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We Are Watching Greenlawlavinia
We Are Watching Greenlawlavinia
We Are Watching Greenlawlavinia
Something Terrible
Happening
Lavinia Greenlaw
THE SUMMER THAT Mars stood close to the Earth,
I went down to the sea each evening. It was
shockingly visible and looked like a storybook
version of itself a red swirl, volatile and ancient.
Night after night I lay on the sand like a true
believer waiting for something to happen and,
while nothing changed or moved, the scale of
things was different. Space opened up. I felt small
and was glad to.
Id been on the island for several weeks before my
husband was able to visit. I relished the quiet and
the simplicity as well as the good fortune of being
under clear skies at such a time. I thought I hadnt
missed him. The night he arrived, I led him to the
beach and hurried ahead calling Look! Look!
There it is! I realised then that Id missed him
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greatly.
He took my arm as we skittered down the dunes
and allowed me to feel as if Id arranged the whole
thing the warm night, the soft sea, the red
planet. We lay on the sand as couples do whove
spent hundreds of nights together close but
unentwined. I made myself say nothing about
what we were looking at. I let him decide.
It looks beautiful, he said, and it looks like a
warning.
Wed been married for two years. The
acceleration towards a life together and the settling
down were over. What next? We went home and
a month later I started my new job at the museum.
It bothered him that my days were not easy to
explain. In the evenings he always had something
to say about the closing of loopholes, the tracking
of payments, the new ways drug money was being
moved around. His work was of such immediate
and obvious importance compared to mine. Even
so, I had thought that he was proud of me.
I deal with this world, he liked to tell people,
and my wife deals with the others.
Then one day he said this instead: She could be
out there discovering new stars and mapping the
universe but she spends her time in a basement
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