DELUSIONS You said, I was intelligent And I thought I was frank.

But what was it When I said to you, ''I searched For my ideal woman And since I couldn·t find her I settled for you''. Perhaps It was part truth And partly logical! You were always my ideal Which I could never achieve So I guess I went around playing pranks But an ideal woman is not a woman Which you were! A woman, Whom I desperately But foolishly Tried to understand Blaming you of betrayal I only betray myself! For I give a damn To what logic says We know We could never Hurt the other Willingly! Winters of 1985

Shyam