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Just Human

By
Mark Jespersen

Music by Tyler Joseph and Josh Dunn

SCENE 1 - CHURCH BUILDING


Lights fade up on a YOUTH GROUP. GUIDANCE COUNSELOR is
standing at the podium, with ENSEMBLE, ISAAC, RILEY, and
JONATHAN in the audience. Jonathan and Isaac are towards
the back, the rest of the congregation has their heads
lowered in prayer.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Remember, no youth group next week,
or the week after. Now...
Counselor looks over at Isaac.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac, did you want to say a few
words?
Isaac doesnt react, staring blankly at the ground
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac?
Jonathan taps Isaac and gestures towards the podium.
ISAAC
(Distantly)
Yeah?
Isaac walks up to the podium and pauses, staring out at the
faces.
ISAAC
Well, most of you know, Kenneth was
my best friend. Uh, well one of my
best friends. As long as I can
remember it was Me and Jon and
Kenneth. Ive always wondered what
itd be like to have someone I know
die, but I never... I never
realized exactly how much it
hurts. And I wanted to say all
this at the funeral but I...
Isaac trails off, overcome with emotion.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac you dontISAAC
Look, Kenneths death wasnt an
accident. He killed himself and no
ones even mentioned it. Were all
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

2.

ISAAC (contd)
pretending that he just disappeared
or something and I... I dont know,
we could have done something, we
could have...
Takes a beat as if really pondering what to say.
ISAAC
Never mind. Im just really going
to miss him.
Isaac goes back to Jonathan.
up.

Guidance Counselor walks back

GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Thank you Isaac. I think thats a
good place to end tonight. Please
keep Kenneths family in your
prayers.
The assembled youth start to disperse, some stopping to
chat, some helping themselves to snacks set up on a
table. Isaac and Jonathan start to walk towards the door.
RILEY
(From Across Room)
Isaac!
Isaac and Jonathan look back at Riley
JONATHAN
Ill be in the car.
ISAAC
Ill only be a sec.
Isaac tosses Jonathan a set of keys. Jonathan walks towards
the door but is stopped by the Guidance Counselor, they
begin to talk. Isaac crosses to Riley
ISAAC
Hey .
RILEY
Do you need to talk?
ISAAC
(Taken Aback)
What?

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

3.

RILEY
About Kenneth? Do you need to
talk?
ISAAC
Oh I uh.. Sorry I just thought you
were gonna ask me about the English
Essay or the history homework or...
you know, something like that.
RILEY
You know that doesnt really seem
appropriate given the, uh, setting.
ISAAC
I guess not.
Awkward Beat
RILEY
Well if you ever need someone to
talk to Im here for you.
Riley places her hand on Isaacs arm as she says this.
RILEY
You have my number right?
Isaac, who had been looking at Rileys arm, snaps back to
reality.
ISAAC
Uh yeah I think so.
Riley holds out her hand for Isaacs phone, then puts in her
number.
RILEY
In case
Riley hands Isaac his phone back then starts to leave.
RILEY
Just call me if you need to talk.
She pauses for a moment.
RILEY
(Smirking)
Or if you need help with that
English.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

4.

Isaac watches Riley leave, processing what just


happened. He looks at his phone, smiles, then heads towards
the door.
Isaac!

GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Come here for a second.

He does so.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
(Serious)
I was just telling Jonathan, if
youre really struggling because of
Kenneth you should come to the
support group I run down at the
community center, it might help
you.
ISAAC
Did Jonathan remind you that we
arent so into the whole "Through
Christ find Peace" thing.
JONATHAN
I did.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
He did.
ISAAC
So IGUIDANCE COUNSELOR
But this isnt run through the
church, this is just something I do
to help out struggling teens in the
area.
Isaac starts to walk out.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Look Isaac, Im not gonna make you
come, but I think it could help,
and Jonathans on board.
Isaac glances towards Jonathan.
JONATHAN
I feel like shit, if he can help us
why wouldnt we let him.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

5.

ISAAC
Im sure after 30 minutes Ill have
several reasons.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Your hatred of me just because of
my faith is a little unfair dont
you think?
Isaac looks at the counselor, then at Jonathan.
ISAAC
Okay, Sorry. Well stop by.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Great. Seven oclock at the
Community Center on Wednesday.
Guidance Counselor starts to leave.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I cant wait to see you there.
Guidance Counselor exits.

Isaac turns to Jonathan.

ISAAC
What did you just sign me up for?
JONATHAN
(Sighing)
Ill be in the car.
Jonathan exits.
STRESSED OUT BEGINS
ISAAC
I WISH I FOUND SOME BETTER SOUNDS
NO ONES EVER HEARD
I WISH I HAD A BETTER VOICE THAT
SANG SOME BETTER WORDS
I WISH I FOUND SOME CHORDS IN AN
ORDER THAT IS NEW
I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO RHYME EVERY
TIME I SANG
I WAS TOLD WHEN I GET OLDER ALL MY
FEARS WOULD SHRINK
BUT NOW IM INSECURE AND I CARE
WHAT PEOPLE THINK
BLURRYFACE Enters, Isaac freezes in place as Blurryface
sings.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

6.

BLURRYFACE
MY NAMES BLURRYFACE AND I CARE
WHAT YOU THINK
MY NAMES BLURRYFACE AND I CARE
WHAT YOU THINK
Blurryface exits, Isaac unfreezes.
enter.

Jonathan and Ensemble

ISAAC AND JONATHAN


WISH WE COULD TURN BACK TIME, TO
THE GOOD OLD DAYS
WHEN OUR MOMMA SANG US TO SLEEP BUT
NOW WERE STRESSED OUT
WISH WE COULD TURN BACK TIME, TO
THE GOOD OLD DAYS
WHEN OUR MOMMA SANG US TO SLEEP BUT
NOW WERE STRESSED OUT
ISAAC
WERE STRESSED OUT
JONATHAN
SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE
ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG
HOW COME IM NEVER ABLE TO IDENTIFY
WHERE ITS COMING FROM
ID MAKE A CANDLE OUT OF IT IF I
EVER FOUND IT
TRY TO SELL IT, NEVER SELL OUT OF
IT, ID PROBABLY ONLY SELL ONE
ISAAC
ITD BE TO MY BROTHER, CAUSE WE
HAVE THE SAME NOSE
SAME CLOTHES HOMEGROWN A STONES
THROW FROM THE CREEK WE USED TO
ROAM
BUT IT WOULD REMIND US OF WHEN
NOTHING REALLY MATTERED
OUT OF STUDENT LOANS AND TREE-HOUSE
LOANS WE ALL WOULD TAKE THE LATER
All On stage freeze as Blurryface enters and sings
BLURRYFACE
MY NAMES BLURRYFACE AND I CARE
WHAT YOU THINK
MY NAMES BLURRYFACE AND I CARE
WHAT YOU THINK
Blurryface exits and Everyone unfreezes

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

7.

ISAAC
WISH WE COULD TURN BACK TIME
JONATHAN
TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS
ISAAC AND JONATHAN
WHEN OUR MOMMA SANG US TO SLEEP BUT
NOW WERE STRESSED OUT
JONATHAN
WISH WE COULD TURN BACK TIME
ISAAC
TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS
ISAAC AND JONATHAN
WHEN OUR MOMMA SANG US TO SLEEP BUT
NOW WERE STRESSED OUT
ISAAC
WE USED TO PLAY PRETEND, GIVE EACH
OTHER DIFFERENT NAMES
WE WOULD BUILD A ROCKET SHIP AND
THEN WED FLY IT FAR AWAY
USED TO DREAM OF OUTER SPACE BUT
NOW THEYRE LAUGHING AT OUR
FACE
SAYING WAKE UP YOU NEED TO
MAKE MONEY
ISAAC AND JONATHAN
WISH WE COULD TURN BACK TIME, TO
THE GOOD OLD DAYS
WHEN OUR MOMMA SANG US TO SLEEP BUT
NOW WERE STRESSED OUT
WISH WE COULD TURN BACK TIME, TO
THE GOOD OLD DAYS
WHEN OUR MOMMA SANG US TO SLEEP BUT
NOW WERE STRESSED OUT
All Freeze as Blurryface enters again, this time interacting
with the frozen people.
BLURRYFACE
USED TO PLAY PRETEND, USED TO PLAY
PRETEND, BUNNY
YOU USED TO PLAY PRETEND, WAKE UP,
YOU NEED THE MONEY
USED TO PLAY PRETEND, USED TO PLAY
PRETEND, BUNNY
YOU USED TO PLAY PRETEND, WAKE UP,
YOU NEED THE MONEY
YOU USED TO PLAY PRETEND, GIVE EACH
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

8.

BLURRYFACE (contd)
OTHER DIFFERENT NAMES
YOU WOULD BUILD A ROCKET SHIP AND
THEN WED FLY IT FAR AWAY
USED TO DREAM OF OUTER SPACE BUT
NOW THEYRE LAUGHING AT YOUR FACE
SAYING, "WAKE UP, YOU NEED TO MAKE
MONEY" YEAH
APPLAUSE
All Exit
SCENE 2
Lights Up on Isaac, pacing, making a phone call.
RUN AND GO UNDERSCORE
The ringing stops for a moment, making it seem like someone
picked up
ISAAC
(On Phone)
Hey Riley IPhone continues ringing.
up on Riley

Eventually Riley picks up.

Lights

RILEY
Hello?
ISAAC
Hey, hi, Its me.
RILEY
Whos you?
ISAAC
Uh sorry, its Isaac.
RILEY
(Excited)
Hey Isaac
ISAAC
I was just calling because I had a
question about the uh, Death of a
Salesman essay.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

9.

RILEY
What about it?
ISAAC
Im just having a little trouble
coming up with my uh thesis, what
did youAnother phone rings, lights up on Jonathan
ISAAC
One second Im getting a call, just
hang on
RILEY
Hanging
ISAAC
Whats up Jon?
JONATHAN
We need to be at the community
center in 15 minutes, are you on
your way to pick me up?
ISAAC
(realizing hes late)
Um, yeah Im almost there, hold on
a sec.
JONATHAN
You havent left the house yet.
ISAAC
I have not left the house yet.
Dumbass.

JONATHAN
See you in a sec.

Jonathan hangs up, lights out.


ISAAC
Hey Riley?
RILEY
Yeah?
ISAAC
I have to go pick up Jon and go toIsaac tries to think on his feet.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

10.

ISAAC
Go to... his Improv showcase, which
is tonight. in 30 minutes.
RILEY
Improv Sowcase?
ISAAC
(Making it up as he goes)
Yes Improv! theyre the uh...
theyre called the uh...
Yolksters! Theyre egg themed!
Yolksters, get it? its funny. You
should come sometime! Some Time,
but not this time, some other time
when they um...
Isaac has run out of things to say.
RILEY
Do you still need help with the
essay?
ISAAC
Yes! Can I call you later or will
you be sleeping orRILEY
You know if you want you can drop
off Jonathan after his showcase and
come over thatd work.
Isaac has no idea what to say and does nothing
RILEY
It might be easier in person than
over the phone.
ISAAC
Yeah! I can do that!
RILEY
(giggling)
Great
ISAAC
Great! Good! Tonight, after the egg
show! English, me and you at your
house, great. Ok great! See you
then, great
He hangs up, lights out on Isaac.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

11.
RILEY
Ill text you my address.

She realizes he has already hung up. She looks at her


phone, smiles to herself. Lights out
SCENE 3 - COMMUNITY CENTER
The GUIDANCE COUNSELOR sits in a circle of chairs with the
ENSEMBLE. Isaac and Jonathan walk in, late.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I was wondering if you guys would
show up! Please have a seat, were
just chatting.
Jonathan grabs a chair and joins the circle. Isaac follows,
hesitantly.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Ok, where were we?
ALEX
(Sheepishly)
I was talking...
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Im sorry to interrupt. Please
finish, We all value your input.
Alex is obviously put off by guidance counselors
condescending attitude.
ALEX
Like I was saying, it was close,
but I ended up getting through the
night, so Im still at three weeks.
All but Isaac and Jonathan clap quietly.
JONATHAN
Im sorry, 3 weeks?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
3 weeks since he self harmed.
Jonathan processes this information.
JONATHAN
(Sincerly)
Great job, thats... thats
awesome.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

12.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Id like to hear from one of our
new arrivals. Isaac? How have you
been feeling about Kenneth?

Isaac shifts uncomfortably.


ISAAC
I dont really know what to
say. Im fine, it just sucks,
thats all.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac this is a safe space, you can
share how you really feel, no ones
judging you except yourself.
Isaac does nothing.
HEAVYDIRTYSOUL STARTS
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Alright, maybe next time. Anyone
else?
Raphael raises their hand.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Go ahead
RAPHAEL
THERES AN INFESTATION IN MY MINDS
IMAGINATION
I HOPE THEY CHOKE ON SMOKE CAUSE
IM SMOKING THEM OUT THE BASEMENT
THIS IS NOT RAP, THIS IS NOT
HIP-HOP
JUST ANOTHER ATTEMPT TO MAKE THE
VOICES STOP
RAPPING TO PROVE NOTHING, JUST
WRITING TO SAY SOMETHING
CAUSE I WASNT THE ONLY ONE WHO
WASNT RUSHING TO SAY NOTHING
THIS DOESNT MEAN I LOST MY DREAM
ITS JUST RIGHT NOW I GOT A REALLY
CRAZY MIND TO CLEAN
As the chorus begins the ENSEMBLE begins to dance, using
their chairs. Isaac and Jonathan just sit and watch.
ENSEMBLE
GANGSTERS DONT CRY
THEREFORE, THEREFORE IM
MR. MISTY-EYE, THEREFORE IM
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

13.
JESS
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
JOSIAH
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
FOR
CAN
FOR
CAN

ME,
YOU
ME,
YOU

ENSEMBLE
FOR ME, OH
SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL?
FOR ME, OH
SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL?

TAMARA
NO, I DIDNT UNDERSTAND THE THING
YOU SAID
IF I DIDNT KNOW BETTER, I GUESS
YOURE ALL ALREADY DEAD
MINDLESS ZOMBIES WALKING AROUND
WITH A LIMP AND A HUNCH
SAYING STUFF LIKE, "YOU ONLY LIVE
ONCE"
YOU GOT ONE TIME TO FIGURE IT OUT
ONE TIME TO TWIST AND ONE TIME TO
SHOUT
ONE TIME TO THINK AND I SAY WE
START NOW
SING WITH ME IF YOU KNOW WHAT IM
TALKING ABOUT
ENSEMBLE
GANGSTERS DONT CRY
THEREFORE, THEREFORE IM
MR. MISTY-EYE, THEREFORE IM
TYDUS
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
ALEX
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
FOR
CAN
FOR
CAN

ME,
YOU
ME,
YOU

ENSEMBLE
FOR ME, OH
SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL?
FOR ME, OH
SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL?

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

14.

TYDUS
DEATH INSPIRES ME LIKE A DOG
INSPIRES A RABBIT
JOSIAH
DEATH INSPIRES ME LIKE A DOG
INSPIRES A RABBIT
JESS
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
RAPHAEL
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
FOR
CAN
FOR
CAN

ME,
YOU
ME,
YOU

ENSEMBLE
FOR ME, OH
SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL?
FOR ME, OH
SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL?

RAPHAEL
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY, SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
ENSEMBLE
CAN YOU SAVE
CAN YOU SAVE MY, SAVE MY
CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL
Number ends with everyone back in their seats.
APPLAUSE
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
All right, good session
everyone. See you next week.
Everyone stands and begins to clean up.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac can you stay back for a
second?
JONATHAN
Keys?

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

15.

ISAAC
Yup
Isaac tosses his keys to Jonathan and Jonathan exits with
the rest of the kids.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
So? Whatd you think?
ISAAC
Ive spent an hour doing much
better things.
Guidance Counselor sighs in frustration.
ISAAC
But Ive spent an hour doing worse
things too.
Beat
ISAAC
(Seriously)
Are you really helping these kids?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
You heard them. Three weeks since
he cut himself. That doesnt sound
like a lot, but for these kids
every day is a battle. This helps
them, lets them put down their
defenses, feel safe for once. For
some of them this is the only place
they feel comfortable.
ISAAC
But are you helping them? Long term
I mean. Are you... fixing them?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Mental illnesses dont really get
fixed magically Isaac. All I can
do is try to give you a safe
environment and keep you on the
right path.
ISAAC
Can you just answer my
question? Are you helping them?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Why do you care?

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

16.

ISAAC
Could you help me?
Beat
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I can try.
Beat.

Isaac starts to leave.


GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
So?

Isaac pauses.
ISAAC
Ill see you next week.
Isaac exits.
TRUCE STARTS
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
NOW THE NIGHT IS COMING TO AN END
THE SUN WILL RISE AND WE WILL TRY
AGAIN
STAY ALIVE, STAY ALIVE FOR
ME
YOU MAY DIE, BUT NOW YOUR
LIFE IS FREE
TAKE PRIDE IN WHAT IS SURE TO
DIE YOU WILL FEAR THE NIGHT AGAIN
I HOPE IM NOT YOUR ONLY
FRIEND STAY ALIVE, STAY ALIVE FOR
ME
YOU MAY DIE, BUT NOW YOUR LIFE IS
FREE
TAKE PRIDE IN WHAT IS SURE TO DIE
APPLAUSE
Alex re-enters.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Did you forget something?
ALEX
No, I just wanted to thank
you. Three weeks is really a
landmark for me, and I made it
because you helped me.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

17.

GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Im very proud of you.
ALEX
Im really trying to make it to a
month, but its hard. Every night
is like a battle to stay alive. It
feels like someone is attacking me,
but its just me.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Its not you. Its the disease.
ALEX
I understand, but thats why its
so hard. It feels like some small
part of me is trying to pull out my
hair and rip open my wrists. How
do you fight against yourself.
Lights up on Jess.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
(He has no answer)
We can talk more in my office if
youd like.
Alex nods.

They exit.
SEMI-AUTOMATIC STARTS
JESS
NIGHT FALLS, WITH GRAVITY
THE EARTH TURNS, FROM SANITY
TAKING MY ONLY FRIEND I KNOW,
HE LIVES A LIE,
HIS NAME IS HOPE

Blurryface Enters. Throughout the song Blurryface interacts


with the Ensemble, messing with them, causing them to cut
themselves, etc.
BLURRYFACE
IM NEVER WHAT I LIKE IM
DOUBLE-SIDED
AND I JUST CANT HIDE
I KINDA LIKE IT
WHEN I MAKE YOU CRY
CAUSE IM TWISTED UP, IM TWISTED
UP, INSIDE

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

18.

TYDUS
THE HORRORS OF THE NIGHT MELT AWAY
UNDER THE WARM GLOW OF SURVIVAL OF
THE DAY
THEN WE MOVE ON, MY SHADOW GROWS
TALLER ALONG WITH MY FEARS
AND MY FRIENDS SHRINK SMALLER AS
NIGHT GROWS NEAR
ALEX
WHEN THE SUN IS COMING, WINDOW
SOOTHES
AND THE SILVER LINING RIDES THE
HILLS
I WILL BE SAVED FOR ONE WHOLE DAY
UNTIL THE SUN MAKE THE HILLS ITS
GRAVE
BLURRYFACE
IM NEVER WHAT I LIKE IM
DOUBLE-SIDED
AND I JUST CANT HIDE
I KINDA LIKE IT
WHEN I MAKE YOU CRY
CAUSE IM TWISTED UP, IM TWISTED
UP, INSIDE
IM NEVER WHAT I LIKE IM
DOUBLE-SIDED
AND I JUST CANT HIDE
I KINDA LIKE IT
WHEN I MAKE YOU CRY
CAUSE IM TWISTED UP, IM TWISTED
UP, INSIDE MY MIND
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

ENSEMBLE
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

JOSIAH
IM SEMI-AUTOMATIC,
MY PRAYERS SCHIZOPHRENIC
BUT ILL LIVE ON, YEAH ILL LIVE
ON, YEAH ILL LIVE ON
RAPHAEL
IM SEMI-AUTOMATIC,
MY PRAYERS SCHIZOPHRENIC
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

19.

RAPHAEL (contd)
BUT ILL LIVE ON, YEAH ILL LIVE
ON, YEAH ILL LIVE ON
TAMARA
IM SEMI-AUTOMATIC,
MY PRAYERS SCHIZOPHRENIC
BUT ILL LIVE ON, YEAH ILL LIVE
ON, YEAH ILL LIVE ON
ENSEMBLE
IM SEMI-AUTOMATIC,
MY PRAYERS SCHIZOPHRENIC
BUT ILL LIVE ON, YEAH ILL LIVE
ON,
JESS
BY THE TIME THE NIGHT WEARS OFF,
THE DUST IS DOWN
AND SHADOWS BURN
I WILL RISE AND STAND MY GROUND,
WAITING FOR THE NIGHTS RETURN
BLURRYFACE
IM NEVER WHAT I LIKE IM
DOUBLE-SIDED
AND I JUST CANT HIDE
I KINDA LIKE IT
WHEN I MAKE YOU CRY
CAUSE IM TWISTED UP, IM TWISTED
UP, INSIDE
IM NEVER WHAT I LIKE IM
DOUBLE-SIDED
AND I JUST CANT HIDE
I KINDA LIKE IT
WHEN I MAKE YOU CRY
CAUSE IM TWISTED UP, IM TWISTED
UP, INSIDE MY MIND
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

APPLAUSE LIGHTS OUT

ENSEMBLE
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

20.
SCENE 4
Riley and Isaac are on the phone.
THE JUDGE UNDERSCORE STARTS
ISAAC
So can I come over tonight?
RILEY
To work on that essay right?
ISAAC
Yeah, just the essay, thats it.
Riley laughs
RILEY
You can come now if you want, no
reason to wait.
ISAAC
I would but I gotta pick up Jon
for...
RILEY
Another Improv show?
ISAAC
...Yeah
Isaac takes a beat
ISAAC
No. Im picking him up to take him
to our therapy session.
Riley is silent
ISAAC
At the uh... the community center.
Riley is still silent
ISAAC
So thats where Ill be.
Silence
ISAAC
And thats where Ive been going
every Wednesday for about a month.
Silence
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

21.

ISAAC
Hello?
Riley snaps back to reality.
RILEY
Sorry I was just... thinking. Its
good youre getting some therapy.
ISAAC
Uh yeah I guess
RILEY
Ill see you tonight
ISAAC
(suprised)
Oh, great! Ill see you then
Riley makes a kissing noise then hangs up.
slowly. LIGHTS OUT

Isaac smiles

SCENE 5
Isaac, Jonathan, ensemble, and guidance counselor are all
sitting in a circle.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Anyone have anything to share?
Alex slowly raises his hand.
ONE
I...
Beat while Alex composes himself
ALEX
I relapsed.
An awkward air falls over the group
ALEX
(words flooding out now)
Its just so hard you know. Its
nighttime and your head throbs and
theres this nagging in your head
right. Digging into your brain,
telling you how to make it better
and you try to ignore it but
eventually you just...

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

22.

Alex peters off, looks around the room, then pulls back into
his shell.
Beat
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Theres nothing shameful in
relapsing okay? Sometimes we fall
down, but we can get back up.
Guidance Counselor sighs and tries a new tactic.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
When did you relapse?
ALEX
Sunday Night
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Youre three days
clean. Congratulations.
The circle claps quietly.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Anyone else?
Jonathan raises his hand timidly.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Jonathan?
JONATHAN
Hi everyone. Im Jonathan, and I
was diagnosed as depressed when I
was in fifth grade. My mom and I
were driving, and this guy. His
toddler had gotten out of the car
seat somehow and he was trying
buckle him back in so he wasnt
looking. He hit my mom going
fifty.
Jonathan pulls a necklace out of his shirt and rubs it as he
talks.
JONATHAN
I was the only one who lived, and i
guess it fucked me up. I mean I
was in fifth grade you know?
beat

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

23.

JONATHAN
My dad did his best, but hes a
single father now, he cant take
care of me, hes gotta
work. Honestly if it werent for
Isaac I dont know what Id
do. His whole family took me in
like I was one of their own. Plus
hes basically my personal driver
which is nice.
Jonathan chuckles, attempting to break the heavy air.
JONATHAN
Anyway, I was doing a lot better,
and then out of no where Kenneth...
At this point Jonathan cant continue.
for help.

He looks to Isaac

ISAAC
Well like he said, Kenneth...
killed himself out of no where. We
were all at my house, he went home
early, and three days later we were
at his funeral. He never told us he
was depressed. We had no idea. If
he had just said something we could
have helped him. We would have
done anything.
beat
ISAAC
It sucked. It really fucking
sucked.
Jonathan looks up.
JONATHAN
Can I... Can I finish?
Guidance Counselor nods.

Jonathan stands.

GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Of course
JONATHAN
Obviously Kenneths suicide
destroyed me.
Jonathan rubs the thick scars stretching across his arms.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

24.

JONATHAN
And on top of that tomorrow is the
seven year anniversary of the
crash.
Jonathan holds back tears.
JONATHAN
I just want to thank Isaac. For
everything. I love you man.
Jonathan places a hand on Isaacs shoulder.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Jonathan, what do you think of when
you think of our mother?
JONATHAN
What do you mean?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Would you say thinking about your
mother was a trigger for suicidal
episodes?
JONATHAN
Well yeah. But sometimes its nice
to remember things.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Those are the memories you need to
focus on Jonathan. Do you mind
sharing one with the group?
HOUSE OF GOLD STARTS
JONATHAN
Well my dad and her had been
fighting. Nothing serious you
know, just a little fight. I was
so scared, so she tried to make me
feel better.
JONATHAN
SHE ASKED ME, "SON, WHEN I
OLD,
WILL YOU BUY ME A HOUSE OF
AND WHEN YOUR FATHER TURNS
STONE,
WILL YOU TAKE CARE OF ME?"
SHE ASKED ME, "SON, WHEN I
OLD,
WILL YOU BUY ME A HOUSE OF
(MORE)

GROW
GOLD?
TO
GROW
GOLD?
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

25.

JONATHAN (contd)
AND WHEN YOUR FATHER TURNS TO
STONE,
WILL YOU TAKE CARE OF ME?"
I WILL MAKE YOU QUEEN OF EVERYTHING
YOU SEE,
ILL PUT YOU ON THE MAP,
ILL CURE YOU OF DISEASE.
LETS SAY WE UP AND LEFT THIS TOWN,
AND TURNED OUR FUTURE UPSIDE DOWN.
WELL MAKE PRETEND THAT YOU AND ME,
LIVED EVER AFTER
HAPPILY.
SHE ASKED ME,
"SON, WHEN I GROW OLD,
WILL YOU BUY ME A HOUSE OF GOLD?
AND WHEN YOUR FATHER TURNS TO
STONE,
WILL YOU TAKE CARE OF ME?"
I WILL MAKE YOU QUEEN OF EVERYTHING
YOU SEE,
ILL PUT YOU ON THE MAP,
ILL CURE YOU OF DISEASE.
OH AND SINCE WE KNOW THAT DREAMS
ARE DEAD,
AND LIFE TURNS PLANS UP ON THEIR
HEAD
I WILL PLAN TO BE A BUM,
SO I JUST MIGHT BECOME SOMEONE.
SHE ASKED ME, "SON, WHEN I GROW
OLD,
WILL YOU BUY ME A HOUSE OF GOLD?
AND WHEN YOUR FATHER TURNS TO
STONE,
WILL YOU TAKE CARE OF ME?"
I WILL MAKE YOU QUEEN OF EVERYTHING
YOU SEE,
ILL PUT YOU ON THE MAP,
ILL CURE YOU OF DISEASE.
APPLAUSE
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Im proud of you Jonathan. That
was hard to do.
beat
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac, everyone has opened
themselves to the group but
you. Whats been on your
mind? Let us help you.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

26.

ISAAC
Well I was thinking. You said that
this was somewhere where we could
stop fighting right? Somewhere we
could let our guard down?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Of course.
ISAAC
I think I found somewhere else I
can do that. Its this girl,
Riley. Ive been in love with her
forever and recently weve been
spending a lot of time together
and... Im happier than Ive been
in a long time.
TEAR IN MY HEART STARTS
ISAAC
SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA BLEED TO KNOW
THAT YOURE ALIVE AND HAVE A SOUL
BUT IT TAKES SOMEONE TO COME AROUND
TO SHOW YOU HOW
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
IM ALIVE
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART IM ON
FIRE
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART TAKE ME
HIGHER
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
THE SONGS ON THE RADIO ARE OKAY
BUT MY TASTE IN MUSIC IS YOUR FACE
AND IT TAKES A SONG TO COME AROUND
TO SHOW YOU HOW
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
IM ALIVE
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
IM ON FIRE
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
TAKE ME HIGHER
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
Scene transitions to Rileys House

27.

SCENE 6
Isaac and Riley relax in her on her bed, a large stack of
papers spread around them.
ISAAC
I dont know, sports were never
really my thing. Didnt make sense
to waste my time pretending to like
one just so Id have something to
do.
RILEY
So what do you do?
ISAAC
Hang out with Jonathan mostly.
dont really do much.

We

A phone chime is heard. Riley looks around for her phone,


but it is in her purse on the table next to Isaac.
RILEY
Could you grab me my phone? Its in
my purse.
ISAAC
Yeah sure.
Isaac reaches into the purse and pulls out the phone. He
looks confused for a moment, then reaches back in, pulling
out a small pistol.
ISAAC
(Carefully)
Riley, why do you have a gun?
RILEY
(Non-chalantly)
I have to walk home at night
sometimes and my dad made me carry
it after...
UNDERSCORE STOPS.
Beat
RILEY
(Quieter)
It keeps me safe.
Isaac looks at the gun and thinks his next thought through.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

28.

ISAAC
(Timidly)
I could keep you safe.
Riley giggles, breaking the tension.
RILEY
Youre cute and all, but you might
have to start pretending to enjoy
sports before you can do anything
like that.
She leans forward and kisses Isaac on the cheek, also taking
her phone in one smooth motion. She turns her attention to
her phone.
UNDERSCORE RETURN
Isaac puts the gun back in the purse and stands, singing to
Riley.
ISAAC
YOU FELL ASLEEP IN MY CAR
I DROVE THE WHOLE TIME
BUT THATS OKAY
ILL JUST AVOID THE HOLES
SLEEP FINE
IM DRIVING HERE I SIT
CURSING MY GOVERNMENT
FOR NOT USING MY TAXES TO
HOLES WITH MORE CEMENT
YOU FELL ASLEEP IN MY CAR
I DROVE THE WHOLE TIME
BUT THATS OKAY
ILL JUST AVOID THE HOLES
SLEEP FINE
IM DRIVING HERE I SIT
CURSING MY GOVERNMENT
FOR NOT USING MY TAXES TO
HOLES WITH MORE CEMENT

SO YOU

FILL

SO YOU

FILL

Isaac walks "back" into Rileys room. This is a different


day than before. Riley is sitting next to her bed, arms
wrapped around her knees.
ISAAC
(as he enters)
Hey Riley?
He notices her and rushes to her side.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

29.

ISAAC
Hey are you okay?
Riley nods her head yes through tears.
her. She leans into him.

Isaac sits next to

ISAAC
Hey its gonna be okay.
A BEAT while they sit for a moment. Isaac runs his hand
through Rileys hair while she cries into his
chest. Eventually the tears stop.
RILEY
Isaac?
ISAAC
Yeah?
RILEY
I think Im falling for you.
Beat
ISAAC
I fell in love with you a long time
ago.
ISAAC
SOMETIMES YOU GOTTA BLEED TO KNOW,
OH, OH
RILEY
THAT YOURE ALIVE AND HAVE A SOUL,
OH, OH
RILEY AND ISAAC
BUT IT TAKES SOMEONE TO COME AROUND
TO SHOW YOU HOW
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
IM ALIVE
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
IM ON FIRE
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
TAKE ME HIGHER
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
MY HEART IS MY ARMOR
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
SHES A CARVER
SHES A BUTCHER WITH A SMILE
CUT ME FARTHER
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

30.

RILEY AND ISAAC (contd)


THAN IVE EVER BEEN
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
MY HEART IS MY ARMOR
SHES THE TEAR IN MY HEART
SHES A CARVER
SHES A BUTCHER WITH A SMILE
CUT ME FARTHER
THAN IVE EVER BEEN
They kiss.

APPLAUSE.

Isaacs phone goes off, interrupting them.


ISAAC
Its Jon, he probably needs a ride.
Riley sits on the bed next to a pile of papers.
RILEY
Are you gonna go get him?
Isaac sits on the other side of the papers.
ISAAC
Hell be fine. Besides, I have
some English to do.
RILEY
Yeah? Lets hear that thesis.
Isaac shuffles through the papers, looking for the
appropriate paper.
ISAAC
Alright here we go. "In his 1949
award winning play, DEATH OF A
SALESMAN, Arthur Miller portrays a
man with mental illness in time
when such things were swept under
the rug and ignored. Through Willy
Loman, Miller shows us the lie that
is the American Dream. More
importantly his portrayal of mental
disease doesnt ostracize Willy,
but rather makes us sympathize with
him, because hes a Human, just
like us."
Beat

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

31.

RILEY
Well, It sounds like a high school
thesis statement.
ISAAC
So were done right?
RILEY
I guess
They lean in to kiss, but Isaacs phone goes off again.
ISAAC
Jon again. Lemme turn this off.
He goes back to kiss her.
RILEY
(Interrupting)
How was therapy today?
ISAAC
What?
RILEY
How was therapy?
ISAAC
It was therapy, its hard to
explain if you havent been.
RILEY
I know what therapy is like. Ive
been going to private sessions with
my doctor for years.
ISAAC
You go to therapy?
Riley nods
ISAAC
I feel like thats something I
should have known.
RILEY
Weve been dating for less than a
month, I didnt think we were
necessarily at the share everything
stage.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

32.

ISAAC
I guess, but I feel like weve been
together for years, you know?
Yeah.

RILEY
So how was therapy?

ISAAC
I thought we werent at the "share
everything stage"
RILEY
I thought weve been dating for
years.
Isaac smiles
ISAAC
It was fine, but I dont think I
need it any more.
RILEY
Thats ridiculous.
ISAAC
No seriously. My... therapist I
guess told us it was important to
have somewhere we felt safe and
where we could be ourselves. He
meant the group sessions, but I
have you.
RUN AND GO STARTS
ISAAC
I CANT TAKE THEM ON MY OWN, MY OWN
OH, IM NOT THE ONE YOU KNOW, YOU
KNOW
I HAVE KILLED A MAN AND ALL I KNOW
IS I AM ON THE RUN AND GO.
DONT WANNA CALL YOU IN THE
NIGHTTIME
DONT WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY PIECES
DONT WANNA HAND YOU ALL MY TROUBLE
DONT WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY DEMONS
YOULL HAVE TO WATCH ME STRUGGLE
FROM SEVERAL ROOMS AWAY
BUT TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
ISAAC AND RILEY
DO DO DO DO
DO DO DO DO
DO DO DO DO
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

33.

DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO

ISAAC AND RILEY (contd)


DO
DO
DO
DO

RILEY
You said the other week you could
protect me. Did you mean it?
ISAAC
Of course.
RILEY
I know youre having your own
problems. I dont want you to have
to worry about me.
ISAAC
Im going to worry about you
anyway.
Riley sees his point.
RILEY
I AM UP AGAINST THE WALL, THE WALL
FOR I HEAR THEM COMING DOWN THE
HALL
I HAVE KILLED A MAN AND ALL I KNOW
IS I AM ON THE RUN AND GO
DONT WANNA CALL YOU IN THE
NIGHTTIME
DONT WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY PIECES
DONT WANNA HAND YOU ALL MY TROUBLE
DONT WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY DEMONS
YOULL HAVE TO WATCH ME STRUGGLE
FROM SEVERAL ROOMS AWAY
BUT TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

ISAAC AND RILEY


DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO
DO

ISAAC
COLD NIGHTS UNDER SIEGE FROM
ACCUSATIONS
CEREBRAL THUNDER IN ONE-WAY
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

34.

ISAAC (contd)
CONVERSATIONS
OH OH OH OH OH
ISAAC AND RILEY
DONT WANNA CALL YOU IN THE
NIGHTTIME
DONT WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY PIECES
DONT WANNA HAND YOU ALL MY TROUBLE
DONT WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY DEMONS
YOULL HAVE TO WATCH ME STRUGGLE
FROM SEVERAL ROOMS AWAY
BUT TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
TONIGHT ILL NEED YOU TO STAY
APPLAUSE
Lights fade up on Jonathan, covered in blood, trying to call
Isaac, but his phone is silenced.
SCENE 7
Jonathan is kneeling on the ground, arms covered in blood,
holding a razor.
JONATHAN
(Sobbing)
Isaac? Isaac? Isaac please...
Lights out on Riley and Isaac.
BEAT
GONER STARTS
JONATHAN
IM A GONER
SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH
IM A GONER
SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH
I WANNA BE KNOWN BY YOU
I WANNA BE KNOWN BY YOU
IM A GONER
SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH
IM A GONER
SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH
I WANNA BE KNOWN BY YOU
I WANNA BE KNOWN BY YOU
THOUGH IM WEAK
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

35.

JONATHAN (contd)
BEATEN DOWN
ILL SLIP AWAY
INTO THE SOUND
THE GHOST OF YOU
IS CLOSE TO ME
IM INSIDE OUT
YOURE UNDERNEATH
IVE GOT TWO FACES
BLURRYS THE ONE IM NOT
IVE GOT TWO FACES
BLURRYS THE ONE IM NOT
I NEED YOUR HELP TO TAKE HIM OUT
I NEED YOUR HELP TO TAKE HIM OUT
Jonathan starts to stand.
JONATHAN
THOUGH IM WEAK
AND BEATEN DOWN ILL SLIP AWAY
INTO THE SOUND
THE GHOST OF YOU
IS CLOSE TO ME
IM INSIDE OUT
YOURE UNDERNEATH
THOUGH IM WEAK
AND BEATEN DOWN
ILL SLIP AWAY
INTO THE SOUND
THE GHOST OF YOU
IS CLOSE TO ME
IM INSIDE OUT
YOURE UNDERNEATH
DONT LET ME BE GONE
DONT LET ME BE GONE
DONT LET ME BE GONE
DONT LET ME BE GONE
Blurryface enters, pushes Jonathan to his knees
JONATHAN
DONT LET ME BE!
DONT LET ME BE!
AH YEAH
IM A GONER
SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH
IM A GONER
SOMEBODY CATCH MY BREATH
I WANNA BE KNOWN BY YOU
I WANNA BE KNOWN BY YOU
Blurryface draws a red line across Jonathans neck with
paint, lights out.

36.

END OF ACT 1
SCENE 8
At lights up Isaac stands front center.
MIGRAINE STARTS
ISAAC
AM I THE ONLY ONE I KNOW,
WAGING MY WARS BEHIND MY FACE AND
ABOVE MY THROAT?
SHADOWS WILL SCREAM THAT IM ALONE.
I-I-I IVE GOT A MIGRAINE
AND MY PAIN WILL RANGE FROM UP,
DOWN, AND SIDEWAYS,
THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY
CAUSE FRIDAYS WILL ALWAYS BE
BETTER THAN SUNDAYS
CAUSE SUNDAYS ARE MY SUICIDE DAYS,
I DONT KNOW WHY THEY ALWAYS SEEM
SO DISMAL,
THUNDERSTORMS, CLOUDS, SNOW, AND A
SLIGHT DRIZZLE,
WHETHER ITS THE WEATHER OR THE
LETTERS BY MY BED,
SOMETIMES DEATH SEEMS BETTER THAN
THE MIGRAINE IN MY HEAD,
LET IT BE SAID WHAT THE HEADACHE
REPRESENTS,
ITS ME DEFENDING IN SUSPENSE,
ITS ME SUSPENDED IN A DEFENSELESS
TEST
BEING TESTED BY A RUTHLESS EXAMINER
THATS REPRESENTED BEST BY MY
DEPRESSING THOUGHTS,
I DO NOT HAVE WRITERS BLOCK,
MY WRITER JUST HATES THE CLOCK,
IT WILL NOT LET ME SLEEP,
I GUESS ILL SLEEP WHEN IM DEAD,
AND SOMETIMES DEATH SEEMS BETTER
THAN THE MIGRAINE IN MY HEAD.
AM I THE ONLY ONE I KNOW
WAGING MY WARS BEHIND MY FACE AND
ABOVE MY THROAT?
SHADOWS WILL SCREAM THAT IM ALONE,
BUT I KNOW WEVE MADE IT THIS FAR,
KID.
YEAH, YEAH, YEAH
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

37.

I AM NOT AS FINE AS I SEEM,


PARDON ME FOR YELLING,
IM TELLING YOU GREEN GARDENS
ARE NOT WHATS GROWING IN MY
PSYCHE,
ITS A DIFFERENT ME, A DIFFICULT TO
BE,
STOP FEASTING LUMBER DOWN TREES,
FREEZE FRAME PLEASE,
LET ME PAINT A MENTAL PICTURE
PORTRAIT,
SOMETHING YOU WONT FORGET, ITS
ALL ABOUT MY FOREHEAD,
AND HOW IT IS A DOOR THAT HOLDS
BACK CONTENTS,
THAT MAKE PANDORAS BOXS CONTENTS
LOOK NON-VIOLENT,
BEHIND MY EYELIDS ARE ISLANDS OF
VIOLENCE,
MY MINDS SHIP-WRECKED, THIS IS THE
ONLY LAND MY MIND COULD FIND,
I DID NOT KNOW IT WAS SUCH A
VIOLENT ISLAND,
FULL OF TIDAL WAVES,
SUICIDAL CRAZED LIONS,
THEYRE TRYING TO EAT ME, BLOOD
RUNNING DOWN THEIR CHIN,
AND I KNOW THAT I CAN FIGHT OR I
CAN LET THE LION WIN,
I BEGIN TO ASSEMBLE WHAT WEAPONS I
CAN FIND,
CAUSE SOMETIMES TO STAY ALIVE YOU
GOTTA KILL YOUR MIND.
Tydus, Alex, and Tamara "appear" in a row behind Isaac.
ALL
AM I THE ONLY ONE I KNOW
WAGING MY WARS BEHIND MY FACE AND
ABOVE MY THROAT?
SHADOWS WILL SCREAM THAT IM ALONE,
BUT I KNOW WEVE MADE IT THIS FAR,
KID.
AH, YEAH YEAH, YEAH, YEAH
OH, OH YEAH, YEAH, YEAH
ISAAC
AND I WILL SAY THAT WE SHOULD TAKE
A DAY TO BREAK AWAY
FROM ALL THE PAIN OUR BRAIN HAS
MADE,
THE GAME IS NOT PLAYED ALONE.
AND I WILL SAY THAT WE SHOULD TAKE
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

38.

ISAAC (contd)
A MOMENT AND HOLD IT,
AND KEEP IT FROZEN AND KNOW THAT
LIFE HAS A HOPEFUL UNDERTONE.
ALL
AND I WILL SAY THAT WE SHOULD TAKE
A DAY TO BREAK AWAY FROM ALL THE
PAIN OUR BRAIN HAS MADE, THE GAME
IS NOT PLAYED ALONE. AND I WILL SAY
THAT WE SHOULD TAKE A MOMENT AND
HOLD IT, AND KEEP IT FROZEN AND
KNOW THAT LIFE HAS A HOPEFUL
UNDERTONE.
The rest of the ensemble "appears" behind the others.
ALL
AM I THE ONLY ONE I KNOW
WAGING MY WARS BEHIND MY FACE AND
ABOVE MY THROAT?
SHADOWS WILL SCREAM THAT IM ALONE,
BUT I KNOW WEVE MADE IT THIS FAR,
KID.
The last three walk off stage.
ALL
WEVE MADE IT THIS FAR
The rest of the ensemble leaves.
ISAAC
WEVE MADE IT THIS F...
APPLAUSE
Riley enters.
RILEY
Hey babe, I just heard the
news. Isaac...
She grabs his hand.
ISAAC
Yeah.
RILEY
Im so sorry, are you okay?

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

39.

ISAAC
Im doing about as well as youd
expect me to be doing.
RILEY
Are you going to talk about it with
your group later?
ISAAC
No, Im not going.
RILEY
What are you talking about?
ISAAC
Group didnt help Jon, it wont
help me.
RILEY
Its not your groups fault
Jonathan died.
ISAAC
No, its mine.
BEAT
RILEY
Isaac, come onISAAC
I was who he felt safe with. I was
the only one he trusted to help
him. Not the group, where hes
supposed to feel safe. It was me,
and I ignored him.
RILEY
IsaacISAAC
(Emotion rising)
I killed my best friend! Do you
know what that feels like? All I
had to do was pick up the damn
phone and I could have saved his
life, but instead hes gone!
Isaac crumbles to the ground.
ISAAC
(Weakly)
I didnt even get to say goodbye.
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

40.

He begins to cry.
OH MS BELIEVER STARTS
RILEY
OH, MISS BELIEVER, MY PRETTY
SLEEPER
YOUR TWISTED MIND IS LIKE SNOW ON
THE ROAD
YOUR SHAKING SHOULDERS PROVE THAT
ITS COLDER
INSIDE YOUR HEAD THAN THE WINTER OF
DEAD
I WILL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
BUT THE MUFFS ON YOUR EARS WILL
CATER YOUR FEARS
MY NOSE AND FEET ARE RUNNING AS WE
START
TO TRAVEL THROUGH SNOW
TOGETHER WE GO
ISAAC
TOGETHER WE GO
ISAAC
Together?
RILEY
Together.
ISAAC
I like that.
BEAT
RILEY
Babe please, go to therapy.
me, please.

For

BEAT
ISAAC
Ok.
RILEY
Ok?
ISAAC
Yeah.
Isaac stands.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

41.

ISAAC
I love you.
He exits.
RILEY
I love you.
RILEY
WE GET COLDER
AS WE GROW OLDER
WE WILL WALK SO MUCH SLOWER
OH, MISS BELIEVER, MY PRETTY WEEPER
YOUR TWISTED THOUGHTS ARE LIKE SNOW
ON THE ROOFTOPS
PLEASE, TAKE MY HAND, WERE IN
FOREIGN LAND
AS WE TRAVEL THROUGH SNOW
TOGETHER WE GO
TOGETHER WE GO
WE GET COLDER
AS WE GROW OLDER
WE WILL WALK
SO MUCH SLOWER
TOGETHER WE GO
APPLAUSE
SCENE 9
Guidance Counselor stands while Ensemble filters out of the
room. Isaac sits quietly.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
(tentativly)
I was devastated when I heard the
news.
ISAAC
Were you?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Of course, theres no need to be
rude.
ISAAC
Oh, am I being rude?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Where is this coming from?

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

42.

ISAAC
My best friend just died and you
said youd help him!
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I said Id try. There was nothing
more I couldISAAC
You could have tried harder! He
was suppossed to feel safe
here! This entire thing is a bunch
of horseshit! How do you sleep atGUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Without me he would have killed
himself sooner.
BEAT
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Trying to place blame is part of
coping, but dont act like Im not
doing my job. I helped Jonathan as
much as I could, but Im not a
miracle worker, and you know that
this isnt my fault.
Guidance Counselor starts to exit.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I know its not your style, but in
my lowest times I always turn to
god for answers.
Guidance Counselor exits.
A phone rings and a light comes up on Riley.
Isaac looks at the phone, then hangs up. Lights down on
Riley. Isaac looks down, around, and up.
IMPLICIT DEMAND FOR PROOF STARTS
ISAAC
Okay, you know I would only do this
if I was really hurting. I need
help. Please.
BEAT

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

43.

ISAAC
My whole life youve been silent,
But I really need you now, so
please give me a sign. Anything so
I know I have someone on my side.
BEAT
ISAAC
What is so wrong with me? What
about me is so disgusting to
you? Youre suppossed to love me!
BEAT
ISAAC
COME ON, PROVE YOURE UP THERE,
BECAUSE I HAVE NO FUCKING
CLUE! GIVE ME A SIGN!
Cell Phone rings, lights up on Riley.
ISAAC
SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Isaac throws the phone on the ground.
ISAAC
I KNOW YOURE NOT A LIAR AND
I KNOW YOU COULD SET FIRE THIS DAY
GO AHEAD AND MAKE ME LOOK AWAY
STRIKE ME DOWN,
I AM CALLING YOUR LIGHTNING
DOWN FROM YOUR DARK HIDING PLACE
GO AHEAD AND SHOW ME YOUR FACE
RAIN DOWN AND DESTROY ME
RAIN DOWN AND DESTROY ME
RAIN DOWN
Lights up on Riley.
RILEY
Isaac! Isaac! Please, god, please
answer. Isaac!
Lights down on Riley
ISAAC
I MEAN NO DISRESPECT
I AM SIMPLY VERY PERPLEXED
BY YOUR WAYS
WHY WONT YOU LET US USE YOUR NAME?
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

44.
RAIN
RAIN
RAIN
RAIN

DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN

AND
AND
AND
AND

DESTROY
DESTROY
DESTROY
DESTROY

ME
ME
ME
ME

DOWN, RAIN DOWN


During this last chorus Blurryface walks onstage. Isaac and
Blurryface look each other in the eyes for a beat. Isaac
extends his wrist and Blurryface runs a single line of blood
across Isaacs wrist.
SCENE 10
Lights up on Guidance Counselor on the phone.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I was wondering if I could speak to
Isaac? Fantastic, thank you.
Lights up on Isaac.
ISAAC
Why are you calling me?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
I just wanted to make sure you were
coming to group tomorrow.
ISAAC
Im not sure.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
You need to make the right decision
Isaac, dont be stupid.
BEAT
ISAAC
Can you fix me?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac I told you, all I can do is
try and help.
ISAAC
Then whats the point?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Look, were planning a memorial
service for Jonathan and wed love
to have his best friends help. I
hope I see you there.
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

45.

Lights down on Guidance Counselor.


ISAAC
Fine.
Light out.
SCENE 11
The ensemble, Isaac, and Guidance Counselor all sit in a
circle.
TYDUS
A year ago I was homeless and my
mind was broken. Im not perfect
now, but Im worlds better than I
was. I want all of you to know
things can get better, they can.
ISAAC
How?
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
(Irritated)
Have you not learned anything in
this group?
ISAAC
I have, but none of it works.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
He just said otherwise.
ISAAC
Well hes full of shit! Ive
tried, and all that happens is I
get worse and worse. Explain that.
Silence.
ISAAC
Explain it! My life has just been
going further and further down the
shitter. Both of my best friends
are dead, I havent talked to my
girlfriend in a week because Im
scared for her to see me like this,
and everynight Im scared I wont
see the next day. So please
explain why Im not getting better.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

46.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
(Quietly)
I dont know.
ISAAC
Thats what I thought.
GUIDANCE COUNSELOR
Isaac, Im worried youre going to
make a terrible mistake.
ISAAC
Its not a mistake, Im giving up.
MARCH TO THE SEA STARTS
ISAAC
THERES MILES OF LAND IN FRONT OF
US
AND WERE DYING WITH EVERY STEP WE
TAKE
WERE DYING WITH EVERY BREATH WE
MAKE
AND ILL FALL IN LINE
A STRANGERS BACK IS ALL I SEE
HES ONLY A FEW FEET IN FRONT OF ME
AND ILL LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT
SOMETIMES
BUT ILL FALL IN LINE
NO ONE LOOKS UP ANYMORE
CAUSE YOU MIGHT GET A RAINDROP IN
YOUR EYE
AND HEAVEN FORBID THEY SEE YOU CRY
AS WE FALL IN LINE
AND ABOUT THIS TIME OF EVERY YEAR
THE LINE WILL GO TO THE OCEAN PIER
AND WALK RIGHT OFF INTO THE SEA AND
THEN WE FALL ASLEEP
AND AS WE NEAR THE END OF LAND
AND OUR OCEAN GRAVES ARE JUST
BEYOND THE SAND
I ASK MYSELF THE QUESTION WHY
I FALL IN LINE?
THEN OUT OF THE CORNER OF MY EYE
I SEE A SPACESHIP IN THE SKY
AND HEAR A VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD:
FOLLOW ME INSTEAD.
BLURRYFACE
FOLLOW ME INSTEAD.
FOLLOW ME INSTEAD.
FOLLOW ME.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

47.

ISAAC
THEN THE WAGES OF WAR WILL START
INSIDE MY HEAD WITH MY COUNTERPART
AND THE EMOTIONLESS MARCHERS WILL
CHANT THE PHRASE:
THIS LINES THE ONLY WAY.
AND THEN I START DOWN THE STAND
MY EYES ARE FOCUSED ON THE END OF
LAND
BUT AGAIN THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD
SAYS
FOLLOW ME INSTEAD.
FOLLOW
FOLLOW
FOLLOW
FOLLOW
FOLLOW
FOLLOW
FOLLOW

BLURRYFACE
ME INSTEAD.
ME.
ME INSTEAD.
ME INSTEAD!
ME INSTEAD!
ME INSTEAD.
ME INSTEAD.

Riley enters and watches.


ISAAC
TAKE ME UP, SEAL THE DOOR
I DONT WANT TO MARCH HERE ANYMORE
I REALIZE THAT THIS LINE IS DEAD
SO ILL FOLLOW YOU INSTEAD
APPLAUSE
RILEY
(Calling)
Isaac
Isaac turns and sees Riley, he stares at her for a moment
before coming to his senses.
ISAAC
Excuse me
He walks to Riley.
ISAAC
Hi.
RILEY
Hi.
ISAAC
Its been a bit.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

48.

RILEY
(Cutting to the chase)
Can you give me a ride home?
ISAAC
Uh, yeah.
He looks over at the therapy group then back at Riley.
ISAAC
Yeah lets go.
They exit.

Lights out.

SCENE 12
Isaac and Riley sit in Isaacs car in front of Rileys
house.
RILEY
Okay weve been sitting in front of
my house for 15 minutes. If youre
not going to say something I will.
Isaac just looks at her.
RILEY
Where were you? I tried calling
you and you wouldnt pick up. Your
mom said youve barely been home
this week, what happened?
ISAAC
I dont know.
RILEY
You dont know? You dissapear
without warning for a week and your
explanation is I dont know?
ISAAC
I needed time to myself.
RILEY
Well youre going to have plenty.
ISAAC
What are you saying?
RILEY
My dad died Isaac. I tried to call
and tell you but...
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

49.

BEAT
RILEY
Im in a bad place Isaac, and its
obvious you are too. You need
positive influences in your life
right now, and thats not me. I
need to take care of this first.
ISAAC
I thought we were fighting this
together. Was that just a lie?
RILEY
Thats what I wanted, but I cant
spend all my time taking care of
you if you arent going to help
take care of me. Ive been hurting
too Isaac.
ISAAC
Why didnt you tell me?
RILEY
(hostile)
I tried, you just didnt listen!
Awkward beat
RILEY
I love you Isaac, but we need to
work on ourselves before we can be
together. Im sorry. Goodnight.
Riley starts to exit.
ISAAC
I dont understand.
Riley stops and turns, but says nothing.
ISAAC
Why is this happening to me? Did I
piss someone off or am I just
unlucky?
Riley walks closer to Isaac.
RILEY
Theres no reason, this is just
life for some people. For people
like us, or Jonathan, or Kenneth,
its just part of being human.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

50.

ISAAC
How do we fix it?
RILEY
This isnt something you can fix
Isaac! This is part of who you
are. You can fight it, and you can
get better, but your illness is
always going to be there. You have
to learn to survive because no one
is going to do it for you, all we
can do is help.
BEAT
RILEY
The sooner you get that into your
head the better off youll be.
Riley exits.
A CAR, A TORCH, A DEATH/DOUBT STARTS
ISAAC
THE AIR BEGINS TO FEEL A LITTLE
THIN
AS I START THE CAR AND THEN I BEGIN
TO ADD THE MILES PILED UP BEHIND ME
I BARELY FEEL A SMILE DEEP INSIDE
ME
AND I BEGAN TO ENVY THE HEADLIGHTS
DRIVING SOUTH
I WANNA CRACK THE DOOR SO I CAN
JUST FALL OUT
BUT THEN I REMEMBER WHEN YOU PACKED
MY CAR
YOU REACHED IN THE BACK AND BUCKLED
UP YOUR HEART
FOR ME TO DRIVE AWAY WITH
SCARED OF MY OWN IMAGE
SCARED OF MY OWN IMMATURITY
SCARED OF MY OWN CEILING
SCARED ILL DIE OF UNCERTAINTY
FEAR MIGHT BE THE DEATH OF ME
FEAR LEADS TO ANXIETY
DONT KNOW WHATS INSIDE OF ME
DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
DONT FORGET ABBOUT ME
EVEN WHEN I DOUBT YOU
IM NO GOOD WITHOUT YOU, NO, NO
TEMPERATURE IS DROPPING
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

51.

ISAAC (contd)
TEMPERATURE IS DROPPING
IM NOT SURE IF I CAN
SEE THIS EVER STOPPING
SHAKING HANDS WITH THE DARK PARTS
OF MY THOUGHTS, NO
YOU ARE ALL THAT IVE GOT, NO
GNAWING ON THE BISHOPS
CLAW OUR WAY UP THEIR SYSTEM
REPEATING SIMPLE PHRASES
SOMEONE HOLY INSISTED
WANT THE MARKINGS MADE ON MY SKIN
TO MEAN SOMETHING TO ME AGAIN
HOPE YOU HAVENT LEFT WITHOUT ME
HOPE YOU HAVENT LEFT WITHOUT ME,
PLEASE
BLURRYFACE
DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
EVEN WHEN I DOUBT YOU
IM NO GOOD WITHOUT YOU, NO, NO
DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
EVEN WHEN I DOUBT YOU
IM NO GOOD WITHOUT YOU, NO, NO,
NO, NO, NO
HEY!
HEY!
HEY!
HEY!

HEY!
HEY!
HEY!
HEY!

BOTH
DONT
DONT
DONT
DONT

FORGET
FORGET
FORGET
FORGET

ABOUT
ABOUT
ABOUT
ABOUT

ME,
ME,
ME,
ME,

NO
NO
NO
NO

APPLAUSE
Isaac is avoiding eye contact with Blurryface, who simple
observes him.
ISAAC
(hesitantly)
Hello
BLURRYFACE
Hello Isaac.
ISAAC
What do I call you?
BLURRYFACE
It makes no difference to me.

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

52.

ISAAC
Kenneth...
BLURRYFACE
Huh, interesting choice. You know,
its rude to blame the dead.
ISAAC
What?
BLURRYFACE
Isaac darling, I know everything
going on in that big melon of
yours. What kind of person blames
their misfortunes on a dead friend.
ISAAC
My life was fine until you killed
him!
BLURRYFACE
You should know I havent killed
anyone, theyve all killed
themselves. Tragic coincidence.
ISAAC
Thats a lie.
BLURRYFACE
Really its true. Why just the
other night I was having a talk
with Jonathan about his mothers
accident and then he went and
killed himself. You know if he
hadnt insisted on taking piano
lessons his mother never would have
had to drive him to the studio, and
she never would have crashed en
route. Poor Jonathan, having his
mothers death on his shoulders
was just a bit to much for him to
handle.
Isaac starts to breathe heavier.
ISAAC
That wasnt his fault, it could
have happened anywhere!
BLURRYFACE
(Pressing the attack)
Like it wasnt your fault for not
picking up Johnny Boys calls? Or
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

53.

BLURRYFACE (contd)
like it wasnt your fault for not
figuring out Kenneth was
depressed. You could have saved
his life and none of this would
have happened! This entire
situation is your fault.
Isaacs head begins to throb with pain.
ISAAC
No, youre wrong. This is just
part of life, its not my fault.
BLURRYFACE
Clinging so desparetly to the last
thing youll ever hear your
girlfriend say, how cute. Good
thing she broke up with you, or you
would have killed her too.
Isaac has lost all control, screaming in pain and sadness as
Blurryface continues.
ISAAC
Stop it!
BLURRYFACE
Stop what?
ISAAC
Youre lying!
BLURRYFACE
Isaac, Id never lie to you, Im
trying to help you realize what an
awful, pathetic, disgusting waste
of space you are.
ISAAC
Please stop!
BLURRYFACE
Honestly everyone would be better
off with you dead.
ISAAC
THEN JUST KILL ME ALREADY!
BEAT with pained whimpers from Isaac

(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

54.

BLURRYFACE
Oh Isaac, didnt you hear your
girlfriend? You have to fight this
yourself, all I can do is help.
ISAAC
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
BLURRYFACE
Im not leaving until you do as I
say.
ISAAC
Anything!
Blurryface moves in
BLURRYFACE
(Intense)
End it.
ISAAC
HOW! HOW PLEASE TELL ME PLEASE.
BLURRYFACE
MMm, I like it when they beg.
He grabs Rileys purse.
BLURRYFACE
Your lady friend left you
something.
BlurryFace hands Isaac the purse.
ISAAC
(almost to himself)
I have to do it myself...
As Isaac looks down at the purse and slowly pulls out the
gun Blurryface exits, his work complete.
CAR RADIO BEGINS
ISAAC
I PONDER OF SOMETHING GREAT
MY LUNGS WILL FILL AND THEN DEFLATE
THEY FILL WITH FIRE
EXHALE DESIRE I KNOW ITS DIRE
MY TIME TODAY
I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS
SO OFTEN I OUGHT
TO REPLACE THAT SLOT
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

55.

ISAAC (contd)
WITH WHAT I ONCE BOUGHT
CAUSE SOMEBODY STOLE MY CAR RADIO
AND NOW I JUST SIT IN SILENCE
SOMETIMES QUIET IS VIOLENT
I FIND IT HARD TO HIDE IT
MY PRIDE IS NO LONGER INSIDE
ITS ON MY SLEEVE
MY SKIN WILL SCREAM
REMINDING ME OF
WHO I KILLED INSIDE MY DREAM I HATE
THIS CAR THAT IM DRIVING
THERES NO HIDING FOR ME
IM FORCED TO DEAL WITH WHAT I FEEL
THERE IS NO DISTRACTION TO MASK
WHAT IS REAL
I COULD PULL THE STEERING WHEEL
I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS SO OFTEN
I OUGHT TO REPLACE THAT SLOT
WITH WHAT I ONCE BOUGHT
CAUSE SOMEBODY STOLE
MY CAR RADIO
AND NOW I JUST SIT IN SILENCE
I PONDER OF SOMETHING TERRIFYING
CAUSE THIS TIME THERES NO SOUND
TO HIDE BEHIND
I FIND OVER THE COURSE OF OUR HUMAN
EXISTENCE
ONE THING CONSISTS OF CONSISTENCE
AND ITS THAT WERE ALL BATTLING
FEAR
OH DEAR, I DONT KNOW IF WE KNOW
WHY WERE HERE
OH MY, TOO DEEP PLEASE STOP
THINKING
I LIKED IT BETTER WHEN MY CAR HAD
SOUND
THERE ARE THINGS WE CAN DO
BUT FROM THE THINGS THAT WORK THERE
ARE ONLY TWO
AND FROM THE TWO THAT WE CHOOSE TO
DO
PEACE WILL WIN AND FEAR WILL LOSE
THERES FAITH AND THERES SLEEP
WE NEED TO PICK ONE PLEASE BECAUSE
FAITH IS TO BE AWAKE
AND TO BE AWAKE IS FOR US TO THINK
AND FOR US TO THINK IS TO BE ALIVE
AND I WILL TRY WITH EVERY RHYME
TO COME ACROSS LIKE I AM DYING
TO LET YOU KNOW YOU NEED TO TRY TO
THINK
I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS SO OFTEN I
(MORE)
(CONTINUED)

CONTINUED:

56.

ISAAC (contd)
OUGHT
TO REPLACE THAT SLOT WITH WHAT I
ONCE BOUGHT
CAUSE SOMEBODY STOLE MY CAR RADIO
AND NOW I JUST SIT IN SILENCE
AND NOW I JUST SIT IN SILENCE [X2]
AND NOW I JUST SIT
AND NOW I JUST SIT IN SILENCE [X3]
AND NOW I JUST SIT
I PONDER OF SOMETHING GREAT
MY LUNGS WILL FILL AND THEN DEFLATE
THEY FILL WITH FIRE
EXHALE DESIRE I KNOW ITS DIRE MY
TIME TODAY
I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS SO OFTEN I
OUGHT
TO REPLACE THAT SLOT WITH WHAT I
ONCE BOUGHT
CAUSE SOMEBODY STOLE MY CAR RADIO
AND NOW I JUST SIT IN SILENCE

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