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Hunters: Hunters by Marguerite Alcazaren de Leon
Hunters
by Marguerite Alcazaren de Leon
Karen burned Reginald Go’s cash Mondays through Fridays, but with no
fixed hours of employ. Today’s budget: five hundred fifty-five pesos (the fifty-
five in coins; Reggie’s change dish at the office was close to brimming over).
A pretty puny sum compared to what she’d had to squander before, but the
hell she cared. What mattered was making Reggie believe that her work
benefited his company, or that what she even did was work, or that there
was a company. Very little else, and the occasional free lunch, kept her loyal
to Steel Phoenix Films.
Today’s venue: the basement level of Super Saver Shopper’s Central,
the metro’s latest and largest piracy paradise, where Karen was tasked to
get whatever DVDs would, in Reggie’s words “kindle or enrich the creative
process.” Her position as Steel Phoenix’s in-house screenwriter had withered
to a technicality in the past months. Perversely understaffed (she and Reggie
were the company; Reggie had warned her at the job interview of Steel
Phoenix’s fledgling status, but that had turned out to be an atrocious
understatement), Karen had been asked not to write a script just yet and to
help out first with “administrative” duties. It was hard not to comply,
atrociously fresh Mass Comm grad that she was. Thus, she had become more
of a yaya to this 30-something Fil-Chinese entrepreneur who, having earned
money-spinning monopoly in the realm of waffle dog kiosks at last, was
ready to pursue his dream of making movies.
She wanted to busy herself, in any case. She and Jeff were lasting
longer than she had expected (four months and a week), and as much as she
wanted to bask in the general glory of having that steady boyfriend at last,
that moment of awe a newly coupled person felt had yet to wane in her, a
not unpleasant but relentless sting that she had to sidetrack somehow.
Karen and Jeff had met at a bowling alley. She and her friends had
taken to the lanes last summer in some attempt to stick together after
college. He bowled alone in the adjacent lane that first time, and Karen, the
unabashed, highly proficient harlot of the bunch, came on strong to the
strange boy out of habit. Two weeks’ worth of post-game sleepovers at his
condo later and they were committed. Her friends, because they were
friends, looked the other way.
Karen had yet to alight the escalator, but she had already been sensed,
her heady materialist musk—towards which DVD merchants seemed to have
a particularly heightened sensitivity—wafting far ahead of her. So began the
battle for her attention: asses perching off of plastic stools, hands beckoning
(as if to draw said musk closer, jonesing for a whiff), the quick-tongued
chorus of sweet-talk rising in volume. It did lend some glee to Karen’s day,
this facing an entire floor of spirited Porky Pigs.
Dibididibididibididibididibididibididibididibididibididibi. What are you looking
for? What do you need? This one’s new. That season’s complete. That’s a
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DVD copy. This is a clear copy. What do you want? What are you looking for?
Come here! Stay here.
She hit the basement. Ambling towards the stalls, Karen submitted to
her own, sudden significance.
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Jeff must wear a collared, long-sleeved shirt, a tie, and closed leather
shoes. This was one of the few instructions he could clearly comprehend
from the cellphone call with Glenn. Glenn was a friend of a friend, and this
fact, apparently, was enough to warrant the call at 10:45 the previous night
(not that Karen should mind all that much; Jeff was only just about to lick her
thighs). The tight, unmistakable clench of the tie around his neck provided
just enough authenticity to the afternoon, helping to center him as he took
one last smoke outside the office building.
Apart from the attire, the address and the 2 P.M. schedule, much
remained unclear about why he was there. Glenn said it was a racket. He
was told that Jeff was a freelance writer for magazines, which meant Jeff was
creative and had plenty of spare time, which meant Jeff could be an asset to
the project, which meant Jeff could get maybe an extra 25-30,000 pesos if
his heart was really, really in it. Any other details, however, were not exactly
expounded upon, although Jeff had tried to pry. Glenn said it would be best
they first meet face-to-face. Jeff judged by the too tenacious treble in Glenn’s
voice that he would face some sprightly imp of a man.
Still, Jeff was not all that averse to the proposal. Living purely off of the
blindfolded, high-flying trapeze act that is the freelance career, he wasn’t
one to snub whatever job offer came his way. Time was the cool, copious
sweep of space that would always be there as he dangled for dear life.
He entered the building, the guard by the front desk just waving him
on as he tried to hand over his old college ID. The elevator hauled him up to
the 14th floor with the same sense of indifference—a tired creak or clunk
every second or so, the clouded, scratched steel walls just barely baring
Jeff’s reflection. He had never looked so archetypically neat, so presentable,
so starkly smart-casual. Such decorum! Such call center agent-ness! It was a
sad, bad image that glanced back at him right then, and one he never
could’ve stomached if it weren’t for the extra-exceptional ennui that had
sprawled itself over the recent days. That, and the rest of that damn phone
call.
He was just about to end their conversation, having already acquiesced
to Glenn’s fractional come-ons, when Glenn suddenly barked Jeff’s name.
“Yes, Glenn.” Jeff stared at Karen’s eyelids, which had begun to droop
ominously.
“Now, Jeff, you’re not one of those people who back out at the last
minute, right?” Jeff imagined Glenn’s taut, pesky finger waving in his face.
“No! No. No way.”
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decision made by girl or boy or both, usually spurred by a third party; boy
and girl realize what they believe to be their idiocy and, at the very last,
heart-stopping second, get together again (rain and/or airport terminal
and/or highly public event obligatory). And this one had a café and, most
likely, interracial concerns.
She and Jeff had met through curious enough circumstances, though
kismet didn’t have much to do with it, really. The rest of the template
couldn’t seem to apply to them, either. She wondered how upset she should
be about this.
“You should get that,” the girl behind the stall said bluntly, not
particularly persuasive. Karen looked up, surprised that she had been paying
attention.
“Oh, yeah?”
“You’ll cry for sure,” the girl responded to the dregs of her rice meal.
“I’ve seen it. It’s good.”
Suddenly, she looked like she was about to bawl, her gaze on her
Styrofoam container dangerously despondent. Karen grabbed her wallet as
quickly as she could and left her payment on the counter. The girl didn’t
thank her, nor did she take the bills and slap them superstitiously against her
wares as the rest of the merchants were wont to do. She kept staring at the
container, sending out wave after telepathic wave, pleading for a pal who’d
lend an ear to her crisis.
Karen stuffed the DVD in her bag and scurried to the stall at the
farthest end of the floor. A smirk had surfaced to her lips, which was always
the case when she came face to face with such travesties but, unlike before,
as if one could actually be ashamed of such automatic things, she hoped the
poor girl wouldn’t see it.
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Jeff chose the very, very frosted glass door. Or, rather, he was
compelled to choose it when a group of twenty-somethings, idling right next
to it in all their smart casual finery, motioned him towards it with jaunty,
knowing nods. The doors on the 14th floor were either unmarked or bore
names of companies for too industrial industries: C.B. Balingit Architects,
Engineers and Planners; Aqua Bless Piping Co.; Uy Screws and Bolts. The
very, very frosted glass door, unmarked, seemed so much more plausible
despite its anonymity and dubious doormen. This didn’t make things any
more heartening for Jeff, and he had this niggling feeling that stepping out of
that door was far more difficult than stepping in. He went in.
It was a large room, stripped save for a mass of Monobloc chairs, a
podium and a whiteboard all huddled by one wall. No reception area, no
company name spelled out in chunky brass letters. There were quite a lot of
people, although they all seemed to come from the same bland herd as the
ones outside, mingling like the oldest of friends. There was also a water
cooler.
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Instantaneously, Glenn and the rest of the Glenn-like men, as well as their
crisp-bloused female counterparts, rose and dragged all chairs to the front.
Glenn set the three of them in the first row, right by the LCD projector. A
banal Boracay sunset PC desktop background blinked onto the board. The
orb blushed a bright, ubiquitous orange, sinking sheepishly into the sea.
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The guy wasn’t half bad. He stared intently at Karen’s fingers as they
trotted through his DVDs, and it made Karen appraise the sad state of her
fingernails. He was probably just a bit older than she was. Handsome in an
illicit, blue collar way, skin browned and toughened from previous outdoor
work. Naughty, deep-set eyes. He looked physically clean. He would
technically do, if Karen was still single and feeling extra-gregarious. She
flashed him a small smile for trips, for old time’s sake.
She always wondered if her facility to reel men in dwindled if dormant,
like flaccid, unexercised muscle, or if it came back potent enough when
called for, like bike-riding skills or knowing the rules of Monopoly. Admittedly,
she dropped other men cold turkey not entirely because of Jeff. The willpower
game that arose from it drew her in more at first, but it had been a few
months already. Sometimes, she missed being a floozy.
“Here are the older movies,” he offered, patting the row right in front
of him. It contained classics, art films, foreign films, the types people who
thought themselves cultured would pounce on with pomp.
Nodding at him in thanks, Karen then felt a familiar twinge, suddenly
compelled to act out.
“What makes you think I want the older movies?” she asked in her
practiced, pleasant, altogether inviting tone.
The guy shrugged, smiling a little. It was a gesture that filled Karen
with a much-pined for sense of competence.
“You look smart,” he added.
Karen knew there was a good chance that he’d say this. She knew she
was smart, and she also knew that she looked the part. It wasn’t so much
what she wore as the way she stared at things before her, nonchalant and
intent at the exact same time, like a bored hypnotist. People did seem to
appreciate this. She knew Reggie liked it because it made him feel safer; he
had a lone employee, but somehow, through her giftedness, his film empire
would rise all glorious and cost-effective, like magic.
Other guys liked it, too. It told them she was self-sufficient, a trait
highly preferred, of course, for one-time trysts. She was sure her DVD boy
grasped at least some part of this. Yet, this was also another reason why she
still felt on tenterhooks with Jeff. She had always appeared to be someone
who could renounce his affections at any given moment, but this hadn’t
seemed to faze him thus far. This was, in a way, unnatural. Then again, there
hadn’t been any concrete complications she knew of to make either one of
them want to bail from their relationship. And even if this was, in a way,
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miraculous, maybe all it took was for her to get used to it, to get used to
being in love.
Karen found her DVD boy smiling still. Just then, as if warned to quit
such coquetry, she heard a gun go off.
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The company was called Globex Pharmacon, and it catered to the old
and dying. Jeff understood, through the lengthy PowerPoint show choked with
stock photos of smiling Caucasian grandparents, that baby boomers, now
profitably dim in their twilight years, liked to blow their cash on crap. Globex
was just one of many outfits exploiting this fact which Jeff had been perfectly
ignorant of. Their product line consisted of multivitamins with root and seed
extracts certain ancient African tribes’ strength and smarts relied on, heart
rate-calculating “fashionable” wristbands, and strange, plug-in nightlights
whose soft blue glow was said to keep the phantoms of aging at bay.
Having covered the valiant, compassionate thrust of the company, the
Glenn-like man who read out the prior slides with near-epileptic gusto moved
on to the next segment.
“Now,” he continued, clasping his previously spirited hands with some
grimness. “SOME of you may THINK to yourselves, ‘Is THIS really
LEGITIMATE?’ SOME of you may think, ‘WHAT if this is just a SCAM?’”
Jeff looked up from his lap.
“NO need to worry!” He gestured to the next slide, which brandished
several large, familiar logos of pharmaceutical corporations. “The
FOLLOWING INSTITUTIONS have attested to the EFFICACY and SUPERIOR
QUALITY of our products. These institutions are comprised of the TOP
EXPERTS in the FIELD. YOU know these institutions. YOU place YOUR HEALTH
in their CARE. You think we should TRUST their OPINION?”
“YES!”
Jeff glanced behind him in surprise. The response came from several
members of the audience, most likely the rest of the Glenn-like men and
women.
“OF COURSE!” the man up front cooed. “And BESIDES that, BESIDES
being a company who wants to HELP OTHERS, Globex Pharmacon ALSO
wants to help YOU.”
“AMEN, AMEN!” cried the Glenn-like men.
Jeff was beginning to feel like the most sensible person in the room,
which he did not imagine happening. There had to be other newcomers there
who were smarter than he, who could tell just as well that they were being
gypped. He wondered if there had ever been anyone in the history of
exploitative networking who’d dared to stand up in the middle of such
ludicrous lectures and called it all bullshit. He wondered if he could.
“Now, for the SECOND part of this presentation, I would LIKE to call on
a woman I PERSONALLY—” the man up front slapped his palm on his chest
and knotted his brow with utmost affectation. “—FEEL is one of the
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“Yes, morals are overrated. I mean, yes, how can you make a shitload
of money if you’re not selfish and willing to screw people over? But this is a
really shitty way to do it, Anina. I mean, you’re not in this company to help
others. That’s not true. You’ve gotten really great at lying, that’s all. To us, to
yourself, and you know that. And it just pisses me off that all of you, all you
Globex fucks trapping us here and trying to keep us in the dark until you’ve
bled enough cash from us, it pisses me off that, that, I don’t know, that you
think we’re stupid. Anina, remember what you said earlier about how Globex
wants to help people who didn’t graduate from big schools? Remember that?
About how unfair it is that all the—and I’m using your word here— all the
‘coños’ get the good stuff and how you want to change all that? Well, I’m
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from a ‘big’ school, Anina. Cum fucking laude. And I fucking freelance. That
means I’m broke, Anina, and I’m sure other people you’ve pulled into this
shady shit of yours, regardless of what school they came from, know this is
bull, too. It’s fucking obvious what you’re trying to do with your stupid,
secretive phone calls and your stupid speeches and your amens and all that
stupid shit. You tell us this isn’t a pyramid scheme, this isn’t networking, this
is all legitimate, there’s nothing to worry about. Why do you have to tell us
that? Why do you have to mention over and over how rich we’re going to be?
I feel like an ass for coming here. I mean, I had a feeling that this might be
what it is, but I still thought that maybe it might be different, you know? That
maybe this was some legit job interview, that I might be missing out on
something good. So yes, I guess you’re right. I’m stupid, then. Fine. But I’m
still really pissed off, and I don’t care if I’m making sense anymore, and god I
just want to go home, but before I do, I just had to say my piece, and I’m
sure I’m doing a few other people here a favor, because I know they’re just
dying to give you shit but they can’t, because that’s how sad things are, so
there. Go fuck yourself.”
The look on Anina’s face was the best thing Jeff had seen that day. The
smile had yet to falter; he doubted it ever would. Still, the Crazy in her eyes
had dwindled significantly, leaving the faintest, most delectable glow of pure
panic. Everyone else was keeping mum for her next words, but she was very
evidently incapable of a reply. It was glorious. That silent but serious short
circuiting of her system was glorious. And that shrill, histrionic, at times
hackneyed, but altogether truthful speech was just goddamn glorious. The
best speech ever. The most potent, most sensible, most glorious slew of
sounds to have ever been spewed from a single mouth.
A pity it wasn’t his.
Anina’s twinkling, grieving eyes were set on a man standing a few rows
behind. There was nothing particularly arresting about the way this man
looked—a bit on the thin side at most, just like Jeff. Shirt and slacks just like
Jeff’s, dulled and limp from a year or three clumped at the back of a closet, a
slouch just like Jeff’s, shaped from sitting on edges of beds while waiting for
each day to mosey on in. He was just like Jeff, and he glared back at Anina
exactly the way Jeff had imagined himself glaring at her, flinging great, hot
hunks of fury generously peppered with defeat. He may very well be Jeff.
But that man was not Jeff. Jeff had his ass molded to Monobloc. Jeff had
not budged his body in any form of defiance since Anina had taken the floor,
unless the time he scratched his elbow for two seconds with such unbridled,
unapologetic rage counted, which it didn’t. That man, that man whose sole
worth in the world seemed to be his ambiguous and adaptable person and
nothing more, was the lord and savior.
In keeping with his freshly-anointed stint as Messiah, the man then
strode his way out of the room soundlessly, leaving the rest to sense the
cloying, guilt-inducing mist of his absence. Little by little, a smattering of
other potential recruits followed suit. Neither Anina nor any other Globex
drone acted in protest. Jeff had expected alarms, jail bars shooting down by
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doorways and windowsills, poison gas hissing out from ceiling sprinklers, but
nothing was thwarting anyone’s escape. Even the company’s propensity for
evil was annoyingly anemic.
He couldn’t will himself to walk out just yet, to freeload on the other
man’s bravery, stomping away without ever letting on that he was supposed
to ignite his own little mutiny. Anina, in turn, had resorted to giggling and
shaking her head once the last batch of rebels had trickled out of the room.
He loathed to admit to himself that she and him had formed a disgusting
little bond. Cowards both, trounced by a man whose face they had already
forgotten. Maybe she was trying to console herself, too, maybe telling herself
something over and over to ease the disquiet, too. He looked away from her
and focused, thinking again and again and again, at least Karen wasn’t here
to see it.
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Karen hadn’t seen it. She waddled out of Shopper Central’s main exit,
legs and thighs recently roused, and listened to others recount what the
papers would soon dub the rescue of the year. She hadn’t seen it, having
opted to tuck herself away beneath the stall all throughout the tumult. But it
sure sounded good—to the entire floor’s surprise, one of the younger DVD
boys had sneaked up behind Fatima and the final crook, deftly yanking the
blade away and holding it close against the crook’s own neck. She had heard
that it was so swift and startling and thrilling and involved such a staggering
amount of luck, a rare, moronic risk that just so happened to pay off for
reasons splendidly, cinematically unknown. What made it even more
sensational was all the tittle-tattle that Fatima and this valiant vendor boy
had broken up with each other about a month back.
Karen stepped out to the sidewalk and into the stark, smug 3 o’clock
sun as if she had just left a movie theater, blinking quickly, as if thrust from
pitch dark to unanticipated light. She wasn’t worried that she had just one
DVD to bring back to the office; all she had to do was tell Reggie about what
had happened—leaving out the fact that she hadn’t actually seen the crucial
bits—and he would praise her for a prolific day. She never felt much guilt
working for an idiot. She knew Steel Phoenix could go down in flames
sometime in the future—in two days, in two years—but it was there, and as
long as Reggie kept paying her for letting him think his dreams weren’t for
naught, she would be fine.
She shuffled to the curb. As she scoped the street for a cab to the
office, she saw a familiar face by the building across from Shopper’s Central.
It was Jeff, smoking alone, staring at closed leather shoes she had never
seen him wear before. Her body jerked forward for a second, prompting her
to run over, or to at least wave her arms and call out his name, but she
suddenly decided not to. She would be seeing him later that evening. They
would be all over each other later on, anyway, and she had always been the
type to forego those quick, chance hellos, to savor the city’s smallness this
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way and let each other live out their own, respective days. She believed that
she loved him. That didn’t mean that she had to grant him her presence at
such brief, dispensable opportunities. Nothing would be lost, she reasoned.
Nothing so momentous would be gained.
An empty cab approached, and she flagged it down.
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Jeff watched his girlfriend flick her thin, pretty wrist at an oncoming
cab. The Globex gathering had just ended; Anina had sputtered out the rest
of her speech as best as she could and let her cohorts move on to the one-
on-one closing covenants. Being one of the few remaining newcomers, Jeff
had found himself flocked to by Glenn, three more Glenn-like men, and Anina
herself, all five googly-eyed and expending the little energy they had left to
forging his friendship. He had declined. In a soft, steady and cravenly kind
voice, explaining in neat, polite phrases that sorry, so sorry, no, he was not
really interested, his magazine articles were plenty work enough, sorry,
thank you and good luck, he had declined, and they had let him go. They did
tell him he could be interested, he just didn’t know it yet, did tell him he
could juggle Globex and whatever else blah blah blah, but they had let him
go. Now, he was out smoking on the sidewalk, discontented and free,
watching the girl he loved remain dumb to his fall.
Of course, his heart had leapt the second her saw her. He wanted to
run over to her and bask in their luck, wanted to jump into her cab just
before she closed the door, see her flustered face melt into a smile, and ride
out his aggravations with her hand on his thigh. But he didn’t, because Karen
was a curious girl, and she would ask him what he had been up to and why
the hell he was clothed like a douche, and he felt too shitty to lie on the fly.
He should, he reasoned, sit somewhere first and clear his head. She would
come over to his apartment later that night. Somehow, he would still find a
way to deserve her.
He kept his eyes on Karen’s figure as the cab pulled her away.
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Jeff ran. ●
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