Chula Gaikawa - Sinhala Short Stories by Samara Wijesinghe

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u| k,lg o ief,k
iq<Õlg kefjk
tfy;a
fndfyda jQ l=Kdgqj,g o fkd ì÷k
weh"
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<ud l;d ,súh hq;af;a hym;a <ud w;a±lSï we;s


<ud úh blaujQjkaa h' tfuka u fm%au l;d ,súh hq;af;a
o hym;a fm%au w;a±lSï we;s ;reK úh blaujQjka hehs
woykakg uu leue;af;ñ' uu fuu ;;a;ajhg w;sYhska
iqiqÿlï ,nd we;af;ñ' iqÿiqlï ;snqfKa jqj yelshdjla
we;s ±hs ks;H jYfhka fidhd .ekSug fkd jrÈk
l%uhla fkd ;snqK kuq;a fuys we;=,;a flál;d folla
bßod ,laìu mqj;a mf;a m< jQ fyhska uu is;g ùßh
f.k fuh m, lrkakg ;SrKh lf<ñ'
.fï mdief,a § o" uOH uyd úµd,fha § o úYaj
úµd,fha § o lshjkak ,shkak bf.k .;a;o jeämqr u
lf<a lshùu h' ,sùu ál h' fuh m%ldY lsÍfuka
wk;=rej uu jro lrefjl= f,ig fpdaokd ,nkafkñ'
bÈßfha § ud ;j ÿrg;a lshùu muKla u l< hq;= hehs
Tn ;Skaÿj fokq we;'
fuh m,lsÍug Ndr .ekSu ms<sn|j ----------
wdh;khg uu b;d ia;=;sjka; fjñ' msg ljrh fcda¾Ê
lSÜf.a Ñ;%hla .=refldg f.k iEÿjls'

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1' pQ, .dhsldj 09


2' wm fofokd fkdfyd;a fjk;a fofofkla 21
3' rd;s%h 33
4' fmïj;shf.a Èkh 43
5' iqÿ l¿ iy w¿ 53
6' me;s lSmhla 63
7' Wi 73
8' isxyndyq ^flá flá l;djla& 83
9' jdykh 87

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Thd okakjo" Woaod,-iaj¾K;s,ld l;dj"


iaj¾K;s,ld Woaod, n%dyauKhg we;a;g u fm%au lrkak
we;sh lsh, ljqrej;a úYajdi lrkafka kE fkao' Thdj;a
úYajdi lrkafka kE fkao' iaj¾K;s,ld ,iaik yskao"
ÿmam;a yskao" ;reK yskao yeufokd u leu;shs Woaod,
n%dyauKhj rjgd.;a; lsh, lshkak' iaj¾K;s,ld
thdf. jhfi thdf. ;rfu flfkla tlal hd¿
jqkdkï ldgj;a m%Yakhla fjkafk kE' wo;a ta jf.a
;uhs' uu Thdg wdof¾ lrkj lsh, úYajdi lrkak
ljqrej;a leu;s kE' Thd W.;a yskao" fmdfydi;a yskao"
jeäuy,a yskao'
wehs Thd l;d lrkafk ke;af;' fldfydug;a
Thd jeäh l;d lrkafk kEfk' uu ;uhs Tlafldu
lshjkafk' uu okakj ta Thdf. W.;alu ksid lsh,d'
uu Thdg leu;s u leu;shs' Thd kslx l;d
lrkfldg;a lshkafk yß .eUqre foaj,a' wfka ug
f;areï lr, fokak' uu fudavhs' Thd lshkafk uu
yeisfrkafk fnd<| fmïj;shla jf.a lsh,d' Thd leu;s
keoao Thd fldfy yß f,dl= jevl fhÈ, bkak
fj,djl yÈis flda,a tlla weú;a —whs ,õ hQ˜ lsh, uu
lshkj wykak' uu leu;shs tfyu lshkak' ug f;areï
lr, fokak" Thd lshk fldkafoais úrys; wdorh
lshkafk fudllao lsh,' uu t;fldg ta úÈhg
yeisfrkakï' Thd uyd úYd, mqreIfhla' uu Thd
biairy mqxÑ u mqxÑhs' uu leu;shs Thdf. fyjk hg
bkak' ta;a wehs wms yex.s,d bkak ´k' fufyu yex.s,d
bkakfldg wms fm%aufhka bkakj lsh, ljqrej;a
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olskafkj;a kEfk' uu wdihs Thdf. wf;a t,a,Sf.k
hkak tkak mdr Èf.a" olsk whg B¾IHd ysf;k úÈhg'
fyd|hs uu lshkakï uq,' uu biafldaf, hk
ldf,ka mgka .kakï' ta ldf, uu fldÉpr isxÿ
lsõjo' biafldaf, isxÿjla lshkak Wjukd ´kEu
fohlg udj ;uhs f;dar .;af;' ug biairfj,d u
isxÿjla lsh, uqo,la ,enqfk ix.S; ixo¾YkhlÈ'
ixúOdhl whsh flfkla iafÜÊ tflaÈu idlal=fjka
weo, ug remsh,a foiShla ÿkak' ug yßu ikaf;daIhs'
uu wïughs kx.sghs Tlafldagu fudk fudkj yß wrka
ÿkak taflka' kx.sg inka lE,a,la' Bg miafi ;uhs uu
uevïf. ñhqisla mx;shg .sfha' uevï ug yß wdofrhs'
thd ug yßhg Woõ lrkjd'
Thd leu;so uu lshk isxÿj,g' ±ka y;rla
;sfhkj frfldaâ lr,' iS'ã' lÜlr, t*a'tï'
f¾äfhdaj,g fokak bkafk' yqÕla úhoï hkj wfka'
ljqrej;a kEfk wmg Woõ lrkak ysáfh' uu b;ska tl
tl .DDma j, uÕ=,a W;aij j,g tfyu isxÿ lsh,
fydhd.;a; lSfhka yß ;uhs fï ál;a lf<a' isxÿ
folla ú;rla ùäfhda lrj .;a;' Thd okakjo talg
jqk jefâ' tod uf.a isxÿj tï'à'ù' tfla hkak ;snqk
oji' tod ;uhs tal .sks .;af;' Thd okakjo uf. ku
uq,ghs w.ghs folgu msysg, ;sfhkafk .sks msgfjk
wlaIr¨' flakaor n,k flkd lsõfj' ug .dhsldjla
fjkak ´k kï ku fjkia lr .kak lsh, lsõj' talhs
±ka uu fï ku mdúÉÑ lrkafk'
ug tl ;SrKd;aul fudfyd;l Ñ;%máhlg isxÿ
lshkak wjia:djla ,enqk' tal fufyuhs jqfKa' uu
t;fldg biafldaf,ka wiajqkd ú;rhs' zwdrdê;fhdaZ
Ñ;%máfh ug ,enqk fidaf,da tlhs vqjÜ tlhs' ug
ñhqisla W.kakmq uevï ;uhs udj w÷kak,d ÿkafk
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äfrlag¾g' ta äfrlag¾ fou<' uu fydhdf.k
fydhdf.k .shd ;ksfhka u' ;=kafjks ojfi isxÿ folu
frfldaâ l<d' äfrlag¾ lsõj folu fyd|g u fyd|hs
lsh,d' uu b;ska lerls lerls ysáh uf. i,a,s fokl,a'
ta fj,dfj jeiai' jeiai fyd|g u jeäjqkd' äfrlag¾
lsõj jeiai mEõjyu hkak mq¿jka" thd kej;s,d bkak
fydag,gh hkak tkak lsh,d' uu nh fj,d .efykak
mgka .;a;' iagqäfhda tfla bkak ksu,a whsh ±lal uu
nh fj,d bkakj' uu thdg Tlafldu lsõj' ksu,a whsh
lsõj Thd wyqfjkak tmd ta fldáhg lsh, l=vhla
wrf.k msámiafi fodfrka udj tlalrf.k .syska nia
tlg wer¨j' mslap¾ tfla m<fjks ojfi uu;a .shd
n,kak' uf. isxÿ fol ;snqfK kE' ta isxÿ fol Bg
miafi lshmq tlaflkd ±ka yß m%isoaOhs'
uu n¢kfldg ug úis tlhs' tal;a jqfka uf.a
ffojh uf.ka .;a; lDDr m<s.ekSula úÈhg' thdf.
ku O¾fu' thd fmd,sialdrfhla' ta ojiaj, uu kEkf.
ÿj" ta lshkafk uf. whshf. ÿj biafldaf,g wrf.k
hkj' ojia .dKla thd uf. miafika wdj' fldfyo
bkafk wykj' ku wykj" taj fïj' uu fudkj;a
lsõfj kE' thd ud <Õ ysgf.k lsfhdakj' uf. whshf.
hd¿fjla whshg .syska lsh, uu fmd,sia ldrfhla tlal
l;d lr lr ysáh lsh,d' whsh lsisu fohla fydhkafk
n,kafk ke;sj ug .eyeõj' fyd|g u .eyeõj' uu
ùisfj,d .syska ì;a;sfh jeÿk' kEk weú,a, udj
fír.;a;' b;ska o~qju ú|, bjr ksid uu ;SrKh l<d
o~qjug wod< jro lrkak ´kE lsh,' ojia follg
miafi uu u .syska fmd,sia ldrh;a tlal hd¿ jqKd'
hd¿ fj,d i;shlska mslap¾ tlla n,kak .shd' Bg
miafi uu wïug lsõj'

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wïu, udj nkao, ÿkak' ta lshkafk frðiag¾
l<d' Bg miafi thd ks;ru wfma f.or wdj .shd' wms
ne|, yskao ljqrej;a wmg ;yxÑ odkak wdfj kE' ±ïu
;yxÑhla ±ïfu uu ;uhs" uÕ=,a f.or .kak l,a taj
lsis fohla nE lsh,d' thd lsõj t;fldg b;ska fjk
ljqreyß fydhd .kak isoaofjhs lsh,d tajg'
uu ys;=j whshf.ka m<s.kak fï jefâ lr;a"
O¾fu fyd|hs lsh,d' wfma wïu, uÕ=,a f.a fyd|g l<d'
tod ? thd ìõj' fyd|gu ìõj' ksod.kak hkfldg ?
folg lsÜgqhs' Wfoa mdkaoru ke.sákak ´kE' wkaojk
tlaflkd mdkaor mygo fldfyo tkafk' we|g .sys,a,
n,kfldg wr iqÿ froao kE' tal ke;=j .sfhd;a
kekaoïu udj t<j .kSú' miafi fydh, fydh, tal
fydhd .;a;' myqjod wfma wïu, weú;a udj irijf.k
;e,s ms<s ud, odf.k wfma kEfhd;a tlal ukud,hf.
f.or .shd' ukud,hf. f.or kEfhd ljqrej;a kE'
f.or ñksiaiq ál ú;rhs' ug yßu ÿlhs' wïu, udj
irijf.k tlal wdfj ldg fmkakkako lsh,' thd
lsõj .sh .uka u we÷ï udre lr .kak lsh,' uu
.jqula we|.;a;'
thd ojia folla fndkafk ke;sj ysáh' miafi
miafi thd lduf¾g wdfj ì;a;s w,a,f.k' uu
t;fldg ;uhs ±k.;af; thd iqrd fidf~la lsh,'
wks;a yeu ne|mq .Eksfhla jf.a u uu;a thdj yod.kak
ne¨j' y;rfjks udfi uu we÷ï nE.a tl;a wrf.k
f.or wdj' thd udj fydhdf.k wdj wfma f.or'
fndkafk ke;sj ysáh ál ojila' wdfh fndkak mgka
.;a;' ñksiaiq fndkj ;uhs' fndkak wdi ;uhs' kuq;a
thd fndkak fmf¾;hs'
thd î, î, u wikSm jqkd' uu isxÿ lshkak
hkjg O¾fu leu;s jqfKa kE' thd wikSm fj,d f.or
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bkakj" mähl=;a kE' uu fldfydu yß .sys,a, isxÿjla
lsh, lShla yß fydhdf.k tkfldg thd we;=f,ka
fodr jyf.k bkakj" ug we;=,g tkak fokafk
ke;=j' miafi uu hkfldg cfkaf,l f,dla tl wer,
;sh, hkj' taflka ;uhs uu we;=,g tkafk' thd f,v
fj,d wjqreÿ myla ysáh' wjqreÿ ;=kla wef|a ysáh' uu ta
wjqreÿ ;=ku isxÿ lsh, fydhd .;a; áflka ;uhs Ôj;a
jqfka' ÿj we~qfj kE ;d;a; uereKhs lsh,' thdg
t;fldg wjqreÿ wghs' kuq;a we~qfj kE'
Bg miafi t<Uqk ld,h ;uhs wudre u ld,h'
ñksiaiq ta lshkafk okak w÷kk msßñ" fldÉpr Woõ
lrkak wdjo' isxÿ lshkak .shdu" wms jf.a pQ,
.dhsldjkag yßhg iqyo yola we;s msßñ b,a¨ïlrefjd"
.EKqïlrefjd uqk .efykj' pQ, .dhsldj ne|,
ke;akï b,a¨u álla wvqhs' ne|, kï jeähs' ne|,
iajdñh ke;akï yqÕlau jeähs' ta whf. b;du;a
ir,;u fhdackdj ;uhs isxÿ lsh, bjr jqkdu .syska
niaikako lsh, wyk tl' b;ska wms isxÿ lshkak
hkfldg ne|, ke;s .EKq <uhs fjkjd' .EKq <uhska
.sys,a, niaikak iqyo yola we;s msßñ jeä fofkla
nhhs' ne|mq ke;slu;a tlal j.lSul=;a ne¢, ;sfhk
ksid' ne|mq .EKq <uhs i|yd j.lSula ke;s jqk;a álla
wk;=reodhl ;;a;ajhla ;sfhkjd' ne|mq ta;a iajdñhd
ke;s .EKq <uhs i|yd lsisu m%Yakhla kE' ksoyia .uka
n,m;%hla jf.a'
bkaÈhdfj .EKq ;ukaf. iajdñhd uereKu i;s
mQcdj mj;ajkj' ;udf. leue;af;ka u iajdñhdf. or
iEhg mek, ál fj,djlska msÉÑ,d bjr fjkj' ta
.EKq okakj iajdñfhla ke;=j Ôj;a fjkfldg È.gu
msÉfpkj lsh,' wfma i;s mQcdj fjkia' wms b;=re
Ôú;h mqrd u" ys;j;a msßñkaf. weiaj,ska" jpkj,ska

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msgfjk .skaorg msÉfpñka È.g u i;s mQcdj
mj;ajkj'
uf. kEoE flfkla m;a;f¾l tlaflfkl=g lsh,
;snqK ug w; fok Woõjla yeáhg ud .ek úia;rhla
m;a;f¾g ,shkak lsh,' uu b;ska thdf. T*sia tlg
.sys,a, thd uqK.eyqk' uf.a ish¿ úia;r iïuqL
mÍCIKhl jf.a wy, ,shd .;a;' f*dfgda .;a;' miafi
ojil ug tkak lsõj wdál,a tl ,shkak' fokaku
ksoyia ;eklg .sys,a, ,shkak ´kE lsõj' uu leu;s
jqfka kE ksoyia ;eklg hkak' ta ksid m;a;f¾ ta
wdál,a tl .sfh;a kE'
by<g k.skak ;sfhk yeu bKsuÕla mduq, u
hlaIfhla ke;skï msYdpfhlaj;a bkakj' Wvg k.skak
biairfj,d Wkag ì,s mQcdjla mj;ajkak ´kE' wvq
.Kfka mq¿gq msfoakshlaj;a fokak ´kE' foflka
tllaj;a ug lrkak neß jqkd' uu f*a,a' uu mqxÑ ldf,
wy, ;sfhk l,am úkdYh ldf, fjkak we;s fï'
uqre.ix j¾Idj jeye, f;uqk ñksiaiq uD.fhd fj,d'
yqÕ fofkla f;ñ,' ál fokhs f;ñ, ke;af;' Th;a
f;ñ, kE'
uu uf.a Ôúf;a ta ld,fha wdrCId lr .kak yomq
foaj,a tÉpr jeo.;a fkfõ fjkak we;s' uu weú;a
bkafk wjqreÿ fod<ylg oy;=klg biair jeo.;a lsh,
ys;mq foaj,a fkdjeo.;a lsh, ysf;k ;eklg' kuq;a
wjqreÿ fod<yla oy;=kla m%udo fj,d kqjK ,eì,
fudkjgo' uu .Õ wi,g u .syska ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ug
Trejla ,enqfk kE' Trejla ,enqk kï taldka;fhka
ug uyd id.rh fj; meof.k hkak yelshdj ;snqk'
Thd ug Trejla fjkak lsh, lshkak ±ka wjqreÿ
fod<yla oy;=kla m%udo jeähs fkao'

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uu m;a;f¾ lsfhõj Thdf. lú' Thd ux .ek
lúhla ,shkak' m;a;f¾ odkak tmd' ug f.k;a fokak'

miqj ,shQ fldgi


weh ±kg udi tl yudrlg fmr yÈis wk;=rlska
ñh .shd h' weh ;u ÈhKsh mdie,g f.k f.dia wdmiq
tk w;r wk;=r isÿ úh' frdayf,a Y,Hd.drh ;=< ;ks ù
wehg ñh hkakg isÿ úh'
weh ud y÷kd .kq ,enQfha tla ux., W;aijhl §
uf.a ñ;%fhla wehg Woõjla jYfhka .S;hla ,shd fok
f,i b,a,d isá wjia:dfõ § h' weh tÈk tu ux.,
W;aijfha .S .hkakg meñK isáhd h' ud .S; rplfhl=
fkd jqk;a .S; ,shkakg W;aidy l< wfhlañ' miq Èkl
uu weh le|jd ud ,shQ .S; lSmhla wehg ÿksñ' ta jk
úg o weh úiska .dhkd lrk ,o .S; wvx.= iS'ã' ;eáh
/f.k .=jka úÿ,s wdh;k iy rEmjdysKS wdh;k fj;
hñka isáhd h'

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wm fmïj;=ka njg m;a jQfha ljod ±hs ksh;
jYfhka lsj fkdyel' tfy;a wm m%:ufhka ism je<|
.;a Èkh ug u;l h' uu tÈk fufia ,shd ;enqfjñ'

fiahdrej f.k n,ñ


miqïìh ;=< iÕjd rlsk

fkdokakd fia isáh jqj


fï fof;d, ienúka u
udj ism .;a; j.
ug úYajdi lrjkak
ug u isÿù we;s ieá

fid÷r kqU uQ¾;sh h


ud weÕs,s ;=vq wUk

isákq uek ksii,j


fk; fuka u w;eÕs,s o
kqU .; ish¿ ;ek
iam¾Y l< hq;=h
fuf,l ;eka o
>k ;eka o
uqÿ ;eka o

ud uQ¾;s Ys,amshd h
uu fig jk úg
w¿;ska kqUj
ks¾udKh lr ksu lrñ

fndfyda Èkj, ud lf<a weh ud wi, ys÷jdf.k


ñksiqka ys. md¿ mdrj,a Èf.a ßh mojdf.k hdu h' ta
wjia:dj, weh fkdkej;S .S .ehqjd h' weh ug wef.a
iS'ã' ;eáhla § ;snqKs' wE .hd ;snqfka ckms%h islaia-thsÜ
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;d, /.;a .S; h' uu idudkHfhka tjeks ;d, iys; .S
j,g ms%h lrkafka ke;s jqj o ud fkd±kSu wef.a .S
j,g ms%h lrkakg mgkaf.k ;snqKs' tho uu ,shd
;enqfjñ'

.S .hkaksh
fidhñ wjir ;ks fjkak
kqfò .S;h iuÕ

kqU .Sh
uq, isgu w.g o
kej; uq, isgu w.g o
wid isáfkñ ;ksj

.S weiSug lka fkd;snq


tl;= lrk wvq lrk
.Kka b,lalï w;r
ksod jefgñka isáh uu
yÈisfhka msìÿfkñ kqfò .Shg
ish¿ oE wìnjd kqU
f,dj ñysß ;u .Sh ù we;

urKh ms<sn| wdrxÑh lsisfia;a ug úYajdi l<


fkdyels úh' tÈkg fmr Èk weh ug ÿrl;kfhka
l;d fldg fkdjer§u B<Õ Èkg miqÈk ud yuqùug
tk nj lshd ;snqKs' wef.a urKh ug wdrxÑ jQfha
wjia:d follg h' m<uqj weh wk;=rlg Ndckh ù
frday,g f.k .sh nj;a Bg úkdä mylg muK miq
,enqk mKsúvfhka weh ñh .sh nj;a jYfhka h' m<uq
mKsúvh ,o iekska uu fudag¾ r:h /f.k y~ñka u
frday, fj; .sfhñ' fojk mKsjqvh ,enqfka ßh mojk
w;r h' ñksh ñkS ldurhg f.kf.dia ;snqKs' frdayf,a
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úuiSï ks,Odßhd jeä úia;r fmd,sia ks,Odßhdf.ka
wid ±k.kakd f,i ±kaù h' fmd,sia ks,Odßhd uereK
whf.a úia;r lshkq fjkqjg ud ms<sn|j m%Yak lrkakg
ù h' f.!rjKSh yd id¾:l mqrjeisfhla jQ ud fï
wjia:dfõ § yeisßh hq;= wkaou nrm;, m%Yakhla úh'
ienúka u ug È.gu y~d je,fmkakg Wjukd ù
;snqKs' tfy;a wka whg idOdrK fya;=jla fkdfmkajd
y~d je<fmkafka flfiao' uu ieÕù je,mqfkñ'

fmïj;sh
uq,a fofm;af;ka ÿáñ
kqU me, l< fm%auh
jyd uq,a weo
ud ;=,
rEiaij jefvk j.

w;sYhska m%udoj
Ôúf;a m<uq jr
fm%auh w;a ú¢
b;d flá ji;a l,
kqU ;=áka isáfhah
kqfò whs;sh ndr § ug
fldkafoais úrys;j

fmïj;sh
jeã we; rEiaij
kqU me, l< fm%auh
fkdue;s jqj kqU
ud wi,

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wef.a urKfhka miq uu fkdis;+ úrE f,i wehg
fm%au lrkakg mgka .;sñ' weh b;d rEu;a jQjd h'
ñysß;u lgy~ iys; olaI;u .dhsldj jQjd h' wiydh
fmïj;sh jQjd h' weh ug fldkafoais úrys;j fm%au l<d
h' weh" wE i|yd lsisjl=;a b;sß lr fkdf.k u wE i;=
ish,a, ug .kak u .kak ndr § ;sìK' fl<jr
fkdl< yels jQ wm tlaj .sh flá .uk weh tlu ñysß
.S;hla l<d h' wehg hdug b;sßj ;snQfha u| ÿrls' hd
hq;=j ;=nQ ;ek fmfkk udkfha ùh' ud weh t;ekg
taldka;fhka u /f.k hk njg wp, úYajdihla weh
;=< ;sìK'
iudjkq fid֧h
kqUf. fm%auh jeä lug
iel my, l< tl .ek
fm%au l< hq;= ;rug jvd
w;sYhska jeäfhka
kqU ug fm%au lf<ysh

b;sß ù ;snqfha
flá l,la neúka
kqU i;=j ;snQ ish¿ fm%auh
ug § bjr lrkakg
Wjukd fjkak we;s
kslau hdug m<uq

±ka ish,a, yudr ù we;' tl, wehg Trejla


fkd;sìK' miqj wehg bjqrla fkdue;s úh' ±ka weh
fkdue;' uu wehf.a l=vd ÈhKshf.a woDYHudk Ndrlre
ù isáñ'

2002-11-30

19
wm fofokd fkdfyd;a
fjk;a fofofkla

f;fukj fkao@ tkav l=fâ hgg'


''''''@
jysk tl .ek l,amkd jqfka keoao l=vhla
f.akak'
l,amkdj ;snqk'
tfykï@
l=vhla ;snqfk kE'
fudllao Thdf. ku@
kula kEfk'
fudkjo lrkafk@
isxÿ lshkj'
kula ke;sj fldfyduo isxÿ lshkafk@ ljqrej;a
wykafk kEfk'
tal ;uhs''' uu lshk .uka uu u wykj'
wïu ;d;a;d ÿkak kuj;a keoao@
tal uu ke;s lr .;a;fk'
fjk fudkjo lrkafk@
mshdUkj" isxÿ lshk .uka'

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''''' æ
Thd fudkjo lrkafk@
lú ,shkj'
lú@
Tõ lú' yenehs uu lú ,shk nj ljqrej;a okafk
kE'
wehs ta@
,eÊc keoao lú ,shkj lsh, lshkav' uf.a
fouõmsfhd f.!rjKSh hym;a mqrjeisfhd' ta whg
fldÉpr lK.dgq ysf;hso ±k.;af;d;a'
tfyukï ug lsõfj wehs@
Th;a ux jf.a flfkla lsh, ys;=k yskao'
fjk fudkjo lrkafk@
fmd;a lsfhdakj'
b;ska fldfyduo lkafk fndkafk'
fndkafk kE' wïu, lkav fokj''' Thd@
uu lkafk kE' fndkafk;a kE' talfk uu
fuÉpr ieye,a¨' mshdUkak mq¿jka jqfk;a ta ksid' ±ka
uu mshdUdf.k fl,ska u we|g .syska ksod .kakj'
wïu, ;d;a;, lkav ÿkafk keoao@
taf.d,af,d áhqIka ÿkak'
) ) )

gla' gla' gla'

21
fudkjo Thd Th lrkafk@
;Ügq lr, n,kj'''' Thdf. yoj;g''' fodr
wefrhso lsh,'
fudlgo@
uu leu;shs we;=,g .sys,a, n,kav'
fudlgo@
fu;k iS;,hs' we;=f, riafk we;s' ug
fuf;kg;a ±fkkj riafk jf.a'
'''''@
wksla ojfi tkfldg Thd ug lúhla ,shdf.k
tkav'
wksla ojfi@
Tõ wksla ojfi'
wksla ojfi fldfyduo wms fokak yïnfjkafk@
wo yïnjqfka' ta jdf. yïn fjhs'''' iuyrúg uu
fkfõ fjk flfkla yïn fjkav mq¿jka'
iuyrúg wms fokaku fkfõ fjk fokafkla
yïn fjkav mq¿jka'
Tõ' fndfyda úg tfyu fjkav mq¿jka'
lúhla ìys lrkav biairfj,d .enla msysgkak
´kE' .enla msysgkak .eyeKshla iïnkaO fjkak ´kE'
ld,hla .en Wiq,f.k bkak ´kE' tfyu bkak tl
yß wudre fohla' .en fïrejdhska miafi ;uhs lúh
ìys lrkafk' ìysl,dhska miafi;a w;a ll=,a kyh
tfyu yokak ´kE' Bg miafi ;uhs tal lúhla
fjkafk'

22
tÉpr wudre jevla o@ wfka tfykï tmd'
kE' lula kE' uu Thd fjkqfjka ,shkakï'
) ) )

fukak uu ,shdmq lúh


flda n,kak fokav
fmïj;sh
kqU .ek
,shkakg lshQ lj
,shjqfka ke;
fyd|hs''' ,iaikhs''' uu leu;shs''' uu fïlg mo
ud,djla od, ;kqjla od, isxÿjla yokakï' Thd wyf.k
bkav wksla ojfi uu isxÿj lshkfldg'
) ) )

uu lshkavo Thdf. isxÿj


yd" lshkav'
fmïj;
tkako wf;a t,a,S
wm olsk kqU ñ;=rkg
B¾IHd isf;k f,i
msiaiq''' Thdg neßo uu ,shk lú lshjkav@ uf.
lú lshjkav ljqrej;a kEfk' lshj, fyd|o krlo
lsh, lshkav'
ug fokav' uu lshjkakï'

23
ï''' ta jqk;a tal yßhkafk kE' Thd ±ka udj
okakjfk' Thdg nE wmCImd;S mdGlfhla fjkak' Thd
fyd| ke;s tajg;a fyd|hs lshhs'
tfyu kï wms fufyu lruq' lú álla fld<j,
,sh, mdfr ìu od,d ;shuq ud¾lÜ tl biairy' wms
me;a;lg fj,d n,df.k b¢uq ñksiaiq taj weys|f.k
lshjkjo lsh,'
) ) )

´f.d,af,d isgqjre o@
kE' n%dyauKfhd
n%dyauKfhd <Õ uiqrx keoao@
álla ;sfhkj'
fmdÈ ne|, keoao@
Thdg fudkjg o wfma uiqrx .ek ±k.kav
;sfhk Wjukdj" Thd fydrlï lrkav o@
fydrlï lrkav biairfj,d fyd|g fydh,
n,kav lsh, wïu lsh, ;sfhkj' fydrlï lrkj kï
;sfhk flfklaf.ka fydrlï lrkav lsh,;a lsh,
;sfhkj'
''''''''æ
´f.d,a,kag ud,s.djla ;sfhkj o@
f.hla ;sfhkj'
wYaj lr;a;hla ;sfhkj o@
;sfhkj' uu wksla ojfi wYaj lr;af; tkakï'

24
tmd' tmd' wYaj lr;af; tkav tmd' wYajfhla msfÜ
tkav' fõf.ka b.s,s,d hkav mq¨jka wYajfhla' ug ±kau
foaúkakdkafi flfkla jf.a wYaj lr;af;l ke.,
hkav ´ke kE' l=udrfhla tlal hk l=udßldjla jf.a
iqÿ wYajfhla msfÜ hkav ;sfhkj kï we;s'
Thd ug fm%au lrkavo yokafk@
fï rg m%cd;ka;%jd§ rgla' ´kEu flfkl=g
´kEu fj,djl fm%au lrkav ksoyi ;sfhkj' ta whs;sh
wdKavql%u jHjia:dfjka u ;yjqre lr, §, ;sfhkj'
Thd foaYmd,k úµdj;a bf.k f.k ;sfhkj o@
Tõ" —ta˜f,j,aj,g' ^kE fndre wfka" uu wy,
;sfhkj'& Thd okakj o uQ,sl udkj whs;sjdislï
hgf;a fm%aujka;shg ;uhs ish¿u whs;sjdislï
;sfhkafk" fm%aujka;hdg ;sfhkafk hq;=lï ú;r hs
lsh,d' ±ka n,kav" fm%aujka;shg ´kkï lshmq ojig
kEú,a, bkav mq¿jka' kuq;a fm%aujka;hdg tfyu
lrkav nEfk' fm%aujka;hdf. hq;=lu yeu fj,dfju
fm%aujka;shg lSlre ùu iy fm%aujka;sh wdrCId lsÍu'
le,E mdrlska hkfldg jeoafola weú,a, fm%aujka;sh
meyer .kak yeÿfjd;a fm%aujka;hd igka lr,
fm%aujka;sh fír.kak ´kE' fm%aujka;shg ;sfhkafk
igkska Èkmq tlaflkd irK hkak' whs;sh ;yjqrelr
.ekSu ms<sn| iïmQ¾K j.lSu ;sfhkafk fm%aujka;hdg'
ta jf.a wjia:dj, fm%aujka;shg mq¿jka NdKavhla jf.
yeisfrkak' wdrCId iys;j f.or .shdu iudk
whs;sjdislï b,a,kav;a mq¨jka'
''''''@
''''''''æ
fudlla o wms lsh lshd ysáfh@

25
fm%auh .eku fk' yenehs ud <Õ ;sfhkafk jrla
mdúÉÑ l< fm%auhla' ta jqkdg w¿;a u jf.a'
mdúÉÑ l<@
Tõ uf.a m%:u fm%auh'
talg fudlo jqfKa@
thdg ;E.s Tmamqjla ,enqk'
;E.s Tmamqjla@
Tõ' ljodj;a t,shlgj;a fkd .;a; fyd|g
mßiaiï lrf.k ysgmq fm%auhl=;a tlal'
t;fldg Thdg ÿl ys;=fk keoao@
ys;=k' ys;s, ys;s, wdfh ysf;kafk ke;sj .shd'
t;fldg tfykï Thdf. fm%auh Thdg mßiaiï
lr.kav neß jqKd@
ta jqkdg uu lsõjfk w¿;a u jf. lsh,d' jeiqï
bj;a lr,;a kE'
wdrCIl fmd,s;Ska jeiau@
uu ys;=jg jvd msßñkag fudf,a ;shkj fk' jpk
;=k y;rla .<m, f;areï .kav;a mq¿jka fk'
fï''' uu È.g u Thdf. wmydi ú| ú| bkav
leu;s kE'
Thd fudlgo l,n, fjkafk@ uu lsõfj msßñ
.ek' Thdg wod, fjkafk kEfk' Thd lú ,shkafkla
fk'
Thdf. lsisu ,diH Ndjhla kE' Thdg ;sfhkafk
Tlafldu ;dkavj ,laIK' Thd .Eksfhla nj u;l
;shd.kav' uu msßñfhla nj u;l ;shd.kav'

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yd''' Thd t;fldg ys;df.k bkafk msßñkag
ú;rhs wmydi lsÍfï whs;sh ;sfhkafk lsh, fka' Thd
mrK biafldaf,l bf.k f.k ;sfhkafk' Thdg u;l
ysák" jvd;a ldru iys; jpk j,ska lsõfjd;a Thd
mqreIdêm;Hjd§ W!frla'
Thd tfyu o ud .ek ys;df.k bkafk@ Thd
ys;kj o uu Thdg fm%au lrhs lsh,@
uu ys;kafk kE' uu kslï u fm%au lrkj' Thdg
neß o flá ld,Skj ug fm%au lrkav' wog hs fygg hs
msßuy.kav mq¿jka fjkav' wksoaog;a b;=re jqfkd;a kï
tal wê iqfLdamfnda.S ;;ajhla''' Thd n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkafk fkdhs÷,a f;d,afm;s iys; lkHdjla o@
Tõ $ kE $ lshkav nE' Thd iqÿiq jpkhg háka
brla w¢kak'
) ) )

uu l;kaorhla lshkav o@
lshkav'
lkHdúla .ek'
kd. lkHdúhla@
kE" ukqiai'
yd b;sx lshkav'
tlafld;a nE'
wehs@
tafl msßñkag ;rï .Ekqkag jákd lula kE'
l;dfjo@

27
kE" lkHdNdjfha''' msßñ yß nhhs lkHdmg,hg'
.Ekqkag .dKla kE'
) ) )

Thd fm%au lr, keoao@


kE'
ljodj;a@
kE' ta jqKdg uu yß wdidfjka bkafk ldg yß
wd,h lrkav' kuq;a uf. ysi" l|" .d;%d yßhg msysg,d
kEfk' uf. by<ska u msysg,d ;sfhkafk ysi" ysig
my<ska mmqj" mmqjg my<ska nv'
b;ska ta ms<sfj, yßfk'
kE' uu fyd|g ±l, ;sfhkj' ta whf. by<ska u
;sfhkafk nv' Bg my<ska mmqj" Bg my<ska ysi'
t;fldg ta whf. ls%hd md,kh fjkafk nfvka
o@
Tõ''' b;ska tafl je/oaola kEfk' tfyu ke;sj
by<g k.skav nE'
Thd leu;s keoao by,g k.skav@
leu;shs''' kuq;a nEfk'
) ) )

b;ska Thd ljodj;a .Ekq <ufhla bU,j;a keoao@


;sfhkj''' .fïÈ'
lshkavfld'

28
thd uf. kEk' ug jvd wjqreÿ folla ú;r
jeäu,a' uu thd bU.;a; fj,dfj ug tal tÉpr iqkaor
wdYajdohla úÈhg ±kqfk kE' miq;,h jqk;a tÉpr
fyd| kE' ms,slkafk llal=iaish msámiafi' miafi uu
ta isÿùu m%;sjdokh l,d ,iaik miq;,hla fhdo,' tal
m%;sjdokh lrkav lrkav wdiajdoh jeä jeäfhka
±fkkak jqkd'
tÉpro@
;j álla ;sfhkj' ta ál tÉpr fyd| kE'
kEkg fudlo jqfka@
kEkg .Kka áhqIka fokav wdj i¾ áhqIka
fokafk ke;sj b|, wyqjqkd' Bg miafi thdj i¾g
nkao, ÿkak''' .Kka úNdf.g .;af; kE'
kEkhs uiaiskhs wdof¾ lf<a keoao@
Thd ljqo foúhka jykafi o udj úksYaph
lrkav@
uu ys;=j Thd leu;s hs lsh, mrK l=Kq fydao,
od, mú;% fjkav'
uf. tfyu l=Kq .EúÉÑ w;S;hla kE'
ug yß lK.dgqhs i¿fj ¥ú,s fmdola fkd .EúÉp
ta;a lú ,shk ^msßisÿ lú ,shk& Th n%dyauK mq;%h .ek'
uf.a <Õg wdfjd;a kï i¿j wmsßisÿ fjhs'
;ry fjkav tmd' ug Y=øhka .ek tÉpr ±kSula
kE' n%dyauK ixialD;sh wkqj msßisÿj bkak ´kE yeu
fj,dfju' ta jqk;a uu ±ka Thdg leu;shs" l=Kq álla
.Ejqk;a'

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wms huqo fmïj;=kaf. Wµdkhg@ yenehs t;k
fm%au lrkav fokakE' fjk ´kEu fohla lrkav mq¿jka'
´kakï <Õg fj,d uQfkka uQK n,df.k bkav
mq¿jka'''' l=vhlaj;a ;snqk kï uQÿ fjr,g hkav ;snqk'
nE" wms ;ju ienE fmïj;a;= fkfï' Thdg fudlo
TÉpr yÈiais@
ug yÈiaishs' nd;arEï hkav ´kE'
T;k .y msámiaig hkav'
Thdg ioafo wefyhs'
tfykx ;o lr f.k bkav'
) ) )

Thdg T*Sia tlg ljqrej;a .Ekq <ufhla


fg,sf*daka lrdo@
ï'''' Tõ'
whs <õ hQ lsõjo@
Tõ'
wehs b;sx Thd W;a;r ÿkafk ke;af;@
t;k <Õ ysáh tlaflfkla'
.Ekq flfklao" msßñ flfklao@
.Ekq kE wms <Õ'
b;sx Thd ta <uhg lshkak n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkafk fudllao@
uu lshkj ta .Ekq <uh f*dajâ jeã" wdof¾
fhdackd lrkafk msßñ ñila .Ekq fkfõ lsh,d'

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Thd yßu f.dfâ' f.dfâ lshk jpkh fkfõ
yß' nuqfKla' kE' m%d.a ft;sydisl jeoafola' fldfyafoda
fudllafoda jer§ulska úis tla fjks Y;j¾Ihg weú,a,'
talg lula kE''' uu ;jÿrg;a m%d.a ft;sydisl
jeoafola yß mqreIdêm;Hjd§ W!frla yß úÈhg bkav
leu;shs' hï lsis ojil ;j;a fldfya yß fudlla yß
jer§ulska m%d.a ft;sydisl jeoaÈhla úis tla fjks
Y;j¾Ifha § uqK.eyqfkd;a lshk n,dfmdfrd;a;=j
we;=j'
'''''''''@
ug lshkav wehs Thd ug wdof¾ lrkav ;SrKh
lf,a lsh,d'
Thd uu ys;=j ;rug jvd fudavhs' wdof¾ lrkafk
fïlg hs lsh, fya;= olajkav mq¿jka o@ wdof¾ WmÈkj
ñila ´mmd;slj" fya;= m, iïnkaohla ke;=j''' uu
leu;s hs tl fohla lshkav' uu leu;s hs Thdf. ysi
l| .d;%d msysg,d ;sfhkj lsh, lsõj úÈhg'''
úfYaIfhka u Wäka u T¿j msysg,d ;sfhkj lsõj
tlg' kuq;a Wäka u jqkdg msysg,d ;sfhkafk
jeoafolaf. T¿jla'
'''''''æ
'''''''''@
''''' fudlg o ±ka w~kafk' Thd u lE .y," Thd
u nek," Thd u w~kj'
''''''' uu jeoaÈhla fj,d'''' Thd <Õ bkakï'

2003-01-04

31
rd;%sh

weh iuÕ uq¿ /hla u ug .; lrkav isoaojqkd'


uu ysáfha Wi we|l' biamsß;df,l we|la jf.a' Bg;a
jvd Wio uu okakE' fldfydu yß thd we| <Õ ysg
.;a;du we| thdf. nfâ .dkg Wi we;s' ug yÈis
wk;=rla isÿ fj,dj;a o' thd we| <Õ ysáh uf. uQKg
lsÜgqfjkav' ug l;d lrkav nerej ysáfh' tlafld
thdg l;d lrkav nerej ysáfh' ke;akï wms fokak
l;d lf<a ndidj,a folla fjkave;s' uu isxyf,ka
ys;mq yskao uu isxy, j. ug f;arekd' thd iajdys,s
ndidj o l;d lf<a' iajdys,s kï wms%ldfj nkagq
f.da;%slfhla fjkav ´kE' nkagq f.da;s%lfhla kï uQK
È.á fn,a, È.á fjkav ´kE' fuhdf. uqK rjqï'
uydrdIag m%dka;fha l÷lr f.da;%sl ;reKshla fjkave;s'
ke;a;x fï uf. mrK fmïj;sh o ish¿ ne£ï yd
j.lSï bj;od, fm%auh fidhd weú,a, o' iuyrúg weh
f.da;s%l ;reKshla jf.a fjia j,df.k weú,a, fjkav;a
mq¿jka' ug ál fj,djla kskao hkav we;s'
uu l,amkd l,d jrlg tl wl=r ne.ska Yío
lrkav' t;fldg thdg ta wl=re wuqk, jpk yod.kav
mq¿jka' jpk wuqk, jdlH yod.kav mq¿jka' Bg miafi
talg f;areula fokav mq¿jka' ta úÈhg j;a ixksfõokh
lrkav' kuq;a uu W;aidy l,dg uf.a láka wl=re
msgfjkafk kE' uu ys;kafk yÈis wk;=rla' uu
bkaÈhdjg hkav we;s' tfyÈ uu .sh fldaÉÑh mS,s
mek, lkaola my,g fmr,s, ug fï wk;=r isoao
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fjkav we;s' ;=jd, fjÉÑ wks;a wh biamsß;d, j,g
f.kshkav we;s' uu m%md;hlg fmr,s,d .syska
fydhd.kak neßfjkav we;s' t;fldg fï ;reKsh ;uhs
udj fírf.k ;sfhkafk' l÷lr ÿ¾. m%foaYhla ksid
udj biamsß;df,lg f.kshkav neßfj,d ;sfhkj' ta
ksihs biamsß;df,l jf.a Wi we|la yo, udj ;sh,
;sfhkafk' uu fï jf.a l;d ±l, ;sfhkj bkaÈhdkq
Ñ;%máj,' kuq;a uu taj isoao fjkav neß w;d;aúl
foaj,a úÈhg neyer lr,hs ;snqfk' uu w;.d, ne¨j
uf. k<,g ma,diag¾ tlla od, ;sfhkj o lsh,'
;snqfk kE' ta lshkafk uu Ñ;%máhl Ôj;a fjkj
fkfjhs'
;reKsh ud <Õ u ysgf.k ysáh' wmsg l;d
lrkav l%uhla fydhd .kav Wjukd jqkd' wms weia j,ska
w;a j,ska tfyu W;aidy l<d' l;d lrkafk ke;sj uu
fldfydu o fï isÿùï ál ±k.;af;' uf.a Wm
ú{dkfha /¢, ;sfhkj fjkav mq¿jka isÿjqk ish,a,
u' uf.a weia weß, ;sì, ish,a, u igyka fjkav we;s
Wm ú{dkfha" uu okafk ke;sj u'
uu wef|a bkak .uka mq¿jka ;rï wehg lsÜgq
fjkav ne¨j' thdf. nfv;a mmqfj;a WKqiqug uu
leu;s jqkd' thd we|f.k ysáh we÷ïj, hdka;ug
f.daks .|la jf.a fohla ;snqK' we÷ïj, o thdf. wefÕa
o lsh, yßhg u lshkav nE' kuq;a uu talg blaukska u
mqreÿ jqkd' wka;sug tal iqj|la jqkd' ug wdfh;a ál
fj,djla kskao hkav we;s'
uu álla T¿j Wiai, ne¨j' thd ì;a;sh whskg
fjkav t,dmq meÿrlg fj,d ksodf.k ysáh' ì;a;sh
me;a;g yeß,' ug fmkqk" miai me;a; yqÕla f,dl=jg'
kjdf.k ysáh ll=,g háka jQ ll=, ksrdjrKh fj,d
;snqk uq,g u' we|" uu ys;mq ;rï Wi kE' uu ys;kafk
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biairfj,d f.da;%sl ;reKsh we| <Õ oK .yf.k
bkav we;s'
) ) )
wms fm%au lf,a mQ¾K wkaOldrh iy ksYaYío;djh
hgf;' ish,a, u ±l n,d.;af; w;.d,' <ÕÈ wkaO jqk
uQ¾;s Ys,amsfhla jf.a uu thdj w; .d, ne¨j' ;o ;eka"
uDÿ ;eka" isks÷ ;eka uu ta ish,a,la u w;.d, n,,
thdf. rEmh lg mdvï lr .;a;' ug f;arekd wef.a
mshhqre idudkH m%udKhg jvd úYd, hs lsh,' wms
tlsfkldg l;d lr.;af;;a iïmQ¾K ksYaYío;djfhka
hq;=j" w;ska' ta lshkafk tlaflfklag lrkak ´kE foa
wks;a flkdg w;ska lr, fmkakkjd'
uu b;d blaukska u fjkia jqkd' uf.a weia
fmkSu wkaOldfr § ;Sj% jqkd' thg iudkqmd;slj oj,a
ld,fha fmkSu ySk jqkd' ug wjg f,dalh fmkqfk
hka;ug iy wmyeÈ,s f,i' uf.a weia fmkSfï
widudkH iajNdjh .ek uu ta ;rï ;elSula lf<a kE'
uu n<f,la fjkav we;s' oj,ag uu weia fyd|g u ySks
lrf.k w,i úÈhg .; l<d' rd;s%fha§ uu ls%hdldÍ
jqkd' ug ´kEu wkaOdlrhl weh isák ;ekg
myiqfjka weúof.k hkav mq¿jka' b;du;a meyeÈ,sj
iy úia;rd;aul f,i uu ±lafl f.da;%sl ;reKsh
ú;rhs'
wmf.a iïnkaOh m%d:ñl mßY=oaO rd.fhka mgka
wrf.k blaukska jevqk b;d ixlS¾K jQ wfkHdkH
iafkayh olajd' myiq jpkj,ska lshkj kï wms
fmïj;=ka jqkd'
f.da;%sl ;reKshlg f.da;%fhka msg
mrfoailaldrfhl=g fm%au lrkav ;ykï' f.da;s%lhkag
fm%au lrkj hs újdy fjkj hs lshkafk folu tl hs'

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tfyu lr, wyqjqfkd;a Bg iïnkaO fokaku ur, odhs'
ta ksid uu lf<a wksla ish¿ fokd u ksod .;a;hsk a
miafi weh <Õg tk tl' wms mdklaj;a m;a;= lf<a kE'
wms bkak ;ek ñksiaiqkag fmfkhs lsh,'
uu mrfoailaldrfhla ksid" yß úÈyg kï uu
f.da;s%l ndidj bf.k .kav ´kE' kuq;a isoao jqfka thd
isxy, álla bf.k .;a; tl' thd isxy, bf.k .;a;;a
ta ±kqu uÈ wfma fma%ufha ishqï yeÕSï m%ldY lrkav' ta
jqkdg thd lsõj" uu lshk foa thdg f;afrkj lsh,'
ojila ? wms ksYaYíoj l;d lr lr ysáh'
fldfydug;a wms l;dlrkafk ?g' uu uf.a merKs
fmïj;shf.a ñh .sh fm%auh .ek ks;r yS,a,Su .ek thd
lK.dgq jqkd' thd lsõj ñh.sh foaj,a Ôj;a fjk wh
<Õ ;shd.kav tmd j<,, odkav lsh,' ´kakï j<,mq
;ek me<hla ysgjkav t;fldg wdfh me<fjkav ´k
kï me<fjhs lsh,' thd lsõj ´kakï thd Woõ
lrkakï lsh, j<odkak' myqjod Wfoa wms fokak ñh.sh
fm%auh;a lr ;shdf.k W±,a,l=;a wrf.k fy, my,g
.shd' tal yqÕla nrhs' wudrefjka ;uhs Wiaif.k .sfha'
uu ys;kafk jeäh nr biaiqfj thd lsh,' uu j<la
lmkav mgka .;a;' jeäh lmkav neßjqkd' ug
blaukgu uykais jqkd' ug jeäh fjfyi fj,d
mqreoaola kE' thd ;uhs jf<a jeä fldgila lemqfj' wms
ñh.sh fm%auh j<g od, mia jeyeõj' yß mqÿu fohla
isoao jqkd t;k' j< lemQ mia ál tal msfrkav jykav
uÈ jqkd' idudkHfhka j<la lemqjd u tal jy," Wig
uqÿka lrkav;a we;s fjkj lmmq mia' kuq;a fu;k
nysrjh mia yx.," j< iïmQ¾Kfhka u jykav tmd
lsh,' ug f;arekd tafl f;areu' b;sß fjÉp bv ál
wkd.;fha§ ñh hEug kshñ; fm%auhla fjkqfjka lsh,'
kuq;a uu tal thdg lsõfj kE' wiqnjd§ foaj,a uu th;a

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tlal lshkafk kE lsh, uu fmdfrdkaÿ fj,d ;snqk ug
u' wms t;k ;=,ais me,hla ysgj, wdmyq wdj'
uu uf.a ld¾ tflka thd k.rfha weúÈkak
tlalf.k .shd' ys;j;a mdGlh" ±ka Tn is;kjd we;s
w;rux ù ysáh ug fldfydu o ld¾ tlla ,enqfk
lsh,' we;a; jYfhka u lshkjdkï ug jhi úis y;f¾
b|, u ld¾ tlla ;snqk' fï uf.a y;rfjks ld¾ tl'
uu ys;df.k ysáfh uu fmdfydi;a ke;s idudkH
flfkla úÈhg fï l;djg we;=¿ fjkak hs' kuq;a b;sß
fldgi ld¾ tlla ke;sj lrkav wudrehs' B<Õ
uqøKfha§ uu fï l;dfõ uq, fldgi;a fjkia lrkj
Bg .e<fmk úÈhg'
;j;a tlla' uu fuÉpr fj,d kula ±ïfu kE
f.da;s%l ;reKshg' uf.a merKs fmïj;shf.a ku u
±ïfud;a ug myiq yskao uu ta ku u fuhdg;a odkav
leu;shs' kuq;a fuhd leu;s fjk tlla kE' we;a; kï
±ïfud;a wfma wkkH;djh t,s fjkav neß lula kE'
lula kE we;a; ku u oduq' kñka ú;rla ldjj;a w÷k
.kak nEfk'
uu idú;S%j k.rhg tlalf.k .syska k.rfha
.Ekq <uhs w¢k we÷ï me<÷ï wrf.k ÿkak' taj
we|f.k hkfldg thd yßu ,iaikhs' k.rfha
fmdfydi;a .Ekq <ufhla jf.auhs' ldgj;a lshkak nE
fï l÷lrfha f.da;%sl ;reKshla lsh,d' ta ldf,
k.rfha .Ekq <uhskaf.a w¿;a u ú,dis;dj jqfka
bkaÈhdkq f.da;s%l we÷ï' kuq;a idú;S%g Wjukdjqfka
f.da;%sl ;reKshla nj fkd fmkajkak' ta ksi d thd
f;dar.;af; íÆ-Ôkaia à-I¾Ü jf.a we÷ï' uQK iqÿ lrk
wdf,amk j¾.;a fldkav fydaok Èhr j¾.;a wehg
Wjukd jqkd' thd f;dard .;a; f,an,a wkqj idú;S% b;d

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fyd| j¾.fha fkdakd flfkla fkd jk j.
úl=Kkaksfhda ±k.kav we;s' f,dl= idmamqj,
úl=Kkafkda úl=Kkaksfhda idú;S%g uevï lsh, l;d
lrkfldg;a f,dl= fydag,aj, fiajlfhd fïifha mqgqj
miaig lr, b|.kav yß.iai, fokfldg;a idú;S%
yßhg leu;s jqkd' uf.a jhfi ta;a ,iaik fmïj;shka
ke;s wh B¾IHdfjka wms Èyd ne¨j' uu ta fj,djg
álla Wv n,df.k jf. weúoafo'
wms ,iaik ,iaik ;ekaj,g .shd' wdmk
Yd,dj,g" ksjdvq ksfla;kj,g tfyu' thd yqÕla
i;=fgka ysáh nj ug fmkqk' ojila uu th;a tlal
.shd lndkd ueá f.j,a ;snqk le,E jgdmsgdjla ;sfhk
ksjdvq ksfla;khlg' thd miafi ug lSj thdg t;k
úYañ; ia:dkhla fkfõ" .fï§ ±fkk wmyiqldÍ nj
t;kÈ;a ±fkkj lsh,' uf.a fud<h ksjerÈj ls%hd fkd
lsÍu .ek uu miq;ejqk' Bg miafi iEu úgu uu thdj
tlal f.k .sfha È,sfik fmd,j iys; ia:dk j,gu hs'
uf.a weiaj,g wks;a ñksiaiq fyd|g fmkqfk ke;s
jqk;a wms fokak .ek wms bkak m,df; ñksiaiqkag bj
jeá, ke;akï iel ys;s, ;sfhk j. ug fmkqk'
thdf. .fï foajdf, W;aijhg thdg hkav
Wjukd fj,d ;sín' foajdf, W;aifõ .ek thd l;d
lf<a yßu i;=áka' W;aijh iqudkhla ;sfhkj' yeu
.Ekq <uhska u w¿;a we÷ï we|, ieris,d bkakj' rij;a
lEu îu yokj' ld, î, kgkj isxÿ lshkj' tlu mS%;s
id.rhla' ;reKfhd;a tlal mS%;s fjk wh;a bkakj'
fkdfhla úis;=re nvq werf.k fjf<kafod tkj'
mrfoailaldrfhd;a tkj' W;aifõg ojia follg l,ska
thd .shd thdf. f.da;s%l .ug" W;aifõ bjr jqkq .uka
u wdmyq tkj lsh,' W;aifõ .ek j¾Kkd l,;a"

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mrfoailaldrfhd;a tkj lsõj;a ug tkav u lsh,
yßhg u lsõfj kE'
kuq;a uu .shd' y;rfjks ojfi uu .shd
W;aifõg hkj jf.a thdf. f.da;s%l .ïudkhg" thd
n,kav u' W;aifõ ;sfhkafk thdf. f.or fkdjk nj
uu okakjd' kuq;a uu thdf. f.a fydhdf.k .shd' hk
fj,dfj idú;S% f.or ysáfh kE' ;=jlal=jla w;g
wr.;a;= m;frdï máhl=;a lf¾ od .;a;= yeä ±ä
ñksfyla biairyg wdj' uu mrfoailaldrfhla jqk;a nh
jqfka kE" uf.a wjxl fm%auh uf.a yojf;a ;sfhk ksid'
yeä±ä ñksyd fudkjo lsõj f.da;s%l ndidfjka' ta lshmq
úÈhg ta jpk tÉpr fyd| jpk fjkav nE' uu w;ska
ix{d lr, weyeõj idú;S% lsh, .Ekq <ufhla fufy
bkakjo lsh,d' yeä±ä ñksyd ;j;a fudkjo lsõj'
uf. wf;a ;=jlal=jla j;a wdhqohla j;a ;snqfka ke;s
yskao yeä±ä ñksyd ;=jlal=j my; fy<,hs ;snqfk'
wks;a tl uu ;ksfhka weú,a, ysáh ksid;a uu
wdl%uKhlg wdj flfkla fkdjk j. ñksyg
f;afrkav we;s' ta idú;S%f.a wlaldf.a mqreIhd nj uu
miafi ±k.;a;' ta ukqiaih f.da;%fha wdrCIl Ngfhla
yeáhg riaidj lrkafk' fjk;a f.da;s%lhkaf.ka
;udf. N+ñh wdrCId lr.kak tl ;uhs riaidj'
udfilg ierhla ú;r f.or tkj' ojia fol ;=kla
bkakjd' fndkj' uu .sh ojfi u ta ukqiaih;a f.or
weú;a'
uu ±lal idú;S% È,sfik È. idhl=;a we|f.k
miai fodfrka f.g we;=,a fjkj" ;j jeäud¨ .Ekq
flfkl=;a tlal' ta jqk;a thd f.a biairy me;a;g
wdfj kE' ál fj,djlska ;j msßñ flfkla weú;a
yeä±ä ñksy fldydgo tlalf.k .shd" f.hska msg' ta
fndkav ;uhs .sfha'

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Bg miafi idú;S% t,shg wdj' thd lsõj kekao;a
tlal foajdf, fmd,g .shd lsh,' thd yßu ,iaikhs'
È,sfik lkakdä lE,s we÷fu yeu ;ekg u w,a,,' /ia
úysfokj' idú;s% l;d lf<a nfhka jf.a'
idú;S% ljqo mqxÑ <ufhl=g l;d lr, thdf.
ndidfjka lsõj udj foajdf, <Õg tlal hkak lsh,d'
fld¿j udj fik. f.dvla bkak msÜgkshla <Õg
tlalf.k .syska fudkjo lsh, udj;a tlalf.k .shd
foajdf,g' t;k mQidßh iaf;da;% j.hla lsh, uf.a
k<f, r;= mdg" iqÿ mdg" ly mdg l=vq j,ska bß j.hla
wekao' fld¿j wdmyq ÿjf.k .shd hkav' msÜgksfh
f.da;%sl ñksiaiq ;uhs Tlafldu ysáfh' msÜgksh jfÜg
lvj,a od, ;snqk' ñksiaiq taj <Õ f.dv .eys, ysáh'
foajdf, biairy f,dl= f;drKla .y, ;snqk' tafl
f,dl= foaj rEmhla we|, ;snqk' foaj rEmhla lsõjg
foaj;dúhla' yßu fidanudkj we|, ;snqk' iuyrúg
Ñ;%má f;drKl lgjqÜ tlla fjkak;a mq¨jka' tÉpru
,iaikhs' uu kshu mrfoailaldrfhla jf.a Wv ìu n,
n,d ysáh' È,sfik we÷ï we|.;a; .Ekq <uhs ;=ka
fofkla ud Èyd ál fj,djla n,df.k ysáh' Bg miafi
Wka fudkjo lsh, yhsfhka yskdfj,d fikÕ w;rg
ÿjf.k .shd' ál fj,djla bkakfldg uu ±lal
leurdjla udk udk bkak ;j mrfoailaldrfhla' .Ekq
<uhs ;=ka fokd leurdldr mrfoailaldrhg fudkjo
lsõj' leurd ldrhd ;=ka fokd me;a;lg lr, f*dfgda
.;a;' fjk fjkuhs" ;=ka fokd tlghs'
) ) )
uu t;fldg idú;S%,f. f.a we;=f,' idú;S% ud
<Õu jf.a ysgf.k ysáh' uu weyeõj ljoao wdmyq
tkafk lsh,d' thd fudkj;a lsõfj kE' kuq;a ug
±k.kav ,eì, ;snqk idú;S%f. uiaiskd ta lshkafk
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wlaldf.a mqreIhd wdfh riaidjg hkav tmd lsõj lsh,'
t;fldg u ;=jlal=ldr uiaiskd wdj' fudkjo yhsfhka
lsõj ;rfyka' fjä folla ;shkj ug weyqk' uu
uereK' idú;S%;a uefrkak we;s'
ys;j;a mdGlh' uf. urKfhka miqjo l:dfõ
iq¿ fldgila ,shkakg isÿùu .ek Tn ug iudúh
hq;=h' ud jeks pQ, l:dldrhka muKla fkdj b;d
úYsIaG jQ f,aLlhka o urKfhka miq isÿ jQ isÿùï
Tjqkaf.a l:dka;rj, ,shd we;' Tjqka ta i|yd iqúfYaIS
Wml%u Ndú;d l< nj ienEh' tfy;a ug ta i|yd ld,h
fkdue;' uu weh fidhd hd hq;af;ñ' tfia fyhska fuys
wdlD;sh .ek fkd i,ld wka;¾.;h muKla
ie,ls,a,g .kakd f,i lreKdfjka b,a,d isáñ'
uu mdfjù ;ek ;ek hkj' fld;kÈ fyda ´kEu
fj,djl idú;S% ug yïnfjkav mq¿jka' uu weh;a tlal
.sh iEu ;eklg u ks;r ks;r .syska n,kj' weh;a fï
jf.a u udj fidhñka weúÈkjd we;s' uu fu;k
fydhk fldg thd t;k fydhkj fjkav we;s' ksielj
u ojil wms yuq fjkj' ysá yeáfha uu olskj wms
fokak Whfka È. wdikhl fl,jr b|f.k bkakj'
kuq;a fudfyd;lska ta fjk fokafkla fjkj' wdfh
wjkayf,a cfka,h <Õ wdikfh' fydag,fh mSkqï
;gdlh <Õ uu wms fokak jf.a fjk fokafkla
olskj' we;a;g u weh ug yuqjqkdu uu uf.a ießieÍu
kj;ajkj' Bg miafi uu ksYap, fjkjd'
Bfha uu .shd uf.a ñh.sh merKs fm%auh je<Æ
;ekg' t;k wms ysgjmq ;=,ais me<h me<fj,d kE'
fõ,s,d Èrd .syska ;snqk' jf<a b;sß ù ;snqk bv ál
msß, ;snqK'
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fmïj;shf.a Èkh

Thd <Õ bkakfldg uf. mmqj yhsfhka .efykj'


biafldaf, hk ldf, jf.a' fï n,kak uf. uQK;a r;=
fj,d fkao lsh,'
Thdg u;lo wms biairfj,d u fm%au lrkak mgka
.;a; oji' uu biafldaf, .sh wka;su wjqreoao ta' Thd
wfm f.or biairy fndaäx fj,d ysáfh' ta ojiaj,
yjig Thd hkj lk;a; <Õ ;sfhk l÷ .eÜg Wvg'
t;k b|f.k wyi Èyd n,df.k bkakj mehla folla'
mrdð; fma%ujka;fhla jf.a' uu yß leu;s jqkd mrdð;
fm%aujka;fhl=f. pß;hlg' t;fldg ;uhs wms
biairfj,du fm%au lrkak mgka .;af;' wms lshkafk
uu' uu t;fldg lsfhõfj f.d¿ yoj;' Thd ug lsh,
ÿkak .=Kodi wurfialr lshjkak' Bg miafi È.gu
uu lsfhõfj Thd lshjk cd;sfha fmd;a' uu Thdf.
nqoaêu;a lug yßhg .re flrej' Thdf.ka ;uhs uu
bf.k .;af; f,dafl Èyd n,kak Wi fldaKhlska'
wks;a whf. T¿j,g Wäka' ;ju;a uu ys;kafk Thd
ys;kak W.kakmq úÈhg' ;ju uu Thdf. iqjp lSlre
YsIHdjla'
mrdð; fm%aujka;fhla fj,d ysáhg mrdð;
fjkak fmïj;shla Thdg ysáfh ke;s nj uu ±kf.k
ysáh' ta;a Thd ug ie,l=fj w; m,af,ka jegqk .dkg'
miafi miafi Thd ud .ek ie,ls,a,la olajkak mgka

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.;a;' iuyr fj,dj, ug ys;=k Thd we;a;gu wdof¾
lrkj we;s lsh,' u;lo ojila Thd wfma f.or
ljqrej;a ke;s fj,djl uu Thd <Õg u fj,d ysáh
yeá' Thd uf. w;ska we,a¨fj j;a kE' ug yßhg ÿl
ys;=k' Thd ys;df.k ysáfh wms w;fr isÿfjk krl
fohla jqk;a fmd;l ,shkak ;rï fyd| fjkak ´kE
lsh,' myqjod uu Thdg ÿlanr ,shqula ,sh, ÿkak' Thd
tal lshj, lkao Wvg .sys,a, uy.u fialrf. isxÿ
lúhla lsh lshd ÿflka ysáh' uu Thd <Õg tk l,a u
Thd okafk kE' Thd uf.ka iudj b,a¨j' fudlgo
lshkak okafk kE' iuyr úg fudkj;a u jrola lf<a
ke;s ksid fjkak we;s' tod uu wïuf.ka .=á lEjd"
lshkafk ke;sj ;ksfhka f.hska msg .shd lsh,d'
wfka fyñka v%hsõ lrkak" wms fldydgo hkafk@
yqÕla ÿr o@

Thd we;a;gu iïmQ¾Kfhka u ug wdorh lf<a


kE lsh, ug ysf;kj' Thd ug ÿkafk fldkafoais iys;
wdorhla" ál ld,hlg ud <Õ ;shdf.k bkak ú;rhs'
.kak u .kak fkfjhs' Wjukd jQ úgl wdmyq wrf.k
kshu fmïj;S wdjyu thdg fokak mq¿jka úÈyg'
fldkafoais ug ,sh, ;snqfk ke;sjg Thdf. l;dj,"
,shqïj, wl=re fma<s w;ßka uu tal lsfhõj' Thd fm%au
lrkak n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka ysáh .EKq <uhs wvq ;rñka
fokafkla .ekj;a uu ±kf.k ysáh' tla flfkla
m,af,yd f,aka tfla yeuodu yjig u,a j,g j;=r odk
fl,a,' wks;a tlaflkd Thdf. mx;sfha u isxÿ lshk
fmdä fl,a,' i¾ flfklaf. ÿjla' Thd udj .Kka
.;a; .Kkg jvd yqÕla wvqfjka thd Thdj .Kka
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Thdg u;lo uu lshk taj@ Thd fndaäx fj,d
ysáh f.org uu tkjg fndaäx ñiag%ia leu;s jqfka kE
fkao@ u;lo Thd ug lsõj" ojila thd thdf. fnârEï
tlg l;d lr," fndre h;=rla §,d w,audßh wer,
fokak lsõj lsh,' Thd Bg miafi yß h;=r f;darf.k
wer, ÿkak l;dj' Thd miafi lK.dgq jqkd wks;a
fndav¾ w,audßh wer, fokafk ke;sj we| Wv ysáh nj
±k.;a;yu'
Thdg u;lo Thd ug biairfj,du wrka ÿkak
idßh' iqÿ idßhla" wÕ,a fofla fld,mdg fndavrhla
ú;rla ;sfhk' Thd leu;s jqfka kE uu ta idßh .ek
lshkjg' tal ,dn idßhla lsh,' ta jqkdg uu yßhg
leu;shs talg' Thd ug fl,ska u lsõfj ke;s jqk;a Thd
leu;s jqkd uu iqÿ idß ú;rla w¢kjg' tal jqfka Thd
ta ldf, ókd l=udßg leu;s fj,d ysáh ksid' uu b;ska
,iaik ke;s jqk;a Thdf. Ñ;a;rEm j,g iudk fjkak
W;aidy .;a;' wr miafika m,mq í,jqia tl u;lo' Thd
tal ug §, lsõj we|, fmkakkak lsh,d' Thdg n,kak
´kE jqkd mmqj biairy í,jqia tl biais,d keñ,d
;sfhk yeá' ta ldf, ;snqfk W,a fn%ish¾' W,a fol
ms<sn|j Thd iEySulg m;a jqkd'
wfka cfkaf, <Õ fÜn,a tfla b| .ksuq' uu
wdihs wE; fmakjg' ,iaik ;ekla fka'
b;ska uu k¾isx fÜ%ksx .sys,a, wjqreoaolg
miafifk Thd fmardfokshg wdfj' ug u;l yeáhg
bxðkshßx *el,aá tl ta wjqreoafouhs fmardfokshg
f.kdfj' Thd ta ldf, yßu wdvrïnf¾lska ysáfh
bxðfkare YsIHfhla lsh,' Thd ys;df.k ysáh wjg
bkak yeu fokdgu jvd Thd yß nqoaêu;a lsh,' iuyr
fj,dj, uf.a hd¿fjd biairy ug yßhg ,eÊc ysf;k
foaj¨;a Thd lsõj" Thdf. nqoaê uÜgu fmkakkak' uu

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lsisu fj,djl Thdg taj .ek lshkafk .sfha kE"
Thdf. ys; ßfohs lsh,'
ta ldf, ;uhs Thdf. fm%aufha m<uq jk wÈhr
bjr fj,d fojk wÈhr mgka .;af;' Thd ys;kak
mgka .;a; bxðfkarefjla úÈyg ug jvd iqÿiq flfkla
Thdg Wjukdhs lsh,' Bg miafi Thd .;a; ls%hd ud¾.h
;uhs yeu fohla u fjkia lf<a' Thdg u;lo Thd udj
tlal .shd Thdf. hd¿fjl=f. f.or" f.or ljqrej;a
ke;s ojil' Thd l,amkd l,d m%fhdackhla fkdf.k
kslï u w;yer odkafk fudlgo lsh,d' kuq;a ta
.ufkka Thd n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqk m%;sM,h" ta lshkafk
m%fhdackh ,enqfk kEfka'
Thdg yqÕla foaj,a u;l kE fkao@ Thd ug w¿;a
u foaj,a ta ojiaj, b.ekakqj' fm%auh lshkafk wd;au
jxpdjla" rd.h msßisÿhs" f.!rjKShhs" wms ´kEu
fudfyd;l fjkiajqk ;;a;ajhlg uqyqK §ug iQodkñka
bkak ´kE jf. foaj,a'
t;fldg ;uhs ;=kajk md¾Yjh" ta lshkafk
lu,a" o¾Ykhg we;=,a jqfka' thd fldÉprla kï foaj,a
ug lsõj;a uu thd Wkkaÿ lrjk tl u jpkhla j;a
thdg lsõfj kE' Thd uf. tlu hd¿j tlal ^thdf.
kEfhdhs tlal& l;r.u .sh nj ±k.;a; ojfi ;uhs
uu lu,a tlal l;d lf<a' myqjodu thd wfma f.or
.syska wïu,j yïnfj,d wjir wrf.k ;sfhkjd ug
fm%au lrkak' Thd wms fokak ud¾lÜ tl <ÕÈ ±lal
oji kï u;l we;s fkao@ Thdg msiaiq yeÿfk
t;fldghs' ;shd.kakj o@ w;dßkj o@ Thdg yqÕla u
ßÿfk thd ffjµ YsIHfhla jqk tlg' Thd msiaiq yeÈ,d
we~qj" nekak" lïuq,g .eyeõj'
miafi wka;sug Thd u udj ndr ÿkak thdg'
Ñ;%máhl jf.a' Thd ta fjkfldg ug lsh, §, ;snqk
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wmg tl wd;auhla uÈ nj iïmQ¾Kfhka u Ôj;a
fjkak' fldÉprla kï foaj,a lrkak ;sfhkjo' tl
.eyeKshla fldfyduo iïmQ¾K ñksfyl=g we;s
fjkafk' tlu Ôú; ld,h ;=< fldfyduo ysmsfhl=hs"
wurfoaj flfkl=hs" bxðfkarefjl=hs fjkafk' ta ldf,
Thd msgq tlish úiafi fudksg¾ tlaihsia fmd;aj,
Èkfmd;l jf.a igyka ,shkj' ms,sfj,g yeuodu
fkfï' kslï wiykhla ±kqKq fj,dj,' wiykh lshk
jpfk Ndú;djg wdfj ta ldf,' .=Kodi wurfialrf.
l;djl ta jf.a pß;hla ;snqk ug u;lhs' ta igyka
fmd;a ál" wms ks, jYfhka iuq.kak ál ldf,lg
biair Thd ug §, ;snqk' ta fmd;a álhs" Thd tjmq
Tlafldu fmï m;a álhs uu I¾Ü fmÜáhl od, ;sh,
;sín' Thd úYajdi lrkjo" ;ju;a taj ud <Õ ;sfhkj'
Thd leïmia tflka msg fj,d hk fldg uu Thdg
tjmq ,shqï ál hd¿fjl=g §,d .shd' úislr, odkak yß
mqÉp, odkak yß ÿl ys;s,' miafi wdmq <uhs ta ,shqï
lshj, ;sfhkjd' fmïm;a ,shkak mQ¾jdo¾Y yeáhg'
Thd ´v¾ lrkak wfka' uu tÉpr okafk kE ;re
mfya lEu .ek' fldia fo,a jf.a foaj,a kï okakjd'
ug ßojkak Thd fldÉpr foaj,a l,do ta ldf,'
u;lo Thd hd¿ jqk f,dl= mmqjla ;sfhk .¾,a' wd¾Üia
*el,aá tfla' thdf. bls,sh <Õu msÉÑÉp le<,la
;sfhkj lsõfõ" mqxÑ ldf, l=mams ,dïmqjla fmr,s,d
msÉÑ,d' t;fldg wr m,af,yd mdfr mä fm, ;sfhk
f.or wlalhs kx.shs fokak' Th hs Thdf. hd¿j hs
fokak ´f.d,a,kaf. lduf¾g f.kdfj' wxYl wkQjg
;sh, ;sfhk we|ka fofla Th fokak wlal hs kx.s hs
tlal ysáfh" fnâ ISÜ fmdrjf.k' Thd ug fldÉpr
kmqrelï l,do' ta;a uu Thd lshk lshk ;eka j,g
wdj' lu,ag fydfrka" Thdf.a wkshï fmïj;S úÈhg'

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uu fldÉpr Thdg wdof¾ l,;a Thd ys;=fj u uf.a j,a
lug Thd tlal tkj lsh,'
Thd okakjfk rdOd .ek' fm%auh fjkqfjka"
fm%auh i|yd" fm%auh lrKfldg f.k ish¿ foau
ls%IaKdg ÿkak' lsisu fohla wdmiq n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkafk ke;sj' rdOd fjkqfjka bkaÈhdfj fldaú,a
;sfhkjd' ta w;ska bkaÈhdfj ñksiaiq fldÉpr fyd| o'
Thd <Õ bkak fldg uf. mmqj msfrkj mqmqrkak ;rï'
fjk lsisu flfkla <Õ tfyu ±fkkafk kE' ish¿u
ne£ï yd j.lSï fofjkshg ;sh, uu Thd <Õg wdfj
rdOd jf.' uu Thd fjkqfjka bf.k .;a;" fm%auh
wjk; úh hq;af;a fm%auhg u wdfõksl kS;sj,g ú;rhs
lsh,'
uu l;d lrkj jeä o@ lula kE fkao' Thdg
ksÈu; o@ Thd kï ta ojiaj, jf.auhs' ìh¾ tllaj;a
fndkak nE'
Thd biair;a uf.ka wy, ;sfhkj Th m%Yakh'
fl,ska u fkfõ' fjk fjk jpk j,ska' Thd ljodj;a
ms<s.;af; kE uf.a W;a;rh' Thd iuyr fj,dj, fï
.ek lshmq jpk j,ska ug yßhg ;=jd, fj,d ;sfhkjd'
ug ;=jd, jqkq nj ±k.;a;u Thdf. uQfKka fmfkkj
Thdf. ch.%yKfha i;=g' wjqreÿ úis .Kklg;a miafi
ug lshkak ;sfhkafka ta l;djuhs'
uu chka; tlal hd¿ fj,d ysáh ;uhs' chka;
uf. yeáhg f.dvla ,iaikhs' biafldaf, hk
fl,af,l=f. isysk l=udr fmkqu' uu ys;=j chka; ug
we;a;gu wdof¾ lrkj lsh,' uu jf.a fmkqula ;sfhk
fl,af,l=g chka; wdof¾ lrhs o lsh, ys;kak ;rï
T¿jla ug ;snqfk kE' ;snqk jqk;a ta jhfi yeu
fl,af,la jf.au mdúÉÑ lf<a kE'

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uu biafldaf, iafmdaÜia bjrfj,d f.or tk
fldg chka;, ld¾ tll wdj' ld¾ tl kj;a;,
chka; ug k.skak lsõj udj f.ksys,a, niaijkakï
lsh,' uf.a isysk l=udrhfk' uu fudlgo nh fjkafk'
nh fjkak fj,djla ;snqfk;a kE' nh fjkak
Wjukdjla ;snqfk;a kE' ld¾ tfla biairy ;j
fokafkla ysáh' tlaflfkla uu w÷kk chka;f.
hd¿fjla' thdf. mx;sfhau' v%hsõ lrmq flkd uu
w÷kkafk kE' chka; ysáfh miai iSÜ tfla' ld¾ tl
.shd f.or me;a;g yrjk yxÈh;a myq lr,' uu chka;
f.ka weyqj' thd lsõj v%hsj¾g f.org mKsúvhla
lshkak ;sfhkj lsh," .syska blaukg wdmyq tkj
lsh,' uu nh jqfka kE' chka; bkakjfk' ld¾ tl ál
ÿrla .sys,a, yrj, j;a;la we;=f, l÷ .eghla Wv
;snqk f.hla biairy k;r l,d' v%hsj¾ neye, wvj,a
lr, ;snqk f.hs fodr werf.k we;=,g .shd' .sh .uka
u wdmyq weú;a f.or wh kE m,af,y we;s .syska n,,
tkakï lsh, m,af,yg .shd' chka;f. hd¿j;a th;a
tlal .shd' wmg f.a we;=<g fj,d bkak lsh, v%hsj¾
lsõj' chka; ug l;d l,d f.a we;=<g hkak' uf.
mmqj fydaia .d,d m;a;= jqkd' ug fudkj j;a ys;kakj;a
neß ;rï nh ys;=k' ll=,a fol mK ke;sj .shd' chka;
mK ke;s udj j;a;ï lrf.k f.a we;=,g tlal f.k
.shd' uu chka;f. ll=,a fol <Õ jeá, w~kak mgka
.;a;d' chka;;a nfha fjkak we;s fjjq,kj jf.a ug
±kqk' uu È.gu we~qj' chka;g ÿl yß nh yß
ysf;kak we;s' chka; t<shg hkak yokfldg tl
mshkla ú;rla wer, ;snqk mshka fofla fodf¾ thdf.
ll=, jeÿk' thd rn¾ fifrmamq folla od,d ysáfh'
yhsfhka jeÿk ksid udmgweÕs,a, ;=jd, jqkd' yqÕla
ßfokak we;s' fõokdjg ll=, weof.k weú;a
Wiaif.k wef|ka jdä jqkd' weÕs,af,ka f,a wdj' uu
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ìu b|f.k w~ w~d u ysáh' chka; ál fj,djla
b|f.k b|, t<shg .syska m;a;r lE,a,la wrf.k wdj'
thd ìu jeá, ;snqk f,a ìxÿ ál msy odkak yok fldg
u wr fokak;a wdj' uu ìu b|f.k w~ w~d bkakj'
we| <Õ u f,a ìxÿ lSmhla ;sfhkj' thd,d ud Èyd;a
ne¨jd' f,a Èyd;a ne¨j' lsisu fohla isÿ jqfka ke;s
jqk;a ta fokakg tal w¾: l:kh lrkak mq¨jka
wdl¾YKSh l;djla úÈhg' chka; ta fokak t,shg
tlal f.k .syska fudkjo lsõj' ta ñksiaiq
iïmQ¾Kfhka u .y<fhd fkdjk yskao udj wdmyq
f.k;a wer¨j" wrf.k .sh talSh ;;ajfhka u' Thdg
úYajdi lrkak leu;s fjkak ;rï we;a; ,iaik ke;s
nj uu okakj' chka;,d tod lsis fohla lrkak nh
jqkdg hd¿fjd bÈßfha lshk ùr l;dj,È udj ish
jdrhla ¥IKh lrkak we;s'
fyd| u oji krl u úÈhg bjr lrkakhs wmg
isoao jqfka' ±ka lSho fj,dj' wms huq o@ Thdg mq¿jka
fkao myg biairfj,d udj iafÜIka tl <Õska
niaijkak@

igyk
ud wdmiq meñKsfha lkiai,af,ks' wjqreÿ úis
mylg miqj;a wehf.a ;reK l, lkHdNdjh ms<sn| ud
lror jkafka wehs ±hs ug f;areï .; fkd yel' wehf.a
l;dj ud úYajdi l< hq;= o@ ±ka wehg fndrejla f.d;d
lshkakg lsisu Wjukdjla ke;' wfkl=;a isÿùï ish,a,
ks¾oh f,i úYaf,aIKh lrkakg wehg yels úks kï
fï wrNhd wi;Hhla lshkakg Wjukdjla fkdue;'
wxYl wkQjg ;snQ we|ka fofla l;djg yd l=mams

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,dïmqjg ms,siaiqk le<e, iys; l;djg" ñ;=rka iuÕ
l, ùr l;d j,§ fldmuK m%udKhla ud Bg tl;=
lf<a ±hs uu oksñ' tfy;a chka;f.a l:dj wrNhd ud
tfia fkd is;kafka wehs'
tl, ud bÈßmsg wef.a lkHdNdjh Tmamq lr
isàug weh lSm úgla u wjia:dj imhd § ;snqK;a uu
tajd ksjerÈj f;areï fkd .;af;ñ' ud úiska wê
;lafiare l< lkHdmg,fha jákdlu ug lsishï fyda
úêhlska wdmiq f.ùug isÿfjkq we;ehs ud ìh jqkd úh
yels h'
wE wrNhd m%pdrh lr yßk ,o jD;a;dka;h m%:u
jrg ud weiQ fõf,a uf.a fomd mK ke;s úh' Èkla ud
iuÕ t;rï l=¿m. fkdjQ ñ;%fhla bÈßfhka tk weh
fmkajd —Th nvqj chka;hhs ;j fokafkl=hs
biaiqjfk˜ ye¢kaùfï jdlHh lSfõ h' weh uf.a
fmïj;sh nj Tyq ±k isáfha ke;' ta wjia:dfõ ud ;=<
yd msg; isÿ jQ úm¾hdih ±k .ekSug ;rï Tyq ixfõ§
lula we;s wfhl= fkdùh'
bka miqj uu hjq,la f.k wef.a w;S;h ydrñka
i;Hh ^ud weoySug leu;s i;Hh& álla fidhd .; yels
±hs ne¨fjñ' fuu ls%hdfõ§ wehg iq¿ iq¿ ;=jd, fuka
u nrm;, ;=jd, o isÿ úh' ;=jd, lrñka yd ;=jd,
fjñka fndfyda ld,hla uu weh u;af;a u isákakg
fya;=jla ;sìk' tkï ia;S%ka wdl¾Ykh lr .; fkd
yels ysi l| .d;%d we;s mqoa.,fhl= jQ fyhska fjk;a
fmïj;shla Èkd .ekSug fkdyels ùu h' weh kj
fmïj;dg mjrd §fuka miqj o fkdfhla jr weh lrd
hkakg isÿjQfha o ta fyhskau h'
uu ;ju;a we;=,;ska m%:u fm%auhg fm%au lrkjd
úh yelsh' tl, ud Wmhñka isá iudc ;;a;ajhg

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wkql+,j ud weh fkd i,ld yer ls%hd l,o ud ienúka
u wehg fm%au lrkakg we;' .; jQ meh lSmh uu
w;S;fha Ôj;a ùñ' tl," tkï wm fofok fnfyúka
;reK l, wehf.ka m%Yak lsÍï lrk wjia:dj,§ ud
ú¢k ,o fõokdj u wo o oeKqks' ud fu;rï ixfõ§
ùug wjYH ke;'

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iqÿ l¿ iy w¿

uu ia;S%ka miqmi hk wfhla fkdfjñ' ia;S%kag


leu;s tl fjku ldrKhla h' uu uf.a yelshdfõ
iSudjka ±kf.k isáfhñ' kuq;a ud ±kf.k iy
mkjdf.k ;snQ iSudjka blaujd f.dia fuh isÿúh' weh
ÿgq m<uqfjks Èkfhysu ug weh .ek ±ä wkqlïmdjla
we;s úh' ksjerÈj lsjfyd;a ±ä wdorhla we;súh'
fu;rï m%ikak fu;rï ;reK .EKq <ufhla fujeks
/lshdjlg tkafka wehs ± hs ug is;sK' wehg ;=nQfha
f;,a mdg weÕla h' msreKq kshu u bkaaÈhdkq uqyqKla h'
ud" wdh;kfha f,dl=u ks,Odßfhla fkd jqk;a
;rula f,dl= ks,Odßfhls' weh meñK i;shlg miq
ojil uu wehg uf.a ld¾hd,hg l;d lf<ñ' uu
wehf.a jhi lSh ± hs weiqfjñ' oy kuhhs' we;a;u
jhi ± hs kej;;a weiqfjñ' weh Bg isky jQjdh'
wehf.a ku .u" fmr l, /lshdj wdÈh ms<sn|j È.gu
m%Yak lrk úg weh ,ÊcdYS,Sj tfy;a bj;aj .sh
fkdyels fyhska flá ms<s;=re foñka ìu n,df.k
isáhd h' ld¾hd,h w;=m;= .Eu" f;a iE§u" ,sms f.dkq
tyd fuyd f.k hEu wdÈh weh i;= jev h'
weh meñK uilg muK miq Èkl weh ug f;a
f.keú;a fok úg uu wehf.a w;ska we,a¨fjñ' weh
.,a .eiS n,d isáhd h' wehg lsisjla f;areï .; fkd
yels úh' w,a,d .;a w;ska ud foig weoao úg weh kslï

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u ud Wl=, u;g mdù wdjd h' th flfia isÿjQjd ±hs
is;kakg fyda f;areï .kakg fyda úreoaO jkakg fyda
fj,djla wehg fkd ;sìK' wehg is;kakg mq¿jka
;rug isysh tk úg uu wehf.a f;d,a ism f.ko bjr
ù ;sìK' weh iïmQ¾Kfhka u mK ke;sù isáhd h' weh
<Õ b;d fjkia iqj|la ;sìK' th ú,jqka iqj|la
fkdfõ' oyäh iqj|l=;a fkdfõ' kslï ia;S% iqj|la h'
th ;reK .EKq <ufhl=f.a m%lD;s iqj| h'
uf.a fkd ukd w¥ro¾YS ls%hdfjys w;=re m%;sm,
l=ula jkq we;a ± hs uu Èk folla hk ;=re wúksYaÑ;j
ìfhka miq jqfkñ' Èk ;=kla blau .sh miq;a w;=re
wdka;rdjla isÿ fkdù h' miqù isÿ fkd jk nj ug
meyeÈ,s úh' f;a /f.k tau fmr f,i u isÿ úh' f;a
/f.k tk fj,dfõ § uu wef.a uqyqK foi
mÍCIdldÍj ne¨jo weh ìu n,df.ku wef.a jev
fldgi l,d h'
uu wef.a jhi .ek l,amkd lf<ñ' jhi oy
kjhla hkq l=vd <ufhl= fkdfõ' wehg wehf.a
leue;af;ka u ;SrK .; yels jhils' weh
úreoaO;ajhla fkd fmkajd ug wjk; ùu" ug úYajdi
fkd l, yels ;rfï iqkaor;u w;a±lSula úh' rEu;a
;reK .eyeKq <ufhl= ism .ekSu ms<sn|j uu Èk
.Kkdjla mS%;sfhka isáfhñ'
ld¾hd,fha fjk;a ;reK .eyeKq <uhska o isà'
Tjqka tfõf,ys fmd,s;Ska ljrfhka bj;g .;a wh
fuka fidanudkj isá;s' Tjqkag wõj wys;lr h' jeiai;a
wys;lr h' ¥ú,s fmdola jd;fhys ;snqKfyd;a jyd
f,akaiqfjka kyh jid .ks;s' weh tfia ke;' jeiaig;a
Tfrd;a;= fohs' wõjg;a Tfrd;a;= fohs' jeiaig
Èhfjkafka ke;' wõjg msÉfpkafka ke;' ¥ú,a,g
lsúiqï hkafka ke;' ud fmd,s;Ska ljrj,ska .;a
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.eyeKq <uhska nd, fldg l;d lrkjd fkdfõ h' weh
w.h fldg l;d lrkjd h' fmd,s;Ska ljrj,ska .;a
.eyeKq <uhska jqjo ism .ekSug bv fokafka kï krl
ke;' kuq;a Tjqka ug tfia bv fokafka ke;' tfy;a
Tjqkaf.ka lSm fofkla ug jvd by< ks,OdÍka lSm
fofkl=g ism.ekSug bv m%ia;d § we;'
Èk lSmhlska" ug wehf.ka wka;rdhla fkdue;s
nj meyeÈ,sju ±k.;sñ' weh fojk jrg;a ism
.ekSfuka miq uu th ia;Srhgu ;yjqre lr .;sñ' wm
fofok b;d iq¿ jpk m%udKhla Ndú;d lrñka
wjfndaOd;aulj ls%hd lf<uq' uu b;d mS%;sfhka
ld¾hd,fha jev lghq;= lrf.k .sfhñ' ld¾hd,fha
fiaúldjla iuÕ ks,Odßfhl= fm%au iïnkaOhla we;s
lr .ekSu idudkHfhka wdpdr úfrdaë ls%hdjls' úOdhl
ks,Odßfhl= lïlre fY%aKsfha wfhl= iuÕ iïnkaOlï
meje;aùu lsisfia;a u ms<s.; fkdyels ;;ajhla h' wm
ms<s.; fkd yels ;;ajfha fm%au iïnkaOhlska ne÷fkuq'
m<uq ui wjidkfha wehg uu isyska fÉka fmdgla
;E.s lf<ñ' th wef.a jegqma Èkhg miqj ùu ksid
wjYH flfkl=g myiqfjka ksoyig ldrKd lSug wehg
yels úh' m<uq jk jr ud iuÕ msg;g hdug wehj
leu;s lrjd .ekSu b;d wmyiq úh' Ñ;%mg keröug
weh leu;s nj ud ±k isá fyhska wka;sfï § weh b;d
wudrefjka Ñ;%máhla keröug hdug leu;s lrjd
.;sñ' wm fld<U f.dia weh f;dard.;a yskaÈ Ñ;%mghla
kerUqfjuq' oyj,a wdydrh i|yd ye¢ .Eremamq fkdue;sj
lEu .; yels" tfy;a fyd|+ wdmk Yd,djlg uu weh
/f.k .sfhñ' bka miq wms idmamq lSmhl weúoafouq'
,iaik fl,a,la w; t,a,df.k idmamq ;=< weú§u ish¨
fokdgu fkd ,efnk iqfLdamfNda.hls' wE ñ, jeä hehs
bj;a l, oE o uu ñ,§ wrf.k ÿksñ' tÈk weh jákd

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idßhla uf.ka Èkd .;a;d h' uu wehf.ka úYajdih
Èkd.;af;ñ' ld¾ tlg f.dv jQ iekska wE uf.a
lïuq,g laIKsl ydÿjla § iqr;,a f,i —;Ekala hQ fjß
uɘ lSjd h' uu mshdUd rjqula f.dia kej; ld¾ tl
;=<g meñKsfhñ'
weh ld¾ tll .sh m<uqjk j;dj fuh fkd úh
yels jqj;a w¿;a ld¾ tll bÈß wiqfka .sh m<uq j;dj
kï ienúka u fuh h' wE l=vd <ufhla ù isáhd h' wE
jdhq iukSlrKfha iS; iq<x Odrdjg w; w,a,d ne¨jd
h' th yrjk úÈh bf.k .;a;d h' iajhxlS%h fodr
ùÿre ls%hd lrjk úÈh o" wdrCIl máh oud .kakd úÈh
o" leiÜ f¾äfhdaj ls%hd lrjk úÈh o tÈk bf.k
.;a;d h' weh buy;a i;=áka isák j. ug b;d meyeÈ,s
úh' wehg ;rula fyd|g isxÿ lshkakg mq¿jk' ud
jdykh mojk w;r wE isxÿ lSjd h' wE kerUQ Ñ;%mg
l;d lshd ÿkakd h' yskaÈ Ñ;%mg .ek wE fndfyda foa
±k isáhd h' tajdfha kï" k¿ ks,shka yd isxÿ ms<sn|j
wE ±k isá m%udKh .ek uu mqÿu jQfhñ'
m<uq jrg wm ìh iel fkdue;sj l;d lf<a tÈk
h' weh wehf.a mjqf,a úia;rh ug lsõjd h' wehf.a
fouõmshka ke;s nj;a ta ksid {d;s ifydaorfhl=f.a
f.or bkakd nj;a lSjd h' jeäu,a wlald flfkla
isáho wehf.a iajdñhd fyd| ke;s fyhska tys fkd hk
nj;a lSjd h'
tÈkg miq uu rEmjdysKsfha úldYh jk yskaÈ
Ñ;%mg krUkakgo isxÿ wykakgo mgka .;sñ' wm tajd
.ek l;d lf<uq' ud fuf;la l,la kqÿgq fyda olskakg
m%;sfCIam l< f,dalhla uu wE ;=<ska ÿgqfjñ' w~k
fodvk" yskdfjk" rKavqfjk" Woõfjk" isxÿ lshk"
Ñ;%má n,k fmd<j u; m%lD;s f,dalfha Ôj;a fjk
ñksiqka uu ÿgqfjñ' lEu fõ,la uÕyer Ñ;%mghla
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n,kakg" isxÿjla wykakg mq¿jka nj uu bf.k .;sñ'
fmdfydi;=kag" ÿIaghkag úreoaOj igka lr Wkag
o~qjï ,nd fok Ñ;%má n,d i;=gq ùug bf.k .;sñ'
uu Wiia l,d;aul Ñ;%mg .ek ;snQ uf.a m%nqoaO
Ñka;kh fjkialr .;sñ'
wms fikiqrdod Èkj,§ tla tla ia:dkj,g .sfhuq'
l,ska l;d lr .;a Èkj, idudkHfhka ld¾hd, fiajl
fiaúldjka fkd isák fojk nia kej;=fï weh
fikiqrdod Wofha isà' uu t;ekska weh uf.a fudag¾
r:fha kxjd .ksñ' fikiqrdod Èkj, ld¾hd,fha jev
lrk nj myiqfjka u wm fofokdg u wjYH jQ
flfkl=g W;a;r nekao yels h' ud flfrys w;sYhska
úYajdijka; jQ weh ud wef.a fmïj;d jYfhka o
Ndrlre jYfhka o ms<s.;a;d h' wm lsysm j;djla
fmïj;=ka i|yd jQ ksjdvq ksfla;kj, Èjd ld,h .;
lf<uq' weh ta iEu úglu mdfya weh ;j u fl,a,la
j. lshd isáhd h' uu iEu úgl u weh fl,a,la
jYfhka u wdmiq /f.k wdfjñ'
miqj .sh .uka j,§ weh t,af,k f;davq folla o
fí%ia,Ü tlla o uf.ka Èkd.;a;d h' ksr;=reju w¿;a
w¿;a we÷ï uu wehg wekafoõfjñ' uu weh bkaÈhdkq
we÷fuka irijd t,af,k f;davq m,|jd f,dl=
fmdÜgqjla ;shd ud w; t,ajd /f.k hdug b;d leu;s
jQfhñ' tjeks wjia:dj, ud foi ñksiqka B¾IHdfjka
n,d isákq we;ehs uu is;=fjñ' tfia .sh iuyr ;eka
j,§ ud álla tyd fuyd jQ úgl lsisfjla wE iuÕ l;d
lsÍug W;aidy l< wjia:do ;snqKs' Èkla weh nexl=jl
W.ia ßisÜm;la fmkajd B<Õ i;sfha § W.i fírd fkd
.;fyd;a wef.a iaj¾KdNrK nexl=jg iskak jk nj;a
l=ula l< hq;af;a±hs l,amkd lrñka isák nj;a mejiS
h' ta jk úg wef.a m%Yak o uf.a ù ;sìk' uu W.i

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fírd §ug lghq;= lf<ñ' th uf.a tla uil jegqm
;rï úh' wehg Woõ lsÍug ,eîu .ek ud o" Woõ ,eîu
.ek weh o i;=gq úh'
wm wdh;khg ,efnk weKjqï wvqùu fya;=fjka
;djld,slj fiajhg n|jd.;a wh fiajfhka bj;a lrkq
,eî h' weho tu fldgig we;=,;a úh' ug weh fiajfha
r|jd ;nd .ekSug lsisÿ úfYaI fya;=jla ks, jYfhka
bÈßm;a lsÍug fkd yels úh'
weh fkd±l isàfuka we;s jQ fõokdj Èfkka Èku
W.% úh' wka;sfï§ bjid isàfï iSudj blau jQ uu weh
fidhd wef.a ksjig hdug ;SrKh lf<ñ' lsis Èkl ta
m%foaYhg ud f.dia fkd ;snqKo wef.a ,smskh mßÈ uy
mdfrka yeÍ .=re mdrl È.= ÿrla f.dia wef.a ksji
fidhd .ekSug yels úh' wehf.a l=vd f.h bÈß msg
jdykh kj;d fudfyd;la hdug;a fmr <ud ,má
frd;a;la uf.a jdykh jegÆy' f.h ;=< isá weh
f.daidj l=ula ± hs ne,Sug f.hska t,shg wdjd h' ud
wef.a f.a bÈßmsg isákq ÿgq wE fnfyúka mqÿuhg m;a jQ
njla fmksK' wE ug f.a ;=,g wdrdOkd l<d h'
weh mekjQ mqgqfjys ud jdä ù isák w;r wehf.a
kekaod flfkla l;=r állg b,a,df.k hdug wdjd h'
mqxÑ wïud flfkla l,ska ojil /f.k .sh msÕdkla
wdmiq fokakg meñKshd h' kEk,d lSm fofkla
cfka,h wi,g fjr¿ weys¢kakg wdjdy' wehg Tjqka
ish¿ fokdf.a weia j,ska úfok B;, j,ska ud fírd
.ekSfï wid¾:l jEhul fhfokakg isÿ úh' ud wehf.a
ksjig hdfï nrm;,lu ug ±kqfka túg h' ksjfiys
m%Odkshd jk wehf.a {d;s fidfydhqrdg ud y÷kajd fokq
,eî h' Tyq wi, lvhlg <ufhl= hjd isis,a îu
fnda;,hla f.kajd weh ,jd ug ms,s.ekaù h' ud ysia
w;ska wehf.a f.org hdu kqiqÿiq nj jegyqfka túg h'
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wmg l;d l< hq;= fohla fidhd .ekSug neß úh' wehg
;ju /lshdjla fkd ,eîu ms<sn|j Tyq l;d lf<a h'
uu wehg /lshdjla fidhd §ug W;aidy .kakd nj
lSfjñ' weh fodr W¿jiaig fya;a;= ù jpkhla folla
l;d l<d h'
ud ys| isá ;ekg bÈßfha ;snQ leìkÜgqj u;
ux., PdhdrEm folla ;nd ;sìK' w¿;a fia fmkqk
tflys isá ukd,shf.a uqyqK wehf.au uqyqK jeks h' ud
tfoi n,d isákq ÿgq weh th wef.a wlaldf.a nj;a
wfkl wef.a kEkdf.a nj;a y÷kajd ÿkakd h' uu
msg;aùug m%:u wehg úhoug uqo,a we;a± hs weiqj o weh
ms<s;=rla kqÿkakd h' uu wehf.a udisl jegqmg wvq
fkdjQ uqo,la remsh,a odfya fkdaÜgq j,ska weh w;g È.=
lf<ñ' wE th w;g fkd .;a;d h' uu th wi, jQ
àfmdaj u; ;nd msgjqfkñ'
weh wef.a fyd| u we÷u we|f.k yev jev ù
;dkdhï ldurh ;=< ud fjkqfjka fmaù isákq olsk úg
jvd wehf.a ksji ;=< ud ys| isá ;ekg wä yhlg
ÿßka wE f.org w¢k Ö;a; .jqu ye|" W¨jiaig fya;a;=
ù isák úg wm jvd;a <xù isáhd hehs ug isf;a' ish¿
ldrKd yd isÿùï bÈßfha uu wehj f.!rjKSh f,i
Ôj;a l, hq;= njg ;SrKh lf<ñ' mgka .ekafï§ ud
t;rï msßisÿ fkdjQ is;lska wehg wdorh lrkakg mgka
.;a nj ienú' tfy;a wmsßisÿ wdYdjkaj, .skafkka u
rd.h jdIam ù wdY=; jQ iafkayh muKla ±ka b;sßj we;'
uu iaj¾K yxifhla ùug ;SrKh lf<ñ' iaj¾K
yxifhla ù fofmdfydhlg jrla weh fj; mshdUd
f.dia weh <Õ tl tl msydgqj ne.ska y,d hkafkñ'
iaj¾K yxihdg B<Õ i;sfha o weh ne,Sug fkd
hd isáh fkd yels úh' tÈk uu kEoE f.orl hk mßÈ
f,dl= flala tlla yd wem,a f.ä fod,yla /f.k
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.sfhñ' fmr Èk fuka u jdykh jeg,Su o wkl=;a
ls%hdj,shka o u|la wvq m%jK;djhlska hq;=j isÿ úh' ta
fj,dfjys wef.a {d;s fidfydhqrd f.or fkd isáfha h'
wehf.a ìß| jyd j;a; my<g Èj f.dia u| fj,djlska
Tyq legqj wdjd h'
ys;j;a mdGlh" Tn fuf;la lshjQ w;sYhska iqkaor
fm%au l;djla úh yelsj ;snQ fuu l:dj fjkia l<
jpk lSmh muKla uu fuys ,shkafkñ' fuu l;dfjys
b;sß fldgi ,sùug ug is;a fokafka ke;'
—uy;a;h' ug uy;a;h;a tlal álla l;d lrkak
Wjukd hs' uu fufyu l;d lrdg uy;a;h krllg
ys;kak tmd' fï fl,a, uf. kx.shla' mjq,f. kx.s
flfkla' wïu ;d;a;, kE' wms .dj ;uhs ysáfh
fmdäldf, b|ka u' ±ka neomq ukqiaih ke;sfj,;a
fldÉpr kï ld,hla .shd o' fl,a, lshkj uy;a;h
yß fyd| hs lsh,' uu fï .ek fndfydau l,amkd lr,
n,, hs fï lshkafk' uu okakj uy;a;h fï fl,a,g
yqÕla leu;s nj' uy;a;h fï fl,a,g fmdä f.hla
wrka fokak' fufy jf.a fkfï t;fldg lrorhla
ke;=j uy;a;hg hkak tkak mq¿jka' ´kakï wmg
mq¿jks weú,a, ;kshg bkak' wms lsis fohla fkdak,g
±k.kak wßkafk kE'˜

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me;s lSmhla

1' fofjks me;a; ^m<uqfjks me;a; fofjkshg we;&


Thd ys;kj o ñksiaiq mßKduh fjkj lsh,'
tfyu fj,d kE' tfyu fjkafk;a kE' we֕ me<֕
fjkia jqkd ;uhs' lk fndk foaj,a fjkia jqkd ;uhs'
kuq;a ñksiaiq fjkia jqfka kE' tfyu u hs' ±ka n,kav"
ñksiaiq .,a jeoafod fj,d ysáh ldf, Yla;su;a u .,a
jeoao ;uhs jeoafod ál md,kh lrkafk' W! ;uhs jeäu
.EKq .Kkla fldxfvka weof.k .sys,a, hg;a lr
.kafk' Wkag ovuia j,ska mx.=j fokj' ta .EKq;a tlal
fjk;a jeoafola ixjdi lrkak .sfhd;a f,dl= jeoao
fldamdúIag fj,d ixjdi lrkak .sh jeoaog myr
fokjd'
wfma fldïmeksfh f,dl= uy;a;h .kak
WodyrKhlg' T*sia tfla jev lrk thdf. fmïj;sh;a
tlal hd¿ fjkav .shd lsh, tlaflfkla udre l<d wE;
m,d;lg' ta fj,dfj f,dlalg fldÉpr ;ry .shdo
lsõfjd;a f,dlal tal fl,ska u lshkav ;rï ks¾NS;
jqkd' ;uqfi fudlg o uf. fl,af,la tlal hd¿
fjkav yokafk lsh,' taflka f;afrkj fka o kj
iïu; jHjia:dj;a wdÈ ldf, jHjia:dj u hs lsh,'
mßKduh fj,d ;sfhkafk wdhqO" WmlrK iy
l%ufõoh ú;rhs' biair ldf,a jf. uq.=re mdúÉÑ
lrkafk kE' mEk mdúÉÑ lrkj' udi .Kkla hkl,a

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wdfh ke.sákak neß fjkak nr ,shqulska .ykak
mq¿jka' ta Tlafldu jHjia:dkql+, kS;Hdkql+, o~qjï'
T*Sia tfla .EKq ál lsls<sfhd jf.a ?k msáka
miafika hkj' iaj leue;af;ka u' Ôj;aùfï
wjYH;djh ksid' Wjukdfjka u NdKav njg m;afj,d'
ldka;d úuqla;shg jvd ldka;d NdKav fjkav .EKq
leu;s hs'
fmdfydi;alfï m<uqjk" wjidk yd tlu
m%fhdackh .EKq k;=lr .kak tl' fmdfydi;alu
ukskafka k;=lr .ka;" kv;a;= lrk .EKq ixLHdfjka'
ñksiaiqkaf. ta iajNdjh .ek .EKq fyd|gu okakj' w.
ìijla jqk;a tal okakj' m%Yakhla mek ke.=fkd;a
kef.kafka thdg ,efnk wjOdkh iy ,dNdxY wvqùu
ksidfjka' ±ka wfma f,dlalg mjq,a ;=kla ;sfhkjd'
fmdarefõ kxj, w;meka j;alr, tlalf.k .sh flkd
hs" fjk flfkla fmdarefj kxj, w;meka j;alr,
tlal f.k .sh flkd hs" ;ju fmdarefõ kxj, w;meka
j;alr, ke;s flkd hs' <uhs .Kfkka ne¨j;a f,dlal
fmdfydi;a' fmdarefjka f.kdj tlaflkdg fokak hs'
fjk flfkla fmdarefjka f.ksÉp tlaflkdg fokak
hs' ta flkdg hs f,dlalg hs tlaflk hs' ;ju
fmdarefõ kxj, ke;s flkdg kï ;ju kE' thd álla
w¿;a' ta wh yefudagu fjk fjku f.j,a ;sfhkjd'
w¿;a tlaflkdg kï l=,shg f.hla' thdg;a miafi
whs;shgu tlla yïn fjhs'

1'm<uq
1'm<uqfjks me;a;
uu fï ;;a;ajfhka bmÿfka kE' wudrefjka ;uhs
f.dv k.d .;af;' ug uf.a fmïj;shf.a újdy jhi

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blau hk ;=re;a újdy fjkak neß jqkd' f.a yo,"
kx.s,g oEjeÈ fydh," ukud,fhd fydh," nkao, §,
bjr fjkfldg m%udo jeähs' uf.a fmïj;sh w~,
fodv, thdf. wïu, lsõj kd÷kk mqreIhd lido
n¢kak ;SrKh l<d'
wfma ;d;a; wmsj w;ayeßfh wms mqxÑ ldf, u hs'
wjqreÿ myf,dfõÈ uu ;d;a;d flfkla Wyq,kak ´kE
nr uf. lrg .;a;' wjqreÿ ;siamy fjkfldg kx.s,
Tlafldu hs u,a,s hs nkao, §, bjrjqkd' ta fjkfldg
uu kQ.;a" kuq;a iafjda;aidyfhka jHdmdrhla f.dv k.d
.;a; ñksfyla fj,d ysáh' wjqreÿ ;siayfha § uu wïu
lshmq flkdj lido nekao'
újdyh w;s-wid¾:l jqkd' wms fokak .e,mqfka
kE' wmg <uhs fokafkla bkakj' <uhs fokak ug tl;=
kE" <uhskaf. wïu fmdä ldf, b|,u lsh, §,
;sfhk foaj,a ksid' <uhs fokakg W.kak, ;sfhkafk
fldfydu yß jHdmdrh w;am;a lr .kak lsh,' ta wh
ug lsisu fifkfyjka; lula ke;=j u n, lrñka
uf.ka uqo,a tfyu Wÿrd .kak fyda fydrlï lrkak
n,kj' uf.a <ufhla uf.a jHdmdßl ia:dkhg wfjd;a
ug fïi ,dÉpq fiamamq tfyu h;=r od, jykak
isoaOfjkj' ta ;=kafokd ±ka bkafk w¿;ska yomq f.or'
uu bkafk mrK f.or' ta whg lEu îu bf.kSu wd§
ish¿u úhoï uu n,d.kakj' <uhs bf.kSfï lghq;=
kï yßhg lrk njla fmfkkafka kE'
uf.a mrK fmïj;sh ne|, ál l,la hkfldg
b;du wirK ;;a;ajhg m;ajqkd' thd ne|, ysáfh
wdrCIl ks,Odßfhla' l=ula fyda jrolg Tyqf. jev
;ykï lr,' Tjqkag f,dl= .EKq <uhs fokafkla
bkakjd' ojila thd uf.a jHdmdßl ia:dkhg weú;a udj

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uqk.eyqk" thdf. m%Yak lshkak' ±ka uu Woõ lrkj ta
f.or y;r fofkla Ôj;a lrjkak'
ta wh ug ks;r wdrdOkd l,d ta whf. f.or
lEug tfyu' ug uf.a fiajlhd ;uhs lEu Wh,
fokafk' ta lEu ri ke;sj we;s lsh, ta wh ys;df.k
bkafk' uu ks;r tfy hkak tkak mgka .;a;' b;=re
ál uu úia;r rys;j lshkakï' idudkHfhka isÿfjk
wkaoug wms fokak w;r ±ka w¿;a iïnkaOfhla f.dv
ke.S ;sfhkjd' <ÕÈ thdg ;j;a ÿfjla ,enqk'
uf.a jHdmdßl ia:dkfha jev l, .Ekq
<uhskaf.ka tla flfkl=f. mshdf. urK f.or ug
hkak isoao jqKd' Tjqka yßu wirK ñksiaiq' Tjqka
ysáfh b;d l=vd l=,S ksjil' mshdf.a urKfhka miafi
Tjqkag f.j,a l=,S f.jkak hs wïu hs kx.s hs fokak;a
tlal lEug îug hs fï <uhf. mäh uÈ jqkd' udi
folla f.j,a l=,S f.j, ke;sj f.j,a whs;sldrh
f.hska hkak lsh,' ug lsõj w~df.k weú,a,' uu
fjk f.hla fydh, ÿkak' w;a;sldrï uqo,;a ÿkak' ±ka
udi yhla ;siafia f.j,a l=,S f.jkafk uu' wfkla
fiajlhkaf.a is;a krla fjk ksid f.j,a l=,S uqo, ta
<uhf. jegqmg tl;= lrkak;a neye'
miq.sh ojil uf.a tla fiajlfhla fkd fydìkd
wkaoug fï .EKq <uhg l;d lr,d ;sfhkjd' —jhil
tajg ú;r o leu;s" wms;a tkav o yjil˜ jf. foaj,a
lsh,' .EKq <uh w~ w~d weú;a ug lsõj' uu ta
fiajlhf.ka m%Yak lrk fldg ud;a tlal tlg tl
lsõj' uu Tyqg o~qjula jYfhka Tyq wE;lg udre l<d'

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2' fofjks
fofjks me;a;
wfma f,dl= i¾ kï yß fyd|hs wfka' wfma f,dl=
i¾g fudkjo wvq' ,iaiko" Wi uy;o" i,a,so" ;reK
luo ta yeu fohlau ;sfhkjfk' wms f,dl= i¾g
lshkafka ik;a i¾ lsh,d' iuyr wh kslïu ik;a
lsh,;a lshkjd' uu kï ;ju tfyu lshkafka kE'
f,dl= i¾ msgrg hkjd udfilg ierhla ú;r' ta
hkfldg idïm,a" ,sms f,aLk tfyu f.kshkak ;j;a
ljqreyß hkak ´kE' ;j fkdak flfkl=;a hkjd" cmka
ndidj Ök ndidj tfyu okak' thd álla jhi hs' thd
yeuodu wfma fldïmeksfh jev lrkafka kE' fuydg
cmka yß Ök yß tlaflfkla wdfjd;a ta fkdakg;a
tkak lshkj' ta fkdak okafk kE wfma fldïmeksfh
ksIamdok .ek' tal yskao wfmka ljqreyß hkaku ´kE'
b;ska f,dl= i¾ lshkafk fudkj jqk;a <ufhl=g
msgrglg .sys,a, tkak ,efnk tl f,dl= fohlafk" ta
ksid yeu flkdgu jdrhla fokak ´ke lsh,d' tal kï
wfma f,dl= i¾ lrk fndfydu idOdrK l%shdjla' ta
tkfldg we÷ï" bf,laá%la nvq tfyu wrf.k tkak
mq¿jka' wms n,df.k bkakj wfma jdrh tkl,a' yenehs
tl <ufhla fomdrla .shd' thdg kï fyd|g bx.%Sis;a
mq¿jka' iqÿ hs' ,iaik hs' tl <ufhla msgrg hkak nE
lsõj lsh,d thdg f.or hkak lsõj' thdf.
fm%aujka;h lsõj¨ .sfhd;a wdfh tkav tmd lsh,'
wmrdfo" álÜ ùid tfyu Tlafldu wrf.k' ta mdr
ljqrej;a .sfha kE' wmrdfo" i¾ ;kshu fldfydu
lr.;a; o okafk kE'
i¾ lshkafka bx.%Sis ±k.;af; ke;s jqk;a
m%Yakhla kE lsh,d' i¾ msgrg ñksiaiq;a tlal
bx.%Sisfhka l;d lrkfldg wmg ;sfhkafk Wjukd
idïm,a ál hs" Wjukd *hs,a tl hs Wjukd fj,djg

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f;dar,d fok tl' bx.%Sis okake;s whg wr fkdak ta
whf. ndidfjka lsh, fokj' .sys,a, wdmq wh lshkj
i¾ yrs fyd|hs lsh,' fufyosg;a jvd fyd|g l;d
lrkj¨' nvq fudkj yrs .kak Wjukd kï i¾ u
idmamq j,g tlal hkj¨' tfy foaY.=Kh fufyg jvd
yß fjkiafk' b;ska mqreÿ ke;s whg wikSm fjkak;a
mq¿jka' b;ska wikSm jqfkd;a lsh,d yeuodu Wfoag
fnfy;a fm;a;la .kak fokj¨' t;fldg wikSm
fjkafk ke;s¨'

2' m<uqfjks me;a;


mgka .kakfldg u uu fïl lsõfj ke;akï uu
ys;du;du Tn,d l=;=y,fhka hq;=j ;nd .ekSug W;aidy
l,d lsh, fodia wykak uu leu;s kE' uu ms,sld
frda.sfhla' uu lsisu flfkl=g fï nj lsh,d kE" uu
ys;kafk uf. wlal ±ka okakj we;s' ug ysáh
fmïj;shla' weh b;du;a ,iaik ;reKshla' uu;a
idudkHfhka lvjiï lsh, uu ys;kjd' wms fokak
hd¿ fj,d ysáh wjqreÿ y;rla' t;fldg uu okafk kE
uf. frda.S ;;a;ajh' uu tal ±k .;a;hska miafi
we;a;gu ug ÿl ys;=fk ud .ek fkfõ' thd .ek' uu
±kf.k ysáh thd fïl ±k.;af;d;a y~d je,fmhs"
kuq;a udj od, hkafk ke;sfjhs lsh,' uu ±l,
;sfhkj yskaÈ Ñ;%máhl fï jf.a l;djla' uu ys;=j ta
ldf, tal Ñ;%máhlafk lsh,' ta jf.au uu ms,sldjla
yod.kak n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqfk;a kE ta ldf,' kuq;a tal
isoaOjqkd' uu ta Ñ;%máfh Wmdh ud¾.hu l%shd;aul
l,d' uu fínoafola fj,d nj" .Ekq miafi hk
ñksfyla nj fmkajd ysáh' wjqreÿ follg miafi thd

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fouõmshkaf. fhdackdjlg tlÕ fj,d ne|,d msgrg
.shd'
ug ysñfj,d ;snqk uf. ñh.sh mshdf. jHdmdrh'
uf.a frda. úksYaphg fmr jk úg tal b;d úYsIaG
jHdmdrhla fj,d ;snqk' bka miafi jHdmdrh .ek uf.a
Wkkaÿj msßfyñka ;snqk' kuq;a ug idudchSh j.lSula
;snqk tal È.gu mj;ajdf. hdug" fuhska Ôj;a fjk
iEfyk msßila bkak ksid'
msgrg hkfldg Woõjla jYfhka wdh;kfha
<ufhla tlalf.k hkak mgka .;af; thska miafi' ta
iEu fj,dfju uu uf.a NdId mßj¾;l uy;añh" .Ekq
<uhf. Ndrldßh jYfhka tlal f.k .shd' fydag,a j,
kj;sk iEu úgu ta fokakg tl ldurhla fjka lr,
ÿkak' wjia:d follÈ .Ekq <uhs fokafkla uf.a
ldurfha bkak leue;a; wefÕõj' we;af;ka u Tjqka
tfia lrkakg we;af;a th Tjqkg yels wkaoug ug
lD;.=K ie,lSula úÈyg úh hq;=hs' Ndrldßh b;d
f.!rjKSh wkaoug wef.a ;reK lD;sfõÈ is; fkd
ßfokak m%Yakh úi÷j' tl <ufhla fl,skau thdf.
nE.a tl uf.a ldufrka f.ke;a ;sín' Ndrldßh ta
wjia:dfõ§;a fyd¢ka m%Yakh úi÷j' uu tfyÈ
leue;af;ka l, tla jerÈ jevla ;uhs Ndrldßh ke;sj
.Ekq <uhska idmamq tlalrf.k hdu' ;reK <ufhla
tlal tlg tfy fufy hdfuka uu lsishï ;Dma;shla
,enqj fjkak mq¿jka'
msgrg hkak ,Eia;s fjÉp tl .Ekq <ufhla thd
n¢kak bkak tlaflkd tmd lsõj lsh, álÜ ùid
tfyu .;a;hska miafi hkak nE lsõj' uu ta <uhg
fodia lsõj fjk <ufhl=gj;a hkak ;snqK wjia:dj
ke;sl,d lsh,d' taflka miafi ta <uh wiajqkd'

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uu w;s Y=oaOjka;fhla fkfõ' uu .eyekq wdY%h
fkdl,d fkdfõ' kuq;a uu uf.a wdh;kfha fiaúldjka
yd iïnkaO jqfka kE'

m',s' igyk
fuu lreKq /ia lrñka isák w;r;=f¾§ by;
i|yka jHdmdßlhd ñh .sfha h' Tyq we|g jefgk ;rug
wikSm jQ miq jHdmdrh Ndrj lghq;= l, l,ukdldr
jrhd thska fidrlï l, nj;a ál l,lska u jHdmdrh
nxfldf,d;a jQ nj;a ±k.kakg ,eìk' Tyq ñh hk úg
Tyq isá ksji o nexl=jg iskak ù ;snQ nj ie,hs'
ienúka u Tyq lf,a u;al=vq cdjdru fyda$iy ueKsla
cdjdru hehso .eyekq <uhska tajd tf;r fuf;r f.k
hdug fhdod .;a njo Tjqka ta nj fkd±k iyNd.S jQ nj
o mejfia' Tyq iuÕ msgrg .sh .eyekq <uhska
fofofklau ug yuqjQj;a Tjqyq jHdmdrh fyda
jHdmdßlhd .ek lsisjla lSug wlue;s jQy' l,ukdldr
jrhdf.a me;af;a l;dj wid ±k .ekSug ug Wjukdj
;snqk o Tyq isák ;ek fidhd .ekSug fï jk;=re;a
fkdyels úh' Tyqf.a me;af;a l;djo msgrg .sh
<uhskaf.a me;af;a l;djo ±k .ekSug wjYH u hehs Tn
is;kafka kï flfia fyda th fidhdf.k miq Èfkl
,shd olajk njg uu fmdfrdkaÿ fjñ'

2003'01'1

66
Wi

Tn Tng jvd Wi ;reKshlg fm%aulr


;sfnkjdo@ fï i|yd Tn fok ms<s;=r ke; hkak nj
uu oksñ' fuu ÿ¾,N yd iqúfYaIS ;;a;ajhg uqyqK §ug
ug isÿ ù we;' fuh jkdys idudkH fkdjQ ;;aj folla
lrkfldg f.k Wod jQ úr, wjia:djla h' tkï uu
idudkHhg jvd ñá ùu;a weh idudkHhg jvd Wi
ùu;a h'
i;H jYfhka u lsjfyd;a Wi fmïj;sh uf.a
ñ;%hdf.a foam,la úh' ñ;%hdf.a fmïj;sh iy wm
fofokd Èkla wjkay,l lEu .ksñka isáfhuq' ñ;%hd
lsishï Wjukdjlg u|lg bj;g .sfha h' túg weh ug
l;d fldg ud iuÕ b;d jeo.;a fohla l;d lsÍug
we;s nj;a ta ksid ud yuqùug Wjukd nj;a okajd isáhd
h' wehf.a cx.u ÿrl;k wxlh ,shQ folg keuQ l=vd
fld, lene,a,la weh ug ÿkakd h' ñ;%hdg fuh lSug
wkjYH nj o lSjdh' uf.a ñ;%hd fuu fmïj;sh wrNhd
Tyqf.a ìß|g fødays fkdjkakd fia u uu o uf.a
ñ;%hdg fødays fkdù lghq;= lsÍug bgd .;af;ñ' fuys§
fødays fkdùu hkafkka ud woyia lrkqfha tys j¾;udk
w¾:h h' tla tla ld, jljdkq j, Ndú;h wkqj
jpkd¾: fjkia fõ' fødays lu hkak o j¾;udk
Ndú;h wkqj h,s w¾: ±laùug tu lghq;= Ndr n,OdÍka
lghq;= lrkq we;e hs uu n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjñ' ñ;%hd
udi ;=kl ld,hlg msgrg .sfha h'

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fuh ld,f.da,-Èla;, l;dj wdmiq yerùula fia
fkd is;sh hq;=h' Èla;,d Èlamsáhd yermshd ld,f.da,
iuÕ m,d.shd fkdfõ h' lsishï jQ ldrKhla
fya;=fldg f.k Èla;,djla ld,f.da,fhl= flfrys
wd, nekao j.l l;djla h' zfya;=fldg f.kZ hk
jdlH Lkavhg uu leue;af;ñ' uu ienúka u fya;= M,
kHdhfhys ±äj t,an .;af;lañ' iEu l%shdjlgu
fya;=jla iy ta l%shdjg wod< M,hla we;' bkslaì;s tu
M,h fya;=fldg f.k kej; l%shdjla isÿ lrkq ,nhs' ta
ls%hdjg wod< ;j;a M,hla ,efnhs" hkd§ jYfhka
wmf.a l%shdj,sh wms fkd kj;ajd bÈßhg f.k
hkafkuq' fya;= M, kHdh hkafkka ud woyia lrkafka
th h' th jerÈ kï fuh fjk;a kulska ye¢kaùug jqj
o uf.a wlue;a;la ke;'
;jo fuu fm%au iïnkaOh lsisfia;a u isÿúh fkd
yels fohla f,i neyer fkd lrk f,i o uu
lreKdfjka b,a,d isáñ' Tng u;la lr fof;d;a
w;S;fha rc ìijla w;amd mjd ke;s fldfgl=g fm%au
l< nj Tn okakjd we;ehs is;ñ'
uu fï f,dalfha olskafka l=vd fldgila h'
fmd,jg wä myhs wÕ,a folla Wiska ksr;=rej f,dalh
foi ne,Su" wä myhs wÕ,a wgla Wiska f,dalh foi
ne,Sug jvd fjkia h' f,dalh f.da,dldr ksid wä myhs
wÕ,a wfÜ ñksfil=f.a laIs;sch wä myhs wÕ,a fofla
ñksfil=f.a laIs;schg jvd ÿrlg me;sfrhs' ;udf.a
laIs;scfha m%udKh wkqj Tyqf.a iudÔh Ôú;fha
wä;d,uo l=vd fyda úYd, fyda fjhs' wä;d,u úYd, jQ
;rug jvd jeä Wilg ke.sh yels h' fuh fudav
l;djla fkd jkafka h' w;aÿgqj hs i;a; hs'
jrla uu b;d jeo.;a jQ rdcH fiajd lghq;a;la
i|yd wE; m,d;lg .sfhñ' wm ta i|yd meñfKk nj
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m%foaYfha .%du ks,OdÍ uy;dg l,ska ±kqï § ;snqKs' .%du
ks,OdÍ uy;d uf.a iyldr ks,Odßhd f.!rjfhka
ms<s.;af;a h' Tyq ug jvd Wih' ud úiska ,Êcd úh
hq;=j ;sìh§ Tyqo ,Êcd ù Wiia ks,Odßhd ud nj udj
±laúh' rdcldßh isÿfjñka hk wjia:dfõ fojk jrg o
Tyq iyldr ks,Odßhdg m%Odkshdg fuka wduka;%Kh
lf,a h'
wm yerekqfldg fjk;a ñá-Wi hqj,la .ek uu
±k isáfhñ' Tyq rcfha ixia:djl iNdm;s jrfhla h'
wm fofok tlg isg Wi uek n,d fkdue;s jqj;a uu
Tyqf.a Wig iu jk nj uu ±k isáfhñ' Tyqg ñ;%-
ia;%shla isáhd h' weh iskud ks<shlf.a ifydaoßhla h'
cdk j, iudk;djh wkqj weh o rEu;a yd Wi jQjd h'
weh ñksiqka m%S;su;a lsÍfï ld¾h j, W;aiqlj lghq;=
l,d h' Tyq weh iuÕ ido j,g o iyNd.S jQfõ h'
iuia;hla jYfhka .;a l, ta fofokdf.a fmkqu wm
fofokdf.a fuka fkd .e<fmk iajNdjhla ;snqfka he
hs lsj fkd yel'

l=vd ld,fha uu mx;sfha Wi wvqu <uhd fkd


jqfkñ' ug;a jvd Wi wvq ;j;a <ufhla isáfha h' Wi
u <uhd Wi h' uy; h' .=rejrfhl=f.a .kkg u we;'
ta ld,fha wmg iure fmd;a ;snqks' Wi u <uhd uf.a
iure fmdf;a ,shd ;snqfka zfyd| <ufhl= jkak W;aidy
lrkakZ hkqfjka h' Wi kue;s tl u idOlh ud
fld;rï mqxÑ lrkq ,enqfõ o iy Tyq fld;rï f,dl=
lrkq ,enqfõ o hkak Tng fuhska meyeÈ,s fjkq we;'

ug jvd ñá jQ ;j;a flfkla .ek uu oksñ' Tyq


ud l=vd ld,fha kej;S isá YsIH ksjdifha Whkakd h'
fldalshd hkqfjka Tyq ye¢kaùug uu ta ld,fha jqjo
wlue;s jQ ksid Ndú;fha fkdue;s tfy;a wf.!rjKSh

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fkd jk tu jpkfhka Tyq y÷kajd Èug leue;af;ñ'
Tyq idudkHhg jvd ñá jqj;a ia;%Skaf.a idudkHhg jvd
Wi nj ksr;=reju lshd isáfha h' tl, Tyqf.a fuu
m%ldYh ug b;d is;a.kakd iq¨ úh'

mgka .ekafï§ ñ;%hdf.a fmïj;sh iuÕ lsisfia;a


u §¾. ld,Sk iïnkaOhla we;s lr .ekSfï woyila ud
;=< fkdù h' kuq;a fuys§ o ud uq,ska i|yka l, fya;=-
M, kHdh l%shd;aul ùula isÿ úh' m<uqfjka u Èjd
fNdackhlg;a" B<Õg rd;%S fNdackhlg;a hkd§
jYfhka wm wmf.a ñ;%;ajh fõ.fhka ÈhqKq lr .ksñka
isáfhuq'

jrla wm fofok ksjdvq ksfla;khl ldurhla ;=<


bkakd úfgl weh l,siï we£ug leu;s nj lshd we|
mfil oud ;snQ uf.a l,siu wef.a bkg ;nd ne¨jd h'
weh idudkHfhka w¢kafka idß ke;fyd;a bkaÈhdkq
i,ajd¾ jeks we÷ï h' l,siï ll=,ajdáh wehf.a
ú¨fUka wÕ,a ;=k y;rla Wiska ;sìk' wE tys fldg nj
fkd ±kqkd fia mfil ;enqjd h' ug we;s jQ ,eÊcdj
uf.a uqyqfKys Èiajkakg we;ehs uu is;ñ' weh jyd
fjk;a úIhhla .ek l;d lsÍug W;aidy l,d h'
weh uf.a wf;a t,a,Sf.k hk úg wka whg
fmfkkqfha uu wehf.a wf;a t,a,S hkjd fia h' wm
fofok tlg .uka ìuka hdfï § ksr;=reju úYañ;
o¾Ykhla fia wkqkaf.a weia j,g f.dÿre fjñka
isáfhuq' lsis ;ekl wmg Èia fkdù hd fkd yels úh'
Wi kue;s tlu idOlh iEu úglu ud fld;rï
mqxÑ lrkq ,nkjd o iy Wi wh fld;rï f,dl= lrkq
,nkjd o hkak ms<sn|j uu by; i|yka l,d hehs
is;ñ' fkd tfia kï uu th miqj i|yka lrkafkñ'
wm fofok idmamqjlg .sh úgl úl=kkakg iy

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úl=kkakshkag ud woDYHudk ù weh muKla Èia fjhs'
weh uf.a foam,la fkdj uu wehf.a foam,la f,i Tjqka
is;kjd úh yels h' tkï ud jekafkl=g weh jeks
foam,la ysñ lr .; fkd yels nj;a wE jekakshlg ud
jekafkla myiqfjka ysñ lr .; yels nj;a wdhdihlska
f;drj Tjqka ks.ukh l<d úh yels h' we;a;
jYfhkau ne¨jfyd;a th jerÈu hehs lsj fkd yel'
tfy;a Tjqka fkd ±k isáh o fuys§ ;Srlhd ud nj
i;=áka isysm;a lrñ' tfy;a kej; o is;d ne¨jfyd;a
wjidk ;Srlhd ienúkau ud nj u lSuo wmyiq h'
wm fofokd ld¾ tflka hk úg by; i|yka l<
lsisÿ m%Yakhla mek k.skafka ke;' we;a; jYfhka u
ld¾ tfla fm!reI;ajh o uf.a fm!reI;ajhg tl;=jk
fyhska th ug b;d jdis odhl úh' tfyhska uu ld¾
tflka fodrlv fj;g u hd yels ia:dk j,g hdug m%sh
lf,ñ'
tla Èkl weh l÷¿ keje;aùug ne|f.k isá
fõ,a, mqmqrd .sfha h' m<uqfjka ìxÿ lSmhla lvd ye,sk'
iefklska th uyd .x.djla ù y~ k.d fof.dv ;,d
.,kakg úh'
zThd ux .ek fldfydu ys;df.k bkakj o
lshkak uu okafk kE' ta jqk;a ug Thdg lshkak ´ke
ux .ek' l;dj mgka .kak ;eku fyd| kE lsh,d Thd
ys;hs' ta;a lula kE' uu wo w~, bjr lrkjd' uu thd
±lmq m<uq ±lafuka u ug fm%auhla bmÿkd fkfõ' uu
leu;s jqkd thdf. ld¾ tlg' T*sia tlg odf.k hk
ghs tlg' thdf. Wig' thdg udj ±lmq .uka
u;afjkak rEmhla ug ke;s nj uu ±kf.k ysáhd' ta
ksid uu W;aidy l,d' uu lsisfoalg thdg je/oaola
lshkafk kE' uu hs thdg widOdrK úÈyg
n,y;aldrlï lf,a' uu jeäysá jQ miq fm%auh Wfoid
71
;snQ m<uqjk mshjr u ksjerÈ jqfka kE' uu ±kf.k
ysáfh kE thd ne|, lsh,' ±k.kak fldg uu thd
omkh lrf.k bjr hs' omkh lr.;a jydu w;yer
odkak ug ÿl ys;=k' wfma T*sia tfl;a bkakj ne|mq
fkd ne|mq fm%aujka;fhd' b;ska uu ú;rla wdkka;Íh
mdm l¾uhla l,d fkfõ' uu ys; yod.;a; ál ld,hla
bkak'

thd biairfj,du udj tlalrf.k .sfha ,kaÉ


tllg' .%Ska gj¾ia tlg' uu t;fldg ±kf.k ysáfh
kE thd ne|, j.' wms fokak b|.;a; fld,a¨msáh hs
uqyqo hs fmfkk ùÿre ì;a;sh whsfk' uu t;kg .sh
m<uqfjks oji ta' uu fmdä <ufhla jf.a thdf.ka tl
tl foaj,a weyeõj' thdf. T*sia ì,aäu;a fjk fjk
;ekq;a t;k b|, ug fmkakqj' wms fokak w¿;a
fmïj;=ka j. yefudagu fmfkkak we;s' fõg¾, wmg
Wjukd ;rï ld,h hs wjldYh hs ÿkak' wms my,g
tkfldg ,s*aÜ tflaÈ w;a w,a,df.k wdjd'

ojil wms .shd îÉ ßfidaÜ tllg' uu uqyqfo


kEfj kï kE' ta jqkdg ziaúñxmQ,aZ tlg neiai'
biafldaf, ldf,ka miafi ziaúñxiQÜZ tlla wekafo tod'
uu álla ,eÊcdfjka ysáfh' uu t;k ysáh iqoaÈhka
;rï Wi ke;s jqk;a t;k ysáh ,xldfj .EKq <uhskag
jvd Wi ;snqk' ÿUqre mdg ud Èyd iqoafod n,df.k ysá
nj ug f;arekd' wõj fkd je§ ;snqk uf.a l,jd ysre
t<shg tÉpr ,iaik nj uu ±lafl;a tod' thdf.
j;alu .ek thd wdvïnrfhka ysá nj ug ±kqk' thd
ldurhla .;af; kE' oj,a lEfuka miafi wms yji
wdmyq wdjd'

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fm%auh jqk;a mßfNdackh i|yd ;sfhk fï ldf,
thd N=la;s fkd ú| u uf.a whs;sh muKla ;yjqre lr
;nd .kak Wjukd lghq;= l,d' uf.a fm%aufha fm%!V
ysñlre Tyq nj fmkakkak ksr;=rej ug mqo m~qre Tmamq
l,d' ug .e,úh fkdyels úÈyg uu Tyqf. mqo i;aldr
j,g ne÷k' ug .e,fjkak Wjukdjla ;snqk jf.au
we,S isákak;a Wjukdjla ;snqk' Thd okakjfk .eyeKq
Wjukd úgl wysxil úÈyg msßñkaf. .%yKhg
wiqfjkak;a Wjukd úgl ú;a;sldßhla úÈyg
.%yKfhka .e,fjkak;a okak iy olaI nj' kuq;a
we;a;gu m;=f,u ;snQ fya;=j" ug w,a,d .; yels
fjk;a w;la <Õ md;l fkd ;sîu' thdf. fmïj;S
úÈyg ,shdmÈxÑ fj,d ysáh ksid <Õ md;l ldgj;a ug
w; Èlalrkak mq¿jka lula ;snqfk kE'
wfma wïu, ±k.;a; uu flfkla tlal hd¿
fj,d bkakj lsh,' ug lSm j;djlau lsõj ta <uhg
f.org weú;a wïu, tlal l;d lrkak lshkak lsh,'
uu fkdfhla úÈfya ksoyig ldrKd bÈßm;a l,d ld,h
,nd .kak'
uu lshk foa Thdg woyd.kak wmyiq fjhs' wms
hd¿ fj,d ±ka wjqreÿ folla' kuq;a thd lr, ;sfhk
Wmßuh fo;=ka j;djla ism je<| .ekSu ú;rhs' lsis
ojil wms wfma weÕj,a ±l,j;a kE' thdg fudkj yß
wvq lula ;sfhkj o lshkak uu okafk kE' uu tfyu
lshkak leu;s;a kE' Thd okakjfk thdg mqxÑ ÿfjl=;a
bkakj lsh,' b;ska thdg YdÍßl wvqjla ;sfhkak
nEfk' fldfydu kuq;a thdg Wjukd udj ;shdf.k
bkakj lsh, hd¿jkag fmkakkak' tfyu lr, thdg
thdf. hd¿jkaf. B¾IHdjg ,lafjkak Wjukdj
;sfhkj fjkak we;s'

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uu lsisu ixfõ§ lula ke;s wd;aud¾:ldó
.Eksfhla úÈyg Thdg fmfkkj we;s' uu meje;au
i|yd l%shdldÍ jqk nj we;a;' kuq;a uu idmrdë
l%shdjla l,d lsh, uu ys;kafk kE' uf.a l%shdldß;ajh
udj f.kú,a, ;sfhkafk u< fl,jrlg' fu;ekska
bÈßhg hd yels ud¾.hla ug fmfkkafk kE' ta;a uu
Thdg lshkafka kE wixfõ§ jQ wd;aud¾:ldó jQ fï
.eyeksh Thdf. wf;a t,a,f.k wkd.;hg tlal hkak
lsh,' we;a;gu Thd ug jvd Wi hs' Thdg fjfyi hs
fkao' wfka Thd uf.a l;djg ±ka ug fudkj;a
lshkak tmd' wms fï iqkaor fudfyd; Ôj;a fjuq' Thd
fyg wdfj ke;;a uu ;ry fjkafk kE' wfka ug
fg,sf*daka lr, lshkak;a tmd' ug Thdf. lgyçkau
m%;slafIam fjkj wykak wudrehs' Thd uf. yEkaâ
f*daka tlg msKsúvhla tjkak' wl=re foll yß ;=kl
yß'Z
) ) )
uu wehg È.u flá mKsjqvh heùñ' Yes Yes Yes
Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes. I need you.
udi ;=kla ;siafi wms È.g;a fldgg;a l;d
lf,uq' wehg Tyq iuÕ fkd .sh yels jQ ÿrla wm
fofok tlaj .sfhuq' ñ;%hd wdmiq meñfKk úg wm
fofokd mQ¾Kld,Sk fmïj;=ka njg wNsfIal ù
isáfhuq' wms wkd.;h ms<sn|j ;SrK f.k isáfhuq'
wmf.a újdy ux., W;aijhg ñ;%hdg wdrOkd fkd
lsÍug o ux., PdhdrEmfha § weh ys|f.k isáh hq;=
njg o wm fofokd tlÕ ùuq'

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isxyndyq
^flá flál;djla&

fuh bx.%Sisfhka iy cmka NdIdfjka jQ ixjdohl


cmka NdIdfjka jQ fldgia j, mßj¾;khla h' cmka
NdIdfjka jQ wudre fldgia o w;yer ouk ,o nj
lreKdfjka i,lkak' fuu ixjdoh l< fofokd ±ka
,xldfõ fkdue;'
ÿj" Thd wudre m%Yak wykafk' mx;sfha <uhs wyk
foaj,a j,g Thd W;a;r fokak hkak tmd' .=re-fo.=re
iñ;shg uu tkakï' ta jqkdg Thd ;d;a;g tkak tmd
lsh, lshkak tmd' fldfydug;a thdg tkak fj,djla
we;af; keye' fkd okak ñksiaiq ug uevï lsh, l;d
lrk tlhs" ;d;a;g v%hsj¾g jf.a l;d lrk tlhs
Thdg ;sfhk m%Yafk fkao@ lS ojila tfyu jqkd o¦ tl
ojihsfk'''' uu lshkafk biafldaf,È tl ojihs fk' ta
w¿f;ka wdj fil=hsßá .dâ flfkla' ±ka tal
bjrhsfk' wks;a Tlafldu, okakj ;d;a; .ek' Thd
hkafk cd;Hka;r mdie,lg' tafl yeu cd;sfha whu
bkakj' ojfika oji udrefjk fil=hsßá .dâ, .ek
Thd lror fjkak tmd'
ÿj" ;d;a;g fodia lshkak tmd' tfyu fkfõ isoaO
jqfka' thd fudk úÈylskaj;a ug n, lf,a keye' uuhs
fhdackd lf<a ,xldjg .syska újdy fjuq lsh,' thd ta
ldf, YsIH;ajhla ,eì, wfma úYaj úµd,hg weú,a,
ysáh tï'tia'iS' lrkak' uu t;fldg Wmdêfh wka;su

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wjqreoafo' wms fokakg u b.ekakqfj tlu fm%df*i¾'
wmg ks;r u uqk.efykak isoaO jqkd' thd olaIhs'
nqoaêu;a' ÿUqre mdg Yla;su;a w;a md' wks;a msßñ <uhs
bÈßfh Tyq ±jeka; mqreIfhla'''' Thd f,dl= <ufhla
jqkdg ;ju fmdä <ufhla' Thd ;ju uqyql=rd .syska kE
wdorh lshk tl fldfydu fohla o lsh, ±k.kak'
;d;a; wmg fldfyj;a hkak fokafk ke;af;
wmg ;sfhk wdof¾g' wmg fï úYd, f.hla yo, §,
;sfhkafk' wmg Wjukd yeu foau ;d;a; wmg
f.ke,a, fokjfk' fufy wfma rg jdf. fkfjhs"
wmg ;ksfhka tfy fufy hk tk tl wdrlaId uÈ
ksidfk" ;d;a; Wjukd ia:dk j,g ú;rla wmsj tlal
f.k hkafk' wud;HdxY f,alï flfkla jqkyu
fldÉpr jev ;sfhkj o' talhs ±ka thdg fj,djla
ke;af; wms;a tlal tfy fufy hkak tkak' ta; a
fldfyduyß yeufoau wmg w; <Õg f.keú,a,
fokjfk'
ÿj" mßfNdack øjH yqÕla f,dafl ;snqKg ta yeu
foau wmg Wjukd o@ wmg whs;s øjH m%udK j,ska i;=g
ukskak bf.k .kak tmd' wms fldhs;rï i;=fgkao
fufy bkafk' fï rfÜ wms bkak uÜgug ;j lS fokhs
o bkafk'
ÿj Thd ys;kak tmd Thdg uq,a kE lsh,' Thd
msgia;rfhla fkfõ' Thd bmÿfka fï rfÜ' uu újdy
jqfka fï rfÜ' Thdg;a whs;shs fïl'''' Tõ we;a; Th;a
tlal ;d;a; l;dlrkafk bx.%Sisfhka' uu l;d
lrkafk cmka NdIdfjka' jevlrk flkd l;d
lrkafk isxyf,ka' wms fokakg u fï tllaj;a yßhg
nE' ug iudfjkak Thdg isÿjqk widOdrKh .ek" Thdg
ysf;k tl .ek Thd msgia;rfhla lsh,'

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Thdg ;sfhkafk uf.a ;d;a;f." ta lshkafk
Thdf. iShf. uQKuhs' iShd Thd ljodj;a ±lafl
ke;sjqkdg Thdg yßu wdofrhs' uu tal fyd|gu okakj'
ta f.d,a, wms fldfyo bkafk lsh, yßhgu okafk
kE'''' ug wfma rfÜ mqrjeislu ;sfhk nj we;a;'
Thdg;a ta mqrjeislug Wreulï lshkak mq¿jka nj;a
we;a;' kuq;a ;d;a;g neyefk tfy .sys,a, bkak' wfma
wh ljqrej;a thdj ms<s.kafk keyefk' ;d;a;j fufy
od, wmg hkak neye' thdj n,d.kafk ljqo@

2002'02'03

77
jdykh

uf.a Wmßuh fgdfhdgd fldfrda,d ld¾ tl h'


th w¿;a u fkd jqk o w¿;a u jf.a wdkhkh l<
mdõÑÑ l< jdykhla h' w¿;a u w¿;a jdykhla lsis
l,l ud i;=j fkd ;snQ nj lSug ,eÊcd fkd fjñ'
uf.a mshdg o jdykhla ;snqfka ke;' Tyqg jdykhla
ñ,§ .; yelsj ;snqk o jdyk meoùu wk;=reodhl h
hk fya;=j u; tfia fkd lf,a h' fuh uf.a y;rjk
jdykkh hs' óg fmr ñ,§ .;a jdykj, ud ;=kajk
fyda y;rjk whs;slre úh'
uf.a ìß|f.a ñ;=ßhf.a ieñhdg o fuu j¾.fha u
ld¾ tlla we;' Èkla uf.a ìß| Tfgda .sh¾ j,g jvd
uekqj,a .sh¾ iys; ld¾ jákafka ± hs uf.ka úuiS h'
ìß|f.a ñ;=ßhg we;af;a uekqj,a .sh¾ iys; ld¾ tlla
nj;a th wmf.a Tfgda .sh¾ ld¾ tlg jvd jákd nj;a
ñ;=ßh mjid we;' uu wehg Tfgda .sh¾ iy uekqj,a
.sh¾ ms<sn| foaYkhla mj;ajd wjidkfha Tfgda .sh¾
fndlaia tlla ksIamdokh i|ydu jeä uqo,la jeh jk
nj;a ,xldfõ ld¾ úl=kqï lrejka mrK ld¾ j, ñ,
wvq fkd lr ;nd .ekSu i|yd tjeks jD;dka; m%pdrh
lr we;s nj;a wehg myod ÿksñ' ;jo ñ;=ßhf.a ld¾
tflys mj¾ ñr¾ia fkdue;s nj;a ta fya;=j u; muKla
jqj;a wmf.a ld¾ tl jvd jákd nj;a mjid uu ;j
ÿrg;a weh ikid ,Sñ' tfy;a .sh¾ ms<sn| m%Yakh wehg
ñ;=ßhg ta;a;= hk mßÈ lSug fkd yels lu .ek weh
lK.dgqfjka miqjk nj ug jegysk'

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wfma ld¾ tl w¿;a u jdf.a ksid uf.a ìß| yd
ÈhKsh Tjqkg ld¾ tfla /f.k hdu i|yd n,af,la ñ<
§ .;a;y' wm .fï hkafka o hd¿ ñ;%dka§kaf.a ido j,g
hkafka o tu n,a,d o legqj h' Tyqg wduka;%Kh lrk
kula fukau j¾. kduhla o we;' ug fï kï fol
megf,kafka h' ìß| yd ÈhKsh fïjd fyd¢ka okakjd
muKla fkdj uf.a u;l ysákafka ke;s lug fodia
mjrkafka o fjhs' n,a,d iy ud w;r t;rï iqyo
ñ;%;ajhla ke;' ìß| yd ÈhKsh wm w;r ñ;%;ajhla
we;s lsÍug fld;rï W;aidy .;a; o th id¾:l jQfha
ke;' n,a,dg l;d lrkakg fkdyels ùu uf.a fyd|g
isáfha h' Èkla uu id,fha ieáh u; È.d ù b;d
i;=áka fmd;la lshjñka isáfhñ' túg n,a,d Èj wjq;a
uf.a Wl=,g mekafka h' uu ke.sg W!g mhska mdrla
.eiqfjñ' W! úis ù .sfha h' ta fj,dfõ f.or fjk;a
ljqrej;a isáfha ke;'
uf.a fgdfhdagd fldfrda,d ld¾ tl f.or § yd
.fï § fhfyka jecUqk o ld¾hd,fha § tfia jkafka
ke;' uf.a iuyr ld¾hd,Sh iuhka w;r w¿;a fnkaia
ld¾ o î'tï'ví,sõ' ld¾ o ;sfnk wh isá;s' ld¾hd,
jdyk kej;=fï uf.a jdykhg fm!reI;ajhla fkdue;s
;rï h' idudkHfhka fnkaia ld¾ iy î'tï'ví,sõ' ld¾
iuÕ uf.a jeä Nckhla ke;sjd fuka u fnkaia ld¾
iy î'tï'ví,sõ ld¾ ixúOdkh lrk ido wdÈhg
iyNd.S ùu o uu yels;dla u.yßkafkñ'
jdyk ms<sn| m%Yakh b;d wE;g Èfjkafka h' úYaj
úµd,fha § ug lsisu jdykhla fkd ;sìk' uq¿ úYaj
úµd,hg u ld¾ tlla mojdf.k wd YsIHhka .Kk
;=ka y;r fofkla úh' tfy;a ial+grhla iys; YsIHhka
iEfyk ixLHdjla úh' iEu ffjµ YsIHfhl=g u mdfya
ial+grhla ;sìk' .eyeKq <ufhla hd¿ lr .ekSu i|yd

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ial+grhla b;d m%fhdackj;a Wmdx.hla úh' fkajdisl
Yd,dfõ isg mhska .uka lrk ÿrl foaYk Yd,dj ;sìh
§ ial+grhl wjYH;djh ug uf.a mshdg meyeÈ,sj Tmamq
lr fmkaùug fkd yels úh' b;d nqoaêu;a wfhla fuka
mjqf,a yd ish¿ kEoEhka w;r f.!rjhg md;% ù isá ug
ta nqoaêu;a lug wkql+, jk fia lghq;= lsÍug isÿ ù
;sìk' ial+grhla wjYHu nj ;Èka b,a,d isàu
fmdfydi;a fudav mq;%fhl=f.a l%shdjla fia ´kEu
flfkl=g fmfkkakg mq¿jka lu ;snqks' tfia fyhska
b,a,Su bÈßm;a fkd flßk' fï fya;=j lrK
fldgf.k mqrd jd¾Ihla ;siafia fm%au lrñka isá uf.a
fmïj;sh B<Õ jdrfha§ ffjµ YsIHfhl= iys;
ial+grhlg ysñ úh'
jdykhla fkdue;s úg iïmQ¾Kfhka u ;u YÍr
fm!reIh úiska muKla u .eyekq <ufhl= wdl¾IKh
lr .; hq;= h' jdykhla iys; jQ úg jdykfha
fm!reIh o ;u fm!reIhg tl;= jk fyhska .eyekq
<ufhl= ms<sn| ld¾hh b;d myiqfjka ch.; yels h'
úYaj úµd,fha ;;a;ajh tfia fyda ;snqfka jqjo
bka msg; ;;a;ajh b;d Nhdkl úh' jdykhla
fkdue;sj .eyekq <ufhl= lsisfia;a u kjd .; fkd
yel' tfuka u jdykhla iys; jQ úg h;=re f,aÅldjf.a
isg iyldr f,alï olajd .eyekq jdykfha nr wkqj
kefj;s' fï lshukg ia;%S úuqla;s wh fldam úh hq;=
ke;' ud l;d lrkqfha b;d l=vd jmißhla ;=< ,o
w;a±lSï ;=< h' ud ±k isá jmißfhka msg; fndfyda
ia;%Ska isákd fyhska ia;%S úuqla;s wh udj ksoyia lr
yßkq we;e hs n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjñ'
ld¾ .ek l;d lrkjdg jvd ffjµ YsIHhd
ms<sn| fldgi jeä úia;r fldg lSu jvd fyd| h hs
is;ñ' ffjµ YsIHhka ms<sn|j muKla fkdj ngysr
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ffjµ jD;a;sh flfrys o uf.a f.!rjKSh meye§ula
;snqfka ke;' ngysr ffjµ úµdj jkdys Ôj;a ùug
kqiqÿiq jQjka Ôj;a lrjñka ñksia ixy;sh fi!LH
iïmkak fkd jQ i;aj fldÜGdihla njg m;alsÍfï
ld¾hfhys kshe,S isák iajNdj O¾u úfrdaë l%shdj,shla
h' ta wkqj n,k l, fmrÈ. ffjµ Ydia;%h kï Ôj;a
ùug kqiqÿiq jQjkag f.!rjKSh f,i iuq.kakg wjir
§ fi!LH iïmkak jQ ñksia fldÜGdihla b;sß lr
.kakd Ôjk ud¾.hla h' ffjµ YsIHhdg úreoaOj uq¿
ojila mqrd jdo lsÍug iEfyk" w;sYhska Ydia;%Sh jQ
lreKq ud úiska /ialr f.k ;snqks' tfy;a uf.a
fmïj;shg tajd wikakg lka fkd ;sìk'
uf.a fmïj;shf.a ñ;=ßhka fofok" fmïj;sh ug
fødays ùu ms<sn|j weh iuÕ WrK ù isáhd h' uu
fmïj;sh fkdue;sj fYdalfhka miqjk fyhska th
u|lg fyda wu;l lrùu i|yd jd¾Islj meje;afjk
úfkdao pdßldjg iyNd.s jk f,i Tjqka fofok ug
wdrdOkh l,y' TjqyQ n,fhka u ^uf.a n,j;a leue;a;
msg& ud /f.k .shy' niaßfha .uka lroa§ jx.= j,§
we;sjk f;rmSï wms ukdj m%fhdackhg .;af;uq' mmq
fmfofiys .efgñka cfka,fhka bj; ne,Sïo" w;ska
w,a,d .ekSïo ta w;r isÿ úh' f,daldka;h wi, .suka
yeÍug kej;=k ;ekl§ fmïj;shf.a tla ñ;=ßhla ud
iuÕ u|la Tíng .shd h' ^jvd fidanudk weh h' we;a;
jYfhka u pdßldjg wdrdOkh lf,a wfkla ñ;=ßh h'&
uf.a ÿl .ek ÿlanrj isá weh wef.a ysi ud <h u;
fydjd .;a;d h' wm fofok ÿlanrj Tjqfkdjqka ism
.;suq' fmïj;shf.a wfkla ñ;=ßh wm fidhd wdjdh'
bka miqj weh úfkdao pdßldj wjidk jk ;=re;a bka
miqj;a ud iuÕ l;d lsÍfuka je,lS isáhd h'

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ism.kakd ,o ñ;=ßh uf.a fmïj;sh ;k;=r olajd
Wiiaùï ,eîug fmr úYaj úµd, wdpd¾h jrfhl=f.a
ld¾ tfla hdug iqÿiq wê idud¾:hla ,enqjd h'
tl, úYaj úµd,fha uf.a ñ;%fhla .eyekq
<ufhla w,a,d .ekSu i|yd úYaj úµd,fhka msg
.eyekq <uhska .ejfik ia:dk j, ks;r .ejfihs' ^ta
jk úg b;d lK.dgqodhl f,i" úYaj úµd, YsIHdjka
;sfofkl=f.ka Tyq m%;slafIam ù ;snqfka h'& Tyq ld¾
tll h;=rla wkqkg fmfkk fia wf;a /f.k hhs'
we;a; jYfhka u Tyqf.a mshdg ld¾ tlla ;snqfka h'
Tyqg ßh meoùug o mq¿jk' we;a; jYfhka u Tyq ld¾
h;=rla fia /f.k .sfha tu fmkqu we;s fodr h;=rla h'
ud iuÕ .sh lsisu Èkl .eyeKq <ufhla w,a,d .ekSu
id¾:l fkd jqko" fjk;a fndfyda Èkj, w,a,d .ekSu
id¾:l jQ nj Tyq ug mjid we;'
úYaj úµd,fhka msg jQ miq fm%aujka;hska jeä
fofkla Tjqfkdjqka iuÕ újdy fkd jqko jeä l,a
fkd f.dia uf.a fmïj;sh iy ffjµ YsIHhd
^ffjµjrhd& újdy ù msgrg .shy' fyd| jefâ jqfka
lshd i;=gq ùugj;a ug bvla fkd ,enqk w;r
fodia;rjreka kqreiakdlu ud iuÕ b;sßlr hdug TjqyQ
iu;a jQy'
jdykhla fkd ;sîfï wvqj u; ug wjqreÿ y;
wgla wdKavqfõ ixia:djl rlaIdj lrkakg isÿ úh'
tl, wdKavqj mqÿudldr h' uqo,a ke;s whg fuka u uqo,a
we;s whgo yels iEu úgu yels ;rñka lror lf<a h'
tl, jdykhla ysñlr .ekSug we;s tlu ud¾.h kï
YsIH;ajhla ,nd msgrglg hduh' lsishï jQ .%y
;drldjla hym;aj msysàu fya;=fldg f.k ug
YsIH;ajhla ,eìk' tys§ fkd ld fkd î b;sß lr.;a
uqo," bmhQ úfoaY úksuh f,i fmkajd uu jdykhla
82
wdkhkh lr .;sñ' th ta rfÜ mdúÉÑ lr bj; ±uQ
jdykhla h'
jdykhla wdkhkh l< nj ud myiqfjka lshqj o
th tfia fufia ld¾hhla fkd ùh' jdykhla wdkhkh
lsÍug fmr wdkhk n,m;%hla ,nd .; hq;= h' uu
n,m;%hla ,nd .ekSug wjYH ish¿ fldkafoais imqrd
we;s fyhska b,a¨ï m;%h bÈßm;a lf,ñ' ,shqï
.Kkdjla tyd fuyd hdfuka miqj iyldr flduidßia
jrhdg ÿrl;kfhka l;dlr yuqjk fõ,djla
fjkalrf.k Tyq yuq ù idlÉPd lrk f,i okajd
,smshla ud fj; ,enqks' ta ld,fha ÿrl;kh wê
iqfLdamfNda.S WmlrKhla h' uqo,a f.jd jqj o ÿrl;k
mKsjqvhla ,nd .ekSug ÿrl;k ysñhdg ne.Em;a úh
hq;= h' ta fyhska ÿrl;k mKsjqvhla fkd §u uu
iyldr flduidßia jrhd yuqùug .sfhñ' Tyq ta
fj,dfõ jevla ke;sj iÕrdjla lshjñka isáfha h'
;=Kavq lE,s heùfuka miq ug Tyqf.a ldurh ;=<g hd
yels úh' Tyq wod, ,smsf.dkqj f.k n,d uu Tyq
yuqùug fõ,djla fjkalr f.k fkdue;s nj mjid
fõ,djla fjkalrf.k meñfKk f,i okajd isáfha h'
uu fõ,djla fjkalr fokf,i b,a,d isáho
fg,sf*daka lr fõ,djla fjka lr.kakd f,i Tyq lshd
isáfha h' ug wdkhk n,m;%h wjYH h' ta ksid
wdpdrYS,Sj msg;g meñK fg,sf*daka lf<ñ' Tyq Èkhla
yd fõ,djla ÿkafkah'
fï jeks jQ fkdfhla ndOl ÿla lïlfgd¨ bÈßfha
fkd ie,S isáñka wka;sfï§ jdykh wdkhkh lr .;sñ'
jdykh ,enQ jydu tjlg wújdylj isá uf.a idudÔh
jákdlu jeä úh' ld¾hd,fha .eyekq <uhskaf.a
wjOdkhg ,laùug yels ùu bka m%Odk;u jákdlu
úh' Tn u|lg is;d n,kak' wdydr mdk o frÈ ms<s o

83
ysÕ hq.hl ld¾ tlla hkq fudk ;rï wdYap¾hu;a
fohla o'
jdykhla ud i;= jqj o uq,a ld,fha § iEu Èklu
jdykfhka ld¾hd,hg hdug ;rï Yla;su;a lula ug
fkd ;sìk' uu i;shlg Èk folla fyda ;=kla
jdykfhka ld¾hd,hg .sfhñ' Èkla ld¾hd,fha §
,smslrefjl= ud iuÕ nyska nia ùula we;s úh' tÈk uq¿
ojiu uu b;d lKiai,af,ka isáfhñ' iji f.or .sh
uu uf.a ld¾ tl fmdaáfldaj hg fkdue;s nj ±l ìh
jqfkñ' f.or wh f;a tlla î hk f,i lshQj o"
talgj;a m%udo fkdù" ,smslrejdg foia ;nñka uu wdmiq
ld¾hd,hg f.dia ld¾ tl /f.k wdfjñ'
uu lsis l,l jEka r:hla mdúÉÑ lr fyda ñ,§
f.k fyda fkdue;s nj;a uq, isgu ld¾ ysñfhl= nj;a
b;d f.!rjfhka yd wdvïnrfhka hq;=j lshkakg
leue;af;ñ' jEka r:h jkdys idudkH yd my,
mx;slhkaf.a jdykh h' tys hEu nia tfla hkjd yd
iudk h' fuh Tmamqlr,Su i|yd uu tla isÿùula lshkq
leue;af;ñ' Èkla uf.a ld¾hd,fha .eyekq <ufhla
wehf.a ksjig f.k f.dia wer,Sug ug isÿ úh' wehf.a
ksjig m%Odk mdfrka yeÍ uo ÿrla w;=re mdrl hd hq;=
úh' uu weh ksji <Õgu f.k f.dia wer,Sug iQodkï
jqj o weh Bg úreoaO jQjd h' weh fya;=j jYfhka olajd
isáfha zjEka tll kï lula kE" ld¾ tll .syska f.a
biairy nyskak nEZ hkqfjks'
ug jeä l,la .Ekq <uhska wer,Sfï lghq;= j,
fh§ isáh fkd yels úh' fouõmshka ug ukud,shla
iys; oEjeoaola fiùfï lghq;= j, ksr;j fjfyfiñka
isáhy' uu úma,jldÍ f,i Tjqka iuÕ igka jeÿfkñ'
wka;sfï§ b;d ie,iqï iy.; f,i wyïfnka uf.a
ñ;%fhl=f.a ujla úiska fmkajd jyd iÕjk ,o wehf.a
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{d;s ÈhKshla flfrys ug fm%aufhka nef|kakg isÿúh'
fï wjia:dfõ§ o uf.a jdykh b;d jeo.;a ld¾h
Ndrhla bgqlf<a h' úYaj úoHd, Wmdêhla ;sîu"
YsIH;ajhla ,en msgrg ixpdrh lr ;sîu iy jdykhl
ysñlrefjl= ùu hk lreKq ug wjYH m%udKhg;a jvd
jeä iqÿiqlï jQfhka wef.a fm%auh iy wef.a uõmshkaf.a
wkque;sh Èkd.ekSu wmyiq fkdù h' uf.a fouõmshka o
mq;dg fyd| kï fyd|hs hkqfjka fYdalfhka nr jQ
uqyqKska hq;=j Tjqkf.a wdYs¾jdoh ,nd ÿkaky' ud fï
lshk mqoa.,sl lreKq uf.a ìß|g Tn fkd lshkq we;e
hs uu n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjñ' weh fg,s kdgH n,kjd
yer lshjkafka ke;s ksid ug fuh ,sùu lrK
fldgf.k wk;=rla isÿjkafka ke;'
uf.a jdykh .ek ,shkakg f.dia ud fjk;a
je,ajgdrï ,shkjd hehs Tn ug fodia lshkjd úh yel'
tfy;a ;ju ke.S tk l;dlrefjla jk uf.ka fY%aIaG
l;d rplhka fuka tl t,af,au m%ia;=;hg wod< lreKq
muKla ,shkq we;e hs n,dfmdfrd;a;= ùu widOdrK h'
^b;d iqmÍlaIdldÍj ne¨jfyd;a bIdla n¾fIúia isx.¾
jqjo m%ia;=;hg wod< fkd jk oE ,shk nj Tng
jegfykq we;'& fuh b;d È.g ,shjqkfyd;a m%ia;=;hg
wod< ke;s je,ajgdrï fldgia lmd bj;a lrkakg uu
fmdfrdkaÿ fjñ' flá jqjfyd;a ta wm fofokdf.a u
wNd.Hh h'
jrla wm {d;sfhl=f.a f.or .sh Èkhl wmf.a
jdykfha rjqula f.dia taug uu Tjqkag wdrdOkd
lf<ñ' Bg jyd tlÕ jQ {d;s ÈhKsh jyd mek bÈß
wiqfkys ys| .;a;d h' uf.a ìß| tu rjqug iyNd.S fkd
jk nj ienE h' tfy;a {d;s mq;%hdf.a ìß| jqjo nd,
jhfia jqjo <Õ§ újdy jqk ;reKshl jk weh ud iuÕ
tlg b|.ekSu iqÿiq jkafka ke;' miqj wehf.a

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kekaoïud fï fudk flda,ï kgkjd ± hs wehg fodia
mjrd we;' ta wjia:dfõ weh w¿;a jdykhl ysñlre
fj; we;sjqk wdl¾IKh lrK fldgf.k nqoaêh fkd
úuid ish m%d:ñl yeÕSï úiska b;d iajdNdúl f,i
fufyhjQjd úh yels h'
Tn kùk udkj$i;aj p¾hd úµdj lshjkafka
hehs is;ñ' udkjhkaf.a$i;ajhkaf.a meje;aug wkjYH
fuka u Bg yria fjk fia fmfkkakd jQ o wxf.damdx.
j, úµd;aul w¾:l:kh l=ula ± hs Tn okakjd úh
yel'
f.dafkl=g úYd, wx ;Ügqjla ;sfnkjd hkq W!
fyd¢ka wdydr imhd .kakd nj h' tfukau úYd, wx
;Ügqjla ;sîu W!g ;u NlaIlhkaf.ka fíÍu i|yd
jkh ;=< Èùu wdÈhg ndOdjla h' úYd, wx ;Ügqjla
;sìh § ksremøs;j isákjd hkq W! w;sYhska olaIfhl=
yd iqÿiafil= njh' tkï m%ckkh i|yd Tyq jvd;a u
iqÿiq nj h' mßKduh úiska úYd, wx ;Ügqj" j¾.hdf.a
.eyekq i;=ka wdl¾IKh úh hq;= m%o¾Yk wx.h f,i
Tjqkf.a cdk j, ,shd we;' fudkrdf.a ms,a l<U o
tfia u h'
udkjhd wrNhd jqj o fuu p¾hd rgdj tf,iu
l%shd;aul fjhs' hful= fyd| ld¾ tll ysñlre hkq Tyq
úiska Wmhd .kakd ,o" msg;g myiqfjka Èiajk j;alu
h' Tyqg th ysñ ù ;sîu Tyq olaIfhl= yd iqÿiafil= nj
fmkajd isà' ta wkqj ld¾ tl jkdys f.dakdf.a wx
;Ügqjh' fudkrdf.a ms,a l<U h' ienúka u th wx
;Ügqj fuka u" ms,a l<U fuka u" ix{d úysÿjhs'
;reK mqreIfhl= jákd jdykhla mojdf.k hk
fndfyda úg th jHdc m%o¾Ykhla úh yels nj o"
jeäysá mqreIfhl= jákd jdykhla mojdf.k hkafka

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kï fndfyda úg th wjHdc m%o¾Ykhla úh yels nj o
jYfhka .ekSu ;¾ldkql+, h' fujeks oE y÷kd .ekSfï
;¾l {dkh ia;%S j¾.hd ;=< iycfhka msysgd we;'
Tjqka ld¾ iys; jeäysá mqreIhka flfrys jeäfhka
wdl¾Ikh jkafka ta ksid h'
tfia fyhska nd, ;reKshka jeäysá msßñ flfrys
nef|kafka yqfola Tjqka úiska mqreÿ mqyqKq lr.;a pß;
l%shdldÍ ùu ksid fkdj m%d:ñl yd wjxl yeÕSï úiska
Tjqka iajdNdúl f,i fufyhjkq ,eîu ksid nj lshd
§fuka uu Tnj ±kqj;a lsÍug leue;af;ñ' tfukau
jdyk wrNhd fï wdldrhg Ôj-p¾hd úµdj l%shd;aul
ùu flfrys o uu i;=gq fjñ'

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