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The Dark Unwinding Excerpt
The Dark Unwinding Excerpt
UNWINDING
Sharon Cameron
S c h o l a s t i c P r e ss New York
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Chapter One
June 1852
Yes, Aunt, Id thought. I am always the most suitable for your sort of
jobs. Is there a maid to be scolded, another necklace to be pawned? Or
has my cousin Robert done something disagreeable in the potting shed? I
blew on the wet ink of the ledger book and laid down my pen.
Your uncle Tulman, I am afraid, has become unbalanced in
his mind.
I waited, wondering if I would now be expected to rearrange the
workings of a human brain. Aunt Alice set aside the saucer and drew
a paper from her bag. The dog whined.
This letter is quite concerning. Not only has your uncle refused
to see Mrs. Hardcastle, he has caused her to fear for her life. She was
obliged to flee. She also says that your uncle has undertaken certain
projects at Stranwyne, projects that are seriously depleting the wealth
of the estate. This would explain, of course, the reluctance about any
little increases to our own family income. If we are not active...
She cast a loving eye on her only son, sprawled on the rug like a mansized child, his puffy cheeks round with toffees. ...then there will
be nothing left for poor Robert when he comes of age.
I closed the ledger book. That our income might be increased by
denying poor Robert his daily access to the sweet shop was a fact
I kept to myself. My realm was confined to the ink and subtraction marks; I had no say in what made the numbers come to be.
Not yet.
I have seen my solicitor, my aunt announced. And due to
the...delicate nature of these matters, I am told that someone
preferably one of the familymust go to the estate, to bear witness
to your uncles incapacities. And without, of course, attracting more
scrutiny or scandal than need be. She gathered up the dog and
casements and shrubbery passing by, and then I was jerked back
against the cushions. We had stopped. I pushed down the latch and
clambered out without waiting for the driver, bonnet and valise
in hand.
Three rows of windows were stacked above those level with my
eyes. Twenty-five or so in each row to the right, while to the left they
were more difficult to count, the straight lines made irregular by
insets and bays. About one chimney for every five windows was visible, and assuming that each floor shared, that would be at least four
rooms to a chimney. My eyes roved the roofline. I could count thirteen chimneys at a glance. The place was a monstrosity.
I started at a touch to my elbow, but it was only the driver, a genial
old man with a shock of gray hair and teeth to match. Should I
loose the trunk, Miss?
Yes, bring it down, please. Thank you. Gravel amongst weeds
crunched beneath the mans feet, and for the first time I noticed the
stillness, absolute but for the breeze and the birds. The arrival of
the carriage had not roused the house. I marched up the steps, set the
valise at my feet, took hold of a heavy iron knocker, and rapped.
Nothing happened.
The old man grunted, and I heard my trunk hit the ground with
more force than I thought advisable for its contents. I wiped at the
rust now staining my glove and knocked again.
All right there, Miss?
I turned. The d river was back in his seat, reins in hand, my trunk
lying where it had fallen. Coward, I thought. I came down the steps
and handed him a coin from my glove. He doffed his cap, chirruped
to the horses, and I watched bits of gravel spray from the carriage
growing as I moved deeper and deeper into the house. A closed door
ended the hall, and behind it was another room, also windowless, a
single chandelier throwing both illumination and shadow on nothing but clocks.
They were stacked on tables, on the floor, and covered every inch
of wall. Old, new, intricate, and plain, gilt, brass, oak, teak, rosewood,
and mahogany, and every one of them polished to perfection, shining in the dimness and glare. Those that were floor-standing were
placed back-to-back or side-to-side, leaving narrow, winding paths
through the jumble. One clock had the phases of the moon etched
into its glass, another had tiny wooden figures that turned as the
seconds passed, but they were all of them ticking, pendulums swinging, and at such different rhythms that I felt almost dizzy. I squeezed
onto one of the paths, struggling to count as I maneuvered through
the noise. The air was thick with the smell of oil and beeswax.
Something clunked to my left, heavy and metallic. I looked up to
a tall black-enameled cabinet, my eyes following its pattern of goldleaf paint to the cherub perched on its top, and above it, hanging
from the ceiling, was a gilded birdcage. A stuffed bird sat inside,
feathers jewel-bright in the light, the face of a clock forming the
cages rounded bottom. Cogs whirred as I stared, and the bird raised
its wings with the rasp of a spring and one faint click. I turned, head
swiveling. The birdcage had read five oclock. All of them, every one
of them had hands pointing to five....
The cherub-topped clock boomed like a gong, the jewel bird sang,
and an avalanche of bells, chimes, tolls, and whistles shook the floor.
I covered my ears and fled through the clock maze, the valise and
bonnet banging against my head, running for anywhere that was
away from the noise. I pulled open the first door I saw, thick and on
massive iron hinges, ran through, and had to use both hands to pull
it shut again. The clocks ended their announcement of the hour, and
the thud of the door and their last discordant clangs came back to
me in a fading echo. I looked up.
I was in a room of stone, chapel-like with its vaulted roof, columned archways, and the hush that had descended after the clock
chimes. Arched windows tinted the sun, this time not with cloth,
but with the grime that coated their glass. I tried to slow my breath,
cool air entering my lungs, my boots tapping an unwelcome staccato
across the stone-flagged floor. I raised a hand and touched the nearest column. The surface was worn, pitted. This room was old, older
by centuries than the others Id walked through.
I had the oddest sensation then, with the chill of that ancient
column soaking through my glove. It was like being turned the wrong
way out, inverted, as if by running through the clocks I had somehow
moved backward instead of forward, and to a place that did not want
me. I dropped my hand. I could make no sense of my surroundings. I
did not like that. A draft moved, a teasing whisper on the back of my
neck, and again my boots rang a rhythm on the floor stones, ruining
the quiet, their noise returning from the shadows with a soft, burbling giggle.
I spun on my heel, chest thudding, searching for a laugh that had
seemed both before and behind me, and when I whirled about the
other way I froze. A young woman stood not twenty feet away, plain,
panting, and wearing my gray dress, staring back at me wide-eyed
from a tall gilded mirror that stood propped against the wall. I let
out my breath. I could see my boots, the valise, even my untidy hair.
I could also see two black eyes, glittering in a pale face that hovered
just behind my shoulder.
I screamed, then clamped my mouth shut and turned, my shriek
coming back to me, mocking. A little man sat at a table between two
columns, a parsons hat the style of thirty years ago tilted on his head.
The black eyes danced as he grinned, but now I could see that their
sparkle was only glass, shimmering in the reflected light of the mirror. A crack ran down the porcelain of his face, twisting his smile. I
stepped back. Whatever he was, the little man had not laughed.
Where are you? I called, eyes roving the emptiness. The columns held up a gallery, and on the far end, in the dim, top recesses,
I could just make out a door. It was open, swinging slightly in the
draft.
I set the valise at my feet, and smoothed my disarranged hair.
Someone was alive and breathing in this house, if for no other reason
than someone had to wind all those clocks. And that someone, I
suspected, had just tried to make a fool of me.
I left the parson smiling at his table, my boots clacking to the far
end of the room, where I jerked open a door and tromped down the
salmon-hued hall behind it, bonnet swinging by its strings. I turned
right, up a short flight of stairs, marched through a fuchsia room with
more dust sheets, turned right again, and came to a choice: right, or
left. A door slammed somewhere to my right so I went that way, skirt
swishing against a carpet the color of faded sugar roses. I rounded the
corner and flung open the first door I saw.
The inevitable color of this room was softened by smoke stains,
peeling plaster, and a faint orange fire glow. Copper pans and braided
onions hung from the ceiling, clouded by a fog of steam that blurred
the outlines of the furniture. But I could see a woman, stout and in a
pale blue dressing gown, standing with her feet apart before a stove
that needed blacking. She had just clouted the child in front of her
on the head with a spoon.
...will be taking you straight to the bad place for such lies,
Davy... She looked up then, and her mouth dropped open. Well,
who the devil are you?
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he child put two long-lashed, inky eyes upon me, grinned, took
four steps, and folded himself onto the hearthstone. He carried
a massive hare, brown-and-gray speckled, that settled into his lap like
some sort of long-legged cat. Here, I thought, was my giggler.
Well, who are you? the woman repeated.
I held tight to the valise. Please be so good as to inform my uncle
that his niece, Katharine Tulman, has arrived. Im afraid there was
no one to meet me at the door.
The boy fondled the ears of his rabbit while the woman stared, her
spoon dripping. Either she was hard of hearing, or her brains were as
addled as my uncles. Hoping for the former, I cleared my throat and
spoke louder.
Would you please have my uncle Frederick Tulman informed
that his niece, Katharine, has arrived?
Who? the woman squeaked.
I turned to the boy. Could you take me to Mr. Tulman, please?
The boy lifted those dark eyes to me again, his face curiously
untroubled as he stroked the hare. He did not answer.
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toffee, and this woman had a kitchen. What I valued was respect,
and I intended to have it. I took a deep breath.
As soon as you have begun the tea, please inform the housekeeper that I will require a man to deal with my trunk. It was left at
the front doors. Have it taken to my room immediately, if you please,
and you may tell her that I will do my own unpacking.
The woman released the sugar bowl and squinted. Who the devil
are you?
I might ask the same of you, maam, though I, of course, would
never swear while doing so. I shall try to forget that you have. I repeat
that I am Katharine Tulman, Mr. Tulmans niece. Obviously you
have not been told of my coming. I take it you are the cook?
The woman frowned. I do for Mr. Tully. My name is Jefferies,
Mrs. Jefferies. She watched me pull my fingers one by one from the
other glove, then moved heavily to the stove and put the kettle to
the heat, her eyes darting back to me every few seconds. Youre
never...you couldnt be Mr. Simons child?
Simon Tulman was my father, yes.
Why, Mr. Simon couldnt have been near this place for almost
ten years.
Considering that he has been dead for sixteen, I would say it has
been rather longer.
Mrs. Jefferies nodded in thoughtful agreement, her double chin
disappearing and reappearing as she sliced bread. But I knew she was
watching, to see what I touched. She skewered the bread on an iron
fork and handed it to the boy. He held it over the flames without
comment or instruction, the fingers of his other hand still fondling
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Mrs. Jefferies spread her hands on her wide hips, her chest heaving
with a sudden agitation I could not comprehend. She lowered her
voice. I know what youve come for.
Oh, I doubt that, Mrs. Jefferies.
I know it well. And Ill be making it hard for you, Miss, just you
mind that. Ill be making it as hard as I can.
I studied her with new interest. Graying hair, a broad nose, deep
wrinkles around eyes that were faded and...shrewd. The womans
brains might be in working order after all. I stirred my tea, sucking on
my burnt lip. Maybe it really would be best to see my uncle as soon
as possible. If he was doing anything oddwhich seemed a distinct possibility given Mrs. Jefferiess behaviorI might get what I
needed at once, no need to stay at Stranwyne for even a night. There
must be someone I could pay to transfer me to the coaching inn at
Milton, and I could pay well; Aunt Alice had given me enough for a
stay of two weeks, if needed. I felt my nerves calm at this plan, and I
smiled at Mrs. Jefferies. She narrowed her eyes, and then the garden
door opened.
The boy and the hare slid back into the kitchen, leaving a lean
young man in a grease-stained shirt hanging on the door frame
behind them. I guessed him to be about eighteen or so beneath the
dirt on his face, gray eyes regarding me like two chips of stone.
Well, Lane, what do you say to this? said Mrs. Jeffries.
He hung there, lazy and tense all at once, like a cat, arms over his
head, dark and sweaty hair just brushing the lintel. I wondered if he
was leaving grease spots on the paint. Id say you burnt the porridge,
Aunt Bit, he replied. His voice was very low.
Mrs. Jefferies made a noise of disgust and ran to the pot that was
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no longer steaming, but smoking, as Davy sat back on the hearthstone, cuddling his rabbit. I met the gray gaze, and lifted my chin.
I am Mr. Tulmans niece, I said. I wish to see him without delay,
please.
Mrs. Jefferies hissed from the vicinity of the stove, but the young
man merely regarded me, a crease in his forehead. Its Mr. Tullys...
Playtime. Yes, I have been made aware of it. I tucked my gloves
beneath my arm, and stood. Take me to him, please. Now.
Mrs. Jefferies sputtered as if she wished to spit out the fire. Hell
do no such thing.
I looked to Mrs. Jefferies. Yes, he shall.
Youve no business giving orders in my kitchen, Miss!
And you, Mrs. Jefferies, have no business wearing a dressing gown
at five oclock in the afternoon.
The womans mouth unhinged, and I glanced sidelong at the
doorway. The crease on Lanes forehead had become a scowl, and
the arms were no longer hanging, but crossed. That battle was lost.
But I had no intention of remaining in Stranwyne for the night. I ran
a finger over the sugar spoon, to irritate Mrs. Jefferies. Then perhaps
David will tell me where my uncle is.
Ill reckon he wont. This comment came from the doorway.
I turned to the child and smiled. David, take me to Mr. Tulman.
And if you do, Ill have no reason to mention anything that...
might have happened before.
The boy hugged his rabbit. The odd, blank look was there again.
Im sure Mrs. Jefferies would not be pleased if I told her what you
did this afternoon. Just show me where Mr. Tulman is, and then I
shant have to. I held out my hand, but the child scooted backward,
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dangerously close to the fire, the rabbit clutched hard against his
chest. Lane left the doorway and came properly into the kitchen.
Stop it, he said. Youre frightening him.
My eyes widened slightly. Aunt Alices servants usually just hung
their heads or ignored me altogether; they certainly did not reprimand. But I only replied, I am merely trying to make a bargain, not
frighten him. I smiled again in Davys direction. Which is more
than I can say for you, isnt that so, David?
What are you going on about? asked Mrs. Jefferies.
Well, David, are you going to take me to Mr. Tulman?
The child stared, the seconds passing, and then without warning
he convulsed backward, as if I had threatened him physical harm,
bumping hard into the iron grate that held the coals. A shower of
sparks flew up the chimney and I reached out a hand, but Lane had
already scooped both boy and hare away from the flames.
I told you to stop! Lane yelled, the deep voice hitting me like a
blow. He set the child on his feet, brushing away the cinders. Why
did you have to scare him like that?
Silent tears were overflowing Davys eyes, and my face flushed. I
didnt understand anything that was happening, but after my experience in the chapel, the injustice of that last statement stung. I pointed
at the child. Why dont you ask him why he wanted to frighten me?
I can ask as many times as you want, you little idiot, but it wont
do any good. The boy is a mute!
My gaze went again to Davy. Other than the gasping breath, his
crying was noiseless. But if...he didnt...
In my mind, I heard the soft giggle, creeping to me through the
room of stone. I took a step back. Where is my uncle? I demanded.
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more doors, one on each end, connected the room with its neighbors.
Not a bedroom, then, but a library or a study. I shut the door, noting
the portrait of a bewhiskered gentleman in a ruff that watched me do
it, and went quickly to the far end of the corridor. I had not liked the
thought of those inner doors. A corner room should have only one
interior door, rather than two. I put my hand on the last knob in the
hallway.
It leaks, Lane said, startling the silence. And that one, too. I
had taken a step t oward the next door. My skirt swished as I made my
way to the opposite end of the corridor, to the other corner room. I
put out my hand.
Mice, he said.
I raised a brow, and grasped the knob anyway.
In the bed, he added.
I dropped my hand and looked again at the corridor, this time not
at the doors, but at the portraits. One door down from the library,
the picture was of an old woman. I held up the candle to look at her.
She was gray-headed, simply but elegantly attired in a lace cap, face
as expressionless as the others, and yet...most women would not
have had their wrinkles painted, at least not so realistically. I opened
her door.
A massive mahogany bed stood not against a wall but in the very
center of the room, hung with pale pink curtains of satin and velvet
that fell perhaps eight feet from the canopy to the floor. Matching
material cascaded from four tall windows, the last of the sunlight
illuminating a thick rope of cobweb that linked two upholstered
chairs with the wood-paneled ceiling. There was a connecting door
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on the left-hand wall, but on the right was only a wardrobe, heavily
carved with faces and foliage, covering the wall from the corner to
the marble hearth. No door.
This one, I said, and I heard the wheels of the cart squeak as
they entered the room. I set the candle on a painted dressing table
and pulled aside one of the heavy drapes. Musty damp tickled my
nose as I looked out on undulating hills, swaying grass, one or two
trees, and a red-gold sky. No dwellings, not even a telltale pillar of
smoke. I reached out a finger and touched the dust that lay soft and
thick on the windowpane. I wondered if there was any regularity
to dust, that if one could measure its depth, it would be possible to
figure precisely how long it had taken to accumulate.
I dropped the drape and turned back to the room. The trunk was
in the middle of the floor, the valise and my bonnet on its top. I ran
to the door and looked up and down the hallway. I was alone.
I shut the door and leaned on it for a moment, then hurried to
one of the heavy upholstered chairs and tugged, dragging it backward, making bumps and wrinkles in the filthy carpet. I pushed the
chair up hard against the connecting door, gritted my teeth, and did
the same with the other chair, wedging it tight against the door to the
corridor. Recovering my breath and feeling somewhat better, I considered my stub of a candle. I ransacked each of the seven drawers in
the dressing table, doing the same to a side table and an old trunk. I
fingered the junked contents of many years before I found the polished box on the chimneypiece full of slender, white tapers, and in a
ceramic jar next to that, a ring of keys. I had candles lit and the doors
locked before the last of the sun plunged behind the hills.
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from the level of my waist to the top of the wardrobe. Silks of lemon,
lavender, and rosebud shone against the dark wood, dotted here and
there by a white lawn or a winter-blue wool with sleeve lace the color
of cream. There was nothing of yellow fog, sooty bricks, or suitability
about them. Nothing of London. They were from another world.
A little ladder folded down and outward from the bottom shelf
and, like a child who cannot resist a shiny toy, I pulled it out and
climbed two rungs. I reached far above my head for a satin that was
neither green nor blue but something in between, a shade Id only
seen once, in a painting of the Caribbean Sea. I pulled the dress free,
watching it glimmer as it slithered downward in the candlelight,
smooth as water in a stoneless stream.
A moan sliced through the air, so close to my head that I nearly
fell from the ladder. But it was only the wind in the chimney, a noise
Id heard a hundred times. A breeze must be picking up outside. I
stepped down, mesmerized by the shining dress. I knew I should go to
bed. The next day would likely require all my wits, and sleep in this
room could be long in coming. I knew all this, but I slipped the dress
over my head anyway, tugging it quickly into place. I tied the ribbon
sash, then snatched up the edge of the velvet drape and wiped at the
grime on the dressing-table mirror, gazing at the blurry image.
The dress fit, not just marginally, but as if I had been measured for
it by a seamstress. The waist was high, in the style of decades ago,
edged with ribbon that ran up and around my neck. The skirt flowed
in long gathers, needing no other decoration than the fabric, touching just at the toes of my boots. The boots looked shabby next to all
that color, but I did not. I touched my skin, no longer drab as when
next to the worsted, but ivory and peach. I yanked out my hairpins,
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setting the curls free, and saw glints of auburn come alive in the
brown. I had never been beautiful, and I still was not beautiful, but
this was...striking.
I hurried back to the wardrobe, folded up the ladder, and found a
key that would fit the first drawer below the shelves. The chimney
wind groaned again, a low, lonely sound that I almost did not hear in
my excitement. The drawer was filled with shoes, delicate slippers of
varying shades, and there was a box of long gloves as well, many
pairs, ending well above the elbow, a bit yellowed, but sound. I kicked
off my boots and wiggled into ivory slippers with blue-and-green
flowers stitched on their sides and almost laughed. They fit perfectly.
I would pin up my hair next, and leave ringlets that would fall about
my face. I twirled once, listening to the swish of the blue dress, and
put the key into the bottom drawer of the wardrobe, hoping for bonnets. I pulled open the drawer and thrust in my hand.
Something cold and soft surrounded my fingers, many somethings
tickling my skin. And then I saw that it was human hair, dark brown
and curling, gathered in silken bunches. The curls twisted, writhing,
one upon the other, like dead things thrown into the same coffin. I
jerked back my hand. The tresses filled the drawer, bound with ribbon as blue as a tropical sea, and in the flickering light I caught
glimpses of color, glints of auburn coming alive amid the brown.
I leapt backward, one hand on my own red-brown curls, slamming
the drawer shut with my foot. I backed away, the same suffocating
horror creeping up my neck as when Id watched the child cry silently
in the kitchen. The hair in the drawer was mine; somehow it was
mine. The moan from the chimney gained in pitch, and a wild wail,
a screech like a wounded animal, sounded from just outside the
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window. I spun about, and another howl, and then another, pierced
straight through my head, and with each came a deeper resonance,
playing on the edge of my hearing, a noise whose source was nothing
living. I threw myself at the bed, clutching my knees, fear pinning my
back to the mahogany of the headboard. The lament in the chimney
and outside my window fell away only to rise back up again, doubling
its intensity. I shut my eyes, and for once let the tears spill.
When the clock pinged its seventh chime the next morning, I was
at Mrs. Jefferiess table wearing my gray worsted, not one curl out of
place, bonnet, gloves, and valise beside me, buttering my fourth piece
of bread. The wardrobe was locked tight, the blue-green dress inside
it, the chairs replaced and the coverlet spread neatly over the bed.
Other than my trunk and some disarranged dust, the room, I hoped,
would soon forget my existence. I wished I could do the same.
The kitchen door opened and Mrs. Jefferies, properly attired in
calico and lace cap, entered and stopped short at the sight of me, a
basket of newly pulled carrots balanced precariously on one hip. Her
mouth fell open, and I held in a sigh. The womans constant surprise
was wearisome.
You found the kitchen, she stated.
Of course, I replied. It had, in fact, taken half an hour, but that
was beside the point. I laid down the butter knife. The night may not
have given me sleep, but it had given me a plan, and there was no
time to waste, not if I wanted to spend the night in Milton. Mrs.
Jefferies, I said, I believe I owe you an apology. My behavior yesterday was not what I could have wished. I was overtired from the
journey, Im afraid, and prone to upset.
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