Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Remembering Piper Alpha (The Night The Sea Caught Fire) The Scotsman (14 June 2008)
Remembering Piper Alpha (The Night The Sea Caught Fire) The Scotsman (14 June 2008)
com
http://www.scotsman.com/lifestyle/thenighttheseacaughtfirerememberingpiperalpha11433754
Thenighttheseacaughtfire:RememberingPiperAlpha
Itis20yearssince167menlosttheirlivesinthePiperAlphadisaster,anightthose
caughtupinthetragedywillneverforget.Here,someofthesurvivorsandthe
bereavedrevisitthatterribleeventanditsaftermath.
IT'SasummernightintheNorthSea,110milesnortheastofAberdeen.Theskyabovetheoilplatformis
deepblue,thewaterarounditssteellegscalm.There'sadivercarryingoutmaintenancework50feet
belowthesurface,butbythishour,mostofthe226oilworkersareintheirquarters,anumberofthem
listeningtotheteno'clocknews.Nomantunedtohisradiocouldpossiblyimaginethatbytheendofthe
bulletintherewillbethefirstvaguereportofanexplosioninthisveryplace.Formostpeopleondryland,
theirlightandheatandcarsandtelevisionspoweredbyoilandgasfromtheNorthSea,itisthefirsttime
theyhaveheardthenamePiperAlpha.Butthedisasterabouttotakeplacewillbesoterriblethat,20years
on,thosetwowordsremainsearedintoScotland'scollectivememory.
Fornow,though,itisJuly6,1988,andonthemightyrig,167unknowingmenfathers,brothers,sonsand
loversareinthelastmomentsoftheirlives.
ThePiperAlphastorycanbetoldinflatstatisticsandlosenoneofitscapacitytohorrify.Thefirstexplosion
tookplaceataround10pm,whenacloudofgascondensate,leakingfromapumpthatwasmissinga
safetyvalve,ignited.Therewerethreefurtherhugeexplosionsat10.20pm,10.50pmand11.20pm,
causedbyrupturesofthepipelinesconnectingPiperAlphatootherplatforms.Thefirereachedover700C,
hotenoughtomelthardhatsontotheheadsofthemenwearingthem,anddebriswasthrown800metres
intotheair.Therewereonly59survivors.Athirdofthesemadetheirescapefromtheplatformwithin20
minutesofthefirstexplosionhalfanhourafterthat,twothirdswereoff.Fivemenjumpedfromthe
helideck,175feetabovethesea.Threediedonimpact,theirribcagesfracturinganddamagingtheirlungs,
heartandliver.Thirtybodieshaveneverbeenrecovered.
PiperAlphaproducedmoreoilthananyotherplatformintheNorthSea,hundredsofthousandsofbarrels
eachday.Hardenedroustaboutsspokeofitnervously.Therehadbeenanumberoffatalitiesandnear
missespriortothedisaster."Piperwassynonymouswithaccidents,"recallsJakeMolloy,headofthe
offshoretradeunionOILC."Peoplewouldsay,'Piper?Oh,youdon'twanttogothere.Thatplaceisreadyto
go.'"
Yet,intheirworstnightmares,noonecouldhaveimaginedthescaleofthedisaster.Therewasan
ignoranceofjusthowdestructiveoilandgascouldbe.Inthosedaystheoffshoreindustrywasan
environmentinwhichafrontiersmanattitudeflourished,onethatisnowgone."Piperbroughthometo
everybodyjustwhatyouweresittingon,"saysMolloy."Ifsomebodyhadsaidtomethataplatformcouldfall
intothesea,I'dhavelaughedatthem.Buttherealityisyou'resittingonabomb."
Onthedayoftheaccident,GeoffBollands,theproductionoperator,wasoneofthefirstonPiperAlphato
realisesomethingwaswrong.A40yearoldfromthenortheastofEngland,hehadworkedoffshorefora
decade.At10pmhewasinthecontrolroom,workingthelastshiftofafortnightstintandlookingforwardto
gettinghome.Buthehadaseriousproblemtodealwithfirst.Oneofthecondensatepumpshadswitched
off,andhewasintheprocessoftryingtogetitstartedagainwhengasalarmsbeganlightinguponhis
instrumentpanel."Thentheexplosioncameandknockedmeabout20feet,"herecalls,sittingathisdeskin
thefinancialadvicebusinesshenowrunsinMiddlesbrough.
Bollandshurthisrighthipwhenhewasthrownacrosstheroom,andgashedhisleftthumbsobadlythatit
startedspoutingblood."Iwasdazedandamazedbythemagnitudeofwhathadhappened,"Bollandssays.
"Oneminutewehaveaproblemwhichisgettingmoreandmoresevere,andthenextminutetheplaceis
fullofsmoke,I'minjured,thefirepanelandallofthatendofthebulkheadhavebeensmashedopen,and
thePAsystemisn'tworking."
Hewasfrustratedthathecouldn'tgetamessagetothemenoffshiftintheaccommodationarea,and
concernedthattheplatformalerthadn'tgoneoff,evenafterhesmashedtheglassonthefirealarm.Thefire
pumpshadn'tstartedeither,havingbeenswitchedfromautomatictomanual,sotheflameswerenotbeing
delugedwithwaterastheyoughttohavebeen.Theonlythingtodowasstartthepumpsbyhand,butthick
blacksmokecutofftheroutetothestartpanel.Bollands'damagedhippreventedhimfromtryingtoget
through,buthiscolleaguesBobVernonandRobbieCarrollmadeanattempt.Theywerebothkilled.
Trappedinonecorneroftheplatform,chokingsmokecuttingoffhisescaperouteinonedirection,flames
preventinghimfromfleeinginanother,Bollandsknewhewasn'tgoingtobeabletoreachhisdesignated
lifeboat.HemanagedtoescapePiperAlphabyclimbingdownaropetiedtoahandrailfromthe84foot
levelitwasn'teasy,whatwithhisinjuredhandandalifejacketthatkeptsnaggingontherope,buthemade
it.HewaspickedupbyasmallrescueboatandtakentotheSilverPit,a50yearoldconvertedtrawlerthat
wasthemainsupportvesselfortheplatform.
BollandswasairliftedfromtheSilverPitataround8am,butinthemeantimehesawPiperAlphaburn."It
waslikewatchingadisastermovie,"herecalls."Therewereladsfallingoffropes,ladsjumpingoverthe
side,therewereladsonfire.Iremembersomeonebouncingoffthebumpertostoptheboatshittingthe
platform."
JohnSabourn,masteroftheSilverPit,isnow71,retiredandlivinginWesternAustralia.HerecallsJuly6,
1988asoneofthelowestmomentsofhislife.Thirtysevenofthe59survivorswerepulledfromthewater
bythetrawleranditsfastrescuecraft.Sabournrememberskeepinghisvesselclosetotheplatform,
lookingforsurvivorsinthewater.
"Piecesofburningdebriswereshootingofflikemeteors,"hesays."Onepieceshotstraighttowardsthe
wheelhousewindowsandIwassureitwasmeantforme.Irememberthinking,'God,ifIcomeoutofthis
aliveIwillnevereverbefrightenedofdyingagain.'Itmissedusbyfeet."
Sabourn'sotherlastingmemoryofthatnightisseeingEricBrianchon,aFrenchtechnicianwhowasthe
mostbadlyburnedofallthePiperAlphainjured.TheSilverPit'sfastrescuecrafthaddiscoveredBrianchon
clingingtoapieceofwreckage.HewasairliftedbutlaterdiedinAberdeenRoyalInfirmary."Whenhewas
beingsentuptothehelicopter,hehadtopasswithintwofeetofme,"saysSabourn."Hisfaceis
indescribabletheagony,theshock.Ihadacameraonthebridge,andifIhadthetimeorinitiativetotake
aphotoitwouldsurelyhavebeenatruepictureofthatnight."
ProfessorDavidAlexanderisdirectoroftheAberdeenCentreforTraumaResearchatRobertGordon
University.HeledthepsychiatricteamthatfirstrespondedtothePiperAlphadisaster,andspentagreat
dealoftimecaringforsurvivorsintheburnsunitoftheRoyalInfirmary."Itwasagreatadvantagehaving
thementogetherinthesameward,"hesays."Theysupportedeachother.Blackhumourwasacceptable,
andtheyknewwhatwasfunnyandnotfunny.Itwasaprotectiveenvironmentbecauseeveryonewasinthe
sameposition,roughly.WhatIpersonallydidn'tthinkenoughaboutwaswhatitwouldbelikewhentheygot
out.Forsomeitwasveryhardindeed.Societyisnotverytolerant,sometimes,ofdisfiguredpeople.I
remembersomeonesaidtooneofmypatients,'Youshouldn'tbeoutlookinglikethat.It'sawful.'"
Aswellasworkingintheburnsunit,ProfessorAlexanderarrangedforsurvivorstoattendhistraumaclinic.
Theyweresufferinginavarietyofways."Thefirstthingisshockanddenial.Thendepressionwas
common.Thiswaseffectivelyafamilyoffshore.Thesemenspentalmostasmuchtimewitheachotheras
withtheirownwivesandchildren.Somefeltveryguiltybecausetheyhadchangedtheirshift.Guyswere
referredtomewhohadn'tbeenonPiperAlphabutshouldhavebeeniftheyhadn'tswappedwithsomeone
else.Theotherthingwasflashbacks,ghastlyreenactmentsinwhichtheysaw,heardandsometimeseven
smelledtheawfulthingstheyhadexperienced.
"Anotherverycommondifficultywasproblemsathome.Theoffshoreworkerhasaveryunusuallife,
workingafortnightonandafortnightoff,towhichcouplesadjust.Suddenlyyou'vegotthemanathomeall
thetime,andhe'snolongerquitethesamemanastheladymarried.Hemaybebadlyinjuredor
emotionallydamaged.Severalmarriagesbrokeup.
"Oneotherthingwesawwashyperarousal.Ifyouweretodropyourpenbehindahyperarousedperson,
theywouldjustgointoorbit.Theyareinastateofalertallthetime.Irememberonegentlemanwhowas
particularlyhyperarousedjustsittingwithhimmadeyoufeeltensebecausehecouldn'tcalmdown.It's
nature'swayofmakingsureyouarereadyforthenextdisaster.Somesurvivorsusedalcoholprincipallyto
dampenthat."
Twentyyearson,it'shardtosayhowmanyofthe59survivorsarestillaliveandwhatkindofmentalshape
theyarein.Therehasbeenatleastonesuicide.DickCommon,anadministratorforthedivers,tookhis
ownlifein1994.Asingleman,hefeltguiltythathehadsurvivedwhileaclosecolleaguewithawifeand
childrenhadperished."IknowwithoutanydoubtthathediedbecauseofPiperAlpha,"afriend,Doreen
Jennings,saidofCommon."Itneverlefthismind.Itwaslikeanightmarethatwentonandon."
Findingsurvivorsisdifficult.ThereseemstohavebeenakindofPiperAlphadiaspora,peopleregarding
theneardeathexperienceandthefinancialcompensation(Occidental,theoperatoroftheplatform,paid
out110milliontosurvivorsandthefamiliesofvictims)ascatalystsforchangingtheirlivesandmoving
abroad.Justastheburningwreckageoftherigwasscatteredbytheexplosions,sotheviolentenergyof
PiperAlphahasthrustitssurvivorsoverhugedistances.Manyofthoseinvolvedstillfindittoopainfultotalk
abouttheirexperiences.Forthesurvivorswhoagreedtobeinterviewedforthisarticle,PiperAlpharemains
anemotionalsubject,butonetheyareabletodiscuss.Theyregardthemselvesashavingsustainedno
lastingpsychologicaldamage.Inthistheyarefortunate.
Beginningin1998,onemonthafterthetenthanniversary,Alexandercarriedoutastudyintothelongterm
psychologicaleffectsofPiperAlpha.Thirtysixsurvivorsagreedtogiveinterviewsorcomplete
questionnaires.Ofthisgroup,almostallreportedpsychologicalproblems.Twentyeightsaidtheyhad
difficultyinfindingemploymentfollowingthedisasteronereasonseemstobethatsomeoffshore
employersregardedPiperAlphasurvivorsasJonahsbringersofbadluckwhowouldnotbewelcomeon
otherrigsandplatforms.Morethan70%ofthoseinterviewedsaidtheyhadfeelingsofacuteguiltmanyfelt
theyshouldnothavesurvivedwhenequallyormoredeservingworkmatesperished.Someofthesepeople
wentontoplaywhatAlexanderdescribesas"Russianroulette"withtheirlivesdrivingfastandrecklessly,
takingupdangerousjobsorsports."Unconsciously,theymaybelookingforwaystobepunishedforthe
factthattheycamethroughrelativelyunharmedwhiletheirlovedonesdied."
ItwouldbecomfortingtothinkthatinthedecadesinceAlexander'sstudy,timehashealedtheseemotional
wounds.However,researchshowsthatifproblemspersistforanumberofyears,furtherprogressis
unlikelyinpatientswithmarkedposttraumaticconditions.Thekeyistolearntolivewithyournightmares
andheartachesratherthanhopingforacure.
"Alotoftheladswouldsay,'Iwanttogobacktonormal.IwanttogobacktothewayIwas,'"Alexander
recalls."Iusedtotakeatoughlineandsay,'Youwillnotgobacktowhatyouwere,butitdoesn'tmeanyou
willnotcomethrough.'SomeoftheseladsarestrongerthanbeforePiper.They'velearnedthingsabout
themselves,changedtheirvalues,somerelationshipsbecamestronger.Peoplerealisedtheyhave
strengthstheydidn'tknowtheyhad.Therewasalotofheroismtookplace."
IANGillanders,a50yearoldpipefitterfromNairn,hadbeenworkinglateandwastakingashoweratthe
timeofthefirstexplosionwhentheceilingfellin.Hemadehiswaybacktothecabinhesharedwithtwo
Glaswegianelectricians,BobBallantyneandCharlieMacLaughlin.
Ofthethreeroommates,Ballantyne,45atthetime,wouldbetheonlyonetosurvivethenight.He
eventuallydiedfromcancerin2004,buthisaccountofPiperAlphaformspartofAberdeenUniversity's
'LivesintheOilIndustry'archiveofrecordedinterviews.Ballantyneissaidbythosewhoknewhimtohave
beenawarm,funnyandgentleman,andit'spossibletohearthatpersonalityinhisvoiceashetalks,even
whenthesubjectisthenightonwhichhelostsomanyfriends.
Followingtheinitialexplosion,BallantynewenttothecabinandfoundGillandersorganisingsocksand
underwear,puttingcleanitemsbackintoadrawer.Thismundanechorewasclearlyaresponsetothe
shockofwhathadhappened.Ballantynetoldhimtostop,pickeduphisowncopyofVoltaire'sCandide,a
satireonoptimismwhichwouldneverseemsoapt,andalongwithMacLaughlintheylefttheroom.
BallantyneknewitshouldtaketherescuehelicopteronlysevenminutestoflyfromthenearbyTharosfire
fightingplatform,andasthatamountoftimehadalreadypassed,hefigureditwasn'tcoming.Themen
decided,therefore,nottomusterinthecanteen,orgalley,asprotocoldictatedtheyshould,andinstead
strikeoutontheirown.
MostofthosewhodiedonPiperAlphadidsointhegalley,waitingforhelicoptersthatwerepreventedfrom
landingbyflamesandthicksmoke.Around100mengatheredthereamidgrowingpanicandchaos.After
15minutes,theemergencylightingwentoffandtheroomwasdarkexceptfortheglowfromfireslickingthe
windows.Onesurvivordescribedthegalleyasbeing"likeapotsittingontopofagasstove".Itwassohot
thatpeoplecooledthemselveswithwaterfromthefishtanksorsqueezedtomatoesovertheirskin.
Whensmokebegantosmothertheroom,menwereforcedtocrawlalongthefloor,seekinganinchortwo
ofclearair,wettowelswrappedaroundtheirfacesasprotectivemasks.Inlate1988,afterthispartofPiper
Alphawasrecoveredfromtheseabed,thebodiesof87menwerefoundinside.
Ballantyneandhisworkmates,lookingfortheirownescaperoute,weredrivendowntotheproductionlevel
byfireballscomingat"thespeedoflightning".Gillandersandothermenheadedforthewestsideofthe
platform,wheretheTharoswas,butBallantynechosenottofollow.Hecouldseethemetalblowout
preventerslargevalvesthatencaseanoilwellatthesurfacewereactuallyliquefying."Iwasabsolutely
terrified.Itwaslikeasurrealistpainting.LikeSalvadorDali'smeltingwatch."
Hedecidedtogoeastinstead.Itwasasifhewaswatchinghimselfinadreamandknewtherightthingto
do.Usingarope,hegotdowntothecellardecklevel,20feetabovethesea.Downthere,hespotted
MacLaughlinandGillandersattheotherendoftheplatform.Justthen,ahugeexplosionrockedthe
platformandwasfeltuptoamileaway.ThiswastheruptureofthepipelinebetweenPiperAlphaandthe
Frigggasfield.Theswellingflamesblewdowntotheseaandengulfedthefastrescuecraftthathadbeen
launchedbythestandbyvesselSandhaven,killingtwoofthethreecrew,andallsixmenwhohadbeen
recoveredfromthewater.
"OnesecondIwasspeakingtothecoxswainintherescuecraft,thenextsecondallIcouldseewasasolid
massofflamethatcoveredtheboat,"recallsCaptainSeanEnnis,whowasmasteroftheSandhavenand
nowcaptainsanemergencyrescuevehicleintheNorthSea."Itlookedlikeoneofthosenapalmexplosions
youseeinthemovies,butforreal,shockingandterrible.TheheatwassointenseIhadtomovemyvessel
50metresaway.Ispentthenext20minutesjustcallingtherescuecraftontheVHF,hopingforareplybut
knowinginmyheartandsoulthatIwasnotgoingtogetone."
IanGillandersandCharlieMacLaughlinalsodiedintheexplosion.Ballantynesawithappenbeforequickly
climbingdownintothewater,wherehewaseventuallypickedupbyaboat."Ididn'thaveanyremorse
whenIsawmymatesgettingblownupandkilled,"herecalled."Igetquiteupsetaboutthat.Thethingthat
wentthroughmyheadwas,'ThankgoodnessIdidn'tmakeittothem.'Iwastoldthatit'sasurvivalinstinct
thatkicksin.Youdon'tfeelloveandconcern.It'sashockingfeeling.Terrible."
GillandershadactuallyhelpedbuildPiperAlpha,workingonthe143,000tonnesteeljacket,designedto
withstand95footwavesand117mphwinds,attheArdersieryardofJRayMcDermott,nearhishome.He
wasagreatfamilyman.Hehadason,Evan,anddaughter,Yvonne,whoatthetimeofhisdeathwerein
theirearlytwenties,bothstudents.GillandersandhiswifeAnnhadbeentalkingabouthimpackinginthe
offshorelifetheywerethinkingaboutstartingabusinesstogether.Theideawashe'dbeabletospend
moretimeathome.Thenonedayhedidn'tcomehomeatall.
AnnGillanders,now63,stilllivesinthatsamehouse,amodernbungalowonaquietstreetinNairn.She
remembersverywellthemorningofJuly7,1988herradioalarmwakingherwithdreadfulnews."Iwasjust
sittingthereonthebedandYvonnecamethroughandsaid,'Whatrig'sdadon,Mum?'Isaid,'It'sthePiper.
ButIwanttobesure.'"
Shemanagedtogetthroughtoherhusband'semployer,theWoodGroup,whoconfirmedhewasonPiper
AlphaandgaveheranemergencynumberforOccidental.Onequirkoftheoffshorecultureatthattimewas
thatmanywivesofoilworkershadnoideaonwhichplatformtheirhusbandswerebased,sothousandsof
womenweretryingtogetthroughonthephone.IttookAnntwohours,onlytobetoldtherewasnonews.
ItbecameaquestionofgettingthroughthedayandwatchingeveryTVreportshefoundshewasableto
extracttheinformationshewantedfromthenews,filteringoutthecrudehorroroftheplatform'sblackand
smoulderingstump.Ataround6pmapoliceofficerconfirmedthatIanwasmissing,presumeddead.Ann
stillfeltincontrol.Onsomelevelshewasindenial.Evendayslater,wheneverthephonerang,partofher
thoughthemighthavebeenpickedupbyafishingboat.Butshewasalwaysawarethatthiswaswishful
thinking.
"ThenIrememberthephoneranganditwasBobBallantyne.IwassogladhehadgotoffOK,andI
appreciatedsomuchthathecalled.Itcouldn'thavebeeneasy.Whensomeonehaslosttheirhusbandand
thereyouarestillalive,somepeoplemightresentthefact.I'veseenthathappen."
BallantynewasabletotellAnnwhatheknewofIan'send.Shewasdesperateforinformation,particularly
asherhusband'sbodyhadnotbeenfound.Sadly,itisstillmissing,oneof30menneverrecovered."It's
veryhardtoexplainwhatthat'slike,butitmakesadifference,"shesays."Withanormaldeathyouare
eitherwiththemwhentheygooryoucanseetheremains.Youhaveaservice,yougotothegrave,oryou
crematethemandspreadtheirashes.Butformeitseemsunfinishedsomehow."
Whatmadeitparticularlyhardwasthat,asIanhadworkedoffshore,Annwasusedtohimbeingabsent,so
thereweremomentswhenherbrainfooleditselfthateverythingwasnormalandhewassimplyawayathis
work.Then,suddenly,thepainwouldreturninahugewave.Shewashelpedagreatdeal,however,bya
ceremonymarkingthefirstanniversaryofthedisaster.TheSSSunnivarferrycarriedthefamiliesofthe
missingtothewreckbuoymarkingthespotwherePiperAlphahadstood."Itwasveryemotional,"says
Ann,"butIfeltthatbitclosertoIan.Therewasthisgapwherehehadbeensnatchedaway,andithelpedto
bewherehehadbeeninhislastmoments,andwherehisremainshadtheirlastrestingplace."
ShealsoattendedLordCullen'spublicinquiryintothedisaster,atAberdeenExhibitionandConference
Centre.Itwasn'teasylisteningtothepainfultestimonyofsurvivors,andAnnwasangeredbyalotofwhat
sheheardaboutsafetylapses,includingtherevelationthattheClaymoreandTartanplatformsdidnot
immediatelyshutdownproductionwhenitbecameapparenttherewasafireonPiperAlphatheycontinued
topumpoilintotheburningplatform,fuellingtheflames.LordCullen'sreport,publishedinNovember1990,
made106recommendationsthathavechangedthesafetycultureoftheoilindustry.Hewasalsoextremely
criticalofOccidentalhowever,nocriminalproceedingswereeverbroughtagainstmanagement.
AnnGillanderscameawayfromtheCullenInquirywithsomuchangeratthecorporatesystemthatshefelt
shemightbeconsumed.Instead,sheputallthatenergyintoherwork,becomingafoundermemberofthe
PiperAlphaSurvivorsandFamiliesAssociation.
OneofthethingstheAssociationdidwasraisefundsforamemorialtothedeadmen,commissioninga
sculpturefromtheartistSueJaneTaylor,whohadvisitedPiperAlphatheyearbeforethedisasterandmet
someofthosewholaterdied.ThebronzememorialinAberdeen'sHazleheadParkshowsthreeoilworkers,
largerthanlifesize,standingonapinkgraniteplinthengravedwiththenamesofthedead.Thefigure
facingnorthandpointingtowardsthegroundwasmodelledonBillBarron,aforemanpainter,53atthetime
ofthedisaster,whoescapedPiperAlphabyclimbingdownaropefromthe68footlevelandintothewater
remarkably,hesurviveddespitebeingunabletoswim.
OnJuly6,1991,beforealargecrowdofsurvivorsandbereavedfamilies,theQueenMotherunveiledthe
memorial.Seventeenyearslater,onablazinglyhotdayinJune,itoffersaquiet,stillsanctuaryfromrush
hourAberdeen.Theonlynoiseistheseashoreshushofdistanttrafficandthelaughterofchildrencarrying
fromaplaypark.Bythebottomoftheplinthonthesouthside,nexttowheretheashesofanunidentified
victimareinterred,someonehasleftasmallbunchofpinkcarnations.
There'snooneherenow,though.Thispartoftheparkisdeserted.BobBallantyneusedtovisitandkneel
atthebaseofthememorial,gazingupatthefigures,readingthegoldennamesofthelost.IanGillanders.
CharlesMacLaughlin.RobertVernon.RobertCarroll.ThepoorburnedFrenchman,EricBrianchon.Their
agesatdeatharegiventoo.TheyoungestmantodiewasMarkAshton,a19yearoldtraineetechnician.
Theeldest,DavidWiser,was65,oldenoughtobeAshton'sgrandfather.
AnnGillandersstillcomesherequiteoften,andregardsitasagravestoneforahusbandwithoutagrave.
Thankstoherworkwiththeassociation,theangerisgonenow,burnedofflikeflaredgas,butthesadness
remainsattimes,shecanfeelitinherstomach.Still,almost20yearshavepassed,andlikemostother
peoplewhoseliveshavebeenscorchedbyPiperAlpha,shehasmanagedtogetthroughthem.
"Somehoworotheryoudofindthestrength,"shesays."Butyoudon'tforget.WhathappenedonPiperis
emblazonedonmymind."r
At2pmonJuly6therewillbeaserviceofremembranceintheKirkofStNicholasUniting,UnionStreet,
Aberdeen