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eMkr{khk {trh, ws-fA.
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yue eLkhLkkhku kkMku Lk{ kkoLkk.
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yku Au . W Mkt kLkk yLku f khks ykr
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nrhkkuLku Mk, MkMktk, k yLku MkwLkerkLkku kku
Mkhkkkqof MkhMk heku ykkuku Au. k]eLkk kx kh wyu
yLkuf ekyku fhe Au yLku nrhkkuLku oLk ykke f]kkko
fko Au. yr kktzLkk yrkrk eMkr{Lkkhk
kkLku k Mkkku Mk{kk kuk Mkk[k MktrLkc nrhkLku
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kqko Au yLku kkuLkku {rn{k kkku Au.
yksu nrhkkuLkk fkkkuo ekfkkyku hsq
fhkkt nkoLke kke yLkwk Au. kkuke rxtkk xu
Au, xufke xfe hnuk Au yLku ykMkkke yhkukuLkku ytk
yku Au. Mkkkh{kt quk yLku kxe{kt xfkk
kufku yk kfkkyku{ktke kku R, kku khk yk{ Wkh
Mkkku eS{nkhksLke Mkkkk kk{e fu.
yk heku ykk yk ktkLkwt yk{ sLkkk kt[u, r[khu
yLku kwhkku{kt kyu kfkkyku kuLke fkhe {uu yue
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nku kku rLkh-keh Lku kB kku.
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yufke Wkrk yLku {nkB

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eS {nkhks fnu Au su, y{khk ykrkku kke
Mktkku k]nMk kku kRku knuLkkuyu Mkuo ku{u yufkeLkwt
k y~ fhwt. ku rMku u RrLkuLkk yLku yrkkh{wt
{Lk yu{ yrkkhu RrLkuLkk yknkh kLku rMku fhk
Lkrn fkh fu, Mkuo kkkku ykLku ykMkheLku hnu Au. yufkeLku
rMku u fkuR ykLkku yknkh fhu ? kku ku ykLku ykMkheLku
hnukt Mkuo kkk yk kLkkh{kt u fhu Au.

yufkekLke WkrkLke fkk

kquo Mkwk{kt Lkkzest Lkk{Lkk yMkwhLkku rfhku
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nkku, yu {whkLku yrk wfh fXeLk kk fheLku kk kkMkuke
fkuRk u, i, {Lkw kw, kke kuhu fkuR k kwkke
{kt {h Lk kk ykwt hkLk {kwt. kkSyu kkkMkw
fneLku hkLk ykwt. kAe yu yMkwh yrk Wk kR
RLkrf Mkuo rkkkuLku SrkLku MkuoLku nktfe fkZeLku Mkuo Mku
kkukkLke keLkk ikuLku kkuXe ek, ukkyku rLkko yLku
rLkMkus kR kkSLku hu kk. kkukkLkwt kwt w:
kkSLku fne Mktkwt. kAe kkS kkuku yu f rLkkh
fhk {kxu Mk{ko Lk nkukke rS kkMku kk yLku Mkuo

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fkuo su yk{kt fk{ kkLkLkwt Au, ke fkuRLkwt fk{ Lkke.
yu{ r[khe kk kehMkkkhLku rfLkkhu kt ukrk k{ Au
kt Mkuo kk. kt Mkuo yuf kku Qk hne nkk [k fheLku
kk fhkk kfk kkLkLke ykhkLkk fhk {ktzk. kkke
kkLk Mkk kk. kkukkLkkt r oLk ykkt. wyu
h {kkk fkwt khu Mkuo ukuyu {whkLk kfe ykuwt
w: fhe Mktkwt. khu ukuLku w:e uR kw wyu
ku iLku {khkLkwt hkLk ykke kkuku ukuLku Mkkku R [tkke
Lkkhe{kt sRLku kkt[sL Lkk{Lkku t uhke kkzeLku iLku
[uke ykke, tLkk Mkkte kk iku kkBk.
{whkLk kwh knkh yke ukkyku Mkkku zkR fhk kku,
uku Mkuo kuLkk {khLku MknLk Lkrn fhe fkke Lkke kk.
yuxu ku kkLkLke Mkkku w fhk kku. kkyu ykkuk
hkLkLku fkhu yuf nh ko kOk kuLke Mkkku wyu w
fwO k yu {kuo Lkrn. khu kkLk k kuLku {kun k{kzk
{kxu kkukkLke nkh kue ukzeLku ktke su{ fkuR nkhe
kk{eLku kke ku{ ktke kkLk fheLku k ku
krLkkhkLke Mknke kwVk{kt u fheLku kt MkwR kk.
{whkLk uzkku kuzkku kkLkLke kkAz ykku,
kkLk ku Mk{u kkukkLkkt RrLku yLku yrkkh{wt {Lk
yu{ yrkkhu RrLkuLku kkukkLke ytkMkoL{w fheLku kkuZk
nkk khu kuLkk yrkkhu RrLku{ktke yrk kusLkku Mk{wn
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kuLku uRLku {whkLk {kurnk kRLku kwAk kku su nu ue
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ykk fw{khkt nkukku {Lku hku. khu fLk kkue su nwt kku nsw
fw{khe Awt yLku khk RAw Awt. k {khe yuf rkkk Au,
ku wt ? kku su {Lku w{kt Sku ku {Lku hu. kAe ku fLkLke
Mkkku w fhk kikh kku khu fLkyu knuuus kyu zku
fheLku {whkLkLkwt {Mkf fkke Lkkwt khu Mkuo uku ueLku
kku kk yLku nkk uzeLku Mkwrk fhk kk, khu
kkLk k yrkhkS kk. kAe kkLk k yk
kRLku fLk u kkuk su, kwt fku Au ? khu fLk fnu su nu
w nu kLkT nwt k{khk yrkkhu RrLkuLkk kus{ktke
kx kyue yue ykkLke ke yuf k Awt. kkMLke
Awt. {kt Lkk{ yufke Au. kkLk fnu yk i fkuR heku
{hkku Lk nkku kuLku kU {kkuo suke nwt kkhe Wkh yrk Mkk
kyuku Awt {kxu kkhu su RAk nku ku {khe kkMkuke kwt hkLk
{kk, khu yu fLk fnu su u ykk {khe Wkh Mkk kk
nku kku {Lku yus hkLk ykkku, su sLkku {kt yLkwckLk fhu,
{khu rMku WkkMk fhu ku sLk ykkuf{kt {LkkuktrAk rMkrLku
kk{u yLku unLku ytku Mko kkkkuke {wk kRLku {wkLku kk{u
yLku su WkkMk fhk{kt yMk{ko nku kku ku Vknkh yuf
k fheLku k kLku fhu kku ku k ktrAk MkwLku kk{u yu
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su yks rMkke ykhteLku u fkuR k {Lkw {khk
kqsLkkuMku Mkrnk k{kt k fhu ku Mkuo kkukkLkk RrAk
VLku y~ kk{u. yk kuf{kt k Mkuo RAk {LkkuhkLku
kk{u yLku ytku {kuku y~ kk{u. e nwt k{khku
fukrf [kurMkYku krk kRLku k{kuLku yrk ykLkt ykke.
yke heku kkLk kfe hkLkLku kk{eLku yufke Mkk
kRLku ytkkoLk kR kR. kh kAe kkLku kk uku kkMku
yu k fhkwt. krfk{kMke kk {wrLkykuyu k yu k
fwO. ku rMkke ykhteLku yk kuf{kt yk kLke ]rk kR
Au.
eS {nkhks fnu Au fu {o k{kt k yu{ fkwt
Au yufkeLkwt k y~ fhwt. ku rMk fk{, ku,
kukrf Mktkte wtzk kx {Lk{kt kk uk Lkrn yLku unu
fheLku k fkuR wtzwt yk[h fhwt Lkrn, yu{ k{kt fkwt
Au yLku yu k {ku s y{u k fneyu Aeyu su
yufkeLku rMku Zkuh kt fhe Lkrn yLku yufk
RrLkuLkk yknkhLkku kk fhu khu yu yufke Mkk[e yLku
ku rLkk kku Zkuhkt fnuk. {kxu ku Mkuo yknkhLkku kk
fhu kuLkwt Lkk{ yufke k fwO fnuk k yrkkhu RLku
fw{kkuo kuzu yLku kkuk kkukkLkk ykLku k ? ku yufkeLkwt
k k {ku Lk fnuk, {kxu yufkeLkwt k fhwt khu
kku yrkkhu RrLkuLku yknkh fhk uk Lkrn. yuwt k
kth rMk{kt yufkh yku Au ku kzkh kRLku fhwt kku
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kuLke Wkh kkLk Mkk kk Au k su Zkuh kt fhu
kuu fheLku kkLk Mkk kkk Lkke yLku ukrk{kt su
rLkhk{wk fnuk Au ku kku Mkk yk k hku Au {kxu yu
rLkhk fnuk Au {kxu ykku k RAk kku yues hke
su, suk ukrk{kt rLkhk{wkku Au ? kuwt s kkwt Au k yu
kk{kt rn{k nkhe Lkrn. yue heku su rn{k hkeLku suwt
{kuhu fkwt kuwt yufkeLkwt k fhu yLku kkLkLke fkk
fekoLkkrfu fheLku Mkktu yLku hkrkyu kh fhu kku ku k
Mkk[wt Au yLku k{kt kuLkwt s Lkk{ yufke fne Au. e
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yu k kuLkk kuLkk fukrf krkyku Mkkku yLku yufkeLkk
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Lk]Mkn [kwoe, skkkokek, Strkfk kuhu kku yLku
kuLke Mktrk fkkyku fnue Au ku {nkLk kLk khks Lkk{u
Au ku{kt rMkkhke Au kus fkkyku Mktkuk{kt ue Au suke
MkuoLku kt[k, Mkktk{kt Mkwk{ ku {kxu yk kwMkf kt[e,
MkkteLku yu kku rr {ku fhk {kxu MkkkLk kRyu
yue eLkhLkkhk uLkk [h{kt kkoLkkLke Mkkku rh{w
Awt yus.
e. kwhke Mk{e fuMkkkMkSLkk
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ykkZ r fkr{fk yufkee k fkk
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khe k fkk
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wkoke rwt qs fhwt
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>> eMkr{khkku rsuhk{T >

sL{k{e ykr kfkkyku

sL{kx{e k fkk (1)
s{kx{e yohkrk kre ue - rwt {kuoh
{ku hkurne rn k ykX{e {hkrkku ku
nku yu [tku kku nku u ru k fhwt.
Lu ru {hkrkyu ykX{ nku ku e ru
k fhwt fu{ fu e ru k:fku tf u yx{e
nku Au. k io whk{kt k{k uke ykX{ku k{kt
k fhkwt fnu Au. u nuu ru {hku {kk ykX{ s
nku yu esu ru hkurnek kuke ykX{ nku htw u
{hk we nkU[e nku ku nuu ru s k fhwt.
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ykX{ qo nku yu yuf ru {hku ykX{ kkuze s nku
u{s hkrk fu ru hkurneku ku nku su ru {hku
qo yx{e nku u re ykX{ k{kt ue htw u kkuze
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kkuze hkurnek kuke {hk e yx{e k{kt

ue htw khwt ku ykX{ yu hkurne kk Wko Ae s
fhwt yx{e yu hkurne{kt khwt fhwt rn.
wkhke w ykX{ ofk{kykuu qo fhu Au. quo
w{kt {kR k{ku hk nku. u yuf kukk
yw[hku kku rn{ke uxe{kt Vhk uku nku. kt yuf
koe {kkwt nwt. ue hkk Mt {nuh kuu s fhk
nk u {kt fkuR whwk u fhu ku fk e e sku
uwt fkh yu nwt fu, koeyu yuf tfhu fkwt fu, nu u
yk {khu rzk fhkk Mkk Y Au ku nwt rkk Awt. {kxu
yk {kt fkuR whwk yku yuwt hk ykku khu ru
fkwt fu, kkMwt nwt yuwt hk ykwt Awt. Akt u fkuR
whwk yku ku u {khe su{ s e kR su. {kR hk
kuzk Wh ueu {]k {kxu Vhku Vhku kukk yw[hkuke
yufku rwxku ze ku yu yufku s u W{k{kt ykt
u~ku yu us k{kt yrYk e e ku yu nwt
fku Awt fktke yke Awt. uwt k hkwt rn us {u
[tku rfhku w ykfk{kt Vhku nku uu yk Yk eu
uRu {kurn kku yu uu Ru kuku uh hke u ru
ykX{ ne yu u wke yuf wk kku u wYhk k{u
r [te hk kku u o hkyku{kt ykr hk fnuk
Au u fkhke s wkhke w yx{e Wk{ Vu ykkhe
fnuk Au yu u yt fkhk ku k fhkhe ykX{
fnuk Au. >>1>>

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yuf rr{ k{u hk nku uu kwykuyu w{kt {khe

kku yu uwt hk R ewt uke ro kue ue hke
W{k kukk yuf wk yu wke yu{ u kfkuu Ru
xfe xfe yte he{kt R. kt kfku kk kukk
hkuk {kxu yuf kku kt hneu h kwt, ktzwt,
wt uhu hwt fk{ fhe ne. yuf ru qke rzkk
yu Y fhkt kfkuu uRu uu kku qAk rk
k k kk ykk Ae { skt u e {h k{e
yu wku Vhekh kukk rkwt hk kAw {ueu hk
fhk kku yu fLku {ohke kku hke. u {o
hku yr r ne uwt k{ ~k{k nwt. yuf r L
kuk {ohkyu fkwt fu nu r, yk hku nkh wt s
[ksu. ufkuu su fktR yL, , ku uhu khu s
ku {ku ykkt. yuxwt fhsu fu yk k ykuhzeykukt
kkt kMkt Au, u fkuR r Wkze rn. khu ~k{kyu
fkwt fu nw khwt Ae hwt fk{ fhkt yuf r r[kh ykku
fu {khk r nkh k Au {kxu yk k ykuhze Wkzke k
frn Au ku yuwt wt nu ? u ku he yu{ r[kheu nue
ykuhze Wkzeu uwt ku u{kt kuke {kku {qku Wfk
u{kt keu Wfkk nk yu {kh {khk nk, uke u yr
hw fheu yr w:e kR R yu Ae eS{kt ke{kt
rke uR, keS{kt {kuxk unkk nkkeykuk u f[zke
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]e Wh xfke {ku {kh ke uRu, Ae{kt uhzek

[[kuzk{kt eke uR, k{e{kt tfh fezkykuke ezke
kuke {kku uRu {w fh{kR wt yu [w[k ue hne.
yk{ Wk [nuhu uXue ~k{ku nkhke y[kf ykuk
{o hkyu uRu qAwt fu, yksu yk{ Wke fu{ sk Au
? U yk ykuhzeykuu kue ku ke u ? khu ueyu nk fne
qe {kVe {kteu fnuk ke fu, {khe {kk ykwt kY
w: kuu Au. {ku uk s{kR Aku {kxu k fheu w:ke
Wkh fhku yu yuu yuwt wt k fOw Au ? fu, ykwt w: u
kuu Au khu {o hkyu nkt nkt fkwt fu, khe {kkyu
ykk sL{{kt kukk tkku{kt Munu kRu kkk
k k f [kuhuk nk u ku fheu yk w: kuu Au.
nu uk Wkh {kxu U ykske nukt k{u sL{u wkx{ewt
k rrh fhuwt nwt u wwt V {khe ukt yk ku
Wkh kk khu kkh tf fheu u w ykwt yuxu
W{k h s r un k{e r{k{kt ueu Mo{kt sRu
Mokt r w kuk ke. wkx{ewt ykwt {kuxwt wL
Au u k kk ttke fhkuwt nku ku uku yktr
{kuk kk Au yu{kt t ke. >>2>>

{kh {ke wk {kukk

yufke ke fkk - 3
e Mkr{khk k fnu Au fu {kh w
yufkek yrxkk u fu k Au u ru yu
kwt qs e k{e e kku {ke wkuke fhwt.

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yo{kt khtewt V ykwt. iu{kt [wh{kk kzw ykk

yu k{kt s, , zkth, fkt, {, k{ku uhu ykk.
yke heu yu k fhkke hf kfe rkwykuku Wkh kk Au.
u ru yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt ktku su,
quo yuf hku ik k{ku hk nku. u kuu
{owt k fhku nku yu o yr {oke ne.
uu yuf {u hkrk{kt M ykwt. Mk{kt kukk rku
{whe{kt hfk fwtz{kt w:e kk yu nu wk wt {u yk
hfke nkh fkZ, yk{ q{kukzk uk Ae ku khu
{kt w:e kR [k fhk kku fu, yhu yk {khk rk
fk kke fo{kt zk Au yu uku Wkh fR heku kk !
yk{ r[kh fhkkt fuxkf kkkuLku yu kk fhe yLku fkwt fu nwt
rkkkLkku Wkh fY ku s wk fnuk fu{fu (wtkher wk)
wt- yuxu hf kfe khu u wk fnuk {kxu {u uku Wk
kku khu kkkuyu fkwt fu yn {kt yuf o k{u
}rk hnu Au u yr {ko Au {kxu yuu {ku qAku ku u Wk
ku. Ae u hk kuzk Wh ueu fuxk y{kkue kku
{kt ku kt o {wrk rk rk yk{{kt e
ktf {wryku nk ue {kku uXuk o {wru uRu
tz k{ fhe u ke qAwt fu {khk rk hf{kt zk
Au uku Wkh fu{ kk uku Wk kku khu {wryu yth{kt
r[kh fheu kwt k heu fkwt fu ykk {kh
{kk w yufke ({kukk) yuk k{ke fnuk Au uwt
k kk qs M{h yu Wk he kku fhku

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yu uwt wL {khk rku ykku ku hf kfe Wkh ku

yu {kuku k{u yu u {khk rke u hkeyku ne. yuf
hke Wh khu Mun hkk nk yu yufu ku kukk
rn u ku fheu hf{kt zk Au. Ae u hkyu kuku
uh ykeu e wk rn u yufkewt k kk
M{h qs h Wk rn fOw yu uwt wL rku
yo fOw yuxu uu kuu fheu rk hfk fwtz{ktke efe
r hehu k{eu r{k{kt ueu nu wk nu wk wt ku nw
ke Au. {khku U Wkh fkuo nu nwt w:ke {w kR
kk k{{kt Awt. yu{ fneu wku o Ru
ykfk{kt y~ kR ku. ykku k u yufkeku Au yu
u yufkee fkk ktu ku Moe k kk Au yu
kk qs M{h kku u k fhu Au ku uku y~
{kuk kk Au. >> 3 >>
{kh e Vk yufkee k
fkk - 4
{kh {ke f] ke yufke Vk yuu k{u
fnuk Au. u yufkek yrxkk u tfko k Au,
ku u ru wtk ee kku yrkykkt wkuke kwt
qs fhwt. iu{kt kuzk kzw yu yo{kt {V ykwt
yu wowt k fhkke {u uku ke whk[khe rk
kR ? unu ytu {kuk ru y~ k{u Au. u ru yn yuf
rk fkk fnwt Awt u ktku e{rk fnu Au nu hksT
[tke heku {krnM{ k{ku hk nku. uu

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[kh wkku nk u hk yr {okku nku yu k wkku

nt{ukt rku ywhkhk nk [kh{kt {kuxku wk wtf
whk[khe, r[khe {ktknkhe yu fwf{eo nku. kw, kk
yu rw ku kune nku uke rkyu yu hsku
tteskuyu uku k fkuo yu hkyu uu hk{ktke fkZe
{qfku uke nu {khwt fkuR nkf ke yu{ e yufku s
{kt ku. ru {kt hnuk Skue nk fheu un rkon
fhku yu hkku us nuh{kt ykeu qtxVkx fhku {kkuu
{khe kku yu tskz fhe sku. fkhuf fkuR fze uk
Ak hks wk eu Akuze uk {kt kt yu hnuku kt yuf
whk eku nku uke u Mk rk nwt. u{kt hnuk wtfu
{kh {kk f] ke {u ru heh{kt yr
xkZ Wze. ue ku ykuZk nuhk fktR nwt rn. u ru
kuh{kt S nk fheu fktRf kw xkZe ezkke y
kuku nkukke ktsu kk ek rk yu{u yu{ ek e[u
ze hkku. hku rk ku yke s rn. esu ru kuhu qok
kke fktRf xkZ ykuAe kR yuxu e{u e{u yknkh {kxu
st{kt Vhk {ktzku fkuR Se nk fhke
rn nkukke e[u he zukt kkuzktf Vku Ru ek ku
ykku. htw Vhekh ktsu xkZ ze nkukke hrn kR
uku yuxu kke n{ [ke rn. Vkuu ekk kz
ku {wfeu nu w yk Vku {ku ykhkuku yu {khe Wh f]k
fhku yu{ fneu yu{u yu{ ze hkku rk ku yke s
rn. yu{ w:{ktu w:{kt hk re R yu kh kR.

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khu {knT { kk ykku khu fktR xkZ ykuAe kR

yue heu ukke yk yufkewt k kR wt. eku
ke rqr MY fnu Au uke ku yufkewt
k {kLwt. hkku rk yke uu h {kLwt yu Vkuu
iu {keu uk Wh L kk u eke {eu hnuk
Vkuu khu ru {kn {u yknkh fkuo kt ku kt
s yuf kk fkhk ytfkhkuke ytf] yuf r y ykku
yu wtfu fkwt fu khk h yufkek ke yu h yu
ku iu hkke w L kk Au {kxu {khk Wh
u yu hk{kt [k yu khk rk u hkkrkuf fhu
u {kxu {oke hkwt k fh. ykwt ywt [ kteu
rM{ k{eu y Wh uXku kt ku uwt heh, Mk,
kR wt yu hk{kt sRu kukk rk ku Qku hneu
u kku yu kuu fhuk fwf{kuoe {kVe {kte yuxu rkyu
L kRu uu hk kUwt yu {oke nt{ukt wt k
fhk kku yu yu{ wt fu yk ku yufkek kku s
k Au yu{ eu nt{ukt kuke ee kku yufkewt
k kwt qs k w uhu u{ kke fhku nku.
{okku wk kku. kL uhu tte w kue ]
yMkk{kt hk wku ykeu ee kku {kt sR
fhe ytu kk ifwtX k{u kBku. >>4>>
kuk {kk w ke yufkee
kfkk - 5
kuk {ke w yufke wkk yuu k{u Au, ku

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uk yrxkk u khk ke k k{e ee

kku wzk Vwku ykrf W[khkuke qs fhwt. iu{kt
[wh{kk kzw hkk, yo{kt kz{wt V yu k{kt ]ke
huwt kk yo fhwt. yk k fhkke wke k kk Au,
u ru yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt. ktku, r{ rk{n fnu
Au fu nu hks quo keheku wfuw k{ku hk nku.
ue hkewt k{ ik nwt. htw uu wk nku. u hk
{okku nku. kkrf k w fkkuo yuu fko wk
kku. uu fheu u yr Wk hnuku nku yu kukk hkk
ikuu qL uku nku. fkhuf yk{ke RAk fhku
u{kt {nkk Au hf{kt zwt zu yu{ eu kukk
{u kAwt ke uku yuf ru r[kh fkuo fu {u yuxk
w nku ke rk wk rn kk {kxu
hkku k fheu {kt , kt fkuRf {nk{k {u ku
uku {k{ fheu ke fhe ku fk[
ke RAkke {khku {kuhk V kk. ykku r[kh
fheu yufku s kuzk Wh ueu [kku kku. [kk [kk
kuh {kt efe ku. {knT { kR ku. q hke
yu kkfke yfkR ku yu r[khk kku fu {U yuwt
fkuR k fOw ke u {u ykxwt wt w: fu{ yke zwt
nu ? yk{ r[khku yk [kku uk{kt kukk s{k
ytku Vhfk kkt. u uRu yk ku fktR w wf kk Au.
yk [kkt f{kuke wkur yuf hkuh uk{kt ykwt.
[khu ksw yt ]kkuke yu yuf {rykuke h{e kwt

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nwt. uu rfkhu fuxkf }rkyku uXk , s fhk nk. uu

uRu r{u ku yu uu tz k{ fko yu nkk uzeu
yk Qku hkku khu {wrykuyu L kRu fkwt fu {ku
fku Aku ? fktke ykku Aku ? khu hkyu kukwt wt ]kkt
fne tkwt Ae hkyu qAwt fu {ku k fku Aku yu
yn k {kxu ykk Aku ? khu }rkykuyu fkwt fu ykske
kt[{u ru {kMkku kht kk Au uke yk hkuh{kt
y{ku Mk fhk ykk Aeyu. e yke fku wkk
yufke Au ku yk hkuh{kt Mk fheu yufkewt k
fhkke fkuRfu wke RAk nku ku u V kk yuxk
{kxu y{ku yn ykk Aeyu khu hkyu fkwt fu, nwt wkrn
nkukke yn ykuku Awt. ku {khk Wh hkS kRu ywkn
fhku ku wk kk khu }rkykuyu fkwt fu, {ku yk hkuh{kt
Mk fheu wkk yufkewt k kk qse kku
fhku ku {khku tf r kku khu hk kt hkku. yufkewt
k kwt qs Mk uhu fheu uh ku, ukke hkeu
khk kkku wk kku u {hkku kku khu uku
hkkrkuf kku. wk wt k fhe ytu {kuku kBku.
yke Wk{ yufke Au {kxu ki fkuR skuu yufkewt k
y~ fhwt s uRyu ku uu fheu ke Lk kk
Au yu unu ytu {kuku k{u Au yu{kt fkuR t ke. >>5>>

kuk {ke f] ke kxrk

yufkee fkk - 6
Mk{e e ntS {nkhks fnu Au fu kuk

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yufke rk k{u fnuk Au, uk yrxkk kwu

k Au u ru yu ke q r e e rke
kku fnkhk wku ykrf k{keke fhe. Lkiu{kt uh
hkku, yo{kt kk yu k{kt ku ykkt, u yufkeu
kxrk k{ke fnue Au ku u ru wt k ruk
fnuwt Au, yu ru k qs k fhkke unu ytu r
w k kk Au yu rku yuf whke rk fkk e f]u
khSu fnue Au.
ef] k khSu fnu Au fu nu kh nwt {kuu
kxrk yufkee fkk fnwt Awt. quo yuf kke ne u kku
Wkku ukq{kt yr reke ne uu fkuRu yL
fu wt k ykuwt rn khu yuf {u uu wu {kxu nwt
kuu yuf rkwfwt Y Ru rkk {kk ku. yu {u
kukwt h ee ne. {U rkk {kxu k[k fhe khu {u
rhMfkh fheu kue fu wt yn k {kxu ykku. esu , u
{khe ku fktR Au rn ku nwt ku rn yu eSkh
k[k fhe, keSkh k[k fhe khu u {khk kk{kt {kxeku
zku kku khu nwt ktke u Ru [kku kku Ae khu
uku unku ytfk ykku uu nwt {khk ifwtX k{{kt uze ku.
{u {kxeku zku yku u wu fheu yuf khku {ku tku
hnuk ykku. u{kt u hne, q h yr ke.
uke h{kt yk{u{ uk ke h{kt fktR yL, ,
s uhu uk{kt ykwt khu uu {u qAwt fu, yk h ku
khw Au u{kt fktR kk kekLkwt Au rn ku yu h{kt hneu

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{khu wt fhwt, khu {U fkwt fu, U kku, Wkku q fhuk Au

fkuRu [xe yL fu fu s ykwt ke uke u fktR
rn {u. {u {kxeku zku ykku uke h {wt Au rn
ku u {. {kxu u kk ek yu nuhk uRwt nku
ku wt kAe yu kxrk yufke fhsu ku yn yL ku
{u fkh fu yn ku su nukt ykwt nku u s {u Au. khu
u fnuk ke fu kxrk fkuu fnuk u nwt ke e {kxu
{u fnku khu {U fkwt fu khu uh uktkLkkyku kwLku uk {kxu
{khe RAkke yku, kLku kwt kqAsu. yuxu ku fnuu. kAe ku
un{kt yke kt kku uktkyku yke uu qAwt fu {ku {u
kxrkwt k fnku khu uu fkwt fu kuk yufkeu ru
rk ske Mk fheu kh Ae u ke Mk fhwt ke qs fhwt. hehu [kuzk, wt iu hwt.
kk swt k fhwt - yu wt k fhwt - yu yL
yu wt k fhwt. yk{ fne uktkyku y~ kR
R. kh Ae uu u {ku kxrk yufkewt k fOw Ae
ytu ifwtX k{{kt sRu ykh kL ku uhuke qo
hu k{e ykwt Wk{ kxrkwt k Au ku u k y~ fhwt
s uRyu yu u u k ke Lkkuo fhuwt nku ku u
ytu kk k{u k{u Au. >6>

{kwe sk yufkee fkk-7

e nrh nt Mk{e fnu Au, {k wk yufke
sk k{u fnuk Au. uk yrxkk u {k k Au
uwt qs rk k{e ee kku kuhek fw ykrf

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W[khkuke fhwt. i{kt {ktzkt ykkt, yo{kt ruhkwt V

ykwt yu ke huwt {kxewt kk k{kt ykwt. yke
heu yk k he kku fhuwt nku ? ku q rk[e
kur kfe {w kRu Mokuf{kt rk kk Au. u ru yuf
rk fkk Au, e{ rk{n fnu Au nu wrXh, Mokufwt
hk fhku RL yuf {u wth yt k wkuke
wkur t {kt yt uku yhkykue kku Vhk
efku kt wth {kt uu ]ku ykkuo yu kuu wth
nk Wh rhks{k kku yu yk uku uktkyku
tkuo ke kku ] fheu RLu hkS fhkt nkt. u{kt
yuf we teo yu {kk k{ku toyu Lu
yufewt wth Y uRu hMh {kurn kkt yu u tu
RLe yk ] fhk ykkt. ]e kku k fhkt
fhkt yufe{kt {kurn nkukke hMh yuf k{wt khtkh
ukt nkt uke kwhwt k hkwt rn u uRu RLu {khwt
y{k fhuwt Au {khk k{wt ke ukt yu ku kuk{kt
fk{k Aku {kxu {ku ]e Wh ek[ ku k{ku yu
r-e kRu {nkw: kuku. yke heu k ykku
yuxu u tu skt ]e h zkt yu ek[e kueu kBkt
yu tfh st{kt rk fhkt nkt yu kk fu ek
fktR {u rn. ykuZk nuhk fktR {u uke ykh w:
kukt nkt. yuf {u {k {k{kt yru Xtze ze ne.
tu r[kh fhk kk fu, ykwt u yku fwt k fOw nu ?
fu suke ykxwt wt fx yke zwt Au ? yk{ r[khkt yuf
ezk e[u wkt u hMkt ze hkkt. {e hk ne. yke

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hk rk ku ykes rn yu esu ru heh{kt fktR

rn nkukke yu{u yu{ ze hkkt. u ru yufke ne.
hkku yu{u yu{ ze hkkt. rk ku yke rn. yk{
ykt yufke kR. khu ru yr y kukt
nkukke ku tkhk kkt yuxu h ukuk r{k
ykkt uu ukt s u tuk rk[k un Awxe k yu
r un yt ykqkku kuke wkur kR kt yu
r{k{kt ueu fuxkf yhkykuk kuyu Mwr fhkkt
kfkt Mo{kt kt uu uRu RLu Wk kRu {Mfkh
fko yu qAwt fu ykk {ku rk[e kurke {w kkt yuwt
fwt {kuxwt w fOw khu uu ykt kuwt {k w sk
yufkek kwt wL fkwt yu kku kwt M{hwt wL
fkwt. u kteu RL yr L kku yu fkwt fu Mokt
ykh w kuku fkh fu {kuyu {kuxwt k yu M{h fhuwt
Au {kxu {khk wku ku kh s yku u{ ke. {ku {u u{
s uo ukuu te Aku yu{ fneu {Mfkh fko. swyku fuxku
ku sk yufkek kku k. yu{u ykt yufke
fhe ne ku fuxwt w kBkt ku Ae su eu k
u{ke kk qs Wk he kku k fOw nku
ku fuxwt w kk u ku y~ kk r k{u s
k{u {kxu yu k ku y~ fhwt s uRyu. >> 7 >>
{ke rk yufkee fkk - 8
eS {nkhks fnu Au {k e yufke rk k{u
fnue Au uk yrxkk u w{ k Au. uwt qs

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e k{e ee kku weke fhwt, V{kt w yu

iu{kt wtke yku. k{kt hkt yku. yke heu qse
kku h yu k fhkh whwk tkhYe {wu wuke
he Au yu yk kuf{kt rsu k{u Au. u ru yn yuf
fkk kkS fnu Au fu, nu kh kkk hk{[t w [ki ko
{kt rkk kk kR { yu eke kku t[xe{kt
rk fheu hkk nk u hr{k hku ekwt nh fOw
uke rhnke kfw {kk hk{-{ yk{ u{ {kt
ku fhk fhk yk [kkt hkke ktku fkRu {h
yMkk{kt zuk sxkwu uR ukke ekwt ]kkt ktwt
Ae uu kuke {k hehu Akuzke u yk [kkt
Vxfek h wkeu {e uk kuke kuke nkk {ke
kh uke kku yk [kkt {kuxku {w ykku uu rfkhu
sR nw{kSu rke hefue {wrfk yke tfk{kt {kufe
ek ykuf {kt Au yuwt e fheu Ae rke hefu
ekS yu ykuku [wzk{e R ykeu nw{kSyu wu
ykku u uR wyu {u qAwt fu nu ekS ykuf
krxfk{kt Au yu{ e ku kwt nu yk {nk tfh {w
e heu Wtewt khu {u fkwt w yk ku ok Aku,
o ku Aku, yk ku ykr u Aku Akt yk qAku Aku ? ku
uo ]kkt fnwt Awt w ynke u kus qh yuf ek {{kt
yuf k {wrku yk{ Au, u {wr yr {ko Au yu
uu kuke ykw{kt yuf kkkuu uk Au {kxu kt sRu
uu qAeyu ku fktRf {koo {u u kte tu kR u

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yk{{kt sR {wru k{ fko, kuLku uRLku {wrLkyu ytkh

r fheLku uwt ku skwt fu, yk ku ykru wh whwkkuk{
w Au ku {w kufwt ywfh fhuwt Au uke yn
ykuk Au yu{ eu qAwt fu, nu hk{ yk yn k {kxu
yu fktke kko Aku khu e hk{u fkwt fu ekwt hku nh
fOw Au ku u eku Akuzkk tfk{kt swt Au yu yk {wu
kh fhkku Au ku u {wu fu{ kh fhku yu Wk y{kuu
kku yu yuxk {kxu s yn ykkt o fhk ykuk
Aeyu khu k {wryu fkwt fu {ku yks {k {ke
f]k yufke yku Au u rk yuu k{u fnuk Au uwt k
qs h uhu fhku. iL rn u fhkke wuke {w{kt
ks kteu {ku Wte sku yu tfk{kt rsu k
fhku yu ykh wu k{ku ykwt [ kteu kAk
kukk iL{kt yke u ]kkt ou tkeu u k iL
rn fOw uu fheu u {wu kh fheu rs fhe ekSu
keu Vheu ykukwt rftxf hk k{eu we kk {kxu
u rk yufkewt k kk qs s M{he
kku fOw nku ku y~ unu ytu {kuku k{uAu yu{kt t
ke. >> 8 >>

yk{fe yufke Vk we
fkk-9
e nrh nt Mk{e fnu Au fu Vk w
yufke yk{fe k{u r Au, uk yrxkk u ku
k Au, uwt qs [tke e kku wkek fwke

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fhwt iu{kt ftkh s{kzu yo{kt yhkux yu k{kt wt

huwt kk yku yke heu k, qs fhkh whwk {u uku
ke nku ? ku uku Wkh kR Au, yu yr we
kk Au. ef] fnu Au fu nu hks yn yuf fkk fnwt Awt. ktku
quo ir hku k{f r[khk k{u hk nku r
nku. k]rk nku. {o Lkke wt k fhku nku yuk
hk{kt fkuR whk[khe-r[khe fu [kuhe ykrf fwf{eo {k
fkuR tkku nku u hk yufke ykrf kku fhk
fhkk{kt rekku nku. yuf u Vk {kk w
ke yk{fe yufke yke uwt k Wsk {kxu kukk
y{kku, sku rn yuf {kt e u ku kt uoyu
rr rn Mk fheu uk rfkhk h oku {tz fhe
u h s qo f t[h ykrf keu Mkk fheu
k hwhk{e Mkkk fheu yk{kk kz e[u ueu
uwt qs fhkku kht fkuo ue ykswksw rkykue
tyku fhe yke heu kt rn hk fhku nku yu
uo sku rn kyu u ru Wk fhuk nk uk
st{ktke fkuR nkh khe fuxkf wykuu {khku {khku
yu yuxk {kxu r{ kuku kfku kt ykku yu uo sku
yk qs fhk nk u uRu yk wt fhu Au ? yu{ eu uk
Wku hkku yu kt s ue ku u ru uu kw fu ewt fktR
rn. hkku W h{kt kk wkuk feoku fhk nk
u ktku kfku uu kt ueu ykeu hk h
fOw. khu ru u qse {k fhe kkkuu k

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uhu yke k hk{kt kt uku khe st{kt sR

{knT {u su {wt u kw Ae uwt M{h fhkt fhkt
{ skt uwt {h kwt yu esu sL{u tr he{kt
rwhk hku kt sL{ kku uwt k{ whk nwt u yr
{okku nku. ou k w kkku uhu ykku nku
yu kukk rkwt hk k{eu yt fkhk iku
kuku nku. yu kku ke fhku nku.
yuf {u u {kt {]k fhk uku kt kukk iLke
Awxku ze ku. q hke erz kuku u whk yuf kz
e[u wR ku yu kkfke rk kku uk{kt fkuR kw hkk
fuxkf qku kt ykk yu yk ykk hku R ukh Au
{kxu uu {khe kkku k khku Au yu{ eu nrkkhku
R [khukswke uhe k yu k khku kk uhu
nrkkhkuk nkhku fhk {ktzk u fkuR uu
kkt wXk kR kt Ae ku rkk kuk kwyku uu
{khe kk {kxu {eu ykk kk uk{kt u hkk
heh{ktke yuf r Yk fLk WL kR u fLkyu
ykk iLku k fhe kku Ae u y~ kR R Ae
khu ] kku khu [khu ksw {h k{uk irfku yu
wXkt kR ukt yu zukt yuf nrkkhku uRu rM{
k{eu fnuk kku fu yk {khk kwykuu {khk fk rnuAwyu
{khe kk Au. yk{ fnuk{kt ykfkke kR fu wt yr
{okku Aku yu ykk sL{{kt wt yuf khe nku yu U
yufke k h rn fOw Au u wLu fheu fu ku

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L kRu khkke Yk fLkYu x kRu khk kwykuku

k fheu khe hkk fhu Au u kteu yr yko k{eu
kukk uh yke kwt ykhk qs uhu fheu ytu
kk k{u kBku. ykku u yk{fe yufkeku k
Au {kxu huf skuyu yr kke u yufkewt k fhwt s
uRyu ku u ku fhk kfe ykkufu rku w yu
hkuf{kt yr[ {wu y~ k{u Au yu{kt fkuR t
ke. >> 9 >>

Vk f] k{ku[ee
yufke-10
enrh nt Mk{e fnuAu fu Vk e yufke
kk{ku[ee yuu k{u r Au. u ru wrk k{e e
kku uk yrxkk u k yrYwt qs {kuhkk
wkuke fhwt. iu{kt uku yke yo{kt kuh yu k{kt
yku yke heu qs he kku k fhkh whwk
rk[e kurke {w kR Mou k{u Au. u ru yuf rk
fkk fnwt Awt. quo e{ rk{n hk wrXhu fnu Au, nu
hks quo yuf fwuhwt [ikhk k{wt nwt. u{kt yt
fkhkt VVqku uu fheu u yrM{he nwt. yuk
{k eswt fkuR yL nwt. t }w ykkt o uku,
uktkyku yu yhk, kku kt ykkt, RL kt
Vhk yu u e nk uk ykku. kt fuxkf {wryku
fhk nk. u{kt yuf {wrk wk {uke {wr ykXku
nkuh kk k { hnuk nk uu kfe kzk

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{kxu RLe ykkkke {tsqkukk k{e yhk ykeu yuf

fku qhke kukk kskku kzeu khk Mhke k fhk
{ktze. e{u e{u {eu yke R u kte {wrwt {
k{ktke [r kk kwt. {eu ykeu k fhe Qe
hne uu uRu yu {wr k{ktke [r kk yu u yhku
uk {ktzk yu u{kt yk kk Ae u u~k {wru uxe
ze yu u {wr fk{k kR k yu{ fhkt hk Au fu
r Au uwt k hkwt rn. kukwt k, tk uhu
w qe k yu{ fhkt kuf { e kR ku. yuf
ru ktsu {u yhkyu u {wru fkwt fu {nkhks nu
{u ykkk ykku ku nwt {khk rkMkku . khu {wryu
fkwt wt ykhu kts u yke Aku ku nu khu su yuxu
u yhk kt hne, Ae e kAe hku fkwt fu nu {u h
ykku ku nwt {khu rkMkku , khu {wryu fkwt fu kh
kwt Au ku kkuzekh Mkh hnu kt we kh tkku
kku Au ku nwt {khe tk fhe Ae wt . khu yhkyu
fkwt fu {nkhksr[khku ku hk fuxku { e kku Au
yu fuxe tkyku e kR R khu }rkyu ytx
fhe uwt ku kk kkuo kh kR kt eu fnuk kk
fu, yhu u {khwt wt uzVe kwt. wt {khk yk{{kt fktke
yke ? {kxu nu, wxu nwt u k ykwt Awt fu wt ek[e kR
, khu u yhk nkk uze {wru kkok fhkt fnuk ke
fu nu {nkhks {khe q kR R. {khk Wh yhku k{k
fheu ywkn fhku fu{ fu, yk ku yr kw fnukyku.

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{wrykuwt ku e {k fku{ nku Au {kxu L

kRu ywkn fhk ku Au. khu {wryu L kRu fkwt fu
yk [kk Vk {ke ke yufke yku Au uwt
r k{ k {ku[e Au, wt uwt k kke fhsu yuxu
rk[e kueke Awxe yu Mou y~ k{e. yu{ fne
{wr ktke kukk rk ku k yu u u~k ek[ku
k{e Ae u yufkewt k fhkke rk[wt x kwt yu
Mo{kt sRu nukte su{ w kuk ke yu {wryu
kukk rkk k t tte ]kkt fne tkwt yuxu
rkyu wku Xfku ykku Ae yu {uke yufkewt k fhe
kke {w kR w kk yu ytu kk k{u kBk.
ykwt u Wk{ yufkewt {n Au {kxu u k uo skuyu
y~ fhwt s uRyu.>>10>>

[ik wk fk{k yufkee

fkk-11
enrh nt Mk{e fnu Au fu [ik wk yufke
r{k yu fk{k k{u Au. u ru h{k k{e r e
kku k rwe q yktkk {kuhke fhe. iu{kt
k kzw yku, yo{kt [ezwt yu k{kt fkku yku.
yke heu qs fhk qof ku fhkh whwk yr r
kurke {wf kRu Mokufu k{u Au. u ru yuf whke
fkk Au ktku. [ik w yufke fk{k k{ke fnuk Au.
ef] hk wrXhu fkk tkkt fnu Au. hks quo
hk reu rx }rkyu [ik {kk w ke

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yufkee fkk fne Au u fkk fnwt Awt. ktku u yufkewt

k{ fk{k Au u yt sL{ k k{ku u x fhkhe yu
yt wLu ykkhe yu ytu {kuku yku Au yu yk
kuf{kt ykh w:kuke {wu ykkhwt u k Au. quo kue
he{kt o oe Me. uku hk wtzrhf k{ku k nku.
u yr {ko nku ue uk{kt fuxkf uku tkuo tyku,
yhkykuk ku hnuk nk. u uo { {ku hk
wtzrhfe uk fhk nk, u he{kt ue uk{kt yuf r
k{ku to rk k{e kuke ee kku hnuku nku.
ukt {ku yufeh{kt hMh yk hnukt nkt. yuf {u
r yufku s hk wtzrhf ku ke kku ] fhk
kku, khu kuke e kte ykkke k whwt k
hkwt yu k{kt t kku uke hkyu k ykkt fkwt fu
{u hkS fhk wt ] fhu Au yu khe eu k fhu Au {kxu
nwt u k ykwt Awt fu wt tfh hkk kR . yuxu h s
u hkk kR ku. ue e u uRu yr w:e kR R
yu kukk ru Ru {kt yk{ u{ {e ne. ru
w:u w:e hnue ne. yuf {u Vhe Vhe kukk ru
kku Ru kt[ o h R. kt yuf yk{ uku.
u{kt yuf }]t k{k {wruuRu u{u [kt k{
fheu u keu nkk uzeu Qe hne khu {wryu qAwt
fu, wt fku Au ? fktke yke Aku ? khu ueyu o kukwt
]kkt fkwt yu kukk ruu yk tfh hkk kueke
k fheu Akuzkk {kxu rte fhe khu u {wryu kukk

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{kt kwt k heu fkwt fu wt yr kke [ik

{ke yke yufkewt k fheu uwt wL khk ru yk
? ku uk wLke hkkkue kfe Awxeu r unu k{u u
[ kteu eh Lke wke rkyu u fk{k yufkewt
k yr kke rrqof he kku fOw yu khk
khu ru }rke kL{kt s nu nkk uzeu rkyu
fkwt fu fk{k yufkewt k u{ke fhuwt Au uwt wL {khk
ruu ykwtAwt. uu fheu {khk r hkk kueke {w
kkyku. yk{ rk kue fu uxk{kt s rwt hkkwt heh
Awxe wt yu nuktke yrf Yk hehkku to
kR ku yu yt yhkykuke ukyuwt r{k nksh kwt
u Wh e uu rn ueu yhkykuyu ukyuku kfku
Mo{kt ku kt ykh w kuk kku. ykwt u
yufkewt {knkB Au ku u yufkewt k kk qs
rn fhuwt nku ku u kk k{u y~ k{u Au. yu{kt
fkuR t ke {kxu u k y~ fhwt s uRyu. >> 11 >>
[ikf] Yrke yufke k fkk-12

eS {nkhks fnu Au fu, [ik e yufke Yrke

k{u r Au, uk yrxkk u whwkkuk{ k Au.
uwt qs tk k{e ee kku [tkk wkuke fhwt,
iu{kt zkt yku, yo{kt {V yu k{kt ]e yku.
yke heu qs he kku k fhkh whwk yt
fkhk kkuke {w kR Au u ru yuf whke fkk fnwt
Awt u ktku. e f] k fnu Au fu wXh [ik

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yufkeu Yrke yufke fnuk{kt yku Au u ykkuf

hkuf{kt ykh wu ykkhe Au. yt fkhk ku
k fhkhe Au. wkoe nku u wke u Au yu ykkufk
oku yu ytu {kuk k kk Au uk wLke ykk
yt hkyku Rhku we kuk Au. k tfhu kkwt
ykku fhwt kt[{wt {w fke kwt. uke kukt kukke
Yrke yufkewt k fhkke {w kk nk. e u
yufke yt fkhk kkuke yrf Vu yku Au.
e {nkku k fheu rk fhkhe Au. yk,
sk, qr{k, u uo yufeke yrf Au uke yrf{
yLk Au uk {k fLkk yu kik Au u uo
kkuke yrf rkk Au uke yrf wL Yrke yufke
fhkke {w k{u Au su {w fLk r fheu kukku
rkon fhu Au u O hf{kt rk fhu Au.u fkuR
ku fu k[ke fLkwt u Au u yL sL{{kt rkzku
kk Au {kxu {u ue ykrk{kt fLkwt rn ukwt,
su {w kuke {ku ku, ytfkhku ykeu
fLkwt k fhu Au. yu wLwt o fhk r[k w {ko
ke kk uxwt s wL Yrke yufkewt kk Au. su {w
u yufkewt k fhe hkrkyu h fhu Au yu kku rw
sko wwt qs fhu Au. u uo kke {w kRu h{
ruk{u Au. su {w u yufkek {nkBe fkkwt X
fu {kk fhu Au u yuf nh kikk wLk Vu k{u
Au, {kxu yk k ku y~ fhwt s uRyu. >> 12 >>

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ik w {kurne yufke
k fkk-13

Mkr{khk k fnu Au fu i k w k
yufke {kurne yuu k{u fnue Au uk yrxkk u
{ww Au ue q r e {kee kku {kuhkk Vqku
ykrf W[khkuke fhe. iu{kt qkf yku, yo{kt
wt V yu k{kt Gk yku. yke heu qs he
kku k fhkh whwk ykkke yu yuf fkhk kkuke
yu {kunke {wfkRu wu k{u Au. u tt{kt yuf rk
fkk ef] k fnu Au fu hksT quo rX {nkyu w
hk{u {kurne yufkewt {nkB fnuwt Au u yufkek
kke ykk yu {kunk ke {w {wfkR Au yu
yt fkhk kkuku k kk Au. quo yuf ke he{kt
hk k{ku rw yuf i~ nku u k nku.
{okku nku, kke nku uu yt kkku, kee
hku, {okkyku, kku, uhu wL f{kuo fhkukt nkt.
ue e {oke ne uu kt[ wkku nk. u{kt [kh wkku
khk nk kt[{ku ]x wr wk ke whk[khe, r[khe,
{ktknkhe. huf fwf{o swxw, [kuhe ykrf{kt whku nku. yuf
u u~kk k{kt nkk keu Azu[kufu rou nuh{kt
Vhku nku uu uRu rkyu wt fkwt, htw uk [ku
ykh fheu o fhk kku. uke rkyu uku k fhe
eku yuxu tteskuyu S eku, yuxu whk[khke
heh{kt hukt uhuku wo kR ku uke ro eu

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u~k uu Akuzeu [ke R, Ae nuh{kt {kuxe {kuxe [kuheyku

fhku. fuxkf skuu {khe kku, uke uk rkyu uu
u rfk fkuo. yu1u st{kt keykuu {kheu yknkh
fhk kku yu kk khke khu k f{o{kt qt[e ku.
yu{ fhkt fhkt fkuR qok wLke Vhku Vhku fkiLzL {wrk
yk{{kt i RAkyu sR [zku, kt ik Mk tk{ktke
fheu ykk u {wrk k Aktxk uk h zk, uu fheu
ukt k fktRf x kkt uke uu wwr yke yu kukk
kwt uu kk kwt yuxu kk fheu u nkk uzeu {wru
fnuk kku fu, nu {nkhks {U sL{ke ykhteu k s fko
Au ku {khku kke Wkh kk uku Wk kku khu u {wryu
L kRu yke {kurne yufkewt rr rn k fhk
fkwt. uke uu u k kke rrqof fOw yuxu uk o
kku k kR kt yu u ke hk kRu
s fhk kku yu u n u yt u Yz Wh u eu
kk ifwtX k{u kBku, {kxu u ik {ke w
ke yufkewt k ku y~ fhwt s uRyu yu u k u
k Mk{e khke Lk {kxu fhuwt nku ku uu
ykhk{e k kk Au yu{kt fkuR t ke. >> 13 >>

ik f] yhk yufke
k fkk-14
Mkr{khk k fnu Au fu i k w k
yufke {kurne yuu k{u fnue Au uk yrxkk u
ykuks k Au. uwt qs kR k{ke ee kku

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fufek wkuke fhwt. iu{kt q, k ykku, yo{kt

hzkk V yku, yu k{kt kAhzee kku qe k
kku yku, yke heu yk k fhkh whwk yt s{k
kkuke {wkRu Mo kufu k{u Au, u ru yuf rk fkk
fnwt Awt. ktku yhk yufkewt kke k fhk{kt yku
ku yt sL{k kku kR Au yu u ytu Mo
kufu k{eu kt yuf fkhk wku kuu Au yu u s k
ke Lk {kxu kk qs s M{he
kku h rn u fOw nku ku unu ytu kk k{u
y~ k{u Au yu{kt fkuR t ke. >> 14 >>

suX w rsok yufkee k

fkk-15
suX w yufkee fkk fnuk enrh fnu Au fu, suX
we yufke rsok yuu k{u r Au, uwt qs r
ee kku swRk wkuke fhu, iu{kt n k yku,
yo{kt fuhewt V yu Akewt k fhu yke heu qse
kku ku fhkh whwk RA wu y~ k{u Au, u ru
rk fkk fnwt Awt. ktku yuf {u k {wr Vhk Vhk
nMkwh u ykk khu kt[ kR ktzku kk fwtkSyu
qAwt fu o kkuku k fhu yu yk kuf{kt w trk
k kk yuwt fwt k Au ? kS fnuk kk fu yuwt ku
khu {ke uo yufkeykuk Wk fhk yu s o{kt
Wk{ k Au, u rk yuwt eswt fkuR Wk{ k ke
khu e{uu fkwt fu nu rk{n e kRyku ku k fhe

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fu u{ Au, htw {khkke ku fkuR heu u k kR fu u{ ke

u {khk kRyku yufkeu ru fkuRyu kus fhk ke.
{kkS kuu kus fhk ke yu {u fnu Au fu
e{ yksu yufke Au {kxu wt kus fhku rn,
{khkke ku u kwt ke. nwt k ke q uhu ku fhwt Awt
Wk ku kk. yufu xkR{ sBk h {u [kwt
ke fu{fu {khk ux{kt sXhk yr k Au yuxu
{khkke q ku n ke ke. {kxu yufke rk kwt
wL {u yuku fkuR nuku Wk kku ku u nwt fhe khu
kSyu fkwt fu u e yufke kR fu ku suX {ke
tu yufkewt k fhwt yu u kk ku yuf w ke
rsok yufkewt k fhwt. yuf w ke rsok yufkewt
k fhkke khu {ke yufkek k fkowt V {u Au, u
Wke k kteu e{ ku ekk ke su{ kwsk
{ktzku yu fkwt fu {khkke Wk ku rn s kk khu
kSyu fkwt fu su {w yufkek qkuoke fheu
khk qkuo we yLsku k fheu k fhu Au uu
o yufkek Wkwt V {u Au. khu ru kku
yLswt k fhe kus fhke kh Ae kuu kus fhwt.
rrqof fhkke o yufkeykuwt V {u Au yu u k
fhkhu yt kwt kk yt sL{k wt yu yt
fkhk kkuwt V kk Au yu uu yt {u tfh yuk
[{ffhk o s kk ke, htw uu ifwtXkk kkt
o kk Au ykk uk r kkokuwt o kk Au {kxu u

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yuf yufkewt k ku y~ fhwt s uRyu, u yufkek

{k fkuR k fu, , k, kwt V kwt ke, Ae u
[ {Mf zu kn fheu [kh kRyku yu e{u, yu{
kt[u kRykuyu yu k kqof fOw. {kxu yu k ku y~
fhwt s uRyu yu su {wku yufke k fhk ke u
yk{kune Au yu uu whk[khe yu wx fnuku Au yu yu{kt
kuyu ku fw hf{kt zu Au. yu su yufkeu ru Wk
fheu e Mkr{khk kwt {nkqs fhu Au ? yu
hkku h fheu esu ru kuke {ku k fhu
Au, u {w {kuxk wLu k{u Au, yu su {w kke
yk yufkee rk fkkwt X fu, {kk fhu Au, ku u
Mokufu k{u Au yu su {w k fheu kku yk fkkwt
X fu fhu Au ? u {w unu ytu o kkuke {w
kRu kk k{u y~ k{u Au. yu{kt t ke. >>
15 >>

suX r kure yufkee

k fkk-16
e Mkr{khk k fnu Au su, suX r
yufke kure yuu k{u fnue Au. uk yrxkk u
k ]nS Au. uwt qs ku{ fhe k{e r ee
kku kthkk Vwkuke fhwt, iu{kt Uzk yku, yo{kt twkt
V yku yu k{kt suw yku, ykkoT kk kku
tf fheu s yku. yke heu k fhkh whwk {u uku
heh{kt fkuZ ykrf eo hkuke ezkku nku, ku yu hkuke

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{w kkAu, u rku yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt, yuf u hk

wrXhu qAwt fu, nu w, yku fnue rsok yufkee k
fkk kte, nu yk suX {kk f] ke yufkewt
k{ yu uku k yu {nkB fuwt Au? u yk {khk u
fnku, khu ef] fnuk kk fu, yu k nwt {khk u fnwt
Awt, ktku. yu yufke kure yuu k{u r Au yu u
{nk kkuku k fhkhe Au yu yk kuf{kt ykh wu
ykkhe Au yu unu ytu {kuku ykkhe Au. u{s kherhf
fxu k fhkhe Au, u rku yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt
ktku, quo yfk he{kt fwuh tzkhe r hnu Au.
uu nt{uk re q {kxu wku uRyu, u {k hkuh{ktke
kk {kxu kukk uf nu{{keu r{uku nku, u nt{ukt
w kku nku, kuke e{kt yr yk nku,
e yu u ku kk Yku o nku , u yu f ru
{khkuh{ktke wku keLku uh ku yu kuke e{kt
yk kRu ue kku h{ fhk kku yu wku
nkU[kzkt qe ku.
fwuhu {knT we hkn uR Vw ykkt rn
khu e kkuu fkwt fu, qu {kuzwt kR wt Au yu nu{{ke
nsw fu{ ykku rn. ue k fhku, khu kkuyu k fheu
fkwt fu yu ku kuke e kku h{rzk{kt yk Au. khu
fwuhu fkwt fu, yuu kukku, Ae uu kukku yuxu yu Wkku
Wkku ykku. uu uRu fwuh ku yr kuku{kt ykeu
fnuk kk. su, yhu wt r[khku ke we q{kt {kuzwt kR

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wt, uwt u k ke. e wt khe e{kt yr yk

Aku, e u khk Yku yr o Au, {kxu nwt u k ykwt
Awt fu wt fkurZk hehkku kR , yu e khe eku
rku kkyku. fu{fu, U k rSku {nk yhk fhuku
Au. ykk ku ktk{kt s uwt heh fkuZke w kR
wt yu eke hrn kRu tfh st{kt yk{ u{ {k
kku, ykke nukt re q {kxu wku kku, u
wLke uwt M{h hkwt. yuxu u yhku tke tkeu
kk fhku nku. yu{ fhkt fkuR yuf {u yu rn{k{kt
ku yu kt i RAkyu {nk{wrh {kfOzuk yk{{kt
yke [zku. u {wre ykw kkk k re ne.
nu{{keyu {wrkt o fhe u keu ue yk u nkk
uzeu uXku yu kkok fhk kku. khu yu {wryu uu
ykk ykeu yu w:wt fkh qAwt khu uu kukwt
wt ]kkt fkwt yu e fkwt su, nu yu yhkku yu
w:ku k kk, yuku Wk fnku, khu u {wryu kukk
{kt r[kh fhe wwt k fheu fkwt fu, wt yu{ fh, yke
suX {kk ke kure yufke yku Au, uwt k w
kRu yr kqof fh, yu hkrk{kt h fhsu, ku yu
kk kke wt uo w:ke {w kRu we kR. u [
kteu nu{{keyu u k fOw. yu1u fk uwt heh r
yu yr Yk yu nukt fhkt yr h{e kR wt
yu Vhekh kuke eu kBku. uu uRu fwuhu uu
qAwt fu, wt {khk kke {w fue heu kku ? khu uu suX

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r kure yufkek kk kke nwt {w kku Awt. yue

heu uo ]kkt frn tkwt. ku nu hksT yu yufkewt k
ku y~ fhwt s uRyu yu yu ku u ke Lk
{kxu kk {nkqse kku fOw nku, ku u ykkuf{kt
ykh w kuu Au yu unu ytu kk k{u y~
k{u Au, yu{kt fkuR t ke. >> 16 >>

ykkZ w ue yufke
k fkk-17
yk yufkeLku k yuu k{u fnuk Au
enrh fnu Au fu ykkZ {kk w ke yufke
ue k{u Au. uk yrxkk u k{S Au, uwt f{k
k{e ee kku yuzkk wkuke qs fhwt. iu{kt
qhkue yku yu yo{kt eV yku, k{kt wouw
yku. yke heu k fhkh whwkku {u uk wfkke {w
kk Au yu yuk hk{kt khku hk kk Au. yu rku yn
yuf rk fkk fnwt Awt ktku. e{ rk{n fnu Au fu, nu
hk wrXh quo yuf {nkke {ktkk k{u hk nku. u
yr {ohk nku, u, kk,yrrk, kkuku uf nku.
ue yr {ohk ne, uk hk{kt kf{o
fhkh fkuR nku. uke uk hk{kt fkuR kuo wfk
ku zku s rn. uke uku u kL ykrf {]rke qo
nku, Akt uk hk{kt fkuR {u yr tfh k
wfk WhkWhe zk. uu fheu ue uo yr
ezkk ke. khu uo ue {eu hku hu sRu

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fnuk ke su, nu hksT ykk u{kt ykk tfh k

k wfk zk Au, suke huf yr ezkk {ktze Au.
kku ykrf uo wyku yr w:e Au yu su
hkkhk ku kkkT khk Au yu ue ykkkke s {u
hu Au. u fu{ ke hk, yu fk fkhke u fkuk{k
kk Au ? uku hkyu r[kh fhku uRyu. khu hkyu fkwt
fu, nu sku {ku fnku Aku ? u k e k[e Au, ku uku
Wk nwt y~ fhe, Ae yu hk y Wh ueu st{kt
yk{u{ Vhk kku, Ae Vhkt Vhkt yu {kt yuf yk{
uk{kt ykwt. u{kt kkk wk ytrhk {wr fhk nk,
ue ku sRu u nkk uzeu u kku, khu yu }rkyu
qAwt fu, {ku fku Aku ? khu uu o ]kkt fkwt fu, {khk
hk{kt nt{ukt wfk nkuAu yu huf {okeAu.
fkuR k f{o fhwt ke, Akt yksu k k wfk zk,
uu fheu uo yr w:e Au, uwt wt fkh Au ? yu uku
Wk wt fhku ? khu {wryu kukk {kt kwt k
fheu r[kh fheu fkwt su, yuwt fkh ku yu Au fu, fhkku
yrfkh ku kkkuu s nku Au, Akt khk hk{kt yuf q
ko fhu Au. uu fkhu khk hk{kt hk hku ke.
{kxu {ku yu rn ykkZ {kk w ke k
yufke suu ue yufke fnuk Au. u uo kkuu
k fhkhe Au. yu u rke k fhu Au. {kxu
yu k yufkewt k {ku rn rrqof fhku, ku s
{ku uo kke {w kku yu {khk hk{kt hk

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ku s hu, khu yu hkyu yu rn yu k kke

fOw. yuxu uk u{kt khku hk kku yu uo
w:ke hrn kR, {kxu yu yufkek {k eswt fkuR
w:u k fhkhwt k ke yu u s k u ke
Lk {kxu kk ttke fhkuwt nku ku ykkuf{kt
uo w trku k{u Au yu unu ytu kk k{u
y~ k{u Au, yu{kt u{kk t ke. >> 17 >>
ykkZ r fkr{fk yufkee k fkk-18
enrh nt Mk{e fnu Au fu, ykkkZ r yufke
fkr{fk k{u r Au, uk yrxkk u yw k
Au, uwt qs rk k{e r ee kku krhkt
wkuke fhwt yu iu{kt kt yku yu yo{kt rrwt
V yu k{kt ku yku. ef] k fnu Au fu, nu hk
wrXh ykkkZ {kk f] ke yufke fkr{fk k{u
Au, uwt k kk qs yu h rn kqof
fhuwt nku ku u k yuf fkhk {kuhkkuu r fhu Au yu
yt sL{kt kkuku k fhu Au yu u k fhkh {w
unu ytu ytfk O rwkuf{kt rk fheu ykh
r wu kuu Au, {kxu yu fkr{fk yufkewt k
y~ fhwt s uRyu. >> 18 >>

k wr wkk yufkee k
fkk-19
Mk{e e nt Mk{e fnu Au su, k {kk
w ke yufke wkk k{u Au. yuu s rkk k{u

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fnue Au, uk yrXkk u k eh Au, uwt qs

e ktr{re kku f{k wkuke fhwt. iu{kt {kwk
ykk. yo{kt rkV yu k{kt kwfkwt k yku yke
heu, qs he kku k fhkh whwk, wk, ,
hkkrkuf wu y~ k{u Au. u ru yn yuf whke
fkk Au u ktku.
ef] k fnu Au fu nu hks quo {krnM{e
heku {rnS k{ku hk nku. u yr {okku nku
htw yuku fkuR wk nku yuxu hk nkuk Akt yuu fkuR
fkhwt w nwt. ywku ykkuf hkuf{kt fkuR fkhwt
w nkuwt s ke yu{ {keu yuu wk kr {kxu yuf Wkku
fko, ku wk kku rn yu{ fhkt kuku ] yke
wt uke u ruk [kwh kku yuxu yuu yuf r o
u kukeu k{kt u k ou fne su nu sku {U
yk sL{{kt fkuR k fOw ke. fkuRwt yLkke ewt
ke yu wk wt {U k fOw Au yu {oke s uo
Xufku {U rs {uku Au. {khk ukeykuku {U fkh fkuo
Au. yk{ nwt uo heu {o {kuo [kw Awt Akt fk fkhke
{u wk yhku ke yu rku yk ki r[kh fhku. hkkt
ykkt e [ kteu hkk w yu fk {kxu
whkurnku yu yL sku {eu n {kt k yu
yk{u{ {k kfk }rkykukt yk{ku uk {ktzk uk{kt
kt yuf {wruX ku{ {wrwt rk yk{ uwt u {wr
nt{ukt k r{ hnuk nk yu yr Wk u fhk

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nk. rkfk kke nk. uu yuf fu ytu yuf hku{

]e h he zwt uke s ku{ yuk k{u r nk.
ykk rk {wru uRu o sku ykk {ko {wrkt
yku o kkt Au Ae yu uou u nkk uzeu Wuk
uRu }rkhu qAwt fu {kuu su RAk nku u fnku nwt y~
{khwt fko fhe fkh fu tku yk ]e Wh sL{ h Wfkh
{kxu s nku Au khu uo sku kuk fu nu {wrhks y{khwt
ykkwt fkh y{ku fneyu Aeyu fu y{ku ki y{khk twt
rkh fhk {kxu yke ku ykk Aeyu htw Tk
s ykk y{kuu o kkt Au r {nk{kykuk oke
o fkoe rr kk Au {kxu u hku wk k kk yuku
Wk yk kku. k ykkt [ku kteu yuf
{wnwokh kwt {kt k heu hkwt qosL{wt
]kkt eu fnuk kk fu u hk qo sL{{kt whk[khe
ro i~ nku yu ukh {kxu u k{u k{ xfku nku.
yuf {u ke{ }wk k{kt suX {kk w ke
khu ru ]kkke kfw kRu k{ nkh hnuk yuf
wth sk{kt kke kek {kxu kku, kus ku ku kt
khkLkes rkyue kk kAhzeLke Mkkku k]kkkwh kyue kfe
ku sk{kt ke ek {kxu yke yu ke ee ne uu
ke ekt yxfkeu kuu ke ek {ktzku. yu kke s
yk sL{{kt hku wk kku ke Akt qo sL{wt fkuRf wL
nu uk ke u rk hksu k{uku Au yu rftxf hk
yuu {wt Au khu sku kuk fu nu {wruX wke kku

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k kk Au yu{ whkku fnu Au {kxu u hkk kk k kk

uku Wk yk kku yu yk ykeko ykku fu suke
hku wk kk khu ku{ {wr kuk fu k w yufke
{e{kt s yku Au yu u wkk yuk k{ke r Au ku
yuwt kkrr r{ {ku k fhku yu uwt h fhku
yu yuwt wL hku ykku yuxu uu y~ wk ku. ykk
u {wrk [ku kteu osku k{ fheu kAk hk{kt
ykk yu k w yufkewt hk yu hke uo
skuyu {eu kkrr k fheu hkku h Wk
k wL uhu fheu khu ru u kwt wL hku yo
fOw. uk kke hkeu o hkku yu {k qo kkt
wth yu k wku sL{ ykku uke yu yufke wkk
yufke fnuk Au. {kxu yk kuf{kt yu hkuf{kt kukwt
u RAkhu u yufkewt k y~ fhwt s uRyu. e u
wkk yufkee fkkwt X fu {kk fhu Au ku wk
kL uhuwt w k{u Au yu unu ytu Mokufu k{u
Au yu u s k u kk ttke yu ue Lkkuo
fOw nku ku unu ytu y~ kk r k{u k{u Au
{kxu u rk k ku y~ fhwt s uRyu. >>19 >>

k e y yufkee k
fkk-20
eS {nkhks fnu Au fu k e yufke y
k{u Au. uk yrXkk sko k{u k Au ue q

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wthe k{u ee kku uek wkuke fhe. iu{kt kuzk

kzw yku, yo{kt kukhe yu k{kt {rnke (U) yku
yke heu kk qs he kku ku fhkh
whwkkuwt uwt hk, e, wk, uhu k kkAu u
ru fkk Au.
ef] k fnu Au fu nu hks qo rX {wryu
hk{ wu y k{e k e yufkewt {nkB fnuwt
Au u fkk nwt {kuu fnwt Awt uu {ku ktku. yu y yufkek
{k eswt fkuR k fu wL ke. yufkewt k fhkke hk,
, wk, e, ykrf yuf fkhk wu y~ k{u Au.
quo yuf wLk k{f yu r nrh[L k{ku
yuf hk nku u fkuRf rhe f{ok kukke hkkx kku.
fke{kt ku, hke yu wku u[e kk yu kuu yuf
[tzku kt uf hefu hkku yu {zkwt yu uku k
ukwt fk{ fhku nku. ku kukk ke [r kku
nku yu{ fhkt ktf kkuo e kR k. yuf r
kukk {kt kk fheu r[khk kku fu {U yuwt fwt
k fOw nu fu suke nwt ykwt ykh w: kuwt Awt yu yk
yk w:tku yt fkhu yku ? yk{ rk fhku nku
uk{kt s kt i RAkyu ki{ k{k {nk yke [zk.
uu uRu hkyu k{ fko. u kk, kkok fhk kk
khu u {wryu uu qAwt fu {kuu wt RAk Au ? khu uu u
w:e {w fkhu ku yu uku Wk kku ku u nwt fhwt
fkh fu yk suk {nk{kk o fkhu rV nkuk ke

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khu u {wryu fkwt fu {ku ykske k{u ru k f]

y yufke yku Au uwt k rrqof fhku ku uke o
w:ku k kR su yu{ fneu }rk ku yko kk kh
Ae u hkyu k rrqof fOw. hkrkyu h fOw. uk
kke [tzku uu Awxk fko yu i RAkyu hkeu {k
yu wk Sku kku yu kukwt hk Vhekh k
kwt uwt w kue wk wt k fhe ytu Mokufu
kBku . ykw t u y yu f kew t w Au u s k u
kk ttke fhuwt nku ku ytu {kuku k{u Au {kxu u
k y~ fhwt s uRyu yu u ke fkkwt fu X,
fhu Au ku y{u kk Vu y~ k{u Au,
yu{kt fkuR t ke. >> 20 >>

khk w (k{) rhoe

yufke-21
e nt Mk{e k fnu Au fu khk {ke
w ke yufke rhe yuk k{u fnue Au. yu
yuu s k k{u fnue Au. uk yrxkk u }rkfu
k Au. uwt qs yhkSk k{e r e kku
fkk wkuke fhwt. iu{kt ktfe yu yo{kt ze
yu k{kt ku yku yu yke heu qs fhkh whwk Mo
kuf{kt [t{kk {k usMe kRu w kuu Au. u ru
yuf rk fkk Au.
ef] k fnu Au fu nu hks nu nwt {kuu
khk {ke rhoe yufke uwt {nkB fnwt Awt. yu

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yufke yt wLkf Au yu yt sL{k ku nhkhe

Au yu {kukkf Au yu s yufkeu k{ yufke yu k{ke
fnuk Au. yue fkkk ke kkuku k kR
Au. yk k y~ fhwt s uRyu. ykk rku ku
nhkhe yu {kuku ykkhe yuf Wk{ fkk fnwt Awt uu
ktku. quo kuk w{kt yuf r k{ku k nku. yu
{khku nku, u rr Mkukku yu {tkkuke nt{ukt {khe
q fhku nku. kkkuu qskhku nku. kkrf fko fhk{kt
rekku nku, htw uu RL kku uh fheu uu nhkeu
ue kuke {U ykuwt Mo kufwt hk R ewt yuxu uo
uku {eu ]nMr ykrf }rkyku kk uku RL uo {khe
ku ykk. {u k{ fheu {khe q fheu Mwr fhe yuxu
L kuk {U kt[{ku k{ ykh kh fkuo yu fxke
xwfwt Y kh fheu e kuke {kk k k ]ee
k[k fhe yuxu rhkyu {u k k ]e yo
fhe yuxu {U h s {khwt heh rMkhk {ktzwt, u yuf wt
Auf kk{kt {uwt, eswt wt Mkorf kufkuu Ueu
kufke Wh {qfwt. uu fheu ytzfxkn Vkuzwt yu heh
ku ykk kktz{kt u {kR hkwt yuf wt ]e ykuAe kR
Ae ru fkwt fu U {u k k ykk Au u yk ku u
k kkt. yuf w ykuAwt kwt, yk khu r hkyu
kukwt {Mf {khk [h{kt Ow yuxu u Wh {U {khku
[h{qfeu uu kk{kt kue {qfku khu ryu u nkk
uzeu {khe kkok fhe {khk [hu ykukk {ktzk khu

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ue r kk uR uk Wh L kRu hk {kk
fkwt khu uu fkwt fu nu w yk ytz {khk hksu hnku
ykkoT {khe L{w hnku khu {U kkMw fkwt khke s fheu
yuxu rhe yufkeke fheu {khwt yuf MY rhke
ku hnu Au yu esw MY keh kh{kt uk Gk Wh
rhksu Au. u uk Gk Wh fkf {ke yufke we hnwt
Awt. ef] fnu Au hks u ukGk Wh kuZuk k
khk rhe yufkek ru kukwt heh rho
fhu Au. ykko zwt Vuhu Au {kxu u r u{wt
kuzkku[khke qs fhwt uRyu. u ru Wk fheu hkku
h fhwt. khu ru k fhwt. nu hks yk {ku
yk uo knh {w s ykkhe yufkewt k su
fhu Au u Mokuf{kt [t{kk {k usMe kRu rk fhu
Au. su {w ke Lk {kxu fhu Au u ytu kk
k{u y~ k{u Au yu su {w fkk {kkwt X
uhu kke fhu Au u nh y{u kk Vu k{u
Au. {kxu yk yufkewt k kk kuyu ku y~
fhwt s uRyu. >>21 >>

kf] RLhk yufkee k

fkk-22
e Mkr{khk k fnu Au fu khk {ke
f] ke yufke RLhk k{u fnue Au. uk yrXkk
u k WuL Au. uwt qs wk k{e ee kku
qkoke fhwt. iu{kt sue yku, yo{kt yk{e yu k{kt

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fLkk yku yke heu qs he kku k fhkh

whwk hf{kt zuk kukk {kk rk ykrfku Wkh
fhu Au. u ru yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt u ktku.
quo yu yufkee k fkk rX {nkhksu w
ehk{u fne ne. ef] w fnu Au fu hk wrXh u
RLhk yufkee rk k fkk {kuu fnwt Awt u ktku.
quo {krnM{e heku hk RLu hk fhku nku. u
yr {okku nku. w hk nku. u {oke hkwt
k fhku nku. uk hk{kt o {oke ne. u{kt
fkuR fwf{ nwt. u hk yuf {u kukk rkMkku
ktrke uXuku nku, uk{kt kt y[kf i RAkyu kh{wr
ykk. uu uR hkyu Qk kR L{w sR { fhe k
yo uhuke qS L{k fheu yk h ukzk Ae u
nkk uzeu {Mfkh fhe rke qAwt fu nu {wrhks yn
ykk rk [h hske {khwt w rk fOw, uke nwt L
kke kku Awt. nu ykk yk{wt fkh fnku khu
{wryu fkwt fu u fkuR w: ku ke u khu hkyu fkwt fu
ykk kke hkeyku, wkeyku, kikku, uhu kk
y{kku uhuke yr w Au yu ruk uk yk {u
Vh{kku khu khS fnuk kk fu nwt ku u yuf tuku
fnuk ykku Awt u kt. nwt Vhku Vhku yksu {whe{kt
ku nku kt khku rk fkuRf kukk fkhke {kuf{kt ku
Au yu uu {hke uk fhku {U uku. uu {u u keu
fkwt fu {ku {khk Wh L kRu {khku Wkh fhku, khu {U

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fkwt fu khku Wkh e heu kk ? khu uu fkwt fu {khk wk

RLuu fnuu fu hkeyku wkku uhu {eu RLhk yufkewt
k fhku yu uwt wL {u u yku ku {khku Mokuf{kt rk
kk Ae uu uku rr fkku. kh Ae khS ku [kk
k yu kh Ae hkyu hkeyu wkku, kikeykue kku k
fheu uwt wL rku yo fOw yuxu u {wheke Mo{kt
r{k Wh ueu ku. ykwt {nkku k fhkhwt k
ke Lk {kxu u fhu Au ku uu y~ {kuk kk
Au. yke fkkk X ke kk ifwtX k{u
k{u Au yu{kt t ke. >> 22 >>

ykrLk wfk kkktfwk

yufke k fkk-23
ef] w fnu Au fu, nuu hksLkT ! nu nwt k{kuLku ykrLk
{kMkLke wfk yufkeLke kfkk fnwt Awt. ku Mkktku, ku
yufke kkktfwk yuk Lkk{u fnuk Au. kuLkwt k rr kqof
fhkke Mkuo kkkkuLkku kR Au. yLku ykkfku{kt k
Mko heku Mkw k kk Au. yLku unLku ytku Mko kuf{kt yLktk
fk kOk ykkh Mkw kuku Au. yLku u kkLkLke Mkkkkkuo
fhuwt nku kku ku y~ kkLkLkk ifwtX k{Lku kk{u Au. {kxu
Mko sLkkuyu yu kkku y~ fhwt s uRyu. yLku kuLke {kk
fkkLkwt fkuR kXLk, fhu Au kku ku k fkuxe kLkk kwLLku
y~ kk{u Au. yu{kt fkuR kLkku Mkt Lkke. >> 23 >>

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ykku r h{k yufkee k

fkk-24

ykku {kk f] ke yufke h{k yuu k{u

r Au. enrh fnu Au su, u ru yu yufkek yrxkk
enrh ke rnhk k{e r ee kku {kuhkk
wkuke q fhe. yo{kt fukkt V yku, iu{kt kfh
yu ] r{r fuk yku, k{kt eke huwt kk yku,
uku {rn{k ykh Au, u rku yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt.
ef] k fnu Au hks ! nu {nkwLfkhe yu
{nkknkhe h{k yufkee k fkk fnwt Awt u ktku. ykku
{ke f] ke yufke h{k yufkek k{ke
fnuk Au. uku {rn{k ykh Au. quo yuf {wfwL k{u
{nkk{f hk nku. kku h{ nku yu ue
o yr {oke ne. u hku kt yuf wke ne
uwt [tkk k{ nwt. uu RLuk wk ku kku
hkue ne. fkuR {u ku kukk hku kt ykku
nku u s ru h{k yufke ne. [tkkyu r[kh fkuo fu
{khk ruwt heh yr wo Au yu ykefku yufke
Au yu {khk rkku ku {wku w keyku uou Wk
fhku ykku yku Au yu {khk r u ku shk q n
fhe fu rn. yk{ r[khuAu kt ykk nuh{kt ZtZuhku rxkku
fu ykefku h{k yufke Au {kxu fkuRyu kus fhwt
s rn. u ZtZuhku kteu [tkk fnuk ke nu ru
ykwt heh yr wo Au yu {khk rkku ku ykku yku

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Au fu {w w-ke uhuu fkuhzku Wk fhku yu su

fkuR kus fhu Au ku uu ku tz yku Au. ku fu{ fhwt ue {u
[k kk Au khu ku fnuk kku fu wt ehs hk.
ewe RAk nu u{ ku. khk rkku yuku s yku
nku yu k Wk fhu ku nwt Wk fhe. hehwt
ku su{ wu fhtw nu u{ fhu yu{ fne uu Wk
fkuo. hkku nwe kku h fOw. kh kkt uwt heh
ze wt yu kkuzekh{kt uu kukku un Akuze eku yuxu
hkyu uku ytMfkh uhu rk fhe khu [tkk
ue kku e {hk ikh kR khu {wfwL hkyu fkwt khwt
h kuk nwt fhe. wt khk hehku k fh, khu
[tkk kukk rku kt s hne yu kuu yufkek
kk wLke {thk[ o h h{e u h k kwt.
yu h yr Wk{ yuf wkwt wok Mktkukwt rr
hku yu MVrxf {rykuke rqrk {nukuke wkur nwt.
hksfw{kh ku rfhex {wfwx ykrf yuf ytfkhkuke ytf]
kRu yu u Ak yu [k{hkuke ytf] nk h ykYZ
kku yu ktkuo yhkyku yue nt{ukt Mwr fhk nk yu
uk fhk nk yu u e RL nku Lku wt ? ue euXu
kuk kku. yuf {u {wfwL whku ku{ {ko k{ku
r eko kkk rr{ku Vhku Vhku yu u h{kt sR nkUku.
kuu uR yk ku hkku s{kR yu{ eu yuk {eu
ku khu kuu uku ku heu fkh fkuo, yu {Mfkh
fheu kukk hk kk kwk kk kuke r{k

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[tkkk {k[kh qAk khu ku{ {koyu fkwt fu ykk

hk kw r e uo fw Au yu uo fw
Au. htw nu ykk fw {k[kh {u yk fnku yu ykwt
r h {kuu fk wLke k kwt Au khu ku kuku
fu nu r y f] ke h{k yufkeku Wk fkuo
nku u wLke ykwt h {wt Au htw yu h yMkh Au u
Mkh kk uku Wk yk fhku khu ku{ {ko fnu u fu{
Mkh kk ? uku Wku nwt fhe khu ku fnu fu {U h{k
yufkewt k fOw htw {U u k k h fOw nwt. uke yk
h yMkh Au nu {ku {wfwLe wke [tkku yk k
sRu fnku yuxu yk h Mkh ku. u kte ku{ {ko
kukk h{kt ykku yu [tkku wt ]kkt fne
tkwt khu [tkk fnu su, yk ]kkt {kuyu k uwt
Au fu Mk{kt uwt Au khu ku{ {ko fnu Au su, yu ]kktu {U
k uuwt Au yu u uh yMkh Au uu Mkh fhkku
Wk fhkwt u fkwt Au khu [tkk kue nu r yu h
kk {khk rk oe RAkke yue {u {ku kt R
yku yu kt sR {khk kk kke yu h wMkh fhe
htw k{ y{khk tuku r{k kk yuwt fhku. rkuewt
r{ fhkkke {n wL kk Au, u [ kteu ku{
{ko [tkku {thk[k {eu ykuk k{u }rkk
yk{{kt R ku yu uu uo ]kkt fne tkwt khu
k{uu u{tkkuk W[khqof [tkku yrkuf fkuo yuxu
}rkk {tkkuk kke yu yufke kk kke

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[tkk r unke kR R yu rru k{e yu

yr L kRu kukk rk kL{kt R. kuke
eu kuke {eu ykue uRu ku yr L kku
yu uu L{kqof kukk zku zu ukze khu [tkk
kukk ruu nkk uzeu fnuk ke fu nu kk fkfkh
[ fnwt Awt. uu ktku. nwt {khk rku uh ykX koe ne
khke k uu rn rrqof yufkewt k fhwt Awt. uk
kke yk h fk O wMkh yu {]rw
ku. nu hk yk{ yu [tkk r Y kh fheu
rkthkuke ytf] kRu r unu k{uk kukk r
ku kku u {thk[{kt r kukuu kuk {ktze. nu
hks yke heu h{k yufkewt ykh {nkB Au yu us
k u ke Lk {kxu fhuwt nku ku u kk
k{u y~ k{u Au yu fu ue fkkwt X fhu Au
ku u {w yu wu k{u Au, yu{kt fkuR t ke
{kxu u ]t ku y~ fhwt uRyu. >> 24 >>

fkf w kure
yufkee k fkk-25
yuu e{f t[f k fnu Au
enrh nt Mk{e fnu Au fu fkf {ke w
ke yufke kure k{u Au, uk yrXkk u k
k{kuh Au, ue q ue r e hkkSe kku f{kt
wkuke fhe. iu{kt { k kzw yku yo{kt ze

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yku yu k{kt kk yu rn kxku yku yke heu

qs yu he kku k fhkh whwk ]e Wh hnuk
uo ekkuo fhkke su V k kk ? uke yt k
Vu k{u Au. u ru yuf whke fkk fnwt Awt u ktku.
kkS fnu Au nu kh nu {kuu fkf w
yufkewt {nkWk{ k fnwt Awt. su k quo ef]u e{
rk{nu fkwt nwt fu u k yufkeke q{ we yu{ kt[
r fhkwt nkukke yuu e{ t[f k fnuk Au. yk
k {nk wLfkhf yu t[{nkkkuku k fhkhwt Au.
fkf w yufkeu ru k:fk{kt rrqof Mk fheu
kt[ rk yk kku kht fhku ke Gk h quk
e{ rk{n o hks{kuo k {kuo yu {kuk {kuoku Wu
fhu Au u o {kuo ef] u{s ktzkuyu ktk nk yuxu
L kRu ef]u fkwt fu nu e{ L Au {kuu fu su yk
uou {kuo tkk. e fkf w yufkeu ru {u
s {kwt yuxu yswou k {kheu ]e{ktke tks
keu {kuu k fhkwt. ykk heh{kt ktr kR R.
yuxk {kxu s yks rke ykhteu uo sku {kuu L
fhk {kxu yu {u L fhk {kxu kt[ rwt e{f
k fhu yu su {w yk ku rn fhu uk o kku rV
ku. fkuE y yu y{ko nku yu e kku fhe fu
ku u yk ku fhu Au ku u o kkuk Vu k{u Au.
ykkZ w yu f keyu k t k k w h u {kheu
kehkh{kt kuZe Au yu khk w yufkeyu

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rho fhu Au yu fkf w yufkeu ru k kk

Au {kxu o skuyu kue yufkeu ru ku
skzk. kh Ae ke rrqof q fhe u ru
Wk fhu Au u {uY ykk {thk[k {k ku
keu M{ fhe ku Au su {w kk qs h
uu rn Wk fhu Au u q r yu o{kfkk
nh fwu kheu ifwtX k{{kt R Au yu uk
r]yku yktke ifwtX kuf{kt rk fhu Au yu u{k
qosL{kt kkuk Wuk hfLkkt w:ku u x kR
Au u ru fu h fhu Au u k nkrf kuh
kku{ktke {wu k{u Au yu su {w Wk fhu Au uu
Vheu ok{kt swt zwt ke. e u ru kwt
rrqof qs fhkke yk ]e Wh hnukt o ekkuo fhkke
su V k kk Au uke fhkuz wt yrf V k kk
Au. ef] fnu Au fu nu hks yk {ku su {w k fhu Au
uu yt fkhk V k kk Au yu ytu kk k{u
y~ k{u Au yu{kt t ke. yk fkkk X ke
fhkuzku kikk Vu k{u Au {kxu ykkZ {ke yufkeke
fheu fkf w yufke O [kw{kowt k y~ fhwt.
u kR fu ku k yufkewt k fhwt yu u u kR
fu ku kure yufkewt k ku y~ fhwt s uRyu. >>
25 >>

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fkf r Wrk yufkee

k fkk kk - 25
yrf w yufke ree
k fkk-26

e Mkr{khk k fnu Au fu fkf {kk

f] ke yufke yrk k{u Au uu Wrk yuu k{u
fnuk Au, uk yrXkk u k ef] Au, uwt
qs r e wkke kku k wkuke fhwt. iu{kt
kuzu k (ehts) yku yo{kt kruh yu k{kt
yku, yke heu qs he kku k fhkh whwk
kure yufke k fhkke su V k kk Au ? u s
Vu k{u Au yu{kt t ke.
ef] k fnu Au nu wrXh nu nwt {u yrf
w yufkee k fkk fnwt Awt. u yufkewt re k{
Au yu ru Wke hneu rrqof k fhk{kt yku ku
uku ifwtX k{{kt s rk kk Au. u yufke {nkwL{e
Au. {nkkkuu nhkhe Au. uk o wk {rn{kwt o
fhk{kt kk {ko kk ke {kxu {eu ru rr
rn kku ykht fhku u ru nrk s{wt. krf
khe Mw fkuR ke rn. qr{ Wh fhwt yu
k[owt k fhwt. yufkeu ru WXe kukku r
rr rn kku ykht fhku fkuE eko fu sk{kt sR
rrqof Mk fhwt. khAe rrqof kwt {nkqs
fhwt u ru fkuR yrkku Mo fu h kuk fu y

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kuwt rn u yufke rsok fhe ykk qk fheu

fhe. hkku kk s feo kku h fhwt.
khu ru kh{kt eko fu sk{kt rrqof Mk
fhe uh ykeu rrqof kwt qs fhwt. kkus
fhkwt. kkkue q fhe yu kuke {ku k
ykwt. yk {ku su {w re yufkewt k fhu Au uku
sL{ V kk Au yu ytu {kuku k{u Au yu uu o
kkuwt V {u Au. yu rku yn yuf whke Rrnk fnw
Awt. quo kuk w{kt yuf {krnM{e heku f]eo k{ku
hk nku. uu Yk nh eyku ne ku uu hke
whku tkkhku wk nku yuxk {kxu yuu yuf kku,
kku, f{kuo fko ku fkuR hkeke wk kku uke u
yt Wke hnukku nku. Ae uu o kkuke fhk
ke Rh y~ L kk Au yu{ eu kukwt o
hk {tkeykuu kUeu t{k o h fhk ku
ue kA kuke o hkeyku{ktke hk nrh~[te wke
re rk hk nkukke re kku fhk {kxu
R u kukk ru nh ko O yu wwt k
fhkke nkzsh suku uRu kt kkuzu qh hnuk yr rkk
ywku {eu sRu u keu kkok fhk {ktze khu
ywkyu qAwt fu nwt khk Wh L kR Awt. {kxu fnu fR
RAkke wt kkok fhu Au khu reyu fkwt fu {khk ruu
hk tku yuku wk ke yu uu {kxu fhu Au uu yksu
nh kkuo kR k Au ku wk kk uku Wk kku,

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khu ywkyu fkwt fu ykk yrf {rnke re

yufkewt {ku tu skt k yu kwt qs yu
h fhku ku {kuu k y~ wk yku yu{ fneu
o rr fkku kh Ae u reyu ku yufkeu ru k
fOw. {eu ru uku r{ Ru yufkeu ru kh{kt
Mkkrf r rr fheu kwt rr {ku qs fOw
u ru rsok Wk fkuo. khu ru r f{o fhe
qs uhu fheu ke Mwr fhk ke uxkf{kt
ku kukk r o ykeu fkwt fu k {kxu {kuyu
ykxwt yu yufkewt k fhuwt Au. fnku khu uu fkwt fu
nu k yk u {khk Wh yu {khk ru Wh L
kk nku ku yk rk fkuR u fu Rh fu i {w ykrf
fkuRke hk k{u uku wk ykku khu ku fkwt
kkMw. uku wk {kuu ku yu{ fneu w ytko kR
k kh Ae u hk yu hkeyu e {k fhe uh
ykkt. {ku yr k wk kku. u {kuxku kk kukwt
hk uu kUeu hk f]eo {kt fhk ku yu wk
fkoeo hkwt k fhk kku fu suu {Mfkk
hku Se eku nku yu uu nhkku nku. yuwt fkh
ku kuu s wk ykku nku. yuxu hku nhku yu{kt
wt yko fnuk Ae uu u k hwhk{u {kkuo nku.
ykwt Wk{ re yufkewt k Au {kxu su, yu ku fhu Au
ku u unu ytu kk k{u y~ k{u Au yu{kt fkuR
t ke. >> 27 >>

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yufkee k fkk-28

63

ef] w fnu Au nu hks nu nwt yku yrf

{kk f] ke h{k yufkee k fkk fnwt Awt. quo yuf
h{kt w{uk k{ku rk kk hnuku nku. yuu rkk
k{e rkk hk e ne yu r qok fkuR kukke
kLke hrn nkukke yr rh nku u yuf {wku
ku k[k fhku, htw yuu tkukfkhf yL fu {wt
nwt, ue e ehs hkeu hku nkh [ke yu
re uk fhe fkuR yrrkyku kuku uh yku ku kuu
qe hneu uku fkh fhe. h{kt yL fu ke
yu{ fkuR r kukk ru fnue ne. r rr
kukk hehu ke fhe ne. yke heu yr f]k kuke
eu uRu yu r eu fnuk kku fu, ru {u fu
yL fktR k kwt ke. nwt {kuxk {kuxk rfku kuke
k[k ku fhwt Awt. htw fkuR {u ykk ke, ku nu nwt wt
fhwt yu rfkt ? rk hku nkh e heu [ke
fk {kxu u wt t{ ke nkuku e k {kxu nwt fktf
hu{kt . {kwt ku k{kt nku yuxwt s {u Au, ku
kuke {ku W{ ku fhku s uRyu fkh fu
rkku nt{uk W{e tk fhu Au. kukk rk ykk
[ku kteu kukk yktku{kt yw keu nkk uzeu
rke kukk ru fnuk ke fu nu ru ykk suku
fkuR rk {sw yu rufe fkuR ke Akt yke ykkk

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nku ku nwt yku fnwt Awt fu, nu ru, rnuAw {wu khwt fu
hw su kuku wu u fnuwt uRyu fu yk ]e{kt {u kt
yku ku suxwt k{kt nku yuxwt s {u Au, khu
{wt ke e rkku fnu Au fu quo suxwt kL rk
ykrf eu ykwt nku uxwt s {u Au. yk quo
sL{{kt fuRu fktR ykwt ke uke yku ke {wt. u yku
hu{kt sk {hS nku ku kh{kt nu ku s {u
yu u kh{kt nku ku ku w yn uh uXk yku w
kw Au ku quo suxwt k wL fOw nku uxwt s yku Au
{kxu nwt yku rte fhe fnwt Awt. yk ku ku {khk rku
e heu e ku fkh fu r he eu fkuR w
nkuwt ke {kxu {khk Wh f]k fheu yk yn s hnku yu
yn yku W{ fheyu. u k{kt nu ku w yn s
yku. u k rn nku ku {u kt ku k
{u yku rn {kxu {khk we kh yk yn s
hnku. yke hek ek rnfh [ kteu u r kt
s hkku yu{ fhk yuf ru i RAkyu uk h u fkuR
fkirzL {wr ykk. uu uRu e rn w{uk yu Wk
kR k{k sR uku ku heu fkh fheu kuku uh keu
k yo yke qs fheu ku heu kus fhke u nM
uze yk Qkt hkkt khu u {wryu fkwt fu {khk Wh
{khe ukke L kku Awt ku yku su RAk nku u k[k
fhku, khu rkkyu fkwt fu y{ku qok fkuR kukke kL
rk yr w:e Aeyu. yuxk {kxu {khk r u ku hu

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sk r[khk nk, htw {U uu rte fheu hkufe hkk Au

{kxu y{khk Wh L kRu yuk Yzk ykeko ykku fu
suu fheu y{ku yL u we kRyu yu yuwt fkuR k fu
fu fkuRwt qs fu s fnku fu suke y{khwt krh k k{u
ykrhek wekk [ kteu u {wryu kukk
{kt kwt k heu fkwt fu yrf {kk f] ke
su h{k yufkewt k Au u k o w:{kku nhkhwt Au
yu ykh wfkhf Au yu u u s k kk ttke
fhk{kt yku ku u unu ytu {w yku Au yu yk kuf{kt
yku Au yu u ru Wk kwt qs yu
hkku h feo kk fkk khk uhu fhu Au ku u yk kuf
hkuf{kt ykh w kuu Au {kxu {ku yu ku fhku. quo
fwuhu yu s k fhuwt Au. uu fheu L kuk tfhu uu uo
kku yrr fkuo Au. u{s hk nrh[t us h{k
yufkewt k fhkke u[kR uk kuke hke yu wku
kBku yu uk kukk hku Vhekh kBku. {kxu {ku
rrqof yu k fhku yu kkrr h fhku yu us
{ku t[hkrk kku rr fkku Au suk ywXkke
yu {w k kk Au {kxu {ku u ku fhku ku {ku
y~ kLe {]ru k{ku yu ytu Mou
k{ku. yke heu {wrhu fkwt u s {ku kukk re
kku yrf {k{kt Mk fheu yu k fOw, khu t[hkrk
k qhwt kwt. uxkf{kt kt yuf i RAkyu hksfw{kh ykku
yurr k{keke hwh yuf w yu tru hnuk
ykwt yu uu Srkon {kxu yuf khwt k{ ykwt. yrf

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{ke f] ke h{k yufkek ru Wk fhkke

yu t[hkrk kk kke yu kk ykkuf{kt rr
kuku kue ytu kuke e rn Mo{kt ku su yk
t[hkk ku fhu Au uu wfhke ekkuo{kt yu tk ykrf
ekkuo{kt Mk fhuwt fnuk Au. yt kuk yt kwt
wL kk Au. o {kku{kt su{ yrf {k uX Au u{s
yrf {k{kt t[hkk k uX Au yu t[{nkkkuu
ku fhkhwt Au. t[hkke k{kt h{k yufke oke
uX Au su o kkuu ku fhkhe Au. ef] k fnu
Au nu hks yke heu h{k yufkewt k {U {kuu fkwt u s
ku u ke Lkkuo fhk{kt yku ku unu ytu
kk k{u y~ k{u Au {kxu ykwt Wk{ k
oskuyu y~ fhwt.
yke heu huf yufkeykuwt k uo skuyu
Wh fnuk W[khkuke rr {ku y~ fhwt yu yu Wh
fnuk huf W[khku {u ku ufku ywkhu [t, we
yu wk, nhe, [tku ykrf wkuke he kku
y~ fhwt yu iu{kt kfh, kuz, fksw, k{ ykef su
nku u ykwt yu k{kt yL, , s, kk, su fktR
kko kuke {ku ykwt. yk {ku su {w
yufkewt k yr kke fhu Au, u {w ykkuf{kt ,
kL, ku yu hehu rhkueku k{u Au yu unu ytu
yktrf {kuku y~ k{u Au, yu{kt u{kk t ke. >>
28 >>

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khk we khu ru u kkku ku

nku ku s khwt fhwt. yufkeu ru Wk fheu
khu ru kk{kt khwt fhu Au ku yufke owt
wL k k{u Au yuwt Mft whkwt [ Au yu u
]r k{wt nku ku kh{kt s khwt fhe uwt fkh fu
khk Wt{kt kuk Au.
yu u k kuku henkh kk ku k
k k fheu [e e zeu k fheu khwt fhwt.
fkh fu kkk [kh rk fheu [k u kku
k fheu khwt fhwt.
yu u yufkeu ru s kh yu kkku
ku nku ku yu ru Wk fhku fkh fu yufkeu ru
kh yu k kuke rw ]tku kk Au.
u k kuke kh yufkeku Mo fhu ku
yu rw ku kk Au. rw {kuoh{kt fkwt Au fu
yufkeu ru kh yu ku ku nku ku u rw
t ku fnuk Au.
yu kk u yufke yu khku Mo fhu
ku yr Wk{ ku fnuk Au.
tu ru yu khku ku nku ku k{
ru Wk fhku.
yu yufkeu ru kkku ku nku htw

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u ru u k Moke khku ku nku ku u

rw t ku fnuk Au.
u khu ru wkh nku ku u yr Wk{
ku fnuk Au.
kkk kuke khu ru Wk fhku
yu uhu ru khwt fhwt.
yufke {k ukeku rku Au ku u
{k uke yufke k kuke nku u Wk{
fnuk Au.
u kh ]r k{e nku yu kk kkuzwt nku
ku Wko Ae kh{kt s khwt fhwt.
u kk ]r k{wt nku ku uhu ru khwt fhwt
yu{kt fkuR kuk ke.
yu u Wk fhk{kt su y nku uu yufkeu
ru ki Wk fhku yu khu ru {w Wk
fhku. >> 29 >>

khe k fkk-30
ef]u fkwt fu nu hks khk tt{kt yuf
qoe fkk fnwt Awt. r{ u{kt yuf {khkz ({Yu) Au u
o keyku {kxu yr tfh Au ue qr{ yr ue
hueke k hnu Au. yu{kt {kuxk {kuxk fkk kuo nw hnu Au.
u{kt khe Akk kkt {kuxk ]kku nkuk ke. fkuRf ]k nku ku
fktxkk ]kku nku Au Akt kukk f{ok kuu fheu

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o Sku S kh fhu Au. yu u{kt s nkuwt ke, kk

khku nkuk ke. hk fkhuf kkuzku kkuzku zu Au.
yu u{kt fuxkf w-keyku yu uk [kyku ]kkke
ezkRu {h k{uk shu zu Au. ykk tfh u{kt yuf
nhe k{ku rf hnuku nku u rf kkhke kuke
Srfk [kku nku yu fkuR {u kukk r{kkue kku Vhk
efuku u Vhkt Vhkt kukk r{kkuke Aqxku ze ku yu
Vhku Vhku {Yuk tfh yh{kt u~ku u{kt yuu Yrh
{ktke hrn ktf wykuu uk yu kuu q h
yu kkfke rze ku nku uke yr w:e kku yu
r[khk kku fu nwt ykk tfh st{kt fktke yke
ku ? nu yn {khwt wt ku ? yu fkt sR? yk{ r[khku
nku uxk{kt yue shu fuxkf uku zk uyku q hke
kfw nk. uk unku Yrh {ktke hrn nk. fu nkzsh
unku nk. uyku yk{ u{ kuzk nk. yu ukuu uR rf
rM{ kBku yu k{k kku ku ue kku kku
[kk {ktzku. [kk [kk yu o uku yuf xkkh ]ke
e Akk{kt uXkt u{kt [khu kswke ukuke uhkuku yu
uk k Wh uXuku rfhk u kuke Sf ykku
uku. uk k Whke Whe rfe ku ykku. {
fheu fnuk kku fu nu rk yk yk tfh u{kt e
heu ykk Aku ? khu rf kuku nwt {khk kkeykuke rqxku
ze ku Awt. nwt yku Awt. nwt qh yu kkfke yr
ezk Awt. {khk ftXu k yke k Au, uke kue fku ke.

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yuke nwt nu fkuR heu [e fwt u{ kwt ke, khu rfk

ykk e [ku kteu u fnuk kk fu {ku kkuze kh
yk ]ke e[u uku. nwt ykwt ykr fhe Ae yk wuke
rk ku. ykk uk [ kteu u rf u ]ke
Akk{kt uXku Ae {knT {u u ]ke Whke e
ske huwt yuf {kk i RAkke e[u Whe ykwt. yue
kku eswt kwt yu keswt nwt kk Whe ykwt. u{ktke
uk uu q hke ezkk rfu oke k{ ykwt khu
u rf s{eu ] kku. khAe u uu e uo ukuu
kkuzwt kkuzwt ykwt. yuxu uyku uo w kk khAe kkuzwt wt
u uu kuu kwt, yuxu wt qxe wt. u uRu rfu uk
uu qAwt fu, yk kuh {kt n k yu s {wt yu{kt
{wu yo kk Au. yu {kuu fue heu {u Au yu kkuzwt Akt
ku fu{ qo kk Au yu {kuxkt h hk Au yu yk
yk kk fktke yku Au yu yk uo fku Aku ? yu yuf
kk {kkke {kuu ] e heu kR. yke hekt rfkt
[ku kteu u kuku fu, {khwt quowt ]kkt fnwt Awt. ktku
quo nwt yuf rf nku. {ko nku. kLke {]rkku
nku Akt w{oe yu kMf nku yu yt kue nku.
fkuRu fktR ykku rn. u{ fkuRu ykk uku rn.
yuf {u {khu uh yuf tLke ykku u qku nku hMku
nku. yuu k[k fhe khu {khe eyu ykk {ktzwt
{U ykk ewt rn. s ykk ewt yu {U
ykwt. {khe zku{kt yuf wk r hnuku nku u nt{ukt

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k wL fhku. ue kku y{ku tu sk khu ru

[t kk yu ke e u k ke qo wke Au. [tkk
[te wke Au tuk t{{kt Mk fheu {khk kzkueyu
khu ru Mk fheu Wk fkuo. yu kk rk
nku. uo kkuk hnMu ku nku yuxu yuu e skhe
ske hue yuf kku k{kt yke n kke qo,
kk, Ak, Wkn, kuke q fheu ke {q yu
uowt k fOw u uRu {U Wke hneu {khk e
hkk {kxu u uo Mwwt k fOw Ae hu ykku. ytu {h
kBku. nwt w{or yu kMf nku uke rk[ kku Awt u {ku
yu shu uwt fu nwt yk tfh Awt yu nwt yk tfh {kt
xfwt Awt yu khu su {U k ykwt u {u ykhu
{knT {u {khe ku yku Au. {U u ru Wk fkuo
nku uke {u qo sL{wt M{h Au. yk uo uku Au yu uoyu
qo sL{{kt fkuRyu kkwt euwt Au, fuxkf he{kt
yk nk, fuxkf wY fu kukk Mk{e fu r{kku fu {kk
rkku kun fhuku Au u kuku fheu u ku k{uk Au. uo
kk ek {kxu s {khk uf kRu hnuk Au. kk
ttke su ykuwt nku Au u uo yk kk Au yu uke s
yk o uku ] kk Au ku uku Auyuxu nt{uk wo
hnu Au. yksu yk y{khk yrrk hefu ykk Aku yuxu {kuu
s{kzeu ] fko Au uke yk u kurke {w kRu
h{ru k{e. htw yk uo uku {khk rk kY {kt
{nk ezku kuu yuxu {nkwk, {khk h ywkn

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fheu yk uo ukuk k{ku kuk uhu qAe ku Ae {ku

rn{k{kt su kt {kuu ku ku {u uu Ru
{ku kS{kt sRu uowt k f{o fhku yuxu yu uoe
Wk{ r ku. yk{ kuke kku s u uwt heh ze
wt yu wok sue fktrkwt ykirff heh kR wt yu
r r{k{kt ueu Mo{kt ku kh Ae uu uok k{ku
qAeu rn{k{kt ku. kt ku yqx ku {ku u
R uh ku u{ktke fuxwf R, kS ku kt yuf
zk ]k e[u ueu yuf yufwt k{ Ru uok k fkO
khu u uoyu nu rk {kuyu y{khwt {nk fko fOw Au.
{kuyu fhuk k f{oke y{khe Wk{ r kR Au. y{ku
Mo{kt sRyu Aeyu yk{ fne uo uku Mo{kt k kh
Ae u rf kuku uh sRu nt{ukt kkuu fhku nku
yu khu ru k k uhu fheu kwt qs
uhu fheu ytu {kuku k{e ku. wkhke w
khwt {nkB ku ykh Au. {kxu u k ku y~ fhwt
uRyu u ru Wk fhkke yk kuf yu hkuf{kt uo
wku k kk Au yu{kt fkuR t ke. khk wr
khu ru k{ trwt k nu{kr{kt u{s rkuh
whk{kt ouwt Au. e{T k{kt kkk
kuke khu ru k{ wk kwkoku Wu Au.
rkuh whk{kt k kuke kh nku
khu kkk kuke yufkeu ru k{
ykhku Wu Au. ykwt Mxefh fhkt f{kfh x

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ro rLw{kt fnu Au fu kkk kuke kh

nku, khu k kuke yufkeu ru k{ trwt
k fhwt yu khu kkk kuke yufke nku
khu u rsk yufke fnuk Au. >> 30 >>

wYk kh k fkk-31
yuf {u e koe kuk nu tku, nu k,
{khk h yku Mun nku ku f]k fheu fwt k fhkke fu,
fk ue uk fhkke fwYk x kk yu khwt Y k
kk u yk f]k fheu fnku khu k tfh fnuk kk
fu nu e o kkuu nhkhw yu wth Yu ukhwt yuwt yu
kiku khkhwt yu rhkhku rMkh fhkhwt yu o
wu ykkhwt yuwt k fnwt Awt. uu {ku ktku quo kh
wk ytu ikuku k fhk {kxu yk ]e h kwuu
kt ufeSke rw k x kk nk u e{f hke
wke Yf{eu hk nk. yu Y{e yt MYk yu
yr kk nkt yu rkk hk nkt. yu{k rk
w ef]u shk [u zwt rn. u Yf{e kw hke
q uk fhe L fhkt htw fkuRf ru fkuR kukk
fkhke {kk ufe u{k Wh fkuk{k kkt uu Y{eyu
u keu u nkk uzeu {Mfkh fheu kwe {kVe {keu
{kk rn yuxu uykuyu yt fkuk{k kRu ef]u
fkwt fu nu wk u nwt khe e {kk nku yu u u {khu ru
yt nku yu {u hkS fhe nku ku nwt u fnwt u{
fh. u wt fu wt fkuRf fwY yu wne e kku khku rkn

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fh. wt {khwt yk kfwt Wkk fhku rn yu yr Yk

oke yk yke Y{e ku wt k fh yu {u yksu
uRyu yu fku uRyu {kxu k fh khu ef]
fnu Au fu {k Y{e rk Au. uu nwt fue heu k fhwt. su
whwk kuke wth eku k fhu Au u whwk yt sL{ we
fkt wu k{ku ke yu yL kufku yue k
fhu Au yu wt nwt wt Awt yuxu nu {k ykk [wt nwt fue
heu k fhwt khu ufeS kukt nu wk uo uku{kt yu
ekkuo{kt {kk s kuok{ Au. yk kuf{kt yuku fku y{ Au fu
kuke {kkk [ku ykh fhu. yk s{kt ki fkuR
{kke s q fhu Au ee fkuR fhwt ke {kxu kike
{kk s q Au e ke khu ef] kuk nu {k u
{u u{ nku u Y{eu nwt S rn yu kte
ufeS ku [w kR kt khu wu e [k kR yu
r[khk kk fu yu {kku w fu{ kk ? yuxk{kt kt
i RAkyu khS ykk uu uRu wyu uku ku heu
fkh fkuo, q fhe, kus uhu fhkeu L fko kh
Ae ef] wu rL u uXuk uRu khSyu qAwt
fu {ku yk{ rL u w fu{ Aku ? yuwt Wuwt fkh wt
Au ? {kxu {ku Wuu Akuze ku khu ef] kuk fu {kkyu
{u ykkk fhe fu wt fwY fLku h yu Y{eu S u
ku yu fu{ u yu {kke yke ykkkwt k e heu fhwt
? khu khS fnuk kk. yk tt{kt qoe yuf xk
fnwt Awt ktku. quo yuf {u k yu {eS ifwtX{kt

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wth e[k{kt uXk nkt kt y[kf wkok {wr yke [zk.

uwt r Y uRu yr Yk oke x kRu
{eS nk kkt, khu wkoku yr ku [zku yu
k ykk fnuk kk fu wt yr Yk oke {khk Wh
nkM fhu Au, {kxu wt ]e h sL{ kh fh yu yr
fwY (hk) Yke kk u kteu {eS u kke
kkok fhk kkt fu nu {nkhks {khku yhk k{k fhku khu
wkok kuk fu {khku k ku r{k rn kk {khk h
yuxku ywkn fhwt Awt fu {kuu k hu. yk{ fne u
ku [kk k u kke {eS kuu kkSu kt x
kkt Au uwt k{ k{k Au uwt uo yt yr fwY Au uu
{ku hku fkh fu {kke ykkk ku y~ k fhe s
uRyu yu su whwk kuke {kke ykkkwt k fhku ke
yu {kku fku[ku Au u yt sL{ we w: kuu Au uwt
fk kwt ke khu wyu fkwt fu u fwYkkheu nwt e heu
uR khu khS kuk fu u Y{ek wLke wYk
yu kike uX ku {kxu {ku hku fkh fu {kkSe ykkkku
ku fhku yu Xef rn. yu{ fne khS ku [kk k.
kh Ae ef]u kukkt {kk ufeu fkwt fu, nu {kkS !
{ku rkne ikhe fhku yke ykkkke nwt he. Ae
k{ku heu uh kk. {kkSu fkwt fu nu {kkS nwt
fwYk kheu yke ykkkke heu kku Awt {kxu {khk
Wh nu hkS kkyku yu {khku yhk {kV fhku yu{ fneu
uu k{ku yuf h{kt rk ykku yu kuu fkuR fkou

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{kxu nkh k khu {kku {{kt w: kwt fu {U yk fko

yku fOw Au. yk e fwYku nwt e heu uR fe yuu nwt
fkt tkze ? kufku {u wt fnuu ? yu fkuR {u qAu ku nwt
sk wt yke ? yu{ r[kheu yr Wk kR k. u
kh Ae yuf ru Y{e {kkSe ku ykkt yu u
nkk uze t[k k{ fheu u keu kkok fhe yu
kke uk fhk kkt khu ufeS L kkt
khu kwu L kukt uRu Y{e fnuk kkt fu, nu
kwS {khe e kufu nwt uku RAwt Awt. {kxu {u kkuu
khu ufeS kuk fu nu nw u {khu o fhkt nku ku nwt
fnwt u{ fhku. {kuyu quo wYk yufewt k fhuwt Au. uwt
wL u k{ku ykku ku s o {kuu ku. rn ku
rn kk khu Y{eyu fkwt fu yu wL ku rn ykwt fkh
fu kwt wL ku ukuu yt wo Au ku u wL nwt fu{
fheu yuu ykwt khu ufeS kukt wt ykku ku yhw
[kukk kwt kt[{k kwt fu Ak kwt ykk ku ku{k
kwt ykk ku yuke ykuAwt ykku y~ ykku
khu Y{e kuk u kwt wL ku yuf kh suxwt
rn ykwt. e yk ku {khe wx kkke {khe kuf Au
yu{ fne Y{e kuku uh kt yu f]u fnuk kkt fu
u {khk h yk L nku ku {khe e hue r{kkt
{u o ku fhku, khu ef] kuk nu ru yu rY uk,
{w ke rYku nwt {kuu y~ ukze yu{ fneu
w k{k ku k yu fnuk kk fu nu e {ku

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yr Yk Y{e ku yku yu u nkk uzeu fnku fu nwt

{khe urfk Awt. yke ke Awt {kxu {u yku fhuwt wYk
kek wL{ktke yuf kk Ak kwt wL {u ykku.
yk{ fkwt yuxu k{k Y{e kusRu khk t
fheu u nkk uzeu u keu kukt fu nu e{f wke
{khku u {khk h Mun nku ku wYk khwt wL Au u{ktke
khu rn ku yuf e yknwr suxwt ykk ku uwt
ywO wL {u ykku yu {khk h f]k fhku khu Y{e
kukt {kuu wYk ke{kt ykxku ku u{ Au ku nwt {u
yknwr suxwt wL ykwt Awt. {ku nu kh Wkzku yu{ fneu
Y{eyu Mk fOw yu e yuf yknwrwt wL ykwt.
yuxu yu s k{kt k{kwt wt yu wth Y kR wt u
uRu Y{eS qAk kk fu {ku fku Aku? yu ynkt
k {kxu ykkt Aku ? khu k{k kuk fu nwt ef]e
kuZk e Awt. yke {okre Awt. {khwt k{ k{k
Au. nwt ykk [hku{kt k{ fhwt Awt. yu kteu Y{e
fktR rn kukt yko k{e k. uk{kt ykfkke kR
fu nu Y{e {kuyu su wL ykwt Au yuk s kke
k{k MYk kkt Au fkh fu wYk khk kwt
wL ku ukuu wo Au {kxu nu e wYk khwt k
rr {ku y~ fhwt. yk{ e ykk whwk khu u k
fhu Au khu yuk sL{ku sL{kthk uo kku k k{u Au
yuu rYk yke ke. eykuu rku rku kku ke.
kuke ] kk Au yu s{kt fe hu Au. qo sL{wt

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M{h hnu Au yu unu ytu {kuk kk Au. yk fkkwt su fu

X {kk fhu Au u yk kufu ru yu ytu
{wu k{u Au yu{kt fkuR t ke {kxu {w {kku yu
k ku y~ rr {ku fhwt. >> 31 >>

]n [woe k fkk-32
ik w 14 [woeu ru ]n [woek kwt
rk Au. yk ke [ki kuk kre ue ik wr
[woeu ru kuk {u k ]nSku sL{ kku.
Mft whk{kt fkwt Au fu ik wr [woeu ku{khu Mkr
kk{kt kuk {u k ]nSku kwko kku Au
tu ru [woe kuk {u kr nku ykk kuk
{u yuf ke kr nku ku esu ru k fhwt fkh
fu u uhk uke [kiu ru k fhkku rku Au
yu kuk {u yuf ru yrf ke nku yu yuf
ru yrf ke nku kusu ru yrf kr nku u
ru k fhwt yu u tu ruyrf kr nku ku
esu ru k fhwt.
]n whk{kt fnuwt Au fu [woek Mkr kk
nku, rkh nku, rr ku nku yu rs fh nku ku
yk k Wk{ k Au. htw ykku ku ku {wu k
kuu s k kk Au. yk [woeu ru ku ]nS
Yu kwko kRu rnhfrwku k fheu kukk
nkwt hk fhuwt nwt. rnhfrwu {kko Ae fkuu
kt fheu wuke uXuk w ku kkeyku{kt uX hks

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nk yufk s k. u nkk uzeu kkok fheu kuk su

nu w yk {khk Mkr{ Aku nwt ykku Awt. yuxu u nkk
uzeu { fheu nwt yku qAwt Awt fu {u yku ru yL
fu{ kR khu w kuk fu u {khu ru yL
kkwt fkh fnwt Awt u kt. quo wt kk nku Akt fkuR
y fOw nwt. khwt k{ kwu nwt yu wt u~k{kt
yr yk nku yu yu sL{{kt U fktR wf] fOw
nwt, htw u~kk te kkke U {khwt k fhuwt nwt u
fue heu ku quo yte he{kt u kht w{ko k{ku
yuf kk nku, u kukk kf{o kkkrf{kt rekku
yu k{f nku yu f{kuoke uo whkuu L fhuk
nk. uu yuf wek k{u k[khe e ne u r
hk ne. uu kt[ wkku nk. u k[khkk nk
yu u r] nk htw yu uo{kt kku wk wt nt{ukt
u~kk{e nku. whkk{kt rekku nku yu [kuhkuk
tkke wkorfe ef [kuheyku fhue yu u~ke kku
nt{ukt kf{o fhku. yuf ru u u~ke kku zku kku
uke fktR kw ewt rn. uke ykt Wk kku.
u{s u~k kku rnkh rn kkke ktr nkukt uu yke
hkrk rk yke rn uke u yk h kwt yu
u~kyu hek fkhke kus fOw rn yu rk
fhe rn. yk{ tuwt k kwt yu nuwke yk yku
k fhuwt Au yu{ eu uku khe Wh L kk. u~ke
kku yk {khwt Wk{ k fOw nwt uke s u {khu ru yL

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kue Au yu yu u~k {khk kk kke

Mokufu k{e Au, {kxu yk {khwt k yr Wk{ Au yu{ wt
su yu su ru {ku tu skyu k fOw nwt ? u ru
ik wr [woeku r nku. u {kxu yk k uo skuyu
y~ fhwt s uRyu. yu yu ku u {khu ru yL
yu fheu {khe Lk {kxu fhuwt nku ku u unu ytu
kk k{u y~ k{u Au yu{kt t ke. >> 32 >>

rSe k fkk (ywk

k)-33
yuf {u tfh koe tu fik{kt uXk nk.
koeSyu tfhu u nkk uzeu fkwt fu yk khu Mk
fhk yku Aku khu yu fhk khku Aku khu {khk
rk {khku rku {khkke n kku ke. e {uyufeu
w ykwt ke yu yk {kr{kt zk Whe yku Aku
khu {u ktr yke ke {kxu {khk Wh k fhku khu
ru fkwt fu {ku ku {ko Aku. {kuu RAk yku ku yuku
kf WL fhe ku. yuxu {kuu kkhku ku yu
yufkwt rn hnu. yu{ fneu r ku kue tk{kt Mk
fhk k. Mk fheu kt s k{kt ue k yu ku
{ e kR ku ku k s rn, u hr{k{kt
koeyu kukk hehk s{k zk{ktke {u Wkheu
uu tfe kku ke Aktxeu ke kkok fhe yuxu
ku yke u fkuo yuxu yuf wth Yk kf e
ku yu zke kswke {u Wuze s Aktxwt u{ktke yuf

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kfe e R. wkwt k{ rkf hkwt yu wkewt k{

ykuk kzwt. yuf {u Vhk Vhk khS fik{kt ykk.
kuu k nk Akt qAwt fu tfh fkt k Au ? khu
koeyu fkwt fu yu ku kue tk{kt Mk fhk k Au
uu ku { e kR ku ku nsw kAk ykk ke.
khSyu Vhekh qAwt fu yk u kfku fkuk Au khu eyu
fkwt fu {U yufkwt xkk {kxu WL fkO Au u kteu
khS ku tfhe ku k kt ku tfh k{ktke
k. khSyu tfhu u keu fkwt fu ykku yn
kk k heu uXk Aku yu uh ku koeyu u kfkuu
sL{ ykku Au. {o rhw yk[h fhu Au. yk{ fneu khS
ku [kk k yu tfh ku kuku{kt yke sRu fik
e hkk kk. us ru koeyu wku fkwt fu wt nrkkh
Ru hksu [kufe fhsu yu {khu yt Mk fhwt Au ku
fkuRu {u qAk rk yth ykk R rn. yu{ fne
kuu Mk fhk uXkt yu wk hksu uXku. uk{kt tfh ykk
yu yth u fhu Au kt rkfu kuku{kt ykeu fkwt fu
{u fkuAku ? yu {kkSe h rk yth rn sk.
khu ru qAwt fu {u yth ske k kzu Au yuku wt e
fku Aku khu rkfu fkwt fu nwt ku koeku wk Awt. ykwt
[ ktkt s tfhu khSe k k[e {keu rkqke
wkwt {Mf fkeu yth k. kt kuku{kt ykuk tfhu
uRu wke k{eu {eXke fkuXe{kt tkR R yu tfhu
koeu kuku{kt qAwt fu {ku Whke ewt fnuzkku

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Aku yu yk fuwt {ko[h koku Aku yu yk u kfku fu{

kk ? khu eyu uo ]kkt fne tkwt khu tfhu fkwt
fu yu ku {u h rn nkukke khk wkwt {U {kkwt fke kwt
Au. u kteu koeu {qAko ykeu ]e h Ze zkt.
Ae tfhu rke koeu WXkzeu ykk ykeu fkwt fu
nu qke su kwt u hwt khu eyu fkwt fu u {khku wk
Sku kk ku s nwt yL ke R, rn ku {khk ku
S R. khu tfhu fkwt fu nwt nkh sRu u Awt su nuk
k{ku {u uwt {kkwt fkeu [kUxkze R, {ku [kku yu
kufku k fhe rku. yu{ fne rS hk nkh sRu
uwt kt nkke k{ k{ku ykku yuxu uwt {kkwt rkqke
fkeu wkk ze kku [kUxkze ewt yuswt [ fhke
kku wk S kku yu u wkuRu r h koe
ku ykk yu fkwt fu u yk wk S kku Au. u yuxu
eyu kukk wku nkkek {wkku uRu [k fhk kk
fu ykku fYku wk k fk{ku khuru fkwt fu nwt khk wku
hk ykwt Awt fu yk khku wk uoke yk u qu. fkuR
u fu Rh fu {w yk wku {qfeufkuR fko fhu ku
u{kt sYh r ku. u k{ ue Mkkk qs fhu ku s
r fkoe r ku. yke heu tfhu hk ykwt,
khke r uoke yk q Au yu koeyu {eXke
fkuXe{kt tkR ue wkeu kukeu fkwt fu wt {eXke fkuXe{kt
e sR. e wt ywh fw{kt yhe. yk {kkSwt
[ kteu ykuk {kkSu u ke yu kuu fhuk

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yhke {kVe {ke khu {kkSyu L kRu fkwt fu

k ku r{k rn kk kku kku yuxku ywkn fhwt Awt
fu khk Lk u uzu ku yu wt {eXke fkuXe{kt kRu Akuzeu
tkR R ? {kxu wt {eXk{kt e sR yu esu sL{u u
ykeu {h ywk hnuwt zu yusu fkuR ykkuu [ik {k
ywtk kku ({eXw rn kkku) r{ uu u unu ytu
{kuku k{u. yu yk kuf{kt w trku k{u.
khAe yu ykuk {eXke fkuXe{kt e R. esu sL{u
kkwhe wke kR yu uk ef] kk kik
yrhwe kku kkt yu ykeu {h ywk k fOw. >>
33 >>

wkoke rwt qs fhwt-34

u [kuku ru r kkwt kuzku[khu fheu
qs y~ fhwt. u{kt qkoke u uwt qs fhu
nku ku uku ku yr {kuxku {rn{k Au. ef] fnu Au nu wrXh
yn yuf whke Rnke fkk tkwt Awt. uu {ku
ktku, fkirzL k{u yuf rk }rk nk. u nt{ukt r
{nkhkse q u o W[khku ke fheu Ae H
krru{: yk {tk kueu yuf k wkoke qs fhu
u uRu yu{kt e ykkyu yuf r fkwt fu nu ru,
ykxe e qkoke qs fhkke wt kk ? yu ku kkuze qkoke
qs fhku ku [ku. ykxe e qko [zkku yuxu uk
{trh{kt k k s kR {kxu kkuzk ]kuke qs fhku ku
[ku khu fkirzL {wr fnu su nu e, yu wko ru

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[zkkku {rn{k yr {kuxku Au, uwt o kR fu u

tt{kt yn yuf whke fkk Au u fnwt Awt u ktku. su
yuf {u khS Vhk Vhk ukt o fhk {kxu k
khu ryu ku heu k, yo, uhuke khSwt qs
fheu Ae uku nkk keu kuku yku kuke kku
ukzk yu uwt fw qAwt fu nu {wr yksu yk fktke
kko yu yk ku{fw ku Aku u? yu yn khkwt
fkh su nku ? u yk fnku ? khu khS fnu su nu rS
{u k r kk, ykkt o kkt nkt. uke nwt ykkt
o fhk {kxu ykuku Awt e, kku yuf eS k
fnuke Au su nwt yuf r{kek he ku kt hk sfku
k {U uku yu hk {kuxku kuhe Au u uRu {U fkwt su nu
hks yk ku {kuxk kke Aku. ykxwt wt k ykku
Aku ? Akt yL ku, uhu qxwt ke yu Wxwt rku
r ] k{wt Au. suke {khk Wh u ke
Lk nw ku Au ? khu hk sfu fkwt fu {khk rk
eu {kuxku fku Au yu r wt fhkh Au ? nwt s uo
{k Awt khu {U fkwt su nu hks ykwt yr{k fhwt
uRyu yu yu ku ke fkh fu uo fhk nkko ku yuf
k r s fnuk {kxu ykwt yr{k hkku rn.
yk{ fneu nwt yke ku yu k fnuk {kxu ykku Awt yu
nu nwt Awt. yu{ fneu yu khS ktke ifwtX{kt k.
kh Ae r yr ] rhe yu yr wo yu
yr hkuex kkwt MY kh fheu u hkk hk{kt

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rkke RAkke k yu fkwt fu nu hks nwt k rku

qku Awt. {kxu {u fktRf s{k {kxu kus ykku, khu
sfu ku heu uku ykh fkh fkuo. qs uhu fOw
khAe u s{k {kxu ukzeu khwt kus rhMwt. u wt
yuf s kk{kt s{e k Ae yuf ku {wku s{u yuxwt
kus ehMwt. u yuf s kk{kt s{e k yu fnuk
kk su nsw ku wt uRyu, nsw q e Au. kh Ae
nh nh {kwt kus ehMwt ku uu yuf s
kk{kt s{e k. khu hkk y{kku fnuk kk su nu
hks yk ku fkuRf hkk Au, fkh fu {k ykxwt wt k
rn {kxu yuu s{kzkke fktR wL rn kk. {kxu nu
yuu fktR ykku rn, ku kuke rkkk
kk ke uu s{kzk {kxu kkku ku hkuR [kw
fhkeu ehk kk u wt h s s{e sk nk. kh
Ae ku suwt nku uwt fk[wt kfwt suwt ehu uku yuf s fkueku
fhu. yu{ fhkt hkh{kt ku wt qxe wt. Ae hkyu
ykku nuh{kt khku wfkku uhu{ktke yL {tkeu
ehk kk ku suwt ehu uwt [x fhe yu fnu su nsw
ku q e Au yu s{k {kxu ukzk Au yuxu qk
WXku rn. khu hk sf kukk yr{kku k fheu
u nkk uzeu u kzeu fnuk kk nu {nkhks nu ku
{khk hkh{kt yu ykk nuh{kt fktR Au rn {kxu
nu yk k fhku ku khwt. Ae yu ] kk ktke WXeu
nuh{kt ku yu uhkuuh yLe k[k fhk kku. yhu nwt

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yr qku Awt yu hk sfu k{ {ku suxwt s{ku

uxwt yke yue rkk fhue ne yu kku ux qhwt
ykwt {kxu {u s{k {kxu fktRf ykku ? khu uo sku fnuk
kk su hk sfu y{khk hku khku uhu{ktke wyu
yL R ewt Au suke nu ku hku{kt fktR kk ku
Mw ke. Ae yu kk rkehk }rku uh k u h{kt
}rke rhku[k nkt, uu nuhk {kxu ku ku Wh ykfk
yu ykXu kswt ykX rkyku ne. yk ]e ne. u rk
h{kt fktR nwt rn uekusRu fkwt fu, hk sf nw
kuhe yu rkkkku Au yu{ eu {khe q
rkhk {kxu ku htw yuu ku ux qhwt ykwt rn. q ku
shk ykuAe kR rn {kxu {u fktR s{k ykku khu
uu fkwt fu y{khk h{kt ku fktR Au rn yu hk
yku ykk nuhk yLke ] fhe fk rn khu {khk
h{kt yk swyku Aku fu fktR Au ? rn khu yu kk fnu
su yu hk ku kuke rfeo {kxu k wL fhu Au {kxu uke
ku {u {uY o suxwt yku ku {u ] rn kk
u kke yu u{ ke u y {kk yku ku {u
] kR Au. {kxu {khk h{kt fktR nu ? swku ku
hkt Ae tu skyu ykk h{kt k fhe ku kh{kt
rSwt qs fhkt uu qko yo fhuene. khu kt
yuf ] qkowt hne u nwt. u Ru fkwt su yk yuf qkowt
] hne u Au u rk h{kt eswt fktR Au rn
khu yu kk fnu su yhu yu qko nku ku eswt wt uRyu ?

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{kxu yu qko kku yu{ fneu yu yuf ] ykhkue k yu

yr] kR k. yu hehu yt ytfkhu w yu
yr usMe hkuu hrn yu [wwos MYu kR k yu
uu kukk {q MYu o ykeu fkwt su nu r {kuyu
{u yr ] fhuku Au uke nwt {khk Wh yr L
kuku Awt {kxu {kuu su uRyu u hk {ke ku ? khu
tu skyu nkk uze u keu fkwt su u yk y{khe
Wh L kuk nku ku y{kuu ykk rk esu fkt
re kk yu nt{uk ykk [huru s yL
kk yu unu ytu y{kuu uX {w yku khu
u fkwt su kkMw yu{ fneu fk ytko kR k.
fkirzL }rk fnu Au su nu e uu qko yo fhkku
ykxku {rn{k Au. yu fkhke s nt{ukt r ue q
yuf k qkoke fhwt Awt. yke heu fkwt ku ykku t
qh kku rn khu {wryu fkwt fu {ku yk ] Ru RL ku
yku yu fnuu fu yk qkou khkukh wo ykku.
yukke ykuAwt fu w rn uRyu khu ykk yu ] Ru
RL kukt yu k fne khu RLu yuf qu kku {kufeu
fwuh tzkhe ku {kufk khu u ykkyu fwuh tzkheu
k fhe fu {ku {u yk ]u khkukh wo ykku, fwuh
fnusu ykxuke wt kk ? khu {ktku u khu ykk fnu su
{khk ruu ykxwt s {ktk fkwt Au {kxu yuke khu fu ykuAwt
uRyu. Ae fwuhu wk {tkeu yuf k{kt qkowt ]
{qfwt yu e k{kt wo {qfwt khu qkowt wt [wt

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kwt rn Ae yuke khu {qfwt yu{ fhkt fhkt kukk

k{ktwt wo k{kt {qfwt ku wkowt wt [wt
kwt khu fwuhu rw, kk, RL uou kkok fheu kuk
khu yu uo kukukk kuf{ktwt wo kk k e
fuxkf kyku ke fhe kk. yu k{kt {qfwt ku
yu qkowt wt [wt kwt rn khu uo uku, rkku yu
Rhkuyu fkirzL {wre ku sRu kkok fhe fu nu {wr yku
y{kuu yuf s qkoke Se ek Au suke y{ku ki yku
hu ykuk Aeyu khu {wryu kuke eu kAkt
kukeu fkwt su yku fktR uwt ke. {kxu {ku kAkt
ykk hnku ? yku qkoke krwt qs fheyu. yu s
hkh Au Ae ykkyu rue kkok fhe su nu ru
ykxku ku qkoku {rn{k nwt e nkue yuxu s nwt yke
{~fhe fhe ne. yu {khe {kuxe q kR {kxu {khku yhk
k{k fhu fkh fu yke uf ke Awt yu {u yke
su{ s uu ru yue u{ kk yue {khk Wh
f]k fhku ku Aku, khu fkirzL {wryu Yzk ykeko
ykk yu khAe yu tu skt ytu rk kufu
kBkt. uku {rn{k khu nwt wt fnwt ? yuf yu
o qkou kk nk. uk {kuZk{ktke e[u ze ue Ahu
xkZu rkhk {kxu ke fhk khwt yuf [ktzk e Wkze
ke. u{ktke fuxktf w ]e h zkt u ] ke
Wzeu uk {trh{kt sRu u Wh zkt yu yu wLu
fheu yu ku skt unu ytu rk kufu kBkt. fu

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qkoe wt uu yku ku k eu M{ kR .
ku Ae kke qko [zkeu qs fhk{kt yku ku
ue {w fu{ kk ? yu usue q u ke
Lku {kxu fhk{kt yku kku unu ytu {w y~ kk
Au {kxu uo skuyu nt{uk qkoke yu e ku
W[khkuke uwt qs fhku ke. u unu ytu hfu k{u
Au yu esu sL{u [ktzke kuru y~ k{u Au. yu e
yu uwt qs rn fhkh {wu ukke k ku
Au. yu qkoke uwt qs fhkhk su fkuR o fhu Au ?
ku u o fhkh yr w kR Au. {kxu u
khu qko {u ku yufe qkoke qs fhwt s uRyu.
yk wkoke ue qk {rn{ke fkku su fkuE
ktu ? ku ukt uo kku k kR Au. ku Ae
ue q fhkke {kuk kk. yu{kt wt fnukwt nku ? >>34>>

fkf Mk{ee fkk-35

yuf {u tfh koe kurXk Wh ueu {ok
rfkhu Vhk {kxu k kt h{e Mk uRu kt koeu
kke h{ h{ke RAk kR yu tfhu rte fhe fkwt
fu yn yku h{ h{eyu khu tfhu fkwt fu yku u skt
s Aeyu ku fku Swt yu fku nkOw yuku Lk fku fhu
khu koeyu e{kt e ktze ne u Ru A ktzkt ukt
fheu {kk sue ykf]r fheu u Wh ke Aktxe nkk
Vuhku yuxu kkf S kku u Ae u u nkk uzeu
kuku fu {u e ykkk Au ? khu koeyu fkwt fu y{ku kke

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h{ h{eyu Aeyu. u{kt fku nkh Su k{u u wt fnusu.

yu{ fneu h{k {ktzkt. u{kt koe Skt yu tfh ku
nkhe k Ae tfhu qAwt fku Swt ? khu u kf fnu
tfh Sk Au yu{ k [kh hBkt u{kt koe Sk ku
u kfu tfh s Sk Au yu{ fkwt khu koeyu k
ykku. huf {kt nwt s Se Awt yu tfh Sk Au yu{ wt
kuxwt fu{ kuku ? {kxu nwt u k ykwt Awt fu wt nkk
rkku kRu fk{kt s zku hne yu u{kt wt ze khu
kfu kuke qe k{k {keu u kku khu u koeyu
ywkn fhk fkwt fu yn k fLkyku ue q fhk
yku uu wt qAsu yu u fnu u k wt fhsu yuxu wt ku
kRu {u k{e yu{ fne koe hekRu kukk rku
uh rn{k{kt [kkt kt yu tfh yufk fik{kt k
kh Ae { skt k {kk [kuku ru kt k
fLkyku yke u {kxek r keu ue q fhk
{ktze u uR fk{kt zuk kfu qAwt yk {ku fku Aku
yu yk fkue q fhku Aku yu uwt V wt Au ? yu ue q
kk zu fhe yu fuxk r we khu k fLkyku kue
su khk w 4 ke ykhte khk 10 e {k
fhe. hhkus yufe k w kk k ukt yufe
qkoke qs fhwt. hkus yufe kzw fhk u{ktke kuu
s{k yu yufe r we k[owt k fhwt ku huf
fk{kyku r kk Au. yk{ fneu k fLkyku q fheu
ktke [ke R. esu kuo u kfu ue s heu rwt

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qs fOw khu uu o Ru h {ktk fkwt khu kfu

kukk nkk {kt , yu tfhk oe k[k
fhe khAe u r (hk) kkMw fne ytk kR
k. kh Ae u kfu tqo nkk - kk. heh{kt
k kwt yu tfhk o kkt khu u tfhu kfu
qAwt fu wt tqo hehu yu {khk ou e heu kBku ?
khu uu fkwt fu rwt k fhkke kBku Awt. u kteu
tfhu r[kh fkuo fu nwt u k fhwt ku koe {khkke rhkRu
kukk rku uh skt hkkt Au u kAkt yku u{ r[khe u
k rr kfu qAeu esu kuo tfhu rwt k fOw
yuxu koewt { [k{k kwt yu kukk rku nkk
uzeu u keu fkwt fu nu rkS {u yn yku ku {
e kR ku Au. {khk r u tfh nw w:e kk nu
{kxu {u hkS kRu h ykku. nu nwt fik{kt rSe
ku sk RAwt khu rn{ku h yke yuxu e fik{kt
yke tfhu u ke kuke qe k{k {ke yu qAwt
fu {u yuwt wt k fewt Au fu suu fheu {khwt { [r
kwt. khu tfhu r k tte k fhe u kteu
koeyu fkwt fu yu kku rr {u fnku ku yu k nwt fhwt
ku {khku wk {okk fe[z{kt nuhk kku nu ku nwt yu
wku k{wt khu u r k tfhu fne tkwt u kteu
koeyu yu k esu kuo fOw yuxu {okk fe[z{kt hnuk
fkfuykeu kukkt {kk koeu {k. uu uxeu koe
yr L kkt yu kukk wku kuke kku hkk e

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u kk kke s fkf Mk{e u ukk ukrr kk

nk. >> 35 >>

}rk t[{e k fkk-36

wrXhu ef] ku qAwt fu nu w k nku
k fhu yuwt fwt k Au ? khu ku fkwt fu yuwt ku yuf
}rkt[{ewt k Au yu u k fhkke hsk {o rn
kkke su k ku Au u k kR Au. quo ro
u{kt yuf Wtf k{u r nku yu wek k{u ue e
ne. tu kkko heu {owt k fhkt nkt. ukt u tkku
nkt. wke i kuu rwt {h kkt rk kR, uke u rku
s uh hnuke ne ne uke rku [k kR su wk efhe
htzke yu khwt kwt wt kk ? Ae kukk wku hku
ku nkh kUeu e kk wke rn {kt kt. kt
ku skt Rh ykhkk fhkt nkt. yuk{kt yuf ru
hkrk{kt wkek heh{kt {tkz ykku. Ytkzu Ytkzu rfzk zk.
yk ezk WL kR uke yr q{ku kzk ke. yu
Y fhk ke u kteu ue {kkyu {eu sRuuwt
ku uke kku s {qAko kRu ]e Wh ze R Ae WXeu
kukk r Wtfu wkek w:e k fhe khu Wfu r[kh
fkuo fu ykwt w: fk fkhke kwt ? yku fkuR k fOw
ke. Ae k fheu ytx fhe uwt ku k{kt ykwt
fu yk wke ykske nuk k{u sL{u kke ne u u
yuu hsk {o rn keu hwt wt fk{ hkuR uhu
kt tte uhu hk {kkuu yzkkt Au u ku fheu

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yk w: ykwt Au ku nu yu k fu{ qh kk ? yu{ r[khe

k{ktke k kRu kuke e kk wkeu u k fne u
kteu eyu fkwt fu nu u k rkhku Wk wt fhku
khu u ru fkwt fu yuwt ku yuf }rk t[{ewt k Au. khk
w 5 wt u k fhkke kku k ku u ru ke
kku rx f~ rkr{k ki{ s{ ykr k
{nkykuu yk{tk ykeu kuzku[khkuke uwt qs fheu
khk rk r{xkkuke s{kzeu ] fhe rkk uhuke uu
L fhkke yu kuu u ru Wk fhu ykk ku
Vknkh fhu ku u k qh kk Au. kku kku uwt Wk fhwt
uRyu. khAe u k u{u fOw yuxu huf heh{ktke hkue
ezk qh kR R u ru yk }rkt[{e ke fkk kte
uRyu yu u k fhwt uRyu. >> 36 >>

}rk t[{e ke fkk-37

nuk w{kt MuS k{ku hk ro u{kt
hk fhku nku u hk ke nku yu {ohk nku
u{s uk hk{kt o {ohk yr uk
hk{kt yuf wr{k k{ku r hnuku nku u kk uewt
fk{ fheu kuke ykSrfk [kku nku yu u
{okku nku htw ue e seyu yuf {u hsk
{owt k fhu rn yu h{kt hkuR ykrfwt fk{ fhe
ne. hkuR fheu kukk ru s{kze ne. uu yuf wk
nku uwt k{ w{r nwt. wkqwt k{ [tke nwt uk
{kkrk wr{k yu se tu {]w k{eu hsk rn

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kkk kke wku kt s sL{ kBkt. wr{k w{re

kku wk kuku kku yu {kk fqhe kR kuku {kuxku
kku khu uu kk keu uek fk{{kt [kku fkuo. ykku
r uzu yuf r fk{ khu nkukke khke kts we
ktr{kt uzku. kk k kwt. ke kwt. ktsu
nkte Akuzeu uh ykku yu {k{kt [khku ku kku.
{kuZkku {kuAku Akuzkwt Wk{kt qe ku yu kw ke
fheu qR ku. u s ru kh{kt kuke eu fnu fu
yksu ykk rke {hrrk Au ku k kk {kxu khe
hkuR keu kkkuu s{kzsu yu{ fneu kuu uhu ku
yu ktuke eyu qkf ykrf Wk{ hkuR fheu ikh
fhe yu kuu e fk{{kt hkukue nu uk{kt khk{kt
s ue fqhe uXue uu Whke oe k q kf{kt zkt
u e u ke r[kh kku su yk {khk ru k rr{ku
kkusu {kxu hkuR fhe Au yu yk oe k ze Au
ue Wu h ke yu u kkku s{u ku h {h
k{u ku yuf ku qok kke yk w: kueyu Aeyu yu
e kkku {kkowt k ku ku Awxewt fkhu ? {kxu hkuRu
yzke kwt yu{ eu Ake {ke kt sRu huf hkuRk
kku{kt qAzwt uhu kuzeu kze kwt. uu [tkeyu
uwt yuxu uu ku [zku yu kue fu yk hktz fqheyu e
hkuR kze ee {kxu hktzu {kh {khwt yu{ r[kheu {kuxwt
ktuwt Wkzeu kA kuzeu q {kheu fuz kte kte.
fqhe ku W W W yu{ hkzku kzk ke W ku

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ktus ke ? ktsu r e tu kReu qR kt khu

fqhe ktzku Zze Zze ku Ru fnuk ke fu
yksu ku Wyu {khe {kheu {khe fuz kte kte Au uke
nw ezk kk Au. ze hkus ku yuXwt sqXwt kk yku. yksu ku
kku ewt khu u qAwt fu yuwt fkh wt khu fqheyu
qo sL{wt ]kkt fne tkwt. u fkwt fu yhu hktz khk
kke nwt w:e kR ku {u yksu fktR kk ke
{wt. yk {k{kt [kh ku ke Au qke Wk{kt
{kuAku fkZku qe ku Au yuxu wt kk ? nwt qku hMku
kku Awt. yu ykku r fk{e kku {kh kR kRu kkfe
ku Awt. yk ]kkt wt kxk Wh wuk w{ryu ktwt
Ae uo kuke eu fne tkwt yu u tu kukk
{kk rk eu uu kus k fhkwt yu ue uk fhe
yu kuke eu khe tk hkkek{ fheu
w{r {kt ku. kt yuf ok k{k {nku {k.
uu u nkk uzeu u keu qAwt fu{khk {k k yke
( kk fqhee) e[ kuru fk fkhke kBk Au u
yk fnku yu uku Wkh fR heu kk u fnku khu u
}rkyukukk {kt k he r[kheu fkwt fu qo sL{{kt
khe {kkyu hskk {owt k fhuwt ke yu hwt
fk{fks hkuR uhu fhu Au uke u fqhe kue Au yu uk
nkkwt yw yL kwt Au uke khk rk e kuru
kBk Au ku nu uk Wkh {kxu e rn wt }rk t[{ewt
k fhsu yu u ru rXkrf k }rkyku u

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kuzkku[khke qs fheu s{kzsu yu {ku Lu skt

Wk ykk Vknkh fhu yu ytu Wk fhu yu
uwt wL khk {kk rku yo fhu yuxu uku Wkh
ku fkh fu hsk eu yr yrk fnueAu uwt fkh
yu Au fu nukt RLu ]kkwhku fkuo uke knkku kuk
kku uu fheu yr fkku kR ku yu yr w: k{k
kku. yuxu kku hu ku yu uo ]kkt fkwt khu
kkyu uu Xfku Ru u k nkk rk fheu fkuRfu
yke uk fkwt khuu RLu su qAwt fu {u knk e
Au ku uk [kh rk fko Au u{kt yuf k {ku ku khu
suu fkwt fu y{khk{kt fktR yrk Mw wu ku
y{u k ku yu k w s hneyu yuwt hk ykku
? ku k Ryu khu RLu kkMw fkwt. khu yuf k su
ykku. Ae ]eu fkwt fu yuf k {u ku ku {u ktr
kk khu ]eyu fkwt fu y{u fktR {u u heu kuu {kxe
Wkze ku kAe kwhkR yuwt hk ykku ku
k khu RLu kkMw fneu yuf k ykku. khAe
eykuu qAwt fu yuf k {u ku khu uykuyu fkwt fu y{u
o nkuk Akt nt{ukt fk{e RAk hkk fhu yuwt hk
ykku ku k Ryu khu RLu kkMw fneu yuf k
eykuu ykku. kh Ae RLu ]kkuu qAwt fu {ku yuf
k uku ? khu ]kkuyu fkwt fu y{kuu fkuR fku ku
kAkt {kuhe ykeyu yuwt hk ykku. ku k Ryu khu
RLu kkMw fkwt. kh Ae RL yr w yu w: {w

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kku. khke fheu s{kt ukYu, ]e{kt khYu, ]k{kt

fkk h Yu yu eyku{kt hs Yu uk Au. uke eu {ku
{ku hs Yu u k nkku k uk{kt yku Au. uke eu
nuu ru [ktzke, esu ru k nkhe, kesu ru
kuk {k yrk fnue Au yu [kuku ru rn
Mk fhkke w kk Au. {kxu eykuyu kukwt hskwt
w rn hkkt k fhwt s uRyu yu u{kt fkhuf
y{kt fkuR {wu fu kkkrfu yzfe skwt nku
ku uk rkh {kxu }rk t[{ewt k y~ fhwt s uRyu
u ku kteu }rku u keu u w{r uh ykku.
uo ]kkt kuke eu fkwt yu tu skyu u k fheu
uwt wL kukk {kk rku yke u keu yhke
k{k {ke yuxu u yu fqheku un ze ku yu
r{k{kt ueu Mou kBk {kxu zkkk skuyu u k
yrkke fhwt s uRyu yu u s k u k e
Mkr{khke Lke kku fOw nku ku u unu ytu
kk k{u y~ k{u Au yu{kt u{kk t ke.
>> 37 >>

ek k{e fkk-38
quo nMkwh{kt RL w{ k{ku hk nku ue
{oek k{u e ne. u hk hke tu Z {okkt nkt.
uu yuf {nk{o k{ku wk nku yu wfkhe k{e wke
ne u wkeu fkirzL hk hk wr{kk wk wk kku
hkue ne. u wk uhk{e uhu Ru kuku wh

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ku Ae { kk Vhekh kuke eu uzk {kxu ykku

khu wfkhe kukk rku nkk uze fkwt fu nu rkS kk
{kkS rkkk {oe nw wok Au yu su {owt k
fhu Au u{kt ykh k{keo yku Au, {kxu nu {khk ru
uzk ykuk Au ku {u hkS kRu h ykku yuxu {khk
rue kku sR khu rkyu fkwt fu u wt khk re
uzu {khe kk khe {kke RAk Au fu yuf r hne
. ykefku ek k{ Au ku u ru ek uewt
qs kk k fheu Ae wuke . fu{fu ekwt qs fhu
Au u e ytz kikke kk Au. kh{kt {kt fkuR
hkuh nku kt sR u{kt Mk fheu uu rfkhu ek uewt
qs fheu kAe uh yksu. khAe wt wuke ssu khu u
wkeyu fkwt nw khwt nwt u{ fhe. esu ru k{e
kh{kt yuf rk kk yu ue eu kku Ru {kt
R. yk{u{ Vhe fkuR hkuh {wt rn. qoku k
yru ku uke kk ku ]kkwh kR kkfe sRu yuf kz
e[u wR ku. ue e uu {eu uXe yu wke ku yk{u{
Vheu hkuhu kuk R, uk{kt yuf e {e uu uRu
qAwt fu nu u {khu eukwt qs fhwt Au ku f]k fheu
hkuh ukzku khu u eyu yuf hkuh kwt. u{kt e
s{kt Mk fheu ek uee {kxee {q fheu qs
fOw khu k ek ueyu x kRu ue q ytrfkh
fheu uu khk ykeko ykk fu {ku kik e, wk
e, kL e kkyku khu wfkheyu uu u nkk uzeu

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[kt k{ fheu {Mfkh fko Au,

tunt ek ue hkMkt rthk{T
{ksoe fkukukt qkkotf] {Mf{T
khAe ktke [ke kR kt kze e[u ok
tke {]wu k{uku uku kk yu kufke Y fhe ue
eu uR khu kkeyu fkwt fu wt nu khu uh yu nwt
ku {khk re kku e {he khu wkfkhe Wk kRu
eku k fko uxk{kt ek ueyu o Ru fkwt fu
U {khwt qs fOw Au ku uwt k kwt wL yk ku u kk
Sku ku. yu{ fne ek ue y~ kR kt Ae u
hks wkeyu ekk qswt V yo fhkku tf fheu
s Aktxwt yuxu u kk h rk{ktke yk {hzeu
uXku kk u{ uXku kku u [{fkh uRu u kkeyu u
k kk qs fOw. Ae yk [kkt kt {kt kuke
kA ykku hkswk kukku r wk u {kt o
fhzkke {h k{eu zuku nku. uu uRu u wkfkhe
kuf fhk ke khu ek ueyu ykeu fkwt fu, wt kuf k
{kxu fhu Au U {khwt qs kk k fhuwt Au u kkuzwt wL khk
ru yk, yuxu khku r Sku ku yu{ fneu ue ku
y~ kR kt. Ae wkfkheyu wL yo fhkku tf
fheu s Aktxwt yuxu u wk rk{ktke u u{ yk
{hzeu uXku kku yu uh ykeu uo ]kkt fne tkwt
khAe u wkfkhe kukk re kku R yu nt{ukt u
ekwt k fhe ne yu uo w, trk, kik wk

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uhuwt w k{e u s k u ke Lk {kxu

kk qse kku fhuwt nku ku yk kuf{kt o w
kuu Au yu unu ytu yktrf {kuku k{u Au. >>38 >>

yk ]eke k fkk-39
rkukh whk{kt yk ]ekk k ru yr
rMkhke o fhk{kt ykwt Au. yu ru eko kuk{kt Mk
fhwt. ke r]ykuwt o fhwt yu k ef]wt qs
fhwt. yk yk ]eku ru hwhk{ tr yku Au. yk
ru ik w kesu ru hkrkk nuk nh{kt e
huwfkk o kfe hwhk{ MYu kkk ef] x kk
Au. yu {u wow kk nwt. yk ]eke rrk kuk
kre nku us k{kt ue. u kes yu [kuk yu{ tu
ru kuk {u ke nku ku esu ru k{kt ue.
rn ku nuu ru k{kt ue. yk yk ]ek wkr
rrk fnuk Au. {Lke yu wke rrk{kt Mk, s, qs
su fkuR w f{o fhk{kt yku ku u yk Vu ykkhwt
kk Au. ef] k fnu Au fu, nu wrXh yk yk
]ek ru khu kuk{kt fkuR k ke fkh fu yk ru
Mk, k, s, Mkk, r] o ykrf su su w fko
fhk{kt yku yuwt V yk kk Au. yk rrk we
ykr rrk Au. yuxu yu wkr rrk fnuk Au. yk rrk uo
kkuku k fhkh yu uo wu ykkh Au. nu kko yn
yuf whke Rrnke fkk fnwt Awt ktku. quo {nku
k{u yuf rf nku yu yr r{o kku nku. k[khe

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yu u- kkkuu qskhku nku. yu rf kukk rhkhu

kwfq nku Akt wL fkk rfo uhu w
fko fhk{kt rekku nku. yuf {u yuu fkkwt fhkt
fhkt ktk{kt ykwt fu ik w kesu ru hkurne
kk yu wkh nku u ru ]ek {nkVu ykkhe
kk Au yu yu ru fhuwt k uwt V yk kk Au yuxu
uu tk{kt Mk r]ykuu o ukuwt qs uhu fOw. yu
yL rn s huk {kxek kkku s, , , kkku,
q, n, [kuk, kfh uhuwt kuke {ku w {ke
kkkuu k ykwt. fwxwt{kt ykke yue eyu
kuyu kkuo-yxfkku, Akt yu w fko fhk{kt t
hkku rn fkh fu yu ku nku fu tkh uo kt Au
yu Mkkeoyku Au yu{ {keu yu {ko[h fhke kku
kwt s M{h fhkt fhkt {]wu kBku. ef]
fnu Au fu nu wrXh Ae yu rf esu sL{u fke he{kt
krk hku uh sL{u kBku, ykh {]ku yrr kku.
yuu {kuxk {kuxk kku fko. rk ukuu s{kzeu yL ku
kkkuk {trA kku ykkt. e uo hrn kRu k,
yt, yt ykrfu fkuR ku Mw ykeu t] fhku
yu kuu kuA kukuu kuku nku, Akt uwt
yk hnuwt. fkh fu yuu ykk sL{{kt yr kqof
k o yu kwt qs fOw nwt {kxu yk ]eku
ru k:fk{kt Mk fheu ukuwt qs r]ykuwt o
yu kwt qs uhu w fkkuo fhkt yu ru ukue

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q ske fhe. sku nku{ fhku. kku swt k fhwt

yu kuu yuf s s{k. yu ru wo, s,
, [k, kkku, n yu [kukwt k ykwt. ke{ }w{kt
WL kuwt kL ruk k{kt ykwt. yke heu ik
w kesu ru hkurne kk{kt kwt qs fheu
ske huk fwtwt k fhkke {w unu ytu kk
k{u k{u Au yu{kt t ke. >> 39 >>

rhkkee k fkk-40
{ke [woeu ru rhkke k yohk
kre nku u s k{kt kn fhe fkh fu u ru {
hkrkyu {nkuS x kuk Au. yk rhkke {hkke
kre k{kt uke nku Au. hkrkk e nhe Aue
ze yu ke nhe khte k{ zek {u rrkku
{ fnuk Au yu u tu ru [woe nku ? ku nue
[kiku k fheu eS [ki k{kt ue yu u qo
yM {u [ki nku ku u rrk r qs{kt yr Wk{
fnue Au yu u r hr{k uh nku yu yke hkrk
[ki nku ku u ru rhkkewt k fhwt yu hkku h
fhwt. yke heu yk rhkkek k{kt [ki kuk kre
kn fhe.
whk{kt uhk ttke [ki k{kt ukwt
{ko fhkt fnu Au fu {hkke nukt uh yu [kiku
ku kku nku u uhk uke Au Akt us ru k
fhwt Mft whk{kt y{kMkk kuke rhkkeku k{kt

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rku fhuku Au, {kxu u ru u k fhu ku uk ke

r]rkku fkuR Wk ke yu uwt fkuR krk ke.
>>40>>

fkuh ke (hq{)
fkk-41
ef] fnu Au su nu hk wrXh ykku {ke
q{u ru fkuh k fhkwt nku Au yu yu ku u
fkuR {w yr kke fhu Au ku u {w ykkuf{kt
ro nku, ku u k kk Au. yu kuke e k
tte uo kuku yw]rk kR hnu Au. yk{kt { u{kt
yuf r yuu k{u rk kk nku. u yr rk nku
yu k[khe nku. {okku nku, htw u qo f{kowkhu rhr
nku ku u fkuRe kuke fktR {kku rn. i RAkyu
fkuR kuku uh fktRf yke ? ku u Mefkhku nku. yk{
kuu tkuke nku. uke k yuk kuk qhwt yL
uhu yke uk nk ku ue e {nkqh Mke
ne, u ru fktR u fktR fxw [ku kueu tke ne
yhu exek khu uh fku u fk ku fheu nwt yke ze Awt.
yhu {qk khk h{kt fktRyu {u rn, {khu khkt hukt fu
khkt ku rn nkukke fuxef nuw tkuke kRyku khkt
khkt ku yu hukt nuheu yku, uu {khkke {kuZwtu ukze
fkwt ke. yu nw {u qAu Au su nu nu y{ku ykkt khkt
khkt ku yu hukt nuheu fue {kus {keyu Aeyu yu wt
ku fkuR r khkt ku fu khkt hukt nuhe ke khu

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{u ku nw h{ yku Au. suke {kuZwtu ukze fkwt ke yu

kuk suwtu ke hnuwt yu e[u uwt zu Au yu {wk u {u
nuuke h nku ku nwt u h rn. e {khk {kku
fk k ku fheu fkuR r[kh fko rk {u ykk q{hk
kku hke Au. {qku fkhu fkuRe kuke k[ku fhku
ke. fktR W{ fhku ke. yk{ nt{ukt ru rn kukk
[ku kueu se yu huk fhe yu ueu {ke
e fhuwt su u nu yk erxku u {kxu fktR
fhu ku u fnu u{ {khu fhwt yu yu fnu yuke Wxwt fhwt yu
r yke fwkkok rhMfkhkuke ftxke sku wt
kk ? yu{ fhkkt k kk{kt kkukkLkk rkkkLkwt k ykwt. yu
u ru r[kh fkuo su {khk rkk ku {kk k r
ykzk Au yu h{kt yuxe k{ke Au Akt e Au
y[tze yu yk Mke yuxu yu fktR fhu rn
yu uu u k fhkLkwt fne kku kku yu fktRLku fktR kkuu,
kku nu {khu wt fhwt ?yk{ r[kheLku yrk Wk kR kku.
uk{kt r k{ku uku r{k ue ku ykku, ue kku
fktR kuku [kku rn khu r fnu fu{ kwt yrk Wk
uk AU ? kLku wt w: Au ? fnuku hku yu u fne ku
{khkke yu w:e r]rkku Wk e fu yu{ nu ku fhe
khu kukk rkk k tte k fne khu yu r{k fnu
su yhu r wt ku yr kke Aku fu suke wt fnu Au uke
khe e Wxwt fhu Au, {kxu yu{kt {wtkkwt wt Au ? {wtkkwt
fkuR fkh ke. khu su fhkwt nku ku uke ywt s fnuwt

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yuxu u wt fhu yu{ fhkt fk[ fkuR wt fk{ kR

. Ae r kts u kuke eu fnuk kku su nu
[tze u ykske kesu ru {khk {kk rkwt k yku Au.
htw {khk rkyu yku {kxu fkuR yufXwt fheu {wfe
k ke. e yke SkRku fkuR r[kh fkuo ke.
{kxu u k {khu ku fhkku r[kh s ke. khu u e fnu
su nwt fhe. khu r fnu su k k, wt yu k fhe
rn yu u wt fhu ku hkuR nw khe rn fhke yu khk
kkkuu kUhk rn ykkkt su ke, whk[khe,
r[khe ykk kkkuu kUhkt ykkkt yu uku z
tk{kt hksu yk{ fneu u ku [kku ku. Ae eyu
ku uke Wxwt fOw. ku {kxu khk{kt khe hkuR fhe yu
rk kkkuu kUhkt ykkt. uu s{kzeu Ae ez
tkS{kt hkku uRyu uu u ki[k kzk{kt z
kku. u uRu r yr w:e kR ku yu r[khk
kku. su yhu {u nuuke s ki[k kzk{kt kkwt fnuwt
nwt. yk ku wt fnukR wt nu wt kk? nu {khu h{kt
hnuwt s ke. {kt sR fheu yk hehu kze kwt
yu u fktRf {u ku kAku yke. yk{ r[kheu u
ku kku [kku. u {o eu rfkhu sRu kt {kt kkt
V k uhuku yknkh fhku kfku fhk kku. yu{ fhkt
ke r kk yuxu ykku {k ykku. yu {ke q{k
ru yus {kt fkr kk t{kt sL{ue fLkyku hnue
ne. uykuyu fkuh k fOw nwt uke q{e hku kk

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fkhe qe k{keke k yu {eSwt qs

hkrkk nuk nkuh{kt fOw. Ae e nh{kt hk h{kku
kht kku. uk{kt kt u fhk ru fkwt fu yksu hk
h{kke fwt V k kk ? khu u fLkyku fnu su yksu su
fkuE k yu {eSwt qs fheu ue yk hk
h{u Au ku uk Wh {eS yu k L kk Au.
yu ykse hkrk{kt {eS huf Xufku Vhu Au yu u fkuR
ro fu rhe nku ku uu wt s yku Au. y{ku
yksu u k fheu {eS yu kwt qs fheu nu
hk h{kku r[kh fheyu Aeyu, {kxu wt y{khe kku
hk h{. fkh fu y{ku k sk Aeyu yu wt y{khe kku
h{. yuxu yku [kh sk kRyu khu u r hk
h{k ikh kku, htw {{kt [k fhk kku su nwt yk{e
kku hk ku h{e {khe ku Au, fkR rn yu hehu
ku ke yu fktR ke yu {khwt heh
Yk ke. yu yk ku ku se yr Yk Au yu wth
ku, kh fhuk Au. yu{e ku ktf f{e hku Au
ku nwt yu{e kku hk{kt kue fuku ? yk{ [k fhk
kku u u yu ru [kwh uRu ku {eSu
fkwt fu yk rk[khku yr w:e Au yu u hrn Au. e
yr fwYk Au {kxu uk k{e f]kx fhku ku r[khku
we kk, khu {eSyu u{k k{e f]kx fhe yu
k{wt uwt fu rwt heh yr Yk kR wt khu k
fLkykuyu rwt heh kk ku fheu yr wth

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fk{uk {k Ykwt kuwt uRu fnuk ke su nu r

nu yku yuf {qfeu h{eyu u{kt u {ku yk hk{kt
hkS kkyku ku {khu y{khk r kRu y{khe kku hnuwt
yu u y{ku hkS kRyu ku y{ku {khe e kRu {khe
uk{kt hneyu. khu r fnu su u nw khwt, yu k {khu
fq Au. yue heu fneu r yu k fLkykue kku hk
h{k kku. u{kt ru yu k fLkykuu nkuz{kt Se ee
Ae uykue kku to rrke fkO yu yt hku
ykqkkue kku kfLkykuu Ru kuku uh ku. yu
yu{ r[kh fhk kku su {khe y[tze ek rhMfkhke
s yk Wk{ Tku nwt kBku Awt yu{ {keu kuke ewt
wtf L{k fOw. yu khAe yu ru yr
r kR ze yu yr L kRu re ykkk{kt ok
ke. ykku fkuh kku {kuxku k Au {kxu yu fkuh
k ku y~ fhwt yu u hkrkyu {eSe kku kwt
qs fheu hkku fhku, suke {eS yu k
yr L kk Au yu yu unu ytu kk
ifwtXk{u y~ k{u Au. >> 41 >>

kRese fkk-42
qouk yuf {hk yu yuf {wkS yu{ u
tkku nkt. nu {wkSyu yuf u kukk kR
{hku kuku uh s{k {kxu yk{tk ykwt. {hku
s{k skku fkt yfk nku fu u s{k {kxu sR fu ?
yu{ kt[ A yk{tk ykwt s{k {kxu nuu

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kt k rn fkh fu u ku hfk fwtze uhu fku

hku ? yu{ fhkt yuf r nuk ykknke {hkyu
s{k ykk {kxu kfe rkk fhe fu, nu nwt y~ s{k
yke yuxu {wku yr ykt kku. yu kuku uh
{ [kuke e[ze yu wth fZe ke. u ru fkf
we es ne. u ru {hk nuu uh s{k k yuxu
nuu kRLku khe heu Mk fhkwt. Ae ku heu qs
fheu s{k ukzk. s{eu L kuk {hkyu kuke
nuu hk {kk fkwt khu nuu fkwt su nu kR yke
s heu nt{uk fkf wr esu ru {khu {khu uh s{k
{kxu ykkwt khu kR fnu su, u nt{uk yke heu {khu
uh s{k {kxu ykwt ku Ae hfk fwtze uhu fku hku
? khu nu fnu su nu kR u {kuu yu ru s{k ykkku
{ {u ku u ru khfe Skuu Akuze {qfku yu uou
h yke ku, s{k {kxu yke yuwt {u [ ykku
yu kk yL u fheu kk uhuke nuu hkS
fhu. khu {hkyu kkMw fneu nuu [ ykwt {kxu
u ru nuu uh kR s{eu nuu ku k ux yku
Au ku uu uo heu w ktr k kk Au yu hf{ktke
Skuu {w {u Au Ae kRyu nuu qAwt fu suu
enu nku ku uu s{k {kxu fkuu hu ? khu
nu {wk fnu su ykuh{k nu nku, fkfke efhe nku
ykk {k{k-{kee efhe nku u nu s fnuk yu
u nku ku fkuRu nu hefu Mefkheu uu uh

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s{k ku uu yuxwt s wL kk Au. yu Au nuu

u kR nuu uh s{k ykk nu kRu s{k
{kxu yk{tk yku ku tu skt hfk yrfkhe u Au.
yu uk uo w f{o kukR Au yu u nu kRu
u{ke s{kzu Au ku u nuu ytz kik k kk Au
yu ykw{kt ]r kk Au yu ykske ykhteu yk fkf
w es u kRes yuu k{u fnuku. khAe {wkyu
{hku rk yke, khke fheu {hk h kuo fkf
wr esu ru khfe Skuu Akuze {wfeu nuu uh sk
{kxu Au {kxu u yu ru kR nuu uh s{k {kxu
yu s{eu kk yL, fu nuuux{kt
yku Au, ku u kRe uo {]r ]r k{u Au yu yr
wu k{u Au yu hfk w: kfe {w kR Au. >>42>>

ehe ke fkk-43
yuf k{{kt kk h{ yuf xu hnuk
nk. uu k efhk nk yu yuf efhe ne. ku efhku
khu Xufku hku nk yu efheu hku ne
yu khu {qfue htw kt fkuRf yku fkhu efhe
rh{kt ykeu hnue ne. {kuxk Akufhk y y hnuk
nk. htw yuf kku efhku {krkkue kku hnuku nku. u
Wh {kku fktRf nu nwt. yu yu kku efhku su{ u{
fheu {k kwt yu nuwt h kuk fhku nku. yuf
nuu r[kh ykku fu kk kRe Mkr e Au.
kt[u skwt kuk fhwt yu {kuxe feVAu {kxu {khk {kuxk

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kRykuu kt {sqhe fhk ku kk kRu kkuze hkn

{u. yk{ r[kheu uykuu ku sRu {sqhe fhke k
fhe kt ku kRykuke nuk keyku kue fu yhu hktz, u
Zkuh [hkk ykzu Au ? u yu fhke nkU[ nku ku u
{sqhe hkeyu yu{ kuAzkt [ku fkkt khu nu fnu Au fu,
u nwt Zkuh [hkk sR Ae nt{ukt Zkuh [hkk .
ktsu yku khu xkZwt yUXwt wt, xwt Whuwt ke yuwt yL
kk yku u Ru uh ykeu k yu{ fhkt zk{kt yuf
eu fktXu k fhe Akufheykuu uRu uu qAwt fu yk
{ku uo wt fhku Aku ? khu u fnu su, yksu ehe k Au
uke uwt k euwt Au. uke yk kuhk euk Au ue q
fheu u kuhk kRu nkku ktewt khuyu nu fnu su yu kuhk
ktkke wt kk ? khu Akufheyku fnu su, kuhk ktkke
hkS kuku kR kuke nuu su fktR kke yL fu
k uhu su fktR yku. uke kR nuk khu {k wqof
kh kk yu r-e [u fktR ytkuk nku ku u
r]rk k{e yu ktr kk khu u nu fnu su ku ku nwt
yu k fhwt. {u yue rre h ke {kxu yue
rr wt Au ? u {u fnkuu khu yu Akufheyku fnu su yuf ykX
hkku kuhku uku u{kt ykX ktXku ke ykX r we
ktsu, khu u kuhkwt q, e, yeh, wk uhuke qs
fhwt yu ue kku kukk RuLkwt k kqsLk fhwt. yLku
suxk kkukkLkk kR nku yuxk kuhk fhk yu yuf kuhku
yrf khu fhku. yk k k {kk nuk hrkhke

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Y fhwt yu khke ykhteu kuu Vknkh fhwt, khu

ykX r qhk kk, yuxu ekwt qs fheu eku
yuf kuhku ktku yu e kuhk kukk kRykuu ktk.
Ae kR su kuku u{ke yku u kRu r kh fhku.
u kteu nuu r[kh fkuo fu yu k {khu fhwt. yu{
r[kheu kuhk ek. ktsu uh ykeu {ku fkwt fu nu {k, {khu
eh e k fhwt Au yu uu {kxu {U kuhk ek Au. ktsu
fk[u {kuzwt kk kuuk hke {qfu fkh fu ktsu q e
fhk fk{ yku. yu{ fneu R, Ae ktsu ykeu q fhe
yu{ hkus ktsu uh ykeu q eku fheu hkus q fhu. yu{
fhkt ykX r kk. ykX{u ru q fheu {ku fnu su nwt
{kuxk kRu nkku kuhk kte ykwt yu{ fneu {kuxk A
kRykuk nkku kuhk ktk kRykuyu fktR qAwt rn
su yu nu U yk kuhk uk ktk ? Wxe Rkkow keyu
ef kku ee u ux{kt {keu kR rhk kR R yu
uh yke uk{kt kku kR uhu sku hkku nku. uke u
uhu sRu kRu fnu su nu kR ehe, yu{ fneu nkku
kuhku ktku. khu kRyu qAwt su nu ! yk kuhku k {kxu
ktku ? yu uk k{kt nwt u wt ykwt ? khu nu fnuAu
su u{ke ykku u {u kuk {k Au yu yku we kku
yu nwt we kR yuxu kRe ku uh{kt kk
{kxue fkuhe ne. u{ktke kuh fkuhe yke yu kukk
rMk{ktke fktfke {u kktkku iku fkZeu ykku yu
yuf {kxewt Zufwt ykwt. u u{ke Eu nu fnu su {kuyu {u

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u{ke yku fkuhe f{ku {k Au. yk {kxewt ZuVwt u kuz

{k Au. yu kktkku iku kuk {k Au. yk{ kRu
khk ykeko ykeu uh yke uk{kt s kukku r kuku
uzk ykku u kwu fnu su nwt yku u keu kkok fhwt
Awt yu ykske k{ su kwt u swt fheu yu {khe efheu
uzk {kxu ykku Awt. ku {ku uu {wfku khu {k fnu su, nu
efhe u yk khk kk ku {khk s{kR u uzk {kxu
ykk Au. {kxu wt khu uh . yk{ fneu {k kukk {kt
yr u{ nkukke kuf fhk kk yu r[khk kkt su
yksu ku { kk efhe {kxu uh hne yu yksu yu
Au ku yuu fktRf ux yke uRyu wt fhwt ? h{kt fktR
Au rn {kxu efheu wt ykwt ? yuk{kt {kuxk A kRyku yu
keykuu h ze su yksu nu ske Au ku [kku
{e ykeyu yu yu{u fktRf ux suwt yke ykeyu. yu{
{~fhe{kt Xufze fheu yuf fzk{kt Vkxukt qxukt yu {uk
fzkk xwfzk yu fuxef wxue yu h{kt ykze yke
#Zkueyku uhue kuxe kteu yke yu fnu su eku nu
ux khu u nu fnu Au fu khwt {ku ykwt u ukk {k Au,
uk{kt kku kR uhu nku uu h ze su nuu s{kR
uzk {kxu ykk Au yu{ eu kuzku ykku yu uu {eu
r[kh fhk kku su u ru kR Au kku {khu fktRf
ux ykke uRyu, k wt fYt ? h{kt fktR k Au Lkrn. yu{
r[kheLku WkMk kR kku. khu nu fnu su, nu kR {ku
Wk kku rn. {kuyu {u u{ke su kktkku iku ykku yu

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kuk {k Au. fkuhe yke yu f{ku {k Au yu {kxewt

Zufwt u kuz {k Au {kxu fktR [k fhku rn yu {khk
Wh hkS hnuu. yu{ fneu rk ee khu ku kku
we nuu kk {kxu ykk. u {u {ku w: kwt su
{khe efheu {U fktR ykwt rn. nu eswt ku fktR rn
uu kuhku q fhk {kxu uk hMk{kt fku yku ?
{kxu yu ke ykwt. yu{ r[kheu kAk uh sRu yuf {kxee
kuze{kt uk keu efheu ykku Ae {ko{kt [kk
{ktzwt. {k-k kRyku uo kAkt ykkt. {ko{kt tu skt
yktqof kku fhkt fhkt [kkt skt nkt. {ko{kt ryu
qAwt fu yk khe {kyu uk k {kxu ykku Au ? khu e
fnu Au fu, {U ehewt k fOw nwt yu uku s yk k Au
fu suke ykwt r{ kwt Au yu yk {khe {kyu su uk
ykku Au uwt fkh yu s Au yu{ fhkt kke ku{s
h yu qke ezkkt kfkt [kkt skt nkt uk{kt {ko{kt
yuf k{e kkuu yuf k uk{kt yke khu kR fnu su
nu ru nwt yk k{kt Mk fhe ykwt kt we yk shkkh
yk kze e[u ueu rktr rku. yu{ fneu kuu Mk
fhk R. Mk fheu ru fnu su yu kuxe{ktke yuf
ykku. khu ryu kuxe Akuze, ku u{kt yuf fkhe
htuhte hu{e kzeyku uRu fnu su nwt u fR yu fuk
fhe kze ykwt ? khu e fnu su, suu yuf kze ykkuu
khu ryu yuf khe wke fhe kze yke u nuheu
kR r[kh fhu Au. {khe keykuyu yke f{e kzeyku

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yke Au ? Ae eS kuxe{kt uwt ku kuk{nkuhku eXe.

{kxewt Zufwt nwt u wth {ku ku eXku khu e fnu su nu
ru, yke ku ku wtu Au {kxu u k{{ktke rwt
k{k kku ku hkuR fheu yku s{eyu. yuxu r k{{kt
rwt k{k uk ku yu kAke kt k ne, kt yr
wth k {ke nue e R yu ue [khu ksw yr
wth Vw k e ku. uk{kt rwt k{k Ru ykk
ryu r[kh fkuo fu ykxe s kh{kt yk wt wt kR wt.
uk{kt k{k {kk ku{kt uXue eyu kukeu fkwt
fu nu ru ykku ykku yk {nu ykku Au. r ku yth
ku yu ykk uo k{keyu w {nuwt fkh qAwt khu
e fnu su yk wt ehe kku k Au kh Ae
u{kt hneu uo w kuk {ktzk. uk{kt y[kf tfh
w fk ku yu x u {k-k ku kRyku yu ku
keykuu ykh w:zwt. kk fktR s {u rn uke fktf
{sqhe {u ku unku rkon kk. yuxk {kxu yk{ u{
k{kuk{ xfk kk, u Vhkt Vhkt i RAkyu u s
k{{kt yke [zkt u {nue [khuksw e[k{kt fk{fks
fhkt fuxktf {sqhkuu uRu uu qAwt su yk k fkuku Au ?
yu y{ku hk {kxu ykuk Aeyu ku y{kuu {sqh hefu
hkku ? y{ku kuz sk Aeyu khu yu kufh nuu k
fhektu uu ukt s kRyu ku yu ku ykue ek fu yk
ku k {khk {k, k, kRyku yu keyku s Au uyku
nuu ykue rn. kufhu fkwt khu nuu {swhe hefu hnuk

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{kxu nk fne Ae A {kuxk kRykuu rkf{ kzk ykeu

{kxe uhu kuk {kxu fkwt yu keykuu {kxe Wkzkwt
fk{ kUwt yu kkkR, keu yu k {sqhku Wh uhu
{kxu hkku. {k-ku yuf wth ykuhzk{kt rk ykku.
yk{ hkus fk{fks fhu yu nu uu {sqhe yku. yk{ nuu
ku ykhku ykku yu Au kRyku yu keyku hkus
kuz {nu fhu yu kku kR yu ueeyu uo Wh
uhu hku. nuk h{kt su su kku, kxk, tku,
wheyku yu w kukwt nwt. yk{ fhkt yuf u nuu
r[kh kku fu yk ku {khk {nu{kt s{kzwt yu{ r[kheu
ku s{kwt yk{tk ykwt yuxu k ykk. s{k {kxu
uXk khu nuu {kuxk kRykue kke{kt kukk kzw ehMk,
keykue kke{kt Ykk kzw ehMk, kxf{kt wt {eXwt
kue k ehe yu kk kR, ke yu {k-ke
kkeyku{kt [wh{kk ktzk kzw ehMk. yu yr Mkrx,
k, kf uhu ehMk Ae s{ke ykkk yke yuxu {kk, kku kR yu ke u{ke ux heu {ktzk s{k
yu {kuxk A kRyku yu keyku ku yufek {kUZk k{wt
uk {ktzk yu {{kt r[kh fhk kk fu yk fu{ k
? yu yk kzwt fu{ [k ? yu k yr khe u fu{
k ? khu nu fnu su {ku s{k fu{ ke yu yufek
{kUZk k{wt fu{ swyku Aku ? s{kuu, khu uyku fnu su, yk fu{
k ? yk kk kRu yu ue eu yu {k ku fuwt
khwt s{kwt ykwt Au. y{kuu ykwt fu{ ykwt Au ? khu

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nu fnu su nwt {khe ke nu Awt. nwt {khe ku khu

yke khu {ku {u fktR ykkt rn. yuf u {U
ehe k fhuwt khu {U {khu nkku kuhk ktk khu {kuyu
{u q kku ee. yu kk kRyu u{ke kktkku iku
ykku. fkuhe yke, {kxewt Zufwt ykwt u uo kuk {k,
ku {k yu f{ku {k kwt. yu khu nwt {khu uh
yke khu nwt {kuu ke nu khe uh {k ke
yu yk kku kR r[khku su{ u{ fheu kt[u skwt h
kuk fhku nku. {U khu kuhku ktku khu uu kuke
{ku ykwt. {eXu [u {u kuke yu wt {kuu k ku Au
u ? khu k h{kR k yu e[k {kuZk fheu ue hkk
yu e nu fnusu {U ehewt k fOw yuku s yk k
Au yu yk wt w y{kuu {wt Au khu ku u nkk uzeu
nuu u keu {kVe {ke Ae nuu ku kukk
{nu{kt rk ykku yu ku kukk {k s w
trk yke yu uo ek nuhke rku rkk kkt.
ykku k Au ehe kku. yksu yu ehewt
k fhkwt kuf{kt [r ku Au htw yu kk {rn{ku
yu uk rru ku u ku h ykuAe s nu. {kxu yu
k {rn{kqof fhwt uRyu ku s uwt kkko V k kk
Au yu us k u kk ttke yu ke
Lkkuo fOw nku ku yk kuf{kt {w k{u Au yu unu
ytu {kuku y~ k{u Au yu kk k{{kt ykh
wu k{u Au. >> 43 >>

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yk k ykkZ w 13 ke ykhte ykkZ kesu

ru {k fhwt. yk{ yk k A r fhkwt nku Au.
huf ru kuz yu {eXk rkwt kus yuf fhwt.
yu Auu ru hkku kk rfo, wL, hkku
fhkqof h ykeu hk fhwt. khu Mk q uhu
fheu khwt fhwt. yk k fhkke nukuu RA Ve
k kk Au. kikwt k kk Au. e{ rk{n fnu
Au fu nu wrXh yk tt{kt yuf whke Rrnk {khk
u fnwt Awt. ktku. yuf k{{kt yuf kk yu uk e
hnukt nkt. kkwt k{ nwt k{ yu k k{e yue
e ne. tu yr kw Mkkt nkt. yr ke
hk nk. htw uu yuf uh {kxee kux nkukke
tu [k{kt nt{uk hnukt nkt. yuk{kt yuf u kt i
RAkyu khS kko khu kku uku ku heu ykh
fkh fkuo. Ae u{e yk kuke {qt hsq fhe khu
khS fnu su nu r {ku ynke rk rk{kt st{kt
yuf r koe rr kk Zk{kt Ztfku Au. u{e q
fkuR fhwt ke. ku {ku yu kukkke q fhku. yu kr
sYh {khwt w: qh fhu. yk{ fneu khS ku [kk
k. Ae u kk yu kkeyu kt sk {kxu k fOw.
[kkt [kkt qh qh yuf rrk kz e[u rrkku {kuxku
Zku uku. tuskyu yu Zku uzku ku yth r koe
u kk Ae yu e sk kVq V fhe {eu hnu k

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k{ktke ke keu Akxwt yu r koeSu rr

{ku Mk qs fheu rrk [zkkt yu kuu tu
skt {kt ke kt. yu{ fhkt kt[ kkuo re kt
kukkk L kk rn khu yu{k {{kt kwt fu kt[
kkuoe rV su ? yu{ fhkt yufkh kk VVq
uk {kxu ku. u kAku ykku rn. ykke ue e yue
ku{kt [ke ku qh qh yuf kz e[u yuf {]w k{uk kku
uku. yu ksw{kt s yk{u{ Vhku yuf ku uku khu
yu kkeLkk {Lk{kt kwt fu yk Mkko tke {khku r {]w kBku
Au yu{ r[kheu hw fhk ke. uk{kt kt Vhkt Vhkt
uek Y{kt {k koe ue ykk khu ue kkeyu
ueu t fheu kukk ru S fhk {kxu kkok
fhe. yuxu koeSyu kukku nkk Vuheu uu S fkuo
yu wt S ykwt yuxu kku {kk [hku{kt t fOw
khu {kkSyu yuk {kkk Wh kukku nkk {qfku yu khk
ykeko ykk yu fkwt, su nwt {khe ke L kR
Awt. {kxu {kuu su {kke RAk nku u {kku khu tu
skyu wk ke k[k fhe khu {kkSyu fkwt fu {ku nwt
fnwt u{ fhku. {kuu sYh wk k ku. U sk koe k
fOw u k ykkZ w 13 k hkus Y fheu ykkZ 3 k
hkus {k fhwt. hkus r-koee rrkkr zu q
fhe. kt[{u ru ku yu {eXk rkwt kus yuf kh
fhwt. Au ru yuf fu khu kuke {ku kikte
eykuu kk ku fu kik r[nTku ykeu Aue

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hkrkyu h fhwt. yk Wse hBk kukk Rxuk

M{h kku rfoku, sku kk. yk k fhkke eykuwt
kik ytz hnu Au. tk k w ktr yu RA
{]r k kk Au. yk{ fneu {kkS ytko kR
kt. Ae yu kkeyu yu k koe {kkk fnuk {ku
fOw. yu kk kke yuu yrYk wk k kku yu
yr ykt kku yu yu kk, kkewt S yktke
e kk kwt. e{ fnu Au fu nu hks ykku k Au yu
sk koe kku ruk yu s k u kk ttke
fhkuwt nku ku yk kuf{kt w k kk yu ytu {kuku
k{u Au. >> 44 >>

SLfk k-45
yk k k {kk nuk wkhu fu fkuR
wkhke fhe fk. SLfk ueku e xke
qof yufxkwt fhe yk ru ek ku fu fkuR ew kus
ykrf Mwku Wku fhku rn yu yu k fhkhu wt
Ve k kk Au u tt{kt yn yuf whke Rrnk
Au. e{ rk{n fnu Au fu nu hk wrXh quo fkehe{kt
yuf hk hk fhku nku. yu hk uo heu we nku ?
uu yuf uh {kxeekux nkukke u hk yu hke tu [kwh
nk. hkee yuf ke ne u wkewt fk{ fhe yu keu
k{kt ykwt fu k{{kt yuf kke oe Au uu k
{k kk Au Ae uu hkeu k fhe fu k{{kt ue keu
ux{kt kf Au uu k {k kk Au khu yu kf s{u

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khu u u wk nu ? ku nwt [w[k keu yke ku {wfe

sR htw {khu ykske yuwt fhwt zu. {kuu o hnuk
k {k whk kk Au yu{ fhkt {k kk yuxu ue
kkeyu wku sL{ ykku yu yue rk fhk {kxu
yu hkee ke s R ne. wkku sL{ kku khu u ke
wku Ru hkeku ykku yu eS keykuu fhefu
hkeku kt wkku sL{ kku Au. keyku k{e kteu
we kR. ykk h{kt {k[kh kwuu VukR kt.
hks{nu{kt ykt Akku yu ue kkek h{kt hkuff
Y kR su yu kkeu kt kfku sL{ kku, htw sL{k
U s kf yku kR wt ykko w{ kR wt ue fkuRu
h ze rn. ykke yu kke yu kk tu yr
w:e kR yu yr Y fhk kkt. kke h kuo
Strfk uewt k fhe ne htw yk u yuu huf wkh
fko nk suke yuu V k kwt nwt. SLfk ue
kk kke kke Wh f]k hkkt nkt yu uku
wk hksfwth ru ru {kuxku kk kku. e eu
nkUrkh kku. hkwt yk kkt hkskeyu uXku. yr
fwkke hk fhku nku. hk{kt khwt L{k {uwt yu
ku ye{ f]k kk yu u{ tk fhe, kufr Lku
yuf ru kukk rkwt k fkuR eko{kt fhwt. ykk
r[khke u [kku kku. kts zkt fkuR k{{kt yuf rfe
nue yke yu rfu fkwt su {khu eko {kxu swt Au. yku
ktku nku ku ykse hk {u hkkku fhk ykku. khu

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QXeu nwt [kku sR khu rf fwthu nk fne fwthu [keu

kkfe ku nku. ykke kMku ke fheu qku yuxu h s
yke R yu yu fwthwt hk hkku SLfk ue fhkt
nkt. kkuzekh kR kt ku h{kt wuku rf hzk kku.
khu fwthu eu uu qAwt su uXS {ku hzku Aku k {kxu ?
khu rf fnu su nu kR {khu k suxk kfku sL{u Au ku
uo kfku k{u ru {]w k{u Au. ykhu {khk eyu
wku sL{ ykkuAu yuu yksu Aku r Au. ykefku
k{ku r yku yuxu u wk {h k{u suke {u ku
kuf kk Au khu hksfwth fnu su nu uXS rkkk u fkuR
wtke fwt ke uke uku kuf { fhku yk{ fwthe k
kteu uXu ktr kR yu wR kt yu fwth ku kfku
qku nku. hkh {hku rkk ue ykkt uu uRu u
fwthe hkk fhe hnuk SLfk ueyu qAwt su {ku fku
Aku khu rkk fnu su nwt rkk Awt yu yksu yk rfk
wkk u k ykeAwt khu SLfk fnu su, wt u u
k yke. u wt {u fnu, khu rkk fnu su, yue {krne
fkuRu yk rn yu fnuk rn {ku SLfk
ue Aku yuxu fnwt Awt fu yk rfku wk kh ku yuxu
{h k{u khu SLfk fnu su nwt yksu h{kt Awt. {kxu
ykwt yw rn kt yk wk ekowke kkyku ykwt su
khu k[kh ue rkk yk wk ekowke kkyku. ykku
u eu [ke R. kh{kt kukk wku Sku uku
yu yktu kBku. h{kt ku yr ykt kR ku yu

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{{kt r[khk kku su yk ykuku ke fkuRf ke

yu k[khe ku Au yuk ykkke {khku wk Sku hkku.
esu ru sk ikh kuk hksfwthu hkufkk {kxu rfu
ykkn fkuo khu fwthu fkwt fu ykhu {u {khk rkk k
f{o {kxu skwt Au {kxu {u sk ku kAku yke khu u
r sYh hkufkR. yu{ fne kku [kku. eko{kt sR kukk
rkwt k f{o keu ku. yu nuk ykuk [
{ku fwthu rfu uh hk kku fkuo. yksu yuf ko Ae
rfu kt sL{uk e wke Aeku r nku. hkku yu
wkk u k {kxu rkk ykkt. uu SLfkyu qAwt
fu nu rkk yk wkk u fuk e ? khu rkk fnu su
kh ku yuxu yuwt {]w ku khu SLfk fnu su nwt yn
Awt. {kxu wt yuwt yw u rn kt ekowke wk su
khu u rkk ekowke kkyku ykwt eu fnuk kkt su,
khu nuk yke khu {ku nksh nkt yu ykhu
{ku nksh Aku ? uwt fkh wt Au ? uk{kt wuk fwthe
ykt Wze R. yu r[khk kku su yk {khk kxk
ku fkuRf kku fhuAu nsw tue k [kw s ne khu
SLfk ue fnu su yk kxk{kt wuk fwthe {kk kke
k koke {khwt k fhu Au. {khk kku ruk {rn{k
wkhku Au. huf wkhu {khe yk eku eku fheu {khe
q fhe, {khe fhu Au yu ek htk ku nuhe
ke, ek htwt kus fhe ke. ykke nwt yuk Wh hkS
hnwt Awt yu yue hkk{kt nksh hnwt Awt. yk kte rkk

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ykt k{eu [kkt kt. kh kR rf yu ue eyu

wku S uku yu fwthu fnuk kk su {khk rk
kk ku {khk tu wk S hkk. {kxu {ku yn s
hkufkR yku. kkuzk r hneu su khu fwthu fkwt su
SLfk uek ku {khk tu wkku S hkk Au yu{
fneu u fwth ktke [kku kku yu kukk hks{kt yke
ku yu hkeku qAwt su nu {kkS {ku nk{kt fktR
k fhku Aku? khu hkeyu sk ykku su nu wk {U ykke
nukt fkuR k fOw ke yu ykhu nwt fkuR k fhe
ke. khu fwthk {u tfk kR su yk huh {khe e {k
ke ke {kxu {khe e {ku kue zu fu su nt{ukt
SLfk k fhe hne Au yu{ fhkt rk k {k uXku
yuxu k{ wkhu ykku h{kt ZtZuhku exkku su yksu
wkhu ykku he eykuyu ek ku nuheu {khk
hks{nu{kt s{k {kxu ykwt. yuxu nuhe huf eyku
ekt ku nuheu s{k {kxu yke, Akt fwthu nuh{kt
k fhke su, fkuR nu s{k ykk rk kfe ke
u ? khu k fhkt k {wt su, yuf kke kRyu
fkwt su nwt SLfk k fhwt Awt. suke yksu {khkke ek ku
nuheu s{k {kxu yke fku rn yuxu fwthu yuu nuhk
{kxu wke ku {kufkkt yuxu yu kke wke ku
nuheu s{k {kxu yke u {u fwth nksh hkku {k-efhkyu
yufe k{wt wt. kkewt {k] nkoke Whkw.
M{ktke qe uzw Aqxe yu fwthk {w{kt ze. yke

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ykosf xk uRu uosku yr yko k{e kt.

khu fwthu h wkku fkuo. yk s {khe e suk Au u
yksu{u {e suke ykwt nu Whkwt Au khu kke yu,
fwthe e {k Au yu{ nuh kwt. kh Ae s{k {kxu
ykue o eykuyu kuhke {k ku SLfk k fue heu
fhwt ? uku rr qAkt kuhke {kyu uku o rr skkt
fkwt fu, k {kk nukt fu e wkhke yk k Y
fhwt, k fhkhu ee Mwku Wku fhku rn. rk kR
SLfk (koeS) {kkSe yk ue {kkSwt k{
M{h fhwt, kt[ ruxkukku rku xke, nkk{kt [kuk
R kukk kfkukt hk {kxu kkok fhe, Ae yu [kuku
[khu rk{kt uhe uk, suke {u kt hnuk kukk kfkuwt
SLfk {kk hk fhu. {kkSu ru{kt ftkh ykk
ehku hkku, yu{ktke k fhkhu yufxkwt s{wt, kfeku
k e uou nU[e uku, yke heu kt[ fu k ko k
fheu Ae yu kwt Wk fhwt, yke heku yu k fhkke
Mkuo eyku MkkikLku k{u Au, ykku SLfk kku {rn{k
kteu kt s{k {kxu ykue uo eykuyu k {k{kt
yu SLfk uewt (koeuewt) k fhkku tf fkuo.
yk SLfk k fhkhk h{kt nt{uk w-ktr yu trk
]r k{u Au. yu yu s k u kk ttke yu yue
Lkkuo fOw nku, ku yk kuf{kt w-ktr {u Au,
yu unu ytu kk k{u k{u Au. >> 45 >>

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khk w ykX{u hku ykX{ {kk{kt yku Au.

u ru khu Mk, q uhu rrke hkheu hkuwt qs
fhe ue kkok fhe, yk ru Wk fhku ykk ku
Vknkh fheu yk k fhwt, s{kt kufku yk ru [kukk
kuxk kzw ykk ke, Vk kRu yk k fhuAu, yk
kkunuw wt Au ? ku kukkt tkkue ekowk kk. ykkoT
tkkue ykw kte kk, yuxk {kxu yk k fhk{kt
yku Au. u ru k kZwt rn, yu {eSe kku
kwt qs kuku[khu fheu fhwt, e{ fnu Au, nu
hk yn yuf whke fkk Au, u fnwt Awt ktku.
yuf kwt k{ nwt u{kt yuf h{kt r-e yu
wk yu wkq yu{ [kh skt yr tke hnukt nkt. kw
su fk{ ku u nw nkouh fhe ne yu{ fhkt yuf ru
hku ykX{ku rk r ykku, kwyu nwu k khwt
k kZeu kk fkwt. khu nwyu u nkk uzeu fkwt fu, nu
kwS, yksu hku ykX{ Au. {kxu yksu n, ykefku
nwt sYh k kZe ke. yk ktk U s kwk {s{kt
wMku ykku yu kue QXe su, {u wt k k {kxu fnu Au ?
yu yksu s k uk swt zu yuwt fkh yu nwt fu nw
{krke tMfkhe ne, yu kw yuke ykk ne, yuxu s
fkwt su, yksu s k kZk swt uRu, {kxu [k u u khzwt
khu nwyu kwk ykknke hku kukk kk wku
khk{kt wkzeu kwe kku R uh{kt. tu sk {ktzk

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k fkk. u kw ku kx k fke , nw ku
hku hkuu rn fkkt eswt k fku. yk{ fhkt fk{ wt
kt ku fkuRfu kw-nwu {k[kh ykk fu, {khk h{kt
uhkh yk ke Au, khu tu seykuyu {kkk hk kk
khk e[u VUfe ekt, nw {ku{ hku {kke re fhe
su, nu hku {kk {khk kke yk hkS kk nku ku {khk
kzfkk efhke hkk fhu. yu{ fhkt uh yke kwnwyu uwt ku ykwtu h eu hk kR wt nwt. khu nwyu
r[kOw su, {khku kzfkku wk yk{kt sYh e ku
nu. Ae yk {e R, w{kzku efku t kku, yuxu
nwyu k fhe ku khkte yksw-ksw, Wh-e[u ee
hku xkue uR. yth uwt ku khk{kt wuk kukk
kfu ykt-rfku fhku uku, yktrkuh ue
nwyu kukk wku kuke ku{kt eku. Ae kwu ykkt
fkwt fu, {k, {u hku ykX{wt k Vwt. {khku k [e ku.
khu kw yk kku k {S R yu khke fheu
hku ykX{u ru hku rn fkkku r{ eku. ykku
yu hku ykX{ku {rn{k Au, yu s ru u kk qs
yu Lkkuo yu k fhuwt nku, ku yk kufwt w
k kk yu unu ytu y~ {kuku k{u Au, yu{kt t
ke. >> 46 >>

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yrf whwkkuk{ {k{kt nue khu Mkkrf r

f{o{ktke hkheu fwt qs u kk rw kwt
qs fhwt. khAe eke q fhe ykku {k yufxkwt
fhwt. {rnku qhku kk yuxu kkkuu kukeu kus
fhkeu uu k-rkk ykeu hkS fhk. yn yuf
whwkkuk{ {ke whke fkk Au.
yuf k{{kt yuf kk yu ue e hnukt nkt.
uu uo ku w nwt, yuu uh {kxee kux ne. ykke
u nt{ukt [kwh hnukt nkt, yuk{kt wYkkuk{ {k ykku.
u{kt u tu skyu nkkku r[kh fkuo, yu tu kiZ
yMkkkkt nkt. Akt rr{ eyu nkk skt, Ae
uh ykeu wwt k{M{h fhkt nkt, u{ktke hkheu
Ae yufxkwt fhkt htw hkus hktke fzkfqx fhe zu ?
yuf ru kku kuke eu fkwt su, h{kt rfhke nw
nku ? ku u wt hwt fk{ yu fhu yu yku rhktu {ok
u{s qkX uhu rhktu fhe feyu. khu kkeyu fkwt
fu, ku Ae {ku nw R ykku ? khu kku fkwt fu, rfhk
rk nw fktke ke, khu kke fnu su, yu nwt ftR {swt
rn, {u u{ fheu nw kku ? kk {wtkku, yuxu kke
fnu su, {ku fLke k fhk yku yu u fLkkk
{wheku uk {ku ku fnukwt fu, efhku fke{kt k ku
Au yu u yuf {rnk{kt yke su. yuxu kk fLke

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ku{kt [kku. yuf k{{kt yuf kuh {nkhksu {k yu

uu k fhe Ae fLke k fhkt yuf Yk fLk uR,
fLk {e Ae kuh {nkhks fnu su, {whrku uk rk
e heu kk ? khu kku fkwt fu, rfhku fkeyu
k kuAu ? u yuf {rnku qhku kk khu yku {kxu
ykhu k Vuhk yue kzeu Vuhke iu, yu [kukku Vuhku
rfhku yku, yuxu yue kku Vuhe Rwt. u k kteu
kuh {nkhks {S k yu kze kku k Vuhk Vuheu
nwu Ru nhuh uh ykku, h{kt hkuR fhke wkq
yke. ykke kke ku {{kt hkSkt huz kR kt. yuf
r kk yu kke tu eyu nkk kt yu nw
h{kt hkuR fhe ne, uk{kt yuf kzku qzwt uk yke,
uu yr Yk fLku uRu qAwt fu {ku fku Aku ? khu
nwyu fkwt fu, nwt ku yk kkk wke e Awt. khu u
zkuu fkwt su, yk kk-kkeu rfhku s ke ku wt nw
kRu fue heu yke Aku? u kteu nwk {{kt {wtku
kh hkku yu {{kt r[khk ke su, wt yk {khe kku
h{ ku h{kR R ke u ? uk{kt kw-hku eyuke
kneu ykkt ku nwu {wt{kt uRu qAwt fu, uxk wt kwt
Au ? {ku Wk fu{ skyku Aku ? khu nwyu sk ykku
su, {khu rfhku s ke. yu {khk {k-ku kuxwt {eu
{ku {u kkt Aku ? khu kw fnu su, {ku rk hkku,
{khku rfhku yk {k qhku ku yuxu yku, khu nw fnu su,
n{kt zku qzwt uk yke ne. uu fkwt fu, yk kk

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yu kke ku ktrkt Au. yku efhku s ke. kwyu

{e fu {ku ktr hkku yu rk hkku, efhku sYh
yku, Ae yuf ru kwyu ykuhzke e [keyku ykeu
fkwt fu, {khu su fktR Mw uRe nku ku yk Aku ykuhzk Wkzeu
uRe Mw R ue. yk k{ku ykuhzku Wkzku rn.
Ae esu ru kk-kke eyu nkk kt. nwyu
A ykuhzk Wkzeu uwt ku u yksk fkuXkh ku-kek
kuk{nkuhku-nehk, uhk uhu uRu nw yko k{e R,
Ae r[kh fkuo su, yk k{k ykuhzk{kt wt Au ? yu{ r[kheu
uk {kxu k{ku ykuhzku Wkzku ku u{kt yuf rku fke
hkku nku. khwt Wzuwt uR whwku fkwt, yhu f{kz ke u,
kku r[khk{kt u zu Au. yu whwkkuk{ {k qhku ku
khu yku [kukku Vuhku Vhewt. yuxu nwyu nkouh f{kz ke
ewt yu kwe k Wh yuu kfku rk uXku. kh Ae
ku kw-hke yru uk fhk ke, htw uu k{ku
ykuhzku Wkzku nku u k fne rn. yu{ fhkt whwkkuk{
{k qhku kku, yuxu nwyu kw-hku [kukku Vuhku Vuhk
{kxu rte fhe yu fkwt su, {ktzku hkukku yu [kuhe tkku,
yu kskku zkku yu {t eku zkku khu {{kt
{wtkuk kw-hkyu whwkkuk{ wu kkok fhe su, nu
whwkkuk{ k y{u kqof {khwt k fhuwt nku ku
tfx{kt y{khe nk fhu. yke heu fneu k{k ykuhzku
Wkzkt s, ewt rkth suu nuhuwt Au yuk whwkkuk{
k yku h zk{kt ke nkh ykk, khu k k yu

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kkek nkoku kh hkku. yu yuu uxe zk. Ae {tz

hkukku, [kuhe tke, kskkue kku {t eku zkk
yu [kukku Vuhku Vuhe eku yu kk yu kkeu yr
ykt kku yu whwkkuk{ {kk kwt w V {wt. ykwt
yu whwkkuk{ {kwt yr ykh {nkB Au. >> 47 >>

xkrke k (r krke
k)-48
suX we q{u ru xkrke k fhkwt rk
Au. yk k suX we uhke q{ we yu{ k r fhkwt
nku Au. u k eykuyu kukk re ykwe ]r {kxu
y~ fhwt. tu fkhk wfke ykk }w{e eyu
yk k kuu s fhwt yu qs fkuR e ku fhkwt. uku
rr yu Au su, uhu ru kh{kt Mkkrf rk{ktke
hkheu zk ]kk {eu sRu k{ yk[{ fheu z{kt
kk, rw yu r yu ku ukuwt yu r krkewt
ykkn fhwt, zk {q{kt e krke rn kk hnu
Au,{{k rw hnu Au yu yk k{kt rSku rk
Au. yke kk fheu zu swt kuk fhwt, Ae [t,
[kuk, wku uhuke q fheu kz{kt qh xwt Ae {q{kt
s huzwt, kh Ae kk rn krke uewt qs fhwt.
yke heu k r O fhwt. q{u ru qs fheu
krkee kkok fhe, kkkuwt qs fheu kk k
ykwt. yke heu k fhkke eykue uo fk{kyku qo

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kk Au. yu whwkku u yu ku fhu Au ku u RA

{kuhku y~ k{u Au. yk xkrke k suX we uhke
q{ we yu{ k rwt nku Au. yu ku r Vknkh
fhwt yu krke uewt qs kuke ywkhu fhwt
yu su yk xkrke ku yr kke fhu Au. uu {hkku
nkuku ke. e{ rk fnu Au fu, nu hksT yn yuf
whke Rrnke fkk fnwt Awt u ktku. uku yr
k{u yuf hk nku, uu hki ku ykh nk yuf
wk rk yu k iku ktru fhkhk nk, suke wke
k {kxu krke uewt qse kku ykhk fOw yuxu
krke ueyu L kR kukkt o ykeu h {ktk
fkwt khu hkyu u nkk uze u keu fkwt su, {u {khk
hkku khkh wk kk uk ykeko ykku. khu krke
ueyu fkwt su khk k{kt wke k ke. khu uh
{khk hkke wke sL{u yu{ fneu yu krkeue
ytko kR kt, Ae { skt ]kMkkyu yuf wkeku
sL{ kku. khu hkyu krkek hkke wkee k
ku nkukke uwt krke yuwt k{ kh fOw, Ae yu krke
khu W{hkf kR khu rkyu r[kh fkuo su, yk {khe
wke {hkf kR Au, ku nu{khu yuu ku he kku
hke uRyu. ykwt r[khe fheu uu ktf uku{kt k
fhe yu krkeu ku h fkuR uk{kt ykku rn.
uke u hk Wk kRu ue hkk Ae fkuRf u yu

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krkyu kukk rku Wk kkwt fkh qAwt khu hkyu

Wk [nuhu fkwt fu, nu rfhe wt {hkf kR Aku ku nu {khu
u ku he kku hke uRyu yu u ku he {U
eu k fhe fkuR u{kt khk kf fkuR hkswk
uk{k ykku rn yu wt {hkf kR Aku yu u
nwt u hkwt rn ku, kuk ku yu u ku rn yuk
he kku u hkwt ku khk rkkke {u k
ku ku nu {khu wt fhwt ? uku fkuR Wk qku ke. yue
hewt kukk rkwt [ kteu krke fnu su nu rkS
{ku Wk kku rn. yu nu {ku {u s h ykku ku nwt
kuu s {u ku he ku fhe . u kteu rkyu
nw khwt fneu h yke. Ae u krke ktke fuxkf qkuu
kku hk Wh ueu kR [ke yu k hkku{kt k
fhe, fkuR whwk uk {kLk{kt ykku rn. Ae yk
[kkt {kt fwnkzk zu kfzkt fkkku kteu kukk
[kfh {khVu yu kfzk fkkh fku Au ue k fheu u
krke ue ku sRu qAwt fu, {ku fku Aku ? {khwt k{
wt Au ? yu {ku fkuk wk Aku ? fkt hnku Aku ? yu yk kfzkt
k {kxu fkku Aku ? khu uu fkwt fu nwt ku w{u hkku wk
Awt. {khk rk y{wf uk hk nk uu ikuu fkuE
wk fu wke nkukke yu{k kRykuyu {khk rk kuke
sheke {kheu hk zke ewt. yu {khk {kk rku
fkZe {qfkt yuxu {khkt {k k yk st{kt yuf qtze kteu

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hnuk kk Ae uu fuxkuf { skt nwt yuf wk kku yu

nu {kk rk yktkt kR kt Au yu yr ] Au. nwt kfzkt
fkeu uk khk Wkzeu fkuRf k{{kt u[eu {khk yktkt
{k kwt h kuk fhwt Awt. {khwt k{ k Au, khu
krke fnu su {ku huk Aku fu fu{ ? khu k fnu su
{u heu fLk fku yku? e {khu fkuR k{ fu, h fu,
yk{ {u ku Ae {u fLk fku yku ? khu krke fnu
su, nwt hue ke. {kxu {khk {kk rk yr hke
ykkkke {u ku he ku fhe Vhwt Awt. ku nu {khk kf
yk s Aku {kxu yku he. {ku {khk ru yu nwt
{khe {oe. {kxu ykske nwt yku he [wfe Awt. yk
k {ku e hku. yu nu nwt Awt. yu {khe kku
s fhe. yke heu fneu u krke ktke [ke kR.
kuku uh sRu yu uo ]kkt kukk rku fkwt khu u
yr hkyu ku uu {eu wtu fkwt, su yk q{hku
nwt hke rn yu{ fhkt fkuRf u Vhk Vhk khS
ykk. uu hkyu fkwt fu, y{khe wkeu {ku {ku khu
khSyu eu {e fu nu wke U su ke
kku hkwt e fOw Au yu khwt ke fkh fu k
khku Au, rk Au, {okku Au, ue ykw V yuf
koe Au. yuf hu ytu ykw qhe kkt {h k{u ku
yuu heu wt wt we kR ? khu krke fnu Au nwt {khe
skkheke hkwt fnwt Awt. yu{kt fkuRu kuk ue ke.

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yu {U {khk {ke ku yu ke kku s hkwt e

fOw Au yu u rk yk s{kt uo whwkku {khk rk, kR
yu wk {k Au. {kxu {khu ku yu ke kku s hkwt
Au. Ae u wkek ykknke yr hkyu kuke wkek
yu ke kku fko yu krkeu hke Ae u
krke ku {kt hneu kukk ru yu yktk kw
hke yr u{ke uk [kfhe fhk ke. yu{ fhkt yuf
h qo kkt kwt ykw qhwt kwt. u ru ku
krke fnu su, nu ru yksu nwt yke kku yke
khu k fnu su wt yn s hnu yu yktk kw hke
uk fh. ku yu re kku R. yu k kfzkt fkk
{ktzku. uk{kt ku yu kku {]wfk k kku khu
uu uk {kxu {qku ykk, htw yu u e krke
kukk r kwt {Mf w:wt nwt uke u yuf zk
]ke e[u ueu kukk krkLkwt {Mkf kuk{kt hkeu {Mf
Wh nkk hkeu uXue ne. uke {qku {eu rn ykkt
Auxu Wk hneu fnuk kk su, nu e wt khk ru Akuzeu
qh kR . fkh fu y{ku khk ru ytfk ykuku nkukke
uu uk {kxu ykuk Aeyu. khu krke fnu su nwt {khk ru
Akuze rn yu {kuu uk rn . u kteu {qku
kAk e k yu {ohke yk e k fne. khu
{ohk kuu uu uzk {kxu ykk yu ru Akuzeu krkeu
qh kR sk fkwt khu krkeyu yu{ s fkwt fu nwt {khk

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ru uk rn khu {ohkyu r[kh fkuo fu yk ku

rkk e Au. uke u yk{u yk{ {eu sR ku ku
fk[ u {u keu M{ fhe ku yu{ eu qh Qk
hneu fnuk kk su, nu e khk re ykw qhe kR
R Au {kxu khk ru uk {kxu y{ku ykk Aeyu. {kxu
khk ru Akuze u. yu yu khk r rk esw su, u
RAk nku u {kte u khu e fnu su u nw khwt yu{
fne r[kh fheu kue su, yuf ku {khk kw-hk yktk
Au? u uk kk yu y{khwt uwt hk kAwt {u. keswt nwt
t Awt. {u fkuE wk fu wke ke. e nwt rkk Awt.
hwhwkku Mo fhe ke {kxu {khk ru kfe s {u ku
wkku kk ykxk hk ykeu {khku {kuhk qo fhku. khu
{ohkyu r[kh fkuo fu su yk e yu ku {u s kte eku
Au fu{ fu u nwt yuk ru R ku uk rk yuu ku wkku
fu{ kk yu {U s k{ uu su uRyu u {kte uk fkwt {kxu
nu uu Sk ykwt uRyu yu{ r[khe uu hk
ykeu yu yu ku Sk ykeu ktke {hk
ytko kR k yu k ku kku yu kw hk
ukt kkt. yu nsw we kfzkt fkk uku k kAku
fu{ ykku yu{ eu {kk-rk uu kuzkt kuzkt kt
ykkt yu ku qAkt eyu wtu ]kkt fkwt. u
kteu {kk rk yr L kkt. uk{kt u{k
kRykuyu uu kuke hk kAwt wh fOw. swyku rkk

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{owt k fhkh eku fuxku ku k Au su kukk

rkkk kke kukk rwt Sk {ohks kuke
{kte ewt. uwt hk {kte ewt yu ku wkkuwt hk
{kte ewt yu yktk kw hkku ytkku qh kR ku.
ykku Au rkk eku k yu ykwt Au yu xkrke
kwt {nkB. >> 48 >>

kt[{e k fk-49
yuf kfzk k{{kt yuf zkue{k hnukt nkt. uu k
rfhk nk. yu ku huk nk. u zkue{ku {kuxk Ayu
rfhk yu ue eyku Wh khu nu nwt. kku wk
yu ue e h nu rn. hwt hkuR fhe. kku {ktsk,
kkt fzkt kukt, uhu ke nw yu wk ku fhku. zkue{k
kuu yu A wkku yu A nwyku yu k s{e u. khAe
kku wk yu ke nw w xwt yUXwt kk yku. u{kt Ayu
nwyku r:tk ne yu ke nwLku khk rku nk. yuf
ru khk {k{kt k k{kt k nkukke eh keu
k rk r k Ae uk {eu sBk. ke nwu
yu kk wku ku qAwt s rn. kt s{eu WXe kt yuxu
ke nwyu k {ktskwt Y fOw u u kku{kt eh
uhue fkuxeyku [kUxue u Wkzeu, yk fzkt kuk sR
khu kR. ykk r[khke fzku Auzu kteu Ae kku
{ktk. wt kV fheu fzktku ktzku Wkzeu ku fzkt
kuk {kxu R, kt fzkt kuk {ktze yu uwt fkxeyku ktuwt

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fzwt Auxu {qfeu r[kOw fu, fzkt kuRu Ae fkuxeyku kR.

uk{kt ue wt ykkke {eu hkVzk{ktke yuf ke
ykeu ue fzk{kt ktue fkxeyku kRu hkVzk{kt [ke
R. nu fzk kuRu wfeu ue fkuxeyku kk {kxu
yke. fzk{kt ktue fkuxeyku rn uRu [uke kue su,
yhu nwt yr qe Awt yu {khe fkuxeyku fku kR wt ?
{kxu suu {khe fkxeyku ke nku yuu y{]ku ykuzfkh
ku. u kteu ke nkh ykeu qAk ke khu ku
fnu su, {khe kw kk {khe Ayu suXkeyku hwt wt fk{fks
{khe ku fhku yu {u kku fkuR r qAu rn. suke
yr w:e Awt. yu suXkeyku{kt nwt yuf y{kee Awt. u
kt {k fhu Au yu hwt wt fk{fks {khe ku fhku yu
{u kku fkuR r qAu rn suke yr w:e Awt. e
yr qe nkukke {U yk fzk{kt kteu fkuxeyku {qfe
ne. u fkuRf kR wt. e {khk rh{kt fkuRyu Au
rn uke {khk suwt w:e eswt fkuE nu ? khu ke fnu su,
nwt s qe nkukke khe fkuxeyku kR R Awt. {kxu nwt khk
Wh hkS kR Awt. {kxu u su uRyu u fnu nwt khwt wtu w:
xke ke. khu yu kR fnu su {khu khk rku Au (k{
o Au) {khku kuku hkh fkuR ke. khu ke fnu
khk rrhk y{ku Aeyu {kxu khk kuke ftfkuke {khk hkVzk
ku {qfe ssu yu{ fneu yu ke kukk hkVzk{kt kAe
[ke R. Ae nw uh ykeu kuke kwu k fhe su

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{khku kuku hku Au. {kxu ftfkuke e ykku khu kwyu

rhMfkh fheu ftfkuke e yke. nw yu ftfkuke Ru hkVzkk
kh ku {qfe yke yu k k tteu ftfkukeyku
e khu kuku hku ru e suXkeyku ykeu {~fhe
fhk ke yu ykw fnuk ke fu, khu rh{kt ku
fkuR Au rn ku khku kuku hkh fku Au ? yk{ nw
{~fhe{kt kukt nkt uk{kt u wk hksfw{khku ykeu
hk hk{kt Qk hkk ue kku [kh ufku nk. uykuk
nkk{kt yuf fkhk ku, hukt wtf uk huk kk
nk. khu ke nwu ku e kwt fu, yk ku wt ke
{kyu s {kufkwt ku Au yu{ r[kheu yr hkS kR kw
kk Ayu suXkeyku yko k{e, su ykxku yk XkX {kX
fktke ? khu kwyu uu ykfkh ykku yu ke nwu
ftkh hktk fkwt yu uk hksfw{khkuu s{eu sk fkwt khu
fnu su y{ku nuk hwt s{ewt rn Akt u {khku
ykkn nku ku kkuzwt q, fk[k, , kshe, {, {X uhuk
kuk kfzk (XkuXk) yku u s{ewt. Ae ke nwyu
q h{ fheu Xkheu yuf ykuhzk{kt {qfwt yu kzuk XkuXk
{qfk yu ykuhzku t fhe eku. Ae kfw{khku kukk
{qY{kt ykeu yu wtu s{e k Ae khu kuku
hkku rr Y kku khu kfw{khku nehk {kuek kek
yuf fkhkt f{e ku kkku ykkt. u uRu kwsuXkeyku kt yko k{e kt Ae yu e rr kR hkk.

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Ae yu k fw{khkuyu fkwt fu y{khe nuu y{khu uh {kufku

khu nwyu nwu ke yuxu u nuu hkVzk{kt R k,
kt yuf wth {nu nku u{kt ue keyu nuu fkwt fu
nu {khu yk {nu{kt hnukwt yu {khu yk {khk kR
kfw{khkuu q k kkwt fk{ fhkwt khu u fnu su
Xef Ae hkus q h{ fhe, Xkheu kfw{khkuu k fhku
yu{ fhkt kkuzk rku k Ae uu yuf wk sLBku. rrr Akufhku {kuxku kk kku yuf ru yu Akufhku h{ku
nku yu u nu q h{ fheu Xhk {qfuwt yu kuu fktRf
fk{ {kxu e h{kt R yu Akufhu yuf txze uRu h{fzwt
eu h{{kt Wkzeu kze yuxu kfw{khku Wkk
Wkk ykk. q ek uu uRu Akufhku zhe ku yu
nkk{ktke txze ze R yu u u k fw{khkue qtAze Wh
ze suke ue qtAze fkR R. u kfw{khku q ek {ktzk
ku q h{ nkukke {w ke kt suke yu [khu kfw{khku
ezk kuk kk. nuu kwt su yk [khu kRykue
yk k kR Au {kxu [ku Akufhu txze kze nu. Ae
kfw{khku kuk su yk khu Akufhu y{khe yke whe nk
fhe Au uke y{ku uu fhzeu uwt ih Rwt khu ke nu
kue su yk Akufhku ku {khku kus fnuk {kxu kuse
kku ih nku Ae khku r uRu keyu nuu uh
{kufke yu nuhk{e{kt nuu e {]r yke u Ru
ke nw khu nkU[e. wku kwk kuk{kt {wfku. kw

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yk ke nwwt {k e wt yu {kuxe nwykuwt {k xe

wt. yu{ fhkt fuxkf rku rk k kfw{khku Akufhkwt
ih uk {kxu kukk {q MYu ykeu ke nwu uh txe
e[u tkRu hkk. kt ku ke nw ke heu yke.
keykhk{kt kewt uzwt {wfkt u Xu ke uke kue su
{k {khk k kRykuu. yk kteu kfw{khkuku hkuk
ykuAku kku. Ae yu ke nw ku fzkt kuk {kxu se
ne. u hMk{kt [kkt u Xu ke yuxu kue su {k
{khk k kRykuu. yk kte kfw{khku L kk. yu
{{kt r[kOw su nuu yke Wh nu wt Au {kxu ih
hkk suwt ke yu{ r[kheu ihku qe sRu kukk
hkVzk{kt [kk k. yuf u yu Akufhu suXkewt q Zkue
kwt uke suXkeyu ke nwu {nuwt {kOw su yk khu Akufhu
{khwt q Zkuwt ku nu ik fktke kk ? yu wt ku khk
rke {kee Aku uke khu yktu wt kkuu hke fe
khu ke nwu yu {nuwt nkzkunkz Whe wt yu hze hze
ke {k ku sRu rte fheu Mkkhe kkku kuhuLke k[Lkk
fhe, khu Lkkke {kyu fkwt u nwt kkhu kt kkku {kufke,
kAe ku uh sRLku kikk uhue kikhe fhe yuxu esu
ru ke {ke ykkkke kfw{khku khe yu we kku
kUe k khu ke nwyu kwu fkwt fu yk kku yke Au
{kxu nuke yku q-n-{k-e uhue Ake
feV rn hnu. yu kteu suXkeykuku hkuk {e ku

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yu kwku hkuk {e ku. ke nwwt {k e wt

yu kfw{khkuu eh, {X, {, kshe uhuk XkuXk s{k
ykk. kfw{khku yu kRu kuku uh hkVzk{kt [kk k
yu ke nwu uh ykt ykt koR ku. yk k k
kt[{u ru fhkwt nku Au. u ru kh{kt WXe
kne-kuRu rk kRu kukk he u ykk ku
ke[khk{kt k uwt r[k kuheu ue ku eku eku
yhke ykrf fhe q fheu u nkk uzeu kkok fhe
fu nu kuku {ku y{khk Wh L kRu {khk kfe y{kuu
fkhu kk ? yue y{khk Wh f]k fhu yu{
kkok fheu eh, {X, {, kshe uhu kuk XkuXkwt
iu fhwt yu kuu u ru yufxkwt fhwt. u{kt kuk,
{X, {, kshe uhu XkuXk s{k yke heu yu kuwt
{trh nku ku kt fhwt ykk ku r{trh{kt kuwt
{trh nku kt qs fhwt. yke heu yk ku su fhu Au uu
fkhu kuo kfe kku ke. >> 49 >>

ku{e y{ke k fkk-50

w whke ki fkrf {nkyku u fnu Au k
Gk Wh fhe hnuk e{ rk{ne ku sR k{
fheu {ko{k hk wrXhu qAwt su nu rk{n fkuu k{uk
e{ u{s yswo fkihkuu u{s e fuxkfu {khe kk.
yk{ wkuok yk[khke (whk[khke) ykk uo fwku
k kR ku. nu ]e Wh fkuR hk hkku ke yu

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ht{kt y{ku kt[ kRyku hkk Aeyu {kxu nu {u

yk [eo hk Y[wt ke yu {khk un{kt {u yk
ke. e y{khk tku rk kuku uRu{khk {kt
rhth tk hkk fhu Au. e yr ro yuk ykk{kyu
Whkku o ke kku Au, suke kA z ykkh
fkuR hkku ke ku nu {khu wt fhwt ? {khk Wh f]k fheu
r[htSe te kk. yuwt u fkuR Wk{ k nku ku yk
fnku khu e{ rk{n fnu su, nu hks r[htSe tke
kk ? yuwt k ku yuf ku{e y{kwt k Au u khu
ku{e y{k yku khu eke ku sRu r&w
ke kku yu ekwt qs fheu yuf kuu ykX hku
yuxkt s V Vw uhuke q fheu yuf ku-ykX rkk
fheu eku yufku ykX yktxk qh xwt. yk k {khu
Wkhke ku fhkwt. yuxu yuku e uku. o S
ku. yu yu wk ku kuf{kt rru k{u uk tt{kt
yn whke Rrnke fkk Au. u {kuu fnw Awt ktku.
fkt[e he{kt {okku yu {nkke yuf hu yuu k{u
yuf hk nku u {oke wt k fhku nku. yu he{kt
yuf u Mk{e k{u kk nku. ue e k{u e ne
u rkk hk ne uk k rfhk nk yu yuf wte
k{u wke ne. yu k wkkuu hkuk nk, wke
yrkne ne. u ku re ku{kt ne. yuf {u
uu uh rk kku ykeu rkke k[k fhe khu uu

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ku rkk yke. yu ku wkqykuyu ku rkk

yke khu ru uu ytz kikek yu we tkk
ykekoku ykk, Ae {kkk fnukke wkeyu rkk
yke khu uu wke wt {o e ykku ykeko ykku
khu {kkyu ru qAwt su nu r wkqykuu ytz
kikek ykeko ykk yu wkeu {oe kk. ykku
ykeko fu{ ykku ? khu kku fkwt fu {U khe wkeu
ku s ykeko ykku Au fkh fu khe wke u
k Vuhk Vhu. yuxu h s htzku yu rk ku. {kxu
yuu nt{uk {o k fhkwt s Au {kxu {U wke wt {oe kk.
ykku ykeko ykku Au u kteu yr kfw kue
teyu fkwt fu nu r ku Ae {khe wkek iku
kk Wku yk k nku ku fnku khu r fnu su {khu
uh khu ku{k yku yu {ku uwt qs fhku khu s
{khe wkeku ikku k ku. khu te fnu su yu
ku{k fku Au yu u fkt hnu Au ? yu ue r fR Au ? yu
yu ku{k fkhu yku ? khu r fnu su ku{k (htsf) kuee
ee Au yu n e{kt hnu Au yu yu ku{k nt{uk ku{e
y{kwt k fhu Au. yu{ fneu yu kk ktke yL Mku
rkk {kxu kku [kku kh Ae teyu kukk wkkuu
fkwt fu nu wkku yk {khe ke nu wtewt i ku{ku
nkku s k ku. {kxu u {kuu {kk rk u Mun
nku ku {ku ku{ku kk {kxu yk {khe nuu kku Ru

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fkuRf yku. khu kike kku wk rMk{e fnu su nu {kkS

kk nu rkS yu ku{ku uk {kxu nwt sR. yu{ fneu {kk
rku k{ fheu nuu kku Ru n e u sk
{kxu efku. u ktf ru {w rfkhu nkUku yu nu u
{wu e heu Whku yuku r[kh fhk kfk kt s yuf
rk zwt ]k nwt ue e[u rk fkuo us ze e[u
yuu r kku. uk{kt ehksu {kt keu kukkt
[ku kk {kxu ykwt. htw yu {ktu [kt kkt ke
yuxu [k fhk eu qAwt fu nwt {khu {kxu yk fku{ {kt
kku Awt yu {ku kk fu{ ke ? khu yu [kt fnu su yk
kze e[u Akk{kt u {kku qkt yu hMkt uXkt Au.
yu yu ykk rk Mkku ykkt Au ku yu ykk {nu{k
fnuk. yu{u fktR kwt ewt ke ku y{khkke fu{ k
? khu yu ehksu yu{e ku sRu qAwt fu {ku fku Aku ?
yu {ku wt s{ku ? yu {khu fk{ nku ? u fnku khu u
fnusu y{khu ne{kt ku{ku uk {kxu skwt Au kt
swt e heu yuku r[kh fheyu Aeyu yk {kuxk {wu
Wteu nuu kh sk {kxu fkuR Wk qku ke. khu u
e fnu su {ku ue [kku k fhe eku. nwt {kuu
nr{kt nkU[kze R yu{ fneu yu tu sku Wkze
shk kh{kt ne{kt nkU[kzeu {qfe ek yu kt uu
ku{kwt h ke ewt. Ae yu tu skt kt hkkt. yu
Ake heu hkus hkrk{kt nuk WXeu yu fkuR u rn ue

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heu yu ku{kwt h kV qVe fhe . k fzkt uhu

kuRu kV fhe ku yu{ fhkt yuf h kwt khu u ku{ku
h ze fu yk {khk hu hkus kVqV fku fhe Au ?
yu{ wkku kk wkqu qAwt khu uyku fnu su ue y{kuu
h ke Ae hkku Ake heu tkRu k fhe ku kt yu
tuu uRu qAwt fu yk {ku fku Aku ? khu u fnu su y{ku
kk Aeyu yu yk {khe nuk iku k {kxu
y{ku {kuu uk {kxu ykuk Aeyu khu u ku{kyu yr
kkk fheu fkwt su yhu {ku kk kRu {khk e[k
hu kVqV fhku Aku u ku huh yku fnuk {kxu nwt
{khk Wh L kR Awt ku nwt y~ {khk h u yke.
yu{ fneu kukk wkku, wkqyku yu uou fkwt fu nwt ykwt ?
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