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rYJI5IJIli MbI BeCHOM na CBe)KeM noszryxe. COJIHbIlliKO CBeTIIT, KapHII3bI-OTKOCbI Y nepanzrsr, noxpsrrsre JIb,ll;OM, 6JIeCT5IT, rJIa3 He oropsars. 51: He nsmepacan, JIII3HYJI, II 513bIK npnrnm. II HIIKaK He )KeJIaJI OTJIlirrHYTb. CKa3aTb HIIqerO He MOry, MbIqy, pyKaMli pa3MaXIIBaIO. nbIJIO HeY,ll;06HO TaK CT05lTb, II nee-taxa OTOpBaJIC5I OT KOBapHOM )KeJIe351KII. KpOBIIll(II HaTeKJIO npnJIIIqHO. PeBeJI He pesen - He rrOMHIO, HO, BII,ll;IIMO, C TOM nopsr 51 CTaJI erne 60JIee pa3rOBOpqIIBbIM. Ha JII0603HaTeJIbHOCTli 3TOT IIHl(II,ll;eHT TO)Ke He CKa3aJIC5I. A orxyzra xaprasocrs B351- JIaCb - He 3HaIO.

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B HOBOM KJIaCCe 51 OCBOIIJIC5I 6bICTpO. 5£, JIeIIIKa II CaIIIKa.

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sanar. B aBrYCTe MaMa O<popMIIJIa ,ll;OKYMeHTbI na nepeson. Oren C 'rex rrop MHOIO rOp,ll;IIJIC5I erne 60JIbIIIe: IIIKOJIa-TO «espeiicxas», T.e. rrpeCTII:/KHa5l.

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py6JIeM. B noesne pa.3rOpeJIC5I nepnsrii rrOCJIeIIIKOJIbHbIM pOMaH C nonyr-mneii, KOTOpa51 soaspamanacs ,ll;OMOM II KOTOpa51 OKa- 3aJIaCb nepsoii MOeM HpIIHOM. Y BbI, e,ll;IIHCTBeHHbIM aKpOCTIIX 3aTep5lJIC5I npn KBapTlIpHbIX 06MeHaX.

PO,ll;IITeJIII sannxana B qeMO,ll;aH HeHaBIICTHbIM qepHbIM KOCnOM na BbIIIYCKHOM, 51 ero CPa.3Y, B MOCKBe, BbI6pOCIIJI, MOJI, yKpaJIII B ofimare. Cnasana noexan na KpaCHYIO nnomam.. JIeHIIHa B rpofiy 51 YBII,ll;eJI TOJIbKO B 80-M, xorna BO,ll;IIJI 3KCKypC1I1I C 51rrOHl(aMII.

B TOT ron IIIaHCOB y MeH5I He 6bIJIO HIIKaKIIX. IIpOXO,ll;HOM na poraano-repraancxora 25, a B aTTeCTaTe - )KaJIKlIe 4,6.

Ha BOK3aJIe oren BCTpeTIIJI XMYpO, rrpe,ll;JIO)KIIJI ornars noKYMeHTbI B NY (B MTY 3K3aMeHbI B IIIOJIe, a B NY - B asrycre), HO 51 ropno OTKa.3aJIC5I II 3a5lBIIJI, qTO noiizty pariorars, pas Y)K TaKoM 'rynoii. A xyrta? Ha sasozt? TaK MOll pyKII HlIqero, KpOMe xpnaoro ,ll;epeB5IHHOrO aBTOMaTa II KOP5lBbIX nerens ,ll;JI5I napr, cpozty He rrpOII3BO,ll;IIJIII. IIplIIIIeJI na «TeJIeQ:>OHKY», YCJIbIIIIaJI rpOXOT CTaHKOB, npeztcrannn ce651 B BII,ll;e TOKap5lCJIecap51 B 3aru;IITHbIX OqKaX, rrOCII,ll;eJIKII rrOCJIe CMeHbI C noprBeMHOM II rrJIIOHYJI. B KOHl(e KOHl(OB, B H05l6pe MHe IICrrOJIH5IJIOCb 18. Bee pasno B apMIIIO 3a6epYT. HaIIIeJI IIHTeJIJIlIreHTHoe MeCTO na no-rte. )KeHcKIIM KOJIJIeKTIIB, TlIrrorpaQ:>CKa51 xpacxa na PYKax, «XO,ll;OBIIK», rJI5IHl(eBbIe )KypHaJIbI 1I3 rw II LIeXOCJIOBaKIIII, rr5lTb ,ll;OCTaBOK.

OceHbIO B apMIIIO He B351JIII II na KYPCbI HIIKaKlIe TO)Ke. He CTaJI 51 HII IIIoQ:>epoM, HII panncro«. LIepT 3HaeT, no-resay. ,lI,0- CJIY)KIIJIC5I no 6plIra,ll;lIpa II aapnnarsr 175 Py6JIeM. OrpOMHa51 cYMMa, no KOTOPOM 51 ,ll;OT5IHYJIC5I TOJIbKO -repes -rersrpe rona.

B MapTe oren CHOBa 3arOBOplIJI 0 NY, HO 51 TBep,ll;oJI06bIM II yrrp5lMbIM. Pa.3YBepIIBIIIlIcb B IIHTeJIJIeKTe, 51 rrOKJI5IJIC5I OTztars ztonr PO,ll;IIHe. H3 KJIaCCa 3TO C,ll;eJIaJIII 51 II Hrops )KapoB,

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HO OH-TO B rw, a 51 B Caparose. B TaKIIX )Ke MeCTax He CTOJIb Y,ll;aJIeHHbIX, KaK II ,ZJ,OBJIaTOB.

Oren XO,ll;IIJI rro BoeHKOMaTaM, ztapan KOMY-TO KOHb5lKII, HO MHe BbIpBaJIII 3y6 B KOMIICCIIII, 06PlIJIlI II naroro Ma51 ornpaBIIJIII BMeCTe C ,ll;pyrlIMII 3HTY3IIaCTaMII-rraTpIIOTaMII B CapaTOB. Ees OQ:>IIl(lIaJIbHbIX npoaozros II rrOCJIe ,ll;PY)KeCKOM nonoiiKII.

Hepes zrsa C rrOJIOBIIHOM ,ll;H5I npasearm na CTpeJIb61I1l(e, rne nepezt IIIMOHOM 51 nopsan 'rpn py6JI5I, -rrofisr He ornasars cep)KaHTaM. LIaCbI-TO He zroraztanca rrpOrJIOTIITb. Brrpo-rexr, IIX II He 6bIJIO. TyT 51 II Y3HaJI, qTO nonan BO BHyTpeHHlIe BOMCKa MB,ZJ, CCCP. nJIaT O,ll;HaKO ...

You in the army now

B nepsyro )Ke no-n, rrO,ll;MeHIIJIII cancra, 41 paanep na 43.

Ha neycrasnoii sonpoc «qTO nenarr.?», Cep)KaHT MaTIOrHYJIC5I (XOpOIIIO, rro MOp,ll;e He nan). IIOrrbITaJIC5I 51 BbIIIOJIHIITb HeMOM npnxas, HO 6e3ycrreIIIHO. Tlpencraasre, KaK 3TO B TeMHOTe rrepefiapart, qY)KlIe canorn, BbICMaTpIIBa51 pasaep na rrO,ll;OIIIBe II PIICKY51 aanorry-nrn, (II CrrpaBe,ll;JIIIBO!) rro MOp,ll;aCaM! nOJIbIIIe carrorlI - TOJIll(e rrOpT5IHKII. YMOTaJIC5I ...

HcrrbITbIBaJIII na XIIMlIqeCKYIO CTOMKOCTb II COBeTCKYIO 6oecrroco6HOCTb. 3arHaJIlI B 1I36eHKY 'rpn na 'rpn II rrYCTIIJIII XJIOprrlIKplIH B CJIa60M xonuenrpanaa. 3TO spozte «qepeMYXII», CJIe30TOqlIBbIM ras. Cnasana xosranzta «nopnanacs COe,ll;IIHIITeJIbHa51 .rpyfixa», rrOTOM «nopsanacs MaCKa». Tnasa 3aKpbITbI, ztpsna Y)Ke HarJIOTaJIIICb C lI36bITKOM, 6beMC5I B cyxraroxe ztpyr o npyra aBTOMaTaMII. OQ:>IIl(epbI B OKOIIIKO rJI5I,ll;51T BMeCTe co «CTapIIKaMII», XOXOqYT. HaKOHel(, C)KaJIIIJIIICb, zrsepa OTKPbIJIII.

Crane 06e3YMeBIIIlIX 6apaHOB BbIpbIBaeTC5I na csoforty -repes yrOJIbHOe yIIIKO. BbICKaKIIBaIO, cpsrsaro MaCKY, BCe 1I30

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scex ,ll;bIPOK TeqeT: CJIe3bI, COrrJIII II npo-ree. TyT «B aTaKY!». HeCYCb, KaK qOKHYTbIM, snepen, HII -repra He BII:/Ky II He CJIbIIIIy. CrrOTKHYJIC5I, CBaJIIIJIC5I B 51MY, rro CTopOHaM - qIICTOe rroJIe, HII ,ll;yIIIII. 3, na xyzta )Ke see nonesanncs? HCrrapIIJIIICb nozt IIIOHbCKIIM COJIHl(eM? Cep)KaHT ,ll;BIIHyJI KYJIaKOM B cnany: «Ma'rs-nepexra'rs, xyzta ... ?». B caMOM nene, YMOTaJI, KaK LIanaii na 60eBoM KOHe. CHoBa «rasr,r!», Harr5lJIIIJI II3,ll;eJIIIe 53 rona na rroTHYIO MOP,ll;Y, xnanaa OTO,ll;paJI, HO He rroner-rano:

CTeKJIa 3arrOTeJIII. Hazro 6bIJIO CMa.3bIBaTb KaKOM-TO q:mrHeM, 0 KOTOPOM CJIbIIIIaJIII, HO He BII,ll;eJIII HIIKOr,ll;a. ,ZJ,aJIbIIIe MeJIOqII - nonoca rrperr5lTCTBIIM II orHeHHbIM pyfieac, KaK B KIIHO. XopoIII 0 , TaHKaMII He ,ll;aBIIJIII. 3TO rrOTOM, B narepsx na BoeHHbIX ctiopax rrOCJIe -remeproro xypca MTY. ITo cpaBHeHIIIO C MOpeHIIeM CaJIa)KaT-KJIOrr5lT B 6a6IIIKIIeIIIKIIHOM lI36YIIIKe - zterCKIIM can. CeM experience 3arrOMHIIJI HaMepTBO. KCTaTII, erne napa-rpoiixa apueiicxux rrpIIKOJIOB, HO 3JIOBpe,ll;HbIX.

3arrperu;eHo OTJIyqaTbC5I B COpTIIp rrOCJIe OT605l, T.e. C 22.00 no 6.00 CrrpaBJI5IMC5I KaK XOqeIIIb. 3aTo yTpOM, rrOCJIe nozrseaa nepsaa xosranna - «na BbIXO,ll;, 6eroM», MeTpoB na TpIIcTa II 06JIerqIITeJIbHo-YTeIIIIITeJIbHOe (npasna, neycrasnoe) «Bcesr rroc ... Tb!». C 'rex rrop TaM, HaBepHO, BC5I no-ma rrpOCOJIIIJIaCb IIJIII MeCTHbIM naCKYHqaK 06pa.30BaJIC5I. BOT ,ll;JI5I 6Y,ll;yru;IIX reoJIOrOB saraznca-rol

OT60M II nom.en sa 45 cexynn. Pa.3,ll;eTbC5I - XOT51 sa ztecars, a CMbICJI? O,ll;eBaTbC5I HayqIIJIIICb IIMIITIIpoBaTb CJIeTY, rroCKOJIbKY rrOCJIe CTPOIIJIIICb nepezt Ka.3apMOM, a He COBepIIIaJIII MapIII-6pocoK. A Hy KaK BOMHa? Cep)KaHTbI na -racsr He CMOTpeJIII: noxa cnn-nca roprrr.

Ofiezrsr, xorzta He ycnesaeun, noacpars. HaIIBHbIe npnzrypxa T5IHYJIIICb K nosapemxe II rrOJIyqaJIII 3aCJIY)KeHHO rro JI6y, II60 cna-rana Cep)KaHT BbIJIaBJIIIBaeT M5ICO. Ha TpeTIIM BbIpa60TaJIC5I

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pedinexc: CeJI, CXBaTlIJI rrapy KYCKOB xnefia II )K,ll;eIIIb CqaCTb51 B amOMIIHlIeBOM MIICKe. Cyrr ropa-raii, nor peKOM, xmon-xrnon, Cep)KaHT oper «na BbIXO,ll;!». BbIcaCbIBaIOru;IIM )K1I3Hb rOJIO,ll; TOJIKHYJI II MeH5I, BbIIIYCKHIIKa «aHrJIIIMCKOM III KOJIbI» , KOTOpbIM 3HaJI HalI3YCTb see nenpasnrn.nsre rJIarOJIbI II qlITaJI B rrO,ll;JIIIHHIIKe, na crpannroe npecrynnenne: 51 aacynyn B xapMaHbI rrapy KYCKOB, xoropsre OTTY,ll;a 6eCCTbI)Ke TOpqaJIII. B 06ru;eM, zranacs nepezt crpoev, rro KOMaH,ll;e cepacarrra 51 nooficnan, B xapxransr HaCbIIIaJI necox, 3aIIIlIJI II no OT6051 6eraJI C YT5I)KeJIeHlIeM na KIIJIOrpaMM. MOJIO,ll;OM 60el( IIMeeT npasa IIJIII qeKaHIITb IIIar B CTPOIO IIJIII 6e)KaTb.

Hapsn rro xyxne. OrJIOe,ll;OB qyTb He rrOJITbIru;II, a na xyxne - rr5lTb qeJIOBeK. ,ZJ,ypHa51 CKJIOHHOCTb to do my best HaTOJIKHYJIaCb na nosap-ysfiexa, KOTOPbIM O,ll;HOBpeMeHHO Tpe60BaJI «666IICTpO!» II «qIIIIIIIIe!», MeTaJI TapeJIKII II opan «MOqIITb scex 6y,ll;y!».

OT 6eCCMbICJIeHHOCTlI npoacxoronnero OTBJIeKaJIO TO, qTO na TeJIe BbICKOqlIJIII 3,ll;OpOBeHHbIe <PYPYHKYJIbI. BII,ll;IIMO, 1I3-3a nepesreasr ofipasa )K1I3HII. BCTaBaTb B IIIeCTb yrpa npnasnc na no-rte, a see OCTaJIbHOe, B TOM qlICJIe capaTOBCKIIM KJIIIMaT, «capaTOBCKIIM pnc» (nepnoaxa) II crorrynossre canorn C rropT5IHKaMII qTO-TO C6lIJIlI B opramraxre, KOTOPbIM 3arrpOTeCTOBaJI. HII B KaKYIO 60JIbHIIl(Y MeH5I OTrrpaBJI5ITb II He C06lIpaJIlICb b, rrepeB5I3bIBaJIII pas B zrsa ,ll;H5I, KaK Lllopca.

51: CMOTpeJI na MIIP, KaK na a6CYP,ll;HbIM COH IIJIII ,ll;ypal(KIIM <pIIJIbM, HO HII HBaHOM npOBKOM, HII MaKCIIMOM Tlepene.ruueti ce651 He qYBCTBOBaJI. BaH ,ZJ,aMMa C ero B03pO)K,ll;eHlIeM B rroCJIe,ll;HIIM MOMeHT 51 erne He BII,ll;eJI, a «Status QUO» erne He narrlICaJIII «You in the army now». IIOCJIe,ll;HIIM IIIaHC YCTPOlITbC5I na KYPCbI pa,ll;IICTOB II nosapos, ,ll;a6bI zrsa rona «npnxazn,rBaTbC5I IIIJIaHrOM» na 3aKOHHbIX OCHOBaHII5IX, rrpOJIeTeJI MIIMO.

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CBeTlIJIa 'rporra napana, 0 KOTOPOM MbI Y)Ke HaCJIYIIIaJUICb CTpaIIIIIJIOK.

Hepes 'rpn He,ll;eJIII 51, KaK II BCe, nanan OTqeT. Orma 'rpnzmars BTOpa51 Y)Ke rrpOIIIJIa. Ka3aJIOCb, JIyqIIIe zrenosunma, qeM 3TOT CYMaCIIIe,ll;IIIIIM MapaQ:>oH. 13 IIIOH5I MbI rrplIH5IJIII npncsry, CTaB rrOJIHOl(eHHbIMII 3aru;IITHIIKaMII PO,ll;IIHbI II CKOPO rrOMeH5IJIll Mapa3M yqe6KlI na 1I,ll;IIOTII3M xaaapsrsr.

Y CKOpeHHaJI MHJIHTapH3aU;HH

IIplIBe3JIlI na «30HY» nenanexo OT Caparosa, B 3TOM CMbICJIe oren CTapaJIC5I He sps: He B KaKOM-HII6Y,ll;b rJIYIIIII 6y,ll;Y CJIY)KIITb, a B copoxa MIIHYTax na asrofiyce OT rraM5ITHIIKa Paznnnesy II MeCTY rrplI3eMJIeHlI5I Tarapuua.

,ZJ,BYX3Ta)KHa51 xaaapsra, nnau, na 3a,ll;HeM nsope - OrOpO,ll;IIK II CBIIHapHIIK. MbI Y)Ke HayqlIJIIICb rrO,ll;IIIIIBaTb nonsoporrm-rKII, qlICTIITb cancra II MOTaTb rrOpT5IHKII. Ho TaM, na CTpeJIb- 61Iru;e, see 6bIJIlI pasnsr (rro 0PY3JIJIY), a sneer, BCTpeTIIJIII «nezrsr». Ha BTOPOM zrens O,ll;IIH 1I3 HIIX, xasxasen C 6YMHbIMlI yeaMIl, rrO,ll;OIIIeJI KO MHe B YMbIBaJIbHIIKe II «B oCKop6lITeJIbHbIX BbIpa)KeHII5IX» rrorpefioaan, -rrofisr 51 rrOCTlIpaJI eMY x363. 51:

MOJIqa OTKa3aJIC5I II rrOJIyqlIJI TYT )Ke rro MOp,ll;e. Ho 6e3 KpOBII. Taxne OQ:>epTbI nocrynann erne 'rpa-nersrpe pasa C O,ll;IIHaKOBbIMII CaHKl(1I5IMII, HO rrOTOM KaK-TO IICC5IKJIII. B caMOM nene, eCJIII BOBa Panoes 1I3 CbIKTbIBKapa axnerrraponan rrpocsfiy, TaK 3aqeM nanpararscs C «XY,ll;OCOqHbIM YP0,ll;OM»?

Boxpyr snpyr OqYTIIJIIICb cymecrsa 1I3 rrapaJIJIeJIbHOrO MIIpa, rrp5lMO-TaKII IIHOrrJIaHeT5IHe. 51: He OTJIlIqaJIC5I HII Q:>1I3IIqeCKOM CIIJIOM (XOT5I OT)KIIMaJIC5I, rrO,ll;T5IrIIBaJIC5I, T5I)KeCTII raeKaJI) , HII npnpozmoii HarJIOCTbIO (XOT51 p060CTlI He 06HapY)KIIBaJI), HO rrOMH5I 0 npncare, T5IrOTbI apMeMCKOM )K1I3HII rrepeHOCIIJI CTOMKO. XOT5I KOHQ:>JIIIKTbI BcrrbIXIIBaJIII na rrYCTOM xrec-

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're, rro cpannemno C yqe6KOM 3Ta paanepennaa )KII3Hb xasaJIaCb pae«.

<l>ypyHKyJIbI TO BCrrbIXIIBaJIII, TO 3aTIIXaJIII, MHe rp03IIJIO rrepeJIIIBaHIIe KpOBII B «30HOBCKOM» 60JIbHIIqKe, HO TyT rrpo- 51BIIJIC5I Q:>eJIb,ll;IIIep <l>e,ll;OCeeB II sa zrse He,ll;eJIII OqIICTIIJI MOe TeJIO, XOT5I IIIpaMbI OCTaJIIICb. (Tocnozta nora 51 B036JIaro,ll;apIIJI -repes narnazman, JIeT, xorna nepesozmn nponosezm C anrJIIIMCKoro). LITO 3TO 6bIJIII sa Ta6JIeTKII - He 3HaIO. B 06Il(eM, 'rorzta 51 KO)KeM rrpOqYBCTBOBaJI TeJIeCHbIM CMbICJI aQ:>opII3Ma «see rr03HaeTC5I B cpaBHeHIIII». KIIJIOMeTpbI rrOJIOB B xasapne, l(IIKJIOrrIIqeCKIIe KaCTpIOJIII KapTOIIIKII II 6eCKOHeQHa51 ,ll;PO)Kb na rrOCTY OIl(YIl(aJIIICb KaK HeII36e)KHOe, HO rrYCT5IQKOBOe 3JIO.

B pore TpII XOXJIa, zrsoe PYCCKIIX, a OCTaJIbHbIe - nsrxoznisr C KaBKa3a II Cpennen A3IIII. HaM-To erne rrOBe3JIO, rrOCKOJIbKY -re-reausr, caxrsre JIIOTbIe «CTapIIKII», Y)Ke ,ll;eM6eJIbHYJIIICb. IIpIIIIIJIOCb na nparcrnxe rrOCTIIraTb, QTO 'raxoe «npyssfia naponos» no-apxreiicxa.

IIepBbIM KapaYJI, xorzta )KYTKO CTpaIIIHO, HeCMOTP5I na 6e3- OTKa3HbIM AKM. IIepeQIITbIBaeIIIb EceHIIHa C nJIOKOM (napyIIIeHIIe YCTaBa KapaYJIbHOM CJIY)K6bI), rrOTOM MeQTaeIIIb 0 CBeTJIOM 6Y,ll;YIl(eM, a xorzta OHO rreperrOJIH5IeTC5I no KOMMyHII3Ma, 'ryrro 6pO,ll;IIIIIb rro 'rpone napana, BpeM5I OT BpeMeHII B3,ll;parIIBa51 II npocsmascs.

Tlepen KapaYJIOM HaM paCCKa3bIBaJIII 0 nofierax, QaCTO MeJIbKaJIII COJIIIKaMCK C HbIp060M. CTpacTII-MOp,ll;aCTII naxaJI5IJIII B ,ll;YIIIe TaKOM sanan, QTO BbICKOQII KTO-HII6Y,ll;b na 3a60p, TyT )Ke rrpII,ll;yIIIIIJI 6bI 6erJIel(a C06CTBeHHbIMII pYKaMII. 33KaM XOPOIIIO, OHII cnar B BOHIOQIIX 6apaKax, a TbI «B rrOJI5IX nozt CHerOM II ,ll;O)K,ll;eM», KaK nen Tpancsuii, YKpbIBaeIIIbC5I psaaoii rrJIaIl(-rraJIaTKOM IIIeCTb,ll;eC5IT .rpersero rona, II60 HOBbIe crapIIIIIHa ztasno 3arHaJI HaJIeBO.

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Tpex )KaJIOBaTbC5I, MHe rrOBe3JIO 60JIbIIIe, qeM Cep)KaHTY K5I6yPY, KOTOPbIM 6bIJI «CTapIIIe» na nonrona» II KOTOPOMY rrpIIIIIJIOCb CTpeJI5ITb B qeJIOBeKa. OH npoxraaan, HO OTrrYCK II 3BaHIIe edipeitropa rrOJIyqIIJI. (BoT CTpaHHO, KaK 3TO OH rrpoMaxHYJIC5I C TpexCOT MeTpOB II3 AJ{~? KaK-TO CTpeJI5IJIII B nepvcxoro zterryrara lIT. - TO)Ke MIIMO II TO)Ke saraznca. 5[-TO 3HaIO, qTO 3TO rrpaKTIIqeCKII HeB03MO)KHO. BCTaJI na KOJIeHO - II nnepen, XOTb C rrpOTIIBOra30M. CTpeJI5ITb Hac HayqIIJIII, 3TO rtpaszta). RIIKTO npn MHe He rr06e)KaJI, O,ll;HaKO B OTrrYCK 51 rroexan scero sa no.nrozra no ,ll;eM6eJI5I.

OceHbIO nnepssre ,ll;aJIII YBOJIbHIITeJIbHYIO. IIOIIIeJI C 6bIBaJIbIMII 60Ml(aMII, rro06eru;aBIIIIIMII Mope 6a6 II BIIHIIru;a. ReT, Mope noprseiina II KaKYIO-HII6Y,ll;b 6a6eHKY. ECJIII 6e3 nepsoro 51 6bI II neperepnen, TO MbICJIII 0 BTOPOM He ,ll;aBaJIII rrOK05l. ,lI,0- 6paJIIICb na 30HOBCKOM asrofiyce no ofimarn XIIMKOM6IIHaTa, B351JIII B JIaBKe CKOJIbKO-TO «Kafiepne» (<<TbI rrOMHIIIIIb, rrJIbIJIII B BbIIIIIIHe -rersrpe 51ru;IIKa «~IIl(He», HO JIIIIIIb .rerreps rrOH5ITHO MHe, qTO 3TO 6bIJIO «Kafiepne»), rro CbIPKY «,lI,PY)K6a» II «spe- 3aJIII» sa rapaacaxia (rzte MbI IIX HaIIIJIII?). ~eH5I KaK MOJIO,ll;Oro OCTaBIIJIII O,ll;HOrO, npaxaaaa ,ll;O)KII,ll;aTbC5I pe3YJIbTaTOB pexorHOCl(IIPOBKII (3TO 51 TaK onpenennn, a He OHII). ~IIHYT -repes ztecsrn, KO MHe rrO,ll;OIIIJIII nauansr II rrpe,ll;JIO)KIIJIII rrO-,ll;PY)KeCKII BMa3aTb. ECTeCTBeHHO, 51 He KOqeBp5l)KIIJIC5I ...

B 06ru;eM, KaK-TO rJI5IHYB na -racsr, 51 HeCMOTp51 na TYMaH B rOJIOBe OC03HaJI, qTO K OT60IO He ycnero, aBT06yc Y)Ke He XO,ll;IIT II «B TaKCII Y)Ke He CO,ll;IOT». IIOIIIeJI nemxoxr KaK CJIe,ll;Onsrr -repes sees XIIMKOM6IIHaT. II KaK 3TO He CBaJIIIJIC5I B xaKOM-HII6Y,ll;b KOTJIOBaH? Aac rro rpytie rrpOIIIeJIC5I, aKII KaHaTOXO,ll;el(-JII06IITeJIb.

IIoBe3JIo, zreacypnn 3aMrrOJIIIT, KOTOPbIM na MOM 6eCCB5I3- HbIM panopr IIHTeJIJIIIreHTHO rrpIIKa3aJI OTOMTII KO CHY, qTO 51 II

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C,ll;eJIaJI. YpOK YCBOIIJI II 60JIbIIIe HIIKaKIIX IIIeprrOB nnrne II HIIxorzta He )K,ll;aJI. KpOMe O,ll;HOrO CJIyqa51 B MOCKBe ...

Kapsepa KOMCOMOJIbu;a

Tlepsoro ceHT5I6p51 Hac rrOBe3JIlI na ponnoe cTPeJIb61I1u;e MeTaTb 60eBbIe rpanarsr. CTaJIbHa51 CTeHKa, MeTPax B ,ll;eC5ITII HerJIy60KlIM OKOrrqIIK, B KOTOPOM CII,ll;51T CaJIa)KaTa II, nsrraacs OTBJIeqbC5I OT ,ll;PO)KII, TperrJIIOTC5I HII 0 qeM. HaKOHeu;, BbI3bIBaIOT II MeH5I. KOMPOTbI eyer B nornsre pyKII rpanary, paarn- 6aIO -rexy, BbICOBbIBaIOCb 1I3-3a nnrra II 1I30 scex KII,ll;aIO snans. Ea6ax! LIyBCTBy51 ce651 IICTIIHHbIM repoaxr, B03Bparu;aIOCb K rrp1I5ITeJI5IM, xoropsre C 3aBlICTbIO na MeH5I rrOrJI5I,ll;bIBaIOT. HaCTaJI -repen pszronoro ,ZJ,)KaH,ll;)KlIraBa, KOTOPbIM YMY,ll;PIIJIC5I «csreprr,» BbIpOHIITb. MbI BrpbI3aeMC5I B OKOrrqIIK, odnntep nozrxsarsrsaer )KeJIe351KY II 6pocaeT caxr. 060IIIJIOCb 6e3 nonBlIrOB, HO rrapy rrO,ll;3aTbIJIbHIIKOB BIIHOBHIIK aanony-mn. TlpenCTaBJI5IIO, qTO TBOPIIJIOCb Y Hero B ,ll;YIIIe, eCJIII y MeH5I rrOJI)K1I3HII nepezt rJIa3aMII rrpOMeJIbKHYJIO. A eCJIII 6bI 3Ta xpem, YKaTIIJIaCb nonansme?

Kaaczrsre nonrozta MbI qeCTHO C,ll;aBaJIII sanersr rro CTpeJIb6e, HO JIlIllib IIMIITlIpOBaJIII IIcrrbITaHlI5I rro crpoesoii nozrrorosse, XIIM3aru;IITe II npo-reny. Tlpoeepsnounre ye3)KaJIII 1I3 POTbI C MelliKaMII 33KOBCKoro unrpnorpetia B BII,ll;e aJI5IrrOBaTbIX 6pacJIeTOB ,ll;JI5I qaCOB, 'rorropaxon ,ll;JI5I py6KlI xanycrsr II -rero yronHO, qTO MO)KHO cxnenan, 1I3 rrJIaCTMaCCbI, 1I60 na 30He ,ll;eJIaJIII KpeCJIa ,ll;JI5I CaMOJIeTOB. 3TOM 6aM,ll;OM (IIJIII III H51ro M, 3a6bIJI, KaK MbI 3TO Ha3bIBaJIII) «cTapIIKII» 3aToBaplIBaJIlICb sarozta, a YCJIOBlI5I xynna-nponaacn paase qTO He BIICeJIII B KapaYJIKe: rranxa qa51 - rr5lTb py6JIeM, sonxa - OT ,ll;eC5ITII ,ll;0 zmazmarn naTIl py6JIeM IIJIII 3KBlIBaJIeHT IIIlIprrOTpe60M. O,ll;HOrO 60Mu;a XOTeJIII ,ll;a)Ke nocarnrrs, HO penmrm He pIICKOBaTb: ce6e nopoace.

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CTpeJUITb MHe HpaBIIJIOCb. 3arrax rapn, UDKeCTb AKM, Pa.3- 60pKa-c6opKa BCJIerryIO (cexn, II rr5lTHa,11;IJ;aTb CeKYH)J). OCO- 6eHHO HOqbIO rro ,ll;BlI)Kyru;eMc5I POCTOBOM MIIIIIeHII-«KOpOBe», nan KOTOPOM sseansr, nepezt KOTOPOM BCrrOJIOXII, nascrpe-ry KOTOPOM rpaccepsr. CKOPO Ha.3HaqlIJIII rrYJIeMeTqlIKOM II ,ll;a)Ke 6eraTb 60JIbIIIe He rrpIIIIIJIOCb. Paccrasmns .rpenory II CMOJIlIllib rro IJ;eJI5IM, noxa ztpyrne TO na 3eMJIIO ynanyr, TO na KOJIeHO BCTaHYT, TO rrpOTIIBOra.3 Harr5lJI5IT, BbIKpIIKIIBa51 B TeMHOTy «CTOM! KTO nneri CTpeJI5ITb 6y,ll;y»».

TaK 51 OTTOrraJI na 'rpone napszra nonrona. Hacrynnna rrepBa51 capaTOBCKa51 31IMa, BMeCTe C HeM npmuna II JII06oBb, ztesqOHKa 1I3 o 6ru;e)KIITII5I. ,ZJ,a, nnane KaK ,ll;IIKOM 3TY CTpaCTb He Ha.3BaTb. HIIKaKlIe TaHII-PalI ee He 3aMeHIIJIII, XOT5I YCTyrraJIII 6e3porrOTHO ...

O,ll;Ha)K,ll;bI rrOCJIe rrOJIIITIIH<popMaIJ;1I1I BbI3BaJI 3aMrrOJIlIT II CKa.3aJI, qTO C aroro ,ll;H5I 51 Ha3HaqaIOCb KOMcoprOM POTbI. IIpe)KHIIM «KOMCOMOJI nnnep» ,ll;eM6eJIbHYJIC5I, a 1I3 OCTaBIIIIIXC5I TOJIbKO 51 rrOHIIMaJI «rrOJIIITIIKY rrapTIIII» II «Harrp5l)KeHHYIO Me)K,ll;YHapO,ll;HYIO 06CTaHOBKY» (KaK pas neJIeHKO yrnan MIIr B 5[rroHIIIO). Hepes rrapy ,ll;HeM npnexan 1I3 rrOJIKa 3aMeCTlITeJIb rro KOMCOMOJIbCKOM paoore II nay-ran npouezrypaxr: «BOT reoe, Flonoerapes, nsm, )KypHaJIOB. ECJIII qTO cnenan - aananm B O,ll;HOM, a eCJIII HeT - aanmna BO scex». TaK apMlI5I BbIpaCTIIJIa 1I3 MeH5I aKKypaTIICTa-<popMaJIIICTa.

5[CHO, qTO HIIKaKIIX KOMCOMOJIbCKIIX cofipannii He nposo,ll;IIJIII, HO B rrpOTOKOJIaX qlICJIIICb rro o-repezm see 60MIJ;bI BMeCTe C IIX rrJIaMeHHbIMII BbIcTyrrJIeHlI5IMlI II paIJ;IIOHaJIII3aTOpCKIIMII rrpe,ll;JIO)KeHII5IMII. BKJIIOqa51 ,ZJ,)KaH,ll;)KlIraBY, KOTOPbIM, no-noesry, soofime no-pyccxn nncan, He YMeJI. ,ZJ,a II rrorpY3lIHCKlI C TPY,ll;OM. Eme -repes no.nrozra nama cezrssraa pora 3aH5IJIa qyTb JIll He nepsoe MeCTO B rrOJIKY (rro OTqeTaM), II Me-

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H5I OTrrpaBlIJUI B KYM6bIllieB na ,ll;IIBII31I0HHYIO KOHQ:>epeHI.J;IIIO, rne 51 3aCJIY:/KIIJI 1I3p5l,ll;HYIO Kyqy arrJIO,ll;IICMeHTOB rrJIIOC rpasroTY, KOTOpyIO BrrOCJIe,ll;CTBIIII He ycnen rrYCTIITb B xon.

Y ,ll;OJI)KHOCTII KOMcopra, KaK MIIHIIMyM, -rersrpe «nrnoca». Bo-nepnsrx, rr05lBlIJIaCb c06CTBeHHa51 6eH,ll;eIIIKa (Ka6IIHeT 3aMrrOJIIITa), qTO o-rens IJ;eHIITC5I B apMlI1I II rne 51 na rrO,ll;IIIIIBxax «Ilpasnsr» ,ll;OCbIIIaJI no npnxozra 3aMrrOJIIITa.

BO-BTOPbIX, nozt «KOMCOMOJIbCKIIM npennorou» qaCTO es,ll;IIJI B CapaTOB, OTMeqaJIC5I B rrOJIKY II CJIOH5IJIC5I rro aJIJIe5lM.

B-TpeTbIIX, 51 C03,ll;aJI C rrplI5ITeJI5IMlI BOKaJIbHO-

IIHCTpYMeHTaJIbHbIM aHCaM6JIb «nJIIIKII», KOTOPbIM He TOJIbKO pa3yKpaCIIJI HaM OCTaBIIIlIeC5I rrOJITOpa rona, HO II, nanerocs, 3arreqaTJIeJIC5I B zryurax MeCTHbIX ,ll;eBqOHOK.

HaKOHeIJ;, B-qeTBepTbIX, xorzta rrOMeH5IJIII IIITaTHoe pacrmcanne, MeH5I Ha3HaqIIJIII KOMaH,ll;lIpOM OT,ll;eJIeHII5I, cymecrnoBaBIIIero JIlIllib na 6YMare. Hna-re rOBOp5l, CTaJI «BOJIbHbIM CTpeJIKOM» C rposrazmsn« )KaJIOBaHbeM - TpIIHa,ll;IJ;aTb py6JIeM nxrszrecar xoneex B3aMeH 'rpex C rrOJITIIHoM.

B apMlI1I rJIaBHOe - rrplICTpOlITbC5I na IIH,ll;IIBII,ll;yaJIbHOe MeCTeqKO. Tlncaps IIJIII xarrrepnmx - 3TO XOPOIIIO, HO TaM Y)Ke ztaano XOXJIbI; BO,ll;IIJIbI IIJIII pamrcrsr - He 6bIJIO HII npas, HII KypCOB; cBIIHaplI - cnacnfio, He Ha,ll;O; opY)KeMHIIKII - soofime HerrOH5ITHO orxyna 6paJIIICb; xoxranztap OT,ll;eJIeHII5I IIJIII 3aMKOMB3BO,ll;a - OTBeqaM sa BC5IKIIX npaztypxos. A BOT KOMcoprOM - XOPOIIIO, HO JIyqIIIe 6bI KOMcoprOM rrOJIKa, COBceM JIaQ:>a.

XOPOlliO CTaJIO KOMaH,ll;lIpy BlIpTyaJIbHOrO OT,ll;eJIeHII5I rrJIIOC rrYJIeMeTqlIKY (CTapIIIeMY CTpeJIKY) rrJIIOC xoxrcopry. 5[ pacCJIa6lIJIC5I II He qYBCTBOBaJI ce651 HeCqaCTHOM )KepTBOM necnpaBe,ll;JIIIBOCTII. TeM 60JIee rrplIIIIJIO HOBoe rrononnenne, «MOJIO,ll;H5IK» .

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Bloody romance, tipsy rock

Cpeznr canar OKa3amICb BIITbKa, BbIIIYCKHIIK MY3bIKaJIbHOrO y-mmnna 1I3 CBep,ll;JIOBCKa, TOJIIIK C KaBKa3a II CaIIIa, 3aKOHqlIBIIIIIM rre,ll;IIHCTIITYT B JIeHIIHa6a,ll;e. IIocJIe IIIeCTII MeC5Il(eB MeHTaJIbHOrO ztedmtnrra 51 B3,ll;OXHYJI C 06JIerqeHlIeM. K TOMY )Ke Y Hac He 6bIJIO KJIaBIIIIIHIIKa, a TOJIIIK 6bI,ll; BbICOKOXY,ll;O)KeCTBeHHOM JIlIqHOCTbIO, XY,ll;O)KHIIKOM II <pIIJIOCO<pOM, nepasnr (II e,ll;IIHCTBeHHbIM) MOIIM xariapznnntev-npyron. MbI rrpOCJIY)KIIJIll BMeCTe no KOHl(a, a MOM ,ll;eM6eJIbCKIIM aJIb60M YKpaClIJIC5I qeKaHKOM C HIICYCOM XPIICTOM BMeCTe C BOJIbHbIM nepesozrosr O,ll;HOM 1I3 apnii. C BIITbKOM MbI rrOTOM CTOJIKHYJIIICb B MOCKBe, xorzta 51 yqlIJIC5I na nepaoxr xypce. OH yqlIJIC5I B «rHecIIHKe», HO rrOCKOJIbKY HII neiiztacepos, HII M06lIJIbHlIKOB erne He 6bIJIO, MbI rrOTep5lJIIICb. CaIIIKa mpenxa 3aXO,ll;IIT B «O,ll;HOKJIaCCHIIKII».

LIYTb 6bIJIO He pa3BaJIIIBIIIIIMC5I BOKaJIbHO-

IIHCTpYMeHTaJIbHbIM aHCaM6JIb (rrOJIOBIIHa yqaCTHIIKOB ,ll;eM- 6eJIbHYJIaCb), B03pO,ll;IIJIaCb B HOBOM COCTaBe II C HOBbIM penepryaposr. 51: CTaJI XY,ll;PYKOM, Y,ll;apHIIKOM II COJIIICTOM, rroCKOJIbKY Y BIITbKII rOJIOC onepnsiii, a Y ztpyrnx soofime He 6bIJIO.

TOJIIIK rrpe,ll;JIO)KIIJI Ha3BaTbC5I «nJIIIKII», MOJI, He nperennyeM na aYTeHTlIqHOCTb, a JIIIIIIb OTpa)KaeM-IICrrOJIH5IeM, qTO Y)Ke ztpyrne COqIIHIIJIII. 51: nepesen HeCKOJIbKO POKOBbIX necen na PYCCKIIM, BbIyqlIJIII COBeTCKlIe XIITbI, <plIpMeHHbIe npn-nrraHII5I-CJIe3bI-rraTpIIOTII3M (<<Ha noronax KpaCHbIX caer IICKPIITC5I, CTbIHeT aBTOMaT B XOJIO,ll;HOM PYKe, Tpynen rrYTb nnepezt YCTaBIIIero qeKIICTa, ,ZJ,a II )K1I3Hb noporo na BOJIOCKe») II, KOHeqHO, Jesus Christ Superstar, rrOCKOJIbKY 51 3HaJI see by heart. Korna Hapa60TaJIlI penepryap C «JIIICTb51 )KeJITbIe», «TbI MHe He CHlIIIIbC5I BOT Y)K He,ll;eJIIO», «Strange kind of woman» etc,

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3aMrrOJUIT BbIBe3 na IIIeQ:>CKIIM KOHl(epT B Anexcannponxe. ,ZJ,a, plI3JI CaKCeCC C rrOXMeJIbHbIM CIIH,ll;POMOM OT MeCTHOrO CaMOronal IIoToM IIIKOJIa na oxpanne Caparosa II rrOIIIJIO-rrOeXaJIo.

Hepes rozi, rrOCJIe ,ll;IICKOTeKII C ,ll;eBqOHKaMII 1I3 CeJIbX03IIHCTIITYTa, xorzta BC5I pora nozt MarHIITOQ:>OHHbIM POK-H-POJI II «JIIICTb51 )KeJITbIe» (MY3bIKaHTbI YCTaJIII) rrOJIHOqlI npenasaJIaCb rp5l3HOMY pasapary, 3aMrrOJIlIT orofipan IIHCTpYMeHTbI II BIIA «nJIIIKII» IICqe3 1I3 COBeTCKOM KYJIbTYPHOM crpepsr.

BIITbKa - narypa B03BbIIIIeHHO-rr03TlIqeCKa5l, ,ll;a)Ke rro CpaBHeHIIIO CO MHOM. BJII06lIJIC5I B ofimare B nexyro KpaCOTKY II nncan rrOCB5Iru;eHII5I, KOTOpbIe, KOHeqHO )Ke, qlITaJIII II ztpyrne ee «e,ll;IIHCTBeHHbIe JII06oBII». II BOT ,ZJ,)KaH,ll;)KlIraBa, He IIMeBIIIIIM B rOJIOBe HII OrrIIJIOK, HII M03rOB, HO 3aTO 3aIIIlIBIIIlIM B qJIeH (C novoun.ro «6eCKOHBOMHIIKOB») rrJIaCTMaCCOBbIe IIIaplIKII II qyTb 6bIJIO He paCCTaBIIIlIMC5I C npn-nmnanon (33KOBCKIIM nncx MO,ll;bI), B03bMlI II paCCKa)K1I BIITbKe, qeM 3aHIIMaeTC5I ztesaxa C ,ll;pyrlIMII 60Ml(aMII. MeH5I P5l,ll;OM He 6bIJIO.

YTpOM rrOCJIe nozrseaa nnrne ero HeT. 06IIIaplIJIlI Ka3apMY, X03,ll;BOP, oropon II CBIIHapHIIK. Cep)KaHT-3eMJI5IK C Taiinsr roBOPIIT, MOJI, OH, HaBepHO, B Ka6lIHeTe 3aMrrOJIlITa ,ll;OCbIIIaeT. 51:

He,ll;OIIIypyrrIIJI, XOT5I caM BIITbKe ne-repon OT,ll;aJI. OTKpbIBaeM - BIITbKa B JIY)Ke KpOBII. Cep)KaHT qyTb He rpOXHYJIC5I, 51 3aopan KaK qOKHYTbIM. A BIITbKa rnasa rrplIOTKPbIJI II 60pMOqeT pOMaHTlIqHO «51 yMlIpaIO». LITO sa -repri OTrrpaBIIJIII B «30HOBCKYIO» 60JIbHlIqKY (IIMeHHO «60JIbHlIqKY», 1I6o 33KlI TaK cne y-rpeacienne Ha3bIBaJIII), 3aIIIlIJIlI BeHbI na pyxax. MY3bIKaHT, II peIIIlIJIC5I na 'raxoei

Ha CTOJIe JIe)KaJIa LIETBEPTHHKA 'ryrroro JIe3BlI5I «CrrYTHIIK», OTKpbITbIM na «,ZJ,eMOHe» JIepMoHTOB C rrO,ll;qepKHYTbIMII KPOBbIO CJIOBaMII «BOT TaK C nocnenneii xanneii KpOBII 51 YMIIpare» (qTO-TO B 3TOM ztyxe).

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POMaHTllqHOCTb BIITbKY qYTb He cry6IIJIa, HO ero )Ke II cnacna. OTrrpaBIIJIII B «rrCIIXYIllKY» na 06CJIe,ll;OBaHIIe, a Meml 3aTaCKaJIII ,ll;03HaBaTeJIII rro BoeHHbIM npoxypopaxr. LITO 51 Mor OTBeTIITb? Hecnacrnaa JIl060Bb. ,ZJ,)KaH,ll;)KIIraBa II 6e3 aroro nepexcnsan. II03BOJIIIJIII C BIITbKOM rrOBII,ll;aTbC5I. OH HII B qeM He paCKaIIBaJIC5I, HO II rrOBTOp5lTb He XOTeJI. CrrIICaJIII.

He rrOMHIO KaKIIM MaKapoM, HO 51 3arrIICaJIC5I na sao-mere rrO,ll;rOTOBIITeJIbHbIe KYPCbI MTY. POMaHo-repMaHcKIIe 513bIKII He rrpIIBJIeKaJIII, Y3HaJI rne-ro (rzte?") rrpo OT,ll;eJIeHIIe CTPYKTYPHOM II rrpIIKJIa,ll;HOM JIIIHrBIICTIIKII, rne BMeCTO JIIITepaTYpoBe,ll;eHII5I MaTeMaTIIKa. Ilonrona nonynan II OTrrpaBJI5IJI KOHTPOJIbHbIe, noxa HOBbIM KOMaH,ll;IIp POTbI, -re-reneu, xposre MaTa HIIKaKIIX PYCCKIIX CJIOB He 3HaBIllIIM, He pa30pBaJI MOIl rerpaziKII B KJIOqb51 CO CJIOBaMII «EJI ... , qbTOrr 51 60JIllie 3TOBa HII BIIzten». Hun, -rero Y,ll;YMaJI, B xapayne KHII)KKII qIITaTb. 3TO refie He aMepIIKaHCKa51 TIOpbMa, TeM 60JIee He enponeiicxaa, a HOpMaJIbHa51 COBeTCKa51 30Ha, rne rro 06e CTOPOHbI O,ll;HOrO II 'roro )Ke saoopa )KIIBYT II 33KII, II COJI,ll;aTbI, II odinnepsr.

YqIITbC5I 51 He nepecran, na BC5IKIIM CJIyqaM rrpOIllTY,ll;IIpOBaJI yqe6HIIKII rro MaTeMaTIIKe sa ,ll;eB5ITbIM-,ll;eC5ITbIM, C ,ll;IIQ:>Q:>epeHl(IIaJIaMII II IIHTerpaJIaMII, rrOCKOJIbKY ,ll;YMaJI, qTO npnnerca czrasars rro HOBOM nporpanve. )KaJIb, He rrpIIIllJIOCb, a TO 51 6bIJI rOTOB.

IIoH5ITHO, qTO canarn «nanryr» zrens II no-is, a qeM )Ke «cTapIIKII» 3aHIIMaJIIIcb? Hy, ,ll;eJI-TO nesnpoaopori

«CTapIIKa» JIerKO Y3HaTb rro paCXJI5I6aHHOM noxoznce C rrpe- 3pIITeJIbHO-HaCMeIllJIIIBbIM npmrrypon, rro ymaroxry na paavep, KpIICTaJIbHO qIICTOMY II OTrJIa)KeHHoMY x363 (IIJIII « ns III a» ), rro carro raM B HeMbICJIIIMYIO rapxrouncy, rro BbIrHYTOM no crpepsr

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6JI5Ixe «na 51Mu;aX», ITO ITO,ll;pe3aHHOMY K03bIPbKY <pypa)KKII, ITO IIIIIHeJIII MIIHII6IIKIIHII-78, ITO ITOrOHaM C ITJIeKClIrJIaCOBbIMII BCTaBKaMII, ITO YCbIIIaHHOM apMeMCKIIMII 3HaqKaMlI rpyzm, ITO 06JIaKY O,ll;eKOJIOHa «Kapaena.... II 3TO na <pOHe qYMa3bIX II 3aTpaBJIeHHbIX canar, KOTOpbIe rOH5IIOT 3,ll;OpOBeHHbIMII merKaMII sozty B KaMeHHOM xopnnope, ITOJI3aIOT na xapa-ncax B xapaYJIbHOM ITOMell(eHIIII C Tp5lITKaMII, 6e3Ha,ll;e)KHO ztpaar aBTOMaTbI, KOHCITeKTlIpYIOT JIeHIIHa (<<BOeHHOe neno MbI ,ll;OJI)KHbI ITOCTaBIITb ,ll;OJI)KHbIM 06Pa30M»), 6p5lKaIOTC5I na 3eMJIIO ITO KOMaH,ll;e «BCITbIIIIKa CJIeBa!», HeCYTC5I KY,ll;a-TO C HaIT5IJIeHHbIMII ITpOTIIBOra3aMII, qYMa351TC5I C ITOCY,ll;OM na KYXHe, BbIIIOJIH5IIOT ocofisre ITOpyqeHlI5I ITO ,ll;OCTaBKe ITOpTBeMHa 1I3 COCe,ll;HeM nepeBHII. KaK rOBOpIITC5I, «ITOJIO)KeHO!». 3lIMOM lIM, 6e,ll;OJIaraM, soofime )K1I3HII HIIKaKOM HeT, ITOCKOJIbKY «CTapIIKII» <pJIaHIIPYIOT ITO xaaapsre II paanaror ITO,ll;3aTbIJIOQHbIe paCITOp5l)KeHII5I, perYJI5IpHO BCITOMIIHa51 JII06lIMbIe «COpOK IT5ITb CeKYH,ll;, OT- 60M!» IIJIII pa36paCbIBa51 «ITJIOXO 3aITpaBJIeHHbIe KOMKII».

3aTO JIeTOM ITOITpOll(e, 1I6o «CTapIIKII» JIlI60 B CaMOBOJIKe C 6a6aMII, JIlI60 B ,ll;YIIIe (IIJIII na oropone) XJIell(YT ITOpTBeMH ITO,ll; orypQIIKII, ITOMII,ll;OpQIIKII, )KapeHYIO KapTOIIIKY. OTKY,ll;a )Ke ztensra 6epYTc5I? He 3HaIO, KaK Y ztpyrnx, HO Hac «MOJIOzrsrx» He rpa6lIJIII. Bce-TaKII P5l,ll;OM C «30HOM», rne ztener naBaJIOM.

IIapy pas MOll O,ll;HOrO,ll;KII 3aJIeTaJIlI na KpyITHbIM CKaH,ll;aJI ITO crarse «CB5I31I C oCY)K,ll;eHHbIMII», HO HaQaJIbCTBY He XOTeJIOCb KOHTaKTlIpOBaTb C BoeHHOM upoxyparypoii 1I3-3a KaKIIXTO TaM ITepe6pOIIIeHHbIX B rpenxe II nepenannsrx 1I3 pyx B pyKII JIIITPOB BO,ll;KII. 51: TaKIIM adiepaan He 3aHIIMaJIC5I, XBaTaJIO ITOBbIIIIeHHoro )KaJIOBaHb5l, HO ropcrxy aJI5IITOBaTbIX 6pacJIeTOB-pYQeK ,ll;OMOM ITp1IBe3, 3HaQKlI sa pa3HOo6pa3HYIO «KJIaCCHOCTb» II 3aCJIY)KeHHbIM «OTJIIIQHIIK 60eBOM II ITOJIIITIIQeCKOM

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rrO,ll;rOTOBKII». Bee 3TO apMeMCKOe 60raTCTBO, npesparasmeeC5I na rpaacnanxe B rr06p5lKYIllKII, OT,ll;aJI rrJIeM5IHHIIKY.

TOT, KTO He IIcrrbITbIBaJI rOJIOBOKpY)KeHII5I, BbIXO,ll;51 II3 3arrOJIHeHHOM rrOpT5IHOqHOM BOHbIO KapaYJIKII na 3IIMHIIM B03,ll;YX, He rrpOMOKaJI HaCKB03b nozt capaTOBCKIIM oceHHIIM ,ll;O)K,ll;eM, KTO He B3,ll;parIIBaJI OT KOMaH,ll;bI «TpeBo)KHa51 rpyrrrra, na BbIxon!», He 6e3YMCTBOBaJI na yqeHII5IX OT coficrsennoro «ypa!», aBTOMaTHoro CTpeKOTa II ,ll;bIMOBbIX mamex - TOT MeH5I He rroMMeT. ITOJIrO,ll;a TbI )KIIBeIllb KaK 33K C Ha,ll;e)K,ll;OM na csofiony, MeqTa51 0 )KpaTBe II CHe. CJIe,ll;YIOru;IIe nonrozta rpesmns 0 6a- 6ax. ITOTOM Y)Ke HII 0 qeM He ,ll;YMaeIllb, MeXaHIIqeCKII BCTaBa51 II MeXaHIIQeCKII maras. II BOT OHa, «CTapIIKOBCKa5I nopa», KOrna xaropre II IIcrrpaBIITeJIbHbIM pa60TaM KOHel(, xorzta MO)KHO KOMrreHCIIpOBaTb CTpa,ll;aHII5I. O,ll;HII CBIIperreIOT II 6YKBaJIbHO rOH5IIOTC5I sa CaJIaraMII, ztpyrne, spozte MeH5I, 3a6IIBaIOT na BCe II na scex. Ees «nenosunnrsr» orpmtepai« rrpIIIllJIOCb 6bI coBceM xyzto. HeY)KeJIII cazrers B xaaapsre C 06aJI,ll;Y5lMII, xorzta P5l,ll;OM ofimara XIIMKOM6IIHaTa?!

B KOHl(e anpena 78-ro rona Hac rrOCJIaJIII yfinpart, 516JIOKII B COCe,ll;HIIM COBX03 BMeCTe CO CTY,ll;eHTKaMII CeJIbX03IIHCTIITYTa. ITo cpaBHeHIIIO C pa60THIIl(aMII XIIMIIQeCKOM rrpOMbIIllJIeHHOCTII 3TII ,ll;eBQOHKII Ka3aJIIICb YMHbIMII II CKPOMHbIMII, ,ll;a)Ke «CTapIIKII» CHaQaJIa Op06eJIII, HO rrOTOM ... ITOTOM MHe npaIllJIOCb scex 3arOH5ITb B POTY, a xoe-xoro II .rannrrt, B xasapsry CIIJIaMII canar. Ho BceM rrOHpaBIIJIOCb, TaK CKa3aTb, CMeHa znrersr, nosrosry rro npocsfie TPY,ll;51ru;IIXC5I 51 yroBOpIIJI aaxrnoJIIITa rrpIIrJIaCIITb cTY,ll;eHTOK na KOHl(epT, KOTOPbIM CTaJI rroCJIe,ll;HIIM B MoeM apMeMCKOM MY3bIKaJIbHO xapsepe.

3x, XOPOIllO 6bITb ,ll;e)KypHbIM rro pore. IToCJIe 6eCCOHHOM HOQII (CM. nsnne) aaiineun, B cnansnoe nonemenae B urecrs yrpa II KaK saopems «cezrssran pOTa, ITO,ZJ,bEM, MaTb namy!».

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Enaronapnue perrJIIIKII «CTapIIKOB», JIIIXOpa,ll;OqHbIe rrJI5ICKII CaJIar II ... «qYBCTBO rnyfioxoro y,ll;OBJIeTBOpeHII5I».

113 urrafia rrOJIKa no Hac MIIHyT COpOK exars, TaK qTO 3HaJIII, xorzta rrpOBep5lIOIIIlIM npnnperca. O,ll;IIH B3BO,ll; B rrOJI5I na y-reHlI5I nypaxa BaJI5ITb, B xapayrr - MOJIO,ll;bIX nonpnna-mee; TeM, KTO B pore OCTaJIC5I, - rrJIaTOqKII-HIITKII-lIrOJIKII, qlICTOe X363 1I3 xarrrepxn; 'rex, KTO eIIIe HeTBepe3bIM, - na X03,ll;BOP xpeno'rens rrepeonpart, (B CMbICJIe ,ll;OCbIIIATb). TaK qTO, opnnynr ,ll;JI5I panopra ofiecneaen'

,ZJ,eM6eJIb rro cpaBHeHIIIO co «CTapIIKOM» - TpY,ll;OrOJIIIK. ,ZJ,eHb nanponer xnennn, ,ll;eM6eJIbCKIIM aJIb60M, roronnun, cynennpst na rpazcztanxy, aurpeiinnun, «naparncy», «xanaenn.ca» B cnoprsane II, rJIaBHOe, MeqTaellib 0 rpaaoianxe. Mopna OT TaKOM )K1I3HII pacrer He rro xsanpary, a rro xyfiy, 1I60 cnmnsems BBOJIIO, HII xpena He zrenaeun, II HII 0 qeM He nepexcanaems. Odmuepu ,ll;JI5I rrOKa3YXII Ha3HaqaIOT «CTapIIKOB» II ,ll;eM- 6eJIeM B napazt rro KYXHe, 3Ha5l, qTO rraxars 6Y,ll;YT canarn, HO snsoe,

51: spozte azrarrrnponanca K JIIIl(eMepIIIO HaqaJIbHIIKOB eIIIe B llIKOJIe, HO IICTIIHHbIM XaMeJIeOHOM B apMlI1I TaK II He C,ll;eJIaJIC5I. ,ZJ,a)Ke B rrapTIIIO He BCTyrrIIJI, xorzta npennarana, nozryxraa rrpo ce651, qTO C TaKIIMII KOMMYHIICTaMII, anxauraan II 6a6HIIKaMII, MHe He rryTII. Eonsure He npezmarann HIIKOr,ll;a. Tnynocrs, KOHeqHO. Hazro 6bIJIO 6bI COrJIaClITbC5I II ornpasursca na 'rpn MeC5Il(a B JIeHIIHrpa,ll;CKOe yqlIJIIIIIIe 3K3aMeHbI cztasars. A eCJIII 6bI npomerr - CTaJI 6bI 3aMrrOJIlITOM II crlIHYJI r,ll;e-HII6Y,ll;b B Kannarape? KTO )K 3HaeT ...

Korna 29 Ma51 1978 rona 51 rrOKII,ll;aJI ,ll;Byx3Ta)KHYIO xasapsry C normopxaxm, na KpaIO Caparosa, P5l,ll;OM C HTK, ,ll;a)Ke BCrrJIaKHYJI. Bce-TaKII zrsa rona )KIIJI. CJIY)KIIBbIM CJIY)KIIBOrO sa nepcry -ryer. ,ZJ,0 CIIX rrop 3Ta ,ll;IICKpIIMIIHal(1I5I B 6allIKe CII,ll;IIT,

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II 51 CqIITaIO ee rrpaBIIJIbHOM. «IIIKOJIa )KII3HII», MaTb ee ...

3a nonrozta no «,ll;eM6eJI5I» ,ll;aJIII OTrrYCK. Exars He XOTeJIOCb, rrOCKOJIbKY 51 rrpe,ll;qYBCTBOBaJI, KaK T5I)KeJIO 6Y,ll;eT B03Bpamarsca. ,ZJ,a II qTO 'raxoe ztecsrn, zmeii? HII TO, HII ce ...

Korna KOH,ll;YKTOpIIIa rro nopore II3 nepvcxoro aaponopra qTO-TO CrrpOCIIJIa, B rOJIOBe MeJIbKHYJIO «a na KaKOM 513bIKe OHa rOBopIIT?». CapaTOBCKoe axanse rrOCTpaIIIHee MOCKOBCKoro, oc06eHHO na <pOHe .rary-reii rrepMCKOM «KaIIIII».

OTQY TOJIbKO qTO C,ll;eJIaJIII orrepaQIIIO, )KYTKO CTpa,ll;aJI B 60JIbHIIQe II eMY 6bIJIO He no MOIIX 6aeK. A 51 OKOHqaTeJIbHO II C 06JIerqeHIIeM OT6IIJIC5I OT ceMbII II He rrOHIIMaJI, KaK TYT )KIITb. HO-TaKII rrpO,ll;JIIIJI ce6e OTrrYCK, CCbIJIa5lCb na 60JIe3Hb OTQa. ,ZJ,0 CIIX rrop CTbI,ll;HO, HO HIIqerO He II3MeHIIIIIb ...

IIp0,ll;aJI na psnnce rrapy MO,ll;HbIX KHII)KeK II YCTPOIIJI seaePIIHKY C ,ll;eBqOHKaMII II IIIYPOM, zrpyrosr zrercrsa, HarrIIJIC5I uzrpsisr; rJIa,ll;IIJI HecoBepIIIeHHOJIeTHIIX rro XOJIO,ll;HbIM KOJIrOTKaM, 6aXBaJIIIJIC5I no-apxreiicxa. C06cTBeHHo, II see. Ax na, cna-rana 3aIIIeJI sa rrJIeM5IHHIIQeM B nercaa, qeM pesxo rrOBbICIIJI ee peMTIIHr KaK «,ll;51,ll;51- HaCT05lru;IIM -COJI,ll;aT- B- IIIIIHeJIII».

Hepes nonrona, BepHYBIIIIICb ,ll;OMOM OKOHqaTeJIbHO, 51 KaK 6Y,ll;TO BII,ll;eJI COH, a rrpOCHYJIC5I B xaaapne.

Tlepasre zrse He,ll;eJIII na rpaacnanxe soofime He rrOHIIMaJI, rne HaXO)KYCb II qTO ztenars. 3aCJIyrII nepezt PO,ll;IIHOM - rrycTOM 3BYK, rYJIKa51 rrYCTOTa. CMOTPIIIIIb na nponcxozonnee KaK na nesroe KIIHO, TOJIbKO QBeTHoe. IIpoqIITaeIIIb rrapy CTPOK B KHII)KKe - II ozma rOJIOBHa51 60JIb. K TOMY )Ke oren Ka)K,ll;bIM zrens yKOp5lJI B MeH5I qepCTBOCTII, 6e3,ll;YIIIIIII II 3rOII3Me: 51 IIrHopIIpOBaJI HOTaQIIII IIJIII, KaK rrypax, 3aTeBaJI cnopsr HII 0 qeM.

AH,ll;pIOXa II Banepxa rrpe,ll;JIO)KIIJIII OTMeTIITb CB060,ll;Y B

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pecropane «Llempansuuii». OHII-TO Y)l(e npoy-mnacs 'rpn rona, CqlITaJIIi ce651 axcneprasm rro BbIIIIIBKe, HO erne He npoooBaJIIi Hli MyTHbIM OT BO,ll;bI-pa.36aBIITeJI5I O,ll;eKOJIOH, Hli «o-mmennsrii» C novoun.ro CO JIll KJIeM 1)<1>, Hli KOBapHYIO rpY31IHCKYIO -ra-ry nozt nepnossy. ,ZJ,a II Bp5l,ll; JIll nozrseprarmcs yrrapaxr «Arnava» nozt He,ll;03peBIIIlIe 516JIOKIi B ,ll;YIIIe na OTKPbITOM sosrryxe. LITO )1(, nano npassrxars K l(IIBIiJIII3al(lIli. 51: COrJIaCIIJIC5I, 6JIaro ztensra KOM-KaKlie 6bIJIII: My)l( cecrpsr OT,ll;aJI ztonr B CTO py6JIeM.

LIerO-TO TaM B351JIII, rrOTOM nozt rrpOH3lITeJIbHOe «OCTaHOBIiTe My3bIKy» 5I:aKa HOJIbI nonnennna ,ll;ByX ,ll;eBqOHOK. Amrpeii CJIIIH5IJI, a MbI C BaJIepKOM nposoacann II ,ll;OrOBOpIiJIIiCb BCTpeTlITbC5I 3aBTpa ... na ErOIIIIIXIIHCKOM xnanfimne.

Brpoexr ryJI5ITb rro CTapOMY xnaztfimny - crpannoe neno.

Pa.3rOBOpbI CMYTHbIe, Hli 0 qeM. Ho Me)l(,ll;y MHOM II HIiHOM npo.nerena IICKpa II aaxcrna qTO-TO. ll,eJIbIM MeC5Il( ztpyr OT npyra Hli na IIIar. Y)I(e He rrOMHIO, xyzra II 3aqeM MbI XO,ll;IIJIII, HO qTO no zrsyx-rpex HOqlI CII,ll;eJIIi na )l(eJIe3HO,ll;OpO)l(HOM HaCbIIIII - rrOMHIO. IIoMHIO II )l(apeHYIO KarrYCTY, II 06HlIMaHlI5I B ee KOMHaTKe, II c-racrse OT scero aroro. HIiKTO rrpo JII060Bb He rOBOpIiJI. Ho JII060Bb 6bIJIa, TOqHO. ,ZJ,0 CIiX rrop Ka)l(eTC5I, qTO TOJIbKO OHa MeH5I JII06IIJIa, OCTaJIbHbIe IIJIIi npirrsopanacs IIJIIi XOTeJIIi JII06IITb. B aBrYCTe, rrOCJIe 3K3aMeHOB B MTY, HIiHa npnexana KO MHe, rro nopore B Oneccy. IIOIIIJIIi B COKOJIbHIIKII na KaqeJIII-KapyceJIII, nnnn noprneiin na CKaMeMKe II l(eJIOBaJIIiCb. EM-60ry, onsrrs 6bIJIO TO caxroe cnacrse.

Ho Mocxsa - 3TO Mocxsa. To JIll 6ec KaKoM-To B MeH5I seeJIIIJIC5I, TO JIll ronopy rrp1I6aBIIJIOCb, HO xorzta HIiHa HeO)l(IIztanno npnexana na HOBbIM rozi, 51 BeJI ce651 rrO-CBIIHCKIi II roBOPIiJI BC5IKlIe razrocrn. Pasnpaxcano ee JIeTHee nnarse B co-reTaHli1i C 3lIMHlIMli canoraxm II nozt 3ByKlI «Cynepneii-ryp» B

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,l.O{ MTY. Tlepsoro 51HBap5I XOJIO,ll;HO II rrYCTbIHHO, 6PO,ll;IIJIII rro uerrrpy, II 51 6ypqaJI KaKIIe-TO II3BIIHeHII5I, nsrraacs CKpbITb naKaTIIBIIIYIO 3JIo6y, rnynyro, 6eCrrpIIqIIHHYIO, 'rynyro.

Korna npnexan na 3IIMHIIe KaHIIKYJIbI ,ll;OMOM (B nepnsrii II rrOCJIe,ll;HIIM Pa3), Cpa3Y )Ke nofexcan K HeM. ll,eJIOBaJI eM pyKII, II3BIIH5IJIC5I, KJI5IJIC5I, 60)KIIJIC5I, HarrIIJIC5I B rOCT5IX rro nosozty qbeM-TO «xanm» II ... YCHYJI. A xorzta BepHYJIC5I B MOCKBY, see 3a6bIJI HaQIICTO. CKOJIbKO pas paCKaIIBaJIC5I, CTOJIbKO pas naxo,ll;IIJI pal(IIOHaJIbHbIe 06b5lCHeHII5I.

B 1994 rony na BCTpeQe BbIIIYCKHIIKOB B nameii cnenllIKOJIe YBII,ll;eJI ee II onsrrs BCKOJIbIXHYJIC5I. BbIllIJIa 3aMY)K, pe- 6eHoK, na, JII06IIJIa, HO Y)Ke see neperopeno, HII K QeMY. 3BOHII. Tocnona, MHe 6bI O,ll;YMaTbC5I II 6pOCIITb see OrrOCTbIJIeBllIee II nanoesmee, HO 3aQeM, ,ll;Ba)K,ll;bI B O,ll;HY pexy II TOMY nonofinoe. Omm, ztecsrn, JIeT npomno. Omm, MIIHYTHbIe onpasnanna, CJIOBa II o6eIIIaHII5I. II HIIQero. HeT, QYBCTBYIO, QTO JII06IIJIa, II eIIIe HeMHO)KKO OCTaJIOCb. MaJIeHbKa5l, xpyrrxaa, rrO,ll;aTJIIIBa5l, HO He noxopnaa. JIa,ll;HO, -rero Y)K TaM .reneps.

C MaTepHOrO na HTIOHCKHH

B MOCKBY 51 exaJI KaK 6Y,ll;TO II3 KOMaH,ll;IIpOBKII. 3arraXII MeTpo, TOJIQe51 na 5£pOCJIaBCKOM, JIY)KHIIKII B YTpeHHeM ,ll;bIMKe, «KpeCT» 06IIIarII nan npyztosr. Cepnne eKaJIO OT CQaCTb5l.

Cnan ,ll;OKYMeHTbI na OT,ll;eJIeHIIe CTPYKTYPHOM II npnxnanHOM JIIIHrBIICTIIKII (0 C IIIIJI) , 3aCeJIIIJIC5I B o 6 III are II rrpIICTYrrIIJI K 3y6pe)KKe. Illancsr na ycrrex He Ol(eHIIBaJI, rrOCKOJIbKY sern, He Mory )Ke 51 He rrocrymrrs? ,ZJ,Ba rona apMIIII ,ll;aBaJIII rrpIIBIIJIerIIIO - OT,ll;eJIbHbIM KOHKYpC cpezm TaKIIX )Ke orynesllIIIX. II MeH5I 3aQIICJIIIJIII.

Ha nepson co6paHIIII pacnpenenann rro 513bIKaM. BbI60p - HeMel(KIIM, <ppaHl(Y3CKIIM II 51rrOHCKIIM. Hy «aHrJIIIMCKIIM 51

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3HaIO», 3HaqIIT, II HeMel(KIIiI CaM OCIIJIIO, a ,ll;JI5I <ppaHl(Y3CKoro He CTOIIJIO neperscs B MTY. BbI6paJI 51rrOHCKIIiI: )KII3Hb C HyJI5I, TaK C HYJI5I!

B COBeTCKIIe npenena, xoropsre HbIHe KOMMepqeCKII OCBaIIsaer Ilapdienos (OH KaK-TO yrrO,ll;06IIJI nonsrrxa 06beKTIIBHO Ol(eHIITb COBeTCKYIO IICTOPIIIO KaK «IIHbeKl(IIIO rH051 B BeHY» C03HaHII5I (?)), JII060iI rrpOBIIHl(IIaJI pearn.no rrpO)KIITb II rrpoyqIITbC5I B MOCKBe na CTIIrreH,ll;IIIO B COpOK pytineit (a eCJIII TbI «creny» He nony-raems, 3HaqIIT, xpeHOBO yqIIIIIbC5I II, crrpaIIIIIBaeTC5I, 3aqeM?). Ofimara - ,ll;Ba C rrOJITIIHOiI, rrIITaHIIe - -rerneprax (sa cner JIbrOTHbIX TaJIOHoB), upoesnnoii - O,ll;IIH pyfirn.. OCTaBIIIeiIc5I «rrarepxn» MaJIO, -rrofisr 6yiIcTBoBaTb excesenepne, HO C ro.nozry TOqHO He novpems. B KOHl(e KOHl(OB, TaK MO)KHO npocymecrnosars nepnsrii xypc, a rrOTOM - II3BOJIbTe nortpafiarsrsars. HbIHeIIIHIIM CTY,ll;II03ycaM na 1300- KpaHTbI.

O,ll;ep)KIIMbIiI KorHIITIIBHOiI )Ka)K,ll;oiI, 51 6POCIIJIC5I B yqe6y, BKaJIbIBaJI zrens II no-n, HJIII TaK Ka)KeTC5I ceii-rac? Hepes MeC5Il( BbI5ICHIIJIOCb, qTO He OTJIIIqaIOCb rro TyrOYMIIIO OT OCTaJIbHbIX, B TOM qIICJIe «KopeHHbIX MOCKBIIqeiI». A «rnrrepxa» sa <poHOJIOrII5I y AK. BOO,ll;YIIIeBIIJIa na HeBII,ll;aHHbIe rrO,ll;BIIrII.

Erne nporynxn rro COKOJIbHIIKaM C MapIIHoiI, npnaarnsre pasrosopsr na xyxne C HpIIHOiI. A,!J;arrTal(II5I IIIJIa ycneumo, apMII5I CTaJIa <pOHOM.

Ha nepson )Ke xypce YCTPOIIJIC5I na COCe,ll;HIOIO no-rry, HO -repes rrapy MeC5Il(eB 6POCIIJI, II60 BCTaBaTb B IIIeCTb yrpa, KOrna AIIIOT II OJIer narno ,ll;PbIXHYT, nenepenocavo.

Ha BTOPOM xypce zrsa ,ll;H5I OTrraXaJI na MOCKOBCKOM JIIIKePOBO,ll;OqHOM sasozte. IIoqeMY zrsa? ,ZJ,a norosry qTO sonxa peKoiI, B coprnpe 6aTape51 OTKpbITbIX nyssrpeii, P5l,ll;bIIIIKOM 516- JIOqKII, oryp-nnca, csepxy (51 rpy3IIJI 51ru;IIKII na KOHBeiIep) rro-

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TOK 1I3 Pa36IITbIX 6YTbIJIOK, OIUITb-TaKII, sornca. KOM6IIHal(ml Y)Ke nerrpansrtnoii q:m3IIqeCKOM HarpY3KlI (<<,ll;e,ll;bI»-TO .. ylI saJUIIOT!) C aJIKOrOJIbHOM upocrpauneii rp03lIJIa nerpanauueii. II 3aqeM yMHIIKy TaCKaTb T5I)KeCTII? ApTYP C rrplI5ITeJI5IMlI rrOKOP5lqlIJIlICb na paarpysxe CBIIHbIX TyIII, YMa5lJIIICb, a rrOJIyqlIJIII rpOIIIIIKII. HeT, JIyqIIIe CTaKaH KpOBII sa «ireraeprax»] MyTOpHO, TOIIIHOTBOPHO, HO ,ll;a)Ke 51, xoroporo KpOBaBbIe xanpsr B KIIHo<pIIJIbMaX no 06MopOKa ,ll;OBO,ll;51T, O,ll;Ha)K,ll;bI B «60TKIIHCKOM» 60JIbHIIl(e peIIIIIJIC5I. Ha rrapy C ApTYPOM. II BbI)KIIJI! To-mee, O)KIIJI rrOCJIe JIIITpa «Mezrseacseii KPOBII» nozt cenezncy.

Ha nepsoe JIeTO OCTaJIC5I B ofimare. BOBKa nocrynan B «TOpe30BCKIIM» (IIJIII B MTY?), HO )KIIJI Y Hac na Bepnancxoro. Hay-ran 6al(aTb na rirrape penepryap 1I3 'rpazntarn necen. B CeHT5I6pe Hac OTrrpaBIIJIII B nepnsrii «KOJIX03», B MO)KaMCKIIM paMOH. )KIIJIII B nnoaepnarepe, rpY3lIJIlI MeIIIKII, YCTpalIBaJIII ,ll;IICKOTeKII, KBaCIIJIII.

ll,eJIOBaJIC5I C 3apIIHOM, ,ll;eBYIIIKOM rrepCII,ll;CKIIX KpOBeM II 60JIbIIIOrO nansr, KOTOPbIM rrOTOM OKa3aJIC5I erne II BII,ll;HbIM 3CrrepaHTIICTOM. IIM5I 'raxoe He 3a6Y,ll;eIIIb HIIKOr,ll;a rrJIIOC B TeJIOrpeiixe na CKaMeMKe 3Be3,ll;bI c-nrrars B KOHl(e CeHT5I6p51 - TO)Ke aanenxa. IIpOIIIJIO rrOqTII ztecsrn, JIeT. BbIpBaJIC5I na HayqHYIO KOH<pepeHl(IIIO B Iloznrocxoar,e. Acrmparrrsr, ztoueirrsr, «CBeTIIJIa». II TyT OHa, 3aplIHa. BCTperreHYJIOCb, 3aIIIeJIeCTeJIO B rpyrm. II03,ll;HlIe rrplI3HaHlI5I - se-msre paCCTaBaHII5I. TyT )Ke CTIIX nanncan II rreCHIO COqIIHIIJI. Eme II cners ycnen.

IIocJIe xasapvst B none, 6e3 Ha,ll;CMOTpIl(IIKOB, YCTaBa II BMeCTe C ,ll;eBqOHKaMII - 3TO xypopr. ,ZJ,a II He pafiora BOBce, 1I60 norrraca rpysmns - zrsa -raca 60JITaeIIIb II 60JITaeIIIbc5I.

Bnpyr 51 rrpOCTbIJI 1I3-3a MOJIO,ll;el(KOM 6e3aJIa6epHOCTII, II npasro C rrOJI5I 3BaKYlIpOBaJIlI B IIITa6, rne rrpOBaAAJIC5I B nonyC03HaHlIlI CYTKII. Cexperaps naprxoxra AC. (nperrortanarens)

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BbIJIeqlIJI HapO,ll;HbIMII HaCTOMKaMII, npnnapxaxra. )KaJIb, crraclI60 eMY ceiinac He nepenars.

B MOCKBY 51 BepHYJIC5I rrplI3HaHHbIM 6ap,ll;OM, KOTOPbIM erne II XOXMIIT. 51: BTOPOM pas CTaJI CBo60,ll;HbIM qeJIOBeKOM (nepasni, xorzta nepemerr B panr «CTapIIKOB»), HO Y)Ke cpezm CBOIIX, rne 60POTbC5I sa ynepacanne craryca HeT HY)K,ll;bI II xyzta nepesrecTlIJIC5I MOM HOBbIM ,ll;OM, ofimara.

Kanapztax H 6e306pa3HH

«KpeCT» B 22 3Ta)Ka na Bepnaztcxoro-Kpas-renxo. nJIOKII na zrse-rpn KOMHaTb!. Tlpyzi 6e3 upenynpexoieuati cananancranl(1I1I. BHlI3Y - CTOJIOBa5l, 61I6JIlIOTeKa II ,ll;IICKOTeKa. IIoKa He rr06bIBaJI y BOBKII B «Tope30BCKOM», He 3HaJI, qTO )KIlBY B paro.

BOBKa yqlIJI rOJIJIaH,ll;CKIIM (yexan B rCB B rw, ceiinac B Knese 60JIbIIIOM 60cc B PR-KOMrraHIIII, HO no-npezcnesry npnKOJIIICT). «CIICTeMa xopnzropnaa», srrarepon B KOMHaTe, HeYIOTHbIe ,ll;eBlIqblI JIIIl(a rro yrpaxr II IICKa)KeHHbIe aJIKOrOJIeM MY)KCKlIe PO)K1I rro ne-repan. 51: npnexan B MOCKBY ncrpenars HOBbIM 84 ron. HaqaJIII B ofimare rne-ro y «rop6YIIIKII», rrpo,ll;OJI)KIIJIII na qbeM-TO xare. IIOCJIYIIIaJIII noanpasnenne rencexa (LIepHeHKo IIJIII Annponoaa), CrreJIII CT051 rlIMH CCCP (B apMIIII npnnsnc, HOBbIX CJIOB He yqlIJI II He yqy 1I3 rrpnaunrra). KBaCIIJIII, TaHl(eBaJIII (caMbIM nncx - 6peMK,ll;aHC II rrOJIOBel(KlIe rrJI5ICKII rro 06bIKHOBeHIIIO), KTO-TO l(eJIOBaJIC5I C aMepIIKaHKOM, HelI3BeCTHO OTKY,ll;a B351BIIIeMC5I. Ilozt yrpo BbIIIOJI3JIII na yJIIIl(y. CHe)KOK, TerrJIO, pa,ll;OCTHO, noxxtense erne nnepenn. 3a,ll;YIIIeBnsre BOrrJIII «B 6pOHIO yrtapnna 60JIBaHKa» na BCIO oxpyry. Bapensre COCIICKII C 3eJIeHbIM ropOIIIKOM B 3aKycOqHOM II cepsre rrOCJIeHOBOrO,ll;HlIe 6Y,ll;HII.

B ,ZJ,CB MbI )KIIJIII cna-rana arpoexr (51, OJIer, AIII OT) , rrOTOM B,ll;BOeM (51 II ApTYp). Tlepasre zrsa xypca naxan KaK npnpoxc-

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,ll;eHHbIiI 3y6plIJIa, KOMCOMOJI He oraroman, a B casronearensHOCTb MTY He nonan: BpeMeHII MaJIO, reHIIeB na q:mJI<paKe rrepeII36bITOK, rrOTOMY II 3aHIIMaJIII na <<BeCHe» nocpencrsennsre MeCTa. JIII,ll;IIpOBaJIII <pII3IIKII-XIIMIIKII, He oraromennsre caxrope<pJIeKCIIeiI II npezmo-nrrasunre KOMCOMOJIbCKIIe orpansr ,ll;JI5I KOHTPOJI5I nan «06JIIIKO MOpaJIe» B 06ru;e)KIITII5IX.

IIpII,ll;eIIIb C 3aH5ITIIiI - II )KII3Hb KIIrrIIT no yrpa. 3aC5I,ll;eM B «anennayv», qaCaM K -rersrpexr onyxaexrca, «B IIIKOJIY He noii,ll;eM». Eyrepfiponsr «6eJIbIiI xJIe6 C -repnsnr», cyxoe BIIHO, uoprseiin, rrIIBO. Eecxone-nrsre ,ll;IICKOTeKII B ,ZJ,CB II r3 nozt «Cynepneii-rep», l(BeTOMY3bIKY II cTp060CKorr (y Onera py- 6aIIIKa 6bIJIa 6JIecT5Iru;a51 - xnaccl). KaK nenocs, «B «naJIaTOHe» cropa-ra rrpIIXBaTIIJIII «cyxana» II erne «Camera» rro zrsa rorrszrecsn. BeqepIIHKII nozt rrrrapy, CBeqII, <pIIHCKIIiI «MaJIb- 60po» sa pyfins, ,ll;)KIIHCbI OT <paPl(bI sa CTO BOCeMb,ll;eC5IT.

«ApMeiIcKIIe» ztepacarmcs BMeCTe. ApTYP, zrpyran, HbIHe rzte-ro B B5ITCKOiI TfllI, oTTpy6IIJI TpII rona na <pJIOTe «IIIrrIIOHCKIIM YXOM B 3<pIIpe». B HaIIIeM Ky6pIIKe rJIaBHbIiI 3aKOH - Ordnung, Ordnung II erne pas Ordnung. LIIICTOTa, 3arrJIaHIIpOBaHHbIe rrIIpyIIIKII, rparpmc «6JI ... ,ll;HeiI C OCB060)K,ll;eHIIeM «cnansnoro rrOMeru;eHII5I». Ho II Hac pa3BpaTIIJIO sceofintee pasnonfiaacrso. IIOpeIIIIIJIII naaars HOBYIO )KII3Hb. Ilorrsen B ceMb, 3aBTpaK, xorpe B 6y<peTe (13 xoneex sa rrOJICTaKaHa) C cnraperxoii «PO,ll;OrrII», CBe)KIIe rasersr, 'rpen 0 rrOJIIITIIKe II ... B KoiIKY no otiezia. Tstpy, -repr, onars He rrOJIyqIIJIOCb!

O,ll;Ha)K,ll;bI crOBOpIIJIIICb OTMeTIITb zrens pozmensa Aprypa B rrIIBHYIIIKe na CTpOIITeJIeiI. 5£, OJIer, BOJIO,ll;bKa caoespenenHO 3aH5IJIII rr03IIl(IIIO, )K,ll;eM, KypIIM, TeprrIIM, He rrbeM.

Ceirsac TaKIIX «o-raros KyJIbTYPbI» HeT. «ABTOMaTbI», CTOJIbI ,ll;JI5I CT05lHII5I, ,ll;bIM KOPOMbICJIOM, B036Y)K,ll;eHHbIe JIIIKII 6bIBIIIIIX IIHTeJIJIIIreHTOB, nepezroasrx nponerapnea, 60M)KeiI,

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nonepacamrsrx ,ll;aM C ClIH5IKaMlI II KaJIeM,ll;OCKOrrlIqeCKlIe sanaXII peaJIbHOM )K1I3HII (passe qTO rrOpT5IHOqHbIX He XBaTaJIO). Tapaas OIIIMeTKaMII, ceneno-nca pacasaa, xJIe6 Ha,ll;OpBaHHbIM, KPY)KKII 3aMbI3raHHbIe. 113 xpanos BbITeKaeT HeqTO nemrcroe, HO 60JIbIIIerO HIIKTO II He rpeoyer. O,ll;HII ,ll;OJIIIBaIOT BO,ll;OqKII, caMbIe IICKYIIIeHHbIe - noprseiin.

B351JIII rro rrape ,ll;JI5I pasrona. 06CY,ll;IIJIII CIIOHII3M, IIMrreplIaJIlI3M, CIOppeaJI1I3M, HaMeTIIJIII nnansr na rr5lTIIJIeTKY. ,ZJ,aJIee peKOHCTpYlIpOBaJIII 61I0rpaq:mIO Aprypa B rrO,ll;p06HOCT5IX II C aKl(eHTaMII, naranann nofipoe 6y,ll;yru;ee. 3a6bIJIlI rrpo Hero naqIICTO. B ofimei«, BOBKa-To JIOCb, OH socevs KpY)KeK BbIJIaKaJI, HO no ofimara ,ll;OIIIJIII MbI see. ApTYP CII,ll;IIT, yqe6HlIK -nrraer. IIoH5ITHO, BbIIIeH,ll;pIIBaeTC5I, ,ll;PY3b5lMII MaHKlIpyeT. Hy-ny, Tpe3BeHHIIK. Ho y Hac C C060M 6bIJIlI peaepssr. Y cyry6lIJIII, .ro-mee, ycyry6JI5IJIII B HeCKOJIbKO 3aXO,ll;OB. ApTYP nozt yrpo 06HapY)KIIJIC5I B ,ll;YIIIe: «3aKaJI5IJIC5I II arran B aHa61I03». BenePOM CKoppeKTlIpOBaJI csoe rHYCHoe nosenenae.

3TO cxopee IICKJIIOqeHlIe, qeM rrpaBIIJIO. MbI C ApTYPOM rrlIJIII 3CTeTlIqHO, nozt 3aKycOqKY II cepsnpoaxy (B OTYTIO)KeHHbIX pyfiauncax II IIIHypKax - HeT, spars He 6y,ll;y). IIoKa He 3a- 51BJI5IJIC5I KTO-TO 1I3 MeHee rrplIT5I3aTeJIbHbIX cyfit.exros II He npespauian (snpo-rexr, 6e3 MaJIeMIIIerO corrpOTlIBJIeHlI5I C naIIIeM CTOpOHbI) zterycranmo B rrOIIIJIbIM xnp (CJIOBO noznafisrToe, OT rJIarOJIa «xnpars» B CMbICJIe mrrt, cnnprnsre HarrIITKII», OTCIO,ll;a crannaprnoe npennoacenne (my qTO, KlIpHEM?»).

CJIyqaJIIICb KYJIbTypHbIe MepOrrplI5ITlI5I spozte scrpe-m C q)JIa)KKaMII rrpOl(eCCIIII C HH,ll;IIPOM Fauna na JIeHIIHcKOM rrpocnexre, noxozta na TapKOBCKoro rrOCJIe JIIITpa nasa IIJIII poMaHTlIqeCKIIX CBII,ll;aHIIM HOqbIO na JIeHIIHcKIIX ropax C arTpaKl(IIOHOM «ceiinac 51 HaKpoIO KYPTKOM JIyHy B MOCKBepexe» II rrOCJIe,ll;YIOru;IIM nepexozrov na 60cy nory.

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KaK-TO C3KOH,ll;, BHyK 1I3BeCTHOiI repMaHIICTKII, npnsen B ofiutary Mapnuy 1I3 OpJIa. Hy TaK II npencrasnn. Hepes rrapy qaCOB OH CJIIIH5IJI, a MbI, 51 II OHa, OCTaJIIICb. IIporn;e6eTaJIII no IIIeCTII yrpa KaK zrsa rOJIy6Ka, rrpOBO)KaJIIICb erne -raca 'rpa.

Orpoxrnoe COJIHl(e BCTaeT nan l(IIPKOM, 51 6e3YMHO BJIlo6JIeH II no norepn pasyxra CqaCTJIIIB. IIocJIe ooena o-ryxancs II MOJI-ra 6POClIJIC5I na BOK3aJI. Ha 3JIeKTplIqKaX K ne-repy ,ll;06paJIc5I no OpJIa, a ,ll;OMa CKa3aJIII, qTO OHa B nnonepnarepe. Tyzta rrplIMqaJIC5I, HaIIIeJI. CTOIIM II MOJIqIIM. II TyT Mapnua ronoprrr «A TbI 3aqeM npnexan?». Bee BO MHe Pa30M 060pBaJIOcb ... CKOpOTeqHee pOMaH He npaztyxraems. nbIBaJIII II rrO,ll;JIIIHHEe, HO rrO,ll;JIIIHHHee - Bp5l,ll; JIll.

IIHTb JIYKOBbIX KOJIen;

Ha BTOPOM xypce Hac HaqaJIII rOTOBIITb K Ornornaane - ,ll;OrrOJIHIITeJIbHbIe xypcsr pasrosopnoii pe-m. 3a rraTplIOTlI3M ,ll;06aBIIJIII rro «,ll;eC5ITKe» K CTlIrreH,ll;IIII. MOJIO,ll;oiI npenozt aac 1I3 MIIHIICTepCTBa TO JIll BHeIIIHeiI TOprOBJIII, TO JIll IIHOCTpaHHbIX nen 3aCTaBJI5IJI syfiprrn, rrYTeBO,ll;IITeJIb rro MOCKBe, 1I3 KO'roporo ceiinac rrOMHIO TOJIbKO «seibo», (<<60rOMaTepb»).

IIapaJIJIeJIbHO OCBalIBaJIII Ha BoeHHoiI Ka¢e,ll;pe MeTO,ll;IIKY nonpoca BOeHHOrrJIeHHbIX II noopyacenne CTpaH norenrmansHbIX rrpOTIIBHIIKOB. OTTY,ll;a OCTaJIIICb «sensha» (TaHK) II «Tate! Ki 0 tsuke!» (Bcrars! CMlIpHO!) (nocnezmee 51 HeperyJI5IpHO BocrrpOII3BO)KY na 3aH5ITII5IX C )KYPHaJIIICTaMII). IIoToM MeH5I KaK soeanoro nepesorrmxa OCB060,ll;IIJIII OT peryJI5IpHbIX BOeHHbIX C60pOB, 1I60 51rrOHIICTbI B ypaJIbCKIIX rrOJIKaX He Tpe60- BaJIIICb, a KOMB3BO,ll;a MO)KHO 6bIJIO nasna-nrn, 1I3 xoro rrorrpome. Iloronsr MHe He BbI,ll;aJIII, xarnrrana He rrplICBOIIJIII (B OTJIlIqlIe OT BOJIb¢OBlIqa), TaK II )KIlBY CTapJIeeM II HbIHe Y)Ke TeopeTIIKOM soennoro nepesozra. ,ZJ,a qTO TaM nepesomm, ceii-

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-rac? BKOJIOJI «CbIBOPOTKY npasnsr» - CaM see napncyer. HaBepHO, B cexpernsrx pesepsnsrx cneunansnsrx cnacxax Moe <l>HO 3HaqIITC5I. TaK qTO, 3M, 51rrOHl(bI, BbI TaM rrorrer-re C rrpeTeH31I5IMli na KYPIiJIbI! HeTY HIiKaKOM TaKOM «happaryomondai», T.e. «rrp06JIeMbI cesepnsrx 'repprrropaa»] OJIer, O,ll;IIH 1I3 ,ll;ByX ByH,ll;epKIIH,ll;OB 51rrOHCKOM rpyrmsr, KaK-TO pe-resxy nanncan «Hakugekijieitai chotto mattekudasai!». Ho OHa 51BHO MIiJIIiTapIICTCKa51 II aHTIiCOBeTCKa5l, rr03TOMY 060Mztycs 6e3 nepesozta.

29 ztexafips CeMb,ll;eC5IT ,ll;eB5ITOrO rona OTMeTIiJIIi B ofimare, B apveiicxori KOMrraHIIII, BBO,ll; COBeTCKIiX BOMCK B Arpranncraa, TBep,ll;O HaMepeBa5lCb rroyTpy ,ll;BIIHyTb ,ll;06POBOJIbl(aMIi B BOeHKOMaT. Y BbI, npocnann no ooena II OJIO)KIIJIIi pemenne no cnezryromero pasa. A 31 ztexafips OTrrpa3,ll;HOBaJIIi Hacrynnenne KOMMYHII3Ma, KOTOPbIM JIlIqHO HaM HIIKIITa Xpyuies ofieutan B yqe6HlIKe «PaCCKa3a rro IICTOPIiIi CCCP» sa -rernepTbIM xnacc.

5£rrOHl(bI Onnxmnany nponmopnposana 1I3-3a Arpranncrana, IIX XBaTIIJIO JIIIIIIb CTY,ll;eHTaM 1I3 HHcTIiTYTa CTpaH A31I1i II AQ:>PIIKII. C rrapoM-TpOMKOM zreneramrii 51 rrOXO,ll;IIJI, nanepeso,ll;IIJI BC5IKYIO qYIIIb, rronnn-rroen na 6aHKeTax. IIplI5ITeJI5IM C HOpMaJIbHbIMIi 513bIKaMIi rrOBe3JIO 60JIbIIIe.

nbIJI y Hac O,ll;IIH 51KyT C pyccxoro OT,ll;eJIeHII5I, COrrpOBO)K,ll;aBIIIIIM Q:>lIpMaqa C «MapTIIHII». COOTBeTCTBeHHO, ceii nannTOK JIlIJIC5I B r3 peKOM nozto qTO nonano. MbI CIIJIbHO He ropeBaJIIi II CJIaBHeHbKO OTBeTIiJIIi na TOp)KeCTBO B JIY)KHIIKaX KYJIbTrrOXO,ll;OM B Tloznrocxoase. ,ZJ,0 3aKpbITlI5I OJIIIMrrlIa,ll;bI rrp060JITaJIliCb B r3, K KOTOPOMY Y)Ke npncraaann MIiJIIIl(IIOnepos, rr03ToMY rrplIIIIJIOCb ycrpanaan, JIlIqHYIO )K1I3Hb na npnpone, B qaCTHOCTII, B ospare y xnnorearpa «3Be3,ll;HbIM», nozt TerrJIbIM noprseiin. B zrens 3aKpbITlI5I rrpOBO)KaJIIi MIIIIIKy

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-repes OKHO r3 II qYTb JIll He IIJIaKaJIII OT socropra II YMIIJIeHII5I, pa3YMeeTC5I, HeTpe3BbIMlI CJIe3aMII.

KaK rrOCTpa,ll;aBIIIIIM OT aHTIICOBeTII3Ma, B xa-recrse KOMrreHCal(1I1I HaM BbI,ll;aJIII B rtporpxowe 6eCrrJIaTHbIe rrYTeBKII B rrpO<pIIJIaKTOpIIM MTY «roJIy6a51 ,ll;OJIIIHa» (rorna ,ll;a)Ke rreCH5I «rOJIy60M llIeHOK» nocrrparnraanacs 6e3 rennepnoro nozrrexCTa), B CYKKO, nenanexo OT Anansr. PaCCeJIIIJIIICb rro orpxnav, rro nanaraxr, rrepe3HaKOMlIJIlICb II npncrynana K paaspary.

ITo yrpaxr 6y,ll;IIJI «L£IIHrIICXaH», sapanxa, 3aBTpaK, ztansme erne qTO-TO KYJIbTypHO-BocrrIITaTeJIbHOe, a qaCOB C 'rpex - rroxonsr na MeCTHbIM PbIHOK C nerycrauneri BIIHa, rrO,ll;KpaIIIeHHOro Ta6aKOM. Hy rrOH5ITHO, rane-nrsrii rrJI5I)K na Mope. CTaH,ll;apTHbIM Ha60p Y,ll;OBOJIbCTBIIM, BKJIlOqaIOllIlIM ,ll;eBYIIIeKcTY,ll;eHTOK, co CTpaCT5IMII rro TeMHbIM ne-repan II MY3bIKOM BrrJIOTHYIO .

06b5lBlIJIlI KOHKYpC xY,ll;O)KeCTBeHHo CaMO,ll;e5lTeJIbHOcTII.

ITaTplIOTlIqeCKlIe II 6ap,ll;OBCKlIe TeMbI He B,ll;OXHOBJI5IJIII, II MbI C Ba,ll;IIKOM HarrlICaJIII cuenapaii MI03lIKJIa rro MOTIIBaM (a TO!) aHeK,ll;OTOB rrpo nopy-nnca P)KeBCKoro.

Ba,ll;IIK - 6JIOH,ll;IIH C rrYIIIIICTbIMII ycaan II 6eCl(epeMOHHOHarJIbIM B3rJI5I,ll;OM, XOT5I II pOMaHTIIK no )KYTII - csrrpan P)KeBcxoro. ,ZJ,eHIlIIIKOM Y Hero IIIypa, KOTOPOMY ,ll;JI5I KOMlIqHOCTII MbI rrpacofia-mnn rrO,ll;YIIIKY K )KIIBOTY. Erne rrapa rycap, Orr5lTb-TaKII, C <p1I3<paKa, KaK IIIypa, HO 3,ll;OpOBeHHbIx. II MacCOBKa, IICrrOJIH5IeMa51 ,ll;eBqOHKaMII C pa3HbIX <PaKYJIbTeTOB II KypCOB. ITOH5ITHO, qTO HAIIIlIX noztpyzcex. PeKBII3IIT: rrIICTOJIeTbI, KIIBepa II npo-ree. ,ZJ,a, erne PbIHOqHbIe ToproBKII C MeCTHbIM aKl(eHTOM. IICTOPlI5I ,ll;paMaTlIqeCKa5l, co BCTaBHbIMII rreceHHbIMII HOMepaMII II, 51K06bI, rrYIIIKIIHcKIIMII rronyrroxafinstMIl CTIIIIIKaMII. TaM 6bIJIO II « ... HO caM npouecc», II «na P05lne-e CKOJIb3CKO-C». PerreTlIpOBaJIII He,ll;eJIIO, BIIHlIllIa BbIIIIIJIII

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TOHHy. ApTYP nonasan apTlICTaM, BpeMeHHO IICqe3aBllIIIM sa KYJIIICaMII rro cnenapmo, rro CTaKaHY ,ll;JI5I aKl(eHTyal(IIII TaJIaHra. Hy a 51 II306pa)KaJI 06MaHYToro rp aQ:> a, cyrrpyry xoroporo nrpana HIIHa, nonpyxoca IIIYPbI, TaK II He CTaBllIa51 ero )KeHoM.

CJIaBa 6ory, ,ll;eMCTBO ,ll;JIIIJIOCb norrraca, II MbI He nonanann npasro na cuene. Hapon 6YPHO arrJIO,ll;IIpOBaJI, a BocrrIITaTeJIII rrbITaJIIICb coxpamrrs HeBo3MYTIIMOCTb. Tlepsoro MeCTa He naJIll sa rrOIlIJIOCTb, T.K. sa rrOIlIJIOCTb MeCT He rrpIICY)K,ll;aJIII. 3aTO rrOKJIOHHIIl( rrpII6aBIIJIOCb. POMaHbI 3TII rrOCJIe B03Bpall(eHII5I B MOCKBY 6bICTPO yB5IJIII.

Hepes urecrs JIeT Y)Ke C ,ll;pyrIIMII coaeropava 51 BMeCTe C 6Y,ll;yll(eM )KeHOM rrOCTaBIIJIII B NY «MY3bIKaJIbHOzrpavarn-recxyro nocraaosxy B rr5lTII KapTIIHax, ,ll;ByX axrax, C rrpOJIOrOM II 3rrIIJIOrOM «Cnensr II3 )KII3HII» acrmparrroa II JIa- 6opaHToB», HO na 3TOT pas 06011IJIIICb OTeqeCTBeHHbIM perrep'ryapoxr. COJIIICTOM 6bIJI 51. Y BbI, na 3TOM M051 Cl(eHIIqeCKa51 xapsepa 3aKOHQIIJIaCb. HaQaJIIICb cyrytio 3aKYJIIICHbIe nrpsr.

B nOJIflX nOJ]; J];OmJ];eM

YQe6a rrOCJIe OJIIIMrrIIa,ll;bI II LIepHoro MOP51 a6COJIIOTHO He rrpIIBJIeKaJIa. B ztexanare Hac rrOrrpOCIIJIII KaK «onsrrnsrx KOJIX03HIIKOB» yxpemrrs «MOJIO,ll;H5IK» B TOM )Ke «KJIeMeHTbeBO». HII cexynnsr He KOJIe6aJIIICb, npeasxymaa rrpO,ll;OJI)KeHIIe 6aHxera B rrOJIeBbIX YCJIOBII5IX. Omm, nnonepnareps (B II36YllIKax II «KOHIOIlIH5IX» B «KOJIX03ax», a IIX 6bIJIO B 06ll(eM CJIO)KHOCTII ztesars, 51 HIIKOr,ll;a He )KIIJI, 6apCTBOBaJI TO ecrs), sa ae-rep BrrIICaJIIICb B KOMrraHIIIO, MeH5I BbI6paJIII (rrOH5ITHO, Ha3HaQIIJIll) 6pIIra,ll;IIpOM. CQaCTb51 B TOM HIIKaKoro, HO nazto )Ke 6bIJIO II rrOKOMaH,ll;OBaTb (rrpII3HaIOCb, HIIKOr,ll;a He HpaBIIJIOCb, rrOTOMy QTO «znrpexrop» II3 MeH5I xpeHOBbIM: TO JIII6epaJIbHbIM, TO ,ll;IIKTaTopCKIIM) .

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Ha BTOpoiI zrens ,ll;eBqOHKII-KpOMaHbOHKII npassrmo 6po,ll;IIJIII, COrHYBIIIIICb B 'rpn rrornfiena, sa KapTOQ:>eJIeKOrraJIKOiI, a MbI no ooena IIJIAHHPOBAJllI norpyao-msre pa60TbI. PasneJIIIJIIICb na zrse 6plIra,ll;bI: nepsaa saopacsrsaer MeIIIKII B 'rpaxTOPHYIO TeJIe)l(KY, BTOpa51 ofiecne-ranaer KOCTep II «ropa-nr.rensnoe». ,ZJ,Ba BTOPOKypCHIIKa B 3JIlITHbIe nonpaanenerma He BOIIIJIII, rrOCKOJIbKY B accavfinee He yqaCTBOBaJIII rro neysaaorTeJIbHOiI npa-mne: rronfinpann KapTO III Ky. LITO )1(, «,ll;eM6eJI5I» (a KpOMe Hac C ApTYPOM erne rrapa apMeiIcKIIX) 6bICTPO naseJIll nopaztox B Q:>IIJIOJIOrIIQeCKOM 6ap,ll;aKe.

,ZJ,a, xorzta TerrJIO II cyxo - 3TO KaiIQ:>, a BOT nozt rrpOJIIIBHbIM ,ll;O)l(,ll;eM, xorna xoe-xax 6aJIaHclIpyeIIIb B 'reneacrce, Be,ll;OMOiI rro naume rrb5lHbIM IIIOQ:>epOM, II xoe-xax YBopaQlIBaeIIIbC5I OT ,ll;PY)I(eCKIIX MeIIIKOB, perYJI5IpHO BbIIIa,ll;a51 na CbIPYIO 3eMJIIO C B03rJIaCOM «6JI .. !»... Tlpasna, II 6e)l(aTb sa QepTOBOiI 'renexcKoiI, na XO,ll;Y XBaTa51 rrpOMOKIIIYIO rapy, cnorsncaacs 060 see nozrpan, 'roxce He caxap. C yrpa 51 MaTeplIJIC5I C zmpes-ropon II 6plIra,ll;lIpaMII, yKa3y5I na 6ecrrp06Y,ll;HOe rrb5lHCTBO pa60QlIX II KOMMYHIICTIIQeCKlIe 3HTY31Ia3M cTY,ll;eHTOB a JI5I IIaBKa Kop-rarlIH, a BeQepoM ...

OT Hac no IIITa6a - ,ll;eB5ITb KIIJIOMeTpOB. IIplIe3)1(aJIlI C rrposepxoii penxo, HO O,ll;Ha)l(,ll;bI Harp5lHYJIlI B pasrap passecenoii ,ll;IICKOTeKII II HaBeIIIaJIII MOpaJIbHO, QYTb He C BbIrOBopaMII. O,ll;HaKO rrb5lHCTBO - He nopox, a BOT HapYIIIeHlIe HOpM KOMMYHIICTIIQeCKOiI MOpaJIb - npecrynnenne nepezt Tlaprneii II MrY.

TaK «BbI6pOCIIJIII» 1I3 ynnsepa ,ll;eBQOHKY, XaXaJIb KOTOpoiI YMY,ll;PIIJIC5I npeacrars rOJIoiI 3a,ll;HIIl(eiI C yrpa nepezt CKPOMHbIMII Q:>IIJIOJIOrIIH5IMII, pa36y,ll;IIBIIIIIMII CBOIIMII BlI3raMlI pyxoBO,ll;CTBO. 113 KOMCOMOJIa II «aBTOMaTOM» 1I3 MrY. TaKa51 )l(e cyztsfia rrOCTlIrJIa II MaplIMaHa Ep ... na, aacrnmyroro sa cex-

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cyaJIbHbIMII TeJIO,ll;BII:/KeHII5IMII B ,ZJ,CB, HO rrOTeHl(lIaJIbHbIM TeCTb nepesen ero na 3aOqHOe ornenenae. TaK qTO, xanrm 3H,ll;.

3a,ll;YIIIeBHoe «naxner JIYHa COCHOM rro TIIIIIIIHe JIeCHOM» II IIpOHlIqeCKOe «He CMOTplITe BbI TaK CKB03b nprnnyp nsansrx rJIa3» rrO,ll;TOJIKHYJIII B MOll 06b5lTlI5I Mapnny. MbI ,ll;a)Ke l(eJIOBaJIIICb, B CMbICJIe 51 l(eJIOBaJIC5I, a He OHa. Ees «rHYCHbIX 3aMbICJIOB», CrrJIOIIIHOM IIHTeJIJIeKTyaJIlI3M (3TO 51) II rr0331I5I LlseraeBOM B ee IICrrOJIHeHIIII. MHe HaIIIerrTaJIII (rrOTOM), qTO ee rrarra - 60JIbIIIOM qlIH B KlE. ApTYP npanaran zrpyzcecrore YCIIJIII5I,

-rrofisr KOJIX03HbIM pOMaH 3aKOHqlIJIOCb 6paKOM, HO npeozto-

JIeTb OTCYTCTBlIe q:m3IIqeCKOM T5IrlI 51 TaK II He cxror, XOT5I rrponncxa B MOCKBe KaK BO)K,ll;eJIeHHbIM npas, He rrOMeIIIaJIa 6bI.

IIocJIe «KOJIX03a» Mapnua rrplIrJIaCIIJIa Hac na zrens PO)Kztensa. Ha Y KpalIHCKOM 6yJIbBape 51 cpony He 6bIBaJI II xsapTlIpbI 'raxae BII,ll;eJI TOJIbKO B COBeTCKOM KIIHO rrpo O,ll;IIHOKIIX Me,ll;CeCTep C «)KlIrYJI5IMII». IIpIIKIIHyB, qTO mrrt, npn poznrreJI5IX HexopOIIIO (erne sa aJIKaIIIeM npmryr, sne-rarnenne IICnoprma, ztesymxy rroztaeztexr), peIIIIIJIII Pa3M5ITbC5I, -rrof CH5ITb nanpaacenne II rrO,ll;rOTOBIITbC5I K POJIII. Bpone, «MbI He nsev, rrOTOMY yqlIMC5I cepsesno, zrens II no-is». B351JIII B «naJIaTOHe» 'rpn 6YTbIJIKlI «COBIIHbOHa» ,ll;JI5I c6poca rpysa OTBeTCTBeHHOCTII. Ka)KeTC5I, ,ll;06aBJI5IJIII, He rrOMHIO ...

Be-rep y Mapnuu y,ll;aJIC5I, CII,ll;eJIII CKPOMHO, C CaJIQ:>eTOqKaMIl na KOJIeH5IX, IIHTeJIJIlIreHTHO )KeBaJIII CbIpOKOrrqeHYIO KOJI- 6acy, csrp CO CJIe30M, xpacnyro PbI6KY, sannaana «<I>aHTOM» II «CTOJIlIqHOM» C BIIHTOM. IIO,ll;KOPMIIJIIICb II BCTyrrlIJIII B YMHbIe 6eCe,ll;bI, B TOM qlICJIe 0 rrpaBIIJIbHOM rrOJIIITIIKe rrapTIIII. He 3HaIO, KaK MeH5I BOCrrpIIH5IJIII, HO TeCTeM reaepana 51 He CTaJI, 1I6o -repes rrapy ,ll;HeM YBJIeKC5I ztpyroii OC060M, 6Y,ll;yru;eM rrepBOM )KeHoM. 3x, a Ka6bI OT,ll;aJIC5I 'rorzta rlIMeHeIO, 6bIJI 6bI ceii-rac renepanoja. HJIII 6bI crlIHYJI B Adirane na cneuaanamm.

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K TO )K 3HaeT ...

B «KOJIX03e» HaCTaJIO BpeM5I pac-rera. Y,ll;aJIOCb BbI6IITb rrpeMIIIO, HO na BCeX ee 51BHO He XBaTaJIO. KaK 6bITb? KaK-KaK? ITo CrrpaBe,ll;JIIIBOCTII. ApMeMCKIIM II rrpO,ll;BIIHYTbIM nananasr (rorzta TaK He rOBOpIIJIII, HO KaTerOpII5I-TO cyutecrsoaanal) rro COTeHHOM, BceM OCTaJIbHbIM - rro ,ll;eC5ITKe. Pa3YMeeTC5I, KOH<pII,ll;eHl(IIaJIbHO. CBOII KpOBHbIe MbI TyT )Ke paanann ztes-ronKaM-MOCKBIIqKaM, y KOTOPbIX 6paJIII B zrorrr, qT06bI <pIIHaHCIIposars ,ll;IICKOTeKII II nozmepacanae paoo-rero TOHYca na noneBbIX pafiorax. B ofimare KTO-TO rrp060JITaJIC5I, HO no ncuapanaansrx JIIIl( He ,ll;OIIIJIO. B KOHl(e KOHl(OB, eCJIII 6bI He 3TO My,ll;pOe peIIIeHIIe, He snnan, ,ll;eBqOHKaM CBOIIX ztener.

BOJIKa HOrH KOpMHT

IToBbIIIIeHHa51 CTIIrreH,ll;II5I B rrOJICOTHII BMeCTe C pO,ll;IITeJIbCKOM «nnannarxoii» He rapaHTIIpOBaJIII rrOJIHOl(eHHOrO KaM<pa B CTOJIIIl(e. Illox rrOCJIe 51rrOHCKoro rrpOIIIeJI, 51 BT5IHYJIC5I B IIepOrJIII<pbI II npesrynpocrn CTPYKTYPHOM JIIIHrBIICTIIKII, a OCTaJIbHbIe ,ll;IICl(IIrrJIIIHbI cnasan (IIJIII CTaBIIJIII?) rro IIHepl(IIII. Ofiypeaaexrsrii CTpaCT5IMII II HY)K,ll;a5lCb B cpencrsax ,ll;JI5I KYPTYa3a II npesenron (<<Ma)KII HYP» - 45 py6JIeM, B KIIHO C neBYIIIKOM C 6YTep6p0,ll;aMII C xpacnoii IIKpOM B 6y<peTe - «na.repxa», rrpo rearp cTpaIIIHo rrOCqIITaTb - nepexymnnxa IIJIII napa-rpoiixa HOqeM B o-repezra, CKIIHYTbC5I na rrIIpyIIIKy - TO)Ke «nsrepxa», a C HOqHbIM rrpO,ll;OJI)KeHIIeM C rrOMoru;bIO TaKCIICTa - erne «,ll;eC5ITKa»), 51 6POCIIJIC5I na 3apa60TKII.

KCTaTII, IICTOPII5I KITCC - caMbIM aHTIIcoBeTcKIIM xypc, II60 na Ka)K,ll;OM cseszte BbI5ICH5IJIOCb, qTO HIIqerO He C,ll;eJIaHO II see nazro nepenensrsars. ITo rrOJIIIT3KOHOMIIII COl(IIaJIII3Ma He rroJIyqIIJI «rcrrs» JIIIIIIb rrOTOMY qTO He rrOH5IJI, KaK nepexonnposan, rrOH5ITII5I rrOJIIIT3KOHOMIIII COl(IIaJIII3Ma B TepMIIHbI rro-

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JUIT3KOHOMlUI KamlTaJUI3Ma. HCTOPlUl qYTb 6bIJIO He nosropanacs C HayqHbIM KOMMYHII3MOM KaK COJl5lHKOiI I13 MmpOB II noranox, HO K rr5lTOMY xypcy 51 HayqIlJlC5I )KOHrJlIlpOBaTb CJlOBaMII. YBbI, TeOpeTIIqeCKOe nporpaxmaponanne B «canore» (3KOHOMIIqeCKOM xoprryce) sa MeH5I OCBaIlBaJl Cnana, KOTOPbIiI ceii-rac pa3BIIBaeT AMepIlKY.

HTaK, nsrrs-mecrs maoamex O,ll;HOBpeMeHHO. CrrpaBKII B ztexanare He zrasarm. CeKpeTHO II sanperno.

IIOJlCTaBKII nafioparrra na xadiezrpe, qT06bI rrepetinpart, II apaH)KIIpOBaTb KaTaJlO)KHbIe KapTOqKII, I13 KOlIX MaCTepIlJlIl «resaypyc TepMIIHOB». 3aH5ITIIe MeXaHIIqeCKOe II B MoeM I1CrrOJlHeHIIII 6eCCMbICJleHHOe, HO npnsrmee, qeM pasfiop MarHIIT0<P0HHbIX pa3rOBOpOB -repr 3HaeT 0 qeM, onsrs, rro X03,ll;OrOBOPY, HO ,ll;Jl5I pa3pa60TKII «nporpasorsr pacrr03HaBaHII5I pe-ru».

HOqHOe zreacypcrso B r3 (rJlaBHOM 3,ll;aHIIII co mrranev, KOropoe rro TeJleBII30py rrOKa3bIBaIOT) na rneCTOM 3Ta)Ke, rne CIIzrers C 10.00 B CTaJlIlHCKOM xpecne II 6,ll;I1Tb no 8.00. MbI, oztHOKypCHIIKII, eCTeCTBeHHO, KyqKOBaJlIlCb, nrpana B xaprsr, 'rpenanacs, )KapIlJlIl xynarsr KOTOPbIMII KaK-TO pas OTpaBIIJlIIcb. B nepepsrsax 51 rrepefinpan 're caxrsre KapTOqKII.

B xapayne TO)Ke c06I1paJlIlCb C ,ll;ByX rrOCTOB na yrny, noxa rrparrop He OTJlaBJlIIBaJl II He ztasan ... znoneii. Korzra 51 B rrepBbIiI pas npocnynca na rrOCTY 3I1MOiI, TO rrapy MIIHyT I1CKaJl asTOMaT II KYMeKaJl, KaK 06b5lCHIITb Cep)KaHTY cnensr na KCII. Illnnem, rrJlIOC BaTHbIe nrransr rrJlIOC rronyuryfiox - rne TyT 3,6 xr aK33MOBCKIIX rro-ryacrnyenn.? C 'rex rrop He nepeacasan II C -racy no 'rpex ztpsrx KaK cofiaxa I1J1I1, .ro-mee CKa3aTb, KaK ensmas XO,ll;51ru;a51 nomans.

Y60pru;1II.J;eiI B raCTpOHOMe B ,ll;OMe C KIIHOTeaTpOM «YnapHIIK» paasrassraan rpass rro orpOMHOMY 3aJlY narnazman, pas pas B MeC5IIJ; sa 100 (!) pyfineii. 3a,ll;ep)KaJlc5I na IJ;eJlbIiI ron II

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CJUIH5IJI OT JIeHII II OMep3eH1I5I.

YqlIJI rrOJIbCKOrO xapuepa aHrJIIIMCKOMY 513bIKY, -rero XOTeJIll ero pO,ll;IITeJIII-,ll;lIrrJIOMaTbI. OH - HeT, 51 He HaCTaIIBaJI. ,ZJ,eHbrlI -TO rrJIaTIIJIII ncrrpasnoi

CJIY:/KIIJI H5IHeM ,ll;BYX nereii, MaJIbqlIKa (<I>e,ll;51, rrOJITOpa rona) II ,ll;eBOqKII (MaIIIa, 'rpn rozta). BHYK-BHyqKa axanexraxa, a HaH5IJIa MeH5I IIX MaMaIIIa, KOTOpa51 HII C 'roro HII C -rero nosepnna He3HaKOMOMY CTY,ll;eHTY. BII,ll;IIMO, OT 6bITOBOM 6e3bICXO,ll;HOCTII II CJIa60CTlI MaTeplIHCKoro IIHCTIIHKTa. rYJI5IJIII MbI B CKBeplIKe sa ,ZJ,OMOM rrpo<pCOI030B. PaCCKa3bIBaJI CKa3KII, 6aCHlI II CTIIIIIKII, JIOBIIJI He,ll;OYMeHHbIe B3rJI5I,ll;bI CTapYIIIeK II MOJIO,ll;bIX MaMOqeK. B 06ru;eM, peneraposan pOJIb MOJIO,ll;Oro rrarraIIIII, qTO rrOTOM nparormnocs.

Orr5lTb-TaKII, y-ran, HO PYCCKOMY 513bIKY nenrpa Tlerepa, CO- 6lIpaBIIIerOC5I nocrynars na IICTOplIqeCKIIM <PaKYJIbTeT MrY rro cronaxr orua, 1I3BeCTHoro srnorpadia HIIITBaHa 3p,ll;eMII. MbI 60JIbIIIe BIIHa BbIIIIIJIII, qeM -rero-ro BbIyqlIJIII. Mexcny neJIOM, 51 BJII06lIJIC5I B ero MaTb, PYCCKYIO, XOT5I ee ,ll;a)Ke CIIMrraTlIqHOM Ha3BaTb TPY,ll;HO. BII,ll;IIMO, nozt B03,ll;eMCTBlIeM «TOKaMcxoro» II cnraper 1I3 «Eepe3KII». Ee3MOJIBHO, 6e3Ha,ll;e)KHO, HO OHa qYBCTBOBaJIa. Tlocrynun Tlerep IIJIII HeT - He 3HaIO, HO npnrnamerrae B BeHrplIIO rrplICJIaJI (no CIIX rrop xpamo). MeH5I He BbIIIYCTIIJIII 1I3 CCCP «KaK CTapIIIeKypCHIIKa MrY» (YCTHa51 <P0PMYJIlIpOBKa B OBHPe). Cexperos 51 He 3HaJI, HO sapa- 3lITbC5I aHTIICOBeTqlIHOM Mor 6bI, qT06 ee rrOTOM pacnpocrpaH5ITb. TOJIbKO 51 He rrOHIIMaJI, rne.

C 3rr1I30,ll;lIqeCKIIMII IIIa6aIIIKaMlI nafierano 60JIbIIIe ,ll;BYXCOT Py6JIeM B MeC5IU; BMeCTe CO cnmennaeii. Ha )K1I3Hb XBaTaJIO.

COKYPCHIIKII (He MOCKBlIqlI!) 60JIbIIIe 3aHlIMaJIlICb JIlI60 orraCHbIM ,ll;JI5I )K1I3HII, JIlI60 <p1I3IIqeCKIIM TPY,ll;OM. Haupuvep, ApTYP zreacypnn B 6YJIOqHOM na IIoJI5IHKe. IIPIIHOCIIJI na 3aH5I-

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TII5I rrOJIII3TIIJIeHOBbIM naxer C OpeXOBbIMII KpOIIIKaMII II 06- CbIIIKOM. OTKY,ll;a »ce? «Bepeun, normon, rrapy pas BCTp5lXHeIIIb, II TaK C Ka)l(,ll;bIM». TeXHOJIOrII5I, O,ll;HaKO. A BOT KOCT5I cxynan y IIHOCTpaHI.J;eB 3aHOIIIeHHbIe ,ll;)I(IIHCbI II C6bIBaJI B 06IIJ;are. HOBbIe IIITaHbI CTOIIJIII 180 py6JIeM, a nocrnpannsrii XJIaM KOCT5I C6bIBaJI sa rrpIIeMJIeMbIe zraannars-rpmmars. Y BbI, KOCTlo sa 3TO no-resry-ro He,ll;oJIIo6JIIIBaJIII. ,ZJ,a eMY nannesars, OH ztasno B Mocxse, XOT5I CrreIJ;IIaJIbHO rpe-recxuti C rpe-ranxoii yqIIJI, qT06bI B rpeIJ;IIIO YMoTaTb.

IIoBe3JIo «nopryransnaxr». Hx oTrrpaBIIJIII B AHrOJIY II Mo- 3aM6IIK na BOMHY, nepesozmaxasra. Hacxrorpenacs II nareprreJIIICb B,ll;OCTaJIb, HO 3aTO rrpIIBe3JIII rro qeMO,ll;aHY (KaK MHe Ka.3aJIOcb) qeKOB. Esrcrpeusxo paCTpaH)I(IIpIIJIII B «Eepesxe». MeH5I ( II HIIKoro) B 5[rroHIIIO He rrOCbIJIaJIII, a YCTPOIITbC5I ,ll;BOPHIIKOM C Be,ll;OMCTBeHHOM KOMHaTOM 51 He Mor, II60 na OCIIIIJIe HeT 3aOqHOrO OT,ll;eJIeHII5I. ne36e,ll;HOM )l(II3HII rrpIIIIIeJI KOHeIJ;, xorzta 51 rrOJIyqIIJI nepsyro npenozraaarenscxyro sapnnaTy - 106 py6JIeM na pyKII. LITO )1(, BepHYJIC5I K IIIa6aIIIKaM.

IIoqeMY CTY,ll;eHTbI )l(aJIYIOTC5I, qTO sapariorars nerne?

Bnepx ,ll;HOM

lliTbIM xypc - He y-refia, a 6erOTH5I rro MOCKBe. IIoKII,ll;aTb CTOJIIIIJ;y, KOTOpa51 CTaJIa PO,ll;HOM, He XOqeTC5I, a qeM 3aHIIMaTbC5I 6e3 nponncxa II )l(IITb rne? ,ZJ,eByIIIKII BCTyrraJIII B <pIIKTIIBnsre II «IICKpeHHIIe» 6paKII C IIHOCTpaHIJ;aMII, )l(IITeJI5IMII IlonMOCKOBb51 II CbIHOBb5lMII ,ll;IIrrJIOMaTOB, a nauansr HeCOJIOHO XJIe6aBIIIII pasfipeztamrcs rro CCCP.

OTeIJ; Tlerepa, HaIIBHbIM esponeeu, rrbITaJIC5I -repes CBOII nay-msre CB5I3II rrpIICTpOIITb MeH5I B EpeBaHCKIIM YHIIBepCIITeT, no.naraa, qTO 3TO B rrpIIHIJ;IIrre B03MO)l(HO (?). MOM HayqHbIM PYKoBO,ll;IITeJIb KID. ,ll;OrOBapIIBaJIC5I C Xapsxoao«, a ztexanar

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HaMepeBaJIC5I ornars B pa6CTBO na KIIpOBO-LIerrel(IIM XIIMKOM- 6IIHaT nepesozrmxon.

51: C03BaHIIBaJIC5I rro HOqaM C xadienpoii 51rrOHCKOM Q:>IIJIOJIOrIIII AErY, rrOCeTIIJI MHO)KeCTBO Herrp0Q:>IIJIbHbIX yqpe)K,ll;eHIIM, HO OTCYTCTBIIe MOCKOBCKOM nponacxn C aarracoxr nepexpsrsaJIO MOIO reHIIaJIbHOCTb II KOMMYHIIKa6eJIbHOCTb.

BbI3BaJIII B ztexanar II ,ll;aJIII cexpernsrii TeJIeQ:>OHHbIM HOMep. 3BOHIO, a 3TO KOMIITeT rOCY,ll;apCTBeHHOM 6e30rraCHOCTII. IIpoIIIeJI c06eCe,ll;OBaHIIe na JIy651HKe, HO HII 51BKII, HII rrapOJI5I He rrOJIyqIIJI: rrpIIKa3aJIII )K,ll;aTb 3BOHKa. IIOCKOJIbKY B 1982 ro,ll;y «M06IIJIOM» IIJIII neiinacepo« 51 He pacnorraran, a zreacyprrn, B TeJIeQ:>OHHOM 6Y,ll;Ke B CCCP 6eCCMbICJIeHHO: OCTaBaJIOCb ynosars na TeJIerraTIIIO IIJIII «MOJIHIIII» «Anexc - Kicracy».

Cvepri, Epeacaesa rrOCTaBIIJIa KpeCT He TOJIbKO na MoeM xapsepe IIIrrIIOHa B TOKIIO, HO II na KOMMYHaJIKe B MOCKBe. 3TO 6bIJI BTOPOM II rrOCJIe,ll;HIIM IIIaHC.

B MapTe MapIIHa (npyraa) BbIIIIJIa 3aMY)K sa Cepery, pacCqIITbIBa51 -repes zrsa-rpn rona nascerzta rrOKIIHYTb pacnpeneJIeHHbIM eMY KypCK, HO no CTOJIIIl(bI nenoexana, 3aCTp5lB B ,ZJ,3ep)KIIHCKe. 3aTO ceiinac ,ll;OKTOP II nporpeccop, B AHrJIIIII He BbIJIe3aeT. Hx MapTOBCKa51 caaznfia B «CJIaB5IHCKOM 6a3ape» na YJIIIl(e ,ZJ,Ba,ll;l(aTb naroro OKT5I6p51 yropasznma MeH5I 22 IIIOH5I, POBHO B... (HeT, He rrOMHIO BO CKOJIbKO) 6paKOCOqeTaTbC5I B rpII60e,ll;OBCKOM nsopue na KIIPOBCKOM. He,ll;eJI5I HOqHbIX ne)KypCTB, noxrepa na JIa,ll;OIIIKaX C TaKIIMII )Ke qOKHYTbIMII JIIO- 6IITeJI5IMII nsmenzrpezca, caaznfia na CbeMHOM KBapTIIpe, Me,ll;OBbIM fortnight na Teru;IIHbI ztem.rn B IIpII6aJITIIKe (BIIJIbHIOC, PIIra, TaJIJIIIH, Jlenmrrpan) II TpeXrO,ll;IIqHbIM ,ll;IICTaHl(IIOHHbIM ( «rocresoii») 6paK.

TaH5I, M051 )KeHa, erne xypc npoy-ranacs B MrY, MeqTaJIa 06 acrmparrrype KaK 0 ,ll;OrrOJIHIITeJIbHOM TpeXrO,ll;IIqHOM )KII3HII B

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MOCKBe. MeIIIaJI «TP05lK» rro <ppaHI.J;Y3CKOMY. 5[ CPOqHO npnJIeTeJI 1I3 EMcKa, rne OT,ll;bIXaJI y HOBbIX CpO,ll;CTBeHHIIKOB, II noroBOPlIJIC5I C aaaenyrouieii Ka<pe,ll;pbI na ee na-te 0 nepecna-re (!). ,ZJ,a Y)K, HarJIOCTb, YCIIJIeHHa51 CTpaCTbIO, HlIqerO He OCTaHOBIIT! YBbI, TaH5I rrpOBaJIIIJIa «crreIJ;lIaJIbHOCTb», YJIeTeJIa He K MHe, B Tlepvs, a B Bapnayn, qT06bI JIa60paHTOM Y MaplIHIIHOM MaMbI sapafiarsraart, CTa)K. 5[ P06KO B03pa)KaJI, a MOll II ee pO,ll;IITeJIII soofime HlIqerO He rrOH5IJIII.

3a ron MbI BII,ll;eJIIICb rrapy pas. TaH5I CTaJIa acnapaimcoii, II HeCMOTp51 na TO, qTO rrOCJIe ccop II CKaH,ll;aJIOB 51 pa3beXaJIC5I C pO,ll;IITeJI5IMII II rrOJIyqlIJI c06CTBeHHbIM yrOJI B «KOMMYHaJIKe», OHa HaOTpe3 OTKa3aJIaCb nepesoznrrsca na 3aOqHOe ornerrenae. Tlpeznro-ura CTOJIlIqHbIe nepcnexrnnsr. 5[ crpanan, HO He OT MyK COBeCTII IIJIII IJ;eJIOMY,ll;pII5I. B KOHIJ;e KOHIJ;OB, qTO 'raxoe zrsa rona He B apMIIII?

B 1986 npnesxcaro B rOCTII na HOBbIM ron B ,ZJ,CB, nony-raro <pIIHraJI nozt npansrii rJIa3 OT ee JII060BHlIKa (BOT rne rrpOHIIIJ;aTeJIbHOCTb upezmal), He,ll;eJI5I CO CBIIHIJ;OBbIMII rrplIMOqKaMII II HIIKaKOM nlI6JIlIOTeKlI IIHOCTpaHHOM JIIITepaTypbI. Ha sonpoc saaenyromero 0 rrpOIICXO)K,ll;eHIIII ClIH5IKa neoparnnansnsrii OTBeT - «crrOTKHYJIC5I 06 yrOJI».

BeCHOM nonan na Pa3BO,ll;, II, He rrO)KaJIeB CTa py6JIeM, BbICJIaJI rro no-rte see sema II KHlIrlI TaHII B EMCK. Ilaroro OKT5I6p51 C nononn.ro KOHb5lKa «BbIIIIeJI na Y,ZJ,O» II -repes MeC5IIJ; )KeHIIJIC5I. ,ZJ,py3b51 XOXOTaJIII, pO,ll;CTBeHHIIKII He,ll;oYMeBaJIII, a 51 )K,ll;aJI pefienxa. 3TO 6bIJI BTOPOM rro 3HaqlIMOCTlI MOTIIB (IIJIII rrepasnt"). ,ZJ,0 CIIX rrop )KIlBy. MaTplIMOHlIaJIbHbIX npennosceHIIM 60JIbIIIe He nocrynano, a MOll HaMeKII 6eCIJ;epeMOHHO OTBepraJIIICb. II CJIaBa 60ry!

CepTII<pIIKaTa «1I,ll;eaJIbHOrO y-renoro», KOTOPbIM nsman MHe HayqHbIM PYKOBO,ll;IITeJIb, XBaTIIJIO 6bI II na Tapaapn C OKC-

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<P0P,ll;OM, HO orryzta Ka6JIorpaMMY He zrarm. 51: BepHYJIC5I B Tlepvs, B ropon, «3HaKOMbIM no CJIe3», C nanpannenaen B HayqHO-IICCJIe,ll;OBaTeJIbCKIIM IIHCTIITYT yrrpaBJI5IIOru;IIX MaIIIIIH II CIICTeM, rrOTOMY qTO B znmnosre CT05lJIO «nporpaxoaapoaanne». HaqaJIbHIIK COpOK nepsoro ornena Hcaax H3palIJIeBlIq (IIJIII <PIIMa A6paMOBlIq?) 06pa,ll;OBaJIC5I «KOTY B MeIIIKe», xareropnqeCKII noofieuran 06yqlITb nporpasoaaposamuo, XOT5I 51 npa- 3HaJIC5I B rrOJIHOM HeBe)KeCTBe. Hy 51-TO 3HaIO, KaK paarosapnsan, C eBpe5lMII! OTrrYCTIIJI C 60rOM (qbIIM?).

IIOIIIeJI B rre,ll;IIHCTIITYT, IIMe51 B sanace BTOPOM <ppaHI.J;Y3- CKIIM, HO nepcnexrnsa rrp06HbIX 3aH5ITIIM B aBrYCTe He B,ll;OXHOBIIJIa. He BepHYTbC5I JIll na rro-rry? JIa,ll;HO, 6e3Ha,ll;e)KHO eny B YHIIBepcIITeT. 0 60)Ke, ron nasazt OTKPbIJIII JIIIHrBIICTlIqeCKYIO xadienpy, a O,ll;IIH 1I3 npenoztasareneii yexan na rozt yqlITb arpraauea (OTlW TO)Ke npezmarann B 3<plIorrlIlI 6yxraJI.repueri 3aH5ITbC5I, HO qTO-TO He CJIO)KIIJIOCb). Cyzisfia, rrpOBIIzrenne, anrerr xpaHIITeJIb? JIeoHII,ll; HIIKOJIaeBlIq nozmncsrsaer 6YMarlI II 6epeT C MeH5I 06513aTeJIbCTBO e)KerO,ll;HO e3,ll;IITb B KOJIX03bI CO CTY,ll;eHTaMII (<paKYJIbTeT-TO <pIIJIOJIOrlIqeCKIIM, HeKOMY 3BepCTBOBaTb B rrOJI5Ix) II npenonasars C ceHT5I6p51 yxpaIIHCKIIM 513bIK, KOTOPbIM «BaM BbIyqlITb HlIqerO He CTOIIT rrOCJIe CTapOCJIaB5IHCKOrO, JIaTIIHCKoro, aHrJIIIMCKOro, <ppaHI.J;Y3CKoro II 51rrOHCKoro»). Bepy B 61I6JIlIOTeKlI yqe6HlIK B ,ll;ByX TOMax, II, eCTeCTBeHHO, 'ryzta He 3arJI5I,ll;bIBaIO, rrOMH5I 06 apMeMcKoM MaKClIMe «He .roponacs BbIIIOJIH5ITb npnxas, a TO snpyr ero OTMeH5IT!» .

B aBrYCTe BbI5ICH5IeTC5I, qTO yqlITb nazro qeIIICKOMY. Ha xo,ll;y yqy qeIIICKIIM: «K MaMe, TaK K MaMe».

Bees CeHT5I6pb B KOJIX03e «TpY)KeHIIK», na 3TOT pas MOpKOBKa, B none KOP5lqlITbC5I HII B KaKOM xa-recrse He nano. ,lI,a)Ke npeznro, 1I60 Hepa60TaIOru;IIM ecrs paazrpaxorrem, ,ll;JI5I pa-

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60TaIOru;ero. Eme 6bI, 3aMeCTlITeJIb Y 6Y,ll;yru;ero ztexana. Eece,ll;bI B YCBOeHHOM panee CTIIJIIICTIIKe C npeztcezrarenev, 3a60TbI o 6aHe, OTOrrJIeHIIII, 6e30rraCHOCTII CTY,ll;eHTOK. MOHOJIaTepaJIbHa51 pOMaHTIIqHa51 CB5I3b C rrepBOKYPCHIIl(eM, KOTOpyIO 30- BYT, KOHeqHO )Ke, HpIIHa.

JIeKl(IIII, CeMIIHapbI, IIHCrreKl(IIII «CTapIIIlIX TOBapIIru;eM», HIIru;eHCKa51 aapnnara, Te3IICbI K KOH<pepeHl(IIII, YMHbIe pe-m ... HeO)KII,ll;aHHO ,ll;JI5I ce651 51 rrpeBpaTIIJIC5I B npenonasarena II y-renoro, HeII3JIeqIIMO 3a60JIeJI «neztarorasnon» KaK CTpaCTbIO yqIITb CTY,ll;eHTOB, XOT5I II CTO pas 3apeKaJIC5I 3TIIM 3aHIIMaTbC5I.

B 1985 rony oren, KaK II XOTeJI, rrepeCeJIIIJIC5I C MaMoM B «6pe)KHeBKY» nanporas, a 51 rrepefipanca B 'rorzta erne 60roM 3a6bITbIM ITapKoBbIM. Tpananuan, xaazrparnsrx MeTpoB B «cePOM rraHeJIII», xposars C rraHl(IIpHOM cerxoii, ,ll;peBHIIM TeJIeBII- 30p na CTOJIe co CBaJIKII II COCe,ll;II II3 napozta.

X0351MKa, 0611IlIpHa51 ,ll;aMa JIeT copoxa C B3rJI5I,ll;OM YJIIIqHOM ToproBKII (II B caMOM nene, nponasana OBOru;II na YJIIIl(e), ee CbIH, KarrJI5I B KarrJIIO yrrIITaHHbIM ITJIOXIIllI, II IICTOHqeHHbIM aJIKOrOJIeM, ,ll;BII)KIIMbIM aerpoxr II3 KYXOHHOM <POPTOqKII BIITbxa, 6bIBllIIIM rpyoax II ,ll;Ba)K,ll;bI 33K. ITo ne-repan II3 xopnnopa ,ll;OHOCIIJIIICb rnyxne yrrapsr, cMyru;eHHbIM MaTepHbIM menor co BCXJIIIrrbIBaHIIeM II BIITbKIIHbI KJI5ITBbI B qeM-TO. KaKa51 )KII3Hb - TaKa51 JII060Bb.

MbI He pyrarmcs, MbIJIII rrOJIbI rro o-repezra, KypIIJIII na KyXHe. Hepes ron 51 )KeHIIJIC5I, qyTb nosxce rr05lBIIJIaCb na CBeT rrepBa51 zto-rxa, )KIIJIrrJIoru;a,ll;b CKYKO)KIIJIaCb II3-3a ,ll;BYCTBOpqaTOrO umrpom.epa na ztem.rn nepsoii 'reuta, Ta6aqHbIe ,ll;bIMbI II3 KyXHII, HO rrpIIJIIIqHO passexarsca II3 39 MeTpoB HeB03MO)KHO.

CKOPO 51 Y3HaJI, qTO y o-repezmoro yxazcepa MaTepII Tarsa-

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HbI, MYTHOM JUIqHOCTII C rrOXMeJIbHOM <p1I31I0HOMlIeM, nycryer O,ll;HOKOMHaTHa51 xsaprnpa, 1I60 CTpaCTb rrplIB5I3aJIa ero K nounerarouteii MaTpOHe. OH, XOT5I II BeqHO «B zryry» , 1I3-3a OCTaTKOB MY)KCKOM pa[(IIOHaJIbHOCTII II rrO,ll;03pIITeJIbHOCTII K IIHTeJIJIlIreHTaM C rHeBOM orsepr 6bI MOIO )KaJIKYIO xoxmeaca[(IIIO sa JIIIIIIeHlIe c06CTBeHHoro MlIpKa, a BOT Tarsaua, KOTOpaa ,ll;OpO)KIIJIa «XOTb rrJIOXOHbKIIM, HO MY)KeM», OC03HaBaJIa, qTO B cny-rae -rero BMeCTO MeH5I, MaJIOrrbIOru;ero II pasysmoro, MO)KeT rr05lBlITbC5I ceMeMCTBO aJIKaIIIeM, xyxce - rrOXOTJIIIBa51 6a6eHKa C npanenov na qY)Koro MY)KIIKa.

Cnasana 51 rrO,ll;BO,ll;IIJI COCe,ll;KY K MbICJIII 0 TOM, qTO ornensHa51 xsaprapa MeH5IeT )K1I3Hb Kap,ll;IIHaJIbHO, rrplIqeM aBTOMaTlIqeCKII. BIITbKa 6pOClIT rnrrs, 1I60 Oru;YTIIT ce651 X0351IIHOM, a CbIHOK OTBJIeqeTC5I OT BC5IKIIX 6e306pa3IIM II OCBOIIT TeXHOJIOrlIIO rrOJIyqeHlI5I rrpodnrra C KarrYCTbI. Kpaco-nrsre IICTOPIIII 1I3 )K1I3HII JIIITepaTypHbIX repoes see 60JIbIIIe II 60JIbIIIe paazorraJIll c06CTBeHHlIqeCKlIM IIHCTIIHKT, MaTeplIHCKYIO 3a60TY II MeqTbI 0 TIIXOM )KeHCKOM cnacrse. B,ll;bIXa51 apoxrar «Tleraca», Tart-ana na MrHOBeHlIe YJIeTaJIa B 6Y,ll;yru;ee, IICrrOpqeHHa51 B ztercrse xpyru;eBCKIIMII 06eru;aH1I5IMII KOMMYHII3Ma, KOTOPbIM aanaansman Y)Ke na rr5lTb JIeT.

,ZJ,aJIee 51 ,ll;eJIIIKaTHO HaMeKaJI na )Ka,ll;HOCTb II 3rOlI3M O,ll;HOrO MY)KIIKa, KOTOPbIM 3JIoyrroTpe6JI5IeT CJIa60CT5IMII ee MaMYJIII II BpeM5I OT BpeMeHII ye,ll;IIH5IeTC5I B CBoeM xsapmpe, qTO MO)KeT rrOMeIIIaTb OKOHqaTeJIbHOMY CJIlI5IHlIIO ,ll;YIII. He rropa npexpaTIITb 3TlI ,ll;BycMbICJIeHHocTII? Hy pa3YMeeTC5I, B )KeHCKIIX IIHrepecax II He 6e3 60Hyca? O,ll;HaKO cocenxa nponorracana rrozroapesars II O,ll;HOBpeMeHHo npeanpan, MeH5I KaK cyfn.etcra 1I3 MlIpa, rne rrJIaT5IT sa 60JITOBHIO, a He sa BbIMep3aHlIe 3lIMOM C MOPKOBKOM-KapTOIIIKOM sa rrplIJIaBKOM C BecaMII. IIplIIIIJIOCb nanasrrn, na 60JIeBbIe TOqKII, TO 6lIIIIb HarrOMHIITb 06 Y5I3BII-

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MOCTII BIITbKII KaK ,ll;Ba)K,ll;bI panee OCY)K,ll;eHHOrO. B CaMOM neJIe, saresrn, C rrb5lHeHbKIIM BIITbKOM npaxy, rrO,ll;CTaBIITbC5I nozt ero XJIIIrrKIIM KYJIaK II npncoaosymm, cnpasxy 0 «TeJIeCHOM rrOBpe)K,ll;eHIIII» C 3a5lBJIeHIIeM B MIIJIIIl(IIII - nporne npocroro. COBeTCKoe npaaocyrme 3aru;IITIIT -recrs II ,ll;OCTOIIHCTBO MOJIOnoro y-renoro C MJIa,ll;eHl(eM II )KeHOM na PYKax, onpenenrrr BIITbKe MeCTO)KIITeJIbCTBO na 6JIII)KaMIIIlIe TpII rona, JIIIIIIIIB ero npormcrca.

Tart-ana Tpe3BO Ol(eHIIJIa Bep05lTHOCTb rrozrcraasr, CQ:>0PMYJIIIpOBaJIa Q:>IIHaHCOBbIe YCJIOBII5I II cztenxa COCT05lJIaCb. IIoToM C TaTb5lHOM 51 BII,ll;eJIC5I CJIyqaMHO rrapy Pa3, OHa, pa3YMeeTC5I, MaMIIHoro xaxana nnxyna He rrYCTIIJIa, a nepenncana MeTpbI na ce651 II sannanena sceii KBapTIIpoM. Mo.nonen. A -rero nofipy rrponanars? Tlpasna, 51 3a6bIJI cnpocrrrs y nee rrpo BIITbKY II ero rpyfiy, na KOTOPOM OH IIrpaJI no nepsoii TlOPbMbI.

51: oTrrpaBIIJI )KeHY C ,ll;OqKOM K rerne B 3aKaMcK, a caM 3aH5IJIC5I peMOHTOM «y6IITOM» O,ll;HOKOMHaTHOM KBapTIIpbI na rroCJIe,ll;HeM 3Ta)Ke «xpyrnesxa», He IIMe51 HIIKaKIIX MOJIOTOqHO- 060MHbIX HaBbIKOB. BpeMeHII 6bIJIO 3aBaJIIICb: erne ,ll;JIIIJIaCb 3aOqHa51 acnnparrrypa, Y BbI, Mllp TaK II He Y3HaJI 0 «TIIrrOJIOrIIII rJIarOJIbHbIX KOMrr03IITOB» ...

«IIpIIMa» BrrepeMeIIIKY C rrpIIBKycOM MaCJI5IHOM KpaCKII, paCTBOpIITeJI5I II anerona; COqJIeHeHIIe rrOTOJIKa co CTeHOM npn 3aCbIIIaHIIII, 60pMOTaHIIe BCJIYX «BOT erne II TaM He 3a6bITb normaaars» ... 51: BKaJIbIBaJI TaK, 6Y,ll;TO C06IIpaJIC5I )KIITb sneer, no BTOPOM rreHCIIII. Hepes TpII MeC5Il(a XOJIOCT5Il(Ka51 Q:>aTepa npesparanacs B cnexcee cexreiinoe rHe3,ll;bIIIIKO, a B H05l6pe, rrOCJIe nocnenneii YHIIBepCIITeTCKOM ,ll;eMOHCTpal(IIII, 51 npnaea )KeHY, II caM 06aJI,ll;eJI OT lI3YMJIeHII5I. Bee 6JIIICTaJIO II 6JIeCTeJIO, BKJIlOqa51 ,ll;eQ:>IIl(IITHbIM rOJIy60M YHIITa3. O,ll;HaKO rne-ro nnepezm Ma5lqIIJIa HOBa51 KOMMYHaJIKa II HOBbIe COCe,ll;II.

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Hepes no.nrozra M051 AnJIa CTaJIa qeMrrIIOHOM KBapTIIpbI rro rrOJI3aHIIIO. Korzra 51 rrpIIXO,ll;IIJI C pa60TbI, OHa Y)Ke pa,ll;OCTHO rrYCKaJIa rrY3bIpII B KpOIIIeqHOM KOPII,ll;OpqIIKe. )KeHa CMe5lJIaCb npn yrroMIIHaHIIII HeKoiI «60JIbIIIOiI KOMHaTbI», rrOCKOJIbKY nozt «MaJIeHbKoiI» noztpasyxresanacs rr5lTIIMeTpOBa51 KYXH5I, B KOTOpoiI 51 CII,ll;eJI na CTIIpaJIbHOiI MaIIIIIHe «3BpIIKa» (peKJIaMHa51 naysa: OHa rrpopafiorana erne zrsazman, JIeT, nocxreprnaa CJIaBa cosercxoii rrpOMbIIIIJIeHHOCTII!). Mecra xaracrpodnmeCKII He XBaTaJIO, KpbIIIIa nanana rro BeCHe nporexars, TeJIeQ:>OH He npezrsnnenca. IIocJIe «6aJIKOHHOro rrJIeHeHII5I» 51 CKa3aJI ce- 6e, nozrpaxcaa rOBOPYXIIHY, «TaK )KIITb HeJIb351!» II npncrynnn K rrOIICKaM paCIIIIIpeHII5I Lebensraum.

KaK-TO B Q:>eBpaJIe BbIIIIeJI na 6aJIKOH, qT06bI pa3BeCIITb rrOJI3YHKII (He CBOII) II noxa, nonrrpsrrnaaa na serpy, orrYCTOIIIaJI Ta3IIK, AnJIa, no aroro Ha6JIIO,ll;aBIIIa51 sa l(IIPKOM II3 KOMHaTbI, CMaXHYJIa ,ll;BepHYIO mexortzry BHII3. Ha CJIe3HbIe npocs- 6bI II3-3a CTeKJIa OHa pearnpoaana XIITpbIMII pO)KIIl(aMII. Mop03 xperrran, 51 6bIJI B 6e3PYKaBKe II B ztanexo He BaTHbIX IIITanax. B03Bparu;eHII5I )KeHbI B 6JIII)KaiIIIIIIe TpII -raca He O)KII,ll;aJIOCb. Cnacna Q:>opTOqKa, KOTOpyIO ztepacann OTKPbITOiI, II60 BCTpoeHHbIe 6aTapeII KOqerapIIJIII 6Y,ll;b 3,ll;OPOB. Korzra-ro 51 3aHIIMaJIC5I caM60, 60KCOM, rpefineii na KaH03, HO He axpofiaTIIKOiI. TaK II OCTaJIC5I nozoxapsra, 6JIaro,ll;ap51 qeMY JIerKO HbIPHYJI «PbI6KOiI» -repes Q:>0PTOqKY B KOMHaTY. AnJIa npnaerCTBOBaJIa rrIIpY3T HOBOiI uopuneii rYKaHb51 II HeYMeJIbIMII arrJIO,ll;IICMeHTaMII. «Bee, rropa KY,ll;a-HII6Y,ll;b nepeexars - CKa3aJI 51 caM ce6e, OC03HaBa51 OTCYTCTBIIe JIOrIIKII II ztener.

Hepes rrapy ,ll;HeiI )KeHa OTbICKaJIa na Q:>oHapHoM cToJI6e 06b5lBJIeHIIe, aBTOp xoroporo rOTOB 6bIJI ornars l(eJIbIX 39 )KII-

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JIbIX MeTpOB sa )KaJIKYIO OT,ll;eJIbHYIO xsaprnpxy B 30 06ru;IIX MeTpoB. K TOMY )Ke B ofiemannsrx xopoxrax 6bIJI TeJIeQ:>oH II scero O,ll;IIH MIIHYC - COCe,ll;II B KOJIIIqeCTBe 'rpex qeJIOBeK. MoTOBIIJIIIXa MeH5I, ee CbIHa (51 PO,ll;IIJIC5I B «rpanescxon» ponnone II )KIIJI npasro nozt TeJIeBbIIIIKOM) He csrymana. )KecTbI Y BIICKa «,ll;06POBOJIbHO B KOMMYHaJIKY?», rrpO,ll;eMOHCTPIIpOBaHHbIe pO,ll;CTBeHHIIKaMII II 3HaKOMbIMII, na peIIIeHIIe He rrOBJIII5IJIII.

KBapTIIpa 3,ll;OpOBeHHa5l, 120 MeTpoB. C apxepov. BaHHa51 C Tpy6aMII nozt rrOTOJIKOM II )KaJIKIIMII OCTaTKaMII 3MaJIII BCJIe,ll;CTBIIe ,ll;JIIITeJIbHOrO 3aMaqIIBaHII5I KPOJIIIqbIIX IIIKypOK. BCrrOMHIIJIaCb KapTIIHa, na KOTOPOM B TaKoM )Ke BaHHe, B KpOBII, JIe)KIIT Pofiecnsep, 3aKOJIOTbIM HeKoM ztenaneii. BOT rro- 3TOMY HIIKOr,ll;a 51 B 3TOM BaHHe He rrpIIHIIMaJI BaHHY. B KYXHe nan rrJIIITOM 3,ll;OpOBeHHa51 zrsrpa, ,ll;bIMOXO,ll; ,ll;JI5I ne-nca. ,lI,a-c, erne aarazro-msni IIIKaQ:>. Hepes TaKIIe YXO,ll;51T B rrOTYCTOPOHHIIM MIIP, CTaHl(II5I TeJIerrOpTal(IIII, HO cxopee BO BCeJIeHHOM «Kau-zua-nsa», qeM B KaKOM-HII6Y,ll;b II3 MIIpOB CTpyral(KIIX.

Pe3Ba51 6a6yJIbKa nozt CeMb,ll;eC5IT, rrOJIy-06MOPOqHbIM CbIH C 3aCTbIBIIIIIM B3rJI5I,ll;OM HapKOMaHa II «ztezt-a-ofiezt-cro-ner», KOTOPbIM nepennnraerca rro KBapTIIpe na peaKTIIBHOM T5Ire rrorJIoru;eHHOM nnnm C 60JIbIIIIIM cozrepacanne us-o-nsa. TlpenCTaBIIJIC5I, HO 51 He rrOBepIIJI. IIoKa3aJI nacnopr, Q:>aMIIJIII5I - n3,ll;YHKOB (!). B MOJIO,ll;OCTII pa60TaJI KY3Hel(OM, «nofipste» neTIl rrepeCeJIIIJIII II3 coficrsennoro ,ll;OMa B KOMMYHaJIKY. 0 speMeHa, 0 npasu!

RaIII orpOMHbIM 3eJIeHO-IICJIaMCKIIM KOBep Ka3aJIC5I B 60JIbIIIOM KOMHaTe MaJIeHbKIIM JIOCKYTKOM. IIOJIbI KOCbIe, sa OKHOM rpeMIIT TpaMBaM TaK, qTO BCe Tp5lCeTC5I. ReT rrOJIOBIIHbI CTeKOJI B OKHax. CTaJI CTeKOJIbru;IIKOM. CJIOMaJI IIITYK nsrrs, HO, CTpaHHO, He rrOpe3aJIC5I. IIoKa BeIIIaJI rapznmy, rrapy pas rpOXHYJIC5I C ,ll;ByX Ta6ypeTOK. LITO )K, B ztercrse Gpar nepesepnyn MOIO

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JIIOJIbKY, TeM CaMbIM orrpenenna MOM rrOCJIe,ll;YIOru;IIM IIHTeJIJIeKTyaJIbHbIM nepexoc: «rOJIOBa 60JIeTb He MO)KeT, 3TO )Ke KOCTb!». 3aTO TeJIe<pOH COPOKOBbIX ronos, qepHbIM, KpyrJIbIM, ,ll;pe6e3)Karu;IIM. HaBepHO, rro TaKOMY OTBeqaJIII C Y)KaCOM na 3BOHKlI 1I3 HKB,ZJ,.

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Ha ,ll;IIpeKTOpOB TpIOKII He rrO,ll;eMCTBOBaJIII 6bI, HO pa60THIIl(bI 6yxraJITepIIII JIerKO BeJIIICb, snpyr Oru;yTIIB, KaKOM onacnoCTII OHII nozrseprarmcs no CIIX rrop. ,ZJ,aJIee nacrynan IIHTIIMHbIM nepnozt nperrsasneana pal(IIOHaJIbHbIX aprYMeHTOB <pIIryparrraxr C npaaosr nozmnca. Penxo 06XO,ll;IIJIOCb 6e3 OTKaTOB B BII,ll;e aBaHCOBbIX BbIIIJIaT. Tlponaean, rro TpII IIITyKII 6ecCMbICJIeHHO, a rrapTII5I B zrsazman, «CTeKOJI» rrpIIHOCIIJIa omyTIIMbIM 6apbIIII. CaMII CqIITaMTe! IIoKyrraJIII B cpezmexr sa BOceMb, a nponasann aac sa zrsazman, rr5lTb! Hroro, ,ll;eB5IHOCTO npoueirroa 51 nponan IIMeHHO rro TeJIe<p0HY.

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B ,ll;eB5IHOCTOM B IIepMII rr05lBlIJIlICb rrOCJIe,ll;OBaTeJIII POHa Xaooapna na npaxro B MoeM ,ll;OMe, na nepson 3Ta)Ke. ,ZJ,eMcTBOBaJIII OHII nanopncro, 3aTar.u;IIJIII B ceKTY rOpO,ll;CKIIX II 06JIaCTHbIX HaqaJIbHIIKOB nozt npennorou BHe,ll;peH1I5I HOBOM II, KOHeqHO, caMOM uepenouoii TeXHOJIOrlI1I yrrpasnenna. IlocneztCTBlI5I cero rrpOCBer.u;eH1I5I OKa3aJIIICb BeqHbIMII, rrOCKOJIbKY no CIIX rrop BpeM5I OT BpeMeHII 1I3 YCT BJIaCTeM HeqTO nonofinoe BbIJIeTaeT, rrOqTII KaK l(IITaTbI 1I3 COqlIHeHIIM rrOCJIe,ll;OBaTeJI5I Arnrcrepa KpOyJIII, caTaHIICTa.

51: scerzta 6bIJI CKJIOHeH K axcnepavetrraa nan C060M. PeIIIIIJI 3arrlICaTbC5I na xypcsr, 6JIaro CTO COpOK ,ll;OJIJIapOB - CYMMa HeKp1ITlIqHa5l. Kynnn KHII)KKY II «Tr.u;aTeJIbHO ee npourryzmposan» (KaK JII06lIJIa roBOPIITb raJI5I IIIaMoBa). BbI5IBIIJI Heaztexsarnocra, 6YKBaJIII3MbI, HeTOqHOCTII nepesona, COCTaBIIJI TOJIKOBbIM CJIOBapb. 3aqeM? Hy qT06bI JIOrlIqHO 6bIJIO! 3TO )K crpacrs K TlIrrOJIOr1I3al(1I1I II KJIaCCII<pIIKal(lIlI, nnxopnopapoBaHHa51 B MOll M03rlI AA na nepsoii xypce.

TpeHIIHr COCT05lJI 1I3 ,ll;ByX -racreii. Cnasana 51 pa60TaJI KaK cyfit.etcr, rrOTOM KaK 06beKT (IIJIII Ha060pOT). na30BbIM rrOCbIJI B TOM, qTO sa cner 6eCKOHeqHOrO nepecxasa TpaBMlIpYIOr.u;IIX BocrrOMIIHaHIIM qeJIOBeK OT HIIX 1I36aBJI5IeTC5I, HO ,ll;JI5I 3Toro

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Hy/KeH rrpOBO,ll;HIIK, KOTOPbIM BBO,ll;IIT ero B TpaHC, Ha3bIBaeMbIM B ,ll;IIaHeTIIKe aHrJIlIMCKIIM CJIOBOM «pesepa». 3TO rpesry-ras CMeCb HeMpOJIIIHrBIICTIIqeCKOrO rrporpaMMIIpOBaHII5I (HO na narnazman, JIeT pansme C03,ll;aHHa5l), 330TepIIqeCKIIX yqeHIIM II 6e3YMHbIX nneex caxroro Xaooapaa.

BBeCTII qeJIOBeKa B TpaHC - ,ll;JI5I MeH5I He rrpofinexra C ztercrsa, II60 npocroe nepecxaroraanne C TeMbI na TeMY naer na,ll;e)KHbIM pe3YJIbTaT, a IIIII30<ppeHIIqeCKa51 paazraoenaocrs - rrpII3HaK rnofioro pa3rOBOpQIIBOrO yMHIIKa.

51: 'ryrro rrOBTOp5lIO nonpourarme 0 HerrpII5ITHbIX cIITyal(II5IX, CJIbIIIIY O,ll;HO II TO )Ke (OT )KeHIl(IIH 0 HeCQaCTHOM JII06BII, OT MY)KIIKOB - 0 HeY,ll;aBIIIeMC5I cexce), npoury rrorpY3IITbC5I B KOHTeKCT (3TO rro-HaYQHOMY, 51 nonpome BbIpa)KaJIC5I) II nonP06HO onncan, OIl(YIl(eHII5I. Hazro CKa3aTb, Mep3KIIe II 3apa3IITeJIbHbIe OIl(YIl(eHII5I.

ECJIII He 3aH5ITb «TpeTbIO rr03IIl(IIIO», T.e. BocrrpIIHIIMaTb IICTOPIIIO He KaK C06eCe,ll;HIIK, a KaK «rrO,ll;CJIYIIIIIBaTeJIb», TO peXHYTbC5I MO)KHO, QTO rrpOIICXO,ll;IIJIO cIITyaTIIBHO. HaCJIYIIIaJIC5I 51 II3p5l,ll;HO -repr 3HaeT KaKIIX BocrrOMIIHaHIIM. LIyBCTByIO, QTO «o6beKTY» see xyxce II xyxce, a rrOMOQb He B CIIJIaX, II60 He IIMeIO rro MeTO,ll;IIKe npasa, IIYCTb IIX KJI5IMKIIH-.lliJ.MKIIH ocBo6o)K,ll;aeT OT MeMOpIIaJIbHbIX TOKCIIHOB!

Ha BTOPOM arane, paccynns, QTO nazro ,ll;eMCTBOBaTb rro IIpaBIIJIaM (B rrpoTIIBHOM cJIYQae CepTII<pIIKaTa He nnnars, a 3TO 6aKCbI), 51 ,ll;06pOCOBeCTHO II3MbIIIIJI5IJI TeJIeCHbIe MeMyapII- 3al(IIII B yrpofie MaTepII. A MO)KeT, II B caMOM nene TaK 6bIJIO? To ecrs 51 nepesonnornanca B 6epeMeHHYIO MHOM MaMYJIIO? ,ZJ,o CIIX rrop He 3HaIO ...

IIoQYBcTBoBaB KOBapcTBo ,ll;IIaHeTIIKII, 51 rroKIIHYJI rpyrrrry, TaK II He rrOJIYQIIB caMbIM rJIaBHbIM CepTII<pIIKaT. Ho -repes rrapy nenens rrpIIIIIJIO rrIICbMO II3 CIIIA, B KOTOPOM MHe npeztna-

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raJIOCb KaK «IICTIIHHOMY IIOCJIe,ll;OBaTemO II BepHOMY yqeHIIKY» OTIIpaBlITbC5I B MOCKBY ,ll;JI5I rrpO,ll;OJI)KeHII5I znraaeraaecxoii xapsepsr. IIoKa MOM sanpoc 0 <pIIHaHCOBbIX YCJIOBlI5IX C,ll;eJIKII men no MOCKBbI, B Tlepxn, npnexann «IICTIIHHbIe anerrrsr», IIJIII TaK naauaaensre «KJIIIPbI» (OT aHrJIIIMCKOro «clear»). CorJIaCHO 61I6JIlIlI Xaooapna, KJIIIPbI OqlICTIIJIIICb no naroro KOJIeHa. Ho rrOqeMY-TO 6e360)KHO (60r - Xaooapn) KyplIJIII II, CY,ll;51 rro JIIIKaM, He npo-n, 6bIJIlI II BMa3aTb na XaJI5IBy. IIocnernme lI,ll;eaJIIICTlIqeCKlIe ynoaaana na TO, qTO ecrs B Mllpe «6eCTperreTHO-qIICTbIe JIIO,ll;II» (KpOMe MaTeplI Tepessr) pyxnyJIll, a BMeCTe C HIIMII II mancsr rrp06lITbC5I na neoeca nocpeziCTBOM nenpepsrsnoro O,ll;IITIIHra (auditing) II aBTOO,ll;IITIIHra ( Y)Ke Moe 1I306peTeHlIe, rronpouryl). OCTaBaJIC5I inane rrorracrs B IIlTaTbI B XaJI5IBy.

YBbI, 3HaKOMbIM rrCIIXOJIOr HBaHOB OTCOBeTOBaJI MHe y-raCTBOBaTb B «rrpIIKJIIOqeHII5IX ztyxa», rr05lCHIIB, qTO B 3aKpbITOM rrOMeIIIeHlI1I MeH5I 6e3 rpyna 3a30M6IIPYIOT. Bupo-re«, 51 II caM He HaMepeBaJIC5I nepesornm, sa «rrIITaTeJIbHbIM 6YJIbOH» WIIsotppernorectore 'rpyztsr Xaofiapna. A TyT nparnamenne 1I3 CaH-<I>paHl(IICKO, C HeB006pa3IIMbIMII JIbrOTaMII II rrplIBIIJIerlI5IMlI na CJIe,ll;YIOIIIeM crynenn rrep<peKTIIBHoCTII, scero sa .rpacra ,ll;OJIJIapoB. ,ZJ,a, POJIIIKII C KapTIIHKaMII «CII,ll;51T ztpyr nanporna npyra» 51 rroCMOTpeJI, HO CJIe3HYIO 3a5lBKY He nanncan, onacaacs sa CBOIO 6eCCMepTHYIO ,ll;ywy ...

Ezry 51 JIeTOM ,ll;eB5IHOCTO nepsoro rona B 'rpaxtaae II, KaK ncerna, ,ll;YMaIO 0 qeM-TO 0 CBoeM (cne II ecrs IICTIIHHa51 npn-nma Moero aHTlIaBTOM06IIJIII3Ma: nonynars CTpawHO, -rero 6bI 51 HaTBOpIIJI, BOCrrOJIb30BaBWIICb KyrrJIeHHbIMII npaaaxml). 06paIIIaeTC5I KO MHe zreayunca JIeT zmazmarn rr5lTII, BepIO JIll 51 B

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nora. OTBeqaIO, qTO npnsnaro Ero cymecraoaaane, HO B uepKOBb XO)KY xpaiine HeperYJI5IpHO, MO)KHO CKa3aTb, COBceM He, XOT5I II xpemen B MJIa,ll;eHqeCTBe, B nexaope, C PIICKOM ,ll;JI5I c06CTBeHHOM )K1I3HII II ,ll;JI5I xapsepsr rrarrbI-KOMMYHIICTa.

OHa: «A He XOTIITe JIll nofisrsart, B HaIIIeM 06r.u;IIHe? IIocsrorpers, qTO II KaK?» - «Or-rero ace HeT, a xyna?». ,ZJ,aJIa MHe EBaHreJIlIe, TaM anpec sanncaa.

IIPIIXO)KY, napon c06lIpaeTC5I, CKPOMHO oztersre, C 6JIaroqeCTIIBbIMII JIIIl(aMII. C06paHlIe B KJIy6e. KaK rrOJIO)KeHO, nponosezrs, «CBII,ll;eTeJIbCTBa», HO Y,ll;IIBIIJIO He 3TO. B KOHl(e BbIIIIJIII na Cl(eHY zrsa napns II ,ll;eBYIIIKa II sarrenn rreCHIO na MeJIO,ll;IIIO «3a KOJIOHHOM 51 TaK II rrpOCT05lJI», HO 0 rOpeCT5IX II pa,ll;OCT5IX, 0 )K1I3HII B Bore. 51: erne He 3aHlIMaJIC5I 330TepIIKOM, nII6JIIIIO, eCJIII II qlITaJI, HO ypbIBKaMII (,ll;OCTaJIaCb OT nena, KOTOPbIM )KIIJI B rJIYXOM ztepesne, Pa3BO,ll;IIJI KPOJIIIKOB II yqlIJI JIaTIIHCKIIM 513bIK, T.e. rrparMaTIIKOM B HbIHeIIIHeM rrOHIIMaHlI1I He 6bIJI). «3,ll;paBCTBYMTe, ztasaiire rr03HaKOMIIMC5I. MeH5I 30BYT BaJIeplIM» - 3TO rrpe,ll;CTaBIIJIC5I MHe MOJIO,ll;OM MY)KqIIHa, B KOCTIOMe II C raJICTYKOM 6aKCOB sa znsarniars.

Y 3HaB, qTO rOBOpIO rrO-aHrJIIIMCKII, BaJIeplIM rrpe,ll;JIO)KIIJI MHe nepesornm, nporecrarrrcxoro MIICCIIOHepa, KOTOPbIM -repes rrapy nenens npneaacan B Tlepsn; 51: Pa3MbIIIIAAJI nsm, ,ll;HeM (qTO o-rem, MHoro!), no-nrran Ilncaane C rrapaJIJIeJIbHbIM PYCCKO-aHrJIIIMCKIIM TeKCTOM II, ynosaa na MIIJIOCTb nO)KIIIO, nan COrJIaClIe.

IIplIJIeTeJIII B Illepeaerseao, B aaponopry nponosezmax II3p 3BeHceH xynnn HaM rro 6aHKe «<I>aHTbI», B IIepMII IIITyKII erne HeBe,ll;OMoM. CaM nopseacen, HO )KIIJI B Illneuna. 06r.u;IIHa OTrrpaBIIJIa ero B POCCIIIO, 6JIaro qTO 6lIJIeT 1I3 MOCKBbI no Hac 'rorzta CTOIIJI O,ll;IIH ,ll;OJIJIap. rOBOplIJI BrrOJIHe Pa360pqIIBO, HO B nepnsrii zrens 51 rrOMa5lJIC5I II He CTOJIbKO 1I3-3a HOpBe)KCKO-

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IIIBe,ll;CKOrO npononca, a rrOTOMY qTO cofipanne rrpOXO,ll;IIJIO B 1I36e MeTpOB zrsazman, rr5lTb nnomansio. BepYIOll(IIX Ha6lIJIOCb MHoro rrJIIOC «arnocrpepa sceofintero JIIIKOBaHII5I». liM-TO XOpOIIIO, OHII B .rpance, a MHe nepesornrrs. TYT erne rJIOCCaJIaJIlI1I HaqaJIIICb - cneundnotectore KOJIJIeKTIIBHbIe 60pMOTaHII5I. TeopeTlIqeCKII 51 6bIJI rOTOB, HO na nparcrnxe CKOJIb3IIJI rro KpaIO 6eCC03HaHII5I ... Hy:>I<HO He CTOJIbKO nepesoznrrs, CKOJIbKO 6bICTpO HaXO,ll;IITb PYCCKlIe aHaJIOrlI 1I3 EII6JIIIII, a aroro B .rpance He cztenars, eCJIII Ha3y6oK He BbIyqlIJI.

Omyman ce651, KaK CKaJIa cpezm OKeaHlIqeCKIIX BOJIH: CO scex CTOPOH HaKaTbIBaeT, a TbI KperrlIIIIbC5I, He CJIlIBaeIIIbC5I BOe,ll;IIHO II nepesornnm..

3a rrapy nenens rrpIIHOpOBIIJIC5I, II rrOCJIe,ll;H5I5I cJIY)K6a B ,l.O{ «TeJIe<poHKII», xorzta B 3aJIe 400 qeJIOBeK, MHe canosry nonpaBIIJIaCb. Tlepesre rr5lTb MIIHyT CMOTpeJI na II3pa, rrOTOM qTO-TO OTKPbIJIOCb csepxy, II CJIOBa HaqaJIII BbIJIeTaTb caM II rro ce6e BMeCTe C rpmracaxra II )KeCTaMII na erne C YCKopeHlIeM II 3a- 6JIarOBpeMeHHo. Pe3KO 1I3MeHlIJIC5I TeM6p ro.noca. KaK CKa3aJI IIIypa, 51 3ByqaJI II CMOTpeJIC5I O,ll;IIH B O,ll;IIH C TeJIeBlI3lIOHHbIMlI rrpOrrOBe,ll;HIIKaMII. IIocJIe nposezm, Y)Ke II HerrOH5ITHO qbeM, nozrxororr rrpIIXO)KaHe, crrpaIIIIIBaIOT, sepyro JIll 51, a 51 OTBeqaIO, MOJI, Eor He nan noxa rrOJIHOIO pynero. OHII rrOpa)KaIOTC5I, na KaK )Ke BbI TaK rrpaBIIJIbHO II npasermo. ,ZJ,aJIee IICl(eJIeHII5I, snaztenne B rJIy60KlIM TpaHC caxroro nponosezmnxa, aarosopnsutero rrO-HOpBe)KCKII, II MOll IIHTeprrpeTal(1I1I C IICrrOJIb30BaHIIeM MIIHIIMaJIbHbIX 3HaHlIM qeJIOBeqeCKOM <p1I3IIOJIOrlIlI B anrJIIIMCKOM napnarrre.

Hepes nonrozta npnexan ,ll;51,ll;eHbKa 1I3 BeJIIIK06pIITaHIIII, C qlICTeMIIIIIM 6plITaHCKlIM rrpOlI3HOIIIeHlIeM (KaK B cneunansHOM «eBpeMCKOM» IIIKOJIe yqlIJIII) II cneunansnsm nocofiaexr ,ll;JI5I rrpOrrOBe,ll;HIIKOB. 51: Y)Ke 3HaJI, -rero OT MeH5I (a OT xoro )Ke

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IIoexaJIII MbI ne-repon K «CTpaIIIHO perrpeCCIIpOBaHHbIM» MeCTHbIM espeav, C nonapxov B BII,ll;e ropoxosoro nansro a JI5I Tlerporpan-If ron OT ,ll;OCTOrraM5ITHOrO npaaoaamrrrnoro Q:>OHna. ,ZJ,eJIO 6bIJIO rrOCJIe 21.00, 3BOHIO B zrseps, neysepermo 06b- 51CH5IIO, qTO, MOJI, co CB5Ir.u;eHHOCJIY)KIITeJIeM. OTKpbIBaeT MIIpa A6paMoBHa JIeT rr5lTII,ll;eC5ITII. 51: C6IIBqIIBO no-pyccxn 06b5lCH5IIO, qTO rrpIIBe3JIII eM nozrapo-rex II qT06bI OHa ero rrpIIH5IJIa co sceii cepbe3HOCTbIO, 6e3 rpIIMaCbI II cxrexa. IIoH5IJIa. TaK II rrpIIH5IJIa KaK nap 60)KIIM. Ilacrop -rero-ro JIOrrOTaJI no-csoexry, a MbI 6eCe,ll;OBaJIII 0 CBoeM, 0 «,ll;eBIIqbeM».

MIIpa A6paMoBHa (IIJIII P03a MOIIceeBHa - KTO yrroMHIIT?) MeH5I cnpamnsaer, MOJI, HIIKOJIaM <PIIJIIIrrrrOBIIq, no-resry 51 sac HIIKOr,ll;a He BII,ll;eJIa B HaIIIeM cnaarore. II 51 TaK crrOHTaHHO, HIIqTO)Ke CYMH5IIIIeC5I, OTBeqaIO C 6JIaro06pa3HbIM JIIIKOM: «A MbI C Capoii 5I:KOBJIeBHOM B ztpyrne ,ll;HII Herone rrOKJIOH5IeMC5I». TyT OHa rrpOCBeTJIeJIa II rrpIIrJIaCIIJIa na qaM 3arJI5IHYTb, MOJI, pO,ll;CTBeHHbIe ,ll;yIIIII, IIHTeJIJIIIreHTHbIe JIIO,ll;II, O,ll;IIH xpyr. TaK 51 OKOHqaTeJIbHO II 6ecrrOBopOTHO CTaJI ,ll;JI5I zrpyrnx espees corrJIeMeHHIIKOM, TaK CKa3aTb, BCJIe,ll;CTBIIe ,ll;YXOBHOM II,ll;eHTIIQ:>IIKal(IIII.

KCTaTII, cocezt rro nnomazrse, xorzta 51 yqIIJIC5I B qeTBepTOM KJIaCCe, Ha3bIBaJI MeH5I «KOJI5I - MaJIeHbKIIM JIeHIIH». TaKII He 3p51 y TeTKII BJIa,ll;IIMIIpa IIJIbIIqa Q:>aMIIJIII5I nJIaHK. KapTaBOCTb y MeH5I C ztercrsa, a HOC KaTaCTpOQ:>IIqeCKII npespamaerca B IIIH06eJIb II C YCKopeHIIe B rrOCJIe,ll;HIIe ronsr. HIIKaKOM OC060M rrOJIb3bI 51 II3 aroro CIIMIIJI5IPIITII He II3BJIeK rro CKPOMHOCTII.

nY,ll;yqII PYCCKIIM rraTpIIOTOM II Ha3bIBaeMbIM CTapIIIeM no-repsro «rHYCHbIM Hal(IIOHaJIIICTOM», 51 npexpacno C eBpe5lMII 06r.u;aIOCb II C rrO,ll;BOXaMII He CTaJIKIIBaJIC5I. A qTO Casaorp B

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B KOHl(e ,ll;eB5IHOCTO Ce,ll;bMOrO rona rrOCJIe KaMrraH1I1I B 3aKOHO,ll;aTeJIbHOe cofipanne, rne 51 pa60TaJI na rr5lTb KaH,ll;II,ll;aTOB B pa3HbIX oxpyrax (B Eepesuuxax na IO.JI., B ITepMII na rrpo- 1I3BO,ll;IITeJI5I MOTOrrlIJI «,ZJ,pY)K6a», II )KeHY ,ll;eMOKpaTa 3.: see rrJIaTIIJIII rpoum, a BpeM5I «cenoxoca» ynycxars HeJIb351!), 51, HaKOHel(. 3a,ll;YMaJI yexaTb B ~OCKBy, rrOCKOJIbKY O,ll;ypeJI OT nepxrcxoii CKyKII, OTCTaJIOCTII II 6ecrrepcrreKTIIBHoCTII. ,ZJ,a B ceMeMHOM )K1I3HII nacrynnn cronepnsrii KpII3IIC. B ofinteu, na JIOBJIIO CqaCTb51 II qIIHOB, B ~OCKBy pa3rOH5ITb TOCKY!

51: rrpeBbICIIJI B03pacTHoM JIIIMIIT MIIHIIMyM na rr5lTlIJIeTKY II HY)KHO 6bIJIO nperrsasrrrs pa60TO,ll;aTeJI5IM BeCOMbIe noxasaTeJIbCTBa MoeM He3aMeHIIMOCTII. 063BOHlIJI KJIlIeHTOB, nanncaJI OT IIX IIMeHII peKOMeH,ll;al(1I1I II rrOJIyqlIJI nozmnca C nesaT5IMII. Ha BC5IKIIM CJIyqaM C KOrrlI5IMlI na aHrJIIIMCKOM. Co6paJI B KyqKY 6eccMepTHbIe onycsr, rrpnfiaann pediepencsr 1I3 IIlTaTOB II ynaxosan B nanxy na 60 Q:>aMJIOB. B o6r.u;eM, K cepernme anpena ,ll;eB5IHOCTO aocsxroro rona nocse na rpaacnanana ITonovapesa rOTOBO, ztener XBaTIIT na KBapTaJI, cexn,e OCTaBJIeH pesepsnsrii Q:>OH,ll;. Exars, HO xyna? Tlepenucan 1I3 «CoBeTHIIxa» azipeca II TeJIeQ:>oHbI PR-KoMrraHIIM. B KOHl(e KOHl(OB, He rrOJIyqlITC5I - nepnycs II rrpO,ll;OJI)KY csoe )KaJIKOe cymecrsosanne.

Iloexan na TBepCKYIO, OTKPbIJI cner B ctiepfiamce II aapernCTplIpOBaJI HOBbIM HOMep neiizracepa. Hy II, eCTeCTBeHHO, rrOJI-

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Ha KYPCKOM BOK3aJIe )KeHIl(IIHa JIeT 'rpazntara II51TII npenJIO)KIIJIa KOMHaTY B ,lI,3ep)KIIHCKOM. MapIIIpYTKa, nanexo, HO ,ll;JI5I nanana COM,ll;eT. IIepeKaHTYIOcb.

IIepBbIM ,ll;eJIOM 51 3a5lBlIJIC5I B «IIMII,ll;)KJI3H,ll;». OKa3aJIOCb, qTO HaqaJIbHIIK IIH<popMal(IIOHHOro ornena 3aKOHqlIJI IICAA, KIiTaIICT, TaK CKa3aTb, 6JIII3KOp0,ll;CTBeHHa51 ,ll;YIIIa. 06eIl(aJI rroronoprrn, C PYKOBO,ll;CTBOM II rr03BOHlITb na rreM,ll;)Kep (<<CKIIHYTb 3C-3M-3CKY»). 3a 'rpn nenena 51 060IIIeJI ,ll;eC5ITOK xosmaHIIM, MOM Harrop II oparnnansnsrii MapKeTIIHrOBbIM xozt (<<BOT no-nrrairre Moe rroprrpomro B IIIeCTb,ll;eC5IT CTpaHIIl(») nponaBeJIIi nne-rarnenne, HO nn-rero KpOMe YKJIOHqlIBbIX OTBeTOB, MOJI, KaK TOJIbKO, TaK Cpa3Y. 51: He OTqaIIBaJIC5I, nepeexan B MIiTIiHO.

HaKOHel(, BbI3BaJIli na cofiecenosaane, B.M. (II 'rerreps zrnpexrop) CrrpOCIiJIa, CKOJIbKO MHe nano ,ll;JI5I cnacrsa. 51: OTBeTIIJI, KaK IIIypa Eanaraaos: «800 ,ll;OJIJIapoB». II nonan B TOqKY.

He 3HaIO, qTO cpa60TaJIO CIIJIbHee: TO JIll Moe rropT<pOJIIIO, TO JIll HeO)KII,ll;aHHbIe 51rrOHCKO-KIiTaMCKlie CB5I31I, TO JIll nonroTOBKa K IOHOllieCKIiM arpaxr. 3a 'rpn nenena 51 COqlIHIIJI zno)KIIHY rrpeCC-peJIII30B, IIMII,ll;)KeBbIX CTaTeM, cuenapnes, rrpe- 3eHTal(IIM, MIIHlIaTIOp, nporpaxor. Pa60TaJI 6e3 nepepsrsa II 6e3 nepexypos (CHOBa 6POCIIJI). COCJIY)KIIBl(bI caanana 6pOCaJIli KOCbIe B3rJI5I,ll;bI na rrpOBIIHl(lIaJIbHOrO xapsepncra B B03paCTe. IIocJIe <PYPIIIeTa rro KaKOMY-TO nosorry MbI C6JIII3IIJIIiCb. Bee HaJIa,ll;IIJIOCb, II CKOPO 51 CHIiMY xsapmpy.

Ha pa,ll;OCT5IX ,ll;03BOHIIJIC5I no Hrops. OH pam-me nafierava )KIIJI B ,lI,CB, BbIIIIIBaJIII, HO spozte II He ,ll;PY)KIIJIIi. «Bee, KOHeqHO, nporne CTaJIO, II secemme cnera He cpaBHIO 51, KaK 6bIBaJIO, C 6aJIepliHaMli ,lI,era» - 3TO ero rreCH5I. IIocJIe pa60TbI

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)K,ll;aJI ero na TaraHCKOM, c06paJIc5I 6bIJIO YXO,ll;IITb (BOT sern, IIHTYIIl(IIIO He IIOCJIYIIIaJI!), HO TYT OH rr05lBIIJIC5I.

,lI,aJIee rrlIBHa51 na «TaraHCKoM». Y3HaB, qTO Ba,ll;IIK rrOKOHqlIJI C C060M, 51 «CJIOMaJIC5I». Bce-TaKII, C Ba,ll;IIKOM MbI ,ll;PY)KIIJIll, PO,ll;CTBO pOMaHTlIqeCKIIX HaTYp. IIeCHII ero no CIIX rrop noro nnorna: «IIOTeMHeJIII HaIIIII JIIIl(a, neno K ocenn, HaBepHO, 51 rrp II III eJI, qT06bI HarrlITbC5I B 3TOM MaJIeHbKOM .raaepne. 51: rrplIIIIeJI, qT06bI MOJIlITbC5I na 'rsoe CB5ITOe TeJIO ... ».

B351JIII BO,ll;KII-KOJI6aCbI, CeJIII Y Tepoes IIJIeBHbI. LIT06bI «rOJIy6bIe» OTCTaJIII, BpeM5I OT BpeMeHII 1I306pa)KaJIII «cnanKYIO napo-ncy», HO 6e3 rrepernfioa. Hrops rrpOBO,ll;IIJI MeH5I no MeTpo «1905 rona» , 51 cen na TpOJIJIeM6yc II ... arran B .rpanc. OqHYJIC5I na KOHeqHOM, HO HeT qT06bI nepececrs II BepHYTbC5I na CBOIO oCTaHoBKY, peIIIIIJI npoirrncs rreIIIKOM, 6JIaro erne 6bIJIO CBeTJIO.

K TOMY BpeMeHII 51 Y)Ke rrepeCeJIlIJIC5I B KOMMYHaJIKY Ha Tlpecne, qT06bI MeHbIIIe BpeMeHII TpaTIITb na nopory. P5I,ll;OM C BaraHbKoBcKIIM KJIa,ll;61Ill(eM. BOT sern, yrOpa3,ll;IIJIO!

IIOIIIeJI rro )KeJIe3HO,ll;OpO)KHbIM rrYT5IM na rrporpnm, IIpeCHII.

Bnpyr CBIICTKII, KplIKII «CTOM, KTO nner!». LITO-TO ll(eJIKHYJIO BHYTPII, II 51 rr06e)KaJI BO BCIO npsrrs, KaK 6Y,ll;TO COBepIIIIIJI npecrynnenae. MY)KIIK B mnracase CO CBeTJIO-KOplIqHeBbIM rroprtpenexr II npn raJICTYKe HeCeTC5I B,ll;OJIb nyreii, npecnenyeMbIM oxpaHHIIKaMII C aBTOMaTaMII II rrO,ll;rOH5IeMbIM JIaeM c06aK.

KaK BCKOqlIJI na 'rpexraerpoasrii 3a60p II, TeM 60JIee, cnpsrrnyn - He rrOMHIO. IIOTep5lJI C03HaHlIe, OqHYJIC5I: MeH5I 'ramar BOJIOKOM sa PYKII. IIbITaIOCb BCTaTb - He rrOJIyqaeTC5I, 60JIbHO. 3a6poClIJIlI B «BOPOHOK», npnaeana B ornerrenne. ,lI,0- rrpoc. KTO TaKOM, no-resry na 3aKpbITOM 06beKTe II 'r.n. 51: HII-rero He coofipaacaro, CYIO lIM nozt HOC nacrropr, BoeHHbIM 61IJIeT (800 Py6JIeM Y)Ke peKBII3IIpOBaJIII). Tlponepacann no IIIeCTII

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yTpa II C,ll;aJIII «CKOPOM nosronm» .

B 60JIbHIIl(e C Ha,ll;e)K,ll;OM CrrpOCIIJI y cnenramero K OKpOBaBJIeHHbIM )KepTBaM aaapna spaxa: «,ZJ,OKTOP, a KaK y MeH5I, BbIBIIX?». - HeT, y Te651 nepenoxr. - ,ZJ,a BbI )Ke He CMOTpeJIII? - A 51 II TaK 3HaIO». PeHTreH OKa3aJIC5I na ero CTopOHe: nepenosr JIeBOM rr5lTKII. OTBe3JIlI na KaTaJIKe B nanary.

IIpOCHyBIIIIICb yTpOM, 51 rrOH5IJI, qTO BeE 3aKOHqIIJIOCb: pa- 60TY norepan, nora CJIOMaJIaCb, ztensra B 6aHKe. HII co r.u;IITOM, HII na nnrre, a C KOCTbIJIeM. MY)KIIK C COCe,ll;HeM KOMKII yreIIIIIJI: «He peBII, cpaCTeTC5I».

ECJIII 6 He Hrops II Hans, nosrep 6bI 51 C MYHIIl(lIrraJIbHOrO rOJIO,ll;y. ~epe3 rr5lTb ,ll;HeM OH II lUypa ,ll;OCTaBIIJIII MeH5I Ha IIpecHIO. YTpOM rr03BOHlIJI ,ll;OMOM: «5[ nory CJIOMaJI». II CJIe3bI TeKYT caMII C060M. )KeHa B paCTep5lHHOCTII.

Erne -repes He,ll;eJIIO, xorzta OCBOlIJIC5I C KOCTbIJI5IMII II npaBbIK K 60JIII, ,ZJ,IIMa C MaplIHOM YBe3JIlI na KypCKIIM BOK3aJI, rrOCa,ll;IIJIII B noesn. Korzra npoeaacan BJIa,ll;IIMlIp, KTO-TO KaMHeM Pa36IIJI OKHO B xyne. XOPOIIIO, qTO 51 JIe)KaJI rOJIOBOM K ,ll;Bep5lM.

Ha IIepMII II Y3HaJI, qTO rrarra B KOMe. TOJIbKO II ycnen ero sa pyxy noztepxcars. Ha noxoponax npsrran na KOCTbIJI5IX, 3aKyplIJI «IIpIIMy». Tlycro ra BHyTplI II ornaaaae.

Hepes 'rpn He,ll;eJIII rrOIIIJIII B rOCTII K rente. 06KypeHHbIM HapKOMaH na MaIIIIIHe qyTb He C6IIJI, 51 ycnen OTCKOqlITb B CTOPOHY (sepes rozt aroro npnzrypxa y61IJIII: C MOIIMII 061I,ll;qlIKaMII qaCTO qTO-TO nexopouree rrpOIICXO,ll;IIT, nanpavep, C BaJIepKOM 1I3 KOMMYHaJIKII). Fnnc - K -repry!

~TO XOTeJIa MHe BHyIIIIITb cyzn.Sa? IIoqeMY He rrO,ll;rrYCTIIJIa K MOCKOBCKIIM ,ll;eHbraM II crarycaxr? IIJIII yfieperna OT xyznnero? Tpn pasa nozipan - He MHorOBaTO JIll?

)KeHa, 'rorzta OHa rrpOQ:>eCCIIOHaJIbHO 3aHlIMaJIaCb aCTpOJIO-

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rneii, CKa3aJIa MOIl )KeJIe3HO,ll;OpmKHbIe rrpIIKJIlOqeHII5I CJIyqIIJIIICb, xorzta 6bIJIa «JIYHa 6e3 xypca». 3HaqIIT, COBrraJIO: JIyHa 6e3 xypca, a 51 6e3 rOJIOBbI. TaK BOT II,ll;eM rro )KII3HII pyxa 06 PYKY, HO C aHreJIOM-XpaHIITeJIeM sa cnnnoii ...

OT «MHCCHH JIIo6BH» B CH6HPb

B KOHl(e aBrYCTe ,ll;eB5IHOCTO ,ll;eB5ITOrO 51 YIIIeJI II3 «BIITpIIHbI A», caxroro ztonrospexrennoro Moero MeCTa pa60TbI B MoCKBe, qT06bI, HaKOHel(-TO, 3aH5ITbC5I ,ll;eMOKpaTII3al(IIeM POCCIIII BMeCTe KOMrraHIIeM «MIICCII5I JI».

Ho cna-rana 51 Cbe3,ll;IIJI rro nopy-remuo MIIpOCJIaBa B BOJIor,ll;y B xa-recrse aaxoncmrpaposarmoro IICCJIe,ll;OBaTeJI5I rrOJIIITIIqeCKOrO rrOJI5I. 3a 'rpn ,ll;H5I C03,ll;aJI 6a3y ztannsrx rrOTeHl(IIaJIbHbIX rrOJIIITIIqeCKIIX KOHKypeHToB (qbIIX - MHe He CKa3aJIII), rr03HaKOMIIJIC5I C )KypHaJIIICTaMII, a rJIaBHOe - YBII,ll;eJI TOT caMbIM «pe3HOM narmcan», sa KOTOPbIM CKPbIBaJIC5I KO)KHOBeHepOJIOrIIqeCKIIM zmcnancep (rrOBepIIJI na CJIOBO CTapO)KIIJIaM). Bonorzra MHe rrOHpaBIIJIaCb csoeii pasraepennocrsro, cnoxoiicrsnera, TIIIIIIIHOM, l(epKB5IMII. BepHyBIIIIIcb B MOCKBY, czran OTqeT II -repes rrapy ,ll;HeM Tart-ana II MIIpOCJIaB ompasnJIll MeH5I B rOJIIIl(IIHO, rne nananacs KOHQ:>epeHl(II5I TO JIll «Bceii ... », TO JIll Y)Ke «E,ll;IIHOM POCCIIII». HIIqerO rrOJIIITIIqecxoro He Tpe60BaJIOCb - opraHII3al(IIOHHbIM KOHTPOJIb, TaK CKa3aTb. A KOHKpeTHo - BbITaCKIIBaHIIe II3 HOMepoB YCTaBIIIIIx OT 6aTaJIIIM II B03JIII51HIIM zteneraros II nocanxa IIX B aBT06ycbI. Tecr 51 rrpOIIIeJI, MeH5I B351JIII na XOpOIIIyIO aapnnary (B «BIITpIIHe A» nony-ran scero -rersrpecra ,ll;OJIJIapoB).

Tart-ana II MIIpOCJIaB - JIIO,ll;II IIHTeJIJIIIreHTHbIe, 06pa30- BaHHbIe, xanmmarsr nayx, a MIIpOCJIaB II soofime C rrCIIXOJIOrIIqeCKOrO Q:>aKYJIbTeTa MrY, 6bIBIIIIIM MOM cocezt rro nepsosry rysramrrapnoxry. 51: nonan B CBOIO cpezty II 6bIJI CqaCTJIIIB, ,lI,0-

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MOM, B KOMHaTY B COKOJIbHIIKaX, rrpIIeTIKaJI He pansme ,ll;eB5ITII.

IIPOBO,ll;IIJI peKOrHOC[(IIPOBKY B II36IIpaTeJIbHbIX oxpyrax, rrIICaJI 06IIIIIpHbIe PR-rrporpaMMbI, paspafiarsraan CTIIJIIICTIIKY rpOMOBa, KOTOPbIM C06IIpaJIC5I 6aJIJIOTIIpOBaTbC5I B ryfiepnaropsr. OT,ll;eJIIITb «csoe IIH,ll;IIBII,ll;yaJIbHoe» OT «namero KOJIJIeKTIIBHoro» HeB03MO)l(HO, HO B KOMrraHIIII II3-3a aroro He 3aIIOpaqIIBaJIIICb.

B ceHT5I6pe na nsm, ,ll;HeM (C ztoporoii) yexan ,ll;OMOM, na MaMIIH zrens pozcnem,a, KOTOPbIM rrOCJIe YHIIBepCIITeTa HIIKOrna He nporrycxan. MIIpOCJIaBa 51 npenynpennn, HO ... OH BbI-rerr II3 aapnnarsr rrOqeMY-TO ,ll;BeCTII 6aKCOB, qTO MeH5I CIIJIbHO aanerro, II60 II3 odmca 51 He BbIJIe3aJI, OT,ll;bIXaJI TOJIbKO rro BOCxpecensaxr II BbIIIOJIH5IJI 6e3porrOTHO JIl06bIe nopy-renna. LITO )1(, 51 B0306HOBIIJI KOHTaKTbI C q:mpMaMII, rne pansme rrpoxo,ll;IIJI co6eCe,ll;OBaHII5I C TeCTaMII II ,ll;eJIOBbIMII IIrpaMII. Pa3YMeeTC5I, 3TII <paKTbI 51 He a<pIIIIIIIpOBaJI.

Y MeHIIe xpamrrs cexpersr - O,ll;HO II3 rJIaBHbIX Tpe60BaHIIM K rrOJIIITTeXHOJIOry. Bee, qTO KaCaeTC5I KJIIIeHTOB, C KOTOPbIMII TbI ceiinac pa60TaeIIIb, - 6e3YCJIOBHa51 TaMHa, HO rrOTOM 3TO TBOM co6CTBeHHbIM pecypc, KOTOPbIM rr03BOJIIITeJIbHO IICrrOJIb- 30BaTb KaK 3a6JIaropaCCY,ll;IITC5I. Y MHbIe KJIIIeHTbI He CCOP5lTC5I C rrOJIIITTeXHOJIOraMII, ,ll;a)l(e eCJIII paCCTaIOTC5I nascerna, HO ztypaxos B POCCIIMCKOM rrOJIIITIIKe XOTb npyzt npyzm.

Hrrrepec IIHTepeCOM, HO ecrs reneparn.naa uens - KyrrIITb )l(IIJIbe B MOCKBe. C TbIC5IqII ,ll;OJIJIapOB npn uene KOMHaTeHKII B IIIeCTb TbIC5IQ II npn pOCTe uen - He pa36e)l(IIIIIbC5I.

Co scex CTOPOH ,ll;OHOCIIJIIICb CJIyXII 0 rIIraHTCKIIX «6a6Kax», xoropsre 3aKOJIaQIIBaJIIICb na BbI6opax. 51: 6bIJI rOTOB orrrpaBIITbC5I XOTb K -repry na pora II XOTb na rozi, XOT5I 3TII 6aMKII HarrOMIIHaJIII CKa3KII HaQaJIa ,ll;eB5IHOCTbIX 0 6poKepax. Y BbI, Y TaTb5lHbI II MIIpOCJIaBa CBOII nnansr, ornycxars MeH5I II3 0<pII-

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ca OHII He C06IIpaJIIICb, rrOCKOJIbKY IIX KaK pa60TO,ll;aTeJIeM 51, BII,ll;IIMO, YCTpaIiBaJI. A CJIyqaMHO nafipecrn na «xosraazry», KOTOpa51 B03bMeT K ce6e pafornnxa C yJIIIl(bI II na narnazman, JIeT crapme 60JIbIIIIIHCTBa, nepeansno.

KaK-To B rr5lTHIIl(Y rr03BOHIIJIli II3 HMA-KOHCaJITIIHra, rne 51 no aroro, KaK MHe rrOKa3aJIOCb, ycnenmo nporecraponancs ,ll;JI5I ,ll;JIIITeJIbHOM II HeCOCT05lBIIIeeC5I KOMaH,ll;IIpOBKIIb: «Sanrpa yTpOM B CII6IIPb, Hy peIIIaM!». XBaTIIJIO II 'rpex MIiHyT.

B ofinteu, 3Be3,ll;bI COIIIJIIiCb. TyT erne pa3pa3IIJIaCb B MOCKBe rexcorenoaaa IICTepII5I, MIIJIIIl(IIOHepbI XO,ll;IIJIIi rro KBapTIIpaxr, paccrrpaIIIIIBaJIII, nposepann perncrpaurno. Y MeH5I ee He 6bIJIO, rp03IIJIO aanepzsanne na rpoe CYTOK. Y crpaxa rnasa BeJIIiKII na 51 erne paspyranca C X0351MKOM KBapTIIpbI II3-3a neHer, «cztan,» OHa MeH5I BrrOJIHe MOrJIa (YBbI, -repes rrapy JIeT HeO)KII,ll;aHHO cnana MeHTaM CTapYIIIKa-«60)KIIM O,ll;YBaHqIIK»). ,ZJ,JI5I CM5ITOrO 3MOl(II5IMIi paccyznca II rrCIIXIIqeCKIi OCJIa6JIeHHOro oprannaaa - zrosonsi COJIII,ll;HbIe: «Bepnycs, CMeHlO KOMHarv II BCE HaJIa,ll;IITC5I».

YTpOM BbIJIeTeJI B HpKYTCK. LIYTb o-ryxancs, B noneztensHIIK II3BeCTliJI MIIpOCJIaBa (sepes CeKpeTapIIIY) 0 CBoeM TeJIerrOpTal(IIII. IIpe,ll;cTaBJI5IIO, QTO OH 060 MHe nozrynan. A cxopee, TyT )Ke 3a6bIJI, 3TO Mocxsa. 3a 'raxae KYJIb6IITbI cnacnfio He CKa)KYT, HO HIiKaKIiX <pIIHaHCOBbIX rrpeTeH3IIM y Hac ztpyr K ztpyry He 6bIJIO, 3HaQIIT, «noxrepna, TaK novepna».

KCTaTII, 51 oTrrpaBIIJIC5I B KOMaH,ll;IIpoBKY C 3aprrJIaTOM rrOJITOPbI IIITyKII B MeC5Il(, HO scero na 'rpn nezterm. O,ll;HaKO see CJIO)KIIJIOCb rro- ,ll;pyroMy ...

KpaH reorparpnu

B HpKyTCK rrpIIJIeTeJIIi pano yTpOM (cexn, QaCOB B KpeCJIe - 60)Ke MOM!), rrOCeJIIIJIIi B 06KOMOBCKOM rOCTIIHIIl(e, QeCTb rro

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-recrn, B O,ll;HOMeCTHbIX HOMepaX. II 6YKBaJIbHO -repes norrraca 3BOHOK: «MY)I(qIIHa, OT,ll;OXHYTb He )l(eJIaeTe?».

KaK 3TO Y HIIX qeTKO na nory (IIJIII ztpyryro -racrs TeJIa?) rrOCTaBJIeHO?! Kyzra HII npnenenn, - MrHOBeHHO rOTOBbI K COBOKyrrJIeHIIIO C KOMaH,ll;IIpOBaHHbIMII. IIHTepeCHO, a )l(eHIl(IIHaM 'roxce 3B0H5IT? IIHTOHal(IIII O,ll;IIHaKOBbIe, TeM6pbI 3aBJIeKaIOIl(IIe na II CJIOBa pasaooopasaea He OTJIIIqaIOTC5I. XOTb B CII- 6IIPII, XOTb B Ka3aXCTaHe. ,ZJ,a, qTO-TO B CRr paooraer 6e30TKa3HO.

Hac 6bIJIO rpoe - 51, )KeHbKa II PYMII5I KaK rJIaBHbIM MeHe,ll;)l(ep. 51: C HIIMII BII,ll;eJIC5I nnepssre, B CaMOJIeTe rr060JITaJIII, HO aficrpaxrno. XOTeJIOCb rrOH5ITb, C KeM )l(e paoorars TpII He,ll;eJIII. KyrrIIJI B Mara3IIHe HeCKOJIbKO 6YTbIJIOK MeCTHoro rmsa (BOT Y)l( He ,ll;YMaJI, qTO 6bIBaeT HeqTO xyxce «Pmpe5l»!) II, eCTeCTBeHHO, OMYJI5I II3 rreCHII. Y BbI, OHII OTKa3aJIIICb. LITO )1(, 3aTO cnan 51 xpenxo II O,ll;IIH, KCTaTII.

IIOCTaBIIJIII sana-ry - HaJIa,ll;IITb OTHOIIIeHII5I C MeCTHbIMII )l(ypHaJIIICTaMII II Pa3,ll;06bITb 6a3y ztannsrx paMOHHbIX CMil. CTpaHHO, HaCKOJIbKO 51 rrOH5IJI, «HMA-KOHCaJITIIHr» KOHTaqIIJIa C ryfieptraropoxr, rr03TOMY npome B351Tb 3TII zrannsre B anMIIHIICTpal(IIII, HO HaqaJIbHIIKaM anmree. HaIII xanmmar 6bIJI C Bparcxoro aJIIOMIIHIIeBoro sasona, passirpsraanacs KaKa5l-TO TOHKa51 KOM6IIHal(II5I II «CBeTIITbC5I», BepHO, HeJIb351. K TOMY )l(e 51 - 3aJIeTHbIM TypIICT, 6e3 «nerennsr» II O<pIIl(IIaJIbHbIX peKOMeH,ll;al(IIM.

LITO )1(, MII<POTBOpqeCTBO - MOM KOHeK. IIOIIIeJI B a,ll;MIIHIICTpal(IIIO, rrpe,ll;CTaBIIJIC5I KaK qJIeH HeKOM MOCKOBCKOM oprann- 3al(IIII, KOTOpa51 CB5I3aHa TO JIll C COI030M )l(ypHaJIIICTOB, TO C rrpaBIITeJIbCTBOM. 5I:Ko6bI OHa, opraHII3al(II5I, BbIIIrpaJIa rparrr na pa3pa60TKY rrporpaMMbI nonnepacxn perIIOHaJIbHbIX CMil, a 51 e3)1(Y rro CII6IIPII, -rrofisr rr03HaKOMIITbC5I C curyauaeii.

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Bee 51 rrpOII3HeC CKOpOrOBOpKOM, 3Hl(IIKJIOrre,ll;lIlO CypKOB He BrrapIIBaJI, ztener He rrpOCIIJI, BbIrJI5I,ll;eJI COJIII,ll;HO (xorzta C rroXMeJIb51 M03rII rrJIaB5ITC5I - He no IIIYTOK) II YCTaJIO (KaK II3He)KeHHa51 MOCKOBCKa51 IIITyqKa B 6eCKpaMHeM .raiire), rr03TOMY ,ll;eBYIIIKaM II ,ll;aMaM B rOJIOBY He rrpIIIIIJIO BbI5ICH5ITb, qeM 51 pa3MaXIIBaIO nepezt HOCOM, KaK «rypeuxo-nonnauusui».

Ha-ransnaua II3BIIHIIJIaCb, qTO, MOJI, ,ll;OCTOBepHbIX cseneHIIM HeT, II60 see MeH5IeTC5I, a nen II 6e3 aroro rro ropno, HO eCJIII 51 nonoxory no saerpa, TO rrOCTapaIOTC5I rrO,ll;rOTOBIITb B qIITa6eJIbHOM BII,ll;e TO, qTO ecrs, a rne - noxa He 3HaIOT. 51: BbIPa3IIJI rnyoo-raituree COqYBCTBIIe II rrOHIIMaHIIe, HaMeKHYB na CBOII TO)Ke nenpocrsre OTHOIIIeHII5I C HaqaJIbHIIKaMII.

Ha CJIe,ll;YIOru;IIM zrens rrpIIXBaTIIJI C C060M TOPTIIK, MbI rrorrIIJIII B pa60qee BpeM5I qaMKY, rrOTperraJIIICb 0 CTOJIIIqHOM )KII3HII, 0 TOM, KaK T5I)KeJIO )KIITb B rrpOBIIHl(IIII MOJIO,ll;bIM, CIIMrraTIIqHbIM, pa60T5Iru;IIM, HO O,ll;IIHOKIIM )KeHru;IIHaM, rroCKOJIbKY MY)KIIKa ,ll;HeM C orneer He CbICKaTb II 'r.n. B 06ru;eM, 6a3Y 51 3arrOJIyqIIJI, HO HII MHe II HIIKOMY OHa He npnrorranacs. ,ZJ,eJIO-TO 06bIqHoe.

nbIJIII II ztpyrne 3a,ll;aHII5I KOH<pII,ll;eHl(IIaJIbHOrO xapaxrepa. 51:

HaCTpOIIJIC5I na zrsa MeC5Il(a )KII3HII B IIHTeJIJIIIreHTHOM HpKYTCKe, C meals B pecropane, HO B nanane H05l6p51 )KeH5I rrOCJIaJI MeH5I na cesep II3yqIITb 3JIeKTOpaJIbHbIe HaCTpOeHII5I. Pa3YMeeTC5I, HIIqerO .raxoro KOHTpaKTOM He rrpe,ll;YCMaTpIIBaJIOCb, II60 51 YCTpaIIBaJIC5I PR-MeHe,ll;)KepOM, a He COl(IIOJIOrOM. Bnpo-rexr, KaKa51 paaanna qeM 3aHIIMaTbC5I zrsa MeC5Il(a sa 60JIbIIIIIe ztensrII rrOCJIe ,ll;BYX 6eCrrJIaTHbIX JIeT B xasapxre?

Exars npeztcroxno na peMCOBOM asrofiyce.

B HpKYTCKe OKOJIO HYJI5I, HO Y)Ke cen B aBT06yc II BCTpeTIIB II3YMJIeHHbIe B3rJI5I,ll;bI rrorrYTqIIKOB, 51 rrOH5IJI, qTO 3KIIrrIIpOBaJIC5I He rro ce30HY. Haca -repes TpII, onrymas oTMep3aHII5I qJIeHOB,

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rrOIIHTepeCOBaJIC5I Y a60pIIreHOB, KaK )Ke e3,ll;51T 3IIMOM? HOrII )Ke KaK MIIHIIMYM Mep3HYT! Hy KaK, BaJIeHKII, a BMeCTO HOCKOB (B BaJIeHKII!) rOpqIIqHIIKII KJIa,ll;eM. Ona, a 51 KaK TY3eMel( C OCTpOBa raIITII pasner. 3x, B03MO)KHO, TaK 6bI II arran B ana- 6II03 JIeT na rr5lTbCOT, Ka6bI He coceznca cnpana (IIJIII CJIeBa?).

ITo onsrry rrYTeIIIeCTBIIM, JIlo6a51 )KeHIl(IIHa 06BOpO)KIITeJIbna II )KeJIaHHa (CIIe OTHOCIITC5I K cnoapzrecce rro IIMeHII )KaHHe TOJIbKO pmpMIIqeCKII) B 'rpex cIITyal(II5IX.

ITepBa51 - na KoprropaTIIBHOM nenepamce, B rrOJIYTbMe, rroCJIe rr5lTII PIOMOK <ppaHl(Y3CKoro KOHb5lKa rrOJIbCKOrO pa3JIIIBa (IIJIII 'rpex 60KaJIOB «fiypryaztcxoro» OT Kapanzrsnnesa), nozt IIHTIIMHo-pOMaHTIIqeCKOe «Et si tu n'existe pas» IIJIII «Ax xaKa51 )KeHIl(IIHa, KaKa51 )KeHIl(IIHa, xo-ry TaKYIO!» II B 06HIIMKY C 6yxraJITepIIIeM na II3JIeTe ztean-recrsa,

BTopa51 - B xyne, nozt nepecryx KOJIeC, C rrpOJIeTaIOIl(IIMII MIIMO OKOH OTCBeTaMII <poHapeM II ,ll;a)Ke na Tpe3ByIO JIaBOqKY. TyT, BII,ll;IIMO, PIITMIIqHOCTb cpafiart.mer.

TpeTIIM - xorna «XOJIO,ll;HO o-rens!» II TeJIO JII060M ,ll;aMbI BocrrpIIHIIMaeTC5I KaK KaJIOpII<pep C cexcyansnoii onrrneii. HMeHHo 3TO co MHOM II rrpOIICXO,ll;IIJIO. ITOTOM 51 rrOCB5ITIIJI eM CTIIX, HO nonaprrrs, YBbI, He cxror. Hepes aocesn, qaCOB OKa- 3aJIC5I B )KIIraJIOBO, xoropoe MeCTHbIe )KIITeJIII Ha3bIBaIOT «xpaexr reorpadma», II60 nnepezm, na cesepe ropsr, sa KOTOpbIMII erne He 5I:KYTII5I, HO xozty HeT. 51: rrOl(eJIOBaJI norryr=nnry B mesxy II rrorrJIeJIC5I, c6IIBaeMbIM BeTpOM, B rOCTIIHIIl(Y C Hencnpannsm COpTIIpOM, He C006pa3IIB, qTO MO)KHO 6bIJIO HaB5I- 3aTbC5I na rrOCToM.

Ha YJIIIl(e Y)Ke MIIHYC 22. ITpII MoeM JIerKOBeCHOCTII secsna raznco. «Arbeiten!» - BOrrIIJI ztonr, II 51 rrOIIIeJI B JIIO,ll;II, -rrofisr Y3HaTb IICTIIHHbIM CMbICJI )KII3HII.

K ne-repy BepHYJIC5I na XOJIO,ll;HOe JIe)K6IIIl(e II, -rrofisr OT-

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BJIeqbC5I OT MpaqHbIM Q:>aHTa3IIM rro nosorry TOrO, KaK MeH5I, OKOqeHeBIIIerO, noyrpy nepenecyr 1I3 rOCTIIHIIl(bI B MOpr na Pa3MOP03KY, 3aIIIeJI B pecropan. ITplI rOCTIIHIIl(e sern, peCTOpan, a He -rero-aafiyzrs, TaK?

CII)KY ce6e, )KYIO KOTJIeTY, MY)KIIK C cocezmero CTOJIIIKa opeT: «3M, napens, refie B HpKYTCK?». TYT ,ll;Ora,ll;JIIIBOCTII He Tpe6yeTC5I, 1I60 na cesep TOJIbKO B rOCTII K MaMOHTeHKY ,ZJ,IIMe, a 51 na rraJIeOHTOJIOra HerrOXO)K, oner He rro ce30HY. 3Haq1IT, na IOr, B HpKYTCK.

«,ZJ,aBaM K HaM!». BbIIIIIJIII-3aKYCIIJIII: «Enen no Kaxyra, normoporn no HpKYTCKa, HO npn YCJIOBIIII, qTO 6Y,ll;eIIIb C naMIl BO,ll;KY rrb5lHCTBOBaTb BCIO ,ZJ,oPOry. 3aKycKlI HeT». 3TO, Me)K,ll;Y npo-nor, 'rpn -raca. ,ZJ,a JIyqIIIe B Ka-ryre rrb5lHbIM, qeM sneer, TBepe3bIM OKOJIeTb. CeJIII na «Y A3» II pBaHYJIII. MY)KIIKII 'rpenaponannsre, nsro na PYJI5IT, C 06pbIBa He CBaJIIIJIIICb, npasro B JIeHY, KOTOpa51 TaM Y3eHbKa5l, KaK pe-nca ITepM5IHKa. XOPOIIIO, 6bIJI B .rpance, a TO 6bI xonnpar XBaTIIJI.

rOCTIIHIIl(a B Ka-ryre ,ll;BYX3Ta)KHa5l, COpTlIp TaKOM )Ke. LIepT, T5I)KeJIO 3CTeTY B YMbIBaJIbHIIK HY)K,ll;Y CrrpaBJI5ITb. Ha YJIIIl(e Y)Ke nozt 'rpazntars. Pa3MOP03IIJIC5I yTpOM, rrOOT)KIIMaJIC5I, KYnnn KOJIrOTKII COpOK zten. Hanerr II ,ll;a)Ke He nopsan.

IT06paTaJIC5I C napoztov, KaK )KIIBeTC5I, -rero O)KII,ll;aIOT, II CJIyqaMHO rrOMMaJI «qaCTHIIKa», KOTOPbIM KaK aHTII-XapOH rroBe3 MeH5I K l(IIBIIJIII3al(lIlI. ITo nopore Y3HaJI rrO,ll;HOroTHYIO IIPKYTCKOM BJIaCTII, MaQ:>1I03HbIe KJIaHbI II KTO 'raxae 6YP5lTbI.

B HpKYTCKe rrpOJIIIBHOM ,ll;O)K,ll;b, II 'raxoe qYBCTBO, qTO sepHYJIC5I C 'roro CBeTa. Y3eHbKa51 JIeHa, OqapOBaTeJIbHa51 He3HaKOMKa C rrOJIbCKIIMII KOPH5IMII, nepesonnomenne B KOJIrOTKaX (HIIKaKlIx TpaHCQ:>opMal(IIM!) - COH aJIII 51Bb?

]KlIraJIOBCKIIM B05l)K 3aKaJIlIJI ,ll;YX, HO 1I3p5l,ll;HO rrOTperraJI rrJIOTb. CTOIIJIO pazm aroro exars B ClI6lIpb? Y BbI, ClI6lIPb

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TOJIbKO nponasrrana, rJIaBHOe - nnepezm, rrOCKOJIbKY urraf II3- 6IIpaTeJIbHOM KaMrraHIIII paCrrOJIaraJIC5I B Bparcxe.

o nOJIb3e CHHarOrH

Ha MOM zrens pozcnern,a B Hpxyrcxe MIIJIa, KOMaH,ll;IIpOBaHHa51 II MIIJIa51 ,ll;eBYIIIKa, IICrrOJIHIIJIa ,ll;JI5I MeH5I B rOCTIIHIIqHOM pecropane rrapy ,ll;)Ka30BbIX KOMrr03IIl(IIM. ,ZJ,a, KTO 6bI eIIIe qTO IICrrOJIHIIJI? 06bIqHO-TO 51 qerO-HII6Y,ll;b oTQe6YQIIBaIO.

IIoJITopa rona nasazt Banepxa rrpIIrJIaCIIJI na csamfiy crapIIIerO CbIHa.

Banepxa - MHOrO,ll;eTHbIM oren, narepsrx HapO)KaJI II yMy,ll;p5leTC5I coztepxcars. 3ara,ll;Ka, O,ll;HaKO. HH)KeHep-KOHCTPYKTOP, KOMMepl(IIeM He 3aHIIMaJIC5I. MO)KeT, see neno B ero )KeHe BaJIe, ,ll;aMe 3HeprIIQHOM, C XBaTKoM. 51: ,ll;ByX no-reperi CO CKpIIrrOM rrpOKapMJIIIBaIO, CeMQaC, a pam-me, xorzta OHII 6bIJIII MaJIeHbKIIe - npyroe neno. Heztasno CTapIIIa51 nepecxasana, QTO B ynnaepe o6CY)K,ll;aJIII «rOJIO,ll;HbIe ,ll;eB5IHOCTbIe rorrsr». AnJIa scex o III ap am IIJIa, 3a5lBIIB, QTO «KpaCHYIO IIKpy MbI eJIII Ka)K,ll;bIM ztens». Ka)K,ll;bIM He Ka)K,ll;bIM, HO B caMOM nene He nepeso,ll;IIJIaCb, rrOCKOJIbKY II ,ll;OJIJIap 6bIJI He TOT, II ,ll;OJIJIapOB XBaTaJIO 6JIaro,ll;ap51 MOIIM «onepaimaa» II KOMaH,ll;IIpOBKaM.

TaK BOT, eIIIe OTMOTaIO rrapy JIeT OT CBa,ll;b6bI.

BCTpeQaeMC5I MbI penxo, pa36e)KaJIIICb rro CBOIIM )KII3HeHHbIM rrpOCTpaHCTBaM, Banepxa 3BOHIIT (xepr, zrpyroro rJIarOJIa HeT!) II paCCKa3bIBaeT, QTO BepHYJIC5I II3 H3paIIJI5I. «Hy 3TO He -ryzto». KaK 6bI He TaK! IIocJIe rrOJIyro,ll;IIQHOM Cny)K6bI B -racT5IX o6eCrreQeHII5I II3paIIJIbCKOM apMIIII. B 3TOM pone. ,ZJ,o aBTOMaTOB IIX He ,ll;OrrYCKaJIII, HO no.nrozra OHII QerO-TO ,ll;eJIaJIII. Bnepaue 51 YCJIbIIIIaJI 0 rrO,ll;06HOM OTKpOBeHHOM CJIY)KeHIIII BHe npenenos 6JIarOCJIOBeHHOM PO,ll;IIHbI. H3paIIJIb, KOHeQHO, K rrOTeHl(IIaJIbHbIM rrpOTIIBHIIKaM He OTHOCIITC5I, HO xyzra )Ke

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<DCE CMOTpIIT? A HIIKY,ll;a, nporpaxora o<pIIl(IIaJIbHa5l. CrrpaIIIIIBaIO: «A C xaxoro rreperryra Te651 B351JIII?» - «KoJI5I, na 51 )Ke nyzteea CTaJI, B cnnarory XO)Ky. A TbI -rero Me,ll;JIIIIIIb?».

BOT C aroro MOMeHTa BaJIepIIHbI nena (Tb<py, Tb<PY, -rrof He CrJIa3IITb!) rrOIIIJIII B ropy erne CTpeMIITeJIbHee. Cpe,ll;HIIX rrpIICTpOIIJI B YHIIBepCIITeTbI II3paIIJIbCKIIe, CTapIIIIIM He noxceJIaJI, a MaJIeHbKIIe erne MaJIbI: «BOT sern, qTO xpecr ... , OM, ssesna ,ZJ,aBII,ll;OBa TBOpIIT!». B nanane ,ll;eB5IHOCTbIX 51 caM cepse3HO rrpOCqIITbIBaJI BapIIaHTbI 3MIIrpal(IIII B ABCTpaJIIIIO, rrIICbMa rrIICaJI, 6JIaHKII 3arrOJIH5IJI II ... nepenynan. ,ZJ,aJIeKO! ,ZJ,a OT -rero ,ll;aJIeKO-TO?

,ZJ,YMaIO, pas CbIH Moero ztpyra-nynea )KeHIITC5I, 3HaqIIT, nano qTO-HII6Y,ll;b na IIBpIITe rrpOII3HeCTII. CrrIICaJIC5I C Illeaoii -repes «O,ll;HOKJIaCCHIIKOB», rrOJIyqIIJI TeKCT PYCCKIIMII 6YKBaMII II C YCJIOBHbIMII y,ll;apeHII5IMII. 3y6pIIJI TpII ,ll;H5I, HO naxorrs He 'ra, KaK B IOHOCTII, xorzta 51 sa zrse He,ll;eJIII BbIyqIIJI ,ll;BeCTII <pPa3 na ,ll;aTCKOM ,ll;JI5I BCTpeqII zrenerarnm ,ll;aTCKIIX KOMCOMOJIbl(eB.

Csazrsfia nananacs KaK BHeHal(IIOHaJIbHa5l, espea (BKJIIOqa51 MeH5I KaK «,ll;YXOBHO 6JIII3Koro») cnpasa, pYCCKIIe pO,ll;CTBeHHIIKII HeBeCTbI - CJIeBa. II TyT MOM -repen, na 51 OqKII 3a6bIJI II CJIerKa ,ll;ep6aJIbI3HYJI. IIpIIIIIJIOCb qIITaTb, rrpIIMKHyBIIIII rnasa K JIIICTOqKY. Hapon C006Pa3IIJI, qTO He no-pyccxn. 51: paccrpoIIJIC5I, HO Cpe,ll;HIIM BaJIepKIIH CbIH YBepIIJI, qTO JIIIqHO OH BCe, BKJIIOqa51 CMbICJI aroro rr03,ll;paBJIeHII5I. HaBepHO, nenpasny CKa3aJI, -rrofisr 51 He paCrrJIaKaJIC5I OT OrOpqeHII5I.

,ZJ,aJIee 51 II ztpyrne OTKpOBeHHbIe aKTIIBIICTbI 3aTPe6oBaJIII xaBaHarIIJIY II «cexn, COPOK» (He rryrars C PYCCKOM rrJI5ICKOM «nsa BOCeMb,ll;eC5IT cexts»), xoropsre rrpII,ll;aJIII-TaKII TOp)KeCTBY eBpeMCKIIM KOJIOPIIT. PO,ll;CTBeHHIIKII HeBeCTbI CMYTIIJIIICb, HO xyzta )K ,ll;eHeIIIbC5I C nonsonnoii JIO,ll;KII? 3x, <pOTorpa<pIIM-To HeT 'roro 6YMCTBa II <paHTa3IIM!

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IITaK, rrOCJIe «OKT5I6pbCKIIX» B HpKyTCK npnexann na rro- 6bIBKY 1I3 Bparcxa ztpyrne qJIeHbI KOMaH,ll;bI. ,ZJ,epHyJIO MeH5I KplITlIqeCKII BbICKa3aTbC5I rro nosorry Ba5leMbIX IIMII JIIICTOBOK! B o6ru;eM, rp03lIJIa BbICbIJIKa na cesep, HO 3aTO B CaMYIO ryru;y 6lITBbI sa rOJIOCa, rrOCKOJIbKY IIMeHHO TaM, B Eparcxe, na npAse pa60TaJI xanmmar C rr03TlIqeCKOM Q:>aMIIJIlIeM (II KaK rrOTOM BbI5ICHIIJIOCb, anexsarnoii eM BHeIIIHocTbIO) IIYP,ll;eHKo.

B Eparcx - XOPOIIIO He B nO,ll;aM60, rne 30JIOTO POIOT B ropax (HeT, 3TO B ,ll;IIKIIX crensx 3a6aMKaJIb5l). CJIaBa 6ory, 'ryzta JIeTaJI MaJIeHbKIIM II YIOTHbIM CaMOJIeTIIK. TOJIbKO XOJIO,ll;HO OqeHb!!!

BpaTCKHe maraatrsr

C rrYCTbIMII pYKaMII K KOJIJIeraM He rrOJIeTIIIIIb, B351JI Q:>IIPMeHHYIO sonxy. Pe651Ta BCTpeTIIJIII B aeponopry. Y xoe-xoro (OH-TO rrOMHIIT!) CJIyqlIJIC5I zrens poacnenss, II OHII nonapnna MeCTHYIO npocrnryrxy na no-n, MOM npeserrr TO)Ke OKa3aJIC5I KCTaTII. 51: ca6aHTYM 1I36e)KaJI - anarrrnponanca K nopanxan.

)KeHbKa BKJIIOqlIJI MeH5I B xosranzry paiirepoe. COqlIH5ITb rrpertasroopmre He6bIJIIIl(bI mrrepecnee, qeM B IIIeCTb yrpa Taru;IITbC5I na IIpKyTCKIIM aBTOBOK3aJI sa «MaKYJIaTYPoM», HO rrOCJIe «JIIOKca», Y)KIIHOB B pecropaae, BeqepHIIX nporynox rro l(IIBIIJIII30BaHHbIM 'rpcryapaxr Eparcx BocrrplIHlIMaJIC5I KaK rroCeJIeHlIe C KaMepaMII-O,ll;IIHOqKaMII. Onyxanca, YMbIJIC5I II B coCe,ll;HIIM HOMep - rraxars till night. Ha3BaJIC5I rrOJIIITTeXHOJIOrOM - rrOJIe3aM, Ky,ll;a CKa)KYT.

Bpar-rane ,ll;aJIeKII OT pOMaHTIIKII, a rreCHIO «51 Te651, MOM rraJIaTOqHbIM Eparcx, caMOM nepsoii JII060BbIO JII06JIIO!» BOCrrplIHIIMaIOT KaK COBeTCKIIM MIIQ:>. IIp03alIKa BbIIIOJI3JIa II B caMOM «Eparcxe», KOTOPbIM, KaK MHe CKa3aJIII, rrpOIICXO,ll;IIT OT «Eypaux» (KaK ,ZJ,06p5lHKa II np5lHCK OT «ztefipeii»). HaKOHel(,

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na psmxe 51 KYIUIJI IIIaIIKY Y BCe TeX )Ke asepfiaiiztacamtea. ITonananncs II usrrane, 3aMeru;eHHbIe na CaXaJIIIHe KOpeMIJ;aMII.

Bpar-rane rpe3IIJIII 0 paoore na npaTCKOM amOMIIHIIeBOM saaone, rne 60JIbIIIIIe CIIJIbHO KOppeJIIIpOBaJIII C panneii CMepTHOCTbIO, qTO HarrOMHIIJIO MHe 0 «rrepMCKOM KIICJIOTHOM».

rOBOpIIJIII, qTO na TeppIITOpIIII XO,ll;51T B BaJIeHKaX, a 3JIeKTpOCTaTIIqeCKIIe rrOJI5I TaK CIIJIbHbI, qTO perYJI5IpHO Ha6JIIO,ll;aIOTC5I JIeTaIOru;IIe rro IJ;eXaM JIOMbI. LITO ,ll;eJIaIOT CO CKOrrJIeHII5IMII JIOMOBII KaK Q:>eTp npenoxpanaer OT CTaTIIKII, MHe He 06b- 51CHIIJIII, )KeJIe351K-y6IIMIJ; 51 He BII,ll;eJI, HO KOMrrbIOTepbI «BbIJIeTaJIII» qaCTO, a npn BCTaBJIeHIIII KJIIOqa B rOCTIIHIIqHbIM 3aMOK scerzta IICKPIIJIO.

KJIIIeHT - «OTeIJ; POCCIIMCKoro TOJIJIIIHra» ITYP,ll;eHKO - ofieutan II36IIpaTeJI5IM MIIHIIMaJIbHYIO aapnnary B rr5lTb TbIC5Iq Py6JIeM (B 1999 rozty, aaxrert.re), HO HIIKaK He 06b5lCH5IJI, OTxyzta B03bMYTC5I ztensrn. 3TO neno nopy-mna MHe KaK rrporraraH,ll;IICTY. 5[ cnnen ,ll;JIIIHHYIO IJ;errOqKY II3 no BO,ll;O B, xoropsre JII060M 3KOHOMIICT (BKJIIOqa51 Taiinapa, HJIJIapIIOHOBa IIJIII Xa- 3IIHa) cnen 6bI 6pe,ll;OM, HO qTO MHe OCTaBaJIOCb ztenars?

BbIrJI5I,ll;eJIO npmrepno TaK: OTMeHa H,ZJ,C npasener K COKparu;eHIIIO paCXO,ll;OB II, COOTBeTCTBeHHO, K POCTY aapnnarsr. A qeM aaxpsrrs zrsrpy B 6IO,ll;)KeTe? B351Tb xpeznrrsr Y Meacnyaaponnoro BaJIIOTHOrO Q:>oH,ll;a. npaJIII sern, - II mrsero! 3KOHOMIIqeCKIIM reHIIM He B03pa)KaJI, II60 3TY qYIIIb orry6JIIIKOBaJIII B IIPKYTCKIIX raserax, xoropsre OH IIrHopIIpOBaJI, KaK II see OCTaJIbHbIe CMil.

Esina II zrpyras Gena: )KeHa xanmmara 3arrIICaJIaCb B necrPYKTIIBHYIO ceKTY. ITpIIIIIJIOCb ee OTrrpaBIITb KY,ll;a-TO B KpacH05lPCKIIM xpaii, K pO,ll;CTBeHHIIKaM. ITo 3TOM npn-nme OHa TaK II He npo-rrrrana Moe rrpOHIIKHOBeHHoe IIHTepBbIO 0 ee CqaCTJIIIBOM ceMeMHOM )KII3HII C 3a6oTJIIIBbIM cynpyroxr.

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<l>aKTllqeCKII MbI pa60TaJIII rrpOTIIB M3pa, KOTOPbIM nozmep)KIIBaJI KOHKypeHTa III., rr03TOMY rJIaBHOM yztapnoii CIIJIOM B Eparcxe CTaJIa rpyrrrra rrO,ll;pOCTKOB-arIITaTOpOB, paCKJIeIIBaIOru;IIX rro HOqaM JIIICTOBKII, paCrrIICbIBaIOru;IIX CTeHbI ,ll;OMOB II BCTyrraIOru;IIX B 60eCTOJIKHOBeHII5I C aparaxm, TaKIIMII )Ke MaJIOJIeTKaMII. ,ZJ,a, KaK OHII IICKpeHHe rOpeBaJIII, xorna KaMrraHII5I 3aKOHqIIJIaCb II BepHYJIOCb YHbIJIOe 6bITIIe B 3KOJIOrIIqeCKII 3ara)KeHHOM Eparcxe, rne Cpe,ll;HIIM B03paCT COCTaBAAJI 'rpazntart, TpII rona, a sapnnara - TpII TbIC5IQII!

3a TpII He,ll;eJIII no ,ll;aTbI BbI60pOB 06a xaazmztara 3a60JIeJIII:

IIYP,ll;eHKo XBaTIIJI IIHCYJIbT, a III. yexan nonpannxrs snoposr,e B II3paIIJIb. Hape3KII II3 CTapbIX CbeMOK 3aKOHQIIJIIICb, II MbI C ApTeMOM rrpII,ll;YMaJIII zrsa TpIOKa.

Bo-nepnsrx, ApTeM HarrIICaJI QaCTYIIIKII, xoropsre sa «nyssrps» B zrens IICrrOJIH5IJI PbIHOQHbIM rapMOHIICT. II3MbIIIIJIeHII5I o JIIIQHOM )KII3HII KOHKypeHToB He rrpOl(IITIIpyeIIIb, a BOT rrpo IIYP,ll;eHKo: «rOBOp5lT, QTO HaIII IIYP,ll;eHKO OKOHQaTeJIbHO 3,ll;OPOB - C rnpeii 6eraJI rro 60JIbHIIl(e II opan na ,ll;OKTOpOB! 51: ysepea HaIII IIYP,ll;eHKO CKOPO CHOBa BCTaHeT B CTPOM - 3aCbInan O,ll;IIH B nanare, A npocnynca C Me,ll;CeCTpoM!». Hapozry rrOHpaBIIJIOCb, a 3JIeKTopaTY - KTO 3HaeT?

BO-BTOPbIX, 51 COQIIHIIJI Mmp 0 Tpa,ll;IIl(IIOHHOM 6YP5lTCKOM «IIpa3,ll;HIIKe CO)K)KeHII5I IIIy6bI». 5I:K06bI, B KOHl(e rOJIO,ll;HOrO rona, B nexaope, xorzta B rrJIeMeHII POCJIO He,ll;OBOJIbCTBO IIIaMaHOM, B l(eJI5IX MaccoBoM ncaxorepanan rrpIIJIIO,ll;HO C)KIIraJIaCb IIIy6a IIIaMaHa, B KOTOPOM, KaK II3BeCTHO, KOHl(eHTpIIpoBaJIIICb see 6e,ll;bI II HeCQaCTb5l. HarrIICaJI Cl(eHapIIM II ,ll;OrOBOPIIJIC5I C «)KIIpIIHOBl(aMII» 0 6eCrrJIaTHOM rreprhopvance.

Tlonorpeaaerasre «copoxarpaztycnoii» II conposoaciaevsre 3eBaKaMII, OHII BbIIIIJIII na l(eHTpaJIbHYIO nnoutazn, II nozt rnycnsre rrpII6aYTKII CO)KrJIII na xpecre crapyro ,ll;y6JIeHKY. Hapon

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OIIIaJIeJI. Be-repoxr HaIII pe:>I<IICCep C YBa)KeHlIeM CrrpOCIIJI Mena: «A qTO, B caMOM nene TaKoM 06bIqaM cymecrsoaan?». OmITb-TaKII, HeII3BeCTHO, rrOBbICIIJIa 3Ta xnoynana peMTIIHr ...

TyT HaIIIII conepmrxa, IICrrOJIb3Y51 a,ll;MIIHIICTpaTIIBHbIM pecypc, opraHlI30BaJIlI B Eparcxe «BIIXPb-2» C nposepxoii rracnopros II 3a,ll;ep)KaHlIeM rrO,ll;03pIITeJIbHbIX JIlIqHOCTeM. MbI nparanncs rro HOMepaM, ,ll;a6bI 1I36e)KaTb KaTaJIa)KKII, HO Menenacepa EBreHlI5I nponepacann CyTKII, ,ll;OrrbITbIBaJIIICb, KTO II 3aqeM. IIocJIe .raxoro crpecca MbI HY)K,ll;aJIIICb B paccnafiyxe, KOKTeMJIb «BO,ll;Ka-Q:>aHTa» JIlIJIC5I no 'rpex yrpa pexoii. 3aBTpaK OCTaJIC5I na CTOJIaX, a ofiezt cytit.exrt.r co crenzra «IIX Pa3bICKIIsaer MIIJIIIl(1I5I» JIIIIIIb nonanxycsrsana. Ha ne-repnen cosemaHIIII yqaCTHIIKaM BO,ll;OqHOM npouenypsr BJIerrlIJIII rro nsrroaopy II IIITpaQ:>y B nxrszrecar ,ll;OJIJIapOB sa HapYIIIeHlIe pe)KIIMa.

B pe3YJIbTaTe MbI npoarpann scero 'rpn npouerrra.

B nanane ztexafips MeH5I II Jleounzta BbICJIaJIII B MOCKBY 6e3 06b5lCHeHlI5I npa-nm, HO ztem.rn 3arrJIaTIIJIII, KaK 06eru;aJIII.

IIJIaH IIyrHHa H 06pe3aHHe

B Q:>eBpaJIe ,ll;BYXTbIC5IqHOrO rona, xorzta 51 Y)Ke o-ryxancs rrOCJIe IIPKYTcKo-6paTcKoM srronen II CHOBa KOJIeCIIJI rro MOCKBe B rrOIICKax pa60TbI, rr03BOHlIJI HaqaJIbHIIK ornena nepconana «lIMA-KOHCaJITIIHra». MbI BCTpeTIIJIIICb nosnno ne-repov: «TbI na CaXaJIIIH saerpa rrOJIeTIIIIIb?». LITO sa nonpoc] TeM 60JIee, qTO aapnnara, KaK 51 Y3HaJI na MeCTe, OKa3aJIOCb qyTb JIll He caMOM BbICOKOM II CpOK KOMaH,ll;lIpOBKII He OrpaHlIqlIBaJIC5I.

JIeTeJI na HJI-86, ,ll;eB5ITb qaCOB, XOPOIIIO He O,ll;IIH, C MIIJIOM MaplIHOM 1I3 5I:pOCJIaBJI5I. 51: OTCbIpeJI II OTrrOTeJI no 6e306pa31I5I, a M051 cnynmna YCTaJIa OT 6eCKOHeqHbIX )K1I3HeHHbIX IICTOpIIM. B aaponopry BCTpeTIIJI )KeHbKa, MOM HerrOCpe,ll;CTBeHHbIM naqaJIbHIIK C Bparcxa II rro COBMeCTIITeJIbCTBY rpa)K,ll;aHCKIIM My)K

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MapIIHbI. Meuenacep npoeicra He CKpbIBaJIa paazrpaacenaa, rroCKOJIbKY C HeM JIIIqHO He rrOCOBeTOBaJIIICb. Ho rrpIIJIeTeJI, He OTCbIJIaTb )Ke. CJIaBa 60ry, 51 BbIIIOJIH5IJI nopy-renaa zrpyroro MeHe,ll;)Kepa, EBreHII5I, KOTOPbIM ceiinac orne-raer sa IIH<popMal(IIOHHYIO rrOJIIITIIKY B 6JIII)KHeM IIO,ll;MocKOBbe, P5l,ll;OM uepKOBHOM 06IITeJIbIO.

OH C XO,ll;Y OIIIapaIIIIIJI MeH5I <pPOHTOM pa60T. OKa3bIBaeTC5I, 51 na CaXaJIIIHe - )KypHaJIIICT, )KeHbKa - pe,ll;aKTOp, a ra3eTY nazro erne cosnars. Brpoexr, 16 rrOJIOC ezcenenensno II 6e3 nponarannst no nopsr no BpeMeHII, T.e. no aBrYCTa (BbI60pbI 6bIJIII ocensro). CKa3aJIII «)KypHaJIIIcT» - 3HaqIIT «)KypHaJIIIcT». Hazro )Ke xorna-ro HaqIIHaTb. OHO II K CqaCTbIO, rrOCKOJIbKY «JIerrIITb» JIIICTOBKII II rrporpaMMbI Ha,ll;OeJIO.

Cnasana rrOCeJIIIJIII B 06KOMOBCKYIO rOCTIIHIIl(Y, KOMHaTa zrsa na TpII, «rp06IIK», HO rrOJIyqIIIe, qeM Y PaCKOJIbHIIKOBa.

Ha pa60TY XO,ll;IIJIII rreIIIKOM, MIIHYT 'rpazntars. 51: nanan 3aBO,ll;IITb KOHTaKTbI, IICKaTb CTpIIHrepOB. IIOH5ITHO, qTO B IO)KHO-CaXaJIIIHCKe HII 3HaKOMbIX, HII pO,ll;CTBeHHIIKOB He rrpO)KIIBaJIO. HaIIIe ceMeMCTBO soofime ,ll;OMOCe,ll;CKOe, ,ll;a)Ke B rOCTII nexyzta csesrnrrs, see B IIepMcKoM 06JIaCTII KyqKYIOTC5I. Orma Ha,ll;e)K,ll;a na MeH5I 6bIJIa na He onpasnan.

3a TpII He,ll;eJIII 3aBeJI Maccy 3HaKOMbIX, rrOJIyqIIJI Y,ll;OCTOBepenne COTpY,ll;HIIKa a,ll;MIIHIICTpal(IIII, 3a6aBJI5IJIC5I B rasere py6- PIIKOM «T OBOP5lT, qTO ... » - COqIIH5IJI CJIYXII II CrrJIeTHII. HIIKTO He rr03BOJIIIJI 6bI MHe sa TaKIIe «6a6KII» (rrOJITOpbI IIITYKII erne 'rex «6aKCOB»: )KeHe II ,ll;BYM ,ll;OqKaM XBaTaJIO OTCbIJIaeMbIX MHOIO e)KeMeC5IqHO ,ll;BYXCOT ,ll;OJIJIapOB, qT06bI He HY)K,ll;aTbC5I) JIIIIIIb YCJIa)K,ll;aTb ,ll;YIIIY na ra3eTHOM nonoce, ,ll;aBaJIIICb cneunansnsre II TaMHbIe nopy-renna.

113 MOCKBbI rroTpe60BaJIII paspaforars II pacnpocrpanrm, na CaXaJIIIHe nporpaxory IIYTIIHa (MbI soofime-ro pa60TaJIII

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na ryfiepnaropctcne BbI60PbI, HO KaK pas rrOIIIJIa nepsaa KaMrraana BJIa,[(IIMlIpa BJIa,[(IIMlIpOBlIqa). Cnoprm, C MOCKBOM 6eCrrOJIe3HO II Bpe,[(HO (<<TaK BbI TaM, 'roro, 6JIII)Ke, ztaiire - MbI anarrrnpyev»), a e,[(IIHCTBeHHbIM pa60THIIK, KOTOPbIM na see rOTOB, 1I60 51BHO JIl06lIT pafiorars (II ztener 60JIbIIIe scex rrony-raer) - 3TO 51. 113 IIHTepHeToBcKIIX 06PbIBKOB II c06CTBeHHOM <paHTa31I1I 51 cnnen reHlIaJIbHYIO nporpasory, KOTOPYIO ,[(0 CIIX rrop xpamo, qT06bI npn cny-rae nperrsasrrrs ropnonanaxr, YTBep)K,[(aIOru;IIM, qTO nnana IIyTIIHa He cyru;eCTBOBaJIO HIIKOrna. B npnpone, MO)KeT, II HeT, 3TO )K He rpnf II He xryxa, a na MoeM BIIHqeCTepe ecrs (OM, na )KeCTKOM zmcxe). 3x, BJIa,[(lIMllp BJIa,[(IIMlIpOBlIq-TO He seztaer, a TO 6bI rrO,[(IIBIIJIC5I II Meztans ,[(aJI IIJIII, Ha060pOT, nyresxy B KpaCHOKaMeHKY ...

Tne-ro B anpene 3a5lBlIJIaCb KO,[(JIa )KypHaJIIOr 1I3 MOCKBbI, rro,[(rrlIcaBIIIIIXC5I B ,[(OJI)KHOM CBeTe ocsemars nonsarn ry6epnaropa (YBbI, OH rrOTOM Pa36IIJIC5I na Kaxorarxe). 51: XOTeJI npnKlIHYTbC5I MeCTHbIM, HO Orr03HaJIlI rrOCJIe nepsoii CTorrKII B rroesne TO JIll rro aKl(eHTY, TO JIll rro yMy.

3Ta KOMaH,[(lIpOBKa B HOrJIIIKII czienana 1I3 Mem pOMaHTlIqHOrO rry6JIIIl(IICTa. TaK PO,[(IIJIC5I «AH'[(peM CIIMOHOB», rroTeCHIIBIIIIIM aanyzmoro II ,[(OTOIIIHoro ,[(0 PBOTbI 0<p1Il(1I03HIIKa «HIIKOJIa51 3a6eJIbCKoro» (spozte TaK 3BaJIlI IIH)KeHepa 1I3 «KpeMJIeBCKIIX KypaHTOB» IIIaTpoBa). IIoTOM rr05lBlIJIC5I II Anexcannp AnOB.

MIICTlIqeCKa51 IIITyKa - rrceB,[(OHIIM. CrrpaIIIIIBaIOT HerroCB5Iru;eHHbIe, 3aqeM OH HY)KeH? LIT06bI CKpbITb IICTIIHHoe IIM5I? HeT, qTO 3TO sa )KypHaJIIICT, KOTOPbIM He )Ka)K,[(eT CJIaBbI?! ,lI,eJIO B TOM, qTO TaK ner-re II y6e,[(IITeJIbHee nncars.

ECJIII AH'[(peM CIIMOHOB JII06lIT <pIIJIOCO<pCTBOBaTb II nnaxars, HIIKOJIaM 3a6eJIbCKlIM - YMCTBOBaTb XOJIO,[(HbIM Pa3YMOM, 3TO CKyqHbIM II 6eCCMbICJIeHHbIM aBTOMaT, TO Anexcannp AnOB

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- JIl06IITeJIb rrpIIKOJIOB. 3TO OH, a He 51, npmrynan IICTOPIIIO ,ll;JI5I nepsoanpe.rscxoro noxrepa, B IICTIIHHOCTb KOTOPOM nosePIIJIII qIITaTeJIII HaIIIeM rasersr C Ha.3BaHIIeM «COBepIIIeHHO BepHO!». ECTb y MeH5I II )KeHCKIIe rrCeB,ll;OHIIMbI, nanpavep, MapIIHa KpYTIIl(Ka5l, HO rrOJIb3YIOCb penxo.

ITorpY)KeHIIIO B 06pa.3 a JI5I <l>JI06ep B rocnozcy EOBapII 51 HayqIIJIC5I B ,ll;eB5IHOCTOM, xorzta B Tlepxn, rrpIIe3)KaJI JIyIIC Anstiepro II3 «Pa6bIHII Hsaypsr». HY)KHa 6bIJIa rasera OT IIMeHII <paHaTOB. LITO rOBOpIIJI <pepMep HBaH II npenonasarens Bysa CII,ll;OPOB - He rrOMHIO, a M051 CTY,ll;eHTKa <pIIJI<paKa (HeT, 51 KaK CTY,ll;eHTKa <pIIJI<paKa) l(IITIIpOBaJIa KJIaCCIIKOB OTeqeCTBeHHOM JIIITepaTypbI. B II36IIpaTeJIbHbIX KaMrraHII5IX rrIICaJI OT IIMeHII II36IIpaTeJIeM, xoropsre caMII rrOqeMY-TO He )KeJIaIOT ofipamarsca C rrpocsfiaxm II rrpe,ll;JIO)KeHII5IMII K rrOJIIITIIqeCKIIM KaH,ll;II,ll;aTaM. ITPIIXO,ll;IITC5I MOTIIBIIpOBaTb!

Bcex cneuaananaii He ynoxnno, HO O,ll;HO, caxroe rJIaBHOe, OTJIO)KIIJIOCb npo-mo. ,ZJ,eJIO 6bIJIO na ITacxy.

ITo nopy-renmo PYKOBO,ll;CTBa 51 rr03HaKOMIIJIC5I C MeCTHbIM apXIIerrIICKorrOM. Cnasana rOBOpIIJIII 0 Bepe, rrOTOM 0 epernxax II paCKOJIbHIIKaX, rrOJIyqIIJI B nap rrapy KHIIr (na rrOJIKe CTO- 51T!) II ,ll;a)Ke rrOqIITaJI rroc06II5I Torr CIIKpIIT. CeJIII sa CTOJI, BKYCIIJIII CKOPOMHOM nnnm B KOM6IIHal(IIII C BO,ll;KOM, 3aTeM apxaermcson OCTaBIIJI MeH5I na none-renne Bpary, MeTp ztesaHOCTO, 110 xr. 51: xoe-xax nozt rrpOJIIIBHbIM ,ll;O)K,ll;eM ,ll;06paJIc5I no penaxmra, HO )KeHbKa npornan OTCbIIIaTbC5I.

Osyxanca, HarrIICaJI nnan B3aIIMO,ll;eMCTBII5I C rrpaBOCJIaBHbIMII, HO BTOPOM pas BCTpeTIITbC5I He ycnen. BOT KaK 6bIJIO neno.

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PY ,ll;HeM rro CaXaJUIHY rrOrrOJI3 CJIYX 0 HeCTaH,ll;apTHbIX ynne-reHlUIX 6JIarOBepHOrO B rrpOIIIJIOM. Bee rrOHIIMaJUI, qTO 3TO rrpoIICKII KOHKypeHToB, HO... B 061l1eM, rrplIIIIJIOCb «zterrars ofipesanae», CJIaBa Bory, He MHe (51 'rpn pasa 1I36eraJI), a OTKPbITKaM: orpeaars CTPOqKY co CJIOBaMII apxnenacxona. TaMHO, B TlIrrorpa<plIlI, JIlIqHO rrpOCJIe,ll;IIJI, qT06bI 06pe3KlI npn MHe )Ke CO)KrJIII. )KaJIb, YMHbIM II ,ll;OCTOMHbIM MY)KIIK nonan B rrOJIIITIIqeCKlIe )KepHOBa ...

IIapTHHHbIH B3JIeT

B Mae 2002 rona rr03BOHlIJIa Hpnua: co MHOM XOqeT rroroBOPIITb r.M. rro IIHTepecHoMY nosony. LITO OT MeH5I nazro nerrYTaTY, xorzta no BbI60pOB nanexo? HeY)KeJIII OTqlITaTbC5I sa rrp0,ll;eJIaHHympa60TY?

MbI rr03HaKOMlIJIlICb B 1996 rorry, xorzta r.M. B03rJIaBJI5IJIa MeCTHoe ornenenne HeKoM 6JIaroTBoplITeJIbHOM opraansarma, a 51 CKOJIaqlIBaJI «061l1eCTBeHHbIM 6JIOK nonnepacxn M3pa», TOrna BJIa,ll;IIMlIpa <PIIJI5I. Hy nocyna-nrna, rrOCTaBIIJIa nonnncs nozt B033BaHlIeM, 60JIbIIIe He BII,ll;eJIIICb. IIoTOM OHa CB5I3aJIaCb C 1I3BeCTHbIM B Y3KlIX rrepMCKIIX xpyrax CJIaBOM, rrpOIIIJIa B roponcxyro ,ll;YMY, qaCTO MeJIbKaJIa (II MeJIbKaeT) B TeJIeBlI30pe. BOT II see] A Hpnua pa60TaJIa B rrpecc-crryssfie. HMeHHo ,ll;JI5I nee KaK COIICKaTeJIbHIIl(bI paoo-rero MeCTa 51 nanacan B 1997 rozty nepsyro nporpasnry CB5I3eM C 061l1eCTBeHHOCTbm opraaos BJIaCTII. MHOrOqlICJIeHHbIe MOll yqe6HlIKlI II MOHOrpa<p1I1I erne BaplIJIIICb B rrO,ll;C03HaHIIII.

K -racrsro IIJIII HeT, 61I3HeCMeHOM 51 He CTaJI, rrOCKOJIbKY pyKOBO,ll;IITb ,ll;pyrlIMII He YMem II He xo-ry.

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CTHbIMII rrpOeKTaMII. HHTYIIl(1I5I He nonsormna: xorna B ITepMII snpyr rr05lBlIJIC5I crrpoc na 51rrOHCKIIM 513bIK, 51 Y)Ke 6bIJI rOTOB ero npenoztanars, 1I60 sapanee KOe-qTO Hac06lIpaJI II BOCCTaHOBIIJI B rraM5ITII.

r.M. CrrpOCIIJIa, He XOTeJI 6bI 51 CTaTb npezrceztarenen IICrrOJIKOMa perlIOHaJIbHOrO OT,ll;eJIeHII5I CITC. 5£, He Pa3,ll;YMbIBa5l, COrJIaCIIJIC5I, rrOCKOJIbKY npeztcenarenev, ,ll;a)Ke 31Il(-, erne He 6bIJI, a see 60JIbIIIe XO,ll;IIJI B «cepsrx 3aMeCTIITeJI5IX». Caxra lI,ll;e51 nonoro nena MeH5I, oxo-rero no HOBbIX BrreqaTJIeHIIM, B,ll;OXHOBIIJIa.

Ha3HaqIIJIII cofiecenoeanne, «KaK Y B3POCJIbIX». Erne 6bI, ,ll;eJIO-TO cepsesnoe, nazro BbI5ICHIITb, sa «KpaCHbIX» 51 IIJIII sa «6eJIbIX», a MO)KeT, II soofinte CKpbITbIM e,ll;IIHOpOCC II (<IIOcemaio cnnarory». COJIII,ll;Ha51 KOMlICClI5I 1I3 «serepanos ,ll;eMOKpaTlIqeCKOrO ,ll;BlI)KeHII5I», B03rJIaBJI5IeMa51 O,ll;HOKJIaCCHIIKoM EEH, YCTpOIIJIa nepexpecrnsrii nonpoc, He nonoapesaa, qTO 51 nozmaropen B «OTKpOBeHHbIX IICrrOBe,ll;51X».

B 1996 rozty, xorzta TecTlIpOBaJIC5I ,ll;JI5I CTa)KlIpOBKII B IIlTaTax rro MBA, qeCTHO nosenan aMeplIKaHcKIIM ,ll;03HaBaTeJI5IM, qTO rrp05lBJI5IJI ce651 KaK MeHe,ll;)Kep aac C ztercxoro cana, peryJIlIpy51 paccanxy ztereii na ocezie. BocrroMIIHaHlI5I - 3TO rrpo,ll;yKT pereaepauan CMYTHbIX BrreqaTJIeHIIM II Q:>aHTa3IIM rro npamnmy nopy-mxa P)KeBCKOro «MY3bIKa HaBe5lJIa», He 60JIee.

ITplI3HaJIC5I )KeHe, qTO ,ll;a)Ke eCJIII He B03bMYT na 3TO ITo-rernoe Mecro, 6y,ll;y no rreHC1I1I rOp,ll;IITbC5I, qTO MOIO KaH,ll;II,ll;aTYPY soofime paccnarpnsana. KaK B anexzrore, «He ztoromo, TaK XOT5I 6bI corperocs».

ITepBbIM saxon HlIqeM He 3aKOHqIIJIC5I. B351JIII npyroro, IICxpenne npeztannoro caMOMY H.IO.

B ceHT5I6pe, xorzta 51 Y)Ke YIIIeJI OT zterryrara B nycrory II BepHYJIC5I C ceMbeM 1I3 ITIITepa, r.M. rr03BOHlIJIa CHOBa.

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BTOPOM xpyr 51 rrpOCKOqlIJI 6bICTpee, II zrymennmarensnsre 6eCe,ll;bI rro ,ll;YIIIaM BbIPOCJIII no 0<p1Il(1I03a. Ha rrOJIIITCOBeTe OT 6e3bICXO,ll;HOCTII rrpOrOJIOCOBaJIII «sa» (rrpe)KHIIM npezrceztarens KaK 6yxraJITep norpas B paspaoorxe ,ll;OJI)KHOCTHbIX IIHCTPYKl(IIM), HO C IICrrbITaTeJIbHbIM CPOKOM, HO 6e3 ne-rarn ... «TbI pa- 60TaM, a MbI rrOCMOTpIIM».

Hepes 'rpn ,ll;H5I KTO XOTeJI (a XOTeJIII see), rrOO,ll;IIHOqKe, B xopnnope C cnraperoii, paCCKa3aJIII MHe 0 zrpyrnx «3JIO,ll;e5lX II Mep3aBl(ax». ,ZJ,a TbI nonan, napens, B cepnerrrapayn, HO neBaTbC5I nexyna, 1I60 'rpn ,ll;H5I na TaKOM IIocTY - He CqlITOBO ,ll;JI5I 61I0rpa<plIlI. 3HaTb, cyzrsfia acnsrrsmaer.

IIOJIIITCOBeT Pa36IIJIC5I na 'rpn C rrOJIOBIIHOM <ppaKl(1I1I HerrplIMlIplIMbIX e,ll;IIHOMbIIIIJIeHHIIKoB. B qeM npas, 51 cna-rana He rrOH51JI: ztem.rn sa qJIeHCTBO OHII He rrOJIyqaJIII, a BJIaCTBOBaTb nan YMaMII 360 qJIeHOB OT,ll;eJIeHII5I nOJIbIIIIIM IIIJIeMoM HIIKaK He Ha30BeIIIb.

HHTplIraH C ,ll;ByM5I npaTb5lMlI II MOJIO,ll;bIM Kapsepacro«, XpaHIITeJIb ,ZJ,eMOKpaTIIII II 3rrOXlI C qaCTHbIMII IIHTepecaMII, Cepsesnsm rJIaMYP, 3aMeCTlITeJIb BJIaCTBYIOru;eM OC06bI, IIpO<peCCIIOHaJI CBeTCKIIX paYTOB, napo-nca HaCJIe,ll;CTBeHHbIX JIII6epaJIOB, 6bIBIIIlIM Kanrnmar B nOJIbIIIlIe ,ZJ,errYTaTbI, COIICKaTeJIb IIapTIIMHOM KaCCbI II npo-nre «CTpOIITeJIII ,ll;eMOKpaTIIII». Errrsa qeCTOJII06lIM (IIJIII Tru;eCJIaBIIM) MaCKlIpOBaJIaCb nozt nzteonoru-recxae 6aTaJIIIII, HO IIIIITa 6bIJIa 6eJIbIMlI HIITKaMIl. HY)KHbIe II IICrrOJIHIIMbIe peIIIeHlI5I He rrplIHIIMaJIIICb, II 51 KaK rrapTIIMHbIM <PYHKl(IIOHep 6bIJI CB5I3aH rro PYKaM II noraxr.

Eoeauxr xpemenaen CTaJIa ,ll;IICKOTeKa ,ll;JI5I BOBJIeqeHlI5I B JIlI6epaJIlI3M «OTopBaHHOM» MOJIO,ll;e)KlI. IIIYM-raM, nnaxarsr, nnaxrennsre pe-m JIII,ll;epOB. MeH5I rrpe,ll;CTaBIIJIII B 're speraena erne cnoncopy perlIOHaJIbHOrO OT,ll;eJIeHII5I, KPYTOMY 61I3HecMeHY, <paMIIJIII5I xoroporo He,ll;BYCMbICJIeHHO aCCOl(lIlIpOBaJIaCb

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C ero 61I3HeCOM. My:/KIIK JIeT 'rpazntara C 6JIarO)l(eJIaTeJIbHbIM JIIIl(OM, HO yrpoacarouieii IIHTOHal(lIeM (TIIIIlIqHbIM CJIyqaM HeKOHrpY3HTHOCTII) rrpIICOBeTOBaJI: «ECTb zrsepa, xoropsre nysIIIee He OTKPbIB ars, -rrofisr rrOTOM He noacaners». Pa3MbIIIIJIenne BCJIYX, OTCbIJIaIOru;ee K ero co6CTBeHHOMY onsrry. Ho 51-TO <pIIHaHCOBbIMII cexperaxm pa60TO,ll;aTeJIeM HIIKOr,ll;a He IIHTepeCOBaJIC5I.

LITO )1(, KaK onsrrnsrii 6IOpOKpaT 51 HaBeJI nopaztox B 6YMarax, nanan 3aCbIJIaTb 3,ll;OpOBeHHbIe OTqeTbI B MOCKBY (OT KOTOPbIX CKOPO OTKa3aJIIICb, 1I6o He ycnesann qIITaTb), HO C )l(ypHaJIIICTaMII MHe 06ru;aTbC5I 3arrpeTIIJIII, 1I6o «qJIeHOM rrapTIIII BbI He 51BJI5IeTeCb II KOMMeHTlIpOBaTb ee ,ll;e5lTeJIbHOCTb npasa He IIMeeTe».

Y6e,ll;IIJI r.M., qTO ,ll;OJI)I(eH ,ll;OCPOqHO OTqlITaTbC5I sa 'rpyztsr npasemrsie, II 18 H05l6p51 oIIIapaIIIIIJI rrOJIIITCOBeT ,ll;JIIIHHbIM crrlICKOM ,ZJ,ocTII)I(eHIIM na Enaro II BO HM5I. LITO-qTO, a OTqeTbI - Moe l(apCTBo.

B apMlI1I rrOCJIe rrOJIIITIIH<popMal(lIlI, cozrepxcanae KOTOPOM rrOH51JIII 'rpn qeJIOBeKa 1I3 IIHTepHal(IIOHaJIbHOM rrOJIycoTHII «COBeTCKIIX JIIO,ll;eM», MeH5I Ha3HaqIIJIII xosrcopron POTb!. ,ZJ,a)l(e 6e3rpaMoTHbIM ~aH,ll;)I(lIraBa II 6eCCJIOBeCHbIM Panoes qaCTO MeJIbKaJIII B rrpOTOKOJIaX, BbICKa3bIBa51 cY)l(,ll;eHII5I, cosnaziaromne C JIIIHlIeM rrapTIIII.

Ilozt arreaarnenaexr or-rera IICrrbITaTeJIbHbIM CpOK C MeH5I CH5IJIII, II B nexaope npencroxno exars na panzresy C caMbIM rJIaBHbIM npenceztarenexr IICrrOJIKOMa, KOTOPbIM, YTBep,ll;IIB MeH5I na nocry, -repes MeC5Il( rrepeMeTHYJIC5I B «Enpo».

4 H05l6p51 MbI rrOBe3JIlI )l(ypHaJIIICTOB B «IIepMb-36», C JIIO- 60BbIO BocCTaHOBJIeHHYIO ,ll;eMOKpaTaMII na 6IO,ll;)I(eTHbIe cpezt-

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CTBa «30HY», na KOTOPOM sa cner aMeplIKaHCKIIX TyplICTOB 3apa6aTbIBaJIlI «6a6KII» JIlI6epaJIbHbIe» IICTOpIIKII. nbIBIIIlIe rrocnztensusr, B xa-recrse KOMrreHCal(1I1I sa aHTlICOBeTlI3M rrepe- 6pOIIIeHHbIe sa OKeaH, CrrOHClIpOBaTb npoexr OTKa3aJIIICb.

Tlpezicroano TP5lCTlICb B asrofiyce OKOJIO 'rpex qaCOB. 3aKYrrlIJIII KOJI6aCbI-XJIe6a-BO,ll;bI II BO,ll;KII, -rrofisr «o6beKTIIBHbIe orrlICaTeJIII» HaCTpOIIJIIICb na rrpaBIIJIbHbIM nazi.

MeH5I Y)KaCbI O,ll;IIHOqHbIX Ka3eMaTOB He rrOTp5lCJIII, 3aTO 6lIorpa<p1I1I crpanansnes sa CBo60,ll;Y CJIOBa BbI3BaJIlI neztoYMeHlIe. II TO, CKa3aJI HeqTO - rrOCa,ll;IIJIII na zrsazman, rr5lTb JIeT, TOJIbKO BbIIIIeJI - Orr5lTb 6p5lKHYJI rrpIIJIIO,ll;HO - eru;e rr5lTHa,ll;l(aTb. II qTO 1I3MeHIIJIOCb, pazm -rero )K1I3Hb 3ary6lIJI?

rOBOpIITb, qTO rrpaB03aru;IITHIIKII paCKaqaJIII CCCP - CMeIIIHO, ocofienno na <pOHe HbIHeIIIHIIX MaCTO,ll;OHTOB C axreplIKaHCKIIMII rrplIcTpaCTlI5IMII. A TyT nozt COYCOM coxpanerma rraM5ITII )KepTB penpeccnii KOMMepqeCKIIM npoercr, KOTOPbIM npanocrrr rrpodnrr opraamaropasr II ,ll;06aBJI5IeT -repnsre rrarna na II 6e3 'roro MpaqHbIM TIOpeMHbIM IIMII,ll;)K IIepMII.

IIp5lMO TaM, na «30He», B rOJIOBe pO,ll;IIJIaCb npocrensxaa, HO rrplIBJIeKaTeJIbHa51 nnea. 3aYHbIBHbIe 3KCKypClIlI C nepe-mcJIeHlIeM IIMeH II CTaTIICTIIKII - npavanxa ,ll;JI5I IIHOCTpaHl(eB (II -rero asrepnxamn.r He BO,ll;IIJIII 3KCKypClIlI rro Tyarrraaavo"), qlICJIO KOTOPbIX orpana-reno. He JIyqIIIe JIll YCTPOIITb sneer, HaTypaJIbHYIO OTCII,ll;KY C KOHBOMHbIMII co6aKaMII, KOJIIOqeM rrpOBOJIOKOM, qaCOBbIMII, IIIMOHOM rro HOqaM, cncreuori IIIHbIpeii, crpoesoii rrO,ll;rOTOBKoM nozt «JIeHIIH ncerna )KIIBOM!» II T.rr.? Ilpocro «CKJIeIITb» <pparMeHTbI 1I3 ,ZJ,oBJIaTOBa, «IlocrrenHero repos», «Hrpsr», «,ZJ,)KeHTJIbMeHOB yzta-ra» II rrpo-rero?

,ZJ,eC5ITb asrepaxannea rrplIJIeTaIOT B Tlepras, na ,ll;)KlIrraX IIX Be3YT B LIYCOBOM, nepeonesaror B TIOpeMHbIe p06bI, paccaacnBaIOT rro BOHIOqlIM aBT03aKaM, ,ll;OCTaBJI5IIOT B «IIepMb-36»,

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pacceJUIIOT rro xaxrepaxr. ,ZJ,aJIee perYJI5IpHO BbIBOMT na YTpeHHIOIO II BeqepHIOIO nosepxy (KaK B «BOK3aJIe ,ll;JI5I zrso IIX») , KOPM5IT HaTypaJIbHOM 6aJIaH,ll;OM, KOHBOIIPYIOT na cocernme rrOJI5I yfinpart, rrepMCKYIO xaprouncy II rro pacnopsnxy.

Hepes neztensxy «noncannaa YTKa» (1I3 qlICJIa aHrJIOrOBOP5lr.u;IIX, HO KaK 6bI 6bIBIIIlIX rrOJI5IKOB IIJIII rrpII6aJITOB), nposounpyer COKaMepHIIKOB na rro6er. Ilonxon He rO,ll;IITC5I, onacno, a BOT l(eMeHTOB03Ka - BrrOJIHe 3 na-nrr; oficmaror rHYCHOMY «COBeTCKOMY nepryxaro» (aprncry 1I3 Tearpa- Tearpa) asrepnKaHCKoe rpazcztancrso C B3JIQ:>epoM, rrp5lqYTC5I, HO B necy MaIIIIIHa rJIOXHeT. rpeMIIT cnpeaa, BepTOJIeTbI 6appa)KlIpYIOT, oxpaHHIIKII C cofiaxaxra (KaK B «Oxore na rrapam,ro»), B03- rJIaBJI5IeMbIe rrOJIKOBHIIKOM C 60P0,ll;OM (B apMlI1I He 6bIBaeT, HO aMepIIKaHl(bI-TO rrplIBbIKJIII K TaKOMY 06pa3Y!). ABTOMaTHbIe o-repezra, op -repes MeraQ:>OH «naprnsanen, 3,ll;aBaMC5I!». PasyMeeTC5I, JIOB5IT, BO,ll;BOP5lIOT B «KpaCHbIM yrOJIOK», 3aCTaBJI5IIOT syfiprrrt, nporpaxory Ba)KHbIX ,ZJ,eJI II KOHcrreKTlIpOBaTb BbICTYnnemre npeanzreirra C axpana, ,ZJ,a -rrof He CrraJIII II Pa360pQIIBO rrlICaJIII !

CIO)KeT rrpOCTOM, IICrrOJIH5ITb KTO 6Y,ll;eT? TIOpbMbI B IIepMCKOM xpae 3aKpbIBaIOT - KaCTIIHr rrpOBeCTII cpezm 6e3pa6oTHbIX KOHBOMHIIKOB. KJIlIeHTOB 3aCTpaXOBaTb na CJIyqaM «JIOHrIITIO,ll;HOM COBeTII3al(IIII», Me,ll;IIl(IIHCKOe OCBII,ll;eTeJIbCTBOBanne rrpOBeCTII, xypc pea6IIJIIITal(lIlI. 3aTO 6a6JIa - HeMep5lHO! ,ZJ,YMaIO, ztecsrn, TbIC5IQ ,ll;OJIJIapOB sa oznroro. OTJIIIQHOe COQe'ranae KOMMepl(1I1I II rrOJIIITII3al(lIlI. A,!J;peHaJIIIH sees BbI)KMeM, BrreQaTJIeHlI5I - 3aIII1I61ICb! IIoTOM erne II KIIHO CHIIMeM, rroCKOJIbKY BCIO,ll;y pa3BeCIIM BII,ll;eOKaMepbI. IIplI3 rrOJIYQIIM na <l>ecTIIBaJIe! 3x, IIyTIIH He paspennrr, nazro 6bIJIO npn EEH pa3BOpaQIIBaTbC5I.

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TaIOT B soszryxe: ceiinac B «IIepMII-36» perYJI5IpHO rrpOBO,ll;51T <POPYM na TeMY «LIeJIOBeK II TIOpbMa», HO 6e3 IICTOplIqeCKOM peKOHCTpYKl(IIII.

Bosepauienue B Tlepvs, KaK 51 II npezrsnnen, BbIMOTaJIO BCe nepssr: )KypHaJIIICTbI II napraiiusr TaK II HOPOBIIJIII paCCbIIIaTbC5I rro npnnopoacnsm KYCTaM II Mara3IIHaM. IIy6JIIIKal(1I1I B eMIl peMTIIHr He rrO,ll;H5IJIII, ztensra pacrpa-rensr BrrYCTYIO. Bupo-re«, MHe aapnnary rrJIaTIIJIa Mocxsa, na npesma 51 II He paCCqlITbIBaJI.

,ZJ,aJIbHeMIIIlIe aacenanna rrOJIIITCOBeTa JIlIllib YCIIJIIIBaJIII omymenne CKYKII II 6e3Ha,ll;erlI. K TOMY )Ke r.M., narypa CKaHzram.nas, no.naraa, qTO CB5I31I C MeCTHbIM crroncopoxr - 3TO IIH,ll;YJIbreHl(1I5I II raparrrna na sexa, xanpnananana nesnonan. IIapy pas MbI e3,ll;IIJIII K «roaapnntaxr na MeCTax», ,ll;a6bI rrozrsnnan, aTMOC<pePOM, caeprrn, -racsr II nanpanrrrs na IIYTb. TaM mpenxa 06HapY)KIIBaJIIICb BMeH5IeMbIe JIIO,ll;II, HO 60JIb- 1lIlIHCTBO COCTaBJI5IJIII JIlI60 MeJIKOTpaBqaTbIe xapsepncrsr, JIII- 60 6eCTOJIKOBbIe HeYMeXII C 3aBlIpaJIbHbIMlI lI,ll;e5lMII. IIpOllIJIO zrsa MeC5Il(a, a CTOPOHHIIKOB Y r.M. He rrpII6aBJI5IJIOCb.

LIJIeHbI rrOJIIITCOBeTa HaqaJIII rrJIeCTII 3arOBOp, aarrysraa OTO,ll;BIIHYTb r.M. OT PYKOBO,ll;CTBa II nepezrars 6pa3,ll;bI rrpaBJIeHlI5I MOJIO,ll;OMY MIl rrepcrreKTIIBHOMY H.IO. 3apHIIl(bI rrOJIbIXaJIII, r.M. IIX IIrHoplIpOBaJIa, ymrsaacs MII<plIqeCKIIM II 6eCrrOJIe3- HbIM crarycosr. Ho 51-TO Y)Ke BOllIeJI BO BKYC II 6pocaTb CBOM rrOCT BOBce He C061IpaJIC5I, nazreacs na CKOpyIO «CMeHY xypca».

Ha BbI60PbI B ... CK T5IHYTb 6e3Ha,ll;e)KHOrO xaazmztara MeH5I rrplIrJIaCIIJI O,ll;IIH MOJIO,ll;OM, HO Y)Ke 6bIBllIlIM 06JIaCTHOM qlIHOBHIIK, xoroporo sa rnasa 3BaJIlI KOCTeM, a B rnasa - rro OTqeCTBY. HII B KaKIIX TeXHOJIOrlI5IX OH HlIqerO He rrOHIIMaJI, Hay-

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qlIJIC5I JIlIllib pasnanan, pacnopaacenaa II opars He rro neny. 51: 6bI II He COrJIaCIIJIC5I, HO 06pa30BaJIC5I MepTBbIM ce30H II Gesneneacse. Ilncars, TaK nncars. Ha pa60TY OTBe3 na «Borrre» ,ZJ,1IMa, IOPIICT C 60raTOM 61I0rpaq:meM, B KOTOpyIO BMeCTIIJIIICb «CKOpa51 nosroun,», nesmoro Mopra, ofiy-tenne He rrOMHIO rne II a,ll;BOKaTCKlIe KeMCbI.

Kanrnmar 6bIJI 1I3 MeCTHbIX 6aH,ll;IOKOB, B rrpOIIIJIOM )K1I3HII, pa3YMeeTC5I. HbIHe YBa)KaeMbIM qeJIOBeK, C KarrIITaJIbl(eM-C II CB5I351MII-C. ITo KpaMHeM Mepe, HOC He B csoe zteno He COBaJI, rrOTOMY II )KIIJI noxa. HHTplIrlI He npeasnnenocs, IIITa6 OTCYTCTBOBaJI, a rrOMoru;HIIKII sa TaK nn-rero He ,ll;eJIaJIII, XOT5I II sa ztensra He CYMeJIII 6bI. 51: COqlIH5IJI CTPaTerlIIO, qT06bI nosa- 6aBHeM na KYPIIJI C ,ZJ,IIMOM Ka)K,ll;bIe norrraca. CII,ll;eJIII no IIIecTIl sesepa. ABaHc 3arrJIaTIIJIII, a na OCTaJIbHOe 51 II He pace-mTbIBaJI.

ITOlliJIII B peztaxnmo MeCTHOM «HbIO HOpK TaMMC» 3HaKOMlITbC5I C pe,ll;aKTpIICCCOM II ,ll;OrOBapIIBaTbC5I 0 pa3Meru;eHIIII BbICOKOXY,ll;O)KeCTBeHHoro XJIaMa. Ha <pOHe-TO MeCTHbIX )KypHaJIIICTCKIIX nepnos MOll MaTepb5lJIbqlIKlI 3aCJIY)KIIBaJIII «HO- 6eJIeBKII»! ,ZJ,eBYlliKe OKOJIO 'rpazntarn, He06b5lTHOe nnarse ee ofiemano paiicxne xyurn, II qTO-TO BHYTPII Y MeH5I 3aru;eJIKaJIO, KaK c-rer-nnc Teiirepa. Henpepsisuo II C YCKopeHlIeM. Hy TaM «CJIa,ll;OCTHa51 IICTOMa», «npeaaxymenne c-racrsa» II MbICJIb «OHa, 3TO OHa!». POMaHTlIqeCKIIM TpaHC, uepexozouuati B 6pe,ll;OBYIO rr0331IIO.

Hepes 'rpn ,ll;H5I 51 6e3 nosozta rrplIIIIeJI B penamnno, BPyqlIJI CBoeM CTpaCTII CTIIXII, II, He ,ll;0)KII,ll;a5lCb BCKPIIKOB «xyzta BbI, cynaps? HaM He )KIITb ztpyr 6e3 npyra!», peTlIpOBaJIC5I.

KaK-TO BCTpeTIIJIIICb B O,ll;HOKJIaCCHIIKax, HO, YBbI, ,ZJ,YJIbCIIHe51 Y)Ke CTaJIa zterryraroxr II CTIIXII MOll, HaBepHO, CO)KrJIa KaK KOMrrpOMaT. XOT5I KTO 3HaeT, qTO ,ll;eJIaIOT )KeHru;IIHbI C rr0331IeM,

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KOTOPYIO lIM ztapar rrOCTOpOHHlIe MY)KIIKII ... 3Ta TpeX,ll;HeBHa51 CTpaCTb acxynnna 1I,ll;IIOTII3M KaMrraHIIII. BTOPbIM KOMrreHCaTOPOM CTaJI MOM rraCKBIIJIb na COrrepHIIKa rro MOTIIBaM qeXOBcxoro BaHbKII )KYKOBa.

Y BC5IKOrO pOMaHTlI3Ma ecrs nononnexa (CJIOBO-TO xaxoe rrpOTIIBHOe, TO JIll rrJIIOeTC5I, TO JIll rrpeer). <l>peM,ll; 06b5lCHlIJI 6bI HeYTOJIeHHOM )Ka)K,ll;OM IIHl(eCTa, IOHr - KOMrrJIeKCOM HerrOJIHOl(eHHOCTII, Macnoy CO CBOIIM rYMaHlI3MOM - rrOpbIBOM K casropeanaaarma, a rrCIIXlIaTp 1I3 MeCTHOM 60JIbHlIqKlI - pacCOrJIaCOBaHHOCTbIO M03rOBbIX )K1I,ll;KOCTeM. ,ZJ,a y MeH5I csoe, rrOCKOHHoe, IIMeeTC5I. A snpyr He 'roro, IIJIII 'roro, a rrOTOM HIIKaK? JIa,ll;HO 6bI <p1I3IIOJIOrlIqeCKII - 'rorzta pOMaHTlI3M JIeQlIJIC5I 6bI anarpoii IIJIII cymensma )Ka6aMII, K npasrepy.

ReT, 3TO crpax KOHTaKTa zrymesnoro, 060pOHIITeJIbHa51 rro- 31Il(1I5I «KaK 6bI He 061I,ll;eJIII II He nanonnasann rro ,ll;YXOBHOM Cyru;HOCTII». IIJIIOC rlIrrep6oJIII3al(1I5I, rrep<peKl(IIOHII3M, QTo6bI «nascerna», «HeTY cexca 6e3 JII06BII» (a C JII060BbIO - TO)Ke HeT, 1I6o Y)Ke He cexc, a cosoxynnenne ztyur). <l>aHTa31I1I Heyexrnsre C 061I,ll;aMII na QeJIOBeqeCTBO, XOJIO,ll;HOe II 6e3,ll;yrnHoe. B caMOM nene, KTO )K Te651 T5IHeT B ropnne BbICII, refie )K He rp0351T KapOM II rrpOKJI5ITlIeM BO BeKII BeKOB?

II .rperse (IIJIII QeTBepTOe Y)Ke?) - )Ka,ll;HOCTb, He CTOJIbKO MaTepb5lJIbHa5l, OHa TO)Ke HaJIIIQeCTByeT, CKOJIbKO rrCIIXOJIOrlIQeCKa5l. BOT sern, napanoxcl Bpozre pOMaHTIIKII II pasopacsrBaIOTC5I HarrpaBO-HaJIeBO JIlIplIQeCKIIMII 1I3bICKaMII. KaK xce-c?

,ZJ,a OHII (OM, MbI), KaK rpnfisr, He MoryT He paCrrbIJI5ITb CBOII cnopsr rro CBeTY, 1I6o BTaMHe Ha,ll;eIOTC5I coxpamrrsca B BeQHOM rraM5ITII 06JIarO,ll;eTeJIbCTBOBaHHbIX pemrrraenron.

RaKOHel(, nocrrezmee - )KYTKa51 caMOYBepeHHOCTb B neorpa- 3IIMOCTII, B CMbICJIe HeOTB5I3HOCTII BrreQaTJIeHII5I.

KaK-TO Topnon nsrran )KIIPIIHoBCKoro, rr03T BMeCTe C pe-

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)KIICCepOM npaasrsann ero K rrOKa5lHIIIO, a na JIIIl(e y Bnazmxnrpa BOJIb<pOBlIqa -nrranacs 6e3bICXO,ll;HOCTb, 1I6o mrxyna eMY He CBepHYTb Y)Ke. BOT Y)K pOMaHTIIK BCaM,ll;eJIIIIIIHbIM, ozma paaanna - rry6JIlIqHbIM. CKa)KeTe, na xyna TaM, OH )Ke rrOJIIITIIK, 3Haq1IT, l(IIHIIK! A l(IIHIIK - He pOMaHTIIK rtepeaepuyrstii?

II IIIypMaH 3TOT C zreyxrornrsnsm rrJIaHlIpOBaHlIeM II MrHOBeHHbIM norapanenaexr OT ycrrexa Tlpenupas raa - TO)Ke 1I3 pOMaHTIIKOB. KaK 6bI eMY B ncnxymxy He yrornrrs ...

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B H05l6pe 2004 rona rr03BOHlIJI IOPIIM, He xo-ry JIll 51 nofiusan, B Ka3aXCTaHe. 51: Y)Ke ron KaK YIIIeJI 1I3 CITC, TOJIbKO qTO 3aKOHqlIJI zrse 1I36lIpaTeJIbHbIe KaMrraH1I1I II 6bIJI cnofiozten, KaK <paHepa B nonere. K TOMY )Ke 51 npnasnc K ciopnpnaan.

Kpaexr yxa CJIbIIIIaJI, qTO IOpa Y)Ke ztaano TPY,ll;IITC5I B Cpennen A31I1I C KaKIIMII-TO aMeplIKaHCKIIMII <pOH,ll;aMII. ITo- 3HaKOMlIJIlICb MbI B nanane ,ll;eB5IHOCTbIX, xorzta OH nepssm B ITepMII 3aru;IITIIJIC5I rro rrOJIIITOJIOrlIqeCKOM 'rexre II npasea xpy'roro asrepaxaacxoro rrOJIIITOJIOra. YqaCTBOBaJI B MeCTHbIX BbI60pax na TaK ynanno, qTO rrplIIIIJIOCb yexars OT pasmesanHbIX MeCTHbIX qIIHOBHIIKOB, xanmmarsr KOIIX rrpOBaJIIIJIIICb. Bupo-re«, 3TO M051 BepC1I5I.

B Cpennen A31I1I 51 He 6bIBaJI, qeMY yqlITb - He npencraaJI5IJI, HO IOPIIM 3a,ll;YMaJI COBMeCTHbIM cexornap C Ka3aXCKIIMII rrapTIIMHbIMII <PYHKl(IIOHepaMII, T.e. MOIIMII IIHOCTpaHHbIMII 6bIBIIIlIMlI KOJIJIeraMII.

Hasapoaes My,ll;pO HaBa5lJI y ce651 ,ll;IO)KIIHY naprnii, -rrofisr «ztestoxpart.t» He zteprarmcs II, rrpO,ll;OJI)Ka51 MaCKlIpOBKY, Pa3- peIIIIIJI asrepnxamiaa JIII,ll;epOB 3TlIX He3aJIe)KHbIX <P0pMlIpOBaHIIM qeMY-HII6Y,ll;b noy-nrrs, «yrrpaBJI5IeMOM ,ll;eMOKpaTIIII» IIJIII «CYBepeHHOM ,ll;eMOKpaTIIII» - KaKa51 pasnnna?

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ITOJIeTeJI -repes MOCKBY. IToCJIe Mapa<pOHOB B IO)KHOCaXaJIIIHCK B05l)K rrOKa3aJIC5I nposrenanon rro ITJI5IC ITIIraJIb (TaM TO)Ke He 6bIJI, 3M, ,ll;eBqOHKII!).

BCTpeTIIJI IOpa, rrOCeJIIIJI B POCKOIIIHOM OTeJIe, rrpIIBeJI B O<pIIC II npeztcrannn ,ZJ,OHHe. TIIrrIIqHa51 rrOJIIITKOppeKTHa51 axrepIIKaHKa (MHe-TO orxyzta 3HaTb?) sa 'rpazntars: xynouiasaa, C rrbITJIIIBbIM B3rJI5I,ll;OM, B rrOJIYTeHII - MIIJIa5l. rOBOpIIT rroPYCCKII na erne II rrO-Ka3aXCKII nsry-mnacs. YMHa5l, Bbe,ll;JIIIBa51 II )KeCTKa5l. Erne 6bI, sa sa cexn, IIITyK 6aKcoB B MeC5Il( II C naJIOrOBbIMII JIbrOTaMII!

Tlporpasery cemmapa MbI COrJIaCOBaJIII sapanee. Ha MHe BIICeJI TpeHIIHr. Bnpo-rexr, sa CTO ,ll;OJIJIapOB snern, 51 rOTOB 6bIJI TyT )Ke sa HOqb nanncan, XOTb ,ll;IO)KIIHY nporpaxm na JII06yIO TeMy.

Cnasana rrOJIeTeJIII B Y crs-Kaxrenoropcx, na ceBepO-BOCTOK.

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IToCJIe cexmnapa IOPIIM II ,ZJ,OHHa yeXaJIII, a 51 OCTaJIC5I ,ll;JI5I ctiopa IIH<popMal(IIII. MeH5I rrOKa3aJIII rro MeCTHOMY TB: BbIIIy-rennsre «IIIapbI» (60JIbIIIIIe II BbIpa3IITeJIbHbIe rnasa na nepsrCKOM ,ll;IIaJIeKTe), pa3MaXIIBaHIIe pYKaMII, IIIII30<ppeHIIqeCKIIe IIHTOHal(IIII. B ofinteu, B036Y)K,ll;eHHbIM co6CTBeHHbIM IIHTeJIJIeKTOM yMHIIK II3 POCCIIII. B MeCTHOM 6. rrapTIIMHoM rasere 0603BaJIII He II,ll;eOJIOrIIqeCKIIM ,ll;IIBepCaHTOM. 3HaJIII 6bI OHII,

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CaM ropozt saraacen XIIMlIeM, HO 3aTO ecrs OTJIlIqHbIM cnopr-fiap, B KOTOPOM MbI C IOpOM nponann rrOJIHOqlI, HeB31Ipaa na XIIll(HbIX KpaCOTOK C rrp03paqHO-MYTHbIMII B30paMII. BepHyJIC5I B ArrMa-ATY, ztenex na OTqeT II - B AKTI06IIHCK, TO 6lIIIIb OKTo6e.

XOJIO,ll;HO, IIIlIpOKlIe npeumexrsr, COBeTCKIIM ztyx, rrOJIIITIIqeCKIIM 'rpen, pecropannsre rrOCII,ll;eJIKII sa aMeplIKaHCKIIM cser. ,ZJ,eBOqKII B HOMep sa .rensre. Y BbI, He CJIyqIIJIOCb, 1I6o sa HaMIl, 51K06bI, CJIe,ll;IIJI KOMIITeT Hal(IIOHaJIbHOM 6e30rraCHOCTII.

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IIocJIe crreKTaKJI5I crrpaIIIIIBaIO Y MeCTHoro npencenarens, rro COBMeCTIITeJIbCTBY rIIHeKOJIOra, sa qTO 60POJIlICb TO? 3a 30JIOTO rrapTIIII, OKa3bIBaeTC5I. Hy na, 1I3 ArrMa-ATbI II ACTaHbI rrepeqlICJI5IIOT ztensra na pa3BIITlIe ,ll;eMOKpaTIIII. KOMY xo-ry - TOMY nna-ry rr5lTb TbIC5Iq .rensre, TO ecrs TbIC5Iqy py6JIeM (uenu B Ka3aXCTaHe KaK B IIepMII). 3TlI MOll rrOCII,ll;eJIKII 3aKOHqlIJIIICb Tpa,ll;IIl(IIOHHO, T.e. rrOXMeJIbeM.

IIOCJIe,ll;HIIM CTaJI LIIIMKeHT (IIIbIMKeHT). Becna, COJIHbIIIIKO, BOCTOqHbIe YJIOqKII. Tlepsoe nparnamenae B Ka3aXCKIIM ,ll;OM He BrreqaTJIIIJIO. IIocJIe aJIMa-aTIIHCKIIX pecropanos C 6eIII6apMaKaMII, OBoru;aMII II BOCTOqHbIMII CJIa,ll;OCT5IMII. Crmprnoro 51 He 6paJI, -rrofisr He CrrIITbC5I, HaJIeraJI B noxrepe na MorypTbI, IIIOKOJIa,ll;, opexn, a 6apaHlIHa B 60JIbIIIOM KOJIlIqeCTBe 513BIITeJIbHO OT3bIBaJIaCb na mnnesapemm.

IIoKa3aJIoCb, qTO BepHYJIC5I B POCCIIMCKlIe ,ll;eB5IHOCTbIe KaK B rrOJIIITIIKe, TaK II B 3KOHOMIIKe. HeHaB5I3qIIBbIM rrepMCKIIM cepBIIC BcrrOMlIHaJIC5I KaK BbICIIIee ,ll;OCTII)KeHlIe l(IIBIIJIII3al(lIlI.

IIplI OTJIeTe B aaponopry 06HapY)KIIJIOCb, qTO y MeH5I HeT KaKorO-TO IIITaMrra. ,ZJ,Ba xasaxa-norpaana 3JIOBeru;e 3aYJIbI6aJIIICb. 51: HaMeKHYJI. IIp 0 III errTaJIII, MOJI, B coprnpe pacc-nrraeMC5I. A qeM? CJIaBa 6ory, OCTaJIIICb py6JIII. II ,ll;ByxMeC5IqHYIO aapnnary 6bIBIIIlIe 6paTb51 rro pasyuy rrOJIyqlIJIII. BOT TaK 51 noxror rrpOl(BeTaHIIIO Ka3aXCKOM xoppyrnnm.

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HJIII, CKa)KeM, nopy-nrrs eMY aaaenosars MaKeTaMII ,ll;IIHO- 3aBpOB y )KeJIe3HO,ll;OpO)KHOrO BOK3aJIa, HO IIX-TO erne He B03- ,ll;BIIrJIII (XOTeJIII, TaM MIIJIbOHOB 50-60 scero, a, novepna TaK nosrepna, rrepeztyuarm). ,ZJ,oJIro KYMeKaJIII.

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CaMbIM 60JIbllIOM B MlIpe KOJIeCHbIM napoxon. HaBepHO, KOJIeCIIJI, HO He,ll;OJIrO, 1I3-3a HeXBaTKII BO,ll;bI B Kaxre. TOJIbKO na Eaiixane pa3rYJI5IJIC5I 6bI na na naposoa He rrOMeCTIIJIC5I.

rpOMa,ll;HeMllilIM naposoii MOJIOT. LIero lIM rrJIIOIIIIIJIII - HeBe,ll;OMO, HO 3HaTb, 1lI1I6KO rpOMKO 6a6axaJI, II TOr,ll;allIHIIM ry- 6epHaTOp aanpernn rrOCJIe rreTIIl(1I1I BCTpeBO)KeHHbIX rpaxcnan. HbIHe CaMOJIeTbI aoennsre rro HOqaM rpoxo-ryr, HO BpeM5I Y)Ke He TO. CYBepeHHa51 ,ll;eMOKpaTII5I, TaK CKa3aTb.

LIeTBepToe II naroe - B CJIe,ll;YIOIIIIIM Pa3, -rrofisr OT socropra He 1lI1I3aHYTbC5I no-narpnorn-recxa.

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