Just getting used to waking up everyday not seeing his face .

I just began to stop waiting for

his text messages and I stop longing for his warm embrace and it was god made me able to
finally sleep at night everytime I think about n you finally I don’t hardly cry . seem right when
I start letting go somebody wants to let me know “ can they take your place “ NO they can’t
fill your space . I try to move on but unfortunately your not gone coz until now in my heart
you still live on , so now I know why I never love another even though theirs a chance .

Now your’e totally gone I’m still holding on and honestly deep in my heart I want to move
on coz I know I will never have you again . Minutes , Days , Weeks are moving so fast coz
your not in my side anymore I keep myself busy doing so many things so now little by little
I began to stop playing our song when I realize I was now dancing alone and finally GOD
gave me strength to go on and breathe again .

Since the day you left me with another girl I feel devastated and now I realize I can’t blame
you she’s got the looks that any guy swooing for . she’s got brown eyes then she’s 5’5 long
black hair all down her back so the hell what , what so special about that and I guessed
that she’s alright if perfections what you like . tell me what makes that girl so much better
than me for leaving me with no hesitation , what makes her just your everything I can’t
never be , what makes her your every dream and fantasy because I can’t merely remember
when it was me . now I come to realize that was your world your perfect girl nothing about
me has changed that’s why I’m here wondering .

Now your saying sorry for the things you’ve done yes I already did forgive you but it doesn’t
mean the pain you caused me is will be erased . I don’t really understand why you choose
that girl over me I gave you everything you asked for and I was ready to give you a lot
more to the point I already given you my world right in the palm of your hand just I thought
your happiness is with me I know were already through but I can’t help to cry too see you
happy with someone else . Wish I could move on can’t let go, it’s too strong just like that
and then you are already gone is this how you wanted it too be and everything you had to
say sent the tears right down my face now I’m trying to escape the misery

God know’s it’s time for me to move on I want to be in love again i want to be a live again
because that was a right thing to do to set you free because no matter what I do , no
matter what I say nothing’s gonna change. He found already someone , someone good enough
for him and it breaks my heart coz your so in love . I’m going to begin a new life and
closing the dark past of mine and waiting for my true love to come along .