ELVENPATH

(In the sheltering shade of the

forest
Calling calming silence
Accompanied only by the full
moon
The howling of a night wolf
And the path under my bare
feet
The Elvenpath)
Hearing music from the
deepest forest
Songs as a seduction of sirens
The elf-folk is calling me
Tapio, Bear-king, Ruler of the
forest
Mielikki, Bluecloak, Healer of
the ill and sad
Open the gate and let me
follow the uncarven path
The way to the lands
Where as a hero I stand
The path where Beauty met
the Beast
Elvenpath
Its the honesty of these
worlds
Ruled by magic and mighty
swords
That makes my soul long for
the past
Elvenpath
The moonwitch took me to a
ride on a broomstick
Introduced me to her old
friend home gnome
Told me to keep the sauna
warm for him
At the grove I met the rest the folk of my fantasies

Bilbo, Sparhawk, goblins and

pixies
Snowman, Willow, trolls and
the seven dwarves
The path goes forever on
The way to the lands
As I return to my room
And as sleep takes me by my
hand
Madrigals from the woods
Carry me to neverland
In this spellbound night
The worlds an elvish sight
In this spellbound night
The worlds an elvish sight
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
Remember the first dance we
shared?
Recall the night you melted
my ugliness away?
The night you left with a kiss
so kind
Only a scent of beauty left
behind
Ah dear friend I remember the
night
The moon and the dreams we
shared
Your trembling paw in my
hand
Dreaming of that northern
land
Touching me with a kiss of a
beast
I know my dreams are made
of you
Of you and only for you
Your ocean pulls me under
Your voice tears me asunder
Love me before the last petal
falls

As a world without a glance

Of the oceans fair expanse
Such the world would be
If no love did flow in thee
But as my heart is occupied
Your love for me now has to
die
Forgive me I need more than
you can offer me
Didnt you read the tale
Where happily ever after was
to kiss a frog?
Dont you know this tale
In which all I ever wanted
Ill never have
For who could ever learn to
love a beast?
However cold the wind and
rain
Ill be there to ease your pain
However cruel the mirrors of
sin
Remember beauty is found
within
Forever shall the wolf in me
desire the sheep in you
THE CARPENTER
Who are you? Man
condemned to shine a
salvation
Throughout the centuries
Why? Was the wine of the
grail
Too sour for man to drink
The carpenter
Carved his anchor
On the dying souls of mankind
On the tomb of this unknown
soldier

Lay the tools of the one who

for us had died
Tools of the carpenter
The one they lick
The same old sick
Dream of their precious
saviour
Kiss them deep
And make them weep
Over promises of eternal
peace
The carpenter
I hear you
Through the symphonic voices
of nature
The purity I could never doubt
They tell me to lie on the
grass
And observe my saviour
The one crucified to the
chirping of birds
The carpenter
ASTRAL ROMANCE (1997)
A nocturnal concerto
Candlelight whispers me
where to go
Hymn of gathering stars as
my guide
As I wander on this path of
the night
Embroidery of the stars
Undress my feelings for this
earth
Send me your salva to heal
my scars
And let this nakedness be my
birth

Macrocosm poured its powers

on me
And the hopes of this world I
now must leave
The nightwish I sent you
centuries ago
Has been heard by those
Who dwelled in a woe
The distance of our bridal bed
Await for me to be dead
Dust of the galaxies take my
hand
Lead me to my beloveds land
Departed by the guillotine of
death
I received a letter from the
depth
The dream of my lover it
carried inside
Caressed by the sharpest
knife
I asked you to be my wife
Rays of the setting sun
Were my tears wept upon
promises undone
Come to me
Make me believe
to you and your love again
Above the universe
Beneath the Great Eye
I shall desire you forevermore
ANGELS FALL FIRST
An angelface smiles to me
Under a headline of tragedy
That smile used to give me
warmth
Farewell - no words to say
Beside the cross on your
grave

And those forever burning

candles
Needed elsewhere
To remind us of the shortness
of your time
Tears laid for them
Tears of love tears of fear
Bury my dreams dig up my
sorrows
Oh Lord why
The angels fall first?
Not relieved by thoughts of
Shangri-La
Nor enlightened by the
lessons of Christ
Ill never understand the
meaning of the right
Ignorance lead me into the
light
Needed elsewhere
Sing me a song
Of your beauty
Of your kingdom
Let the melodies of your harps
Caress those whom we still
need
Yesterday we shook hands
My friend
Today a moonbeam lightens
my path
My guardian
TUTANKHAMEN
As the sun sets beyond the
pyramid
To greet me with its rays
I place my hand on my
forehead
To see your chariots flames
Watch me kneel before you

Hear the cats meowing in the

temple
They yearn for the milk you
cascaded
As I yearn your promised
treasure
Treasure of
Tutankhamen
I am the one it is
Take me with you
Through the stargate
To the valley of the kings
Sacrifice me
Tutankhamen
And let me be your queen
Take me
Tonight and always
Well breed to fill all earth

Rip off this lace

That keeps me imprisoned
But beware of the
enchantment
For my eroticism is oblivion
Old love lies deep you said
Deeper shall be the wound
between your legs
A RETURN TO THE SEA
A star falls down from the
darkened sky
Where new worlds born and
die
Kingdom Animalia watches its
approaching glow
What it means is soon to be
known

Treasure of

Beneath the lovely birch

honeymakers build their nest
in peace
On the savannah a lion licks a
wounded gnu
To honor this moment even
the heavens cease
Giant spiders learn how to
swim
With whales they form a
united kin

Sacrifice me
NYMPHOMANIAC FANTASIA
The scent of a woman was not
mine

Snakes say hello to the rats

on the ground
In the meadows play merrily
the fox and the hound

Welcome home darling

Did you miss me?
Wish to dwell in dear love?

Trilobite & Anymalocharis

The prey and the hunter
Survival of the fittest
Fall of Man

Three millenniums it took me

to guard your rest
Your slumber in mighty
Phoenixs nest
But tonight the darkness in
the tomb has perished
For Carter has come to free
my beloved

Touch my milklike skin

Feel the ocean
Lick my deepest
Hear the starry choir

Seadrops foam all empty

human skulls
Those on the shores of
Atlantis

Darwins resurrection is
witnessed
By turtles he used to play with
Healed and happy She
oversees
The Mother
The tyrants return to the sea
STARGAZERS
A grand oasis in the vastness
of gloom
Child of dew-spangled cobweb
Mother to the moon
Constellations beholders of
the 3rd vagrant
Theater for the play of life
Tragedienne of heavens
Watching the eyes of the
night
Sailing the virgin oceans
A planetride for the Mother
and Child
Floating upon the quiet
hydrogen lakes
In this ambrosial merry-goround they will gaze
Ephemereal life touched by a
billion-year show
Separating the poet from the
woe
Tragedienne of heavens
Oracle of the Delphian
Domine
Witness of Adams frailty
Seer of the master prophecy
The stellar world her
betrothed
Wanderers in cosmic caravan
Universal bond - The Starborn

A son in the search for the

truth
Following the pages of
Almagest
Discovering the origin of
dreams
Stargazers ride through the
ancient realms
Tragedienne of heavens
GETHSEMANE
Toll no bell for me Father
But let this cup of suffering
pass from me
Send me no shepherd to heal
my world
But the Angel - the dream
foretold
Prayed more than thrice for
You to see
The wolf of loneliness in me
not my own will but Yours
be done
You wake up wheres the
tomb?
Will Easter come, enter my
room?
The Lord weeps with me
But my tears fall for you
Another Beauty
Loved by a Beast
Another tale of infinite dreams
Your eyes they were my
paradise
Your smile made my sun rise
Forgive me for I dont know
what I gain
Alone in this garden of pain
Enchantment has but one
truth:
I weep to have what I fear to
lose

You wake up wheres the

tomb
I knew you never before
I see you never more
But the love the pain the hope
O beautiful one
Have made you mine till all
my years are done
Without you
The poetry within me is dead

Her seduction beauty and

scorn
Welcome to the end of your
life
Hail the Oceanborn!
Disgraced is my virginity
Death has woven my wedding
dress
Oh Great Blue breathe the
morning dew
For you are the cradle of the
image of god

DEVIL & THE DEEP DARK

OCEAN
A snowy owl above the
haunted waters
Poet of ancient gods
Cries to tell the neverending
story
Prophecy of becoming floods

Brave now long rest is sweet

With me here in the deep

An aura of mystery surrounds

her
The lady in brightest white
Soon the incarnate shall be
born
The Creator of the Night

Who the hell are you for me

But a mortal dream to see?

Deep dark is His Majestys

kingdom
A portent of tomorrows world
There shall the liquid give Him
power
The red-eyed unborn lord

Leave me be
Leave me be
Leave me beeeeeee

Fatal embrace of the bloodred

waters
The cradle of infinite gloom
The spell to master this Earth
Carven on an infants tomb
I will die for the love of the
mermaid

I prayed for pleasure wished

for love
Prayed for your -
Never pray for me!

This apathetic life must

drown
Forever just for me

From cradle to coffin

Shall my wickedness be your
passion
We shall come to set the
dolphins free
We shall wash the darkened
bloodred sea
Our songs will echo over the
mountains and seas
The eternity will begin once
again in peace

SACRAMENT OF
WILDERNESS
Naked in midwinter magic
Lies an angel in the snow
The frozen figure crossed by
tracks of wolves
An encounter symbolic yet
truthful
With a hungry choir of wolves
An agreement immemorial to
be born
Dulcet elvenharps from a
dryad forest
Accompany all charming
tunes
Of a sacrament by a campfire
A promise between the
tameless
And the one with a tool
Tonight the journey from a
cave begins
I want to hunt with the
tameless heart
I want to learn the wisdom of
mountains afar
We will honor the angel in the
snow
We will make the streams for
our children flow
Wrapped in furs beneath the
northern lights
From my cave I watch the
land untamed
And wonder if some becoming
season
Will make the angel melt in
shame
I want to hunt with the
tameless heart
PASSION AND THE OPERA

Princess of lust
Dignity put to dust
A virginal sight
Their apple to bite

Dreaming the stars

Drink from my thighs

The rain of lies
A sight so cursed
Breasts which never nursed

In my world
Love is for poets
Never the famous balcony
scene
Just a dying faith
On the heavens gate

An Aphrodite for mortal souls

Playing hide and seek in
lecherous roles
Their erotic hour my tearless
weep
Their satisfaction my infinite
sleep
Naked limbs reflecting from
the moon
Ill be there for you soon
First wish for this night:
Let me be your delight
Body of a virgin
Soul to the Devils kin
Your God is me
In all that you see
An Aphrodite for mortal
souls
SWANHEART
All those beautiful people
I want to have them all
All those porcelain models
If only I could make them fall
Be my heart a well of love
Flowing free so far above
A wintry eve
Once upon a tale
An Ugly Duckling
Lost in a verse
Of a sparrows carol

Be my heart a well of love

Flowing free so far above

Crystal pond awaits the lorn

Tonight another morn for the
lonely one is born
THE RIDDLER
Riddler Riddler ask me why
The birds fly free on a
mackerel sky
Ask me whither goes the wind
Whence the endless tick-tick
stream begins
Make me guess if the earth is
flat or round
Set a guessing if fantasies are
unbound
If tales arent just for children
to see
That its peace if sleep walks
with me
As you wish
For kingdom come
The one to know all the
answers
You think you dwell in
wisdoms sea
Still sweet ignorance is the
key
To a poets paradise
Challenge the Riddler and you
will see
Riddler Riddler ask me why

All mothers beneath the Earth

and sky
Hold their childrens hands for
a while
Their hearts forever - yours
and mine
Make me wonder whats the
meaning of life
Whats the use to be born and
then die
Make me guess whos the one
Behind the mask of Father
and Son
As you wish
For nature hates virginity
I wish to be touched
Not by the hands of wheres
and whys
But by the Oceans minds
As you wish
THE PHARAOH SAILS TO
ORION
Get away from me!
Take heed to thyself and see
my face no more!
for in the day Thou see my
face
Thou shalt die!
Exodus 10:28
A constellation of divine
architecture built on Earth
A holy harbour - Orion
Nautical ascension to the
firmament
Ship-shaped barrows open my
heart to the wisdom of this
land

Sailing with the Serpent

Chimera of a fiendish
sandman
The Unicorn arrives with the
westwind to dream His funeral
Thou art born for Horus
dwells in Thee
Slumbering with the ebb and
the flow of this foaming tomb
Thou art born for Seteh
dwells in Thee
Reveal your face to me and
guide me through the Stygian
fields
Enthral my soul to Sepedets
beams to serve Your will

Join my soul the Hunter in the

sky
WALKING IN THE AIR
Were walking in the air
Were floating in the moonlit
sky
The people far below are
sleeping as we fly
Im holding very tight
Im riding in the midnight blue
Im finding I can fly so high
above with you
Far across the world
The villages go by like trees
The rivers and the hills
The forests and the streams

Sailing on the distant seas

from darkness to deliverance
Tales like the ocean written to
the Dracos glance

Children gaze open mouth

Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes
their eyes

Ruling with the scythe of

death you tear our
philosophies apart
An ancient starwalk to merge
into the stars

Were surfing in the air

Were swimming in the frozen
sky
Were drifting over icy
Mountains floating by

Open thy veins for my

venom
Kiss the cobras with thy
twisted tongue
So shalt thou join the
empyrean circus
Where beggars mourn and
seraphs dance
In this twilight cathedral
Shall I wed thee,
O Bride of the Netherworld

Suddenly swooping low on an

ocean deep
Arousing of a mighty monster
from its sleep

Sailing on the distant seas

Ardent caresses laid to rest

For my dreams I hold my life
For wishes I behold my night
The truth at the end of time
Losing faith makes a crime
I wish for this night-time
to last for a lifetime
The darkness around me
Shores of a solar sea
Oh how I wish to go down with
the sun
Sleeping
Weeping
With you
Sorrow has a human heart
From my god it will depart
Id sail before a thousand
moons
Never finding where to go
Two hundred twenty-two days
of light
Will be desired by a night
A moment for the poets play
Until theres nothing left to
say
I wish for this night-time
I wish for this night-time

Were walking in the air

Were floating in the midnight
sky
And everyone who sees us
greets us as we fly

NIGHTQUEST
Born to the false world the
wanderer
Storyteller the pied piper
On a quest for immortality
Gathering a troop to find the
fantasy

SLEEPING SUN
The sun is sleeping quietly
Once upon a century
Wistful oceans calm and red

Lead by a maid queen of the

night
Voice of angel such a divine
sight

An amazon to fight and cure

This reality with her feline lure
Patriotic to the promised land
Of never-waking dream
Nightquest a quest not for the
past
But for tomorrow to make it
last
Simply the best way to walk
this life
Hand in hand with a
dreamers mind
Enter the realm dont stay
awake
The dreams remain they only
break
Forget the task enjoy the ride
And follow us into the night
A merry minstrel with his
fingers fast
Playing his lute charming
every lass
Joins the troop with a glitter in
his eye
Shall I find fame - or shall I
die?
Warrior with power along the
path
A hammerheart his gallantry
to last
Rhythm of sirens enemies
take heed
For in this war laws are in
silent sleep
Patriotic to the promised land
Of never-waking dream
Nightquest a quest not for the
past

Come to the Elfland the eldest

said
In my guidance you shall not
be afraid
I am the mastermind the
wizard to show the way
Nightquest a quest not for the
past
First ones to walk this path of
night
Lady in black lady in white
Followed by legions of nighttime wanderers
Guardians of the halls of heart
When we from my homeland
depart
To challenge the gods of
emptiness
May the quest begin!
SHE IS MY SIN
Take heed, dear heart
Once apart, she can touch nor
me nor you
Dressed as one
A wolf will betray a lamb
Lead astray the gazers
The razors on your seducing
skin
In the meadow of sinful
thoughts
Every flowers perfect
To paradise with pleasure
haunted by fear
A sin for him
Desire within
A burning veil
For the bride too dear for him
A sin for him
Desire within

Fall in love with your deep

dark sin
I am the Fallen
You are what my sins enclose
Lust is not as creative
As its discovery
To paradise with pleasure
haunted by fear
A sin for him
Bless me, undress me
Pick your prey in a wicked
way
God I must confess
I do envy the sinners
COME COVER ME
Come wet a widows eye
Cover the night with your love
Dry the rain from my beaten
face
Drink the wine the red sweet
taste of mine
Come cover me with you
For the thrill
Till you will take me in
Come comfort me in you
Young love must
Live twice only for us
For me
For you
Time devours passions
beauty
With me
With you
In war for the love of you
(Tonight any dream will do)
Not a world but your fine
grace

Seduction in sleepwalkers
land
November dressed in May on
your face
Holding us now the
lovecroppers hand

Its not the end

Come cover me with you

TWO FOR TRAGEDY

Sleep Eden sleep
My fallen son
Slumber in peace

WANDERLUST
I want to see where the sirens
sing
Hear how the wolves howl
Sail the dead calm waters of
the Pacific
Dance in the fields of coral
Be blinded by the white
Discover the deepest jungle
I want to find The Secret Path
A bird delivered into my heart,
so
Its not the end
Not the kingdom come
It is the journey that matters,
the distant wanderer
Call of the wild
In me forever and ever and
ever forever
Wanderlust
I want to love by the Blue
Lagoon
Kiss under the waning moon
Straying, claiming my place in
this mortal coil
Riding the dolphins
Asking the mountains
Dreaming Alaska
The Earth can have but Earth
I want to find

Drown into my eyes and see

the wanderer
See the mirrors of a wolf
behold the pathfinder

Cease the pain

Lifes just in vain
For us to gain
Nothing but all the same
No healing hand
For your disease
Drinking scorn like water
Cascading with my tears
Beneath the candle bed
Two saddened angels - in
heaven, in death
Now let us lie
Sad we lived sad we die
Even in your pride
I never blamed you
A mothers love
Is a sacrifice
Together sleeping
Keeping it all
No sympathy
No eternity
One light for each undeserved
tear
Beneath the candle bed
Two souls with everything yet
to be said
WISHMASTER

Master!
Apprentice!
Heartborne, 7th Seeker
Warrior!
Disciple!
In me the Wishmaster
Elbereth
Lorien
A dreamy-eyed child staring
into night
On a journey to storytellers
mind
Whispers a wish speaks with
the stars the words are silent
in him
Distant sigh from a lonely
heart
Ill be with you soon, my
Shalafi
Grey Havens my destiny
Master!
Silvara
Starbreeze
Sla-Mori the one known only
by Him
To august realms, the sorcery
within
If you hear the call of arcane
lore,
Your world shall rest on Earth
no more
A maiden elf calling with her
cunning song
Meet me at the Inn of Last
Home
Heartborne will find the way!

A child, dreamfinder
The Apprentice becoming
Master!
BARE GRACE MISERY
Sweet boy, come in
I am the dark side of you
Die for my sins
Like the One once did
Cinnamon bed
For your unashamed appetite
A figurante
This dance will hurt like hell
Oh, bare grace misery
Just a child without a fairytale
am I
Dark but so lovely
A Little Match Girl freezing in
the snow
Love lying, enticing
(Bare grace misery)
Crowning the moment
(Bare grace misery)
This is what I am
Bare grace for the end of days
Romantic scent
Spoiled Lucrece lies warm for
you
Theres no such priest
That can pray me to heaven
When done with me
Forget if you think I feel
ashamed
A wild thing
Never felt sorry for anything

Master!

Love lying

Wishmaster
Crusade for Your will

CROWNLESS

Crownless again shall be the

queen
Trophy on her grave still
remains unseen
A boat on the river confessing
the sins
The Riddler revealing the
deep hidden things
Crownless again shall be the
king
A gull covered in oil with a
broken wing
A hitcher on a road alone and
lost
Iron sharpens iron - a truth
that once was
Mine is the Earth and the
sword in the stone
Mine is the throne for the idol
One fleeting moment and it is
all gone
Crownless again
Will I fall?
Roaming on razor-sharp
castles
Ruling all but myself
(Now my night is laid to sleep)
One fragrant rose worth ten
times what I am
A crippled begging a coin
braver than I ever was
Reflection from me - Devil
dressed in white
Chasten the being
Become what I once was
Mine is the Earth
DEEP SILENT COMPLETE
In your creation heaven did
decree
That in your arms sweet
death should dwell

Deep Silent Complete

Black velvet sea
The sirens are calling for me
Saved my soul thinking This
songs a lie
Sand on the shore is so dry
Deep Silent Complete
Black velvet sea
Brave day sinking in endless
night
The age will say This poet
lies
Heaven never touched earthly
face
The age will say This night
was ours
Blessed with the Deep
The Silent the Complete
DEAD BOYS POEM
Born from silence, silence full
of it
A perfect concert my best
friend
So much to live for, so much
to die for
If only my heart had a home
Sing what you cant say
Forget what you cant play
Hasten to drown into beautiful
eyes
Walk within my poetry, this
dying music
My loveletter to nobody
Never sigh for better world
Its already composed, played
and told
Every thought the music I
write

Everything a wish for the

night

FANTASMIC
Part 1

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote

for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in
the garden
Created a kingdom, reached
for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god

Wish upon a star

Take a step enter the land
Walk through the air
Take my hand
Wishmasters willJoin him the quest for dream
A make-believe
Is all we ever need

Never sigh
If you read this line,
remember not the hand that
wrote it
Remember only the verse,
songmakers cry, the one
without tears
For Ive given this its strength
and it has become my only
strength.
Comforting home, mothers
lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became
a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down
my life
Teach me passion for I fear
its gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to
give to the ones who love me
Im sorry
Time will tell (this bitter
farewell)
I live no more to shame nor
me nor you
And you I wish I didnt feel
for you anymore
A lonely soul An ocean
soul

Wish upon a star

No matter who you are
The second star to the right
Harbingers gate
Beyond the boundaries
Blossom ballet
In the great wide somewhere
Wish upon a star
Believe in will
The realm of the king of
fantasy
The master of the tale-like
lore
The way to kingdom I adore
Where the warriors heart is
pure
Where the stories will come
true
Part 2
A cub of the king betrayed by
usurper
A girl in the rain swearing to
her fathers name
Belle the last sight for the
dying gruesome
The beauties sleeping
awaiting
Deep in a dream
For true loves first kiss
Part 3

Bald Mountain Night

Devilheart endures but light
A mad aerial dance
Chernabogs succubi
Black Cauldron born
Gurgis heart forlorn
Pig-keeper or hero
On a quest of augury
Maleficents fury
The spindle so luring
Dragon fight, dying night
Dooming might
Apprentice of Yen Sid
Conducting the galaxy
Dreamer on mountaintop
Spellbound masquerade

So close I sear you

Seeing, believing
Dreaming, decieving
A place between sleep and
awake
End of innocence, unending
masquerade
Thats where Ill wait for you
Sleepwalker seducing me
I dare to enter your ecstacy
Lay yourself now down to
sleep
In my dreams youre mine to
keep
(Sleepwalk with me)
Sleepwalker seducing me

The Sailor an idol for the sixyear-old in me

The Phoenix of White Agony
Creek
Enchantress, A mermaid in a
tale as old as time
A Dragonslayer, The
Awakener

10TH MAN DOWN

Today I killed, he was just a
boy
Eight before him, I knew them
all
In the fields a dying oath:
Id kill them all to save my
own

Wish upon a star

SLEEPWALKER
Close your eyes
Feel the ocean where passion
lies
Silently the senses
Abandon all defences

Cut me free, Bleed with me,

Oh no
One by one, We will fall, down
down
Pull the plug, End the pain,
Run'n fight for life
Hold on tight, this aint my
fight

A place between sleep and

awake
End of innocence, unending
masquerade
Thats where Ill wait for you

Deliver me from this war

Its not for me its because of
you
Devils instant my eternity
Obey to kill to save yourself

Hold me near you

Cut me free

I envy the 9 lives that gave

me hell
My path made up by their torn
bodies
Man to man, soldier to soldier,
dust to dust
Call me a coward but I cant
take it anymore

Macrocosm poured its powers

on me
And the hopes of this world I
now must leave
The nightwish I sent you
centuries ago
Has been heard by those who
dwelled in a woe

They wait for me back home

The live with eyes turned
away
They were the first ones to
see
They are the last ones to
bleed

The distance of our bridal bed

Await for me to be dead
Dust of the galaxies take my
hand
Lead me to my beloveds land

The ultimate high as all

beautiful dies
A rulers tool, priests excuse,
tyrants delight
I alone, the great white hunter
Ill march till the dawn brings
me rest
10th patriot at the gallows
pole!
Cut me free
ASTRAL ROMANCE (2001)
A nocturnal concerto
Candlelight whispers me
where to go
Hymn of gathering stars as
my guide
As I wander on this path of
the night
Embroidery of the stars
Undress my feelings for this
earth
Send me your salva to heal
my scars
And let this nakedness me my
birth

The constant longing for your

touch
This bitter ocean of hatred
and pain
This loneliness I need to be
who I am
The oceans are alone as I
Somebody take away this gift
of mine
No charisma for the beast!
But still I love you
forevermore
Come to me
Deliver me from you
And from all the days of the
Earth
No last words to say
Only memories remain
A farewell then, my path goes
forever on
BLESS THE CHILD
I was born amidst the purple
waterfalls.
I was weak, yet not
unblessed.

Dead to the world. Alive for

the journey.
One night I dreamt a white
rose withering,
a newborn drowning a lifetime
loneliness.
I dreamt all my future. Relived
my past.
A witnessed the beauty of the
beast

My tale is the most bitter

truth:
Time pays us but with earth &
dust, and a dark, silent grave.
Remember, my child: Without
innocence the cross is only
iron,
hope is only an illusion &
Ocean Souls nothing but a
name

Where have all the feelings

gone?
Why has all the laughter
ceased?

The Child bless thee & keep

thee forever

Why am I loved only when Im

gone?
Gone back in time to bless the
child
Think of me long enough to
make a memory
Come bless the child one
more time

END OF ALL HOPE

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me
This is the birth of all hope
To have what I once had
This life unforgiven
It will end with a birth

How can I ever feel again?

Given the chance would I
return?

No will to wake for this morn

To see another black rose
born
Deathbed is slowly covered
with snow

Ive never felt so alone in my

life
As I drank from a cup which
was counting my time
Theres a poison drop in this
cup of Man
To drink it is to follow the left
hand path

Angels, they fell first but Im

still here
Alone as they are drawing
near
In heaven my masterpiece will
finally be sung

Where have all the feelings

gone?
Why is the deadliest sin - to
love as I loved you?
Now unblessed, homesick in
time,
soon to be freed from care,
from human pain.

Wounded is the deer that

leaps highest
And my wound it cuts so deep
Turn off the light and let me
pull the plug
Mandylion without a face
Deathwish without a prayer
End of hope

End of love
End of time
The rest is silence
DEAD TO THE WORLD
All the same take me away
Were dead to the world
The child gave thought to the
poets world
Gave comfort to the Fallen
(Heartfelt, lovelorn)
Remaining, yet still uninvited
Those words scented my soul
(Lonely soul, Ocean soul)
Its not the monsters under
your bed
It is the Man next door
That makes you fear, makes
you cry,
Makes you cry for the child
All the wars are fought among
those lonely men
Unarmed, unscarred
I dont want to die a scarless
man
A lonely soul
(Tell me now what to do)
I studied silence to learn the
music
I joined the sinful to regain
innocence
Heaven queen, cover me
In all that blue
Little boy, such precious joy
Is dead to the world
Heaven queen, carry me
Away from all pain
All the same take me away
Were dead to the world

Dead, silent, constant

Yet always changing
My favorite view of this world
As he died, he will return to
die in me again
Weaving the cloth, giving
birth to the Century Child
Who gave his life not for the
world but for me
Innocence reborn once more
EVER DREAM
Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one
day
Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me
Would you do it with me
Heal the scars and change the
stars
Would you do it for me
Turn loose the heaven within
Id take you away
Castaway on a lonely day
Bosom for a teary cheek
My song can but borrow your
grace
Come out, come out wherever
you are
So lost in your sea
Give in, give in for my touch
For my taste for my lust
Your beauty cascaded on me
In this white night fantasy
SLAYING THE DREAMER

Im a priest for the poorest

sacrifice
Im but a raft in a sea of
sorrow and greed
You bathed in my wine
Drank from my cup, mocked
my rhyme
Your slit tongues licked my
aching wounds
Put a stake through my heart!
And drag me into sunlight
So awake for your greed
As youre slaying the dreamer
Swansong for the Wish of
Night
God it hurts, give a name to
the pain
Our primrose path to hell is
growing weed
Blame me, its me
Coward, a good-for-nothing
scapegoat
Dumb kid, living a dream
Romantic only on paper
Tell me why you took all that
was mine!
Stay as you lay - dont lead
me astray!
Wake up, mow the weed
Youd be nothing without me
Take my life if you have the
heart to die
You bastards tainted my tool
Raped my words, played me a
fool
Gather your precious glitter
and leave me be
The Great Ones are all dead
And Im tired, too

I truly hate you all!

FOREVER YOURS
Fare thee well, little broken
heart
Downcast eyes, lifetime
loneliness
Whatever walks in my heart
will walk alone
Constant longing for the
perfect soul
Unwashed scenery forever
gone
No love left in me
No eyes to see the heaven
beside me
My time is yet to come
So Ill be forever yours
OCEAN SOUL
One more night
To bear this nightmare
What more do I have to say
Crying for me was never
worth a tear
My lonely soul is only filled
with fear
Long hours of loneliness
Between me and the sea
Losing emotion
Finding devotion
Should I dress in white and
search the sea
As I always wished to be - one
with the waves
Ocean Soul
Walking the tideline
I hear your name
Is angels wispering

Something so beautiful it
hurts
I only wished to become
something beautiful
Through my music, through
my silent devotion
FEEL FOR YOU
You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent
Im the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery
sip
Im the breath on your hair
The endless nightmare,
devils lair
Only so many times
I can say I long for you
The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves
Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will
wade
Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are
mine
This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think
again
I feel for you
BEAUTY OF THE BEAST
Long Lost Love

Trees have dropped their

leaves,
Clouds their waters
All this burden is killing me
Distance is covering your
way,
Tears your memory
All this beauty is killing me
Oh, do you care,
I still feel for you
So aware,
What should be lost is there
I fear I will never find anyone
I know my greatest pain is yet
to come
Will we find each other in the
dark
My long lost love
One More Night To Live
Safely away from the world
In a dream, timeless domain
A child, dreamy eyed,
Mothers mirror, fathers pride
I wish I could come back to
you
Once again feel the rain
Falling inside me
Cleaning all that Ive become
My home is far but the rest it
lies so close
With my long lost love under
the black rose
You told I had the eyes of a
wolf
Search them and find the
beauty of the beast

All of my songs can only be

composed of the greatest of
pains
Every single verse can only be
born of the greatest of wishes
I wish I had one more night to
live
A saint blessed me, drank me
deeply
Spitting out the misery in me
Still a sinner rapes 1000
saints
Sharing the same hell with me
Sanest choice in the insane
world:
Beware the beast but enjoy
the feast he offers
Christabel
Oh, sweet Christabel. Share
with me your poem.
For I know now, Im a puppet
on this silent stage show.
Im but a poet who failed his
best play.
A Dead Boy, who failed to
write an ending
To each of his poems.
DARK CHEST OF WONDERS
Once I had a dream
And this is it
Once there was a childs
dream
One night the clock struck
twelve
The window open wide
Once there was a childs heart
The age I learned to fly
And took a step outside
Once I knew all the tales

Its time to turn back time

Follow the pale moonlight
Once I wished for this night
Faith brought me here
Its time to cut the rope and
fly
Fly to a dream
Far across the sea
All the burdens gone
Open the chest once more
Dark chest of wonders
Seen through the eyes
Of the one with pure heart
Once so long ago
The one in the Big Blue is
what the world stole from me
This night will bring him back
to me
Fly to a dream
WISH I HAD AN ANGEL
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
Im in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an
innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I
may
This night will hurt you like
never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish

Im going down so frail n

cruel
Drunken disguise changes all
the rules

Oh how I wish to dream again

Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

Old loves

My flower, withered between

The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom
gone with my sins

I Wish
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the
night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed
me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with
dark thoughts
I wish
NEMO
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as
compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope Id give my
everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain

Walk the dark path

Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true
name
Oh, how I wish
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh, how i wish
PLANET HELL
Denying the lying
A million children fighting
For lives in strife
For hope beyond the horizon
A dead world
A dark path
Not even crossroads to
choose from
All the bloodred
Carpets before me
Behold this fair creation of
God
My only wish to leave behind
All the days of the Earth
An everyday hell of my
kingdom come
The 1st rock thrown again
Welcome to hell, little Saint

Mother Gaia in slaughter

Welcome to paradise, Soldier
My 1st cry neverending
All life is to fear for life
You fool, you wanderer
You challenged the gods and
lost
Save yourself a penny for the
ferryman
Save yourself and let them
suffer
In hope
In love
This world aint ready for The
Ark
Mankind works in mysterious
ways
THE SIREN
A lady with a violin playing to
the seals
Hearken to the sound of
calling
Who tied my hands to the
wheel?
The zodiac turns over me
(Come to me)
Somewhere there my fate
revealed
I hear but how will I see
I tied myself to the wheel
The winds talk to my sails, not
me
(Come to me)
Somewhere there my fate
revealed
I hear but how will I see
DEAD GARDENS
The story behind the painting
I drew is already told

No more tearstains on the

pages of my diary
Tired but unable to give up
since Im
Responsible for the lives I
saved
The play is done
The curtains down
All the tales are told
All the orchids gone
Lost in my own world
Now I care for dead gardens
My song is little worth
anymore
Time to lay this weary pen
aside
The play is done
The curtains down
Where are the wolves, the
underwater moon
The elvenpath, the haven of
youth
Lagoons of the starlit sea
Have I felt enough for one
mans deed?
Or is it time to challenge the
Ancient of Days
And let the virgin conceive
All the tales
ROMANTICIDE
Godlove and rest my soul
With this sundown
neverending
The feel is gone yet you aint
gonna see me fail
I am the decadence of your
world
I am an eider covered in oil

Happy hunting, you doublefaced carnivore

Tell me why
No heart to cry
Hang me high
The music is dead, the amen
is said
The kiss of faith is what I beg
A loving heart n soul for sale
Tell me why
Leave me be
And cease to tell me how to
feel
To grieve, to shield myself
from evil
Leave me be
Od of lies is killing me
Romanticide
Till love do me part
See me ruined by my own
creations
Leave me be

Temporary pain, eternal

shame
To take part in this devils
chess game
Spit on me, let go, get rid of
me
And try to survive your
stupidity
GHOST LOVE SCORE
We used to swim the same
moonlight waters
Oceans away from the
wakeful day
My fall will be for you - My fall
will be for you My love will be
in you If you be the one to cut
me I will bleed forever
Scent of the sea before the
waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory
My fall will be for you - My fall
will be for you My love will be
in you If you be the one to cut
me I will bleed forever
Into the blue memory

Dead Boys alive but without

sense
I need a near-death
experience
Heart once bold
Now turned to stone
Perfection my messenger
from hell

A siren from the deep came to

me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about
that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever
be

Wine turns to water

Campfires freeze, loveletters
burn
Romance is lost
Lord, let me be wrong in this
pain

The Child will be born again

That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an
angel
Without care for love n loss

Bring me home or leave me

be
My love in the dark heart of
the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me
Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the
hangmans noose
Take me, cure me, kill me,
bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep
Relive the old sin of Adam and
Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast
Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the
shell
Like the advent of May
Ill be there when you say
Time to never hold our love
My fall will be for you - My fall
will be for you My love will be
in you You were the one to cut
me So Ill bleed forever
WHITE NIGHT FANTASY
Enchantress came to me and
said:
Meet me at the lake tonight
I hunmed this song to the
white

Through the shroud of snow I

saw
Paradise
Peace
No more lies
Crestfallen soul
Rest for this night
Love is here
Right here under my wings
I dream of wolves with them I
run
For me she lengthened the
night
I am home
I am in peace
Crestfallen soul
Rest for this night
Love is here
Right here under my wings
BYE BYE BEAUTIFUL
Finally the hills are without
eyes
They are tired of painting a
dead mans face red
With their own blood
They used to love having so
much to lose
Blink your eyes just once and
see everything in ruins
Did you ever hear what I told
you
Did you ever read what I
wrote you
Did you ever listen to what we
played
Did you ever let in what the
world said
Did we get this far just to feel
your hate
Did we play to become only
pawns in the game

How blind can you be, dont

you see
You chose the long road but
well be waiting
Bye bye beautiful

You chose the long road but

well be waiting
Bye bye beautiful

You chose the long road but

well be waiting
Bye bye beautiful

Its not the tree that forsakes

the flower
But the flower that forsakes
the tree
Someday Ill learn to love
these scars
Still fresh from the red-hot
blade of your words

MASTER PASSION GREED

Who the hell are you to tell
me
What to do, why to do, why
bother
Leech in a mask of virtue
Such waste, to ever think of
you again

I need to die to feel alive

How blind can you be, dont

you see that the gambler
lost all he does not have

Did you ever hear what I told

you
Did you ever read what I
wrote you
Did you ever listen to what we
played
Did you ever let in what the
world said
Did we get this far just to feel
your hate
Did we play to become only
pawns in the game
How blind can you be, dont
you see

Did you ever hear what I told

you
Did you ever read what I
wrote you
Did you ever listen to what we
played
Did you ever let in what the
world said
Did we get this far just to feel
your hate
Did we play to become only
pawns in the game
How blind can you be, dont
you see

Hey Judas, your Christess was

our love
Hit and run, your will be done
Never sorry, never wrong
More more more more more

Jacobs ghost for the girl in

white
Blindfold for the blind
Dead siblings walking the
dying earth
Noose around a choking heart
Eternity torn apart
Slow toll now the funeral bells

Master passion greed

Hello. How are you?
Let me explain one thing.
All for her and more for me
Why is it so hard to see?
I see no sense in doing this
Not enough for me
I fuck up everything but let
me explain.
Some day you shall flee,
Panting and weak

Master passion greed

All within me gone but pain
and hope
Hoping that the pain would
fade away
Greed, your master passion
I Feed the mouth that bites
me
Mammon, opiate of the
masses
The reek of your lies draws
flies
Seek her
Seduce her
Tame her
Blame her
Have her
Kill her
Feast on it all
With awakening the tears will
begin
To my everlasting shame
silence took me