Contemplating (I'm contemplating suicide)

Last resort (This is my last resort)

Decaying (It seems that all that was good had died and is decaying in me)
Hub (Looking at life through the eyes of a tired hub)
Disorder (how do you own disorder)
acred silence (!ow somewhere between the sacred silence" sacred silence and sleep)
Hypocritic (#arching forward hypocritic" and hypnotic computers$)
Intentions (tealing our intentions)
%bsoletion (Handed to obsoletion)
Disguise (&as 'ashion the reason why they were there( ) They disguise it)
#e*meri*e (#e*meri*e the simple minded)
+oid (swimming through the ,oid)
-ternal (-ternal obli,ion . e,ig gl/mska)
0adiant (The piercing radiant moon)
&inding (Dreams are made winding through my head)
hallow (%ur shallow years in fright)
Desolate (I sit" in my desolate room" no lights" no music)
1leading (Done pleading ignorance)
Irreplaceable (&e are irreplaceable)
'ragile ('ragile li,es)
hattered (hattered dreams)
1endulum (2 3s the pendulum swings)
In spite (In spite of the way you were mocking me)
1ity (I don't need your pity)
Instigate (I don't know why I instigate)
+acancy (4ut all the ,acancy the worlds re,ealed$$$$)
Hollow (5ust stuck" hollow and alone" and the fault is my own$)
Disregard (3 little bit disregard)
Deceit (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit)
6ndertow (Caught in the undertow)
!umb (I',e become so numb)
mothering (Can't you see that you're smothering me()
Deflate (I ain't deflate enough)
-rupt (Last chance to make this stadium erupt)
Clutch (&e clutch)
3ches (#y body aches when I ain't with you)
tagnant (He's so stagnant)
1ost mortem (3 normal life is boring but superstardom's close to post mortem)
3mplified (3ll the pain inside amplified by the fact$$$)
7ullible (8ou are gullible)
Duped (8ou are easily duped)
1rocrastinate (1retend people procrastinated had no moti,ation)
unray (It's morning" you wake" a sunray hits your face)
meared (smeared makeup as we lay)
&ake (in the wake of destruction)
Destruction (in the wake of destruction)
3ftermath (In the aftermath of the desctruti,e path that we're on)
Destructi,e (In the aftermath of the desctruti,e path that we're on)
Huffing (It's like I'm huffing paint)
0esuscitates (3nd right before I'm about to drown she resuscitates me)
toop (I'll ne,er stoop so low again)
Culprit (It's the face that's the culprit)
0estraint (4ut you promised her ne9t time when you'll show restraint)
incerity (Don't you hear sincerity in my ,ouce when I talk()
#ayhem (Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem)
4ows (He bows out)
4owels (his bowels out of him)
6rge (He's got the urge)
3dmittedly (3dmittedly I probably did it subliminally for you)
ubliminally (3dmittedly I probably did it subliminally for you)
olely (I promise to focus solely on handling my responsibilitty's as a father)
7a*ing (7a*ing the stars)
&age (4ut the battle wages on for toy soldiers)
Composure (&ho ne,er blows his composure)
7ritted (gritted my teeth)
-le,ated (4ut now it's ele,ated)
0esurrection (He thinks that I'll be his resurrection)
Inherited (That we :ust inherited ;<'s beef with #urder Inc)
-9tort (!e,er to e9tort us strictly to show they support us)
1erfecter (I can't think of a perfecter way to word it)
+erdict (That I lo,e ya'll too much to see the ,erdict)
Conscience (I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience 'cause)
Discriminate (Ha,e you e,er been hated or discriminated against()
Commotion (3ll this commotion emotions run deep as ocean's e9ploding)
'laring (Tempers flaring from parents)
-9pose (2 before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it I'ma e9pose it)
0ecognition (!ow I would ne,er diss my own momma :ust to get recognition)
-n,ision (1ut yourself in my position" :sut try to en,ision)
5ustify (o you could try to :ustify the way you treated me()
4earing (Like whate,er they say has no bearing)
ags (He sags his pants)
Intertwining -ntertainment is changing" intertwining with gangsta's)
anctum (a sinner's mind is a sanctum)
Degrade (They can be great" or they can degrade)
&orship (Like they worship us)
#etamorphosis (!ow how the fuck did this metamorphosis happen()
1orches ('rom standing on corners and porches :ust rapping)
Crucify (4ut then these critics crucify you)
Dispute (3ny dispute won't hesitate to produce handguns)
1rosecutors (That's why these prosecutors wanna con,ict me)
Con,ict (That's why these prosecutors wanna con,ict me)
7rudge (4ut his grudge is against me)
#enace (If i'm such a fucking menace this doesn't make sense)
3lter (They say music can alter moods and talk to you)
Toting (2 is hear about us toting pistols)
Ignoramus (%fcourse the shit's affecting our sales you ignoramus)
Idoli*e (Idoli*e they fa,orite rappers)
cribble (ometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I :ot 'em)
loppy (ometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I :ot 'em)
4listering (&e waited in the blistering cold for you)
Drowsy (I'm drowsy)
Lousy (3nd all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call)
+ent (6p and try to make an attempt" to ,ent but I :ust can't)
7rips (come to grips with the fact$$$)
&allow (4ut I :ust can't sit back and wallow)
orrow (In my own sorrow)
7loom (-,erything is so tense and gloom)
tripped (#y manhood has :ust been stripped)
0egain (I'm walking these train tracks trying to regain back the spirit I had)
#atters (Time for me to :ust take the matters into my own hands)
ignificance (It's a certain significance)
Certificate (3 certificate of authenticity)
Credibility (4ut it's e,erything to me . It's my credibility)
al,age (Trying to sal,age an outfit)
=ettle (The kettle gets so hot)
urge (uddenly it's a surge)
4urst (uddenly a new burst)
Curb (Then I turn and cross o,er the median curb)
4lur (3nd all you see is a blur of > mile road)
1hase (I act like shit don't phase me . Inside it dri,es me to cra*y)
1ersona (!ow you probably get this picture from my public persona$$$)
4oulder (This boulder on my shoulder gets hea,y and harder to hold)
'elony (o here's what I'm facing? @ felonies" A years of probation)
1robation (o here's what I'm facing? @ felonies" A years of probation)
tiffen (tiffen up that upper lip)
wirls (&e're all we got in this world" when it spins" when it swirls" when it whirls" when it twirls)
&hirls (&e're all we got in this world" when it spins" when it swirls" when it whirls" when it twirls)
Twirls (&e're all we got in this world" when it spins" when it swirls" when it whirls" when it twirls)
Da*e (Looking pu**led in a da*e)
4um (Cause daddy felt like a bum)
0eminiscing (!ow I'm sitting in this empty house :ust reminiscing)
-9cessi,e (e9cessi,e player killing)
'ragile (It was a fragile weapon)
-9plicitly (The %racle ne,er e9plicitly tells !eo that he is not The %ne$)
0ender (&hich will render him unconscious)
Imbecile (8ou're an imbecile)
%bli,ious (he was obli,ious to the fact of the girl really liked him)
Confide ('It feels like I',e known you for years'" she confides)
3spire (That if you aspire to be incredible" you must do this)
ubseBuent (3nd then in subseBuent chapters we'll go step by step)
Inept (I was ner,ous" shy and socially inept)
4emused (The ne9t time I saw her" she had a bemused look on her face)
-,aporate (3gain I let an opportunity to score e,aporate)
-,ident (This was ne,er more e,ident thn the$$$)
-9pectantly (he stood there e9pectantly)
0ecluse (During this time I was pretty much a total recluse$$$ I ne,er went out" I ne,er$$$)
Di,ergence (&hile a small bit of succes was a di,ergence from my past$$$$)
1ariah (I was :ust doing e,erything I could to a,oid the pain of being a pariah again)
Lurched (I lurched out of the car and ran after her)
1romptly (he promptly informed me that$$$)
3ssure (CHey" no problemDC I assured her)
Deteriorated (3nd things deteriorated until we broke up)
Desensiti*ation (3nd e,er fear in approaching women relies on desensiti*ation)
Deploy (I felt I had a secret weapon I could deploy with de,astating results)
0ee,aluate (I had to ree,aluate my moti,es and my e9pectations)
3bsence (In the absence of that sort of e9plicit statement$$$$)
3ccentuate (If you want to talk about something" always accentuate the positi,e and not negati,e)
1alpable (2 stick around until you',e established a palpable connection)
%,ertly (he doesn't come out and o,ertly say 'hey I like you')
3loof (This is easier than trying to stand out in a club by being super)cool and aloof)
Conundrum (It's a conundrum" for sure)
Compelled (These actions are so bold that the girl is compelled to respond)
-liciting (The abo,e methods of eliciting information$$$$)
Differentiate (The first think you ha,e to do is differentiate yourself from other guys)
Casualty (become another casualty of society)
Conformity (become another ,ictom of your conformity)
-9pense (Cause we like ha,ing fun at other peoples e9pense)
Longing (Longing for what used to be)
'ragile ('ragile li,es)
hattered (hattered dreams)
Cruelest (The cruelest dream" reality)
1rod (The boy prodded them)
Eenith (with the sun at its *enith)
4urden (2 to complain about the burden of its weight$$$)
hepherd (definiton? a person who tends and rears sheep)
1ouch (he ga,e his son a pouch that held$$$$)
Inheritance (I wanted them to be a part of your inheritance)
Tinged (The hori*on was tinged with red$$$)
ought (&hen,er he could" he sought out a new road to tra,el)
Ine9haustible (Definiton? unable to be used up because e9isting in abundance)
1ace (He walked in his pace)
0eassure (Definition? say or do something to remo,e the doubts and fears of someone$)
Tremble (Definition? shake in,oluntarily" typically as a result of an9iety" e9citement" or frailty$)
-9traordinary (Definiton? ,ery unusual or remarkable$)
3ppeal (Definition? (ad:ekti,) attracti,e or interesting$ (,erb) make a serious or urgent reBuest"
typically to the public ))
1ersisted (Definition? continue firmly or obstinately in an opinion or a course of action in spite of
difficulty" opposition" or failure$))
Leafing (Definition? turn o,er (the pages of a book or the papers in a pile)" reading them Buickly or
casually$))
Chanting (Definition? (+erb) say or shout repeatedly in a singsong tone$))
3wed (a feeling of re,erential respect mi9ed with fear or wonder$)
8earn (Definition? ha,e an intense feeling of longing for something" typically something that one
has lost or been separated from$)
Disguised (Definition? gi,e (someone or oneself) a different appearance in order to conceal one's
identity$))
3ttenti,ely (The wise man listened attenti,ely to the boy's e9planation of$$$$)
Descending (definition? mo,e or fall downward$$ or$$$ make a sudden attack on$)
3bashed (synonym to embarrased)
0etaliate (Definition? make an attack or assault in return for a similar attack$)
Lamenting (mourn (a person's loss or death)$))
#erchant (a person or company in,ol,ed in wholesale trade" esp$ one dealing with foreign countries
or supplying merchandise to a particular trade$)
0uefully (ad,erb? remorsefully" contritely)
De,out (ad:ekti,? ha,ing or showing deep religious feeling or commitment$)
-stimated (,erb? roughly calculate or :udge the ,alue" number" Buantity" or e9tent of$)
%men (substanti,? an e,ent regarded as a portent of good or e,il$)
Incessantly (ad,erb? without interruptionF constantly$)
Tremendously (ad,erb? hugely" staggeringly" enormously) $$ (He suddenly felt tremendously happy)
'ruitlessly (ad,erb? unprofitably" unproducti,ely)
Disobedience (substanti,? failure or refusal to obey rules or someone in authority$)
Treacherous (ad:ekti,? guilty of or in,ol,ing betrayal or deception$)
Nocturnal (ad:ekti,? done" occurring" or acti,e at night$)
Inscribed (,erb? write or car,e (words or symbols) on something" esp$ as a formal or permanent
record$ 2$$ or$$$$ draw (a figure) within another so that their boundaries touch but do not intersect$))
1rimiti,e (substanti,? a person belonging to a preliterate" nonindustrial society or culture$$$$$ or$$$
ad:ekti,? relating to" denoting" or preser,ing the character of an early stage in the e,olutionary or
historical de,elopment of something$$$$$ or$$$$ not de,eloped or deri,ed from anything else$))
Contemplating (,erb? look thoughtfully for a long time at$$$$ CThe boy went back to
contemplating the silence of the desert)
Mere (adjektiv: that is solely or no more or better than what is specified$$$$$ or$$$$
substanti,? a lake" pond" or arm of the sea$)
Heed (,erb? pay attention toF take notice of$$$$$or$$$$ ubstanti,? careful attention$)
'amine (substanti,? e9treme scarcity of food$)
carcity (substanti,? the state of being scarce or in short supplyF shortage$$$)
-9tinguished ,erb? cause (a fire or light) to cease to burn or shine$)
Cease (,erb? bring or come to an end$)
Capricious (ad:ekti,? gi,en to sudden and unaccountable changes of mood or beha,ior$)
lluminated (,erb? light up$Che oasis was illuminated only by the light of the
full moon$$or$$ help to clarify or e9plain ((a sub:ect or matter))$
Ga most illuminating discussionG)))
3stride (preposition? with a leg on each side of$ Che was sitting astride the bikeG$$$ !stride the
animal was a horseman dressed completely in black"""" )
Demand (,erb? ask authoritati,ely or brusBuely$)
Immobile (ad:ekti,? not mo,ingF motionless$$$$ Gshe sat immobile for a long timeG)
Immensely (ad,erb? to a great e9tentF e9tremely$)
-ssential (ad:ekti,? absolutely necessaryF e9tremely important$)
4randished (,erb? wa,e or flourish (something" esp$ a weapon) as a threat or in anger or
e9citement$))
0ear
Intruders (substanti,? a person who intrudes" esp$ into a building with criminal intent$))
Condemned (ad:ekti,? damned" doomed" lost" condemned to hell" censured" faulted" con,icted"
accursed)
3pparatus (substanti,? the technical eBuipment or machinery needed for a particular acti,ity or
purpose$)
0eiterated (,erb? say something again or a number of times" typically for emphasis or clarity$)
Daunting
Traitorous (ad:ekti,? relating to or characteristic of a traitorF treacherous$)
Leap (,erb? :ump or spring a long way" to a great height" or with great force$$$ or$$ substanti,?
a forceful :ump or Buick mo,ement$)
'rantically (ad,erb? madly))
7ame (ad:ekti,? eager and willing to do something new or challenging$
Gthey were game for anything after the traumas of #ondayG)

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