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alina qadagiSvili

gaferadebuli realobis konturebi

maisis erT mzian dRes goga jafariZesa da kaki inaniSvils vestumre


saburTaloze, sabavSvo studiaSi,
xatvisa da Zerwvis gakveTilebze. studiis sada Senoba simwvaniTa da sinaTliT xarobda. jer umcrosi jgufis
gakveTils daveswari. patarebs mouTmenloba emCneodaT: cdilobdnen,
zustad mihyolodnen maswavleblis
miTiTebebs da, amavdroulad, erTi
suli hqondaT, gaegoT, Semdeg ra
elodaT, ra Sedegs gamoiRebda maTi
mecadineoba, magram, Turme, marto
ar mivsulvar:
Tan is cxraaTi wlis gogona wamomyolia,
gasul saukuneSi sabWouri
xatvis gakveTilebze rom
dadioda, pionerTa sasaxleSi, grafikis
wreze...
gogas da kakis studiaSi
SabaTobiT mecadineobebidilis TerTmeti-

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dan saRamos xuT saaTamde grZeldeba.


TiTo gakveTils erTi saaTi eTmoba,
bavSvebi rom ar gadaiRalon. xatvas goga jafariZe aswavlis, Zerwvas
_ kaki inaniSvili. mowafeebi asakis
mixedviT nawildebians sxvadasxva
jgufSi. orive xelovani ramdenime
adgilas muSaobs da, romc moindomon, sxva Tavisufal dRes mainc ver
gamonaxaven. kaki inaniSvili asistentprofesoria Tbilisis samxatvro akademiaSi; TanamSromlobs xelovnebis
studiebTan. garda amisa, rogorc

art-Terapevti, 2001 wlidan dRemde uamravi saqvelmoqmedo proeqtis


Tanaavtori da monawilea. magaliTad,
pirveli aqcia Zegvis bavSvTa saxlis
daxmarebas isaxavda miznad. sastumro `Seraton metexi palasSi~ am dawesebulebis aRsazrdelTa naxatebi
gamoifina; gaimarTa auqcioni da namuSevrebis gayidvis Sedegad miRebuli
Tanxa bavSvTa saxls moxmarda. oblebs, mzrunvelobas moklebuli Tu
avadmyof bavSvebs, saqarTvelos Soreul regionebsa da 2008 wlis agvistosomis zonaSi mcxovreb mosaxleobas,
realobasTan gasamklaveblad, xSirad
sulieri sakvebi ufro esaWiroebaT.
`gorSi omi damTavrebuli iyo,
magram bavSvebi TviTmfrinavis xmaze
isev fanjrebs awydebodnen, dabombvis
panikurad eSinodaT. ramdenime dRe
vimuSaveT maTTan erTad. SemoqmedebiTma procesma bolos ise CaiTria
yvelani, rom es SiSi daZlies. marto
imaze fiqrobdnen, rogor ganexorcielebinaT Canafiqri _ moewyoT gamofena,~ _ ixsenebs kaki inaniSvili da
iqve dasZens: swored am saqmianobidan
gamomdinare, gavicani goga jafariZe,
2004 wels. am droidanve daiwyo Cveni TanamSromloba. Cemi cxovrebis es
etapi gansakuTrebiT mniSvnelovania:
erToblivi ZalebiT SevqmeniT es sabavSvo studia da Cveni organizaciis,
Free Artist Union-is, saxeliT saqvelmoqmedo proeqtebSi vmonawileobT~.
amas garda, goga jafariZe muSaobs
germanul saerTaSoriso skolaSi xatva-Zerwvis maswavleblad.
jadoqrobas hgavs, roca es ori
xelovani umokles vadaSi iseT STambeWdav proeqtebs axorcielebs, rogorebicaa: sabavSvo moednis mowyoba, adamianis simaRle sanaTurebisa
Tu mxatvruli Zelskamebis damzadeba. yvela am sagansa Tu sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris adgils erTdrou-

lad funqciuri, praqtikuli daniSnuleba gaaCnia da esTetikuradac


Rirebulia. `ymawvilebi yvelafers
Tavad qmnian, Cven mxolod vaswavliT, vurCevT, mimarTulebas vaZlevT~, _ ambobs kaki inaniSvili.
ra SeiZleba misce bavSvs Tavisuflebaze, TviTgamoxatvis uflebaze
meti? an ra unda iyos mozardisTvis
ufro Zvirfasi, vidre sakuTari xeliT gakeTebuli nebismieri nivTi?
yvelafers, rasac interesiTa da rudunebiT qmnida, yovelTvis ufro
gaufrTxildeba, gasafuWeblad ver
gaimetebs... Cven viyenebT xelovnebis
Terapiul meTods, romelic dasavluri aRzrdis sistemaSi didi xnis
danergilia. mozardebTan muSaobisas, iqneba es saqvelmoqmedo proeqti Tu studia, Cveni mTavari mizania, rom maT sakuTar TavSi aRmoaCinon Semoqmedebis unari, TavianTi
fantaziiT SeTxzan, gadawyviton
konkretuli amocanebi. am studiis ideac im proeqtebidan gamomdinare warmoiSva, romlebsac wlebis
manZilze vatarebdiT bavSvebTan da
ufrosebTan erTad. vifiqreT, rom
kargi iqneboda, moswavleebis yola
da maTTvis gamocdilebis gaziareba.
gazafxulis im naTel dRes sabWour xanasTan dakavSirebul xatvis gakveTilebs vixsenebdiT. kaki
inaniSvilma CemTan saubari ase daiwyo: Cemi babua, revaz inaniSvili,
mxolod mwerali ar yofila, Zalian
kargi mxatvaric iyo da Cvenc misi
Semoqmedebis moziareni viyaviT.
aman Cemze imxela zegavlena moaxdina, rom ar SemeZlo, xelovnebas ar
gavyolodi. Cvens mdidar biblioTekaSi uamravi wigni iyo mxatvrobaze.
am wignebs xSirad vaTvalierebdi da
rodesac skolis moswavlem, SiSveli
natura davxate, davisaje _ mSoblebi krebaze daibares, Tumca me dar-

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wmunebuli viyavi, rom cudi araferi gamikeTebia... kakis am sityvebma,


SeiZleba, uadgilod, magram gamaxsena, Cemi Tanatolebis msgavsad,
rogor viyavi gatacebuli filateliiT im asakSi, roca dRevandeli
bavSvebi kompiuterul TamaSebs agroveben... kargad maxsovs rubensisa da degas niu-ebi safosto markebze. es Cveulebrivi ambavi iyo da
arc aravis dauSlia maTi SeZena.
cxra-aTi wlis gogona Tavis xatvis gakveTilebze fiqrobs. mxolod
sityva grafikisgamo ar unda iyos,
rom garSemo yvela fers Sav-TeTrad aRiqvamdes. aq, gogasa da kakis
studiaSi, norCi mxatvrebis gverdiT, mis cnobierebaSi arsebulma `xatvis gakveTilebma~ iseTive
transformacia ganicada, rogorc
filmebSi gvinaxavs, roca Sav-TeTri
kadri uecrad gaferaddeba.
goga jafariZe: `me xilianis quCaze davdiodi samxatvro skolaSi.
marTlac, iseTi Sav-TeTri, uxaliso iyo iqauroba _ lurjad SeRebili kedlebi... siamovnebiT mxolod
is magondeba, rom did dasvenebaze
(naxevar saaTs grZeldeboda) biWebi mziuris baRSi mivrbodiT da iq
vgiJobdiT~.
ar SeiZleba, moswavles ubralod
daudo nimuSi an TabaSiris figura da man gadaxatos. swavlebis es
meTodi moZvelebulia.
xatvis procesi ar unda
iqces monotonur da mosawyen saqmed. gogas da
kakis samxatvro studia
imiTac gamoirCeva, rom aq
ymawvilebi marto xatvisa
da Zerwvis teqnikas ki ar
euflebian, aramed cxovroben xelovnebiT, pirovnebebad, qveynis Rirseul

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moqalaqeebad yalibdebian.
goga jafariZe agrZelebs: jgufebSi bavSvebis raodenobas ver gavzrdiT, radgan TiToeuli maTgani
Cvengan did yuradRebas da individualur midgomas moiTxovs. ar SeiZleba bavSvze iTqvas, rom niWieria
an uniWo. aseTi midgoma mcdari da
damRupvelia. ubralod, zogierTi
adamiani sakuTar SemoqmedebiT unars
ufro Znelad amJRavnebs, sxva ki _
ufro advilad. swavlis procesSi yuradRebas vaqcevT pirovnul Tvisebebs: zogierTi bavSvi hiperaqtiuria,
zogic, piriqiT, morcxvi, SeboWili,
TanatolebTan urTierTobas ver
axerxebs; arian msubuqi autisturi speqtris bavSvebic. cxadia, sxva
samxatvro studiebis msgavsad, Cvenc
gvainteresebs kreatiuloba, magram
CemTvis da kakisTvis prioritetad
mainc xelovnebis samkurnalo-aRmzrdelobiTi daniSnuleba rCeba da
ara is, rom Cvens moswavleebs maincdamainc Sedevrebis Seqmna movTxovoT.
Sedegze orientireba xSirad saSiSia.
bavSvebs uzarmazari SemoqmedebiTi
potenciali gaaCniaT, magram, davfiqrdeT: Zalian bevris moTxovna maTSi
isteriulobas xom ar gamoiwvevs? isini TandaTanobiT, nabij-nabij unda
gadadiodnen martividan rTulisken.

magaliTad, zogjer gakveTilebze


moswavleebs vaZlevT savarjiSoebs,
romlebsac gamocanebs veZaxiT. bavSvebma dasawyisSi ar ician, rogoria
ama Tu im davalebis saboloo mizani,
Sedegad ras miviRebT. aseTi samuSao
aviTarebs fantazias, aTavisuflebs
maT iseTi, erTxel da sabolood Camoyalibebuli simboloebis tyveobidan,
rogorebicaa, magaliTad, filmebisa
Tu multfilmebis gmirebis (Tundac,
adamiani-obobas, anu `spaidermenis~)
gamosaxulebebi~.
antuan de sent egziuperim patara princi miuZRvna Tavis megobars
leon vertis, roca is patara biWi
iyo. aRmzrdelebi met gulisxmierebas unda iCendnen, ise aswavlidnen
patarebs, rom sakuTari bavSvobac
Tvalwin edgaT... gavixsenoT, raze
saubrobs avtori wignis pirvelsave
TavSi: rom Svidi wlis asakSi ufrosebis gamo Tavi daaneba mxatvris
brwyinvale karieras. warmosaxvis
unari, razec aseTi gulistkiviliT
saubrobda frangi mwerali, Cvens
droSi ara mxolod ufrosebs akliaT. Tanamedrove teqnologiebis
mier mza suraT-xatebis miwodebisa
da gamosaxulebaTa (filmebi, kompiuteruli TamaSebi da sxv.) ukiduresi realisturobis gamo bavSvebi
yoveldRiur saqmianobaSi fantazias Zalian iSviaTad iSvelieben...
cxadia, am gamowvevebs yovelTvis
iTvaliswineben Cveni maswavleblebic _ goga da kaki _ cdiloben,
ymawvilebi sinamdviles daubrunon.
xandaxan mecadineobebi bunebis wiaRSi tardeba. bavSvebs Tan miaqvT
mxolod webo, skoCi, Tokebi. danarCen masalas adgilze pouloben, iqneba es girCebi, xmeli xis totebi,
foTlebi... jgufebad iyofian da
erTmaneTisgan moSorebiT, damoukideblad muSaoben. Semdeg yvelafers

valagebT da vasufTavebT. amrigad,


bavSvebi SemoqmedebiT saqmianobasTan erTad, janmrTeli cxovrebis
wessac eziarebian da bunebis mofrTxilebasac swavloben. aranaklebi mniSvneloba aqvs maTTvis moZraobas, sivrceSi orientacias, rac
kompiuterTan mijaWvul Taobas, e.
w. cera TiTis bavSvebs sagrZnoblad akliaT, swored iseve, rogorc
xeliT Sesrulebuli sxvadasxva saxis samuSao: wera, Wra-kerva, xatva
da sxv., gansakuTrebiT ki _ Zerwva.
didi xania, rac mecnierulma kvlevebma aCvena am saqmianobaTa uaRresad dadebiTi roli mozardi Taobis fsiqikisa da azrovnebis formirebaSi. garda amisa, rac aranakleb
mniSvnelovania, yvela es moqmedeba
adamianis individad qcevas ganapirobebs. sakmarisia, gavixsenoT, rom,
SeuZlebelia, ori zustad erTnairi
xelweris mqone adamianis povna, rac
xelmowerisas sabuTis Rirebulebas
aniWebs, es aris Cveni TiTis anabeWdebi, dnm-is kodi... goga jafariZem
CemTan saubarSi aRniSna, rom aRSfoTebuli iyo ganaTlebis saministros ramdenime wlis winandeli
gadawyvetilebiT, romlis mixedviTac, bavSvebi pirveli klasidan
iTvisebdnen kompiuterze beWdvas
skolaSi, imis nacvlad, rom meti
dro daeTmoT kaligrafiis SeswavlisaTvis. roca goga moswavleebs
dafaidan raimes gadaxatvas sTxovs,
yvela maTgani am samuSaos sruliad gansxvavebulad asrulebs. SemdgomSi am namuSevrebze dakvirveba
mas saSualebas aZlevs, imsjelos
ara marto bavSvebis ostatobasa da
SemoqmedebiT unarze, aramed maT
fsiqo-emociur
mdgomareobazec.
bavSvi sakuTari xelebiT raRacas
Seqmnis, vTqvaT, naxats; Tan waiRebs,
saxlSi kedelze dakidebs da kmayo-

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filia Tavisi naxelaviT. gaxsovT,


bibliaSi dabadebis is adgili, sadac weria, rom RmerTma naxa, rac
Seqmna da moewona? adamianic asea.
Cven ki, rac dro gadis, sul ufro naklebs vqmniT da mets vflangavT, rogorc momxmarebelTa sazogadoebas Seefereba. gvaviwydeba,
rom swored xeliT Sromam gvaqcia
moazrovne arsebebad _ wina kidurebis ganviTarebam adamianis msgavsi
maimunebis rigebs sabolood CamogvaSora, axla yvelaferi cxovrebis
gaiolebiskenaa mimarTuli da Sedegad, sul ufro metad vmegobrobT
manqanebTan da Tavadac maT vemsgavsebiT, magram xelovneba, anu is, rac
xeliT iqmneba, isev sawyisebisken,
bunebisken dabrunebas gvTxovs _ kacobriobis bavSvobisaken.

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sabednierod, sixarulis kunZulebic arsebobs. erT-erTi maTgania gogasa da kakis sabavSvo studia.
yovelTvis miyvarda samxatvro saxelosnoebis surneli, mowyobiloba.
inventaridan gansakuTrebiT TviTnakeTi magidebi momewona: myari,
msubuqi, nebismier dros SegiZlia
daSalo da sxvagan gadaitano. karadis Taroebze bavSvebis mier Seqmnili sxvadasxvagvri figurebi devs
samive stadiaSi: Tixisgan axlad gamoZerwilebi gaSrobas elodebian,
sxvebi ukve gamSralan da WiquriT
daferilni Rumels ucdian, mesameni RumelSi ukve gamowves, axla gamofenaze brWyvialeben aTasfrad,
damTvaliereblebis molodinSi. nu
ityviT, rom, sinamdvileSi, sagnebs
lodini ar SeuZliaT! aq SeuZliaT,
am naTel studiaSi, sadac
bavSvebi, ufrosebTan erTad,
qmnian axal samyaros da ferebad iSleba sinaTle maTi
gulebisa.
ferweris gakveTils veswrebi. ymawvilebi xataven
mSvidad da gulmodgined.
ise arian garTulebi muSaobaSi, rom erTmaneTTan TiTqmis ar saubroben da arc Cemi iq yofna uSliT xels...
ai, damSvidobebis wamic
(rogorc ar unda gadaavado,
mainc dadgeba!). madlobas
vuxdi bavSvebsa da maT maswavleblebs da sinaTlidan
simwvaneSi gavdivar...

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