“Blissful Grief”

(Clarissa S. Rosalia)

Days had gone and passed me by

Life has brought me pain and pride
I stayed a tough one, I had tried
Strong and brave with all my might.

God has always been my guide

I swam the distant seas of nights
Climbed the mountains, peak and high
Swift the heavy rains of tides.

But then It’s hard for me to fight

All the trials in this life.
Thou shall not have to me had lied
My only strength, gone out of sight.

To you I gave my whole heart trust

I did devoted faithful love
But then you change for worldly lusts
The vow we made, you just forgot.

I wondered why, what have I done?

Was it a heavy grounds of fault?
I can’t remember anything
Except I guess, the lust you dreamt.

Whatever now, I just believed

That you can’t find in me the things
Your contentment, I can’t give
And to your pleasures, I just failed.

Well done! You did the greatest twinge!

I throb and ache for the pain
You have my blessings, though I grief
Farewell! I wish you all the best.