSirad aqvs

erTi mTavari Tema. amiT misi Rirseba
ara Tu ar knindeba, aramed, piriqiT,
gansakuTrebiT gamoarCevs mas. rezo
WeiSvilsac aqvs sakuTari mTavari Tema,
romelic mTel mis Semoqmedebasac
msWvalavs da ukanasknel moTxrobasac
_ `qoreografi daTiko mesxoriZe~.
rezo WeiSvili mTeli Tavisi Semoqmedebis manZilze, gamudmebiT Segvaxsenebda, rom, `Tqven cudad cxovrobT batonebo!~ (aq erTi cnobili
mwerlis gamonaTqvams davesesxe anton
Cexovze).
miuxedavad imisa, rom rezo WeiSvilis ukanasknel moTxrobaSi `qoreografi daTiko mesxoriZe~ aris
dokumenturobis momentebic, mas
araferi aqvs saerTo dokumentur
prozasTan. calkeuli momentebis namdviloba, saboloo jamSi, saTqmelis
ganzogadebas emsaxureba. moTxrobaSi
konkretul epoqasa da calkeul realur momentebze dayrdnobiT erovnuli xasiaTis uaryofiT TvisebaTa
mxileba da warmoCena-ganzogadeba
xdeba. ase rom, rezo WeiSvils sruli
ufleba hqonda, gaemeorebina `kaciaadamianis?!~ avtoris sityvebi: `Cven
pirTan saqme ara gvaqvs, Cven sazogado
naklzeda vwerT~.
rezo WeiSvilis TxzulebebSi asaxuli Cveni gamrudebul yofac im
sarkeSi airekleba, romelSic `kaciaadamianis?!~ avtorma Cagvaxeda, raTa

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sakuTari naklovaneba dagvenaxa. `qoreografi daTiko masxoriZis~ avtorsac
ganuxrelad swamda da sjeroda, rom:
`is mwerloba uqmi da mkvdrad Sobilia,
romelsac
saZirkvlad
sakuTaris
viTarebis Seswavla ar daudvia~ (ilia
WavWavaZe). sworedac, rom `sakuTari
viTarebis~ Seswavlasa da gamomzeurebas
emsaxureba groteski da ironia rezo
WeiSvilis SemoqmedebaSi, oRond mis
prozas aqvs erTi gamorCeuli Tviseba
_ aq grotesksa da, gansakuTrebiT
ki, ironias raRacnairi sevdac axlavs, iseTi, daviT kldiaSvilis Semoqmedebis umTavres Taviseburebas
rom gagaxsenebs. amgvari sevdiani
ironiiTaa gamsWvaluli misi moTxrobebi. vinc `biWikos avadmyofobis istorias~, naartistali meTunuqis, savle giorgaZis yofasa (`al-razakis
sikvdili~) Tu `luka paColis cxovrebis ukanasknel wlebs~ icnobs,
dameTanxmeba amaSi. rezo WeiSvilic,
daviT kldiaSvilis msgavsad, TanaugrZnobda ukuRmarT yofasa da viTarebaSi moqceul sakuTar personaJebs.
axla, roca ukve dasrulebulia
rezo WeiSvilis amqveyniuri yofa, nugeSad isRa gvrCeba, rom kvdeba adamiani
da ara misi Semoqmedeba. sicocxlis
mimwuxris Jams dawerili rezo WeiSvilis ukanaskneli moTxrobac amis
dasturia.
RmerTma gaanaTlos misi suli!

P. S. axlaxan, 2015 wlis 19 oqtombers, qalaq Tbilisis sakrebulos

literaturisa da xelovnebis konkursis Jiurim mxari dauWira Jurnal
`ciskari 1852~-is winadadebas da `qoreografi daTiko mesxoriZis~
avtors, rezo WeiSvils, qarTuli literaturis ganviTarebaSi Setanili
gansakuTrebuli wvlilisaTvis, gardacvalebis Semdeg, konkursis jildo
`oqros xoxobi~ mianiWa. jildo mwerlis SviliSvilebs gadaecaT.

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kritika

eseistika

U amaz
u yemalaZe
siyvaruli, romelic sicocxles aRemata
(nino WavWavaZe da aleqsandr griboedovi)
azri da saqme Seni ukvdavia rusuli maxsovrobisTvis, oRond
sakiTxavia, risTvis aRemata Cemi siyvaruli Sens sicocxles.
nino WavWavaZe
aleqsandr griboedovis saflavis epitafia

Teirani. 1829 wlis ianvari...

aleqsandr griboedovi jer kidev
peterburgSi iyo da, rogorc sparseTis ministr-rezidenti, imperatoris
instruqtaJs ismenda, rodesac kavkasiis mTavarsardalma ivan paskeviCma1
iranidan saokupacio sajariso formirebebi gamoiyvana. 1828 wlis martis
bolos tfilisSi Camovida da generalitetTan erTad kvlav sabrZolo
strategiis SemuSavebas Seudga _ amjerad TurqeTis winaaRmdeg. TurqmenCais sazavo xelSekrulebis2 ramdenime muxliT gaTvaliswinebul valdebulebas sparseTi srulyofilad
ar asrulebda. es iTqmis, upirveles
yovlisa, ruseTisadmi miyenebuli zaralis sakonfiskacio Tanxis gadaxdaze (am Tanxis didi nawili inglisma
misca misTvis ase saintereso qveyanas, sparseTs). gadasaxdeli rCeboda
oTxi milioni maneTi. sparseTi arc
tyveebs aTavisuflebda. amas isic da-

erTo, rom qveyanaSi sxvadasxva davalebiT myof rus moxeleebs, vaWrebs

Sav dRes ayridnen. gaxSirda uxeSad
mopyrobis da Zaladobis faqtebi.
sparseTis Sahis faruli brZanebiT
qveynis Crdilo regionebSi damsjeli
razmebi daTareSobdnen da dedabudianad anadgurebdnen yvelas, vinc omis
dros rusebs TanaugrZnobda, _ mxolod imis gamo, rom eji-rizas saxlSi
oriod dRe dahyves, ruseTis jaris
sami oficeri sajarod Caqoles.
navarinis yuresTan moulodneli
Setakebisas ruseTma TurqeTis ramdenime sabrZolo katarRa gaanadgura, ramac ukiduresad daZaba or qveyanas Soris viTareba.
imperiis sagareo saqmeTa ministris, friad gamocdili da unariani
neselrodes3 rCeviT, ruseTis imperatorma, nikoloz pirvelma yvela
xerxs mimarTa, raTa Seetyo, rom avad
ganwyobili TurqeTis wamqezeblad,
ingliss garda, arenaze ukve safran-

Tamaz tyemalaZe

geTic gamoCnda, amitom daaswro da

1828 wlis 12 aprils omi gamoucxada TurqeTs. iranic, rasakvirvelia,
TurqeTis mxares daiWerda, radgan
suls uxuTavda TurqmenCais sazavo,
mZime pirobebi. swored axali omis
imediT ara da ar axdenda xelSekrulebis ratifikacias.
samxreTis haeri, ukve meramdened,
sisxlis suniT iyo gajerebuli, rodesac griboedovi avi winaTgrZnobiT
tfiliss miadga. imperatoris karze,
ministr-rezidentis wodebas rom aniWebdnen, misTvis yvelaferi ar uTqvamT _ arsebuli viTareba kargad
rom scodnoda, am Tanamdebobis miRebas ar dasTanxmdeboda.

sparseTisken
griboedovi da nino imdroisaTvis
komfortul oTxcxenian etlSi sxedan. etlis sarkmlidan, marjvniv Tu
marcxniv, ninosTvis sruliad ucnobi
da saintereso peizaJi iSleba. samagierod, arafris xilva ar surs griboedovs _ igi ukve merved miemarTeba
am gziT da aqauroba imdenad kargad
icis, rom aRaraferi ainteresebs.
cdilobs, gansakuTrebiT yuradRebiani da alersiani iyos meuRlisadmi.
bevrs fiqrobs bedisweraze. marTlac,
ra ucnauria... yvela axalSeuRlebuli iq miemgzavreba, sadac sixaruls
da bednierebas erTnairad ganicdis,
sadac netarebas SeigrZnobs. griboedovs ki am mtvriani, xrioki gziT
sparseTSi mihyavs sayvareli arseba,
anu iq, saidanac, advili SesaZlebelia, cocxlebi veRarc dabrundnen.
ninosTan ar imCnevs, magram ganwyobilebas uamravi faqtori umZimebs.
tfilisidan gamomgzavrebis win, 7
seqtembers griboedovma mTavarmarTebels gadasca proeqti _ ruseTis

63
amierkavkasiis kompaniis Seqmnisa (regionis sawarmoo ZalTa ganviTarebisaTvis). imave dRes tfilisis uwyebani am proeqts bumberazul wamowyebas uwodebs... am saganze yvela winaswar ganzraxva damyarebulia mxaris
Rrma SeswavliT mopovebul safuZvelze miRebul uaRresad naTel daskvnebze. proeqtSi kargad Cans, rogor aqvs Secnobili mis avtors mTeli
kavkasia, misi problemebi da perspeqtivebi. proeqtis ganxorcieleba iTvaliswinebda: baTumis rac SeiZleba
male gaTavisuflebas TurqeTisagan,
tfilisis did sawarmoo qalaqad gadaqcevas, mtkvarze naosnobis Seqmnas,
skolebis, biblioTekebis gaxsnas, vaWrobis aRorZinebas, abreSumis, narTis,
matylis gadasamuSavebeli fabrikebis
aSenebas, meRvineobis, mexileobis ganviTarebas. yuradReba eqceoda baqos
navTobs, somxur bambas. xelisuflebis saameblad proeqtSi naTqvamia,
rom aqcionerebi mxolod da mxolod
rusebi iqnebian. proeqtis Tanaavtori zavileiski tfilisSi darCa, raTa
proeqtis Sesaxeb paskeviCis azri Seetyo. mTavarmarTebelma proeqti waikiTxa da imave dRes gansaxilvelad
gadasca kavkasiis sagangebo korpusis general-intendants, Jukovskis.
proeqts kiTxulobs ukve paskeviCis
marjvena xelad aRiarebuli TaRliTi yorRanovi, romelsac karga xania,
rac griboedovma ivan kaeni Searqva.
paskeviCis Tavdapirveli interesi da
keTilganwyoba asimetriulad Secvala ivan kaenma da Jukovskim. maT daanaxes paskeviCs, rom proeqti, upirveles yovlisa, ewinaaRmdegeba amierkavkasiaSi carizmis koloniur politikas. saSiSrad miiCnies kavkasiaSi
saqarTvelos prioritetad aRiareba.
Tu saqarTveloSi individualur manufaqturul nawarms SevqmniT, es
xom Seamcirebs saqarTvelos kavSirs

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ruseTTan... ara, saqarTvelosac ise
unda SevxedoT, rogorc namdvil kolonias... Tu proeqts mwvane gza
miecema, ivan kaenis azriT, kavkasiis
mTavarmarTebeli, faqtobrivad, griboedovi xdeba. am faqtma ki Zalze
aRaSfoTa Tavis Tavze uzomod Seyvarebuli griboedovis siZe _ paskeviCerevanski. SesaZloa, am grandiozuli
gegmis bedi sxvagvarad warmarTuliyo, griboedovs da zavileiskis eSmakoba rom exmaraT da proeqtis mesveurad mTavarmarTebeli eRiarebinaT.
erevanSi gzad wamoweulma zavileiskim wamoiZRvania proeqti, romelsac erevanskis sazizRari kaligrafiiT ewera (Turme yvelas uWirda
misi naweris wakiTxva da iqidan azris
gamotana), rom idea uaryofili iyo.
(gaivlis aTeuli wlebi da saqarTveloSi uamravi vinme ise, rom arc
am proeqts gaecnoba da arc masTan
dakavSirebul movlenebs, ityvis _
griboedovis proeqti saqarTvelos
garusebis, misi sruli ganadgurebis mizans emsaxureba. amasve imeoreben dResac!)
didi nawili 40000 Cervonecisa4,
romelic griboedovma imperatorisagan jildod miiRo, megobar literators, bulgarins dautova, raTa
vai Wkuisagan 5 wignad gamoeca. igi
jer kidev peterburgSi iyo, rodesac
saTeatro TxzulebaTa bedis gadamwyveti saxalxo ganaTlebis ministri
(romelic mere Tavis Sexedulebebs
Sinagan saqmeTa ministrs uTanxmebda), SiSkovi, moulodnelad gaaTavisufles da mis adgilas Jandarmeriis
Sefis, benkendorfis axlo naTesavi
k. liveni daniSnes. loialurma cenzorma, peterburgis universitetis
cnobilma profesor-orientalistma
t. benkovskim nawarmoebis satitulo
furcels waawera: es komedia dawerilia keTilganzraxviT da SeiZle-

ba daibeWdos mTlianad, yovelgvari

cvlilebebis da Semoklebebis gareSe. livenma ki wignis dabeWdva SeuZleblad miiCnia da karieris pirvelsave dReebSi imperatoris mowyale
Rimilic daimsaxura. yovelive amas
auwyebda gzad wamoweuli bulgarinis werili, sadac damamSvideblad
JRerda fraza _ piesas SemoklebiT
davbeWdav Cems almanaxSio. am faqtma
literator-gamomcemeli bulgarini
da misi Tanamosaqme greCi Jandarmeriis saTvalTvalo personebad aqcia.
minaweri: griboedovi Tavis wigns
ver moeswro. misma axloblebma SeZles
wignis gamocema 1833 wels, moskovSi,
avgust menis stambaSi, Tumca teqsti
Zalze daamaxinja axalma cenzorma
semionovskim _ famusovis6 da Cackis
monologSi bevri ram Secvales. 1853
wels grigol winamZRvriSvilma qarTulad Targmna es nawarmoebi. gavrcelda mxolod 1862 wels. Semdgomi
Targmanebi ekuTvniT dim. erisTavs,
al. yazbegs, s. faSaliSvils. nawarmoebi sruli saxiT warmoadgines 1831
wlis 26 ianvars peterburgSi. moskovSi ki meore dRes, 27 ianvars.
1832 wlis 21 ianvars saqarTvelos
mTavarmarTeblis, baron rozenis, misi meuRlis da tfilisis elitisaTvis rusulad warmoadgines vai Wkuisagan. reJisori iyo mix. Ramazovi,
romelic agreTve ganasaxierebda famusovs.
es Teatraluri warmodgena kidev
ganmeorda. avadmyofobis gamo verc
erTs ver daeswro nino WavWavaZe.

griboedovis misiam aseTi gezi airCia: tfilisi-koda. Sulaveri-jelal

oRlis gza, mere amamlos gza erevanze gavliT. 17 seqtembers eCmiaZins miaRwies da Rame gaaTies. aqedan

Tamaz tyemalaZe

erevnisken aiRes gezi. eCmiaZinidan

werili gaugzavna griboedovma peterburgel megobar n. galmatins, v.
miklaSeviCs (griboedovisa da ninos
sasiyvarulo ambis mimarT ironiiT
ganwyobilT
vurCevT, safuZvlianad gaecnon am werils): ...Cemi coli Cveulebriv TvalebSi Semyurebs
da weras ar manebebs. icis, qals rom
vwer da eWvianobs... colTan erTad
vmogzaurob uzarmazari amaliT. 110
cxeniT, jorebiT. Rameebs vaTev karvebSi, mTis mwvervalTa fonze. ukve
igrZnoba sicive. Cemi nino galaRebulia, yvelafriT kmayofilia, giJmaJi
da mxiaruli. axal-axali Sexvedrebi
mouwyinaria. win gvegebebian cxenosnebi. qveiTdebian da gvilocaven bednierad Casvlas iq, sadac srulebiTac
ar msurs viyo... marTlac, eCmiaZinSi
galobiT, jvrebiT, xatebiT Seegebnen,
Semdeg ki erevnidan maT Sesaxvedrad
gamoemarTnen xuTasi cxenosani, xanebi da erevnis plac-adiutanti.
21 seqtembers ki, diliT, baiazeTidan Camovida aleqsandre WavWavaZe.
oTxi dRe erTad arian (iqvea ninos
dedac, salome orbeliani). qaliSvils
mamam qorwilismagvari lxini mouwyo.
25 seqtembris dilas ki gamoemSvidobnen axalSeuRlebulebs da tfilisisken mobrundnen. misia gzas ganagrZobs. 27 seqtembers ukve TavrizSia.7
win SemoegebaT sparseTis taxtis memkvidre abas-mirza, romelsac griboedovma gadasca ruseTis imperatoris
ratificirebuli traqtati. TavrizSi
ori Tve dahyo griboedovma.
griboedovis TavrizSi yofnis Jams,
1828 w. 23 noembers, paskeviCi imperiis sagareo saqmeTa ministrs, neselrodes, erTgvar samxil da sabodiSo
werils ugzavnis: Tqveni brwyinvalebisTvis, ra Tqma unda, ukve cnobilia, rom sparseTis karze Cvenma sruluflebianma ministrma, samoqalaqo

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mrCevelma griboedovma, sparseTSi
gamgzavrebamde SeirTo general-maior Tavad WavWavaZis, saqarTvelos
erT-erTi udidesi memamulis qaliSvili, ise, rom amis nebarTva ar uTxovia. amis gamo Cems movaleobad vracx
vacnobo Tqvens brwyinvalebas, rom
griboedovis jvariswera ramdenadme
moulodnelad moxda. mas unda aResrulebina uzenaesi neba da saCqarod
wasuliyo sparseTSi, amitom ar SeiZleboda jvriswera Semdgomi droisTvis gadaedo. griboedovis daJinebiTi TxovniT me vikisre mimeca misTvis
qorwinebis ufleba. gTxovT, Tu saWirod CaTvliT, yovelive acnoboT mis
udidebulesobas _ imperators.
sparseTi drois mogebas cdilobs.
aWianurebs oTxi milioni maneTis ruseTisaTvis gadacemas. griboedovi
wonasworobidan gamohyavs gauTavebel Sexvedrebs, erTi da imaves gameorebas. igi ar indobs aravis, vinc ar
miiRo misi winadadeba, romelic dReis gadasaxedidan zustia da maxvilgonivruli. misi azriT, muqaris werili unda gaegzavnaT sparseTis cbieri Sahis da misi qvebudani Svilis,
abas-mirzasTvis. da, Tu griboedovs
gaagzavnidnen sparseTSi, isini Tanxas
aRar gaiRebdnen. ruseTi verafers
veRar izamda, radgan misiis wevrTa
sicocxles unda gafrTxileboda.
inglisis diplomatiuri misia ukve, rogorc surda, ise warmarTavda
sparseTis sagareo politikas. yvelasaTvis naTeli iyo, rom ruseT-TurqeTis omSi sparseTi TurqeTis mokavSire gaxdeboda. sruluflebiani elCis yoveldRiuri Sexvedrebi TavrizSi abas-mirzasTan, mis garemocvasTan.
sxvadasxva mizeziT usaSvelod Wianurdeboda. aSkara iyo, rom inglisi sparseTSi milionebs xarjavda da
qveyanas aZlierebda. mxolod da mxolod ruseTis winaaRmdeg amuSaveb-

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dnen ramdenime gegmas, romlis ZaliTac dairRveoda TurqmenCais zavi da
samxreTis teritoriebze SemoWrili
ruseTi iZulebuli iqneboda, Tavis
sazRvrebSi dateuliyo. peterburgis
samefo karze mstovrebis Tu oficialuri pirebis gamogzavnili werilebi
naTelyofda, rom diplomatiuri misiis wevrebi didi safrTxis winaSe iyvnen. nacvlad imisa, rom imperators
avad damuxtuli garemosagan ganeridebina misia da misi meTauri, piriqiT,
axal-axal samoqmedo direqtivebs ugzavnida. griboedovs unda Seeswavla
kaspiis zRvis sanapiroebidan indoeTisaken mimavali savaWro-saqaravno
gzebis yoveli niuansi. unda daedgina, ra kavSiri hqonda sparseTs aziis
mezobel qveynebTan: avRaneTTan, buxarasTan, TurqeTTan da, rac mTavaria, indoeTTan.
imperatorma yurad ar iRo ministr-rezidentis rCeva, epatiebina
iranisTvis darCenili ori yururi,
anu oTxi milioni maneTi da peterburgs mosaTaTbireblad miewvia abasmirza, romelic kvlavac rCeboda winaaRmdegobaTa mizezad. griboedovma
abas-mirza ukve winaswar daiTanxma
am vizitze. pativmoyvare taxtis memkvidre (romelsac ruseTis mxarem
oficialurad ganucxada taxtisaTvis
brZolaSi mxardaWera)
peterburgs
ewveoda da yvelaferi mogvardeboda. arcTu Rrmad moazrovne paskeviCi mxars ar uWerda griboedovis am
mosazrebas. cdilobda, neselrodec
daerwmunebina ideis uvargisobaSi _
yvelafers rom Tavi davaneboT, kavkasionze zafxulamde veravin gadavao.
paskeviCis azriT, abas-mirza unda daejerebinaT, rom Tu sparseTi piradad mas aCuqebda baRdadis an vanis
da muSqis safaSoebs, ruseTs sabrZolo iaraRi unda mieca sparseTisaTvis, materialurad moemZlavrebina,

astraxanSi ki mzad unda hyolodaT

10000-kaciani mZlavri armia, Tu irani Cveulebisamebr muxanaTurs rasme
moisurvebda.
griboedovi sixaruliT Tavbrudasxmulia. meuRle fexmZimedaa... nuTu
aq, am saSinelebaSi unda daibados
Cemi Svili? _ guli mxolod amaze
wydeba da aRar icis, rogor da riTi
asiamovnos Teqvsmeti wlis meuRles.
moulodneli ar iyo griboedovisTvis axali brZaneba,
daetovebina
Tavrizi da Teirans gamgzavrebuliyo... bedis ironiaa, rom griboedovi
mezoblad mosaxle inglisis misiis
meTauris, vinc misi sikvdiliT dasjas male mxars dauWers, makdonaldis meuRles (Zalze yuradRebian da
moyvas qalbatons) emudareba, yuradReba ar moaklos ninos. aRsaniSnavia,
rom fexmZime qalze zrunavda aRalo-begis ojaxi, romlis diasaxlisic qarTulis mcodne gezal-xanumi
gaxldaT. griboedovs ase Tu ise isic
amSvidebda, rom inglisis misias Zalze gamocdili eqimebi hyavda Tavrizs
Camoyvanili.
gamgzavrebuli misiis meTauri wamiT Seyovndeba, cxens Semoabrunebs
da ori-sami wami ucqeris sparsuli
saxlis Wril sarkmelSi Tvalze cremlmomdgar, TiTqos gaRimebul sayvarel meuRles, romelic gulSi meased imeorebda locvas. griboedovma
cxens maTraxi gadahkra da umalve miefara Tavrizis meCeTis brtyeli aguriT naSen kedels.
meoTxe dRes ninom werili miiRo.
Cemo uZvirfaseso megobaro, mebralebi, saSinlad mowyenili var. mimZims uSenoba. mxolod axla vigrZeni
siyvarulis WeSmariteba. winaTac bevrjer damaSora bedma sayvarel megobars, magram male ganSorebis naRveli
miqreboda. axla, rac ufro Sors var
Sengan, miT ufro miWirs ase yofna.

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RmerTs erTad vevedroT, Cemo angelozo, rom amis Semdeg arasdros

aRar dagvaSoros erTmaneTs... gaxsovs, Suamavlis, mesame piris gareSe,
rogor gamcne siyvaruli? gaxsovs?
rogor geambore pirvelad?.. gaxsovs,
me rom avad gavxdi da Sen rom mkurnalobdi?.. darejanis imedi maqvs (ninos moaxle), is mudam fxizlobs da
gverdidan ar gcildeba. akoce mas,
Cemo tkbilo, filipesac, zaqariasac
(ninos qarTveli mcvelebi). madlobas
vuxdi maT. Tu Sen maTi moqmedebiT
kmayofili iqnebi, me SemiZlia male
maT sakadrisi sikeTe mivuzRo.
weRan vaTvalierebdi aqaur qalaqs.
yvelaferi iavarqmnilia ise, rogorc
mTeli es qveyana. male aq Cven erTad
gavivliT da yvelaferi, yvelaferi
kargad da lamazad momeCveneba.
mSvidobiT, niniko, Cemo patara angelozo. axla saRamos 9 saaTia da
Sen, albaT, dasaZineblad wvebi. me ki
mexuTe dRea ara da ar meZineba. eqimi yavis smas abralebs. me ki vici,
ra aris Cemi uZilobis mizezi _ ezo,
sadac sparsul qorwils ixdian, Cemi saZineblis gverdiTaa. xmauroben,
mRerian, yvirian da yovelive es me ar
mabrazebs, piriqiT, Zalze msiamovnebs kidec.
naxvamdis, uZvirfaseso megobaro...
gkocnis savsebiT Seni a.gr..

griboedovis tragikuli
aRsasruli
feT-ali-Sahis8 haramxanis mTavari
saWurisi mirza-iakub mirqariani 1804
wels daatyveves da somxeTidan TeiranSi Camoiyvanes Tavis megobarTan,
aw ukve manuCar xanTan erTad. Wkvianma
saWurisebma iolad iswavles sparsuli da vaWruli alRos wyalobiT male
didZali fulic iSoves. ermolovis
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za-iakubi agentad gaixades. sparseTis mxare (ingliselebis daxmarebiT)
TiTqos xvdeboda kidec, rom saidumlo informaciebi swored saWuris iakubis SemweobiT Jonavda, magram vera
da ver waaswres Ralatis faqtze.
griboedovis kabinetSi Sesulma
sparsuli misalmebis reveransi Seasrula da yovelgvari qaTinaurebis
gareSe moaxsena saTxovari. man kargad
icoda, rom ruseTis imperiis diplomatiuri misia did yuradRebas aqcevda TurqmenCais zavis XIII muxliT
gaTvaliswinebuli SeTanxmebis Sesrulebas. rac SeiZleba male unda gaeTavisuflebina feT-ali-Sahs saqarTvelodan da somxeTidan tyved wayvanilni. Sahis mTavari saWurisi griboedovs sTxovda, am tyveTa Soris isic
yofiliyo moxseniebuli. miuxedavad
simdidrisa da Tanamdebobisa, Tavs
Seuracxyofil monad vgrZnobo. griboedovs ar SeuTavazebia savarZeli
stumrisaTvis.
_ Tqveni survili CvenTvis misaRebia. Rame, farulad ratom moxvediT?
modiT xval, dRisiT-mzisiT, aSkarad
da sxva mowmeTa Tvalwin ganacxadeT
Tqveni saTqmeli...
xuT wuTs ar gaevlo, rom mirzaiakubi qurana cxens moaxta da sasaxlisken gaswia. farulad moTvalTvale jaSuSebi saxtad datova am faqtma.
meore dRes, 15 ianvars, mZime kaeSani Semoawva gulze. akviatebuli fraza ramdenjerme gaimeora: me aqedan
cocxali veRar davbrundebi, magram
bunebiT uSiSari, udreki xasiaTisa
iyo da SiSs ar nebdeboda. erTxans
magidaze safrangeTidan gamoweril
moyviTalo sawer furclebs TvalgaSterebiT umzerda. imasac kargad
xvdeboda, rom Zalian male misTvis
bevri ramiT saintereso did sofelSi
Tan waiRebda gonebaSi karga xnis winaT Seqmnil mxatvrul nawarmoebTa

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gegmas... mere xelSi didxans atriala
aseve safrangeTidan miRebuli cisferi samelne, romelSic jer melani ar
Caesxa. Tavis rkinis samelneSi kalami Caawo da frangulad miswera ninos:
Zvirfaso, gigzavni samelnes, imitom,
rom xSirad momwero werilebi, Cemo
angelozo. marad Seni a.g. 15 ianvari
1829 weli. Teirani. es iyo ukanaskneli werili da ukanaskneli saCuqaric
sayvareli meuRlisadmi.
ori saaTis Semdeg mirza-iakub-xanic movida. am dros griboedovTan
imyofebodnen Sahis karis safinanso
saqmeTa mesveurni (kvlav uTavbolod
msjelobdnen ruseTisaTvis gadasaxdel oTx milion maneTze), romelTa
gasagonad mirza-iakubma ministr-rezidents umorCilesad sTxova, mfarveloba gaewia misTvis, rogorc datyvevebulisTvis da rogorme daebrunebina igi mSobliur somxeTSi.
griboedovma aseve oficialurad ganucxada, rom ruseTis saelCo Seifarebda saWuriss, vidre misi udidebulesoba feT-ali-xani oficialur
nebarTvas miiRebda misi samSobloSi
gamgzavrebis Sesaxeb.
male Sahs Seatyobines, rac moxda.
wyena, gaoceba da sibraze erTad aisaxa Rrma siberiT danaoWebul saxeze.
imave dRes Seyara Tavisi ministrebi,
daiswro inglisis misiis xelmZRvaneli. am dros saelCos oTaxi savse
yofila xojebiT, romelnic saxeSi
afurTxebdnen mirza-iakub-mirqarianso. yovelive amas isic daerTo, rom
20 ianvars Teiranis Tavmomwone Tavadis aliar-xanis haramxanidan ori
somexi xarWa gamoipara da tiriliT
miadga ruseTis saelCos, egeb gviSveloT da Cvens ojaxebSi dagvabrunoTo. griboedovma uyoymanod misca
TavSesafari saelCos SenobaSi. male
saelCosTan cxeni moaWena aliar-xanma, romelic qalebis mkacrad gada-

cemas moiTxovda. eseni Cemi kanonieri

colebi arian, Tanac erTi fexmZimedaao... griboedovi warbSeuxrelad
icavs xelSekrulebis XIII muxls da,
piriqiT, moiTxovs saswrafod gaaTavisuflon monur pirobebSi myofi
tyveebi da TavianT saxl-kars daubrunon. inglisis misiis meTauri makdonaldi siamovnebas ver faravs. scenari ise viTardeba, rom, misi azriT,
ruseTi TviTon gamoucxadebs oms
irans, es ki, bolos da bolos, gaaerTianebs irans da TurqeTs ruseTis
winaaRmdeg sabrZolvelad. am omSi
Caebmeba yvela musulmanuri qveyana.
isini miiReben evropidan saWiro daxmarebas da rusul daTvs ara marto
brWyalebs Seakvecen... Sahi yvelaze met angariSs makdonaldis azrebs
uwevs, magram, TeiranSi viTareba rom
bolomde daiZabos da mosaxdeni moxdes, amisTvis Teiranis mTavari muStaidi unda Caebas da ianvris 25-Si
isic daarwmuna iakub-xani ukve yvelas
gasagonad aginebs islamso.
qalebwagvrili aliar-xani9, Sahis
siZe, kbilTa RrWeniT mouwodebda
yvelas, Tavgasuli ruseTis diplomatiuri misiisaTvis Wkua eswavlebinaT. Teiranis muStaidi mola-mesixi
da TviT Tavrizis muStaidi amer-feti salocavebSi Sesul musulmanebs
erTxmad awyevlinebdnen alahis maginebel mirza-iakubs da mis mxardamWerebs. saWuriss ki Caqolva miusajes.
xalxi boboqrobda. risxvam yvelas
daaviwya, rom ruseTis imperiis misiis
gaRizianebas, SesaZloa, sayovelTao
ubedureba mohyoloda.
29 ianvars, muStaidis davalebiT,
TeiranSi moqmed meCeTTa sasuliero
pirebma xalxs mimarTes, rom 30 ianvrisTvis yvelas gamoeketa bazari,
maRazia, saCaie da Tavi moeyaraT mTavari meCeTis win. mowodeba aseTi iyo:
modiT ruseTis saelCos SenobasTan.

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gamoiyvaneT iq TavSefarebuli tyveebi, CaqoleT mirza-iakubi da rustamqarTveli, romelic iqvea TavSefarebuli.

amave RamiT sabolood Seiyarnen
fet-ali-SahTan ori muStaidi, sagareo saqmeTa ministri, inglisis misiis lideri da aliar-xani. sam-oTxjer gaisma SekiTxva, Tu ra mohyveba
am faqts, Tu misiis meTauri brbos
Semoakvdeba, Tu mTeli misia ganadgurdeba... Sahma wauyrua, SekiTxva ar
daafiqsira, riTic yvelaferi gadawyvetili iyo.
1829 wlis 30 ianvars (11 Tebervals) ganrisxebiT moyayane misias
win uZRodnen aliar-xani da Teiranis muStaidi. griboedovs Tavdapirvelad egona, rom es xalxi sparseTis
Sahis briyvul gegmas _ daeSinebinaT
misia _ asrulebda. fiqrobda, iyayaneben da daiSlebiano, magram sul
male iZulebuli Seiqna, aliar-xanis
haremis xalxi momxvdurebisaTvis gadaeca. es ukve dagvianebuli qmedeba
iyo. misiis xuTi kaci SeiaraRebuli
dgas ezoSi, sadac qvebis wvima modis.
male alayafic Semoangries da erTmaneTs daerivnen. griboedovma dambaCa
dacala. yovelgvari damiznebis gareSe klavda gasrolili tyvia adamians.
ezoSi TiTqmis yvela mokles. xmalamowvdili idga karebTan ministr-rezidenti. mere dinjad Sevida brboSi,
or-samjer xmlis moqnevac moaswro,
mere... uknidan mozrdili qva moxvda
kefaSi da goni dakarga. brbom gadaTela. mere momxdurebi SenobaSi SeiWrnen da yvelaferi daitaces. Senoba mTlianad daangries. am brZolaSi
misiis wevrTagan eqvsi kaci gadarCa.
mirza-iakubi akuwes. daxoces sxva Sefarebuli tyveebic.
minaweri: ruseTis diplomatiuri
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ba uwignurTa aTasi Wori da miTqmamoTqma. 2003 wels ogoniokSi ori
rusi avtoris werili am tragediis
mizezad piradad griboedovs, mis ukmexobas, uzrdelobasa da politikur
sibeces asaxelebs. tragediaSi lomis
wili (dideba Senda, RmerTo!) Turme griboedovis simamrs aleqsandre
WavWavaZes uZevs. viTom a. WavWavaZem,
Tavis siZes, sruluflebian elCs, misiis SemadgenlobaSi bevri qarTveli
TavadiSvili Seayvanina. es qarTvelebi rusebiviT kargebi xom ar iqnebodnen? qarafSutebi, fuqsavatebi,
ayalmayalis amtexni Teiranis quCebSi muSti-krivs marTavdnen, ris gamoc Tavisi wyroma aRar daufaravs
sparseTis mxares. griboedovi Turme iseTi uzrdeli iyo, etikets arad
dagidevdaT. ar ixdida fexsacmelebs
Sahis misaRebsa Tu meCeTSi Sesvlisas.
Sahs titulebis gareSe moixseniebda.
Sahis ministrebs xom lamis apanRurebda. qarafSuta qarTvelebis garda, Teiranis mosaxleobas sazizRrad
eqceoda misiis sameurneo mxaris ufrosi rustam-begi da griboedovis ZiZiSvili al. dmitrievi.
Sahis saWurisebi manuCar-xani da
iakub-mirza (erevneli somxebi) ogoniokSi dabeWdil uniWo narkvevSi
tfiliselebad arian moxseniebulni.
griboedovs TiTqos gatacebuli
da sparseTSi tyveebad myofi axalgazrdebis mSoblebisagan qrTamic ki
aeRos... erTi sityviT, rusi avtorebi
yovlad usamarTlod eqcevian rusuli klasikuri mwerlobis mSvenebas,
aleqsandr griboedovs, romelmac
Turme tfilisSi celqobiT SeirTo
nino WavWavaZe.
usindisobaa, aba ra. griboedovi
ise gaxda al. WavWavaZis siZe da ise
gaeSura sparseTisaken, maT erTmaneTi
TvaliTac ar unaxavT. mxolod erevanSi Sexvdnen erTi dRiT, sadac simamri

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mxaris gamgeblad msaxurobda. avtorTa azriT, griboedovs srulebiTac ar
hyvarebia nino da a.S. sainteresoa, es
popularuli Jurnali ra mizniT beWdavs usindiso da uniWo avtorTa paskvilantur narkvevs, sadac axerxeben
kidev erTxel galanZRon da talaxis
gunda esrolon saqarTvelos. ruseTis
saliteraturo kritikaSi am xnis ganmavlobaSi uamravi mcdari werili da
gamokvleva daibeWda aleqsandr griboedovze. aqeben epoqis mamxilebel
komedias vai Wkuisagan da ramdenadac ZaluZT, aknineben mis avtors. es
imitom, rom griboedovs didi siyvaruliT uyvarda saqarTvelo, qarTveli xalxi... colad SeirTo qarTveli
asuli, romelsac, faqtobrivad, emoneboda... misi Semdgomi literaturuli saqmianoba mTlianad qarTul
Tematikas mieZRvna. misi komerciuli
globaluri gegmebic mxolod saqarTvelos dastrialebda Tavs. man bevri,
Zalze bevri ram gaakeTa saqarTvelosTvis... amitom gamoricxuli ar aris,
rom msgavsi Worebi, cxadia, kvlavac
iCens drodadro Tavs.

sinamdvileSi...
gulRrZo imperatorma nikoloz
I-ma griboedovs ministr-rezidentis wodeba mianiWa Tu ara, imwamsve
kargad uwyoda, ra uRelSi gaayofina Tavi misTvis miuRebeli vai Wkuisagan-is avtors. mis mimarT keTili
ganwyobileba arasdros hqonia. sami
wlis winaT, rodesac saxelmwifo komisia sxvebTan erTad griboedovsac
dahkiTxavda, xelCasaWidi danaSaulis
msgavsi ar daumtkicda, magram imperatorma kargad icoda misi damokidebuleba ruseTis xelmwifis taxtis
mimarT... maSin wauyrua, radgan arc is
aZlevda xels, diplomati da mwerali

qveynis dasanaxad Tavis mtrad eRiarebina.

griboedovi jer kidev tfilisSi
ar Casuliyo, rom ruseTma daaswro
da TurqeTs omi gamoucxada. aseT
dros sparseTSi diplomatiuri misiis gagzavna maT daRupvaze Tanxmobis
gacxadebas hgavda. icoda imperatorma, rom ingliselebi swored griboedovs gawiravdnen, raTa sparseTi sabolood moswyvetoda ruseTs, amas ki
TurqmenCais zavis (inglisisaTvis ase
miuRebeli) sruli likvidacia mohyveboda. am gziT irani TurqeTis momxre xdeboda ukve dawyebul ruseTTurqeTis omSi.
dokumenturad dasturdeba, rom am
dros TurqeTsa da irans Soris dasrulda xangrZlivi molaparakeba da
daido samekavSireo xelSekruleba
(n. qorTua, amierkavkasia ruseT-iranis 1826-1828 wlis omSi, ganaTleba. 1978 w.), romelic iTvaliswinebda
ruseTis winaaRmdeg erTobliv saomar moqmedebas. erT-erT dokumentSi
moTxrobilia, Tu rogor ivaldebula
iranis Sahma a.s. griboedovisa da misi misiis amowyveta. samagierod, TurqeTi irans hpirdeboda, rusebisaTvis
gacemuli kontribuciis kompensacias
_ damatebiT aTi yururis (anu oci milioni maneTis) micemas da omSi dakarguli teritoriebis dabrunebas.
saarqivo dokumentebSi, romelic
Tavadma afxazma miawoda ruseTis mxares, vigebT, rom iranis Sahi da misi vaJi hasan-ali-mirza, avantiuristulad cdilobdnen omSi ruseTis
Cabmas. swored amisi eSinoda griboedovs, rom inglisi da TurqeTi yvelafers iRonebdnen irani mokavSired
gaexadaT ruseTis winaaRmdeg. diax,
yvelafers winaswar grZnobda griboedovi da Turme isic kargad icoda,
rom msxverpli piradad is iqneboda.
vin icis, iqneb, paskeviCma gangeb

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dauSva Secdoma da ar daujera griboedovs _ abas-mirzas peterburgSi

gagzavnis mosurnes. marTlac ramdeni
problema gvardeboda am erTi vizitiT. ase Tu ise, danaSaulTa morgvi
swored am sabediswero Secdomidan
iwyeba. am tragediis mere mixrwnili
cbieri fet-ali-Sahi da misi axlad
dawinaurebuli vaJi, general-gubernatori zili sulTani marTlac usindisod ityuebodnen TavianT werilebSi, am mkvlelobis Sesaxeb qveynis
mTavrobam araferi icodao. agenturis meTauris afxazis werilSi ki mkafiod Cans, Sahis organizatorobiT
rom Caidina brbom es siverage.
inglisis ocneba ar sruldeboda. miuxedavad yovelive momxdarisa,
ruseTi sparseTs oms ar ucxadebda da, piriqiT, kvlav diplomatiuri
gziT cdilobda, viTareba ar daeZaba
da rogorme irani gamxdariyo TurqeTis oficialuri mxardamWeri.
inglisma moaxerxa da Sahis Cvidmeti vaJiSvili konkretuli interesebiT daakavSira erTmaneTTan _ taxtis
memkvidris, abas-mirzas winaaRmdeg...
amavdroulad acxadebdnen, rom mzad
arian, ruseTs omi gamoucxadon. axlaRa mixvda ermolovis10 mier briyvad da koxtapruwad monaTluli mTavarmarTebeli paskeviCi, rom aucilebelia abas-mirzas imperatoris karze
gagzavna griboedovis mkvlelobisaTvis bodiSis mosaxdelad da mTeli
rigi problemuri sakiTxebis gadasawyvetad.
am dros ruseTi iolad axerxebda TurqeTis yvela Setevis mogeriebas, rac omSi Cabmis survils mTlad
ukargavda iranis Sahs, romelsac ukve surda, peterburgs gaegzavna ara
abas-mirza, aramed momdevno vaJi xosrevan-mirza.
rodesac nino WavWavaZem griboedovis orsityviani werili da jer uxma-

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ri cisferi samelne miiRo, griboedovis cxedari ukve karga xani iyo, rac
Teiranis dasavleTiT xevSi egdo da
frinvelebi ZiZgnidnen...

tragediis Semdeg
nino WavWavaZe
saqarTveloSi Camodis
aleqsandr puSkini
ruseTis diplomatiuri misiis amowyvetas ramdenime pirovneba odnav
gansxvavebulad aRwers. ufro vrceli da zustia mogoneba misiis saswaulad gadarCenili wevris, malcovisa. gadarCa misi piradi msaxuric,
ibrahim begi. jahad-jahad gahkivis
risxviT anTebuli brbo... am mogonebidan sainteresoa, rom im dRes griboedovs oficialuri mundiri ecva,
orden-medlebiT gawyobili da Tavze exura samkuTxedi formis qudi.
mere uwyalod daxanjles misi gvami,
ordenebi aaZvres mundirs da qudic
moxades. moklulTa gaZarculi, SiSveli gvamebi sam dRes eyara saelCos
ezoSi. mxolod meoTxe dRes, Teiranis qalanTarma11 Seagrova gvamebi da
saelCos wina teritoriaze amoTxril
ormoSi Caayrevina.
did interess iwvevs am danaSaulebrivi, araadamianuri qmedebis faruli
reJisoris, inglisis misiis lideris, makdonaldis saqcieli. man meore dResve oficialuri nota miarTva
fet-ali-Sahs, sadac ewera, rom sparseTis xelisuflebam uswrafesad unda
gamoiZios am vandaluri aqtis yoveli niuansi, gamoavlinos mkvlelobis
iniciatorebi (ai, cinizmi!) da mTeli
simkacriT dasajos. misiis cocxlad
gadarCenili wevrebi ki uxifaTod unda miacilon Tavrizamde. notis wakiTxvis Semdeg gaocebula Sahi...

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30 ianvars gavlenianma saWurisma,
manuCar-xanma, Tavisi msaxurebi, piradi dacvis wevrebi cxenebze Sesxa,
Zmiswuli solomon meliqiani uwinamZRvra da incidentis adgilisken gaamgzavra. Wkviani saWurisi xvdeboda,
rom raRac qmedeba iyo saWiro, raTa ubedureba ar momxdariyo. icoda,
mirza-iakub-mirqarians Tu gadmoscemdnen, brbo moSordeboda rusTa
saelCos, magram es moqmedebac Zalze
dagvianebuli aRmoCnda. jihad-jihad _ es SeZaxili mTel sivrces faravda. yurTasmena aRar iyo. gamZvinvarebulma brbom solomoni saelCos
wevrad miiCnia, cxenidan gadmoagdes
da umal yeli gamoRadres. sparseTSi
myofi manuCar-xanis dedam SviliSvilis mokvla rom Seityo, adgilzeve
gardaicvala. gavleniani saWurisi eCmiaZinSi gzavnis dedisa da Zmiswulis
gvamebs. solomon meliqianis Zebnisas msaxurebma samarxi gaTxares da am
dros ipoves griboedovis uTavo gvamic, romelic iakuboviCTan duelis
Jams marcxena xelis mtevanze dazianebuli nekis meSveobiT amoicnes.
Sermazaniani igonebs: 15 Tebervals manuCar xanma Tavisi dedis da
solomon meliqianis gvamebi erT taxtrevanze dadebulni uremze moaTavsa
da cxenosanTa TanxlebiT eCmiaZinSi
gagzavna. imave uremze iyo griboedovis gvamic.

Tavrizs myofma nino WavWavaZem

araferi icoda Teiranis tragediisa.
erTxans es aravinac ar icoda, radgan
iranis xelisufleba am saSineli ambis
gamJRavnebas aWianurebda. ubralod,
Zalze ukvirdaT, ase ratom igvianebda werilebi Teiranidan. aleqsandrem
fexmZime ninosTan miavlina biZaSvili,
roman WavWavaZe. male Tavrizs Cavida
tfiliseli vaWari iagor beJuaSvili,

romelmac ninos dedamisis, salome

orbelianis werili Cautana. ra Tqma
unda, arc salomem ara uwyoda ra
momxdari saSinelebis Sesaxeb. deda
Svils sTxovs, tfilisisken gamohyves
roman WavWavaZes. oRond ufleba aiRos qmrisagan! amasobaSi yvelasaTvis
naTeli gaxda yvelaferi. kidev miiRo
ninom werili. amjerad mamisagan. Sens
Sesaxvedrad julfaSi movedi da nu
ayovneb, Cqara gamoemgzavreo (julfas iqiT wasvla SeSinebulma paskeviCma aukrZala).
1829 wlis 13 Tebervals ninos samgzavro ekipaJi Tavrizs tovebs. male
Sexvda mamasac da miuxedavad aleqsandres dabejiTebiT mtkicebisa,
rom griboedovi fetali-SahTan erTad xorasnis mxares stumrobs, saidanac safosto gzavnilebi droebiT
SeCerebulia, mainc avs ugrZnobda guli. male yvelaferi gaigo da saSineli krunCxvebi daewyo, goneba dakarga. meore dRes ki dRenakluli vaJi
dabada, romelmac mxolod erT saaTs
icocxla.
WavWavaZeTa saxlSi samZimarze misulTa nakadi ar cxreboda. yoveli
mxridan modioda samZimris werilebi.
al. WavWavaZe yvelas ubrunebda pasuxs.
daiwyo molaparakeba sparseTTan
gvamebis gadmosvenebis Taobaze. griboedovis neSti, ukve mogaxseneT, ZmaTa
sasaflaodan sxvebze adre amoasvenes.
kaxeTis sasazRvro razmis, anu niJegorodis dragunTa 44-e polkis
ufrosi, general-maiori n. raevski
mTavarmarTebels moaxsenebda: daRestnidan mstovrebma daujerebeli ambavi Camoitanes, TiTqos TeiranSi mouklavT Cveni sruluflebiani elCi.
me veWvob, es iqneb amaTi agenturis
specialurad gavrcelebuli Woria...
yovel SemTxvevaSi, Zalze cudi da
amazrzeni.

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paskeviCma momxdaris Sesaxeb amburgerisagan gaigo 1829 wlis 8 Tebervals, romelic, bedad, ianvris TveSi
TavrizSi imyofeboda. erTxans dumda paskeviCi. vin icis, iqneb, sindisis
qenjnasac ki grZnobda. dumda gazeTi
tifliskie vedomostic. amburgers,
rogorc Cans, bevri araferi moekiTxeboda, radganac Tavis werilSi momxdar tragediaSi mxolod Teiranis
sasuliero pirebs sdebda brals.
mkiTxveli Zalze bevrs Seityobs
werilidan, romelic nino WavWavaZem
makdonaldis meuRles, qalbaton amalias gaugzavna.
tfilisi, 22 aprili, 1829 weli.
Zvirfaso qalbatono makdonald!
srulebiTac ar damviwynia Tqveni
sikeTe da TanagrZnoba, rac Cemdami
gamoiCineT im dReebSi, rodesac erTad viyaviT... Tqveni zrunviTve mSvidobiT CamovediT tfilisamde... Zvirfaso megobaro, aqamde ar davayovnebdi Tqvens mimarT Cemi didi ndobis da
madlierebis gamovlenas _ is umZimesi
ambavi rom ara...
Zala ara maqvs agiweroT Cemi gancdebi. swored Tqvens guls, viTarca nazi meuRlis guls, vandob Cems
gancdebs. mjera, rom yovelives mimixvdebiT. Cemma sulierma samyarom
ver gauZlo aseT mexTatexas da es
gaxda mizezi naadrevi mSobiarobisa...
sacodavma bavSvma mxolod erT saaTs icocxla da Tavis ubedur mamas
gahyva imqveynad. bavSvis monaTvla ki
mainc movaswariT, aleqsandre davarqviT _ misi bedSavi mamis saxeli.
...Zvirfaso qalbatono makdonald,
me yvelaferi gavige, yoveli wvrilmanic ki. vici, rom Cemi ubeduri qmris
neSti TavrizSi gagzavnes, sadac albaT Caitanes kidec, magram gamogzavnes ki es sevdiani tvirTi tfilisSi?
_ es ver gavige. Tu Tqven rame iciT,
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da gavigo bedi Cemi saunjisa, romlis
dabrunebasac Sempirdnen. esec vici,
rom Tqveni tfilisSi Camosvla gadadebulia. vfiqrob, Tqveni janmrTelobisadmi sazrunavi cota xans kidev
wamarTmevs Tqveni xilvis bednierebas.
...naxvamdis, Zvirfaso da keTilo
qalbatono makdonald. nu SewyvetT
Cemdami Tqvens megobrul TanagrZnobas, rasac me ase vafaseb. samagierod
Tqven miiRebT yvelaze srulyofil
da cxovelmyofel samadlobels.
nino griboedova.
Cans, rom werilis avtori didsulovani, gulwrfeli, maRalzneobrivi adamiania. weris manera daxvewilia,
grZnobieri. aseve didebulad warmogvidgeba ingliseli keTilSobili, nino WavWavaZisadmi didi yuradRebis,
adamianuri siTbos gamRebi amalia
makdonaldi. igi TavrizSi civ niavs
ar akarebda fexmZime gogonas, nino
WavWavaZes (es maSin, rodesac TeiranSi misi qmari, jon makdonaldi, religiuri fanatizmiT Wkuadakarguli
brbos sajijgnad wiravda aleqsandr
griboedovs).
mTel sparseTs akontrolebda general afxazis agentura. aRsaniSnavia, rom misi gamogzavnili yoveli werili daubrkoleblad aRwevda paskeviCamde. ruseTis mxarem ukve icoda,
rom griboedovis sikvdilis cnobas
inglisis saxelmwifo momzadebuli
Sexvda. maTi gumaniT an ruseTi gamoucxadebda sparseTs oms, anda aucileblad dadgeboda ruseTis winaaRmdeg mebrZoli TurqeTis mxares. orive SemTxvevaSi britaneTis lomi Tavs
valdebulad miiCnevda gaeZlierebina
fet-ali-Sahi. afxazis utyuari cnobebiT TeiranSi inglisidan gaigzavna
Tofebi, dambaCebi, 60 qvemexi, oTxi milioni maneTi, ramdenime aseuli

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wminda inglisuri cxeni. ori kviris
ganmavlobaSi didZali armia Seikriba.
aseve gaaZliera samxreT azerbaijanis teritoria, xois olqSi qurTebis
10-aTasiani kavaleria mzad iyo saieriSod, TavrizSi 12-aTasiani qveiTi
brZanebas eloda, hasanali-mirza saukeTesod aRWurvil 15-aTasian armias
sardlobda. Sahma sardlebs, aliarxans da hasan-ali-mirzas aTi milioni
maneTi gaugzavna.
TeiranSi didad Seuracxyofdnen
ruseTis ganaxlebul diplomatiur
jgufs, romelsac amburgeri xelmZRvanelobda. SeSinebulma amburgerma da misiis xuTma wevrma Teirani
daukiTxavad datova.
general afxazis operatiuli mamxilebeli cnobebis miRebis Semdeg
ruseTma sasazRvro zoli gaamkacra.
am sifxizlis gamo, rogorc Talibis
generali rali upatakebs mTavarmarTebels, 1829 wlis 21 Tebervals mirhasan-xanma moulodnelad gadmolaxa
sazRvari da sofel astras daeca. iyo
msxverpli, Tumca mzadmyofma ruseTis sajariso nawilma Tavdamsxmelebi ukuaqcia. aseTi Tavdasxmebi Zalze gaxSirda. yvelaferi naTeli iyo.
aseTive suraTi ixateboda baiazeTidan gamogzavnil general pankratievskis werilSi. frangi seminos cnoba saintereso prognozs gvacnobs.
iran-ruseTis axali omis msurveli
inglisi, romelic sruliad ganudga
abas-mirzas, aseTi mzakvruli gegmis
ganxorcielebas cdilobs: mas surs,
ruseTis samxedroformianebma moklan abas-mirza. es ormxrivad momgebiania _ abas-mirzas Camoicilebdnen
politikuri asparezidan da es faqti
ukiduresobamde gaamwvavebda iranis
orTaviani arwivis da inglisis lomis qiSpobas... Tumca male osmaleTis faSam gaigo, rom, fat-ali-Sahis
nebarTviT, abas-mirzam peterburgs

wargzavna Tavisi ufrosi vaJi, xosrevan-mirza12, raTa bodiSi moexada griboedovis da misiis sxva wevrebis ulmoblad daxocvisTvis. iranis amalaSi
Sediodnen qveynis didad warCinebuli
pirebi: amer-nizami13 (jarebis sardali), faieti fazil-xani (romelic,
puSkinis msgavsad, odas uZRvnis nikoloz I-s), mirza-masudi (rusuli enis
mcodne)... aq wamiT SevCerdeT!

puSkini
saqarTveloSia...
cxra wlis winaT, 1820 wels, puSkini kavkasias estumra da uaxloesi
megobris, n. raevskis ojaxSi ori Tve
dahyo. mas Semdeg bevri ram moxda da
axla, rodesac kvlav aiRo gezi kavkasiisaken, samefo karisgan ukve Serisxuli cnobili poeti valdebuli
iyo, uzenaesis nebarTva mieRo am mogzaurobisaTvis, Tumca puSkini 1829
wlis 1 maiss TviTneburad gamoeSura
da `oriolSi~ inaxula samarTlianad,
gulisxmierad da, amave dros, usastikesad cnobili ruseTis omebis legendaruli gmiri, CeCneT-daRestnis da
sxva tomebis damrbevi, yofili kavkasiis mTavarmarTebeli ermolovi...
Semdeg isev gza tfilisisaken. puSkini
gaocebulia... Crdilo kavkasiasa da
amierkavkasias bevri araferi hqonia
saerTo. mogzaurobas saucxoo darebi daerTo. barem aqve vTqvaT, rom
ara griboedovis ase Tvalwarmtacad aRwerili peizaJebi, ase xatovnad warmodgenili iveria, saeWvoa, es
mogzauroba Semdgariyo. puSkins ukve
Seetyo griboedovis tragediis Sesaxeb, icoda am sikvdilis gamomwvevi
mizezebic... didi kompozitori glinka14 igonebs, griboedovis mier micemuli qarTuli Tema puSkinma Cems melodias Seujera da leqsad Camoqnao.

Tamaz tyemalaZe

es iyo leqsi
. glinka imasac dasZens, es melodiac, faqtobrivad, musikis saukeTesod mcodne griboedovma mikarnaxao.
swored griboedovTan sami-oTxi Sexvedris Semdeg, 1826 wels pirvelad
axsena puSkinma Tavis leqsSi sityva
( ....). meore iyo zemoxsenebuli leqsi, mesames, ukve saqarTveloSi myofi wers:

...
Semdeg leqsSi swored
mTaTa masivis im peizaJs xatavs, rac
Cveni miwidan aRiqmeba, Tergisa da
aragvis dinebebidan... oRond, aragvisa ar iyos, aqac ase wers:
...
... aseTia puSkinis gancda!
asea Tu ise, adreul warmosaxvaSi naxseneb saqarTvelosTan dakavSirebul
peizaJebs axla cocxali, realuri
xilvebi cvlis.
29 maiss, saRamo xans, puSkini tfilisSia, Jan-polis traqtirSi. erTi
suli aqvs, rodis gaTendeba da fexdafex daivlis qalaqs.
puSkini naxevar Tves atarebs tfilisSi. ucdis mTavarmarTeblis nebarTvas, rom ruseT-TurqeTis frontze
wasvlis ufleba miiRos. am xnis manZilze piradad moinaxula nino griboedova-WavWavaZe, aleqsandre WavWavaZe da miusamZimra.
puSkini ninos da aleqsandres uambobs: davSordiT SarSan, peterburgSi, sparseTs misi gamgzavrebis win.
mwuxare iyo da ucnauri winaTgrZnobiT Sepyrobili. miTxra: Tqven ar
icnobT am xalxs, naxavT, rom saqme
danebamde miva. mere sxva wlis mogonebebSi Cawers: ...im mxaris unaklod
codnam, sadac omi iwyeboda, axali asparezi gadauSala griboedovs, saqarTveloSi Camosvlisas SeirTo is, vinc
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ar vici misi mZafri ukanasknel
wlebze ufro SesaSuri ram. TviT
sikvdilic ki, romelic uTanasworo brZolaSi ewvia, ar warmoadgenda
griboedovisTvis raime Sesazars, raime samZimos, igi wuTieri da mSvenieri
iyo.
puSkinma, rogorc iqna, miiRo nebarTva frontis xazze gasvlisa...
griboedovis cxedars naxWevanSi
didi glova gaumarTes...
1829 wlis 10 ivniss tfilisidan arzrumisken mimavali puSkini gergeris
cixesTan Sexvda mozozine urems, romelsac mxolod qarTvelebi mosdevdnen.
xanmokle dialogi aseTi iyo:
_ saidan? _ vkiTxe maT.
_ Teiranidan.
_ ra mogaqvT?
_ griboedovi...
puSkinma cxedris winaSe daiCoqa,
mere ki Tvalcremlianma ganagrZo gza
arzrumisaken.
17 ivniss cxedari tfilisSi iyo.
mematiane gvamcnobs:
samgloviaro svlaSi raRac sidiade gamokrToda da guls useravda
yvelas. saRamos bindi, maSxalebiT
ganaTebuli garemo, galavnis Tavze
TeTrCadrosani mtirali qarTveli
qalebi, cxedris etls ukan momavali
xalxi. daRupuli griboedovis saSineli bedi guls uklavda yvelas, visac ki uyvarda is.
gansvenebulis mwuxare, svegamwarebuli axalgazrda qvrivi, tfilisis karibWesTan idga Tavis ojaxis
wevrebTan erTad. maSxalis pirvelma
Suqma amcno mas cxedris miaxloeba.
is gonebamixdili daeca da didxans
ver moiyvanes gonze (TanamedroveTa
mogonebebi griboedovze. 1929 w.).
SuaRamisas sionis taZarSi daasvenes griboedovis cxedari.
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va gadauxada. taZarSi iyvnen didmoxeleni, tfilisis gubernatori, general-adiutanti strekalovi.
1829 wlis 18 ivliss griboedovi
Tavisi anderZisamebr mTawmindis eklesiis galavanSi dakrZales.

didZalma xalxma moiyara Tavi dakrZalvaze. bevrs axsovda griboedovis

gulisxmiereba, siTbo. tfilisis gubernatorma generalma strekalovma
(romelmac spiagini Secvala am Tanamdebobaze) mTavarmarTeblis sabWos
wevrs, general volkovs gadaulaparaka: veWvob, am xalxis naxevari mosuliyo griboedovis dakrZalvaze moskovSi anda peterburgSio.

griboedovis ganawamebi sxeulis

mTawmindaze dabinavebidan 12 dRis
Semdeg iranis diplomatiuri misia
peterburgs Cavida da kargadac daisvena. imperatorTan Sexvedra 2 agvistos Sedga. nikoloz pirvelma am
Sexvedras yvela umaRlesi safexuris
samoqalaqo Tu samxedro piri daaswro.
xosrevan-mirzam imperators Sahis sigeli gadasca da vrceli sabodiSo sityva warmoTqva sakrebulos
winaSe. usindisod tyuoda. ambobda,
iranis mTavrobas am JletaSi araviTari brali ar miuZRviso. ar uxsenebia arc tragediis organizatori,
inglisis diplomatiuri misia. msmenelTagan yvelam saucxood icoda,
ra rogor moxda. sabodiSo sityvam
imperatori da mis irgvliv Sekrebilni, yvelani karg gunebaze daayena.
da rodesac nikoloz pirvelma, Tavisi artistuli JestiT warmoTqva:

, amis Semdeg
naTeli gaxda, rom imperatori am sevdian Temas arasdros miubrundeboda.
igi yovelTvis Sinaganad grZnobda,
rom dekabristul amboxSi seriozulad iyo CarTuli griboedovi da rodesac amboxis monawileTa sikvdilis
cnobebs iRebda cimbiridan, SurisZiebis bneli RimiliT unaTdeboda saxe. ase moxda axlac. griboedovi ministr-rezidentis mantiiT Semosa da
politikur dafaze didi figuris Sewirvis verag gegmaSic qveSecneulad
miiRo monawileoba.
imperatorma darCenili oTxi milioni maneTidan irans naxevari apatia, misiis wevrebi ki uxvad daajildova Zvirfasi ramerumeebiT.
iranSi ki moulodnelad ruseTisTvis sasurvelad Seicvala viTareba.
abas-mirzas taxtis mocile hasanali-mirza qermanSi daatusaRes da
Sahs Cauyvanes baRdadSi... alar-xanis aqtiurobamac sagrZnoblad iklo. omis momxreTa aseTi dasusteba
pirdapirproporciuli iyo inglisis
misiis warmmarTveli rolis dakninebisa... yovelive ki isev da isev griboedovis msxverplSewirvis politikuri Wadrakis avazakuri svlis Semdeg
moxda...
Tumca... kidev erTi... 1830 wlis
7 aprils sagareo saqmeTa ministri
grafi neselrode paskeviCs werils
ugzavnis da amcnobs, rom gulmowyale imperatorma griboedovis dedas
da qvrivs, nino WavWavaZes, srulad
gadasca ocdaaTi aTasi maneTi, maT
daeniSnaT wliuri xelfasi xuTi aTasi maneTis asignaciiT mTeli sicocxlis manZilze...

Tamaz tyemalaZe

ganmartebebi
1. paskeviCi _ saqarTvelos mTavarmarTebeli (1827-1831).
2. TurqmenCais sazavo xelSekruleba _ xelSekruleba, romelic daido
iransa da ruseTs Soris 1828 wels. irani damarcxda ruseTis armiasTan brZolaSi da dades xelSekruleba, romlis
Tanaxmadac ruseTis SemadgenlobaSi Sevida erevnisa da naxWevanis saxanoebi da
dRevandeli somxeTi.
3. neselrode _ ruseTis sagareo
saqmeTa ministri (1780-1862).
4. Cervoneci _ petre pirvelis winadroindel ruseTSi ucxouri oqros
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5. `vai Wkuisagan~ _ al. griboedovis drama, romelic mis sicocxleSi ar
gamoqveynebula.
6. famusovi da Cacki _ al. griboedovis dramis personaJebi.
7. Tavrizi _ qalaqi iranSi.
8. feT-ali-Sahi _ imdroindeli Sahi.
9. aliar xani _ Sahis siZe.
10. ermolovi _ saqarTvelos mTavarmarTebeli (1816-1827).
11. qalanTari _ policmaisteri.
12. xosrevan-mirza _ iranis Sahis
erT-erTi vaJi.
13. amer-nizami _ Sahis sardali.
14. mixail glinka _ rusi kompozitori (1805-1857).

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kritika eseistika

{ urab
p dilavaZe
marxvis dros sakiTxavi ese
`Cemi goneba Cemi eklesiaa~
tomas peini
I. dRes _ siZulvilis qveyana
28 noembers qristeSobis marxva
daiwyeba. adamianebi RmerTsa da erTmaneTs codvebis mitevebas mobilurebiT ise sTxoven, rom erTmaneTs
TvalebSic ar Caxedaven. zogi itirebs kidec...
mTeli weli yvela da yvelaferi
gvZulda, sisaZagleebs CavdiodiT,
umsgavs Worebs vavrcelebdiT da Sendoba uceb, erTi darekviT?! siabandia
es yvelaferi, farisevluri rituali
da Tavis motyueba _ wes-Cveulebebis aRsrulebaze agebuli, `taZruli rwmenis~, sindisis damamSvidebeli
`placebo~ abi.
marxvis dasrulebis Semdeg xom
zrdasruli deidebi da biZiebi kacobriobas isev `qocebad~ da `nacebad~ dayofen da Tan qristianul
Semwynareblobas iqadageben. `nacebi~
cotaniRa darCnen, sul erTi-ori da
am siyvaruliT savse `qocebma~ isini
unda gaJliton, gaanadguron da gasrison. arc `nacebi~ Tmoben... da Cven
siyvarulze vlaparakobT, vbedavT?
es rogori stilis aramzaduli siyva-

rulia _ axali siZulvilis qristianobaa?

pativcemuli sazogadoeba maleve
isev dasmenebs, daWerebsa da sxvisi
ubedurebiT tkbobas miecema, mraval
sxva WuWyian saqmes Caidens da 40 dRe
codvebis gamo itirebs. Tqven vis agoimebT? sakuTar Tavs ibolebT? nazebo da umankoebo, frTxilad, codvebze tiriliT, erTmaneTisTvis Sendobis TxovniTa Tu sayovelTao siyvaruliT ar dadneT da Roris qonad ar
CamoiRvenToT... RmerTi TqvensaviT
gulmaviwyi idioti ggoniaT? TvalTmaqcebo, codvebze tiriT?
erT did wmindans uTqvams _ xorci WameT, oRond adamians nu SeWamTo. amdeni Suri, boRma, mudmivi siZulvili da... siyvaruli? erTmaneTs
ver vitanT, karis mezoblis gvSurs,
naTesavebi Tu ojaxis wevrebi, igive
`qocobisa~ Tu `nacobis~ gamo, danasisxlad varT erTmaneTze gadakidebulni; `erTmaneTSi ver movrigebulvarT da Crdiloel dampyrobelTan
urTierTobebs valagebT~? aTeulobiT wlebia, erTimeoris ginebiT piri
agvevso, sisxli SuriT, zizRiTa da

zurab odilavaZe

gautanlobiTaa gaJRenTili da sayovelTao siyvaruls viCemebT? swored

am farisevlobis okeanis gamo aq karga xans xe keTil nayofs ar gamoisxams
_ es boRmiT gadamwvari miwaa, sicruiT gamofituli da SuriT mowamluli
niadagia.
Cven Soris araferia saerTo _ sruli gaucxoeba da gautanloba. barieris orive mxares _ 30 wlis boRma da
zizRi. iciT, ratom varT ase politikiTa da sarwmunoebiT gatacebulni?
gpasuxobT _ am sferoSi siZulvilisa
Tu dapirispirebis gadatanis da misi
gamoxatvis SesaZleblobiT. swored
amis gamo ver viklavT wyurvils politikisa da religiis mimarT _ Cven
ara RmerTi, aramed sxvaze upiratesoba gvwyuria. Cven boRma da gesli
ver davSriteT sakuTar gulSi. diax,
Cven urTierTzizRiTa da SuriT gaJRenTili monebis eri varT. marxvas
gilocavT!

II. xval _ `gonebis saukune~

Cven CamovrCiT _ civilizebul
samyaroSi raxania `gonebis saukune~ dgas. yovlismomcveli siyvaruli
praqtikulad SeuZlebeli Seiqmna, is
mxolod deklarirebul TezisSi gadaizarda. swored amitom adamianTa
mTeli modgmis siyvarulis qristianuli moTxovna farisevlobad iqca.
ZvelTagan gamefebuli TvalTmaqcoba adamianis pirovnebisadmi civilizebulma damokidebulebam _ misi pirovnuli Tavisuflebisa da TviTgamoxatvis formebisadmi pativiscemam,
tolerantobam Secvala. ukidegano
siyvaruli aRar Seiqna saWiro da aucilebeli, sakmarisia pirovnuli wesiereba da patiosneba _ adamianebma
mkacrad unda daicvan mxolod moraluri normebi da icodnen, rom sxveb-

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ze `fexis dabijeba~ Tu `fexis dadeba~, Suri da WuWyiani Worebis gavrceleba CamorCenilobis niSania da
samarcxvinoa. moralis mTavar principad kvlav rCeba axali aRTqmis oqros wesi _ moeqec sxvas ise, rogorc
ginda, rom is geqceodes.
pirovnebisadmi civilizebuli midgoma, agreTve, gulisxmobs ara sityviT siyvaruls da realurad ki _
mudmiv bRveras, aramed misdami keTilganwyobasa da gaRimebas. raRa
Tqma unda, metad fasobs iseTi niWi,
rogoricaa Cagrulebis, upovarebis
da avadmyofebis sibraluli, Tanadgoma. aseTi racionaluri siyvaruli
_ igive civilizebuli urTierToba,
mtrisTvis loyis miSverisgan gansxvavebiT, SesaZlebelia. amas garda,
is `yovlismomcveli siyvarulisa~ da
`sulierebis~ msgavsad efemeruli,
uzomo da uwono cneba araa _ Sens moralurobas yvela xedavs, SesaZlebelia misi Semowmeba da sazogadoebis
mxridan kontroli. civilizebul sazogadoebaSi wesiereba dafasebulia
da amis gamo yvela cdilobs, amgvari
TamaSis wesebi daicvas.
naklebi emociebi da meti racionalizmi _ gulis Zaxilis, maRalfardovani sityvebisa da advilad aalebadi, Sesabamisad, male Caqrobadi da
aucilebliv siZulvilSi gardamavali
emociuri siyvarulis dro gavida.
warsuls Cabarda iracionaluri Sefasebebis, mouTokavi grZnobebis xana
da dadga gonebis saukune. dRes Svilebisadmi, mSoblebisadmi, qalisadmi
didi pativiscemisa da siyvarulis saukunea. sawinaaRmdego sqesisadmi seqsualuri ltolvis da piradi simpaTiis xana.
adamianuri nawili ieso qristesic
ki Tanamoazris arCevaSi Secda da iuda daimegobra. miT ufro arc Cven
varT dazRveulni amgvari Secdome-

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bisgan. dro gadis da rodesac saerTo interesebi, Sexedulebebi qreba,
megobrobac neldeba. ase rom, `trusikis~ samudamo ZmabiWobis epoqac
dasrulda _ dRes interesTa Tanxvedraa megobrobis warmmarTveli Zala.
Zveli savaldebulo da damamZimebeli
tvirTiviT mobezrebuli Zmakacoba,
daobebuli urTierTobebi, xelovnuri megobroba kvdeba. mxolod interesTa Tanxvedra asazrdoebs axlo
urTierTobebs, qalis siyvaruls ki _
seqsi, simpaTia da igive saerTo miswrafebebi.
adamiani im axal wres irCevs, romelic Seesabameba mis amJamindel inteleqtsa da interesebs, im konkretuli
droisTvis Camoyalibebul faseulobebis erTobas. siyvaruli racionaluri xdeba _ adamiani imasTan atarebs dRes, vinc im momentisTvis mas
ainteresebs, masTan yofna siamovnebs
da ara `kanoniT~ dadgenil `bavSvobis
Zmakac-daqalebTan~.
ase xdeba adamiani siyvarulsa da
urTierTobebSi gacilebiT Tavisufali. is ver darCeba Zveli koleqtivisadmi erTguli da masTan samudamod
mibmuli. erTi sityviT, ZmabiWebisa
da daqalebis infantiluri instituti
warsuls bardeba. modis axali Tavisufali urTierTobebis, interesTa Tanxvedrasa da gonebriv ganviTarebaze
dafuZnebuli urTierTobebis dro.
_ daZvelebuli, xelovnuri siyvarulisa da megobruli urTierTobebis jaWvebi wydeba! _ SeTxveviTi

garemoebebisgan (ubani da sxva) da

klanuri interesebiT gapirobebuli
damokidebulis xarisxi iklebs _ koleqtivizmi kvdeba!
_ individualizmis dro dgeba _
Tavisuflebis xarisxi imatebs!
_ Tavisuflebis dauZinebel mtrebs
_ miwier mijaWvulobas, yoveldRiuri
yofisgan da cxovrebis garemoebebisgan damokidebulebas _ ara!
da bolos, saqarTvelos uaxlesi
istoriisTvis damaxasiaTebeli da morigi xelisuflebis mier gaCaRebuli
gacxarebuli saqmianobis SiSiT gamowveuli ritorikuli kiTxva: `amaT
xelSi (`zviadistebi~ _ `putCistebi~;
`nacebi~ _ `qocebi~...) ra gveSveleba?!
pasuxi: saqarTveloSi arCevnebi
oTx weliwadSi erTxel tardeba. revoluciebi angolaSi xdeba, avtomatebiT sirbili somalSi uyvarT. normaluri qveynebi atareben arCevnebs,
xolo arCevnebs Soris swavloben,
Sromoben, kiTxuloben, kulturulad
ixvewebian... da erTmaneTs uRimian...
da win midian.
saqarTvelo maSin gabrwyindeba,
rodesac ucxo adamianis ar SegveSindeba, dagvainteresebs kidec misi
azri cxovrebaze _ anu gareSe pirs
Tanatolad, sakuTari Tavis Rirsad
miviCnevT, xolo misi `mes~ gamokvleva axlis momtani iqneba CvenTvis. amitom saqarTvelo maSin gaxdeba magari
qveyana, rodesac avtostopiT SeZleb
Tundac Tbilisidan quTaisSi Caxvide
da gzaSi nebismier Temaze isaubro.

ucxoobaSi Canawerebi

n aka
l verenCxilaZe-

kartaizeri
uikendi floridaSi _ sulis zeimi
noemberi, 2013 weli
amikidia guda, gadamikidia Cemi ganuyreli leptopis CanTa da floridis StatSi, qalaq sarasotaSi mivfrinav...
mogzauroba Cemi mamoZravebeli
Zalaa. cvlilebebi da siaxleebi miyvars, es ki amis pirdapiri wamalia:
savse axal-axali sanaxaobebiT, bednieri adamianebiT da sulieri samyaros gamamdidrebeli mravalferovani
xedebiT.
axla Cems mexsierebaSi kinokadrebiviT icvleba xedebi: atlantis okeanis sanapiroebi mzis Casvlis sunTqvis
Semkvreli suraTebiT; cas mibjenili
kolorados Tovliani mTebi; ulurjesi ca, firuzisferi karibis zRva
da umwvanesi palmebi; afriani gemebi,
mekobreebis droSi rom gadaasaxlebs
adamians; keTilSobili delfinebis
bednieri xtunva-TamaSebi; havais kunZulebis mixveul-moxveuli gzebi, moulodnelad kldidan CamoSlili qvebiT rom Caxergila; sulSi Camwvdomi
havaiuri melodiebi, yvaviliankabiani
gogonebi, mamlebi... ho, Wrel-Wreli,
wiTelbibiloiani mamlebi, dilauTe-

nia rom yivian da ulamazes alions amcnoben fufunebas miCveul moagarakeebs; kaliforniis cnobili Highway
1-is gulis gamxeTqi mixveul-moxveuli gzebi, cali mxridan kedeliviT
aRmarTuli cicabo mTa rom ebjineba,
meore mxares ki mowyvetiT daqanebuli kldeebi pirdapir wynar okeaneSi
rom exeTqebian da, amave dros, sunTqvisSemkvrel silamazes rom qmnian.
yvelaferi iseT srulyofilebamdea
asuli, TiTqos daxatuliao, Tumca marTlac xom naxatia es yovelive, RmerTis mier Seqmnili?! mere ki
adamianis xeliT aseT mSvenierebamdea
ayvanili amave adamianis mondomebiT,
movliTa da zrunviT.
mogzauroba miyvars, magram erTi
Tvisebac maqvs, romelic, rac dro
gadis, ufro miZlierdeba da es ukve
ubralo survili ki ara, sulis amoZaxilia. is, rac Zalian momwons, minda gavuziaro maT, vinc miyvars, vinc
miRirs da viszec guli Semtkiva... da
var ase, sul gaziarebaSi: Tu rame
kargi filmi vnaxe, saintereso wigni
wavikiTxe, speqtaklia, koncerti Tu
informacia.
hoda, axla...

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minda CemTan erTad gamogzauro,
Cemo sayvarelo mkiTxvelo. minda daganaxo, gagrZnobino, gangacdevino
sixaruli, aRfrTovaneba, bedniereba,
iqneb, daRla da qancgawyvetilobac
ki, am yvelafers rom axlavs Tan. yvelaze metad ki msurs, is gamocdileba gagiziaro, RmerTi rom gadamiSlis
win farTod da mec mivdivar gadaxsnil gzaze, vnaxulob, vswavlob, vizrdebi... Tumca erTicaa: sadac ginda
wavide, rac unda vnaxo, visac ginda
Sevxvde, yvelaferi erTi da imave
fiqrTan, mizanTan kavSirSia mudam,
es ki is adgilia, Soridan wertilad
rom moCans, axlos ki Cemi samSoblo
hqvia. fesvebi meqaCeba. TiTqos Toki
mqondes sulze gamobmuli. mtkivneulia es qaCva, saSinlad mtkivneulia
monatrebac. mere am yvelafers sityvebad vaqcev da viaxloveb:
Seni monatreba isev Semaxsenebs
Tavs,
isev ameSleba saRerReli Senze
fiqris,
Rame Caimuxlavs,
umTvareod darCenili Rame,
wuTebi ki isev daundoblad,
swrafad mihqris...
es zamTaric Zveleburad TeTrad
bardnis,
isev uSenobis fifqebs maTovs ca,
minda, gavarRvio kedlad
aRmarTuli sivrce,
nela vifarfato
da frialiT SenTan daveSva...
samSoblo ki mixmobs, magram es axali adgilebic rom mizidavs, mzrdis da
suls mibednierebs? hoda, mec vcdilob, davaaxloo es, erTi mxriv, sulis gamamdidrebeli da, meore mxriv,
mSobliuri adgilebi erTmaneTs. minda,
xidi gavdo am or samyaros Soris. virtualuri xidi gavde kidec. am wlebis

manZilze ra ar micdia, ra ar mifiqria, visTan ra werili ar mimiweria da

ra proeqti ar SemimuSavebia am xidis
gasadeb-gasamyareblad. mere bevrjer
gulic damwyvetia, dawyebuli saqme win
rom ver wasula, magram axla vxvdebi, agurebs vadebdi Turme erTmaneTs.
vZlierdebodi da vibrZmedebodi.
amas winaT Ria baraTi miviRe da Cems
aRfrTovanebas sazRvari ar hqonda.
marTalia, adresatis gvari msoflios
umetesobisTvis cnobilia, magram Cemi sixarulis mizezi baraTis avtorTan saocari siaxlovis SegrZneba iyo,
ramdenime kviris winaT rom vigrZeni.
mwerali da filantrofisti eilin
rokfeleri mwerda: Zvirfaso maka, ra
mSvenieri siurprizi iyo Sengan qarTuli minanqris samkaulis miReba. axla is yelze maqvs Camokidebuli. mis
silamazes sityvebiTac ver aRvwer.
TiTqos es tixruli minanqari simboluricaa. metaforebi _ faqizi da
lamazi _ sarkea Seni sulisa, romelic jaWviT daakavSirebs or samyaros, romelTa erTmaneTTan daaxloeba mizandasaxul ocnebad gqcevia...
eilin rokfeleri didi jon rokfeleris SvilTaSvilia. im adamianisa,
romelmac msoflioSi pirveli milionerobiT gaiTqva saxeli da daipyro
kidevac msoflio Tavisi milionebiT.
udaoa, bevri negatiuri azric arsebobs misi, Tu misi STamomavlebis simdidris gamo. magram, TiTqos bedis
ironiaao, axla isev misi geni da jiSi sulierebis, xelovnebis, garemos
dacvis, adamianebs Soris keTili damokidebulebis despania.
eilini Zalian faqizi da lamazi
sulis adamiani aRmoCnda. rokfelerebis didebaSi Cakarguls, sakuTari
Tavis ZiebiT daRlils am daRlili
sulis gansakurneblad mogonebebisa
da cxovrebiseuli gamocdilebebis
Sesaxeb wera dauwyia. wignma rokfe-

maka kverenCxilaZe-kartaizeri

lerobidan sakuTri Tavis povnamde

eilins mtkivani sulic ganukurna da
Tavi da adgilic apovnina cxovrebaSi.
Turme, marTlac, ra patara yofila samyaro! Turme ra erTnairebi
vyofilvarT adamianebi! da, rac mTavaria, aranair materialur sxvaobas
ar hqonia mniSvneloba, Tu suli suls
Seicnobs. swored, Tavisa Tu adgilis
am samyaroSi Ziebis procesi, aRmoCnda is saerTo muxti, myisierad rom
dagvaaxlova me da eilini, sarasotaSi RirsSesaniSnav wveulebaze erTad
moxvedrilni.
yvelaferi ki Semodgomis erT mSvenier dilas, sauzmeze stumrobiT daiwyo:

15 oqtomberi, 2013
100 wels mitanebuli joeli da
86 wlis seli, gamorCeulni TavianTi miRwevebiT, warmatebebiT, mdidari sulieri samyaroTi da Turme
siyvarulis ambiTac ki, sauzmeze gvelodnen. moxuci mxatvari da misi coli Cvens ubanSi, saukunis toli iaxtklubis auqcionze gavicani ramdenime xnis winaT. moxuc joelis naxati
mdinaris piras gamoetana. naxatis
gansxvavebulma stilma da Tbilma da
bednierma ferebis Serwymam Soridanve momxibla da mimizida. pirdapir
misken wavedi:
ra lamazia! _ ver davfare aRfrTovaneba.
es joel elkesis naxatia. joeli
warmoSobiT litvidanaa da, roca gaigo, am saRamoze erT-erTi stumari
saqarTvelodan iqneboda, _ gacnoba
isurva da axla gelodebao...
warmadgines joelTan. dakoJrilxelebiani, magram TvalebSi axalgazrdul sxivmocimcime, joeli momesalma. amerikuli Cveulebisamebr, gadavexvie am saTno da keTil mxatvars,

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romelic am orive Tvisebas asxivebda.
iasamnisferi, sunamoTi sasiamovnod
gaJRenTili, fumfula sviteri saocrad nazi iyo. am adamianSi, iseve,
rogorc mis naxatSi, raRac idumali
energia igrZnoboda.
moridebiT daviwye moyola, saidan
viyavi da ram gadmomisrola am qveyanaSi...
auqcioni damTavrda. stumrebi wavid-wamovidnen. mTvaris Suqze idumalad molivlive tba da varskvlavebiT
moWedili ca ki siyvaruliT savse Rames hpirdeboda Seyvarebulebs...
ramdenime xnis mere sauzmeze mowveva mogvivida.
xelcarieli xom ar mividodi da,
xaWapuri gamovacxve.
ulamazesi dila iyo _ Semodgomis
ferebi da surneli ukve Sereoda haers. tbis piras ganlagebul patara,
koxta TeTr saxls mivadeqi. aq cxovroben mxatvari, xelovani, Tanamedrove fsiqiatriisa da fsiqolgiis
erT-erTi fuZemdebeli joel elkesi
da misi meuRle, xelovani, pedagogi, qvelmoqmedi, niWierTa skolebis
damfuZnebeli, uamravi universitetis sapatio wevri da Cveni qalaqis
afrosnuli klubis aRorZinebisa da
SenarCunebis proeqtis lideri seli.
joeli, agreTve, avtoria memuaruli naSromisa mamis, elkanan elkesis
litvaSi kaunasis getos dros Tavdadebuli liderobisa da moRvaweobis
Sesaxeb. Rirebulebebi, rwmena da gadarCena ebraelTa mimarT faSistebis mier Cadenil sisastikeze mogviTxrobs. elkananis erTguleba sakuTari xalxisadmi ki, udavod, samagaliTo da STamagonebelia.
kari joelma gagviRo da guliTadi RimiliT SegvipatiJa saxlSi. uceb
vigrZeni, iqaurobac, rogorc misi
fumfula sviteri, gamoxedva da Rimili, gaJRenTili iyo dadebiTi ener-

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giiT, sikeTiT, siyvaruliT da... Tavi
ise vigrZeni, rogorc Cems sakuTar
saxlSi. gadavexvieT erTmaneTs. Semdeg joelma Tavisi dakoJrili, magram axalgazrduli ZaliT savse xeli momkida da oTaxebisaken gamiZRva.
Tvalebi mxatvris mziT ganaTebul
saxelosnos movavle da Rrmad CavisunTqe saRebavebis da naxatebis suni.
joelma Cemi mzera daiWira da RimiliT miTxra:
_ daiwye xatva...
70 wlis asakSi memuarebis weriT
daRlili okeanis sanapiroze seirnobda, warsuliT aforiaqebul fiqrebs
imSvidebda. erTi-erTi aseTi gaseirnebis dros peizaJma Tvali waritaca:
aqafebuli talRebis Sxuilma, cis,
aisis da wylis ferTa Serwymam mecnierSi raRac axali simi Searxia. mere saRebavebi da tilo iyida da xatva
daiwyo. joelis naxatebi mecnierebisa
da xelovnebis Serwymaa, sulis samyaros simsubuqea, raRac gansxvavebuli.
am faqtma kidev erTxel mafiqrebina, rom asaks marTla ar hqonia
mniSvneloba. Cven xom, piriqiT, dagvakompleqses, magram sul ufro metad
vrwmundebi, asaki ar yofila sulis
siZlieris ganmsazRvreli.
joeli, es uSualo da Tavmdabali
adamiani, sinamdvileSi uzarmazari
pirovnebaa. esaa mecnieri, romelmac
pirvelad Caixeda adamianis tvinSi
da swored man aRmoaCina, rom is erTi mTliani masa ki ara, patar-patara
ganyofilebebiT savse organoa. yvelaferi ki katis tvinze dakvirvebiT
daiwyo. amerika gamWriaxia da niWs
farTo gzas uxsnis. inglisSi mcxovrebi axalgazrda swavluli 1950-ian
wlebSi amerikaSi miiwvies. britaneTis rigiTi laboratoriidan amerikis uzarmazari saavadmyofos ultraTanamedrove teqnikiT aRWurvil

kvleviT centrSi aRmoCnda da morigi

Serekilidan geniosad iqca. axla,
am asakSic ki, Seupovari da mudam siaxlis maZiebelia. es moxuci kaci ise
aRfrTovandeba yoveli saintereso
ambiT, pirdapir gaocebs da, rac yvelaze Rirebulia, TiToeul adamianSi
arsebuli saukeTeso unarebis gamomJRavnebis da gafurCqvnis iniciatori
da xelisSemwyobia.
sasadilo oTaxSi lamazad gawyobili magida gveloda. yoveli nivTi
da muqi lurji saRebaviT moxatuli
WurWelic ki simSvidis darajad Canda am garemoSi. joeli da seli iseTi
uSualobiT, ubraloebiT, TavmdablobiTa da megobrulad gveqceodnen,
rom Tavi ojaxSi megona.
Sedareba gulsatkenia _ Cven, qarTvelebs, sul mcire warmatebac ki
TavSi agvivardeba xolme da gvakargvinebs Tavs, gzas, megobars, dawyebul saqmes. Cvenc ratom ar gvaqvs
warmatebisaken swrafva, dawyebuli
saqmis bolomde miyvanis Jini, Tanadgoma, erTguleba? _ vfiqrobdi sevdiT.
stumrobis mere, dRe-naxevari
emociebs vxednidi. bolos arc vacie,
arc vacxele da wylis saRebavebi,
funji da saxatavi qaRaldi SeviZine. imedia, erT dros axalgazrdobaSi
CarCenil am ganuxorcielebel ocnebasac avixden.
swored im dRes miviReT miwveva
joelis dabadebis me-100 wlis aRsaniSnav wveulebaze, romelic sarasotaSi, floridis StatSi unda gamarTuliyo.

15 noemberi, 2013
florida palmebis, TeTrsiliani
sanapiroebis mziani Statia. swored
rom TeTri manqana Seefereba aqaurobas da Cvenc zustad TeTri manqaniT

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mivsrialebT sanapiro zolze... Senobebis arqiteqturac zedmiwevniT Seefereba aqaur bunebas.

joel elkesis saukunovan iubileze mivdivarT. es pirveli SemTxvevaa
Cems cxovrebaSi _ 100 wlis adamianis
dabadebis dRe. cota ar iyos, vRelav.
meSinia emociebis mozRvavebis, arada,
vici, uxvad iqneba. joeli ucnobilesi pirovnebaa da, Sesabamisad, bevri
warmatebuli adamiani iqneba mowveuli, magram erT adamianTan Sexvedras
gansakuTrebiT veli: eilin rokfelerma icis Cem Sesaxeb, joelma winaswar uambo Cemze. mokle Sexvedra da
saubaric dagegmilia.
wveuleba sarasotas erT-erT sabanketo darbazSi gaimarTa. iqauroba joelis naxatebiT iyo damSvenebuli. mowveuli stumrebic, maspinZlis
msgavsad, umaRles samecniero, mweralTa da xelovanTa sazogadoebas
ekuTvnodnen da me RmerTs madlobas
vwirav, amden Rirseul da saintereso
porovnebas Soris rom aRmovCndi.
me megobarTa rangSi gavedi. ratomRac arc gamkvirvebia aseTi statusis moniWeba. amayi da aRfrTovanebuli var, rom RmerTma aq yofnis
SesaZleblobiT damajildova.
joeli sakmaod sxartad azrovnebs
da uzomod bednieria. mis saxes keTili Rimili amSvenebs. stumrebi ulocaven am mniSvnelovan TariRs. mec
vulocav da misi uSualoba Zalian
msiamovnebs. ukve SeveCvie amerikelTa am dadebiT mxares. rogori maRali wodeba, warmateba, Tanamdebobac
unda iyos maT saxelTan dakavSirebuli, SenTan saubarSi isini megobrebi
arian, ainteresebT Seni ambebi, TvalebSic Semogcicineben mosmenisas.
maTi Rimiliani saxe siTamames matebs
Sens moridebul Txrobas da grZnob,
rogori Zlieri xar am Tundac orwuTiani saubris mere... Tu rames vinat-

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rebdi Cemi qarTvelebisTvis, swored
am uSualobas, aseT damokidebulebas
erTmaneTis mimarT, vinatrebdi im Sinagan Tavisuflebas, romelic SeaZlebinebs adamians, sxvisi warmatebiT
gaixaros.
mere joelma eilins warudgina Cemi
Tavi. eilins komplimenti vuTxari wignze da is nawyveti gavixsene, romelic
yvelaze metad momxvda gulze: eilinis bebiis, umdidresi mamakacis meuRlis, ebi rokfeleris sityvebi, romliTac is 1920-ian wlebSi axalCamosul emigrantebs mimarTavda. es adamianebi gaamerikelebis, masaSi Serevis
da adgilis damkvidrebis gamo tradiciebisa da erovnulobis daviwyebas
cdilobdnen, radgan egonaT, ase ukeTesad moergebodnen am qveyanas, ebi
saxlSi stumrobda emigrantebs. isinic
didi sixaruliT, CaiTa da tkbileulobiT umaspinZldebodnen. moSinaurebuli ebi Zalian bunebrivad ojaxis ufross samSoblodan Camotanili
nivTebis gamotanas sTxovda, saTuTad
aTvalierebda da amave dros Tbilad
axsenebda, sakuTari Rirebulebebi ar
daeviwyebinaT:
arasdros daiviwyoT Tqveni fesvebi da warmoSoba. am qveyanaSi Tqveni
momavali cxovreba maTze daamyareT
da gaamyareT.
eilins Cems wignzec vesaubre. ucxo qveyanaSi mudmiv Ziebasa da emigrantul satkivarze. aRmoCnda, rom
1978 wels saqarTveloSi umogzauria.
baTumsa da TbilisSi gatarebuli
dReebi Tbilad gaixsena. cremlebma
daukiTxavad damiwyo dena da, miuxedavad Cemi mcdelobisa, Tavs verafers vSvelodi. sakuTari sisustiT
Sercxvenili luRluRiT vcdilobdi mobodiSebas, magram, am sisustis
sapasuxod, eilinma momialersa: ara
uSavs, xandaxan aucilebelicaa tirili, Cven yvelas raRac gvtkivao....

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am sityvebma erTbaSad gamaZliera
da kidev erTxel mivxvdi: erTguleba, megobroba, urTierToba Tu sxva
Rirebulebebi ar yofila qarTuli
an amerikuli ram. adamianebi yvela
qveyanaSi erTnairebi vyofilvarT,
ubralod sxvadasxva enaze vsaubrobT
da sxvadasxva garemoebebSi aRvizardeT, ise ki yvelas erTnairad gviyvars, erTnairad vmegobrobT, ganvicdiT da gvixaria (bilikebi amerikisken m.k. 2012).

16 noemberi, 2013
manasotas sanapiros
xelovnebis centri
Rrubliani SabaTi gaTenda. Cveni sastumros aivnidan wesiT mTeli
okeane unda moCandes, magram axla am
amindSi mxolod bundovnad Tu dalandav mis napirebs. marTalia, nacrisferi gadahkravs siSores, magram
ezoSi xasxasa mwvane palmebi da mowiTalo, didfoTliani subtropikuli mcenareebi maxsenebs, rom gareT
siTboa.
me da tomi vsauzmobT TeTrsilian sanapiroze, sastumros okeanispira
kafeSi. xedi, rogorc yvelgan, aqac
egzotikuria. yavis surneli msiamovnebs. forToxlis wveni gamacocxleblad ikvalavs gzas sxeulSi. mere me
da tomi fexsacmelebs iqve vtovebT
da fexSiSvelni mivuyvebiT sanapiro
zols. sasiamovnod cris.
vicodi, saintereso dRe gveloda, magram Cemi fantazia uZluri aRmoCnda imis warmosadgenad, sadac or
saaTSi aRmovCndi. floridis Stati
okeaneSi grZlad SeWrili yurea, magram ase axlos arasdros davkvirvebivar rukas. axla ki aRmovaCine, rom
gancalkevebuli xmeleTi zolad Cauyveba sanapiros. Cvenc, erT-erTi

aseTi sanapirosken gvaqvs gezi aRebuli.

gegmis mixedviT, 12 saaTze lanCze
unda SevxvdeT joels, eilins da maT
meuRleebs. guSindelma gulisxmierma saubarma da cremlebma, vici, me da
eilini dagvamegobra.
mivuyvebiT ulamazes zols. orive mxridan wyalia, umwvanesi palmebi, sunTqvaSemkvreli xedebi da uneburad RmerTis yovlisSemZleobas
vgrZnob. misamarTs vuaxlovdebiT.
cota ar iyos, dabneuloba gvepareba.
ki, vici, Sexvedris adgili xelovnebis centria, magram me keTilmowyobili Senoba da Sexvedra restoranSi
warmovidgine da Cemi maRalqusliani
fexsacmelebic, Sesabamisad, msgavsi adgilebisTvisaa Sesaferisi. moulodnelad, orives, mec da tomsac,
gaocebis SeZaxili aRmogvxdeba:
vaime, mgoni es unda iyos?! da
vxedavT xalxmravlobas, karvebs, gamofenil naxatebs. abra didi asoebiT
gvegebeba: xelovanTa SemoqmedebiTi
saxli. iqiT palmebisa da kotejebis
wyeba da okeanis silurje mosCans.
ager, eilinsac vxedav, araviTari saRamos kaba _ Tavisuflad acvia...
ra xdeba?
saswarfod vabrunebT manqanas.
orivem usityvod viciT, ra unda gavakeToT: me maRalquslian fexsacmels
vixdi, ukana skams gadavwvdebi, CanTidan amovaZvren dabalquslian sazafxulo sandlebs da... mzad var. tomi
cali xeliT TeTri perangis Rilebs
ixsnis da ise aCerebs manqanas. me ukan
Camokidebul maisurs gadavwvdebi da
toms vawodeb. Cvens Cacmulobas adgilsa da movlenebis xasiaTs wamebSi
vusadagebT. gadmovdivarT manqanidan. naCqarevad iqve mdgari manqanis
fanjaraSi vixedebi: rogor gamoviyurebi? da vawydebi polis, eilinis
meuRlis, Tvalebs... orives gveRimeba:

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Cveni momentaluri transformirebis

saidumlo gamJRavnebulia...
manasotas kulturis centri joelis dabadebis dRis aRsaniSnavad maspinZlobs stumrebs. samasi adamiania
mowveuli. saqvelmoqmedo Tanxa gadairicxeba xelovnebis xelSewyobisa da
ganviTarebis fondSi. xalxi keTilganwyobilia da Tanxebis gasaRebad
mzad aris.
selis joelze samaxsovro filmis
gadaRebac daugegmavs. stumrebi kameris win dganan da Tbil misaloc sityvebs uZRvnian am did adamians. uceb,
mec miwveven: joels gaexardeba, Sens
molocvas rom moismenso. cota vRelav, magram rogorc ki operatorma
da prodiuserma mikrofoni momawoda,
situaciis gansamuxtavad cota gamexumra da mere Zalian ubralod damisva kiTxva, uceb sul damaviwyda rom
unda menerviula:
mogviyevi, rogor gaicani joeli?
da mec daviwye...
rogorc Cans, sainteresod gamomivida, vinaidan iq mdgomni milocavdnen
da guldawyvetiT aqneven Tavebs: vaime, Cven ase lamazad ar gvisaubriao...
wveuleba dasasruls uaxlovdeba.
joelis da eilinis wignebi Tan maqvs.
avtografebis da samaxsovro suraTebis gadaRebis SesaZleblobas rogor
gavuSveb xelidan?!.

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mere joels vexvevi da iqaurobas
vtoveb..
bednieri, sulierad savse da amaRlebuli miveSurebi okeanis sanapirosaken. silian sanapiroze mziT gabrwyinebuli lurji, ukidegano okeane
Tvalebs mWris... xelebs vSli da cisken avapyrob madlier mzeras:
didi madloba, RmerTo!

5 marti, 2014
dRes eilinis wignis `rokfelerobidan sakuTar Tavamde~ kiTxvas movrCi. wignSi morig siurprizs wavawydi:
2008 wels eilini da misi qmar-Svili samxreT afrikaSi nelson mandelas
estumrnen. bevr saintereso kiTxvaSi
aseTic iyo: polma (eilinis meuRlem)
nelson mandelas hkiTxa: ra rCevas
miscemT Cvens Svilebs?
`imogzauron~!
_ mere mandela adams miutrialda
da hkiTxa: _ yofilxar odesme Georgia,
Russia? saqarTveloSi?
`ara, magram Cven ramdenime wlis
winaT vumaspinZleT gacvliTi programis students saqarTvelodan _ iyo
pasuxi.
mandelam ki gaagrZela: `xo,xo, Zalian saintereso mxarea saqarTvelo...
mogzauroba mniSvnelovania, Tvalsawiers uzrdis adamians~.

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axali Targmanebi

n ilan
l undera
auCqarebloba
22.
_ am dros Tavmjdomare sxdomas
xuravs. darbazidan xmauriT gamocvenili kongresis monawileni hols avseben. berki Cex mecnierTan midis.
_ iseTi SeZruli viyavi _ ganzrax
waiborZikebs, raTa Cex swavluls miaxvedros, rarig uZneldeba mis mier
warmoTqmuli sityvis JanrisTvis zusti gansazRvrebis SerCeva, _ Tqveni
monawileobiT Cven midekilni varT,
metismetad swrafad daviviwyoT bevri ram. minda dagarwmunoT, rom gulTan axlos mivitane yvelaferi, rac
Tavs gadagxdaT. Tqven evropis siamaye iyaviT, im evropis, romelsac sakuTari TaviT siamayis gansakuTrebuli
safuZveli ara aqvs.
Cexi mecnieri protestis niSnad
akeTebs garkveul Jests, romelsac
misi Tavmdablobis damowmeba marTebs.
_ara, ara, nu aprotestebT, _ agrZelebs berki, _ rasac vfiqrob, imas
vlaparakob. Tqven, swored Tqven,
Tqveni qveynis inteleqtualebi, komunisturi wnexis winaaRmdeg Seupovari brZolis gamomxatvelni, iCendiT
simamaces, romelic ase xSirad gvak-

lia Cven. Tqven Tavisuflebis iseTi

wyurvili gamoamJRavneT, me vityodi
_ Tavisuflebisadmi iseTi Jini, rom
CvenTvis misabaZi magaliTi gaxdiT da
kidev mindoda meTqva, _ daumata man
Tavisi sityvebisaTvis megobruli familarobis misaniWeblad, _ rom budapeSti saucxoo qalaqia, iseTi cocxali da, neba damrTeT, xazgasmiT aRvniSno _ iseTi evropuli.
_ Tqven, albaT, praRis Tqma gindodaT? _ frTxilad agebinebs Cexi
swavluli.
oh, es oxeri geografia! berki mixvda, rom briyvul situaciaSi aRmoCnda da kolegis utaqtobiT gamowveul gaRizianebis CasaxSobad Tqva:
_ rasakvirvelia, praRis Tqma mindoda, magram aseve SeiZleba uwodo
krakovi, sofia, sankt-peterburgi: me
uzarmazari sakoncentracio banakidan gamoglejil yvela am qveyanaze
vfiqrob.
_ sakoncentracio banakebze nu melaparakebiT. Cven xSirad gvemuqreboda samsaxuridan moxsnis safrTxe,
magram sakoncentracio banakebSi aravis SevurekivarT.
_ aRmosavleT evropis yvela qve-

dasasruli. dasawyisi `ciskari~ # 9.2015 weli.

milan kundera

yana sakoncentracio banakebiT iyo

mofenili, Cemo Zvirfaso, magram realuriT Tu warmosaxviTiT, amas araviTari mniSvneloba ar aqvs!
_ da aRmosavleT evropaze nu melaparakebiT, _ ganagrZo Sedaveba Cexma swavlulma, _ rogorc cnobilia,
praRa iseTive dasavluri qalaqia,
rogoric parizi. meToTxmete saukuneSi daarsebuli karlovis universiteti pirveli universtiteti iyo
wminda romis imperiaSi. swored masSi
moRvaweobda ian husi, luTeris winamorbedi, eklesiisa da orTografiis
udidesi reformatori.
ra buzma ukbina Cex mecniers? is
gamudmebiT usworebda Tanamosaubres, romelic gacofebamde mihyavda
am Sesworebebs, Tumca xmaSi siTbos
SenarCuneba mainc SeZlo.
_ Zvirfaso kolega, nu grcxveniaT
imisi, rom Tqven aRmosavleTis gverdigverd xarT. safrangeTs yovelTvis
esimpaTiureboda aRmosavleTi. Tundac mecxramete saukunis Tqvens emigraciaze gaixseneT.
_ mecxramete saukuneSi CvenTan
araviTari emigracia ar yofila.
_ magram mickeviCi? vamayob imiT,
rom man safrangeTSi pova Tavisi samSoblo!
_ magram mickeviCi Cexi ar iyo, _ ar
daSoSminda Cexi entomologi.
am momentSi scenas imakulata moevlineba, romelic Tavis kinomans
energiul niSans aZlevs, Semdeg xelebis moZraobiT gverdze wevs Cexs,
berkis gverdiT jdeba da mimarTavs:
_ Jak-alen berk
23
rodesac erTi saaTis winaT berkma
sakonferencio darbazSi imakulata
da misi kinomani dainaxa, sibrazisagan
lamis aymuvlda, magram axla Cexi mecnieriT gamowveulma gaRizianebam da-

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jabna imakulatasadmi sibraze. am egzotikuri pedantisagan Tavis daRwevis samadloblad gaubedavi Rimilic
ki gaimeta qalisTvis.
gamxnevebuli imakulata mxiaruli
da xazgasmulad familaruli toniT
aratratda:
_ Jan-alen berk, entomologTa am
Sekrebaze, romelTa ricxvs, bedisweris neba-surviliT, Tqvenc ekuTvniT,
mogvixda erTi yvelaze mRelvare momentis gadatana _ aq is mikrofons
uwrialebs berks tuCebTan.
isic samagaliTo mowafesaviT pasuxobs:
_ diax, bedniereba gvaqvs, am kedlebSi mivesalmoT did Cex entomologs, romelmac, imis nacvlad, mTlianad miscemoda mecnierebas, mTeli
Tavisi cxovreba cixeSi gaatara. Cven
yvelani SeZruli viyaviT misi aq yofniT.
mocekvave _ es ara mxolod xorcSesxmuli vnebaa, aramed gzac, romlidanac SeuZlebelia gadaxveva; rodesac diuberkma SidsianebTan sadilis bolos drunCiT talaxSi aTria,
berki somals ara marto pativmoyvareobis moWarbebis gamo miawyda,
aramed imitomac, Tavisi cekvis warumatebeli pa-s gamosworebis aucileblobas grZnobda. am momentSi is
xvdeba sakuTari frazebis ugvanobas,
grZnobs, maT raRac aklia, raRac qiSmiSis marcvlebi, moulodneli ideebi, siaxleebi. amitomac gaCerebis
magivrad laybobas im dromde agrZelebs, sanam win namdvili STagonebis
gamokrTomas ar igrZnobs:
_ da me vsargeblob SemTxveviT,
SegatyobinoT Cemi winadadeba frangul-Cexuri entomologiuri asociaciis Seqmnis Taobaze. _ am ideis moulodnelobiT gancvifrebuli maSinve
Zalebis mozRvavebas grZnobs. _ es-es
aris velaparake Cems praRel kole-

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gas, _ is gaurkvevel Jests akeTebs
Cexi mecnieris mxares, _ romelic moixibla Cemi winadadebiT _ am organizacias mivakuTvnoT gasuli saukunis
didi poet-devnilis saxeli, poetisa,
romelSic Cven or xalxs Soris maradiuli megobroba simbolizirdeba.
mickeviCi. adam mickeviCi. am poetis
cxovreba gvevlineba gakveTilad, romelic mowodebulia Segvaxsenos, rom
yvelaferi, rasac vakeTebT, iqneba es
poezia Tu mecniereba, bolos da bolos, aris amboxi. _ am sityvis wyalobiT berki sabolood miaRwevs saucxoo formas. _ radgan adamiani _
maradiuli meamboxea. _ axla igi WeSmaritad brwyinvalea da grZnobs kidec amas. _ ase araa, Cemo megobaro?
_ is mibrundeba Cexi mecnierisken,
romelic saswrafod Cndeba kinokameris kadrSi da Tavs iqnevs, TiTqosda
surs Tqvas `diax~. _ Tqven es mTeli
Tqveni cxovrebiT daamtkiceT, Tqveni msxverpliT, Tqveni tanjviT, diax,
diax, dameTanxmeT: adamiani, am wodebis Rirsi, mudmivad meamboxeobs,
janydeba mCagvrelis winaaRmdeg da
Tu aseTi araa, _ aq is xangrZliv pauzas akeTebs; mxolod pontevens SeuZlia Seedaros mas agrerigad grZeli
da mravalmniSvnelovani pauzis gamoyenebis xelovnebaSi; Semdeg dabali
xmiT amTavrebs: _ is Tavad kacobriobis im xvedris winaaRmdegia, romelic
Cven ar agvirCevia. janyi kacobriobis
im xvedris winaaRmdeg, romelic Cven
ar agvirCevia _ ukanaskneli fraza, Tavisi improvizaciis gvirgvini,
Tavadve ancvifrebs. verafers ityvi,
fraza TavisTavad didebulia. momentalurad itacebs mas Tavisi drois
politikuri kinklaobisagan, nebas
rTavs, Seexos Tavisi qveynis udides
tvinebs; aseTi frazis dawera SeeZlo
kamius, marlos anda sartris.
gabednierebuli imakulata Tavis

kinomans aniSnebs da kamera WriWins

wyvets.
am momentSi Cexi swavluli berkTan
midis da eubneba:
_ es yvelaferi brwyinvalea, marTlac brwyinvale, magram neba miboZeT, giTxraT, rom mickeviCi
publikis warmatebam berki im mdgomareobaSi Caagdo, romelic axlosaa
simTvralesTan: mtkice, maRali da
damcinavi xmiT awyvetinebs:
_ vici, Cemo Zvirfaso moZmev,
Tqvenze aranakleb kargad vici, rom
mickeviCi entomologi ar yofila.
diax da, dameTanxmebiT, iSviaTad xdeba, poetebi am mecnierebiT iyvnen dakavebuli. am zadis miuxedavad, isini
kacobriobis siamayes warmoadgenen.
im kacobriobis, romlis nawilsac Seadgenen entomologebi. maT ricxvSi
ki, Tqveni nebarTviT, Cvenca varT.
holSi ganmwmendi sicilis namdvili afeTqeba gaisma, didi xnis duRilis Semdeg orTqlis amonabolqvis
msgavsi. rogorc ki entomologebi
mixvdnen, rom am metismetad aRelvebul batons Tavisi moxsenebis wakiTxva daaviwyda, ZlivsZlivobiT SeZles
sicilis Sekaveba. berkis Tavxedurma
sityvebma gaaTavisufla isini sindisis
qenjnisagan da axla erTxmad Wixvinebdnen, TavianT zeims ar malavdnen.
Cexi mecnieri sagonebelSia: sad
gaqra pativiscema, romelsac mecnierebis es burjebi gamoxatavdnen mis
mimarT jer kidev oriode wuTis win?
rogor SeuZliaT sicili, Tavs amis
nebas rogor aZleven? (SeiZleba, Cemo kargo da mere rogor) nuTu simpaTia aseTi myife, aseTi aramdgradi
grZnobaa? (ra Tqma unda, Cemo kargo,
ra Tqma unda).
am dros imakulata mivardeba
berks. damajerebeli xmiT laparakobs, magram ena msubuqad ebmis, TiTqosda SezarxoSebulia.

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_ berk, berk, momismine, Sen, ubralod, didebuli xar! Sen SeZeli yvelafrisTvis migefurTxebina. o, me
vaRmerTeb Sens ironias! magram gexsomeba, me ra gadamxda misgan. gaxsovs
Cveni liceumi? berk, momismine, gaxsovs, rogor damarqvi imakulata? nu
mekamaTebi, saWiroa, orivem movamzadoT filmi, raRac Seni portretis
msgavsi. dameTanxme, rom mxolod me
maqvs amis ufleba.
sicili, romliTac entomologebma berki daajildoves Cexi mecnieris gajorvisaTvis, jer kidev JRers
mis yurebSi da SezarxoSebul gznebas
ufucxunebs. aseT momentebSi uzarmazari TviTkmayofilebis grZnoba apogeas aRwevs da ubiZgebs Tavxeduri,
Tumca ki gulwrfeli gamoxdomebisken, romlebic araiSviaTad Tavad masve aZrwunebs. winaswar vapatioT is,
ris gakeTebasac axla apirebs. imakulatas xels dastacebs, mouridebeli
yurebisgan moSorebiT miaTrevs da
xmadabla eubneba:
_ rac ginda, is hqeni, bebero CaTlaxo, Seni daqneuli damqaSebiT, ginda itynaure maTTan, Ramis frinvelo,
Ramis koSmaro, bostnis safrTxobelav, Cemi sibriyvis mogonebav, Cemi
sisulelis Zeglo, Cemi mogonebebis
sanarcxe ormov, Cemi axalgazrdobis
aqoTebulo Sardo
qali ise usmens, TiTqos yurebs ar
ujerebs, eCveneba, rom am bilw sityvebs viRac sxva anTxevs, raTa kvali
aurios, daabnios mTeli Sekrebiloba;
hgonia, rom es sityvebi, rogorRac,
eSmakuri oinia, romlis gagebis unari
mis Zalebs aRemateba da is berks miamitad da pirdapir ekiTxeba:
_ yvelafer amas ratom meubnebi?
risTvis? ras mibrZaneb, yvelaferi es
rogor unda gavigo?
_ gibrZaneb, gaigo swored ise, rogorc geubnebi! pirdapiri azriT! sav-

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sebiT pirdapir! CaTlaxi _ CaTlaxad,
sanarcxe ormo _ sanarcxe ormod,
koSmari _ koSmarad, Sardi _ Sardad.
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am dros barSi mjdomi vensani Tavisi zizRis obieqts uTvalTvalebda.
mTeli scena misgan aTi metris mocilebiT gaiSala. ase rom, saubridan
veraferi gaigo. misTvis mxolod erTi ram iyo naTeli: berki mis Tvalwin
swored iseTi warsdga, rogorsac ponteveni aRwerda yovelTvis: klouns
uxeSi brbosaTvis, msaxiobs, burJuas,
mocekvaves. sruliad TvalsaCinoa,
rom mxolod telebrigadis xaTriT
gadawyvita entomologTa kongresis
monaxuleba! vensani gafacicebuli
iyo misi `baleturi~ ostatobis Seswavlaze: kameras Tvali ar moacilos,
yvelaze win gaZvres, sayovelTao yuradRebis misapyrobad eleganturad
iqnios xelebi. im momentSi, roca berkma imakulatas xeli daavlo, vensanma
Tavi ver Seikava da wamoiZaxa:
_ ara, erTi SexedeT: is aq aravis ainteresebs, am tele-dedakacis
garda! Tavisi sazRvargareTeli kolegisaTvis ar gaukeTebia xelkavi,
furTxad ar uRirs TanamoZmeni, gansakuTrebiT, ucxoelebi, mxolod am
tele-dedakacs epyroba Tbilad, rogorc Tavis qalbatons, Tavis sayvarels, erTaderT mZevals imitom, rom
_ naZlevs vdeb! _ meti aravin hyavs.
is xom mTeli samyaros bumberazi impotentia.
ucnauria, amjerad misi xma, mTeli
misi samarcxvino sisustis miuxedavad, sruliad mkafiod JRers. xdeba
xolme, rodesac TviT yvelaze susti xmac midis msmenelamde, es maSin,
roca vensani CvenTvis gamaRizianebel ideebs gamoTqvams, xmamaRla gadmocems Tavis mosazrebebs, Wkviania,
gamqirdavi, mocekvaveebze da sikvdi-

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lis angelozTan dadebul kontraqtze laparakobs da ufro da ufro
metad ficxdeba sakuTari mWevrmetyvelebiT, Tavis hiperbolebze ise
micocavs, rogorc caSi mimaval kibeze. viRac kostiumSi gamowyobili
saTvaliani axalgazrda yuradRebiT
adevnebs Tvals da im mtacebeliviT
usmens, TavdasxmisaTvis rom mzadaa.
rodesac vensanis enamWevroba daiSrita, mimarTa:
_ musie, Cven ar virCevT epoqas,
romelSic vcxovrobT. cxovrebiT
ki kinokamerebis mzeris qveS vcxovrobT. isini axla kacobriobis arsebobis erT-erT pirobas Seadgens.
omSi monawileobis drosac ki kameris mzeris qveS vomobT da, Tuki raimes winaaRmdeg protestis gamoxatva gvixdeba, Cveni protesti kameris
daxmarebis gareSe ver iqneba mosmenili. Cven, yvelani, mocekvaveebi varT,
rogorac Tqven inebeT gamoxatva.
metsac vityodi: Cven an mocekvaveebi varT, an dezertirebi. Tqven, musie, genanebaT, dro rom win midis.
ase mobrundeba igi ukan! meTormete
saukuneSi Tu mogewonebodaT? magram iq moxvedrisTanave kaTedraluri
taZrebis winaaRmdeg daiwyebT protests, radgan maT Tanadroulobis
barbarosobad miiCnevT! kidev ufro
Sors wadiT! dabrundiT maimunebTan!
iq Tqven araviTari Tanamedroveoba
ar dagemuqrebaT, Tavs ise igrZnobT,
rogorc sakuTar saxlSi, makakebis Seuryvnel samoTxeSi!
araferia imaze damamcirebeli, gesliani pasuxi ver moZebno gamqirdav
gamoxdomaze. uzomod dabneuli vensani abuCad amgdeb sicilSi iZulebulia, gaiparos. wuTieri dafantulobis Semdeg ixsenebs, rom iulia elodeba; erTi ylupiT clis Wiqa viskis,
romelic xelSi uWiravs, Wiqas baris
daxlze dgams da kidev or ulufas

ukveTavs _ erTs TavisTvis, meores

iuliasaTvis.
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kostiumiani adamianis xateba mis
suls xiwviviT CaerWo: es miT ufro
usiamovno iyo, rom qalis moxiblva
swyuroda. magram rogor moxiblav,
Tuki sulSi xiwvi gtanjavs?
qaliSvilma SeamCnia misi mdgomareoba.
_ amden xans sad ituzebodi? vfiqrobdi, rom mimatove, ukve aRar dabrundebodi.
vensani xvdeba, qaliSvili didad
afasebs da es cotaTi umsubuqebs
xiwviT gamowveul tkivils. cdilobs,
isev momajadoeblad gamoiyurebodes,
magram iulias fxizlad uWiravs Tavi.
_ Tvals nu mixvev, ramdenime wuTSi
savsebiT Seicvale. nacnobs Sexvdi?
_ ara-meTqi, ara, _ gaexmiana vensani.
_ da mainc, qals Sexvdi, gTxov, Tu
ginda, wadi masTan. Cven xom erTmaneTi raRac naxevari saaTis win gavicaniT. CavTvli, rom srulebiT ucnobebi varT.
qaliSvili ufro da ufro naRvliandeba. mamakacisTvis ki ar arsebobs
qalisTvis miyenebul naRvelze ufro
tkbili balzami.
_ ara, damijere, iq qalis saxsenebelic ar yofila. iyo erTi mudo, saSineli kretini, romelsac mivejaWve.
ai, yvelaferi, _ da man iulias loyaze xeli ise gulwrfelad da nazad
mouTaTuna, rom qals maSinve daaviwyda Tavisi eWvebi.
_ dae, ase iyos, vensan, da mainc,
savsebiT Seicvale.
_ wamodi CemTan, _ uTxra man. barSi miiwvia. imedovnebda, rom iq mainc
moaxerxebda sulidan xiwvis amoZrobas viskis mTeli niaRvris meSveobiT.
kostiumSi gamowyobili eleganturi

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tipi isev iq dayialebda ramdenime megobris TanxlebiT. axlomaxlo qalis

WaWaneba ar iyo da es xels aZlevda
vensans, romelsac am wuTSi Tanmxlebi qaliSvili kidev ufro sandomiani
moeCvena. ori Wiqa viski aiRo, erTi
iulias gauwoda, meore aCqarebiT Caylapa, Semdeg misken daixara.
_ am saTvalian da kostiumian kretins Sexede.
_ amas? es xom araraobaa, vensan,
namdvili araraoba. rogor SegiZlia,
yuradReba miaqcio?
_ marTali xar, tipuri moumTavrebelia, antibitniki, impotenti, _ ambobs vensani da eCveneba, rom iulias gverdiT yofna weRandeli marcxis
daviwyebas aiZulebs, radgan namdvili
gamarjveba, erTaderTi, risTvisac
Rirs brZola entomologTa avbediT
da antierotikul sazogadoebaSi, am
damaTrobeli lamazmanis uswrafes
dapyrobaze daiyvaneba.
_ araraoba, carieli adgili, carieli adgili, garwmuneb, _ imeorebs
iulia.
_ marTali xar, Tuki Tavidan ver
amovigdeb, TviTonac aseTive kretinad gadaviqcevi, _ da iq, barSi, yvelas Tvalwin tuCebSi kocnis iulias.
es maTi pirveli kocna iyo.
isini parkSi gadian, seirnoben, Cerdebian da xelaxla kocnian erTmaneTs. Semdeg skams pouloben da sxdebian. Soridan mdinaris Sxapunis xma
aRwevs, Tavadac ar uwyian, ratom, aRfrTovanebulebi arian; ai, me ki vici:
isini madam de T.-is mdinares usmenen,
misi sasiyvarulo Rameebis mdinares,
gancxromaTa saukunis wiaRidan mokrZalebul salams rom uZRvnis vensans.
da isic TiTqosda viRacis karnaxiT warmoTqvams:
_ odesRac am cixe-darbazSi orgiebs marTavdnen. ufro zustad, meT-

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vramete saukuneSi. sadi, markizi de
sadi. `filosofia buduarebSi~. ici
es patara wigni?
_ ara.
_ saWiroa, ki, mogcem wasakiTxad.
esaa saubari orgiis dros or mamakacsa da or qals Soris.
_ diax, _ ambobs iulia.
_ oTxiveni SiSvlebi arian da erTad eZlevian siyvaruls.
_ diax.
_ Sen es mogewoneboda?
_ ar vici, _ pasuxobs igi. magram
es `ar vici~ JRers ara rogorc uari,
aramed rogorc amaRelvebeli gulwrfelobisa da samagaliTo sisadavis
dasturi.
sulidan xiwvs ase iolad ras amoiZrob. tkivilze gamarjveba, misi gandevnaa saWiro. vensani Tavs ikatunebs,
TiTqos amaze aRar fiqrobs, magram es
TvalTmaqcoba Zalas moiTxovs. markiz de sadize aseTi vnebiT ara imdenad iulias gasaryvnelad laparakobs,
aramed im wyenis dasaviwyeblad, kostiumianma lamazma rom miayena.
_ ara, _ arwmunebs qaliSvils, _
brwyinvaled ici, rom mogewoneboda,
_ mounda misTvis uamravi sentencia
moeyvana, uamravi situacia moeTxro,
romelsac Seicavs es fantastikuri
wigni, `filosofia buduarebSi~ rom
ewodeba.
Semdeg isini dgebian da seirnobas ganagrZoben. uzarmazari mTvare
amodis xeebis Tavze. vensani Sexedavs
iulias da Tavs uecrad mojadoebulad grZnobs: mTvaris mkrTal Suqze
gogona zRaprul feriad eCveneba, igi
gansacvifrebeli silamaziT brwyinavs, romelic Tavidan wesierad arc
ki SeuniSnavs, natifi, uRono, qalwulebrivad sufTa, miuwvdomeli silamaziT. imwamsve, Tavadac ar icis ratom, mis ukana xvrels warmoidgens.
moulodnelad es xateba mTlianad

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moicavs da verafriT ver SeZlebs
misgan gaTavisuflebas.
dalocvili iyos es mxsneli xilva! radgan kostiumiani lamazi misi
wyalobiT aorTqlda (bolos da bolos, bolos da bolos!). is, rac viskis auracxelma ulufam ver SeZlo, am
uxamsma suraTma moaxerxa wamSi! vensani moexvia iulias, miikra, mkerdis
sresva dauwyo, tkbeboda misi grZneuli silamaziT da, imavdroulad, misi
ukana xvreli elandeboda. saSinlad
mounda eTqva misTvis: `me vealersebi
Sens mkerds, magram mxolod am xvrelze vfiqrob~, magram amis xmamaRla
warmoTqma ver gadawyvita, sityvebi
yelSi gaeCxira. rac ufro mets fiqrobda am xvrelze, miT ufro naTeli,
gamWvirvale da angelozisebri eCveneboda iulia. ase rom, misi sityvebi
uTqmeli darCa.
veras sZinavs. me ki, Ria fanjarasTan mdgari, mTvarian RameSi cixedarbazis parkSi moseirne wyvils vuyureb.
uecrad mesmis, mZinare colis sunTqva sul ufro nawyvet-nawyveti xdeba. misi sawolisken Semobrunebuli
vgrZnob, sacaa daiyvirebs. arasodes
minaxavs, igi koSmarebis msxverpli gamxdariyos! cixe-darbazSi raRa xdeba?
vaRviZeb. is farTod gaxelili, SeZrwunebuli TvalebiT miyurebs. Semdeg
Tavis sizmars ise aCqarebiT miyveba,
TiTqos cieb-cxelebis Seteva aqvs:
_ am sastumros grZel koridorSi
viyavi. uecrad Sors adamiani gamoCnda, Cemken morboda. aT metrze rom
moirbina, yvirili morTo. Sen warmoidgine, Cexurad yviroda! frazebi
savsebiT uazro iyo: `mickeviCi Cexi
araa! mickeviCi polonelia!~ Semdeg
muqaris gamomxatveli mzeriT momiaxlovda ramdenime nabijze da aq Sen
gamaRviZe.
_ mapatie. _ veubnebi, _ Sen Cemi

suleluri gamonagonebis msxverpli

gaxdi.
_ es rogor gavigo?
_ ise, rom Seni sizmrebi rogorRac, im sanagve vedrod iqca, romelSic me metismetad sulelur gverdebs
vyri.
_ amjerad ras igoneb? romans? _
gangaSiT mekiTxeba is. Tavs vuqnev.
_ xSirad meubnebodi, rom odesme
dawerdi romans, romelSic arc erTi
seriozuli sityva ar iqneboda. did
sisuleles sakuTari siamovnebisaTvis. vSiSob, rom es momenti jer kidev
ar damdgara. minda mxolod gagafrTxilo: frTxilad iyavi!
Tavs kidev ufro mondomebiT vuqnev.
_ gaxsovs, ras geubneboda dedaSeni? yurebSi aqamde mesmis misi xma:
milanka, sisuleleebs SeeSvi, veravin
gagigebs, amqveynad yvelas gaanawyeneb
da yvela SegiZulebs amisTvis.
_ ho, _ veubnebi me.
_ gafrTxileb, Seni xsna seriozulobaSia. rodesac is dagtovebs,
mglebs Soris SiSveli aRmoCndebi da
gana ar ici, rom mxolod amas elodebian.
am saSineli winaswarmetyvelebis
warmoTqmisTanave veram xelaxla daiZina.
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TiTqmis am dros daTrgunvili da
gawamebuli Cexi swavluli Tavis nomerSi brundeba. yurebSi jerac ar
miwynarebia berkis sarkastuli sityvebiT gamowveuli xarxari. mas erTi
da igive kiTxva awamebs: SesaZlebelia
ki aRtacebidan zizRze aseTi simsubuqiT gadasvla?
sinamdvileSi, vekiTxebi sakuTar
Tavs, sad gauCinarda umaRlesi msoflio aqtualobiT aRbeWdili kocna
Cexis Sublze?

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ai, raSi cdebian aqtualobis mimdevrebi: maT azradac ar mosdiT, rom

istoriul scenaze warmoSobili situaciebi mxolod pirvelsave wuTebSia gaCiraRdnebuli. arc erTi movlena ar rCeba aqtualuri mTeli misi
xangrZlivobis manZilze, aramed drois Zalze mokle monakveTSi, dasawyisSi. gana aRar ixocebian somaleli
bavSvebi, romelTac xarbad Sescqeroda milionobiT telemayurebeli?
ra sWirT am bavSvebs axla? gamojanmrTeldnen Tu ufro uaresad damWlevdnen? arsebobs ki dRemde aseTi
qveyana _ somali?
anda arsebobda ki odesme? romelime fantomis saxeli xom ar iyo?
Tanamedrove istoriis moTxrobis
xerxi grandiozul koncerts gvaxsenebs, sadac TanmimdevrobiT sruldeba beThovenis as ocdaTvrameti opusi, Tanac, yoveli maTganidan mxolod
pirvel rva taqts ukraven. Tuki imave
koncerts aTi wlis Semdeg gavimeorebT, masze TiToeuli piesis mxolod
pirveli noti gaiJRerebs; SesaZloa
koncertis gagrZelebaSi Sesruldes
yvela as ocdaTvrametive noti, erT
melodiad warmodgenili. oci wlis
Semdeg ki beThovenis mTeli musika im
dausrulebeli maRali bgeris msgavs
xangrZliv da ganmgmirav notze daiyvaneba, romelic man moismina siyruis
pirvel dRes.
Cexi mecnieri Cveul melanqoliaSi iZireba. dardis gasaqarveblad
ixsenebs, rom mSeneblobaze gmiruli
muSaobis epoqam, romlis daviwyebac
surs yvelas, dautova sruliad materialuri da sagrZnobi mogoneba _
Cinebuli muskulatura. kmayofilebis TavSekavebuli Rimi gamoJonavs
saxeze, radganac darwmunebulia, rom
arc erT aq myof swavluls ara aqvs
iseTi kunTebi, rogoric mas.
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ara, magram garegnulad am sicilis
momgvrel ideas karg gunebaze mohyavs. qurTuks ixdis da pirqve, pirdapir iatakze wveba. xelebs maRla wevs.
am varjiSs ocdaeqvsjer akeTebs da
kmayofilebas grZnobs. im dros igonebs, roca samsaxuris amxanagebTan
erTad cvlis damTavrebis Semdeg samSeneblo moednis patara guburaSi sabanaod dadioda. simarTle giTxraT,
maSin is aTasjer ufro bednieri iyo,
vidre dRes, am cixe-darbazSi. muSebs
igi uyvardaT da ainStains eZaxdnen.
TavSi kidev erTi sakmaod uazro idea gaukrTeba (man icis am ideis uazroba da es kidev ufro amxiarulebs): sabanaod wavides sastumros mdidrul auzSi. am sulswrafi
da savsebiT cnobieri pativmoyvareobis SesrulebiT surda, Tavisi sxeuliT etrabaxa am ucnauri, uzomod
kulturuli da, saerTod, mzakvruli
qveynis Cia inteleqtualebis winaSe.
sabednierod, sabanao kostiumi wamoiRo praRidan (yvelgan Tan daaTrevs);
icvams mas da sarkeSi naxevrad SiSvel
sakuTar gamosaxulebas aTvalierebs.
mklavebs idayvebSi Runavs, misi bicefsebi mZlavrad xtian. `Tuki vinmes
azrad mouva Cemi warsulis uaryofa,
dae, Cems kunTebs Sexedos, mtkicebuleba sruliad udavoa!~ warmoidgens,
rogor daseirnobs auzis garSemo.
frangebs TvalsaCinod aCvenebs, rom
amqveynad arsebobs elementaruli Rirebuleba _ sxeulebrivi srulyofa,
romliTac is samarTlianad amayobs
da romelzec maT mcireodeni warmodgenac ar aqvT. Semdeg gadawyvets,
rom uwesoba iqneba aseTnairad sastumros koridorSi aqeT-iqeT siaruli da sportul trikos icvams. fexsacmlis sakiTxis gadawyvetaRa rCeba.
fexSiSvela tantali iseve uadgiloa,
rogorc fexsacmliT wasvla; gadawyvets, windebi ikmaros. amnairad eki-

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pirebuli xelaxla icqireba sarkeSi.
misi Cveuli melanqolia kvlav uTanaswordeba siamayes, Tavs isev dajerebulad grZnobs.
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ukanalis xvreli. SeiZleba sxvagvaradac ewodos, magaliTad, ise, rogorc es gaakeTa giiom apolinerma:
`sxeulis mecxre karibWe~. misi leqsebi qalis sxeulis mecxre karibWeze
or variantad arsebobs: pirveli Tavis sayvarels _ lus gaugzavna 1915
wlis 11 maiss sangarSi dawerili weriliT, meorec iqidanve gagzavna imave
wlis 21 seqtembers madlenTan _ meore sayvarelTan. orive leqsi erTnairad brwyinvalea, mxolod warmosaxvis gamomwvevi mizezebi ganasxvavebs,
magram erTiani planiT aris agebuli:
TiToeuli strofi miZRvnilia Seyvarebulis sxeulis erT-erTi karibWisadmi: erTi Tvali, meore Tvali, erTi yuri, meore yuri, marjvena nesto,
marcxena nesto, piri; Semdeg lusadmi
miZRvnil poemaSi `Seni ukanalis karibWe~ da bolos, mecxre karibWe _
saSvilosno. madlenisaTvis miZRvnil
meore leqsSi karibWeebis CamoTvlis
rigiToba boloSi arsebiTad icvleba, saSvilosno merve adgils ikavebs,
`margalitis or mTas Sua~ gaxsnili
ukana xvreli ki xdeba `mecxre karibWe
da ufro metad idumali, vidre yvela
danarCeni~. `karibWeebiT~ `jadoqroba, romelzedac me laparaks ver vbedav, umaRlesi karibWeebiT~.
me mgonia, rom is oTxi Tve da aTi
dRea orive maTganis gamyofi. im oTxma Tvem, romelic apolinerma sangarSi gaatara mSfoTvare erotikul warmosaxvebSi danTqmulma, igi perspeqtivis cvlilebamde, raRac zeSTagonebamde miiyvana: swored ukana xvreli gvevlineba im idumal wertilad,
romelSic Tavmoyrilia siSiSvlis

mTeli birTvuli energia. cxadia, saSos karibWe mniSvnelovania (amas vin

uaryofs), magram misi mniSvneloba
metismetad oficialuria; es adgili
registrirebulia, klasificirebuli,
kontrolirebuli,
komentirebuli,
gamokvleuli, daculi, xotbaSesxmuli, saxelmoxveWili. saSo _ es xmauriani gzajvaredinia, sadac mravalenovani kacobriobis warmomadgenlebi
exlebian erTmaneTs, gvirabia, romelsac mTeli Taobebi gaivlian. mxolod
ukanaskneli regvenni irwmuneben Tavs
am yvelaze ufro sajaro adgilis intimurobaSi. erTaderTi WeSmaritad
intimuri adgili, romlis tabuirebis
xelyofasac TviT pornofilmebic ki
ver bedavs _ ukana xvrelia, umaRlesi
karibWe, yvelaze ufro idumali, yvelaze ufro saidumlo.
am sibrZnes, oTxi Tvis ganmavlobaSi Ria cis qveS gdebiTa da SrapneliT gawamebuli apolineris winaSe
gacxadebuls, vensani iuliasTan erTi
_ erTaderTi seirnobis dros eziara,
iuliasTan, romelic mTvaris Suqze
TiTqmis naxevrad gamWvirvale gaxda.
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Znelia imis mdgomareoba, visac survili klavs, mxolod erT rameze ilaparakos, magram amis gakeTebis Zala ar
Seswevs: warmouTqmeli ukana xvreli
vensans pirSi alikaps sdebs da mWevrmetyvelebis niWs ukargavs. cas Sehyurebs, TiTqosda Svelas sTxovs da
cac iwynarebs mis Txovnas, poetur aRmafrenas ugzavnis; vensani wamoiZaxebs:
_ ara, erTi Sexede! _ da mTvarisken akeTebs Jests: _ is TiTqos naxvretia zecis ukanalSi!
iuliasken mibrundeba. is, naxevrad
gamWvirvale da nazi, iRimeba da ambobs `diax~, radganac mzadaa, vensanis
mier naTqvami nebismieri sisuleliT
aRfrTovandes.

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vensani ismens mis `diax~-s, magram

ar cxreba. qaliSvili sufTaa, rogorc feria, da mouTmenlad cdilobs
misi bageebidan gaigonos es formula: `naxvreti ukanalSi~, Tumca ver
gadauwyvetia. amis nacvlad, sakuTari mWevrmetyvelebis maxeSi gabmuli,
ufro da ufro metad efloba mofiqrebul metaforaSi:
_ naxvreti zecis ukanalSi, saidanac samyaros Signeulis gamaciskrovnebeli mkrTali Suqi gamodis! _ da
xels mTvarisken iSvers: _ win, usasrulobis xvrelSi!
ar SemiZlia vensanis am improvizaciaze mokrZalebuli komentarisagan
Tavis Sekaveba: Tavisi akviatebuli da
naTlad gamoxatuli ideiT _ naxvreti ukanalSi, is cdilobs XVIII saukunisadmi, markiz de sadisa da libertin _ Tavisuflad moazrovneTa
mTeli jgrosadmi siyvarulis gamoxatvas, magram, radganac Zala ar mos-

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devs, mTlianad da bolomde mieces
am gulisTqmas, masTan dasaxmareblad
midis sruliad sxva, ufro metic,
sruliad sawinaaRmdego memkvidreoba, momdevno saukunes rom ekuTvnis:
anu, mas SeuZlia Tavis usircxvilo
gulisTqmaze ilaparakos, oRond metaforaSi gadazrdiT moaxdinos misi
poetizireba. amgvarad, libertinelebis suliskveTebas msxverplad swiravs poeziis suliskveTebas da qalis
ukanalis xvreli zecis xvrelSi ereva.
eh, ra savalaloa es gadasvla, ubralod, Znelia misi yureba! CemTvis
metad usiamovnoa am gzaze moZravi
vensanisTvis Tvalis midevneba: mas
giJiviT uWiravs Tavi, Robe-yores awydeba, gahkivis, rogorc erT wveT weboSi Cafluli buzi:
_ naxvreti zecis ukanalSi _ es
igivea, rac RvTaebrivi kinokameris
WuWrutana!
vensanis uZlurebas TiTqosda
mimxvdari iulia arRvevs mis poetur zmanebebs holis gaCiraRdnebuli fanjrebis CvenebiT:
_ TiTqmis yvelani wavid-wamovidnen.
isini brundebian: sinamdvileSi magidebTan mxolod ramdenime
dagvianebuli stumari zis. kostiumiani lamazi arsad Cans. misi
aryofnac ki iseTi ZaliT axsenebs
mis Tavs, rom xelaxla esmis lamazis civi da avi xma amxanagebis
sicilis TanxlebiT. vensans xelaxla rcxvenia: ase ratom daibna
mis winaSe? SekamaTeba ratom ver
gabeda? cdilobs, gamogavos is
sulidan, magram ar gamosdis; yurebSi misi sityvebi isev uJRers:
`Cven yvelani kinokameris mzeris
qveS vcxovrobT, isini axla kacobriobis arsebobis erT-erT pirobas Seadgenen~

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iulia savsebiT aviwydeba da Tavadac ukvirs, am or frazaze moZraobs.
ucnauria, lamazis argumentebi TiTqmis identuria im ideis, romelic
man Tavad gadmoalaga pontevenTan
kamaTisas: `Tuki sazogadoebriv konfliqtSi Careva, usamarTlobisadmi
yuradRebis mipyroba gsurs, rogorRa ginda Cvens droSi ar iyo mocekvave an Tavi ar gaasaRo aseTad?~
amitom xom ar daibna ase lamazis
winaSe? nuTu lamazis gansja ise axlos iyo mis sakuTarTan, rom Sedaveba ver gadawyvita? xom ar gavebiT
Cven yvelani samyaros mier dagebul
erTsa da imave maxeSi, romelic Cvens
fexqveS wamsve scenad iqceva da am
scenidan gasasvleli ar arsebobs? SesaZloa, araviTari gansxvaveba ar aris
imaSi, ras fiqrobs vensani da ras lamazi?
ara, es azri, ubralod, autanelia!
mas Zuls berki, Zuls lamazi da es
zizRi mis yvela Sefasebas winaswar
gansazRvravs. Seupovrad cdilobs gansxvavebis moxelTebas sakuTar Tavsa
da maT Soris da sabolood, gamosdis
kidec: isini, rogorc sacodavi maCanCala kudebi, kacobriobis arsebobis
im pirobiT arian aRfrTovanebulni,
romelic garedan aris maTTvis Tavsmoxveuli; es mocekvaveebi sakuTari
mdgomareobiT arian kmayofilni. Tavad ki, roca icis, araviTari gamosavali ar aris, gahkivis am samyarosTan
Tavis uTanxmoebaze. moulodnelad
TavSi mosdis pasuxi, romelic SeiZleboda saxeSi miexala lamazisTvis:
`Tuki kinokameris mzeris qveS cxovreba Cveni yofis piroba gaxda, me winaaRmdegi var aseTi cxovrebis, me igi
ar amirCevia!~ ai, es ki namdvili pasuxia! iuliasken ixreba da yovelgvari
axsna-ganmartebis gareSe ucxadebs:
_ erTaderTi, rac dagvrCenia, es
janyia kacobriobis arsebobis piro-

bis winaaRmdeg, romelic Cven ar agvirCevia!

vensanis uTavbolo frazebs ukve
miCveuli gogona amasac didebulad
miiCnevs da mamacuri toniT pasuxobs:
_ cxadia! _ da ramdenadac sityva
`janyi~ energiiTa da zeimiT avsebs,
umatebs: _ Sens nomerSi wavideT!
lamazi xelmeored orTqldeba vensanis gonebidan, iulias uyurebs misi
ukanaskneli sityvebiT aRfrTovanebuli.
qaliSvilic xarobs. baris axlos
ramdenime kaci, romelTa Soris TviTonac iyo, roca vensani gaCiTa, isev
usaqmod dayialebs es kacunebi, rogorc cariel adgils, ise uyurebdnen
da amiT Seuracxyves igi. axla maT zevidan ucqeris, didebuli da uvnebi.
isini umniSvnelo STabeWdilebasac
veRar moaxdenen masze. win siyvarulis mTeli Rame aqvs da yvelaferi es
_ sakuTari neba-survilis, sakuTari
gadawyvetilebis wyalobiT; Tavs am
kacunebze ufro mdidrulad, iRblianad, Zalmosilad grZnobs.
is vensans yurSi CasCurCulebs:
_ es yvelaferi erTnairad antibitnikia. _ icis, es vensanis sayvareli sityvaa da imis misaxvedreblad
imeorebs, rom mzadaa danebdes, rom
mTlianad mas ekuTvnis.
yvelaferi isea, TiTqos qaliSvilma mas eiforiiT datenili yumbara
Caabara. axla vensans SeuZlia pirdapir wavides Tavis nomerSi ukana xvrelis brwyinvale mflobelTan erTad.
magram saidanRac Soridan moRweul
brZanebas daqvemdebarebuli jer aq
namdvili areulobis mowyobas gadawyvets. is bruJi aRtacebiTaa Sepyrobili, romelSic ukana xvrelis xateba
da momavlis erToblioba ireva, lamazis damcinavi xma ismis da ielvebs silueti pontevenisa, romelic, trockis msgavsad, Tavisi parizuli bun-

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keridan xelmZRvanelobs am samyaros

skandals, am did bordelur janys.
_ waval, Cavyuryumalavdebi, _ ucxadebs iulias da kibeze sirbiliT eSveba am momentSi carieli auzisaken,
romelic zemodan cqerisas Teatralur scenas hgavs. xalaTs ixsnis. iulia miirbens masTan. _ waval, Cavyuryumalavdebi, _ imeorebs da Sarvals
iZrobs. _ Senc gaixade.
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berkis imakulatasadmi naTqvami
bilwi sityvebi iseTi wynari, iseTi
sisina xmiT iyo warmoTqmuli, rom
Soriaxlos mdgarni uZlurni iyvnen,
Caswvdomodnen WeSmarit arss dramisas, romelic maT Tvalwin datrialda. imakulatam SeZlo, arafriT gaeca
Tavisi SeZrwuneba: rodesac berki gaSorda, kibisaken gaemarTa, zemoT avida da nomrebisaken mimavali carieli
koridoris SuagulSi martodmarto
aRmoCenilma igrZno, rom barbacebs.
naxevari saaTis Semdeg kinomani, romelsac eWvi araferze auRia, Sevarda
maT saerTo nomerSi da igi loginze
pirqve Camxobili ipova.
_ ra dagemarTa?
mas araferi upasuxnia.
kinomani gverdiT Camoujda, xeli
Tavze daado, man ise daibertya, TiTqos gveli yofiliyos.
_ mainc ra dagemarTa? _ es kiTxva
ramdenjerme gaumeora, vidre qalma
pasuxi ar aRirsa.
_ gTxov, wadi, piri gamoirecxe,
Rvinis kasriviT yarxar.
kacs sunTqva yovelTvis sufTa
hqonda, yoveldRe ibanda da, saerTod, sisufTavis nimuSi iyo. ase rom,
tyuilad dasdes brali da mainc morCilad waCanCalda imis gasakeTeblad,
rac ubrZanes. piris cud sunze fiqri
imakulatas TavisTavad ar mosvlia.
saqmeSi es-esaa movardnili da maSinve

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CaxSobili berkis piris sunis mogoneba iyo Careuli. aman gamoiwvia gaRizianebis afeTqeba. roca is berkis Seuracxyofebs SeZrwunebuli usmenda,
misi sunTqvisTvis ar ecala, magram
masSi mjdarma uCinarma damkvirvebelma ara marto daiWira es gulisamrevi
suni, aramed konkretulad, naTlad
ganmarta: mamakacs, romelsac piri
uyars, ar SeiZleba sayvareli hyavdes;
arc erTi qali amas ar Seegueba, yoveli maTgani rogorme Seecdeba, auxsnas mas, rom saZaglad yars da gaaTavisuflos am mankisagan. SeuracxyofebiT dasetyvili qali ayuradebda
am uxmo komentarebs, sasacilod da
imedismomcemad rom eCveneboda _ Caagonebda, rom Tu saTvalavidan amoviRebdiT mSvenier qalTa dass, romelic Tavad berkis xrikebis wyalobiT
trialebda mis garSemo, man ukve didi
xania guli aiyara galantur avantiurebze da rom mis gverdiT sawolSi
adgili yovelTvis Tavisufalia.
piris gamorecxvis Semdeg Cvenma
kinomanma, ramdenadac romantikulma,
imdenad praqtikulma adamianma, sakuTar Tavs uTxra, rom megobari qalis
mZvinvare ganwyobilebis Sesacvlelad erTaderTi gzaa, rac SeiZleba
male mieces masTan siyvaruls. abazanaSi piJamas icvams da areuli nabijiT
nomerSi dabrunebuli sawolis kideze
ujdeba qals. Tumca Sexebas veRar bedavs, ukve meramdened warmoTqvams:
_ aseTi ra SegemTxva?
is uryevi suliskveTebiT pasuxobs:
_ Tu am sulelur frazas isev gaimeoreb, ar elodo, rom saubari gamogviva.
qali dgeba da tansacmlis karadasTan midis, aRebs mas da ramdenime kabas aTvalierebs, isini izidaven,
aRviZeben masSi ramdenadac bundovan,
imdenadve Zlier survils, sakuTari neba-surviliT ar datovos scena;

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kvlav miakiTxos Tavisi Seuracxyofis adgils, damarcxebas ar Seurigdes, marjve SemTxvevisas gadaaqcios
igi grandiozul speqtaklad, romlis
drosac Tavisi mouwyvleli silamaziT brwyinva da amxedrebuli siamayis
sruli gamovlena SeeZleba.
_ ras akeTeb? sad apireb wasvlas?
_ amas mniSvneloba ara aqvs. mTavaria, aq, SenTan ar davrCe.
_ miTxari mainc, ra ar gamogdis?
imakulata uyurebs Tavis kabebs da
SeniSnavs: `meeqvsed~ da me mzad var
dagarwmunoT, rom igi angariSSi ar
Semcdara.
_ dRes namdvilad srulqmnili
iyavi, _ misi ganwyobilebis daZlevis
uryevi ganzraxviT eubneba kinomani. _
Sen bevrs miaRwie. berkze gadacemis
Sesaxeb Seni proeqti gadawyvetilad
mimaCnia. nomerSi erTi boTli Sampanuri SevukveTe.
_ SegiZlia dalio, rac gsurs da
visTanac gsurs.
_ magram aseTi mainc ra SegemTxva?
_ meSvided. SenTan yvelaferi damTavrda. samudamod. mombezrda Seni
piris simyrale. Sen Cemi koSmari xar.
Cemi cudi sizmari. Cemi marcxi. Cemi sircxvili. Cemi Seuracxyofa. Cemi zizRi. swored amis Tqma mindoda
SenTvis uxeSad da gulaxdilad, rom
aRar gagrZeldes Cemi yoymani, Cemi
koSmari da mTeli es ambavi, romelmac
sul mcire azric ki dakarga.
is kinomanisagan zurgSeqceviT, piriT sakidrisaken dgas. dabali, sisina
xmiT mSvidad da auCqareblad laparakobs, Semdeg gaxdas iwyebs.
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is pirvelad ixdis mis winaSe aseTi usircxvilobiT, aseTi xazgasmuli
gulgrilobiT. es procedura niSnavs:
Sens aq, Cems winaSe yofnas araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs; Sen CemTvis

igive xar, rac ZaRluka an Taguna. Seni mzera Cemi sxeulis verc erT nakvTs ver aiZulebs SekrTomas. me Sen
winaSe yvelafris gakeTeba SemiZlia,
rac msurs, TviT yvelaze Seuferebeli saqcielisac ki: yurebis gamorecxvis an qveviT gamobanvis, rwyevis,
masturbaciis, moSardvis. Sen arc
Tvalebi gaqvs, arc yurebi, arc Tavi.
Cemi zviadi gulgriloba _ labadaa,
romelic Sens winaSe savsebiT Tavisuflad da usircxvilod moZraobis
nebas mrTavs.
kinomani xedavs, rom sayvarlis
sxeuli mis Tvalwin sruliad gadasxvaferda. es sxeuli, aqamde ase iolad da daSurebiT rom eZleoda, axla mis win ise aRmarTula, rogorc
berZnuli qandakeba asi metri simaRlis cokolze. survilisagan Wkuas
kargavs, magram es ucnauri survilia:
ara xorcieli saxiT gamJRavnebuli,
aramed gonebaSi moTareSe, mxolod
masSi, gonebis dauZleveli swrafvis
monaTesave; akviatebuli ideis, mistikuri SeSlilobis, imaSi darwmunebulobis, rom swored es da ara romeliRac sxva sxeulia mowodebuli,
mTlianad Seavsos misi cxovreba, mTeli misi cxovreba.
qali grZnobs, es swrafva, es TviTgandgoma rogor ekvris pirdapir tanze da civi TavSekavebis talRa dakravs TavSi. Tavadac gakvirvebulia
amiT, adre amis msgavsi araferi ganucdia. sicivis es mozRvaveba vnebis mozRvavebis msgavsia, sicxis an
guliswyromis, radganac es sicive,
imavdroulad, vnebac aris; kinomanis
absoluturi erTguleba da berkis
absoluturi uari erTi da imave wyevlis or mxared evlineba, romlisadmi dapirispirebasac cdilobs; berkis
uSex gamoxdomas miznad hqonda misi
migdeba ugvani sayvarlis mflobelobaSi. am sitlanqisadmi win aRdgomis

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erTaderTi gza sayvarlis absoluturi siZulvili iqneboda. ai, ratom

ukuagdebs igi aseTi gaafTrebiT mis
yvela winadadebas, ai, ratom surs misi gadaqceva Tagvad, Semdeg obobad,
Semdeg ki buzad, romelsac meore
oboba Seaxramunebs.
qali ukve Seimosa TeTri kabiT im
gadawyvetilebiT, Zirs Cavides da
aseTnairad eCvenos berks da yvela
danarCens. bednieria, rom TeTri feris kaba Tan wamoiRo. saqorwino feris, radganac ar tovebs ganwyoba,
rom qorwinebas dRes ganicdis, magram ukuRma qorwils, qorwils siZis
gareSe. TeTri samosis qveS usamarTlod miyenebuli Wriloba ifareba da grZnobs, rom es usamarTloba
amaRlebs da alamazebs mas, rogorac ubedureba yvela tragikul
personaJs. kibisaken im rwmeniT midis, rom piJamaSi gamowyobili sayvareli fexis wverebze Semdgari gaedevneba, rogorc erTguli qofaki,
da xarobs, rom isini ase gadakveTen
mTel cixe-darbazs: tragikomikuri
wyvili, dedofali ujiSo ZaRlis
TanxlebiT
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magram imisi gamometyveleba,
vinc aqamde ZaRlad miaCnda, ancvifrebs: kinomani karebTan brazisgan damaxinjebuli saxiT dgas.
morCilebisken misi miswrafeba meyseulad amoiwura. savsea janyis uimedo surviliT am silamazis winaaRmdeg, romelic usamarTlod Seuracxyofs mas, gambedaoba ar hyofnis, sila gaawnas, cemos, sawolze
daanarcxos da gaaupatiuros, magram raRac gamousworeblis, usazRvrod tlanqis da agresiulis gakeTebis aucileblobas grZnobs.
qali Tavisda uneburad Cerdeba
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_ gamiSvi.
_ ar gagiSveb.
_ Sen CemTvis metad aRar arsebob.
_ rogor Tu aRar varsebob?
_ cnobiTac ar gicnob.
is mogudulad icinis:
_ a micnob? _ xmas imaRlebs: _ maSin visTan tynaurobdi am diliT?
_ gikrZalav aseTi sityvebis gamoyenebas! am diliT Sen TviTon meubnebodi swored am sityvebs: _ momtyani,
gadamtyani, gadmomtyani!
_ es maSin iyo, roca jer kidev miyvardi, _ ambobs qali msubuqi uxerxulobiT, _ magram axla es sityvebi
CemTvis Zalian uxeSad JRers.
_ da mainc Cven vtynaurobdiT! _
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_ gikrZalav!
_ da RamiTac mxolod imas vakeTebdiT, rom vtynaurobdiT, vtynaurobdiT, vtynaurobdiT!
_ gaCumdi!
_ ratom araa diliT Cemi sxeuli
SenTvis mZime, saRamos ki tvirTad gawevs?
_ rogor mZuls Seni sitlanqe!
_ mimifurTxebia, Tu gZuls! CaTlaxi xar!
eh, saWiro ar iyo zustad im sityvis Tqma, romelic berkma pirSi miaxala.
_ mZags Seni uxeSoba. _ yviris qali,
_ da Tavadac saZageli xar.
kacic yvirilze gadadis:
_ maSasadame, Sen masTan tynaurob,
vinc zizRs ggvris! qali, romelic
ase iqceva, namdvili CaTlaxia, ukanaskneli rangis CaTlaxi.
kinomanis sityvebi sul ufro da
ufro uxeSi xdeba. imakulatas saxeze
SiSi Cndeba.
SiSi? nuTu qals namdvilad eSinia
misi? me ase ar vfiqrob: sulis siRrmeSi is grZnobs, rom ar Rirs amgvari janyis mniSvnelobis gazviadeba.
misTvis kinomanis erTguleba cnobilia. darwmunebulia amaSi. icis, kaci
mxolod imitom uxeSobs, rom mousminos. dainaxos, yuradReba miapyros.
Seuracxyofs imitom, rom sustia da
Zalis poziciidan, uxeSobisa da salanZRavi sityvebis garda, verafers
daupirispirebs. qals rom odnav mainc hyvareboda igi, guli unda aCvileboda am TavzexelaRebuli uZlurebis amofrqvevaze. magram gulis aCvilebis nacvlad misTvis tkivilis miyenebis dauokebel survils grZnobs.
swored amitom aqvs gadawyvetili, misi lanZRva zedmiwevniT pirdapir gaigos, Tavi moaCvenos, TiTqosda, misi
eSinia. amitomacaa, rom SeZrwunebuli
TvalebiT Sehyurebs.

kinomani xedavs imakulatas saxeze SiSs da Tavs mxneda grZnobs: Cveulebisamebr, mudam TviTon TrTis
SiSisgan, uTmobs, patiebas sTxovs,
amjerad ki, sruliad moulodnelad,
qali TrTis, xedavs ra mis Zalasa da
risxvas.
fiqrobs, rom qali ai, axla aRiarebs sisustes, kapitulacias gamoacxadebs, xmas uwevs da Tavisi agresiuli da boRmiani sisuleleebis saxeSi
mixlas ganagrZobs. sabralos arc ki
eeWveba, rom qals, rogorc yovelTvis, sakuTari TamaSi mihyavs, rom mis
xelSi unebisyofo marionetad rCeba
maSinac ki, roca hgonia, risxvam Zala
Semata da Tavisufleba daubruna.
_ me Seni meSinia, _ ambobs qali, _
Sen agresiuli da saSineli xar! _ is
ki, doylapia, ver xvdeba, rom aseTi
braldeba amieridan aRarasodes moexsneba, rom is keTili da gamgone WinWis klouni erTxel da samudamod moZalade da agresori unda gaxdes.
_ me Sen maSineb, _ kidev erTxel
imeorebs qali da gzidan icilebs.
kaci gaatarebs da mis kvals ise
misdevs, rogorc ujiSo qofaki dedofals.
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siSiSvle. CemTan inaxeba 1993 wlis
oqtombris Tvis Nouvel observateuridan amonaWeri: mosaxleobis gamokiTxva. asobiT duJin adamians, romlebic
Tavs memarcxeneebs miakuTvnebdnen,
gaegzavna oras aTi sityvisgan Sedgenili furceli. memarcxeneebs is sityvebi unda gaexazaT, romlebmac maTi
warmosaxva ganacvifra, romlebic maT
gulebs cxovelmyofelad moxvda, mimzidvelad da simpaTiurad moeCvenaT.
aseTive gamokiTxva Catarda ramdenime wlis winaT; im dros oras aTi sityvidan mxolod Tvrameti aRmoCnda
iseTi, romlebsac memarcxene Sexe-

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dulebebis adamianebi gamoexmaurnen

da amiT Tavad daadastures Tanamoazreoba. amJamad aseTi punqti samiRa
darCa. mxolod sami sityva, romelsac
memarcxene-goSisti SeiZleba daeTanxmos. rogori dacemaa! rogori gadagvarebaa! romelia es sami sityva? yuradRebiT momismineT: janyi, wiTeli,
siSiSvle. janyi da wiTeli feri _ TavisTavad, magram is faqti, rom am ori
sityvis garda mxolod erTi _ saSiSvle iwvevs memarcxeneebis gulis Zgeras, rom swored is gvevlineba maT saerTo simbolur kuTvnilebad, pirdapir gasaocaria. nuTu esaa yvelaferi,
rac maT dautova ukanasknelma orasi
wlis didebulma istoriam, sazeimod
gaxsnilma safrangeTis revoluciam,
nuTu amisgan Sedgeba robespieris,
dantonis, Joresis, roza luqsemburgis, leninis, gramSis, Ce gevaras memkvidreoba? SiSveli muclebi, SiSveli
WanWlebi, SiSveli dundulebi? nuTu
es aris ukanaskneli bairaRi, romlis
qveSac memarcxeneTa Zalebis ukanaskneli razmebi Tavs gvaCveneben, TiTqosda saukuneTa Soris TavianT udides marSs aRasruleben?
magram, ratom maincdamainc siSiSvle? ras aRniSnavs memarcxeneTaTvis
es sityva, maT mier xazgasmuli sazogadoebrivi azris Semswavleli institutis mier Sedgenil furcelze?
maxsendeba germanel memarcxeneTa
msvleloba samocdaaTian wlebSi, rodesac isini raRac sababiT TavianTi
aRSfoTebis gamoxatvisas (atomuri
eleqtrosadgurebis winaaRmdeg, omis
winaaRmdeg, fuliani tomrebis xelisuflebis winaaRmdeg, ukve aRarc ki
maxsovs, kidev vis winaaRmdeg aRar)
gaSiSvldnen da veluri SeZaxilebiT
marSirebdnen didi germanuli qalaqis quCebSi.
ra unda gamoexata maT siSiSvles?
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moadgenda yvela sxva Tavisuflebidan yvelaze Zvirfass, yvela sxva
Rirebulebidan _ yvelaze daucvels.
germanelma goSistebma qalaqSi Caiares, saCveneblad gamofines TavianTi
genitaliebi, rogorc devnili qristianebi midiodnen sasikvdilod xis
jvrebiT mxrebze.
meore hipoTeza: germanel goSistebs srulebiTac ar hqondaT ganzraxuli raRac faseulobaTa saCveneblad gamofena, maTi mizani ufro
ubralo _ saZulveli publikis Sokireba iyo. Sokireba, Tavzaris dacema,
SeZrwuneba, Seuracxyofa, ganavlis
saxeSi tyorcna, samyaros mTeli sakanalizacio arxebis amoyra.
kuriozuli dilema: siSiSvleSi udidesi Rirebuleba simbolizirdeba Tu,
ubralod, udidesi sisaZagle, uwmindurobiT savse boTliviT, mowinaaRmdegis banakSi rom isvrian?
da ras warmoadgens is vensanisaTvis, romelic iulias umeorebs: `gaixade, _ da umatebs: _ didi gaSiSvleba
am moumTavreblebis Tvalwin!~
da ras niSnavs igi iuliasaTvis,
romelic morCilad da ramdenadme gamomwvevad pasuxobs: `ratomac ara?~ _
da kabis gaxsnas iwyebs.
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vensani SiSvldeba. es mdgomareoba
cotaTi akvirvebs da xvelanarevi siciliT Caicinebs, romelic Tavad mas
ufro ekuTvnis, vidre iulias. radganac aseT did minian sivrceSi dediSobilad yofna imdenad uCveulo
gaxldaT misTvis, fiqri araferze
SeeZlo, Tavisi situaciis eqscentrulobis garda. qaliSvilma ukve Seixsna
lifi da gverdze moisrola, trusic
gaiZro, magram vensani, rogorRac,
verafers amCnevs: xedavs, qaliSvili SiSvelia, magram rodis da rogor
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senoT, ramden xans sdevda misi ukana
xvrelis xilva da vikiTxoT: fiqrobs
ki amJamad masze, roca es xvreli abreSumis trusiT aRar aris dafaruli? ara, ybadaRebuli xvreli aorTqlda misi gonebidan. imis nacvlad,
xarbad uyuros mis Tvalwin gaSiSvlebul sxeuls, miuaxlovdes, auCqareblad daaTvalieros yoveli mxridan,
SesaZloa, Seexos kidec, Sebrundeba
da auzSi CayvinTavs.
ucnauri ymawvilia es vensani. is
eZgereba mocekvaveebs, bodavs mTvaris gamo, magram arsebiTad, namdvili
sportsmenia. wyalSi yvinTavs, curavs
da, mxolod Tavis krolze rom fiqrobs, iqve aviwydeba sakuTari siSiSvleca da iuliac, romelic mis zurgs
ukan, yvinTvis arcodnis gamo frTxilad eSveba kibeze. vensani mis Sesaxedad arc ki brundeba. ra samwuxaroa,
iulia xom momajadoebelia, ubralod,
momajadoebeli. misi sxeuli TiTqos brwyinavs, magram ara ubiwoebis
brwyinviT, aramed kidev raRac aranakleb mSvenieriT: sakuTari Tavis amara
migdebuli mouqneli siSiSvliT, radganac iuliam dainaxa, rogor CayvinTa wyalSi vensanma da darwmunebulia,
aravin uyurebs. wyali oqros sawmisamde swvdeba, magram iseTi civi eCveneba,
maSinve CayvinTvas ver bedavs. Cerdeba,
yoymanobs da krTis, Semdeg frTxilad
eSveba kidev erT safexurze. ase rom,
wyali axla Wipamde swvdeba, xelebs
Cayofs, mkerds igrilebs. namdvilad
Zalze sasiamovnoa amis yureba. miamiti vensani verafers xvdeba, magram me
xom, bolos da bolos, Tavad vxedav
yovelgvar mniSvnelobas moklebul
siSiSvles, gaSiSvlebul siSiSvles,
siSiSvles TavisTavad, sufTasa da mamakacTa momnusxvels.
dabolos, is gacuravs, vensanze nela micuravs, wyalze mouxerxeblad,
metismetad maRla uWiravs Tavi; ven-

sanma ukve samjer daZlia TxuTmetmetriani auzi, roca iulia wylidan

amosvlis ganzraxviT safexurebTan
micurda. vensani Cqarobs mis ukan.
isini ukve auzis kideze dganan, rodesac zemodan, holidan, maT yuramde
xmebi miaRwevs.
uCinari ucnobebis siaxloviT aRgznebuli vensani yviris:
_ me SenSi uknidan Semoval. me minda viyo sodomisti! _ favniviT gaiWyaneba da qaliSvils ecema.
rogor SeiZleba avxsnaT, rom maTi guliTadi seirnobis dros vensanma ver gabeda iuliasaTvis Tundac
umciresi uwmawurobis CaCurCuleba,
axla ki yvelas gasagonad aseT bilw
zeSTagonebas anTxevs?
swored ise, rom man, Tavisda SeumCnevlad, gverdi Cauara intimurobis zonas. viwro, Caketil sivrceSi
warmoTqmul sityvas sruliad sxva
azri aqvs, vidre imas, amfiTeatrSi
rom gaismis. es uke aRaraa is sityva,
romelzec vensani pasuxismgebeli iyo
da romelic mimarTuli iyo mxolod
misi megobari qalisaken; axla am sityvis gagoneba sxvebsac surT, maT irgvliv Semojarulebsa da maTze Tvalmicecebulebs. simarTle Tu gnebavT,
amfiTeatri carielia. magram Tu es
marTlac asea, warmosaxviTi Tu moCvenebiTi, potenciuri Tu virtualuri publika arsad wasula, is aqaa,
maTTan.
SeiZleba vikiTxoT, visgan Sedgeba
is? ara mgonia, vensans igi konferenciaze danaxuli adamianebiT Sedgenili esaxebodes, axla misi garemomcveli publika mravalricxovania:
daJinebuli, momTxovni, xmauriani.
cnobismoyvare, magram, amave dros,
sruliad ganusazRvreli, saxis waSlili nakvTebiT; magram niSnavs ki es,
rom mis mier warmosaxuli publika
igive publikaa, romelzec ocnebo-

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ben mocekvaveebi? uCinmaCinTa publika? zustad is, romlis safuZvelzec

agebs ponteveni Tavis Teoriebs? mTeli msoflio? upirovno usasruloba? sufTa abstraqcia? ara mTlianad:
radganac am anonimur brboSi konkretuli saxeebi gakrTebian, ponteveni
da misi mayrebi; isini cxoveli interesiT adevneben Tvals scenas, mxedvelobidan ar uSveben vensansa da iulias; amave saqmianobiTaa dakavebuli
maTi garemomcveli ucnobi xalxi. es
maTTvis anTxevs vensani uxamsobebs,
radgan iswrafvis, maTi mowoneba, maTi aRfrTovaneba daimsaxuros.
_ uknidan ar dagnebdebi, _ yviris iulia, romelsac pontevenze arc
ki smenia rame, am frazas ki mxolod
maTTvis warmoTqvams, aq rom ar arian, magram mainc am amfiTeatrSi imyofebian. swyuria Tu ara qaliSvils
maTi aRfrTovaneba? cxadia, magram
mxolod vensanis saameblad. mas unda, taSs ukravdes ucnobi da uxilavi
publika, iyos sasurveli im adamianisaTvis, romelic man dRevandeli RamisTvis airCia da _ vin icis? _ bevri sxva RamisTvisac. auzis garSemo
darbis da misi mkerdi mxiarulad injRreva marjvniv da marcxniv.
vensanis sityvebi sul ufro gabeduli xdeba, esaa mxolod, metaforuloba odnav abundovnebs maT sastik
uSverobas.
_ me minda, Segido da kedelze migalursmno!
_ ver Semideb! ver mimalursmnav!
_ auzis fskerze gagakrav!
_ ver gamakrav!
_ mTeli qveynierebis Tvalwin gavglej Sens ukana xvrels!
_ ver gaglej!
_ mTeli qveyana dainaxavs Sens
xvrels!
_ veravin ver dainaxavs! _ yviris
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am momentSi Soriaxlodan isev moesmiT xmebi. iulias msubuqi nabijis
damZimeba vensans gaCerebas aiZulebs;
iulia ganmgmirav yvirils iwyebs im
qaliviT, romelsac ai, axla upireben
gaupatiurebas. vensani xels dastacebs da isini erTad ecemian gazonze. qaliSvili, romelmac gadawyvita,
winaaRmdegoba ar gauwios vensans,
SeWris molodinSi farTod gaxelili
TvalebiT uyurebs mas. fexebs Slis.
Tvalebs xuWavs. Tavs odnav gverdze
gadaagdebs.
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magram SeWra ar Sedga. ar Sedga
imitom, rom vensanis jadosnuri joxi
pataraa, rogorc tyis marwyvis damWknari kenkra, rogorc misi didedis
saTiTe.
ratom aris is ase patara? me am
kiTxvas uSualod vensanis sasqeso
asos vusvam da isic gulwrfelad gakvirvebuli mpasuxobs:
_ mainc, ratom ar unda viyo patara? gazrdis veraviTar aucileblobas ver vxedav.
merwmuneT, aseTi idea TavSi arc
ki momsvlia. gafrTxilebuli ar vyofilvar. vensanTan TanxmobiT, auzis
garSemo mxiarul rbolaSi maTTan erTad vmonawileobdi da suli meleoda,
gamego, ra iqneboda Semdgom. vin-vin
da me gemoze gaverTe! axla ki Tqven
vensans impotenciaSi sdebT brals! nu
izaT amas, gemudarebiT! me Tavs damnaSaved vigrZnob da es usamarTloba
iqneba orTaves mimarT, radganac Cven
absolutur harmoniaSi vcxovrobT.
geficebiT, erTmaneTisTvis imedi
arasodes gagvicruebia. me mudam vamayobdi misiT, is ki CemiT.
aso simarTles ambobda. Tumca vensanic zedmetad ar ganawyenebula misi
saqcieliT. msgavsi ram nomerSi rom
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ki iZulebulia, misi reaqcia gonivrulad da marTebuladac ki miiCnios. aqedan gamomdinare, gadawyvets,
yvelaferi ise miiRos, rogoracaa, da
sqesobrivi aqtis simulacias iwyebs.
arc iulia yofila ganawyenebuli da motyuebuli Tavis molodinSi.
grZnobda vensans zemodan, magram verafers grZnobda SigniT da es ucnaurad, magram misaRebad eCveneboda da
cdilobda, vensanis WifxvisTvis sakuTari sxeulis moZraobebiT epasuxna.
maT smenamde miRweuli xmebi TandaTan gaSoreulda, magram auzis siRrmeSi axali xmebi gaisma: morbenalis
fexis xma, sayvarlebs rom gverdiT
Cauqrola.
vensanis araTanabari sunTqva gaxSirda da gaZlierda; is xrialebda da
zmuoda, iulia ki kvnesoda da slukunebda, nawilobriv imitom, rom drodadro vensanis sveli sxeuli ebertyeboda, romliTac gansakuTrebul
siamovnebas ver grZnobda, nawilobriv ki imitomac, rom surda, vensanis
zmuilisaTvis epasuxna.
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Cexma mecnierma es wyvili mxolod
ukanasknel wuTs SeamCnia da droulad veRar SeZlo gadaxveva. is Tavis rbolas agrZelebs ise, TiTqos
iq aravin iyos da gverdze yurebas
cdilobs. eCoTireba: man jer kidev
ar icis dasavluri cxovrebis yvela
wvrilmani. komunistur imperiaSi auzis kideze siyvaruliT tkboba savsebiT SeuZlebeli saqme iyo, rogorc,
sxvaTa Soris, zogierTi is saqmianoba, romelTac awi unda daeuflos. Cexi swavluli ukve auzis sapirispiro
mxares aris da Semobrunebisa da SeerTebuli wyvilisaTvis mzeris Sevlebis survili klavs. erTi kiTxva
awamebs: aris ki fizikurad sakmarisad
ganviTarebuli qalTan Serwymuli ma-

makaci? da ra ufro sasargebloa sxeulebrivi kulturisaTvis _ fizikuri

siyvaruli Tu xeliT Sroma? magram
Tavs Zlevs. sulac ar unda, usircxvilo doylapias saxeli gauvardes.
auzis sapirispiro mxares gaCerebuli, varjiSs iwyebs: Tavidan adgilze darbis maRla aweuli muxlebiT,
Semdeg, xelebze dayrdnobili, fexebs
maRla wevs; bavSvobidanve daeufla am
varjiSebs, tanmovarjiSeebi `yiramalas~ rom uwodeben; amjerad es winandelze aranakleb kargad gamosdis da
Tavs ekiTxeba: bevri frangi mecnieri
an ministri SeZlebs ki am varjiSebis
masaviT kargad gakeTebas? gonebiT
yvela frang ministrs, romelsac gvariT an suraTiT icnobs, gadaCxreks
da cdilobs maT warmodgenas am pozaSi _ xelebze dayrdnobilni rom eswrafvian wonasworobis SenarCunebas
_ da kmayofili rCeba: yvela susti da
mouqneli eCveneba. am varjiSis Svidjer Sesrulebis Semdeg pirqve wveba
da tanis arekvnas iwyebs.
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arc iulias da arc vensans araferi esaqmebodaT imasTan, rac maT
garSemo xdeboda: isini eqshibicionistebi ar iyvnen, ucxoTa mzerisgan
aRgzneba, am mzeris daWera, moTvalTvaleebis devna Cveulebad ar hqondaT; ai, amjeradac maT orgia ki ara,
speqtakli moawyves. msaxiobebs ki ar
uyvarT warmodgenisas mayureblis
mzerasTan Sexvedra. iulia vensanze
metad cdilobs, araferi dainaxos,
magram gareSe mzera, romelic ai axla gasrialda mis saxeze, ise mZimea,
ar SeuZlia ar igrZnos. quTuToebs
maRla wevs da mdidrul TeTr kabaSi gamowyobil qals xedavs, romelic
daJinebiT uyurebs maT; misi mzera ucnauria: gaucxoebuli da, amave
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uimedoba, rogorc sasowarkveTileba

da iulia pirdapir gasresilia am simZimiT, Tavs paralizebulad grZnobs.
misi moZraobebi neldeba, uferuldeba, wyvetili xdeba; kidev ramdenime
kvnesa da _ yuCdeba.
TeTkabiani qali ki mxeciviT daRmuvlebis sasowarmkveT survils ebrZvis. Tumca am cdunebisagan Tavis
daxsnas ver SeZlebs. cduneba miT ufro dauZlevelia, rom is, vis gamoc
surs Rmuili, am xmas ver gaigonebs.
metis gaZlebis Zala ar Seswevs da
igi ganmgmirav, sazarel kivils amouSvebs.
iulia maSinve gamoerkveva gaSterebidan; wamoxteba, truss waetaneba, icvams; uwesrigod miyril-moyril
tanisamoss rogorRac moirgebs.
vensani ase swrafad ver irjeba. igi
Tavis perangs da Sarvals iRebs, magram truss verafriT naxulobs.
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ani kaci qvavdeba; mas veravin xedavs
da isic, cxadia, aseve veravis xedavs,
TeTrsamosiani qalis garda.
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imakulatas Rone ar hyofnida, Serigeboda im azrs, rom berkma moisrola. misi gamowvevis, damcirebis,
am naZiralas winaSe Tavisi silamazis
ubiwo siTeTriT gabrwyinebis giJur
survils grZnobda (gana ubiwo silamaze siTere araa?); magram cixe-darbazis koridorebsa da holSi seirnobam fuWad Cauara: berki iq ar iyo. ai,
kinomani ki, aqamde mis kvalze ujiSo
ZaRliviT mowanwale, axla, drodadro, masTan gamolaparakebas cdilobs
maRali da usiamovno xmiT. qalma SeZlo sakuTari personisadmi yuradRebis mipyroba, magram es yuradReba
mtruli da damcinavi iyo; ase rom, Zalauneburad nabijis aCqareba mouxda;
ai, amgvarad, TiTqmis sirbiliT miaRwia auzis kides, sadac SeerTebuli wyvilis danaxvisas
sazareli yvirili morTo.
am yvirilma azrze moiyvana: naTlad xedavs, rom maxeSi aRmoCnda; mis win wyalia,
ukan _ piJamiani mdevari. sakuTari mdgomareobis gamouvalobas mixvda. erTaderTi,
rac darCa, Wkuaze Seryevaa,
erTaderTi gonivruli moqmedeba, aseve ugunurebaa;
nebisyofis mTeli daZabviT
meore airCia: oriode nabiji gadadga da wyalSi moiRo
zRarTani.
naxtomi sakmaod kuriozulad Seasrula: Tumca, iuliasagan gansxvavebiT, curva
brwyinvaled icoda, auzSi
fexebiT win Caxta da xelebi
kidev ulamazod gafSika.
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mieri Jesti, Tavisi praqtikuli funqciis garda, adamianTa mier ganxorcielebul zraxvebze aRmatebul kidev
gansazRvrul mniSvnelobas flobs.
rodesac sacurao kostiumiani adamianebi wyalSi xtebian, maT swrafvaSi
cincxali sixaruli gamosWvivis, Tundac isini mTlad karg ganwyobaze ar
iyvnen. sxva saqmea, roca wyalSi Cacmuli adamiani xteba; mas uTuod Tavis daxrCoba ganuzraxavs. is ki, vinc
amis Cadena gadawyvita, wyalSi `mercxaliviT~ ar Cadis, ise, tomarasaviT
enarcxeba. ase ubrZanebs mas Jestebis
maradiuli ena. ai, ratom moxda, rom
TeTr kabaSi gamowyobili imakulata,
arsebiTad saukeTeso mocurave, ase
sacodavad Cavarda auzSi.
yovelgvari gonivruli sababis gareSe, wuTier aRtkinebas damorCilebuli, romlis mniSvnelobis gagebasac axlaRa nel-nela iwyebs, wyalSi
aRmoCnda. man unda gadaitanos sakuTari TviTmkvleloba, wyalSi daxrCoba da yvelaferi, rasac SemdgomSi
gaakeTebs, aRmoCndeba mxolod baleti, pantomima, risi meSveobiTac misi tragikuli Jesti sakuTar TavTan
usityvo dialogs gaagrZelebs.
wyalSi Cabertyebis Semdeg dgeba.
am adgilas auzi Rrma ar aris, wyali
welamde Zlivs swvdeba; erTxans boZiviT gaxevebuli dgas, Tavi pirdapir
uWiravs, mkerds win gamowevs. Semdeg
isev ecema. am momentSi Sarfi exsneba
da mis kvaldakval ise micuravs, rogorc micvalebulTa ukan maTi mogonebebi. is kvlav swordeba, Tavs msubuqad gadaagdebs da xelebs Slis, ris
Semdegac TiTqmis sirbiliT dgams
ramdenime nabijs im mxares, sadac
auzis fskeri daxrilia da xelaxla
uCinardeba wyalqveS. ase miiwevs win,
wylis frinveliviT, miTologiuri
ixviviT, romelic Tavs xan wyalSi Cayofs, xanac ukan gadaagdebs. moZrao-

bebis es monacvleoba adasturebs mis

survils _ icxovros maRla sivrceebSi da daiRupos wylis ufskrulSi.
piJamiani kaci uecrad muxlebze
ecema da cremlebs Rvris:
_ dabrundi, dabrundi, damnaSave
var, aramzada var, oRond dabrundi!
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auzis meore mxares, iq, sadac wyali Rrmaa, tanis arekvniT dakavebuli
Cexi swavluli gaocebuli uTvalTvalebs am speqtakls: Tavidan gaifiqra,
rom axlaxan gamoCenili wyvilis mizani aq myof wyvilTan SeerTeba iyo da
rom mas legendaruli `jgufuri seqsis~ xilva mouwevs, romlis Sesaxebac
ase bevri smenia puritanuli komunisturi imperiis samSeneblo tyeebSi; simorcxvis gamo isic ki gaifiqra,
jgufuri seqsis SemTxvevaSi misTvis
umjobesi iqneboda saswrafod gaZurwuliyo Tavis nomerSi. magram uceb
Semzaravma yvirilma gakveTa misi smena da is, xelebze mdgari, haerSi gaWimuli fexebiT qandakebasaviT gaSeSda.
ganZrevis Tavic aRar hqonda, Tumca
manamde Tvrametjer airekna miwidan
tani. mis Tvalwin wyalSi Caenarcxa
TeTrkabiani qali, romlis garSemo
gveliviT gaiklakna Sarfi da ramdenime cisferi da vardisferi xelovnuri
yvavili ativtivda. Cexi mecnieri, uZravi, aweuli torsiT, bolos da bolos xvdeba, rom qals Tavis daxrCoba
surs: cdilobs, Tavi wyalSi Cayofili eWiros, magram nebisyofis ukmarisobis gamo xandaxan amoyofs. eswreba
TviTmkvlelobas, romlis mosazrebac
Tavad arasdros SeeZlo. es qali avadaa, an daWrilia, an mdevrisgan Tavis
daxsnas cdilobs; is xan wyalSi CaiZireba, xan isev gamoCndeba zedapirze; curva, cxadia, ar icis; ufro da
ufro xSirad iZireba, male wyali Tavidan bolomde dafaravs da piJamiani

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kacis uZluri mzeris qveS mokvdeba,

auzis kideze muxlebze mdgari Tvalcremliani rom dahyurebs.
Cexi mecnieri ukuagdebs yovelgvar yoymans: dgeba da wyalze ixreba,
fexebs muxlebSi xris da xelebi ukan
miaqvs.
piJamiani kaci ukve aRar uyurebs
qals, maRali, Zlieri da ucnaurad
mouxeSavi ucnobi sportsmenis muskulaturiT monusxuli, mis pirdapir
raRac TxuTmetiode metrSi rom emzadeba im dramaSi Casarevad, romelic mas aranairad ar exeba, dramaSi,
romelsac piJamiani mamakaci iWvneulad inaxavs TavisTvis da sayvareli
qalisTvis. radgan _ vis SeuZlia eWvis
Setana _ mas uyvars igi, misi risxva
wuTieri grZnobaa; unari ar Seswevs,
xangrZlivad da gulwrfelad Zuldes, Tundac is tanjvas ayenebdes. man
icis, rom qali Tavisi iracionaluri
da daucxromeli mgrZnobelobis karnaxiT moqmedebs, jadosnuri mgrZnobelobis, romelsac is, marTalia,
ver igebs, magram aRmerTebs. Tumca
misi lanZRva-ginebiT dasetyva mouxda, magram Sinaganad, sulis siRrmeSi,
darwmunebulia qalis udanaSaulobaSi da erTaderTi damnaSave maT moulodnel ganxeTqilebaSi viRac sxvaa,
romelsac ar icnobs, ar icis, sad imyofeba, magram mzadaa, muStebiT mivardes. ai, aseT sulier mdgomareobaSi myofi uyurebs sportul pozaSi
wyalze daxril adamians; hipnozirebuliviT misCerebia mis Zlier, muskulebian da saocrad uSnod moyvanil
sxeuls. farTo, qaluri barZayebi,
sqeli, sruliad arainteligenturi
kunTebi, _ absurduli sxeuli, xorcSesxmuli usamarTloba. man araferi
icis am kacze da masze ar eWvianobs,
magram mwuxarebiT dabrmavebuli simaxinjis am monumentSi xedavs Tavisi
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dauZlevel siZulvils grZnobs.
Cexi mecnieri CayvinTavs da brasis
ramdenime mZlavri moZraobiT uaxlovdeba qals.
_ Tavi gaanebe, _ Rrialebs piJamiani kaci da TviTonac vardeba wyalSi.
mecniers oriode metriRa aSorebs
qals. fexebiT fskers exeba.
piJamiani kaci misken yviriliT micuravs:
_ daexseni, xeli ar axlo!
swavluls xelSi ayavs qali, romelic Rrmad amosunTqvis Semdeg mis
xelebSi itruneba, piJamiani axlos micurdeba.
_ daexseni, Tu ara, mogklav!
Tvalcremliani uformo siluetis
garda verafers xedavs. beWebze waavlebs xels da mTeli ZaliT anjRrevs.
mecnieri waiforxilebs da xelidan
uvardeba qali, romelsac aRarc erTi mamakaci aRar aqcevs metad yuradRebas. igi uvneblad micuravs kibemde
da maRla adis.
piJamiani mamakaci Tavs veRar ikavebs da saxeSi urtyams mecniers, romelic pirSi tkivils grZnobs. wina
kbilebze enas gadaatarebs da daadgens, rom xelovnuri kbili eryeva,
praReli Sromismoyvare dantistis
mcdelobiT fesvTan xraxniT mierTebuli. dantistma am kbilis gverdiT
sxva xelovnuri kbilebic Causva da
guldasmiT auxsna, rom centraluri
kbili mTeli konstruqciis safuZvelia da Tu mas raime mouva, mecniers
xelovnuri ybis Casma mouwevs, risic cecxliviT eSinia. is eniT sinjavs dazianebul kbils da TandaTan
fiTrdeba, Tavidan SiSis, Semdeg ki
brazisagan. Tvalwin meyseulad gauelvebs mTeli misi cxovreba; dRis
ganmavlobaSi es meramdened daunama
cremlebma Tvalebi; diax, is tiris
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ga, darCa martooden kunTebi, magram
risi maqnisia isini? am azrs, zambaris
msgavsad, moZraobaSi mohyavs misi xeli, romelmac saSineli ZaliT gaawna
sila piJamians, iseTive usazomo, rogorac SiSi xelovnuri ybis winaSe,
rogorac naxevarsaukunovani seqsualuri parpaSi yvela franguli auzis
piras. piJamiani wyalqveS uCinardeba.
misi vardna iseTi swrafi da uzado iyo, Cex mecneirs moeCvena, rom
Semoakvda. wuTieri yoymanis Semdeg
ixreba da wylidan amoaTrevs, saxeze msubuqad utylaSunebs; piJamiani
kaci Tvals axels, misi uazro mzera
uformo moCvenebaze Cerdeba, Semdeg
xelidan usxlteba da micuravs kibisken, sadac sayvareli elodeba.
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auzis piras mjdari qali yuradRebiT adevnebda Tvalyurs piJamian
kacs, mis brZolas da dacemas. roca
es ukanaskneli auzis kafeliT mogebul qimze aforTxda, qali wamodga
da kibisken gaemarTa. ar Semobrunebula, magram arc aCqarebula. ase rom,
kacs misi daweva SeeZlo. Tavidan fexebamde gawuwulebma gadakveTes (ukve
karga xnis win dacarielebuli) holi,
koridorSi Seuxvies da, rogorc iqna,
TavianT nomramde miaRwies. Zafi rom
Zafia, isic ara aqvT mSrali, sicivisagan caxcaxeben. gaTboba sWirdebaT.
Semdeg?
ras niSnavs _ Semdeg? axla siyvaruls miecemian, sxva raRa darCeniaT?
am RamiT isini wyalze Cumi da balaxze dabalni iqnebian, oRond qali ikvnesebs msubuqad, TiTqosda viRacam
gaanawyena. amgvarad, yvelafers gagrZeleba eqneba da piesac, romelic
maT pirvelad am saRamos gaiTamaSes,
ganmeordeba uaxloes dReebsa da kvirebSi, raTa qalma aCvenos, rom is yovelgvar umsgavsobaze maRla dgas,

maRla dgas uferul samyaroze, romelic gars akravs. igi xelaxla aiZulebs kacs muxlebze dadgomas, itirebs da yvelaferSi mas daadanaSaulebs, Sedegad kidev ufro gaavdeba,
rqebs daadgams, Tavisi RalatiT itrabaxebs; gatanjavs mas, kaci ki gakerpdeba, uxeSobas, muqaras an sxva raime
gamoxdomas gadawyvets, magaliTad,
daamsxvrevs larnaks, saxeSi, umsgavs,
Seuracxmyofel sityvebs miaxlis, qali isev iTvalTmaqcebs, TiTqosda misi eSinia, kacs moZaladeobasa da agresiulobaSi dasdebs brals da, roca
es ukanaskneli kvlav muxlebze daecema, atirdeba, Tavis danaSauls aRiarebs, masTan dawolis nebas darTavs
da ase Semdeg da ase Semdeg _ mTeli
kvira, mTeli weli, mTeli maradisoba.
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Cex mecniers raRa? moryeul kbilze enis miWerisTanave eubneba sakuTar Tavs: ai, yvelaferi, rac Seni
cxovrebidan darCa: gatexili kbili
da xelovnuri ybis Casmis panikuri
SiSi _ da meti araferi? meti araferi, sruliad araferi. uecari gamonaTebiT mTeli warsuli warmoudga ara
rogorc gmiruli moRvaweobis xana,
dramatuli da Taviseburad ganumeorebeli movlenebiT, aramed rogorc
sabralo qviSis namceci SemTxveviTi
faqtebis bundovan xvavSi, romelmac
planeta aaforiaqa da sadRac iseTi
siCqariT Caiqrola, rom wesierad misi
daTvaliereba da gaazreba SeuZlebelia. ase rom, berki, SesaZloa, sruliad marTalia, ungreli an poloneli
rom hgonia. ra saTqmelia, SesaZlebelia, is marTlac ungreli an polonelia, gamoricxuli araa, Turqic iyos,
rusi anda somalSi momakvdavi bavSvi.
rodesac yvelaferi aseTi siswrafiT
miqris, SeuZlebelia raimeSi darwmunebuli iyo, yovelgvar raimeSi, saku-

milan kundera

Tar TavSic ki.

mexsierebaSi qalbatoni de T.-s Ramis aRdgenisas gavixsene egzistencialuri maTematikis saxelmZRvanelos
pirvelsave gverdze moyvanili cnobili gantoleba: siCqaris xarisxi daviwyebis intensivobis pirdapirproporciulia. am gantolebidan sxvadasxva
daskvnis gamotana SeiZleba, magaliTad, aseTis: Cveni epoqa siCqaris demons mieca da am arcTu ukanaskneli
mizeziT ase iolad daiviwya Tavisi
Tavi. magram me mindoda es mtkiceba
TaviT fexamde amometrialebina da
meTqva: Cveni epoqa daviwyebis Jinma
Seipyro da am Jinis dasakmayofileblad danebda siCqaris demons; sul
ufro da ufro aCqarebs svlas imis
STasagoneblad, rom ar sWirdeba, Cven
is gvaxsovdes, rom daiRala sakuTari
TaviT, SesZagda sakuTari Tavi; rom
mas surs, Caaqros mexsierebis pawawkintela mTrTolare alic ki.
Cemo Zvirfaso Tanamemamulev da megobaro, musca pragensis-is cnobilo aRmomCeno, gmiro mSenebelo muSav, aRar
mwadia, Seni wyalSi fSekvis yurebiT
vitanjebode. ase SeiZleba sasikvdilo gaciveba aikido. megobaro! Zmao!
Tavs nu iwameb. amodi, dasaZineblad
gaemarTe. gixarodes, rom yvelasgan
daviwyebuli xar. sayovelTao avxorculi gulmaviwyobis SalSi gaexvie.
aRar ifiqro sicilze, romelmac tkivili mogayena; is warsulSi zustad
ise dainTqa, rogorc Sens mier mSeneblobaze gatarebuli warsuli wlebi;
rogorac Seni _ TavisuflebisaTvis
devnili mebrZolis dideba. cixe-darbazSi siwynarea. gaaRe fanjara da ayvavebul xeTa surneli gaavsebs Sens
oTaxs. isunTqe is. es samaswlovani
wablebia. maT Srials ismendnen madam
de T. da misi kavaleri, roca siyvaruls eZleodnen pavilionSi, romelic
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magram Sen _ afsus! _ ukve veRar dainaxav imitom, rom is TxuTmeti wlis
Semdeg, 1789 wlis revoluciis dros
daingra da misgan ramdenime gverdiRa
darCa vivan denonis novelaSi, romelic arasodes wagikiTxavs da, albaT,
arc arasodes waikiTxav.
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vensanma Tavisi trusi ver naxa. perangi da Sarvali svel sxeulze Caicva da iulias kvals aedevna. qaliSvili metismetad mkvircxli iyo, vensani
ki Zlier zozina. koridorebi Semoirbina da naxa, rom iulia sadRac aorTqlda. ar icoda, sad iyo misi nomeri da amitomac Tavis Sansebs friad
saTuod Tvlida, magram, amis miuxedavad, koridorebSi yials im imediT
ganagrZobda, rom romelime kari gaiReboda da iulias xma mouxmobda: `aq
modi, vensan, aq modi~. magram yvelas
eZina, yvelgan siCume idga da yvela
kari Caketili iyo. `iulia, iulia~,
_ CurCulebda igi, CurCulidan Cveulebriv xmaze gadavida, Cveulebrividan _ yvirilze, magram pasuxad
mxolod siCume iyo. iulia ar tovebda vensanis warmosaxvas. warmoidgina
mTvaris SuqiT ganaTebuli misi saxe, misi ukanalis xvreli. oh, eSmakma
dalaxvros, es xvreli pirdapir mis
Tvalwin koxtaobda, is ki daudevrad
moiqca, ise saSinlad Secda! arc ki
Sexebia da xeirianad arc dauTvalierebia. es sabediswero xateba isev mis
Tvalwinaa da grZnobs, misi sabralo
aso rogor aRiZvris, dgeba, janydeba _ da mere rogor: tyuilubralod,
ugunurad da usazomod.
Tavis nomerSi dabrunebuli vensani savarZelSi Caenarcxeba. grZnobs,
mTlianad iuliasadmi vnebas Seupyria. mis xelaxla mosapoveblad mzadaa, rac ki SesaZloa, yvelaferi gaakeTos, magram gasakeTebeli araferia.

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xval diliT iulia sasadiloSi isauzmebs, magram TviTon _ afsus! _ ukve
Tavis parizul kabinetSi iqneba. man
ar icis qaliSvilis misamarTi, arc
gvari, arc samuSao adgili, sruliad
araferi! pirispir rCeba Tavis usazRvro sasowarkveTilebasTan, romelic misi asos Seusabamo sidideSi materializirdeba.
sul raRac erTi saaTis win amdeni
jansaRi azris warmomCenel am yoCaR
batons Tavi gonivrulobis CarCoebSi eWira, Tavis Rirssaxsovar sityvaSi ki sakuTari saqcielis gamarTleba
SeZlo im mosazrebebis saSualebiT,
romlebmac yvela Cvenganze uRrmesi
STabeWdileba moaxdina; axla me Zlier mepareba eWvi imave organos gonivrulobaSi, romelmac amjerad jansaRi azrovnebis yovelgvari niSniani
dakarga; yovelgvari seriozuli gamarTlebis gareSe is mTel samyaros
beThovenis mecxre simfoniis msgavsad aujanyda, beThovenisa, mWmunvare
kacobriobis pirispir mdgari rom aRrialebs Tavis sixarulis himns.
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vera isev iRviZebs:
_ ratom CarTe radio mTel xmaze?
gamaRviZe!
_ radios ar vusmen. CvenTan iseTi
siwynarea, rogorc arasdros.
_ ara, usmendi da es ulamazoa Seni
mxridan. me xom meZina.
_ geficebi!
_ da kidev, rogor SegiZlia am sulelur sixarulis himns usmino?
_ mapatie, yvelaferSi isev Cemi
warmosaxvaa damnaSave.
_ ra SuaSia aq Seni warmosaxva? gana mecxre simfonia Sen dawere? Sen
ra, Tavi beThoveni ggonia?
_ ara, sul sxva ram mindoda meTqva.
_ arasodes aqamde es simfonia ase

autaneli, ase uadgilo, ase biWurad

gabRenZili, ase suleluri, ase gulubryvilod vulgaruli ar momCvenebia. meti aRar SemiZlia. Cemi moTminebis fiala aivso, erTi wuTiTac aRar
minda am mojadoebul cixe-darbazSi
darCena. gTxov, gavemgzavroT. sxvaTa
Soris, ganTiadic male dadgeba.
da is sawolidan dgeba.
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adriani dilaa. me vivan denonis
novelis finalur epizodze vfiqrob.
cixe-darbazis saidumlo kabinetSi
gatarebuli Rame mTavrdeba grafinias konfidencialuri mosamsaxuris
gamoCeniT, romelic sayvarlebs gaTenebas auwyebs. kavaleri saswrafod
icvams, gamodis, magram cixe-darbazis
koridorebSi gza ebneva. gamomJRavnebis SiSiT parkSi miemarTeba da iseT
saxes iRebs, viTom mSvenivrad gamoiZina, magram dilaadrian gaRviZebulma
gaseirneba gadawyvita. Tavi jer kidev
damZimebuli aqvs, cdilobs, Caswvdes
Tavisi Rameuli Tavgadasavlis azrs:
nuTu madam de T.-m urTierToba gawyvita Tavis sayvarel markizTan? an,
iqneb, dacilebis sababs eZebs? iqneb
mxolod misi dasja surda? rogori
iqneba axlaxan, dasrulebuli Ramis
gagrZeleba?
am kiTxvebSi Cafluli uecrad win
madam de T.-s sayvarels _ markizs xedavs. parkSi axlaxan mosuli markizi
mas mivardeba:
_ rogor Caiara yvelaferma? _
ekiTxeba mouTmenlad.
amas moyolebuli dialogi, bolos
da bolos, Tvals uxels kavalers
sakuTari Tavgadasavlis arsze: mas
qmris yuradReba unda gadaetana cru
sayvarelze, romlis rolis Sesrulebac Tavad mouxda.
_ arc ise keTilSobiluri rolia,
_ siciliT eTanxmeba markizi da am

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msxverplisaTvis, kavaleris saameblad, TiTqmis aRiarebs: madam de T.

momajadoebeli da uzomod erTguli
qalia; mas mxolo erTi sisuste aqvs:
sxeulebrivi sicive.
isini erTad brundebian cixe-darbazSi, raTa qmars mSvidobiani dila
usurvon. is zrdilobianad esaubreba
markizs, magram, roca rigi kavalerze midgeba, mtrulad mimarTavs da
urCevs, rac SeiZleba male datovos
cixe-darbazi, ris Semdegac Tavaziani markizi Tavis karetas sTavazobs
axalgazrda kacs.
Semdeg markizi da kavaleri erTad
moinaxuleben madam de T.-s. saubris
bolos qali moaxerxebs, ramdenime
saalerso sityva CasCurCulos kavalers. ai, rogoraa es gamosaTxovari
sityvebi gadmocemuli novelaSi:
_ axla Tqven gixmobT Tqveni siyvaruli; Tqveni Seyvarebuli ueWvelad
Rirseulia. mSvidobiT kidev erTxel.
Tqven momxiblavi xarT nu ecdebiT,
grafinias wamkidoT
`nu ecdebiT, grafinias wamkidoT~
_ aseTi iyo madam de T.-s sayvarlisadmi mimarTuli ukanaskneli sityvebi. amas novelis ukanaskneli sityvebi
mohyveba: `me Cavjeqi Cems momlodine ekipaJSi. mTeli am Tavgadasavlis
azris moZebnas vcdilobdi, magram
ver SevZeli~.
magram masSi azri aris: mas madam
de T. sakuTar TavSi ganasaxierebs: man
moatyua qmari, moatyua sayvareli,
moatyua axalgazrda kavaleri. amiT
is epikures WeSmarit mowafed gvevlineba. tkbobis Zvirfasi megobari,
azizi crupentela _ mfarveli. bednierebis damcveli.

karad rcxvenia sakuTar fiqrebze da

grZnobebze laparaki. orive personaJis Sinagani samyaro dafaruli an naxevrad dafaruli rCeba.
dilaadrian, rodesac markizi Tavisi sayvarlis siciveze elaparakeboda, kavalers SeeZlo qveS-qveS Caecina, radganac qalma axlaxan sruliad
sawinaaRmdego daumtkica. magram, am
rwmenis miuxedavad, is sxvas veRarafers varaudobs. rogor gaigos is,
rom madam de T. masTan iwva: misTvis
es yoveldRiuri rutinis nawili iyo
Tu uiSviaTesi, lamis erTaderTi Tavgadasavali? aaRelva misi guli Tu
gulgrili darCa? gauRviZa Tu ara
grafiniasadmi eWvi siyvarulis Ramem? kavalerisadmi mimarTuli misi
ukanaskneli sityvebi gulwrfelni
iyo Tu, ubralod, usafrTxoebis aucileblobam ukarnaxa isini? kavaleris gamgzavrebam naRveli mohgvara
Tu ugulisxmod darCa?
Tavad mas rac Seexeba: dilaadrian, roca markizma damcinavi kiTxviT
mimarTa, SeeZlo epasuxa da mdgomareobis baton-patroni darCeniliyo.
magram sinamdvileSi ras grZnobda kavaleri? rogori iyo misi gancdebi im
momentSi, roca cixe-darbazs tovebda? raze fiqrobda? gancdil tkbobaze Tu metismetad damyoli ymawvilis
sasacilo didebaze? Tavs gamarjvebulad grZnobda Tu damarcxebulad?
bednierad Tu ubedurad?
sxva sityvebiT rom vTqvaT: SesaZlebelia ki icxovro gancxromaTa Soris da gancxromaTa gamo da amiT bednieri iyo? mivwvdebiT ki hedonizmis
ideals? arsebobs ki amis imedi? anda
Tundac am imedis mkrTali gaelveba?

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novelas kavaleri mogviTxrobs,
pirvel pirSi. man ar icis, ras fiqrobs sinamdvileSi madam de T. da aS-

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uzomod daiRala. sawolze migdeba
da xeirianad gamoZineba surs, magram
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ara ugvianes, erT saaTSi unda gaemgzavros. savarZelSi mjdari Tavze
motociklistis muzarads Camoifxatavs. fiqrobs, misi simZime gamgzavrebis daviwyebis saSualebas ar miscems, magram ijde muzaradiani TaviT
da waZinebis SesaZlebloba ar gqondes, sruli uazrobaa, daZvris gadawyvetilebiT dgeba.
gamgzavrebis aucilebloba pontevenze fiqrebs aRuZravs. oh, isev es
ponteveni! kiTxvebiT suls amoxdis.
ras unda mouyves? Tuki moyveba yvelafers, rac sinamdvileSi moxda, es
usaTuod gaarTobs mas da mTel mis
kompanias. yovelTvis saseiroa, roca
mTxrobeli sakuTar TvgadasavalSi
komikur rols TamaSobs. sxvaTa Soris,
amis gakeTeba pontevenze ukeT aravis
SeuZlia. magaliTad, roca is Tavis gamocdilebas aRwers mbeWdav qalTan,
romelic SecdomiT, sxva qalis nacvlad, TmiT SeaTria loginSi. magram
yuradReba! ponteveni eSmakia! yvelas
hgonia, rom misi komikuri monaTxrobi
Tavis TavSi ifaravs kidev ufro sasiamovno simarTles. msmenelebi JiniT
ivsebian misi patara megobari qalisadmi, romelic pontevenisgan uxeSobas iTxovs, da Surianad warmoidgenen
sasiamovno mbeWdav qals, romelTanac
maTi RvTaeba akeTebs yvelafers, rac
surs. Tuki vensani mohyveba auzis kideze moCvenebiTi Serwymis istorias,
yvelani daujereben da sasacilod
aigdeben windauxedaobis gamo.
is nomerSi win da ukan dadis. Tavisi ambis rogorme Sesworebas, gadakeTebas, raRac Strixebis damatebas
cdilobs. pirvel rigSi, moCvenebiTi
Serwymis namdvilad gadaqcevaa saWiro. warmoidgina auzisaken mimavali
xalxi, gaocebuli da aRgznebuli maTi sasiyvarulo xvevniT; isini saswrafod ixdian; erTni mxolod Tvalebad
iqcevian, meoreni maT mibaZvas iwyeben

da, roca vensani da iulia maT garSemo am didebul jgufur seqss dainaxaven mTeli Tavisi mizanscenebiT,
dgebian, kidev ramdenime wams uyureben gaSmagebiT moqanave wyvilebs da
Semdeg erTmaneTs Sordebian im demiurgebis msgavsad, romlebmac Seqmnes
axlaxan axali samyaro. Sordebian ise,
rogorac Sexvdnen, TiToeuli Tavis
mxares. Sordebian, rom amieridan erTmaneTs aRarasodes Sexvdnen.
magram is iyo, saSinelma sityvebma
`rom amieridan erTmaneTs aRarasodes Sexvdnen~ vensanis gonebaSi gaiJRera, misma mamacma vaJbatonma kvlav
gaiRviZa da mounda kedlisaTvis exala Tavi.
da ai, raa yvelaze sasacilo: orgiis scenis warmodgenisas misi avadmyofuri aRgzneba misustda, magram sakmarisi iyo namdvili, cocxali, Tumca
sxvagan myofi iulias xelaxla gaxseneba, rom sigiJemde aRgznebuliyo,
rogorc Cans, mas mxolod mis mierve
gamogonil orgiis ambavze CabRauWebaRa darCenoda. xelaxla warmoedgina is, Semdeg ki isev da isev moeyola
sakuTari TavisTvis: isini siyvaruls
eZlevian, yoveli mxridan morbian
wyvilebi, aSterdebian maT, ixdian da
male auzis irgvliv gaafTrebuli seqsjgufebis boboqroba iwyeba. bolos,
am patara pornografiuli filmis uTvalavi repeticiis Semdgom, Tavs ukeTesad grZnobs. misi aso ufro gonebadamjdari, TiTqmis mSvidic ki xdeba.
vensani Tavs `gaskonur kafeSi~ warmoidgens, megobarTa Soris, romlebic
mis monaTxrobs yuradRebiT ismenen.
maSu macduri idioturi RimiliT gaikriWeba, gujari Tavis mecnierul SeniSvnebs CaurTavs. daskvnis saxiT vensani etyvis: Cemo megobrebo, me yvela
Tqvenganis nacvlad vweraobdi, yvela
Tqvenganis WanWlebma iTamaSa Tavisi
roli im didebul gazonze. me viyavi

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Tqveni sruluflebiani elCi, Tqveni

mweravi deputati, Tqveni gaqiravebuli aso, Tqveni koleqtiuri kii!~
is nomerSi midi-modis da gauTaveblad, xmamaRla imeorebs ukanasknel frazas: koleqtiuri kii, ra
brwyinvale mignebaa! Semdeg (mtanjveli aRgzneba ukve mTlianad uqreba)
zurgCanTas xels dastacebs da nomridan gamodis.
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vera angariSis gasasworeblad gaemarTa, me ki, patara CemodniT xelSi,
ezoSi mdgar Cvens manqanas mivaSure.
vwuxdi, rom vulgarulma mecxre simfoniam Cems cols gamoZinebis saSualeba ar misca da daaCqara Cveni gamgzavreba im adgilidan, sadac Tavs
ase kargad vgrZnobdi. ukanasknelad
vaTvaliereb gareSemos erTgvari nostalgiiT. cixe-darbazis Sesasvleli.
swored aqedan gamovida madam de T.-s
zrdilobiani da gafxorili qmari
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Tavisi meuRlisa da axalgazrda kavaleris misaRebad. amave sadarbazodan
aTi saaTiT gvian gamovida kavaleri,
amjerad marto, gamcileblis gareSe. mas Semdeg, rac qalbaton de T.-s
apartamentis kari mis ukan miixura,
markizis sicili moesma, romelsac male meore _ qalis sicili SeuerTda.
wamierad Seanela nabiji: raze icinian? mas dascinian? metis mosmena aRar
surs da gasasvlelisken midis; magram
es sicili mis sulSi grZeldeba; verafriT icilebs da verc verasodes
moicilebs. erTTavad markizis fraza
agondeba: `iqneb, Sen ver grZnob Seni rolis komikurobas?~ dilaadrian,
rodesac markizma es iqednuri kiTxva
dausva, mas warbic ar Seuxria. icoda, rom markizi rqiania da sixaruliT
umeorebda sakuTar Tavs, rom madam de
T. markizis mitovebas apirebs da maSin
usaTuod isev naxavs mas, anda ratomRac sayvarelze SurisZieba ganuzraxavs da am SemTxvevaSic masTan paemani
savsebiT SesaZlebeli rCeba (radgan
dRevandel SurisZiebas TavisTavad mohyveba xvalindeli). magram
ase fiqri erTi saaTis win SeeZlo. madam
de T.-s gamosaTxovari
sityvebis Semdeg yvelaferi cxadi xdeba:
Rames gagrZeleba ar
eqneba. araviTari xval.
sasaxlidan dilis
civ martoobaSi gamodis; Tavs eubneba, rom
ganvlili Ramidan, am
sicilis garda, araferi rCeba: Tavis Sesaqcevi ambavi ganvrcobas
daiwyebs, is komikuri personaJi gaxdeba.
sarwmunoa, rom arc
erTi qali ar moisur-

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vebs sayovelTao dacinvis obieqtTan
urTierTobas. misi Tanxmobis gareSe,
Tavze masxaris CaCi Camoacves, is ki
ise Zlieri araa, es Tavsaburavi ataros. Sinagani xma janyisken agulianebs, mouwodebs, mTel qveynierebas
gaagebinos is, rac Tavs gadaxda.
magram icis, es mis Zalas aRemateba. uaresia, uxeSi kacis saxeli gauvardes, vidre sasacilosi. ar SeuZlia qalbatoni de T. gasces da arc
arasodes gascems mas.
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sasaxlis meore, ufro SeumCneveli karidan gamosvlis Semdeg vensani
ezoSi aRmoCndeba. sakuTar Tavs ganuwyvetliv umeorebs mTvrali orgiis
ambavs auzis axlos, magram ara damamSvidebeli efeqtis gamo (mTeli misi
aRgzneba ganqarda), aramed iulias mogonebiT gamowveuli autaneli, sulisganmgmiravi tkivilis CasaxSobad. icis,
mxolod gamonagoni Tu daexmareba realuri warsulis dasaviwyeblad. unda,
axlave da mTeli xmiT moyves es axali
ambavi, fanfarebisa da sayvirebis sazeimo bgerebiT gaamagros, nulze rom
daiyvanen da rogorRac araarsebiTs
gaxdian mis sacodav cru Serwymas, ris
gamoc iulia dakarga.
`me viyavi koleqtiuri kii~, _ imeorebs da sapasuxod pontevenis TanamgrZnobi sicili esmis, xedavs momxibvlel Cacinebas maSusi, romelic
ambobs: `Sen axla Cveni koleqtiuri
kii xar, asec dagiZaxebT: koleqtiuri
kii~. es idea WkuaSi ujdeba da iRimeba.
ezos meore mxares mdgari motociklisken mimavali SeamCnevs masze
odnav umcros, Zvelebur kostiumSi
gamowyobil kacs, romelic mis Sesaxvedrad moemarTeba. vensani TvaldaWyetili uyurebs. rogor gamoSterebula auzis Ramis Semdeg: am moCvenebis xilvis gonivrulad axsnis Zalac

ar Seswevs. SesaZloa, es istoriul

kostiumSi gamowyobili msaxiobia,
romelsac raime kavSiri aqvs televiziis im keTil qalTan? iqneb, guSin
cixe-darbazSi istoriul Temaze sareklamo rgoli gadaiRes? magram maTi mzeris Sexvedrisas axalgazrda
kacis TvalebSi iseT gulwrfel gaocebas xedavs, romlis gamoxatvasac
ver SeZlebda yvelaze gamocdili, niWieri msaxiobic ki.
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axalgazrda kavaleri misCerebia
ucnobs, romlis Tavsaburic gansakuTrebiT ipyrobs mis yuradRebas.
ori-sami saukunis winaT aseTi muzaradebiT raindebi omSi mieSurebodnen. magram muzaradze aranakleb saocrad axalgazrda kacis ubadruki
tanisamosi eCveneba. grZeli, farTo,
uformo Sarvali, romelsac mxolod
Raribi qristianebi Tu atarebdnen anda ber-monazvnebi.
Wabuki kavaleri Tavs daRlilad,
savsebiT daqanculad grZnobs, cotac
da, guli SeuRondeba. SesaZloa sZinavs, SesaZloa zmanebebSia, SesaZloa
bodavs. bolos muzaradiani kaci misgan oriode nabijze Cerdeba da warmoTqvams frazas, romelic mxolodRa
zrdis mis Secbunebas:
_ momismine, Sen SemTxveviT meTvramete saukunidan xom ar xar?
kiTxva kuriozulia, absurduli,
magram toni, romliTac is iTqva, kidev ufro saseiroa: sruliad ucnobi
intonacia, TiTqosda ucxo samefos
despans usmens, franguli ena safrangeTidan Sors, wignebiT rom Seuswavlia. es intonacia kavalers arwmunebs, rom Tanamosaubre namdvilad
sxva droebidan gamoecxada:
_ diax, Sen ki romlidan xar? _
ekiTxeba.
_ me? meocedan, _ pasuxobs isic da

milan kundera

azustebs: _ meoce saukunis miwurulidan. dRes gansacvifrebeli Rame

gavatare.
es fraza kavalers akvirvebs.
_ mec aseve, _ ambobs.
is qalbaton de T.-s warmoadgens
da grZnobs, uecrad rogor itacebs
madlierebis talRa.
RmerTo Cemo, rogor SeeZlo markizis sicilisaTvis amdeni yuradReba
daeTmo? gana ganvlili Ramis mTavari
movlena qalbatoni de T.-is warmoudgeneli silamaze ar iyo, romelic
aqamde ise mTvraliviT amyofebs, rom
aCrdilebs xedavs, sizmrebs sinamdvileSi urevs, Tavs sxva droSi agrZnobinebs!
muzaradiani kaci isev sasaciloo
intonaciiT imeorebs:
_ me wuxel savsebiT gansacvifrebeli Rame gavatare.
kavaleri Tavs ise uqnevs, TiTqos
eubneba: `diax, diax, megobaro, mesmis
Seni. vis SeuZlia, ukeTesad gagigos?~
da fiqrobs: radgan madam de T.-s
aRuTqva, enas kbili daaWiros, verasdros da veravis mouyveba imis Taobaze, rac SeemTxva, magram gana gulaxdiloba orasi wlis Semdeg imave gulaxdilobad rCeba? eCveneba, libertinelebis RmerTma gamougzavna es
kaci, rom sulis gadaSla, simarTlis
moyola saidumlos ficis daurRvevlad SeZlos, rom Tavisi cxovrebis
erTi momentTagani gadaitanos sadRac momavalSi, momavalSi misi provocireba, didebis SuqiT ganaxleba
moaxdinos.
_ maS, Sen namdvilad meoce saukunidan xar?
_ rasakvirvelia, Zvelo, geubnebi,
araCveulebrivi ambebi xdeba am saukuneSi. zne-CveulebaTa Tavisufleba
mefobs. gimeoreb, me Tavad ganvicade
axlaxan araCveulebrivi Rame.
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leri da emzadeba, Tanamosaubres Tavisi Tavgadasavali uambos.
_ gasaocari, veluri, pirdapir daujerebeli Rame, _ imeorebs muzaradiani kaci, romelic daJinebiT uyurebs mas, kavaleri am mzeraSi laparakis Seupovar miswrafebas xedavs.
es Seupovroba ratomRac aSfoTebs.
esmis, rom mWevrmetyvelebisadmi es
Jini, imavdroulad, sxvisi monaTxrobisadmi Seuwynarebel gulgrilobas
gulisxmobs. laparakis am JinTan Sejaxebisas kavaleri maSinve kargavs
saubris yovelgvar survils da, saerTod, masTan Sexvedris gagrZelebis
veraviTar mizezs veRar xedavs.
Tavze daRlilobis axali talRa
gadaevleba. saxes xeliT isress da madam de T.-s mier TiTebze datovebul
siyvarulis surnels grZnobs. es surneli masSi nostalgiis xelaxal mowolas iwvevs. surs, marto aRmoCndes
karetaSi, romelic auCqareblad, rweviT miiyvans parizSi.
Zveleburkostiumiani kaci vensans
Zalze axalgazrdad da, aqedan gamomdinare, valdebulad eCveneba, moisminos ufrosi adamianis aRsareba. roca
vensanma orgzis uTxra: `me gansacvifrebeli Rame gavatare~, Tanamosaubre
ki gamoexmaura: `mec aseve~, moeCvena,
_ TiTqos mis saxeze cnobismoyvareobam gaielva, magram mere sruliad
auxsneli mizeziT Caqra, Caiferfla
TiTqmis ampartavnuli gulgrilobiT. gulaxdilobis xelSemwyobi megobruli atmosfero erT wuTs gagrZelda, Semdeg ki ganqarda.
vensani axalgazrda kacis kostiums
gaRizianebiT misCerebia. bolos da
bolos, vinaa es klouni? vercxlisbalTiani fexsacmelebiT, SemoWerili TeTri nifxviT da mTeli am eniTaRuwereli JaboTi, xaverdebiTa da
maqmanebiT mis mkerds, rom faravs da
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kiserze Semogragnili lentis bolos

da parodiuli aRfrTovanebis gamomxatveli RimiliT aTvalierebs mas.
am Jestis familarobam gaabraza Zveleburkostiumiani kaci. saxe siZulvilma mouqufra, marjvena
xels iqnevs, TiTqos am TavxedisaTvis silis gawvna surs. vensani xels
uSvebs lents da erTi nabijiT ukan
ixevs. kavaleri zizRiT savse mzeras styorcnis mas. Sebrundeba da
karetisaken midis. zizRma, romelic
man vensans Seafrqvia, es ukanaskneli isev daabnia. uecrad Tavs Zalze
sustad grZnobs. xvdeba, veravisTanac ver mohyveba gazonze momxdaris
Sesaxeb, sicruisTvis Zala ar eyofa.
is metismetad mowyenilia amisTvis.
mxolod erTi survili aqvs: rac SeiZleba male daiviwyos es garyvnili
Rame, qaRaldidan rezinis saSleliT
waSalos, gonebidan amoigdos, gaanadguros _ da zustad am wams is siCqaris gaumaZRarma survilma waleka.
mtkice nabijiT miemarTeba motociklisaken, misdami JiniT savse, siyvaruliT savse am manqanisadmi, romlis momarTvac yvelafers daaviwyebs, sakuTar Tavsac ki.
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vera manqanaSi Cems gverdiT esesaa moewyo.
_ ai, iqiT gaixede, _ veubnebi me.
_ saiT?
_ ai, iqiT, es vensania. ver cnob?
_ vensani? isaa, motociklze rom
jdeba?
_ diax. vSiSob, mTeli ZaliT ar
dagazos. mis gamo namdvilad vSiSob.
_ Cqari mgzavroba uyvars? masac
ki?
_ yovelTvis ara. magram dRes
SeSliliviT iqrolebs.
_ es cixe-darbazi mojadoebu-

lia, mas yvelasTvis mxolod ubedureba moaqvs. aba, gTxov, wavideT!

_ wuTiT damacade.
minda, kidev erTxel mivesiyvarulo karetisaken auCqareblad mimaval
Cems kavalers, misi nabijebis ritmiT
davtkbe: rac ufro uaxlovdeba karetas, miT ufro neldeba es ritmi. am
sineleSi me bednierebis niSnebs vcnob.
meetle esalmeba. is Cerdeba, Tavis
TiTebs ynosavs, Semdeg karetaSi adis.
jdeba, kuTxeSi iyuJeba, fexebs netarebiT gaWimavs. ekipaJi iZvris, male
is CaTvlems, Semdeg iRviZebs da mTeli gzis ganmavlobaSi cdilobs, rac
SeiZleba axlos iyos RamesTan, romelic umowyalod dneba dRis naTelSi.
araviTari xval.
araviTari msmeneli.
gTxov, megobaro, bednieri iyav.
bundovnad vgrZnob, Sens unarSi _ iyo
bednieri, Cveni erTaderTi imedia.
kareta nislSi uCinardeba da mec
adgilidan viZvri.
Targmna
nana gasvianma

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T ervud
b ndersoni

Tavgadasavali

elis haindmeni 27 wlis Sesrulda

maSin, roca jorj vilardi jer kidev
biWuna iyo. mTeli Tavisi cxovreba
vainsburgSi gaatara. vinis qsovilebis maRaziaSi gamyidvelad muSaobda
da cxovrobda dedasTan, romelic meored gaTxovda.
elisis maminacvals, etlebis gadamkvrels, daleva uyvarda. ucnaur
cxovrebas eweoda. Rirs amis Sesaxeb
odesme moyola.
oci wlisa elisi maRali, susti da
nazi iyo. Tavi, tanTan SedarebiT, cota ar iyos, didi hqonda. mxrebi odnav
moxrili, wablisferi Tma, Tvalebi ki
Taflisferi. mSvidi Canda, magram am
mSvidi garegnobis miRma raRac idumali Zala igrZnoboda.
Teqvsmeti wlis asakSi, sanam maRaziaSi muSaobas daiwyebda, eliss sasiyvarulo romani hqonda erT axalgazrda mamakacTan. es ned keri iyo,
elisze asakiT ufrosi. isic, jorj
vilardis msgavsad, gazeT vainsburgis arwivSi TanamSromlobda da didi
xnis ganmavlobaSi elisTan TiTqmis
yovel saRamos modioda xolme. isini xeebis qveS quCebSi daseirnobdnen

da TavianT momaval cxovrebaze saubrobdnen.

im xanad elisi Zalian eSxiani gogona iyo. ned keri xSirad moexveoda
xolme, kocnida. mRelvarebisas nedi
iseT rameebs ambobda, razec laparaksac saerTod arc ki apirebda. elisi, romelsac surda Tavisi cxovreba
raRacnairad gaelamazebina, nedisaviT Relavda. isic laparaks iwyebda.
cxovrebis garsSi Caketili da bunebrivad moridebuli uceb sasiyvarulo
grZnobebs ahyva.
gvian Semodgomas, im wels, roca
elisi Teqvsmetisa gaxda, ned keri
klivlends gaemgzavra, sadac, imedovnebda, raime Tanamdebobas miiRebda gazeTSi da xalxSi itrialebda.
eliss masTan erTad gamgzavreba surda. akankalebuli xmiT Tavisi azri
gaando.
vimuSavebdi, Senc imuSavebdi, _
eubneboda. _ ar minda, rom zedmeti
xarji gaswio da xeli winsvlaSi SegiSalo. Tu ginda, axla colad nu SemirTav. isedac SegviZlia, erTad vicxovroT. erT binaSic ki rom davsaxldeT, veravin verafers ityvis. did

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qalaqSi ar gvicnoben da yuradRebas
ar mogvaqceven.
ned keri Secba. satrfos gambedaobam da erTgulebam aaRelva. ganzraxuli hqonda, elisi sayvarlad hyoloda, axla ki gadaifiqra. survili
gauCnda, daxmareboda da ezruna masze.
TviTonac ar ici, ras ambob, _ ukmexad upasuxa. _ darwmunebuli iyavi,
msgavss arafers davuSveb. rogorc ki
karg samsaxurs viSovi, davbrundebi.
jerjerobiT aq unda darCe. es erTaderTia, risi gakeTebac SegviZlia.
saRamos, sanam vaisburgSi wavidoda da did qalaqSi axal cxovrebas daiwyebda, nedma elisTan Seiara.
isini quCebSi daseirnobdnen, mere
ekipaJi daiqiraves da qalaqgareT gaemgzavrnen. mTvare Cavida da mRelvarebisgan verc erTi ver laparakobda.
sevdamoreul axalgazrda kacs daaviwyda Tavisi gadawyvetileba, rogor
moqceuliyo qaliSvilTan.
ekipaJidan im adgilze gadmovidnen, sadac didi mdelobi vain-krikis
napirisken eSveboda, da iq mqrqal
mTvaris Suqze siyvaruls miecnen.
roca SuaRamisas qalaqSi brundebodnen, bednierebi iyvnen, fiqrobdnen,
rom momavali am mSvenierebas da maT
siyvaruls ar waSlida.
axla erTmaneTs unda CavWidoT
xeli, rac unda moxdes, _ Tqva kerim da gogonas mamis saxlis karTan
daemSvidoba.
axalgazrda Jurnalistma klivlendSi samsaxuri ver iSova da dasavleTSi, CikagoSi wavida. erTxans
martoobisgan itanjeboda da TiTqmis
yoveldRe eliss werils swerda. Semdeg ki didi qalaqis cxovrebis oromtrialSi CaerTo. gaCndnen megobrebi,
axali interesebi. CikagoSi oTaxi daiqirava magidiT. aq ramdenime qalic
iyo. erT-erTma maTganma nedis yurad-

Reba miipyro da vainsburgeli elisi

daaviwyda. erTi welic ki ar iyo gasuli, rac werilebis wera Sewyvita.
mxolod zogjer werda xolme, roca
Tavs martod grZnobda an elisze maSin gaifiqrebda, roca romelime qalaqis parkSi mTvariT ganaTebul balaxs dainaxavda, ai iseTs, nakadulTan mdelobze rom iyo.
vainsburgSi ki gogona, romelmac
ukve icoda, ra iyo siyvaruli, gaizarda da daqalda. ocdaori wlisa
iyo, roca uecrad mama, romelsac cxenis aRkazmulobis saxelosno hqonda,
gardaicvala. Zveli jariskaci iyo da
ramdenime Tvis Semdeg meuRles pensia dauniSnes. pirveli pensiiT saqsovi dazga SeiZina da mexaliCe gaxda, elisma ki vinis maRaziaSi daiwyo
muSaoba. mravali weli sjeroda, rom
ned keri daubrundeboda.
eliss uxaroda, rom sul saqme
hqonda, radgan maRaziaSi muSaoba molodins aseT xangrZlivsa da mosawyens ar xdida. fulis gadadeba daiwyo im imediT, rom oras-samas dolars
daagrovebda, Tavis satrfos did qalaqSi gahyveboda da Seecdeboda, misi
siyvaruli kvlav moepovebina.
elisi imisTvis, rac maSin, mdelobze mTvaris Suqze moxda, ned keris ar
kicxavda, magram grZnobda, rom veRarasodes sxvaze ver gaTxovdeboda. gafiqrebac ki ar undoda imaze,
rom vinme sxvisTvis unda mieca is,
rac, misi azriT, mxolod neds ekuTvnoda. roca axalgazrda mamakacebi
misi yuradRebis mipyrobas cdilobdnen, maTTan Sexvedraze uars ambobda. misi coli var da dabrundeba Tu
ara, mis colad davrCebi. _ idumali
xmiT CurCulebda. da, miuxedavad misi yvelanairi mcdelobisa, damoukidebeli yofiliyo, ar SeeZlo, gaego
im droisTvis gavrcelebuli mosazreba, rom qali mxolod Tavis Tavs

Servud andersoni

ekuTvnis da sakuTari miznisken unda

miiswrafodes.
elisi qsovilebis maRaziaSi dilis
8 saaTidan saRamos 6 saaTamde muSaobda. kviraSi 3-jer ki isev samorigeod _ 7-dan 10 saaTamde _ midioda
xolme. TandaTan Sinaganad ufro Caiketa da axirebuloba dasCemda, martoxela adamianebs rom axasiaTebT.
roca saRamoobiT oTaxSi brundeboda, xan muxlebze daiCoqebda salocavad, magram locvebTan SenacvlebiT,
CurCuliT ambobda imas, risi Tqmac
Tavisi satrfosaTvis surda. raRaca
nivTebi amoiCema da ver itanda, maT
vinme Sexeboda oTaxSi, sadac aveji
misi sakuTreba iyo. fulis gadadebis Jini, rasac adre azri hqonda, ar
daokebula mas Semdegac ki, rac did
qalaqSi ned keris saZebnelad wasvla
gadaifiqra. es mtkice Cveulebad eqca
da, roca saWiro iyo, TavisTvis raRaca tansacmeli eyida, ar yidulobda. zogjer, wvimian dReebSi maRaziaSi jdomisas, sabanko Ceks amoiRebda
xolme, magidaze gaSlils tovebda da
saaTebs auxdenel ocnebebSi atarebda
_ Tu rogor daagrovebda fuls, rom
procentebiT mas da mis qmars ecxovraT.
neds yovelTvis uyvarda mogzauroba, _ fiqrobda, _ amis SesaZleblobas mivcem. odesme, roca davqorwindebiT, nedisa da Cems fuls gadavdeb xolme da gavmdidrdebiT. ai,
maSin ki mTel msoflios movivliT!
qsovilebis maRaziaSi ki kvirebi,
Tveebi, wlebi gadioda. misi ufrosi,
WaRara moxuci xelovnuri kbilebiT
da Txeli Camoweuli ulvaSiT, pirs
rom ufaravda, enaZunwi iyo. wvimian
dReebSi an zamTarSi, roca qari mZvinvarebda mein-stritze, maRaziaSi didxans myidveli ar WaWanebda. elisi ki
amasobaSi savaWro saqonels daawyobda da gadaawyobda xolme. vitrinis

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win idga, dacarielebul quCas gascqeroda da im saRamoebs ixsenebda,
roca ned kerisTan erTad seirnobda,
da fiqrobda imaze, ras eubneboda
xolme: axla Cven ufro magrad unda
CavWidoT erTmaneTs xeli... es sityvebi eqosaviT gaismoda elisis, ukve mowifuli qalis TavSi, Tvalebze
cremli adgeboda. zogjer, roca misi
ufrosi midioda da marto tovebda,
elisi Tavs daxlze xrida da tiroda;
ax, ned, gelodebi! _ CurCulebda
kvlav da kvlav da yovelTvis ufro
da ufro Zlierdeboda SiSi imisa,
rom nedi aRarasodes dabrundeboda.
gazafxulze, roca aRar wvims da
zafxulis grZeli da cxeli dReebi
jer ar damdgara, vainsburgis Semogareni Tvalwarmtacia. patara qalaqi gaSlil mindvrebs Soris aris
ganlagebuli, maT ukan ki lamazi warafi moCans. tyian adgilebSi bevri
myudro, wynari kuTxea, romelsac
kvira dReebSi mijnurebi miaSureben
xolme. xeebs Soris isini gascqerian mindvrebs da xedaven sardafebTan
momuSave fermerebs an gzaze mimaval adamianebs. qalaqSi zarebi reken,
zogjer matarebelic Caivlis xolme,
romelic Soridan saTamaSo matarebels hgavs.
ned keris gamgzavrebidan pirvel
wlebSi, kvira dReebSi, elisi axalgazrdebTan erTad tyeSi ar dadioda, magram erT mSvenier dRes _ maTi
ganSorebidan ori-sami wlis Semdeg _
martoobam daria xeli, yvelaze lamazi kaba, rac ki hqonda, Caicva da gzas
gaudga. ipova Tu ara Seburvili adgili, saidanac qalaqi da mindvrebis
gaSlili sivrce moCanda, iqve Camojda.
uceb siberisa da cxovrebis uunarobis SiSma aitana. mSvidad jdoma aRar
SeeZlo da wamodga. sanam ase idga da
aremares gascqeroda, raRacam, SesaZlo fiqrma cxovrebis uwyvet dinebaze,

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gasul wlebze, rac weliwadis droTa cvlaSi aisaxeba, aiZula, gardasul
dReebze dafiqrebuliyo. SiSisagan
SeZrwunebuli mixvda, rom silamazem
da axalgazrdobis sinorCem Caiara.
pirvelad Tavi motyuebulad igrZno.
ned keris ar kicxavda da ar icoda, vin
da risTvis daedanaSaulebina. sevdam
moicva. muxlebze daeca, Seecada, eloca, magram locvis nacvlad bageTagan
aRSfoTebis sityvebi ismoda.
arasodes mova CemTan bedniereba...
verasodes vipovi bednierebas! ratom
vityueb Tavs? _ wamoiZaxa da Svebis
ucnauri grZnoba daeufla, rom am gabedul mcdelobasTan erTad pirdapir Seexeda SiSisTvis, romelic misi
cxovrebis ganuyofeli nawili gaxda.
im wels, roca elis haindmeni ocdaxuTi wlisa gaxda, misi dReebis
mosawyeni erTferovani dineba orma
movlenam daarRvia. dedamisi etlebis
gadamkvrel buS miltonze gaTxovda,
TviT elisi ki meTodistTa eklesiis mrevlTagani gaxda. mrevls imitom
SeuerTda, rom martoobis SiSma moicva. dedis meore qorwinebam kidev
ufro gausva xazi mis martoobas.
ucnauri da, cota ar iyos axirebuli vxdebi. Tu nedi Camova, misTvis
sasurveli ar viqnebi. did qalaqSi, sadac is cxovrobs, adamianebi ar
berdebian. iq imdeni saintereso ram
aris, rom daberebisTvis droc ki ara
aqvT, _ Tavis Tavs uTxra naRvliani
RimiliT da amis Semdeg aqtiurad daiwyo adamianebTan nacnobobis gabma.
yovel xuTSabaTs maRaziis daketvis
Semdeg mlocvelTa Sekrebebze dadioda, eklesiis sardafs qveviT rom
imarTeboda kviraobiT, saRamos organizaciis SekrebebSi iRebda monawileobas saxelwodebiT epvortis liga.
rodesac vil harlim, Suaxnis mamakacma, romelic afTiaqSi muSaobda
da isic am eklesiis mrevli iyo, Sin

gacileba SesTavaza, eliss uari ar

uTqvams. ra Tqma unda, ar davuSveb
imas, rom CemTan Sexvedra Cvevad eqces, magram Tu iSviaTad Cems sanaxavad mova, amaSi ubedurebas ver vxedav, _ uTxra man Tavis Tavs, jer kidev aRsavsem mtkice gadawyvetilebiT
ned keris erTguli darCeniliyo.
ise, TviTonac rom ar esmoda, ra
xdeboda mis Tavs, elisi cdilobda,
jer odnav, Semdeg ki mtkiced, axali
midgoma moeZebna cxovrebis mimarT.
uCumrad mihyveboda afTiaqis gamyidvels, magram drodadro, sibneleSi, frTxilad uTaTunebda xels misi
paltos nakecebs. roca is eliss daemSvidoba dedamisis saxlis karTan,
Sin maSinve ar Sesula, wuTiT karTan SeCerda. undoda misTvis daeZaxa,
_ cota xniT CemTan erTad sibneleSi dajeqiT saxlis karis win, magram
SeeSinda, vaiTu ver gamigoso es is
kaci ar aris, romelic mWirdeba, _
Tqva TavisTvis. ubralod, ar minda,
yovelTvis marto viyo. Tu ar vecdebi, xalxTan urTierTobas sul gadaveCvevi.

ocdaSvidi wlis asakSi elisi saSinelma SfoTvam moicva. afTiaqis gamyidvelis sazogadoebas veRar itanda
da gaagdo maSin, roca man erT saRamos miakiTxa, raTa saseirnod waeyvana. fiqri mosvenebas ar aZlevda
da Semdeg daxlTan didi xnis dgomis
Semdeg saxlSi brundeboda, loginSi
wveboda, magram vera da ver iZinebda.
farTod gaxelili TvalebiT sibneles miStereboda. bavSviviT gaRviZebisas yuradReba erTi sagnidan meoreze gadahqonda, magram cnobierebis
siRrmeSi imaleboda raRac iseTi, ris
gamoc Tavs fantaziiT ver moityuebdi _ raRac iseTi, rac cxovrebisgan
garkveul pasuxs moiTxovda.

Servud andersoni

elisma baliSs xeli moxvia da mkerdze magrad miixuta, Semdeg loginidan wamodga da sabani ise gaSala, rom
sibneleSi zewargadafarebuli adamianis sxeuli gegonebodaT. loginis
win muxlebze mdgari, sabans ualersebda da minamReriviT erTsa da imave
sityvebs imeorebda:
ratom araferi xdeba Cems cxovrebaSi? ratom var aq eulad mitovebuli? _ CurCulebda.
da, Tumca zogjer ned keris ixsenebda, mainc mTlad masze damokidebuli aRar iyo. misi tanjva ufro da
ufro SfoTiani xdeboda. arc ned keris da arc sxva romelime mamakacis
alersi aRar undoda. magram surda,
hyvarebodaT, surda, mieRo raime pasuxi im Zaxilze, romelic mis sulSi
ufro da ufro xmamaRla gaismoda.
erT wvimian dRes eliss Tavgadasavali gadaxda. aman SeaSina da aaforiaqa. maRaziidan cxra saaTze dabrunda
da saxli carieli daxvda. buS miltoni qalaqSi wavida, deda ki mezobelTan. elisi Tavis oTaxSi avida da sibneleSi tanT gaixada. wuTiT fanjarasTan SeCerda, yuri daugdo rogor
exeTqeboda wvima SuSas da uceb ucnauri survili gauCnda. erTi wuTiTac
ki ar dafiqrebula Tu ra undoda.
elisma wyvdiadiT mocul saxls Semourbina, kibeze daeSva da wvimis qveS
aRmoCnda. da, sanam saxlis win patara
gazonze idga, wvimisagan tanze Semosaltul sicives rom grZnobda, masSi
gaiRviZa giJurma survilma, SiSvels
gaerbina quCaSi.
eCveneboda, rom wvimas SeeZlo raRac saocari, gamacocxlebeli gavlena moexdina mis sxeulze. didi xania,

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Tavi ase axalgazrdad, SemarTulad
ar ugrZnia. undoda xtunva, sirbili,
yvirili, vinme martoxela adamianis
povna, romelsac moexveoda. aguriT
mokirwylul trotuarze, saxlis win,
borZikiT viRac mamakaci modioda.
elisi misken gaiqca. sasowarkveTilebis tyveobaSi iyo. gana sulerTi
ar aris, vin aris? martoa da masTan
mival, _ gaifiqra da ise myisierad,
rom dafiqrebis saSualebac ki ar
hqonoda, Tu ra mohyveboda mis aseT
sigiJes, gamvlels dauZaxa:
SeCerdiT! _ dauyvira. _ ar waxvideT! vinc unda iyoT, gTxovT, daicadoT!
kaci SeCerda da yuri daugdo. es
moxuci iyo, odnav yru. rupori pirTan miitana da daiyvira:
ra gnebavT? ras ambobT?
elisi miwaze daeca da acaxcaxda.
Tavisi saqcielis ise Sercxva, rom,
roca moxuci Tavis gzas gaudga, fexze ver wamodga da saxlisaken gabobRda. rogorc ki Tavis oTaxSi aRmoCnda, kari Caraza da tualetis magida
karTan miaCoCa. sxeuli ucaxcaxebda,
rogorc cieb-cxelebisas, xelebi ki
ise ukankalebda, rom Ramis perangi
Zlivs Caicva. loginSi Cawva da aqviTinebulma Tavi baliSSi Cargo. ra
memarTeba? saSinelebas Caviden Tavs
Tu xelSi ar aviyvan, _ fiqrobda
da kedlisken mibrunebuli cdilobda, gabedulad eRiarebina, rom bevri adamiani ganwirulia, icxovros da
mokvdes martoobaSi. vainsburgSic ki.
inglisuridan Targmna
qeTevan Tuxarelma

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k on
b pdaiki
foTlebi
vazis foTlebi Cems fanjrebs miRma
saocrad mSvenieria. saocrad, radgan maT maSin wavawydi, rodesac sakuTari SiSisa da sircxvilis sibneliT
viyavi moculi. sagnebi mSvenieria,
miuxedavad Cveni uamravi marcxisa _
isini inarCuneben bunebisaTvis damaxasiaTebel efeqts. buneba. am diliT
CemTvis naTeli gaxda, rom buneba arsebobs danaSaulis gareSe. Cveni sxeulebi bunebaSia; Cveni fexsacmelebi,
maTi Tasmebi, patara plastikuri boloebi, yvelaferi, rac Cvens irgvliv
aris, bunebaSia da mainc raRac gvakavebs, rom mas davuaxlovdeT, rogorc
zeatyorcnil wylis Sxefs, qviSian
fskers rom gvaSorebs, daRarulsa da
kamkamas, romelSic mimobneulia xamanwkis niJaris namgala mTvarisebri
fragmentebi, rasac ase cxadad xedaven Cveni Tvalebi.
fanjris miRma, xis rtoze, lurji Cxikvi Semomjdara. ucbad myarad
dadga fexebgafarCxuli, Cemken kudmoSverili, Tavis silueti TiTqosda
gaSeSebuli hqonda, binZuri. misi mokakuli, mtacebluri niskarti nisliani Waobis Tavze gadaTeTrebul cas
exleboda. xedavT? vxedav da, Cemi
fiqrebis jaWvi rom gawyvita, mivwvdi

fanjridan, Sevipyari da am furcelze avsaxe. axla is gaqra. da mainc ramdenime striqons zemoT is isev fexebgafarCxulia, binZuri kudiT da
gaSeSebuli TaviT. ucnauri xerxia,
SesaZloa, usargebloc, magram Cemia.
vazis foTlebi, sadac erTmaneTs
ar Crdilaven, oqrosfrad elaven. maTi brtyeli zedapiri Seiwovs da mere ireklavs mzis sxivebs. wminda sinaTle ki _ es aris erTad Sekruli
speqtri da wyaro sicocxlisa, romelic feradi fanqriT Sesrulebul
naxats hgavs. gacrecil foTlebze
es nasesxebi naTeba muq forToxlisfers iRebs. foTlebi ki, romlebic
mwvane da jer kidev norCia, Tu daakvirdebiT, am simwvanes gvian Semodgomamde inarCuneben da mze maT naz
limonisfrad Camowuravs. Crdilebi,
romlebsac foTlebi erTmaneTs afenen, Tumca qariT SeSfoTebuli da
devnilni, saxuravze Srialeben da mainc mravalferovan, TvalSi sacem moxatulobas qmnian _ iataganebs, Subis
Tavebs, SiSismomgvrel muzaradebs.
magram STabeWdileba mTlianobaSi
muqarisgan daclilia. piriqiT, erTdroulad SeTavazebuli TavSesafari da sivrce, siTbo da niavi gareT

jon apdaiki

gasvlisaken mibiZgebs; me ki mzera

foTlebisaken maqvs mimarTuli. irgvliv foTlebi maxvevia. muxis xeebis
basr brWyalebs mewamuli Jangisferi
dasdebia. Telebze ki gaqucul, bumbulovan foTlebs qaluri siyviTle
gadahkravs. TuTuboze veluri, dakbiluli foTlebi wiTlad elavs: Sepyrobili var am, erTi mxriv, mSvidi
da, imavdroulad, foTlebis mwveli
samyaroTi, magram raRac ukan meweva
da mabrunebs im Sida sibneleSi, sadac
TiTqos mzea danaSauli.
aq ki, Cndeba saWiroeba, gaverkveT
movlenebSi. meubnebian, rom TavaSvebulad viqceodi da axla didi dro
damWirdeba, rom es umecari simarTle Cvens sakuTar qcevebs mivusadago, Tundac yvelaze warumatebels.
da, rogorc ki movlenebi dalagdeba,
moqmedebebs Tavisi safuZveli miecema, moqmedi pirebis fsiqologia gairkveva, warumateblobas Tavisi saxeli daerqmeva, es veluri buCqnari
gaisxvleba ganmartebebiT, istoriaSi
fesvebs gaidgams da bunebas iseTive
saxiT daubrundeba, maSin ra moxdeba?
gana aseTi dabruneba saeWvo ar iqneba? SeuZliaT Cvens sulebs, realurad eziaron ukvdavebas da gahyvnen
foTolTa devnas? ara. Cven vdgavarT
ori qveynis gasayarze da gza arc win
aris da arc ukan, dasabruneblad.
mxolod, sadac Cven vdgavarT, iq ufro mkveTri iqneba gamyofi zRvari.
naTlad maxsovs Cemi colis Savi
kaba, rodesac saxlidan gavida ganqorwinebis mosagvareblad. kaba rbili, Savi ferisa iyo, gulze samkuTxedad amoWrili da am kabiT eleni
yovelTvis kargad gamoiyureboda; es
mis fermixdil saxes uxdeboda. am diliT gansakuTrebiT lamazi iyo, daRlilobisgan saxe gafiTreboda. sxeulma ki, romelic bunebis nawilia,
araferi icoda Cveni warumateblobis
* bonviti _ universaluri maRazia bostonSi.

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Sesaxeb da misi tanis moyvaniloba, mimoxra, rogorc yovelTvis, Seusabamo
sCanda. wasvlisas msubuqad meambora. Cven orivem vigrZeniT is iumoristuli situacia am mogzaurobisa,
romelic arafriT ar hgavda mis sxva
mogzaurobebs bostonSi _ simfoniur
koncertebze an bonvitSi*. Cveulebrivi, xelis faTuriT manqanis gasaRebis moZieba, ZiZis darigeba Tavis
momabezrebeli miTiTebebiT, misTvis
Cveuli Rrmad Cajdoma manqanaSi _
borblebis ukan Tavis win wamoweviT.
im kacis mzeriT SevaTvaliere Cemi
Svilebi, romlebmac isini miatova.
Tvali movavle saxls ise, rogorc
aTvaliereben xolme Zvel fotosuraTebs daubrunebeli warsulidan.
Cavjeqi manqanaSi da Semodgomis peizaJSi ise gaveqane, rogorc abrialebul cecxlSi azbestis tanisamosSi
Cacmuli kaci, Sevxvdi Cems momaval,
Tvalcremlian, magram moRimar, Secbunebul, Tumca mamac meuRles da
Tavzardacemulma vigrZeni, rom Cemma
Sinaganma sibnlem kanidan gamoxeTqa,
orive gvSTanTqa da Cveni siyvaruli
CaaxSo. bunebis samyaro, sadac Cveni
siyvaruli arsebobda, gaqra. Cemi guli Sedrka; is kvlav daTrgunvilia.
ukan davixie. roca gamovbrundi, xis
foTlebi gzis gaswvriv SuqniSnis magivrobas miwevda. ai, mTeli es ambavi.
telefoniT coli gamovixme. Sav kabas
Zlierad movexvie da tkivilis Sesaxvedrad Zala movikribe.
tkivili mosvlas ar ayovnebs. TiTqmis yoveldRe raRac axali modis
Cemamde fostiT, gamoxedviT an telefoniT. yovel jerze, rodesac telefoni rekavs, moveli, rom movlenaTa axali gorgali gaixsneba. kotejSi
dasamalad movedi, magram aqac ki telefonia da foTolTa Sriali, rtoTa rxeva, uCinari cxoveli _ yvelaferi damuxtula misi eleqtronuli

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siCumiT. nebismier momentSi SeiZleba afeTqdes da kvlav daibindos foTolTa gasaocari silamaze. vdgebi
da oTaxSi aqeT-iqiT davdivar. oboba,
rogorc TeTri asteriqsi, Cem cxvirwin haerSi gamokidula. WerSi viyurebi da versad ver vxedav qsels. Weri
gluvia, baTqaSiT Selesili. oboba
yovndeba. grZnobs, rom oTaxSi viRac
ucxoa. fexebi duned gauSlia, mTeli
simZimiT daswolia da brunavs uxilav
Zafze. mgonia, is Zveli meigavarake
var, romelic gakveTils obobasgan*
iRebs da Tavs Secbunebulad vgrZnob,
magram ukuvagdeb SiSs da mTel yuradRebas mivapyrob patara mkafio
varskvlavs, mravlismetyvelad rom
gamokidula Cem win. da uZluri var,
rom es gakveTili aRviqva. me da oboba
TiTqos erT sivrceSi, magram sxvadasxva samyaroSi varsebobT.
ufskrulis piras vdgavarT da
mxolod SiSi gvaerTianebs. telefoni dums. axla oboba qsels sapirispiro mimarTulebiT abams. kotejSi
Sesvla-gamosvlisas ramdenime xmeli
foToli fexsacmlis lanCze amekro
da iatakze gaifanta, rogorc muqi
furclis nafleTebi.
gana es furclebi foTlebi ar
aris? gana imitom ar vqmni maT, rom
subieqturi fotosinTeziT Cemi danaSauli gadavabralo bunebas, sadac
danaSauli ar arsebobs? axla xaliCasaviT gaSlil Waobs gadakravs baci
mwvane zolebi yavisferis elferiT:
mowiTalo-mixakisferi, moyviTaloyavisferi, wablisferi da im mxares,
sadac xmeleTi dinebis donis zemoT
iwevs, pirquSad amowverila maradmwvane mcenareebi. maT iqiT dabali,
lurji borcvi mosCans; am sanapiro

zolSi borcvebi imdenad momcroebi

arian, rom saxelebic ki ar gaaCniaT.
magram me amas vxedav; Tveebis ganmavlobaSi pirvelad vxedav, rogorc
TiTebCabRauWebuli da kiserawvdili
patara biWi, maRali kedlis miRma rom
Seyurebs saxlis saxuravs. Cemi fanjris qveS mdeloze balaxi mwvaned
amozrdila da Telidan Camocvenil
foTlebSi Sereula. maxsovs, pirvel
Rames rogor movedi am kotejSi _
vfiqrobdi, rom Cemi cxovreba ukan
movitove _ rogor davweqi dasaZineblad marto, ise, rogorc ucxo saxlSi, Zilis win rom nebismier wigns
aiReben wasakiTxad, balaxis foTlebis** Zveli gamocemis ramdenime
gverds.
Zili yulfiviT mexveoda da, roca
gaviRviZe, TiTqosda isev wigns vkiTxulobdi. ganaTebuli ca, romelic
norCi Telis SiSvel totebs Soris
gamosWvioda, uitmenis balaxis foTlebis kidev erT furcels hgavda da
ise moTenTili viweqi, rogorc vnebas
ayolili qali, Tavisufali da Seyvarebuli, romlis sulSic erTi Savi
Crdilic ki ar Canda. es iyo lamazi
gaRviZeba, Tumca meore RamiT isev
saxlSi davbrundi. vazis foTlebis
mkveTrma, velurma Crdilebma adgili
icvales. sinaTlis dacemis kuTxe Seicvala. ase mgonia, rom siTbo kars
moeZala da mivdivar, rom mas kari gavuRo _ mzis Suqi Cems ferxTiT ise
ecema, rogorc momnaniebeli codvili.
inglisuridan Targmna
qeTevan Tuxarelma

* popularuli legendis Tanaxmad, Sotlandiis mefem, robert brusma (1306-1329), Seupovroba obobasgan iswavla, romelic kvlav da kvlav Tavdauzogavad abamda ramdenjerme
gawyvetil qsels, sanam sasurvel Sedegs miaRwevda. am magaliTma Zala STabera mefes, romelmac sabolood gandevna ingliselebi Tavisi qveynidan.
** balaxis foTlebi (1855) _ amerikeli poetis uolt uitmenis poeturi krebuli.

artreviu

guCa kvaracxelias `aTinaTebi~

cicqna wigni, cicqna leqsebi, cicqna naxatebi... `aTinaTebi~ _ ase hqvia

patara Sav wigns, romlis avtori mecnieri, poeti da mxatvari qalbatoni
guCa kvaracxeliaa.
kiTxulob mis leqsebs, aTvaliereb
naxatebs da... mTeli samyaro iSleba Tvalwin: ramdeni feria, ra silamaze... rogor ginda, aRiqva yvelaferi es cal-calke da erTianad ise, rom
samyaroseuli harmonia ar dairRves?
samyaro kars uRebs, exsneba xelovans
da srul Tavisuflebas Cuqnis, aniWebs _ niWi xom Zveli qarTuliT saCuqars niSnavs.
niWi da niWiereba igrZnoba 75
wlis qalbatonis, guCa kvaracxelias, Semoqmedis da xelovanis TiToeul namuSevarSi. enaTmecnieri, poeti,
dramaturgi, mxatvari; filologiur
mecnierebaTa doqtori, saqarTvelos
mecnierebaTa akademiis wevr-korespondenti; iyo ganaTlebis ministri,
saqarTvelos prezidentTan arsebuli
saxelmwifo enis komisiis Tavmjdomaris moadgile; aris saqarTvelos
mecnierebaTa akademiis enis, literaturisa da xelovnebis ganyofilebis
akademikos-mdivnis movaleobis Semsrulebeli.
ase rom, qalbatoni guCas samecnie-

ro regaliebis CamoTvla Sors wagviyvans, kidev ufro Sors _ samecniero

naSromebi (170 naSromis avtori), da
mainc, am yvelafris miuxedavad, misi
cxovreba, miT ufro, misi portreti
sruli ar iqneboda misi Semoqmedebis
_ leqsebis, naxatebis gareSe. ager,
axla, oqtomberSi, guCa kvaracxelias meore personaluri gamofena gaimarTa _ `Cveni Sav-TeTri da feradi
wuTisofeli~. gamofenazeve iyo warmodgenili misi axali wigni `aTinaTebi~. gamofenis damTvalierebelTa
didi nawili _ TiTqos SeTanxmdneno

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_ aRtacebis gamosaxatavad erTxmad
mimarTavda sityvas _ SesaniSnavia!
kiTxulob poeti qalis am cicqna
leqsebs da giWirs, maTSi saukeTeso
amoarCio:
rac gaRonebs
Seni samSoblo
msoflios centri
SenTvis aris,
sxvebisTvis _ ara.
fasadi
aq diqtatoric ver qmnida
wesrigs,
is ubralod _
qaoss faravda.
1 = 2 (erTi udris ors)
movidnen orni _
is TviTon da
misi saxeli.

sikvdilmisjilni mwuxarebis
akvanSi viSviT,
vinc unda mokvdes, sulerTia _
sikvdilis kars ver gaixuravs.
rodesac
`aTinaTebs~
gaecnobi,
samyaros
TiTqos
sxva prizmaSi aRmoaCen: guCa kvaracxelias `aTinaTebi~,
rogorc fantastikuri nanitebi, ipyroben gonebas da
3+1-ganzomilebiani
samyaro mravalganzomilebiani xdeba.
sigrZe, sigane, simaRle da dro axal
Strixebs,
ferebs,
grZnobebs, gancdebsa da azrs iZens da
maT siyvarulis Zala, energia marTavs.

da kidev: gana SesaniSnavi ar aris,

rodesac xedav, genialuri mxatvrebi:
pikaso, miro, pikabia, klee, klimti,
modiliani, make TavianTi gansxvavebuli weris maneriTa da msoflmxedvelobiT rogor harmoniulad erwymian
erTmaneTs?! da es SesaZlebeli aRmoCnda guCa kvaracxelias SemoqmedebaSi. mis grafikul namuSevrebSi interteqsturi gadaZaxilebia avtorsa
da am did SemoqmedTa Soris.
respublikis damsaxurebuli mxatvari, profesori diana daTukiSvili
wers: `guCa kvaracxelia, Tavisi SavTeTri da feradi grafikiT sakuTar
msoflmxedvelobriv mrwamss gamoxatavs: samyaro, rogorc ara erTferovani, usaxuri da monotonuri erTgvaroba, aramed mravalferTa da
mravalgvarTa Tanxmoba da polifoniuri erTianoba, rasac igi kacobriobis yvelaze did simdidred da monapovrad miiCnevs. is Tavis mxatvrobas
nonklasikurs uwodebs. es termini
ufro moxerxebulad miaCnia xelovnebis yvela im mimarTulebis gasaerTianeblad, romelic
realobis mibaZviT
ar iqmneba. man aago
samyaro, romelic
metia, vidre yofieri sinamdvile~.
erT-erTaTa vis
eseSi guCa kvaracxelia ambobs: `aseTi
paraleluri samyaro moicavs Cveulebrivsac da uCveulosac, arsebulsac
da warmosaxulsac,
zRaprulsac da miTosursac, cxadsac
da sizmarsac, cnobiersac da aracnobi er sac~.amwe ra li

marika kaxaZe

da literaturismcodne ivane amirxanaSvili aRniSnavs, rom `gansxvavebuloba guCa kvaracxelias azrovnebis

Tvisebaa, agreTve mxatvruli siRrmeebis arastandartulobac~.
cxovreba sainteresoa, rTulia da,
amave dros, erTferovanic, magram
arsebobs misi udidebulesoba xelovneba, sadac Semoqmedi Tavisi warmosaxvis niWiTa da xedvis originalobiT aRmoaCens iseT siaxles, romelic
gvaocebs, gvaRelvebs da, amave dros,
Cvens cnobierebasac afarToebs. racionaluri da abstraqtuli, realuri da irealuri, Tundac alternatiuli realoba, Tundac siurrealizmi
da ramdeni `axali realoba~ aRmoaCina
adamianma mas Semdeg, rac gamoqvabulSi pirveli `naxati~ gaCnda.
guCa kvaracxelia mecnieri da Semoqmedia da, albaT, amitomac masSi
Tanazomieradaa racionaluri da ab-

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straqtuli azrovneba. `Sedixar raRac urTules samyaroSi da roca warmoidgen, yovelive es Seqmnilia SesaniSnavi qalis mier, sakuTari Tavisagan moiTxov bevrs da bevrs... SiSis
kankalic agitans gza-gza~, _ werda
revaz inaniSvili. aqve kidev erTxel
davimowmeb ivane amirxanaSvils: `poeti guCa kvaracxelia, pirveli asociacia: inteleqtuali... man icis. is
grZnobs. mas SeuZlia da qmnis. qmnadoba misi inteleqtis Tvisebaa, STagoneba _ sulis mdgomareobaa...~
qalbatoni guCas Semoqmedebis gacnobis Semdeg yvela _ xelovani Tu
mecnieri _ erTmaneTisagan damoukideblad erT rameSi Tanxmdeba: misi
originaluri xedva axleburad da sainteresod warmogvidgens samyaros.
marika kaxaZe

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artreviu

me unda gavxde zmna, anu moqmedeba.

saubari manana menabdesTan

ar vici, ratom, magram ise moxda, rom manana menabdis Semoqmedebas

cota xnis winaT gavecani. axla ukve
SemiZlia saaTobiT vusmino mis simRerebs.
manana menabdis moRvaweobis sfero
mravalferovania. is aris musikosi,
mxatvari, muSaobs kinosa da Teatris,
literaturis sferoSi. 1991 wlidan
2010 wlamde germaniaSi cxovrobda, xolo bolo xuTi welia muSaobs
moskovSi, petre fomenkos eqsperimentul Teatr-studiaSi. momavlis gegmebze sifrTxiliT saubrobs, Tumca
gviTxra, rom uaxloes momavalSi saqarTveloSi piesis dadgmas (rogorc
reJisori) da gamofenis Catarebas
apirebs, cxadia, koncertebisac.
17 oqtombers, mixeil TumaniSvilis saxelobis xelovnebis saerTaSoriso festivalis gaxsnaze qalbaton mananas, rogorc b-ni mixeilis
moswavles, gadaeca jildo xelovnebaSi srulyofilebisaTvis, romelic
didi maestros saxels atarebs.
nino sadRobelaSvili _ qalbatono
manana, ras gvetyviT wlevandeli mi-

xeil TumaniSvilis saxelobis xelovnebis saerTaSoriso festivalis Sesaxeb?

manana menabde _ es festivali 90iani wlebidan moyolebuli tardeba TbilisSi. mas safuZveli Cauyara kinomsaxiobTa Teatris mTavarma
reJisorma qeTi doliZem. Tavidanve
`saCuqari~ iyo TbiliselebisaTvis
da dRemde saCuqrad rCeba. mixaria,
rom ukve meore welia, am festivalis
monawile var. bevri xelovani pirvelad ecnoba qarTul kulturas, Cvens
qalaqs, adaT-wesebs da dadebiTi emociebiT brundeba ukan. festivals,
qeTi doliZis meTaurobiT, hyavs
niWieri saorganizacio jgufi, ucxoeli stumrebisTvis ewyoba dauviwyari eqskursiebi rogorc dedaqalaqSi,
ise qalaqgareT.
saerTod, am kulturuli movlenis
mniSvneloba gacilebiT ufro didia,
vidre TiToeul Cvengans warmoudgenia. aseTi festivalebi, Teatraluri
Tu musikaluri, mxatvarTa bienalebi,
Zalze mniSvnelovania sulieri da inteleqtualuri zrdisaTvis.
_ yvelasgan, vinc cxovrebis manZilze gvxvdeba, raRacas vswavlobT,
miT umetes, Tu am adamians Cveni damoZRvra avalia. SegiZliaT gviTxraT, Tqven ra iswavleT b-ni mixeil TumaniSvilisgan?
_ batoni miSa eswrafoda, rom Cven,
mis mowafeebs, erTi wuTiT mainc win
gagveswro droisa da movlenebisTvis me ver getyviT, vuswreb Tu ara
movlenebsa da dros, magram vcdilob,
rom ar CamovrCe.

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_ Tqveni bavSvobidan ra gaxsendebaT?

_ ena avidgi `musikalurad~. laparaki ar vicodi, rom vmRerodi. Cemi
cxovrebis pirveli periodi, anu, sanam skolaSi wavidodi, iyo sruli
idilia, uzrunveli xana. yvelani Cemze zrunavdnen, me, rogorc bavSvi,
yuradRebis centrSi viyavi. imitom ki
ara, rom aravin muSaobda. dedaCemma,
miuxedavad imisa, rom araCveulebrivi vokali hqonda da qaSayaSvilis moswavle iyo, inJinris profesia airCia.
ramdenjer minaxavs deda, roca RamiT
Tvalebs vxuWavdi da viZinebdi, naTuris Suqze naxazebSi Cafluli. Zalian xSirad SekveTebsac iRebda, rom
Tavi gagvetana. aseve mama. mas hqonda
araCveulebrivi xma da iyo lirikuli
tenori (inaSvilis moswavle).
23-e skolaSi daviwye swavla, plexanovze. kargad maxsovs, Tabagari iyo
Cveni direqtori. es iyo ilia WavWavaZis saxelobis skola, saCvenebeli,
erT-erTi saukeTeso. sxvaTa Soris,
maswavlida erlom axvledianis mama.
babuawveras hgavda. TeTri, xuWuWa
Tma hqonda, rom vuyurebdi, kidev
ufro vmSviddebodi. saerTodac, Zalian mSvidi, wynari bavSvi viyavi. meoTxe klasidan vakeSi ganvagrZe swavla,
57-e skolaSi. aqac araCveulebrivi
pedagogebi myavda.
iciT, axla rom vuyureb Cvens skolebs, iseTi STabeWdileba mrCeba,
rom dRes aseTi maswavleblebis naklebobaa. Tumca, axlaxan Tavisufal
universitetSi, alma materSi viyavi, mas brwyinvale reqtori hyavs _
mamuka TavxeliZe. iq iseTi atmosfero
damxvda, imdenad momewona, kidevac
vuTxari: rom SeiZlebodes, Tavidan
Cavabarebdi
universitetSi-meTqi.
auditoriebi axalgazrdebis interesebis gaTvaliswinebiT aris mowyobili
_ yvela oTaxi erTmaneTisgan gansx-

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vavdeba. erTi leqcia rom damTavrdeba, studentebi meore auditoriaSi gadadian, romelic sxva formisaa, sxva
feris, Tvali rom ar daeRaloT... ai
esaa momaval Taobaze zrunva, samSoblos siyvaruli da ara is lozungebi, romlebsac saqme ar mohyveba. ras
niSnavs miyvars samSoblo, miyvars
deda? amaze SeiZleba usasrulod
vilaparako an vwero, magram ra azri
aqvs? es rom vaCveno, me unda viqce
zmnad anu moqmedebad. CemTvis, rogorc qarTvelisTvis, gansakuTrebiT
mniSvnelovania zmna.
_ qarTuli zmna marTlac gansakuTrebulia...
_ diax, samagierod, Cven ver varT
Cveni zmnis tolfasi.
_ anu ver vdgavarT mis simaRleze?
_ diax, Sesabamis simaRleze ver
vdgavarT. ar var marTali?
_ ra Tqma unda, moqmedeba! qarTvelebs xSirad yvelaferi laparakis doneze gvrCeba...
_ me sul vfiqrobdi, ratom gvemarTeba es? qarTvels aqvs Zalian didi
da keTili guli, magram, roca saqme saqmeze midgeba, maSin cal Tvals
moWutavs, dafiqrdeba: ki davpirdi,
magram raRaca mezareba...
_ nacarqeqias sindromi...
_ diax, megona, rom mxolod qarTvelebi varT aseTi zarmacebi, magram,
rodesac saqarTvelos farglebs gareT didxans momixda cxovreba, moviare evropa, mivxvdi, rom zogadad
adamiania zarmaci.
_ ras niSnavs, iyo qarTveli xelovani ucxo qveyanaSi?
_ berlinSi CasvlisTanave, cxadia,
imaze daviwye fiqri, Tavi rogor gametana. wavedi da aq davtove is, rac
manamde viyavi. sakuTari TavisTvis
yvelaferi xelaxla unda damemtkicebina. iq, ucxoeTSi, mxolod sakuTari
Tavis imedad giwevs yofna. aq ki, sanam

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xar, mainc yovelTvis vinme geimedeba:
megobari, naTesavi, mezobeli...
_ germaniaSi Tavs riTi irCendiT?
_ jer quCis musikosad daviwye
simRera da gitaraze dakvra. axlac
maqvs Senaxuli is qudi, romelSic
fuls vagrovebdi. vmuSaobdi sulierad daavadebulTa klinikaSi. es mZime samuSaoa, avadmyofi adamianebis
meTvalyureoba mevaleboda. Tanac
vcdilobdi, Tanxis umetesi nawili
saqarTveloSi darCenili Cemi ojaxisTvis gamomegzavna. warmoidgineT,
yoveldRe quCaSi gavdivar, vmReri da
am dros momdis werili, rom gavxdi
henrix biolis saxelobis stipendianti. es CemTvis didi pativi iyo da
amavdroulad momca saSualeba, erTi
weli mainc aRar mefiqra yofiT problemebze, dro saintereso proeqtebisTvis dameTmo.
_ germanuli Tu icodiT?
_ Tu adamians enebis mimarT raRac
gansakuTrebuli niWi ar gaaCnia, mas
3-4 weli mainc sWirdeba, rom masSi
ucxo metyveleba Semovides. saerTod, germanuli enis didi moyvaruli
namdvilad ar viyavi. hoda, axalCasuls viRacam radiola maCuqa. Zalian
miyvarda jazis mosmena...
_ anu germanuli ena isev musikiT Semovida TqvenSi?
_ ara, musikiT ara, es amerikuli
jazi iyo. ena Semovida am programis
araCveulebrivi wamyvanis wyalobiT,
romelic raRac sul sxva, keTilxmovani da daxvewili germanuliT metyvelebda da ara iseTiT, rogoric quCaSi mesmoda da romliTac Cemi nacnobmezoblebi laparakobdnen. Semdeg
gavige, rom es iyo saliteraturo
germanuli ena, e. w. hox doiC. axla
mikvirs, ram mafiqrebina, rom rilkes
ena cudi iqneboda?
_ goeTes ena...
_ ho. saerTodac, rogor SeiZleba

amis Tqma romelime enaze? ai, amaSic

daviWire Cemi suleli Tavi! aviRoT
Cveni ena, rogori Tanxmovnebi gvaqvs
da mainc SedevriviT srulyofilia,
romelime ucxoels ki, SeiZleba, sulac ar moewonos...
_ pirveli aRqmisas...
_ diax! es aris sruli sibriyve. ai,
aseT sibriyveebSi Camaxeda Cemma iq
yofnam da bevri ram gadavafase.
_ mindoda mekiTxa, ra Secvala germaniam Tqvens cxovrebaSi, msoflmxedvelobaSi, SemoqmedebaSi?
_ swored iq, ucxoeTSi SevigrZeni bolomde merab mamardaSvilis
leqciebis siRrme. iq, samSoblodan
Sors, Cavwvdi mis erT-erT mTavar
saTqmels, rom adamianad Sedgoma yoveldRiurad xdeba, amisTvis Sromaa
saWiro. dRes rom sikeTe gaakeTe, es
araa sakmarisi, xvalac unda gaakeTo.
xom ar SeiZleba, vinmes uTxra, ai,
guSin xom gaWame, dResac da xvalac
imyofineo.
_ yoveldRe unda daumtkico sakuTar Tavs, rom adamiani xar!
_ diax, Cems Tavs unda davumtkico da Cven ZiriTadad ras vakeTebT?
sxvebs vumtkicebT raRacas. `ai, me daganaxeb, ra SemiZlia... _ vis ra unda
daanaxo? aravis ar sWirdeba arafris
danaxva, Sen gWirdeba..
_ vici, rom samSoblo germaniaSi da
Semdeg ruseTSic Tan gaiyoleT. amaze
Tqveni berlinis saxlic mowmobda.
_ diax, yvela, vinc mestumra, ambobda, rom es aris Tbilisuri saxli...
_ da ramdenadac ucxo garemoSi moxvdiT, TqvenTvis da megobrebisTvis
SeqmeniT patara saqarTvelo, Tqveni
mikrosamyaro...
_ kunZuli.
_ erTi mxriv, Cveni azrebi da
grZnobebi sxvadasxva nivTSi materializdeba, meore mxriv, Cven vireklavT
im sagnebs, rac Cven garSemoa, isini ze-

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moqmedeben Cvenze da amitom sul erTi

ar iyo, rogori interieri geqnebodaT,
wmindad evropuli _ germanuli Tu
qarTuli...
_ unda giTxraT, rom is steriluroba, rac germanelebs axasiaTebs,
namdvilad mosawyenia, magram es araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar niSnavs imas,
rom dangreuli saxlebi da binZuri
quCebi momwons.
_ diax. idealuri wesrigi da reglamentacia cxovrebis yvela sferoSi zogjer TviT evropelebsac aRizianebs,
rodesac SemTxveviTobisTvis adgili
TiTqmis ar rCeba. didi xniT
CarCoSi yofna Rlis adamians...
_ gaaCnia, Tqven ras gulisxmobT am CarCoSi. cxovrebam damarwmuna, rom Tavisufleba aris SezRudva.
diax, diax. Seni Tavi garkveul CarCoebSi unda moaqcio, daioko vnebebi. es
aris mkacri dacva raRaca
kanonebis. Tu imas gaakeTeb,
rac ginda, Tavisufali verasodes iqnebi, imitom,
rom damokidebuli gaxdebi
fulze, sxva adamianebze,
yvelaferze.
_ qalbatono manana, uceb aseTi
kiTxva gamiCnda, gyavT Tu ara moswavleebi? me axlac axalgazrdad mimaCnixarT, radgan mudam SemoqmedebiT
ZiebaSi xarT da, rogorc Tavad miTxariT, Zalian giyvarT umcros TaobasTan urTierToba. mimaCnia, rom Tqveni
musikaluri codna aucileblad unda
gadasceT sxvebsac.
_ rodesac patara viyavi, ufrosebTan miyvarda urTierToba da axla,
roca ukve Warmagi var, axalgazrdebTan vakeTeb proeqtebs. momwons da
mainteresebs, imitom, rom maT moaqvT
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ese igi, yvelaferi kargad yofila.
ar myavs moswavleebi. albaT, esec
yofis bralia. samwuxarod, Seni qveyana pirobebs ar giqmnis. raRac Rirebuli rom Seqmna, didi Zalisxmeva gWirdeba. ratom ar unda ainteresebdes
sakuTar qveyanas, rom, magaliTad,
manana menabde sainteresod xatavs da
fotoebs iRebs da mas gamofena daufinansos? amaze Tavad Semoqmedma ki
ar unda irbinos, saxelmwifo organizaciebi unda iyvnen dainteresebuli am yvelaferSi. ratom unda mWirdebodes, maSebiT amovqaCo Tanxebi

sxvadasxva proeqtisTvis, rodesac,

magaliTad, romelime ucxoeli Semsruleblis, Tundac daiana krolis
koncertisTvis daufiqreblad gaiReben gacilebiT met Tanxas. me aravis
miRwevebs ar vamcireb, es Semsrulebelic Zalian momwons, magram, Tu
jer sakuTars ar gaufrTxildi da ar
daafase, daiana kroli ver giSvelis.
_ es, albaT, qarTuli snobizmia.
_ oRond es seni marto qarTvelebs
ar gvWirs, ruseTSic igive xdeba,
germaniaSic da, saerTod, _ Sinaur
mRvdels Sendoba ara aqvso _ yvelgan amarTlebs.
me, magaliTad, siamovnebiT gavxs-

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nidi saestrado simReris fakultets
da Cems codnas, simReris kulturas
gadavcemdi studentebs. magram xels
vin Semiwyobs? Cven gviyvars saqarTvelo _ lozungebiT ician siyvaruli. simReraSic ver vitan, gulze rom
mjiRebs ibraxuneben da mRerian samSobloze. araa saWiro amaze xmamaRla yvirili. siyvarulsa malva unda,
iqneba es samSoblos Tu qalisa da mamakacis siyvaruli. rac mets ilaparakeb, is mxolod gaufasurdeba!
_ Tqvens SemoqmedebaSi erTmaneTs
sainteresod erwymis tradicia da siaxle.
_ es rogor xdeba, iciT? yvela
epoqas moaqvs Tavisi temporitmi. is
unda SeigrZno, raRacebis montaJi
unda gakeTdes, rogorc kinofilmis
SemTxvevaSi. mweralic am meTods iyenebs, roca erTi epizodidan meoreze gadadis. mec yovelTvis viyenebdi
montaJs muSaobis dros, mogvianebiT

gavige, rom Turme brodskic did mniSvnelobas aniWebda montaJs da es Zalian gamixarda. xSirad vusmen baxs,
vgrZnob, rom is Zalian saintereso
montaJs akeTebs da mimaCnia, rom, Tu
amas kargad axerxeb, maSin yovelTvis
daemTxvevi momaval Taobas.
_ ra aris TqvenTvis mxatvruli nawarmoebis Sefasebis umTavresi kriteriumi?
_ sevda unda momgvaros, Jruantelma damiaros, yelSi momiWiros raRacam... erTi sityviT, tragikuli unda
iyos. magram mosmenas, kiTxvas an Tvalierebas rom davasruleb, sixaruli,
Sveba unda ganvicado.
_ anu kaTarzisi, ara? aristoteleseul SefasebasTan mivediT.
_ (icinis) ho, ras izam, ver gavcdiT aristoteles!
esaubra
alina qadagiSvili