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My Elida, My Mama
My Elida, My Mama
My Elida,
My Mama
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My Elida, My Mama
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My Elida, My Mama
Adelere Adesina
My Elida, My Mama
A Loving Love
Not the hearth that hearts heat for wintry nights,
nights when ghosts steals my sleep,
when sky's skin is removed from
and cold skeletons pour on me.
No, not this on earth
is like your warming hands on heart
that carries me into sweet oblivion,
places my head on the pillow
where ants have wings
and sands are beautiful clouds,
where your loving love hurries to eternity
and in ten folds cycle to and fro.
Adelere Adesina
My Elida, My Mama
A Moment
A moment with you is the claps of ephemeron
many of them,
uncountable as grains depthing oceans
who cease into eternal holds unfolding,
into eternity's chambers of awe.
A moment with you is heaven,
sweet tastes and delight lighting life,
bluey skies of arraying sparkles, littly stars
and awe still that steals my sight
away from this earth into lands of shadows,
in your hands of cuddles.
A moment with you is rapture
into glories greater golds than,
a moment, Mama.
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My Elida, My Mama
A Petal
with a vein only, and a lymph of blood
and a flow of love
and a pigment of rain in bows of rays
and a scent of colours of hibiscusal rose,
and the jacarandiac fragrance scenting the nose
and the skin of sun's shine
you are, o love, you are.
with a heart only
and pristinity of the eternal sacredness,
and the blood of white moon,
blood that tastes like honey
and garment of skin that clothes secrets of bones
and greyness that nourishes wisdom's wanting
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My Elida, My Mama
Breaths of Love
Into my nostrils, Mother,
great image of affection,
the flesh to whom I cling boldly,
and selflessly and deeply,
into my nostrils spare some breaths.
Even if I am most unworthy of them
and cannot be fit for the freshest air of you,
to smell the sweet scent of your garment,
my gracious queen,
spare me still some breaths, some of yours.
For the flab that I carry
belongs to you, mother;
and the earth that I wear
is dust from your sweet dust:
spare me some sweet breaths.
That my joy may reach heights
the eagle has not ever reached,
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My Elida, My Mama
Crescent
Touching the lips of the heavens
like rainbow's long fingers,
but heavens of my innermost
is your carved smile.
It is crescent
that I behold
in this gentleness of night
within my heart's firmament,
when under the gripping oak
I supine my body
and forth finds my sight
the sweetness you give me.
Your smile touches my breath
in cresently sweetness
and makes my sad vapourise
and my mind smiles rainbowly, too.
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Adelere Adesina
My Elida, My Mama
From a Distance
From the distance of the soil to the sky,
we are much apart and sparse do meet.
Yet, not a closeness exists
between the gilling fin and water
as there is between our souls.
Thoughts alike; dreams alike;
one voice in four lips;
twenty fingers of one arm;
a blood in two hearts;
breathlessness of the second
in the same gasping breaths,
within the same loving arms,
between the same swiftness of time
yet, a distance so long, it collapses in love.
There is truly the sun
and the moon that queens my awe;
the stars do take my wonder,
do steal when I fall faintfully.
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My Elida, My Mama
In the Absence
In the absence of head,
I live on:
I see still, know great flavours of salt,
hear tunes of the harp, tunes of heavenly gaiety.
Yes, I live on, in you, Mother.
In the absence of heart,
I live on:
I love still, think deep wisdoms of sage,
feel music of the soul, songs of angelic cosmos.
Yes, I live on, in you, Mother.
In the absence of you,
I cease:
even if my ears catches the gossips of the dead,
even though my eyes sees tiptoeing of all ghosts,
I am steel as one of their kin, lifeless and hapless.
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My Elida, My Mama
Jewel of Jewels
Is every mother, and you to me.
The anchor of my soul in the tempest,
yes, balance to my staggering and deladdering
and passion to my dreams of love and joy,
you are, have always been.
Is every mother, and you to me.
The ancient of stones in the deepest of Pacific,
o, in the most unshallow of Atlantic, the,
in the calmest rumbles of the India,
you are, have always been.
There is truly a jewel with which the man
takes the woman into his deepest bosom,
and the jewel you are takes me,
into the depths of motherliness.
O jewel of jewels, my priceless gold.
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Adelere Adesina
My Elida, My Mama
Let a Kiss
I want a space between us,
the distance of a motherly kiss
so I can fill from the spacious floor
the watery words I fetched from the ocean
and the fiery words I plucked from the sun
and the sweet'ning words I hon'y'd from the hive
till I brim the space to our face.
I want a space between us
that is so filled
and the little left fill you
with a kiss from royal mother
to her royal son,
the scarce kiss found on lips
of the sun of the sky
and the rose of the plants
and yours of the women.
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My Elida, My Mama
More Letters
shall I by the wings of flying winds
send to your reading sight
all messages of words,
all words of letters.
Just listen to the pulses of winds,
of winds from waves of the seas,
whose water I have drowned writing
on barks of trees dancing to same winds.
The words are there, mother:
You are star, and galaxy in you is;
You are cause of lips agape,
of hearts beating blindly,
of tongues tasting solely sweetness,
hands writing loveliness always,
mouths singing celestial songs,
and windy messages bringing more letters.
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My Elida, My Mama
Mum
That you are, who milks my soul
though grace has not you milk my lips
that you are and more the hand of my fillings,
of my mind's filled bowels
is my eterne awe.
That you ever run to comb my hair
and surrender for my life your last air
is a puzzle I comprehend not.
That you nurture my sadness to wealths
wealths of happiness like ocean's.
That you give magics of lights
in my bland night sky
and send my sweet delight here
from the wilderness it was devoured
gives me speechlessness to say
that you're my queen,
the crown of the first son,
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My Euphoria
All times does my heart ponder
and cease not to wonder
this truth, this very one:
euphor is you, o mother.
You are the cloth of my flesh
that tickles out my chills:
for the same that I giggle
relieves my sourly shaking skin.
You are the grass of my pasture
that greens always, always greens.
It is daylight's awe for me
the fruits of your night's labour.
When eclipses deprive world of day,
I shall not a fear have, not one.
For in you is a lamp of gladness,
a sweet love to light my paths.
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My Elida, My Mama
On a Night
Walking a strange path on a night
when none is by my side, not one,
I saw vastness of confusions
that labyrinth has no plainness
as stone has no smoothness
you fairy my doom to ecstasy
and speak forth a prime cause
to hold your hands and fly away
from this vast blur.
On a night they forecast moonlessness
and fears of darkness darkens my soul
and songs of dirge my heavy thuds are
in this fearful walkway of cloudy damnness,
you fairy my doom to ecstasy
and speak forth a prime cause
to hold your hands and fly away
from this vast blur.
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The Morning
The morning has come:
the crow rises faster
than the pace of the shining sun;
the morning star smiles
side by side sunny rays,
o gracious Venus, how orangeous!
The wind of the sea sweeps the night away,
and air of ripeness for sleep breathes out.
In the course of all these,
the morning clouds gather
and a thunder burped,
lightning running to ends of the earth.
Bands of colours, beams of wonders,
the richness roars loud, rainbow's richness.
In the course of all these,
the sun still shines;
the moon still glistens;
the stars still wink seductively
but pristine is this love for them
the clouds still chain.
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The Rain
The rain brought a message,
each thousandth of a drop of each thousand of thousands.
Shall I not read it into your hears?
Her love is a seed,
one planted in the richest desert
and grows and makes desert tropic
and gives life to his dry heart, lively humid.
Her love is a tree,
one rooted in volcano's icy lava
and leaves and fruits volcano's magma
and gives life to his hot heart, lively coolness.
I played in this awe, in this code,
in this word of the rhythm of the rain.
Now tell I you the rain said,
You love me so, as do I.
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My Elida, My Mama
Of a Smiling Heart
The face of beauty
and heart large, mama,
the words of sweetness
and upcurves of your lips:
all enthrall my mind.
The end of these:
I smile in my heart,
a beautiful smile.
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Adelere Adesina
My Elida, My Mama
Morning's Chorus
By twitters of the sparrow,
Morning has come,
gale and gay;
morning has come
with strengths of a woman,
of a woman of soft,
of the pristine,
by character of goodly acts
on the stage of a beautiful heart.
Morning has come
in choruses high
of pitchface white
and melokiss wide.
Morning has come
in mama's tap
to spring to day
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My Elida, My Mama
A Milk Unforgotten
that I got from your heart
and the constant beat of it,
that has the value for growth
and of knowledge and comfort,
that is the beauty of my childhood
and the sweet remembering when holding
is the milk
from you given,
Mama.
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Adelere Adesina
My Elida, My Mama
The Vamper
My soul was once damaged,
reeking into night's loud rose fragrances
with foulness so strong I left it
caged there in a bottle beside a creek.
I left it and wandered into fogginess of dawns.
You sought my night
and brought my sole
and repaired my mind,
unbottled my joy;
you didfound my dawn
and removed my fog
and returned my soul,
you vamped all my sores.
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My Elida, My Mama
Within My Heart
An image of you that does not fade:
same white face that whitens my paleness,
same gold hair that goldens my colourless,
same soft skin that softens my hardness,
same ma ma that mothers my childness.
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The Grey
Gaberdine
Hair and
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