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To my family & Jacob:"
Because of you all, I have never felt like "
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Introduction: Backstory
Before diving into this head on, I thought it would be
pertinent for you, my reader, to get to know me. Otherwise,
how can you trust that I have any genuine experience
regarding chronic illness and the challenges that come
along with that? So, while I promise this entire novel will
not be an anticlimactic autobiography- I would like to take
a little bit to tell you about me. It is my hope that you will
find out- I am just like you; struggling, overcoming,
backtracking, persevering and never getting off the roller
coaster that is chronic illness. We have a bond, you and I, in
that we both shoulder the burden of being sick. Sick is a
word I have never liked, because it never seems to
encompass my reality, or accurately describe it. When
someone says theyre sick, the general assumption is 1 of 2
things. Either you have the common cold/food poisoning/
flu/strep, ______ (fill in curable ailment of your choice
here). Or, they think you have something horrendous and
life threatening, like cancer. What about those of us
somewhere in the middle? I am one of many who have an
illness that will not kill me but as far as my doctors have
told me, will never leave me. So this book is for people like
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Chapter 5- Surviving Relationships
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strong The last few lines of this verse have always been
my favorite, I will delight in weaknesses for when I am
weak, then I am strong. Instead of letting my pain create a
separation between my faith and I, it has strengthened it.
Consider all you have learned throughout your journey with
chronic illness? Personally, because I have struggled and
then overcome, I want to bring hope to those who are
suffering. My health has helped mapped what I hope to get
out of my life, something I may not have discovered
otherwise. After dealing with so many sick days, I hunger
to be able to make to bring joy to others during their
moments of heartbreak and pain. I acknowledge that it is
easy to accept my health during a period of good days, but
my faith is even more vital when I am down.
No matter what you believe in, I encourage you to stay
strong in your faith during times of struggle. Rather than
asking why me? acknowledge that you dont understand
the plan right now, but one day you will.
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Chapter 7- Surviving your Dreams/ Living
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Heres to next time, when I can hopefully share my survival
guide on my experiences in the workforce.
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