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The Sickness
The Sickness
The Sickness
My highest known body temp was when I was three and I spiked at 106.5. I thought it was higher, but Mom
corrected me. They instantly dumped me into an ice bath. That was no fun. Mom said I didn’t forgive her for
days and refused to hug her. That’s a big deal for a three year old...especially a huggy one like I was.
the phrase that I love: once is realist, twice is Sacramento using TV equipment and manipulat-
repetitive, thrice is avant-garde. That’ll come ing the colour of the pieces. He even used food
back again, trust me. coloring to give the film a very unique look. It’s
The best 2 minutes of the DVD had to be a very San Francisco kind of short avant-garde
Groucho Marx Home movies. It’s just Groucho film. It certainly follows the 3 times is experi-
and his family hangin’ out, but it’s awesome mental rule. It’s weird and even though it’s only
to see Groucho as a person with family. It’s 9 minutes, sometimes folks who watch it have
fun stuff. It’s not on the Registry, but has some their minds wander. I certainly did that morning.
support. That led to Running Around San Fran- I was staring slack-jawed at the screen, with my
cisco For An Education, a film showing women mind being barraged with the images of flying
gettin’ learned in the late 1930s. It’s 2 minutes doves and faces in profile with weird video ef-
and it shows SF in the old days. I think it’s fun. fects. It was put on the Registry in 2004. Sadly,
That was followed by a clip from Tevye. It’s on Bartlett passed away in the mid-1980s.
the Registry, I believe that it’s the first film in I had gone through the first DVD. It wasn’t
Yiddish to be added to the Registry. It’s based perfect. I was feeling weird, I wasn’t shivering,
on the Sholem Aleichem story. It’s a good clip, I was feeling like I had been beaten with reeds.
though it would have been nice to have the full I drank another bottle of water and then lay
film. It’s another film from 1939, which is the looking up at the ceiling. I wanted to sleep. I re-
year with the most films on the NFR. ally wanted to sleep. Sleeping would have been
That was followed by yet another 1939 good. It didn’t happen. My back was on fire. I
film on the Registry. Collonge: From the Diary of had to move. I had to. I squirmed a bit. A lot,
Ray and Esther. It’s a short documentary about actually. I grabbed a copy of File 770, turned the
a German-American community right before pages, finding my LoC right there, the first in
WWII. It’s not my favourite, but it is certainly the column. I love File 770. Mike Glyer’s a good
culturally significant. In a similar vein, the first dude and I love reading the reviews from John
Private Snafu short I’d ever seen, Spies, is one Hertz. I started to get a cramping in my left
of those things that is certainly wrong. It’s full foot. This was a good thing as I don’t think I’d
of legendary stereotypes of Japanese people felt anything below my knees for several hours.
that were all the rage in the days of WWII. It’s It was good to feel pain there. It meant I hand
incredibl;e to consider the talent working on ’t lost anything. This was what I was thinking
this. There was Theodore Giessel, better known like at the moment. I got up and put the new
as Dr. Suess, who was writing them, Chuck DVD into the player, putting the first disk in the
Jones doing the animation with Mel Blanc doing second disk’s holder. I wouldn’t fix that switch
the voice of Private Snafu. There’s a full DVD for another two years.
of them that’s been floating around the BASFA There was no way to copyright moving
scene. They’re offensive as hell, though still pictures so smart producers would go and make
nothing like the Bakshi films a paper print of the film.
of the early 1970s. None of Photographs were able to
them are on the Registry, but be copyrighted, so the pro-
at least one will make it on in ducers would put a series
the next few years. of photographs 35mm wide
The last one on the by how many ever feet
first disk was a Registry film long. It was the way they
called OffOn. It’s a good one did things for a decade
automatically because it has or so. These were pretty
an internal capital letter in much forgotten about for
the title. Scott Bartlett made decades until an archivist
OffOn in 1967 and it’s one at the Library of Congress
of the first combinations of rediscovered them and
film and video. He made it in made them a priority for
preservation. They set up a station for photo- ward towards modern film. At 54 minutes, it was
graphing them and getting them ready for per- hard to make it all the way through. I’ve never
manent preservation. The three they chose, Star been a fan.
Theatre (which is on the National Film Registry), I picked up a copy of Us Weekly. It’s
Move On, and Dog Factory, are very typical of trash, but trash was what I needed. Britney had
films from 1900 through 1910. Dog Factory, just shown her babyplace while getting out of a
which should be on the Registry in the next few limo and Us milked it for all it was worth with-
years, was a very popular film of real dogs being out actually showing the significant portion of
put into a machine and linked sausages, or dogs, the pictures. It was funny. I think I spent about
being taken out of the machine. It’s a lot of fun. 30 minutes reading it. I think I got through about
That was followed by a 1911 film called 4 total pages. I wasn’t processing very quickly.
The Lonedale Operator. I never liked it much, I went back to the DVD. Next was a sec-
and when I was in the midst of a personal fire- tion from Accuracy First, a 1928 Western Union
fight in my body, I was no more apt to enjoy corporate training film. Yes, they go back that
it. It’s not on the Registry, and neither was Her far. It’s a really interesting piece, but it’s not
Crowning Glory, a Bunnyfinch stariring Flora the kind of thing you’d watch over and over. I
Finch and John Bunny. It’s a fun little piece, but don’t think it has a chance at the Registry. Same
it’s not overly entertaining. It was pretty good, goes for the next two short documentaries, West
but at that moment, I wasn’t in the mood for Virginia, The State Beautiful and One-Room
black and white. I was seeing a tinge of red with Schoolhouses. Both are fine documents of rural
everything around anyhow. life in the 1920s and 30s, but neigher are what
A pause was needed and I pulled a Sunny I’d call breakthroughs. They’re not on the Reg-
Delight out of the cooler. I needed C. If I was go- istry, but I wouldn’t be shocked to see either
ing to beat this thing, I was going to beat it with make it on at some point. The following piece
the power of vitamin C. I might have to leave was a series of three early sound home movies
from Archie Stewart, a guy who made hundreds
Vitamin C is a signer. Her big song was Graduation of home movies over more than 60 years. In-
teresting, and probably worthy of Registry con-
from about 1997 or so. She was also Amber Van Tus- sideration, even if it’s just stuff like Christmas
morning around the house.
sel in the original Hairspray! I needed a break. I needed to get my-
the house to get more. It wouldn’t be anytime self into something that would make my mind
soon. Once I sat down, I knew I wouldn’t be stronger, better able to take over from the body
walking anytime soon. and set me back onto the path of health. Yes,
The next film is perfectly set as a coun- I sound like some tree-hugging, dirt-munch-
ter-point for films like The Spirit: beautiful and ing hippy, but in reality, I’m merely grasping
with a terrible story. In fact, it was a terrible at straws. With my body nearly boiling, I had
story, basically a retelling of Madame Butterfly to try something. I wouldn’t call it meditating,
without the whimsy. Anna Mae Wong is great in I don’t believe you can meditate in a smok-
it, but the film is produced for one reason. Toll ing jacket and silk pajamas, but I was deep in
of the Sea is the earliest two-strip Technocolor thought. I closed my eyes and thought thoughts
film that still exists. And even though there is of war, battle, victory. I had to fight whatever
no Blue spectrum, it’s beautiful. It’s amazing it was that was making me feverish. Colors
to see. Watching films like The Toll of the Sea climbed in through the edges of my closed-eye
or the later Ben Hur (starring Ramon Navarro) field of vision, doing battle with the repeat-
is something special and it is so much easier to ing black-and-white patterns I created when-
connect with on a whole than the B+W...at least ever I closed my eyes tightly. Greens taking the
when you’re not in your right mind. This isn’t on edges, yellow globs that would be surrounded
the registry, and it shouldn’t be except for the and pushed around the field, blues that became
Technicolor process being a significant step for- their own patterns. I opened my eyes and the
room seemed dark, painful. I nothing in comparison. The
was feeling slightly better. At war metaphors I was pushing
least I thought I was feeling earlier played well with it, so
slightly better. I went back to that visualiza-
If you’re still read- tion. I had grittier imagery
ing this, I’m shocked. I’d to go along with it now. One
have given up a while ago. of the fever demons I envi-
Let me know that you’ve sioned this time was killed
come this far (5793 words) from flak from a thrown gre-
by sending me an eMail nade.
After that, there was a funny film about
(garcia@computerhistory.org) with the title
a few Negro League players. They were much
“Word Up” and the body message “I’ve got blis-
like the Harlem Globetrotters, a team called the
ters on me fingers!” I’ll make sure to give you a
Clowns that featured Reece Goose Tatum, one of
special plug. I love doing these little gimmicks!
the great entertainers in the history of baseball
OK, so I wasn’t doing well. I drank the
and one of the all-time great members of the
last Sunny Delight. I drank another water. I
Globetrotters. This was a very basic film, prob-
pulled up another film, Composition 1 (Themis)
ably raw material that was going ot be used for
by Dwinell Grant from 1941. This is one of my
a newreel meant for an African-American audi-
more favourites. It’s an important piece as it’s
ence.
a fine artist giving up on traditional painting
The last film on this DVD was Battery
because there’s only so much you can do, move-
Film by Richard Protovin and Franklin Backus.
ment can be hinted at, but never achieved. He
It’s a doc that includes line animation in the
used wood, glass and paper, along with amazing
background. It’s a good film, but I was not in
theatrical stage lighting, to make an awesome
the path of thought that would this kind of thing
abstract piece. The music that the disk pre-
would work for me. I drank three bottles of wa-
sented along with it wasn’t great, I don’t think
ter in the 9 minutes of Battery Film.
a strictly piano composition works with it, but I
I was sweating. I knew this was an OK
do have to say that it was a great film. It’s not
thing. I didn’t want to damage my silk pajamas,
on the Registry, but I’m hoping that the four he
so I headed into my bedroom and changed into
made (three flat and the third a 3D kind of film)
my Homer Simpson pajamas. It was time for
will end up on there someday.
sweaty comfort. I threw on my Trogdor shirt. It
I was now at 101.7, so I figured I was do-
was my victory outfit. I was getting better! I was
ing something wrong. I crawled, I kid you not,
being awesome above all measure!!!
crawled, across the floor to the kitchen, where
I still felt like I’d been battered, so I took
I managed to make it to my feet and grappled
my place on the couch and started disk three.
a fleet of paper towels, dampened them and
I’m not entirely sure what happened, but
walked rather shakily back to the couch. I was
I ended up switching the side of the couch, and
home again.
my head was kinda dangling off the edge. It was
The next film was a classic from one of
weird. I don’t know why, but I don’t think that
the truly great directors: John Huston. He di-
my neck was functioning any longer. The first
rected three films for the U.S. Army Pictorial
film was The Theiving Hand. It’s another sort of
Service, a part of the Signal Corps.. The piece
Trick film from the Vitagraph Company, but not
was called The Battle of San Pietro and it’s a
directed by Blackton. It’s a great film about a
hard one. One of the grittiest films you’ll ever
beggar without an arm who is given a new one
see, it’s a doc where you see dead people, ac-
and it turns out to be evil. In many ways, it’s
tual fighting, and it makes you think of the pain
the same idea as Idle Hands, the 1999 film with
of war by understanding what it’s really about.
Jessica Alba and a bunch of other folks. It’s a
Weigh this against any film that supposed shows
funny little film, lasts about five minutes. Not
the horror that is war and you’ll see that it is
on the Registry yet, but I’m betting in the next
three or four years. but I could tell that I was about to lose con-
I was swimming at this point. My head sciousness. Something was coming down on me
was inverted, my eyes hurting, and I was sweat- hard and I had no defence.
ing. Not the best mode for viewing movies, but
I pressed on. White Fawn’s Devotion was next,
most likely the first film directed by a Native
American, in this case James Young Deer. It
got on the Registry in 2008, though I thought it I kept looking out into that room, that
had always been on. I like the film, despite it’s old, dusty, well-worn room, even as I felt the
rough edges. Pathe, the French film company, driven, yet somehow brittle hand pulling me
had come across to America and this was one from it.
of their first films. At the time, only four Young “You should come to bed.” The voice
Deer films were known to exist, but more than sounded frightened of what might happen if I
a half-dozen more have been found since the did not comply.
release of the DVD set. “What’s out there?” I asked.
“That’s a good question.” She said, pull-
I’m 1/8 Ohlone Indian. It’s the tribe that inhabited ing on my shoulder harder. I blinked as I saw
something moving out, across the Winchester
much of the Silicon Valley and the Santa Cruz area. I room, outside the window. It looked like a Bison,
but there was something strange.
beleive my Grandma is one of the last half-bloods. “I remember, I remember Buffalo.” she
Still seeing the world by hanging off what said, releasing my shoulder. I could feel her
I thought might be the edge of it, I pressed on walking back to the bed I didn’t remember be-
and watched myself The Chechahcos. It was an ing in the room.
independant film made in Alaska in 1922. Austin “That’s a Tragically Hip lyric, isn’t it?” I
Lathrop, one of the real big wigs in the history said.
of Alaska, decided to make a movie shot en- I turned from the window and looked at
tirely on location in Alaska. It was certainly the the woman. Her head was turned away from
right choice as far as beautiful scenery goes. It me, but her legs were pointed directly at me,
was the first feature shot entirely on location. her torso torqued.
The film’s pretty good, and at 88 minutes it’s “Do you ever get the feeling that the
the longest thing on the disks. I enjoyed it, still story’s too damn real and in the present tense?”
sorta melted across the couch with my head she said.
hanging off. Somehow, I had managed to eat the I looked at the cigarette in my hand.
rest of the Chinese wihtout changing my position It was giving off light blue smoke into the air
much. I don’t know how I did it, but I imagine which was somewhat more red than transpar-
a scene right out of JFK where some guy argues ent.
that it was impossible using a series of easle “Jethro Tull.” I said.
cards, repeating; ‘back, and to the left. Back, She turned from me more as I made my
and to the left.” way around to where she was seated.
I didn’t move while I watched the Japa- “Tell me.” I asked her.
nese American Community films from Rev. Sen- “Tell you what?” she asked.
sho Sasaki. It features film shot prior to WWII. “Tell me about the Bison.” I said.
There was footage from Stockton and from Se- And She started to turn towards me as I
attle, but there was something wrong. Not with slowly opened my eyes and could see the dark
the film, but within me. I was slowly contract- outlines of the living room, the reflection of
ing. My entire body, which had been spread into surfaces from light bouncing off whatever was in
a position that might deserve a chalk outline, the parking lot.
was slowly drawing itself up, into a tightened
fetal position. I didn’t know what was going on,
Day 3- 104.1 Degrees I stayed in there for an hour or so. I could
tell that it was going to be a rough couple of
hours. The bath had cooled me down, there was
I made a list and checked it thrice. 104.1, no question, and the Tylenol must have been
104.0, 104.1. That wasn’t good. I knew it wasn’t getting to work. I took my temperature again
good. I know that with that kind of tempera- and it was down to 101.1, That was fine by me.
ture that you’re suposed to go to the hospital. I Less likely that I’d burst into flames all of a sud-
had no chance. It was the middle of the night. den at 101.1, but it still wasn’t good. I needed
I think it was somewhere around 3am. I had no supplies. It wasn’t going to be short before I
idea when I fell asleep, but in the time that I’d would need to get better. My head was pound-
been asleep, whatever it was that had me in it’s ing, but Safeway was open around the clock
grasp had rubbed it’s hands together and raised and I needed things. Stuff and things. I slowly
the temperature up in here. walked to the computer and sent some eMails.
I panicked a little. I turned on the cold I think I sent eMails to work and such, but hon-
tap in the bathtub, took a few Tylenol and sunk estly, I have no idea. Everything was really weird
in. I was freezing and just putting my feet in at the time. I put together an outfit. A warm
made me pull myself into a state of Otherness. pair of flannel pajamas, a long t-shirt and socks
I’d heard of it, the space where men on Vi- along with my shoes. I almost forgot shoes. I
sion Quests would go when they put themselves started my way to the door without shoes. I
through many self-tortures, but I had never ex- finally got them and put them on. I had to sit
perienced it. I slid in slowly. I turned on a little down after that. It wasn’t going to be a fun trip.
bit of warm water, but mostly it was freezing Luckily, I parked in front of my house so
water that I got into. I sat in there and waited. it was a short walk. I got in and paused for a
No thoughts. None. I don’t remember anything bit. I finally turned on the engine and it was the
other than the cold. I remember the cold. I music of Mark Mothersbaugh. The guy had been
remember the pain. It hurt like hell. Because it the leader of DEVO for years, but he left and
was cold. It was physically painful to put my- had a lovely film scoring career. I’d purchased
self into that water and I knew that I had to the soundtrack to The Royal Tennenbaums after
stay there to keep myself cold. I was hurting all having seen it in the theatre. I loved that movie.
over. I was hurting inside and out. It was awful. I It was a lot of fun and the highlight was the
should have gotten on the phone, talked to Kai- music. He played with many forms, including a
ser, told them what the last couple of days had lovely fugue and a strange new concerto that I
been like and then make my way down there. had to say went all over the place. It was weird.
But I didn’t. Because I’m stupid. The other music was good too, but I only heard
the one piece in the one minute drive across the “That’ll be 21.12.” She said.
road to the Safeway. I found myself a parking I stared at her.
space and sat there for a minute to give myself And then I stared some more.
a bit of extra strength for the trip. The song I had completely forgotten how the whole
Needle in the Hay came on. It’s the most wrist- paying for things thing worked. I finally got an
slittingly awesome song ever. It’s an Elliot Smith idea that it might have something to do with
song that they used in the movie for the scene that credit card I kept in my wallet. I took it
where Luke Wilson tried to commit suicide. It’s out and I handed it to the girl. Shr also seemed
a long song, sad, just guitar and voice. I have to have some problem with the process, She
to say that it’s one of my faves.Eliot Smith had held on to the card for a while before she ran it
committed suicide himself on my birthday in through. She handed it back.
2002, so it became even sadder. This was the I put the bags in the cart and then pushed
peak of Emo. it back across the street to my house. I did this
I walked in. At that time of night, it on purpose. I figured that I could use the cart
wasn’t hard to get a close parking space. I to hold myself up because there was little way I
walked in and found the buzzing of the over- was going to be able to lift the ice bag and carry
head lights was making me queezy. Steady, it into the house. I had to stop twice along the
boy-o. I had to get things. I picked a cart so that way. Once I was home, I pushed the cart into
I could use it to hold myself up while I shopped. my apartment, and started uploading, every-
I made my way to the fresh fruit aisle where I thing one at a time, filling the cooler with stuff
bought bananas and pineapple. Potasium and C and then putting the ice on top. It was perfect I
with fibre. Then it was off to the Odwallah case. had purchased exactly the right amount of stuff
C Monster and Mo-Beta to give me obxcene to fill that cooler exactly. It was as if I was so
amounts of C and other various nutrients. I then deeply in touch with the cooler that I could do
made my way over to the case for regular Or- nothing but buy the exact right amount. I then
ange Juice. I picked a gallon of Pulpy Florida’s noticed that I had left about 25 empty water
Choice. I love pulp. I then headed to the aisle bottles around. Once I beat the bug, I would do
of easy-to-make meals. I picked up a whole some serious cleaning.
chicken, a thing of chicken strips and a tray of
pot stickers. I was ready for at least two days.
I headed to pay for things, remembering that I
The land beneath the apartment where I lived was
needed a thing of Ice. I’d have to say it to the
checker.
once Agnew Developmental Center, which I had
I pushed the cart to the check-out lane. worked hard to keep from getting torn down!
The girl standing behind, probably 20 or so, was I pushed the empty cart back, dropping it
actually out on her feet. She was staring ahead, in-between the metal rail thing before I finally
but not seeing anything. I stood there, far too got into my car, turned it on and listened to Nico
beat to draw her attention, and waited. And singing some song that I didn’t recognise. She’s
waited. And waited. always a good thing. The song was sonorous and
“Sorry, I didn’t see you.” She said. sad, but there’s always something about her
“And I need a thing of ice.” I said. voice that makes me see joy in the lyrics. I can
“OK.” she said, starting to slide the items never explain it.
across the scanner. “You need some help with I drove back home. Yes, I walked back
that?” and forth and drove a round trip. I may be the
“Yeah. I’m not myself of late.” I said. reason that the planet is in peril.
“Can I get a ten ound bag of ice to reg- I slammed one of the Odwallahs. C Mon-
ister 8?” She said into the microphone. A few ster. This was step one in Beater. I’d used this
seconds later, and I mean a few seconds, a in college to get myself healthy in time for big
young guy came up with a bag. I have no idea events. I then drank a bottle of water and then
how they made it happen so quickly.
put myself on the couch again. I was ready to capture some of the that is great.
begin my work. I pressed play on the DVD again. The next was a famous United States
The thing had cycled through all the rest of the Information Agency film about the Berlin Wall
DVD, so I had to fast forward to where I had left called...wait for it...The Wall. There was no
off. A pair of rare aviation films from the Smith- Pink Floyd soundtrack. That made me happy.
sonian’s Air & Space Museum. One was of the What it was was a powerful doc about the peo-
Hindenburg on it’s flight across to the US from ple who escpaed East Germany and then that
Germany. It was strange to see the Swastika on were killed trying to cross. It was about life and
the Zeppelin, since they never focused on that it was about the ways in which politics often
in the US Newsreels once it was over here. It forgets that families are stronger than any force
was a long segment, about 6 minutes, but it felt imposed upon them. It’s a masterpiece and I
much longer. The people on the thing were very think it’s going to end up on the Registry soon. It
much the cruise set and they were well-treated. is a wonderful document on not only The Wall,
I started drinking the orange juice. I got but on how the US was creating films that would
up and grabbed a plastic cup, filled it once and change the world’s perspective on things.
took that one down. After that, it was fill and The final film on the` disk was a piece
re-fill every fifteen minutes. It also meant more from a name that will be familiar to many Sci-
time running back and forth to the bathroom. ence Fiction fans, or at least those who can
This was acceptable. remember stuff that was done in the 1950s or
The next film so. Ed Emshwiller was
on the disk should the greatest of the
be on the Regis- 1950s science fiction
try, but it is not. cover artists. Yes, I
We Work Again is a know about a couple
1937 Works Prog- of other names that’ll
ress Administration pop up in that period,
film that covers the but Emsh was by far
WPA’s work add- the most awesome.
ing jobs to the African-American community in He had done some time as an Abstract Expres-
and around New York City. They show all sorts sionist painter and was also a filmmaker. Here,
of footage, but the highlight is coverage of the he takes long tracking shots of the land squat-
Voodoo MacBeth directed by Orson Welles as a ted on by a guy named George Dumpson in a
part of the WPA’s Federal Theatre Project. It was film called George Dumpson’s Place. It’s Emsh’s
an impressive bit of footage, long-thought lost, second most significat film (after Sunstone done
but then it was found by someone at the Nation- with Alvy Ray Smith). It’s a masterpiece of
al Archives. That’s good stuff. simplicity and it shows Emsh’s understanding of
The Beater was making me feel better. contrasting imagery. He was a great artist and a
I was legitimately feeling far better, possibly great filmmaker. I understand that he enjoyed
because after having woke up with a 104.1 temp shooting fellow artist’s spaces and that he con-
anything feels better. sidered George Dumpson something of an artist
I got back into the DVD, watching a sec- in the mold of Joseph Cornell, putting together
tion of La Valse with George Balanchine’s chore- an asemblage of items on his parcel of land and
ography. It’s amazing to me that so much dance letting nature do much of the creating around
footage survives. There’s an entire section of it. It’s an interesting theory, and sadly George
the New York Public Library’s research section Dumpson died before Emsh could finish the film.
that holds more than 30,000 pieces of film and More orange juice. I was going to beat
video of dance from the last 100 years. I had this thing and the Beater was going to work.
no idea, but it makes sense. Dance really is the I might destroy my stomach with all the acid
most ephemeral of artforms and the desire to I was piling into it, but I would damn well be
over t he fever. I took a half-hour pause from all The story is a guy who has insurance looking for
eating and drinking to see where my fever was a way to get hurt and collect on his insurance.
at. 99.7. Not only is it a good radio station, but It’s funny stuff, and from 1916, it was downright
it’s a much better tempature for a human body. amazing.
I made myself the kind of lunch only I seem to I drifted in and out during the 63 minute
make. I ate a chicken leg, three chicken strips Snow White that inspired Walt Disney as a kid
and a trio of potstickers. All were cold and all who saw it on a Paperboy’s screening. It’s on the
were delicious. I polished it off with a bit of Registry, and I’ve seen it a dozen times. Evelyn
orange juice. I was through half the gallon al- loved it. There was a thing about Hawaii, one
ready. The Beater would have to work. about Life in Maine and then there was the News
I put in the last disk, but I was sleepy. I Parade of 1934, which was a year in review done
knew that I’d likely fall asleep along the way, by Hearst Metrotone News. It was really fun to
but I also figured that I wouldn’t sleep much. I see America during the Depression. It just lets
would do some serious dozing. I hit repeat and me know what we’re in for over the next few
played all the movies. years.
I was awake for the first two, Edison
shorts about circus performers, one a contor-
tionist, the other a master of the slack wire.
I’ve come up with the phrase Grand Depression to
Both were originally Kinetoscope films, designed describe our current economic situation. I think it
to be shown in a single cabinet. I’ve only seen
a couple of films in an original Kinetoscope, but perfectly describes our times.
oddly one of them was the Contortionist short.
I was in and out over the next hour or so.
That was followed by an American Mutoscope
Rose Hobart, a film by American Modern Art-
film called Interior New York Subway. That was
ist (who couldn’t paint!) Joseph Cornell, was
the ultimate Actuality as it was a five minute
weird enough with it’s Samba soundtrack that
film, almost a continuous short, of a train go-
completely mismatches the imagery from East
ing from one station to another. It was filmed
of Borneo. It’s a montage piece that you re-
with three trains, the one that was being filmed
ally have to try and dig into. I was sleeping off
in the front, the follower that had the camera,
and on, so it matched up well with what I was
and one on a parallel track that held the lights.
feeling. That was followed by a comedic docu-
It was less than a year after the opening of the
mentary The Autobiography of a Jeep. It’s funny
New York Subway that this was filmed. If you
stuff as the Jeep tells the story of the capabili-
ever have a fever and are just about over it but
ties it’s been installed with. It’s another film
can’t seem to shake the final stages, this is the
that was made by the US War Information Of-
perfect film. I could tell that as I watched it, I
fice. I missed large chunks of it, making it an-
was rocking back and forth along with the mov-
other sort of collage fiolm. Cornell would have
ie. It reminded me of the IMAX presentations
been proud. The disk ended with a piece from
they’d have to Great America like Speed where
Marian Anderson’s Lincoln Memorial Concert
you’d see the audience swaying with the roller-
footage from Hearst Metrotone News. You’ll see
coaster and race car perspective shots.
a lot of thei newsreel footage because UCLA
I think that rocked me to sleep a bit,
holds all the Hearst Metrotone collection, which
because I saw The Land Beyond the Sunset only
it frequently makes available to documnetary
as a series of images between my fluttering
makers and so on. It also has some wrestling
eyes. It was about an ragamuffin who went on
footage. I’ve searched that a lot.
a trip. I think. It was weird. I did wake up fully
I fell asleep. Hard. I didn’t even make
to see I’m Insured, a film that has a great open-
it to the middle of the first minute of Marian
ing. It’s an artist’s hand in fast motion drawing
Anderson’s concert at the Lincoln Memorial. It
the opening scene of the short. It was great fun.
was a historic moment, but really, her voice was
Then the short starts. That was used by Winsor
like a velvet pillow for me.
McCay and later the Fleishers in their cartoons.
Day 4- 99.3 Degrees
I was exhausted on waking up. The couch
was not as comfortable as I’d have thought, but
it was my home for at least 12 hours. I woke up
at 7:15. I was starving. I’d had the full dream
at least three times throughout the night. I was
exhausted, I’d sweat it all out and the Beater
had worked. I stared at the thermometre and
was happy to see that it was almost normal (I’m
usually about 99.0) and I felt like I’d run a mara-
thon in my sleep. I didn’t move at all after I put
the thermometre down. I stayed wrapped in
I put my head into her lap and she blankets, glad to feel cold that was actually cold
scratched my scalp with her talons. and not me being overly hot. I enjoyed snug-
“What’s the Bison?” I asked. gling up with my eyes open and my head feeling
“It’s...” she said. like it had just been let out of binding. This was
I hand ’t noticed that it was walking nice, but I was bored.
into the room. A Bison, the largest native North Even though I’d been indulging in Film
American Mammal, had walked into the room History, I needed more stimulation. I know this
and was licking the corner of the bed. was the weekend, I’m just not sure if it was
“His name is Cary. He was a movie star Saturday or Sunday. I remember it as a Satur-
once.” She said. day, but everyone else I ask seems to think that
I looked over at it and instantly recog- it was a Sunday. With the baked consistency of
nised it. It had starred in many films of the my brain at that moment, I may well have slept
1930s, and I often confused it for the Water through a full day. Who knows.
Buffalo known as Jimmy. He was standing there, I grabbed my laptop and started up my
looking at the two of us. I stood up. iTunes. Note: I hate iTunes. I really do. I actu-
“It’s a ploeasure to meet you, sir.” I said ally prefer the old RealJukebox over anything
to the Bison offering my hand forward to it. that’s come out in the last decade or so. Why?
“It will say nothing, Christopher.” She It’ll play anything and let you burn anything to
said. “It’s only hear to carry us out.” disk without matters of copyright coming in.
“Carry us out?” I asked. That was the old version, the new versions are
“For Greek.” She said. the worst thing for a guy who uses his music like
I stared at it, noticing the saddle that was I do.
obviously designed to seat two. The Bison was I play a lot of strange music and I play a
intent on licking the corner of the bed. lot of standard pop as well. Sometimes, the two
She stood up and I followed her to the overlap, but not too often. One of the groups I
side of the massive animal and we climbed on, was most hopeful of finding when I went to the
took the reigns which I had not noticed. We UK was Maximo Park. They’re a great group,
started out the window, into the Winchester almost straight ahead rock ‘n roll. It plays loud
House. We climbed narrow stairs, went through and hard and is one of the best bands I’d discov-
twisted passages, under strange over-hangs. It ered in years. I found a CD of MySpace Music in
was disorienting to hurdle through a house on 2004. It was full of British bands that I’d never
the back of a beast. We came to the bedroom heard of, but the song that got me featured the
which I knew well from the tours, the magnifi- lyric “I’ll do graffiti if you sing to me in French.”
cent parquay floor, hand-laid. And we crossed I love that line, and that led to me for searching
it to the door that led to the twelve foot drop, it on YouTube and finding some good stuff, but
and we jumped out it, landing in the garden and nothing in the record stores that I frequent. I
into wakefulness. was almost forced to make my way to Amazon to
buy it when I took a trip to Las Angeles’ Amoeba sic American Cinema, skip Roadhouse. It’s a
Records, who had a huge import section where I Patrick Swayze movie so you’ll know automati-
managed to get a copy of Apply Some Pressure, cally what’s what, but if you’re a fan of Cinema
Maximo Park’s fine album from 2004. de Awesome, you mustn’t miss it. The story is
dumb, the acting is both stiff and simplistic, and
the use of Ben Gazarra is almost criminal, but
there’s so much awesome. Swayze rips a guy’s
throat out, there are multiple bar fights and
there’s Terry Funk, former NWA World Heavy-
weight Champion, being a terribly bad man. It
was incredible.
I watched it while having to get up about
three times an hour to use the restroom. A fever
will make you an incredibly efficient user of wa-
ter, but once that’s gone, well it all comes back.
It’s a great album, especially if you’re a I was unhappy with that one fact.
fan of bands like the MC5, The Stooges or more I finished Roadhouse and put on Donnie
recent stuff from bands like Green Day and The Darkko. I followed that with Teaching Miss Tingle
Offspring. It’s not quite punk, but it’s not quite (which was originally called Killing Miss Tingle,
hard rock either. It’s in the middle and it’s great which was a much better title) and ended up
stuff. I can think of a few American bands that falling asleep again. I woke up feeling entirely
rock like this, but not other band that adds as normal, which is a odd feeling for me. I remem-
much balls-to-the-walls bravura. I love the lyr- ber waking up and swearing at myself for my
ics, though others I’ve read have called them lack of sleep discipline: it was 2 in the morning
both simplistic and over-happy. They remind me and I was antsy to get something done. I wrote
a bit of bands like The Inspiral Carpets and The an issue of the Drink Tank and I remember think-
Happy Mondays from Manchester back in the ing that it was something I should have been
1980s and 90s. doing all along.
The song that’s best in my eyes is the
title track, Apply Some Pressure. It’s rockin’, it’s This issue was written mostly over the Christmas
well-written and it’s got a catchy hook. I can
never argue with a catchy hook. break of 2008, but I completed the layout while
As I was listening, I was reading a book
from Isaac Asimov. Yes, I’ve often put Isaac watching Top Chef in early February 2009.
down over the years, often lumping him in with
a dude by the name of Heinlein who I really
don’t like, but this was different. This was his
mystery novel Murder at the ABA, where a de-
tective based on Harlan Ellison takes on a case
of several murders. I started reading, but it
wasn’t the kind of reading where you remember
anything or take anything out of it. I was liter-
ally just reading and reading to keep my mind
off of the world. I drank the other Odwallah and
a few bottles of water. I wasn’t about to go back
to acting normal so soon. I plowed through and
stopped reading after I came within a few pages
of the finish.
I needed more movies.
I popped in Roadhouse. If you like clas-