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I: Two Thousand Five *July 2005* Minho! a familiar voice called me as I was looking down at my leather shoes while walking towards the bus stop in a hot, sunny day. I turned my head. It was Sulli, grinning. Sulli. Her dazzling eyes, pink thick lips, long, black and wavy hair, and her overall beauty are that things that you will notice at first, but, she's more than that. She has high spirits and her passion for singing is undeniable. That's why I fell head over heels for her. As she ran towards me, my heart started beating faster. I smiled and waved my hand as she gets nearer and nearer. Aigoo, she said. She stopped and breathed heavily. It seemed like she was tired from that run. You're already tired running from that short distance? You need to exercise! I teased her. Yah! How could I exercise if we always have homework and study hall sessions everyday? she said. I'm barely updated to BoA nowadays, she mumbled. I heard she's going to have a comeback on August, I shared. Her pupils dilated and she got closer to me. I know, she said in excitement. Can we go watch live for her comeback? Please? she pleaded me and held my hands. I gulped and felt tensed as my heart pounded rapidly. Are you serious? We live in Busan and obviously, her comeback will be in Seoul, I said as I let go of my hands. If you don't want to, I'll go by myself, and tell my umma and appa that you don't want to accompany me, she said. I sighed deeply and said, Okay. She jumped in excitement and hugged me. Saranghae! she exclaimed. Her comeback would be in weeks. I'm so excited to wave my yellow balloon again and recite the fan chant! She is a die-hard fan of BoA and would do anything to buy her albums, singles, and posters. I remember in 2003, when she heard that BoA is going to Busan, she quickly prepared a green sign board with the words Saranghae, BoA-unni! in it, and went to the hotel BoA is staying in. What's funny is the security guards stopped her in front of the entrance. She was crying in her room after and kept saying that the guards will never be her friends. I was laughing in my mind when those happened.

We continued walking towards the bus stop as she sings My Name while slightly dancing. Her voice is angelic and cute. I think any executive who would hear her sing would definitely sign a contract with her. She grabbed her pink Motorola Razr from her pocket and flipped it to answer a call. Ne, umma, ne. Ne. She hanged up and said, I need to go back to the house immediately. Umma is looking for me. She grabbed my hand and dragged me towards the waiting shed. The bus arrived just in time and we both entered. We arrived at the neighborhood after a few minutes. I'll go ahead. Say my birthday greetings to your umma, okay? Bye, chingu! She ran home, while I stayed on my spot for a while. That's the problem. It's an unrequited love. I'm the only one who loves her, while she only considers me as her childhood friend. I walked slowly towards our home, which is not that far from theirs. While I was walking, I saw Krystal walking on the opposite direction on the other side of the street. I don't hate her, but I don't like her either. She sometimes gets too near me and calls me `oppa,' even though we are barely close with each other. I covered my face with my hands and peeked once in a while to see if she's gone. I looked around and saw that she's not around anymore. I removed my hands from my face and took a deep sigh. When I faced front, my eyes widened and my body moved back in surprise to see her. She was smiling with the ends nearing her ears. She's in her usual graphic t-shirt and turquoise Bermuda shorts, with her hair pigtailed. She squealed and shouted in a high-pitched voice, Oppa! She hugged me in a swift, leaving me startled. I pushed her slowly to let go of her hug. Oppa, she said in a cute manner. Where did you go? She stared at me while her two index fingers are bumping each other in front of her chin. Ah, I went to the department store to buy some things, I said. I looked down, avoiding her stare. Good to hear! I'll be going now, oppa! she said. Thank goodness, I thought. She hugged me once again and waved her hand. I faked a smile as she walked on the opposite direction. I sighed afterwards and continued strolling until I reached home. I walked towards our white bungalow house and grabbed my keys from my beige cross body bag. I unlocked the front door and saw that my umma and appa is still not around. I switched on the main lights, took off my shoes and went directly to my room I placed my bag on my bed and grabbed the black notebook from my bag that I bought a while ago. I grabbed my guitar and pen, and I sat on my bed. I started writing a new song on my new notebook. Lately, I've been into writing songs. It has become my hobby since last year. My inspiration in writing songs has been and always will be Sulli.

To cut it short, she's my muse. I tuned my guitar first and afterwards, I wrote a few verses. In the middle of writing the song, the doorknob twisted and the door opened quickly. I was shocked to see Sulli. I didn't know what to do, so I closed my notebook, threw it with my pen and placed my guitar on the side. What are you doing? Sulli asked me. I should be the one to ask that question. What are you doing? I raised my voice. I gulped. May I use your PC? Our internet connection's been cut off a while ago, she asked me as she entered the room and switched the PC on. You're already using it, I said. As the Windows XP start screen appeared on the white LCD monitor, she looked down and said, What's this? She grabbed the black notebook. I quickly stood from my bed and tried to grab it from her, but I can't. She pushed me on the bed and read it. Hm, she mouthed. To whom is this for? She raised her right eyebrow and smiled. T-to the girl I love, I mumbled as I was looking down. Oh, and who is it? she asked. It's you, Sulli. It's you.

II: Lose *July 2005* I can't answer. I don't want to tell her that I like her now. No, it's not the right time. Is it someone I know? she asked, as she got closer to me. I gulped as I pushed up my black round frame eyeglass and moved far from her. Is it me? She was staring and smirking at me. Her face was just a few inches from mine. I looked at another direction. My palms were sweating as I held my bed's blue blanket tightly. She burst in laughter and moved away from me. Oh, Minho. You're funny! I looked at her and laughed awkwardly. Its impossible to be me, right? she said and continued laughing. Of course! Why would it be you? I denied. Why would it be her? Scratch that. Why wouldn't it be her? Exactly, chingu! she said. I snatched the black notebook from her hands and put it in the small

drawer under the small white wooden lamp table beside my bed. She sat at the black leather desk chair and faced the PC. My body froze as I stared at her back. If it's not me, then who? she asked me as her hands are on the keyboard, typing. I paused for a while and thought of a girl. A bunch of faces flashed in my mind. Sulli, Sulli, Sulli, Sulli. They're all the same! Seconds after, a different face appeared, and without thinking, I said, Krystal. She twisted the desk chair 180-degrees and faced me with her jaws dropped and eyebrows raised. I was shocked on what I said, too. Really? Yes. Your best friend, Krystal, I like her, I said flatly. She grabbed her phone, flipped it as the small screen illuminated and said, I thought she's the only one who likes you. I'll text her. I'm sure she'll like it! I got off from my bed and quickly snatched the phone from her. D-d-don't tell her. Why? she said and chuckled. Think of an excuse. Quick! Because I want to confess to her after I write the song. Good, I thought. I looked at her phone and her text was still not sent. The message seemed incomplete. I removed the message, closed the phone and gave it to her. She tut and said, Arasseo. I'll zip this mouth of mine. Make sure to be sweet as a candy cane, okay? I nodded and sighed afterwards when she twisted the chair to face the computer. I lied on my bed and stared at the ceiling as the ceiling fan rotates. What did you just say? You like Krystal? Pabo! I hit my head continuously. My thoughts were disturbed when I heard the front door squeaked. Minho, it's your umma! she said as she nudged my knee. I got up from the bed and opened my room's door. Me and Sulli went out and said in chorus, Happy birthday! Umma was surprised and we both hugged her tightly. Sulli sang her a song with her cute voice. Thank you! she replied as she released her hug and placed the yellow plastic bags beside the sink. Have you eaten, Sulli? Aniyo, Sulli replied. Come eat with us for dinner. Invite your umma and appa, too! she said enthusiastically. Sure, Mrs. Choi! I'll be back by 6PM with my parents, Sulli said as she waved her hands and walked out of the house. Ah, that girl, umma said as she brought the vegetables out from the plastic bag. How I wish I could have a daughter like her. She chuckled in a high pitch.

You don't like me as your son, umma? I pouted. She faced me and flatly said, No. She grinned afterwards as her wrinkles near her eyes appeared. Just kidding. Of course I like you as my son! Who wouldn't like a son who is a top notch student in their school? I smiled and walked towards her to hug her on the side. She smiled and patted me on the shoulder. Aigoo. You're too tall already! she remarked. I laughed as I released the hug and asked, Where's appa? He's going home after an hour. He needs to work extra time at the Gwangalli Beach. It's summer season, and as you know, Busan's the summer capital of Korea. So, they expect a lot of tourists, she said. She grabbed the knife and the cutting tray, and placed it near the sink. Go to your room first. I'll just cook our dinner. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and walked to my room. I closed the door and thought of something. I went to my desk and grabbed my red wallet with Velcro closure. I opened it and grabbed some of my savings. I opened the door walked out of the house secretly. I quickly ran to the nearest bakery. I pushed the glass door as the chimes made a sound. Ahnyeong, the employee said. I went inside the vanilla-scented and warmly lit bakery. It was spacious and had a youthful vibe in it. I walked towards the bakery display case and bent down to take a closer look at the cakes displayed. They all looked delicious, but the one that caught my attention was the simple frosted cake with six strawberries on top. I looked at the cashier and pointed my index finger on the cake. Can you put a `Happy birthday, umma' text at the center of the cake? I requested. Sure thing, Sir. Wait a moment, he said as he grabbed the cake. After a minute, the cashier said, Here you go, Sir. 30,000 Won. I held the big bubblegum pink box and gave him the money. Thank you, Sir. I left the bakery and ran home. When I entered the house, I saw umma at the kitchen, busy preparing dinner. I slowly went towards my room, trying not to make any sound. I checked the time and it's already 6PM. Minho! Dinner's ready, umma said. I unpacked the pink box, held the cake and went out of my room. I saw umma preparing the wooden dinner table. When she faced me, she was surprised that I was holding a cake. H-h-how? she asked me. The shock in her face was still evident. Happy birthday, again, umma. I saved up money for this, I said and smiled. I walked towards her and placed the cake at the center of the table. Her eyes watered as she embraced me warmly. Gomawo, Minho! I felt tears on my grey shirt. Don't cry, umma! It's your birthday! I said. She chuckled as she wiped

her tears with her arms. The door opened, and we saw appa, along with Sulli and her family. Umma ran towards appa, and appa pecked her on the lips as he hugged her. Afterwards, we all went to the dining table and had a meaningful dinner, celebrating my umma's birthday. Saengil chukha hamnida. Saengil chukha hamnida, Sulli sang as the candles were lit on the cake. After Sulli sang, umma blowed the candles and we all clapped. I turned on the TV and it was tuned on Mnet. Suddenly, Sulli shrieked and we all looked at her. Her eyes were stuck on the TV. We watched it and the emcee said that they'd show BoA's comeback teaser. The teaser video started and Sulli was grinning. Based on the photos shown, it seemed like BoA's going from a sexy image to a boyish one. The sound had more impact and the lyrics Yes baby, oh! Yes baby, oh! Yes baby, oh! were sung with power. The last frame was a photo of BoA in a white lace blouse, wearing her new hairstyle, with the text BoA Girls On Top in a condensed serif font beside her Wow, Sulli said. I'm going to die. She faked a faint and we all laughed. Aigoo, Sulli, I said. Speaking of K-Pop, I have good news, Sulli's umma said and paused for a while as she swallowed her food. Sulli's going to audition for SM Entertainment next week. Really? appa said enthusiastically. I was shocked. I was happy for her, but the feeling of losing someone became more dominant in my heart.

III: Changes *July 2005* I tried to not show what I felt inside. I continued eating my food, as if I've heard nothing. There would be auditions on Saturday in Suyeong-gu, Busan, Sulli explained. I'm sure you'll get a contract, Sulli! umma said. Sulli smiled, and so did our parents. Minho, aren't you going to motivate Sulli? Huh? I said as I faked my obliviousness. Ah, good luck, Ssul, I said in a flat and low tone. I pushed my glasses up and continued eating. I guess Minho is sad, Sulli's appa said lightheartedly. They all laughed. Out of the blue, Sulli, who was on my right, whispered, Are you reallysad? She seemed concerned on how I reacted. I shook my head, faced her and showed her my exaggerated smile with my teeth showing. She chuckled, pinched my cheeks and moved it from left to right. We always

do that gesture, and it never gets old. Accompany me on Sunday, arasseo? I smiled and nodded enthusiastically. I was faking it. I was lying to her. It was an hour later when we're all done eating our dinner. Sulli's family greeted umma once again and they bid their goodbyes. Afterwards, I helped umma wash the dishes, while appa helped clean the table. After we cleaned the house, I went to my bedroom where the orange streetlight from the outside passing on my window is the only light. I changed to my favorite green shirt, removed my glasses and lied down on my bed with my both hands at the back of my head. My eyes were still widely open, with no plans of closing. I stared at the white ceiling, thinking of what Sulli's umma said. She's going to audition for SM Entertainment. Her voice is noteworthy. Probably, her dancing is superb, too. Everyone in our vicinity knows that. Everyone is certain that she'll pass the auditions. That's the problem. I'll never get to see her again after she becomes a trainee. I'll lose hermy friend my first love. My eyes got tired and started to blink slowly and slowly and slow It was 11AM when Jonghyun, Jinki, and I decided to go to a PC bang and play Lineage II. Aside from Sulli, Jonghyun and Jinki are two of my closest friends since middle school. We were all in the same row in a dark room where the monitors are blinding us with its brightness. Our fingers on the left hand are rapidly pressing the keys, while our right hands are moving the mouse in a fast pace. How's Sulli? Jinki asked. I didn't answer as I concentrated on playing. He nudged me and I looked at him. What? I asked. He was holding his all-time favorite fried chicken and keeps on eating it while he's looking at me. I said, how's Sulli? he reiterated. Your one and only. He laughed lightly. She's going to audition for SM Entertainment, I said as I faced the monitor again and continued playing. Mweo? he yelled. I did not mind to look at him and just let my ears listen to what he's saying. Jonghyun, Sulli's auditioning for SM Entertainment. Really? Jonghyun said in surprise. Well, that's good! But, how about Minho here? Jinki said. He'll lose his one and only. They both laughed and high fived. Aish! I exclaimed. Seriously, though, you should already confess your long love for her, Jonghyun said. I was shocked on what he said. Jinki nodded in agreement. Psh, I said. Why would I? Even if I say it, she'll leave anyway.

At least you told her about it, Jinki said. They had a point. Though it might be hard, confessing to her might be the right thing. Even if she leaves, I'll probably be okay with it since that I told her my feelings. I won't have regrets in the future. Arasseo, I said and sighed. I'll tell her after the auditions. Yeah! Jonghyun said in English and raised his hand as I high fived him poorly. Jinki placed his right hand on my head and messed my hair, as I downcast. Minho, wake up! a recognizable voice said as she nudged my knees. I hardly opened my eyes because of the blinding sunlight coming from the window. I rubbed my eyes lightly and grabbed my eyeglass on the table lamp. I wore it, and my sight got clearer gradually. I was about to get up, but I moved back with eyebrows raised, eyes wide open and mouth open in shock. It was Sulli. A slightly different Sulli. Is it good? she asked me and swayed while smirking. She's wearing a red outfit strikingly similar to BoA's My Name era. Her belly button's exposed and her hair was ponytailed. Her face was glowing and endearing, as usual. I showed a fake expression of disappointment and said, You look horrible. I covered my eyes with my hand. She suddenly slapped me hard on the arm. I winced while laughing and said, Why? I look beautiful. You just don't want to admit it, she said and sticks her tongue out. You're right, Sulli. You look perfect. Go take a bath. We need to be there in an hour! She left the room and closed the door. I got off my bed, picked my clothes, grabbed my towel and went to the bathroom. This is the daythe day where I'll confess my love for her. After I took a bath, I wore a simple red shirt, jeans and black rubber shoes. I sprayed a few amount of perfume on my body and went out of the room. I saw Sulli sitting at the sofa, looking at the photo album, as I walked towards her. You remember when we're eight, we went to Haeundae Beach with our family and we built this sand castle? she asked me and pointed at the photo of us grinning with the small sand castle at the center. Oh, how time flies fast, I thought. It was just like yesterday we're eight, and now, we're sixteen years old. I nodded and said, I thought you're in a hurry? Ah! she said and closed the album. She got up from the sofa, grabbed her bag and we both said goodbye to umma. We took a bus from Haeundae-gu to Suyeong-gu. When we arrived to Suyeong-gu, we quickly ran to the art hall, where the auditions are

going to be held. We went inside and stopped for a while. Okay, I said while breathing heavily. Good luck, Ssul! I'll just be here at the waiting area. She nodded and smiled at me. Gomawo, she said softly. She hugged me as I hugged her back. After a while, I patted her back and released her hug. She took one last smile at me and went inside the room, while I sat next to the other people at the waiting area. After an hour, she went out of the room. I stood from my seat and walked towards her. How did it go? It seemed like she's sad and disappointed. She looked at me and said, I did great! I was surprised by her sudden change of emotions. She then narrated to me excitingly what happened inside. She said that the evaluators were quite impressed on her voice and applauded her. I'm sure you'll be a trainee! I said enthusiastically. I do hope so, she replied blissfully as she chuckled We went to a restaurant and I treated her for lunch. Afterwards, we rode the bus and went back to Haeundae-gu. When we're about to reach her home, I stopped for a while. Why? she said as she stopped and went back to face me. This is it. I need to confess my love for her. Sulli, I called her name and paused for a moment, gathering my thoughts. I pushed my glasses up and gulped. She looked at me, confused on why I stopped. She grabbed my hand and said, Minho, we need to get to the house fast. I need to tell thi- Sulli, I said as I released her grip with force. My heart pounded faster. And faster. And fa- Choi Sulli, I like you! *July 2013* I woke up from my bed with my girlfriend on my right. Good morning, she said enthusiastically as she pecked me on the cheek. I smiled at her and got off my bed I was never happy with her

IV: Withdraw

*July 2005* Sulli downcasted as she bit her lower lip. She held the strap of her bag tightly as I only heard the busses passing by and the trees rustling. I can't hear even a single decibel of her voice. I waited for her to speak, but no words are coming out of her mouth.

She shrugged and laughed awkwardly. Chingu! Is this one of your pranks again? she said as she slapped me on the left arm. She won't believe me. I knew this would be a bad decision. No, Ssul. My feelings for you are true, I said sincerely as I held her hands. B-b-but, Krystal she mumbled as she slowly let go of my grip. I thought you like Krystal. No. I just said it because I was pressured. The black notebook. The songs I wrote and composed. I paused for a moment, trying to find courage on saying what I need to say. The songs I wrote and composed. Those are all about you. She looked at me in shock. Minho Ssul, I said as I held her hands again and walked closer to her. I-I-I need t-t-to go home now. You need to go, too. Mrs. Choi's waiting for you, she said flatly. She let go of my hands again and I watched her ran away from me. That's it. It's all over. Our friendshipit's done. I slowly walked towards home, as the sun sets in the West. I looked up to see the blue-orange sky and the trees swaying. The night passed surprisingly silent and fast. Someone woke me up by nudging my knee. Ssul, almost inaudible voice. It has always been her wake me up. I wore my glasses, and as my sight gradually become disappointed to see that it's sitting on my bed Hmm? I asked. How's Sulli? she asked. I was weirded out by her question that my eyes widened. I don't know. I sighed. Why are you asking me that? Because you're my son, she said as she put her hand on my left hand. I know you like Sulli. I was surprised with what she said. A-a-aniyo, I denied. She smiled at me and looked at me with a sight suggesting that she knows I'm lying. Minho, you can't lie to me. I'm your mother and I'm quite old already. I know if a person likes someone just by looking at his actions and eyes. I sighed and said, Yes. Umma, I like Sulli. I confessed my feelings towards her yesterday, but she ran away from me with no answer. Aw, my Minho, she said while frowning. I heard from other people that Sulli has a higher chance of being a trainee than the others. Some even say that she's a `sure-pass.' Let's say that she passes the auditions, what will you do? I said in a hoarse and who's nudging my knee to becomes clearer, I not her. It's umma

I blinked and said, I don't know. Nothing, perhaps. That's her dream. There's nothing I can do about it. But, will you just let her go without even receiving an answer from her? she asked me. And that question ringed on my head. I need an answer from her, regardless if she likes me or not. I just needed a closure. Thanks, umma! I said as I hugged her. I quickly ran to their house and knocked the door in a rapid manner. I can't wait no more. The door opened and it was Sulli's umma. Oh, Minho! Hi Mrs. Choi! Is Sulli there? I asked her. She slightly closed the door and looked at her back. It took a while before she opened it again and looked at me. I'm sorry, Minho. Sulli is not here. She went with his friends for a vacation, she said. I know she was lying. Please, Mrs. Choi. I just need to talk to her, I said as I clasped my hands. Uh, she said as she looked down. She's really not here. Sorry. Mrs. Choi! Please! my voice raised as she slowly closed and locked the front door. I knocked repeatedly and said, Mrs. Choi! Please! Sulli, I know you're there! My knocks became softer and softer, until I gave up. Every day for the rest of the week, I've been coming in front of their house, hoping that Sulli would come out of the door and talk to me. But, I had no luck. Her parents would just block me in front of the door and say that she's still on a vacation. I've been persistent. I won't just let her leave without giving me an answer. It was 9:00AM in the morning, I walked to the front door and knocked continuously. Sulli! Sulli! The door opened and it was Sulli's umma, again. Hi, again, Mrs. Choi. Is Sulli back now? Ah, about Sulli, she said. I'm afraid she won't be back here for a long time. What? I exclaimed. Sulli Sulli just left Busan, and went to Seoul. SM Entertainment called us yesterday and told us that she passed the auditions. They bought her a bus ticket and it was scheduled to leave by 10AM today. What's the bus number, Mrs. Choi? I asked calmly. I'm sorry if we lied to you. Sulli requested it, but me and yeobo felt sorry for you. So, I think this is the only time we can repay you. The bus number is 0143. Go run fast, she said. I thanked her and quickly ran towards the bus stop and took a bus to Geumjeong-gu. After arriving to Geumjeong-gu, I dashed to the Busan Bus Terminal Complex. When I went inside the terminal, I looked around to find the bus where Sulli is, while breathing heavily.

The crowd was distracting me. I walked farther, and kept looking at the bus numbers. 0234, 0657, 0652. I stopped next to 0652. It's 0143. The engine already fired up and the bus accelerated. I hesitated and didn't know what to do as I fidgeted. The bus gets farther and farther. I ran for it, even though I'm already dead tired. I saw Sulli looking out the window, staring at me. She placed her hand on the window as I kept running faster. But, the bus accelerated faster, while my legs started to feel numb. I stopped and breathed heavily as the bus got farther and farther from me. Continue? 3, 2, 1. Game over. *July 2013* You've been the talk of the crowd lately because of the songs you wrote that has always topped the charts. What can you say about this? the reporter asked me as she placed the voice recorder on the table, waiting for me to answer, while the cameraman beside her started to record the conversation, with the red light blinking. I gulped, thought of what to answer and said, I'm glad that many Koreans are appreciating my works. At first, I was unsure if people would like them, but when the songs I wrote and composed charted, I was surprised. I would like to thank them all for continuously supporting them. I smiled at looked at her. She nodded and followed up a question. It's undeniable that you have good looks, she said as I chuckled. Now, some girls would like to know this. Do you have a girlfriend right now? Yes, I said And who is this lucky girl? she said as she smirked at me. I cleared my throat. Her name's Jung Krystal, I said.

V: Irony and Lies

*July 2005* It's over now. I walked out of the terminal slowly. I rode the bus to Haeundae-gu and looked out the window. The ride felt like it was endless and forever as I stared at the trees and sea passing by. Sulli did not answer me, and it will stay like that forever. The girl that I thought would be my only one left me. *March 29, 2006*

I woke up, still remembering what happened eight months before. It's still vivid and crisp on my mind. There's a reason why I remember it the clearest today, compared to the other days. It's Sulli's birthday. I got off my bed and grabbed a key hidden below my bed. It's a small, flat, bronze key. With the key on my hand, I unlocked the drawer under the lamp table. I pulled it and got hold of the black notebook I bought months ago. I opened it and flipped through the pages. I've written various songs about her already since the day she left Busan. Though the feeling I had was bitterness and sadness towards her, my songs begged to differ. Every time I write a song, it's always inspired by the blissful moments I had with her. One of the verses in one of my songs is: I was walking under the sun, And I was stunned. Under the sun, I saw you. Your dazzling eyes, I fell for it. I miss her. Every single day. I smiled as I read what I've written. So, this is how people write when they're inspired? I thought. I closed the notebook, placed it in the drawer and locked the drawer. I grabbed a tape and taped the key under the drawer. Afterwards, I took a bath, wore a simple outfit and walked out of my room. Oh, Minho, umma said as she was preparing the breakfast in the kitchen. Good morning, umma, I said as I smiled. Good morning, Minho! It's Sulli's birthday today, she said as she squinted her eyes and smiled at me. I know, I replied as I chuckled. She might call her parents later. You might want to stay on their house the whole day, she joked. I will, I said. How about your school? she asked me in shock. Uhh I chuckled and rubbed my nape. Can I ditch it for once? Umma sighed and thought of it for a while. Geurae. Just for this day, okay? I nodded. After what happened on July, Sulli's parents became more considerate on me. They promised that when Sulli calls, they will text me right away. However, the timing in the past few months was not right. I always have classes when she calls. Though today is Wednesday, I decided not to attend the classes. I'm certain that she will call them. I proceeded to Sulli's family's house. I just seated at their sofa,

watching TV for two hours, patiently waiting for Sulli's call. I was browsing through the channels, and I stopped into one channel and dropped the remote. Mrs. Choi. Mrs. Choi! I said in a high volume. She walked quickly towards the sofa while she was wiping the water from her hands with a white towel. Mrs. Choi! I think Sulli will be seen on the TV today. Really? she said enthusiastically. I nodded excitingly. Our eyes were stuck on the TV, as the show features what's inside the building of SM Entertainment and their trainees. They showed the dance studio where the trainees are dancing. The camera panned to right. I tried finding Sulli, but she's not there. The next shot was in the control room of a recording studio. There's a girl singing in the live room, wearing big black headphones. Her face's covered by the microphone filter. There was another angle of the same scene, and the face was shown. The camera zoomed towards the girl's features as she sang with a cute and angelic voice. Long, black and wavy hair, thick lips and dazzling eyes. Omo! It's my Sulli! Sulli's umma exclaimed in joy as she clasped her hands. My heart throbbed faster when I saw her. My facial muscles moved involuntarily as I grinned. It's Sulli, I mumbled. I moved my glasses slightly and took a closer look at the TV. She was laughing and enjoying what she's doing as her vocal teacher coaches her. That short scene of her face made me a happier teenage boy. Recently, SM Entertainment released a statement that they'll debut a next BoA soon, the narrator of the show said. Who is it and when will it be? Let's wait for it. The show ended as the credits rolled. Minho! It's Sulli on the TV! Sulli's umma said in excitement as her eyes watered. She hugged me tightly and I returned the hug afterwards. We were both ecstatic on what we saw. Thirty minutes later, me and Sulli's umma, together with my umma, had lunch together. After eating our lunch, the phone at the living area rang. We all stopped cleaning the table. I placed the dishes quickly at the sink and ran towards the sofa. Sulli's umma answered the call and activated the loudspeaker mode. She shushed us and said, Yeoboseyo? Umma! she exclaimed in a joyous manner as she prolonged the last syllable. Sulli! Happy birthday! Sulli's umma said. We miss you! I miss you, too, she said. I hope I could all meet you soon! It made my heart throb. She said `all,' and it includes me, I think. How's it going? We just saw you on TV! Sulli's umma said in excitement. Her eyes seemed watery again. Ah, she said as she laughed. Am I beautiful? Ne, Sulli! Sulli's umma said while laughing. She looked at me and said, By the way, someone wants to talk to you.

Who is it, umma? she said excitingly. Sulli's umma lifted the telephone handset and deactivated the loudspeaker mode. She gave it to me and I got a hold of it. I slowly and nervously placed it on my ear. Yeoboseyo? she uttered. Hi, Sulli! Happy birthday! I said in a low voice and seemingly nervous manner. Ah she said. I heard nothing after but her breath. Sulli, are you still there? I said. Minho, she muttered. Thank you. I need to go now. Bye! she said rapidly as the sound of the phone slamming the switch hook and the continuous beep followed afterwards. I was shocked on what she did. I slowly moved the headset away from me and gave it to Sulli's umma. What happened? Sulli's umma asked in concern. She hung up, I said. *July 2013* Wow. Jung Krystal sure is lucky! the reporter remarked. I smiled and thought to myself, she doesn't deserve me. The people noticed, though, how the theme of your songs is all the same. I nodded. They were all about a person getting his or her heart broken by someone. Is this somehow related to what happened to you before? she asked me. No, I said as I chuckled. Lie. Not at all. Lie. They all just pop out of my mind. Lie. Okay. We've received rumors that you don't want to write a song for any SM Entertainment artist? Is that true? I'd rather not comment about it, I said professionally and showed a smile. She asked me a few questions more and it ended afterwards. Krystal, who was on the other table, met me and we both walked home. You said to me before that you don't want to work with SM Entertainment. Why? I mean, you have greater opportunities there! she asked me while we were walking in the sidewalk as she locked her right arm on my left arm. Hm, I said as I looked up. Because I just don't want to. I grinned at her. What kind of an answer is that? she said. There must be a greater reason! Is it because of Sulli? I shook my head. Lie.

VI: Black Notebook *March 29, 2006* Excuse me. I need to go somewhere, I said to Sulli's umma. I didn't mind how they reacted as I wore my slippers, walked out of their house and ran to Haeundae beach to unwind. I just felt that I needed it. I strolled and wandered as I stared at the sea. Though there are people in the beach, walking in it makes me feel I'm alone as I reminisced my childhood. What I had here were childhood memories that I cherished. Whenever me and Sulli felt like going here before, we would just ask our parents and they'll take us here in a snap. We'll build little sand castles and swim at the sea for the whole day nonstop. That's why probably our skins became really tan. I sat at the sand and continued looking at the landscape of the beach. I closed my eyes for a while, felt the breeze of the sea passing through me, and listened to the eternal sound of the waves. There, it's done! Minho said as he removed the upside-down pail and revealed the sand formed with the pail. He was really happy on what he did, so he clapped. That's not a sand castle! Sulli said as she pouted and crossed her arms. It is! Minho insisted. How could that be a sand castle if it's that small? Sulli complained as she pointed at it. She looked around and found a small yellow flag. She grinned as she grabbed it. She shook the sand off and hid it. Minho was baffled on why she was grinning. There! It's now a sand castle! Minho faced the sand castle and saw a yellow flag on top of the pail-shaped sand. They both clapped as Minho's appa walked towards them, holding an Olympus Stylus Epic film camera. Wow! That's a beautiful sand castle! Minho's appa said Jinja? Minho said enthusiastically. His appa nodded while smiling I made it look like a castle, Sulli said cutely. They all laughed. Let me take a picture of you two, Minho's appa said. He neared his eye to the viewer as he was holding the camera with his both hands, with his index finger on the shutter. Sulli and Minho smiled at the camera with the sand castle in between them. Hana, dul, Minho's appa said slowly. Before he could say `set,' Minho made a hand peace sign and placed it on top of Sulli's head. Set, he said as he clicked the shutter and the camera flashed. I opened my eyes. It was such a great memory I had in mind. I sat there for hours, unknowingly, until the sun set. I stood up afterwards and walked home. I decided to attend the study hall session tonight, so I changed to my uniform, had dinner, wore my bag and went directly to school.

I opened the classroom and heard the class representative yell, Choi Minho. Just right on time, I thought. Present, I said as I raised my hand slightly and smirked. The class representative looked at me and signaled me to go to my seat. I nodded and walked to my seat. Why are you not in class earlier? Krystal asked me. Hm, I said. I just don't want to. Psh. Even if you're a top student here, you still need to attend classes, she said. I chuckled and the study hall session started afterwards. After the session ended at about 11PM, I packed my things and got off my seat. I stretched my head and body before walking out of the classroom. Let's go home together, Krystal said as she walked with me. I sighed and nodded. When I reached home, I said, Be safe going home. Good night. She nodded, waved her hand and smiled at me. I smiled back and went towards the door. I knocked on the door and after a while, the doorknob twisted and the door opened. *August 2013* Oh! Minho and Krystal! Minho's umma said. Minho and Krystal smiled and went in. I'm glad you had the time to visit despite your busy schedule. Minho hugged her tightly and said, If it's a visit to umma, nothing's impossible. He chuckled and released his hug afterwards. I'm preparing a lot of food for us to eat later, Minho's umma said enthusiastically as she pointed at the sink. Krystal, how's your bakery, by the way? It's going great. More and more customers are visiting it, Krystal said as she chuckled. Umma, I'll help you cook the food, Minho said. His umma nodded and they both went to the kitchen, leaving Krystal at the living area. She decided to roam around the bungalow. While roaming, she found a door with a sign Minho's room in it. She became curious, since she haven't been into it ever since. She held the warm bronze doorknob, twisted it and pushed the white door slowly, barely making any sound. She looked around to see the dusty room of Minho. It was obvious that no one got into it after he moved to Seoul. She continued walking and touched Minho's bed and his other things lightly. Her footsteps and the birds chirping outside are the only things she heard in the room. Suddenly, she heard a thing dropped near the bed. She looked into it, and it was under the table lamp. She knelt

and grabbed it. It was a small, flat, bronze key. She raised her eyebrow and was puzzled to what it is for. She stood up and looked on what the key is for by inserting it to the keyholes around the room. After a while, she noticed the white drawer under the table lamp. She tried pulling it, but it was locked. She inserted the key to the keyhole and twisted it. To her surprise, the drawer was unlocked. She pulled the drawer and saw a dusty black notebook. She grabbed it and read what's in it. For every song, there's a date on the top right part of the page. She suddenly remembered the day when she surprised Minho while he was on the sidewalk. Her face blushed and thought to herself, he wrote this for me before? She placed her hand on her cheek and felt her face getting warmer. She smirked and continued turning the pages. Suddenly, she realized that the songs written were great. Some of them are even better to what he wrote in the past few years. The theme of his songs in the notebook is the exact opposite of the theme of his songs now. A bright idea popped out of her mind. If you don't want to go to SM Entertainment, then I have no other way than to push you, she thought. She placed the black notebook inside her bag and hid it with her other things.

VII: To: SM Entertainment *August 2013* Krystal zipped her small pink satchel. She locked the drawer and stuck the key on its original position. Slowly, she walked out of Minho's room with inaudible footsteps. She slowly closed the door, barely making any squeak. She breathed heavily and pretended nothing happened as she walked away from Minho's room. Just when she was about to go to the kitchen, Minho unintentionally surprised her as he almost bumped her. Where did you go? Minho said as he removed his yellow-green apron. I-I just went to the restroom, Krystal said as she pointed at the back. Oh, he said as he downcast. I'm just going to my room. You should go help umma. Krystal nodded eagerly as Minho gave him the apron and wore it. Minho walked towards his room as Krystal went to the kitchen. While Krystal was cutting the asparagus on the cutting board, Minho went back to the kitchen and asked, Umma! Have you seen a black notebook in my room? Krystal's eyes widened and her heart pounded heavily as she stopped cutting the asparagus. What black notebook? I haven't been in your room for a year now, his umma replied. Krystal turned back and saw Minho fidgeting. It's a small black notebook. I locked it in the drawer, he said. No one would take it, right? Krystal said. I mean, it's locked in the drawer. She laughed awkwardly as she pulled her bag, which is on the

countertop, near her. Ne. You must've misplaced it, his umma agreed. Minho breathed heavily as he placed both of his hands on his hips. Okay, whatever. J-j-just continue what you're all doing. He turned back and walked heavily to his room. He must be very disappointed. I think he had that since he was a teen. Aigoo, Minho's umma said as she shook her head and continued cooking. As she turned back, she had a seizure and headache. She winced and held her head. She was about to fall when Krystal held her in the arms. Are you okay, Mrs. Choi? she asked in concern. Ne. Don't worry, I just didn't have enough sleep, Minho's umma said weakly and continued cooking. After thirty minutes of preparation, they all ate their lunch. After eating, Minho washed the dishes, while Krystal cleaned the table. Minutes later, Krystal went to the living area and saw three navy blue photo albums. She grabbed the one on top as she sat on the sofa. When she opened the album, she became interested as he saw a baby picture of Minho. How cute, she thought. While browsing, she noticed how Sulli was in most of the photos. Minho walked towards her and asked, What are you looking at? He chuckled as he wiped his hands with towel. You were really close with Sulli, huh? Krystal said. You look like siblings, she joked. Minho laughed and said, Yeah. Didn't she told you about me back in high school?" She told me. But, I never realized that you were really that close. I thought you were just normal childhood friends, she said. Minho didn't reply and just smirked. It was sunset when they both left Busan and rode the Korean Train eXpress to Seoul. It was already a quarter before nine in the evening when they arrived in Seoul. As they exited the Seoul Station, they both parted ways, as Minho lives in a condominium unit, while Krystal lives in a small house. When Krystal arrived at her house, she quickly opened her laptop and grabbed her flash drive and a blank CD from her CD rack. She inserted the flash drive on the USB port and the CD on the disc tray. She burned Minho's sample songs, which she secretly copied before from Minho's laptop. After burning, she labeled the CD `Choi Minho's sample' and put it in a white case. Afterwards, she wrote a letter about the intent to apply as writer and composer. She imitated Minho's penmanship and signature. She made a rsum of Minho after, basing it on what she knew from Minho. She unzipped her pink satchel and grabbed the black notebook she snatched earlier. She placed it, together with the CD, the letter and the rsum, in a brown envelope. She sealed it and with her black marker, she wrote Minho's address as the return address, while the

mailing address is:

SM Entertainment 521 Apgujeong 2-dong Gangnam-gu, Seoul, South Korea She wrote `Choi Minho's Application and Sample Songs' in big text at the middle of the envelope, right at the top of the mailing address. The day after, she went to the nearest postal service and mailed the envelope. She sighed in relief after and grinned as she exited. A week has passed. It was in 6PM when Minho went back to the condominium after he bought groceries from the supermarket. When he was about to walk towards the elevator, the lobby receptionist called his attention. Mr. Choi! Minho looked back and raised his eyebrows while holding a brown paper bag. A letter just came a while ago. Please check your mailbox, the receptionist said. Minho nodded and went straight to the stacked mailboxes near the lobby. He placed the paper bag on the floor as he grabbed the key from his pocket. He unlocked the mailbox with the number 1913. He pulled it and saw a long white envelope with his name and address on it. He grabbed it, inserted it at his back pocket and locked the mailbox. He picked up the paper bag and went to the elevator. After arriving to his unit, he placed his groceries to the refrigerator and threw the brown paper bag. He went to the living area and sat at the sofa, grabbed the remote and turned the TV on. He was about to lean back when he felt something unusual on his butt. He stood up, grabbed the envelope, and sat once again. He looked at the white envelope for a while. His eyebrows became tensed in confusion. He ripped the side of the envelope to open it, and grabbed the paper afterwards. He opened it and was surprised on its content. At the top page is a logo of SM Entertainment with its address, e-mail address and telephone number. He was confused on why SM Entertainment would give him a letter, so he continued reading the letter.

August 19, 2013 Dear Mr. Choi: Congratulations! In behalf of SM Entertainment, we'd like to express our sincerest gratitude in sending your application as an in-house songwriter and composer. His eyes widened. I don't remember applying, he thought. We've thoroughly examined your sample works and rsum. And with this, we are pleased to tell you that you've been accepted to be part of the

growing team of writers and composers in our company. Please come by the building at the nearest date available. We'd be glad to discuss to you certain aspects of the job and also about the contract.

Thank you!

Yours sincerely,

Kim Young-min CEO, SM Entertainment

He was stunned on what he read. But, at the same time, he was clueless on why he received this letter. He quickly stood up, brought the letter with him and exited his unit to proceed to SM Entertainment. He left the TV turned on. It was tuned in on KBS and it's currently airing its news program. Earlier this day, the uprising Hallyu star, Sulli, arrived at the Incheon Airport. She's back in South Korea after her two-year promotion in Japan. Today, also, SM Entertainment confirmed the rumors circulating about her comeback, but the date is still undetermined, the reporter said as the scene of Sulli walking out of the airport, wearing a white blouse, skinny jeans, beanie and an Aviator sunglass, was shown.

VIII: Bite the Bullet *August 2013* I took a taxi to the SM Entertainment building. While holding the letter tightly, I was thinking why I got this even if I didn't apply for them. It's really puzzling me. One thing's for sure, though. I will not sign the contract. The taxi stopped in front of the building. I gave him the money and got out. I was walking towards the entrance of the building when my phone vibrated in my pocket. I grabbed it and glanced at the screen. It was appa. Why is he calling me all of a sudden? I tapped the call button on the screen and placed the phone on my ear. Yoboseyo? M-M-Minho, my son, appa said as he sniffed. Even though I can't see him, I can feel that he's sad and that he's crying Appa, is there something wrong? I asked in concern. He continued sniffing and making heavy sighs. Appa?

Minho, be calm as possible, okay? he said. Ne, I said softly. Your umma, he said. He paused for a while. Your umma has brain tumor. My eyes widened and my mouth opened in shock as it sent shivers down my spine. It felt like my body was about to fall from shaking. My hand that's holding the phone is trying hard to take a hard grip on it. Appa, w-what happened? I said as I wiped a tear with my left arm. When I went home from work a while ago, I saw her lying unconscious on the floor in the kitchen. I ran to her quickly and called the ambulance immediately. After the examination, she was found out to have a brain tumor, he said. She's still unconscious and I'm waiting for her to wake up. I can't speak. I was baffled on what's happening. The doctor said that she needs a radiation therapy immediately. But, the problem is, he said. We don't have enough money to afford it. I tried loaning to my boss but they don't want to because of the large amount of money needed. I stopped for a while and thought of the savings I have in my bank. How much do they need for the therapy? He did not answer for a while. The doctor said it's 26,889,500 won. He said that the treatment must be done as soon as possible to prevent the growth and spread of the tumor. It's not enough. The money I have in my savings is not enough. I'll find a way, appa. Don't worry, okay? I'll go there once I have the money. He sniffed once more and said, Okay. Thank you, son. Bye, I said as I sniffed. Bye, he said softly as I heard him crying again. I ended the call afterwards. I breathed heavily as my arm became dead while holding the phone. I looked up at the black sky and gazed at the few stars and the moon that's shining. Where can I find that amount of money in an instant? I don't have any offers right now to write or compose a song for their artist. My ummathe woman that I love and loved me back since I was born has brain tumor. The woman that took care of me is sick. Her life is at stake right now. I would do anything to save her. I looked at the building of SM Entertainment that's in front of me. Even if I don't want to do this, it's the only way to save umma. I need to bite the bullet. I entered the building and walked directly to the receptionist. I'm here for the contract, I said as I shakily showed her the slightly crumpled letter. She took a look at it and typed something in the laptop. After typing,

she grabbed the telephone's handset and dialed. She spoke softly that it's quite inaudible. She nodded a few times and hung up afterwards. Please proceed to the third floor. You'll see the office of the director there. Thank you, I said as I forcefully smiled. She gave me back the letter and I proceeded to the stairs. I reached the third floor and walked at the hallway. Because I was in a hurry, I bumped the shoulder of a tall girl wearing Aviator shades, white blouse and skinny jeans. Sorry. I'm so sorry, I said. Ugh, she said in disappointment and didn't bother to look at me. I watched at her as she continued walking at the opposite direction. She seemed familiar. I shook my head and headed towards the office of the director. When I reached the door of the office with the sign `Music Director', I knocked three times. Ne, the director from the inside said loudly. I twisted the doorknob and pushed the wooden door. Ahnyeonghaseyo, I said shyly as I half-raised my hand. Oh, Choi Minho! the director exclaimed in bliss. His arms were wide opened as he neared me. He's wearing an Aviator type of eyeglass, a suit and his hair's brushed up. He hugged me lightly and patted my back. I didn't know what to do, so I just patted his back. I'm Ahn Chil-hyun. Back then, I was known as Kangta from H.O.T. You know me right? he said as he raised his right eyebrow and smiled. I nodded and smirked. How are you? I-I-I'm fine, I said. Come. Take a seat, he said as we walked towards his table. I took a seat at the couch in front of his table. As he walked towards his seat, I took a glance at his spacious office. It has a cold ambience mixed with the wooden cabinets, drawers and tables that all have a glass top. The floor is carpeted in grey and the black couch I'm in is quite comfortable to sit in. His table has his transparent glass nameplate in front. Behind his table is a wide window showing great scenery of the night life in Seoul. Do you want coffee? he offered me as he showed me his white mug with the pink SM Entertainment logo in it. I shook my head and said, No, thank you. He took a sip from his mug and placed it on the coaster as he took a seat from his black leather office chair. So, what brings you here? He looked at me directly with a smile on his face. I'm here to sign the contract, I said. He mouthed an `oh' and looked down. I thought the rumors were true. But, I guess not, he said and laughed. So you really didn't put SM Entertainment to your blacklist? I did, I honestly said. But, I thought that it'd be a good ride to be

part of SM Entertainment. He opened his drawer and grabbed a leather folder. He placed it in front of his table and slid it forward. Here's the contract. He picked a pen and placed it on top of the folder. I gulped and stood from my seat. I came closer to his table to grasp at the contract. I have a favor before I sign this. What is it? he asked. I know this is a big favor, but, I said and sighed. I need 26,000,000 Won immediately. He was stunned. Why? he said flatly. M-m-my umma has brain tumor and she needs the radiation therapy immediately, I mumbled. Why do you think that we'd give that large amount of money to someone like you that's only starting to work here? he said as he raised his eyebrow. I sighed and said, Because I know that you need me badly than any other songwriters and composers here. He laughed for a while and said, I like your attitude. Geurae, we'd give it to you. I was shocked. Jinja? I confirmed. He nodded. I can't help but grin and be excited. I was given a hope even though I loathe my decision. I took a hold of the pen, opened the folder, turned the pages and signed the contract immediately, not minding what's on it. Slow down. Aren't you going to review what's on the contract? Don't you know that it says that you need to be here for thirteen years? he joked, referring to the false rumors. Ani, I said. I trust in you. I'd do anything. Arasseo, he said. I'll give you the check tomorrow. Come here by 10AM and we'd discuss your first project. I nodded. Kamsahamnida, I said as I bowed. You're welcome. Thank you, too, for being part of SM Entertainment, he said. He offered his hand and I shook it as I grinned. It was 8AM when Minho woke up the next day. He was excited for this day, since he knows that his umma will be cured. After discussing his first project, he planned to go to Busan immediately to bring the good news to his family. For your comeback, we'd grant your request to write and compose the song, Kangta said. But. Sulli eagerly looked at him while she's sitting at the couch, waiting for his next line. But? Someone will co-write and compose it with you, he continued.

Sulli was surprised and grinned. Well, that's good! Is he a great one? Yes, he affirmed. He wrote several songs that charted in the past few years, like Miss A's `Goodbye Baby.' In fact, he graduated from the high school you're in before. Really? she asked. He nodded. After high school, he was admitted to Seoul National University and took up Bachelor of Arts in Music Composition. There were rumors that he blacklisted SM Entertainment. He confirmed the rumor to me yesterday but he wanted to work here now for certain reasons, he explained. Ah, she said. When's he coming? Any minute now, he said as he checked his watch I walked at the hallway, wearing a grey elbow patch sweater, khaki pants and black boots. I neared the director's door and my heart's pounding faster. Not Sulli, please. Not Sulli. I don't have the courage to face her right now. I knocked the door with my shaking hands and the door opened immediately. Welcome, again, the director said excitingly. I walked in the office and looked to the right. Choi Minho, meet Sulli. Sulli, meet Choi Minho. Oh shoot, I thought. My body froze as I smiled awkwardly and observed her. She's wearing a loose white graphic shirt that's tucked to her violet shorts, and brown brogue shoes. She's different now. She grew taller and her hair's cut really short Minho? Is that you? she said enthusiastically as she stood from her seat. Her jaws dropped and formed a big smile. You know each other? the director asked Sulli. She nodded in bliss. Yes! He's my childhood friend, she said in excitement as she walked slowly towards me. Her walking pace became faster. And faster. Chingu! she exclaimed as she ran towards and hugged me tightly. I miss you, chingu! I stayed stillsmiling and not uttering any word. As she hugged me, I felt her warmth and smelt her vanilla-scented perfume. I slowly hugged her back as I heard her chuckles on my ear. For her, it's like she did nothing in the past. That she didn't leave me with any reply. It's like it was all washed off. I missed her. Her face, her voice, her chuckles her bubbly personality. I refused to release the hug and wished that we'd be like this forever. During that time, I felt like I'm actually happy again after more than eight years. I felt like I'm over the moon, ecstatic.

IX: Sulli Minho? Is that you? I said in bliss. My heart pounded faster than ever. My palms became sweaty. I never experienced this kind of feeling for years now I missed him. My first love. *July 2005* Sulli, he said. He looked like he has something to say but he don't have the courage. I was very excited to tell my parents what I did during the auditions and how the evaluators reacted, so I became impatient and grabbed his hand to pull him. Minho, we need to get to the house fast. I need to tell thi- To my surprise, he released my grip in a forceful manner. Sulli, he said. Choi Sulli, I like you! He likes me. How I wish I could also tell him how I felt the same way to him. I can't. Krystal loves him to death, and it would be selfish of me if I confess, too. Krystal's my best friend and she's like my sibling. She takes care of me and I enjoy her company. I pretended that I took it as a joke. I shrugged and laughed. Chingu! Is this one of your pranks again? I said as I slapped him on his left arm. No, Ssul. My feelings for you are true, he said. He held my hands with his soft ones. Inside of me, I felt like exploding, but I needed to contain it. B-b-but, Krystal I mumbled. I let go of his hands even though I never wanted to. I thought you like Krystal. No. I just said it because I was pressured. The black notebook. The songs I wrote and composed. He paused. The songs I wrote and composed. Those are all about you. I suddenly recalled how I jokingly asked if the song in the notebook was about me. I was stunned. It really was for me. Minho Ssul, he said and held my hands again. He came closer and at this moment, I felt that my face is turning pink. I-I-I need t-t-to go home now. You need to go, too. Mrs. Choi's waiting for you, I stuttered. I let go of his hands once again and I ran as fast as I can. I never wanted to leave him there. But, I needed to, even though it might mean sacrificing my feelings for him. For a week, I contained myself in the house, letting my parents lie for me. They understood the situationhow he confessed his love for me and

how I loved him but I can't. When I got the call from SM Entertainment, I was flabbergasted but a part of me is down. Yoboseyo? Krystal said as I called her on the phone Krystal, I said gloomily. I'm leaving Busan tomorrow I'm going to be a trainee of SM Entertainment. Jinja? Krystal said in surprise. Daebak. Let's hang out today before you leave! I can't, Krystal. Mianhae, I said. Why? she said in disappointment. Krystal, I said to change the topic. Hmm? she uttered. Take care of Minho, your love, arasseo? I said lightheartedly as my eyes began to water. Ironic it is. Okay, Ssul! I'll do that for you, she said and laughed hard. Leaving Busan without saying goodbye to him hurts me the most. I slowly took my first step on the bus while looking at my parents side-to-side, waving at me. My umma felt like crying but she's containing it. They know that I didn't want anyone crying when I leave. I went inside the coldly lit bus and took my seat, which was beside the right window. I was secretly crying. When I heard the engine firing up, I thought to myself, This is it. No turning back. The bus started moving as I breathed heavily and stared blankly at the window. I looked back and surprisingly saw Minho running for the bus. My pupils dilated as my heart pounded faster than ever. I placed my hand on the window, wishing that I could stop the bus and be with him. After a while, he stopped running as the bus got faster. I got farther, and farther from him. If ever we meet again, I promise that I'll never be this coward, again, I thought to myself. *August 2013* I went towards him slowly, still in the state of euphoria. I can't believe what I'm seeing. It's Minho. Chingu! I exclaimed as I wrapped my arms around his neck tightly. I miss you, chingu! I blurted out the wrong words. My tongue was tied that I said chingu. But, still, I chuckled in excitement as I was still hugging him and feeling his warmth. Director Kangta cleared his throat loudly and said, Looks like we have a reunion here. I unwound my hug and laughed at his remark. Let's take a seat and we'd talk about the business first, okay? We agreed as we

took a seat. Director Kangta was in front of us while Minho was on my left. We talked about my comeback, but I wasn't focused. While I was holding a pen and a small black notebook similar to Minho's back then, I kept taking short glances at him and observed how he has changed. The shy and nerd-looking Minho I met eight years before is now an extroverted and cool-looking one. His remarkable round-framed eyeglass is now gone, revealing his big eyes more. He kept pitching in ideas for my comeback album and I was just speechless, and so is Director Kangta. Wow, those are great ideas, Director Kangta complimented him. Let me hear your ideas, Sulli. I didn't respond. I realized that I was staring at Minho, for too long. My slightly blurred vision became clearer and I saw that Minho was looking at me, weirded out at my stare. Ah, I mumbled as I slowly looked at Director Kangta, embarrassed. Looks like she really misses you, Minho, he joked. I do, too! he remarked lightheartedly and they both laughed. My face got pink as I downcast and pretended writing on my notebook. Okay, that's for now. We'll continue to talk about it on Monday. Have a great weekend, Minho, Director said as he stood. We stood, too, as he went towards Minho to shake his hand and gave him a check. I shook Minho's hand afterwards and remembered how he held my hands when he confessed to me before. I held his hand tightly and I shook it for too long. He slowly removed his hand from mine. "Sorry, I mumbled and chuckled. He walked towards the door and exited afterwards. I was fidgeting, not knowing what to do. I checked the time, and it was 3:37PM. I said to my Director, Excuse me. I pulled the door and ran towards him. I placed my hand on his right shoulder. Minho, I said. He smirked at me and joked, Wow. You're not tired anymore after a short distance run. I chuckled and asked him, Where are you heading afterwards? Hm, he said. I'll go to Busan for the weekend. Jinja? I said excitingly. He nodded. Why? I'll visit umma at the hospital, he said. Hospital? Why? I asked. Before he could answer, a familiar voice called my name. Sulli-yah! I turned back and saw Taemin, member of the SHINee duo, walking towards us. He's wearing a cheetah-patterned sweater paired with black pants and sneakers. His short brown hair was waving along with his hands. His charming smile could make the population of the teenage women in South Korea decrease drastically. He put his right arm over my right shoulder and messed my short hair

with his left hand. I chuckled as I tried to fix my hair. How are you Sulli-yah? It's been two years now, huh? he said enthusiastically. Ah, yeah. I'm good, I said as I faced Minho, slightly embarrassed. Who is he? he whispered at me. He's my childhood friend, Minho. He's going to co-write my title track on my comeback album, I said. Choi Minho, Lee Taemin. Lee Taemin, Choi Minho. Nice to meet you, he said as he shook Minho's hand. I'm her boyfriend. He smiled mischievously. My eyes widened in surprise as I slapped his arm. Aish, Taemin! Kidding, he said as he laughed. So, where are you going guys? Before Minho could open his mouth and talk, I quickly said, Busan. I looked at Minho and he was startled on what I said. Yes, Minho, I'm going with you, I thought.

X: Going to Busan She smirked at me, telling me that she's honest on what she's saying. Taemin, Sulli's not, I said. Before I can finish my sentence, Sulli swiftly covered my mouth with her porcelain hands. I tried to continue talking, but Taemin twitched his eye and can't seem to understand me. It seemed like I was talking gibberish. He's just saying that he'd love to be with me in Busan, she explained and laughed. She quickly faced me and made an unexplainable expression. Really? I think he's saying something different, he said as he smiled. I widened my eyes and tried to nod. See! I think you need to let go of your hands. Ani, ani. He's actually happy. That's why his eyes became big like a frog, she said. I shook my head hard and tried to remove her hands from my mouth, but it was too strong. It felt like her hands were glued to my mouth. Aish, Taemin said in confusion as he scratched his head. I'll just go to the dorm. Bye! he said. He went closer to Sulli and messed her hair again. What's with him? Welcome back, Ssul! Ssul. I thought I'm the only one who called her that. Ah, yeah. Goodbye, she said. Taemin continued walking on the hallway as he gets far from us. I removed her hands from my mouth and my eyebrows pulled in irritation. What was that? I said in an unexpected high volume. She placed her index finger in front of her mouth and made a long sh sound. What was that? I reitarated with a lower volume.

She swayed and looked down. I'm quite surprised and happy that she never changed her childish actions. If I said that we'll go somewhere near, he'll tag along. So? I asked. Frankly, I consider him as family, but sometimes, he becomes too pushy, she said. Be quiet with that, arasseo? I nodded. So, you're really not going to Busan with me? I will, she mumbled. I got confused again as I stepped back and widened my eyes. Why? You have a busy schedule! I said. For this weekend, I don't have anything to do. And, you said your umma's at the hospital. I'm worried, you know, she explained. Are you sure you're going to be permitted by SM? And everyone will recognize you when you get there. First, yes, I'm certain that I will be permitted because I don't have anything lined up for this week. And second, have you heard of the word `disguise'? she said and laughed. It looked like that she really wanted to go to Busan. It's not that I don't want her to come; I'm just being concerned on her schedule and safety. I took a deep sigh and muttered, Fine. Jinja? she said in excitement. I nodded weakly and she jumped in excitement. Just be sure that you get permission and do your `disguise,' I said flatly. Ne, ajussi, she teased me and laughed hard that she almost fell on the floor. My eyes squinted and gave her a bad look. You never changed, I muttered. Let's meet at the KTX terminal later at 5PM. I need to be at the hospital as soon as possible.

She nodded and gave me her phone number. I left the building and went directly to the condominium to pack up. When I opened the door, I was surprised to see Krystal in the kitchen, cooking. How did you get in? I asked her in surprise. Uh, I just told the receptionist your name, she said. How can the security here be so low? Aish, I said as I walked towards the telephone and grabbed the handset. I dialed the number of the receptionist and it started ringing. Surprisingly, Krystal grabbed the handset and placed it back on its original position. Why?

Oppa, I she mumbled. Huh? I said as I started to get puzzled. I duplicated your key secretly, oppa. Mweo? I exclaimed. Mianhae, oppa, she said as she grabbed my arm. I was quite surprised and annoyed on what she did. I just wanted to surprise you. Well, you surprised me, but I got annoyed also, I said in the calmest way possible. I just wanted to bake you a cake, she said in decrescendo Give me the key. Don't do this again, I said as I sighed. She gave me the key immediately Arasseo. Are you in a hurry, oppa? she asked me as she locked her right arm to my left. Ne. I need to go to Busan, I said as I walked towards my room. She let go of her lock and stood on one corner of the room as I grabbed my big brown rucksack I heard from your appa that your umma is sick. Do I need to go there with you? she asked me. Ani. It's my cabinet enough for earlier in okay. I'm fine to go there alone, I said flatly. I opened and started grabbing a few tops, shorts and underwear that's the whole weekend. I placed the check Director Kangta gave me a safe place in the bag.

Are you sure? Yes. I continued fixing my bag as she left my room and continued baking. You won't eat the cake I made? she yelled. I wore my bag and went to the kitchen. Ani. After you're done with what you need to do here, just leave and lock the door, I said. As I was about to exit the unit she held my hand. I faced her and saw her pointing her cheek, suggesting that I should kiss her. I paused for a while, thinking if I should. I pecked her on the cheek and she squealed. Goodbye, oppa! she said blisfully. When I was inside the terminal, I bought a ticket to Busan. I checked the time, and it was already 5PM, so I decided to text Sulli. To: Sulli Message: Where are you? ^^ After a while, someone nudged my left shoulder. I turned and saw a woman wrapped in a black hooded sweatshirt and black pants, holding a black bag. Her face is hardly unrecognizable because of the hood. Boo, she

said. It was Sulli. What's with the look? I asked as I was weirded out with her outfit. It's called the `disguise' of the stars, she said as she winked at me. Have you bought your ticket? I asked. She nodded in excitement. The train arrived at the exact time and we both boarded it immediately. I let Sulli have the seat next to window to protect her. Minutes after, the train started moving. How has it been, Minho? she asked me as the hood is still in her head. Still madly in love with you even though you left me eight years ago with no reply. I'm good. You? Aish. It's obvious that you don't watch me on TV, she said lightheartedly as she hit my head lightly. I've been good, but tired recently. I nodded lightly and smiled as I faced front, avoiding her stare. We've been silent for quite a long time. Awkward. I see that you've removed your glasses. Since when? she asked me to break the awkward silence. I gulped and said, Just recently. I decided to wear contact lenses instead. You? Why am I being like this? Ah what I meant was your skin became whiter I'm becoming the shy and nervous guy again. Why? Yah! I was really white back then, right? I-I-I don't know, I said flatly as I avoided her stare. What's wrong with me? Are you sweating? she asked me as her face became closer to mine. Ah, r-r-really? I-I-It's summer, I said as I wiped my sweat from my face. I've realized one thing. Just as when we're about to go back to Busan, one thing's going back, toothe old me.

XI: A Weekend in Busan (I) Okay, it's summer, she teased. I gulped as I became uncomfortable with our conversation. Anyway, why is your mom at the hospital? She she was discovered to have a brain tumor, I said as I downcast. She became speechless as she held my hand. Minho No, it's okay. She'll be fine soon. I now have the money for her therapy.

She breathed heavily as I looked at her and smiled. Yes! Let's think positively, hm? I nodded. I remembered how she always makes me smile and feel better when I'm in these kind of situations before. Whenever I get a low grade in school or have some problems in my family, she's always on my side and makes me feel that there's always a person beside me. I showed her my exaggerated smile with my teeth showing. Kya! You're still cute, Harry Potter, she said as she chuckled. She pinched my cheeks and moved it from left to right. I chuckled and thought to myself, so do you. Yah, I'm going to take a nap first. Wake me up when we arrive to Busan, okay? Sure, but I won't wake you up and let you oversleep, I joked. Yah! Just kidding, I said. She put her black bag on her lap and used it as her pillow. Just minutes after, she already fell asleep as she snored faintly. Her face still stands out despite the hood and the strands of hair covering it. It's like a glowing piece of diamond that still stands out even if covered by rocks. The sunset coming from the window fits as her background. I laughed on my thoughts as I stayed still on my seat and watched her throughout the trip. After three hours, the train stopped and the doors opened. The people started standing and getting out of the train. We're now in Busan. We're now in Busan, the announcer said on the speaker as it echoed through the whole train. Sulli, I whispered as I nudged her arm. She won't wake up after a few nudges and calls, so I decided to nudge her slightly harder as my face became closer to hers to call her name. Sul She turned her face as she opened her eyes. She was about to get up when accidentally, her lips touched mine. I widened my eyes as I quickly stood up and carried my bag with me. M-M-Mianhaeyo. It was an accident, I said as my body froze. She showed a rather mixed expression of anger and shyness as she glared at me. You. Mianh She stood from her seat as she grabbed her bag with her. Her glare at me is still in her dark brown eyes and it's continuously piercing me. She walked slowly as I grasped at the seats on my back and started to walk back slowly towards the door. I'm certain that it was an accident! You suddenly got up and our lips Stop! Choi Minho, she said flatly as she walked towards me slowly. I continued walking back to the door. She looked like a serial killer that trapped me in the train because of her all-black suit. Since when did you become a pervert? Ah, jinja! I exclaimed. She shook her head slightly. Sulli, it was an

accident, I emphasized every single word I uttered. I got nearer to the exit door. Few more walks then I can run, I thought. Don't let me get you, she said. I reached the open exit door and I dashed on the Busan terminal. I ran as fast as I can, even though I know to myself that we still need to be together. I just can't leave a Hallyu star in Busan alone. I bumped many people as I ran. I kept saying sorry to them. I tried to look back, and she was a few inches far away from me. She's a fast runner. After a few rounds of running in the terminal, I turned back and panted heavily. Stop let's stop I said as I laughed. She stopped in front of me and I looked at her. She's smiling and barely showing any signs of tiredness. H-h-how are you not tired after those run? She grabbed my hand and said, That's the result of two intensive years of training and six years of nonstop performance in front of people. Please, don't hurt me, I pleaded her as I chuckled. I was still panting. What should I do with this poor Minho? she said. She dragged me and we both went out the terminal carrying our own bags. It was already in the evening. Call a taxi. Where's the hospital your umma's staying in? Ne. Haeundae Paik Hospital, I obeyed. I raised my hand to signal the taxi. A taxi stopped in front of us afterwards and she pushed me to get in. It felt like I was being kidnapped. To Haundae Paik Hospital, please, she said to the driver in a pitch lower than her usual. The taxi started accelerating. What are you doing? Since you kissed me a while ago, you're my slave for this weekend, arasseo? she whsipered. How many times would I tell you that it was an accident? I said in irritation. No, you kissed me intently, she insisted. I sighed and leaned back on the seat as I looked on the window, watching the street lights, cars and buildings passing by. I thought of it for a while and realized that I might as well take the bait. Geurae, I'm your slave for this weekend, I said. Good. So, you'll do anything I'll ask from you and you're required to do it. No excuses, she said. She raised her right hand and showed me her pinky finger. I gulped, breathed lightly and showed her a determined face. I interlocked my pinky finger with hers and we both glared at each other. After that, we both leaned back to our seats and remained silent. The taxi stopped in front of the hospital and we both looked at the fare. You pay it, she said. My jaw dropped and she smiled at me as she went out of the taxi. Aish, I mumbled as I grabbed my brown leather wallet from my pocket. I opened it and grabbed the exact money, and paid the driver afterwards. I got out of the taxi and closed its door. I saw Sulli waiting at me in

front of the entrance. I walked towards her and whispered, I'm going to kill you once this weekend ends. I continued walking to the hospital, not minding her. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and called appa. Appa, where's umma's room? It's room 503, he said. I ended the call and elevator with Sulli. When the elevator reached off and walked on the hallway. We saw the room on the door. I twisted the doorknob and pulled I proceeded to the the fifth floor, we got immediately and I knocked the white door slowly.

I saw umma lying on the bed, talking to appa. They looked at me and umma got up from her bed. Umma! I exclaimed. I ran towards her and hugged her tightly. I can't stop but cry to see her this weak and at the hospital bed. Minho, I'm okay, son, she said as she rubbed my back. Is your head okay? Does it hurt? Do you need Minho, don't worry. I'm fine, she said. I released my hug and stood by her side. Ahnyeonghaseyo, Sulli said as she walked slowly and bowed to umma and appa. Sulli-yah! umma and appa said in chorus. Sulli greeted them with a big smile, while carrying her bag and a plastic bag full of fruits. It's been years, Sulli! Yah, you look really beautiful now! appa complimented her. Gomawo-yo, she said softly. She walked towards umma and offered her the plastic bag. Mrs. Choi, here are some fruits for you. I hope you'll enjoy eating them. Appa handled the plastic bag and placed it on the table. Gomawo, Sulli-yah! I'll surely enjoy eating them because they're from an idol, umma said lightheartedly. Minho-yah! You don't have anything for your umma? appa said. I suddenly remembered the check, so I placed my bag on the chair and opened it. I grabbed the check and hid it from umma. Umma, you're going to have the radiation therapy soon, I said as I showed her the check. Wow, Sulli and appa said as they both clapped and smiled at umma. Umma's eyes watered as she tried to smile while looking at the check. Minho she mumbled. She embraced me and said, Thank you so much, son. Really, thank you, she said hoarsely as she cried. I'll just go pay the therapy, I said. She nodded as I walked out of the room. Sulli tagged along with me. Where'd you get the fruits? I had them in my bag, she replied radiantly. We took the elevator and went to the ground floor to pay umma's radiation therapy.

The doctor said that they'll perform the therapy on Monday and made sure that it will go well. We spent hours on the room talking about the most random things. Sulli also updated us with what happened to her in the past eight years. Because of this, we haven't noticed that it's already past 11PM. I need to rest, umma said. We'll just sleep here, I said. Ani, ani, appa said. You two go to our house and sleep there. We'll be fine here. But No `buts'. Here's the key and go to the house. You're both tired from that long trip, appa said as he gave me the key. Why does Sulli have to sleep in our house? I asked. Umma and appa are still in Japan, enjoying the vacation I gave them as a gift for their anniversary, Sulli explained. I sighed and said, Okay. We arrived in front of the bungalow and I walked towards the door to unlock it. When I opened the door, I switched on the lights and removed my shoes. I went towards my room and tried to open the door. It's locked. What's the problem? Sulli asked. My room's locked, I said. We searched the whole house for the key and unfortunately, we haven't found it. I called appa and he said that the door was accidentally locked with the key inside the room a few days back. So Sulli said as she looked at the room of umma and appa. I'll go sleep there and you sleep at here at the sofa, I said as I grabbed my bag and walked towards the room. When I opened it, Sulli got a hold of my hand. I turned back and saw her glaring at me. We made a promise. You're my slave for the weekend and you'll do anything I ask, she said. I gulped, hoping that she'll not command me to sleep at the sofa. You'll go sleep at the sofa and I'll sleep here, she commanded me. I downcast and walked slowly towards the living area while dragging my rucksack. Please, not here, I said. Can we just sleep together? Yah! she yelled as she threw something quite hard on my back and I winced. Pervert! She slammed the door as I heard the door being locked. After a while, I heard things hitting the door, probably a chair and some heavy things she found on umma and appa's room.

I laughed as I placed my bag near the sofa. I went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. I found some fish crackers and a beer, so I grabbed them and went back to the living area. I lied down on the sofa, grabbed the remote and opened the television. Ah! It's much better here! I have fish crackers, a beer and an HD television in front of me! I yelled so that she could hear. Yah, Minho-pervert! Be quiet! It's better here! I have fruits and it's much peaceful here! she yelled. I laughed quietly as I continued munching fish crackers, drinking the beer and watching TV. After an hour, my eyes felt tired and it slowly closed as the things I hear slowly becomes a blur. It's just the start of the weekend and a lot of things happened already. What more would it be on the next day? Whatever it may be, I can't wait already.

XII: A Weekend in Busan (II) Pervert, Sulli said repeatedly as she nudged my knee to wake me up. I opened my eyes slowly and saw nothing but a blur. I grasped on the table and can't feel my white contact lens container. Where's my contact lens container? I hid it, she said. Mweo? I exclaimed as I moved my head from left to right, looking for her. Stop kidding around. Please give it to me. I need them. She held my right hand with her soft ones and she placed an object on my palm. What's this? Your glasses. I-I-I don't want this, I said as I gave it back. Please give me back my contact lenses. Wear them. Oh, I remember. I'm her slave for the weekend. I sighed and wore it. You're going to regret what you're doing now after the weekend. My sight became crystal clear again. Where'd you find these glasses? I saw them under the table, she said. I stood up and looked at the mirror. I saw my messy hair and my round framed eyeglasses. It's just like we took a time machine back to 2005. While looking at the mirror, I saw her looking at me. I smiled to myself as I fixed my hair with my hands. Why are you staring at me? Do you find me attractive? Huh? A-A-Ani, she said as she swiftly looked at a different direction. Do you want to go out? I asked her fearlessly as I turned back and faced her. She looked at me in surprise. I chuckled and said, No, not a date. Just like, you know uhh going outside.

Ah, she said faintly. Sure. She quickly went inside the room and locked it. I opened my bag and planned what I should wear. I took a bath afterwards and fixed myself up. After a while, the door of the room opened and she appeared wearing a peach collar dress, while carrying a beige satchel. I was stunned by her beauty once again that my mannerism of pushing up my glasses appeared once again. I gulped and said, Let's go. I was trying hard to conceal what I was feeling towards her. She wore her big sunglasses and a hat, and smiled at me afterwards. That's her disguise, I thought. We first went to the Busan Aquarium and we toured it, feeling like we're foreigners of our own hometown. I made sure she was always nearby me by holding her on her wrist. Even though we've been here before, we're still amazed on the different species of marine animals. We walked on the tunnel and we were awed. We had glances at each other and we're both smiling and sharing our thoughts on the species we saw. After exiting the aquarium, we went to Dairy Queen and I treated her with an ice cream. We strolled around the town like kids while eating our ice cream. Sulli kept taking photos of us with her camera, while I just smiled all day thinking to myself how this day was a blast. If only this could be a `real' date, I thought. Minho-yah! she exclaimed. I looked at her and she was in front of the pink claw crane, signaling me to come closer. I jogged towards her and when I neared her, she said excitingly, Isn't that cute? She pointed out the green stuffed toy that's inside. She was looking at me with her sparkling eyes. Do you want that? I asked eagerly. She nodded excitingly. I smiled as I grabbed a few coins from my pocket. I inserted it and I started controlling the claw with the joystick. There, she said in a high pitch. There! Press the button now! I moved it to the right a bit more. No! she exclaimed. I pressed the red button and the claw began to descend and grab the stuffed toy. My heart pounded faster as it tried to grip the stuffed toy. It was about to ascend with the toy but it dropped, leaving the claw empty. Aish! Minho! she said. You should've followed me earlier. You do it, I challenged her as I gave her the coins. Fine, she said. She inserted the coins and started playing. She failed. This is irritating. She scratched her head. I can't help but laugh because I thought of her as a giant baby who's disappointed because she didn't get her toy. Wae? Why are you laughing? I continued laughing hard that I can't almost utter a single word. B because you look like a giant baby. What's funny about that? she said flatly as her arms crossed. Oh,

Minho. Your level of taste in jokes has gone way down. Okay okay I'll stop, I said as I stopped laughing. I attempted once again and this time, I became very serious. I controlled the claw and tried to estimate the position of the stuffed toy. Sulli kept saying things, but I didn't mind them. No, move it to the right! she said. But, it was too late. I already pressed the red button. The claw descended and it grabbed the stuffed toy fully. My mouth was open as my eyes followed the crane, hoping that it will drop it to the opening. Yes! she said as she jumped in excitement. My eyes widened as I screamed. We both looked at each other, with the feeling of excitement still obvious in our movements and faces. We both hugged each other tightly as we jumped. Sulli squealed for a while, and I just grinned. We got it! Wait I said as I released her hug. I got it! No we got it! I coached you throughout the game. Coached me? You were instructing me wrongly! I said. We continued arguing until we've reached to the decision that it was us who got it. I grabbed the stuffed toy from the opening and gave it to her. Here, my gift. Gomawo, she said as she hugged the stuffed toy. Who's that stuffed toy anyway? I asked. It's Keroppi, from Sanrio, she said as she faced it to me. He's a frog. The stuffed toy has large eyes, a V-shaped mouth and pink circles on his cheeks Why that stuffed toy? Umm she said as she downcast. Because he's cute and adorable. We continued strolling around and we realized that the sun was already setting. We need to be in Seoul tomorrow for the continuation of the discussion of Sulli's comeback, so we hurried to the house and packed our things. Afterwards, we both went to the hospital to say our goodbyes and prayers for umma's successful therapy tomorrow. When we arrived to the Busan terminal, the train stopped in time. We bought our tickets immediately and boarded the train. Sulli seated near the window again and I sat beside her. She looked at me and smiled, and so did I. Her facial expression changed all of a sudden and she grabbed something from her black bag. Here, she said as she gave me back the contact lens container. I grabbed it and looked at it for a while. I placed it inside my bag and I smiled at her afterwards. You're not going to wear them? she asked.

Ani. I realized that I'm fine with these, I said as I pointed my round-framed glasses. She smirked afterwards. Now the weekend's done, just wait for my revenge. You can't. If an idol gets hurt, you'll get a lot of haters and death notes, she said as she stuck her tongue out. It was already dusk when the train started moving. Sulli slept again while I looked at the window. The best weekend, I thought. *The next day* I arrived at the SM Entertainment building and saw Sulli at the stairs. Sulli! I said. She turned back and stopped for a while to wait for me. You're still wearing the glasses, Sulli remarked. Ah, ne, I said as I chuckled. We both went to the Director Kangta's office together. When I opened the door, I saw Director Kangta on his table, smiling at us. When I tilted my head, I saw Taemin, sitting at one of the couches. We continued walking to our seats. Sulli sat beside me and Taemin. Taemin got closer to Sulli and he started talking and playing with her. Minho and Sulli, you're probably wondering why Taemin is here, Director Kangta said. Even I am wondering why I'm here, Taemin said. Now, listen. Originally, Sulli and Taemin are the only ones who will guest in this variety show. But, the production staff said to include you, Minho, Director Kangta said. My eyes widened in surprise and bewilderment. I looked at Sulli and Taemin, and they're both mouthing an oh while looking at me. Jinja? I asked. Director Kangta nodded. So, what's this variety show? Sulli asked.

Running Man.

XIII: Running Man (I) Running Man? the three of them said in chorus. Minho, Sulli and Taemin all showed a surprised expression, while Director Kangta just smirked at them. Yes, Running Man, Director Kangta confirmed. The three looked at each other with their mouths and eyes wide open. Are you sure I'm included? I mean, they only guest idols and popular actors there, Minho asked.

Yes, Minho, you're included. Apparently, fan girls of different idol groups are talking about you lately on forums. They find you a good-looking writer, and now that you signed a contract with us, they became more curious about you and kept searching for you, Director Kangta explained. Daebak, Taemin said slowly. Minho never realized that he became that popular with the fan girls, as he only knew of writing and arranging songs for the idol groups. He doesn't search his name on the Internet, not even once. Oh well, let's do this! Sulli enthusiastically said. She high-fived with Taemin and they both continued talking about how excited they are for the game. Sulli and Taemin, you do know that most of your fans ship you two, right? Director Kangta asked. They both nodded. You might want to try feeding them with moments of you two. They both laughed. Minho nudged Sulli and whispered, Your fans ship you two? Yes. They call it Taelli, Taemin butted in as he placed his left arm to Sulli's left shoulder and smiled. Do we look good together? Minho faked his smile and nodded lightly. So, what are the missions? They did not give specific details. They only said that you need a lot of energy, Director Kangta said lightheartedly. The shoot is next Monday and it's going to be in Gyeonggi-do. ~ This afternoon, we are in front of the Seongnam Arts Center, Jae Suk said. Ah, it's really beautiful from the outside, Haha said. Ne, ne. When viewed from above, this is shaped like a piano, Jae Suk explained. They all looked amazed as they looked at the faade behind them. It's really unfortunate that Suk Jin-hyung and Ji Hyo are not going to be with us today. Aw, they all said in chorus. Gary looked really sad as he looked around. We have special guests today to compensate their absence, the PD said to them. Geurae? Jae Suk said. They all clapped and got joyful all of a sudden. Who are these guests? They noticed that two masked guys are walking towards them. They're both wearing light blue shirts that are the same with them. The five men are all anticipating and curious for the two guys walking. When they neared them, the two masked guys unmasked themselves swiftly. Lee Taemin! Choi Minho! they all shouted in chorus as they pointed at them. They were all shocked as each of them shook the two guys' hands. Taemin and Minho smiled as they stood between Haha and Gwang Soo. After they've all settled down, the PD said, Today's episode is a

special couple race. Special couple race? With only the seven of us? Jae Suk joked and they all laughed. Behind you is a platform with a pink separator that have seven openings covered with white cloths, the PD said. They all faced it and they all nodded. Behind those cloths are the girls you'll be paired with. They will first tell you something about them, and if you like them, you can choose them by raising your hand. Oh! they all said in chorus. Just like a dating game, Jae Suk remarked. He clasped his hand and said, So, the first girl! The light switched on behind the first girl, making the silhouette appear on the cloth. If you pick me, I'll make sure that we'll win and bring home the prize! she said. The seven men thought that they would recognize them by their voice, but they're wrong. Their voices were distorted by lowering the pitch. Aish! Haha said as he placed his palm on his forehead. They all looked at each other, signaling who's going to raise his hand. With full courage, Jae Suk raised his hand. They all laughed as they patted Jae Suk's back. Next girl, he said Again, the light switched on behind the second girl. Pick me and I'll treat you some strawberry ice cream! the girl said in a cute but low voice. Minho's heart throbbed faster than the normal. He knew that Sulli likes strawberry ice cream since then. He looked from left to right, and without hesitation, he raised his hand quickly. Wow! they all said in chorus. You know this girl? Jong Kook asked. Ne, Minho replied shyly as he smiled. After the seven girls introduced themselves, Taemin was paired with the third girl, Gwang Soo with the fourth, Jong Kook with the fifth, Gary with the sixth, and Haha with the seventh. They all stepped on the platform and faced the openings. Let's start with Haha. The cloth rolled up and revealed that his partner is Lizzy of After School. All were shocked as she appeared. It's been a long time, Lizzy! Haha said. They all clapped and smiled at them. Next is, Gary! Jae Suk said. Gary was anticipating for her temporary Monday Couple. As the cloth rolls up, all of them curiously looked at Gary's couple. As the cloth neared to revealing the face, they were all surprised and became jokingly disappointed. Ah, Ji Hyo, they all said as they turned back. Gary can't hide his happiness, despite his peaceful face. He's paired with Blank Ji Hyo.

It must be fate, he jokingly thought. I thought you're absent, Jae Suk said. She really came for me, Gary remarked with his straight face. They all laughed hard as Ji Hyo slapped him on his arm. Next is, mine! Jae Suk said when they all settled down. Jae Suk was paired with YoonA of SNSD, Jong Kook with HyunA of 4Minute, Gwang Soo with Yuri of SNSD, and Taemin with Suzy of Miss A. It's now down to Minho's pair, Jae Suk said. Minho nodded. He knew he was right. It was Sulli. The cloth rolled up and her body appeared. When her face appeared, all of their jaws dropped as Minho just smiled at her. It's Sulli! Sulli-yah! Sulli-yah! the hosts said as they looked at each other. They can't believe that Sulli would guest at their show. They all shook their hands with hers, while Minho stood still in front of the opening. Minho, can we switch partners? Gary said Yah, yah, yah! Ji Hyo said as he pulled Gary away from Minho. Afterwards, they all boarded a pink bus. They all sat beside their partners. So, what's the first mission? Jae Suk asked the PD. The PD gave them a small piece of envelope. Jae Suk opened the envelope and it stated: Buy three pencils while carrying the girl on the boy's back and sharpen them within 15 seconds. If you fail, you need to buy three pencils again. Jae Suk and YoonA smiled. They announced the mission and the seven couples immediately strategized on how they should accomplish the task. When the bus neared the destination, they all readied their selves. Are you ready? Minho asked Sulli. Yes. Fighting! Sulli said as she smiled and showed her clenched fist to Minho. Minho smiled and replied, Fighting! The bus stopped and Minho quickly stood from his seat as he held Sulli's wrist. They both ran towards the door. Minho got off first and he piggybacked Sulli. Minho, being ultra competitive, ran all the way to the nearest school supplies store while carrying Sulli, despite having many spectators on the sides. Aigoo, why are they so fast? Jong Kook remarked as he carried HyunA. At the middle of running, Jae Suk slowly became tired as he panted while laughing. YoonA-ssi, mianhae. I I just hit 41 a few weeks ago he said while laughing. They stopped for a while as they both kept laughing. Haha and Lizzy also stopped for a while because Haha became tired, too. Meanwhile, the Monday Couple, Taemin and Suzy, Gwang Soo and Yuri, and Jong Kook and HyunA kept running towards the school supplies store, which is quite far from where the bus stopped.

Minho and Sulli arrived first at the school supplies store. The store is small and has a narrow passageway. They quickly roamed the store and searched for the pencils. Minho was already sweating and his glasses are starting to get moist. There! There! Sulli said excitingly as she pointed out the rack that's full of pencils. In one of the cases lie the official pencils, where the Running Man logo sticker is wrapped around the pencils. Palli! Palli! Minho ran towards the cashier as Sulli paid the pencils. Kamsahamnida, Sulli said politely. As they were about to walk out of the store, Jong Kook and HyunA appeared in front of them. Sulli screamed in surprise. HyunA tried to delay their exit by slapping Sulli's arm. Sulli, on the other hand, kept defending herself by slapping HyunA's arm, too. Taemin and Suzy, as well as the other teams are outside the store, waiting for them to finish their fight. Yah! Stop fighting! We're getting delayed! Taemin said lightheartedly. HyunA stopped as she laughed and Jong Kook proceeded inside as Minho and Sulli exited. Minho bolted to the sharpening area, with Sulli holding the green pencils. As they arrived the area, Minho was sweating badly. He walked towards the round table where the sharpener is located. He squatted as Sulli reached for the sharpener. You need to put the sharpener on top of Minho's head, the PD said. Sulli gulped and nodded. She put the sharpener on his head. Ready? Start! The fifteen-second timer started and she rapidly sharpened the pencils. Every second was nerve-wracking and pressuring. Sulli was sweating as she put force and speed in rotating the sharpener. 3 seconds. 2 seconds. 1 second. Aw! Sulli said sadly. She only needed a split second to finish sharpening. She failed. Mianhae, Minho! Gwenchana, Minho said as he continued panting. He was dead tired and heavily sweating. Minho-yah, your glasses are already moist, Jong Kook remarked, as they were next in line. The cameraman focused the camera on Minho as he laughed. Sulli laughed as she grabbed something from her pocket. Here, she said as she wiped the sweat on his forehead with her handkerchief. Sulli removed Minho's glasses as she wiped it. Gomawoyo, Ssul, Minho said as he smirked. Let's go! He continued running towards the school supplies store. The other couples are already done buying their pencils and are at the sharpening area already. While they're running, one kid gave Sulli a bottle of water. She thanked him and she let Minho drink it. They reached the store once more and bought three pencils. They exited and ran to the area once again. They became optimistic when they saw Jong Kook and HyunA, Taemin and Suzy, Gary and Ji Hyo and Gwang Soo and

Yuri running towards the school supplies store. They failed. When they met halfway, HyunA tried to delay them again, but she failed as Minho drifted. They arrived at the sharpening area with Haha and Lizzy attempting to sharpen their pencils. They also failed, and they took a break first. They lined up, while Jae Suk and YoonA attempted sharpening the pencils in fifteen seconds 3 seconds, 2 seconds, 1 second. Minho and Sulli's jaws dropped when Jae Suk and YoonA successfully sharpened three pencils in just fifteen seconds. Jae Sun and YoonA continued rejoicing as they jumped and smiling from ear to ear. They received the instructions for the second mission and went to the car afterwards. They need to wait for the second team to finish first before moving to the next location. Sulli became nervous again as she held the sharpener and placed it on Minho's head. Since it's now your second try, we're going to extend it to twenty seconds, the PD said. Sulli had a sigh of relief. I can do this, she thought. Ready? Start! She rapidly sharpened the pencils once again. One pencil was sharpened in just five seconds. Fifteen seconds more. Eight, seven, six Yes! Minho said as he put Sulli on the floor. They both hugged each other as they jumped for joy. When they already settled down, the PD gave them the instructions. Proceed to the W Shopping Mall and the staff will give you the instructions for the second mission. After reading, they proceeded to the car where Jae Suk and YoonA are located. Soon after, Jae Suk drove the car and they both proceeded to the shopping mall.

XIV: Running Man (II)

After minutes of driving and searching, Jae Suk and YoonA, along with Minho and Sulli arrived at the shopping mall. They got off the car and jogged towards the man holding the big blue placard. The man gave them the instructions for the second mission. With the given money, buy five couple items around the mall and wear it. Since they arrived first, they were given the largest amount of money, which is 150,000 Won. Here's 75,000 Won for you two, YoonA said as she gave the money to Sulli while walking towards the stalls. Let's go into separate ways. We'll just inform you through the walkie talkie if we already arrived at the meeting place.

Ne, Minho and Sulli said. In the meantime, Jae Suk oppa and I will buy our items. While you have your own time together, YoonA said as she winked at Sulli. Sulli smiled as they got into separate ways. The sun started setting as the lights of the exterior part of the mall and the stalls outside switched on. The cameraman was in front of Minho and Sulli as they started roaming around. People on the sides kept calling for Sulli as Sulli smiled and waved at them. Minho oppa, saranghae! a girl on the side shouted. Minho laughed as he waved at her. The girl jumped for joy afterwards. So, what do you want to buy, first? Minho asked as he smiled at Sulli. At that moment, he felt like they were a real couple. Hm, Sulli looked around with her eyes squinted and her index finger on her chin. There! She pointed out one of the stalls. They both walked closer to the stall and Sulli grabbed the couple cellphone straps. It's a prince and a princess type of strap. Minho grabbed it and asked, How much is these? 4000 Won, the saleslady said. Minho nodded to Sulli as Sulli counted the money and gave the saleslady the exact amount. They left the stall and continued roaming around. At the end of the mission, they bought a pink couple shirt, couple necklace where the boy and girl is kissing, two lollipop rings of the same purple color and two black notebooks which only the two of them can understand the meaning. It was already night when they met with Jae Suk and YoonA. It turned out that Minho and Sulli delayed their team because they really enjoyed buying the couple items. Minho and Sulli-yah, are you a real couple? Jae Suk asked jokingly as he pointed out their hands that were unknowingly intertwined. Minho and Sulli looked at each other in shock as they let go of their hands quickly. Huh? Aniyo! Minho and Sulli denied as they shook their head in exaggeration. YoonA smiled at them mischievously and said, Jae Suk oppa, I think they're lying. She laughed afterwards. No, we're really not a couple! Minho said. Geurae, Jae Suk teasingly said. They presented what they bought to the PD. Afterwards, they high fived each other as they succeeded on the mission. The PD gave them the location for the last mission. Go to Everland and the staff will give you the instructions for the last mission. Fighting! YoonA and Sulli said cutely. Fighting! Jae Suk and Minho followed in a manly manner.

They arrived at the Everland after a few minutes. They got off the car and were amazed on how amazing it is at night. The playful lights and the various rides welcomed them. It was reserved for themno spectators, just the Running Man staff, cast and guests. They walked towards the PD and discussed to them the instructions. You'll now be separated as a team. This is going to be a couple hide-and-seek game. All you need to do is hide from the seeker, the PD said. Who's the seeker? Jae Suk asked. That's for you to know. You're going to be handcuffed by paper handcuffs. If it gets destroyed by the seeker within an hour, you're both out. Around the theme park, you can get either an advantage or a disadvantage by taking any of the rides. The game will start when you hear the loud siren, the PD continued. Okay, they all said. The staff started handcuffing them. Afterwards, they got into separate ways as they started searching for a place to hide. Minho and Sulli, along with their cameraman, ran towards one of the souvenir shops. They ducked behind one of the racks. After three minutes, the loud siren rang. It made Sulli and Minho's heart beat faster. They stayed still on their hiding place as well as the other couples. Minho continued peeking and glancing around, searching if any other couples are around their vicinity. Gwang Soo and Yuri, out! the announcer said only just after ten minutes since the start of the game. It echoed all around the theme park, giving Minho and Sulli chills. Minho peeked once again and saw Jong Kook and HyunA from afar. Let's get out of here, Minho whispered. Sulli nodded. They stood and slowly exited the shop. They ran afterwards and quickly looked for any ride that they can take. T Express! T Express! Sulli said as she ran towards it. T Express is South Korea's highest, longest, and steepest roller coaster. It's a wooden coaster, which is a first in the country. Are you sure? Minho asked. Ne! This has a prize, I'm sure of it! Sulli said. The Running Man crew was in front of the ride entrance. They opened it and let the two take the ride. The two were in the front seat. They buckled in and the seats started moving up slowly. It's getting higher and higher. Minho and Sulli's heart were beating fast that it's about to explode. Sulli kept shouting and chuckling as they're about to reach the peak, while Minho kept his feelings to him. When they reached the peak, they breathed heavily as it moved in a steady rail for a while. When it's about to go way down, Minho couldn't keep his fear as he roared at the top of his lungs. Sulli, on the other hand, kept shouting while laughing at Minho's roar. They got way down, their seats tilted and moved from right to left, and moved up and down in a rapid speed. Minho shouted at the whole duration, while Sulli kept laughing at him while shouting.

They got back to the starting point and the ride ended. They got off their seats as Sulli was still laughing, while Minho was silent because he's quite embarrassed on his reaction. They walked towards the staff and received their prize. Ah! Wow! they both said as they received an extra paper handcuff. They gave it to their cameraman for him to hide. They continued running and searched for a place to hide. As they were walking, they heard a sound. A dangerous sound. The sound of the bell. Minho and Sulli looked at each other and they looked at their back. It was Jong Kook and HyunA. Spartakooks and HyunA dashed towards them. Minho panicked, but she dragged Sulli as they ran away from them as soon as he saw them. Jong Kook and HyunA followed them as Minho and Sulli kept looking for a place to hide. After a while, Minho found a fence covered with wood near the small zoo and they hid there. Jong Kook and HyunA lost them and they gave up looking for them. They looked on the other couples instead. Minho and Sulli were sweating and trembling as they heard the bells walking past them. That was close, Minho said to the camera as he chuckled. Thirty minutes after, Minho and Sulli was roaming around the corners of the park. They're the only couple left hiding. All of the other couples were eliminated by Jong Kook and HyunA. Minho and Sulli decided to start searching for the two seekers and end the game. This is it. Final round, Minho said as he panted. He pushed his glasses up while his right hand was holding Sulli's left hand. They were walking fast towards the center of the theme park. Minho felt that he was ready. That he was a fearless one. That he was an animal far greater than the tiger. Yah! Jong Kook shouted. Minho looked back and he got surprised. He was wrong. He dragged Sulli again as he tried to escape from them. They were all tired and sweating badly. Minho can't run anymore, and so does Sulli. Jong Kook pulled Minho's shirt from the back, while HyunA pulled Sulli's, leaving them shocked and disappointed. Any last words? Jong Kook joked as he panted lightly. I Minho said as he panted. We're going to win! Jong Kook laughed as he attempted to break Minho and Sulli's handcuffs. But, Minho quickly held Sulli's hand tighter and he hid it behind their backs. Jong Kook was strong like a machine. He kept separating them apart, as HyunA helped him. Only two minutes left, and Minho and Sulli could win the game. Jong Kook finally broke the handcuffs of Minho and Sulli, leaving the two down. Jong Kook and HyunA rejoiced, thinking that they've won the game. What they don't know is Minho and Sulli were getting away from them secretly as the cameraman gave them the extra handcuff. With his sharp eyes, Jong Kook noticed Minho and Sulli wearing a new set

of handcuffs. Fifty seconds was left before the game ends. Jong Kook ran quickly towards them, and Minho and Sulli noticed it. They wore it faster and they hid their hands from their back. Three seconds. Two seconds. One second. The eliminated couples were waiting in the jail. The two remaining couples arrived and they looked at them. Minho and Sulli's gloomy faces suddenly turned to blissful ones as they raised their hands with the new handcuffs still connected. They all applauded at them and congratulated them. They won. It was a glorious moment for them. ~ A day after the show aired on SBS, Minho still has the memories fresh on his mind. The couple items they bought are all inside a box that's under his bed. Minho and Sulli's relationship took another step, leaving them quite confused on what they really are. Minho walked inside the recording studio, and he saw Sulli sitting on the couch, writing something on her black notebook. You're now writing on the black notebook we got during Running Man? he asked as he sat next to her. Sulli avoided his stare as she moved away from Minho. No. This is my notebook before, she said flatly as she wrote random things. Minho felt that she was cold towards him. Is there something wrong? he asked in concern. Are you sick? He placed his hand on Sulli's forehead. Sulli tut and removed his hand forcefully. Minho was still confused. Just yesterday they were okay, and today he felt something's different with Sulli. He tried to move closer and tried to make her happy by pinching her cheek. Ugh, Minho! Will you stop? Sulli shouted. The recording room got silent. We're here to work, and if you can't do that, you might as well leave. Minho was shocked on what Sulli said, leaving him speechless. Mianhae, Minho. I needed to do this, Sulli thought.

XV: The Reason Minho was excited. It was the day where the episode of Running Man they're in will be aired. People around the world would witness them two conquering the episode. After going to the caf to relax, he hurried to the condominium to watch it. He took the elevator and he fidgeted as he watched the floor indicator increase. Fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen. The elevator opened and he dashed to his unit. He was surprised to see Krystal in front of his door, waiting. Krystal turned left and saw Minho

running towards her. She became delighted to see him. Oppa! she said as she hugged Minho tightly. I miss you. She pouted as she looked at Minho's eyes directly. Minho looked disappointed as he avoided her stare. Why are you here? Minho asked flatly. Krystal grabbed a pink box from the floor and presented it to him. This cake is for you, oppa! I made it especially for you. Congratulations! You never told me that you already got in SM Entertainment already. She was lying. She knew it from the start. Ah, thank you, Minho said. He got a hold of the pink box, faced his unit's door, grabbed the key from his pocket and unlocked it. Minho paused for a while and thought that it's unwelcoming of him if he just left Krystal outside. Come in, he said. Krystal got charged all of a sudden and rushed inside his unit. Minho placed the box on the dining table, and jogged towards the living area. He grabbed the remote from the coffee table as he switched the TV on. He sighed as he saw the program's just about to start. He sat at his sofa and leaned on it. The program started and his mind, heart and soul were all focused on the TV, wanting not to miss any single frame or any single bit of the audio. Oppa, I'll slice a cake for us, okay? Krystal said. Ne, ne, Minho replied. He saw himself and Taemin coming towards the cast. At first, he felt weird watching himself do those kind of things, but it eventually wore off. He laughed out hard on how it was edited and how the expressions of the cast were all captured. Krystal came to the living area with two plates on her hands. What are you watching? Krystal asked as he placed the cake on the coffee table. You were in Running Man? she said in surprise as she jumped on the sofa and grabbed Minho's arm. Ne, Minho said. He knew that it would be awkward to the both of them. Aw! I want to watch it with you and let's laugh together, Krystal said as she put her head on Minho's shoulder. They continued watching with Minho feeling uneasy. When the PD announced that it's going to be a couple race, Krystal's mouth opened slightly as her grip on Minho's arm became loose. She continued watching, and when she knew that Minho's going to be partnered with Sulli, she became uneasy eventually. She removed her grip from Minho's arm as she moved an inch away from Minho. The show continued running with Minho and Krystal on both ends of the sofa, sitting straightly while staring at the TV. Krystal had her arms crossed, while Minho kept glancing at Krystal, worrying about her reaction. Though the scenes were meant to be hilarious, they remained silent as the flashes from the TV are reflecting on their faces. The cake was remained untouched throughout, not a single crumb fell from it. I need to go, Krystal said as the show finished. As she's about to leave, she saw the couple items on the couch inside the box beside the sofa. She looked at it for seconds and she left the unit quickly.

Before she left, she secretly snatched Minho's phone, which was on the coffee table. As she entered the elevator, she opened Minho's phone and looked at the messages. She was shocked to see Sulli's name with a heart in the end, and his conversation with Sulli. She discovered that they met at the KTX terminal on the day Minho went to Busan for his mother. Minho lied to her that he's going there alone. She gripped the phone tightly as her facial expression remained blank. She's now full of anger. She opened the phone once more and texted Sulli. Krystal wants to talk to you at the CRYSTAL Bakery and Caf tomorrow, early in the morning at 8AM. Is it okay? Minutes later, Sulli replied with a yes. *The next day* Krystal closed her bakery and caf for customers and reserved it for herself and Sulli. She sat at one of chairs and waited for Sulli to arrive. When she saw a black luxurious car stop in front of the entrance, she quickly fixed her wavy hair and her skirt as she stood up. Sulli opened the door and the chimes made a sound Krystal? Sulli said as she removed her sunglass. Krystal! She ran towards her as she hugged her tightly. I miss you so much! Good thing Minho had set this for us to meet! Ah, yes, Krystal said as she showed her a fake smile. Let's sit and have our breakfast. Sulli nodded as they sat on a wooden chair. Krystal was furious. Only a small round table separates her from Sulli. She had the desire to slap her. The employee in a pink apron gave them a lemon almond cake and a coffee each. Is this your own bakery and caf? Yes, Krystal said. Daebak, she said. She grabbed the fork and she was about to slice it when she noticed something. Is this almond? Yes. You know I'm allergic to almonds, right? Sulli said as she laughed awkwardly. Krystal sipped some coffee. Let's cut to the chase, Krystal said as she slammed the teacup on the saucer. Stay away from Minho. Sulli became speechless as she placed the fork on the side of the plate. W-W-What are you saying? Haven't he told you before? He's my boyfriend, she said as she showed her a ring on her ring finger. She knows to herself that the ring has no significance to her or Minho. Minho didn't give it to her.

Sulli was shocked. It's not what you think. Running Man is only a variety show. T-T-Those couple items mean nothing to me, she said. She was lying, too. Those couple items meant a lot to her. Really? Krystal said as she raised her right eyebrow and crossed her arms. She grabbed Minho's phone from her satchel. Then, is going to Busan with him also a show? Sulli didn't know what to say. Her body froze. It's not what you think, Krystal. We're not dating Then, better, Krystal interrupted as she smiled evilly. Listen, Sulli. Let this meeting serve as a warning for you. Don't you come close to Minho. He's mine. Sulli knew from that moment that she came at the wrong time. She needed to stay away from Minho again.

XVI: Closer T-T-The Running Man episode. Sulli gulped. Forget those. Those are all for publicity. Okay, then let's work, Minho said. He opened his bag and grabbed his notebook and pen. What have you written lately? If she wanted it this way, then I'll let it be, he thought. Sulli looked at him and she felt his cold feeling. It was too late when she realized that she was actually staring at him, making Minho look at her weirdly. She shook her head as she opened her notebook and showed it to him. Minho scanned the lyrics with the feeling of bitterness. Okay, he said flatly as placed Sulli's notebook on the table. Are you sure of this? Is there something wrong? Sulli asked. It's not that strong for your comeback song, he said straightforwardly as he avoided Sulli's gaze at him by staring at the notebook. R-R-Really? Sulli asked. I'm not sure why you wanted to write and compose your own comeback song. Just with the lyrics, I can tell you can't do these things, Minho said. But, I wrote that song for a number of days since I was in Japan. I sometimes stay awake all night just to compose the words and edit it, she said. Minho giggled sarcastically and looked at her with blank eyes. Well then. Kudos for your effort, but I don't think it's at par with your other popular songs. Here's what I've wrote last night. I've also had the draft melody for this. Minho showed his notebook to Sulli and discussed to her the song. Wow, Sulli mumbled. She was amazed on Minho's talent and skills in

writing and composing a song. The lyrics were incredible. After a while, someone knocked on the door. Hey, Ssul! Taemin said blissfully. He walked towards the sofa and sat in between Sulli and Minho. How's your song going? He grabbed the notebook of Minho and scanned it. Wow, amazing! You wrote this, Ssul? Aniyo, Sulli said shyly. It's Minho's. Taemin mouthed an oh as he looked at Minho and smiled. Nice one, Minho! He raised his hand to high five Minho, but Minho rejected it as he looked at the side. Taemin slowly lowered his hand in humiliation. Anyway, Ssul. Do you want to eat lunch with me now? Huh? Sulli asked. She looked at Minho, who was looking at them. Minho quickly looked at the ceiling as he mumbled things. She didn't want to go with him, but she remembered what Krystal said to her. Ah, sure. Alright! You want to go with us, Minho? Taemin asked. No. It's okay, Minho said. Inside, Taemin was happy to hear what Minho said. Taemin and Sulli walked out the room, leaving Minho alone at the warmly yet slightly dim room. After minutes of staring at the notebook, he decided to get out of the room. But, Director Kangta opened the door before he got off the sofa. Minho, first off, I'd like to thank you for guesting at Running Man even if it was out of your contract with us, Director Kangta said. I've heard that fans of Sulli were glad that she was coupled with you. They even felt that you were a real couple. Really? Minho said as he chuckled. Ne, ne. Anyway, I thought of giving this back to you. It's significant for you, I think, Director said as he handed out a notebook. A black notebook. A familiar notebook. Minho was surprised to see his old notebook. The notebook that he thought was lost. W-W-Where did you find this? he asked as he slowly grabbed the notebook. What kind of question is that? Director Kangta said as he laughed. You gave us that along with your other sample works, resume and letter. Minho suddenly had a smart guess on who pushed him to be on SM Entertainment. It was Krystal. Ssul, let's go have lunch! Taemin said enthusiastically. It had been like this for a week. Minho kept refusing his offer of joining them and he'll stay in the recording room, writing random words and playing the piano. As Sulli and Taemin were about to walk towards the door, the door opened and a woman appeared. Minho was surprised that he stood up from his seat. Krystal, Minho said. Minho oppa! Krystal shouted. She placed the pink lunch box on the coffee table as she hugged Minho tightly. Sulli stood still as she

looked at Krystal hugging Minho. Krystal released her hug and presented the lunch box to Minho. For you, oppa! I cooked this for you. Minho slowly received the lunch box and said, Gomawo, Krystal! Krystal noticed that Sulli was still not moving from her place. timing, she thought. She smiled sarcastically at Sulli and gave glare afterwards. After Minho placed the lunch box on the table Krystal wrapped her arms around Minho's neck and quickly kissed the lips. Perfect her a again, him on

Sulli's heart sunk as she saw Krystal kiss Minho. Minho was surprised and felt that it was awkward for Krystal to do it here. He pushed Krystal slowly away from him. W-W-What was that? Minho said furiously. Let's get out, Taemin whispered to Sulli. Sulli nodded as they both walked out of the room. Oppa, mianhae, Krystal said. I just wanted to make Sulli feel miserable, she mumbled. She had a sudden shock of what she said that she covered her mouth. What did you say? Minho asked Nothing, oppa, Krystal said. L-L-Let's eat. It was already near midnight when Minho decided to go home. That's for today, I think, he said to Sulli. Okay, Sulli said. We'd have these approved to the director tomorrow and after that, we could already start recording the tracks, he added. Sulli nodded. Minho placed the notebook, pen and CDs in his brown bag and he wore it afterwards. He said goodbye to Sulli as he walked out of the room Sulli's mind became ringing back to her Minho off her mind. her heart's getting perplexed. What Krystal said to her a week ago kept mind. No matter what she does, she still can't get He's her first and current love. As the days pass, suffered more and more.

If ever we meet again, I promise that I'll never be this coward, again. She recalled her promise to herself eight years ago. Even if it fails, at least I told him the truth, she thought. She twisted the doorknob and pulled the door. She saw Minho slowly walking on the long coldly lit hallway. She ran towards him. Her heart's beating faster and faster as she got closer and closer to him. As she neared him, she opened her arms and hugged Minho from his back. Minho was surprised from what she did. He knew it was Sulli. Sulli rested her head on Minho's back and said, Minho, saranghae. I know it's wrong of me to say this. Saranghae, Minho, saranghae. A tear fell from her eye as Minho smiled. Though someday your name might become strange, My heart will remember all the memories.

Even if a painful separation comes between us, Let's not think about that today.

XVII: Crash She's behind me as her arms were locked on my waist. My heart was beating faster as I smiled involuntarily. She loves me. Is this some kind of a dream? If it is, then I wish to not wake up anymore. I removed her arms from my waist, faced her and embraced her tightly. I love you, too, Sulli. I always do, I whispered to her. It felt like I never want to release her from my arms ever again. Everything's going to be alright, I promise you. *Two days after*

The continuous ringing of the doorbell woke me up from tired eyes started to open and saw the sunlight that's window. My blurred vision can't distinguish any of the as I removed my blanket. I grasped on my glasses right

my deep sleep. My passing from the things around me away and wore them.

Who is it? I yelled as I neared the door. I opened it and saw Krystal holding a brown paper bag while her pink bag was on her shoulder. She smiled at me and said, Surprised? She laughed and entered my unit immediately. I brought some cereals and a bottle of milk for you. Let's eat breakfast together. She went towards the living area and placed her bag on the table. I sat at the sofa as she went quickly to the kitchen to prepare the breakfast. Our relationship was not the same as it was before. After our last conversation in high school, we met again after I graduated college. She was just starting to build her bakery and caf, while I was still looking for a job in Seoul. She recommended me to her friend's father who was a songwriter in one of the minor entertainment corporations in Korea, while I helped her choose a good location for her business. We helped each other in making our dreams into reality. Because of that, our relationship became stronger and it reached to the point where we decided to be in this relationship. I honestly enjoyed being with her in the past. I remember those weekends where I hang out at her bakery and we'll just talk randomly the whole day. But, those times flied and our relationship started to tarnish. Our fights became more frequent. We had fights even on the small understandings we had. She always questions me if she saw me talking to a girl. She always insists that I was cheating on her, but I really am not. Because of that, she once became an alcoholic and partied almost every night at a bar, but eventually, I stopped her from doing so. We always tried to save our relationship but no matter how many times we save it, the scars that were formed can't be healed anymore.

I looked up the ceiling and I let out a sigh. I glanced at the coffee table and saw Krystal's bag open with some of the things scattered on the table. She must've hurried on buying the cereals, I thought. It got me thinking for a second when I saw something familiar in her bag. It was the cellphone that I lost a few weeks ago. I got a hold of it to check if it really was mine. I unlocked it and checked the contacts. It really was mine. I checked the messages after and saw that the topmost thread was Sulli. I opened it and saw a message that was sent by me, but I don't remember sending it. Then, it all made sense to me one by one. Krystal arrived with a bowl of cereals on each of her hands. Her eyes widened and she stepped back as she saw Minho looking at her while showing his phone. She accidentally released the bowls, making the bowl crash into pieces on the floor with the cereals scattered and the milk spilled. Oppa Why do you have this in your bag? She looked down and knelt. She grabbed the broken bowl and said, Mianhae, oppa. I accidentally slipped the Why do you have this oin your bag? Minho roared. It brought chills on Krystal as she slowly stood up and slowly walked towards Minho. She was afraidafraid that she might lose him. I just wanted to make our relationship stronger, she said as her shaking hands tried to hold Minho's hands. To make our relationship stronger, you met with Sulli? What did you say to her? I wanted her t-t-to stay away from you, she said with a trembling voice. Minho couldn't believe what she just said. Why did you do that? he roared once more. Because I was jealous! Krystal shouted. When I saw you with her in Running Man, I thought you were cheating on me. And I was proved right when I saw your inbox. Y-Y-You went to Busan with her! That's why you lied to me that day! I didn't cheat on you! Minho shouted. He was furious and wanted to punch the wall. His blood's boiling in anger, but he tried controlling it. He let out a heavy sigh and said, That's it. This is the last straw. Krystal I think we should end this. Oppa Krystal said as tears started falling from her eyes. Oppa, please don't do this to me. Minho didn't want this also to happen, but he thought that it has gotten out of hand. He doesn't feel the same way as what he felt towars her three years ago. Sorry Krystal Oppa! she wailed as she held Minho's hands tightly with her shaking hands. W-W-We can fix this just like before, right? she said as she touched Minho's right cheek. Minho felt sorry for Krystal and himself. He removed Krystal's hand off her cheek slowly.

I'm sorry, Krystal. It's not working anymore. I love Sulli, Minho said truthfully. He know that it hurts to say the truth, but he had to. Oppa! Oppa! Don't leave me please! she pleaded as she slowly knelt in front of Minho. She continued weeping. Minho doesn't have the courage to look at her directly because he knows that it will hurt his heart more. Sorry, Krystal he said as he tried to lift Krystal up. Krystal cooperated as she stood with the help of Minho. While slowly walking towards the door, Krystal forcefully removed Minho's hand off her shoulder. She faced him and snatched her bag from Minho. With dried tears from her face, she glared at Minho and said, You'll regret this I'll make sure you will not end up with Sulli. Those words made a mark on Minho's mind. After saying those words, Krystal opened the door and slammed it when she left. *Three days after* So why did you call me? I know you like Sulli. Huh? When I visited the building, I saw how you looked at her. There's a spark in your eyes. He cleared his throat and said, So? I want to make a proposition. And what is that? Krystal sipped her coffee. Her eyes were still puffy and it was concealed with her big sunglass. You know I love Minho. He gulped and had a guess on where this conversation is heading to. Recently, Minho broke up with me for Sulli, and I would never accept that. If Minho won't be mine, then I wouldn't let him be with anyone else. I want you to help me. Help you with? Breaking them two up, Lee Taemin. Krystal offered her right hand to him. Deal? He thought of it for a while. Krystal waited for his response with a smile. Deal.

XVIII: Runaway *October 2012*

A month has passed since I broke up with Krystal. I've haven't heard any news from her after that. Until now, I still feel guilty for making her feel miserable. Every night, I was thinking of her and how she's doing. I tried calling her, but she changed her number. I tried visiting her bakery, but it's temporarily closed. I tried visiting her house, but she's not living there anymore. I tried asking her friends on her whereabouts, but they don't know, too. Our recording's finished, already. They would merge it tomorrow. My album photo shoot would be next week. What should we do this week? Sulli said as she sat beside me at the sofa in the recording studio. She placed her head on my shoulder while I held her hand tightly. I removed some strands of her hair to see her glowing face. I smiled as I stared at the wall and joked, Hm Let's runaway? Her sweet chuckle resounded the room as her head was kept still on my shoulder. Are you serious? Yes, I said. I raised our hands and we both looked up. We stared at our intertwined hands with the orange light at the back passing into it. I glanced at her and she was still staring at it with her squinted eyes. She seemed she was thinking deeply. I neared my face to her cheek and pecked her as the scent of her vanilla perfume passed through my nose and my lips felt her soft cheek. She looked at me slowly and smiled. Where shall you take me? she said in a silly manner. Anywhere, I said. We went to the parking lot and we both entered my new car. It's not a top-of-the-line car, just a simple small white car that's enough for me. I fired the engine and we started travelling around Seoul. After thirty minutes, I parked the car in a place where few people come. Surprisingly, there wasn't any person that day. We both went out and saw the blooming cherry blossom trees around. Beside is a wide sea where the serene sound could be heard. We sat at the grass and just stared at the sea and the trees. We were quiet. Not a single word was coming from our mouth. We listened to the sounds of nature with our hands intertwined and Sulli's head on my shoulder. I remember our childhood days, she mumbled. Why? I asked. I don't know. I just remember it, she said. I laughed and said, I remember when we were at the beach and we both fought on whether I really made a sand castle. She burst into laughter and said, Yeah! I remember that! I made it look like a sand castle just by putting a yellow flag on top of it. What? Even without your flag, it would still look like a sand castle, I joked.

No, it's not, she teased. We laughed our hearts off as we disturbed the serene surrounding. The birds were chirping louder and the wind became stronger as we kept laughing. Nature probably told us to keep quiet. Chamkkanman, I said. I stood up as I jogged towards the car. I opened the door of the backseat and brought my guitar and the black notebook out with me. I closed the door and walked towards where Sulli was sitting. I sat in front of her and looked at her enchanting surprised face. W-W-What is this? she asked. I wrote this in 2005. I was unsure before if I'd sing this in front of you. But, today, I had the guts. So here it goes, I said. She clapped as I tuned the guitar first, and opened the notebook to the third page. I breathed heavily and I started strumming the guitar. Now let's take off, let's fly to Neverland Even if time is not on our sides, it's OK There's only one life to live so before it's too late Hold my hand

Cause it's going down tonight Into the awesome future, let's ride Close your eyes and count (3, 2, 1) Shall we fly?

She was looking at me, smiling, as she clapped her hands in a pattern that suits the beat of the song. Hey, love! Let's run away! Let's go even if we don't have a destination If only you're by my side I can go anywhere in the world, whenever alright Hey, love! Let's run away! Never let go of this hand With a sweet imagination Into the awesome world where there are free dreams

Here we go, everyone put your hands up disco Today, no matter what anyone says, we're heroes Our prayers are standing on the crossroads of life Evils? Hell no don't hesitate

It's going down tonight Don't be scared and just fly On the count of three, open your eyes (3, 2, 1) Welcome to our world.

Hey, love! Let's run away! Let's go even if we don't have a destination If only you're by my side I can go anywhere in the world, whenever alright Hey, love! Let's run away! Never let go of this hand With a sweet imagination Into the awesome world where there are free dreams. I placed the guitar on the side and I looked at her with my eyes asking on her reaction. She slowly smiled at me and said, It was amazing. We stared at each other while smiling. It was never awkward for us. The light pink leaves from the trees passed through us. A weird feeling got into me. It was an unfamiliar feeling. It was more than love. It was only until now that I've gotten this close to her. Even though I've seen her face for a thousand of times, today's different. This minute, specifically. Her dark brown eyes were sparkling, her cheeks were pink, and her lips were very lush. I've never observed her this closely before. My heart started beating faster than ever. It's about to explode as I gulped. I placed my hands on the grass as I went closer to her. The sound of the birds chirping, the wind passing through us, and the sea slowly moving ruled our ears. I never realized that you were this handsome, she mumbled. She closed her eyes as she neared her face to mine. My face became nearer and nearer to hers. My lips touched the tip of her nose, pecking her mole. I cupped her cheeks as I lowered my face. Slowly, my lips

touched hers. Surprisingly, I've realized what kind of feeling I had. Desire. The desire to kiss her. Her lips were so soft and warm as I caressed her. Slowly, her mouth opened and we both gave in. I could smell her facial mist as I deepened my kiss. She let out a moan as she slowly touched my nape and pulled me towards her more. The birds continued chirping and the sound of the breeze caressing the trees were incorporated with our hearts beating fast. She pushed me slowly. She opened her eyes and smiled at me afterwards. I smiled back as I rubbed my nape. I-I'm sorry. No, it's okay. I love it, she said blissfully. She stood up as she offered her hands to me. I held her soft hands and she helped me stand. I grabbed my notebook and guitar, and we both walked towards the car with our hands holding tightly.

XIX: The Plan Are you ready? Krystal asked. Taemin was still unsure. Krystal had been planning this for a month and he agreed to it. There's no turning back. Yes, he said. No one knows my whereabouts but you. So I trust you, she said. Arasseo, arasseo. Aren't we being too selfish? Selfish? Krystal laughed and said, They're the ones who were selfish. Minho left me for her, with an excuse that we're not working anymore. Ridiculous. She grabbed the bottle of soju and drank it. Taemin was surprised to see it. Hey, hey! Taemin raised his voice as he snatched the bottle from her. She wiped her mouth with her red lipstick smudging to her cheek. Mweo? she shouted as she tried grabbing the bottle of soju back. She's quite tipsy as her eyes were smaller than the usual. You're drinking too much nowadays. It's not good for your health, Taemin said as hr placed the bottle near him. He poured a few on Krystal's shot glass and said, There. Drink there, not directly on the bottle. Thank you, Taemin, she said as she laughed like a hyena. She drank it fully and it seemed like she wanted more. Taemin poured soju on his glass and drank it. So, what's the plan? Here it goes *The next day*

Taemin was nervously waiting for Minho outside of Director Kangta's office. He was already thinking of what to say and how he would trap him to their plan. He was biting his nails unconsciously as he walked back and forth in front of the door. Never fail this plan. The voice of Krystal kept ringing on his head. He was anxious and his conscience keeps telling him not to do it, but he won't listen. After a minute, Minho and Sulli got out of Director Kangta's room with a smile on their faces. Taemin was surprised to see them and his mind went blank. Taemin, what are you doing here? Sulli asked. He exhaled as he smiled due to his nervousness. Ah um I Taemin didn't know what to say. Minho, you want to go out for a drink? Me? Minho asked in surprise as he pointed himself. Yes, you, Taemin said as he smiled. Why? I I I want to know you better. I want to know why Sulli fell in love with this type of guy, he said. He laughed as he looked at them as if he's guiltless. Minho looked at Sulli and asked her if he can. Sulli nodded with a smile. Okay, he said. Take care you guys, Sulli said delightfully. Minho kissed Sulli's cheek and said, Take care, too. I love you. I love you, too, Sulli said. Minho and Taemin walked out of the building. With Taemin's car, they drove to a nearby bar in Seoul. They entered the bar and contrary to most of the bars in Seoul, it was less noisy and the people there all wore formal clothes. The music played was a jazz type of music. They walked towards the dark maple counter and sat at the leather seats. Taemin raised his hand to call the attention of the bartender. The bartender nodded without Taemin mouthing any word. It seemed like Taemin has been a regular here. In seconds, the bartender served them an ice cold white wine and two glasses. Taemin opened the bottle and poured wine to their glasses. Thank you, Minho said. Since when did you and Sulli know each other? Taemin asked as he drank his wine. Uh, since when we're kids. Our parents were co-workers in a beach in Busan before and they've been really close since then, Minho explained. He slowly drank his wine afterwards. Ah, he said. Did you like her back then? Ah, yes. When we entered middle school, that's when I realized that what I'm feeling for her is more than what a friend should feel towards

his friend, Minho said enthusiastically. He looked up while smiling as he shortly reminisced his middle school years. Taemin nodded as he smiled and looked at the glass of wine. He continued swirling it while trying to conceal his nervousness. How did you meet her? Minho asked curiously. We became trainees at the same month in 2005. Apart from her friend Tiffany, she considered me as one of her close friends. She shared a lot of things to me back then, Taemin said. Even though she told me her whole life, I haven't heard your name from her, Taemin tried to piss him off. Really? he mumbled. Minho looked down and got the feeling of awkwardness from this conversation. He felt down after Taemin said that. I need to go to the washroom first. Minho left his seat and searched for the washroom. This is it, Taemin thought. He was fidgeting, not knowing who to followKrystal or his conscience. He grabbed something from his pocket. It was a powdered drug in a small piece of clear plastic. He looked around to see if anyone was looking at him. He quickly opened the plastic and poured the contents in Minho's glass. In no time, the drug dissolved with the wine. Minho walked back to his seat with Taemin feeling uneasy. He was trying to conceal it but no matter what, a piece of uneasiness was coming out of his body. He fully drank the wine from his glass in hopes of releasing his nervousness. Are you okay? Minho asked as he touched Taemin's back. Taemin removed his hand abruptly. Yes, yes, he said in irritation. He kept glancing at Minho, checking if he drank it already. Thank you for taking care of Sulli during your training years, he said. He grabbed his glass and drank it fully. After minutes, the drug became effective. Minho was feeling dizzy and the surrounding were distorted in his perception. He tried to blink several times, but his dizziness won't go off. He tried taking off his glass, but it doesn't work. His sight became a blur as his eyes became heavier and heavier. Are you okay? Taemin said in concern. Minho couldn't hear it and felt like his ears were covered by two big hands. Minho started to fall out of his seat and in no time, he blacked out. Minho woke up with blurred vision. He grasped for his glasses and wore it. He was on his bed and had no idea what happened to him last night. Good morning, Minho, a familiar voice greeted him. He looked to the side and it was Krystal. He got out of his bed in surprise as his eyes widened. W-W-What are you doing here? Minho shouted. Minho looked below and saw that he was only wearing the black slacks from yesterday.

You brought me here, Krystal said while smiling. Impossible, Minho said in surprise. Possible, she said. Minho saw that Krystal's wearing his polo without any bottom, exposing her legs. Her red lipstick was smudged to her cheek and his polo was full of kiss marks on the collar and her hair's very messy. Andwae! Andwae! he shouted. You were lovely last night on how you cuddled with me and how you kissed me, she said. Krystal got off the bed and walked closely to him. Minho continued stepping back as he tried to remember what happened last night. The last thing he could remember was he had a drink with Taemin, nothing else. The doorbell rang. Krystal smiled evilly to Minho as she ran towards the door. I'll get it, Minho-ya, she said in a sexy voice. Minho tried to stop her from doing so, but it was too late. Krystal unlocked the door and pulled it. It was Sulli.

XX: Confession

Sulli, can you give this to Minho? Taemin said as he handed out Minho's watch. He dropped it when he left the bar. Ah, jinjja? Minho's really irresponsible, Sulli mumbled to herself. She received the watch and said, Gomawo. I'll just go to his unit now. Taemin nodded. When Sulli left, he grabbed his phone and started calling Krystal. Krystal, she's about to go there. Arasseo, arasseo, she said. Krystal applied red lipstick to her lips and started kissing at the various parts of the polo's collar. She wore it and wiped the lipstick off with her hand. She waved her hair, making it look like it's messy. She then lied on the bed beside Minho. After minutes, Minho woke up. Sulli's eyes widened as her body froze when she saw Krystal wearing Minho's light blue polo. Minho pulled Krystal away from the door and he walked closer to Sulli. Sulli, this is not what you think it is. Sulli couldn't look at Minho directly. She was hurt deep inside, and she's trying not to show it. She bit her lower lip hardly as she tried stopping tears falling down her eyes. She turned back and slowly walked down the hallway. Ssul! Minho shouted as he chased Sulli. He grabbed her arm, but Sulli abruptly removed it. Sulli looked at Minho with her watery eyes. Sulli,

nothing happened between us. I don't know what happened last night. I was drinking with Taemin and And what? You're going to make me look like a fool? Sulli said. A tear fell from her eye as her blood's boiling in anger. You don't have to lie. It's obvious. Sulli continued walking as she wiped her tears. That's not what I mean. Ssul, nothing happened. This was just he said as he grabbed Sulli's arm once again. In a split second, Sulli slapped Minho hardly. Sulli glared at him. Here, she they bought said with a that you're said. She gave Minho's watch and pulled her necklace that during their Running Man guesting. She threw it to Minho and cracking voice, Thank you. Thank you for making me believe the one.

Sulli couldn't help it. Her tears started falling as she left the condominium. It was hard for her to accept what she saw. It was hard for her to accept that Minho did that to her. She went inside the car, and there, she stayed still on one side and sobbed. Krystal, on the other hand, was delighted as she watched the two. Minho scowled at her, and partly inside, Krystal felt appalled. What kind of show is this? Minho shouted. This is not a show. It really happened, Krystal insisted in a sexy voice. She walked closer to Minho as she touched his chest. Maybe you want to do it again? Minho abruptly removed Krystal's hand and walked heavily inside. No, no. He went inside his room and picked up Krystal's clothes and bag. She threw it outside and said, Get out! Krystal stayed still in front of him. She stared at Minho and her eyes watered as her arms crossed. Minho did not hesitate to pluck her arm and dragged her towards the door. Minho! It hurts! Krystal said. He continued dragging her and he slightly pushed Krystal outside and said, Never show me your face again. ~~~ So, that's it for today, Director Kangta said. You all did a good job in producing Sulli's album. Sulli, Minho and the staff clapped and left soon. Sulli quickly walked out the office and congratulated the staff for a job well done. Afterwards, she walked out of the crowd. Sulli! Minho shouted. Sulli continued walking and pretended not to hear anything. After what happened, she felt that there's no need for his explanations. Minho pulled Sulli's arm, making her turn to him. Is there something wrong? Sulli asked blankly. Sulli about what happened with me and Krystal he said as he looked down. I'm sorry, what? she asked as if she didn't witness anything. What about you and Krystal? I'm sorry, he said. Sulli paused for a while as Minho's sorry rang in

her head. What's to be sorry about? And, who is this Krystal? she said. Minho slowly looked at her and he saw that her face's not showing any expression. It was blank. Sulli he said. He held her hand and said, L-L-Let me explain. D-Don't do t-this to me Sulli clenched her fist as she tried to control her feelings. She removed her hand from Minho's and said, You don't need to. I've seen enough. Ssul We're here to work. Let's not put our personal problems here, she said. Oh, you're here! Taemin said. Sulli looked back and tried to smile. You want to go out for dinner?" Before Sulli could answer, Minho said, Taemin! W-What happened the night we went to the bar? Taemin felt tensed. After what happened, he promised to himself that he wouldn't want to be associated to it anymore. He gulped and said, Y-You left the bar early. After you've drank your second glass of wine, you said you needed to go home because someone's waiting for you there. You even said that it would be a romantic night. Sulli looked to the side. Her heart was again pierced by a thorn. I-I-I don't remember saying that, Minho mumbled. He was embarrassed to see that Sulli was hearing what Taemin said. You don't? Y-Y-You could check your phone to see if you had any messages that night, Taemin suggested. Minho grabbed his phone and he was shocked to discover a message from Krystal. From: Krystal, 10PM Message: I have a big surprise for you. I'm sure you'll love it. ;) I'm here now in your unit. Is there anything? Taemin asked. Minho looked at him with his mouth slightly open and his hand shaking. Krystal crafted the plan perfectly, not leaving any loopholes. Taemin knew this in the first place and he was really stunned on it. He looked at Sulli and said, Are you okay, Ssul? Ah, yes, yes, Sulli said as she smiled at Taemin. She looked up, preventing her tears from falling. Let's go, Taemin said as he put his hand on Sulli's waist. Sulli nodded and they both turned their backs on Minho. Sulli! Please believe me. Krystal had all of this set up, Minho shouted as the two continued walking away from him. Minho's voice continued echoing the hallway as he called Sulli's name. As they were eating their dinner in the restaurant inside the building,

Sulli had deep thoughts wobbling in her mind. She wanted to believe him, but from what she saw, it's hard. She wanted to hug Minho and say that she believes him, but she can't. Unknowingly, tears started falling from her eyes as she ate the rice. She sniffed as she wiped her tears. She didn't want Taemin to see her like this and worry about her. Taemin placed his chopsticks on the side. He couldn't help seeing Sulli like this. He was wrong. He shouldn't have done it. Sulli, I have something to confess, he said. Sulli looked at him in curiosity. W-W-What is it? Minho didn't really do it. I-I-I Krystal and I connived to break you two up, Taemin confessed as he looked down. It was hard for Taemin to confess it. Even though it may mean breaking their friendship up, he took the courage to do it. Love doesn't always mean having the person by your side. Sometimes, love means giving way for her to be filled, he thought.

XXI: Despair Taemin Sulli couldn't speak any other word. She was shocked to hear that from Taemin. I-I'm sorry, Ssul, he said. H-H-How? Taemin gulped as he looked down. When we went to the bar I put a drug on Minho's drink. I stole his watch and used it to make you go to his unit He couldn't continue narrating what happened. He was ashamed of what he had done. Why? she asked flatly. Because I like you, he honestly said. What Taemin said left a much bigger shock on Sulli. Taemin, I don't know what to say. I-I can't believe you've done this I'm sorry, Sulli, he said. I'm sorry, Taemin, she said. Her heart doesn't want to forgive him. What he had done was an act that she deemed unforgivable at that moment. She stood from her seat and left the restaurant immediately. Sulli looked for Minho in the building. She searched for each room and tried asking some of the employees, but he's nowhere to be found. Taemin quite expected it to happen. It was a consequence to what he had done to them. If only he could be given a chance to turn back the time, he would have never accepted Krystal's plan. He sat back and drank his glass of water as he looked at the window beside him and watched the different colors of lights from the buildings

flash within his eyes. Suddenly, his phone vibrated. Krystal was calling him. Yoboseyo? he said. Krystal wasn't responding and was wailing. Krystal, are you okay? Where are you? Taemin asked in concern. Even though they tied up for a plan that was destructive, he admitted to himself that he has grown his concern on Krystal. Taemin, she said in her cracking voice. She sobbed and said, I'll never get Minho back again Taemin suddenly had an image in his mind that Krystal was attempting to commit suicide. This made him panic and stand from his seat. W-W-Where are you Krystal? Taemin went out of the restaurant and quickly went to the parking lot. Krystal wouldn't respond as she continued sobbing. I-In my bakery she said. In your bakery? Taemin reiterated. Arasseo, arasseo. I'll be right there. J-Just stay there. He was nearing his car when a force pulled him back. He turned around and saw it was Minho. He was mad. He clutched Taemin's shirt and pulled him closer. You you planned it with Krystal? Minho please, Taemin said. He was in Minho's hands and he couldn't escape from his surprising strength. How could you do this to us, huh? Minho shouted. His right hand clenched into a fist and hit Taemin's face, making Taemin fall on the ground. Taemin let out a groan as he winced in pain. Minho was surprised on what he had done. Taemin's left cheek is bruised and his lower lip had a cut and it was bleeding. Taemin stayed on the ground as he checked his lower lip. He looked at Minho, who got into his car. Minho fired up the engine and quickly left the parking lot. Taemin felt that he deserved it. But, his thoughts bothered him on where Minho was heading. `Could it be?' he thought. He quickly stood and went in his car. He fired up the engine and drove to Krystal's bakery. The bakery was dark and the yellow light from the counter was the only light switched on. Krystal was on a table, and she was crying nonstop as she drank the soju directly from the bottle. Never show me your face again. Minho's voice kept ringing in her head and it's bringing her in a state of depression bit by bit. She cringed as she pulled her hair and screamed loudly. After minutes, a car stopped and a silhouette of a tall man appeared. It went closer to the bakery's door. Krystal stood from her seat and slowly walked closer to the door to see who it was. The door opened and she was shocked to see that he came. Krystal, he said as he quickly hugged her.

Taemin Krystal said as she cried on his shoulder. Taemin was hugging her tightly and it seemed like he never want to let go of her. He closed his eyes as he slowly brushed Krystal's hair. It's okay, it's okay, he muttered. He suddenly remembered Minho and released his hug. D-D-Did Minho come here? he asked in concern. H-H-Huh? she asked in bewilderment. N-Nevermind, he said as he continued hugging and comforting her. `If Minho didn't come here, where did he go?' he thought. Minho was driving fast as his anger towards and Krystal and Taemin was on the highest point. He was not thinking of anything but reaching his destination, which was Krystal's bakery. His phone vibrated and he was surprised to see who was calling. It was Sulli. Yoboseyo? he said. Minho, where are you? Sulli asked. Even if Minho couldn't see her, he could tell that she was worried I'm going somewhere. Why? he asked. The green stoplight flashed in a road intersection where barely cars pass by. Minho I-I was wrong. I should've believed you in the first place. I-I-I'm sorry, she said. W-W-Would you meet me here in the restaurant inside the building? Okay, okay. I-I-I'll be there in a few, he said. He ended the call immediately. As he placed his phone beside him, he pressed the car pedal with his foot. He accelerated as the car went to the intersection. Suddenly, a light coming from the side of his window became brighter and brighter in a split second. He heard the long sound of a horn and the car, in no time crashed into his car. Minho couldn't do anything but witness what happened to him. The car with a faulty brake slowly pushed Minho's car with great pressure. Minho's car was becoming dented as he closed his eyes, hoping that he wouldn't die. All he was thinking right now was he needed to meet Sulli. A tear fell from his eye as the car reached to one of the houses on the side. The cars stopped and both were dented. He was left unconscious. Bleeding. Despaired.

XXII: Mrs. Choi

After a few minutes, the sound of siren became louder as it got nearer to Minho's dented car. The ambulance vehicle stopped in front and the nurses got off immediately. The blue and red lights kept flashing as they rescued the unconscious Minho. The nurses brought out the ambulance bed as they tried to get Minho off

the car. They carefully carried him to the bed as they put the oxygen mask in him. They quickly put him inside the vehicle and drove to the nearest hospital in Seoul. Sulli was at the restaurant, patiently waiting for Minho. She took a sip of her tea as she glanced at her surrounding. She was one of the few customers left. Two hours have passed, and Minho still hasn't arrived. Sulli already finished drinking her tea and stared at her cup for too long. Ma'am, the employee said. It woke her senses up as she looked at the him. We're about to close already. Do you need more time here?" Ah, she softly said, as she laughed weakly. No, it's okay. I'll go now. She glanced once more at her surrounding and she was the only customer left. The employees were already cleaning the other tables. She looked at her watch and she didn't notice that it's already ten in the evening. She sighed as she grabbed her purse and stood from her seat. She walked out of the restaurant and sighed. I guess I've been too harsh on him, she thought. Her phone rang and it was an unknown number. She was hesitant to answer it, but she did anyway. Yoboseyo? she said softly. Are you Mrs. Choi Jinri? a woman asked. Sulli was surprised to hear it. `Mrs. Choi?' she thought as she slightly blushed. N-Ne. Why? she asked. Ah, hello Mrs. Choi. We are from the Seoul St. Mary's Hospital. Your husband, Mr. Choi Minho, was brought here Mweo? she shouted. She instantly became anxious and kept walking in circle, as she did not know what to do. W-W-Why?" He was involved in a car accident, the woman said. Sulli's eyes widened in shock and her hands were shaking. W-Where is y-y-your hospital? she said as tears fell from her eyes. I-I'll be right there. She arrived at the emergency room of the hospital and hurried to the reception area. Choi Minho, please, she said in a cracking voice. The nurses gave the direction of Minho and she ran. At that moment, she was not minding what was happening around her. She was not minding the people who would recognize her. All she was minding was Minho's condition. The end of the hallway was the Intensive Care Unit, where Minho was admitted. It was closed, and nurses kept coming in and out of the room. Are you Mrs. Choi? the nurse approached Sulli. W-W-What happened to M-M-Minho? I-I-Is he okay? she asked the nurse as she sobbed. The nurse was surprised to see it was Sulli. I-I'm sorry, Ms. Sulli. I-I thought you were his wife. I am his wife! Sulli said in worry. W-W-What is his condition?

We can't really tell as of now. His body was really hurt after the accident. The car hit his side and right now, some of his organs are failing. But, don't worry, we're closely monitoring his health, the nurse said. A tear fell from her eye as her mouth opened in shock. She couldn't believe what's happening right now. She held the hands of the nurse and pleaded, Please. Please, do your best. Please. We're trying our best right now. For now, all you can do is wait here and pray, the nurse said as she led her to the chair. Sulli sat on the chair in front of the room as she continued sobbing. Minutes later, two people appeared in front of Sulli. Why are you here? Sulli said as she stood. Sulli we're here to Taemin said I don't want to hear any words from you two! Sulli shouted in anger. Ssul, Krystal muttered. W-W-We're sorry Tears started coming out of her eyes. Sorry? Sulli asked as she squinted her eyes. It's too late, Krystal What would your sorry do now, huh? Taemin and Krystal looked down. They knew their mistakes and they were sincere on their apologies. They didn't know what to say. They were wrong. If it weren't for your stupid plan, this wouldn't have happened! Sulli said. Let's go now, Taemin whispered to Krystal. This is not the good time to say these things. Krystal nodded. W-We're going now. Sulli kept silent as she looked to the side. They both left quietly and Sulli sat. She sighed as she cooled herself. An hour after, the parents of Minho arrived and they were both crying. They all sat beside each other as they patiently waited for the result of the operation. Minho's father gave them coffee each and Sulli narrated what happened. Hours after, the doctor got out of the ICU and he faced them. Minho's parents and Sulli stood, nervous on the result of the operation. Ms. Sulli, Mr. and Mrs. Choi, the doctor sighed. The doctor's expression can't be distinguished. The three didn't know if he would give them a good or a bad news. The operation was a success, the doctor said. They all had a sigh of relief as they hugged each other. Thank you, doctor! they all said. They all shook the doctor's hands as he smiled. He is a strong man. Most of the people who had gone to those kind of accidents barely survive. But, with him, it was different. Though, we

still need to closely monitor him to avoid complications, he said. He'd be transferred to a patient's room immediately. They all smiled in delight and were all thankful to God. It was a miracle. ~ A week has passed, and Minho was still unconscious. Sulli requested the company to temporarily stop her activities, and the board did not hesitate to agree on it. She never left Minho's side, as she was worried on him. His scars and the bandageseven if it covers him, I still can't deny that he's handsome even when sleeping, she thought. She smiled to herself as she put her head on the side of the bed. Wait, Minho. Don't leave, okay? I'll just go buy my lunch, she whispered as she smiled and brushed Minho's hair. As she was about to walk towards the door, she felt that something's different. Something's unusual. Even if she's not looking at Minho, she felt it. Slowly, Minho gained consciousness. He tried to open his eyes. Despite his blurred vision, he could distinguish the person. A familiar figure. A familiar scent. Sulli, he muttered as he smiled with half-awaken eyes.

XXIII: 3, 2, 1 The sound of the waves of the sea woke me up. I was in the Haeundae beach, the place that I missed the most now. Contrary to what it has been today, it was empty. It was serene. The sun's rays were directed to me as I stood up. I took the time to look around the beach. I saw two kids gathered near the sea. I walked closer and shouted, Hey! They were not responding or looking at me. I jogged as my feet touched the white sand As I neared them, I was surprised on what I saw. It was me and Sulli. That's not a sand castle! the young Sulli said. I remembered this scene and I let out a short laugh. They stopped for a while. It seemed that they were disturbed by my laugh. They looked at me with squinted eyes. They put their hand on top of their eyebrows to block the sun's rays. Who are you, sir? my young self asked. I-I'm the old you, I said as I sat in front of them. The old me? my young self asked in bewilderment. He looked at Sulli and they both laughed. I think you're joking, sir. No, I'm not joking, I insisted. We both look like a lot. Then, why are you here, sir? the young Sulli asked.

Then it made me wonder why I'm here. Am I dead? To be honest, I don't really know. What I remember was a car crash into mine. Really? they said in surprise. Sir, I think you need to wake up, my young self said. Yes, sir. Many people are waiting for you there, including the older me, perhaps, young Sulli said. I wanted to, but I don't know how, I said. I remembered Sulli. Could she be worrying now about me? I never got to meet her in the restaurant. My parents, did they know about this? I don't want them to come all the way to Seoul for me. I don't want them to worry about me. I think I could help you, the young Sulli said. Really? I asked enthusiastically like a kid. Yep! Just make this look like a castle, she said as she pointed out the sand formed in an upside-down pail. I thought it was ridiculous, but I'd do anything just to wake up. I suddenly remembered what happened after their argument. I looked to my right and saw the small yellow flag. I grinned as I grabbed it. I hid it from them and smiled at them. What did you find? my young self asked. I placed the flag on top of the sand castle. They both clapped in amazement. Wow! they said. Suddenly, I heard a man walking behind me. I looked back and it was appa. Appa, I muttered. Minho, he said as he looked at me. Let's go back to reality, arasseo? I nodded in agreement. He smiled and shouted, Let me take a picture of you three. He brought out an old film camera and counted. Hana, dul, set. The camera flashed and my vision turned white. At that moment, I gained control over my body once again. Continue? 3, 2, 1. Sulli's body froze in shock as she heard Minho calling her name. She couldn't believe it was happening at that time. Minho she muttered as she tried to walk closer towards him. Slowly, but surely. Her legs were shaking as her eyes started to water. She grinned slowly. She couldn't hide the joy that she's feeling. She neared his bed, with Minho staring at her while smiling. She held his hand and stared at him for seconds. Is this real? she asked. Yes, Minho said as he shortly laughed. He winced in pain as he realized that he had fractured bones all over his body. Are you okay, Minho? Sulli asked as she pushed the nurse call button to alert the nurses about Minho's unexpected consciousness.

Ne, ne, he said as he tried to smile despite the pain he was suffering. Sulli didn't know what to do. She wanted to hug him but she couldn't. A tear fell from her eye and smiled. She held his hand once again, but this time, it was tighter. Minho thank you. He grinned and said, Thank you, too. Saranghae, Sulli said. Saranghae. ~ In the mid of December, only a month after her comeback, a rumor spread out all over Korea about Sulli having an affair with Minho. The rumor started when some people in the hospital notice how she constantly visit a patient, who they assume was Minho. In the eyes of the crowd, Minho was still in a relationship with Krystal, and Sulli was the third-party. The rumor grew bigger with speculations that Krystal broke up with Minho because of Sulli. In days, fans of Sulli who ship her with Taemin got mad at her. They said that Sulli was a bitch for doing that. Because of this, SM Entertainment was alarmed and so were Taemin and Krystal. A day after, SM Entertainment, together with Taemin and Krystal released a statement regarding the issue. In September, Minho and I broke up, Krystal said while the press was in front of her. But, it was never about Sulli. It was too late when I realized that I was the one who was wrong. Our relationship was not working and I never realized that. I kept clinging onto him, even though it was becoming a one-sided love. To Sulli's fans that support her with me, Taemin said. Please, don't bash her and call her names. With what you're doing, I'm being hurt, also. Sulli has her own personal life and if she loves someone, I can't do anything about it. With their statements, the people became enlightened on what happened, and Sulli's image was back to normal. Sulli and Minho heard of this and they invited them to Minho's room in the hospital. W-W-We're sorry, they said as they bowed to us. Sulli was shocked that she stood and made them go back to their proper position. You don't need to do that, Sulli said. We heard what you two said, and we're both thankful for that, Minho said. We thought that it would be the only way that we could repay our mistakes to you two, Krystal said. I'm sorry if I made that plan. I really didn't know what to do at that time and I was so desperate. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, too, if I had hurt you too much before. I never intended to, Minho said.

It's okay. I've realized that I lacked things and that you love Sulli so much, she said as she smiled. Krystal, Sulli said as she smiled and opened her arms. Krystal's eyes watered as she hugged Sulli. Ssul! I've missed you so much. I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's okay, Krystal. I've missed you, too! I want to hear what happened to you after I left Busan! Sulli said enthusiastically as she released her hug. When you left, things changed. It became quite sad for me, she said. You want to go out for lunch and talk about it? Sulli asked. Sure! Let's go to my bakery and caf! she said. Oh, you have one? Wow! she said in amazement. She faced Minho and Minho nodded. We'll just buy you two your lunch after, she said and they both nodded. They left the room in excitement, leaving Minho and Taemin. Taemin, could you call Director Kangta tomorrow? Why? he asked. I want to discuss things with you two, he said as he smiled. *March 29, 2014, Saturday* It was two months after Sulli had her comeback song was entitled Takeoff, mixed with pop that contains a catchy Korea for its uniqueness. The critics originality and its catchiness. most-awaited comeback. Her an electronic dance song that's chorus. It made a buzz all over praised it for its musicality,

This day was Sulli's second concert in Korea and at the same time, her birthday. The tickets were sold out in less than a minute, breaking records in the industry. It was 6PM when the concert started. She first performed her debut song, Chu, that became an instant hit. She then performed her following songs, like Danger, Electric Shock, and Jet, along with her other ballad songs. In the middle of the concert, she had her short talk to the fans. Thank you for coming to my concert, Sullians! I was really overwhelmed by the response you made. So, now, I'll perform my recent song, `Takeoff,' she said. The audience applauded and cheered as they waved their pearl light periwinkle light sticks. Sulli moved back as she posed along with the dancers. 3, 2, 1, the director said as he pushed the button to play the music. The instrumental played, but Sulli was shocked that it was not the instrumental for Takeoff. She looked at her dancers and the dancers looked at each other in confusion. But, the song sounded familiar. The instruments were just changed, but she could recall it.

Now let's take off, let's fly to Neverland Even if time is not on our sides, it's OK There's only one life to live so before it's too late Hold my hand Cause it's going down tonight Into the awesome future, let's ride Close your eyes and count (3, 2, 1) Shall we fly? Taemin and Key went into the stage singing Minho's song. The fans shouted as the song resounded the hall. Hey, love! Let's run away! Let's go even if we don't have a destination If only you're by my side I can go anywhere in the world, whenever alright Hey, love! Let's run away! Never let go of this hand With a sweet imagination Into the awesome world where there are free dreams. She looked at the audience and she was surprised that they all raised the same sign. The sign said MINHO LOVES SULLI. She stepped back as she covered her mouth in shock. Taemin and Key went closer to her and held both of her hands. What is happening? she asked Taemin. Just wait, he said and he continued singing. After seconds, two men joined in singing it. It was Jonghyun and Jinki, Minho's friends since middle school. They all smiled as their voices blended each other. Sulli was still confused on what's happening around her. Minho went in the center of the stage and the fans roared louder. He sang along with the four and looked at Sulli. What's happening? I thought you're still at the hospital, she asked. All of them stopped singing as the instrumental kept playing and the fans kept shouting. Minho grabbed something from his pocket. Sulli became more surprised while still confused. Ssul, he said on the microphone. I want the whole world to know how I love you. Sulli nodded as she smiled. I also want the whole world to

know this. He knelt in front of her and opened the ring box containing a diamond ring. Sulli looked around and she noticed that everyone's looking at them. She looked at Minho and he was smiling at her. Choi Jinri, will you marry me?

XXIV: The Wedding Sulli was grinning involuntarily as she was joyous yet at the same time surprised on what happened. Her eyes started to water as she covered her mouth. Minho was nervously waiting for her response. A tear fell from her eye as she nodded in excitement. Yes, yes, she said. Yes, Choi Minho, I will marry you. She uncovered her mouth as she couldn't hide the joy she was feeling at that time. Minho couldn't believe what he just heard from Sulli. He slowly stood as he removed the ring from the box. He held Sulli's soft porcelain hand and inserted the ring on her ring finger with his hands shaking. Taemin, Key, Jonghyun, Key, Krystal and the dancers applauded them and they all shared their wonderful thoughts about the two in the stage. The spotlight was directed to the two as the audience cheered and applauded them. MinSul! MinSul! MinSul! they cheered. Some fans of Sulli nearly cried seeing their idol at her happiest during that time. Minho and Sulli hugged each other. Kiss! Kiss! Kiss! Taemin teased. He invited the people to follow him and in no time, the fans followed by shouting. Minho looked into Sulli's dazzling eyes, asking her if they should. Sulli nodded lightly and laughed. Unexpectedly, Minho pecked Sulli on her lips and they all cheered for them. Sulli had her best birthday yet. She felt that she never wanted that day to end. *July 2014* Are you ready? Minho's appa asked. Minho breathed heavily and said, I'm quite nervous. What are you nervous about? he asked. I don't know, appa. After what we've gone through, this is it, Minho said. Minho, he said as he placed his hand on Minho's shoulder. You have nothing to be nervous about. This day is the day for you two. No one's going to ruin it. Minho looked at his appa and smiled. Thank you, appa. No problem, he said as he smiled back. Let's go. Minho nodded and they both proceeded to the wedding hall.

From their plans, they both wanted an exclusive and simple wedding. They don't want it to be very elegant and they preferred that no press would come inside and film it. Minho arrived at the hotel earlier and the press tried to interview him, but the guards blocked them. He then proceeded in front of the hall with the doors closed. His umma and Sulli's umma were already there wearing their hanbok. Umma, he said as he hugged his umma. Are you ready, Minho? she asked. Sort of, he replied. What `sort of'? she joked. You should be ready! Minho just nodded and smiled. Oh, she's already here! she said in surprise. Minho's eyes widened as he tried to look at her. He didn't know what would Sulli look like, but he knew that it would be beyond his expectations. Slowly, he turned his head to the right. At the end of the hallway is a girl wearing a beautiful, meticulously-knitted, white dress while holding a bouquet of white roses. She was looking down, quite shy on what she looked like. Minho fixed his glasses with his eyes squinted, hoping to see her clearly. As Sulli neared the entrance, Minho began to see her clearer. She looked straight and saw Minho waiting for her. Minho's world turned to slow motion as she saw how Sulli was extraordinarily beautiful that day. Her eyes sparkled, her cheeks were pink and her lips were luscious. Her face was glowing and her dress suited her well. Minho's jaws dropped as he stared at her In no time, Sulli was in front of Minho. She let out a short laugh and blushed as she saw Minho's expression. Minho became more surprised on what Sulli did. Um um he said. What? she asked heartily. Nothing, nothing, he said shyly. You look beautiful. You look handsome, she replied as she smirked. Minho blushed. We're going to start now, the organizer said hurrily. The doors of the hall opened, revealing the coolly-lit surrounding with the spotlight on the aisle. The guests all stood as they faced the entrance. Suddenly, the musicians started to play their wedding song. Along with them are Taemin and Key who would sing it. I have to tell you something How I wanna be with you Be with you, girl.

Minho's umma and Sulli's umma wearing their pink hanbok walked first on the aisle. They were happy and were whispering at each other as they neared the end of the aisle. They bowed at each other at the end, as a sign of respect. There are even those invisible form I pushed forcibly broken, oh. Key inserted in the chest Hey, this same miracle Are you sure you want to open your heart? Thoughts are overflowing, this is my love Increased even more and more All I can not tell immediately I want to tell someday As if I took 1000 years But always by your side Now, it was Minho and Sulli's turn to walk on the elevated aisle. They looked at each other and smiled. Sulli locked her left arm on Minho's right arm and they slowly walked towards the aisle. Their smiles won't wear off as they looked at each other and at the guests. The people they invited were all present. Director Kangta, Lee Soo Man, the CEO of SM Entertainment, the SMTOWN family, their childhood friends and their relativesthey were all present. They applauded them as they reached the end of the aisle, where the pastor was facing them The ceremony started and they were all attentive. Minho and Sulli were cherishing every second of it. I, Choi Minho, vow to be the one and only husband of Choi Sulli. Every second of every minute that will pass, I promise to love you more and have you into my arms always. For every failure we will make and every sorrow we will encounter, I will always be by your side to support you and I will never let you go. Until the eternity, Ssul, Minho said as he inserted the ring to Sulli's ring finger. I, Choi Sulli, vow to be the best wife of Choi Minho. For every day that will pass, I promise to cook him and our future children breakfast, lunch, and dinner. I promise that we would go to Haeundae beach regularly and spend the whole day there thinking of nothing but happiness. In times of triumph and failures, happiness and sorrow, I vow to never leave you behind and to be always by your side. Now and forever, she said as she put the ring on Minho's ring finger. They all clapped and everyone felt their sincerity to each other. The

pastor smiled and said, Choi Minho and Choi Sulli, you have exchanged your promises and given and received rings in my presence. By these acts you have become husband and wife. I hereby pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride. Minho's heart was about to explode from the joy he's feeling. He walked closer to Sulli and smiled. Sulli looked at him with her sparkling eyes and at the same time, they blushed. Slowly, Minho cupped Sulli's cheeks and they shortly laughed. With the smile still on their faces, Minho kissed Sulli on the lips. It was tender. It was magical. It was an ecstatic feeling. With this, it marked their new journey on their relationshipa journey that would last forever.

Epilogue

*Haeundae, Busan* There! he said as he pulled the pail, revealing the upside-down-pail-shape formed by the white sand. It's a sand castle! It does not look like a sand castle, she said as she pouted her lips. He frowned in disappointment. He looked around and saw a small blue flag hidden beneath the sand. He picked it and placed it on top of the sand castle. Does that look like a sand castle? She clapped and said enthusiastically, Yes, yes! Wow! He looked to the right and saw two people walking towards them. Umma! Appa! he said as he stood and ran towards them. He opened his arms and his father carried him. Oh, Min Ki-yah! Minho said as he laughed Min Ki, you should be careful more often. You might fall, Sulli reprimanded him as she smiled. Where's Ae Cha, Min Ki? Minho asked in a cute manner. Min Ki turned to the left and pointed her. They walked towards her and Minho placed Min Ki beside Ae Cha. Suddenly, Minho noticed the sand castle. Oh! What's that? That's a sand castle Min Ki made. It's beautiful, right? Ae Cha said in a cute manner. Minho and Sulli looked at each other. They were both thinking of their precious childhood memory that was never forgotten. They both laughed at each other. Let me take a picture of you three, Minho said as he grabbed his camera. Sulli jogged to the two and sat beside Min Ki. Wait! a voice shouted behind Minho's back. Minho looked back and saw it was Taemin and Krystal. Oh! Taemin and Krystal, where did you go? he asked.

I just bought some food for us all, Krystal said as she showed the plastic bag full of different snacks. Why are you going to take a picture without us? Taemin joked. Appa! Umma! Ae Cha said impatiently. Yes, we're coming there! Taemin and Krystal said in chorus. They sat beside Ae Cha and hugged her tightly. Ready? Minho asked as he readied the camera. Hana, dul Wait! Sulli said. Aren't you supposed to be here? Minho laughed and asked, Who's going to take the picture? Minho looked around and saw a guy wandering around. He called him and asked, Sir, can you take a picture of us? Ah, sure, he said. Minho hurried and sat beside Min Ki. Minho and Sulli hugged Min Ki tightly and faced the camera while smiling. They all posed different wacky and cute poses. Ready? Hana, dul, set. A year after our wedding, Taemin and Krystal got married next. It was only months when Ssul and Taemin decided to retire as idols and focus on their personal lives. Sulli and I, along with Taemin and Krystal, had gone through thick and thin together and remained friends until this very moment. Six months after, we all moved to Busan, a place that we were all familiar with. A place that made us feel that we're home A place where we could truly testify the word `forever.' In a video game, if your player fails at one stage, it would ask you if you would still continue on doing your mission. It's a lot like our lives. Though not all the time you are given the second chance, you are always given a decisiona decision to continue or not. It reflected what Sulli and I had faced in years. After the years of waiting, sadness and anger, we both learned one thing. Continuing should not be a question, it should be an answer. *Continue**? 3, 2, 1.**Continue.*