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2008 NaNoWriMo
2008 NaNoWriMo
The bell rang. I opened my eyes and snapped back to reality. Calculus;
at least I’d be distracted. Avidly taking notes, I actually tuned in and paid
attention to what my teacher was telling us. It was mostly a review of math
analysis- everything I learned (or was supposed to, at least) last year. I found
it quite repetitive and mundane, but like I said- it was something to focus on
and would distract me.
They all responded in a similar way. They didn’t seem to care about me
much, although Patty did shoot me interesting looks once she saw the way
our hands were intertwined. Lunch ended and I quickly gathered my things
and stalked off to Physics. I walked quickly, trying to avoid both him and the
lunch crowd. However, my hopes dropped when I walked into my classroom
and saw him sitting in the back corner. Reluctantly, I walked over and
casually sat down next to him, sighing audibly as I did so.
“No.” I said quietly. I spoke too softly for anyone else to hear me, but I
knew that he got the message; I also knew that he was aware of my lie. He
didn’t address the matter, much to my dismay. I’d been gone far too long- I
was craving some sort of attention.
The teacher walked into the room and began the class. I tried
desperately to pay attention as I had done earlier that morning, but his
presence next to me was distracting.
“Dane Warren?” He raised his. The sound of his very name sent shivers
down my spine. I was almost positive that my name had the same- if not at
least a similar- effect on him as well. I refused to look at him for the rest of
the period from there on.
The bell rang, releasing me, and I headed quickly for Film Studies,
where I was able to put my head down and rest. So much had changed. So
much. By the time the day was over (after Film Studies, and later Dance) I
was more than eager to head home, maybe do some homework, and then
take a long, reflective walk on the beach. I had been away from the open sea
for too long. It beckoned to me as a mother beckons to her child. Alas, once
again, my bubble was burst as I was approached by the person I was trying
to escape from. Nevertheless, I smiled politely as Dane grinned and
appeared at my side. I was trapped.
“How was it?” He skipped the niceties and went straight to the point.
He was always very straightforward- glad to see that part of him hadn’t
changed.
“I don’t want to talk about it.” I said simply. I hoped I didn’t sound rude
or angry. I shrugged nonchalantly just in case. “Just drop it.”
A slight frown crossed his features for only a fraction of a second- long
enough for me to notice, but not long enough to steer our chit chat in any
other direction. “As you wish.” He murmured, walking away. His tone was one
of disappointment, and though it pained me to cause him any sort of
discomfort, I was glad that he was gone now- it had been hard for me to
concentrate on anything while he was around.
The walk from the school to my small home on the beach was also very
distracting for me. It would’ve been nice to have been able to walk home in
peace and quiet, or at least with something relatively legitimate to think
about. Instead, I dealt with “welcome back” and “good to see you’re back in
town” from every single person that I passed on my way. That’s the problem
with living in a small town like I do- everybody knows everybody else and
their business. There’s no privacy, unlike in the mountains where you’re
lucky if you even get to meet your neighbors within the first week. By the
time I got home, I had seen nearly everyone in my town…
The door swung open easily; I hadn’t bothered locking it when I’d left in
the morning. I stepped inside and the absence of shoes in the front hall
indicated that nobody was home. I dropped my bag on the kitchen table and
grabbed an apple on my way back out the door. I bit into it and began my
walk down the beach, taking as many deep breaths as possible to take in the
salty sea air. I’d left my shoes back at the house- the sand felt good as it
squished familiarly between my toes. The wind whipped gently through my
hair and felt cool, soothing, against my skin.
“I’m not blaming you. I’m not accusing you. I’m simply not surprised.”
He kept his voice level and calm, which only angered me more. He wasn’t
supposed to be the one in control here- he wasn’t supposed to be the
innocent one. That would be me.
“So then what do you want? Did you really need to come hunting me
down to verify that I’d returned? Couldn’t you just ask around?” I asked. I
shouldn’t have egged him on; I should’ve just given him a straightforward
answer so that he’d go home.
“How fun is that? You know me well enough- I like to do things myself.”
He snickered arrogantly. I resisted the urge to turn around.
“Are you going to muster up enough courage to turn around and face
me?”
“No.” I know, I seemed cold, but he deserved it; trust me. “Please
leave me alone- it’s my first day back and I’d rather not spend it here with
you.” I stopped again; this time he was closer to me than before…much
closer. I could almost feel his smirk upon the back of my head.
“So you’d rather spend it here alone? Or somewhere else with me?” He
sneered.
“Nathaniel, I want you to get out of my face.” I said quietly. “I’m going
to walk past you and go home, and you’re going to let me go whether it’s
what you want or not.”
“I’m home!”I called out; I didn’t get a reply. I wandered into the kitchen
where the crock pot was sitting on the stove simmering nicely and providing
a very tantalizing scent that wafted gently through the room. Through the
back window I spied a white lab coat on the back of a lawn chair out in the
yard. I opened the screen door and went back outside.
“I’m in the garden!” I heard a voice call back to me. I located the
source- a man in his mid twenties was kneeling down in the small patch of
dirt on the side of our house, trowel in hand, digging small homes in the
ground for the package of flowers sitting delicately beside him. When he
noticed my presence, he looked up. His glasses were smudged with dirt- I
couldn’t hold back a sigh. “What took you so long? I expected you to be here
by the time I got back.” It wasn’t an interrogative tone he used with me,
rather one of concern. I suppose living with me in an enclosed environment
was different than when I was given space to roam, which I was known to do.
He was just inexperienced.
“I took a walk on the beach; I should’ve left you a note, I’m sorry.” I
said. It did kind of make me feel bad- hearing the slightest hints of worry in
his voice. “It won’t happen again.” I added for safe measure.
He smiled softly. “That’s fine.” He stood, brushing his slacks free of soil
and fertilizer and placing his hand shovel gently beside the remaining
flowers. “Are you hungry? Dinner should be ready soon.”
“No fair!” He gasped, caught off guard. “You’re young and agile- I’m
old!” I released him, and he coughed weakly in mock agony. I rolled my eyes,
sitting down at the small circular table in our kitchen. As he served up our
meal, I thought about him.
Doctor Anthony Scarborough had been my legal guardian ever since I’d
retreated to the Sierra Nevada last summer in order to escape…well we can
come back to that part. Point is, Tony was supposed to be like a father figure
to me; the key word being “supposed”. It was more like I was being watched
by a cousin, or a very lenient drill sergeant. It’s difficult to explain the
relationship I’d managed to build with him over the past year. Sometimes he
was my best friend- the guy I could (never mind had to) tell anything and
everything to. We had similar interests (perhaps that was why he was chosen
for me) and neither of us was above forfeiting an evening out with our own
friends to spend some quality time together. On the other hand, he never
forgot that he had a job to do- these weren’t just all good times and laughs-
he was legally responsible for me, and that meant not screwing up when it
came to teaching me a life lesson. We rarely fought, but disagreements
weren’t unheard of, and I could recall going days without speaking or even
looking at him before one of us cracked and apologized. It wasn’t your
normal parental situation (then again, Tony wasn’t a parent, nor was our
situation normal in any conventional sense of the word), but we got along
pretty well and nobody had died yet…
He set a bowl of stew and a slice of French bread down in front of me
and I inhaled deeply, the aroma causing my stomach to growl once more
before I could mollify it. A tall glass of milk followed- my dry throat panged
with delight. I took a large first bite.
“How was school?” Tony asked carefully. He knew by now how I would
react to most situations- he was a smart one.
I took a few more bites before answering him. “Fine.” I gulped down
some milk and took another bite of stew. “I saw you-know-who.”
“Both.”
He said nothing. I told you he was smart. Instead, he ate his own food
and glanced out the window. There was a perfect view of the church from our
backyard, and you could see the steeple over the trees from our back
window. We finished our meal in silence, and he resumed conversation while
I was doing the dishes.
“When you’re done I’ll take you down to the cemetery…If you want.”
Of course I wanted to go. That was the first thing I wanted to do, but Tony’s
word was law in my life, and he decided that school had to come first.
“I’ll be in the church. Come get me when you want to leave.” Tony said
quietly, turning from me.
A cool wind blew through the open gates, as though gently coaxing me
inside. I followed its orders. I’d only been to this cemetery once or twice- I
considered it a blessing- yet I still was confident that I could maneuver to my
destination with my eyes closed. I wasn’t about to try it, just in case, but that
confidence got me there quicker. I sat cross legged down on the grave,
peering solemnly at the head stone.
“The woods are lovely, dark and deep/But I have promises to keep/And
miles to go before I sleep/And miles to go before I sleep”
I sighed, tracing his name. I mouthed the words as I did so, silently
calling to him. That took me back to better times- back before I went away;
back before Nathaniel and the Clan and…Everything else. I felt my face
growing hot and my eyes began to sting. I refused to cry- Collin hated to see
me cry. I did less of it now that he was gone, which was pretty darn ironic.
The wind blew again, raising goose bumps on my arms. It was getting
colder…and darker.
“It’s bad luck to be in this cemetery after dark, you know.” The wind
died down, but my goose bumps stayed.
“Why can’t you just leave me alone?” I asked, squeezing my eyes shut
and keeping one hand on the head stone. The other hand found comfort in
the damp earth; as though the closer I got to his corpse the closer I got to
him.
“Why are you still chasing ghosts? That isn’t normal for a teenage girl.”
I could feel each of his footsteps as he came closer and closer towards me.
I nearly smiled. “What? Are you telling me now that you don’t believe
in ghosts? Or that I’m a normal teenage girl? Don’t kid yourself Nathaniel-
I’m not stupid.”
He chuckled. “I nearly forgot how smart you are. Good thing you came
back to remind me.”
“Well just so you’re aware- more has changed than you think. He’s got
himself a girlfriend now.”
The wind blew again, masking a cold laugh that resonated throughout
the air, cutting the innocence of the area like a hot knife through butter. “You
think everything can just go back to the way it was? You’re wrong- nothing
will be the same, I’ll see to that.”
I made a fist in the dirt. I wanted so badly to stand up, whirl around
and hit him, but I remembered all that Tony had taught me, and I instead
took a deep breath. He continued to speak.
“Me telling you won’t do anything, though- I do know that. I’ll let you
find out for yourself. Tomorrow, I promise.” Then he was gone. I wanted to
cry.
Yeah and you’re talking to a ghost. I could nearly see his grin. And for
two you’re starting to cry again, and I hate that. For three, you’re sitting on
my face.
“I’m not crying!!!” I nearly shouted, hitting the dirt with my fists.
Well not outwardly. You don’t need to talk out loud by the way. I only
hear your thoughts.
That explained it. Now I could stop making a fool out of myself. I
wanted to leave soon anyway, but I still had one more burning question that
needed to be answered. Why wait until now to talk to me?
That figured.
It’ll be harder to stay away from them this year, and don’t count on
Dane to protect you. I’d do it myself, but I’m kind of dead. Just remember
who they are and what they did. Stay close to Tony and stop by every now
and again to check up, okay kiddo?
I walked back to the church. Tony was waiting for me- sitting down on
the steps. He stood and pulled me close to him; I couldn’t help but let a few
tears escape and roll down my cheeks.
Collin and Dane were a package deal, so to speak. If I wanted one I got
both. They were polar opposites which was why they worked so well
together; which was why they were meant to go together. Collin was unable
to lie to me- everything that came out of his mouth directed towards me in a
conversation could only be the truth. However, it didn’t matter what I said to
him: he did what he wanted. He could refuse to speak to me if he so chose in
order to keep important things from me. Dane, on the other hand, couldn’t
refuse me at all. If I told him- even asked him- to do something, he had to do
it. He walked the walk just as Collin talked the talk. Both of them were sent
here to protect me; both had succeeded, but it cost Collin his life. Now that
danger was back, what would happen?
That lingering thought made it difficult for me to sleep that night. I
considered going and sitting on the beach, but Nathaniel would probably end
up finding me, and that would be bad. I considered going on a jog through
the town, but that would wake me up more than anything- not make me
want to come back home and fall asleep. Sighing, I swung my legs over the
side of the bed, staggered out to the hall and pulled on a sweatshirt while
slipping on a pair of shoes. I allowed my feet to carry me away from my
house on the beach, and wasn’t exactly surprised when I found myself on the
steps of the church. I half laughed before walking inside.
I missed being home. I wasn’t what you would call a religious fanatic,
but I did attend regularly. Not mass- I usually went while no one was there.
Amplifies the experience, if you know what I mean. I sat down in the front
most pew on my right and gazed up at the crucifix before me. I was waiting
to have an epiphany- maybe once I did I’d know how to fix everything- but
nothing would come. I’d prayed every single day I was gone…maybe this
year I’d be rewarded.
“Hey.” A soft voice welcomed me. I could feel the air shift as a figure
slipped in beside me. “You should be in bed.”
“But that’s why I’m here.” He wasn’t only speaking of being in the
church. “For you.”
“I don’t need you.” I snapped, keeping my head turned away from him.
I wrapped my arms around myself, as though I might fall apart if I didn’t hold
myself together.
Instead, I felt his hands guide my own down to my sides and his arms
replacing mine around me. His cool breath ticked the nape of my neck as he
continued to speak to me. “You do. Collin can’t protect you any longer, so
now it’s my job.”
It seemed as though the words were ripped from him forcibly, against
his free will. “Why did you leave? And more importantly, why did you come
back? If things here were too dangerous for you, what brought you back?”
“Dane, I don’t think that I trust you like I used to.” When I spoke, my
voice was so soft even I could barely hear it. Before I even realized it, his
arms were wrapped around me again, pressing my face into his chest.
“Dane.” I tried to speak again, but my voice was muffled. He was smart
enough to know that if I couldn’t speak audibly, he wouldn’t be forced to
obey me. This meant it was his turn.
“I won’t tell you not to lie to me, but I really wished you wouldn’t.” His
voice was still strong, and gave me no indication of whether or not he was
losing it as much as I was. “Collin might’ve been able to tolerate it, but I
can’t.”
“Dane, let-“ I was cut off again as his arms constricted me tighter. It
didn’t hurt, but I didn’t appreciate being interrupted.
“Now, I’m glad you’re back.” I didn’t believe him. “And I need you to
trust me when I tell you this.”
“Then don’t lie to me.” I managed to say before he cut me off again.
“I love you more than anything else in this world.” Yeah, in this world.
“And when I found out that you’d returned I cried because I was so happy.
But…I love Patty, and let’s face facts Aurora.” He took my shoulders and
moved me an arms length away from him so that he could look into my eyes.
His green eyes pierced right through my blue-gray ones and directly into my
soul. I shivered. “We don’t work together.”
I began to cry. It hurt too much to hear him say that. Secretly I’d
always known it- we weren’t supposed to have a romantic relationship; we
were breaking the rules. I thought, truly believed, that we could do whatever
we wanted. Collin thought so too.
“There was never any hope for us…as a couple.” He paused to take a
long, shuddery breath. His voice nearly cracked. “We aren’t exempt from the
rules he set, Aurora. We don’t get any special treatment. I’m sorry.” I saw it
in his eyes that he was on the verge of crying. It made me feel bad.
He pulled me closer to him once again. I closed my eyes and tried not
to let many tears escape. I expected him to do the same. We stood together
like that in the church in front of the crucifix for what seemed like no time at
all before he pulled away from me.
“I spoke with Collin earlier today.” Both of us said at the same time. I
considered laughing, and then decided that it really wasn’t that funny. He
spoke first.
“I’ve got to step up and protect you now. And I promise you that I will
do my job.” He said solemnly, as though my life meant something to him.
“I don’t know.” Perfect. “He was the mind reader, not me. I don’t even
think he knows for sure. The only threat I see around here is Nathaniel, and
he isn’t stupid enough to try anything ever since…” He trailed off; I was
grateful that he didn’t finish his sentence. I hadn’t yet confronted the event
that led to my departure that summer, and I wasn’t ready to either.
“I’m still keeping away from him.” I muttered. “But he’s been worrying
me. I’ve seen too much of him in the past day. He’s trying to instigate
something, but I haven’t figured out what it is. Maybe he’s-“ A beep
interrupted me. My eyes flickered to the watch around Dane’s bare wrist. I
was freezing- it was at least in the fifties- but here he was in a short sleeve
shirt and track pants. I’d nearly forgotten that about him…
“Why do you set your alarm earlier than you have to get up?” I asked.
He never used to do this. The Dane I knew slept as often as he could- I
thought at one point he was borderline narcoleptic.
“Four thirty is the time I need to be up, not the time I do get up.” After
seeing the puzzled expression on my face remain he continued. “I don’t
sleep very well these days.”
Too many late nights with Patty? I thought bitterly. Instantly, I scolded
myself. I shouldn’t be like that.
“I should get you home.” He took my hand- as he had earlier that day
in the lunch room- and escorted me out of the church. As soon as we hit the
night air, I felt colder and clung to him out of pure reflex. He chuckled,
finding it amusing, but I thought it to be inappropriate. He was almost
nothing to me now- only a protector. I had to get over him.
“Dane,” I said once I began to spot my house. I had to make this quick
and relatively painless. “You have to do something for me.”
“Anything.” The reply was automatic.
“You have to let me go.” His hand dropped mine instantly. “You have to
move on and stop worrying about me. If I’m going to get over you it needs to
be a clean break.” I spoke slowly, trying as hard as I could to keep any sort of
infliction out of my tone.
“I know, and I’m not asking you to not do your job.” I kind of was, I
realized, so I revised my order. “I want you to stop thinking of me as
someone you care about. Keep doing your job, but think of it as just that- a
job. We have no relationship other than employer and employee. Stop loving
me.” By now we had reached the steps leading to my house. He’d slowed
down, giving me more time to speak. Now, he had almost stopped
completely- I was the one walking away from him. When I reached my front
door I turned and looked back at him. His head was hung and his arms hung
limply at his sides. “Dane?”
He slowly looked up at me, but as the moon shone upon his face, my
mind registered a significant change in him that frightened me: his once
beautiful dark green eyes were now a powerful, illustrious gold. He cracked
an eerie grin and flashed too-white teeth at me as he spoke in a low,
distorted voice. “As you wish.”
Shivering, I quickly retreated inside the house. When I looked out upon
the front yard from my bedroom window, he had gone. Even his footsteps
had vanished from the sand.
I settled back into bed, praying that sleep would come. I couldn’t help
but continue to worry about him. Would he follow my orders with an air of
reluctance? Tomorrow, would I catch him trying to look at me no matter what
his orders were? That final image of him flashed through my mind, making
me shiver again. I’d brought this upon myself- I couldn’t complain. Still, I
knew that giving him up wouldn’t be easy for me. Luckily, that night at least,
the sandman came for me.
I had the most bizarre dream. I think I was at some sort of amusement
park…but there was a volcano in the middle of the roller coaster that I was in
line for. As I got onto the roller coaster, but before I had sat down in my seat,
the volcano began to erupt. I panicked, and tried to get off of the ride, but I
couldn’t move. I looked back over my shoulder at the explosion, and I felt
someone gently take my hand and lift me up out of the car. I turned my head
in time to see a black gloved hand guide me onto the back of a motorcycle. I
immediately wrapped my arms around the back of the person who’d saved
me, pressing my face into his back as we rode on the roller coaster track. He
stopped the bike once we were back on the ground and I dismounted.
He turned and grinned at me. He had wild, blood red eyes and white,
shaggy hair that brushed his ear lobes. If Dane and Nathaniel were to have
an illegitimate child together (do NOT ask me how that would ever happen),
this man would be that child. You know how in dreams you know things
without knowing how you know them? Well I knew this guy was an exact
combination of Dane and Nathaniel…But what was his name? Daniel? No. It
was Dante.
“Catch ya later Rory.” He spoke without moving his lips. He turned and
began to walk towards the volcano. I watched him go, wanting to follow, but
knowing if I did then I would regret it. My dream continued, but ceased to
remain interesting. When my alarm went off at six thirty, a mere two and a
half hours later, I sat up in bed and rubbed my eyes. I was not ready to face
the world that day. Nevertheless, I got out of bed and got myself to school.
I arrived twenty minutes before the bell rang. Still drowsy, I leaned
against the library and shut my eyes. I wasn’t looking forward to seeing Dane
with his new group or Nathaniel and his smug face. I missed the usual
suspects- the friends I’d had two years ago who graduated while I was gone.
Lea and Max and Zak and Casey and Tiffany…Good times don’t last forever; I
had to learn that the hard way.
“You came.”
I didn’t open my eyes. Seeing his face would only anger me, and I kind
of wanted to stay lost in melancholy.
“Of course. You aren’t worth skipping school.” I tried to stay calm. I
took a lot of deep breaths. Nathaniel never used to bug me this much, but
maybe that was just because of Collin. Nathaniel hated Collin.
I didn’t move. It was easy to not react too hastily while Nathaniel was
around. Just the thought of him kept me in check. I needed to be able to be
this calm with everybody…especially Dane.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I said with a slight shrug. I let
my eyes open very slowly. The sight of him repulsed me, but maybe if I only
took in a little at a time it would be tolerable. “Don’t you have someone else
to torture?”
His smirk was almost too much for me. “Why would I seek out another
when I have you?”
I glared at him now. The way he said that last sentence unnerved me-
it was the way he said ‘when I have you’…it almost sounded endearing, as
though I belonged to him. “You don’t have me.” I muttered, carefully
straightening my back and leaning away from the building. Maybe if I was
lucky I would be able to escape.
“Not yet.” I stopped; he had more to say. “Do you think that I’m
completely stupid? I know what happened in the church last night.” His blue
eyes were narrowed; no longer was he smirking at me.
He laughed, a low, hollow, cold sound that chilled me to the bone. “Oh
Aurora…” He crooned my name; I flinched. He walked towards me until my
back was against the wall again.
He laughed again while I prayed for someone- for anyone- to walk by,
but no one would come. Nathaniel wouldn’t have dared to confront me if
there was even the slightest possibility of someone stumbling in on us. A
thought occurred to me; that if I called out for him to help me he would have
to come. I took a deep breath and prepared to yell, but I couldn’t. Nathaniel
stopped me- pressed his hand to my mouth and pulled me close to him.
The bell rang. Both of us stood unmoving, glued to our spots, glaring at
each other. I wasn’t about to move first; I could afford being late to class.
“Rory!” I didn’t recognize that voice. I didn’t turn, and soon enough,
the girl who’d called me grabbed my arm from behind and started to drag
me off to class. It was Patty. I quickly turned my head away from Nathaniel,
hoping he would leave.
“What were you doing, just standing there? Do you want to be late for
Bjurman’s class?” She asked. Her red hair was in her eyes, despite two
perfect braids that settled on either side of her head. She seemed childlike to
me, but she had to be a junior if she was in Calculus and I’d never seen her
before. That meant she was, how old? Sixteen? At least.
She shook her head, either out of impatience or to get the hair out of
her face, I couldn’t tell which. “Well anyway, here we are.” She walked me
into Calculus and took the seat next to me. She was pretty smart for a junior,
then.
She smiled at me; she had green eyes too, just like…him. “Anytime.
What are friends for?”
Friends? Since when had we become friends? I’d only met her just
yesterday, and I’d gleaned hatred from the looks she’d been shooting at me
during lunch. Then again, now that Dane wasn’t holding my hand as though
he was my boyfriend…Maybe he’d given her some sort of explanation about
our relationship- he was pretty good at talking him way out of trouble, at
least from what I’d remembered.
“He’s so sweet. When he asked me out last year I was just ecstatic.”
She beamed, it was sickening. “He makes me so happy.” I fake smiled to
appease her. “Sorry about lunch yesterday; I can get a bit territorial
sometimes.” Oh really? I wouldn’t have noticed if you didn’t point it out. “But
then he explained everything and now it all makes sense.” I half wondered
what “everything” entailed, but then decided that I really didn’t care. Maybe
convincing Patty that I meant nothing to him would help him convince
himself.
Thankfully, she dropped the subject once Mr. Bjurman turned around
and didn’t return to it. When the bell rang and I gathered my things to go to
Government she flashed me another bright smile. “See you at lunch, Rory!”
I returned her smile and waved. When I first met Patty I instantly hated
her just because she was Dane’s girlfriend. Now I was beginning to like her…
Maybe I needed to learn how not to judge people so quickly.
“I’ll say.” A voice smooth like honey made me jump. I was right at the
door to my Government class; so close, and yet…I sighed, more tired of
dealing with him than angry. I turned, but it wasn’t Nathaniel who was behind
me. It was Dante, the boy from my dream. I stared, shocked, with my eyes
wide and my mouth gaping.
He took his arm back as we both took seats in the back. “Because I
need to learn about our government.” He said very rationally. As I listened to
him speak, I wondered how I could’ve mistaken him for Nathaniel. Sure, he
didn’t answer my question, but that doesn’t really matter. I let it slide.
“So now that your purpose is no longer to learn about the government,
what are you doing here?” I asked, laying my head down on the desk.
He shrugged, leaning back and putting his hands behind his head. “To
be honest I don’t’ know why or how I got here. I just kind of tend to go with
the flow, if you know what I mean.” He closed his eyes.
I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. His blood red eyes, white hair and
coy smile…He really was a mix between Dane and Nathaniel. His skin was
light, but not as pale as Nathaniel’s. He had striking, distinguished features,
but not as much as Dane’s were. He had Nathaniel’s arrogance and Dane’s
smart mouth. He hardly seemed real to me; as though if I reached out to
touch him I would grab nothing…or I would wake up again.
I felt like I could trust him, but I couldn’t afford to make any decisions
based on gut feeling alone. I should’ve been wary of him- a strange man
from my dreams shows up outside of my government class reading my mind.
It sounds strange, but when you’ve lived through some of the things that I
have you kind of get used to it. I mean, I’d only been back in town for a few
days and I’d already spoken with the dead. I wasn’t too shocked to see my
dream man live in person.
The bell rang, snapping me out of my thoughts and waking Dante from
his slumber. “C’mon.” He said as I headed out. “I’ll walk you to English.” He
took my hand and led me out, walking at a slower pace than I was used to. I
kind of missed the feeling of being romantic with someone…Wait, what was I
thinking? I wasn’t romantically involved with Dante- I wasn’t even positive
that was his name- but I suppose you reach a point after speaking with the
dead and dealing with the devil and just acting on impulse to where things
like this just really aren’t a big deal anymore.
I pouted playfully. “Oh Dante, how could you leave me? You said you
weren’t going anywhere.” I was laughing to myself as I spoke; I wasn’t
serious.
He looked at me with a sad look in his eyes. They seemed lighter now-
not so much a blood red as almost a purple color. “Yeah, I wasn’t quite
expecting this to be honest with you.” He admitted. “Sorry babe. I’ll be near
though. Just call for me if you need me.” He leaned in and kissed me
forehead.
I was too much in shock to recoil or tell him off. “What…What are you
talking about?” I managed to ask.
He rolled his eyes at me. “Just go.” I turned to obey his orders, and
hesitated before going inside the classroom. “Rory, go.” His voice sounded
different now, almost like Nathaniel’s… I turned around, but he was gone. I
went inside, following someone else’s orders for once. I really hoped that I
would see him again soon.
English passed quite easily- it was still early in the year, so we hadn’t
gotten too in depth yet. Lunch came, and I found myself not dreading
returning to Dane’s lunch group. Patty’s kindliness helped, and so did Dante.
I approached their table in the lunch room with confidence, smiling amiably
at them. They returned the friendly gesture and I took a seat in between
Patty and Daniel, where I didn’t have to look at Dane, who was sitting on
Patty’s opposite side. All eyes were on me; just like old times…It was pretty
creepy.
“So who’s excited for the party this weekend?” Benji asked. It was
apparent that he was, if his large grin was any sort of indicator.
“Alex and I are going together.” Patty continued. “Wanna come over
after school on Friday and go with us?”
I’m good at reading people…It’s just a skill I’ve picked up. Not just
surface level stuff, like “He’s smiling but he’s really depressed” or “She isn’t
really having problems, she just wants attention”, but the stuff that most
people don’t even realize about themselves. When I first met Tony I got away
with reading him for about two months before he called me on it and
embarrassed me. He has OCD, and he didn’t realize it until I pointed it out.
It’s easy to spot OCD, but why he developed it was not so easy to identify.
People in the hospital told me that he wasn’t always like that. Tony was
raised as an only child by a single mom; everything wasn’t kept very neat
and tidy both at home and in his life. He wasn’t very messy himself- that
would almost be a too simplistic psychoanalysis- but he wasn’t as OCD as he
is now. When his mother died everything changed.
“It’s because you don’t want to end up like her.” I’d told him. She’d
died of lung cancer- from smoking. “You don’t realize it, but that’s why.” Two
months later he found me out.
Patty was a little harder to read, just because I didn’t know her on a
personal level. From what I could glean, she was trying to get on my good
side. An underclassman looking up to an upperclassman- I was someone she
automatically assumed deserved her respect. That bugged me.
“Sure, thanks Patty.” I said politely. I didn’t really want to go. Dane
would undoubtedly be there and that would just make things uncomfortable.
I didn’t have anything better to do, though, so I accepted her invitation.
I instantly turned red, mostly because when she said “date” the first
thing I thought of was Dante.
“Hey, no! She’s got me or Ben to choose from. We don’t need any
more competition.” Daniel said, shaking his head. That made me turn even
redder- they laughed.
“Cool your jets Danny, Rory’s already got a boyfriend.” Patty said. She
looked over at me. “Right? That guy I saw you with during the second
passing period was your boyfriend, right?”
“A close friend.” Patty laughed. “You should bring him along anyway.
It’ll be fun.”
“What about that guy you were talking to this morning?” Benji asked.
My blood ran cold. I was almost positive that nobody had- or could’ve- seen
us. I would’ve thought, however, that the way we were conversing would’ve
conveyed the message that we were not having a very friendly conversation.
Benji shrugged. “Well he started acting weird ever since you showed
up, Rory. Then I saw you guys arguing this morning and he didn’t show up for
Statistics third period. I just thought it was kinda weird. Did you eat him or
something?”
It could only have been Dante. But…Benji’s story didn’t make much
sense to me.
“Maybe we’re the only ones who can see him.” Sam said. I’d almost
forgotten about him- he’d stayed silent for so far. “We’re the only ones
who…” He trailed off, nervously glancing from me to Dane.
“No.” Dane spoke for the first time. “He’d have no reason to do
something like this. The imposter is posing as Nathaniel for his own
purposes. He too is a devil.”
The group reacted with little surprise and more panic…but they weren’t
panicking because of what he’d said.
“Dane! Now she knows!” Sam hissed, enraged. Chaos broke out as
soon as he spoke. Everyone else had something angry to say about Dane’s
words. I realized that they were talking about me.
“Quiet!” Dane commanded harshly. They all became silent. The bell
rang. Nobody moved. “We’ll continue this discussion after school.” He stood;
everybody except for me followed suit. “Go.” They departed, leaving Dane
and I alone. I was scared.
He began to walk to Physics and I trailed along behind him. When we
reached the class he took his seat beside me again.
My house was right by the harbor, so I stopped at home first and left a
note for Tony. “Down at the harbor with Dane.” I wrote. “Don’t wait up.” I left
my things- and indicator that I wouldn’t be gone long- and headed back out.
When I got there, everyone was waiting for me. Their positions were
hostile- heads bent, hands in pockets, backs turned. Dane stood proudly
behind them as the head of the pack. I thought of Max, and my heart
panged.
“Okay, I’m here.” I said fearlessly. I had to muster up and rely on every
shred of dignity I had left. “What do you want?” I don’t know if I would call
myself a courageous person. I wasn’t completely helpless, but I did have my
damsel in distress moments…more so now than ever before.
“You know.” Sam said bitterly. He pulled the hood of his jacket over his
head and sat down on the harbor, letting his feet dip into the ocean water.
The sea should’ve been freezing, and this minute detail piqued my interest.
Dane ignored him. “We’re here because they’re aware that you know.”
When I gave him an even more confused look he continued. “I didn’t tell
them that you know who you are. They were under the assumption that you
weren’t supposed to know.”
“Oh.” I said flatly. That was kind of confusing. Why would he lie about
something that ridiculous? “Well of course I know. That should’ve been
obvious to all of you. After all, I could see the not-Nathaniel.” I caught myself
about to say “Dante” but was careful not to.
“What did you tell them?” I asked warily. Though he didn’t tell them
everything, I was still not keen on his idea.
“Just everything that they were supposed to know.” He said simply.
“What happened, who you are, who I am.”
“You told them what happened??” I asked. “Why would you do that?
Nobody needs to know…about that…”
“These people are like…me.” He said slowly, pausing a bit after each
word. “But each of them is different…They are us.”
My thoughts raced to the “us” that Dane was talking about: himself,
Collin, Max, Lea, Zak, Casey and Tiffany. There were seven of them, and now
there was one. “No, now there are six.”
Dante made seven. Dane, Dante, Benji, Sam, Alex, Daniel, and Patty.
Dane, Collin, Casey, Zak, Max, Lea, and Tiffany. Everything was starting
again- it was coming past full circle and continuing.
They all looked at each other, unsure of how to respond to me. They
obviously didn’t get it. Dane didn’t tell them enough.
“Tell me!” I commanded. “How much do you know?” When I still got no
response from them I looked to Dane. “Well?”
“One of you tell her.” He growled impatiently. “We went over this!” Well
apparently I was wrong. Wouldn’t be the first time.
“Pride!” Dane snapped. Alex froze up and shut her mouth. Pride? Max
was pride.
“We…” Patty started. “We know who we are and why we’re here. The
seven of us are the mortal representations of the seven deadly sins: envy,
pride, sloth, lust, wrath, greed, and gluttony.” I was somewhat surprised that
she actually knew what she was talking about. I kind of had an idea of which
one she was, but wasn’t about to say anything and ruin the rest of the
surprise. “And we’re here because in past lives we didn’t pass judgment to
get into heaven, so now we’re trying to earn our wings.” She looked to Dane
for verification. He nodded slightly and she finished. “We’re doing this to
replace the six who already earned their wings: Collin, Max, Lea, Tiffany, Zak,
and Casey…right?”
“No. They all vanished. These five took their places. I’ve been guiding
them for the past year.”
I looked to the five he was speaking of and refused to accept the fact
that these were the ones who replaced my best friends. It seems like not too
long ago when we were all together last; sitting on the harbor with our feet in
the water, Collin and Dane on either side of me, laughing and joking. We’d
known each other practically our whole lives- Lea and Tiffany were like
sisters to me. Max was our all-knowing leader. Casey was the fun guy- the
jokester who kept us all lighthearted and grounded. Zak was the logical one;
always kept us (especially me) in check. There was no way that these five
kids replaced my family.
“Who’s who?”
Dane sighed. He was growing tired of me; that was a good sign. “Open
your eyes.” I did.
Max was the true leader of our pack; always had every answer to every
problem, always bailed us out when we were in trouble. He was cocky and
thought he knew everything. He was pride. Alexandra.
Casey was always the one to have the last laugh- he never knew when
to stop or when he’d gone too far. That’d given him problems when he was
nearly kicked out of school, but he kept coming back for more. He was a
glutton for punishment; gluttony. Benjamin.
Zak was the quiet kid in the back of the room who always had his head
down but always had all of the answers. Whenever we’d break out into
hysterics he was always the one who spoke up at the last minute to provide
a rational solution…sloth. Samuel.
Tiffany was the wild child; green hair, self pierced, tattoos. She was
always out partying and we rarely saw her on weekends. I’d heard at least a
thousand stories of her wild nights and unreliable lifestyle. Lust. Patricia.
Lea- my best friend, my sister- always wanted what she couldn’t have.
Always longed for his grades, or her looks, or his this or her that. Lea who
never shared anything and never told me anything, even though we were
practically sisters. Lea Stevens: greed. Daniel.
Dane: the one I thought was my soul mate, the one I’d be with forever.
Hostile to everything and everyone around him, not trusting- even of me at
times- and quick to anger. Quick to jump to conclusions and snap. Dane
“Wrathful” Warren. That stayed the same.
That left Collin; my Collin, my soul twin. The only person who ever
really understood me. My Collin who wanted me all to himself, who secretly
despised Dane- his partner in crime; his blood brother- for simply the way I
looked at him, the way I loved him. My envious Collin Matthew Stark who
sacrificed his life in order to keep the peace and save both Dane and I. My
Collin who earned his wings and died two summers ago underneath the blue
moon. Who replaced him? Of course; Dante.
“Rory?”
So Dane didn’t tell them about me. I was a little disappointed; and here
I thought I was special.
“So then you really don’t know much.” I finally said. I’d suspected it
ever since I knew they knew, but I had to be sure. Maybe this was Dane’s
way of showing me that he still cared enough about me to respect my
wishes. I hadn’t told him to do anything concerning this. How…thoughtful of
him (as unordinary as that was).
They allowed me this victory. “Well then why don’t you explain it to
us?” Benji asked, raising his eyebrows. “Or do you not know yourself?”
I was miffed by his tone. “Why should I tell you?” Again, I kind of knew
why it would’ve been better if I just told them, but I wanted to see what they
would say.
“Protect you from what?” Alex asked, challenging me. I was starting to
see an annoying resemblance between her and Max. “Or who?”
I didn’t even know the answer to that question. Collin was the only one
who knew, and he refused to tell me. He thought it would make me cry, and
like I’ve said before, he hated to see me cry.
“That’s enough of that.” Dane cut into the conversation before I could
answer her, not that I knew what I would say. “That doesn’t matter right now.
What is important now is the Nathaniel situation.”
“And you didn’t tell us?” Sam accused. “Why would you dare to with
hold information?”
“Hey, shut up.” I said to him, glaring. I wasn’t about to take any more
of his crap. Technically, I wasn’t the outsider here: they were. “Until like ten
minutes ago I didn’t know that I could trust you guys with this kind of
information, so don’t get on my case about it. Besides, I wasn’t even sure he
was real until you brought him up.”
“Well he’s similar to Dane.” I provided. “And Nathaniel. He’s like a mix
of the two.”
Benji turned his head to the side to look at Dane. “Now that you
mention it…you two have a similar face shape and bone structure…although
Dante wasn’t quite as lean as you are. I think he had Nathaniel’s facial
features though; like nose and eyes and stuff like that.”
“Here’s what we do.” Dane spoke. “We play it by ear; see what he does
and see what happens with Nathaniel…wherever he is. We’ll resume this
discussion after school tomorrow.” He began to walk away, and everyone
followed him like dogs. It was perturbing. Patty instantly joined him at his
side and he wrapped his arm around his waist. Goose bumps rose up on my
arms and I turned away from them, heading home.
When I got there, Tony had left a note in reply to my own. “Rory, went
back to the office, be back late late late. You’re on your own for dinner, love
Tony.” I rolled my eyes; it figured. I made myself a sandwich and headed
back out- to the cemetery.
This time I did walk to the grave with my eyes closed. It was getting
dark and I was starting to get spooked. All of my troubles vanished, though,
when I spied Collin’s head stone and read the familiar words of Frost that
he’d always whispered to me when I was distressed.
Dead; what else is new? Hey- how’s Big D? I haven’t talked to him in a
few months.
A few months? I was under the impression that Dane talked to Collin
right around the time I did- yesterday. ”He’s alright. Got himself a new
girlfriend.”
I stifled a laugh. “Do you see much of the old gang…you know, in
heaven?”
Hold your horses. That’s not to say that all hope is lost for me. I’m in
limbo; like purgatory I guess. The big man upstairs decided I needed more
time, so I get to chill here for awhile. It’s why I can talk to you guys.
“There isn’t really much to tell.” I paused. That was a lie. “Well, not
much that I suspect you don’t already know. You know all about Patty and her
new crew, right?”
The fab five who replaced our usual suspects? Sure, sure; I know all
about them.
I could picture Collin as he spoke- a sad look in his eye and a forced
smile on his face to hide the fact that he despised sharing me with anybody-
that he hated the relationships I had with other people even though I loved
him more than anybody else in the world…and he knew that. Good. I’m glad
you’re happy, Rory…I want you to be happy. Of course he did; he would even
sacrifice his own life to make me happy. It was his destiny. He’s a good guy…
A little unorthodox, yeah, but he’s a good guy. Got a big heart and all that
jazz. Much better than I ever was. Pretty envious though.
I heard him chuckle. Thanks Rory. Limbo needs more people like you.
Everyone here is so…
I laughed with him, but it was bittersweet. “I really miss you Collin.” I
was beginning to tear up.
Oh c’mon now, and you were doing so well. Cheer up, honey, things
aren’t that bad yet. Well that made me feel better- yet.
“Don’t cry.”
Not the voice, but the attitude was what made me turn around. Dante
was there, grinning at me in the darkness. A wave of relief washed over me.
His breath caught in the back of his throat. “Him. Why would you think
that?”
“Because you are him.” I automatically replied. Did I know if it was true
or not? No; but at least I had something to go on.
“I’m not allowed inside.” Of course he wasn’t; only the people I saw
worthy were allowed to enter, and I’d only chosen two so far. One was dead,
and the other…well we already saw how well that turned out. “And yet I feel
compelled to come here. Why?”
“You think I know?” I did know, but I wasn’t supposed to tell- that was
part of it, figuring it out for yourself.
“I know you know.” He challenged me, his blood red eyes staring into
my gray blue ones. His look was different from both Dane and Collin’s- theirs
looked right through me; saw me for who I was, whereas his simply looked at
me. It made me feel safe, as though I was hiding behind something that
made me untouchable.
“Babe, I don’t know much except for what I feel. And right now I’m
feeling you and this church.” His hands were beginning to be warmed up by
mine, but were still cold- cold as death.
“It isn’t my place to say.” I looked away from him, a sure sign of my
bluff.
“I saw you at the harbor today.” That didn’t surprise me. “Well…he saw
you. I saw through him.” That did.
I knew that already, but his verification made me feel better about the
assumptions the group and I had made earlier. Now I felt compelled to tell
him everything.
“You’re envy.” I said. I spoke fast, hardly allowing him breathing room,
let alone enough time to get a word in edge wise. “One of the seven deadly
sins sent to the world of the living from hell in order to repent and try and
gain entrance to heaven. You’re here to protect me, in the place of Collin
Stark who died two years ago trying to save me. You’re in the body of
Nathaniel Reeve, who is also a sin- wrath- and who is doing, or at least trying
to do, the exact opposite of what you’re supposed to be doing. I don’t know
why you’re in his body, but I do know that Collin didn’t…make it…to
heaven…” A thought occurred to me at that moment, leaving me speechless.
If Collin didn’t make it to heaven, then Lucifer couldn’t send another to take
his place. He only made it half way, so… “You’re half way here.” I said.
“Yeah- see, Collin didn’t make it to heaven; he’s stuck in Limbo, so that
means that Lucifer couldn’t send someone to take his place because he
didn’t pass the judgment test…yet. So instead of sending you as a full, able
bodied individual, he sent you to be a part of Nathaniel, probably until Collin
gets into heaven.” However long that would take. I still didn’t know all of the
details about Collin’s saving, but I guessed he wouldn’t get his wings until
the “danger” he was talking about had passed…Not that it helped not
knowing what that danger was…
The two of us stayed silent for a long time, standing in front of the
church, holding each others hands and staring into each others eyes. Had
anybody been passing I was sure they’d have mistaken us for lovers, and
sadly that was not the case. Finally, he spoke. His words were shockingly out
of place.
I was taken aback and didn’t know how to respond or what to say. I
stuttered like an idiot, and he grinned at me.
“Just for a day- like on Saturday. It’d be nice to get out of this town for
a little while. I wanna spread my wings.” He stretched his arms out, taking
mine with him, as if to emphasize his point.
“Dante…I don’t think that would be such a good idea.” I said, choosing
my words carefully so as not to offend him. “Don’t get me wrong, it’s a sweet
offer, but given the circumstances, I just don’t think…” He cut my off by
placing his finger on my lips to shush me.
“Forget about Nathaniel. I’ll take care of him for the day.” He was
grinning slyly now, providing a contrast to his broad smile before.
That sent up a red flag in my mind. We help each other out. How was I
to know that this wasn’t some Nathaniel plan cooked up and delivered to me
in a beautifully Dante wrapped package? Why should I put my trust in
someone I hardly knew that was affiliated so closely with the one who… I
shook my head, dispelling those thoughts. I had Collin’s word, I had Dane’s
facts. Surely that would be enough evidence as to why I should agree to go
with him.
“Let me think about it.” I said instead. The weekend was still two days
away- plenty of time. “And when I have my answer I’ll come give it to you.”
“No. Don’t find me. Let me find you.” He said sternly, all seriousness
now. “I don’t need you catching me- or Nathaniel- at a bad time. True, we
have an arrangement worked out, but that doesn’t mean we can control
when who has the body.” So I was right about one thing- their control over
the body that they shared could not be determined by either of them. It was
up to someone else, and I had a good idea of who that someone was.
Dante’s words were a sign that he was trying to protect me- from Nathaniel-
just like all the others…Especially like Collin. It was reassuring.
“It’s getting late.” He murmured. I hadn’t realized how quiet the night
had grown. “I’ll walk you home.” And that he did, gently holding my hand
and leading me towards my home on the beach. It reminded me of the walk I
had the previous night with Dane…but at the same time it was completely
different. There was no tension in this air- no nervousness and apprehension
even though I was with a stranger. When we reached my home he paused
again to hold both of my hands and look me in the eye.
“Promise me.” He said, even softer than before. His voice was
beginning to change again, and in the moonlight I could see his once blood
red eyes beginning to lighten and become a very light, crisp, baby blue color.
“Promise me that you’ll just let me take care of you and try not to take care
of things yourself.” I was a bit surprised at his request. I liked to do things
myself, although they all usually ended in disaster. They say some people
never learn…I guess I’m just one of those people.
I went inside, locking the door behind me. Tony’s shoes weren’t in the
front hallway, so I knew he was still out working. I slipped into bed and lay
there unable to sleep for a good thirty minutes. I was still trying to figure out
what had been out of place while Dante was holding me; I assumed whatever
it was had stopped or changed the second Nathaniel regained control of his
body. Right as I was beginning to drift off into dream land, listening to the
gentle, erythematic lapping of the ocean’s waves against the shore, I
realized what it was.
Dante had a heartbeat. All of the others did not- not even I had a
heartbeat. What made him so different? Again I had assumed that because
he was one of them- especially because he was not completely here- he
would not have a heartbeat. The presence of one baffled me again…not
knowing this much was unbelievably frustrating. I had to know more. At that
moment, I had my answer. Saturday, I had a date. I slept surprisingly well
that night.
The next day, however, I was in for it. Dane and company did not
appear to be very happy with me as I approached them early in the morning.
I slowed my pace as soon as I saw them and continued apprehensively.
“What?”
“I saw you with him last night.” Sam hissed. For sloth he wasn’t very…
sloth-like. He was beginning to get on my last nerve. Dane quieted him.
Now that their leader was gone it seemed like none of them knew what
to do with themselves. They stared at me awkwardly until I politely waved
good bye and stalked off to Calculus. Luckily, Patty didn’t follow me. When
class did start, she sat far away from me at the back of the room; for that, I
was grateful. After Calculus was Government and as I took my seat Nathaniel
approached me. He looked annoyed and reluctant to see me.
“Yes.” Was all I said. That was good enough for him, and he left me
alone, surprisingly.
English was uneventful, and at lunch I hid out in the library, hoping
that no one would come looking for me- not Dane, not Patty, not Nathaniel
nor Dante. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anybody. Instead, I opened up my
copy of Inferno and began to read. The name Dante stood out every time it
appeared on the page. Was there some sort of relation? Where was Virgil? I
doubted any of it was connected, but it still intrigued me. Deciding that I had
enough to think about at the moment, I forgot it and moved on to something
else. When the bell rang, I considered ditching Physics, but knew I couldn’t.
When I got there I simply sat on the opposite side of the room from Dane and
tried my best to not steal glances at him. It was hard, but it was getting
easier. I had better things to think about than him… Like Saturday. That
thought certainly helped me through that day as well as the next. By Friday
night, Tony knew something was up.
“Okay kid, spill the beans.” He said to me at dinner. I was never good
at keeping secrets, and Tony knew by now how to see right through me and
practically read my mind. He was grinning though, which was a good thing.
“Oh I’m just going out tomorrow with a friend of mine.” I said quietly,
keeping my head down to hide both my blush and my own smile. “We’re only
going out of town for the day- I’ll be back by dinner time, and if things
change I’ll call you.” I tried to tell him as much as possible at once so that
he’d drop the subject and not ask me anymore potentially revealing
questions.
“Is this friend…a boy?” He asked. I was able to gauge by his tone that
he wasn’t being apprehensive or judgmental, just curious. When I nodded he
nodded in reply and changed the subject- now he was talking about
something that happened to him at work. I kind of tuned him out; I was used
to this by now. I didn’t want to tell Tony about Dante. Tony wasn’t part of my
little Satan Circle, as Tiffany used to call it. He didn’t know anything about
my situation or the seven deadly sins, or anything. The people at the hospital
knew, but they all decided that it would be better for everyone if Tony, my
guardian, had no clue. If they had consulted me, I most likely would’ve
agreed, but they hadn’t, so that shows how important my opinion is.
I slipped into bed early that night- I could hardly wait for the adventure
that I was bound to have the following day. For the third night in a row, for
the first time in…well since I could remember…I slept soundly and without
any sort of disturbing dreams. I counted that as a good omen, just as I
counted all of my bad dreams as bad ones. If history was any sort of
reference, I would be right.
My alarm went off at seven thirty- I was out of the shower and ready to
go by eight fifteen. At eight thirty, Tony still sleeping, a very quiet knock was
heard at the front door. I was impressed that he would be so courteous…or
maybe he was being too careful. Either way, it was a thoughtful gesture. I
opened the door just as quietly and slipped out before either of us could say
a word to each other. When the door was firmly closed and locked behind
me, I smiled up at him- he grinned back down at me, reflexively pulling me
closer to him.
“Hey babe.” He breathed, blood red eyes darker than I’d ever seen
them before. “How’ve you been? It’s been awhile.”
I rolled my eyes and began to walk with him. “Oh don’t ask; I’ve been
trying my hardest to forget it so that I could just go and have a good time
today.” We naturally intertwined our hands and walked down the beach. The
only car I saw was a green pickup truck, and I assumed it was his. Though
my assumptions weren’t always accurate, as we’ve seen previously, this one
was. He opened the passenger’s side for me and closed it for me when I was
buckled in. He slid in the driver’s side and started the engine. The car was
dingy and looked like it was going to die any day now. It wasn’t a very old
model, but it was obviously well used.
“It’s Nathaniel’s father’s car.” Dante said. I had nearly forgotten that he
could read my mind, just like Collin could. I hoped that he would be as polite
as Collin was and not read it on a regular basis. I had once asked Collin about
that and when he replied he smiled warmly at me, shrugged, and said, “I
skim.” That had made me feel better. “It’s run down, but it’ll get us to where
we want to go and back without any problems.”
The car ride there was silent, yet there was absolutely no tension in the
car’s stale air. Both of us were equally as relaxed and I remember him
reaching over at one point during the trip and taking my hand in his, placing
it on the center console. Whenever he had to shift gears he would use both
of our hands- his on top of mine- and gently squeeze my own. Dane had
never done things like this when we were together. Everything was much
more strained, almost forced. Every silence was an awkward one and every
touch was hesitant and very apprehensive. I liked this much better.
Finally he exited off the highway and pulled into a small shopping
center.
He shrugged. “Hell if I know. I just kind of followed the road until I knew
we should probably get off. I’ve never been here before; neither has
Nathaniel.” I’d nearly forgotten his situation. How was he supposed to know
about places like this if Nathaniel didn’t? Was there no privacy? Did Nathaniel
hear my thoughts too? That thought sent shivers down my spine, and Dante
placed a reassuring hand on my back. All worry vanished instantly and I
relaxed.
We walked around the shopping center, just browsing and seeing what
there was for us to do.
We got our coffee and departed the small shop, hot drink warming my
cold hands just like his hand had done. I sipped slowly at my coffee as he
quickly gulped his down; tossing the cup in a trash can as he passed by it.
“Slowpoke.” He teased as I carefully drank mine. I rolled my eyes and
ignored him.
We circled the center two times before getting bored and retreating
back to the truck. It was ten thirty, and we still had the whole day ahead of
us.
“Let’s just drive around for awhile until we find one.” He suggested.
“There’s bound to be something good playing. I’m in the mood for a gory
horror.” Again he resembled Collin, who loved scary, bloody movies. I hated
them, but somehow always wound up going to see them with him. I usually
spent the entirety of the movie with either my hands over my eyes or my
head in the toilet in the girl’s restroom. I did not have a very strong stomach
for that kind of stuff.
I sighed and slumped into my seat, dreading the moment that the
movie would begin. The previews weren’t half bad…except one that caught
my eye. It was about a girl who moved to a rainy little town, kind of like
mine, only with more rain, and ran into a lot of vampires and a lot of
werewolves who were trying to protect her from even more vampires… It
seemed ridiculous and boring, but something that the general public would
be interested in.
“Kind of like you.” Dante said, leaning over to whisper to me. “How
everybody wants to protect you; how everybody’s fighting for you.” I hated
how nearly everything he said to me made me think. He had a point- usually
did- and this one made an even more lasting impression in my mind. It made
me look at things from a different perspective- it wasn’t about who was right
and who was wrong, they were just different views. Maybe Nathaniel and his
clan wasn’t necessarily “evil”, as we had all originally assumed (there I go
assuming again; nothing but trouble it caused me), they just had different
intentions.
But what about what Nathaniel did? What about all the harm and
problems he’s caused? I didn’t know his motives behind them. I didn’t know
anything about him- who was I to pass judgment? My thoughts on that
subject quickly dissipated as soon as the movie began- I drew my hands up
to my chest and my breath hitched in the back of my throat. I didn’t enjoy
being scared- I’d had enough life threatening scares in my life, and I didn’t
need some movie to recreate those feelings for me.
Dante reached over and took my hands in his, across the arm rest. I
relaxed a little bit, but was still nervous and tense. He released one of my
hands to move the arm rest up and pulled me into his arms so that I was
lying across his chest as well as my own chair. He draped his arms around
me, letting his hands rest on my right shoulder and rested his cheek on the
top of my head. “See?” He said. “This isn’t so bad.” Which it wasn’t, until the
first person died. I squeaked and buried my head in his chest. I felt it rumble
gently, and knew that he must’ve been laughing at me. I remained in that
position for the remainder of the film and only moved when the lights came
on and Dante stirred. He gently lifted me off of him and guided me out of the
theater back out to the shopping center. “Well that wasn’t horrible. Not a lot
of blood, but it was suspenseful enough.”
“Well not horrible for you. I can’t stand those kinds of movies.” I
admitted, shaking my head. “So let’s not do that again.” He smiled at me
and nodded in agreement. We got back in his truck and I looked at the time;
it was now one forty five.
“Sure.” It was my turn to grin. Ever since I was a little kid I loved to go
to the observatory, but trips up the mountain there were limited since it was
so far away. We were already pretty far out, and it was kind of a trip on a
whim, but it seemed appropriate. I hadn’t been there in years- Collin took me
on his motorcycle the last time we went. From our town by the beach it was
a three hour round trip to the observatory on the top of the mountain, not
counting any sort of traffic or potential roadblocks due to the weather or
anything else like that. The route was a very scenic one- mostly trees and
cliffs showing down to the valley or a view of the ocean and our town as well.
Dante turned the heater on and I prepared to ride the rest of the way- only
about twenty five minutes or so- in silence, but he began to speak.
“Yeah, yeah I get you.” I said softly. “But I can’t say that I have a good
answer for you. Who am I? I’m Aurora Lockhart. What do I like? I like my
family- I liked my family, until they all left me; but I can’t blame them. I
would’ve done the same thing if I had been in their shoes. What do I hate?
Not much. I don’t like to hate things- I’ve seen what hate can do to people.
What do I want? I just…” I stopped. What did I want? I wanted my Collin
back, I wanted the hospital to go away and leave me alone, I wanted for
Dane and I to be compatible, I didn’t necessarily want to leave my hometown
forever, but I wanted to escape all of the crazy that seemed to surround it. I
wanted to be normal. I skipped that one. “Where did I come from? I don’t
know. I’d always been here- in town, I mean- with Collin and the hospital.”
Oh I could tell him- I could tell him all that I knew, at least. Truth be told
I didn’t know much myself; I didn’t know how helpful to him I’d be. “Well…I
know that the hospital isn’t a conventional hospital. It’s more of a codename,
I suppose. It’s monitored and controlled by Lucifer, kind of like the CIA. It
helps to regulate the distribution of all sets of seven deadly sins. Its main
hub is in Seattle, but it has small sub hospitals all over the country. The
observatory is one.” I said. “If anybody knows everything about me, it’s
them. They’d helped Collin to raise me, took me and put me in a special
asylum after what happened last year when I broke down…I live with one of
their representatives now, but he doesn’t know a thing. It’s probably better
that way.”
“No.” He said at last in a grave voice. “No not anymore.” My blood ran
cold. This could not be happening to me. Nathaniel turned and sighed
heavily, staring at me with cold blue eyes. “I’m sorry.” I was trapped.
“What happens now?” I asked very quietly, almost afraid to speak. I’m
pretty sure that he wasn’t about to take me home and just let me go on my
merry way.
“We go to the observatory. It’s what you wanted, isn’t it?” He asked
coyly, returning his attention to the road. “Hospital representatives are there
twenty four seven; we’re bound to run into one or two. They know who you
are; they know who I am. I have questions that I need answered, and they
will answer them for me.” He told me. “Perfect.”
“Long time no see.” She said with a smile. “How was your trip to the
mountains?” Word traveled fast amongst hospital employees.
“It was nice. It helped a lot.” I said. “Can I speak with one of the
doctors? I have a question.”
I was nervous. Certainly, if I'd had a heartbeat, I'd have been able to hear it
growing louder and faster. "Doctor," I said, my voice surprisingly clear. "I
need to speak with you. Could we go outside, please?" As I've previously
mentioned, I've never been a good liar. I felt his apprehension and he
hesitated.
"Of course, Rory." He said, walking towards me. He glanced back over his
shoulder and at the nurse at the reception desk. "I'll be right back. Hold all
my calls." I had a sneaking suspicion that he was wrong- he would not be
right back. I closed my eyes as we exited the observatory.
"Who is your friend?" He asked me, once the cool air hit my face. This
immediately registered safely in my mind. He didn't recognize the person
standing there, which meant that he was...
"Ian Woon." The doctor replied- the name still sounded alien to me. "How can
I help you two?" He then asked.
"He wants to know." I spoke for the both of us. "He wants to know who I am."
I already knew who I was, despite how clueless I was and could appear to be,
and I was not going to tell anybody about it. As far as I was aware, the only
two people- outside of the hospital- who knew about me were Dane and
Collin, of course.
Dante glanced over at me and I nodded at him. It was okay to tell. "Envy."
Dr. Woon looked from me to Dante, then back at me. "Is he here in place of
Collin Stark?"
I really didn't want to explain this situation again, but it was starting to look
like I'd have to. "Kind of."
Dr. Woon sighed again. "I think we'll need to talk to your father about this."
Dr. Woon began to shake his head. "Aurora, Aurora, calm yourself, please. No
need to make a scene."
"Now, we're going to call your father." Dr. Woon continued. "Because this is
somewhat of a serious situation."
Serious situation? If Dante was here then obviously Lucifer ratified his
existence, so why need to panic? I could see my distress would not change
his mind, however, so I gave up protesting. Dr. Woon led the both of us
inside. The reception desk nurse greeted us, giving Dante a strange look. Dr.
Woon continued to take us into the back.
I'd been there with Collin many, many times. We'd always taken this path
into the back and talked with the doctors. As we got older we came less
often- we no longer needed to come here- but they still checked up on us,
frequently, as a matter of fact.
Dr. Woon left us in a hall. "Wait here." He said. "And I'll call your father." He
went behind a closed door, leaving us alone.
Dante turned to me. "Your father?" He didn't know about my father- he was
the only one who didn't who probably should've. It was standard that
everybody important knew about my father- anybody of immediate
importance, anyway- but apparently both Dante and Nathaniel did not. Like
my own identity, I wasn't about to tell.
I heard my teeth begin to chatter- was I really that afraid? Yes. It'd been a
little over a year since I'd last seen my father- I saw him right before I went
off to the mountains after Collin had died. I'd always been afraid of my
father- he wasn't good for me. That was why I didn't live with him. I didn't
even learn about him until I was nine.
Dante pulled me to him- his warm embrace helped to quell the chattering.
"It's okay. We'll be fine." He said, gently rocking me back and forth. Yeah- I'd
be fine; I couldn't say much about him. "How bad could it be?" Poor fool. If he
only knew.
A loud crash was heard in the room that Dr. Woon went into, and smoke
flooded out from underneath the door. I guess he was about to find out. I
jumped and a small scream escaped me.
"He's here!" I tried to get behind him. "Oh no, he's here."
"Oh you'll find out." That could've been the only reason why he decided to
come here. My fear intensified.
"AURORA EVE LOCKHART." A voice boomed from behind the door. "GET IN
HERE. NOW."
I latched onto Dante's arm and shuffled my feet as I made my way to the
door. Slowly, very slowly, I turned the handle to the door and pushed it open,
equally as slowly.
"Hi Dad." I managed to say, still partially hiding behind Dante. "You wanted
to see me?"
The second I saw him my blood froze and a chill ran down my spine. He
stood in the center of the room, arms folded neatly in front of his chest, brow
furrowed, a frown pulling the edges of his mouth down, down, down; straight
down to hell. He was wearing a red suit with a pitch black tie and an equally
black fedora. He sighed after I spoke.
"Yes. I wanted to see you. Correct." He spoke with very precise diction, a hint
of a British accent, and as though each word was very carefully selected.
"And, Aurora, why do you suppose I wanted to see you?"
He nodded and began to slowly pace back and forth in front of us.
"Yes...Dante...And who is Dante?"
I didn't want to stutter or hesitate- I wanted to show him that I could manage
myself...kind of. "He's Collin's replacement." I struggled with that last word.
Nobody could replace my Collin.
My father stopped nodding. "Ah, yes. Collin Stark- I remember him. Did you
know that he didn't make it to heaven?" He knew I knew, but just liked to
annoy and test me. "So then...wouldn't it be odd that he have a
replacement? Especially a replacement that I neither assigned nor
approved?" He asked.
That one got me. See where assuming usually got me? Yeah. "Dad, I
thought-"
"Yes- you thought. You didn't know. You assumed. Again." He continued to
frown. "Please explain your logic to me- I'm confused."
I was too. "Dane told me about the five new sins, and they told me that
Dante was one of them too, as Collin's replacement."
"And you believed them?" He interrupted, bewildered.
"Um...sir?" Dante spoke up- I'd nearly forgotten that he was in the room with
us. "Not to sound rude, but...who are you?"
My head shot up in alarm, waiting to see how my father would react. How
could Dante not infer? Was he that thick headed, or what? Perhaps he was
just being polite... Or just not assuming like I was so accustomed to doing.
My father lifted an eyebrow in amusement.
"I couldn't expect you to know." He spat out the word "you". "And I'm not
surprised that Aurora didn't tell you. She isn't exactly proud of me." How
could I be proud of him? Did he want me to be proud of him? After all, he
was-
"Lucifer." I said, the sound of my own voice surprising me. I quickly clasped
my hands over my mouth to prevent any unnecessary words from escaping.
"That kinda figures." Dante said, smirking. "She gets her charm from you."
That was insulting.
"Well aren't you a sharp one." My father said in retort. "So tell me, Dante, do
you enjoy having only a partial existence?"
Dante's eyes flashed. They were beginning to lighten again, but I wasn't
alarmed. Despite my hatred for him, I knew that my father would keep me
safe...at least, while he was in the room with me and said danger.
"Do I get to see Nathaniel again?" My father continued. "It has been awhile.
I'd like to see how well he's been upholding his part of the bargain."
The corrupt bargain- I'd nearly forgotten all about that. Nathaniel hadn't
gotten off scott-free after what he did. In exchange for not sending him
straight back to hell for all of eternity, he had to leave me alone. Of course,
what Nathaniel didn't know was that my father couldn't damn him forever
after he'd already spent time repenting here on earth as a mortal, and the
crime he'd committed wasn't large enough to completely cancel everything
out and earn him eternal damnation... Nathaniel also couldn't not do what
he'd been sent back to earth to do, which was be around me. He'd been
tricked, in a way. It seemed corrupt to me.
Dante turned away from my father, burying his face in his hands and
hunching his shoulders forward. I kept my distance. He shuddered, stayed
still for a moment, then returned to face my father again as Nathaniel Reeve.
My father grinned.
Jessica Reeve was in a coma? Since when? I used to babysit her, back
before... I shook that thought from my mind before it began to spiral out of
control.
My father smiled fondly at the memory. "Ah, yes. That was a rather proud
moment of mine. Can't say the same for you, or poor Vladimir. Is he still in
Russia?" He kept his tone very lighthearted, as though speaking to someone
equally as jovial.
Nathaniel answered him through a clenched jaw. "He's to be executed next
month. I'd fly out to say goodbye, but..."
"I can imagine fundings would be low due to your sister's medical bills." His
voice was dripping with false sympathy- it was sickening. He really was the
devil. "I feel as though I'm forgetting someone...Care to remind me?"
Nathaniel couldn't hold his rage in anymore. "What about Tessa in the insane
asylum? Or Lacy- you left her somewhere in Nepal. Tracy and Sidney, I
imagine, couldn't outrun all of those tigers, and if they did I'm sure that the
cannibals got to them." He seethed. "I can only imagine what you have left in
store for me!"
My father began to laugh- the most grating, bone chilling noise you've ever
heard. Had I not been used to it I probably would've clamped my hands
reflexively over my ears in an attempt to shut the sound out. "I'm sure you
can't. But, we're straying from the matter of my arrival."
"Should I?"
"No." I'm pretty sure that I could've just snuck out and he wouldn't have even
noticed that I was gone if I hadn't said anything, but I just had to go and
open my big mouth. It always got me into trouble. I crossed my arms and
leaned against a back wall.
"Of course, you know I can't do that." Again, he spoke with an immense
amount of false sympathy. "But here's what I can do."
I slowly opened my eyes- curious as to what was going on. I saw my father
pull a small bottle from out of nowhere.
"I can keep one soul in this bottle. Whose shall it be?"
"He's lying." I repeated for my father. I hadn't even heard what he'd said, but
I knew he was lying. THat was my thing- I always knew when people weren't
telling the truth. It was something I could just do. It was my thing.
He looked more nervous now. "Don't lie again." I said. I'd know.
"Yeah, it was a lie. I'd rather you not take my own soul."
"The selfless approach. Nice try. Reverse psychology doesn't work on me- I
expected you to know that... After all, I invented it." Wasn't that the same as
assuming? I thought so, but apparently my father did not. "So you've decided
your fate. Come with me." He began to lead Nathaniel away. I stayed rooted
to the spot, scared stiff. I watched the clock intently to distract myself and
tried not to listen to what was happening behind the closed door that I
wasn't allowed into. The room within the room.
Lucky for me, I didn't hear anything, and was quite startled when the door
swung open and both my father and Dante walked out. My father was
leading, of course, with a very smug smile on his face and his fedora in his
hands. Dante looked happy, I suppose, but it was a forced kind of happy, as
though he really wasn't happy and was just putting on some sort of happy
facade in order to... placate me? I really hoped not. That was almost as bad
as lying, but not quite. At least not in these circumstances- if I was happy, he
was happy, so it wasn't technically a lie. I hated loopholes.
"Fun is fun and done is done." My father said mysteriously, although I was
pretty sure he quoted that from somewhere. "And now we're all straightened
out. Nathaniel has been taken care of, and that means that Dante is the
proud owner of one soul and one body." He grinned. "You kids have fun."
I winced, but then remembered Collin's words. He had said that when he
earned his wings, Dante would come into possession of his own body. Did
this mean that Collin had made it to heaven? Could I stop worrying about
him (although I'd had so much on my mind lately that I wasn't really worrying
that much about him, and it kind of made me feel just a tad bit guilty)?
Would I never get to speak to him again? Would Dante truly take Collin's
place? That thought scared me- I didn't want a Collin Stark replacement. I
wanted Collin Stark.
That made me think of something else. Would the same happen to Dante?
Would something happen to necessitate a replacement for him too? I didn't
want to lose both my Collin and my Dante- I don't think I'd be able to handle
myself after that. Then again, maybe I'd like his new replacement. But...then
eventually he'd be replaced as well. Would it never stop? Would it all
continue in a vicious cycle like this? And what of Dane and the others? Would
Dane be replaced to? Had I a heart, I'm sure it would've stopped at that
thought. I couldn't lose both Collin and Dane. What would become of me?
What about when I died? Would everything stop, or would I be replaced?
Could I be replaced? My father was certainly crafty enough, there's no doubt
that he'd be able to seduce another woman (or other women) and produce
more than enough children. So then why hadn't that happened already? Was
I the only one? I was pretty sure I was the only one of me-or at least the only
one of his children. Why was that? So many questions...I knew if I'd even
begun to ask he wouldn't even consider answering them all.
"Such a pleasant visit." My father said, placing the fedora back on his head
and securing it safely there. "We really must do this again very soon." I
thought differently.
It wasn't that I never wanted to see my father ever again, it was just that I
preferred less frequent visits. The hospital I could tolerate. Him...not so
much. Dante and I cordially said our goodbyes before heading out the door. I
noticed that while I couldn't get out of there fast enough, his feet dragged.
Dr. Woon was nowhere to be found, which I didn't think odd at all, but Dante
kept looking around as though he was either looking for the doctor or he was
paranoid of the doctor finding us... I didn't bring it up until after we got into
the pickup truck and were headed back to town.
He kept his eyes trained on the road. They were blood red- a good sign. I
hoped they would stay that way forever. "I'm fine."
"Don't lie." I said sternly, frowning at him. I'd have to give him the lie talk.
"Why?" I asked. For a split second I thought that I'd done something wrong,
or that my father had made a deal with him just like with Nathaniel and the
others, but then he glanced over at me and smiled, and all of my fears
melted away. He reached over and took my hand. My heart soared.
"I'm sorry for putting you through that. I didn't realize what would happen-
forgive me."
"Of course I'll forgive you." I laughed. "You didn't know. If I was really that
bothered by it you would know." I told him. "You would feel it." He said
nothing, so I kept talking. "It wasn't that bad, was it? We came out ahead in
the end. Nathaniel is in a bottle in the observatory, where he belongs." I said
bitterly.
Dante sighed again. "Rory, that hurts." He said. For a moment I was confused
by what he meant by "that hurts", but then I knew. "Nathaniel was me. I was
him. We were the same person- not like the others. It wasn't what we had
thought at all."
"Why didn't Nathaniel tell you that?" I asked, shaking my head. I really could
not figure out how to get into Nathaniel's head and figure him out, and that
was one of the most frustrating things. "Why would he let us just keep
believing that lie?"
"Just because I was him doesn't mean I understood him. He had his own
motives- he only shared with me what he wanted. It wasn't as though he was
reading my mind and I was reading his. I can read everyone else's mind but
his." I saw pain in his red eyes- my mind flashed to Dane and the pain sewn
into his green eyes. I shook him from my mind. I had to forget about him- I
had Dante now, and this was much better. My father seemed to approve.
He pulled off of the highway and into an empty parking lot. He cut the engine
and turned to look at me. He kept a playful smile on his face. “What do I
think of you… Hmmm….” I rolled my eyes at him. “I don’t know Aurora,
honestly. You're the girl of my dreams- everything I've ever wanted and ever
hoped and dreamed for...Everything that I could ever imagine a girl could be.
But your father is..." He hesitated. "He's Satan; seriously. Your father is the
devil, and I don't know that I can cope with that."
I almost felt like we were talking about marriage already. Was it a given that
we were now a couple? I thought so- it seemed to me like he thought so too.
Guess that answered that question.
"But I will for you." He took my hands. "I love you, Aurora." His red eyes
burned into my own, lighting me on fire. I felt light headed, as though I was
free falling fast. "I really really love you." Then he surprised me, which I
thought was nearly impossible to do at this point in time. Gently holding my
hands, he leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. I squeezed my eyes shut
and grasped at his forearms, digging my nails into his flesh. He quickly pulled
back, and I opened my eyes to see a puzzled expression on his face.
"What's wrong?" He asked. "I'm sorry- I'm sorry. That was out of line, I'm
sorry." He took his hands back, running them through his hair and then
draping them over the steering wheel, staring almost intently out at the vast
parking lot in front of us.
"Yeah, and your father explained it all to me." He nodded. "So what will you
do about Dane?"
I frowned. I didn't really like how my father told Dante everything. I wanted
him to know, but I wanted to be the one to tell him. "I was going to just try
and stay away from him, but it probably won't work..." I trailed off, thinking
about what I'd just said. It probably wouldn't work because Dane would try to
protect me at all costs. He would try to protect me from the evil that Collin
had said was approaching and that we should look out for...But, now that
Nathaniel was out of the picture would that change? Collin couldn't see the
future- how would he have any way of knowing? Did he have some other
sense or source of precognition? Maybe I would be able to ask him...Maybe;
but only if he hadn't gone to heaven yet.
"So what will you tell him about us?" He asked, smirking. "You know...if it
comes up."
Oh it'd come up. Dane would just know- he had a weird way of doing that-
and he would definitely confront me. If I was lucky he'd at least wait until
Monday and not come seek me out just to harass me...But knowing Dane,
that's exactly what he would do. I sighed heavily and closed my eyes,
allowing the gentle lull of driving to calm me down. "I don't know. The truth,
probably; that's usually the best thing to do." Telling Dane the truth would
hurt him a lot- probably more than I could imagine- but it was what needed
to be done; it was what was best for everybody; especially for him. I’d do it
with reluctance, but I would tell Dane the truth. I was in love with Dante.
The aforementioned soon pulled off of the highway and onto the main
road that would take us back home. “What about Tony?” He asked me. “What
will you tell him?”
“I’d be delighted.” He pulled onto the beach and opened the door for
me once he’d gotten out. We walked along the beach, hand in hand, until we
reached my doorstep. As I opened the front door he let me hand go, but
winked at me when I gave him a confused look.
We entered together- Tony’s shoes were in the front hall- and I called
out to him. “Hey- would you mind if my friend stayed for dinner?”
His reply came from out back, in the garden again. All the windows in
the front room and the kitchen were open, so it was a lot easier to hear him.
“Yeah, as long as it isn’t your boyfriend.” I knew he was joking from his tone,
but wondered secretly if he’d say the same thing had he known that it was
indeed my boyfriend. Dante looked at me sideways; I smiled and lead him
out back. As I’d known, Tony was gardening, like always.
Tony stood, brushed his work slacks free of any soil, stuck his trowel in
the dirt, and shook Dante’s hand. “It’s a pleasure. So how long have you two
been going out for?” He said it as a joke, but Dante answered him with
complete seriousness.
“All week.” Tony repeated, as though he didn’t believe it. “And this is
the first I hear of it?” He didn’t seem angry; more or less disappointed, but
not angry. He was rarely ever angry at me.
Luckily, Dante listened to him and went first into the house with Tony
following and me after that, closing the door and locking it behind me.
Maybe I shouldn’t have locked the door, just in case we needed to make a
quick escape. It was a joke, but it could’ve easily become a realistic situation.
Tony led Dante to our kitchen table and motioned for him to sit, which
he did. I did as well, next to Dante, and I carefully put my hand on his knee,
showing Tony that I was serious about this and that I cared for him. Maybe
this gentle display of affection would get through to Tony and he’d go easier
on the two of us.
“So you two are dating.” He said, leaning up against the kitchen
counter, staring at us. “I guess I’m not shocked or anything. You’ve been
gone a lot lately- I’d thought a boy was involved, but I’d never guessed you
had an actual boyfriend. You don’t seem like the boyfriend type.”
Tony stayed serious as well as Dante had. “I never said that- I only said
that you don’t seem like the boyfriend type. That could mean a lot of
different things.”
Tony sighed. "That doesn't matter right now. I want to have a serious talk
about this whole 'boyfriend' thing. You've never had a boyfriend before, and I
want to lay down some ground rules." He was talking as though Dante wasn't
sitting right there in front of him... Oh, and I had had a boyfriend before; just
not while he was in charge of my life. Collin was much more lenient with me,
but then again, he understood the circumstances... all of them. Maybe if Tony
was in on it then he'd be more understanding and be a little less harsh on
me, but since that wasn't the case... Well, a girl can dream, can't she?
"I'd be more than happy to abide by any kind of rules that you'd want to lay
down for us." Dante said very helpfully. "Sir." He added, just to be safe. It was
a good mood- Tony liked to be recognized for his greatness as a doctor.
"Good. First, I have a ten o clock curfew for weeknights. Midnight for
weekends, but I expect you to check in with me at ten at the latest. Second,
if you take her out I need time periods, methods of transportation that you
plan on taking, and the locations you plan to be at and directions on how to
get there from this house. Third, permission is to be granted for any sort of
date. No more of this 'oh hey Tony, I'm going out with my boyfriend'- NO. No
spontaneity. Fourth, if you take trips out of town, I will go with you. End of
story. Does that sound reasonable for now?" For now? Yeah that sounded
pretty reasonable, but did that 'for now' mean that he would be adding more
later, or that he would become more lenient as time went on? I really wished
for the latter. The both of us nodded and replied with a "Yes sir." He seemed
placated. "Good. Now, who wants dinner?" The both of us smiled at that
prospect and agreed to dinner. "Then get out of my kitchen." He waved his
hand impatiently at us and we scampered out and into the living room.
"See? Wasn't that fairly painless?" Dante asked me once we were safe on the
couch.
I shrugged. "I suppose; fairly painless. Too many rules though, if you ask
me." I never really liked rules. If he'd worded it differently though, like "I wish
you wouldn't just spontaneously tell me plans you've already made" or
something like that then I'd still abide by his wishes, but since he said the "r"
word I was less inclined to listen to him.
Dante laughed. "I thought it was pretty reasonable. We still get to spend our
school day together."
"Yeah- around the vultures." By vultures I meant Dane and his crew; he got
the hint. He dropped that subject like a hot potato- he was a fast learner.
"This." He shifted so that I was no longer leaning against him, but now sitting
up a bit. I opened my eyes, a little peeved that he'd disrupted my
comfortable position, but all of my ill feelings vanished when I saw the look in
his eyes.
"Oh, that." I said nearly breathlessly as he tilted my head up with his index
finger guiding my chin and pressed his lips to mine again. This time I didn't
panic- this time it wasn't my first kiss- and I melted into his touch. The sound
of someone clearing their throat made us jump. Tony was standing in the
hallway between the kitchen and the living room with his hands on his hips.
"I don't want to see any of that. I don't care if you do it, but I don't want to
see and I don't want to know; got it?" He asked. We both nodded quickly- I
could feel my cheeks growing redder in an embarrassed blush. "Dinner's
ready."
Well after that the night would just be terribly awkward. We sat down and ate
in a horrible silence, and when we were done Dante decided to leave. I didn't
blame him.
"I'll walk you out." I told him. "I mean..." I winced and turned to Tony. "May I
walk him to his car?"
Tony groaned and dropped his head to the kitchen table. He waved his hand
at me. "Just go."
Grinning, I grabbed Dante's arm and nearly dragged him out of the house.
Now it was dark outside, and I clung madly to him. I'd forgotten a sweater,
and his warmth was very comforting.
"I suppose I owe you a thanks." I said as we slowly walked along the beach
towards the pickup truck, reluctant to let each other go. "For convincing me
to invite you to dinner. It was good we got that out of the way early. I
suppose the worst is over now."
"See? I know what I'm talking about. Kinda. Most of the time. It's about fifty
fifty."
I laughed at him; I couldn't help it. He laughed too, so that made it okay, and
he pulled me into his arms and we both walked very awkwardly along the
beach in each others arms. When we eventually made it to the truck he
kissed me quickly once more before winking and getting inside of the truck,
then driving away. I watched him go with an immense amount of reluctance
before heading back to my own house, quietly closing the door behind me.
When I got back, Tony was at the kitchen table sipping from a steaming mug.
I assumed it was coffee, but there I go assuming again. I really needed to
figure out a way to break that habit and fast. I couldn't afford to get in any
more trouble like I had been lately.
"I like him." He said to me without looking up once he noticed that I'd
entered the kitchen. I got my own mug from the cupboard and poured myself
some of whatever was sitting in the pot on the counter. It was coffee. I took
mine black and joined him at the table.
"Well you know; I don't want him to get too cocky." He said with a slight smile
as he continued to sip. "But I do like him. I like him for you- it looks like he
really makes you happy."
I didn't say anything; only sipped at my own mug. Eventually, fed up with the
silence, I stood and went to my room, closing the door, turning out the light,
and climbing into bed to turn in for the night. I slept ridiculously well that
night, despite it only being about seven o clock when I decided to hit the
sack. I woke up early though, at about six thirty. I opted for a walk on the
beach. While I was out, who would I happen to run into but Dane. Oh goody,
just the person that I did not want to see.
"Good morning." I said cordially. I didn't want to see him, but I wasn't going
to be rude about it. I wasn't that sort of person- not a Nathaniel or a Tessa (I
really hated her; I think she deserved whatever horrible punishment my
father bestowed upon her... if I wasn't already Lucifer's daughter, I was pretty
sure I'd be going to hell for some of the things I thought and wished upon
people).
"We need to talk." No beating around the bush for Dane Warren; not now, not
back then, not ever. It was kind of annoying how blunt he was, but it was also
one of the things that had initially attracted me to him. Funny how those
things work. "Now."
I decided to play innocent until he came right out and accused me, because I
knew he was going to do it eventually; sooner rather than later. "Talk about
what?" We began to walk along the beach together, very slowly, past my
house and towards the harbor.
"Nathaniel." He said. Well that was close enough. Or was he referring to what
my father had done to Nathaniel? Would he have known about that? Did my
father tell him? Probably, but I wasn't about to start assuming again. I made
an oath to stop assuming, starting that day. "He's gone."
"Did my father tell you that?" I asked, just to be sure. Nobody said I couldn't
have hunches. Nobody ever really got in trouble for having hunches, just as
long as they didn't act upon them, and I was definitely not about to do
something stupid like that; I'd learned my lesson.
Dane nodded. "He came to me last night. I was very shocked- I did not think
that I would see your father in circumstances such as these, and I was not
exactly pleased by his visit." I don't think I ever knew anybody who was or
would be pleased by a visit from the devil. "And then he explained the whole
situation to me."
The whole situation? What was 'the whole situation'? I asked him so.
"The whole situation about Nathaniel and Dante." He said very slowly and
carefully. His speech now began to remind me of my father- each word
selected very carefully from a plethora of others in order to convey a very
specific and precise point. "And your relationship with Dante." My dad gave
my ex boyfriend all of the dirty details about my new boyfriend. Nice.
"Okay." I really had no clue what to say to him at this point. What did he
expect me to say? Did he want some sort of justification for my actions? If so,
I really was going to disappoint him. What was I supposed to justify? Loving
someone more than him? He really needed to learn how to deal; especially
since I ordered him to. "And? What do you want to know from me? You said
we needed to talk, but it sounds like you have all of the information that you
need. What do you need me for?"
I wasn't working? Working like what? How was I supposed to work? How did
he want me to work? I wasn't aware that I was beginning to malfunction. I
stayed calm, despite how worked up he was becoming. "Could you explain
that to me, please? I don't think I understand." I tried to maintain a neutral
expression on my face, and judging from his reaction, it was working pretty
well.
He struggled with himself for a second, grabbing his head and turning
himself away from me. "I can't!" He said through a clenched jaw, as though
he was fighting with himself. For a moment in time my heart panged and
called out to him like it used to. Back in the old days, when he got really bad,
I would feel this ridiculously horrible ache in my heart and all through my
chest for him and I would try to do anything and everything to make him feel
better. Now that I was feeling this again, I worried. I was not having second
thoughts- I was definitely choosing Dante over him- but it was causing old,
good memories to resurface.
He eventually took a long and shuddery breath to calm himself, and turned
back to me. His eyes were narrowed and his breath was coming along
unevenly through a clenched jaw still, but he still faced me. I was impressed.
"I can't tell you."
"Tell me."
He closed his eyes and his jaw relaxed. "Forget what you said before." When
he opened his eyes again they'd returned to their typical green, much to my
disappointment. That meant that he'd forgotten everything I'd told him
before. I should've been more specific. "I can't stop loving you." He said very
slowly. I closed my own eyes and felt his arms wrap around me, smothering
me in his frigid embrace. "I want you back."
I was really hoping he wasn't going to say that. Since when did he want me
back? Since Dante came into the picture and I started loving him? Yeah that
figures. But this put me in between a rock and a hard place. I loved both of
them. Who did I love more? It was difficult for me to tell. "I can't." I managed
to say. "I can't take you back."
I was mad that he was trying to pin this on Dante- it wasn't his fault. "No." I
replied angrily, worming out of his grasp. "Well partially, yes. What am I
supposed to do? 'Thanks but no thanks- I thought I loved you but I really love
Dane more so I'm going back to him even though it's forbidden and will only
end in disaster again'." I asked mockingly, knowing that was kind of what he
expected me to do. I laughed bitterly.
He scowled at me. "I didn't ask you to do that." He had implied it though, and
I knew him too well to think anything else. It wasn't an assumption, it was a
hypothesis I'd developed based on previous evidence... or something like
that.
"But it is what you want me to do." He had no comeback for that one; I was
right, as usual. "And I'm telling you that I won't do it."
"So then what will you do?" He asked, carefully raising an eyebrow.
"I'm going to keep walking and pretend that this conversation never
happened." I almost added 'and so will you', but I wanted to see first how
he'd react to that.
"So you'll lie to yourself?" He asked smugly, now smirking and folding his
arms in front of his chest.
A look of shock crossed my face. "Lie? Me? I don't lie; especially not to
myself. I thought you of all people would know that." I didn't lie to myself, did
I? Not intentionally, anyway.
"You don't typically." He admitted. "But you are now. You love me more than
you love him; maybe you don't realize it now, but I know you do. Ask anyone
and they'll tell you the same exact thing."
"I don't believe you." But he wasn't lying to me; then again, it was his
opinion, and unless he was lying about what he believed to be true... Just
because he believed it didn't make it a fact, and I was relying on that. "You
have no idea what you're talking about- you don't even know Dante."
"I knew Nathaniel, and I believe that is good enough." He said simply. "Please
forgive me for wasting your morning; I'll leave you to your thoughts now, and
you can give me your final word tomorrow; physics." He said, walking away
from me. By now we had reached the harbor. I sighed. I’d already given him
my final word, yet he insisted I think about it. Was he hoping I’d change my
mind if I thought about it over night? Obviously. He was in for a rude
awakening. I headed back home.
When I got there, an old lady that I sort of recognized but couldn’t name was
sitting at my kitchen table with Tony. Benji, Sam, Alex, Daniel, and Patty were
sitting on my couch. I looked awkwardly at them as I passed through the
living room and entered the kitchen. “Hello?” I asked. Tony had his head
hung low and was clutching a cup of coffee in both of his hands. His knuckles
were white. “What’s going on?”
The woman turned to look at me. “Who are you?” She asked.
“This is Madame Mari Nowon.” Tony said, still keeping his head down, “She
came here to explain things to me.”
I winced, and was instantly enraged at Madame Nowon. Who was she to
come into my home, my life, and disrupt things like this?
“Why are you here?” I asked her, my hands tightening into fists.
“The poor boy needed to know.” She replied simply. “That he was living with
the daughter of the Prince of Darkness.” That was another reason I didn’t
really like my father- I was always guilty by association. What had I done
wrong?
“You don’t understand.” But who was I to try and explain? It wasn’t my place.
“Don’t understand what?” Tony asked, looking up at me. I recognized the
look in his eyes- it was fear. He was afraid of me? Or was he afraid of my
father? “Rory, you lied to me.”
“I never lied to anyone.” I said quickly, defensively. It wasn’t like he’d asked
me, “Rory, is your father the devil?” That’d be something entirely different.
A loud buzzing noise rang in my ears, and I squeezed my eyes shut while
clamping my hands over my ears. Maybe whatever she was doing was
working; what was happening to me?
I heard a loud crash, followed by a thud, and the buzzing noise stopped. I
opened my eyes. Madame Nowon was lying on the ground, unconscious, and
Patty was standing over her body with the table amp from the dining room in
both of her hands. She was breathing very heavily.
“Oh my God.” Tony managed to say. He hadn’t fainted yet- I never knew he
was the strong willed.
Patty turned to me. “Go find Dante.” She instructed. “I think you’ll be safest
with him.”
“I saw you with him.” She said. “A few days ago.” Was she spying on me?
Creepy. “You two are really in love; I can tell.” Yeah, as though I was going to
trust her judgment on this topic. “So I trust him. He’ll take the best care of
you; now go.”
She didn’t have to tell me a third time. I bolted. Having no idea where to go,
however (I failed to think this plan through), I instead went to the cemetery.
What I saw there made me physically ill.
Collin’s grave had been dug up. His head stone was split in half- the dirt
surrounding the grave up turned.
I ran- propelled myself into his arms. He wrapped them around me and a
warm, old feeling returned- came flooding back to me so fast that all of the
blood rushed to my head. I felt safe.
“No.” I whispered in his ear. “No I can’t let go now- not again.”
Very gently- with more love than I’d ever received from anyone else before-
he pulled me off of him and took my face in his hands. His chocolate brown
eyes sparkled at me.
“I’m not going anywhere anymore.” He said before kissing me warmly on the
forehead.
I felt a few tears sill onto my cheeks. He carefully wiped them away with his
fingers, brushing his knuckles against my cheeks before pulling me back to
his chest and holding me.
“God I missed you.” He murmured. “You just can’t stay out of trouble, can
you?” He asked; his was tone light and playful.
“You just don’t seem to like to.” He knew me too well. That was my Collin-
knew me inside and out, and that was how I wanted it. Wouldn’t have had it
any other way. “So that’s why I’m here.”
“My dad brought you back?” I asked. I’d completely forgotten all about the
situation back at home with Tony and Madame Nowon.
“I was surprised too. Never thought your old man liked me so much.” I could
practically see his smile in my mind. I looked up and saw it with my own two
eyes. A smile forced its way onto my face.
“I should get to work, then.” He sighed, letting his arms fall glumly to his
sides. The perfect smile remained on his face. “Are you coming with me?” He
already knew the answer to that question. I latched onto his arm and
followed obediently as he made his way out of the cemetery and towards my
house back on the beach.
“There he is! It’s the Lord come to vanquish the evil in this house! He has the
girl with him..See how she clings to him as though begging for forgiveness?!”
The Lord? What was she talking about? I knew that she meant Collin, but
Lord? I looked up at his face- it was a mask of stony indifference. Did he
know what she was talking about? Well, he could read her mind, so of course
the answer was a yes.
“Mari, leave this place.” He said slowly, in a low voice. “Leave and never
return- you must train your mind to keep your thoughts out of this town.”
She looked up at him, wide eyed, with a certain kind of reverence. Out of the
corner of my eye I saw Tony standing in the kitchen with his back up against
the refrigerator and Patty’s crew huddled together in the corner. What had
she done to them? The same thing she was trying to do to me? I felt bad for
them. How long had it been since she’d regained consciousness?
“Yes, master.” She said slowly, after mulling the idea around in her head for a
moment. “I shall leave now and never return if it is what you wish.” And she
did. Slowly, she walked past us and out the front door, vanishing as she
turned out onto the beach.
The first part of his last statement made sense. My dad wanted a lot of
people out of the way. But Collin’s father? Who was that?
“Don’t worry about that right now.” He told me. “We should take care of
them.” He nodded towards Patty and the others. “Is that Big D’s new fling
with the red hair?” He asked. I nodded and he winced. “Sorry.”
“It’s okay.” I muttered. It really wasn’t okay, but I had to put on a fake smile,
for them at least. Collin knew how I really felt.
“Can you stand?” Collin asked. They all stood. “What happened?”
“She threatened to send us back to hell if we didn’t listen to her.” Benji said.
“So we did.” He glared at me. They were all glaring at me.
“This is all your fault.” Sam hissed. His words didn’t surprise me. Everything
was always my fault. “If it wasn’t for you then maybe we wouldn’t be in this
mess… and he wouldn’t be alive.” When Sam said “he” he nodded towards
Collin.
“What do you mean?” I asked. I didn’t understand their hatred for Collin. He
hadn’t done anything to them. “He’s just like you- he’s envy.”
“No.” Alex said. “Not just like us. Dante is just like us- he’s the real envy.
Collin isn’t one of us.”
“They’re right, Aurora.” Collin said gently. “But they should mind their own
business.” His voice had an edge to it. Hint, hint, nudge, nudge.
“Let’s go.” Daniel said, leading them out. As they filed one by one out of my
house, Patty caught my eye. I thought I saw…jealousy? Why would anybody
be jealous of me? I ignored it.
“What about Tony?” I whispered. He was still standing by the fridge in the
kitchen.
“Walk with me.” We too left the house. It was warm and sunny on the beach.
We walked to the harbor and both sat down on the dock.
“I’m not who you think I am.” Collin said to me. “But, in my defense, I didn’t
know who I was until after I’d died, so I never lied to you.” That much I knew.
Collin was incapable of lying to me. “Dane isn’t either.” He continued. “But
he doesn’t know it; let’s come back to him.” I nodded in agreement. “I’m not
one of the seven deadly sins. I’m not a sin- I’m not even a sinner.” He
confessed. “I’m the son of God.”
The son of God. I replayed those words in my mind over and over again, but I
was still unable to fully comprehend them. “Pardon?”
“I know how it sounds. I didn’t believe it at first either. Rory, I’m the
reincarnation of Jesus.” He said. He was trying to mask a smile, but it wasn’t
working very well. He wanted to smile- he was proud of who he was. His
happiness was contagious; I found myself beaming at him.
“Collin, I’m so proud of you.” He’d gone from a little boy whose sole purpose
in life was to protect the daughter of Satan to the son of God. When I thought
about it, it all made perfect sense. Who else would Lucifer entrust his only
child?
He pulled me into his arms again. “Things are going to be a lot better from
now on. I promise.” He didn’t need to promise me. I already knew it to be
true.
“What about Dane?” I asked. “You mentioned that he’s not who I think he
is…So who is he?”
Now that I had problems believing. “The anti Christ.” I repeated. “How?”
“Oh come on Rory- you know him better than that. Just think about it for a
second; he’s a ticking time bomb just waiting to go off. And that only makes
sense, doesn’t it? The son of God and the anti Christ as the two protectors of
the daughter of Satan.” He said, lying back and folding his arms behind his
head.
“So what does the anti Christ job entail?” I asked casually, lying back with
him. The sky overhead was a perfect, cloud less blue. A good omen? I hoped
so. “I understand the Christ position and I’m Satan’s daughter, so…” I trailed
off, letting him fill in the blank.
“Probably, but I’m not sure. My father didn’t tell me.” The way Collin spoke of
his father was the exact opposite of how I spoke of my father- with pride and
respect. I was kind of jealous.
“Should we tell him?”
He sighed. “We should.” I heard him stand up, so I followed him with a bit of
reluctance. I kind of didn’t want to see him. “He’d probably be at the
church.” He said to me. “He’s been spending a lot of time there recently. I
think the only reason he’s even allowed to go in there is because you gave
him permission to in the first place.”
Collin smiled at me. “You aren’t guilty by association, Rory. You haven’t done
anything to deserve banishment from heaven.” This was news to me. Then
he continued. “That isn’t to say that your father won’t fight tooth and nail to
keep you out, though.” I saw that one coming, and conceded silently.
When we got to the church and went inside, Dane was there, standing in
front of the crucifix and standing upwards. I was almost afraid to speak or
interrupt him- he almost looked peaceful… but not quite. Collin cleared his
throat and Dane turned around to face us. A look of shock quickly crossed his
face, before returning to its typically stoic expression.
Collin grinned. “Hey Big D.” He said, warmly embracing Dane. Their
relationship always amazed me- they were like brothers. “Or should I start
calling you AC now?”
“He’s always known.” Collin said. Dane looked away from the both of us.
“Me.” Collin said. “To kill me and then bring me back to life.” I really didn’t
understand that, but I don’t think I’d fully comprehend it even after a bunch
of people tried to explain it to me.
“Well we just wanted to let you know what was going on.” I said quietly, even
though I wasn’t entirely sure of that myself. It was silly, but I was afraid of
angering him. I shouldn’t have been- what would he do to me? Well for one
he was the anti Christ… Did that change things?
“Wait.” The sound of Dane’s voice stopped the two of us. I felt his hand take
my free one. “We need to talk.” How many times had I heard that in the past
week? Too many times.
Collin was hesitant to let me go, but he did it eventually. “I’ll wait for you
outside.” He told me. I caught his gaze, held it for a brief moment, and then
turned to Dane. His dark green eyes were hard like emeralds and pierced
straight through me. In that one moment I’d lost any ounce of confidence
that I’d ever had…which wasn’t very much to begin with, but still.
“Don’t like what?” I asked. I was used to his nonsense, so this didn’t quite
come as a surprise to me.
“Giving you a choice.” That one kind of threw me off guard. “I left you with a
choice… the last time I saw you.” Oh. That. “But to be fair, I haven’t been
completely honest with you.” Here we go again. “You have not had the power
to control me ever since Collin died. I had to put on a show for you so that
you wouldn’t find out.”
“So when I ordered you to forget me…” I started breathing faster, shallower.
My eyes widened and my hands began to tighten into fists. The one holding
his hand couldn’t make it, so I dug my nails into the flesh they found.
“I did not.” I kind of saw this coming, but I still didn’t wish to hear those
words. He pulled me by the hand and into his arms, wrapping them tightly
around me. “I can’t let you go.”
“You have to.” I said blatantly, standing limp in his arms. I wasn’t going to
struggle out of his grip, but I wasn’t going to reciprocate his affection either.
“We’ve already tried this- it doesn’t work. You said it yourself: we aren’t
supposed to be together.”
“I didn’t know it either. Your father is the one behind this whole thing.” As if I
didn’t already know that one. He was usually behind everything. “Think.”
I thought. Why had I left Dane in the first place? Because of what had
happened leading up to Collin’s death. But what had really happened? It’d
started with Nathaniel… He was supposed to protect me too, but from what?
Collin and Dane were already protecting me from him. So then what’d he do?
He killed Collin Stark. He thought that if he killed Collin he’d be able to get
closer to me, but Dane and Max had figured out what he was up to and tried
to stop him…They failed. Collin died and the resulting trauma that I’d had
was what caused the hospital to decide to send me off to the mountains to
recuperate for a year. I’d left Dane to protect him- I didn’t want what
happened to Collin to happen to him.
“You love me.” He whispered. I squeezed my eyes shut to trap the tears that
were trying to escape.
“I do.” I whispered back. “I do.” I had to. We were meant to be together. I’d
seen it from the beginning, and now it would only make sense, right? Satan’s
daughter and the anti Christ.
My head shot up and my hands flew to his chest. “Marry you?” I repeated. I
was eighteen- sure it was legal for me to get married, but that didn’t mean
that I wanted to. “I’m not-“
My father wanted us to get married. “Do you want to get married?” I couldn’t
believe I was actually asking him that and being serious about it.
“’Ch.” He turned his head to the side. I heard his neck crack. “It doesn’t
matter to me. I can go without but it really wouldn’t be the end of the
world…” He trailed off and sniffed. I knew him well enough, and I knew that
he wanted a wedding. I sighed in defeat and rested my head back on his
chest.
“Thank you.”
I wiggled out of his grip, as nice as it was to be in, and took his hand.
“Collin’s waiting outside.” I reminded him.
Dane nodded and allowed me to lead him out of the church, but stopped me
before we exited. “Let’s not tell.” He suggested. “To keep up appearances
for… the others.”
“Collin will know.” I said.
“Not from him.” He meant Patty and the others. I frowned. He sighed. “This is
a need to know situation and they don’t need to know.” He explained. “But
she likes you.” He meant Patty again. “And you know what’s real and what
isn’t.” He leaned in and kissed me very gently on the lips. My face grew
warm and I felt tears sting at my eyes again. I quickly wiped them away as
he opened the church door and the sun shone down on us. Collin was there,
waiting patiently.
“You guys ready to go?” He asked, taking his hands out of his pockets and
draping his arm across my shoulders. “I’m thinking lunch? I’ve been alive
for…” He checked his watch. “Fourteen hours now, and I have yet to have
eaten everything. Blue Moon alright with you guys?”
The Blue Moon was the only diner in our small town, so it wasn’t as if we had
any other choice.
Both Dane and I laughed. He’d been gone for way too long.
I recognized this feeling- the same feeling I’d had when I first saw Collin
earlier that day. I felt safe. The three of us spent the rest of the night
together- after eating at the diner we went to the harbor and all sat down on
the dock.
“Do you think we’ll have more moments like this from now on?” I asked as
we all laid back and watched the setting sun.
“I hope so.” Collin said, yawning. “Definitely just like the good old days.”
I silently agreed. I’d grown used to believing that good times don’t last
forever, but now I was starting to think that they could. As soon as the sun
fully set the three of us stood.
“Where will you go?” I asked Collin. “It isn’t like you can just crawl back into
your hole in the ground for the night.” I wanted to bring him home with me,
but I needed to see how Tony was handling things thus far. I didn’t want to
push it.
“I’ll walk you home.” He said, taking my hand. In truth, I was very glad that
things had returned to the way they used to be.
“Thank you.” I said to him once we’d reached my doorstep. He leaned down
and gently kissed me again. I kissed back.
“Good night.” I kept my eyes on him for as long as I could while I slowly
opened the door and slowly went inside. Reluctantly I finally closed the door.
Walking into the living room, my mind registered something odd that I didn’t
pick up on right away. As I wandered through the house looking for Tony I
realized what it was: his shoes hadn’t been in the front hall when I’d walked
in. He was out… or gone forever.
I went into the kitchen and saw a sticky note on the fridge.
I sighed and walked to my room, not bothering to close the door behind me.
It was good that the hospital came to get Tony. Sure, I would miss him, but it
was for the better. Not long after I climbed into bed, I fell asleep. Things in
my life had calmed down drastically.
At about two in the morning a knock on the front door woke me up. I groggily
stumbled out of bed to answer it. It was my father.
“Good morning Aurora.” He said cheerfully. His fedora was covering his face.
Dante! I’d nearly completely forgotten about him! I felt really bad, my father
could tell- that was why he was smiling. “What about Dante?” I asked.
“Choose.” My father said; his once cheerful tone was now solemn. “I have
already chosen for you, but he insists on you being given the final say.” He
did not sound happy about that.
I glared at him. “You know who I pick.” I said simply before closing the door
in his face. I stumbled back to my room and fell back asleep. Yes, things were
getting much better.
Part Two: Which Is Confusing and Told from the Third Person
The next morning passed normally for Aurora; she went to Calculus
and sat next to Patty as per usual, went to Government but stayed away
from Dante as she’d previously done with Nathaniel, and then went to
English and took a nap before lunch. When lunch came she spied a familiar
face searching for someone in the halls.
“Collin!” She called out. He turned to her and grinned, making his way
towards her.
“You have to call me Mr. Stark here.” He said, walking with her towards the
lunch room.
She rolled her eyes. “Sorry Mr. Stark. I didn’t remember that you’d be here.”
“The note on your fridge?” He asked. He didn’t need to ask- he saw the
picture perfect image of it in her mind… But he always made it seem like an
assumption by accident, and he knew how much Aurora hated assumptions.
She nodded as they approached the table where Dane was already seated
with Patty and their other four friends. Aurora took a seat next to Dane and
Collin sat on her opposite side, in between her and Alex.
Patty looked over at Aurora, who was grinning from ear to ear. Collin was
grinning in a similar manner, his arm around her shoulders. She wanted to
frown, but knew better than that. Patty knew that Dane still liked Rory- a little
more than she was comfortable with- and in order to stay on his good side
she had to be friends- or least try to be friends- with Aurora. It sucked, but it
was worth it.
Collin Stark heard everything in Patty’s mind. He was used to listening in,
keeping tabs on everybody, but once he heard Patty he tuned everybody out.
It was just like eavesdropping…but there was no way he would get caught.
“Thinks she’s so perfect.” Patty thought bitterly. Collin could tell that she was
only jealous- she noticed the subtle things: Dane was less stoic and was
more open with his group of friends- he sat closer to Aurora than he sat to
Patty, and though their hands were intertwined, there was no meaning
behind it. She felt alienated.
Collin sat, watched, and listened as Patty remembered how she’d first met
and fallen hopelessly in love with Dane Warren…
It’d started a year ago- she’d known previously who he was from her
freshman year, but he’d failed to notice her at all as a sophomore… It was all
because of his girlfriend- Aurora Lockhart. She’d been the one everybody
wanted to be friends with, the one who’s name everybody wanted to know,
the one who’d just been everywhere doing everything. Patty instantly hated
her- she wanted what she had (Dane) and simply just wanted to be her. So
during that first year she lurked- she had her team of Alex, Benji, Sam, and
Daniel- and they watched their counterparts, especially Dane Warren and
Collin Stark. Nathaniel had come out of nowhere to them- they were still in
training to replace Max and the others- and so Collin’s death was much more
than a surprise. None of them shed any tears for him- he wasn’t connected
to them in any way. He was more of an outsider than Patty had become.
That summer, Aurora disappeared, and Patty saw her chance. Patricia
Lovelace would replace Aurora Lockhart at Dane Warren’s side. She
approached him one late night when she saw him going into the church. She
followed him in and saw him on his hands and knees at the altar in front of
the crucifix, head bent low, and praying- mumbling under his breath. At the
time, she thought that he had been crying. Later, she learned that her guess
was very accurate. She never saw Dane Warren cry again; she looked back
on that moment with a certain fondness in her heart. She stayed silent in the
church that night- she knew he knew that she was there- and waited very
patiently until he stood, collected himself, and walked over to her. Her breath
caught in the back of her throat as he approached her.
“What are you doing here?” He’d asked; his eyes were livid, voice
stone cold and low; low as hell.
She hadn’t known how to respond to that, so she stood there,
trembling. “I only- I just thought that…” She trailed off, unable to continue.
Patty toyed with the idea as he left her alone in the church. If she
started to find him on most nights? That was an invitation. He was inviting
her to him, wasn’t he? What did this mean? She became more excited.
The next day, she went looking for Dane. School had already gotten
out, so it was a bit harder to find him. She knew he wouldn’t be in the church
during the day- there were people in there, priests included- so she tried
everywhere. She finally found him on the beach, at the harbor, sitting down
on the dock. She silently sat down beside him, waiting for him to speak first
to recognize her presence.
“I see you’ve taken my advice to heart.” He finally said to her. “At least
in some way. Not exactly what I’d expected, but maybe you’re just the
impatient type.” He tried to chuckle, but she could tell that it was half
hearted and bitter instead of warm and from the heart. “She was never as
impatient as you.” The way he spoke of Aurora was though she was dead- he
didn’t speak of Collin at all. He was reacting to this situation very radically. It
disturbed Patty, but made her love him even more. She wanted to fix him,
make him smile again like he did when he was with Aurora. She felt that
she’d be more suited for the job of making him happy.
Of course he knew who she was. He told her that. “And now that the
others are gone, it’s my job to guide you and the others until she returns.”
Until she returns? That mean that Aurora wouldn’t be gone forever,
and that put a damper on Patty’s mood. She knew what he was talking
about, though. Now that Max and the others had done their part, it was
Dane’s job to guide Patty and her friends to reach the same goal. She was
partially thrilled; this meant that the two of them would grow closer to each
other.
Dane put his arm around Patty’s shoulders, and she reciprocated the
affection by resting her head on his arm. “I should walk you home now.” That
was her hint- he needed to be alone. She allowed him to do so, and as they
reached her doorstep, he gently kissed her forehead before turning and
wordlessly walking away.
From that moment on, for every day, they met wordlessly at the harbor
and sat on the dock, just watching the ocean’s waves as they lapped against
the shore. An unspoken bond developed between the two of them, and their
relationship silently progressed. He first told her how he felt the day before
school would start- her sophomore year and his junior year.
They were at the Blue Moon, for dinner, and he finally reached over
and took both of her hands in his own. “Patricia,” He said. “How long has it
been?”
Since she’d known him? About a year. Since they’d known each other?
Three months. She’d chosen the latter as her answer.
“It might be too soon.” He said. “But I, too, am impatient. I love you.”
She’d been so happy that she began to cry. He leaned across the table
and kissed her, very gently, on the lips. She kissed him back, and saw him
smile for the first time in three months. She felt her heart swell, knowing
deep in her heart that she was the one, not Aurora, who’d caused that smile
to resurface. She had successfully fixed him.
Collin Stark, after watching all of this in her mind, began to feel a little
differently for Patty. His first impression had been that she’d only felt
contempt for Aurora, and was only attached to Dane in order to hurt her.
Upon witnessing her beginning, he learned that she truly did have feelings
for Dane, and that in return had caused disdain for Aurora. Now that the
aforementioned was back as a prominent figure in his life, Patty’s hate for
her had only intensified. She was doing a good job at hiding it, and she’d
never truly lied to anyone about her true feelings, but Collin could tell. Collin
was just inherently good at learning things about people. His only question
was when would Patty learn about the repaired relationship between Dane
and Aurora? Hopefully before the wedding… after would just be rude. He
laughed to himself. Maybe Dane and Aurora would invite Patty to the
wedding.
“I’ll let her down gently.” Dane’s voice suddenly jumped out at Collin. It
was always easier to hear people’s thoughts when they were directed at him.
“Today. After school.” Dane and Patty had last period together: Photography.
That would make things easier for him… hopefully.
The last three periods of the day passed quickly for Dane Warren, and
before he knew it it was the end of the day, and he needed to break the bad
news to Patty. He wasn’t looking forward to it.
“Patricia.” He said softly after the bell had rung and she was beginning
to exit the class room. “We need to talk.”
The minute those words left his mouth, Patty knew that something bad
was going to happen… to her at least. She began to tremble slightly, but
then Dane rested his hand on her shoulder and made her feel alright again…
if only for a little while. He walked her to the back of the school, where no
one was to witness, and sighed heavily. His hands dropped down to his sides
and his head dropped down. He kept his eyes trained on hers: both of them
green, one pair livid and the other pair monotonous.
“Patricia, I have to be honest with you.” Patty’s blood ran cold. She
could practically taste a break up coming. “I can no longer be with you in
such a romantic way.” He was sugar coating it. Collin would’ve frowned upon
him, and he would do it later when he found out how he’d done this. “It
would be in everyone’s best interest if we broke up.”
“Is there still a chance for us?” She asked desperately. “Maybe later,
if-“
“Dane, no!” She struggled with words for a moment before speaking
again, desperately. “Not forever? Dane, I love you…”
“I don’t love you.” He said finally, looking away. He squeezed his eyes
shut. He was being semi truthful: he did love Patty, but he loved Aurora
more. He was meant to be with Aurora, and he was very happy about that.
He enjoyed choosing the greater of two evils; it was in his nature. “So go.” As
soon as he was sure that she was gone he turned around again. Collin was
there in her place.
Aurora had already left for home, and when they reached the small
house on the beach the front door was open. Dane, ahead of Collin, ran
inside and slammed the door.
“No!” Collin continued to protest and pound on the front door. “You’ve
been alive! You could’ve had her to yourself plenty of times! I’ve been dead!”
“You live here with her! You get her all to yourself for at least nine
hours more than I do!” Dane retorted, closing the blinds to the windows and
going back inside of the house.
Collin groaned, resorting to sitting down on the porch and resting his
head against the front door.
Inside, Dane returned to Aurora who was sitting on the couch and
laughing so hard that tears were coming out of the corners of her eyes. “Oh
poor Collin.” She sympathized, standing and peeking out of the peep hole on
the door. His black mop of hair resting against the door made her laugh.
Dane came up from behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist.
Both Dane and Aurora jumped and turned around to see Lucifer
standing in the living room with his arms folded neatly across his chest and
his fedora neatly atop his head. “When’s the wedding?”
Dane and Aurora looked at each other. Aurora was hoping that they’d
dropped the subject and would pick it back up later… sometime after school,
and then they’d have a small wedding; her father and Collin would be there
of course, but other than that it wouldn’t be a big deal. Apparently her father
had other plans.
“Never mind.” Lucifer said. “I’ll decide for you. End of the week:
Saturday. Go up to the observatory in your nice clothes and we’ll do it there.”
Dane followed Lucifer into the back hall so that Aurora wouldn’t hear
and so that the two of them could be alone. They turned the corner and
entered Aurora’s room, closing the door behind both of them. “Let’s talk, son
in law.” He said, pacing back and forth.
Lucifer sighed. “My prodigy… You have no idea how hard I’ve worked
on you.” He chuckled again. “Would I be putting it all to waste if I married
you off to my only daughter?”
Lucifer found himself at a stalemate. “You are a little too smart for your
own good.”
Lucifer laughed heartily. “Nobody needs to know. Not even her, not
even you, and especially not Aurora. This is why I’ll not tell you, and by proxy
you will not tell Aurora.”
Lucifer thought about it for a moment. “No.” He led Dane out of the
room and down the hall. “You pass, son in law. Good job.” When they got
back to the living room he motioned for Aurora to join him. “Your turn,
daughter.”
Aurora slowly followed him into her own room. “I’m not in trouble, am
I?” She asked warily as he let her into the room and closed the door behind
him. “Because if I’m in trouble I may want to have a witness in here with us.”
“You aren’t in trouble.” Lucifer said to his daughter, laying down on her
bed and folding his arms behind his head. His fedora tipped forward,
covering his eyes and nose but leaving his mouth free so that he could still
talk to her. “I just want to… clarify a few things for you.”
She sighed and leaned up against the wall, folding her arms across her
chest. “Go for it. Clarify away.”
“You’re getting married in five days.” He said. “To my prodigy. Would
you like any tips for living with him? I imagine it’ll be a lot like living with
me.”
“Here’s some helpful hints. Don’t pry. Don’t lie to him. Don’t expect too
much. Don’t-“
“Okay dad, I get it.” She said, rolling her eyes. “I was being sarcastic.”
Her father lifted his fedora and raised his eyebrows at her. “I know
that. I invented sarcastic; I’m SATAN. Don’t get smart with me young lady-
I’m onto you.”
Aurora said nothing- there wasn’t anything that she could really say at
this point. Lucifer stood and fixed his fedora, straightened his shirt and
dusted off his pants. “Other than that, I really have nothing left to say to
you.”
Love you, daughter he’d said. She was shocked. He’d never said any of
those words to her before: never said “I’d love you” and never referred to her
as “daughter”. She was somewhat put off by it and disturbed. It’d been what
she wanted when she was younger and now that he’d actually said it she
discovered that she didn’t like it much. She followed him out and rejoined
Dane in the living room. Now her father was gone.
“Did you have a nice conversation with your father?” Dane asked her
as she walked into his open arms. She didn’t answer, and he didn’t press the
matter any further. “Should we let Collin in now?” She nodded and he gently
let her go, crossing the front hall to the front door and opening it. Collin fell
backwards inside and hit his head on the linoleum, laughing as he did so.
Both Aurora and Dane laughed along with him.
“Hey, Rory, Big D.” He said, rolling over onto his stomach and propping
his chin up on his hands. “At your wedding can I be best man and maid of
honor?”
Dane stifled a laugh and Aurora pinched the bride of her nose,
squeezing her eyes shut. “You’d be my gentleman of honor, Collin, not my
maid of honor.” She corrected him. “And the wedding’s on Saturday at noon.
Be ready by eleven thirty.” She pointed at Dane.
“What friends? You guys don’t have any friends.” Collin interrupted,
rolling his eyes. Both Dane and Aurora glared at him.
“So that’s the end of that discussion.” Collin said, getting to his feet
and then collapsing on the couch. “Big D, care to stay the night? As long as
you guys practice celibacy it’s fine with me.”
Dane and Aurora exchanged quick glances before Aurora spoke. “Oh…
about that…”
Collin groaned, covering his eyes. “No! No! I don’t want to hear about
it! Do whatever you want as long as I don’t have to hear it!” He buried his
face in one of the pillows on the couch as Dane and Aurora laughed at him.
He blocked out their thoughts as well as their voices. It was going to be a
long week.
Saturday didn’t come soon enough for Collin Stark or Dane Warren, but
it came too soon for Aurora Lockhart. Before any of them knew it, it was
eleven thirty in the Lockhart/Stark house hold and both of the residents were
standing in the front hall by the door, waiting for Dane to arrive. When the
aforementioned finally did burst through the front door, both Aurora and
Collin groaned at him.
Collin already had one foot out the door. He had rented a car just for
this momentous occasion, and he was driving, so he was eager to be on the
road to get this thing done and over with. “Let’s go!”
Dane was right behind him, and Aurora was too, lingering just a bit.
“Excuse me for wanting to enjoy my last few moments of being a single
woman.” She said, rolling her eyes and shuffling her feet.
Dane put his hand on her shoulder. “Everything will be fine… and if you
keep shuffling your feet you’ll scuff your pretty little shoes.” When he turned
his back on her she stuck her tongue out at him.
“Good job, monkeys.” He said as the three of them walked inside. “We
have our bride, our groom, and our witness. Perfect. Shall we begin?”
Both Dane and Aurora shot Lucifer a side glance. He gave them a look
that said “I’m serious, now say ‘I do’.”
“I do.” Dane said, staring lovingly into Aurora’s eyes. She looked back
at him with the same sentiments, searching for exactly what she found:
refuge.
She sighed heavily. She really did love him, but was reluctant to marry
him forever. “I do.” She smiled.
Lucifer tossed both the crucifix and the Bible behind him. “Cool.
Congratulations, love birds. Get out of my hospital.” He turned on his heel
and walked into one of the back rooms.
Dane rolled his eyes at Collin; Aurora laughed and buried her face in
his neck. When she had thought that her life was beginning to improve she
was most definitely correct… if at least for awhile. She was both right and
wrong; her happiness would not last long.
Months passed- Patty seemed to handle the break up well enough, and
when both Dane and Aurora returned to school nobody noticed a change in
their relationship. They decided that they would not wear rings and that they
would continue to keep their relationship a secret. June came quickly- almost
too quickly for them, and soon enough they were on the same stage Collin
would’ve been on two years ago in their caps and gowns to receive their
graduation diplomas. Two weeks after that and Collin, Dane, and Aurora were
relaxing in their living room (Dane had moved in with them, much to Collin’s
dismay… he had wanted to get some sleep since returning back to life) when
it happened.
“I think we should all take a vacation.” Collin was saying, loafing on the
sofa and flipping through a magazine. “Go into the city, or something, just to
get out of this town.” That made Aurora think of Dante, and she winced
briefly. She closed her eyes, and then inhaled sharply. That was her trigger-
she didn’t know that Dante had killed himself three months earlier, and her
death was set to occur the moment that she thought of him. That moment
had finally come.
“Guys!” She gasped. Her eyes opened wide, and then squeezed shut
again. She clutched at her throat and her chest as she convulsed while lying
on the floor in front of the couch. Both Collin and Dane jumped to their feet
and rushed to her side, propping her up and desperately trying to figure out
what was going on.
Back at the house, Dane could do nothing but hold Aurora in his arms
as she died. He didn’t know that it was possible for her to be killed, but he
knew that this was not natural. Someone had murdered her, and now it was
his duty to figure out who that person was. As he looked up, he saw Lucifer
standing beside them.
Lucifer returned to hell with his daughter’s corpse in his arms. He had a
feeling that something like this would happen, not that he exactly saw it
coming or anything… Still, he sighed heavily when he thought of all the
paperwork he would have to fill out and decided that it would not be worth it.
If he consulted God, then maybe- MAYBE- he would allow him to bring her
back to life.
But I wouldn’t be able to send her back up to earth… He thought to
himself, grinding his teeth together. That would most definitely be
considered cheating, and whilst I am a cheater, He would never allow it. He
sees everything. So Lucifer decided that, to avoid the nasty piles of
paperwork that were bound to be waiting for him when he returned to his
office, he would consult God, bring his daughter Aurora back to life, and keep
her with him in hell to assist with all of his duties as Prince of Darkness. She
would be just like his own personal secretary- it would be great.
He got to his desk and ignored the humongous pile of paperwork that
he had predicted would be there, turning instead to the small intercom
sitting beside his jar of pens. He pushed the small red button on the intercom
and spoke into it.
“Hello, Big Man Upstairs?” He asked with a smug smile on his face.
He’d placed his daughter gently in his own overstuffed swivel chair. “Yes, it’s
me God.” He could practically see those omnipotent eyes rolling at him.
“Would it be alright with you if we brought my little turtle dove back to life to
be my secretary?”
“Back to life to be your secretary?” The voice on the other end asked
in reply. “Why don’t you just use her soul?”
Lucifer sighed, rubbing his eyes with the palms of his hands. God
always aggravated him. “Because I don’t have her soul.”
“Would you like her soul?” God asked, already knowing the answer. He
was omnipotent, omnipresent, of course he knew everything. “Because if you
want her soul I would have to ask her about that first. She earned her right
into heaven, Lucifer; I am not going to take away that right because you
want her as your secretary.”
Lucifer groaned and hit his head on his desk. “I have her body with me!
If we ask her opinion she’ll say no!!” He hit his head again and again.
“I’ll put her on the line. Let’s all talk about this.”
There was a pause before Aurora’s voice was heard over the intercom.
“Dad? You had something to ask me?”
Lucifer sighed again. “Yes, dearest, God and I were wondering if you
would be willing to let me have your soul to put back in your body and live
down here in hell with me. You know, to help daddy out.” He smiled, even
though he knew that she couldn’t see them. God could see him, but God also
knew that it was a fake smile, so it didn’t really matter what he did anyway
since God always saw right through him. He was just like that annoying Collin
Stark kid. Lucifer never really liked him.
Aurora hesitated. “Why do you want my soul?” She asked.
Lucifer was in shock. God had expected her to agree, so it didn’t come
as a surprise to him, but he was impressed with her decision. Lucifer had
never imagined that she would agree to eternal damnation, but apparently
he didn’t know his daughter as well as he had initially thought he did. “You’re
going to come down into hell?” He asked to double check.
“Yes.” Her voice was quiet. She’d been dead maybe an hour; he
supposed that she had a lot of questions to ask him. “When would you like to
send me down?”
Lucifer straightened his back. Aurora’s body was still in his swivel chair,
propped up. He snapped his fingers and Aurora’s body shuddered. Her eyes
shot open and she clamped her hands down on the arms of the chair.
Lucifer turned to look at her, raising his eyebrows as he did so. “Oh
good, you’re back. You’re in hell, in your body. I took it away from son in law
and brought it back down here just for you.” He grinned eerily at her.
“So what do I do now? I’m still dead, aren’t I? How did I die?” She
asked, holding her head and leaning forward in the swivel chair. “All I
remember was a choking feeling… my chest got tight and I couldn’t breathe.
What happened?”
Lucifer sighed and sat down on his desk, nearly knocking a rather large
stack of paperwork off of it in the process. “I’d rather not tell you. It wouldn’t
be very fair and you wouldn’t like me very much for it.” He said.
“I already don’t really like you.” Aurora said, leaning back in the swivel
chair and spinning around. “So you might as well tell me anyway, Dad.”
Lucifer sighed again and hung his head. “I’ve lied to you.” He said.
Aurora laughed loudly. “Yeah as though I didn’t know that.” She said
with a snort. “Dad, you’re Satan; I kind of expected that from you. There isn’t
really much you can tell me now that will come as a huge shock to me, so
just say it already.”
Lucifer supposed that she was right. He looked at her with a certain
fondness- his daughter was a smart one… At least, this one was. “Aurora, you
aren’t my only daughter.”
She stopped spinning- the back of the swivel chair was facing him. He
knew that she was still listening intently to him, so he continued.
Aurora was not surprised that Patty was the one who murdered her.
She was, however, a bit shocked that Patricia was her sister. Half sister, to be
more accurate. “How?” She asked.
“You see…” Lucifer explained. “Similar to your little friend Collin Stark,
Jesus two point oh, Patricia Lovelace has a gift of her own. She can will a
death or other physical or mental condition upon someone. When she first
discovered her power, she immediately knew what she would do with it, so
she practiced and practiced until she became so good at what she was doing
that she could wait no longer to kill you. She assigned you a trigger word:
when you thought that word, you would instantly suffocate and die. When
Collin made you think of Dante- the late tumor I extracted from the late
Nathaniel Reeve- that’s when your death begun. Genius, isn’t it? I’m quite
proud of her too.”
Aurora began to swivel again. Her father was proud of her half sister
because she was evil. He wasn’t proud of her because she wasn’t evil. God
seemed to favor her over Patricia, but now she’d chosen a life of eternal
damnation, so it didn’t really matter too much, did it? She hung her head and
said nothing. She missed Dane and Collin.
“Heaven.” Lucifer replied. “And I doubt he’d come down here for
anything; no bribe, no threat, nothing. He’s pretty much got immunity, the
lucky little-“ He trailed off and began to mumble to himself. “Anyway, my
point is that he’s in heaven and that’s where he’ll stay. You’re down here with
me and whoever else lands themselves down here by accident.” As if anyone
would try to go to hell on purpose. “Sorry honey.”
Aurora groaned at stood up, letting the swivel chair rotate freely now
that it was free of her mass. She began to wander off on her own. “Well is
there anything for me to do down here?”
Lucifer grinned gleefully. “Why yes! Yes there is.” He jumped down off
his desk, grabbed a pen from his pen jar, and handed it to her. She looked at
it quizzically before he continued speaking. “Paperwork! Mostly yours and
lots of it. Get to getting, girl.” He laughed and walked away from his desk.
Frowning, Aurora sat back down and started in on the massive piles and piles
of sheets of paper. She had no idea what she was doing, but she imagined
that she was in hell and it didn’t really matter, so she just began to write
down whatever she thought was appropriate…she figured she’d be right
about fifty percent of the time, and how bad could her punishment be? She
was already in hell and she was the daughter, or a daughter, of Satan. Bring
it on.
“What do we do? I wasn’t worried about him when both Collin and
Aurora were on earth with him, but now that Aurora is down in hell and Collin
has disappeared, I don’t know what-“
“Gabriel, calm yourself.” God said to the angel. Gabriel obeyed him.
“Now, you mustn’t worry about such things as this. They are out of your
control. They are out of my control. Even Lucifer has no say in what shall
happen now.”
“But, there must be something we can do! Even indirectly! If we just sit
by and let this pass, then the anti Christ will-“
“Gabriel, I know what he will do. All evil is predictable, in a way that all
good is not. I know Dane Warren better than anybody… better than Lucifer,
better than he knows himself.” Gabriel, of course, knew this. After all, he was
talking to God. “And therefore, I know that he will not do anything rash or
endangering to the human species…or any other species for that matter.
Whatever he does will not have any heavy impact on the world he lives in,
and so there is no need for any of us to be alarmed or worry.”
Gabriel was still not convinced. He decided to leave God alone, for the
time being at least, until something drastic did happen. But, he did know that
God would be right. He was all seeing and all knowing, after all.
Collin Stark, in the mean time, was very very disoriented. When Patty
had spoken to him, commanded him, changed his mental condition, he had
become crippled- handicapped, even; mentally. He wandered around his
small home town- went to the cemetery first and stumbled around there for
awhile, unable to find his way out or find someone else to help him. Even if
he had found someone, he wouldn’t be able to communicate with them well
enough to convey the message that he needed to convey. He needed help,
and it didn’t look like he was going to get it any time soon.
“What are all of these rocks doing here?” He asked himself, not even
close to coherently, as he stumbled around inside of the cemetery. “And why
are they sticking up out of the ground? I’m not understanding any of this.
Where am I?” He continued to wander around the cemetery, tripping over
head stones and running into the mausoleums once or twice before he finally
found the exit and wandered into the church. The light coming through the
stained glass windows made his eyes and heart hurt in ways that he didn’t
understand. He grew frustrated, with himself and with the place he was in,
and plopped down in one of the pews, holding his head in his hands.
“How can the Lord help you, my son?” A priest approached him,
sensing the frustration and anger radiating from him.
“No, my son. The good Lord- God in Heaven above us.” He said to the
poor disoriented boy sitting in front of him.
“I’m your son?” Collin asked, looking desperately up at the priest.
“Father? Where am I? Who are you? Who am I?” He asked, his voice
beginning to crack. Was he going to cry? Could his mind even register what
crying was or if he was doing it? Probably not. A tear rolled down his cheek.
Neither him nor the priest paid it no mind.
Collin slowly nodded. “Yes… I am very confused. Can you help me?”
“Can you tell me what happened? Anything you can remember at all
will be helpful.” The priest sat down beside Collin.
The priest leaned back. “The cemetery.” He said. “The place you were
in was the cemetery. Right beside this church. You don’t remember how you
got there?” He asked gently.
Collin shook his head. “No. I don’t remember anything before that-
nothing at all. I don’t even know who I am.” He said again.
The priest got a feeling from this boy: a feeling that he was someone
important, or should’ve been someone important, at least. He felt a sense of
reverence when he looked at Collin; it was almost like being in the presence
of a saint, or someone saint like in the very least. He felt the need to take
this poor confused boy in and give him the guidance that he so obviously
needed and deserved. It was as though God was gently pushing him, guiding
him to make the right decision: the decision to take this boy in.
“Stay with me, here.” The priest said. “I am Father Arbuthnot. I will
help you; keep you here with me and take care of you until you either regain
your memory or… until the day I pass and join our Lord in Heaven.” He said
slowly. It didn’t seem to him as though Collin was easily comprehending all
that he was saying. “Does that sound alright to you?” He asked.
The priest sighed very patiently. “You should live with me.”
“Find out who you are or find out where you’re from?” Father Arbuthnot
asked. “Or both?”
“Helping me.” Collin said slowly. “I’m not helpful.” He meant that he
wasn’t someone that Father Arbuthnot should help, but his mind was unable
to form coherent sentences for his mouth to convey to the man sitting in
front of him. “I’m not alive.”
Father Arbuthnot sat back in the pew and looked forward- straight
ahead at the crucifix. The image on the cross reminded him of someone, but
he couldn’t quite put his finger on whom it might be. “It is my duty…” He
said slowly, carefully choosing the right words to say. “To help people.
Especially ones who cannot help themselves like you.”
“I cannot help.” Collin said quietly, not looking down. He coughed very
loudly and harshly, not covering his mouth, then sneezing. Father Arbuthnot
studied him carefully. “I don’t know.”
“That’s alright.” The priest said to the boy. ”Like I said, it’s what I’m
here for.”
Collin smiled fondly at the priest who smiled fondly back at the boy. “If
I remember,” He asked. “What will you do?”
The priest sighed. “Whatever you want me to do. You can stay here
with me… or you can go back to your old life.” He smiled at Collin while
standing up and walking back to the altar. “It’s ultimately your decision.”
Collin put his head back down and folded his hands behind his neck.
“Confused. Sleep.” He fell asleep with his head down. It seemed to all who
filed into the church for the evening mass that he was merely in deep prayer.
The priest knew otherwise, and asked everyone to not disturb him. The
church goers obeyed his request and left the confused, sleeping boy alone.
The priest thought that if he got some rest more would come to him as soon
as he awoke. He was wrong, but it was a hunch. He led the boy to his
quarters in the back of the church and allowed him to continue his rest there.
In hell, both Aurora and Lucifer were aware of Collin’s situation. They
had a flat screen in his office and were watching virtually his every move.
“I miss Collin.” Aurora told her father, pouting. “Is there anything that
we can do to help him?” She asked.
Lucifer knew that she had a point. She was his daughter and he wasn’t
about to let her suffer for eternity, although he was sure that spending an
eternity working as a secretary for him was similar enough to torture. Things
were not going to get much worse for her, unless she had to watch Collin or
Dane- somebody that she loved- suffer. She hated to watch people that she
cared about suffer. He had no answer for her.
“Is he going to be like this forever?” She asked her father. He was
bound to know at least something. “What did Patty do to him?”
Lucifer picked up his favorite creation and began toying with it- the
rubix cube. “Maybe forever. I’m not too sure about that. Patty just rewired
him. She didn’t experiment much beyond killing people, and so things
probably didn’t turn out exactly how she’d planned them to. I don’t know
how he’ll act after this, but it’ll probably be erratic and unpredictable and
very insane.” He grinned. “I might actually begin to like him after this, thanks
to your sister. Maybe we should bring her down to hell.”
“She doesn’t like me.” Aurora said, frowning. “So why would we want
to do this? This is already hell.” She’d already mentioned that, hinting that
she couldn’t get any more miserable. From Lucifer’s point of view, he could
do whatever the hell (literally) he wanted because this was his domain and
she’d chosen of her own free will to join him in hell.
“But she’s your own flesh and blood.” Lucifer began to argue. He
always won arguments, and therefore loved them. “So you two need to get
along. It’s part of my whole plan. If you don’t get along then the whole thing
falls to pieces.”
Aurora groaned and rolled her eyes. “Then that gives me even more
reason to hate and never want to see her ever again. You like her better than
you like me anyways.” She grumbled.
“I’m obligated to.” Lucifer explained very rationally. “First of all, she’s
the second born child. I’m obligated to like my second child more than my
first child, especially if she’s a girl, which she is. Second of all, she’s pure
evil. I like pure evil: you’re too good. Too much like God and your mother.”
Aurora looked over sideways at her father. “Too much like God and my
mother…” She repeated. “Dad, who is my mother?” She asked.
“Wait, she killed herself? And she’s in heaven? I was in heaven for at
least an hour… Why didn’t I see her? Why did she kill herself?” Aurora asked.
Lucifer sighed again. “I don’t know how things work in heaven- I’ve
never been there, so I don’t know why you didn’t see her. Maybe God isn’t as
wonderful as you think and didn’t want you two to ever meet or see each
other.”
Aurora rolled her eyes. “I doubt that. What happened? Why did she kill
herself?”
“She killed herself right after she had you. The hospital took you from
there and that’s where your wonderful protected life began.”
“That isn’t what I asked.” Aurora said. “I asked you why she killed
herself. How did you two meet? I thought as Satan you weren’t capable of
feeling love.”
Aurora’s mouth dropped open, gaping at her father. She shouldn’t have
been surprised, but she still was. She couldn’t believe him. She was almost
enraged; almost. “You… raped her?” She could barely speak, she was so
angry. “I cannot believe you! How could you?!”
“Aurora, I’m Satan. Think about that for a second please and pull
yourself together. I’ve raped so many other women that you wouldn’t be able
to even comprehend it. It happens all the time- you know when I left you
alone for a few hours yesterday? Want to guess what I was doing?” Aurora
winced and shook her head. “I didn’t think so. My point is that it isn’t very
uncommon… not with me, anyway. She was just the lucky one. I thought that
it was time for me to have an heir, and she just so happened to be that
night’s lay. I only remember her as the one because you remind me so much
of her… That isn’t a bad thing, but it is the truth. A year later God and I had a
little chat and that was when I learned how good you were becoming. I was
quite peeved, as you might imagine, and so I decided that I needed an evil
heir. Of course, I found a more evil woman and had sex with her…
consensually, that time, and Patricia came into being. Happy now?” He
asked, standing up and walking away. “We’ve bonded enough for today.”
Aurora groaned and rested her head down on her father’s desk. “This
sucks.” She muttered to herself. Then again, she realized that she was in hell
and that she had chosen her fate. She really wasn’t surprised that she was
miserable… But at least she didn’t have to deal with Patty any longer… And
she did get to watch over her Collin like a guardian angel. She turned the flat
screen back on and returned her attention to Collin.
“Am I being watched?” He asked as soon as the audio came on. Aurora
nearly laughed- it was too ironic and perfect. She really missed him, just like
before, but now their positions were reversed. How was being dead like for
him? Was it anything like this? She hoped not, but then again, he’d been in
limbo and not in hell. That might’ve had a large effect on his circumstances.
Father Arbuthnot turned from his spot at the altar and looked at Collin.
It was night time on earth, and they were alone in the church with all of the
candles lit. The light still hurt his eyes, but he was getting more and more
used to it. “God is watching you, my son.” The priest replied. “Both God and
Lucifer are always watching you, deciding on when you die whether you go
to heaven or whether you go to hell. This is why every decision you make is
crucial and needs to be thought all the way through.”
As Aurora continued to watch Collin after Patty had rewired his mind,
she figured something out. Patty’s influence on his mind had either locked
away or permanently gotten rid of his ability to mind read. However, that
didn’t mean that he didn’t have some sort of cognitive ability. This made her
smile fondly at the image on the screen in front of her. Her Collin was still in
there somewhere… It was just a matter of time and hard work to bring him
out again. She just wished that she could be there to help speed things
along.
“God and someone else are watching you?” The priest asked for
clarification. “Who is that someone else?”
Collin stood still for a moment, deep in thought. “I don’t know who
exactly. A girl. Pretty girl with blue eyes. Love her… Think I really love her.”
The priest stopped what he was doing and turned to look at Collin. “You
love this girl? This girl who is watching you in place of Satan?” He asked.
Collin looked at him with a very confident expression on his face. “Yes.
I love her. I don’t know who. I love her though.”
Collin smiled at the priest and returned to his cleaning of the altar.
Aurora returned to her paperwork. It would be a long eternity.
With Collin Stark gone and Aurora Lockhart (more recently, Warren)
dead, Dane Warren became a very warped and twisted person. Not only was
he remorseful, as he had been the first time something like this had
happened, but he was bitter and well, evil. Patricia Lovelace saw another
opportunity; another chance for her to heal him. This time, she went in for
the kill…and she would make sure that he stayed dead.
After Aurora had died and Collin had disappeared, Dane had stayed
alone in the house and in the dark. Patty and the others of course all knew
what had happened, but nobody wanted to try and check on him for fear of
their own well being. Patty had her own hidden agenda, of course, but knew
that it would take some time before she could implement her plan. She
waited three months before knocking on that door. He begrudgingly
answered it.
“What?” He asked in a stale, gruff voice that she could tell hadn’t been
used for quite some time.
She put her foot in the way of the door, preventing him from closing
the door on her. He glared at her, but didn’t continue, if he would’ve, her foot
would’ve been broken.
“Can we just talk?” Patty asked him, inching her way into the house,
squeezing past him. Once inside, without her foot as a door stop, the door
slammed shut. Patty collapsed on the couch and Dane turned to glare at her.
“I just want to talk.” She said again.
“I’m listening.” He said, crossing his arms in front of his chest. “Talk.”
He commanded.
Dane laughed very bitterly before speaking. “Love.” He spat the word
out like poison. “You don’t know the meaning of the word.”
“Then teach me!” Patty nearly demanded, jumping off of the couch
and propelling herself towards him, latching onto his arm. “Dane, I love you!”
He shrugged her off of him and threw the front door open. “Get out of
my house.” He commanded.
“But, Dane-“
“Now! Get out!” He yelled. His hands began to shake as he pinned his
arms to his sides. “Get out before I hurt you.” He growled.
Patty took another deep breath. Why couldn’t she just get into his mind
and force him to love her? Because she actually did care about him and
because her mind altering techniques wouldn’t work on him. She knew who
he was. So, maybe if she told him that he would reconsider her offer…
“I know who you are.” She said quickly, before he could force her out
of his house. “Anti Christ.”
Dane froze. “How do you know that?” He asked, his voice deathly low.
For a moment Patty thought that he was going to try and kill her.
Patty smirked- now she had his attention. “There’s much more fun in
not knowing.”
Dane stood there, staring at her for a moment, before he swung the
door shut. “You can stay here.” He said, walking away from the front door
and back into the house.
Patty smiled to herself as he disappeared down the hall. Her plan was
working perfectly; she’d gotten rid of the three major things that had stood
between her and Dane, and now she had her man. Life was good.
“An idea?” She asked cautiously, not wanting to say the wrong thing to
upset him or make him go any crazier than he already was.
She gulped and took a deep breath. “Well, then… My answer is yes, I
do want you to live up to your name… but I’d be able to make a more
accurate judgment if I first knew what your plan was… Don’t you agree?”
She had to take a short moment to think about what he was asking her.
Any changes? “What kinds of changes?” She asked him.
She took another short moment to think. Was this a trick question? She
began to just say anything. “Housing projects being built on the other side of
town…” He shook his head. Now he was pacing in the kitchen, back and forth
in front of the table where Patty was seated. “The Blue Moon going out of
business, the new motel over by the gas station-“ He snapped his fingers and
she stopped.
“Bingo.”
She thought hard, frowning. “More people coming in and out of town?”
She tried.
“Try again.” He told her. He gave her a hint. “What do we live on?”
“So, what?” She asked. “You kill a few tourists? Soon the tourists will
stop coming.” She wasn’t too sure that Dane was cut out for this anti Christ
thing.
He laughed- low and deadly. She shivered. “I’m not as stupid as you
think, darling.” He cooed. She was shaking now, as he drew nearer and
nearer to her, still laughing to himself. “We kill one at a time- make it look
like an accident. Every single one will look like an accident; do you see where
I’m going with this?”
She was shaking so violently that he could barely tell that she was
shaking her head “no”. He continued.
“What will killing innocent people prove?” Patty asked, finding her
voice.
Patty thought of someone when he said that. “She was.” She said
quietly, timidly.
Dane’s look intensified. “She was.” He repeated. “And her life was
taken away from me, so why should these miserable sinners get the privilege
to live?” He asked, glaring at her now.
Patty had no answer for him, so she sat there in front of him, shaking
and wide eyed.
“And besides!” He went on, laughing now, his green eyes wide and
crazed. “What more evil could I do but destroy and take away the lives of the
seemingly innocent and pathetic miserable fools who so unluckily find
themselves in this doomed little town?” He asked, directing his voice
upwards as though asking God himself.
“You’re absolutely right.” Patty said, afraid to say much else. “When do
we start?” She’d noticed that he’d already begun to use the word “we”,
lumping her into his plan as well.
Patty’s breath caught in the back of her throat, but she said what she
was about to say anyway. ”Today is Monday.” She told him. She wasn’t sure if
he’d forgotten or just didn’t know, but she thought it would be best if she
reminded him anyway… Just in case.
Her only other question was what did Dane want her to do? Or, more
importantly, what was Dane going to make her do? She was prepared to do a
lot of different things, but not knowing still scared her.
There was another thing that she was still worried about: Collin Stark.
What had happened to him? What had she done to him? Was he dead? He
had to be- he hadn’t come back around looking for Dane. He must’ve known
that it was Patty who killed Aurora- she was one hundred percent sure that
he knew it was her- so he must’ve been dead… Dead or insane. Maybe he’d
lost his mind… Or did he have amnesia? That would be almost too
convenient; he had to have gone crazy… But, if that was the case then he
couldn’t possibly have gotten very far. If he was still in town… That was bad.
That meant that Dane was at risk of seeing him and asking questions. But
how often did Dane go outside, let alone into town? Never, but now that he
had this shiny new plan to implement? Maybe he would start going out
again, more often. That was very bad.
Patty groaned and rested her head down on the kitchen table. “I can
do this.” She told herself. All she needed to do was see for herself… That and
make sure that Dane never left the house alone, but that was perfectly
feasible.
“First thing’s first.” She said out loud, sitting up straight. “I need to see
for myself.” Standing up, Patty put on a jacket, her shoes, and a scarf. She
quietly exited the house and stepped onto the beach, heading for the town.
She planned to check the cemetery first, circle the town, and then end with
the church. She didn’t get very far.
“Do you know who I am?” She asked, standing back a bit to get a
better look at him.
Collin shrugged. “Can’t say I do. I don’t even know who I am, as a
matter of fact.” He blinked quickly- three times in a row. “Do you? Know who
I am?”
Patty shook her head. “Sorry, no. I must be going now.” She began to
walk away.
Father Arbuthnot came out from inside of the church, bearing a similar
expression. “What troubles you, my son?” He asked once he saw Collin and
the look on his face.
Collin continued to stare off towards the beach. By now, Patty was long
gone, yet he still looked. “I know her.” He said softly.
The priest joined Collin’s side and looked out onto the horizon, hoping
to see what he had seen. “There’s no one out there.” He said, squinting.
Maybe there was someone there… in his mind.
Collin shook his head. “No, she’s one now... But there was a lady here.
She stopped to talk to me… About the weather.” He sighed.
Father Arbuthnot was pleased. This meant that he was starting to get
better if he remembered faces, at least.
The priest put her arm around Collin’s shoulders. “Do not strain
yourself, my son. It’s alright if you don’t remember right now.” He began to
lead Collin back into the church, but the boy resisted slightly.
“Maybe I should find and talk to her again.” Collin mumbled, fidgeting
with his glasses. “Or kill her.” His eyes lit up and began to glow.
“No.” The priest said sternly, gently taking Collin’s hand in his own.
“Not violence. That is never an answer.”
“But she killed her!” Collin suddenly cried, clutching desperately onto
the priest’s hands. “She killed her and so she deserves it herself!” He was
nearly begging now. “It isn’t fair!”
Father Arbuthnot once again tried to lead Collin back into the church.
This time he was slightly more successful. “My son, you must learn. God is
kind, loving, and merciful... But God is also cruel. If this young woman did
anything in her lifetime to incur God’s wrath, then our fair and just God shall
rightly punish her in due time. We should not, as mortals, tamper with nor
meddle in our Lord’s affairs.” He was trying to console him, and it seemed to
be working. Collin’s breathing had slowed and he was now walking alongside
the priest, instead of being dragged like he had been previously.
“The one…” He scrunched his face in deep thought. “The one not with
God. In the other place.” He concluded.
“How did she die?” The priest asked. Now they were at the entrance to
the church and he stopped on the front steps.
Collin nodded. “Yes her. I forget her name. Something with a ‘T’, I
think.” He shrugged and walked into the church.
Collin sat down on the floor in front of the crucifix hanging on the wall
behind him. Father Arbuthnot studied him. Again, there was a certain sense
of familiarity… but he still couldn’t quite put his finger on what it was.
Three something? That didn’t make much sense. Maybe that wasn’t
what he meant… Three… Tyra…
Try, Tyra.. “Tri.” The priest said. “It’s ‘Tri’ something, isn’t it?”
Collin nodded. “Yes. Tri… Tree… Three…” He closed his eyes. “My head
hurts.”
Father Arbuthnot sighed. “Then rest, my son. Don’t worry- it will come
to you eventually. I believe that practically-“
“Trish!” Collin exclaimed, his eyes snapping open. “Her name is Trish.”
“Good job, my son.” He said. “Now rest. That kind of strain on your
mind is not a good thing.”
Collin smiled as well, nodding and standing, and then walking back to
his quarters. Father Arbuthnot furrowed his brow as soon as he was sure that
Collin had gone. “Trish.” He mumbled to himself. He knew no Trish.
Father Arbuthnot had moved into town after a mysterious death had
driven the old priest away. That had happened about three years ago. Since
that time he’d grown close to the residents of the town and knew each and
every one by face and by name… Everyone except for the young boy in his
quarters and the girl he was referring to… Trish.
Father Arbuthnot sat- nearly collapsed- in the front most pew. The
woman that Collin had been referring to was Patricia Lovelace. Most people
just called her “Patty”, but “Trish” was an understandable nickname as well.
Thinking of Patricia Lovelace made the priest think of Dane Warren- a boy
he’d heard mentioned once or twice, and hadn’t seen in the last few months.
People were saying that ever since his wife died (which was a rumor in itself,
but had to be true) he’d locked himself up in his house, becoming a recluse.
“That girl.” A small voice in the back of his mind told him. “That girl
who died. She’d been gone the first year you preached here.” Now that he
remembered the face- the girl with the blonde hair and gray blue eyes. What
was her name? “She made you think of Patty.” The small voice said to him.
True, there was a certain resemblance between the two… their mannerisms,
not the way they looked. Their names were similar as well, though… Patricia
Lovelace… Patty… Lovelace, love. Love, heart? Hart. Lockhart. Patty- Rory.
Aurora Lockhart. That was her name. She must’ve been the one who’d
married Dane Warren… But she… died? Yes, she died. How? How did she die?
What had the boy told him?
The priest’s blood ran cold with realization. Patricia Lovelace had killed
Aurora Lockhart- Dane Warren’s wife. His mind racing, Father Arbuthnot
thought back to the last time he’d seen Aurora Lockhart.
“About three months ago.” The voice told him. What else had
happened three months ago? He knew that something had happened…
something important, or at least significantly relevant.
“The boy.” The voice said. “That was when you’d first seen the boy. He
was here, in the church, and you spoke to him for the first time. Do you
remember now?”
Yes, Father Arbuthnot remembered, but it was obvious that the boy
was still having memory problems. Who was the boy, anyway? The priest
had never seen him before, and yet he knew- knew Patricia Lovelace had
killed Aurora Lockhart and knew her name… knew her name and her face
well enough to forget it due to some sort of trauma. How? Who was he?
There was only one solution: he had to find out for himself, and there
was only one way to do that: he had to investigate.
Father Arbuthnot stood and made his way back to his quarters. He was
young for a priest- only thirty two- but had a very close relationship with God
and was used to following his heart and soul; they rarely led him astray. He
opened the small door leading to his room and noticed that he curtain
separating his space from Collin’s had been drawn closed shut, indicating to
him that the boy was asleep… or, at least pretending to be. Father Arbuthnot
often caught Collin Stark up late at night standing by one of the graves in the
cemetery in the moon light. On this particular night, the priest lay in bed,
unable to sleep and heard the boy rise from his bed, walking out into the
cemetery. The priest decided to follow the boy.
The boy stopped in front of a grave that was slightly upturned- the
earth in front of the head stone looked disturbed, and the head stone itself
was in no better condition.
It was nearly impossible for Father Arbuthnot to read what was written
on the head stone; the way it had been broken nearly straight down the
center had destroyed most of the writing upon it. However, he was able to
make out the epitaph quite easily.
“The woods are lovely, dark and deep/ But I have promises to keep/
And miles to go before I sleep/ And miles to go before I sleep”
“Why not? He’s a pretty smart guy, I suppose.” Aurora mused, sitting
on top of her father’s desk. She didn’t enjoy watching her friends as much as
her father did, but she really had no other choice or say in the matter.
Lucifer frowned. So maybe he did believe that Father Arbuthnot could
figure things out… but that didn’t mean he liked it. He always preferred it
when people never figured things out- he always enjoyed leaving people
hanging.
“Why not? Because you know what he’ll do next?” Aurora asked, rolling
her eyes. “And there isn’t much you can do about it now anyway.” She smiled
smugly.
Aurora immediately hopped down off of the table and ran to catch up
with him; following him. “What are you going to do?” She asked, joining him
as he stepped casually into an elevator. He pushed the “up” button.
“Yes, it is my business.” She insisted, stamping her foot. “Now what are
you going to do?”
The elevator stopped and she followed her father out onto the streets
of her familiar former little hometown.
“You’ll find out.” He said. He led her to a familiar church that was right
next to a familiar cemetery. “You can stay out here if you want- nobody will
be able to see you.” He told her. “Or you can come and see me in action.” He
smirked as he threw open the door to the church and waltzed inside.
Father Arbuthnot was seated in the frost most pew, head in his hands.
He didn’t look up, not even as Lucifer’s obvious footsteps grew closer and
closer.
“I suppose you know why I’m here.” He said to the priest, who kept his
head in his hands. Aurora stood silently nearby.
She missed being in the church- missed everything about being alive,
really. She missed Collin and Dane… she missed Dante (who was surprisingly
sent to Heaven, although his death wasn’t exactly a suicide) and Tony… She
even missed Patty, although she had no idea about how evil her younger
sister really was. She missed life in general. She longed for a glimpse of her
Collin, but knew that the boy wasn’t around at that moment. It didn’t matter
too much- he wouldn’t be able to see her anyway.
“Of course.” The priest said, his voice muffled by his own hands. “Only
Lucifer could come for me now. Why?”
The devil was confused by his question. “Why? Why what?” He asked
in reply.
Aurora pouted and was silenced with a huff. It wasn’t any sort of news
to her, but that didn’t mean that it still didn’t bug her.
“You are her father- you are the father of all evil.” Father Arbuthnot
said bitterly, still refusing to look up at his visitors. “But why are you here?
Why have you come for me?” He asked. His shoulders were heaving as
though he was having some sort of difficulty breathing.
“Because I can’t have you ruining all of our fun, now can I?” Lucifer
asked with a smirk on his face. “The answer is no; no I cannot. That wouldn’t
be very fair to the other players of the game, now would it?” He asked.
The priest sat in silence for a moment, not speaking and hardly
breathing… hardly breathing noticeably, in any case.
“Will you come quietly?” Lucifer then asked him, shifting anxiously
from foot to foot. If the devil was anything, it was impatient. “I need an
answer; I don’t have all day. I’m a very busy person, you know.” He began to
tap his foot on the carpeted floor.
Father Arbuthnot sighed heavily and stood up, heaving himself to his
feet, and wearily rubbed at his eyes with the palms of his hands. He looked
older- as though he’d aged considerably since the previous day. It seemed to
be his time to go.
“How do you think he’ll be?” She asked him softly. Her father paid no
attention to them- he was too busy being preoccupied thinking of other
things.
“The boy?” He replied. “I’m honestly not sure. I don’t know if he’ll be
able to make it on his own or not. He isn’t mentally stable enough.”
“That’s what I was afraid of myself.” She said, averting her gaze. She
was silent for a short moment before speaking again. “I can get you into
heaven.” She told the priest, looking at him only out of the corner of her eye.
She felt his excitement radiate out in waves. “You can?” His tone didn’t
let on, which was good. Lucifer continued to ignore them. “How?” He asked.
Aurora sighed. “God is cruel, but not heartless. He knows who deserves
salvation and who doesn’t. Just because my father tries to drag souls down
to hell doesn’t mean that they belong there.”
The priest was surprised. Now he had to rethink his original judgment-
he had looked down upon Patricia Lovelace for killing Aurora Lockhart, the
daughter of the devil. Maybe that was why he was going to hell.
“Don’t worry.” Aurora told him. “You were completely right- that’s why
my father wants you out of the way. Patty and the anti Christ cooked up
some sort of evil scheme, and now that you know all about her he was afraid
that you’d try to stop them or something ridiculous like that.” She snickered
and rolled her eyes.
“No.” She said in reply. “I was watching you on a flat screen television
in my father’s office… There were subtitles.” She flashed him a small smile to
reassure him.
The elevator stopped, the doors opened, and Lucifer led the priest and
his daughter out into hell… or, rather, the administrative center of hell. He
walked them over to his office and sat them both down inside of the room
next to the door.
“Wait here.” He instructed, walking back out of the door and away. As
soon as his footsteps faded Aurora hopped up out of her seat and sauntered
over to Lucifer’s desk.
“What are you doing?” Father Arbuthnot asked in a hushed voice, eyes
wide with fear.
Aurora waved her hand at him. “Oh it’s no big deal. I’m just going to
buzz God and ask him to transfer you.” She talked as if she was still in high
school, simply requesting a schedule change.
Aurora sighed. “I’m going to buzz God and ask him to transfer you.”
She repeated slowly; she felt as though she was talking to a five year old.
“It’s no big deal, really.” She reassured him.
The priest didn’t believe her, but didn’t protest. Strangely enough, he
did feel as though he could trust her.
Aurora pressed the big red button on the intercom on her father’s desk.
“Hello?” She asked cautiously.
“Hello Aurora.” The voice of God replied peacefully. “How may I help
you?” Aurora knew that God already knew what she was going to ask, but
she understood why he chose to ask anyway.
“Could you transfer Father Arbuthnot into Heaven, please?” She asked
with a bright smile on her face. She didn’t speak as though it was God on the
other line; she spoke as though she was talking to a secretary… perhaps the
secretary of the school where she was requesting a schedule change.
Both she and the priest could feel God’s smile in reply. “Of course. He
is the priest who took care of my son, after all.” He said.
“Your son?” Father Arbuthnot asked. The boy. The voice in the back of
his head told him. “The boy is your son?”
The priest had heard that name before- where had he heard that name
before? Then it came to him: the head stone in the cemetery with the
upturned grave. Collin Matthew Stark. “Yes…” He said very slowly. “I did look
after your son.”
“Thank you.” God said to the priest. “If you open the door to your right,
an elevator will bring you up. I’ll see you soon, my son.”
Aurora took her thumb off of the big red button on the intercom on
Satan’s desk and took her seat again in one of the chairs next to the door.
“You heard him.” She said, smiling at the priest. “The door to your right.”
Quite warily, Father Arbuthnot stood up and gently placed his hand on
the door knob to the door on his right. When he turned the handle and slowly
pulled the door open, an elevator was revealed. The only button inside of the
elevator was an up button. Just as slowly, Father Arbuthnot entered the
elevator and pushed the up button. He smiled and waved to Aurora, who
smiled and waved back. The door slowly closed and Aurora sighed.
The same door swung open, nearly hitting her in the face, and in
stormed her father.
Aurora sat angelically and calmly answered him. “I made things right
and I sent him up to heaven, where he belongs.” She said. “Where he
should’ve gone in the first place.” She added.
Lucifer stood there, motionless in the door way of his office, seething
at his daughter as she continued to sit complacently in front of him. “I cannot
believe you.” He hissed through clenched teeth.
“Why? Because I swindled the devil out of an innocent soul?” Aurora
asked, crossing her arms in front of her chest and standing up.
“You don’t belong here.” The devil said to his daughter, a fiery rage
present in both his eyes and his tone “Get out.”
Aurora slowly began to inch towards the closet door across the room.
“You don’t care where I go?” She asked for clarification.
“I can’t bring you back to life and you can’t stay here. You don’t belong
here in hell with me. I am ashamed to call you my daughter.” The devil
replied.
Aurora pushed the button labeled “up” and the door to the elevator
closed.
Back on earth, in the dead of the night, Collin stark suddenly awoke
with a fright. He sat up in bed, breathing heavily, and noticed that the priest
was still gone.
“He’s never coming back.” He said out loud to himself. He wasn’t sure
how he knew, but he was one hundred percent certain. Father Arbuthnot had
left him alone. What was he supposed to do now? How was he going to
survive? With a very heavy sigh, Collin stark lay back down and allowed
sleep to over come him once more.
“Purgatory.” He said. The word was heavy on his tongue, in his mouth.
He said it again. “Purgatory.” It sounded better a second time.
“Why am I here?” He asked out loud. Because I’m dreaming. His mind
reasonably concluded and told him. He frowned. If he was dreaming, that
meant he would have to wake up eventually. He didn’t want to wake up- he
wasn’t in his right mind when he was awake; he was sane again in his dream
land. “But why am I here?” He asked again. “In purgatory.” Because he
hadn’t done his job yet, obviously; otherwise he’d be in Heaven… or Hell,
depending on what that job was and how well he accomplished it. “My job?
What is my job?” Maybe he was supposed to figure it out for himself. That
was why he was here in his dream land: in Purgatory.
“Well, who am I? I’m talking to myself; no, I’m not crazy.” Well you
aren’t exactly the KJ experiment. A little voice in the back of his head piped
up. He shushed the little voice. “Shut up little voice.” And resumed thinking.
“I’m Christ.” He said in conclusion. That felt just right. He said it again;
slower this time. “I am Christ.”
Maybe that was all that he needed to know. Maybe that was the key to
what his job was… What it was and how to do it. What did Christ do? He
saved people; that much was fairly obvious. But what was Collin Stark
supposed to do? Specifically. He still didn’t know- how disappointing.
Sighing, he stood up. His dream was beginning to fade fast- that
sucked. He supposed that it was time for him to return to the world of the
living and awake and continue to be confused. He’d just have to wait until he
fell asleep again and began dreaming next to figure out what his job as
Christ was.
He woke up and sat up in his bed in the room at the back of the church
next to the cemetery in the small town on the beach. The sun shone brightly
in through his window and very peacefully onto his face.
“The priest is gone.” He said again. “I don’t know why.” He said to no
one. He almost didn’t care why. He didn’t think that the reason was
significantly important in any way, shape, or form (although it was), but the
simple fact of the matter was that he was all alone now. That’s all that was
important.
Slowly, Collin got out of bed and walked out into the church after
carefully getting dressed by himself. He peered outside through one of the
stained glass windows depicting a scene from the Bible (he knew that much;
which scene from the Bible he had no clue at all) and recoiled away from it,
drawing back further and further into the church. He didn’t want to go out
into the world now that he was alone in it. The good news was that he didn’t
have to go out into the world alone. He didn’t have to go out into the world
at all, if he didn’t want to (and he knew that he certainly did not want to).
Sniffing, Collin Stark retreated back into his quarters and back in to his
bed. He crawled back underneath the covers and desperately tried to go
back to sleep, but sleep wouldn’t come for him this time; sleep wouldn’t
come for a long while. So, he lied there instead, mumbling rather
incoherently and quietly to himself in order to keep the rest of his wits about
him (although there were hardly any wits left to keep) while the rest of the
world passed him by. Life continued on in the sunny little doomed town with
the church and the cemetery by the sea. People continued living their rather
dull and ordinary lives, not taking notice to any of the rather strange and
hellish events that had happened to those unlucky few who had become
more and more involved with the two daughters of the devil: Aurora Lockhart
and Patricia Lovelace.
Life continued on quietly for that small town, giving the small central
evil located in the small inconspicuous house on the beach many perfect
opportunities to strike out with their evil and further doom the small town…
But they didn’t take any of these opportunities. Patricia Lovelace saw many
windows of such opportunity for her powers to be used, but she took none of
them, opting instead to listen to her current beau: Dane Warren. Dane
Warren was waiting. He was waiting for the exact moment when the sun was
in the correct house (or some other nonsense like that) to strike. He wasn’t
aware of Patricia Lovelace’s special ability to warp the fragile human mind,
and so he was under the incorrect assumption that he had to execute his evil
plan using his own evil resources. As previously mentioned, he was incorrect.
Dane Warren didn’t know that his downfall would be a swift one. He
didn’t even know that it would happen before he even got the chance to
implement his grand master plan. When it came down to it, Dane Warren
didn’t know much at all. Then again, neither did Collin Stark at the moment,
and he was still a key player in Dane Warren’s chess game. Neither of them
knew about each others parts, or that the other was still in existence, as a
matter of fact, and that fact made their destinies that much more important.
Collin Stark was the chess piece who made the first move. It happened
not long after he resigned to staying inside of the church and away from the
rest of the world. He slept a lot after that moment in time; a lot of sleep
meant a lot of dreaming. He always preferred dreaming to being awake:
even when he was in his right of mind all of those years ago before he'd died
(after he died he realized that he needed to appreciate what he had and
spent more time with Aurora and Dane). In his dreams, anything was
possible, and his dreams often served as inspiration for what happened to
him in the real world.
In his dream land, Collin was in Purgatory again. The vast expanse of
nothingness was nice; it served as a beautiful template for him to just sit and
to think... which was exactly what he did. He sat and he thought for what
seemed like a life time- maybe even two of them- before he realized what he
needed to do.
The Anti Christ was exactly what it sounded like: the exact opposite of Christ;
Collin Stark's mortal (or perhaps even, immortal) enemy, and his purpose
must have been to destroy the Anti Christ... or at least stop him from doing
something ridiculously evil. In his dream land, where he was sane again,
Collin Stark knew exactly who the Anti Christ was: Dane Warren. He'd always
considered Dane his friend; even after he'd returned to life knowing exactly
who he was, he never thought of the other as any different. He always
assumed that Dane had felt the same way, but there was no way for him to
know for sure... not now, any way.
"So my job is to get rid of Dane Warren." He concluded out loud. He didn't
have anybody other than himself to talk to, and he said it partially just for
the sake of saying it, and partially because he needed to make sure it made
sense. Sometimes, when you only say it in your mind a plan will sound
alright, but when you actually speak the words out loud it sounds much
different. Sometimes that's a good thing, and sometimes it isn't. This time,
the plan sounded logical, but it didn't reassure him in any way, shape or
form. He didn't want to get rid of Dane Warren; Dane Warren was his friend...
More than that, his blood brother. Getting rid of Dane Warren would hurt him
almost as much as committing suicide would... well, maybe not that much,
but it would hurt him quite a bit.
The only question he had, then, was how? How was he supposed to dispose
of Dane Warren when he couldn't even wake up and understand how to cross
the street? The way Collin saw it, he was limited to a few choices. He could
destroy him from his dream land- that was at least a start. How exactly he
was supposed to do that, he didn't know, but he'd come back to this plan if
he failed at or couldn't come up with any thing else. He could get someone
else to do it for him. Again, how he was supposed to do that, he didn't know
either. Astral projection was one way, but Collin had never tried that before
and he didn't want to bank on it working the first couple of times now when
he really needed to do it. Those were really his only options: the astral
projection plan seemed to be his best bet, and even then it didn't seem like it
would work out really well.
He didn't really even know where to start. "Astral projection." He said out
loud. It still sounded like a half baked idea (which it was), but now it seemed
more tangible... as ironic as that seemed. He said it again. "Astral
projection." Repeating things often made them either seem better or worse.
In this case, it sounded better. How hard could it be? He wondered silently.
He was Christ, after all... relatively new at his job, that much was true, but he
was still who he was. Christ.
Collin Stark closed his eyes and laid down in Purgatory as though he was
going to go to sleep... but he was already asleep. He wondered, what would
happen if I fell asleep while I was asleep? Was that possible? Would he just
wake up? He frowned. He didn't want to wake up- it wasn't his time yet... at
least, he hoped it wasn't his time yet. Well, he decided that he would try it,
and no matter what happened that thing had happened for a reason. God
always had His reasons behind everything, especially in matters that
concerned His own son. Collin Stark closed his eyes and began to fall asleep
within his dream.
Collin Stark slept... but it was a sort of out of body sleeping experience.
When he awoke, he could see his still sleeping body in his familiar bed in the
back of the church below him, and he grinned. Sweet. He was floating above
himself- the astral projection had worked. He'd fallen asleep while sleeping
and awoken outside of his own body... it was a pretty intense experience.
The only problem was... he was astral projecting himself. His body was back
in the church, still asleep... or at least in some sort of inert state. He was
intangible: he could move, but he couldn't be seen and couldn't be touched.
That was a problem, considering he had to do some work that required him
to be tangible, or at least have direct access to someone who was tangible.
Another thought struck him. It wasn't his, actually, it was Patricia's, which
was not exactly odd, but surprising.
"I should just kill him." She thought, quite loudly, as a matter of fact. Collin
knew that she was referring to him. She had seen him, and he had seen her.
He knew all about her- knew exactly what she could do, and that gave him
an idea. What if he possessed her? What if he possessed her and used her
abilities against both her and Dane Warren? That would indeed stop the evil
that was the two of them (including the evil that was the Anti Christ) and it
would free Collin Stark: the Son of God.
"It's worth a shot." He said as clear as day. Neither of the people below him
showed any sort of recognition of his words, so he knew that he was in the
clear for that at least. They had no idea of his presence. Taking a deep breath
and praying to God that his plan would work, Collin Stark flew head first for
Patricia Lovelace's own head and plummeted deep into the dark and rotten
depths of her mind.
Collin didn't like it in Patricia's mind. It was cold in there; cold and damp like
a cave. He was sucked further and further into the very core of her mind, like
she was some sort of black hole that was only capable of destroying people.
From his own experience, that was exactly what she was, but he didn't want
to be too presumptuous and assume- look how far that was getting people.
Once he had found a somewhat suitable place for him to lodge himself for
the time being, Collin Stark began to work his magic and control her mind.
He took it for a test drive- slow at first.
Collin smirked, making Patricia smirk as well. This would be loads of fun. "No,
not news to me." He smiled complacently and sat there in silence. Dane
seemed to accept this response, and continued nonchalantly ignoring her.
This made Collin hyper aware of what he was saying. If he was too out of
character for Patricia, then Dane would automatically suspect something and
his plan would either be ruined or made much more difficult... There was
always the possibility of both happening, but Collin liked to retain some sort
of optimism. Now the only question was where did he go from here? He
didn't know anything about how Dane had evolved into an Anti Christ
character, and he certainly wasn't aware of any sort of diabolical plan about
to occur.
But, before Collin had the chance to ponder this last thought any further,
something peculiar and odd happened. Patricia Lovelace, the real one,
decided to begin to fight back. Collin felt himself being pushed- quite literally
shoved- from his lodging in Patricia Lovelace's mind and back out into the
open air. He watched Patricia blink quite rapidly and open and close her
mouth.
"Did you see that?" She asked Dane who seemed quite reluctant to return
any sort of attention to the girl.
"Did I see what?" He asked, both his voice and tone dripping with boredom
and just an over "I don't really care" attitude.
Patricia frowned. She frowned on the outside, but she was seething on the
inside- Collin could see that clearer than anything else. "Oh nothing." She
said. She thought something different. "Someone's been trying to tamper."
Was what she thought. "Someone is meddling around in my mind." For a
moment, Collin sensed confusion from the girl, but then a wave of realization
hit her. "Collin Stark." She thought bitterly. Collin thought it impossible for
him to be getting chills while astral projecting, but he was proven wrong as
he shivered.
Patricia Lovelace began to walk towards the front door of the house. Now
she'd caught Dane's interest.
"To the church." She curtly replied. "To take care of some business."
Curious, like a small child, Dane rose from his seated position on the couch
and began to follow her. "I'll join you." He said. "I need a distraction from my
mundane life, and this sounds interesting."
Not realizing what exactly was happening, Patricia allowed for Dane to
accompany her. Realizing the situation to it's fullest extent, Collin grinned
from ear to ear and rushed back to his body, allowing sleep to once again
overcome him as he returned to Purgatory.
"This is nearly perfect." He said out loud. "Surely I'll be able to protect
myself- in the least- while I'm awake... And once Dane finds out that I'm
alive, maybe he'll not do whatever evil thing he was planning on doing that
I'm supposed to be stopping. He'll get rid of Patricia once he sees how she's
deceived him and everything will go back..." He knew better than to say that
things would go back to normal. Aurora was dead- things would never be
"normal" again.
Collin Stark woke up just in time to hear both Patricia Lovelace and Dane
Warren storm through the doors of the church. He pulled his blanket up
against his chest and shrunk against the wall, cowering in fear, too afraid to
move, too run, or too do much anything else. He simply waited.
"Why are we in here?" Dane asked Patricia, raising both of his eyebrows and
curling his upper lip in disdain. He'd never enjoyed being inside of the
church- even when he was inside of the church with Aurora. It never
appealed to him- he was repulsed by the mere thought of it. And yet... here
he was... again. He wouldn't even be allowed in the church if it wasn't for
Aurora, and now she was dead, so why was he here? That's why he asked.
He expected a prompt and concise answer, but didn't receive exactly what
he was looking for.
"I told you." Patricia snapped impatiently. "I'm taking care of some business
that is none of your business. You could've stayed at home and I'd have
returned in less than an hours time, but because of your incessant nagging
and stalling this is taking longer than I would've hoped." She griped. She
paused, thinking for a moment, and then her eyes lit up with a conclusion.
"He's in the back."
"Who's in the back?" Dane demanded to know. He was still feeling left
completely in the dark about the whole situation, and wasn't enjoying not
being a part of what felt like one big joke.
Patricia ignored his question and threw open the door to the priest's
quarters, revealing Collin Stark, who promptly began to shriek at the top of
his lungs. He fainted.
Dane's green eyes glowered at the back of Patricia's head. "He's still alive."
He said.
Patricia, realizing what was happening, slowly turned around. Her own green
eyes were livid with fear. She now knew what she had done. "He.. is alive...
Dane, this isn't what it looks like."
"And you knew." Dane said, slowly drawing closer and closer to Patricia who
began to shrink back until she hit a wall and had nowhere else left to go.
"You knew about this the whole time. What else were you hiding from me?"
"Nothing!" Patricia insisted. "And I was only doing this for you! If you knew he
was still alive, then you wouldn't have realized your evil potential!"
"And what do you know about evil potential?" Dane asked Patricia in a low
and deadly voice. "Who are you?"
Patricia hesitated before taking a long, deep breath and admitting her
existence to both Dane Warren and the world of the living in the house of
God. "I am Patricia Lovelace, the youngest daughter of Lucifer, and I was the
one responsible for the destruction of Christ and the death of Aurora
Lockhart, the eldest daughter of Lucifer." She confessed. When she was
through, she breathed a long sigh of relief before Dane's hand clamped
around her throat.
"You knew this whole time... You were the cause of all of my pain and my
suffering- my misery!" He spat at her through clenched teeth, fingers digging
into her throat and her neck, cutting off her air supply.
"I did it all for you." She repeated in between chokes and coughs. "I did it all
for you."
Horrified and enraged, Dane Warren threw her body by the throat into the
pews. She lay limp- dead. He could nearly see her spirit rise out of her body
before descending into hell to join her father- to be where she belonged.
Dane let out a mangled cry of anger and sorrow before dropping down to the
church floor in front of the crucifix.
"Forgive me, Father." He breathed heavily now, nearly all of his energy gone.
"For I have sinned." When he lifted his head upward, Collin Stark, still not in
his right of mind, was standing above him with a rather dazed and confused
look on his face.
"Dane?" He asked.
Dane managed to find it in him to smile at his friend. "Yes, Collin. It's me." He
did notice the knife in his friend's hand. "You've come for me, haven't you?"
Collin, beginning to cry without realizing it now, nodded very solemnly. "It's
pretty up there." He said without realizing what he was really talking about.
"There's a very pretty girl waiting for you. I saw her in my dream. She has
pretty golden hair and she says she misses you a lot. You and me. We can go
see her together."
Dane shook his head. "No, no. Someday you'll get to see her but it shouldn't
be now. I'll never make it to see her. I'm going to a different place."
Collin nodded, insisting. "Yes. We can go see her together right now. She says
my father is there with her. She says my father wants both of us to come."
Dane took a deep breath in and closed his eyes for a long time. When he
opened them, Collin was sitting beside him. Both of them were beneath the
large crucifix hanging on the wall in the church.
"She said to wait." Collin said. "She said that we should wait for her. Beneath
medicine tree."
Dane looked up at the crucifix, then back at Collin. There was a striking
resemblance between the two figures. "Well we're waiting." Dane told him.
"Beneath medicine tree."
Collin Stark closed his eyes and never opened them again. Dane Warren
decided to do the same. Maybe, he thought, if he followed suit there would
be a similar outcome... But he wasn't about to get his hopes up. Dane
Warren, while waiting beneath medicine tree, dreamed of a girl with gray
blue eyes and long blonde hair that was waiting for him with a boy with a
black mop of hair and chocolate brown eyes. Both of them were sitting
beneath a tree; both of them were smiling at him.
Dane Warren was on a bridge, he realized, in his dream. He was on a bridge
and had an important decision to make: he could cross and join his friends,
or he could stay and live with his demons. The decision was made for him,
after he had taken too long to take the first step on his own. He was pushed
towards the medicine tree.