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if you like this one and I'll continue with it. Please don't forget to review if you like it otherwise I won't know and it'll probably end up being a forgotten story! Disclaimer: Don't own the characters Chapter One I marched through the school halls with confidence and determination as I headed towards Edward Cullen, who was leaning against the wall near our biology class. He was involved in a heated conversation with his sister Alice, by the looks of it. They both glanced in my direction even though I was still a few feet away and there was no possible way they could have heard me approaching with all the students walking in front of me. Yet they looked straight at me as if they knew I was coming. Edward narrowed his eyes at me and I nearly chickened out. But I reminded myself that I have the right to know what was going on. How did he push the van away and why was he avoiding me? Im going demand an answer today and I wont let him brush me off again. Alice smiled at me, and Edward glared daggers at her. She rolled her eyes before walking away and strolled towards her next class. Edward shot me a hard and icy look before moving to step inside the classroom. I practically ran the last few steps to

prevent him from escaping my wrath. I stood directly in front of him and he had no choice but to back up. He clenched his jaw and balled his hands into fists. What do you want? his voice was still velvety despite the harsh tone. I placed my hands on my hips and attempted my best shot at giving him an angry glare. I want an explanation. He avoided my gaze and looked at everything except for me. Im not giving you one. When will you just drop it and move on with your life? I crossed my arms across my chest. Never. Now he looked at me. Our eyes locked and anger flickered across his features. Then I guess youre never going to be satisfied. He slid past me and entered the classroom. I stood there, dumbfounded. Im never going to get an answer out of him. Maybe I should just give up. I sighed in disappointment and trailed behind the group of students entering the classroom. Edward was already sitting down by the time I pulled the chair from underneath the table, letting it squeak against the floor. He didnt even look over at me. I sat down and exhaled dramatically, trying to gain his attention. He didnt even move a muscle. He is absolutely infuriating! Mr. Banner began his lecture and I tried my hardest to pay attention but I found myself stealing glances at Edward; and if he noticed, he was doing a fantastic job at pretending

he didnt. The clock ticked by slowly, and half way through the class, I noticed Edward tense in his chair and he snapped his head towards the door. I looked at him curiously but he ignored me and continued looking at the door, as if he could see or hear someone standing on the other side. Which was impossible since the door was closed and I couldnt hear a thing. I continued staring at him and his eyes finally shifted to mine. He almost lookedworried. But after a couple seconds, his features hardened and he gave me a murderous glare. Miss Swan! Mr. Cullen! I heard Mr. Banner shout at the front of the classroom. I abruptly turned my head towards him but Edward kept his face pointed at me and only moved his eyes to look at our teacher. Would you two mind ogling each other at another time? Say after class is finished? Right now Id like to have your attention, please. Mild laughter came from everyone except for Mike. I looked back to see Mike glaring at the back of Edward's head, and then he turned towards me and softened his face before smiling. I returned the smile, and took a peek at Edward, who was now facing the front of the class with a serious expression on his face. When didnt he look serious? Mr. Banner continued his lesson but only a few minutes later, Edward stiffened again and shot out of his chair. Before he could even move, the sound of an alarm filled the

entire building and I could see flashing red and white lights in the hallway from the small window on the door. Everyone stood up and we all looked around in confusion. The PA system crackled and I knew someone was about to make an announcement. All students and teachers, please remain in your classrooms and lock the door. This is an emergency situation. I repeat, all students and teachers remain locked in your classrooms. If you are not in a classroom, lock yourself in the nearest secure room. Do not leave the rooms under any circumstances. This is an emergency situation. Loud chatter filtered through the room and I felt my heart pound erratically. What is going on? I saw Edward push past the students as he headed for the door, but Mr. Banner jumped in front of him and locked the door. Everyone, take a seat and please keep quiet! Mr. Banner shouted over all the strident voices. Edward looked like he was ready to break down the door so he could escape but Mr. Banner gently pushed on his shoulder and urged him back to his seat. Everyone pulled out their cell phones and started calling or texting their parents immediately. I watched Edward sulk back to our table before he sat down, looking defeated. A voice boomed behind me a I jumped, startled by the closeness. I turned to see Mike kneeling behind my chair, his face mere inches from mine. I just got off the phone with my dad, he told me. Five convicted prisoners escaped from Seattle and now theyre

on our school campus hiding from the police. Theyre believed to be armed and now theyre holding all of us hostage. My mouth gaped open and I couldnt believe it. Oh, my god, I whispered, unable to say anything else. I thought about Charlie, he must be worried sick now that his only daughter is being held hostage by convicted felons. A boy grabbed Mikes shoulder to tell him something and I turned towards Edward. He rubbed the palm of his hands over his face and looked distressed. Of course he was, four of his siblings were somewhere in this building and he was probably scared to death over their safety. But then I remembered how tense he got before the alarm even went off. You knew, I accused. He lowered his hands and looked me straight in the eyes. When you were staring at the door. You knew I trailed off. Theres something about him thats so different from everyone else. Something unnatural and non-human. You dont know what youre talking about, Bella, he snapped at me. Mike walked back over to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. Hey, were getting out of here. Come with us. Were not going to wait around to be slaughtered by these psychos. I nodded my head, but I admit Im terrified of the idea of wandering through the halls while there are five criminals

with weapons out there. I started to stand up, but I felt a cold hand wrap around my wrist. My eyes widened, and I turned to see Edward glaring at me. Youre not going out there, he commanded. I jerked my arm away from him and he released me. Why do you care what I do? You dont know whats out there, Hhs stern and haunting voice sent chills down my spine. And you do? He tightened his jaw. Dont go. I rolled my eyes. Im sick of his games. I pushed my chair back and stood up. Lets go, Mike, I said while staring at Edward. Edward furrowed his brows and looked extremely agitated by me. I looked away and let Mike lead me towards the small group of students who have decided to leave despite what the announcement said. Mr. Banner was distracted by the crying students looking for reassurance that theyre going to be okay while we crept towards the door. I took one last look at Edward, he was still seated, glaring at me. He doesnt care if anything happens to me, why should I stay? We snuck out of the classroom, and looked up and down the hallway but saw no traces of any convicts lurking so we tip toed down the hall and rounded a corner. We all stood in a single line with our backs pressed up against the wall.

The boy who grabbed Mike after he told me what was going on was leading the group and I was at the very end of the line. We walked down another hallway which seemed to be clear but I suddenly shivered and had a bad feeling about this. My intuition kicked in and I felt like running back to the classroom. I shouldnt be out here. This was a very stupid idea! While I was lost in my thoughts, I heard a gasp at the front of the line and everyone collided into each other. I moved so I could look past everyone and I saw a man holding a gun at the end of the hallway, staring at us. Chapter Two I froze in horror. My eyes lingered on the gun he held in his hand. I knew nothing about guns so I could not say what the name of his gun was. It was smallish, at least small compared to a rifle, probably the only gun I could recognize, but despite its size, it had death written all over it. All it would take is a simple aim and the pull of a trigger to end my life. Fortunately, he did not have the gun aimed at anyone. It was pointed towards the floor but that did not mean he wasnt able to whip it up and shoot one of us. He looked like he wanted to. I could practically hear his evil plot brewing in his brain. I somehow managed to remove my eyes from the escaped prisoner and leaned back against the wall. My heart felt as though it would spontaneously combust, and a cold sweat

broke out all over my body. I was terrified, dizzy and unable to think clearly. A thick haze distorted my vision and everything felt so surreal. I could not believe this was happening. The boy at the front of the line spoke to the criminal but my labored breathing prevented me from hearing him clearly. I knew he was pleading, trying to negotiate with the gunman. I heard a loud bang and jumped. Mike nudged me in the ribcage with his elbow on accident and turned to look at me. Bella, run! he shouted, and shoved me in the opposite direction of the prisoner. I didnt even take a second to think, I just ran like he told me to. Once we got to the corner, I peeked behind me and saw Mike and another girl following me. Beyond them, I saw someone lying on the floor but I couldnt see much because Mike grabbed my waist and forced me to continue running. Do not look back, Bella! his voice came out shaky as he jogged behind me. I could hear the girl panting and sobbing behind me, and I wanted to know what just happened. Why were only those two running with me? There were a total of six of us when we left the classroom. I glanced back again and Mike yelled at me. Bella! Do. Not. Look. Back. Before I could even face forward again, I collided into something solid. I stumbled back and almost fell but two long arms steadied me, and I peered up to see familiar pale

skin and messy bronze hair. Edward? I asked incredulously. Mike and the girl ran into me and my body pressed against Edwards. I heard Mike grunt and he took a step back. Cullen!? Where the hell did you come from? Heavy footsteps headed in our direction. Edward grabbed my arm, and ran with Mike and the girl in tow. I nearly tripped a few times but Edward had a firm grip on my forearm and I had the feeling that he would drag me along floor if he had to. He slowed down once we reached our classroom and banged on the door until Mr. Banner peeked through the window on the door. He yanked the door open and ushered us inside. Edward practically shoved me in the room, and Mike and the girl followed us. Mr. Banner demanded an explanation for our sudden disappearance and reappearance. I couldnt bother to listen or answer. I stumbled to the other side of the room and leaned against the wall, hiding between a filing cabinet and the wall. I could hear Mike rambling but I blocked him out. I was having a panic attack. My chest heaved up and down, and I gasped for air. Edward found me and grabbed me by the shoulders. Have a nice adventure? He was angry. No, angry wasnt a good word to describe him. He was fuming and ready to explode.

I shoved my hands against his chest. I didnt think this would happen! Exactly! he yelled at me. You didnt think! I told you not to go. I huffed, Youre such a hypocrite! You were out in the hall, you were trying to flee just like the rest of us! He clenched his jaw. I was coming after you! he hissed inches from my face. I stared at him with wide eyes, and my breathing was still erratic and unstable. What? He stepped closer to me so our bodies were nearly touching, and I felt the cold radiating off of him. He glared down at me and I shivered. His lips parted and his body went rigid. A tear slid down my cheek and my lips trembled. Theyre dead, arent they? His face softened at the sound of my voice, and his body relaxed. The people we left behind. Are they dead? Edward swallowed hard and took a big step back. He turned his head away from me as Mr. Banner appeared. Whats going on over here? Mr. Banner demanded. Sorry, Mr. Banner. Bella and I were having a misunderstanding. It wont happen again. Edward said smoothly. Mr. Banner nodded his head. Were all a bit wound up. Why dont you two go back to your seats?

I pushed myself off the wall, and Edward stood still, he didnt start moving until I walked past him. He stayed directly by my side as we headed towards our table. What is wrong with you? I whispered as we continued walking. You saved me and discarded me immediately afterwards once before. Why do you keep rescuing me if you hate me so much? He grabbed my elbow gently and stopped me from walking. You think Id waste my time on a danger magnet if I hated you? If I truly hated you, Id just let you die. I scoffed. Stop lying. I know you regret saving me from the van. You look at me like you wish I would just disappear. He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed in annoyance. Youre so blind. Excuse me? What the hell did that mean? He shook his head and started walking away. He sat down at the table as I stared at him. No one else confuses me more than he does. I took my seat and looked at him. You havent answered any of my questions. Yeah, well, I dont intend on changing that now, he spoke bitterly, and I inhaled a sharp breath. I opened my mouth but pounding on the door distracted me, and I turned to see bloody fists beating against the window on the door. I heard a crunching sound and turned

back towards Edward to see him crumbling a piece of the table between his fingers. His eyes darkened and his body was unnaturally tense. I grabbed his hand to stop him, and his face snapped towards me. What are you doing!? I asked, shocked. The door opened and a boy tumbled inside, covered in blood. Edward literally growled, and I suddenly felt afraid of him. Chapter Three Edward POV The smell of fresh blood filled my nostrils, and my throat instantly burned and ached with desire. I had to restrain myself from jumping out of my chair, tackling the boy coated in blood and plunging my teeth into his flesh. I gripped the table until the wood began crumbling underneath my fingers. I was vaguely aware of Bella touching my hand and screeching something at me. My head jerked towards her, and I silently cursed myself for making the movement much too rough. I gazed into her eyes and saw her frightened expression. I had seen that look before. The first day she attended this school. My face relaxed and I stopped breathing. It was unnecessary to breathe, but it still felt so strange not to. I focused all of my attention on her and ignored the boy being dragged deeper into the room by Mr. Banner and

another kid. Her small fingers were still wrapped around my large hand, and the heat from her body scorched my skin. I knew I must feel ice cold compared to her, but she never released her grip. She never ceased to intrigue me, and that isnt a good thing. Bella released my hand and I tore my gaze away from her. A human should never have this amount of control over a monster like me. It was wrong in so many ways. She already knows too much, and I have to keep my distance so her suspicions wont become accurate. It would be dangerous for both my family and for herself. I kept my facial expression neutral. Not allowing her to see the torment coursing through me. Being so close to her her smell. Alluring me. Pleading with me drain her completely. I snapped out of it and focused on something less frustrating. I began reciting the declaration of independence to keep my thoughts away from her. Now Im just boring myself to death. Death. I huffed internally. I wish I had the ability to die. To be normal. To get rid of these trivial and useless voices in my head because of my special talent. And so I wouldnt have the urge to tear my biology partner apart with my teeth. I avoided glancing at Bella and the scene a few feet away. The idiot covered in blood was the reason why a few of the children, including Bella, left this room and searched for trouble. The punk should be grateful to be alive. Instead, he

is planning his next venture out into the halls for revenge. No one else knows yet, and Ill make sure the girl sitting next to me doesnt join his next suicide adventure. I wasnt entirely sure why, but I cared more about her life and welling being more than any other student in this building, save for my family. But I knew they would be fine. Theyre capable of handling this situation. Bella, on the other hand, attracts danger like nothing Ive ever seen before, and thats saying something. I should want her to die. Shes torturing me with her smell and shes placed in life threatening situations daily. Especially with me around. But I can feel my anger rising as the thought of her lifeless body filtered through my mind. Im thinking about Bella again. How the hell did that happen? This girl is ruining me. I could hardly wait until graduation, when I never have to face her again. An odd emotion swept through me at that thought. An emotion I didnt understand and never felt before. I shook my head so subtly that no human would have noticed. Enough about her. Shes just a typical girl. A typical girl I cant read. Stop. Shes nothing to me. Ignore her. Bella POV I sat still, completely dumbfounded. One moment, Edward is glaring at me like hes about to murder me. The next, he looks away with a blank expression on his face. I dont

understand him. I think he may be bipolar. Im certain I shouldnt voice my opinion on that, though. He might actually attack me. And I wouldnt be surprised in the least. Not with the way he looks at me. The smell of fresh blood pouring out of the boys wounds made me feel nauseous. Im going to throw up, or worse, faint. Sitting next to Edward Cullen while Im unconscious, probably not a good idea. I averted my eyes so I couldnt see the injured boy lying on the ground from the corner of my eye. That meant I had to stare directly at Edward, who was still facing forward with no emotions written on his face. I heard the sound of a bone cracking, and I shuddered. Gasps and cries of disgust rang in my ears and I couldnt take it anymore. I needed to get out of here. Lock myself in a closet, or something. Before I could even move, I felt breathing on the back of my neck. I turned my head slightly to be faced with Mike Newton. He was leaning over me and our lips were nearly touching. I jerked my head back from the surprise of how close he was to me, he looked hurt for a brief moment but it didnt take long for him to regain his confident composure. Are you okay? He tried to sound mature and brave but it didnt work on me. I knew he was just as frightened as the rest of us. I shook my head slowly. Not really. Since I turned my head, I now had a clear view of what was

happening on the floor. The boy's face contorted in pain, and he looked completely agonized. Mr. Banner touched his limbs, inspected the damage and clearly found plenty of it. The boy was broken. And bloody. So much blood. I felt woozy. The room blurred around me and the voices became distance, like an echo. Everything spun and made me dizzy. My head moved closer to the black table top but Im didn't move it. Did I? I heard a loud thud, and the darkness took over. EPOV Watching Newton practically shove his face against Bellas made me clench my jaw and ball my hands into tight fists. I wanted to punch him. Over and over again. There was no reason for that irrational emotion. I tried to push it aside but his hormonal thoughts about caressing her lips with his made me fume with even more fury. Why do I care? I should push those together. Get her out of my hair. Let them date and do all of the normal teenage things together. But I wont. I dont want her with him. She can do better. She deserves better. She deserves someone likesomeone likeme? No. Definitely not. Not happening. Ever. Im banishing that thought from ever entering my mind. Its repulsive. At least, it should be. But Im not cringing at the thought. My mind has wandered

into the gutter. Enough of this. I was about to turn away again, but I noticed her body sway while she remained in her chair. Her face practically turned green, and I watched in horror has her head collided with the table. Voices of concern surrounded me. Students nearby crowded around Bella. Mr. Banner! Mike shouted above everyone else. Something is wrong with Bella! No shit, Sherlock. I pictured my fist contacting his jaw, and I smirked. That is a good image. There was a tiny voice shouting inside my head. A familiar voice. It was getting stronger, louder. I recognized it immediately. Alice. Shes trying to tell me something. Chapter Four Edward POV Edward. I heard Alices tiny voice. I stiffened in my seat. Blocking out every voice except for hers. Theyre coming. Two of them. I saw the flashes. Two men barged in the classroom, waved their guns and kept us captive. Bella woke up, screamed, and successfully gained the attention of the men. Another flash of them grabbing her. Hurting her. A flash of me

exposing what I truly am. For her. Risking everything. Again. For her. A human. I cant allow for that vision to come true. I could scoop Bella up and flee the campus. We all could. My family. But it would be too risky. Once this is over, people would surely notice were missing and want an explanation for how my entire family escaped without being seen. It would be too suspicious. I crossed escaping off my list and went for plan B. The irritating students were still surrounding Bella. Wondering if she spontaneously died from sheer fright. Morons. I heard two voices coming down the hall. Not voices. Thoughts. I abruptly reached for Bella and shook her a bit too roughly. Wake up. Her eyes are still closed, and she was breathing evenly. Damn it. I poked her on the shoulder. It was actually more like jabbing, but I needed her to wake up. What the hell, Cullen? Mike seethed. Dont hit her! I glared at him. My father is a doctor. I know what Im doing. Mike scoffed. Id like to see the text about injuring the victims to make them better. I clenched my jaw. Im not injuring her. Im just urging her to wake up. Well, youre urging is going to cause her physical damage, he retorted.

I felt like poking him and asking if he feels physically damaged now. Damn kid. Go away. I grabbed Bellas shoulder. Gently this time, to humor Newton. Bella, I whispered softly, only meant for her to hear. However, Mike was too damn close and he could hear anything I said. Leave her alone, Mike demanded. Just let her rest. I kept my hand on Bellas shoulder and leaned over her, but I shifted my eyes to give Mike a death stare. Shouldnt you be in your seat? I said through clenched teeth. While Mike and I were having our 'conversation', the other students hopped away, one at a time. Mike shrugged his shoulders and finally walked away. I took a deep breath so I could sigh. That was a mistake. A very big mistake. Bellas unique smell hit me full force, along with the kid lying on the floor. My hands were still touching Bella. They were so close to her neck. I could snap it andno. Stop it. The sound of a chair screeching against the floor gained my attention. I turned my head to see Mike slide his chair between Bella and I. You have got to be kidding me. If looks could kill, hed be slumping over the chair, lifeless. What are you doing? I barked at him. He shrugged his shoulders. Taking a seat, he smiled smugly. Your idea.

I just stared at him. Not here youre not, I pushed away his chair. Go back to your table. Mike tilted his head to the side, as if he were thinking about something, then he shook his head. Nah. I think Ill stay here and play nurse to Bella when she wakes up, he glanced her. Shell need it. All I have to do is raise my arm and collide my fist with his jaw. It would surely send him flying across the room with a broken jaw. While I thought about that, he pushed his chair back to the table and took a seat between me and Bella. I dont think so. I stood up, and pulled my chair from underneath the table. Mike thought I was giving up and letting him and Bella have the table. I grinned as I stood behind him and pushed his chair, with him still sitting on it, to my side of the table. His eyes widened and he stared at me in surprise. He wasnt expecting that. I was about to slide my chair between Mike and Bella but decided against it. The convicts were lurking in the hallway. Discussing their plan. I didnt want to give them a clear view of Bella. I tenderly stroked Bellas hair and placed the strands behind her ears. Once her hair was out of her face, I slid my hand underneath her head so it was no longer lying on the table and lifted her back against the chair. She groaned, coming back to consciousness as I scooted her chair to the center of the table. Her eyes were starting to open, and I placed my chair in her previous spot. All three of our chairs were crowded underneath the table.

Mike's chair and my chair were both pressed against Bellas. She was sandwiched in between us. She was mostly awake now, and rubbed her eyes. She stiffened in her seat when she finally realized our new seating arrangement. She looked from me to Mike. I came over to look after you, Mike explained. Edward was abusing you. I sent him a glare over Bellas head. She turned to look at me with a confused look on her face. Her eyes asking the unspoken question. I shook my head. Thats not exactly correct. Two creases appeared between her brows. After a few seconds, she hissed in pain and rubbed her shoulder, where I had poked her. I grimaced. See? Mike spoke with a stupid grin on his face. Thats Edwards handiwork. She just winced and snapped her eyes shut. Did I really poke her that hard? The door flew open. Mr. Banner had forgotten to lock it after he dragged the boy inside. Just like in Alices vision, the two men with guns ran in, and waving the guns around. One was tall and plump. He had pale skin, long dark brown hair pulled back and blue eyes. Bags underneath his eyes. The other was several inches shorter, muscular and tan. He had short dark hair and brown eyes. The students screamed, some of them placed their heads on the table, others crawled underneath their tables, and the rest sat in their sits,

absorbing what was going on. I heard Bella whimper, and I turned to face her. Our eyes met and I heard her heart speed up. I had an odd feeling it wasnt because of the men who had just barged in. Her heart didnt react that way until I looked at her. Do I have a terrifying look on my face? I furrowed my brows, completely confused as to why she would react that why when I looked at her. Bella POV The last thing I remembered was becoming dizzy, and then nothing. Lights out. When I started coming around, my head was throbbing but I felt cold fingers brush against my face and it soothed me. I then felt like I was being lifted back and I could no longer feel the table. It took awhile for me to open my eyes. Everything was blurry at first. My vision finally became clear. But something was wrong. I felt squashed. I looked over my shoulder to see Edward sitting where I usually sat. I was confused. Then I looked over my other shoulder and saw Mike. I was beyond confused by that point. Mike told me that Edward was abusing me, but Edward denied it. I felt a pain in my shoulder, and it hurt pretty badly. What the hell happened? I was still disorientated. I heard the door open and freaked out when everyone started screaming, and I watched as two people at the table in front of me hid underneath the table. I leaned forward so

I could look beyond Edward and saw two prisoners with guns. I made an embarrassing noise, and Edward turned to look at me. He is so unbelievably gorgeous. His eyes were boring into mine, like they were peering into my soul. My heart raced faster and nearly took my breath way. He furrowed his brows so I looked away. He probably caught me staring at him at like a love sick puppy. I think I disgust him. Sit down! A groggy voice commanded. Everyone in your seats, now! He demanded harshly, and now I was reexperiencing the feelings I had in the hallway. The men walked to the front of the classroom, and I tensed up. They looked over each person. Mr. Banner was forced against the wall, and one of the men was shouting something at him. The other man, he was short and muscular, walked to a table and banged the tip of his gun against the table. Cell phones, he shouted. Now. The two kids at the tabled pulled out their phones and handed them to the convict. He snatched them up and threw them on Mr. Banners desk. I want everyones cell phones. Pull them out. You have 10 seconds. He walked to the next table and collected those. He repeated his action of grabbing them and throwing them on the teaches desk. I saw Edward and Mike take their phones out. I didnt move. I dont have a cell phone. The convict went to each

table, taking the phones and placing them on the desk. Mr. Banner was in his chair now. The other prisoner loomed over him. The convict finally reached our table and grabbed Mikes and Edwards cell phones. He looked directly at me. Cell phone. Now. My throat felt dry. I-I dont have one. He flexed his muscles and slammed the gun on the table. I aint playing with you! His voice was so loud, it was nearly deafening. I shook my head. I really dont have one. I leaned in towards me and I flinched. Get up! He shouted, and my heart fluttered. Hey, she doesnt have a cell, man! Mike shouted back at the man. The escaped convict didnt even look at him. His eyes were locked on mine. Get. Up. I slowly pushed my chair back, and got ready to stand up but Edwards arm shot out and he wrapped his hand around my wrist. I looked at him incredulously. What is he doing? Does he want to get us both killed? Let her go, the convict told Edward. No, Edwards voice was full of authority and venom. The convict pointed his gun at my face, and I felt Edwards hand loosen around my wrist. He looked over at me and

had an apologetic look on his face. Before I could say anything to him, the prisoner walked behind me and jerked me up. I didnt scream. I refused to give him any sort of satisfaction. He dragged me to the front of the room and pressed me up against a wall. My chest was crushed against the wall, and I felt the man pat me down. Touching every inch of my body. I winced, feeling violated and embarrassed. I knew all eyes were on me. After a few minutes, he spun me around and smirked. I havent been this close to a woman in six years. I heard a loud crash, and my eyes widened as I saw Edward stand up, he looked ready to attack. I drifted my eyes to the chair that he apparently threw across the room. He threw it so hard that it was cracked. Sit your ass down, kid! the convict commanded. Edward didnt back down. He leered at the man, and it was enough to even scare me. Then, suddenly and unexpectedly, his face turned from dangerous to concerned. Seconds later, the convict pressed me against him and held the gun to my temple. All I could do was stare at Edward, and think about the fact that he obviously knew what was going to happen before it did.

Chapter Five

Alice POV A part of me felt guilty and ashamed that I hadnt seen this coming. My visions are subjective, only seeing the future based on the decisions people make. Decisions can easily change and my visions will be altered. The criminals who overtook our school didnt plan on this. Holding us hostage was never their original intention. They hadnt decided to disrupt our lives until one of the men saw the school and the idea immediately popped in his mind. He knew they wouldnt get far because the police were closing in. So, he came up with a quick plan that would buy him and the other escaped convicts some time. I didnt see it until it was too late. I felt as though I let my family and the kids at Forks High down. I could have prevented it, had I known in advance. I could have done something. Anything. Pull the fire alarm, maybe. Something that would empty this building before the prisoners even made it on campus. I knew my family wouldnt hold it against me. They all know how easily the future can take an unexpected turn. I still felt guilty, though. A couple of the students had already been killed and this was just the beginning. The plan was in full force now. The criminals will not leave this building until each and every single one of them is dead or they successfully escape without the police on their trail. They have no intention of being taken into custody. That means theyll stop at nothing to ensure that the police listen to them and take them seriously. Including killing a

student every hour, on the hour. Their plan was to enter a classroom, two would go into one classroom, and another two would go to a another classroom. The remaining prisoner would wander the halls. Looking for kids trying to escape. It wouldnt do any of the students any good. The convicts had already barricaded the doors and windows. There was no way for them to escape. That couldnt stop my family, though. But were staying. We need to protect as many kids as possible without showing what we truly are. This was going to be a difficult task. Especially for Jasper and Edward. Unfortunately, one of the classrooms currently being invaded was Edwards biology class. The only class he had with the girl who allured him like no one else ever has. The plan was clear, the convicts would kill a student in that class every hour until the police gave them what they wanted. Every hour that the police stalled, a student would die. If the police give a little, there will not be a death. I sent a warning out to Edward. He changed the future slightly, avoiding to expose himself. But my visions all ended up the same. With the girl, Bella, near death. Then she would change. Her brown eyes would become crimson. Her already pale skin would become even lighter. The fury Edward possessed in each of my visions made it obvious that he cares for her a great deal more than even he knows. I tried telling him, even before this incident. That a relationship, far more than friendship or even the typical high school boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, would eventually exist between him and her. Despite his constant

assurance that he wont let it happen, the future never faltered in that aspect. It was inevitable. He was going to fall in love with Bella Swan. Edward POV The vile thoughts I heard while rummaging through this disgusting perverts mind made me lose my control. The way he looked at her and thought about her. The things he wanted to do to her...it made me burn with rage. I read his mind, I knew why he was locked away in prison. Rape. I would tear him apart before I would allow him to touch her in a sexual way. It wasnt just Bella that I felt that way about. I wouldnt let him touch any of the girls here. He was the sort of person that I had no problem killing. I would make it a slow, torturous death if he acts on his repulsive thoughts. I knew the plan before Alice sent me her visions. They had forty minutes until they would kill someone in this room. Bella was in more danger than the rest of us. Shes the chief of polices only daughter. They dont know it yet, but I have no doubt that they will find out, and shell be attached to their hips. Theyll use her a leverage and inflict an unbearable amount of pain on her until Chief Swan completes every of one of their demands. And I know he would. I would if I were in his position. I highly doubt they would just free her afterwards. Shed be their ticket to freedom. They would take her with them, and I would track them down and rescue her. She would see

what I am, and I wouldnt go back to Forks. Id give it all up. For her. Why? I cant answer that. I dont know why. I forced myself to calm down, and I sat back down. My reaction to what he was doing to Bella was turning him on. He enjoyed my torment and obvious need to protect her. I have to control myself better. I had to sit in Bellas chair since I destroyed mine. Now it was it me and Mike at the table. I cant stand him. However, he did earn a few points when his only concern was Bellas safety, and I realized he truly does care about her and would never let anything happen to her either. He wouldnt be such a bad choice for Bella. His cockiness still annoyed me but he would treat Bella the way she deserves to be treated. I felt another odd emotion at the thought of them dating. It hurt. I gazed into Bellas eyes and saw the tears brimming, threatening to spill over. My face fell and I wanted to comfort her. But at the same time, I wanted to run away from her. I want to be near her and I dont. My feelings are so contradictory and its driving me insane. I dont know what I truly want. I want to kill her and I want to protect her. I want to leave and I want to stay. I sighed. Ive been around humans for far too long. Theyre rubbing off on me. I cant think logically anymore. My emotions are starting to cloud my judgment Bella POV The gun was no longer pressed against my face, and I was

relived about that but I was still terrified. I tried not to cry. Honestly, I did. I hate crying. Especially in front of the entire class. Though, in this situation, it actually was acceptable for me cry. But I didnt want to. I wish I wasnt weak. I wish I could fight back. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare. Things like this didnt happen to me. Sure, Ive been faced in deadly situations. But not like this. My eyes met Edwards and I felt a shiver tickle down my spine. My knees felt wobbly. Blood rushed to my face. My heart pounded in my ears. All I could see was him. It didnt take long for me to be snapped back to reality. I felt a clammy hand on my shoulder and I recoiled. His unpleasant smelling breath blew against my neck and ear. I jerked my head away and accidentally stumbled, my back pressed against his chest so I could regain my balance. He chuckled darkly. Thats a good little girl. I flinched and moved away from him. His arm encircled my waist and he slammed me against him. My backside collided into his chest and I let out an oof sound. I looked back at Edward. He was glaring in my direction. His eyes were narrowed and his jaw was clenched so tightly that I thought his teeth wouldnt be able to withstand the pressure he was applying. The prisoner raised his hand and brought his fingertips to my neck. Trailing the tip of his fingers up and down the length of my neck. I let out a shaky breath and closed my eyes. Im going to have a panic attack. This isnt real. Its

not real. I tried to urge myself to imagine myself far away from here. Tried to block everything out. Im not here. Im not trapped against an escaped convict. I dont feel his warm and damp hands touching me. I cant smell his stinky breath, and I cant feel the way his warm breathe is sending shivers down my body. And not in a good way. In a Id rather die than be here right now way. Somewhere nearby, a cell phone rang and the fingers on my neck stopped moving. I snapped my eyes open, and the first thing I saw was Edward. His eyes were nearly pitch black. His body was rigid. He was absolutely livid. I sighed in relief as I felt the convicts body move away and he marched over to the desk. I didnt bother looking at him. I kept my eyes on Edward, and he kept his on me. His eyes visibly lightened and he was beginning to calm down. His gaze was the only thing that prevented me from throwing myself on the floor and having a break down. I couldnt look away, even if I wanted to. My face softened and my entire body was relaxed, loose, comfortable. My lips parted and my breathing was stable, peaceful. I continued peering into his eyes and he did the same. His lips also parted, and we were lost in each others eyes. The outside world didnt exist in that moment. Edward POV I was completely and utterly captivated in that moment. The voices and the people surrounding me faded. Bella was the only person who existed. I felt peaceful and content

while our eyes were locked together. My lips were slightly parted, as were hers. I longed to reach out and stroke her NO! Our little bubble shattered, and I ripped my eyes away from her. I would not let this happen. I will NOT have these feelings for her. I barely know her, and she certainly doesnt know me. Its not possible tofeel this way about her. Something else is causing this. Alice stuck these ridiculous ideas in my head. I dont feel anything for Bella. Its all an illusion. I risked taking a peek at her and my heart crumbled. She looked hurt and betrayed. A solo tear glided down her soft cheek and dripped off of her chin. I looked away. I cant look at her anymore. My mind tried to make me feel things I know arent possible. Time is up, chief, I heard the short convict shout into one of the students cell phone. Since when was he talking on the phone? Damn Bella. Damn this illusion. I lost focus, and now I need to catch up. Time is up? For what? Then it dawned on me. The other convict, the quieter one, the tall and cubby one. He gripped his pistol and pushed himself off the wall. The two convicts exchanged a knowing glance. I read their thoughts. I know their names now. The shorter one is Emilio, and the tall one is Gerald. I flashed my eyes to the boy lying on the floor, withering in agony. I knew what was going to happen. I ccould prevent it. I could save us all. But I read the boys thoughts. Hes in

too much pain. Hes lost too much blood. He and I both know he has a slim chance of making it out of this alive, even if we were all rescued right this moment. His time was fading with or without the convicts help of ending his misery. Gerald kneeled down besides the boy and nodded at Emilio. Emilio smirked and muttered into the phone. You have one more hour before the next kid dies. Emilio grinned maliciously and stomped over to the boy and Gerald. Emilio placed the phone directly above the boys mouth so the person on the other end, Chief Swan, could hear the boy cry out in pain. Emilio took a step back and Gerald stood up, he aimed his gun at the boy and got ready to pull the trigger back. My eyes shifted to Bella. She was still standing at the front of the room, her eyes wide and she stared at the scene happening a few feet away. She wouldnt look away. I dont want her to see this. I nudged Mike in ribs, careful not break them. Go to her, I urged him. He looked at me, slightly surprised. He turned to look at Bella, and then back at me. I nodded my head. Dont let her see that," I inclined my head towards the boy and the criminals. "She needs you. On the outside, I was cool, calm and collected. On the inside, I was dying and shouting at myself. Why am I pushing those two together? To stop myself from feeling anything more for her. I answered myself. Mike didnt need to be told twice. He jogged over to Bella

and wrapped his arms around her. Turning her body so she couldnt see anything as the gunshot went off and I lowered my head on the desk. Gripping my hair tightly and wanting to explode. Chapter Six Bella POV I was like a deer caught in the headlights. I couldnt look away when the convicts loomed over their victim, the boy who had been injured in the hall and survived, only to be brought back to the room and targeted once again. They aimed the gun at him and fresh tears sprung to my eyes. I didnt want to watch. I felt the bile rising in my throat. But I couldnt look away. Unexpectedly, I felt myself being pulled away and warm arms wrapped around my waist. I didnt even look to see who it was. I was just thankful to be snapped out of my daze. I buried my face against a solid chest when I heard the gunshot echo in the room. People screamed and cried and panicked. At that very moment, I knew we were going to die. I was going to die. Before my 18th birthday, before graduation, before I have the chance to walk down the aisle in a white gown, before I am even able to give birthIm going to die. My body shook as I sobbed against the man holding me in his arms. Everything I had ever worked for, itll all be taken away within the next few hours. Im certain of it.

I trailed my hands up to the mystery mans shirt collar, clutched the fabric and pulled it down. Gripped and pulled. A door swung open, and I twisted my head to see one of the convicts open the door and the other attempted to lift the limp body. He picked him up a few inches off the floor but dropped him back down. He searched the room for something, and his eyes landed on a male student, one I really didnt know very well. I just knew his name was Steven. The convict snapped his fingers at Steven and pointed to the dead body on the floor. Steven went pale when he realized what the convict wanted. He slowly pushed his chair back and helped the convict lift the body off the floor. I looked away. I didnt want to know what they were going to do with the boy. I heard a loud thud and shuddered. Two arms were still wrapped around my waist, and I peered up to see Mike Newton. Im not really surprised that its him. A bit disappointed, but not surprised. I was hoping he was someone else. I think I know who I wanted him to be, but I refused to think about it. The door slammed shut and I shivered involuntarily. Mikes arms around me tightened, and I leaned into him. Id rather be pressed against Mike instead of facing the convicts. Boots squeaked against the floor and footsteps headed in my direction. I didnt know what was going on because I wasnt looking, but I felt Mike nod his head and he raised one hand to my upper arm and grasped it gently. He tugged

me towards the lab tables, and I was relieved that I didnt have to stand in front of the classroom anymore. We approached my table and I tried to make eye contact with Edward but his face was in his palms. He didnt look up. I was surprised when Mike didnt stop at the table. Instead, he took me to an empty table and made me take a seat. I glanced around the classroom. Every single person had tear streaks running down their face. Except for Mike and possibly Edward. I could tell Mike was worried and frightened on the inside. I could see it in his eyes. But he did an amazing job of pretending to be strong and composed on the outside. This is what were going to do, the short convict said while pacing in front of the room. When I am finished giving instructions, you will all stand up and push your table towards the windows. Stack the chairs on top of the tables and come back to the center of the room. Youre going to sit on the floor, in a circle. There will be no talking. There will be no plotting. You are to sit completely still, and only speak when spoken to by either myself or Gerald. He nodded his head to the gigantic guy. You can address me as Emilio. Raise your hand if you have a question. A few students raised their hands, and he paused for a moment. The only acceptable questions are: Can I use the restroom? and Can we eat? and Will you please kill me?. Hands lowered, and my heart pounded.

If you wish to die, Emilio continued, I will be happy to oblige. Volunteers would be great. Otherwise, I will have to choose and anticipation is almost as worse as death. A few sobs echoed throughout the room. Most of you will die. Maybe all of you. Depends on whether or not the government cares about your lives. My guess is no. In which case, every person in this building will die. He paced in front of us for a couple of minutes before halting, and looked at each face. He pursed his lips. Unless he trailed off, and his eyes flickered to the ceiling. Several moments later, he looked back at us. If anyone in this room has a connection with the police, political figures, military He started pacing again. If any of you are related to someone important, someone who has authoritysomeone who will give me what I want in exchange for your livesthere is a good possibility most of you will not die. He stood still again. Anyone? From the corner of my eye, I noticed a few heads turn in my direction. Shit. If I have the opportunity to save most of us, I have to take it. Emilio noticed that a few students looked towards me, and his eyes shifted to me. He smirked and walked towards me. You again, huh? My father has connections, a velvety voice came out of nowhere. I turned my head to see Edward speaking. I could call him, and hell figure out a way to help you. Why is he doing this? His dad is a doctor. How much authority could he have?

Emilio grinned and shook his head. I want to know who she knows. He looked straight into my eyes. Well? I sank into my chair and found it incredibly difficult to open my mouth. My lips parted slightly but I couldnt find my voice. I heard a sigh coming from the other side of the room. Her dad is the chief of police. I flinched when I heard the female student rat me out. Emilio smiled widely. Is that so? he said, and lowered his head towards mine. I was just talking to your daddy, he smiled even wider. He never mentioned having a daughter in the school. Are you having family issues? I closed my eyes and leaned as far away from him as I could. Does your daddy care that youre in here? he asked with chuckle. Leave her alone, Mike demanded. Emilio straightened up and cleared his throat. He looked around the room. How many of your parents would plead for your safety if they had me on the phone? Slowly, hands started raising. Everyone except for Edward and Mike had risen their hands. Mike glared at Emilio, and Edward turned in his seat so his body was facing my table. An intelligent person wouldnt tell a murderer that their child is within arms reach of them, Edward proclaimed.

The students looked at each other and lowered their arms. Emilio laughed loudly and waved his hand with dismissal. He sobered and started walking back to the front of the room. Time to move the tables, he said, and reached the front of the room as everyone started standing up. You two, Emilio pointed at me and Edward. Come up here after the tables are all pushed against the wall and the chairs are stacked. I looked at Edward but he didnt meet my gaze. Instead, he did as Emilio instructed. Mike and I attempted to push the lab table, and it wasnt easy. I was amazed when I looked back at Edward and his table was already pushed by the windows and the chairs stacked on top of it. That was fast. Unnaturally fast. Everyone else, myself and Mike included, was having difficulty moving as swiftly as Edward had. I grunted as I tried pushing the table across the room. All of a sudden, it became easier. The table collided against the wall without much effort from me. Thats when I felt an arm brush against my shoulder. I turned my head. Edward. He basically pushed our table by himself. I opened my mouth to thank him, but he walked away quickly and helped the other students. I lowered my eyes to the floor and felt my heart sink. I didnt know if it was because I had to go back to the front of the classroom, or because Edward was basically ignoring me. The latter shouldnt be a surprise though. Hes ignored me plenty of times. So I went with the other theory. Mike touched my shoulder and I looked up at him. He

opened his mouth, but Edward walked past and muttered, come on. I turned away from Mike and followed Edward to the front of the class room, towards Emilio and Gerald. Mr. Banner was unnaturally quiet and was still seated at his desk. Gerald whispered something to Emilio, and Emilio nodded with a serious expression on his face. Edward and I reached them. Once we stopped walking, Edward abruptly took a step forward so he wasnt standing by my side anymore. Emilio motioned for us to follow him while Gerald pulled his gun out and ordered everyone to create a circle on the floor. Edward and I followed Emilio to the door, and I almost gasped when he opened it and walked out into the hallway. I saw a bloody body lying in the middle of the hallway. The boy. The one they had killed. They just left him there. I looked at Edward, hoping he would look back at me this time. But he didnt. He kept his eyes forward and avoided my burning gaze. I know he could sense me staring at him. I wasnt being discreet about it. Emilio continued walking and held out a cell phone in my direction. He peered at me from underneath his eyelashes. Call your dads personal number, and hand me the phone once it starts ringing. I reluctantly took the phone and dialed Charlies cell phone number. Before it even had the chance to ring, Emilio snatched it and pressed it against his ear. It took a few seconds for my dad to answer.

Chief Swan, how nice to hear your voice again, Emilio spoke loudly. I have something that belongs to you. He paused for a few seconds, listening to my dad reply. She has beautiful eyes, Emilio taunted. Does she look more like you or her mother? I could hear shouting on the other end but I couldnt understand what Charlie was saying. Emilio laughed. You know the demands. You have half an hour until the next student dies, he paused, And Mr. Swan, your daughter is next on the list. Without saying another word, he snapped the cell phone shut and grinned at me. Show time. This was it. My time was almost up. You, Emilio glanced at Edward. Whats your name? Edward looked annoyed, and clearly restrained himself from pouncing on Emilio. Edward Cullen, he rasped through his teeth. Emilio stopped walking and turned to face Edward. Well, Eddie, he smiled at Edward's discomfort. Do your thing. Emilio shoved the cell phone against Edwards chest, and Edward grabbed it roughly before dialing a number. Once Edward was finished, Emilio yanked the phone out of his hands with more force than he used with me. Emilio pressed the phone against his ear yet again. Is this Edward Cullens father? Brief pause. I have your son, and he claims you can help me with a little situation I found myself stuck in. Pause. Yes, thats right. Pause. Half an hour until another student dies.

Edward leaned towards me. Yes, he said without looking at me. I raised my eyebrows. What? He flickered his eyes to mine and gave me a hard glare. He looked away within a second. I sighed. What the hell is wrong with him? Emilio also gave Edward an odd look but shrugged his shoulders and continued talking to Dr. Cullen. If my goal cant be accomplished within that time frame, Chief Swans daughter will be killed on national television. Edward covered his hand over his mouth and muttered something else. What the hell? I want, Emilio talked into the phone, every police car, every officer, and every swat team member off of this property within half an hour. That is my only demand at the moment. If that does not happen, you know what I will do. Work your magic, Mr. Cullen. Emilio snapped the phone shut. He look from Edward to me. Shall we? He turned and motion for us to follow him. We reached the school entrance door, and he grabbed a fist full of my hair and dragged me in front of him. He pushed Edward ahead with his free hand. Open the door, he commanded. Edward complied and opened the door. I widened my eyes. There were patrol cars all over the place. Along with two fire trucks and an ambulance. I could also spot a white van and a news team. The camera was pointed at us. Police

officers kneeled on the ground, behind the protection of their opened doors. Guns were aimed in our direction. Emilio pushed me forward, his hand wrapped around my hair and I felt a gun press against my neck. Edward was still ahead of us, he held his arms up, and Emilio moved to stand beside him. In twenty five minutes, Emilio shouted, I will kill this girl unless you vacate the premises. There was no movement. They obviously had no intention of leaving. A man stepped forward, and I recognized him immediately. Charlie. My dad. Charlie raised his arms, showing he wasnt armed and walked towards us. Emilio jammed the gun roughly against my neck. Take one more step, and shes dead. Charlie froze immediately. Im Chief Swan. I just want to talk to you. Will you talk with me? Emilio chuckled bitterly. Ive already spoken to you. You know what to do, he said, and pulled my hair back, which made me scream out in pain, and my head lifted up on his shoulder. He released my hair and wrapped his hand around my neck. He breathed against my skin, and I shuddered. Itd be such a pity to dispose of her. Perhaps I should bring her back inside for 10 or 15 minutes so she can experience a real man before she dies. I winced, and a tear trickled down my face. I couldve sworn I heard Edward growl. Please, Charlie pleaded in a tone that I have never heard

him use before. It brought more tears to my eyes. Youre holding my reason for existing in your hands right now. If anything happens, his voice cracked, to herI, his eyes glazed over. I will do everything in my power to meet your needs but you have to allow more time. No, Emilio hissed. No more time. Emilio released my neck, and grabbed Edward. He pushed Edward back inside, and we backed up until we were all inside the building. He slammed the door shut. But before the door closed, I stared into my dad's eyes, and the look he gave me, it will haunt me for the rest of my life. However long that may be. Emilio shoved me against the wall, and I collapsed on the ground. Breathless and crying. I choked on my sobs. I looked up and saw Edward through my blurry eyes. He stood a few feet away and looked like he was in pain. But his eyes continued to refuse to meet mine. Now we play the waiting game, Emilio said has he leaned against the wall and sat down beside me. Twenty more minutes. I closed my eyes and thought about running out that door. If I could distract him somehowbut what about everyone else in the school? Do I save myself or do I risk my life and die bravely? Minutes ticked by, and my death was approaching quickly. This isnt how I want to spend my last few minutes alive. I heard an engine start up. Followed by a few more. Emilio

stood up and walked to the door. He opened it slightly and peeked outside. I saw a smile creep on his face. Theyre leaving, Emilio said, and he glanced down at me before he shut the door. Your daddy just saved your life. I exhaled a breath I had held, and my body relaxed. Emilio wanted to linger around for a bit to make sure everyone leaves. The cell phone in his pocket rang, and Emilio pulled it out. He was silent at first. Listening to someone on the other end. Bravo. You succeeded in keeping your daughter alive. For now. My next demand wont be as simple. You have exactly one hour to call the search for me and the others off. Remove our pictures from the TV and internet. Stop the media from talking about us. There was a long pause. I dont care. Do it or you can bury your little girl six feet under. Emilio looked at me. You only get one minute, he said to me, and walked over to me and held his hand out, offering me the phone. I took it and pressed it against my ear. Dad? I heard a happy sigh on the other end. Bella. I will do everything in my power to make sure youre safe. You just stay strong. I will get you out of there. I promise you. I sobbed into the phone. I know I dont say this enough, but, I love you dad. I love you too, Bells. And dad, my voice quivered, if you cantsave me.

Dont blame yourself. I dont blame you. Bella, I swear on my life, I will die before I let anything happen to you. Dad the cell phone was snatched out of my hand. I looked up to see Emilio press the phone against his ear. You have an hour. Ill be watching the news, he slammed the phone shut. He looked at me, and then at Edward. Lets go. We walked back to the classroom in silence. Everyone was in a circle. Some were sitting, others were lying on their sides or stomachs. But they still formed a circle. Mikes head snapped up when we walked inside and our eyes met. He looked concerned, so I moved to sit beside him. Edward followed me and I thought he was going to sit next to me, but he didnt. He continued moving and sat on the other side of the circle. Once again, he wouldnt look at me. Are you okay? Mike asked me in a sweet voice. I shrugged my shoulders and looked down. He touched my shoulder and I looked ahead, straight in front of me. My eyes locked with Edwards. He was actually looking at me. Edward POV Carlisle spoke to me through his thoughts when he was on the phone with Emilio. He wanted to know if the rest of our family was safe, and if I could get us out of this mess. I could, yes, but I wont risk it yet. Not until its absolutely

necessary. I wasnt going to let Emilio kill Bella. I would have exposed myself for her. I was thankful that it hadnt come to thatyet. I avoided her as much as I could. I knew she kept looking at me, wanting me to return her gaze. I couldnt. She relies on me too much, and I need to show her that Im not someone she should turn to. The only thing I could think of was to shun her. Shes a smart girl. Shell realize that I dont want contact with her sooner or later. I couldnt help but feel angry as Bella and Mike sat together in the circle. He touched her and I read his thoughts. I saw Alices new vision. Theyre going to end up together. He wants her, and Alice saw a relationship forming between them. I pushed those two together. It was my intention, but now that it was almost certain to happen, I was pissed off. How can she just go for him? How low can her standards possibly be? I looked at her, openly this time. She seemed to have sensed me because her eyes lifted up and gazed straight into mine. We sat there, staring at each other. She looked away first and an odd emotion surged through me. Edward. I heard Alices voice enter my head. Stop ignoring her. Youre making this worse for her. I rolled my eyes and blocked her voice out. I dont want to hear this again. Im a monster, and Bella is not. I wont subject her to my lifestyle. She deserves better.

***************************************** Time flew by, and one by one, students began drifting to sleep. Emilios demands were met. No more students were killed for the rest of the day. It was pitch black outside now and I closed my eyes, pretending to sleep. I peeked into a few minds and watched some of their dreams. Some were rather interesting, others were disturbing and related to the current situation. Hours went by and everyone was asleep by now. Wait. Everyone is asleep. Everyone. I opened my eyes and sat up. I confirmed it with my own eyes. Everyone, including the convicts, were asleep. I quickly stood up and looked over the students. I couldnt wake them all up without Emilio or Gerald hearing us. But there was one particular person that Im not leaving without. As long as she is safe, I told myself. I carefully stepped over the sleeping bodies and leaned over the girl I was looking for. Im getting her out of here. Chapter Seven Edward POV I extended my arm and shook Bella gently. I propped my other hand above her mouth, in case she would scream when she woke up. She moaned and I caressed her cheek. Alice sent me another vision, and my family had already left their classrooms. They were waiting for me in the hall so we could come up with a plan to take the school back

and get the rest of these kids out of here. My first priority was to get Bella out. I had no doubt that the rest of the kids would be okay for the time being, but going over Bellas history, Id say she probably wouldnt be. Were going to fight the prisoners until every single student and faculty member is safe and out of this building. We cant kill the convicts, though. Wed be at a dangerously high risk of drinking their blood, and none of us can afford to lose control. After we drink from them, we would want more, and wed possibly hunt down the innocent kids. We have to come up with a plan to lure them into the open arms of the awaiting police officers while protecting every student. It was going to be a difficult task since we have to least act human. We can't give ourselves away if we want to continue living in Forks. Bella mumbled gibberish and I placed a finger to my lips. Shh. Her eyes opened sluggishly, and she was trying to adjust her eyes to the darkness. After several seconds, her eyes widened and she bolted straight up. I held her securely and covered her mouth. Shh. Bella, its me. She looked up at me, although I know she could only see my outline. Its too dark for her to see any details. Edward? Yes, I whispered. Keep your voice down. What are you doing? she whispered back. I looked towards the door, and then back at her. Im taking

you out into the hall. My family is waiting for us. What? She asked slightly above a whisper, and I cringed when I heard someone slip back into consciousness. Mike stirred next to Bella. Great. It had to be him. Bella? Whats going on? Mike asked in a harsh, groggy voice. Shut up! I snapped at him. Cullen? I balled my hands into fists. Shut the hell up! I whispered. Gerald stopped snoring for a few seconds before starting up again. Damn it. We don't have much time left. I grabbed Bella's arm and jerked her up. She winced, and I mentally berated myself. Mike tumbled forward and picked himself off the floor. Lay back down, Newton, I demanded. Like hell I will! Mike nearly shouted. I wanted to punch more than ever in that moment. I grabbed Bellas hand, and forced her to follow me towards the door. After a couple of steps, she nearly tripped. I prevented her fall and lifted her in my arms, bridal style. She took a sharp breath and I knew she was about to object but shook my head at her. I managed to get out the door before Gerald woke up, and Mike was practically on my heels. This kid is becoming a

major nuisance. It is partially my fault, though. I basically handed Bella to him on a silver platter. What are we doing? Mike asked, sleep still evident in his voice. Theres a guard out here somewhere. This is stupid. I stopped walking and turned to face Mike with Bella still in my arms. First of all, we arent doing anything. Bella and I are meeting I shook my head. Why am I explaining this to you? And second of all, hes not a guard, hes a psychotic criminal. If you think this is stupid, then, please, by all means, go back to the classroom. In fact, I encourage it. Bella patted her hand against my chest and tried to wiggle free. Can I walk now? Ive been doing it since I was two years old, I think I can handle it. I half chuckled, half huffed. I think we need to go over the basics again because you cant walk across a flat surface without tripping. She hit my shoulder playfully. Put me down. I gingerly lowered her to the floor and she tried to take a step but lost her balance. Why am I not surprised? I reached out to steady her, and she looked up at me. A blush crept across her cheeks and she looked away shyly. I raised my eyebrows and held my arms out to her when she looked back at me. Offering to carry her again. She rolled her eyes and shook her head. I couldnt prevent the grin that appeared on my face, and I shook my head at

her knowingly. I told you She cut me off with a gentle laugh. Shut it. I just woke up! I rolled my eyes. Excuses. She shot me a funny look and it was adorable as hell. Id like to be there when you first wake up. After a couple seconds, she froze and closed her eyes in embarrassment. Her cheeks turned an even darker shade of red. She opened her eyes and peeked at me with a grimace on her face. I didnt mean She raised a hand, searching for the right thing to say. Ium I just laughed at her. I cant remember the last time I had actually laughed. She changed my entire mood in just an instant. I feltalive. Normal. How can she possibly make me feel this way? Its bizarre. Mike cleared his throat, and my smile disappeared. When did I start smiling? I snapped my head towards him, and he looked annoyed. Are you two done yet? He snapped angrily. He started walking ahead without waiting for us and muttered, If I wanted to watch flirting, I would have He trailed off and shouted. Holy shit! Bellas body went rigid and she leaned towards me. I looked down at her reassuringly. Its just my family. She looked down the hall, and then back up at me. How do you know? I cant see a thing. I ignored her question and started walking forward. She caught up to me and touched my arm. Edward.

I paused and turned my body towards her. I felttingly. How odd. Our close proximity made me feel strange. Not a bad strange. Adifferent kind of strange. I could feel her body heat radiating off of her, and I wanted to take a step closer but I restrained myself. What is it? My voice was embarrassingly low and strained. She looked into my eyes and her face softened a bit. She stared at me longer than normal and her full pink lips were parted. I raised one eyebrow. Bella? She snapped out of it and another blush swept across her cheeks. I still felt that tingly, almost electric sensation roar through my body as I stood close to her. She looked down at her shoes and rubbed her fingers over her other hand, and bit her bottom lip. Umm She looked up suddenly and my breath hitched. I wasnt expecting her to look at me and the intensity I felt when she didIve never been affected like this before. How is she able to do this to me? How to do know things? she asked me. I mean, you seem to know when things are about to happen. Its like you can, I dont know, predict the future? I smirked. No. I cant. Her breathing went uneven for a second, and then she looked away. Theres something so unnatural about you. I stiffened and she looked at me again. Youre impossibly fastand strong. I tugged one side of my lips upward and shrugged a

shoulder. I workout. She shook her head. No. Its more than that. Youre also cold. Your skin She trailed off and looked away yet again. I dont know what it is, but something is off. Well, my uncharacteristically good mood dissipated quickly. Dont be ridiculous, Bella. I walked away again, but this time I didnt stop when she called out my name. I knew she stood immobile in the hall, and watched me walk away from her. Once I reached Mike and my family, I heard her shuffling along after me. No way, man. He was out of line, the coach I heard Mike say to Emmett. They were discussing sports and I sighed heavily. Mike twisted his head towards me for a split second then looked back at Emmett to continue their conversation. Rosalie and Alice looked beyond bored, and Jasper looked tense and worried. Being around all these humans for so long was painful for him. More so than the rest of us. He was relieved when he was finally able to leave the classroom, but he grew disappointed when he noticed I brought two humans with me. I interrupted their conversation when I cleared my throat loudly. Using Newtons technique. Everyone turned to look at me, and Bella finally arrived and stood by my side. Should we go over the plan since were being held hostage in the school and there are convicts wandering around with guns and killing innocent children, or, would you prefer to chat about sports while students scream in the background

because their being hunted down by criminals? Mike rolled his eyes and scoffed. Im amazed you were able to tear yourself away from Bella. It must have been difficult since you two were lost in your own little world with goofy grins on your faces. Maybe there should be a third option in there somewhere. We could stand around and watch you shamelessly flirt with the girl you were clearly trying to hook me up with. I exhaled deeply and caught a glimpse of Alice smiling smugly at me. Bella and I were not flirting, I directed at Alice. I turned to Mike. You can have her, I said through clenched teeth. Trying to prove that there is nothing going on between Bella and I. Bella shifted uncomfortably besides me, and Alice scolded me in her thoughts. I knew I sounded harsh and probably hurt Bellas feelings, so I regretted the words immediately. Emmett raised his eyebrows and whistled. Nice, Edward, he said sarcastically. I felt a pair of eyes locked on my face, and I turned my head to see Bella glaring at me. You tried to hook me up with Mike? She asked in a disgusted tone. Mike looked slightly hurt by the way she said his name. As if she couldnt believe that out of all the people I could have sent in her direction, I picked him. Not exactly, I said firmly. I suggested he comfort you when Bella rolled her eyes and folded her arms across her chest.

Do I look like a child who needs comforting? Im 17 years old! You cant just toss me to someone like She groaned in agitation. I thought She shook her head. Whatever. It doesnt matter, she said, and paused for a few seconds. Why did you bring me out here?! She practically screeched, as if she just now realized what was going on. She pointed in the direction of our classroom. Theyre going to know were gone, and what do you theyre going to do? They need me to get my dad to She threw her arms up in the air. Im going back! She spun on her heels and started walking away. I grasped her lower arm and pulled her towards me. Im getting you out of here. She looked at me incredulously. What do you mean youre getting me out of here? Out of the school? I nodded my head. You and Mike are free. You can go home, Bella. Butbut what about everyone else? We cant just leave them here. What about I touched her shoulder to make her stop talking. Were not leaving them, I said, and I nodded my head towards my family. You and Mike are. My family and I are going to come up with a plan to get rid of these guys. She huffed. Stop treating me like a child! You keep coming to my rescue, and then you act like you resent me for it. And you ignore me, and then you act like everything is okay between usandyou carried me like I was a wounded little girland she growled. She literally

growled. Shes a fiery little thing. I was more amused then anything else. Seeing her get worked up was like watching kittens roll around on the floor while playing with a ball of yarn. I am not leaving. Im helping you, She concluded. I glared at her. I was no longer amused. No. You. Are. Not. She gave me another funny look. Yes. I. Am, she retorted. I suppressed a growl. She makes me feel a wide range of emotions. She has the ability to make me laugh, and feel currents of electricity and attraction course through my body, but she also infuriates me and makes me want to throw her over my shoulder and lock her in a safe room. My family and Newton watched us curiously. Alice looked smug and excited. Rosalie looked annoyed and repulsed. Emmett looked goofy with a big grin spread across his face. Jasper lookedin pain. Newton was aggravated. Go home to your dad, Bella, I told her in a no-nonsense tone. Hes worried about you. You have the opportunity to be reunited with your family without a scratch on you, I said, and then I paused. Well, thats not necessarily true, I said as I remembered when she fainted and her head slammed against the table. She pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes at me. You know what, Edward? Im my own person and were the same age, I scoffed at that. She has no idea. Stop acting

like a dictator. You have no authority over me. If I want to stay, Ill stay. I released the growl that I had buried deep down earlier. How stupid can you possibly be? She looked at me with a hurt expression. I felt tormented. I wanted to yell at her again. I wanted her to understand that she cant be here, and I wanted her to keep her distance from me. Im sick of her not fearing me, like she should. If she were a normal human, she would thank me for getting her out of that room and run out the door to be reunited with her father. But no, she has to be defiant. I needed to shout at her. To show her my evil side. But instead, my voice soften and my posture relaxed. Do understand how truly dangerous this is? People are dying in here, Bella. This is real. Real lives are being executed. Doesnt that mean anything to you? Bella looked down at her feet again. I just feelguilty, she said softly. Why do Mike and I get to be free and everyone else is stuck in here? She looked up and met my eyes. Why cant we just open all of the classrooms and release everyone? There are only five convicts. They wont know Thats what were doing, Bella. Were going to get as many people as we can out of here, and then were going to come up with a plan for the rest of them, I assured her. Dont worry about them. They will be safe. Just worry about yourself right now. Hes right, Mike chimed in. Come on, Bella. Lets just

go. Bella shook her head at him. You can go, Mike, she said, and then looked back at me. Im not a coward. Im staying. I sighed. I can lift you over my shoulder and throw you outside, you know that, right? She shrugged. Id like to see you try. I took a step towards her. I wasnt playing. She held her hands out and chuckled. Okay, okay. I believe you. She looked back at Mike. Alright, Mike, lets go. She took a step towards him, and he took a step towards her. Ill walk you out, she said, and then peeked at me from the corner of her eye. Because Im not leaving. I swiped a hand through my hair and grumbled. Bella, dont make me Alice zoned out, another vision flashed through both of our eyes. One of the escaped convicts is headed towards this very hallway right this moment. Bella noticed the exchange between me and Alice and she gave me a questioning look. We dont have time for this. I grabbed Bellas arm and led deeper down the hall. My family and Newton were close behind. Whats going on? Bella asked, shocked at my sudden hastiness. Edward, Alice spoke behind me. We only have a few seconds.

Emmett pulled Rosalie into classroom. Alice grabbed Mike and shoved him into a different classroom, along with Jasper. I found the janitors closet and pushed Bella inside before I entered and slammed the door close. Bella leaned against a wall and started panting. I walked over to her and covered her mouth when I heard footsteps squeak along the floor in the hallway. Bellas body tensed and we listened as the footsteps became louder and closer. I gulped when the convict started opening every door and stuck his head inside to make sure everyone was still there. He was going down the hall, checking each room. I had no doubt that he would take a peek inside of here. I quickly and quietly pushed Bella into a small opening between the wall and a shelf stacked with basketballs, soccer balls and cleaning supplies. I pressed my body against hers so we could both fit in the small area. She was crushed between me and the wall. I felt her chest heave up and down against mine, and I felt the tingly sensation again. It was hot all of a sudden and I could feel every inch of Bellas body against mine. Ive never been this close to her before. She stopped breathing when we heard the footsteps stop right in front of the door. Time seemed to slow down and my eyes scanned Bellas face. Her eyes were locked on mine. She didnt even blink. Neither did I. The door knob twisted, and Bella gasped for air. My hands were positioned on the wall, above her head so I couldnt shush her by covering her mouth with my hand. I lowered my head closer to hers and my eyes flicked down to her lips. She

was still gasping for her air but she stopped when she felt my forehead lean against hers. I looked back into her eyes and then back down to her lips. I felt her eyes moved down towards my lips, and I tilted my head, leaning in closer. The door opened, and I froze. My lips were less than an inch from hers. Bella stopped breathing again but I didnt. I breathed against her lips, and her lips parted. She moved her head closer to mine and I was about to move in closer to her. Our lips nearly brushed when I heard the door slam shut. I jerked my head back and took a step backwards. I almost kissed her! I can never, ever, allow for that to happen again. Bella inhaled, and then exhaled a shaky breath. Her eyes were fixed on a spot on the floor, and I took another step away from her. Trying to get as much distance between us as possible. I should have thrown her out of the school when I had the chance. Chapter Eight Bella POV What the hell just happened? I, Bella Marie Swan, came this close to kissing Edward Cullen! The mysterious, secretive and gorgeous Edward. No one girl in this entire school has ever even had the pleasure of getting so close to him. I never asked for the juicy details on him, but Jessica told me without provocation. Hes never dated a girl in this

school. Hes never even wanted to. I had my speculations about why. Perhaps he doesnt go for small town girls. Or maybe no one here is beautiful enough for him. There are a million reasons why he doesnt date. Unless hes involved in some sort of secret relationship. I doubt it, though. I felt the currents of electricity soar through my body when he pressed me against the wall and crushed his body against mine. He inched his face closer and closer to mine. I felt his forehead touch mine and I knew what he was going to do. He was going to kiss me. Earlier, I had been terrified of the convict looming in the hall, but then, all of a sudden, I wasnt afraid. I was hungry. With desire. Ive never wanted a guy like that before. I couldnt concentrate on anything else other than him. But, as soon as I heard a loud boom of the door shutting, Edward pulled away from me. He looked repulsed and disgusted about what he was about to do. My cheeks inflamed with embarrassment, and he moved as far away as he could he from me. I felt my knees give out and I sank to the floor, my back slid against the wall. He acted like he wanted me, but then it was like he had a moment of clarity and he realized that he hates me. I know he does. Despite what he says, he hates me. He cant stand the site of me. Its obvious. He probably thought we were about to die and wanted one last kiss or whatever he was searching for at that time. I guess it didnt matter to him who it was from. But then when he heard the door shut, he mustve known that we were going to be okay, and there was no way he would ever want to kiss me and remember it

for the rest of his life. My eyes filled with tears and I internally scolded myself. Dont let him get to you. I just remembered, Im the one who is supposed to be upset and angry. Hes been ignoring me and hes basically driving me insane while I try to come up with logical reasons for his speed, strength and abnormally cold skin. I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the wall. Flashes of dead bodies replayed in my mind. I gasped and snapped my eyes open. I never want to see that again. I heard movement from Edwards corner and within a couple of seconds, he was kneeled down in front of me. Get some sleep, Bella, he whispered softly. There goes his bipolar mood swings again. A couple minutes ago, he ripped himself away from me, now hes by my side and pretending to be concerned. I shook my head. I cant close my eyes. I could barely see him in the dark but I could practically hear him raise an eyebrow. I sighed. I see bodies and blood and I shook my head again. My eyes filled with tears and I urged them to go away. Not gonna cry. Not gonna cry. Dont cry in front of him. Please. He already thinks youre weak. Be brave. Be strong. He reached his hand towards my face, and his fingers lingered an inch from my cheekbone. He hesitated and then

retracted his arm. I sighed in disappointed. Wait. What? Disappointment? Why am I disappointed? No, stop it. Youre angry. Mad. Yell at him. Punch him. But dont sigh like you want him to touch you! Let me take you to your father, Bella, he pleaded, but I didnt say anything. I didnt agree. I didnt object. I wanted to see Charlie. I wanted to show him that Ill be okay, and I wont ever leave him. But I also want to help save as many people as I can. I dont want to be the coward who escaped without even offering to help. I can't be that person. I sat up straighter and pushed myself towards him. He held his breath and leaned away. I froze, and my face fell. He really doesn't want to be near me. A traitor tear glided down my face, and I muttered to myself so he couldnt hear me. Stupid, Bella. I heard him shift his position and he lowered himself beside me on the floor. He was on his side and propped himself up with an elbow. Why did you say that? I widened my eyes. You heard me? He nodded his head slowly. My cheeks felt like they were on fire. Um I looked away from him and fingered the hair tie around my wrist. No reason. I heard him sigh. I want to know what youre thinking. Right now. Without thinking about what to say. Tell you thoughts at this exact moment, he spoke in his irresistible

velvety voice. What am I thinking? Oh, Edward, Im thinking about the fact that you practically cringe whenever I get close to you. I actually wanted you to kiss me, and then you looked at me like I was the ugliest creature you have ever seen. Oh, yeah, like Id honestly let him know that. I dont know, I mumbled. Yes you do. I looked back at him. Mistake. Very big mistake. He was so close. My body reacted, and I had to prevent myself from reaching out to touch him. I could feel his presence. It sent chills through my body. Good chills. Pleasant chills. I shook my head. Dont think like that. He hates you. He mistakenly took my head shake as me telling him no and he sighed loudly. I want to know what goes on inside that head of yours. I laughed without humor. Trust me, you dont. My thoughts are boring and mundane. I beg to differ. I tilted my head. How would you know? Its not like you can read my mind. Before I could even close my mouth, I froze. Read my mind. He knows things. Things that are about to happen. He knows when people are nearby. He said he cant predict the future. But if he could read minds, he would know what theyre thinking about doing before they do it.

Youre right. I cant read your mind. I relaxed. What was I thinking? That was one of the most imaginative and craziest idea I had ever come up with. Of course he cant read minds. But, he spoke, and scooted closer to me. I know your thoughts arent boring, he said, and paused briefly. Youre the most interesting person Ive met in this town. I laughed. Loudly. Now hes just teasing me. Right, I said sarcastically. But he wasnt laughing. He stared at me with a straight face. Im serious. That was definitely a serious tone. I stopped laughing. You cant possibly be serious. I waved a hand towards myself. Look at me! Already am. Then get those eyes checked! Im so incredibly plain and ordinary andjust not interesting. At all. Im probably the least interesting person in the state of Washington. Thats quite an exaggeration, he stated. I rolled my eyes. Trust me. Its not. He shook his head and lowered his eyes to the floor. What? I asked. He lifted his eyes back up to me. Why do you think youre so below average? I sighed and turned on my side, mimicking Edwards position, facing him. Im honest with myself.

Youre lying to yourself. I rolled my eyes, and turned so I could lay on my back. I felt something brush against my shoulder and I sat up quickly. What is it? he questioned me. I opened my eyes wider and felt something run along my upper arm. Spider! I brushed it off and screamed. Edward sat up and I flung myself into his arms. My arms wrapped around his neck, and I pulled myself onto his lap. His arms remained at his side and he was completely still. He didnt hold me, but he didnt push me off either. Why are all over me? he asked, curious and amused. I saw the spider run across the floor and my arms around Edwards neck tightened and forced my chest to press against his. Theres a spider. He laughed. It was an actual laugh. A real laugh. Not a fake laugh. Not a cruel laugh. A genuine, nice laugh. It was like music to my ears. Its not funny! Im terrified of spiders! He continued laughing and I playfully slapped his shoulder. His laugh was infectious, I couldnt help it, I started laughing too. Stop it, I tried to say while laughing. Youre making me laugh. The spider ran across the corner again and I gasped. He laughed even harder.

I lightly hit his shoulder. Its really not funny! His laughter died down, but a smile played at his lips. I blushed and bit my lower lip. I felt the electricity again, and as if he could feel it too, his expression become serious. We gazed into each others eyes. I released my lip and stared at him without any expressions on my face. I had the urge to lean my face closer to his, but I resisted. I felt his arms twitch. Slowly, too slowly, he brought an arm up and encircled it around my waist. He brought his other hand up to caress my cheek, and he placed a strand of loose hair behind my ears. My breathing hitched and he closed his eyes. This is wrong, he said so softly that I barely heard him. His hand trailed down my face and lingered by my lips. He opened his eyes, and my heart pounded erratically. His thumb brushed against my lower lip, and my lips parted. I leaned closer to him and he tilted his head, his eyes flickered to my lips. Just like last time. Before we could repeat the same routine yet again. I broke it off. I knew he would pull away at the last minute. I turned my head away from him and untangled my arms around his neck. Unsurprisingly, he lifted me off of his lap and backed away from me. He leaned against the wall a few feet away, and he refused to look in my direction. I leaned against my side of the wall, not caring about the spider anymore. Get some sleep, Bella, his voice was cold, hard.

I flinched involuntarily and curled into a fetal position. My eyelids felt heavy, and I couldnt prevent it any longer. My eyes closed and terrifying images filled my mind. I opened my eyes back up again and stared at the wall. I dont know when or how, but I eventually drifted to sleep. I heard a tapping sound, and sat straight up. I was in a cold, dark room alone. There was a big door and a light blue glow shone through the cracks. I rose to my feet and took small steps towards the door. The door opened without me touching it and revealed a hallway. A long, never ending hallway. It went on and on. For miles. I stepped through the door frame and heard the door close loudly behind me. I spun around but the door, nor the room, was there. It had disappeared. Behind me, the hall continued to trail on forever. I looked forward and screamed. Standing in the middle of the hallway, with a chainsaw, was a dark figure. I took a step back and closed my eyes. My heart pounded loudly, the hair on my arms stood up and my breathing was uneven and harsh. I chanted in my head: Go away. Go away. Go away. I opened my eyes again and screamed. The dark figure was closer. Much closer. Only a few feet away. The blank face terrified me. The chainsaw came to life and I screamed yet again. I took another step backwards, blindly. I fell into a dark hole and I felt weightless. The hole continued to go on for minutes, maybe even hours. I fell and fell and fell. Deeper and deeper.

I finally landed with a thud and took in my surroundings. I was in a dungeon. There were torches hanging along the walls and it created a faint glow. My eyes widened when I saw shackles chaining innocent children against the walls. The walls were filled with them. Kids restrained against the walls. Unable to move. All of them looking at me. Begging. Pleading with me to help them. I ran towards one of them and tried to help them out of the shackles, but I couldnt. I heard a noise and spun around. The dark figure was lurking somewhere in the room. I felt hands wrap around my wrists, and I twisted my head to see Edward drag me away from the room. The screaming sounds of the innocent kids echoed in my ears and I tried to wiggle out of Edwards grasp. They need me. The kids need me. I struggled against Edward, but he wouldnt let me go. I felt the cold hit me at full force. I was thrown into the snow, and I was completely alone. No one was around. There was a beeping sound above my head and I looked up. A helicopter flew over head and there was a chain attached to it, carrying something underneath it. It lowered above me. It came crashing to the ground. Trapping me inside. Bars. I was locked in a room with bars. I heard a chuckle and turned to see the dark figure. He held the chainsaw towards me and I screamed. My eyes snapped open and I looked around the room. I was still in the janitors closet. I sighed and sat up. I felt refreshed and wide awake. How long did I sleep? Good morning, Edward greeted in his dazzling voice. He

didnt sound like he just woke up. But I did. What time is it? Time to get up. I rolled my eyes and stood up quickly. Bad move. My legs felt like jello, and I started to fall down. Strong arms wrapped around my body and prevented my fall. I leaned against him. Thanks, I mumbled. He made sure I could keep my balance, and then he stepped away. Youre even less graceful in the morning, he said it as if it were nearly impossible. That must be why you dont want me, I whispered underneath my breath. I didnt even mean to say it out loud. It was supposed to be a thought. What was that? he asked. His tone implied that he heard me. I was too tired to even flush in embarrassment. I waved my hand at him. Im still half asleep. He looked at me warily. My stomach grumbled, and I looked down at it. Breakfast time. Come on, he lightly touched my wrist to get me to follow him. I scoffed. Where we going? IHop? Dennys? He sighed. School kitchen. I groaned. I hate school food. Then leave, his voice wasnt harsh. He was simply

reminding me that I have that option. I shook my head. I think I had a nightmare about that. I cant leave. Ill feel guilty. Half of the students have already escaped and none of them feel guilty about leaving you behind, he stated. Stop worrying about people who dont worry about you. I lowered my eyes to the floor. Guess I should stop worrying about you, also, in that case. I took a step forward, towards the door. Edward's arm snaked out, and he placed his hand on my stomach, stopping me from moving. I care about you, he whispered, sounding tortured and pained. I felt tingles run through my body and butterflies flapped around in my stomach. I turned my head to look at him, and he looked away. Come on, he opened the door and walked into the hallway. Wait, I said, and paused. He turned and looked at me. How do you know that half of the students escaped? Because it was part of the plan, he reminded me. My family helped them escape. He turned back to the hallway again. But, I said, and he turned back to me again. How do you know? What if it didnt go according to plan? It did. Once again, he turned away and started walking

down the hall. I had no choice but to follow him. A few minutes later, we were in the school kitchen and I sat on the countertop while Edward surveyed the kitchen. Looking for something good. What do you like to eat? he asked me. I hopped off the counter but he stood in front of me and lifted me back up on the counter. Stay. I want to make you something. I blushed and turned my eyes away from him. I could see him grin from the corner of my eyes. He touched my cheek with the back of his hand and I bit my bottom lip. I avoided his gaze, feeling shy and bashful. Bella? My eyes snapped to his face. He opened his mouth to say something but then he closed it again. Nevermind. No, I said. Tell me. What do you want to eat? I tilted my head. Thats not what you were going to ask me. He smirked. Its what Im asking you now. Now answer me. I scooted myself to the edge of the counter and he didnt budge. I slid down so my feet could reach the floor. My body slid against his and I heard him groan quietly. But he

didnt move. I was sandwiched between the counter and his body. Let me make something. Im not used to having anyone do it for me. Let me be the first, he whispered. My heart beat faster. I had the odd feeling that he wasnt only talking about making breakfast. I gazed straight into his eyes. I want you to be the first. He swallowed hard and lowered his head towards mine. Bella? Edward? I heard a voice calling from the doorway. You guys in here? Mike. It was Mikes voice. Edward stepped away from me and I sighed. Mike appeared and he smiled brightly at me. There you are! I wish I could share his enthusiasm, but I just wanted him to leave. Edwards family appeared behind Mike. The little one, Alice, walked straight over to Edward and they started whispering about something. I couldnt hear them. I started looking for something to eat for breakfast, but I pulled a Bella. I slipped on nothing and my head contacted with the edge of the counter. I hit the area near my eye on the counter. And it hurt. Badly. I winced and my hand flew to my newest injury. It wasnt bleeding. Thank God. Mike rushed to my side. Are you okay?

I groaned. Yeah, Im okay. Edward pushed Mike out of the way, and I almost laughed at the look on Mikes face. Let me see. Edward placed his cool fingers on the side of my face and examined the spot I hit on the counter. Ow. He rolled his eyes. Its not that bad, but you should put some ice on it before it gets swollen. I pouted and he laughed. He looked over at Mike. Get her some ice. Mike shot him an youre not the boss of me look but he obeyed and fetched the ice. He handed a few pieces towards Edward. Edward rolled his eyes. In a zip lock bag, Newton. I started to smile but I bit my bottom lip to prevent it. Mike came back with the ice inside a small clear zip lock bag and handed it to me. I held it in my hand and examined it. Edward gave me a pointed look. I slowly lifted the bag of ice to my wound and hissed. It was freezing! I jerked it away. Bella, keep it on there, Edward chastised. Its cold! I wonder why. I glared at him. I dont want a cold head. He shrugged a shoulder. Its better than a fat head.

I pouted childishly again and raised the bag to my skin yet again. Edward flashed me a crooked grin and I bit my bottom lipagain. Alice stepped closer to us and smiled at Edward. He looked annoyed and narrowed his eyes at her. I watched their odd exchange and shrugged my shoulders. Alice suddenly widened her eyes and looked zoned out. A few seconds later, she looked at Edward. Theyre coming. Chapter Nine Edward POV Alice turned towards me. Theyre coming. The vision she had was crystal clear as I watched them through her thoughts. I caught a glimpse of Emilio and another convict, the one who lurked the halls, barged into the kitchen. The anger reflecting in Emilios eyes. His brutal rampage. Knocking some of us down, attempting to shoot us, and then forcibly dragging Bella out of the kitchen with a hand full of her hair in his grasp. My family, Newton and I watched in horror. Unable to do anything without exposure. Our damn limitations are starting to seriously piss me off. I would like nothing more than to rip the bastard apart. The flashes continued. Emilio barked an order at Bella. She fumbled with a cell phone that he had tossed to her. Her

shaky slim fingers dialed a number and she placed the phone against her small ear, a tear sliding down her face. An image of Chief Swan answering the phone, relieved to hear Bellas voice, but his face soon turned to shock and horror as he heard a gunshot. Emilio emptied a round of bullets into Bellas fragile body. She fell to the floor in a pool of her own blood. Chief Swan listened to the last breath his daughter will ever take. His face contorted into an unimaginable amount of pain. The look in his eyes was haunting. The tears that streamed down that grown mans face made my frozen heart shatter. The pain and hatred shinning through his eyes was enough to make any human feel tears spring to their eyes. If I had the ability to, I probably would have shed a tear at that site alone. Thats saying a lot. Coming from an undead monster such as myself. My eyes shifted to Bella. She stared at Alice with one eyebrow raised, obviously deep in thought and becoming suspicious. Alices last words hadnt gone unnoticed by Bella. I knew that she knew that there was something very strange about myself and my family. I could see it in her eyes. I could hear it in her tone. It wont be too long until she comes up with theories. And eventually, if she manages to make it through this alive, she will figure out our secret. Shes perceptive and intelligent for her age. I can only wait around for the day that she will discover what we truly are. Monsters. Evil. Were meant to kill. To kill humans. Humans like Bella. Her blood begs for me to take a sip every time I am near her. But I resist. Ive resisted this long. I think I can continue holding off on

killing her. Ive been testing myself. Allowing my head to lean close to hers. I know she must be thinking I want to kiss her. But thats not why I leaned into her the past two times. At least thats what I tell myself. Im testing my strength and willpower. How close can I get to this girl without attempting to bite her? My throat aches and burns with desire. My entire body wants her blood inside of me. But my mind is stronger. For now. How is it that this girl, this weak, human girl, is still alive? Danger surrounds her. No matter where she goes, someone or something is lurking at every corner. Waiting to pop out. Im one of those dangers. But she doesnt know it. She feels safe around me. I know she does. She doesnt need to speak the words, its all in her body language. Shes so unbelievably nave. I need to get her upset with me, make her see that Im not good for her. But I cant. Not anymore. Ive gone too far. I truly do care about her. I dont want to, but I do. Alice and her visions tell me that my feelings will morph into more than simply caring for her. I can feel it happening. Ive caught myself admiring the little things she does. Her blush, so adorable. The way she bites her bottom lip, it drives me crazy. A fire burns in her eyes when shes angry. Her eyes become lighter and brighten when shes happy. I can recognize most of her emotions just by staring into her eyes. And the things she saysso unpredictable. And her reaction to something as small a spider. A harmless spider, at that. I wonder how she will react when, and Im

pretty sure that it will happen, when she finds out Im a vampire. Will she throw herself into Newtons arms? That thought almost made me growl out loud. Its been less than 24 hours since our school has been on lock down. Less than 24 hours and Ive already started accepting Bellas new place in my life. I cant go through the rest of high school and continue to ignore her. Not after this. My contradictory feelings toward her are starting to fade. Half of me no longer wants to stay away from her. About 20 percent of me wants to stay away. The other 80 percent wants to be near her. This is so wrong. So unhealthy. For both myself and for her. There is no way this can end without one or both of us being hurt in the end. Can I be her friend? Thats the most I can offer her. I cant let it go past friendship. There are many reasons why I cant form a romantic relationship with her. First of all, Im a vampire, shes a human. Thats wrong on so many levels. She should be my prey. Not my date. Second of all, if Alice is correct, if I fall for her, I will be crushed when she eventually leaves me. And it will happen. No normal woman would settle for a 17 year old vampire for the rest of her life. Shes going to age. Shes going to want marriage and possibly children. She should have those things. I cannot offer her that. There is no point in forcing myself to feel happiness for the first time since Ive been undead, only to have it all yanked away again.

I am getting carried away, though. There will be nothing more than friendship between Bella and I. No matter how much I may want it in the future. I wont let it happen. Shed be at a high risk of having one of us attack her. And it would most likely be me. I cant be the cause of her death. I would feel more tormented than I already do. Even if I did accidentally slip and my venom coursed through her veins and I happened to have the strength to stop. And if she turned into one of us, it would kill me. Figuratively, of course. To no longer see the blood rush to her cheeks, for her eyes to turn crimson instead of chocolate brown, to never hear her heart beat again or feel the warmth of her skinit would be tragic. A terrible waste. I refuse to destroy and condemn Bella to an eternity of self-hatred and never ending despair. To lose this Bellathe Bella I see standing in front of meto turn her into a monsterits unthinkable. I wont do it. And I wont allow anyone else to change her either. My eyes penetrated into the young woman in front of me. How can such a small and insignificant girl do this to me? Im a hundred times more powerful than her. Ive had far more life experience. Ive seen things shes only read about in her school history books. Ive graduated from countless different high schools. Ive been surrounded by thousands of different humans. None of them, not one, affected me the way this girl does. Not one of them smells like her. Not one of them surprises and astonishes me like she does. Why? Will I ever know the answer?

Five minutes, Edward. Alices musical voice interrupted my thoughts and I tore my gaze away from Bella. I looked towards Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett. They were standing in the background, keeping their distance. Rose, Jasper, I called. Their eyes were locked on mine. Can you take Bella and Mike to the auditorium? Alice, Emmett and I will handle the guys out there. I have a plan. Jaspers body went rigid and his eyes flickered to Bella. He started remembering about the time I talked about her unique scent, and now he was imagining sniffing her licking her. I shook my head in disgust. On second thought, Jasper, you come with us, and Emmett can stay with Rosalie. Three voices spoke in unison. Im not a babysitter! Rosalie spat. Why cant I go with you? Bella whined. Good, lets go, Mike agreed. Bella and Rosalie snapped their eyes to Mike. Rosalie looked at him like he was an insect she wanted to stomp on. Bella looked at him incredulously. Lets go? Bella questioned Mike. You just want to hide and Actually, you should both leave, Rosalie whispered loud enough for Bella to hear. So, Bella turned to look at Rosalie. You five get to be the heroes? She indicated to me and my family. Risk

your lives for a bunch of people youve been shunning for years? Rosalie huffed, getting ready to say something particularly nasty. I held my hand up and glared at Rosalie. Knock it off. I looked back at Bella. You and Mike are going with Rose and Emmett. Dont argue with me. Youll just lose. Bella opened her mouth to argue. I tilted my head. What did I say? No arguing. But No. I Stop talking. I said no. You ca Hush. Why Bella! Whahuh? I shook my head at her. Damn, youre stubborn. She stuck her chin out and gave me the most adorable look ever. She was trying to look hard and tough. But she just looked cute and innocent. I laughed and she glared at me. Come on, kid. Time to go. I lightly touched Bellas hand

and I felt a jolt of electricity shoot through my body. I jerked my hand away and her eyes filled with disappointment and sadness. Shit. She likes it when I touch her. This is not good. How am I supposed to resist anything more than friendship if she acts like that? Shes not going to make this easy. But Ill fight against it. And Im a skilled fighter. I walked away from her, I cant stand seeing her look at me like that. My eyes met Emmetts and I nodded my head at him. Good luck, man. Youll need it with that one. I said to myself as I thought about Bella. The hell she will likely put Emmett and Rosalie through put a smile on my face. Shes going to torture them with her incessant whining,and theres not a thing they can do to stop it. I dont particularly enjoy inflicting pain of my siblings, but come on, shes just a teenage girl. Theres nothing wrong with enjoying their temporary misery while they have to restrain her from playing superwoman. Jasper followed behind me as I stepped into the hallway. I froze the moment I heard Alice speak. She wasnt talking to me. She wasnt talking to Jasper. She was talking to her. Bella. Youre going to be safe, Bella. Dont worry about anything. If you start to feel anxious just I popped my head back into the kitchen. Alice! I growled. She shot me an annoyed looked. Yes, Edward? Stop pretending to be Bellas therapist and lets go.

Someone has to comfort her, and you obviously wont. I clenched my jaw. She doesnt need it, lets go. You are so stupid for someone so smart. She looked back at Bella and smiled at her. I growled deep within my throat. Alice rolled her eyes and started walking towards me. Shes a human girl, Edward. She cant just bottle up her emotions or shes going to explode. No, she wont, I said low enough that only the vampires could hear. I heard Emmett groan. He hated it when Alice and I had our own private conversation and he could only hear my side of it. Not literally, Edward. You dont know anything about teenage girls. And you do? Okay, I admit, that was a low blow. Alice couldnt remember her human life and I basically just slapped her in the face. I sighed. Sorry. Im Alice shook her head once and grabbed Jaspers hand. Dont worry about it. Jasper glared at me. What did you do? I sighed and started walking down the hall. I entered Emmetts mind and watched as he ushered Bella and Newton out of the kitchen, leading them into a different hallway. Rosalie had her arms folded over her chest and rolled her eyes. She didnt want to watch over the two humans while Alice, Jasper and I begin our plan. She wanted in on the

action. So did Bella. What is it with those girls? Shouldnt they be relieved to sit on the sidelines? So, Edward, when are you going to officially introduce me to your girlfriend? Alice asked slyly. I gritted my teeth. Shes not my girlfriend. She will be. Its not going to happen, Alice. Get over it. It will. She smiled at me with confidence. I stopped walking and narrowed my eyes. Jasper sighed loudly, and Alice patted him on the back. Just accept it, Edward, Alice spoke in cheerful tone, youre only hurting yourself by prolonging it. Theres really no point. I finally snapped. I am not interested in Bella. Let. It. Go. I heard movement behind us and closed my eyes. Ive been too distracted lately. I should have heard them coming. If Alice hadnt interfered with my mind I heard Emmett clear his throat. I slowly and painfully began to open my eyes. I spun around to see four faces staring at me. Only one held my attention. Bellas wide eyes ripped away from my face and she bit her bottom lip to keep her lips from trembling. She heard me. And it hurt her. Um, Emmett pointed his thumb at Bella. This one is quite feisty and she sort of made me come after you.

Rosalie rolled her eyes and snorted. She made you? Emmett shrugged his shoulders. Well, she asked and then she did this thing with her eyes. She looked at me like a sad little puppy and He trailed off when he took in my expression. I was not amused. At all. Not only do we have mere seconds until the convicts find us out here, but Emmett couldnt handle resisting a teenage human girl. The vampire who wrestles with grizzly bears cant look a human girl in the eyes and tell her no. Thats pitiful. And not to mention the fact that she heard me tell my sister that Im not interested in her. I dont know why it bothered me, but it did. This could be my chance to finally make Bella want to stay away from me. I should be proud. But Im not. I cant think about that now. I grabbed Emmett by his shirt and spoke so fast that no human could understand me. Get Bella out of this hall right now. I rarely ever used the harsh and dead serious tone that I just used. But I wasnt playing games. If she dies, I will be severely ticked off. I released Emmett, and he quickly turned and shoved Bella towards the auditorium. I know Bella well enough to know that she would be protesting right now if she hadnt heard what I told Alice. But she left without a second glance. Without a word. Without objection. Alice shook her head at me. Let me and Jasper handle this. Go after her. Shes no concern to me, I spoke in a flat tone. Edward, Jasper spoke up. I know what youre feeling.

I narrowed my eyes at him, warning him not to continue. Alice smiled smugly and I ran my hand through my messy bronze hair. After this, I spoke directly to Alice. Im ending all communication with Bella. Alice rolled her eyes, not believing me. I just stared at her and nodded my head once. She zoned out, new visions flashing before her eyes. Once they passed, she widened her eyes. I told her I wasnt lying. This is it. Im done. If this is how my family is going to behave all because of that girl, then screw it. I want to be left alone. I dont need my sister telling me that Im going to fall in love with a human girl. Youre going to break her heart! Alice shouted at me. I looked at her emotionlessly. Her heart was never mine to break. Alice looked at me disgust. She doesnt seem to think so. You dont know what shes thinking. Neither do you. Obviously. I looked away. Wanting to end this discussion. Who does Alice think she is? Interfering with my life like this? Bella wouldnt even be here right now if it hadnt been for Alice tricking me into feeling something for her. The Swan girl and two boys are gone. I froze. Emilio. He was talking to the hallway convict lurker. Alice, Jasper and I hid in the same janitors closet that Bella

and I had been in. I glanced at the area between the wall and shelf. Memories flooding back to me. Her warmth. Her heartbeat. Her smell. Her lips. I shook it all away. Enough. At least half of the kids are gone, too, the unnamed convict said. How the fuck did they all escape undetected, Bill? Emilio shouted angrily. The footsteps headed towards the kitchen. How did three kids leave a room that you and Gerald were guarding? Bill retorted. You had one simple job, Bill, Emilio was getting angrier with each word that spewed from his mouth. How could you not hear over 100 students leaving the school? How thick are you? We needed the girl. Now that little bitch is safe with her daddy and were screwed. You know that, Bill? You fucked up. You fucked up badly. I looked through Bills thoughts so I could see Emilio. He pulled out a phone and began dialing a number as he walked into the kitchen. The phone rang and someone answered after three rings. Chief Swan, Emilio greeted. How is your little princess? You tell me. Youre holding her captive, Bellas father responded. I could tell that he hadnt slept at all from the sound of his voice. Emilio furrowed his brows. Are you fucking with me?

Excuse me? You didnt see her last night? Chief Swan was silent for a moment. My daughter was not among the group that escaped. What is going on? Why are you asking if shes here with me? What is happening inside that school? Emilio shifted his eyes and started thinking about Bella and realized that shes still somewhere in this school. Ah, no worries, Emilio said with an evil grin on his face. She must be one the kids ole Bill here killed this morning. A loud heartbeat pounded on the other line. Strangest thing, Emilio continued. A few damn kids tried to escape this morning. Didnt get far though, he chuckled. Hes lying. Hes playing Chief Swan. Getting him worked up. I aint saying for certain that your little girl is one of the deceased, but odds are, since shes missing and everythin, Id say she probably is. The heartbeat grew louder and anxiety was clear in Chief Swans voice. If shesif shes he couldnt finish his sentence. I could practically hear his eyes fill with tears. Im going to kill you, his voice was hard, angry and determined. I am going to personally kill you and your boys myself. Emilio chuckled. Have fun picking out your daughters casket this afternoon. May I make a suggestion? He paused. No answer. Get the dark brown casket. Matches her eyes and hair.

You better pray that my daughter is unharmed, chief Swan threatened. I could only imagine the look on his face now. Emilio smirked and slammed the phone shut. Bella POV I am so stupid. I knew someone like Edward could never feel anything for someone like me. I was right earlier. That almost kiss meant nothing to him. It was because he thought we were about to die. I cant believe I started to let myself think that he actually liked me. I took a seat on the edge of the stage in the auditorium. Tears threatened to spill but I blinked a few times, forcing them back. All that did was make my vision blurry. Why do I even care? I barely even know Edward. But, there was just something about him. Besides the fact that hes gorgeous. Hes more than just a pretty face. The way I feel when hes nearIve never experienced that before. Rosalie sighed loudly, and I looked over at her. She was sitting in the middle of the stage, indian style, and glaring at me. Stop moping. What is her problem? She doesnt even know me and she acts like she hates me. Im not moping, I sniffed. Oh, nice, Bella. Excellent way to convince her. My legs dangled over the edge of the stage, and I kicked them up and down. Rosalie groaned, agitated. Bella, is it? I lowered my eyes

to the stage and nodded slowly. Youre moping. I looked back up at her and her face softened a bit. I think she noticed the tears in my eyes. She sighed in what sounded like defeat. Edward was annoyed with Alice when he said that. He just wanted to get her off of his back. She paused for a few seconds, thinking about something. He didnt mean it. I was amazed that Rosalie was telling me this. Was she actually trying to tell me that Edward does like me? I tried to smile but it wasnt working. Despite what she was sayingI just couldnt believe it. Girls like me dont get guys like him. It might happen in movies, but not in real life. Mike plopped down beside me. How are you doing? I sighed. Ive had better days. Mike smiled weakly and rubbed my shoulder. I wanted to cringe and pull out of his grasp. Youll be okay, Bella. I wont let anything happen to you. Yeah, thats reassuring. Now that I know Mike has my back, my day seems brighter. I rolled my eyes and Mike frowned. Mike and I both turned when we heard a smooching sound behind us. Emmett was bending over, his lips were attached to Rosalies, and his hands were gripping handfuls of her hair. They looked so in love. I suddenly felt like I was invading their privacy so I turned away. Will I ever have a relationship like that? Will I ever even kiss a guy?

Its not like me to obsess over relationships. Im not the type of person who needs someone in order to be happy. Ive been perfectly content with just having myself. Minutes ticked by slowly. Minutes turned into an hour. And then another hour. Edward still hadnt shown up. I was worried and wondered if he was okay. I should just check on him. Images of him being hurt and injured flashed through my mind. I have to know if hes okay. I started to stand up but Emmetts booming voice stopped me. Where do you think youre going? I sighed. Its been two hours. Dont you think we should at least check in on them? Hes fine, Bella. I rolled my eyes. What makes you think Im only referring to Edward? Alice and Jasper are out there, too. Rosalie smirked. He never said he was talking about Edward. I blushed. My cheeks felt like they were on fire, and Emmett laughed. Ah ha. Caught ya. I recovered from my brief humiliation and looked towards one of the stage exit doors. Can we just? Forget about it, Bella, Mike said. Dont go looking for danger. This is coming from the guy who asked me to go out into the hall with him when everyone else got shot?

Mike narrowed his eyes at me, becoming defensive. We didnt know exactly how dangerous they were at the time. I furrowed my brows. Theyre escaped convicts, Mike. Well, you were pretty eager to join us. I sighed. I dont feel like arguing. Mike lowered his eyes. Im sorry, Bella. Im just a bit worked up over everything thats going on. I looked at the door again and heard Emmett sigh. Ill check on the others if you promise to calm down. I couldnt stop the big goofy grin that spread across my face. I promise. Rosalie glared at Emmett. Youre leaving me here alone with them? Emmett laughed. Babe, youll be fine. He looked over at me and Mike. Theyre just a couple of kids. The way he said that was so odd. As if he werent a kid himself. Hes the same age as us. Maybe a year older. I cant remember. Emmett left, leaving the three of us sitting on the stage. There was an awkward silence and the tension was thick. A part of me wanted to talk to Rosalie. To try to get to know her. It only seems polite since were going to be stuck together for awhile. I tried thinking of something worthy to say. Something not stupid or embarrassing. While I racked my brain, I heard a

noise coming from behind the curtain. Rosalie shot up, obviously hearing it too. She turned to me and Mike. Get off the stage. My heart pounded. What about you? You cant just stay here. What if its the prisoners? I can handle myself. But I cant protect myself and the both of you at the same time. Just go. Hide behind the chairs. And dont look. I shook my head. What is up with you and your family? Why do you all think you know everything? Alice keeps saying theyre coming. Edward seems to know when something is about to happen. You think youre strong and My voice was cut off when I heard a shuffling sound coming closer to the stage. I held my breath. Preparing to see a gun aimed at my face. Bella? My heart stopped. Charlie? It was my dads voice. But it couldnt be him. How would he get inside the school? The curtains moved and an arm shot out, followed by a body. It was Charlie. My dad is really here. My mouth gaped open, and he stared at me. His eyes glazed over and he looked soemotional. So un-Charlie like. I raced towards him and flung my arms around his neck. Its really him. My dad. If he got in, there are probably

others, too. Were going to be just fine! Charlie wrapped his arms around me and squeezed me tightly. Oh, Bells. I felt wet drops hit the top of my head, and I sobbed against Charlies chest. Hes actually crying. Were both crying. In each others arms. I never thought that this day would come. I pulled away from him several moments later. Dad? I looked into his eyes. They were bloodshot. Ive never seen him like this before. I had actually thought that my dad was incapable of showing emotions. How did you get in here? Where are the rest of the police officers? Its just me, Bells. I wrinkled my forehead. He continued to explain. One of the escaped convicts called a couple hours ago and told me you were missing. I knew you hadnt escaped with the group of kids last night so I panicked. I thought you were He shook his head and pulled me into another embrace. He leaned his chin on the top of my head, and I held on to him. My dad and I are never affectionate with each other. This is a first time we experienced this type of affection from each other. Maybe even the last time. Its just such an emotional time right now. Why didnt the other officers come? How did you get in? Truth to be told, I snuck in. No one knows Im here. The FBI would be having a fit right now if they knew. No one saw you coming? He shook his head. Wow, my dad must be really good at his job if he was able to sneak in here undetected.

A door squeaked open, and my dad released me. I turned my head, expecting to see Emmett. Instead, I saw the back of Emilios head. He wasnt looking at the stage though. He was looking behind him, talking to someone standing on the other side of the door. Oh, no. Hes going to see us and my dad. Were dead. I tried to push my dad back behind the curtains but I was too weak to move him myself. But he got the hint. He walked backwards and disappeared behind the curtains. We were about to follow, but then I heard a voice. Well, what do you know? I recognized that voice. It was Emilio. What did I tell you Bill? I looked over at the door and saw it close. Emilio walked into the auditorium with another convict. Theyre always in the last place you look. No matter what it is. Glasses, car keyskids. Always in the last place you check. Emilio inched towards the stage, and my heart was on overdrive. Emilios voice echoed in the auditorium, and I shuddered. Youve been causing me quite a big headache, young lady. He reached the stage and climbed up, with the other convict, Bill, on his heels. I backed up, crushing into Rosalie. She held me steady so I wouldnt lose my balance and fall. Mike was standing next to her. I dont know what to do, Rosalie whispered. I wish Emmett hadnt left. What do I do? I looked back at her. My arm was suddenly jerked forward and I looked straight ahead to see Emilio pull me to the

other side of the stage. Its never a good thing to upset me. My body started shaking. Im going to die now, arent I? Tears slid down my face and strands of hair matted to the side of my face. I let out a shaky breath, and stared at Emilio straight in the eyes. Your daddy already thinks youre dead, his voice was malicious. Im willing to make that a reality, he said, and chuckled. He thinks youve been dead for hours now and nothing happened. No police knocking at the door. Youre an unwanted child, arent you? My lips quivered, and I shook my head vehemently. Emilio grinned at me and pulled something out of his back pocket. A gun. I shrieked and stumbled backwards. Any last words? I was lying on the stage now, on my back. Warm salty tears streamed faster down my face. Please Emilio mocked me and twisted his face to look like what I imagined mine to look like. He wiped his face, pretending there were tears. Im sick of this bullshit. He aimed the gun at me and got ready to fire. No! My head snapped towards the curtains and Charlie jumped out. Get the hell away from my daughter. Emilio laughed. Well, look at this. Howd you get in here? He waved the gun towards my dad and looked at

me. Have you been harboring your dad, princess? He turned back to my dad. Looks like youre just in time for the show. Charlies face went pale. Listen to me, I can get you out of this. You can leave and no one will follow you. Emilio laughed even harder. As if Id fall for that. Charlie held his hands up in the air. I give you my word that I can get you out of here. Back away from my daughter, and well walk of here. Together. You can take me with you. I wont put up a fight. Emilio stopped laughing and his voice was serious. Youre going to give up your life for your daughters? Charlie nodded his head. Yes. Emilio pursed his lips. Why wait until later? How about now? My eyes widened as Emilio kneeled down and grabbed my chin to make me look at him. When I was your age. I saw my father die right in front my eyes. It was painful. Youre about to experience that pain. I cant breathe. I cant breathe! No! Please, dont. I am begging you. I will do whatever you want. Anything. Please! I scrambled to my feet but Emilio knocked me back down as he stood up. Take a seat. He walked over to my dad, grabbed him, and forced him on his knees. This is the true test of love, Emilio shouted.

Will he willingly give up his life so his daughter can live? Will he plead for his life at the last minute? If your father sits completely still and does not ask to live, you will live the rest of your life knowing that he truly does love you. If he dies for you, I wont kill you. I crawled on my arms and legs, and pushed myself up. I got ready to charge, to knock Emilio away from Charlie, but I felt strong hands wrap around my upper arms. I looked back to see Rosalie holding me back. I squirmed and struggled to get out of her grasp. But she wouldnt release me. She was holding onto me too tightly. Mike, Rosalie shouted. Help me hold her back! What are you doing?! I shouted at her. Thats my father! my voice was loud. Louder than Ive ever heard it before. Let me go! I wont watch him die! Bella, my dad whispered, and our eyes met. As long as youre safe, Im happy. I chocked on a sob. Dad, stop it. Fight! Damn it, dad! Fight back! Youre a cop! I love you, Bella, he whispered so softly. Hes giving up. Why?! My body shook violently, and I struggled against the grasps that both Rosalie and Mike had on me. My arms were killing me and their hands were holding me so tightly. I knew my arms were going to bruise. I could feel them twisting my skin back. It hurt. But not as badly as watching my father forfeit his life.

I tried to break free but they just held me tighter. Let me go! Right now! Stop moving, Bella, Rosalie said. Youre just hurting yourself. No, youre hurting me! my voice was unrecognizable. So hoarse, like Id be screaming for days. Please, dad, please. Pull out your gun. Fight! Do something! He was on his knees, a few feet in front of me. Emilio aimed the gun to Charlies head, and Bill restrained my dad's arms behind his back. Charlie stared into my eyes. I want you to know much I love you, Bells. Dont you ever forget it. I cried harder. Dont say that! I tried to run forward but I couldnt. The hands wrapped around my arms prevented me. I arched my back, leaning into both of them, and tried to yank my arms away. I struggled. I screamed. I begged. I pleaded. Noooo! Let me go! My dad turned his eyes away. He wouldnt look at me. Dad! He didnt look. Dad! Please! His eyes fixed on a spot on the stage. Dont do this! Still staring at the stage.

I will do anything! Dad, please, I promise Ill do whatever you want if you fight back! Dont just die! You cant! He still wouldnt look. Charlie! Damn it! Look at me! my voice was so strained. It hurt so much to scream, to shout, but I did it anyway. His eyes refused to meet mine. If you love me, if you truly love me at allyoull look at me! Right now! His eyes flickered to mine in a flash. I sobbed loudly. Then please, dont do this! I know you want to be brave, and you want to save me, but this isnt the way. My chest heaved up and down. I was panting. Gasping for air. The grip on my arms didnt loosen. Please. Dont you see what youre doing to me?! Im sorry, Bella, I could barely hear him. Close your eyes, baby. You shouldnt see this. I screamed. I moved my arms and legs frantically. Trying to get Rosalie and Mike to release me. I pulled my body forward, but they wouldnt let go. I leaned back and tried to shove my body against theirs, hoping they would fall over. No such luck. Emilios finger got ready to pull the trigger. Dont! Take me instead! Please! The tears flowed out of my eyes. I couldnt see a thing. Everything was so blurry. I couldnt even wipe away the tears with my hands. Hes Sob. A-all..I Sob. have Sob. h-h-here! Sob. I collapsed to the floor. My arms were still being lifted up. I

felt both Rosalie and Mike lower themselves onto the stage next to me. They still held my arms, but now my hands could reach the stage. My nails clawed at the stage, and I choked on my sobs. I felt so weak. So hurt. It hurt to breathe. To move. To think. My body continued shaking. I couldnt scream anymore. My tears soaked the stage beneath me, and my hair was damp from sliding against the floor, rolling in my tears. I heard footsteps pounding in the distance. Voices were shouting my name. The footsteps got louder. Another person slid beside me on the stage. Shouting something. The grips on my arms were released. My arms burned. Ached. They hurt badly. But not as bad as knowing my father is about to die. My body still shook. I still gasped for air. I felt myself being lifted into a pair of arms. Cold fingers wiped the hair away from my face. My eyes were open but my vision was too blurry to see who it was. Kill them, I heard the familiar velvety voice command. Kill them both. Chapter Eleven Edward POV Kill them. Kill them both. We didnt see it until it was too late. For the past two hours, we barged into classrooms, gathered the children and faculty, and led them to safety. Alice used her full concentration on our task. Only using her visions for

detecting any suspicious characters approaching our portion of the building. We managed to empty every classroom except for two. My biology class, and the other room being held hostage. My class only had Gerald keeping guard, but he clutched the gun to his side, ready to fire upon intrusion or any escape attempts. The other classroom had two convicts inside, in the same position. Eyeing the students carefully. Things were bound to become complicated by this point. How were we going to break in, fight the prisoners and free the hostages while acting and looking like normal teenagers? That was the biggest problem on our minds at the time. We didnt bother to check on the other two, Emilio and Bill. Emmett and Rosalie were with Bella and Newton. I knew they would be safe. There was no reason to peek inside the auditorium. Then Emmett rounded the corner and I expected to see a vampire and two humans trailing after him. But he was alone. I read his thoughts before he opened his mouth to explain. Bella was worried about usor, as Emmett seemed to think, mainly me. Cant the girl stop caring about everyone else for a second? What about her? Shes not immortal like us. Shes not invincible. Shes either incredibly dense, or brave and extremely selfless. Emmett left the auditorium so Bella wouldnt. I had a problem with this. A very big problem. Rosalie. I shuddered to think what the vain and superficial vampire was saying to Bella the moment that Emmett left.

All it took was a distraction. None of us expected to hear what we heard next. None of us were prepared. A piercing scream vibrated in my ears. I knew who released that scream. Bella. I couldnt comprehend what exactly what was going on. In my mind, I imagined Rosalie dangling Bella in the air with her hand wrapped around the girls neck. I imagined that Bellas scent finally got to Rose, and she couldnt control herself anymore. But then flashes appeared in my head. The visions that Alice was currently receiving. Bella. Screaming. Tears rolling down her face. Begging someone to release her. Four hands holding her back. Leaving red imprints on her skin. I didnt waste a second, I sped down the hall with three vampires following close behind. Whatever was going on, it wasnt clear. All I knew was that Bella was in pain, and for some reason, Rosalie and Newton were locking her arms behind her so she couldnt move. They were hurting her. Especially Rosalie. She knows better than being so rough with humans! We had to come to a dead stop when a classroom door opened and a convict stuck his head into the hall. The others pulled me out of the hall, and I struggled to get away from them. I wasnt going to cower in a room and hide from a very human escaped prisoner while the only human girl Ive ever truly cared about since turning into a monster

was screaming on the top of her lungs. Now, here I was, crouched on the stage in the auditorium, and holding Bella in my arms. We were too late. We shouldnt have let this happen. If I hadnt demanded that Alice only pay attention to our rescue missionwe would have been here before any of this could have happened. Every human was still alive and breathing. For now. But I had every intention of ending two of those lives. But first, we couldnt let the other three humans know what were about to do. So the others had to knock out Chief Swan and Newton. They came too fast for them to notice us. They wont remember how they ended up unconscious. I cradled Bella against my chest, unable to allow myself or anyone else knock her out. I couldnt. And I wouldnt let anyone else do it. Besides, shes hit her head so many times that shed probably end up being brain damaged if we do anything to her. Her entire body was shaking, her eyes were bloodshot and fogged up with unshed tears. Her face was moist, and strands of her hair were damp from crying so much. Ive never seen her like this. Shes never looked to weak and vulnerable before. Ive seen her cry before. But not like this. This image will haunt me for the remainder of my undead life. She looked haggard and breakable. Glancing down at her tiny form, anger welled inside of me and I felt like jumping up and torturing the men who did this to her. I wanted them to feel the pain she felt. I wanted to see them cry until there

is nothing left inside of them. Thoughts like that remind me of what I truly am. What kind of a person would even dream of inflicting pain like that on others? I want to see them hurt as badly as she does. I want it. Im sick. I shouldnt even be holding this girl in my arms. She should recoil from my touch. Emmett threw Chief Swan over his shoulder, and slung Newton over the other. I watched as his retreating form carried the two humans toward an exit so they wouldnt wake up inside the school. Theyre free. Alice and Jasper each restrained a convict and pressed their bodies against the auditorium stage. They both knew that my family and I were different from anyone else in this building. They knew we were more dangerous than them. And now, they were minutes away from death. My eyes snapped over to Rosalie, and I was ready to shoot her my most dangerous look to let her know exactly how much trouble she is in. I glared at the back of her head but my face fell when I saw her shoulders shake. She was crying. Technically, she couldnt cry since there were no tears, but her body shook, and if she was human, she would look similar to Bella right about now. Her thoughts flooded my mind, and for the first time, I saw what she saw just minutes ago. Her jealousy towards Bella for being the first human I wasnt indifferent towards. For being the first person ever to catch my attention. Her observation of Bellas crushed spirit after she heard me tell Alice I had no interest in her. Her hidden sympathy slipping through, and her inability to say anything cruel to Bella.

She wanted to. She wanted Bella to know that she had no place with our group. But she couldnt. Rosalies fear when she discovered that someone else was in the auditorium. Her uncertainty about what to do. Her protectiveness of Bella when the convicts loomed over her. Her sadness as she held Bella back, and witnessed the heartbreaking scene unfolding in front of her. Feeling like she was sacrificing Chief Swan for Bella. Her envy for the love between a father and a daughter. My anger towards Rosalie melted in an instant, and my eyes dropped to the girl who was now clutching a handful of my shirt and pulling it so far back that I could look down and see underneath my shirt. She rested her head against the crook of my neck. Her tears fell on my skin and trailed down my chest. I placed my chin on the top of her head and tightened my arms around her. It felt soright. Like she belongs here in my arms. She fit so perfectly against my body. Edward, she whispered softly. I closed my eyes and swallowed. Im here, I whispered back. Is he, she had trouble speaking because her voice was so hoarse, Charlie, my dad, is he? I opened my eyes and watched Emmett walk back towards us. He completed his task, and both Chief Swan and Newton were safely outside and in clear sight so they will be found shortly. I lifted one of my hands towards her face and forced her to look up at me. Our eyes met, and I

brushed away a tear that fell from the corner of her eye. Hes safe. She closed her eyes and released a breath that she had been holding. I held on to her securely and stood up so I could take her out of here. We cant kill them, Edward. Alice called out to me. I looked towards her and Jasper holding the two convicts down. Do it, I hissed. Im sick of this. Im throwing my boundaries out the window. Im no longer interested in handing the convicts over to the police alive. They can all die right now so we can get this over with. Without looking back, I exited the auditorium and made a beeline for the kitchen. Bella hadnt eaten anything since this started, and I knew she must be starving. After I force her to eat something, Im getting her out of here. Shes been in here for far too long. Bella POV Edward forced me to eat something. I didnt want to eat. I couldnt. I had no appetite, but he made me eat something anyway. Why arent you eating too? I complained. That seems unfair. He sighed. Im on a diet.

I rolled my eyes. Oh, yeah, you definitely need to lose some weight, chubs. He smirked. Im not trying to lose weight. I have a...special way of eating. Yeah? I raised an eyebrow. Does special way of eating mean not eating at all? Anorexia is a serious disorder. Maybe you should seek help about your eating problems. He laughed gently. Im not anorexic. Prove it, I challenged. Eat something. He leaned his head back and sighed. Fine. He grabbed an apple and bit into it. Happy? he asked after swallowing. We spent the next few minutes talking about everything except for what just happened. But I couldnt block it out anymore. Edward? Hmm? About what happened I played with a string that I pulled off of my shirt. It made me realize something. He seemed to be genuinely interested. Whats that? I realized how easy it is for any of us to die. I mean, Ive always known that we could die at any minute. But now its so real. All it takes is just one instant. One second. And our lives could end. Everything that has happened to me in the pastthe van and everything else. Everything that is happening now. My father almost died right in front of my

eyes. Andjust look at my life, Edward. I play everything so safe. Im not living. Im hiding from something that will happen eventually. Im dying. Youre dying. Were all dying. Every days that passesevery minute I spoke quickly that my words combined. I knew what I was trying to say but I couldnt say it correctly. There were so many thoughts swarming through my mind, and I tried communicating them verbally, but now I just sound like a mental patient who has had too much caffeine. Arent you afraid of dying? He lowered his gaze to the floor. No. Why not? I didnt even give him a chance to respond before I began rambling again. Edward, I dont want to keep living my life like this. I want to dosomething. I want to be someone. Life is so short, and Im just wasting it. Im just breathing. Taking up space. Edward, were not going to live forever. His eyes met mine again, and he looked like I just insulted him. I wish that were true. I was breathless. What? Which part? Bella, he took a step closer to me and my heart pounded rapidly. He stood less than a foot in front of me and I felt a strange sensation inside my stomach. I need to get you out of here now. I took a step back. No. Were you even listening to me? I have to stay. In the entire 17 years that Ive existed, Ive never done anything important. I have help you.

This is a suicide mission, Bella. Youll never make it out alive. I furrowed my brows. A suicide mission? Then youbut you would I shook my head slowly. No. Whatwhat are you saying? Youre going to die? I stepped towards him and shook my head more firmly. You cant! He took another step closer and reached out to grip my shoulders. I cant explain this to you right now. But you need to leave. Your father I closed the space between us and placed both hands on either side of his neck. Im not leaving you. Bella, your father is waiting for you. His spoke sternly and reminded me of an adult scolding a child. He loves you. He risked everything for you. Stop making him wait for you. You belong with him. You dont belong here. Yes, I do. No. You don't. I nodded my head and pressed my body against his. He didnt move a muscle. He stood immobile, and his eyes were pleading with mine. Im staying. He swallowed hard. Youre leaving. I started to stand on my tip toes. Im not. His body tensed but he didnt push me away. You have to. I lifted myself higher by standing on my tip toes and leaned

into him. I dont have to do anything. His hands slowly slid down the length of my upper arms. Bella he whispered. His voice weakened. I pushed his head lower so his nose was centimeters from mine. Im tired of running away. He closed his eyes, and his hands slipped down to my elbows. Bella, his voice was so soft, pleading. I tilted my head, and my hands trailed up and I ran them through his hair. Im tired of not living. He removed his hands from my elbows and wrapped his arms around my waist, holding me close to him. Bella stop. I could barely hear him. My lips were nearly touching his. Push me away if you really want me to stop. His arms tightened around me. If I cant control myself My lips parted and lightly brushed against his. Its okay. Its not His lips touched mine. I felt like I was on fire despite his cold body pressed against mine. My hands ran through his hair and reached the back of his head. I pressed his head closer against mine and took his bottom lip between mine. He was hesitant and unmoving. I released his lip and tried again, but he still wouldnt move. He started to respond, and slowly moved his lips against mine. But it didnt last long. Within a couple seconds, he

froze. I didnt want to stop so I continued kissing him but his hand on the side of my face pushed me away, and he unlocked his arm around my waist. He stepped out of my reach and glared down at me. Dont. Ever. Do. That. Again. I gulped and felt my heart break in half. His tonethe way he glared at me. It was as if he hated me with every fiber of his being. But I wouldnt cower away. Its all an act. It had to be. He kissed me too. You kissed me. He clenched his jaw. You started it. And you responded. Im a man, Bella. He took a couple more steps back. I reacted on instinct. He turned his head away from me. It didnt meant anything. I felt the familiar tears fill my eyes. You dont care about me? He continued looking away and grabbed the edge of the counter. Not like that. In that moment, all I wanted to do was collapse on the floor and cry until my eyes were completely dry. What did I do? I made a complete fool out of myself. Hes repulsed by me. Rosalie was wrong. He was telling the truth when he spoke to Alice. I couldn't be near him right now. I couldn't even stay in the same room as him. I needed to get out of here. What was I

thinking?! Im so stupid! Im sorry, I choked out. I wont bother you again. I spun on my heels and stormed out of the kitchen. As I ran down the hall, I could have swore that I heard a loud crash come from the kitchen, followed by a growl. The traitor tears fell down my cheeks, and I wiped them away with the back of my hand. Hes not worth my tears. Not anymore. Dont cry over him. He was right. I shouldnt be here. Most of the students are already out, and Ive survived this long. I need to be with my dad. The only man who does love me. He almost gave up his life for mine and what was I doing? Trying to seduce Edward Cullen? Thats pathetic! Whats wrong with me?! My legs were moving quickly. I couldnt get away from the kitchen fast enough. I needed to get out of here. Now. Before I humiliate myself even more. I can never face him again. Not after this. Chapter Twelve Bella POV I slowed my pace down to a brisk walk and listened to my shoes squeak against the floor. All I could think about was the way Edward pushed me away. He rejected me. The look in his eyes. The tone of his voice. There is no way I will ever approach him again. I dont know what came over me. Perhaps it was the adrenaline or the recent death scares or the fact hes my

personal knight in shinning armor and Im constantly stuck in the damsel in distress role. Probably a combination of all three. Whats worse is that fact that I cant get my mind off of Edward and people are dying all around me. Im inside a school and were being held captive. My dad was on his knees with a gun pointed to his head less than an hour ago. Why was my mind stuck on Edward? There has to be something wrong with me. He should be the last thing I think about right now. I was so lost in my thoughts that I barely heard footsteps coming from behind me. I stopped walking and sighed. Its probably Edward. Why is he even chasing after me? I should continue walking away. He doesnt deserve my attention. But Im weak. I slumped my shoulders in defeat and slowly turned to face him. My heart sped up. That is not Edward. Standing on the other side of the hall, was a man I didnt recognize. An older man. With a gun in his hand. Looking at me. Cocking his head to the side. His bushy eyebrows knitted together and his long stringy brown hair hung over one shoulder and the rest was flowing down his back. His thin lips curved up and he tightened his grip on the gun. That was my cue to spin around and run in the opposite direction. My legs pumped faster than ever, and my hair flew behind me. I came too far. I will not dying now! Now all I could hear was my shoes pound against the floor and my heart beat erratically.

I reached the corner and turned sharply, bending my ankle the wrong way and landing on the floor. My body crashed against the floor and my ankle throbbed. Its very possible I sprained it. But it isnt the time to cry over a sprained ankle. I pushed myself up with both hands and continued running. I knew the convict would round the corner shortly so I ran into a classroom door, pushed it open and slammed it shut. Uh oh. I slammed it. Great, Bella! Youre a freaking genius! Now hes going to know I entered a classroom. I walked deeper into the room and was thankful that the room was dark because the curtains blocked the sunlight out. I heard a door open next to the classroom I had just entered, and I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. Hes going to check every room for me! I quickly lowered myself to the floor and crawled underneath a desk. No. This is stupid. He could see me right away. I crawled to the front of the room and hid underneath the teachers desk. Hed only see me if he walks in front of the desk and looks underneath. Which is probably the first thing hell do! I was going to crawl away and find somewhere else to hide, but then the door opened. My heart stopped. I was breathing too hard. Stop breathing! I covered my mouth with both hands, and my eyes were so wide they could probably pop out. I kept trying to breathe. Stop! No breathing allowed! My heart beat so fast that it could probably explode. I uncovered my mouth for a second. I need air. Footsteps

neared. No I dont! I slapped my hands over my mouth again and sat completely still. Dont move. Dont move. Be calm. Relax. Oh, my god. He stepped right beside the desk, and just stood to the side. Hes going to find me! I closed my eyes. Go away. Please go away! I peeked through one eye and saw a boot come into view. He stepped to the front of the desk. Not good. Where the hell is my knight in freaking shinning armor when I needed him?! Oh, right. I kissed him and scared him away. Good job, Bella! My hair brushed against my face and made me itch. Ignore it. I dug my fingernails into my skin and continued to hold my hands over my mouth. How could my heart continue to pound so ferociously? It had to be on the verge of exploding. I wonder if the convict standing in front of me could hear it. Its certainly loud enough for him to hear. It has to be. Two boots were right in front of me. I had to do something. Anything. I cant die. Please, I dont want to die. I quickly scooted to the opposite side of the desk and winced when I heard shuffling. He had to have heard that. I was right. A head popped underneath the desk and two beady eyes stared into mine. I screamed and kicked my leg forward, hitting right above his ankle. He groaned and shot his arm towards me. I kicked again, this time, hitting his arm. I scrambled forward and crawled from underneath the desk. He grabbed a handful of my hair, and I reached both

of my arms up to grab his wrist and try to pull him off. It didnt work so I dug my nails into his skin as deeply as I could, and he released my hair and kicked my back. I landed on the floor on my stomach. I flipped over so I lay on my back as he started to lean over me, and I kicked his thigh. He slapped my leg away so I used my other to kick hisermmanly area. He doubled over and grunted. I used the opportunity to push myself off of the floor and stood up. I ran towards the door, knocked into a couple desks along the way. I ran out of the room and sped down the hall. Wind whooshed in my ears because I ran so fast, and just as I was near a corner, I kept running too fast and collided into the wall in front of me. Smart, Bella. I fell down and turned my head back over my shoulder. Not good. The convict stood only a few feet away. Doesnt this guy ever give up? I swear, Ill kick him so hard that hell never be able to reproduce. I picked myself up and started running again. Apparently I wasnt going fast enough this time because I felt a large hand wrap around my upper arm, and I spun around to face him. The convict leered at me and raised his arm, held the gun firmly in his hand, and looked like he was ready to slam the end of the gun against my head. Probably to knock me out. I flinched and waited for the impact, but it never came. A pale hand shot out from behind the convict and gripped his wrist. The convicts eyes went wide and he turned his head to look at the person behind him. I still couldnt see

who it was. But I didnt need to. I knew it was him. I could feel him. I could sense when hes near. And thats definitely him. Its not polite to hit girls, the velvety voice cooed. The convict was jerked away from me, and I backed up. I saw Edward punch the convict in his gut and the man hissed in pain. Edward slammed him against the wall so roughly that I think I heard a bone crack. He whispered something that sounded like, you touched the wrong girl, but I couldnt be sure. I doubt Edward would say anything like that anyway. I blinked, and when I looked back at them, the convict was lying unconscious on the floor. My eyes went wide and I looked up at Edward. How did you do that? I asked incredulously. I think I underestimated his strength. I knew he was strong but wow, he knocked that guy out in less than a second. Wait a minute. Did I just speak to Edward? I grimaced. The memory of his reaction when I kissed him came back to me. Oh, no. I almost prefered playing hide and go seek with the convict rather than facing Edward again. I turned away and shivered. I felt his eyes bore into me. Youre going the wrong way, he called out to me. I snapped my head towards him. To exit the school you have to go in the opposite direction, he continued.

I took in my surroundings. Crap. Hes right. Yeah, well, Im a little disorientated right now. Being chased by a psycho with a gun can screw up a persons sense of direction. I turned towards him and started to walk past, but he moved a few inches and blocked my way. I stared at his shoulder dully. Youre kinda in my way. Bella, he spoke softly. About what happened earlier in the I interrupted him. Dont. Will you just let me apologize? he snapped. You dont have to talk. Just listen. I shook my head weakly. Im sick of listening. Thats all I ever do. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. Bella Just move, I whispered. My voice cracked and I snapped my eyes closed. Couldn't I just be strong for once? I no longer felt anything blocking my way, so I opened my eyes. He was gone. Well, he certainly didnt mind disappearing quickly. I didn't see him anywhere. Why did I feel so empty at his sudden disappearance? I wanted him to leave. And he did. But nowit just hurt. He just left. He didnt even put up a fight. Didnt even say bye. He obviously had nothing important to say if he would just give up so easily. Why did my first crush have to be such a jerk?

A single tear fell from my eye. It wasnt warm. It was cold. Icy. I shivered. Bella. I jumped. My name was whispered into my ear. I felt his breath blow against my cheek, and I twisted my head towards him. Chills ran down my spine and my body tingled. My nose touched his. He came back. He stood right behind me, and leaned his head down next to mine. When our skin touched, he didnt jump. He didnt back away. He didnt move. I looked up into his eyes to see them shinning down into mine. They were light and full of emotion. Im not pulling away this time, he whispered to me. My heart dropped to my stomach. What did he say? Do you trust me? he asked, his cheek still touched mine. I almost nodded. I wanted to. But I couldnt. Did I trust him? With my life? Yes. Definitely. With my heart? No. Not at all. Hes been known to stomp on it, and then fix itand then crush it again. I couldn't handle it anymore. I shook my head, and turned my head away from him. I trust you to keep saving me. Youre always reliable in that aspect. Butin every other aspect my voice dropped to barely a whisper. Sometimes you look at me like you like me. I mean, really like me. But then your actions say something entirely different. Ive made you laugh, and then ferocious in less than five minutes. I never know how youre going to react. Sometimes I want be close to you,

and other times I wish we were on opposite sides of the world. You make me feel things Ive never felt before. Both good and bad. Im afraid of what youll do if anything ever Another tear fell from my eye. It doesnt matter. I know nothing will happen. Ive never been so honest and open about my feelings in my entire life. But I figure that this will probably be the last time I speak to him. Why not just lay everything out? Im sorry for making you feel that way. Edward said as he turned me around so I could face him. I honestly am. I rarely regret the things I do. But I do regret hurting you. I tore my eyes away from him and looked down at the floor. Dont even worry about it. Ill live. He placed a finger underneath my chin and forced me to look up at him. I cant brush it off that easily. Im not the type of guy who can be cruel to a girl and then just walk away and move on with my life. I was brought up better than that. I lifted my hand up and touched his. His finger were still underneath my chin, and I pulled his hand away from my face. Dont worry about me. You have more important things to do. I released his hand turned away. I took a few steps until his voice stopped my legs from moving. I want us to be friends. That hurt. Friends? I cant be friends when I want something far more. Idont.

Thats all I can offer, Bella," he said softly. "We cant be anything more. Imtoo dangerous for you. I huffed and turned to face him. You know what, Edward? The least you could do is own up to the real reason why you dont like me. Youre out of my league. Dont even try to give me this Im a bad boy crap. Its not true, and Im not falling for it. You could have easily left, and yet you stayed behind to save everyone else. So, please, skip past the sugar coating and get to the truth. He shook his head. You have no idea what youre talking about. If you think you know everything, then, please, enlighten me. I rolled my eyes. Lets just get straight to it then. Guys like you never go for girls like me. A crease appeared between his brows. Guys like me? I folded my arms across my chest. Yes. He clenched his jaw and anger flashed in his eyes. Youve never met a guy like me. Youve never seen a guy like me. I rolled my eyes again. A bit conceited, arent you? He furrowed his brows. Excuse me? Ive never seen a guy like you before? I repeated. I know youre cute compared to normal people, but youre so full of yourself if. He interrupted me and his voice went louder. What are you talking about?! This has nothing to do with He threw his arms up in frustration. Stop trying to understand

what Im saying to you! Youll never understand! I raised my voice as well. Then why are you telling me this? Just listen to me! I am not good enough for you. Not the other way around. You deserve better. Stop lying! I shouted. He slammed his hands on the wall. I am not lying. Just tell me how much I repulse you. Say it to me so I can finally stop thinking about you! So I can stop wanting you! I froze and covered my mouth. That was too much information. I didnt even know how much I wanted him until the words escaped my lips. I kept it buried as far as I could, but now it's reached the surface. I just keep embarrassing myself in front of him. He'll probably go to go back to his siblings and tell them everything I told him. Theyre going to laugh at me. Could this day get worse? Bella. He wrinkled his forehead and shook his head, looking disgusted. Your mind is playing tricks on you. You dont want me. You dont even know what it feels like to truly want someone. Now it was my turn to get mad. If I were a cartoon, steam would be flying out of my ears right now. How the hell are you going to tell me what I do and dont feel?! Youre not me, Edward! You dont know what I feel or what Im thinking! You can not tell me about my own feelings! He took two steps towards me. Bella, if you even felt one ounce of the true feeling of wanting someone then you and

I would not be having this conversation right now. I felt like pulling my hair out! What the hell are you talking about?! That makes no sense! Wanting someone, Bellatruly wanting someoneyoud give up everything for them. Even if that means giving them up. No matter how much you crave this other person, no matter how much every part of your body and mind screams for you to confess exactly how you feel. He spoke louder than Ive ever heard him. If you know its wrong if it will only hurt the other person in the endyoud let them go. His smooth voice started to sound strained and pained. Youd sacrifice any chance of happiness to save them from the amount of pain that you know youll eventually cause them. You dont feel that for me. If you did, you wouldnt have kissed me back in the kitchen. You would have listened to me when I told you that I wanted you to leave the school. I shook my head and groaned loudly. Thats not wanting someone, Edward. You just described loving someone. Theres a difference. He looked like he was about to shout something, but then his eyes went wider than usual and he looked like he was thinking really hard about something. Thats not possible. Ugh, hes so confusing! Im not sure what you mean by that, but wanting someone is more selfish. Its like lust. What you just described his selfless and wanting whats best for the other person instead of yourself. Thats love,

Edward. He stood quietly for a long time and it was obvious he wasnt planning on saying anything, so I broke our brief period of silence. Think about it, Edward. Thats what my dad just did for me. He was willing to give up everything for me. Because he loves me. He stayed quiet so I continued. Wanting can be replaced. You can want someone one minute, and then want a completely different person the next. Or you could want a particular item, say, an ipod and then change your mind minutes later and decide to get a television instead. Wanting is nothing like you described. I paused, waiting for him to say something. But he didnt. Dont ever tell me what I do and dont feel. His eyes snapped to mine. So you want me? he asked, gritting his teeth together. Just for now? Temporarily? Now he was glaring at me. Wait a minute here. When did everything turn around? Arent I supposed to be the angry one? No! I shouted. I felt my face burning up. I dont know! I turned away for a couple minutes, and then turned back to see him in the same position. Why do you even care? I care, he shouted. Because I care about you! I stomped my foot on the ground. No, you dont! Dont tell me how I feel! he seethed. Right back at ya! I spat. He turned away from me and shook his head. Youre so

frustrating. Im frustrating?! I started pulling at my hair. Youre making me insane! Right back at you! he mimicked. Im so angry that I could probably punch a hole the wall! Ugh! I screeched. You areugh!I dont know! But youreso He turned back to look at me and his face was angry. Fuming. But then his lips twitched, and a couple seconds later, he was laughing. Laughing! What the hell?! I threw my arms up in the air. Glad Im entertaining you! I spun on my heel and started walking away. Bella, he spoke in between fits of laughter. Wait. Come back. I shook my head angrily and continued to stomp down the hall. I was so mad that my vision was practically red. I took a bad step and nearly tripped but an arm wrapped around my waist. I pushed his arm away and started walking away again. He was suddenly in front of me and I blinked. Um, how did that happen? Bella, he smirked at me. Im sorry. Are yousmiling? I shook my head. Youre enjoying this?! What the hell is He pressed a finger to my lips. Youre not scaring anyone.

Youre no more threatening than a kitten. I clenched my jaw. Oh, yeah? Wanna bet? I lifted my arm up and slapped him across the face. Ow. That stung. I suddenly froze. Oh, my god. I slapped him! Im an evil bitch! ImEdward I stumbled over my words. Im so sorryI He cut me off by pressing me against a wall and crashed his body against mine. He took my hands and lifted them above my head. His fingers intertwined with mine and I glanced into his eyes, expecting to see a murderous glare. Instead, he didnt look angry at all. He opened his mouth to say something, but then we heard someone clear their throat. We both looked to our right and saw Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie staring at us. Alice and Emmett looked amused. Jasper looked confused. And Rosalie had her eyebrows raised. He released my hands and backed away from me. I looked down at the floor and blushed. This day definitely couldn't get anymore embarrassing. Chapter Thirteen Edward POV Unbelievable. That word repeated over and over inside my head as I glared at my siblings. They had a knack for interrupting my moments with Bella. I swear, its like

theyre purposely intruding and testing to see how much more of this I can take before finally snapping. However, I could hear their thoughts, and I know that wasn't the case. In fact, Alice is disappointed for getting in the way this time, but it was necessary and quite important. A part of me was thankful for the intrusion because it could have gone too far. Im afraid of what will happen if I pursued my newly discovered feelings for the girl who currently leaned against the wall, cheeks turned crimson and she scuffed her feet against the linoleum floor. Im no longer strong enough to stay away from her. That much is established. What was it that she said described my feelings for her? Love? Yes, thats it. Love. I cant say Im in love with her. Im pretty confident that Im not. Not yet. Close, maybe. But I cant be in love with her. I barely know her. I just feel protective over her and its growing from there. Theres no point in denying it any longer. The feelings are there. Emmett smirked at me. Cant keep your hands off the little lady, can you? I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. I eyed Bella but she refused to look up. Her eyes were firmly planted on her shoes. You can go home now, Bella, Alice said, and smiled at her. As if it were her decision. Bella peeked up and glanced at my sister. Their eyes met for a couple of seconds before she turned her gaze on me.

Ill walk you out, I offered. I needed to talk to her about this anyway. She shook her head. I know the way. Please, I begged softly. Her eyes burned into mine. She took a deep breath and bit her bottom lip. Okay. She released the breath and pushed herself off of the wall. I moved to walk beside her as we walked around my siblings. Hurry back, Edward, Alice chirped. We dont have much time. I nodded my head at Alice as Bella and I continued walking down the hall. Our arms brushed against each others and I heard her heart flutter. I grinned to myself. Nice. Once we rounded the corner, she came to an abrupt halt and turned to face me. Im sorry for yelling at you. And hitting you, she said, and blushed. I stepped closer to her so I could feel her body heat. Im not. She looked at me in confusion. What do you mean? Our lastconversation, I tried explaining without giving to much away. Opened my eyes, and I realized something. She huffed. What? That I cant control my temper around you?

Come on, Edward! Alices voice urged. Bella, I whispered. Theres something between us. Im not going to deny it. I care about you, but Lets just skip over the bullshit, please? she said in a weak and tired voice. The look she gave me was devastatingly heartbreaking, and I would do anything to make her stop looking at me like that. It made me feel like I was causing her an overwhelming amount of pain, and thats just unbearable to me. I dont want to hurt her. Ever. I know you dont feelthatwayabout me. I held her gaze with the intensity I knew should be shinning through my eyes. Trying to convey exactly how wrong she is. On the contrary, I feel too much for you. She searched my eyes, trying to find any deceit or uncertainty. She must not have found any because a blush crept across her cheeks and she resumed staring at the floor beneath her. I sighed quietly and took another step towards her. This is all new to me. Her face rose and her eyes met mine. Im not opposed to taking our relationship in a new direction. I hesitated to finish my current thoughts. I felt awkward confessing this her. Im not guaranteeing anything, but we can still try. See if it works out Her eyes lit up but before I could get her hopes up, I quickly added, But, Bella, I think we should wait until we meet again under better circumstances. It wouldnt be wise

to start something right now. The emotions and stress of everything going on right nowit could interfere. Lets wait until were out of this mess and the situation settles down before we continue moving forward withus. Anger and disappointment flashed though her eyes, and I just stared at her. What the hell did I do or say this time? I wish I had a hand guide about talking to women. I dont understand why she looks so upset. She shook her head, her eyes filling with unshed tears and she scoffed. You know, I believed the first part of that little speech. Butthen I started to understand. You know itll take a long time for everything to go back to normal, and for all of us to move on. So thats why youre You have got to be kidding me! How many times must I tell this girl that my feelings for her are genuine? Bella, I said, exasperated. Please stop putting words until my mouth. Stop assuming things. I am telling you everything that I am thinking. I want this. Us. I just think the smartest thing to do would be to wait a little while. Get to know each other. Youve had a very hard day, and I just want you to be reunited with your father and start to feel better. I dont want to start a romantic relationship while this is going on. You need to be certain that this is what you want. The excitement of everything going is distorting your feelings for me. Just wait until everything is fine and everyone is safe. Think everything over. I only care about your mental health right now. I dont want to rush anything. We can take our time. Im not going anywhere.

She looked like she was about to cry and I groaned. Why cant she just believe me? Bella, Im not lying. Im She interrupted me. No. I know. Its just A tear fell from her eye. You actuallywant me? I felt my chest constrict. Yes. She bit her bottom lip again and tried to hide her smile. Youre sweeter than I thought, she whispered. In that moment, all I wanted to do was crash my lips down on hers. But it isn't not the time. Im not even sure how that aspect of our relationship will work out. Weve only kissed once, and that was the most excruciating pain Ive ever felt. I never wanted her blood more in that moment. It took everything I had to pull away from her. I had to be cruel. I had to tell her things to make her leave. Even if they werent true. She couldnt be the room with me in that moment. I was about to kiss her again in the hall before my siblings showed up, to test myself. Perhaps practice would make the lust for her blood dissipate. I doubt shed be against practicing, but its still unsafe and Im sure shell think its weird that a 17 year old boy has difficulties kissing a 17 year old girl. There are so many things I havent even thought through yet. How can I maintain pretending to be human while having a relationship with her? Shell notice eventually. My heart doesnt beat. My skin is ice cold. I dont eat human food. Shell figure it out. What if she tells someone? No, she wont. I answered myself. I know that much. No one

would believe her anyway. What if I cant control myself around her? I dont want to hurt her. Maybe this whole relationship thing was a bad idea. Its not safe for her. What was I thinking? She was beaming brightly. I made her happy. I cant take that away. Not yet. Ill keep my promise. Ill get to know her better, but I wont let anything develop. Ill continue telling her I need more time. Eventually shell move on. I felt a pang of jealously. That needs to stop. I have to bury that emotion. EDWARD! Alice shouted in my head. I sighed. I need to go now. Please be safe. I think I can trust her to walk out of the school. She better not do anything stupid. I will, she whispered. I caressed her cheek and ducked my head down to the same level as hers. I hope I dont end up killing her. I gingerly pressed my lips against hers in a closed mouth kiss. Her heart raced even faster, and I pulled back. Our last kiss. Ill see you later. I walked backwards, refusing to take my eyes off of her. Go home. She nodded and turned away. She walked towards the exit. Wait! said said, and spun around to look at me. You be careful! Please dont getkilled or anything. I flashed her my crooked grin. Too late for that. She looked confused for a moment before turning back

around. Bye. She glanced over her shoulder at me. Bye. I turned away and walked back to my siblings. Finally, Rosalie mumbled. Alice smiled so wide, nearly all of her teeth were showing. She squeaked and threw her arms around my neck. Thank you for finally caving in! I took her arms in my hands and pushed her away gently. Dont even say I told you so. She patted my chest and smiled sweetly. I told you so, she teased. I rolled my eyes. Its a pity youre not a mind reader. Her face fell. I know you didnt lie to her. You want her. You want her more than she wants you. Trust me on that. Thats not what I lied about, I replied grimly. She sighed and shook her head at me. Youre still going to try to resist her. She wasnt asking. She made a statement. When will you learn, Edward? Your plans to stay away from her failed and its been less than a day. I barely know anything about her, Alice, I said as we started walking towards the cafeteria. It cant be that hard to prevent anything if Im not in love with her. All four of my siblings looked at me and shook their heads. Im not in love with her, I repeated. You have to know someone to love them. Emmett grinned at me. If you say so, Eddie.

Its time to get down to business, guys, Alice said. Heres whats going on. There are only two classrooms being held hostage by two convicts. One in each room now. The two remaining convicts are going to group together and merge their groups into one. This will take effect in a few short minutes. Theyre going to take the kids to the cafeteria to get something to eat. Thats when we come in. Japer, Edward, you two need to lure the convicts out of the cafeteria. Emmett, you need to cut the power out. Rosalie and I will get the kids and teachers out of the building. Then its all over. I ran a hand through my hair. Easier said than done. Exactly, Alice stated. This isnt going to be a walk in the park. Especially with three unconscious convicts in the building. Alice widened her eyes and clapped a hand over her mouth. I felt the anger rise deep inside me. WHAT?! She looked at my cautiously. Im sorry. We couldnt do it. But theyre definitely out cold. I bundled my hands into fight fists. Alice, I warned. This will all be over soon, Edward. Just let the police handle it after we get the rest of the kids taken care of. I tried to suppress my building angry but it wasnt helping very much. I told you to kill them! Edward, we couldnt! You have to! I shouted. They know something is up

with us! Theyre going to tell the police! The police are going to know were the ones who rescued everyone, and were going to be treated like heroes, but once those convicts speak, once they tell them that something is up the police are going to dig. Theyre going to look at us closely. Theyre going to wonder how five teenagers saved the day. We do not need the extra attention. We. Cannot. Stay. Here. If they start to grow suspicious, well have to leave. I looked at her pointedly. I dont know about you, but Im not willing to give everything up yet. I knew she would understand the particular person I am referring to. New change in plans. Who is going to kill the other convicts, and who is going into the cafeteria? We looked at each other, deciding what to do next. Bella POV I practically skipped towards the door. A huge grin was etched on my face. He actually likes me. Edward likes me. Edward Cullen! Wow! I must be dreaming. As I edged closer to the door, my grin faded. Everything hit me at full force. Convicts. Guns. Shooting. Blood. Death. Crying. Screaming. My heart thudded and tears filled my eyes. People have died. Theyre gone. The bodies No. I gripped my hair and tears streamed down my face. I couldn't get the images out of my head. Blood. Stop it! Make it go away. Their faces. They were alive. Now theyre

dead. The boy in biology. I saw him when he was alive. I followed him into the hall. He was alive. Not anymore. Hes gone. Dead. I could see his face in my head, glaring at me for being happy about Edward. Im so sorry! I fell to my knees and sobbed. I saw his lifeless body. Hes dead. Im alive. He didnt survive. I did. His parents when they find outthe pain theyre going to feel. And his bodynot moving. I sobbed loudly and dug my fingers into my scalp. The memories haunted me. Stop it! My chest heaved up and down wildly. I couldn't breathe. I gasped for air. I still couldn't breathe. Tears stung my face, and tumbled down my chin. Everything hurt. Everything. Chapter Fourteen Edward POV The plan was simple: Kill the convicts, and release the children and faculty. Then continue on with our merry undead lives. Ah, but only if everyone was on board with the plan. I told her to do one simple task. Leave the building. Thats all I asked from her. Is it that hard to comply? Did she think I wouldnt notice her cower on the floor a few feet from the door? On the wrong side of the door? I care about her, I really do, my ability to suppress my rage proved it to me. For once, Im not going to interrupt our plan to bother her. Shes near the safe zone, and I trust her

not to turn back and get herself into more trouble. If this plan didnt have a time limit, I would rush over to her and push her out of the building and lock the door behind her. But, this is a need to accomplish right now plan. And Im fairly confident that shes perfectly safe where she is. As long as she stays right there. If she moves even an inch deeper into the building, I swear, I will I have some very unpleasant words with her. I know shes only human and her emotions are taking control, and I wish I could take away all of her pain, but did she really have to release all of that pent up emotional turmoil right before walking outside? Im not blaming her. I just wish she would have taken a few more steps, opened the door and then cried. That sounded wrong. I dont want her to cry. I dont want her to be in any sort of pain. I just wish shedelayed it. I sighed, defeated. We needed to get started, and then Miss Swan and I are going to have a little chit chat. Alice and Emmett fled our group and headed towards the auditorium to do damage control. Rosalie and I were assigned to the cafeteria to toy with the prisoners and distract them from the children. Jaspers job was the easiest. Turn off the power. Truthfully, turning off the lights was futile. Its daytime, and a person doesnt need extraordinary vision to see in the dark when theres a huge window shinning in light. But its more for distraction purposes. What happens when the lights suddenly go out? Everyone

looks around and wonders what just happened. Perfect distraction. Only two of the five convicts need to be disposed of. One was sure to sustain brain damage from what I did to him to the hall. Hes of no concern. The two in the cafeteriait depends on how much they see and if they grow suspicious of any of my family members. Which is the reason I decided to stay in the cafeteriaso I could read their thoughts and decide if they live or die. If I sound like a monster, thats probably because I am a monster. Rosalie and I snuck into the cafeteria, took our positions and waited for the lights to flicker off. I listened intently to the minds of the revolting prisoners. I quickly learned that theyre prisoners for a reason. Theyve already begun fantasizing about slowly torturing the students. Their arms twitched to reach out, grab a kid and make them scream out in pain. I absolutely detested these repugnant creatures. Id love to obliterate them, but I cant allow any more deaths until Im certain it must be done. Hopefully theyll become Mrs. Bubba to an overzealous cellmate once they return to prison. The lights snapped off and I nodded once to Rosalie. Its time. Bella POV I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. I needed to get up and leave. You can do it, Bella. Charlie is right outside. Hes waiting. I wanted nothing more than to run to him and

throw my arms around his neck and hang on to him with every fiber of my being. Ive never, in a million years, thought Id feel that way about my father. But what he did for me back there in the auditoriumeverything he was willing to risk. He truly does love me. And I know I love him. Its odd how people usually dont start living until theyre told theyre going to die. Once it seems like its too late, thats when all the ambition comes in. I knew the moment I thought I was going to die that I wished I was closer to my dad. I wished I wouldnt have been so terrified and shy to speak my mind and be assertive in front of people. I wished I could have the chance to take risks. To take the chances. Because, really, what did I have to lose? Life could end at any moment. When the time comes, it wont matter how embarrassing it was to confess a long held secret or how many times Ive been rejected. Years pass by too quickly, and before you know it, the chances you had the opportunity to take have vanished. No longer an option. And youre left wondering why the hell you didnt take that leap. How different would life be right now if you had That was racing through my mind when I kissed Edward. I had the opportunity and I took it. Its not every day that a girl has the perfect chance to kiss her crush. What did I have to lose? Well, my dignity but it was worth it in the end. Did Edward not just tell me that he hasthose feelings for me? But, of course, as soon as the man of my desire confessed that my feelings are being reciprocated, I get the sudden

realization that now is not the right time. Granted, he had already informed me that he didnt want to start a relationship right now, but I had the feeling that it would take me longer to let something happen between us. I wanted to be completely healed before I devote myself to another person. Its not fair to give him a broken Bella. A partial Bella. An emotionally scarred Bella. He deserves all that I can offer. And for that to happen, I need to feel whole. And I dont. Not yet. Not for a long time. I gingerly lifted myself off the floor, and then the lights went out. My heart thumped loudly. Why did the lights go off? Thump. Thump. Thump. I heard something shuffle along the floor. Thump. Thump. Thump. It sounded like someone was sliding on the floor, dragging themselves in my direction. Thump. Thump. Thump. None of the Cullens would be so sneaky. Besides, arent the little saints busy doing their good deed? Rescuing our classmates from the escaped convicts. Its definitely not a Cullen inching towards me. Which meansThump. Thump. Thump. Not a Cullen. Most likely not a student. Thump. Thump. Thump. Didnt Edward leave someone behind on the ground right before we had our fight? Thump. Thump. Thump. I backed up towards the door. I just need to open and run. Open and run. I can do that. Its simple. Easy. I turned slightly, ready to push open the door. I felt something snake around my ankle! Thump. Thump. Thump. A hand. A hand tried to drag me down. Thump. Thump. Thump.

Do something, Bella! Kick! Scream! RUN! Move! Now! Im sick of playing the helpless damsel in distress. Now do the right thing and get the hell out of the building! Edward POV The convicts driveled on about their future life plans. The imbeciles actually believe theyre near succeeding. Theyre ready to drag a couple of kids outside and use them as shields so they could escape the school property. Which is why this plan to end their delusions has to be done now. I caouldn't risk anymore innocent lives. Im already plagued with the deaths of a few of the students. We should have acted sooner. But now is not the time to dwell on what we didnt do. Now is the time to prevent even more unnecessary deaths. Its almost comical that a group of vampires are protecting humans from other humans. They should all be grouped together and need to be protected from us. Life certainly is screwed up. I picked up an apple and squashed it to the ground, causing one of the prisoners to glance in my direction. But he saw nothing. Just the remainder of the smashed apple on the floor. He glanced around the cafeteria and muttered something about being creeped out. Good. I wanted him scared. I wanted him on edge. Rosalie tossed a penny in the same convicts direction. It landed beside his feet and he stiffened. He searched the room for anyone who might be responsible for this. This

guy would unravel soon enough. I heard something in the distance and my body went rigid. I heard a body dragging along the floor. Moving his arms forward and slithering his body across the floor. Unable to stand just yet. Headed towards a girl. My girl. ...When did she become my girl? Shes not an item I own. Shes just her. Just Bella. Not my Bella. No ones Bella. She belongs only to herself. The brain damaged convict I left in the hall wasnt quite brain damaged. Just very, very injured. Bella could defend herself against him. If she has the strength. Im not sure Im willing to let her test her strength. Now I have a dilemma. Lure the convicts? Help the kids escape? Rescue Bella? Convicts. Kids. Bella. The convicts need to be distracted. The kids need to be freed. Bella needs to be saved. Do I help a group of students, or one girl? Do I risk resetting the plan, possibly getting us stuck in here for a few more days, or do I give up on everyone else for the human girl that captured my heart? Convicts. Kids. Bella. My body says convicts. My head says kids. My heart says Bella. Do I feed my hunger? Give into logic? Or follow my heart?

Convicts. Kids. Bella. Bella POV I kicked the hand away from my leg, which caused me to lose my balance and slip on the floor. I landed next to the man in an orange jump suit, and scrambled to my feet. My mind kept screaming: Retreat! Retreat! So, I did. In the wrong direction. Towards the classrooms. I didnt venture too far, though. Just far enough to reach the closet that Edward and I once occupied. I slowly opened the door and listened to it squeak loudly as it inched open. I cringed at the sound but continued to take my time to open it. I slipped inside, and started to close the door just as slowly. I didn't know why I couldn't move any faster. My heart pumped too fast, and I was petrified, and Im moved too slow. I heard the familiar sliding on the floor and I paused. Thump. Thump. Thump. The door wasnt quite closed, there was about an inch open. I gripped the door knob, afraid to close the door any further because I knew it would squeak. I snapped my eyes closed tightly and murmured. Go away. Go away. I knew he wouldnt hear me. I could barely hear me. Thump. Thump. Thump. The thumps amplified and my hand nearly slipped off of the door knob. I held my breath as the man inched closer.

And closer. Closer. Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. Hes alone. He couldn't walk. Hes hurt. Why am I hiding from him? I could outrun him. I could probably fight him. I heard something clank on the floor. From the tiny bit of light that filtered in from the windows, I could see a metal object in his hands. As he slid closer, I recognized it. Small. Black. Deadly. A gun. Thump. Thump. Thump. My fingers accidentally jiggled the door knob, and I froze. It was loud enough to ring in my ears. If I heard itthen The sliding stopped. His body paused. I continued to peek through the crack. I continued to hold my breath. Thump. Thump. Thump. My heart thudded. My head pounded. My hands and body shook. Thump. Thump. Thump. I desperately needed to breathe. I saw the mans head face forward, and then, in the blink of an eye, it snapped towards me. THUMP. THUMP. THUMP. Edward POV The logic side won. Chapter Fifteen Bella POV I had two options. Option one, run and hide. That was the easy option. The option Ive used before. I could wait to be rescued yet again. Or, option two, I could fight back. This

could be the turning point for me. Fight for my right to exist. Despite this horrible situation, Ive learned a lot. Im ready to change and work on a new and improved Bella. Now is the time to start. If I dont survive this, then at least people can honestly say I tried my hardest. I shouldnt have to cower and wait for someone to save me. I should be able to do this on my own. Living is a privilege, and I dont want to take that for granted any longer. I took a deep breath and faced the man eager to take away my life. Why? Because hes a pathetic and worthless man. He feeds off of the fear of people. I dont know how many people hes inflicted pain on, but I refuse to be another number added to that list. Im tired of being the victim. The gathered all of the courage and bravery I could muster and pushed it to the surface. I will fight. I might not survive. But I will stand up for my right to live. The man lying on the floor met my eyes and groaned in pain. Blood trickled down his head, and I could practically see the fire and hatred that burned in his eyes. I know that look. He wanted revenge. But guess what? So do I. These men, these disgusting prisoners, barged into my school and killed my classmates. These men forced my father on his knees in front of me while I begged for his life. These men threatened me with rape and death. These men do not deserve the air in their lungs. These men can no longer make me run in fear. I took all of the anger I felt, along with the courage, and

pushed the door open. I locked my jaw and glared at him. He stared back and his face softened. You theregirl his haggard voice barely registered in my ears. Come here. My body tensed. I swear to God, if you try to attack me, Ill kill you, I threatened. My voice cracked and betrayed me. My fear was clear in my tone. The sides of his lips tugged upward. Yes. Please. I frowned. What? His eyes shifted to the gun. Take this. His eyes shot back to my face. Kill me. I beg you. Please. Kill me. I pressed my back against the wall next to the door. Excuse me? He coughed and it sounded terrible. Like an animal on the verge of death. Shoot me. Please. I-I c-c-cant, I stuttered, and I stared at him in disbelief. I had planned on fighting him because I thought he would attack me. I hadnt expected him to ask me to end his life. I couldn't do that. Im not like him. I have morals. I just cant do it. He wiped a hand over his mouth and coughed again. When he pulled his hand away, I saw it. Blood. He coughed up blood. Hes dying anyway. You can. His voice was rough and barely above a whisper. And you will.

I shook my head again. No. I eyed the gun that was still in his grasp. Push the gun away. I just want to get out of here. He held the gun towards me and I gasped. I tried to back up but I was already against the wall. Take it, he offered. I looked at the gun, and then at his face, and back to the gun again. Id rather hold on to it instead of him. I placed a foot in front of me and pushed myself off of the wall. I took small steps. I could hear my heavy breathing the entire way over to the man. My heart never ceased thumping loudly. My fingers touched the gun and I pulled it out of his hands. I could smell a nasty odor coming off of him, and I scrunched my nose. He touched my forearm with his rough and callous hands. I jerked back and stumbled away from him. My body crashed back into the wall. He flipped himself off of his stomach, and onto his back. He leaned up partially so he was half-sitting and half-lying down. His elbows held him up and his eyes bore into mine. Take your shot, he said softly. I could feel my heart race faster. Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. I clutched the gun with both hands. I cant. He narrowed his eyes at me. You dont have a choice. Yes, I do, I spat back. He shook his head and chuckled darkly. A hacking cough promptly followed. There are no choices in life, missy.

You think you make your own decisions? Think again. Youre a puppet. Im a puppet. We are all puppets. This guy sounded delusional. You will kill me, he demanded. I am a killer. Ive killed before. I tried to kill you. I almost had you. So close. He looked away for a few moments, and when he looked back, unshed tears clouded his eyes. Ive killed little girls. Children. Women. I looked into their eyes as they took their last breath. They cried and begged me to let them live. They struggled underneath my body. I watched the transformation from their thrashing bodies to becoming limp and lifeless. The light in their eyes faded. I took that away. I felt the bile rise to my throat and I covered my neck. I almost gagged. He doesnt deserve to live. But that doesnt mean Ill be the one to kill him. I can go into detail, girl! He yelled as loud as he could and his voice echoed in the vacant hallway. I can describe their deaths. And believe me, it aint pretty. I slammed my head against the wall on accident and winced. He shouldnt be free right now. He shouldnt be alive. He deserved to die. I argued with myself internally and while he waited for my next move. He is an evil person. Yes, but you are not. Hes killed people.

Dont stoop to his level. He wanted to kill you. Killing him wont take away the pain. He will kill again. No. Hell go to prison where he cant hurt anymore innocent people. He was already in prison once and look what happened? I cant do it. You have to do something. I am not a murderer. Its self defense. Well? Whats taking you so long? he croaked. His voice was weaker. Do it, he demanded. His eyes blazed with fury and anticipation. I hesitated and gripped the gun tighter. DO IT! he shouted, and his voice cracked at the end. I lifted the gun up and pointed it at him. My hands shook and my breathing was labored. My palms were clammy and I stared into his eyes. My lips trembled and a tear fell down my cheek. I held the gun even tighter and released a shaky breath. Its what he wants. A terrible feeling clawed from the inside of the pit of my stomach. My hands continued to shake and my heartbeat quickened rapidly. How can I look a man in the eyes and kill him? This is not who I am. My hands opened, and the

gun dropped to the floor. I cant, my voice came out as barely a whisper. Give. Me. The. Gun, he demanded in a harsh voice. I took a step forward and shook my head. No. I needed to get out of here. I needed to find Edward and his family so we could leave. I cant stay here any longer. I turned my back away from the man who shouted at me in agony and begged me to end his life. I cannot do it. I will not do it. I heard something scrap against the linoleum floor and I glanced over my shoulder to see the convict sit all the way up, and I watched as he dragged the gun across the floor and picked it up. He looked over at me with a grimace on his face. You know what they say, his rough voice whispered. If you want something done right, you have to do it yourself. My eyes widened and I turned to face him. I couldn't kill him, but for some reason, I couldn't let him kill himself either. He might be a cruel man who deserved to die, but my conscience couldn't let it happen. Put the gun down! I screeched. He eyes were misty and he looked at me dully. This is my life! he tried to shout. I didnt ask to be born. I didnt want this. Ive had no say in my own life. This is my decision. I dont want to be here anymore. So you, he pointed a finger at me. Just mind your own damn business and leave me be. He aimed the gun to his temple. Go

away, girl. He looked away from me and towards the ceiling. Im busy. Look away, Bella! Look away! I snapped my eyes shut the moment I heard a gunshot echo in the hallway. I turned my back to him, and opened my eyes. I raced toward a familiar voice that shouted my name in the distance. My eyes burned and tears fell down my face freely. My body crashed straight into a cold, hard male body. He cradled me in his arms and I cried against his chest. Edward POV I knew Bella would be safe. I read the convicts mind. He wanted to die. He had no intention of harming her. She would be perfectly fine. Alice and Emmett had completed their task and rushed back to the cafeteria to help us evacuate the kids. They disposed of the bodies and made their deaths look like an accident. There was no evidence that they had been the ones to kill them. Rosalie stepped out of her hiding spot so one of the convicts could see her. His eyes widened and he was about to shout something but she ran towards the kitchen. The convict looked at his partner. Stay here, he growled. One of the damn kids just ran that way. He took off and ran after Rosalie.

The other convict watched him leave, and then turned his focus back to the children and teachers sitting at the tables. Most of them had their heads on the tables. Some were crying, others wanted to sleep. And every single of them were terrified and prayed that they will make it out of this in one piece. I entered Rosalies mind and watched as she hid and ducked down in the kitchen. The convict followed right behind her. He tried to look for her in the dark. His eyes scanned the kitchen, but it was nearly pitch black inside. He stood still and his ears perked. He listened for any sound of movement. Rosalie grabbed the handle of a pan and slid it off of the stove without a sound. She tip toed across the floor until she was directly behind the man. She held the pan up like it was a baseball bat and opened her mouth. Hey! she shouted into his ear. The convict jumped and spun around. The moment he turned, a pan collided against his face, and he was knocked on the ground. Rosalie kicked him in the head, and he slipped into unconscious. She wiped her hands as if they had dust on them and stared at the barely breathing body below her. One down. One to go. I quickly vacated Rosalies mind and focused on what was happening in front of me. The remaining prisoner held a gun in plain sight so no one would even dream of escaping.

Alice, Rosalie and Emmett now stood at one side of the cafeteria, away from human eyes and I stood on the other side. All three looked at me and I nodded my head once. Time to end this once and for all. I stepped forward and purposely made a loud noise to gain the attention of the convict. He spun around and stared at me. You! he shouted, and pointed his gun at me. How many of you kids are out there? I shrugged my shoulders and he pointed a finger at a table. Sit down and dont move. I slowly walked towards him, and my three siblings dashed into the center of the cafeteria. Now! Alice shouted, and the convicted snapped his head towards her. Emmett threw a chair and busted a window open while Rosalie forced a couple of kids to stand and helped them sneak out of the window. What the hell? the convict shouted. Get back here! A few students locked their eyes on the convict, but then Emmett broke another window and everyone looked away. I took the opportunity to grab the convict and slam him on top of an empty table. The table broke and the convict struggled to get up. I twisted his arm and pulled him up to jam a fist against his stomach. I tried not to use all of my strength, but I hit him harder than most humans could. He doubled over in pain and I turned my head over my shoulder. My siblings continued to help the students out of

the window. The kids ran from the building, and towards their freedom. Police cars pull into the parking lot. Along with eagerly awaiting parents. Just on time. Parents held their hands together like they were praying and squealed when they saw their child race towards them. The other parents hopped up and down, tears rolled down their cheeks and they waited to see their kid. Unfortunately, there were a few kids that would never run outside and into their parents' arms. The convict made a sound so I picked up a piece of the broken table and hit him in the head. He fell onto the floor, unconscious. My siblings and I heard Carisles voice among the parents and police. They looked over at me and I nodded my head. Silently telling them to go. They ran outside and looked like the other students who just poured out of the building. That was it. It was finally over. A swat team crept towards the building, and I shifted my eyes over to three police officers holding Chief Swan away from the school. He demanded to be released so he could search for his daughter inside. He feared that something terrible had happened to her after he was knocked out and woke up outside. That remined me. Bella. She was still in the hallway. Jasper had found her and comforted her. At least, it seemed that way. Really, he held onto her so he could restrain himself from eating the dead convict on the floor. The blood poured

from him, and Jaspers self control was weakening. I pushed past the cafeteria doors and ran straight towards my brother and Bella. Jasper looked up before I even rounded the corner. Our eyes met and he slowly released Bella. She was still crying and I walked over to her. Her tear stained face glanced at me, and I felt my stomach flutter. I didnt even know that was possible. Without saying a word, she flung her arms around my neck and I held her against my body. One of my hands trailed to the back of her head and my fingers slipped through her hair, the other arm wrapped around her waist and held her tightly. Its okay, I whispered into her ear. Its all over.

Chapter Sixteen One Month Later Forks was practically invisible to the outside world. Just a small town in rainy Washington. Most people havent heard of our town. But all of that changed the day the escaped convicts overtook the high school. The hostage situation made world wide news. Reporters tried to schedule interviews with us, some of the students accepted the offer while most of us declined. Since I was one of the kids who remained in the building the entire duration, I was often targeted by the media. They wanted to hear my side of the story. I refused. Even the

locals wanted me to regale them with my heroic tale. Thats right, Im regarded as a hero now. I dont know how I got dragged into that category, but I have a suspicion that the Cullens embellished the story to make it seem like I actually helped out. But it was all them. Theyre the true heroes. I hadnt done anything heroic at all. If anything, I dug us deeper and deeper into more trouble. School was back in session a little over two weeks after the incident. I havent returned though. Not yet. Ive secluded myself inside the house for the entire month. Angela Weber came here everyday after school to hand me my assignments. She tried to get me to talk to her a few times, but I simply told her that I was too exhausted. I havent seen the Cullens since the day after we ran out of the school. Edward came over to my house to check on me, and I havent seen him since. Thats my fault, though. I told him I wasnt up for company and I just wanted to be alone. He tried calling a few times afterwards, but I didnt want to talk. Even Alice tried contacting me. I refused to see her, too. I slipped deeper and deeper into depression with each day that passed. But I hid it. If Charlie or anyone else were to ever discover how truly tortured I felt inside, theyd insist that I see a psychologist. But I dont want to get doped up on medication. I dont want to talk about what happened anymore. I just want it to disappear. I want the memories to vanish. I want the nightmares to stop. Ive decided to cope with this on my own until Im out of my funk. This will

pass eventually, right? I shouldnt feel like this. I survived a deadly situation. I should be rejoicing. I should want to seize the day. Why do I feel so withdrawn and gloomy? What happened to new and improved Bella? At least Charlie and I are much closer. We arent exactly best friends and dont we sit around and discuss our feelings, but weve made a lot of progress. He hasnt been emotional since the day we all escaped. But now he tells me he loves me every night before bed and when were on the phone. He understands that I dont want to return to school, but its been a month and I have to go back soon. Bella! Charlie shouted from downstairs. I rolled over on my side and glared at the door. Yes? I called back. You have company! I groaned and slammed my head against the pillows. Why cant people just leave me alone? Tell them Im sleeping! No response. My door knob twisted and the door was pushed open slowly. A face poked in through the crack. And it wasnt Charlie. Hey you, Angela smiled at me and walked in to my room. I wanted to ask you something. I sighed and sat up on the bed. Angela took a seat next to me. You could have just called.

She folded her hands on her lap and sighed softly as her eyes scanned my bedroom. No, I couldnt. She turned her head to look at me. You never answer my phone calls. No one has heard anything from you in a month. Were all worried about you. I rolled my eyes and leaned against the headboard. I appreciate the concern, but Im fine. She looked at me like I was in denial. Bella, youre not fine. I turned my head away from her, frustrated. What did you want you want to ask me? Well, she started slowly. We wanted to ask you if youd like to go shopping with us this weekend in Port Angeles. Us? I asked with an eyebrow raised. Jessica, Lauren and I really want you to come with us. She paused and glanced around the room once more. You should get out of here, you know? Just hang out with us. You dont have to hide anymore. No one will bother you. I promise. I mumbled something incoherent. Ugh. I really do not want to leave the house. But she looked at me like I was an unstable emotional wreck. Her tone was calm and gentle, and she sounded like an adult speaking to a scared child. I rubbed my hands over my face. Mmm. I dont know. Please? She made puppy dog eyes at me. When are you going?

She smiled and instantly knew that I was going to cave in. Saturday. Probably in the late morning, and well be there all day. We could see a movie after were done shopping. I stayed quiet for a few moments. Okay. She smiled widely and pulled me into a hug. Thank you, Bella! And then I heard a set of footsteps enter my room. I turned to see Jessica bounce in. Hey Bella! She took in my appearance carefully and cautiously sat down on the bed. How are you feeling? I placed a fake smile on my face. Im good. She gave me a sympathetic smile. She clearly didnt believe me. Im so glad you decided to come with us this weekend. So, shes coming? a voice asked from the hallway, and Lauren slipped into my bedroom. Geez. How many of them are stashed out there? Lauren plopped down on the chair next to my desk. Jessica smiled at her. Yep. I cant wait for Saturday! Since were on the subject of days of the weekSo, what day is it today? I asked, genuinely curious. I dont keep track of these things. They all looked at me incredulously. UmThursday, Jessica answered. My eyes nearly popped out of my head. I only have two

days until I have to leave my sanctuary?! I dont know if I can do it. Angela noticed my expression and she placed her head on top of mine. Youll be okay, Bella. I am always here if you want to talk to someone. I know I was one of the first people to leave the building so I didnt experience the worst part of what happened, but you can still talk to me. About anything. She paused and looked towards my slightly opened door. Or, you can talk to Edward. I stared at her with a straight face. Edward? Yeah, she nodded her head. Edward Cullen. I furrowed my brows. Why would you bring him up? She smiled and bit her lip. He was right outside your house when we came over. I bolted straight up. What?! Why? Bella. She reached for me to sit back down. He asks about you all the time. He was actually a second away from knocking on your door when we pulled up. I convinced him to let us come up and talk to you first. She paused again. But I think hes a bit impatient. Why do you say that? She looked back at the door. Because hes right there. Right where? I leaned over and looked at the door. And there he was. Pure perfection. He leaned against the doorframe and smiled weakly. Do

you mind if I come in? I missed that voice so much. That smooth, velvety voice. I gawked at him before I shrugged my shoulders. Might as well. Seems as if were having a mini reunion. One more person wont hurt. He eyed the girls with a timid expression on his face as he approached the bed. Angela was the first to speak. Uhh Well, she was the first to make a sound. She stood up and looked down at Jessica. How about we give these two some privacy? Jessica looked at me, and then Edward and back at me. Right. We have to do thatummthing anyway. She stood up next to Angela and smiled at me. Well talk to you soon, Bella. She shot me a pointed look and then nudged her head towards Edward, making it all too clear what she wanted to talk about later. Lauren rolled her eyes and stood up with the other girls. Later, Bella. Angela waved at me and I waved back. The girls filed out of my room and Edward sat down at the edge of my bed. His eyes were locked on mine. A head popped back in the room. Be safe! Jessica smiled at me brightly. Remember, no love without the glove! My mouth dropped open and I stared at her. Jessica! She giggled and left the room. I turned to look at Edward and he looked embarrassed yet amused.

Sorry about that, I mumbled. He brushed it off. How have you been? Ugh. I wish people would stop asking me that. Good. Great. Fantastic. He exhaled loudly and scooted closer to me. You can tell me the truth, Bella. I gazed into his topaz eyes and saw nothing but concern. I sighed and looked away. Lets not talk about this. He raked his fingers through his hair and sighed. Ill let it go. I sighed in relief. For now, he added. I grumbled and pulled my knees up to my chest and hugged my legs. So, what are you doing here? I wanted to see you, his eyes searched mine. Its been a month. Im aware, I said in a gentle tone. That its been a month, I mean. We were both silent for a few minutes before he finally said something. I missed you, He whispered. My heart fluttered and I bit my bottom. Me too. He looked into my eyes and swallowed. Please dont do that again.

I wrinkled my forehead. Do what? Leave and ignore me for a month. ButI didnt leave. He reached out and touched the side of my head. Yes, you did. He ran his fingers through my hair. You ran away in here. He caressed the back of my head. You can come out now, Bella. I sighed. I dont even know what that means. His hand trailed down to my neck and he tilted my head up. Youre hiding from reality. I groaned and pushed his hand away. No, Im not. Bella I sighed loudly and threw my hands up in the air. Okay, okay. Youre right. I dont want to ever leave this house again. I wish I could curl up in a ball and sleep forever. I wish everything and everyone would just go away. I want to be alone. He slid off the bed and kneeled on his knees in front of the mattress. He took my hand in his and glanced up at me. Im going to help you get through this. Please dont shut everyone out and suffer alone. You need to open up and let it out. My eyes filled with tears and I looked away. I cant. I wont let anything happen to you, he whispered softly. Let me help you.

I scoffed. You want help me, Edward? You cant! I pointed at my forehead. You dont see what I see when I close my eyes! Tears glided down my cheeks. Every nighteverytime I shut my eyesI can see it happening over and over and over again. The boy who was shot and dragged out of the biology room. The convict who committed suicide right in front of me! The way they grabbed meand threatened me. I can see my dad with a gun pointed to his headand in my dreamsnightmares heheit doesnt end the way it really did. I wiped my tears away but the continued to pour from my eyes. I can hear people screaming. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, and I swear that someone is here. Someone nothuman. Like a ghost haunting me. Sometimes I feel like Im being watchedanditsughImcrazy. He stood up abruptly and crawled onto the bed. He wrapped his arms around me and held me against his chest. You, he turned my face towards him, are not crazy. I tried to pull away but he held me tighter. Stop lying to me, I sniffed. Im a horrible person. He placed both of his hands on my face and forced me to look at him. Why would you say that? I should have donesomething. Bella. There was nothing you could have done to have made it better. Nothing that happened was your fault. I lowered my head. He had no idea what hes talking about, but he obviously wont leave me alone until I make him believe I am fine. So Ill lie. Ill say whatever I have to in

order to make people think Im peachy keen. Its time to slip the mask on. Okay, I said slowly. I believe you. And Ill stop hiding in my room. Im lucky to be alive, and I should stop wasting my life like this. He looked at me as if he was deciding if I was being truthful or not. I moved away from him and leaned against the headboard. Ill be fine, Edward. You probably already heard, but Im going to Port Angeles with the girls this weekend. It can only get better. I knew he was still unsure if I was being honest. Im not. But he doesnt need to know that. No one needs to know whats going on inside of me. He finally relaxed. Port Angeles, huh? Yep, I flashed him a small smile. Itll be a new beginning for me. And it will. I wonder how long I can deceive everyone into thinking Im just grand The End. AN: Thats probably an awkward place to end it, but theres a sequeland you can kind of see that Bella is on her way to a destructive path. This story does not have an happy ending because it would

be weird to end this with everyone feeling good since the sequel is about Bella battling depression. The sequel would be pretty boring if its only about her happy life with Edward. Her behavior is going to become reckless and shes going to do stupid things so she can feel something other than pain. Shes not going to be some wild rebel, though. No cutting or anything like that. Its going to focus more on her emotions. Edward isnt going to stand idly by. He, along with the other Cullens, are going to try to get her under control. Thats all I can really say without spoiling it. So, to clear a few things up: Edward and Bella are NOT together. If I hadnt decided to do a sequel then they would be together by now. I might write an alternate ending to this chapter for those who want to see what would have happened if I didnt want to write a sequel. The sequel IS a romance story.