Crimson Battleground

Crimson leaving me fading, Cold, lost, degraded. Tiny, broken little streams cresting The peaks of a reality mutating All this created By untruths manifesting Playing me lies blinding By love that proved So completely untrue An addiction I couldnt subdue. I still cant see the true hues Which make up all of that is you And to think you never knew Or even bothered looking into The many tiny shattered parts That make up whats left of my vulnerable heart. So trifled and unbound And left beaten on your crimson battleground. Youve taken me by lies A sick concoction of your design. Deceived each and EVERY time And ever since I wish to find the very end Of this sadistic labyrinth. Ive been lost it seems, like forever Misled by who I thought was my forever. He dragged me through the crimson Leaving me in remission Something that I cannot deny That so neglected am I Destroyed by life. My delusions To find truth are refuting. Youve tricked me into believing All of your deceiving. You bring nothing but confusion In a world of illusion, never knowing what truth is, endless circles of madness. A burning sensation Because you bring this devastation. Candor set aside So lost am I.. There is no light That could ever reach The dark depths inside Where you recede doing damage from within all that Ive ever been. Youre the crimson And slowly Im fading Lost to the sea, Screaming

To be set free My body, my soul, my entire being Quietly, patiently pleading And yet again I see you leaving And Ive now become the ocean, beseeching Quietly fleeting, All confidence diminishing Tried true By the all deceptive you. Depleted am I And left to die Still torn to shreds inside. Yet my face can never hide Such darkness youve left behind From your unrelenting, Soul raping, Heart breaking, Cold and crimson, dark, angry tides Fading the depths of my being time after time. This is the existence of mine Left never knowing why How youre this cold, empty shell Thats cruel enough to drive Even MORE daggers so deeply inside. AS I LAY THERE BLEEDING. Youre nothing but lies, Slowly taking away my life But somehow you claim your evil is justified? Youve left me a mess Suffering on your morbid battleground Dark crimson driven through my breast A tragedy most profound And now No more love in me is left That remains within my chest Only faint hues of your utter sickness All because your truth cannot be found Nor do you even play on fair ground, You play the darkest, most treacherous game On your terms, and your crimson battleground.