Frustration Running Wild

Sat down today and what do I see?

That nothing really matters stills
The dreams and all I could think
Turned around and disappeared

I wanted love
What did I get?
A man at the other end
With ties that choke his neck
And I am here trying to reflect
As to why and when
The world became mundane

I wanted smiles
What did I get?
A broken connection
That does not allows me to tell you
How like a bird I feel, inside a cage
Sitting there the whole day, not entertained
With broken wings that hurt

I need to figure out how I can break

The patterns that do not allow
My negative thoughts to disperse
I need them shifted, move away

I wanted you
What did I get?
Laughter, smiles annoyance, and frustration I guess
A deep sense of hope and strengthen of my faith
That a reward at the end, maybe, we will get
Looking at all those things I put them on my head
And watching time moving on, no stopping as always I wait

“Common! Move forward” the voice says

I moved then I regressed, Oh shit!

Sat down today what do I see?

A brighter day, with colours enhanced
I see the sun but I am afraid to watch
In case the light with its might
Deteriorates my sight, make me blind

I wanted to feel depressed

What did I get?
The voice telling me
“Maria tomorrow is another day”
Give it a chance and you will see
That although like shit your feel
It will pass away, open your eyes and wait.
It won’t disappoint you, just believe and just like that
It will make sense, and life will be again a walk in the park
With the love, the man, happiness and smiles
And only because
You did not let your frustration run wild!