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Mussar Program: Class #13
Mussar Program: Class #13
Class #13
by Alan Morinis
2007 JewishPathways.com
It's seductive to think of a total escape from the storms and turmoil of
life. Comfort, sweet and soft, invites us to snuggle down and drift off
to sleep. Can that be a spiritual goal? Imagine you're on a ladder.
Would you want to be asleep?
And yet shalom peace is one of the highest Jewish values. And
menucha calmness or rest is the essence of Shabbat.
So how can we square the positive and negative sides of equanimity?
The fact is that we can have both. Having the soul-trait of equanimity
doesn't spell the end of our struggles, but is rather an inner quality
that equips us to handle them.
Trying situations crop up in everyone's life. This is not accidental. Life
is constructed to give spiritual trials to the soul (nisyonot in Hebrew)
that score direct hits on the traits of your inner life where you yourself
are particularly vulnerable. That's what makes them tests! If you are a
person prone to anger and someone steps on your toe (literally or
figuratively), or you are sorely tempted to steal and someone leaves
an open purse right under your nose, then you have a spiritual test.
What's the ideal? To rise to the test and to triumph with flying colors.
This means stretching into the middah (soul-trait) in a way that is both
difficult for you to achieve, and good for the soul.
The reality, though, is that you could go either way. That's why the
test is real. If you pass a test, then that aspect of your inner being
gets strengthened and you earn the right to move on. Otherwise, you
are likely to encounter the same test again at some future point.
When one thinks of tests along the curriculum for growth, negative
challenges likely come to mind lust, greed, rage, arrogance. But
there are positive challenges as well. Success, for example, can
sometimes be more of a challenge than failure, for arrogance and
greed feed on success even more effectively than on failure.
A Scenario
One night the Moss family came home very late from a wedding.
Everyone was exhausted. When they got to their front door, Dad
couldnt find the key. They all started to search in the car, on
the sidewalk but after a few minutes they came up emptyhanded. The baby started to cry and everyone was freezing in
the winter night.
What do you think are the best, rational steps the family should take?
Who should do what?
Envision what would ensue if the family began to panic.
Envision what would ensue if the family acted with order and calm.
Distancing Yourself
When you see struggle as not only inevitable but as spiritual practice,
you are being true to the Mussar insights of staying awake on the
Jewish way. This says nothing, however, about the inner attitude you
adopt as you contend with your challenges. Here's where equanimity
comes into play.
In his letter to his son, Nachmanides (Ramban) advises: "Distance
yourself from anger." And in Orchot Chaim (Ways of Life) of the Rosh,
we are advised, "Distance yourself from pride." This phrase, "distance
yourself," shows up elsewhere as well. We are surely not being told
never to be angry, proud, jealous, etc., because Mussar teachers
consistently assert that this would be an unrealistic goal. Everyone
experiences the full range of inner states, and in and of themselves,
every inner trait is neither good nor bad. More important is how we
respond to what we feel.
"Distance yourself," then, can mean only two things. Either we are to
stay physically far from other people who are angry, proud, etc., or we
are being directed to develop some kind of inner distance from the
experience of our own anger, pride, and other incendiary middot.
Although there are definitely times when we ought to stand away from
powerful outer forces, we should be less concerned about these
external influences than we should the impulses that arise within us.
We are solely responsible for the inner forces that can lead us astray
and so these are our first priority. In order to create some distance
between the stimulus that comes at us, and our reactions to it, we
need to cultivate a strong inner witness. This perspective helps keep
you from being infected by those outer influences that swirl around
you.
That same inner faculty also keeps you from being pushed around by
the forces that arise within you. The distanced witness is not
susceptible to the tides of doubt, temptation, jealousy, etc., that wash
through the interior world.
Cultivating an inner witness means being sensitive and aware of what
is taking place inside you, without being identified with the feelings
themselves. You remain separated from them. Lets say, for example,
that you find yourself waiting in a line while the person in front of you
fumbles through a purse apparently crammed with every conceivable
thing except the needed credit card, and you start to feel impatience
that is quickly becoming anger. At that moment, recall the need for
the inner witness, and call yourself to pay attention to the sensations
you are feeling as just that sensations. They dont compel any sort of
response. You just witness them and so dont identify with them as
being you.
Do we still face real struggles? Yes. Do the consequences matter? Yes.
Do we still feel the full range of human emotions and drives? Yes. In
other words, every aspect of your current life is real and important.
You would be wise to embrace it, because it's your curriculum. But at
the same time, cultivate the witness which will make you the calm
master of the inner realm, and not the victim.