falling, tumbling, plummeting astounding how fast you can go from twenty feet high in the sky to falling to the ground no safety net to catch you no one to pick you up on your feet brush off the dirt, clean your cuts and bruises and tell you everything will be okay because now you’ve reached a stage where everything isn’t going to be okay not for a very long time not after what he did, to you, your heart, your soul no Band-Aid can mend how he left you bleeding, crying, hurting all alone, with no one to turn to and no way of knowing how to get better but poor little girl you’ll come to realise this is the first in a great series of heartache heartbreak and loss.