No one can save you because you dont want to be saved.

I mean how can you care so little about yourself? Whats wrong with you? Nothing wrong with him except hes comatose we dont know whats wrong with him, so we dont know how to treat him. Dean bsing shit with the grad student Deans history of weed??? like a bad acid trip Syndrome unable to dream shitty tea that caused nightmares SILENE CAPENSIS - Dreamwalking entering other peoples dreams, poking around in their heads take enough, control other peoples dreams Dean volunteers them to walk around in Bobbys dreams Sam has the sex dream about Bela!! Parallels between that scene and the scene after Bobby saved Bela once in Flagstaff Dark side of the moon jokes Bobbys hair in the tea Maybe we got some bad shwag WEIRD DREAM SHIT o Raining upside down o Transportation to Bobbys house o Something watching them outside the window Sam and Dean separate o S: Weird hyper saturation, sunshine o S: Door locked behind Sam o D: voices following him o D: flicking lights, Bobbys wife stabbed going after them o D: convincing Bobby it was a dream Bobbys guilt o S: gets hit by stoner o D: this is your dream, you can wake up Youre not gonna die, Im not gonna let you die, youre like a father to me Bobby believes him, takes control Bobby wakes up, Bobbys wife thing true Jeremy Fross abused by his father NO SLEEPING two days later Dean doesnt want Sam digging around in his head DEANS DREAM o Lisa Dream a Little Dream of Me song Apple Pie Life Ive never had this dream before he totally has Lisa, Dean, I love you. o Jeremys in the woods o Dean and Sam separated o Dean in a motel with forest wallpaper o Dean meets Dean DREAM DEAN: Hey, Dean. DEAN: Well, aren't you a handsome son of a gun. [He smiles.]

DREAM DEAN: We need to talk. [DEAN nods and begins to walk in a circle, as does DREAM DEAN. They're walking in the same direction just across from each other.] DEAN: I get it. I get it. I'm my own worst nightmare, is that it? Huh? Kind of like the Superman III junkyard scene? A little mano y mano with myself? DREAM DEAN: Joke all you want, smart-ass. But you can't lie to me. I know the truth. [They stop walking, now having changed places. DEAN standing by the desk, DREAM DEAN by the door.] I know how dead you are inside. How worthless you feel. I know how you look into a mirror... and hate what you see. DEAN: Sorry, pal. it's not gonna work. (smiling) You're not real. DREAM DEAN: Sure I am. I'm you. DEAN: I don't think so. 'Cause see, this is my siesta. Not yours. (raises left hand) All I gotta do is snap my fingers and you go bye-bye. [He snaps his fingers once, and nothing happens. DEAN snaps again, noticing nothing's happening. DREAM DEAN just watches him. He snaps them three more times and then lets his hand fall to his side. The smile gone, but his eyebrows are raised at this. DREAM DEAN gives him a nod and looks at him, clearly saying "see".] DREAM DEAN: I'm not going anywhere. Neither are you. [The door slams shut behind him, and locks. All the smiles are gone from DEAN's features, taking in the seriousness.] Like I said... [He raises his right hand, in which he now has a pistol-grip sawed-off.] ..we need to talk. DREAM DEAN: Talk about low self-esteem. (he chuckles) Then again, I guess it's not much of a life worth saving, now is it? DEAN: (to himself) Wake up, Dean. Come on, wake up. DREAM DEAN: I mean, after all, you've got nothing outside of Sam. [They stop circling each other. They're now back in their original positions. DEAN by the door, DREAM DEAN by the desk.] You are nothing. You're as mindless and obedient as an attack dog. DEAN: (smiling a little) That-That's not true. DREAM DEAN: No? What are the things that you want? What are the things that you dream? I mean, your car? That's Dad's. Your favorite leather jacket? Dad's. Your music? Dad's. Do you even have an original thought? [DEAN scoffs, not wanting to admit to anything.] No. No, all there is is, "Watch out for Sammy. Look out for your little brother, boy!" You can still hear your Dad's voice in your head, can't you? [He motions with the weapon to his head.] Clear as a bell. DEAN: (smiling) Just shut up. [He takes down the weapon.] DREAM DEAN: I mean, think about it.. [He begins to walk towards DEAN, whose smile is fading now.] ..all he ever do is train you, boss you around. [They're now standing face to face.] But Sam.... Sam he doted on. Sam, he loved. DEAN: I mean it. I'm getting angry. DREAM DEAN: Dad knew who you really were. A good soldier and nothing else.

Daddy's blunt little instrument. (angry) Your own father didn't care whether you lived or died. Why should you? DEAN: (angry) Son of a bitch! [He pushes DREAM DEAN hard, and he hits the wall above the desk, landing on it.] (screaming angrily) My father was an obsessed bastard! [DREAM DEAN tries to get up and DEAN kicks him down on the desk again. He holds the weapon as a bat and hits DREAM DEAN once and then pins him to the wall with it.] All that crap he dumped on me, about protecting Sam. That was his crap. He's the one who couldn't protect his family. He- [DEAN steps back and swings the weapon again, hitting DREAM DEAN twice.] He's the one who let Mom die. [He pins DREAM DEAN again.] Who wasn't there for Sam. I always was! He wasn't fair! I didn't deserve what he put on me. [He backs away from DREAM DEAN.] And I don't deserve to go to hell! [He shoots DREAM DEAN twice in the chest. As he lowers the weapon and looking at DREAM DEAN, we see the latter is dead. There's bloodspatter on DREAM DEAN's face and his eyes are closed.] [DEAN approaches DREAM DEAN on the desk, looking at him. Suddenly DREAM DEAN's eyes flickers open and they're completely black, as when a demon possesses a human. DEAN widens his eyes at that. DEMON DEAN sits up, looking into DEAN's eyes.] DEMON DEAN: (hard and angrily): You can't escape me, Dean. You're gonna die. And this, this is what you're gonna become. o Sam and Jeremy in the Impala JEREMY: I can dream again. You know what that's like, not being able to dream? You never rest, not really. It's like being awake for 15 years. SAM: And let me guess. That makes you go crazy? JEREMY: I just wanna be left alone. I just wanna dream. Sam gets the shit kicked out of him Sam sicks Jeremys Dad on him o Sam and Dean wake up Flagstaff good deal on the Amulet Bela steals the colt Sam didnt see anything in Deans head, Sam lies Dean has big chick flick moment Dean doesnt want to die, Dean doesnt want to go to hell Demon repeat

John as Deans Ideal-I great hunter, Sams protector. Idolizes him Dream Dean the Self how Dean truly feels about himself and his father Real Dean doesnt count as the Self because Dean is a master of repression Dean the new Ideal-I