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The 13th Gift by Joanne Huist Smith - Excerpt
The 13th Gift by Joanne Huist Smith - Excerpt
The 13th Gift by Joanne Huist Smith - Excerpt
Dear Readers,
I learned the lyrics to “The Twelve Days of Christmas” carol as a
kid in grammar school choir, when the magic of the holiday season
still filled me with a sense of wonder and possibility, a dreams-come-
true mentality. Partridges and pear trees, ladies dancing and leap-
ing lords—I had thought the words of the tune farcical. I didn’t know
then that the key to happiness was hidden within its silly stanzas.
I had spent my life grasping at those five golden rings: a husband,
three healthy children, and a comfortable home. Then just before
Christmas in 1999, my beloved husband died in the night, and I re-
alized my gold was fragile as glass.
We were shattered.
I found no comfort or joy in the approaching holidays, only mem-
ories that cut at my heart like broken pieces of a treasured Christmas
ornament.
I stopped singing. It hurt even to breathe. I wanted to banish the
holidays from our lives. But then something extraordinary happened.
Thirteen days before Christmas, gifts began appearing at my
home. They were just small tokens of the holiday season, accompa-
nied by a card with lines similar to the carol. Each was signed sim-
ply, “Your true friends.” At first, I resisted the intrusion of Christmas
into my grief. But slowly, as the gifts kept arriving, my heart began to
thaw. The gifts made my children smile, got us talking, as we tried to
identify the source of our mysterious presents. They were teaching us
how to function as a family again.
The romantic in me would like to believe a miracle touched my
family that Christmas, and in a way that is true. But I know that the
the mirror is not enchanting, but at least my red eyes and rum-
pled clothes seem to match.
“I dare anyone to criticize,” I say, pointing at my reflection.
I check on the readiness of my three Smiths—Megan, ten;
Nick, twelve; and Ben, seventeen—dig car keys from my purse,
and toss four coats onto the couch.
“Two minutes,” I holler. “Everybody outside.”
I whisper a plea for even a few weak rays of sunshine as I open
the front door, but instead I meet typical weather for Bellbrook,
Ohio, less than two weeks before Christmas: gray, wet, and cold.
It has always been the warmth of the people, our neighbors, the
community, mooring us to this southern suburb of Dayton. But
this December, I only feel the chill.
In my haste to heat up the car, I nearly knock over a poinset-
tia sitting outside our front door. Raindrops on its holiday wrap-
per sparkle in the porch light.
“What the heck?”
Megan peeks around me, and her face lights up.
“It’s so pretty!”
That’s my Meg: ever hopeful even after we’ve been through
so much. I wish I could be more like her, but then again, I’m
not ten.
“Yes, real pretty. Where are your brothers? Get your
brothers.”
“Where did it come from, Mom? Let’s bring it in.”
I stand at the door watching the cold rain beat down on the
plant’s four blood-red blooms. For me, bringing the flower into
the house offers as much appeal as inviting in a wet, rabid dog
for the holidays. I absolutely understand Scrooge now. I want to
go to bed tonight and wake up on December 26. No shopping. No
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thought to shop for my family this year and might be behind the
poinsettia. I mention the mysterious morning gift, but no one
seems interested. That makes me suspicious. In the newsroom,
there’s no such thing as a question that doesn’t have an answer.
My reporter brain immediately suspects that there must be a
reason that nobody else seems curious about my mystery flower.
Is it because they already know who left it?
Joann Rouse, a fellow reporter, is the last to arrive. She had
hovered around me at Rick’s funeral, standing close, offering
tissues when needed. In the weeks since, she has coerced me
out of the office several times for lunch on the pretext of brain-
storming story ideas. She always guides the conversation back
to my family. I never know how to answer her queries about the
kids, the house, how I’m doing. The meal usually ends in tears,
both hers and mine.
At least she cares enough to ask.
Leaving an anonymous gift seems like something she might
do. As I tell her about the poinsettia, I watch closely for her reac-
tion.
“Maybe whoever sent it will own up on Christmas,” she says,
punching in the telephone number to retrieve her voice mail.
Not the reaction I expected from a coworker presented with
a Christmas mystery.
She’s a reporter.
We’re nosey.
“She must be behind that stupid flower,” I tell myself.
Coaxing her to fess up to leaving the gift will take finesse. I
ease into the interrogation after she hangs up the phone.
“Started your Christmas shopping yet?” I ask.
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Just after three thirty, the kids start calling. Megan is the first.
She is home and has washed the red foil wrapping on the poin-
settia with an old washcloth and dish soap.
“Looks tie-dyed,” she announces. “I like it.”
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