DOES LOVE RUIN ?

WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER ?

PIYUSH KUMAR PAREEK

For the readers....
Most of the words written in Italic are hindi so please try to read them as hindi
words.
If you feel that some any of pieces dont fit together , please try to ignore it because
it is my first story that is lucky to be in documental form , however you can suggest
something better .
Suggestion are invited about my writing skills .
Please dont ignore it because future of my entire writing hobby depends on it.

At last i request you that please try to feel it .
I hope you will enjoy it .

3
rd
day of mine in this college and still, no ragging !!! At the end of the day i m thinking maybe
there is a successful anti ragging campaign in MNIT , although i heard of it being a complete myth .
still hope developed here and me and my shining new friends tried to take a walk through so called
sarkari mnit. In my friend Akshays words, it was getting to know our college better . None of us
had any idea we might lost our way and being lost in college means you are now on the highway
to hell.
So here we are, wandering on black ways like garden . Through 5mm thick, transparent glasses
Akshay saw a circle like structure and since we are engineers we attracted towards it, like mosquito
gets attracted to light.
Its PMC Shelendra chaba our newly found reporter murmured.
what does PMC expands into.
in standard version its pandit malviya chouraha, and in student version it is piya Milan chouraha
what does that mean
it mean it is the lovers point of this college.
does love even exist .
yes .sale pyar me marne valo ko jannat milti h
kaun h ye jannat jo sabko milti h . and what about the girl u died for if you are going to meet
another right after you died moments ago.
shutup pareek dont make fun of things that came on earth before god.chaba said like he had
been hurted like Devdas.
Suddenly , something hard like a seniors hand caught my shoulder from behind . i looked back
and i realised that it was a sakshat senior.
what are u three baklols doing here in the dark evening
we were just walking here to know our college,i said in a voice like he was The Director of MNIT .
abe o tourist , when we were first year we did not even thought of walking in first three months
and here you himmatwalas . kal subah 11 bje ashok vatika . samjh gye?nhi aye to ganga me bhej
dunga , samjhe ?
but boss jaipur ke aas pas ganga kha h vo to haridwar... Akshay tried to say.
abe scientist, mar ke to jayega ganga me ?
Now , we completely new that we have finally reached to THE HELL.



After a major setback in the glorious process named as getting-to-know-our-college-better , we
headed for mechanical workshop at 8 a.m , the next morning . i wonder how people can manage to
be in the class before 8 . but i have developed a thesis on it later in my time in college:
if you are in first semester its quite easy , but the percentage of impossibility is directly
proportional to your semester number and after 3
rd
semester the impossibility becomes 99%,and
after 5
th
semester it is completely impossible to attend the 8 am class.
As a first semester student i got there at 7:50 . Teacher came and he sat in his office like we were
the unwanted guest in his own family shadi . though, after some time he came to us to introduce
us to manufacturing engineering . i cant write it here because no one except himself knew what he
was trying to say.
so i want to take your words on how to drill a hole on a workpiece . come into my room one by
one i want to know your names too . few words which were actually in the earthly language.
First name was Deepak lamba:
so Deepak tell me what do u think
sir,first we will take a workpice , put it in front of a drill machine...
hat majdoor kahi ka.ye to majdoor ka kam h.tu to engineer h . what has happened to this
generation.where are the brains. He shouted .
Teacher was literally saying these words to every student like it was a mantra.
At last he himself came out of his nest and started again in his unhealthy voice but the language
was English.
students you are engineers .NIT students , are padho , fayda uthao iska , sabse badi problem hi ye
hi ki tumhara dimag majdooron ki tarah chalta h. Now i will tell u how an engineer will work .
He will take a scale and mark for the exact spot he want to drill the hole and then he will hand it
over to majdoors to drill a hole . that is the way engineer works.
We were feeling very much like we got some kind of aalaukik gyan about being an engineer.
I stared at my watch and it was 10:30 and i knew the time of being physically and mentally harassed
has finally come and there was no supernatural escape from it.
Akash was worried about being ragged by girls as we know our MNIT reporter Chaba already told
us about who was going to be at Ashok vatika.





Ashok vatika was really quite like a vatika . it was really beautiful . it was a favourite picnic place for
students and if you have a girl with you , it is definitely the wrong place to come because of its
popularity . everything was green like u are not in the Rajasthan anymore . while we were
appreciating the Sarkari effort put into this garden , we found devil staring right onto us like we
were some kind of murgas and bakras . there was a circle made there and a soft voice ordered us:
get into the circle.
I did not need to be ACP from CID to get that that this was voice of a girl.
I looked to watch the face and that was , really , the ruining moment of my life . Now i dont know
the basic difference between hot and cold . She was like the beautiful evil mermaid from The
Pirates of the Carrebean : on stranger tides . her face was circular with big eyes and her dressing
sense was just like a supermodel Mirranda kerr . she was wearing a black top with black jeans , like
Beauty in the Black . i felt like like if i were ever gonna be in love , its her or no one will get my
precious love .
While i was appreciating the beauty, chaba converted into a Cock and next one was to be me .
After being publically humiliated between the already humiliated public , we started our journey
back to hostel no 7 , silently.
yar vo kali wali jabardast thi . i am in love with her. Akshay broke the silence between us.
And with this statement , i found one more way in which the movies are far from reality . in movies
, if there are more then one heroes , they all will fall in love with different girls but in reality ,
everyone in the class fall in love with the same girl . sometimes they even change their lifes love in
every five minutes as soon as one girl passes and another comes in their majnu sights.
are yar , i am also falling in love with her Chaba said.
are yar hum teeno me se kisi ka chance nhi h uspe. Vo senior h hamare jase kitne rakhe honge
usne
yeah, forget about her no one among us has any chance on her they were talking .
But .... and where the word but comes , every unbreakable law of nature goes to Hell .
Were they wrong ? They were . werent they ?
Well, in most of the cases my big brother is an ideal to me . I think, how can be a person so good in
attracting every person he meets towards him. He has got real deal of luck in his life and in my life,
until now i havent done any decisional activity without his influence over it....
It also includes getting into mechanical engineering.
who is the director of your college he asked me on phone.
i dont know , may be Mister IK bhatt i answered.
its been 15 days since u went to college and you dont know who is your director.
bhaiya , kuch kam hi nhi pada abi tak
so you want that the director comes to you and say , hello , i am the Director of MNIT and you ?
.
i will confirm his name right away .
ok and what about girls, koi mili? he asked.
mili to bahut sari par samajh nhi aa rha kisko approach karu.
you should know, you are a mechanical engineering student and this year is your only shot at
having a girlfriend. Do you understand that?.
I knew he was right like the fact that earth is revolving around the sun in its fixed elliptical orbit
Well it is the fate of every mechanical engineering student. May god listen to us.
So something i needed to calculate to myself about acquiring a girlfriend.
I knew whom i had to approach to know that how many girls are actual in mechanical branch in this
year.
2 girls only, chaba answered after doing a quantitative sweep for girls in mechanical branch.
That means the girl i should meet has a rare chance to be from mechanical.
Considering one girl over 59 boys, the probability of getting to her even she looks like she were
from Africa was 1/59. 0.02 approximately.
A few days later i got a news that those girls that are supposed to be in mechanical branch, have
found their privilege ticket out from the hands of the mecbulls.
Nainsafi ki bhi had hoti h yar.





One day morning, I was standing right in between of the road staring at her , though i knew that
that evil mermaidIs the same beauty wearing black from my ragging ceremony in MNITs illegal
haven ashok vatika.
She was the original piece.
I dont know how they describe the beauty but now after watching her , i can take a wild guess.
Her hair were black and were almost 5 inch down from her shoulders, her face was fair white like
some model. i am thinking that by any chance if a girl like her needs to go to the beauty parlour, i
should probably need to live there to look good.
She was wearing a pink top and white trouser. if you sum up all of this, she was a daylight moon
Shining bright like a diamond on the black , broken ,bumped road of sarkari MNIT.
And all goes to hell as i see her walking right towards me with anger in his beautiful eyes .
you?she asked.
me?the obvious reply from me.
do you want to eat me . i saw you From last 15 minutes, staring at me, why?
was it that long, felt like few moments to me. Miss boss.
now you realise that. Dont you? I was a little good to you and your African friends that day but
now i have a very good reason to flush you down the toilet.
i am sorry boss. Really? I will never put my eyes on you again .i said something that was probably
a anger generating statement for a girl.
you moron...., she shouted and then next thing i know, that i was waiting for her in Ashok vatika
at 9:00 pm in the ghor andheri rat.
There comes the bitch with an unexpected entry having a beer bottle in her hand.
I was stunned. a girl was going to be ragging me with a bear bottle in her hand and here i was,
thinking that i will never drink in my whole life.
She made me drink that bottle with her and told me so much things that even i dont know cos you
know, i was drunk too and telling her something simultaneously.
Next thing i remember, i was in a room with her on the bed a few meters away from me.
its okay , You have my permission .you can look at me now. she said .
I looked at her she was smiling. like she was glad to find someone to drink with her.
thankyou for listening to me and drinking a beer bottle with me she said with a victory smile.
Next move of mine was totally unexpected for her or in some sense even for me.



If you will take a look at my previous memories took place with girls, which was quite unpleasant
for girls. when i was in 12
th
class i said something to a girl named Soniya Sharma literally meant
exactly
daant tod dunga, dhyan rakhna.
And also when i was in japan i was just about to slap a girl named Akriti Sharma, if someone
hadnt stop me.
Intresting . isnt it?
are you mad . i made myself a promise not to drink during college but you made me break it.
You stupid girl . i dont wanna see your face again.i shouted at her.
really she said with mocking smile. I thought you could never take your eyes off me .i am seeing
you staring at me from last month. if that what it had to take i should have done it days ago.
Now, as i am the senior how dare you to talk to me like that .
Come here and sitshe ordered.
In my adrenaline rush i forgot she was the senior and as i realized, i responded as she ordered.
Kavya Sharma she offered her beautiful hand towards me and said,now dont be a chatur
And tell me your name and shake the hand.
And as we see the legacy with the sharma girls continues with this stupid forced collision of me
with love of my life and my first statement to her, was about some nerd promise. If by chance she
loves me and then leaves me i will have to drink thousand times to almost forget her.
As i were fighting with my internal nerdness,the gate of the room opened and someone came into
the room.
He was a tall person wearing blue jeans and white vest on his mascular body and said, hi.
hi he said we found you too near dispensary tomorrow night fully loaded, so for your safety
we didnt leave you there and brought you here. You might think what we were doing there.
Actually, we are the members of MNIT drunkard group.
what ? what is it ?
its a group for the welfare of drunkard people in MNIT. During the morning hours we sweep the
perimeter and bring the drunkard lying anywhere in the college to their room. Its kind of a new
business idea and we take a membership fee of RS 560/- to each member per month . but you
Dont be tense, first service is free of cost . from your condition last night, it looked like you may
want the membership so i brought you here, in this room bcoz i didnt know where you live.
I was startled from his business idea and wanted to salute him for his creativity.
so can you tell me where we are ? i asked.
oh well you are in my friends room. he is a day scholar actually because he doesnt like hostels.
and what is the location of this room in google maps. She asked .
mmmmh it is near tonk phatak.
thankyou for your help. give us your phone nos we might actually need your premium
membership. now , if you dont mind we would love to go to hostel.she said.
yeah sure. by the way i am your senior too show me respect next time.
sorry boss rough night. thanks again ,bye.
He wanted to give me his card but i didnt take it because of my highly damaged promise.
I said thankyou and we were out of there i saw the time, it was 5 AM in the morning.

Please dont tell anyone about me drinking, i took it from my friend for fun and forgot to give him
back, then i got tempted and couldnt stop myself from tasting . i dont drink actually.she said in
an innocent tone .
Now as the second law of engineering says:
a girl studying in an engineering college can never be innocent unless any external reasons are
there for it. I didnt believe her .
no, i dont think so. I think you are a professional drunkard.
really.
yeah. You are lost.
do you mean lost like lost ? on an island surrounded by radioactive clouds hindering its relativity
in both space and time simultaneously or you mean just lost.
what does that mean.
it means shut your mouth you ball head or i will force you to do it, idiot.
That statement was really full of a threat.
So i didnt say anything until we entered MNIT main gate.
am i beautiful.she asked .
what happened to you now ?i asked back.
Hell,if i even tried hard, i couldnt lie answering that question.
you are beautiful.you are the most beautiful girl i ever seen in my life.
well , thats good you said that.
thankyou.
i think you are little bit qualified to be my friend .she said trying to shake hand with my hand.
friends. I shook my hand too in resonance with her frequency of shaking hands.
ok bye we will meet up latershe said and started to run towards girls hostel.
She parted her way from me and i was staring at her until she disappeared completely.


Since i am a huge twilight and vampire diaries fan i always felt attracted myself to that kind of
specific situation of love story where one of the couple is a vampire under redemption of his own
sins he did in his past life being a monster.
Well in my condition i was sure i am not a vampire and considering no spontaneous deaths in MNIT
no other one was. so obviously, she wasnt.
After the morning incident i couldnt pay attention in any class including physics.
Wasnt i stupid?
I only shook hand with her and i was thinking of actually loving her, but it was legal because it is a
natural instinct of a boy that he falls for a girl with 100 times faster speed thann girls fall for boys.
During this rare process of thinking i got a message which was written in beautiful handwriting,
though it was typed but it was special .the message literally said:
come to LT-6 . i know you dont have any class during 12:00 to 01:00 so please be there until 12.
Well i was free during 12:00 to 01:00 so i was ready to go there.
i entered into LT-6 . She was sitting in the last row alone behind the gate so that she couldnt be
seen from outside and she was wearing her black mermaid costume.
In the last 1 month whenever i saw her my feelings were mixture of fear and love, but today, today
was something different about her.
Today i felt something different. Today, it was love.
pure and innocent love , a power that has ability to move mountains, a feeling that can conquer
the anger of lord shiva, a feeling hard to describe even for poets like tulsidas, a pain with no
remedy. this is love . love is god , god is love.
sit here,she ordered in her senior tone.
I sat next to her.
(silence)
....
...
For next half hour we were silent.
what is your name,as expected , she didnt even knew my name.
seriously ? You dont know my name? We have been sitting here for last 30 minutes and this is all
you could come up with? i said.
yeah what is the rush.
okay. my name is Piyush Pareek ,miss boss.
you dont have to call me miss boss now, call me kavya.
Now that felt good to me.
how did you know my phone number.
i called myself from your phone when you were out of the coverage area last night.she told.
i was thinking of it as an evidence of aag in both sides, but i wasnt sure of her side.
you are the only boy which is friend to me, dont misunderstand it as boyfriend ok . she said.
really what about the boys with you when you were ragging me.
they were just classmates of mine.
Now a sudden enlightenment comes to my mind that if i would be with her this whole time when
will be the time i will be extinguishing my fire of hunger, so i asked her,
did you eat anything
yeah, i ate before coming here you?
Thankgod she asked.
No i replied.
lets go to cancer hospital thenshe said.
excuse me ,miss boss i am hungry, not suffering from severe cancer disease. you recognise that .
dont you ?
are you some kind of recognised idiot. I like aloo paratha at cancer hospital canteen.
yeah definitely you are suffering from brain cancer. You know what, you are exactly the situation
we refer as mental case. i said and that was true.
She stared at me like she wanted to eat me right away but i knew i was little tougher then her.
That day i can never forget. It was the day where you say,oh god this moment i can never forget.
We ate together for the very first time. We walked together. We talked too much.
That was really extraordinary in every sense.
whare are you from.i asked her something the very first time.
i am from delhi and my fathers name is Ishwar Sharma and we own 9 shopping malls in Near
Capital Region and 3 in Bhopal. is that all or you want to know, or you want anything else.she said
in very fast tone looking a bit angry and i saw no reason to be angry at this.
Ofcourse i knew the reason, it is one of the one of the common natural trait of beautiful chicks.
So i decided to ignore it.
she said now go to your hostel i have some things to take care.she said.
ok i said and started walking towards hostel no 7.


Kavya Sharma , somewhere in my heart i always knew that if i will ever love a girl she will definitely
have Sharma as her surname. My previous encounters with Sharma girls made me realise that, long
before i met kavya.
She was the kind of girl i always wanted to meet: beauty with no significant amount of brain
available.
She had an unstable temper, you cant tell which thing will upset her. But most of the time she was
sweet and percentage distribution of her attention whenever i met her was as follows:
60% on her hair , 20% on how she want to be looked , 10% on boys walking nearby and almost 10%
on me but 0% on what she says, where conditions are subjected to apply.
Overall, she was innocent and sometimes i thought if she would ever grow up , which is why i
decided to take care of her.
My first semester passed being with her during every free hour of mine.
I entered into new semester when i entered into college the first thing i wanted to do was to meet
her again . its unimaginable how i managed myself for 20 days without her.
As soon as i enterd into college i got a message from an unknown number ,come to ashok vatika i
m dying to meet you.
I ran to ashok vatika with my luggage.
But when i got there i found the scene was totally different.
There were 4 senior boys standing there.
you know who i am? the smartest one of them asked to me.
yes, you are Jaikishan boss second year mechanical i replied in a respective manner.
then you must know baklol that i love Kavya and while you were away she told me about you and
told me to tell you to stay away from her or you know what we are capable of .he warned me.
this is the first and last warning to you. Beware you first year nerd. Now take your dogish face
away from us..the other one said.
I was upset , was she really with him the whole month and tell him to tell me to stay away.
I called kavya to confirm but the number werent working.
I was stupid that i didnt called her every day during the holidays though i called her like every three
days but it was still like a week to me.Now, she even changed her number.
So for the next two days i didnt see her and she didnt even called me.
I was seriously broken hearted and i was considering of getting into booze and being a premium
member of MNIT drunkard group.
Then one day i received a message again come and meet me.
By the previous result of following a message i thought it was seniors again. so ignored it.
For a week i was into the devdas mental situation. Then one day the semester result came out and i
had got almost 9.0 as my CGPA . that faded my pain a little bit and to enjoy this i planned to go to
saras parlour and on my way to the saras parlour i saw her walking towards me, real fast.
The pain came to me again and behind every pain in the world the girls are the reason.
I thought she would pass without even noticing me but she came near and slapped me on my chick
with her hand.
kutte , kameene itni bar sms kiya tuje aake milne ko, samjh nhi ata tujhe ? Kya, problem kya h
teri?
Suddenly i realized that Devdas was the real huge idiot of all the famous idiots in the world.
Oh my god, that mysterious numbers were hers ? i realised my mistake but i couldnt tolerate that
a girl slapped me on my face without any reason so i slapped her back saying,
to phone nhi kar sakti thi kameeni.
Now it was her time to realise that she was the real idiot all the time.
I told her every thing about the recent misunderstanding.
At last she said, sorry yar , big misunderstanding but who were the people who threatened you.
She was smiling so i asked , it seems like you are happy they threatened me .
yeah , at least i get to know that i m very popular.
Girls, why you cant see far enough. brainless Chudails.
come with me i have something to tell you. She said .
I followed her to our beloved Ashok vatika which was currently empty due to sudden nuclear
holocaust created by semester results.
what were you want to say to me in this ujhad. I asked.
i love you. She said The three words like it was easy like getting a samosa from canteen.
listen , i know this thing is a joke for you but it isnt for me . i know you are joking so it is better for
me not to ruin my grades after your silly jokes .
A girl is proposing you and you think its a joke . listen , when i first met you i liked you so i made a
friendship out of it . Last 1 month was a crysis for me without you and i realized that it is
impossible for me to stay away from you . she said in a very soft voice.
lets cut the crap , even if you are not joking i dont like the mental cases like you . i always
wanted a girl a bit mature and you are like a bag, full of garbage.
She was almost into tears but kept listening because love makes you optimistic and suddenly you
start to believe your love more than yourself.
But you are really different. you dont think much but you are the sweetest of all the girls i met.
excuse me ? she exclaimed.
i love you too . i said the words that i wanted to say to a girl from the day, i started watching
Hollywood movies.
Her faces expressions changed dramatically after i said this.
you moron. , she said and jumped onto me like she was into some kind of gulel or something.
you really do know how to surprise people . huh ? she added and hit me hard on my stomach
with her elbow .
The day was 13 janury 2012. Yeah , i even remember the date .
I cant forget it even if i want to .
We talked too much like it was the first meeting of us all over again .
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Well, as said by the well known visionary ancestors of engineers, keeping a girlfriend is in
resemblance with keeping a time bomb , you dont know when the bomb will explode , but the only
difference is , unlike normal bomb it takes your life slowly with unhealthy wishes.
With the cute love of mine i advanced to second year and she advanced to 3
rd
year of our college
life and everything was smooth between us until one day her legendary wish fall upon me.
On a primarily beautiful evening, i was sitting with Kavya at our well known lovers point of MNIT
i.e. The PMC.
i want to see your hostel .she quoted.
what ? are you serious because if you are serious then it is 100% true that girls are out of the
brains nowadays. I said.
i have a brain and i am serious too . she said.
rape ho jana h tera heroin , agar me kisi tarah guard se bachake tereko andar le bi gya to, samjhi
? .
so what ? i need to know how you live then i will decide if i should marry you . you see love is
different and living together is way more different . she said.
subah se kuch nhi khaya tune chudail jo thappad khana chahti h tu i tried to threaten her
But ofcourse that doesnt really work on girls.
i want to go and i will go whether you take me or not .
Now i was in the dharmsankat actually . how is this even possible to take a girl in the huge
Aurobindo hostels 7
th
floor, Unseen .
no thats not possible . I denied.
i will give you the plan you will just have to act on it . saying yes is the only option you have . now
give me the details of your rooms location .
ok but your plan whatever it will be, if it goes wrong , you and me both are going to be out of
college . i am sure you are aware of that. Arent you ?
yes i am aware of that, now give me what i need .
I gave her the details but i was thinking that it was just a thought of her mind and she couldnt be
serious about it and if she is serious , then seriously, i am in a big big big trouble.
The next morning, she came to me with a master plan but didnt really seemed like a master plan .
you cant be serious . tell me? i asked.
i am damn serious , it is full of adventure , dont you like adventure ?
Oh yeah i am gonna be thrown out of the college , that would be the real adventure .
She had a map of MNIT , the same map first yearites receive when they first time enter the college.
I guess she robbed another first year .
listen this is girls hostel . i wil sneak out from behind of my hostel , run through hill and meet you
behind your hostel . we will enter from behind, there will be no guards in behind , i think.
We will choose the time spam in which your whole C-Block will be in college , you and i will skip
that specific class . she narrated her master plan to me .
what if someone sees you .
you will have to tell them that i am your aunt .
my aunt , in jeans and top , what are you ? severe mental case ?.
yeah . or we will have to jump from your window .
how do you know we have this big window
your hostel has same structure as mine , knuckle head . she said .
Well that was the first time in my life when regretted being in a relationship with her.
That day while returning from college i took a deep look at the way she described, and i found that
there was no way she could come from there unseen , so in the evening i called her:
listen kavya , if you are really serious about this than we will have to go for some drastic changes
in our plans .
yeah , sure i knew that the plan i made is crap . so i am ready whatever you say .
Good to hear that. Isnt it ?
ok so for this , you will have to arrange a sari and a scooty or something . you will have to look like
my aunt , for real . this is the only way i can take you inside .
yes i can arrange. I have a local cousin she will help me with everything .
okay then meet me at saras parlour today evening in your proposed getup .
In the evening, i was waiting for her at saras parlour , after an hour late from our decided time she
showed up in her getup.
She was totally gorgeous in her sari. she was wearing a bright green colour sari . but our current
mission wasnt actually in support with her looking totally gorgeous.
So i said , maharani ji , vaha kisi ki shadi nhi ho rhi , samjhi ? please try to look a bit old and
choose something s bit old from your cousin .
Best thing about girls is sometimes when they are serious they obey you even if they are senior
Also with suitable make up they can make themselves whatever age they want to be seen.
Now there was little chances of us being successful.


On Saturday evening , i was waiting for my temporary aunt to come and meet me at my hostel
gate. A maruti Suzuki Swift came and stopped near me . i didnt gave much attention to that car
because my aunt was supposed to come on a little scooty . suddenly , someone hit hard on my
shoulder . it was the expected aunt , i didnt recognise her when i saw her first .
For the first time these 2 years i saw her hairs clipped on her back .
She was in clear resemblance with a 30 year old women with heavy makeup on her face .
thankgod auntiji , you reached .
you forgot tradition idiot , touch my feet . she said .
chal nikal aana h to aa nhi to bhad me jaa , chudail .
you clearly dont have manners . have you ?.
Thanks to her makeup the guard didnt object and i took her safely to my room .
My room was the same as it was yesterday because i didnt want any change in it because if she
really wanted to decide something i wanted her to decide it for real .
We entered the room and she closed it from inside.
are you really serious about this ? i asked.
about what ?
about closing the room .
ghatiya soch .i am closing the room because i dont want anyone who know me, see me and may
recognize me .
allright , thanks for coming now getout from here because if you will live here few more minutes, i
may get a heart attack because my heartbeat is five times the original right now . i said.
She was thinking something , though it was rare for her , but she was.
I didnt know what was going on her innocent mind . but for the next 15 minutes she didnt say a
word . Atlast i grabbed her shoulder and said in a whispering tone , lets go .
She nodded and without saying a word i escorted her to the car she brought . she didnt say a word
And drove away .

For next 5 days i werent able to get a sight of her . those five days werent exactly like five years
but they were long enough to teach me about the importance of seeing her everyday.
I tried to call her but she didnt receive, even if i am not much of an SMS addict, in those 5 days i
sent her hundreds of messages but nothing seemed to have penetrated her fortress of silence.
So one day i took a step out of my reach , i sneaked in in one of her class , that was a torture to
attend an another subjects class, you dont know anything about but for her i decided to take the
risk of experiencing the torturing phenomenon known as Over Head Transmission which is quite
usual even if you are attending your own subjects class . i sat nearer to her as much as i could.
hey , what is your problem . i asked her in a whispering way but everyone seemed to have heard
that and as a result, each and every senior was staring at me, except her . so i decided to remain
silent at the moment but i was happy that i found her.
you are such a moron , why did you do that ? she asked after the class was empty.
you dont know that ? its been years since i have seen you . why are you angry at me ?.
i am not angry at you , i am just not in a state to talk to you , i didnt know what to say so i
thought it would be better to stay away while i get over with my anxieties ,she said in a soft voice .
I could see clearly that she was almost into tears . but i didnt understand the cause since we still
had so many days left in college to think about our future .
if we dont have a future together, i dont want to live in the future. she added .
hey , listen we have a future together , be optimistic . we can withstand anything . you know that .
dont you ? i tried to convince her .
But in my heart i knew everything about obstacles in our love . it isnt simple in this country to fall
in love and get away with that . falling in love here is sometimes a very dangerous social crime .
most people who fall in love, either have to surrender their love or face the vicious face of society.
Only a few people are absolutely lucky , sometimes i even think if our society thinks of love as crime
then why they pray lord Krishna , why dont they claim him as terrorist according to what he has
done in his own life.
will your family approve this relationship she asked me.
i dont know but why we are ruining our today for all this . lets go to canteen, whatever you want
to eat, it will be on my father . i said but in reply, she said nothing .
by the way you were quite good at being my aunt that day . i said.
She chuckled, and at last i was successful in bringing her back at track but deep down in my loving
heart, I knew we have got just few months to think of the future. next year she will be in final year
and ready to get out of the college and i couldnt even think of staying away from her .
But everything was smooth between us that year and with the end of the summer holidays that
year she was in her final year and was preparing for her job interviews .



Love is the ultimate source of originating different type of feelings in different people , it makes
some people better , while some one other may get jealous of you if you are currently with the
same person he loves .
There was one person , Jaikishan , same one that threatened me years ago , i dont know how he
was able to get on ruining me , but i knew he was the one who managed to happen the same
incident that was supposed to happen in atleast 2 years from that day .
It was mid January and on one specific saturday morning and i was sitting in my room facing the
window thinking about kavya . since she got her job and we planned to control ourselves till i get
the job and then run away and get married .
Meanwhile, someone knocked the door though the door was wide open .
I turned around to see the person, it was a man almost 50 years old, standing in the room .
He was wearing a black suit and had very impressive personality.
are you piyush pareek ? he asked .
yes sir i am .
well , my name is Ishwar chand Sharma , and i am Kavyas father .
So spontaneous. i was almost freezed hearing him say that . oh my god, i never expected to see him
this early but i knew somewhere in my heart all this time that whenever i will see him , that time
would be the critical time of my love story .
please sit down, sir i placed the chair near him .
He sat there without noticing the chair .
listen son , i dont know what you are thinking right now or what do you think of your immature
love to my daughter but one thing i want to make clear to you, i think teenage love has no
destination and its better for you and your career to stay away from Kavya.
that is not gonna happen sir and i can assure you , we will change your thinking about teenage
love , i said sounding aggressively confident .
oh yeah , then why dont we do it on my terms , if you get successful ,i swear to god that i will
support your love but if you do not succeed , forget about her .he said .
He was a business man and i was 7/8 of an engineer . odds in favour were very less .
if you want her, then you will have to play it , boy . there is no other choice .
what is the game i will have to play . i asked in firm voice .
i want 5 lakh ruppes , not an honest income but robbed . you will have to rob money. when and
where , i will give you the details of it . if you succeed i assure you no one will be able to get to you .
you can take your time to think , i know its hard to realise that its reasonable but i need to know
what you can do for my daughter bcoz you see, she is my only daughter and i need a reason to
believe that she is in the hand that actually knows her value .
What kind of person he was ? clearly , i could think how many criminal activities he had done to be
this much rich .
now if you will excuse me i have some work to do he said standing up .
but how i know that you will live up to your word ? i asked .
i am a very religious person Mr Pareek , and i swore to god in front of you , trust me you dont
need any other proof that i wiil keep my words .he said that and turned around towards the gate.
by the way sir , i am 21 and your daughter is 22 years and 3 months old , it isnt what people call
teenage . I said when he was getting out of the room .
He turned his head around and said, prove it .
i knew for sure that he had given me tough choice to make , and my entire life were dependent on
this.
When he was gone , i picked up my cellphone and called Kavya .
hi hero she answered .
hero went to bhad . meet me at PMC in the evening as soon as your father is gone .
my father ? is he here ? i didnt know . how did you know ?
i will tell you later just meet me as soon as you can . i said and hung up .


The evening wasnt beautiful at all . we were sitting at a wooden bench thinking over our recent
crisis .
what are you gonna do ? . she asked .
seriously ? i mean like seriously , you are asking me this like i know . i said.
is it helping ? not asking you ?
he exactly knows that i am not able to do it , he knows i will back off and he can win easily i said.
so what are you gonna do ?
same question , again ? i cant do it , i have responsibilities ,my family ,their sacrifice for me , i
just cant risk all of it . just for a girl , that i know for just few years .
She didnt say a word , after a few minutes of silence ,she said
dont do it
what ?
clearly i am not worth your entire family , its reputation and especially you , you are the most
important thing to me , i cant see you get hurt in any way
but i cant bear losing you
we have no destination dear , we shouldnt have been together in first place , you are a junior to
me . i was dating a junior for three years . my classmates laugh at me . its time for us to separate.
She said in a trying-to-be-firm voice and started walking away from me .
I didnt call her back because i had nothing to say to her other then a decision .
A decision that i didnt know how to make . but i had to do something .
Three weeks passed , i made no decision . how could i make a decision , it was like either you jump
in the well or get eaten by the lion .
One day, i was walking my way back to hostel , in a hope to see her , i decided to take the way
passing near to girls hostel . luckily , i found her sitting on a bench .
I went and sat next to her .
Before i could say anything she burst into tears and said , i am sorry , i didnt mean any word of
what i said to you the other day . but i love you so much and i can not imagine a life without your
sweet interference in it . i want you in my life , more than anything .
its ok but why are you making mother earth dirty with your dirty tears . stop it or i am gonna
complain against you to the pollution control department of Rajasthan state.
I couldnt see her like that so i said , i will do it .
are you mad ? its not a challenge , its a trap with me as bait to you and when you will get caught
they will throw you away from me . you dont know my father .
and he dont know me and actually to do this i am gonna need some things and most importantly
, a plan .
i will come with you and if anything will happen , it will happen to me too . and my father will
know that he has done wrong .
okay . so first of all ,we will need a gun .
i know that , my father had a gun in his almirah .
had ?
yeah , i stole it , i knew that you also can not live without me so i already got a gun .
wow!! fantastic you are the first girl after madam curie with brains . i said .
no joking. now, talk to my father .
ok lets call the devil about the whereabouts of The Hell.
I took his number from her and touched the green colour sign on my phone .
As the phone started to ring my heart started pounding hard .
Someone picked up and said hello in a firm voice .
sir , i am Piyush Pareek , i wanted to tell you something .
oh dear , i hoped you would never call .
well , i am calling,i am eager to snatch your daughter from you under your terms .
you used the strong word huh? snatch my daughter .
so tell me, what i will have to do .
since you are a student , i never hoped you would do it but since you are up to it , probably you
will have to go 10 kms apart from jaipur towards delhi , turn left when you see the bar , go to
five kilometres that way . since nearby village dont have any bank so most of the people deposit
their money to the post office , they almost collect 7-8 lakh rupees every week and they shift that
money to jaipur but just with ordinary security of two guards but with enough arms .
how do you know exactly everything .
i was searching for the task for you for more than three weeks .
what time the van crosses the road ?
around 9:00 pm may be plus minus 15 minutes . good luck and take care , dont die .
like you care . I said and hung up .
today is Thursday , we have two days , we need a gun and a bike to run away after the robbery .
i have a gun that belongs to my father . i stole it the last week when i went to home .
Why didnt you talk to your father about all of this .
i tried but he didnt talk to me about this and told me to shut up .


Next day evening, we were discussing our master plan .
so , you got the gun ?
She inspected the surroundings and slipped her hand into her purse and took out a black coloured
thing out .
That was heavier than i expected it to be . i inspected it thoroughly and noticed that a something
like an embroidery were imprinted over it in silver colour . it was a namestudied as Raj Variya.
Thanks to NCC, they taught how to handle a gun , though i still lake in the skill named as how-to-
shoot .
who is this Raj Variya ? i asked kavya .
do i look like Google ? how would i know ? . she said .
Meet me here tomorrow evening 7:00 pm sharp and you dont need to wear any make up , no
one will see you ,you are gonna have a scarf on your face , ok rajkumari ? .
she said nothing and advanced herself towards her hostel .
now i needed a bike , none of my close friend has bike except one . so i had to get talk to him about
it officially . i went to Parmindar , there was a chance he might give me the bike .
hello pammi i said .
hello pareek . how are you .
actually , i needed something .
name it man , anything except the bike .
Was there someone spying on me ?
look Parmindar, i need the bike .
no way , you cant have it , by the way why do you need it ?
actually, i am going to watch 9 pm show with my friend .
you mean your girlfriend .
yeah , please yar halp me . i requested .
i heard yar Punjabi people help the people who are in love i added .
really ? you think that ?
yeah thats why i came to you
ok but i need it before morning . He said.
sure man , whatever you say .

I took the bike from him and changed its license plates so that no one can catch us afterwards.
Around 7:00 pm on Saturday i met the angel who were going to be the reason of ruining my life .
The address we had wasnt to hard to be reached , in an hour we were at the Kurukshetra of our
battle .
so you remember the plan ? i asked her .
yes, i will sleep in between the road such that the driver will have to stop and then i will get him
into some talk with me . by the time you come there and get one of the guards under the gun ,get
the other one collect money . after that we will run to our bike standing on a road 100 metres
parallel to it and run away and call my dad .
yeah , simple as that , ok .
ok she nodded .
by the way what will you say to them ? i asked her.
my boyfriend tried to rape me , so i m commiting suscide .
Great ! what an idea madamj , but cant you think something that suits your personality ?
being raped suits my personality . she replied .
She was 110% correct . wasnt she ?
I said , i mean like you failed in exams or something .
i have 8.0 CGPA why would i fail in exams . by the way, you never tell me anything about your GPA
. tell me love, it may be the last time we will talk and i dont wanna die without knowing something
about you. dont worry love, even if you have back in six subjects , i will still love you .
well , my GPA is 8.1 i replied .
you moron , i dont love you . she said .
please say it one more time because this can save my carrier .
Meanwhile we were talking , a light seemed coming from far side of the road .
go hide and hide a little distant so that they can not see you . she said .
I obeyed her and hid myself almost 30 metres away from the road . i chose the position from where
i could come back faster with the facility of being unseen .
The light came closer and closer and my heartbeat started to run faster .
Then, at last it came closer to the place where it was supposed to stop , but why isnt the minitruck
slowing down, my head started to rotate . oh my god it should have stopped by now .
As the van approached closer, more weight started to fill in my heart .
I saw , the van waved a little and i heard a cry and the van gained much more speed than before .
At first i didnt believe the fact that the vans distance from me was increasing now. But, if this was
true then what happened to kavya ? why did she scream ? oh no , god it cant be possible .
The van should have been stopped and she should be talking to the driver by now. But none of this
is happening. something is wrong. Then an idea, that completely moved me, came to my mind.
Oh my god what i have done , she was dead!!!!!!!!! just because of me , just because i couldnt do it
alone . i should have never involved her in this mess .
This is impossible, it must be. Lets wait, she will be here in a moment, showing her beautiful
teeth
I thought and waited few minutes for her to come back , but she didnt. I couldnt dare to go and
see her. It was completely out of my courage.
I couldnt think , the grief was too much . it felt like nothing left to live for in this world .
Love of my life was lying dead almost 50 metres away from me , i wanted to die right at the
moment . i tried to cry but i knew someone who was responsible for this .
I will die but not before the person who is responsible for her death . i thought .
Oh my god , she was so soft . i couldnt imagine the pain she suffered .
I was unable to think anything but the rage .
When you are out on revenge , you dont think clearly .
i didnt have courage to see her dead body . so i got to the bike .
i knew where i needed to go find the man .



Kavyas father was staying in hotel Redfox to see me losing. He was completely unaware of the rush
he had caused , i called him come down MR Sharma i need to talk to you.
have you succeeded ?
come down and i will tell you all about it . I said .
He came down to the road .
lets go to the loneliest place in jaipur you know he said while getting in his car .
ok i said .
I directed him outside the jaipur city in a lonely field almost 200 metres away from the highway .
Both of us got out of the car , he said lighting his cigar, tell me, you have failed .
yes i failed but i am not the only one who have failed
what do you mean ? he said without noticing me .
As he was busy consuming his cigar , i took the gun out and make some sound to attract his senses
towards me .
you cant kill me he said .
yes i can i said .
if you will kill me , your entire carrier will go to hell . besides that , afterwards you will have zero
percent chance of getting the girl , though the chances are zero right now too, but after you kill me
, it will be counted as impossible .
really ? because i dont think so .
and why is that ? he asked .
because the gun i have in my hand , i suppose it is registered under the name Raj Variya .
Remember him ?
how did you get the gun and what do you know about Raj variya . now, he was in pain .
your daughter gave me this gun and Raj variya ? when i googled the name i found that he was a
former business partner of yours who died with a gunshot to his head years ago and you are still
facing trials as a suspect . and the only evidence police is lacking, is the gun who fired the shot and
now that i know where the gun is i exactly know who is the condemned murderer . i said .
you know way too much he said .
yeah and one more thing when , in the morning , police will find your dead body, they will find the
gun too and they will think that whoever killed you, is a relative to Mr variya . you can see now that
my carrier is as safe as kohinoor diamond, but i dont want it safe now because it doesnt matter
now. I can not live in the world she already left. i said in my deep grief .
but how will you justify this to my daughter . she knows you had the gun. Doesnt she ?
dont you get it ? does it matter now ? Kavya is no more . and you are responsible for this and you
deserve to die .
what ? no you are lying . it cant be possible . he started to cry .
it is done and you are the cause, your stupid terms are the reason for this .
i am really a bad father . please tell me she is not dead . i swear to god if by any means she is alive
i will let you live together . please say, its a lie . she was crying too hard and i was enjoying seeing
him crying but not for long and i started to cry along with him .
you are not lying . are you ? he asked .
no i said crying .
then please kill me , i am your villain .
I tried so hard to pull the trigger but i couldnt .
its your punishment to live with this kind of guilt i said and threw the gun on him and turned
around towards the highway , while i could still hear him crying .
I was walking but for how long i didnt know but right now, i had the most eager suscide temptation
in India .
I was thinking of her , how she used to laugh . how she used to hit me on shoulder whenever i
teased her . it was like her face was revolving in front of my eyes and all this things were no more
existed in the world . god please kill me .
I was crying without any limit .
In my grief i didnt realise that i entered into MNIT main gate .
Suddenly i saw something that my eyes didnt believe . i cleared my eyes two and three times .
it was Kavya sitting there on the bench .
she saw me and jumped on me and slapped me on my face and made me realize that she wasnt a
hallucination .
where were you ? she was angry .
Kavya , you are alive i touched her to confirm that she was really there .
yes i am alive and you left me there, all alone. i could have died with fear idiot . she said in anger.
but the van didnt stop and i heard your cry ?
oh thats because when the van reached near me , it made me frightened so i ran to the side of
that road and i shouted because it was very close and i hit my head trying to avoid it and couldnt
move for few minutes . but when i gained my senses you werent there , i thought maybe you went
for plan B.so i was waiting for you here .
what was the plan B ? did we have any plan B ? i asked in a confusing tone .
i dont know may be you had , atleast i thought of that she said like she was confused too .
oh god , i almost killed your father i told her the summary of the rough night .
what ? you killed my dad ? she became angry and tried to slap me on my face again .
I caught her hand in the air .
almost babe , almost . dont you understand what almost means, bhootni ?
oh, i am so sorry i got you wrong , but really its not me its this rough night and we arent
successful in our mission . i guess this ends our happiness she said being in a sad tone .
well i have some good news for us .
what is that ? our canteen started to make good samosa ? she said .
nope . your dad swore to god that if by any means you are alive , he will let us live together .i
said .
really ? she got excited and jumped towards me to hug me hard , but something stopped her .
what happened ? i asked .
what about your family ? how will they accept this ? she said .
actually , since we successfully handled your dad , now i think that it will be more than easy for
me to get my family agreed i said.
really ?
i am serious .
She jumped over me again and this time , she hugged me hard .
And right now, i dont think feel like i am ruined.
What happens next, is upto your imagination .






















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