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March 17th 2010

8:48pm

Lately....

I've been.....

Disconnected....

from my pen....

Neglected....

my passion...again....

probably because.....

I'm Unaffected....

I pause....

don't write it....

I just bite it....

my tongue that is.....

leave my apathetic...

thoughts trapped....

in my inhibited...

not inebriated....

mind....

I sit and try....

to find...

the voice....

of mine...

I left behind....

thinkin maybe I drank too much....


a few too many times....

blacked out.....

whatever the fearless intoxication....

taught me about myself....

I lost....

no doubt....

I forfeited growth...

for a quick fix trip to the liquor store....

under oath....

I would've swore....

It would uncover my true identity....

never seen before...

hoping serenity....

would posses this entity....

named the better me....

A being....

truly free.....

owning all possibility...

Never emerged....

So...

What was it all for?

all that shit I forced myself to endure...


I stand....

Exactly where I stood before....

looking straight at my future....

ready to walk through the first door....

Hoping every choice....

I make....

takes me one step closer to finding...

My Voice....

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