We tried to think up something that represented what we’re like and we came up with Dufflepuds. These are C.S. Lewis creations, with one big fat foot, who often hop around backwards.
We tried to think up something that represented what we’re like and we came up with Dufflepuds. These are C.S. Lewis creations, with one big fat foot, who often hop around backwards.
We tried to think up something that represented what we’re like and we came up with Dufflepuds. These are C.S. Lewis creations, with one big fat foot, who often hop around backwards.
For information address Ten Penny Players, Inc. February 1971. We’re back at the hospital. It was a weekend. Pediatrics was quiet, only one nurse on duty and one doctor. It’s always sort of funereal up at pediatrics on weekends. Because there are so few people, those there feel conspicu- ous and whisper a lot. Athelantis had fallen in love with his blanket. I had hoped that we wouldn’t have to go through that. I was wrong. I’d had a blanket and my genes are very strong. It’s luckily a washable blanket, flannel with pink and blue angels printed on it, banded in blue satin (very faded now). Two of my neighbors made it for him. I keep darning it. I try to wash it every week and it’s getting a little thin. He watches possessively as it goes into the machine. He then stands, waiting for the laundry to be finished, holding onto the machine and croon- ing. For some reason he isn’t as upset as he sees it leave the washing machine and go into the dryer. He doesn’t find that as threatening. The last time I pulled it out of the dryer he grabbed it from me and brought it over to where I had gone to sit for a while. He draped it over my knees and then start- ed patting it and singing to it as you would to a baby. At the hospital he demanded we take the blan- ket out of the suitcase He stood in front of the 1 offending case (it’s zippered and he couldn’t work a zipper yet), feet spread wide, one arm out- stretched, squawking like a broken machine. We took the blanket out. He hugged it and draped it around his shoulders. He then paced the length of the room dragging the blanket behind him. We were called into the examining room. They call them stations. Athelantis began wailing as soon as we entered the room. I knew the tempera- ture would be over one hundred. It was. The doc- tor arrived. He was wearing a bright blue shirt instead of white jacket. It matched his eyes. I remembered him from neuro, when he had been a resident. He remembered us, too. They don’t get an Apert’s baby all that often. He was very good with Athelantis. The wiggling didn’t cease, but he didn’t thrash about quite as much as usual and at least allowed the doctor to examine him. He said that the ears were red. I expected him to say that. I said, “I guess you’ll be sending him home and cancel the operation.” He answered, “No. I have four young sons. They raise their temperatures when miserable. Their ears get red because the blood rushes to them when they cry. We’re admitting him.” I was overwhelmed, really impressed. Now this was a doctor. I heard later that he had an 2 excellent reputation with staffers and parents for good medical judgment coupled with common sense. I rushed outside to tell Ernie the good news. He was all set to go home; he’d heard the wailing and expected the usual results. He was as thrilled as I. There was no pink lady that day, so Ernie and I took the baby and suitcase through the tunnel connecting the main wing with the wing housing only babies; we then walked one flight upstairs to his floor. Several of the nurses who knew him were on duty. “Hello, Mr. Baby,” one of his favorites said. He dipped his head in hello. We took him down to his room and he was assigned a bed. He was now in a bed at home and they decid- ed to try him in one at the hospital. It was a short- lived experiment. The following morning when I came back he was in a crib. He had climbed out of the bed instead of going to sleep when it was time for lights out. I had expected that he would, but it was worth a try. Ernie had decided that he was large enough for a bed at home. Ernie had never slept in a crib. He’s from the North Carolina backwoods country. The only thing that belongs in a crib to Ernie is corn. 3 We were sitting in the lounge area opposite the ubiquitous telephone. The surgeon arrived to meet us. He was middling young, dark-haired, wearing glasses (heavy black frames), and very intense. He was always at the hospital. He’d come striding down the corridor at all hours, every day, carrying his metal case. It was a large attaché-type case, only metal. Many of the younger doctors carry their things in metal tackle cases. He asked me to come down the hall into one of the treatment rooms. Ernie stayed in the lounge watching Athelantis running up and down the ramp. There are no doors separating the babies’ wing from the adult wing. At the top of the ramp to the right is the physiotherapy room. To the left, at the top of the ramp (we discovered) is the adult contagious ward. After we left, Athelantis figured out that you could keep going when you hit the top of the ramp. He went right on into the contagious ward. He also went further down the hall, later on, after they’d caught him in the contagious area. Luckily, an orderly found him wandering around near the elevators at the other end of the building. He’s also been found in the plaster room and on the ele- vators. The nurses all know that he escapes, but there is no way to stop him, barring locking him in 4 his crib, since there are no doors. He even took several other children with him one time. In the morning, after they bathe and dress him they put him on the floor. And he’s gone. One of the aides told me that he’s so fast, you can put him on the floor, turn your head, and he’ll be gone out of the room, down the hall, and up the ramp before you can turn around. He’s quick and smart. He hides from the aides and nurses in cartons, behind doors, under covered tables. It makes me nervous knowing that he has the run of the building. I’ve often wondered whether or not he could be kidnapped. Barbrah says that people only want well babies. That nobody would kidnap a child from a hospital. I hope she’s right.
The surgeon perched on top of an examining
table while we talked. There are locks on all the room doors where they keep supplies, but the doors are always wide open. The narcotics closet is always closed except when a nurse is inside getting medication. The other rooms are open. This par- ticular room had row upon row of bottled solutions sitting in plain view. Boxes of wrapped one-shot needles were sitting on a table by the door. Bandages, rolled neatly, slings, and other orthope- dic-type supplies sit temptingly on open carts. 5 The first thing he wanted to know was what is the meaning of your letterhead. Barbrah and I have one letterhead for the children’s theater, and another with a different name for our profit-mak- ing concepts. We tried to think up something that represented what we’re like and we came up with Dufflepuds. These are C.S. Lewis creations, with one big fat foot, who often hop around backwards. They have their own way for doing things most often exactly opposite to the norm. I explained to him about Dufflepuds. I then asked him when they had scheduled the operation. He said that even though they had admitted Athelantis, they still weren’t convinced he was healthy. Since he again had a temperature, rather than cancel the operation as they had all those other times, they had decided to admit him and then track his temperature to find out whether he was ill or whether this was normal for him. I said that there was nothing wrong with Athelantis. That he wasn’t ill, and hadn’t been ill for most of the other cancellations. The surgeon was going to observe him for four days. If nothing developed they would then operate. I was very upset by that. I knew there was nothing at that time wrong with Athelantis. But it’s dangerous keeping a well child in a hospital. There are so many germs floating 6 around in the air, on the shoes, throughout the halls, that it’s inevitable your healthy child will catch something. Especially Athelantis, since he moves freely from one place to another. Also, four days in the hospital for a well child can be pretty hairy. He’s feeling zippy, yet he can’t go outside. He wants to run and be free, yet he’s constantly being put to bed to have his tem- perature taken or to zap when he’s not ready for it, or to eat different food than what he gets at home. He’s separated from his family except for short visiting hours. The child is miserable; the parents are miserable. This is then (if you’re lucky ) fol- lowed by a day for the operation and about seven others for recuperation. It was conceivable that Athelantis would be hospitalized this time for twelve days. That’s a long time to separate a twen- ty-three month old from his family. It’s a long time for one simple orthopedic procedure. When your child is in the hospital you feel like a part-time mother. You feel more intensely that you are a mother, because you focus so much of your energy and emotional forces on your child. Yet because your child isn’t home, your entire rou- tine is disrupted and someone else really bears the major responsibility for looking after your child the whole day. You feel very displaced. The first time 7 he was hospitalized, I was slightly intimidated by the doctors and nurses. I worried that I wasn’t picking him up properly, or changing him correct- ly, or feeding and burping him in the prescribed manner. That wears off. You quickly realize that the only right way is the most comfortable way for your child and you. Every day you have to pack things to take to him . . . little presents, favorite toys, fresh clothes. Every day you bring things back from the hospital to be laundered. You feel more tired then usual. I fall into bed usually about 9:00 P.M. right after the dog’s last walk. I’m out until the next morning. I always lose weight. Some of the mothers eat more, sitting in the lounge, eating and smoking, drinking sodas, and they gain weight. I always lose from five to ten pounds. The mothers who have lots of children are so busy that their lives are one dizzy whirl. Forever getting up early in the morning, taking care of chil- dren who are home, fixing the house, cooking hot meals, arranging for baby-sitters, going up to the hospital to spend time with the child who’s there, rushing back home for dinner, and then falling in bed from exhaustion. Some of the mothers work at office jobs. Their lives are further complicated by having to do all the necessary home-type things 8 before leaving for work; then they go to work; they go to the hospital; they return home exhausted. When possible, parents arrange to take their vaca- tions during the time the child is hospitalized. Since you don’t always know in advance that your child is going to be admitted it makes for a difficult scheduling problem. It also makes for a miserable vacation. It’s even worse for the child. If the par- ent has been able to take his vacation so that he can be at the hospital as much as possible, the child becomes used to the constant attendance. Then the parent goes back to work. If the child is in traction, he stays in the hospital for weeks sometimes months. The older children become very lonely. If you’re working it’s hard to spend much time at the hospital, except on weekends. If you work in midtown Manhattan, the trip to the hospital takes almost an hour. By the time you get to the hospital after work it’s 6:00 P.M.; Visiting hours are over at 7:00 p.m. Because the hospital is so noted for its orthope- dic staff, children are brought from all over the state, New Jersey, and Pennsylvania. The first time Athelantis was admitted, another little boy was also there. He was undergoing his last finger separation. His family lived in Pennsylvania. The mother drove one hundred miles every day, back 9 and forth, to be with her child. The procedures had taken about two years to complete. I think the child had undergone about six operations. There was another child at home. That child, too, had had to undergo finger separations. The hospital rents a limited amount of rooms in the nurses’ residence for use by mothers who travel long distances. It’s such a huge complex that most parents go to private hotels or travel back and forth from home every day. Either way it’s expensive in time and money. I don’t know what’s worse—when you’ve got a little one inside or an older one. When they’re real- ly tiny, a couple of months or so, it doesn’t seem as crucial to be there all the time. You figure, what does the kid know anyway? He just wants to be cuddled. So if the hospital staff seems to spending time with the children, you’re not as upset as when you leave an older child. They’re not very vocal at a couple of months. They don’t express their ire as often or as loudly. As your child gets older you feel the need to spend more and more time with him in hospital. At Athelantis’s age they’re talking, but not much and not very clearly. Only those who spend a lot of time with them can really under- stand what they’re saying when they stretch their hands out imperiously and cry fumajay . . . fuma- 10 jay, or miwa, miwa (juice and milk). If you’re not at the hospital, you really worry that your kid’s suffering—or worse, being neglected. He’s not probably. But that doesn’t make it any easier on you, at home, worrying that he might be thirsty or hungry. The older children are very vocal in their dis- dain for hospital living. Some hospitals make spe- cial provision for the phenomenal adolescent appetite by providing small refrigerators in which they can store soft drinks, yogurt, ice cream, sand- wiches, fruit, and teen-style snacks. In an orthope- dic area where the kids are convalescing from bone repairs and can eat anything they want (except when they’re postoperative) it’s rather insensitive to only feed them at prescribed hours, to bar them from the pantry, and force them to rely on their families to bring extras during visiting hours. Since most of them hate the hospital diet anyway, and return practically full trays to the carts, their nutritive needs wouldn’t be impinged upon by allowing them a refrigerator in one of the storage rooms that’s never locked anyway or even out in the lounge. There’s certainly enough room on that floor for one small refrigerator. Even though they’re terribly harassed by hav- ing one child in the hospital and others at home, I 11 think those mothers are probably luckier than I. It’s awfully lonely when your only child is away from home. If it’s an older child and you’re used to his being in school part of the day, and with friends another part of the day, it’s an easy adjustment. But when you’re used to a bawdy, tirading toddler, it’s oppressive when he’s in the hospital. The house does stay ordered. There’s less to clean, not that I clean much anyway. I’m a demand cleaner. But it’s too quiet. I always promise myself to accomplish a lot when he’s in the hospital. It is easier cleaning and shopping, but I don’t really accomplish that much more of either house things or my own. My head is always geared to the clock and departure hour. And when I get home I just want to sleep. I’m often even too sleepy to read mysteries. Mysteries play a very important role in my life. I’m very par- ticular about the ones I read. They have to be well drawn, plotted, characterized, and generally proce- durals. I like series’ characters and no unneces- sary blood and gore. If I’m upset or blocked in my own work, a good mystery unwinds me. When I’ve only one left on the current books-I-am-now-read- ing shelf, I get very squirrely. I especially rely on them when he’s in hospital. I have very finely honed selective hearing. When I’m reading I block 12 everything out. It helps me get through the sub- way ride, the nap time in the hospital, waiting for him to wake from anesthesia, altercations with hospital staff. I read lots of other things, too. I have to do a lot of research for plays we’re doing in the children’s theater or my proposal assignments for the state. There was one period where I was doing noth- ing but research on narcotics and the narcotics- addicted. It was very depressing, because I had to do research at one of the state agencies and also had to go into the field to work with the director of a narcotics project. It’s important work, but makes me very sad. When I completed the assignment (it took several months), I had a veritable orgy of mys- teries. I averaged two hours a book. I went through fifteen or twenty of them, getting my head in order for the next assignment—pollution—and the baby’s next operation. It all sort of came together.
Some of the parents can’t wait to sprint out of
the hospital into the nearest bar. You need some- thing to unwind from the hospital. Aspirin and vitamins get me through the visiting hours. Mysteries uncloud my head so I can relax and get to sleep fast. You need something to prevent you 13 from thinking. Thinking is a short jolt away form brooding. Once your child is in hospital, bar the battling that I do with the doctors and staff, there is very little you can do for your child. You can’t make him heal faster. You can’t make the experi- ence any more easy or pleasant. To sit and worry just aggravates you and makes life at home with your family or your husband tense and dreary. Although it’s hard to make the experience eas- ier for the child, you can make it a hell of a lot harder. The last time Athelantis was in the hospi- tal, one couple had their daughter in his room. She had been in traction a couple of weeks and would remain so for several more. The parents were wor- ried about her and their other child. They also hated being in the city. They lived in Westchester and had to commute every day. They bickered endlessly. They called each other names, put each other down at the slightest provocation. They were at each other in the ward, in the lounge, in front of other parents, their daughter, and the staff. It embarrassed the daughter. It was ugly and unnecessary. It also made the child feel as though it was all her fault. She also felt that they didn’t really want to spend time with her. They were constantly in the lounge, smoking cigarette after cigarette, while their little daughter lay alone 14 in traction at the other end of the corridor. There are also the screamers-at-their-own- children type of mothers who seem to feel that they are instilling strength into their child if they are able to take the verbal abuse on top of their physi- cal problems. One mother, a very proud lady from Brooklyn, shrieked at her son, full blast, all through visiting hours. You’d get off the elevator and could hear her screeching at the other end of the floor. The son was a very bright, sweet- natured little boy who needed a walker and leg braces. She was very hostile with strangers until she became more familiar with them. She said, “I don’t want anybody’s pity. It’s our problem, we have to live with it every day. And I don’t want pity.” She also didn’t want help unless it was nec- essary. She was trying to train her child to be as self-reliant as possible. Once you got beyond her tough façade, you realized just how hurt she was. She used to go to the park with him every day when he was home. She said that she wasn’t going to hide him at home in the dark. Yet she hated having people feel pity for her when they saw her with her baby in its carriage and her son in his braces and walker. “I don’t need their pity,” she said. “I don’t want them looking at us as though my son is something horrible.” 15 When your child is born with something wrong you start looking around at other families. Every once in a while you hear, from the park mothers, of another case of a child being born with defects or some other physical or mental handicap. But you hardly ever see the children. You know they exist. Societies are forever fund raising for these chil- dren. Yet where are they? A friend of a friend was just returned from England. She said that it’s the same over there. You hear stories of retarded or handicapped family members never seeing the daylight or outside, always being hidden away from society in a back room or private nursing home, locked away from normal family loving. People feel shame when an unusual birth occurs in their family. How sad. So many of the problems are treatable. So many of the retarded and handi- capped can lead rich lives if they receive the prop- er medical, educational, and emotional upbringing. One little girl in the orthopedic floor was born with something wrong with her spine. I don’t think it was fused. She has never lived at home with her mother. She stays at the hospital and then is moved to a nursing home to recuperate. When it’s time for another operation she comes back to the hospital. She’s sweet, pretty, quick, and very patient. She’s always prone; she has a lit- 16 tle life in her legs now, but not much. She never complains, hardly ever cries. Her mother visits her sporadically in the hospital. She talks con- stantly about her mother, but rarely sees her. It’s always an event when the mother comes to visit. The staff and other parents all comment. The lit- tle girl is ecstatic. But she’s never taken home. I don’t understand why they do it, but many of the parents dress up when they come visiting. I can’t believe it’s to make their kids feel better. They’re so obviously pulled together, painted, and pressed that you know they’re dying to get home into something comfortable. I asked one of the mothers if she was wearing a wig, because I could- n’t believe that it was her own hair. The construc- tion was very elaborate—pulled up high and then tiny little rolled curls piled up. It looked remark- ably like a croquembouche. She said that it was her own hair. She went to the beauty parlor every day before coming to the hospital. Every day! Maybe they’re trying to impress the hospital per- sonnel. There’s one woman who wears a tight gold lamé sweater on the weekend with stretch pants. She’s a rather large lady. She paints her finger- nails silver and her lips are mauve and shiny. If Ernie has come from the office he’ll be dressed. If he’s in from the field, he’s very casual. 17 If he’s come from home, it’s old dungarees. I’m almost always in jeans and sneakers. I’m often sit- ting on the floor with Athelantis. I don’t see any point in getting all done up to sit on the floor with Athelantis. It’s not ever a clean floor. They sweep, wash and wax often, but the floors are always mucked up by a lot of feet, stretchers, pushcarts, and spilled milk and juice. Many of the parents who come to visit their children don’t seem to spend much time with them. Most of them spend their time talking to each other or on the telephone. When that telephone is out of order tempers get wild. They arrive with fists filled with change and make call after call, even long distance. One father even called his kid in Florida to tell him not to come home for the weekend. The son arrived anyway. I was incredibly offended by one upstate lady. I really didn’t like her. The daughter was adorable, but the mother unspeakable. She was constantly on the telephone. If she wasn’t making calls, she was receiving them. When she had to go out other parents were forced to take messages for her. The queen of the orthopedic floor. She treat- ed most of the rest of us with utter contempt. One afternoon she made phone calls to many relatives. The following day they all arrived at the hospital. 18 I was coming down the hall with Athelantis. I was driving him in his stroller and he was holding onto his corn popper. It’s one of those wonderful Fisher- Price toys that never break and that makes a lot of noise. He loves it. I suddenly heard what sound- ed like a football game in progress. Only the noise was coming from the lounge. The parents of the adorable little girl had presented her with a cas- sette tape recorder. Before arriving at the hospi- tal, they had gone from house to house of relative and friend taping messages to her. She was now replaying the messages to her entire family of about twenty people and they were taping new messages. Weekends are always busy at the hos- pital. The hospital rule is two visitors per patient. It’s very relaxed on ortho so the nurses don’t say anything if other visitors come up. At the most, generally, it’s the mother and father and maybe an older brother or sister and a grandparent. One set of parents arrived with an aunt and two nuns. But clergy are always admitted. They’re quiet, unob- trusive, and stop to talk to lots of the patients. I find them very wonderful because they behave as though they care about all the children, not only the one they’ve come to see. It’s very endearing. But this family had an extraordinary amount 19 of people crammed into a lounge that’s only about nine feet by fifteen feet. There were other visitors belonging to other patients there as well. What bothered me even more than all the noise and extra people was that they were very busy visiting with each other and pretty much ignoring the adorable hospitalized daughter. In fact, they were there not to see the child, but to help the poor harassed mother through her ordeal. She was the one who was suffering and needed sustenance. Forget the kid in her neck and torso cast. Mother was having the vapors. She made many of her relatives promise to come back during the week, because weekdays seemed longer to her. Then most of them gathered their cigars and plas- tic bags together and went out for a late lunch, leaving the child alone with her cassette…mother was hungry and needed conversation. I worry about the baby a lot when he’s in hos- pital. Especially now, that I know he can escape so easily. I was at my doctor’s for an examination. Going to her office is always a treat. She’s a talk- er. Before being examined she took me out to her backyard to see her ferns and caladium. Amazing angel wings, beautiful colors and huge, the largest I’ve ever seen. I had brought her an asparagus 20 fern. She has wonderful plants, but I knew that was one she didn’t own. Ernie went with me to her office on very snowy days when he was afraid of my slipping on the ice a couple of times when I was pregnant. He never could understand why a sim- ple blood test, urinalysis, probing of stomach, lis- tening to heartbeats, and so on could take so long. It was because we’d also be sitting inside compar- ing perfume formulas. She started me making per- fumes. We liked lovely, light pure scents. Some of her favorites are rose based. Mine too. Then we talk plants. I told her about Athelantis’s great escapes. And she wondered about his hands. Since he leaps onto elevators and rushes around by himself in the hospital, what were his chances of getting his hands caught in an elevator door? Who was responsible for him when we were not there? That massive amount of surgery isn’t going to help if his hands get caught in an elevator door. She also thought that maybe this book should be written under an assumed name. But why bother. All the doctors and nurses reading this will know it’s me anyway. If there are going to be reprisals, they’ll happen, real name or phony. In worrying about him up at the hospital, I also worried about anesthesia. You didn’t always meet each doctor who participated on t e case, but 21 the anesthetist always came down the night before to introduce himself. It’s a marvelous human kind of courtesy, always appreciated. I know they’re careful about the way they administer anesthesia and the amount they use on a child. That’s why they only want to work on one separation at a time. Yet each operation takes so long and we’ve cheated death so often that I fear for him each time. It’s not a very logical fear, certainly, since they are so very careful. But each time it’s over, and he’s out of danger, I gulp and say thanks. Athelantis is very difficult to live with; he’s muleheaded and pig stubborn, but he’s mine.
One of the young residents on duty at that
time was rather handsome. He was used to having his whims deferred to by the ladies. I was in Athelantis’s room rocking him when he came to see a young Puerto Rican mother who had just brought her son into the hospital to have his feet treated. He was six months younger than Athelantis. The resident walked to the mother and said, “We think you child is retarded.” The mother was stunned. The child had had no tests taken as yet; few doc- tors had even seen him. The resident asked if the child was toilet-trained. The mother said no, he was only a year and a half. 22 “When you pick up a pencil and draw a circle, does your child reproduce the circle?” the doctor asked. “No,” she replied, “he scribbles.” “We don’t know how much help we can give your son,” the doctor continued, “but it’s obvious he has neurolog- ical problems.” He said a few more things along these lines and left. The mother turned to me and said, “I came in with a perfectly normal baby who needs casts on his feet and suddenly I have a retarded child. How will I tell my husband?” The woman had had no preparation for such a report. It had been handed to her in a public ward and hardly any tests had been run on the child to determine just how accurate the resident’s state- ments were. Later, when I was in the lounge, the resident came over to me and asked, “Is Athelantis toilet- trained.” “No,” I said, “He’s only two.” “What’s the matter, is he retarded?” the doctor asked. “Not that I’ve noticed,” I retorted, and he walked away. After going through the four-day waiting peri- od they confirmed the fact that his temperature fluctuated and that there was nothing wrong with him. They were going to operate the next morning. The surgeon told me that they would be working on the right hand again since it had been so long 23 between operations. The nurse handed Athelantis to me and I put him into a bathtub to soak for a half an hour in Phisohet, so that they could then shave his arm hair and wrap the arm to keep it clean until the surgery. He hates staying in the hospital bathtub for such a long period. It’s differ- ent from home. At home one wall is a big sized window filled with plants. The tub is full of boats and floating toys. The dog is in the bathroom with us, throwing her ball into the tub. If the baby gets attention she demands equal time. He loves his bath at home. He hates it at the hospital. It’s the slowest possible half hour when I’m soaking him there. It passed finally. I took him out of the tub, toweled him off and then the nurse came to shave the hair. He loathes this process, perhaps even more than the soaking. He screamed the whole time she was working on him. We finally finished and his hand and thigh were wrapped. The surgeon arrived. He had just spoken to the head of the orthopedic hand who had decided that they would operate on the left hand as they had originally planned. Athelantis had to be resoaked and reshaven. I told the nurse to please do it after I left, because I couldn’t stand to listen to him screaming again. She promised that she 24 would. She handed me the scissors and I started cutting away the bandage. He didn’t even wait until it was completely severed. He yanked on it; pulled it off, and stalked away to get his dinner…the milk and fruit part. He ate greedily, messily, with his hands. They operated on him. They almost duplicat- ed what they had done on his right hand. They did a split right down the middle separating the clus- ter of four fingers into two clusters of two fingers. They took a very large patch this time, double the size of the last patch. I don’t know why they need- ed to graft so much skin since they only did one procedure. They didn’t touch the webbing of his thumb this time. He was in the operating room for a very long time. When they brought him down from recovery, he was bouncing around in a pretty good mood. He didn’t want to eat any of his dinner though. They kept him on intravenous feeding until I returned the next day, since he continued to refuse all the food that they presented to him. The head nurse promised that they would take him off the I-V if I could get him to eat and drink at least eight ounces of anything. I asked for yogurt and they brought purple flavor. He was reluctant to sample it, but I forced him and succeeded. I also got him to drink 25 a little juice and some milk. It took three and a half hours of continual prodding, but I did it. He was finally taken down from the I-V. I was able to take him out of the crib and he was out and down the hall in a flash. He was finally released after eleven days in hospital. The patch looked red and huge. The doc- tor rebandaged the hand and said it was coming along well. We went home to begin the round of outpatient visits and to wait for the next call.