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Interval Used in Worldwide Mindcontrol
Interval Used in Worldwide Mindcontrol
Interval Used in Worldwide Mindcontrol
MINDCONTROL INJUSTICE
ALPHA AND OMEGA
SYMBOLS INCLUDED IN A LOT
OF CHURCHES THAT
I DON'T THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE EVEN NOTICE
SILVERCORD
MONTAUK PROJECT
THIS SONG “ONE EYED ONE HORNED FLY IN A PURPLE PEOPLE EATER”WAS WRITTEN
ABOUT A WORMHOLE, AND IT DOES MENTION SOMEONE WHO IS PIDGEON TOED. I SORT
OF UNDERSTAND HOW THAT IS POSSIBLE BUT I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT. SHEB WOOLEY IS
THE PERSON THAT IS ASSOCIATED WITH IT THE LYRICS, AND END WITH SOMEONE
ELSE'S IDENTITY BEING CONFUSED WITH MY IDENTITY. A PERSON THAT WAS BORN
WITH A SINGING VOICE. A PERSON THAT I LIVED WITH ME, BUT UNTIL THE LAST 10
YEARS I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT WHO HE WAS, OR WHY HE ENDED UP LIVING IN THE
SAME HOUSE AS ME. THE REASON I DID NOT FIGURE IT OUT IS BECAUSE MIKE ASSUMED,
AND DID NOT ASK IF IT WAS POSSIBLE, FOR THE 4TH DIMESION TO KNOW SOMETHING
ABOUT SOMEONE WITHOUT EVER MEETING THEM. SO HE ASSUMED THAT I HAD TO
KNOW WHO THEY WERE, BUT WAS WRONG.
ALSO KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE AT THE LEVEL THAT PHYSICS KNOWS
SOMEONE IS NOT REALLY SPYING, BUT BECAUSE MIKE WAS ONLY 11, AND NEIL USED A
HOLOGRAM AS ME, AND BECAUSE MIKE THOUGHT THAT A HOLOGRAM WAS REAL, MIKE
ASSUMED THAT THAT WAS ME, AND I DID NOT TALK TO HIM FROM THE OTHER WORLD.
Well I saw the thing comin' out of the sky
It had the one long horn, one big eye.
I commenced to shakin' and I said "ooh-eee"
It looks like a purple people eater to me.
Please don't forget that the wizard of oz does start off with a wormhole at the
beginning. Maybe, L Frank Baum did know something about what was going
on in the world. Please also do not forget that the Wizard of Oz came out in
1939. There is an internet site, right now, that sort of includes things related
to what is going now. I think it was created for that very reason. In fact it is
called http://www.hexen2039.com It has been 100 years since the original
Wizard of Oz came out in theaters. I think I also need to mention a
movie that came out in the 1970's called wi ZARDOZ. The main character, or
maybe it is character that is really not in the movie but is a sort of 4
dimensional director. His name is Arthur Frame, or maybe Alan Frey.
I saw the movie Zardoz when it came out in the 1970's, but little did I know
then that it was an issue in my life, and had been an issue since the 1950's
In fact, at the time, there was someone that had tracked me down in
Columbus, that had the international law document with him, even though to
this day I have never read, and had nothing to do with writing, since it was
probably written by the device rather than a person, that I think mentioned
the Wizard of Oz in several places.
Alan Frey, by the way, is someone that I found recently on the internet that
has written several things about remote hypnotism. Maybe a puppet master
of sorts himself. I can say that I am positive that remote hypnotism does exist
and I have been a target of it. In 2005 I made exactly SIX telephone calls
to California information, at several different information numbers, and said
the same thing every time. The next day I asked myself why I made the
telephone calls. I was not sleep walking. I was completely awake. The message
I repeated in all of them was: Patrick Flanagan, who at the time, I had
no clue as to who he was, as a person, and to this day do not really know anything
about the other than what is on the internet, and as we all know there is not much
on the internet that you can accept as truth, “was holding a murderer at Window
on the World, and someone needed to pick him up”. I know I am not insane, but I
know it happened because I have a record of the telephone calls
HERE ARE THE SIX TELEPHONE CALLS I MADE IN THE LAST 10 YEARS
323-238-1700
323-385-3266
310-202-4505
213-473-6100
310-202-4505
830-755-1701
Please do not forget that Window on the World, at one time, was also a restaurant
in the World Trade Center.
Koyaanisqatsi
SPIDER
BOTH OF THESE ARE BUDDHIST SYMBOLS
WHICH ONE DO YOU THINK IS WORSE?
OF COURSE ONE WAS USED IN GERMANY IN THE 1930'S WHY DID IT END UP IN
GERMANY? A COUNTRY THAT DOES NOT PRACTICE BUDDHISM?
SEE, HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL
I THINK THAT SEE, HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL CAN BE ASSOCIATED
with CHILD EVOLUTION
4 DIMENSIONAL WORLD HAS A DEVICE CALLED
A BABY MENTIONED IN FLORIDA IN THE 1950'S
PAUL GERSON JR SAID
I'LL BUY THAT BABY
(this is when he
was about 8 years
old)
UTHANT AND TITO
PEOPLE THAT FROM THE 1950'S
HAVE USED THE 4 DIMENSIONAL
WORLD TO SEPERATE ME FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY
BY USING BROTHER AGAINST BROTHER OR
FRIEND AGAINST FRIEND
I.E. CHARACTER ASSASSINATION
AND CHILD SLAVERY
I UNFORTUNATELY, NOT BY CHOICE, BUT ONLY BECAUSE OF MONEY, WAS FORCED TO LIVE AS A
ROOMMATE WITH ERIC
DURING THAT TIME ERIC PROCEEED TO
CARRY OUT HIS MISSION USING LEGAL SIZE
PAPER
WHAT WAS ON THE PAPER I CANNOT SAY, BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER REALLY SEEN IT.
SEWERCIDE
ONE OF THE SO CALLED “STREET PEOPLE” THAT ERIC BROUGHT BACK FROM OSU CAMPUS
AND SAID NEEDED A PLACE TO STAY SAID HE HAD A POEM THAT HE WROTE, AND IT WAS
CALLED “SEWERCIDE” I DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT THE POEM SAID THAT THE PERSON IN
COLUMBUS BUT HERE SOMETHING I FOUND ON THE INTERNET
REMEMBER THAT THE 4TH DIMENSION DID COME TO SOUTH FLORIDA IN THE
1950'S, AND THE PLACE THAT MY DAD WORKED AT WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE
SPIDER DEVICE, AND TURNED INTO MARTIN MARIETTA, AND I THINK CONTROLLED
BY WERHNER VON BRAUN. OUR DAD'S MARTIN MARIETTA CAR WAS STOLEN
BY SOMEONE IN 1962, AND NEIL, PAM AND ELEANOR ARE RESPONSIBLE IN SOME
WAY.
THE CALL, I THINK, CAME FROM FIDEL CASTRO AND HAS BEEN USED OVER AND
OVER AS THOUGH IT WERE SOMETHING I HAD TAKEN, BUT I HAD NOTHING TO DO
WITH THE TELEPHONE CALL.
I THINK THE CALL WENT SOMETHING LIKE THIS: WHAT DO YOU WANT MIKE?
MIKE: I WANT NATURE! MIKE IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY! MIKE HOW DOES
IT WORK? OTHER YOU HAVE TO ORDER IN THREE'S MIKE OK I HAVE THREE
PROPERTIES.
1971
IT WAS USED TO CONTROL THE ROOMING HOUSE I LIVED ON 9TH AVE
USED THE NARCOTICS SQUAD TO BREAK DOWN A DOOR WITHOUT A WARRANT
BECAUSE THEY WERE CONVINCED THAT I WAS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT
SUSAN NELSON MENTIONED IN THE 1980'S. WHERE SHE GOT IT FROM I DO NOT
KNOW, AND SHE CLAIMED TO BE A PARALEGAL. I THINK THAT WHEREEVER SHE
GOT IT FROM, IT WAS AGAINST THE LAW TO HAVE THAT CALL, OR ANYTHING
MENTIONED IN IT.
You have probably heard people refer to the fourth dimension before but maybe you weren't sure
what they mean by it. Well, first lets remember that we live in 3 dimensional space. How do we
know? - We have three directions of free movement:
1.) Left/Right
2.) Back/Forth
3.) Up/Down
Because we have three possible directions, it will take three values to describe the position of
any point (x,y,z). In two dimensions, we only need two points: (x,y). In three dimensions, I could
tell you to go forward 8 feet, right 12 feet, then you reach a rope. Climb up the rope 6 feet. Notice
that each of these three directions are perpendicular to each other... That means that any of the
directions is its own and not combination of any of the other directions. That means I can go
forward or backward all I want but I won't be going left or right, nor up or down. So if we were to
consider a fourth dimension (x,y,z,t), it would have to be a new perpendicular direction in addition
to the three directions we have free movement in.
mirror image of themselves since we are unfamiliar with the fourth dimension
rotation needed
Intro
FIRST INTERVAL
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1944 1942 INTEVAL CHANGED
HITLER INVADED POLAND
INTERVALS ARE STILL 5 YEARS BUT WITH A SECOND SET OF INTERVALS THEY ARE NOW ALSO 3 YEARS APART
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1949 1947 AREA 51 STARTED CIA STARTED
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1959 1957 SPIDER DEVICE USED IN TARGETS
SOUTH FLORIDA FROM SOVIET UNION
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MURDER OF BETTY GATES 1458 SW 19TH AVE, FT LAUDERDALE, FLORIDA
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NEIL, PAM, AND ELEANOR START LIVING IN THE GATES HOUSEHOLD FIVE MONTHS
AND THREE DAYS AFTER BETTY LOUISE GATES’S DEATH
NEIL PHYSICALLY TORTURED ME WITH A NOTE BETTY GATES GAVE TO MY
BROTHER MIKE ON HER DEATH BED
NEIL DOES NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT TORTURE, FOR ME, IS KEEPING PEOPLE
SEPARATE FROM ME. BECAUSE I WAS BORN AS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT IS
COMPASSIONATE TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE (GUT FEELING)
I DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHY I CRIED FOR MY BROTHERS BOAT SINKING
WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD I WAS ACTUALLY CRYING FOR THE WORLD
CRYING FROM A FEELING LEVEL
ASSASSINATION
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1969 MARTIN LUTHER KING 1967
ROBERT KENNEDY
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ECONOMIC DEPRESSION
"THE BEST FRIEND YOU WILL NEVER MEET"
THE VORTEX MEETS EVERYONE BEFORE I MEET THEM
I THINK SLAVERY AND TORTURE OF CHILDREN ARE THE MOST
IMPORTANT ISSUES. I HAVE BEEN A SLAVE AND A VICTIM SINCE I WAS
7 YEARS OLD. IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT A COUNTRY THAT PRIDES
ITSELF, SO MUCH, ON HUMAN RIGHTS AND PROTECTION OF IT’S
CITIZENS CAN ALLOW SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN, BUT IT DID IN
THE 1950’S, AND I CONTINUE TO BE A VICTIM TO THIS DAY.TORTURE
CAN, AND IS DONE BY REMOTE CONTROL
I AM SUGGESTING THAT YOU LOOK AT THE WORLD IN A MUCH
DIFFERENT WAY. IT IS UNFORTUNATELY, AT LEAST FROM MY POINT
OF VIEW, THE WORLD THAT I HAVE BEEN A HOSTAGE OF FOR 50
YEARS.I AM NOT TALKING ALIENS FROM OUTER SPACE I AM
TALKING ABOUT 4 DIMENSIONAL BODY ELECTRIC OR FLY IN THE
SPIDERS MOUTH
Torture
My life begins and ends with me at seven years
old. I say that it begins and ends at seven because
that is where, as far as I can tell, I became a slave
to the 4th dimension, or time. I would not realize
that was true until I was 46 years old, and then it
was only because I received a very unexpected
email . The email that came from Jim Keith, that
may have only been a pen name, was sent
because, out of desperation, I posted a message to
a newsgroup. Jim Keith who is now deceased died
of , if he was really a person, an unusual knee
injury that occurred at the burning man festival in
Arizona, or so the story goes. If you do not know
who this Jim Keith is, or recognize what he wrote,
one of the books which you might be familiar with
is: “Mind Control World Control” At the same time
Jim Keith was in the hospital, supposedly, I was in
the hospital, in Cincinnati with a blood clot on my
left leg, the same leg that 30 years prior my
brother had broken because he had been run over
by a car while working at UPS. I think it was
intentional! But it was not due to anything I caused
to happen. (Please see the basics of the fourth
dimension to see that it is possible to “see” into a
room even though you are not in the room)
In about 1971, with an International law document
in his hand, Eric Schwing tracked me down, which
looking at now sort of does not make sense, then
again maybe there was a reason for it, in
Columbus, and during the time that I knew Eric
he said to me that I was going to have blood clots .
Where he got that from I cannot figure out. I think
there is some personal information that Eric had
about our household, even though I don't know
how he got it Or, maybe it was due something
Mike had said to Eric, I do not really know. I have
to say that there is a coincidence related to this
that I need to mention. When I was
14, and Neil was talking to Mike a lot behind my
back when we lived at 820 Critchfield road Neil
got the idea that going to the YMCA was a good
idea. So Eleanor paid for a membership for all 3 of
us. We went once, and the one time we did go
using their indoor basketball court, even though I
could not play basketball, but definitely did not
have any interest in lifting weights, friction burns
in the form of blood blisters showed up on my feet
because I was only wearing socks while on the
basketball court which may have looked like blood
clots, but were not. Neil who used to read Strength
and Health in the bathroom for 3 hours at the
time, was planning something even though I had
no interest in weight lifting or anything, for that
matter, related to that type of thing, and neither
did Mike. At the same that was happening in late
1963 or early 64, some stranger came up to me,
on my first trip to downtown Columbus, on a city
bus, and when we stopped at the station he came
up to me and grabbed my crotch. I ran away sort
of crying because I did not understand why the
person had done it. Some people think that things
happen because they are meant to happen that
way, and they think that that is their description of
what god is, but they are absolutely wrong. In my
opinion they are lost people. So this creep told me
if I went in a theater with him that he would pay
me. He said briefly, that he had just gotten off the
bus from California ,and pulled $100.bills out of
his wallet. That has never been said, and I did not
know that mind control was real issue. Don't forget
Lee Harvey Oswald ended up in a theater just after
shooting John F. Kennedy, but he could not tell
anyone why he was in the theater. In fact one of
the theories on the internet currently is that
someone at the YMCA on elm street in Dallas
Texas had an umbrella gun, and he is the one that
really shot John Kennedy. Just coincidentally , or
maybe not coincidentally, I would end up in living
in a YMCA 30 years later in Cincinnati after Eric left
Columbus, and I was forced to leave for no reason
at all. Not only was I forced to leave Columbus. I
was forced to leave on bicycle, because it was the
only transportation I had at the time. Can you
imagine due to no jobs left in Columbus, and
Susan Ramsey Nelson, and Neil that had told me at
12 years old I was going to die a penniless drunk,
and Susan Ramsey Nelson, not to be confused with
Jon Benet Ramsey of course, a friend of Paul
Hogan's that had also tracked me down in
Columbus, also pestering me, and Eric Schwing,
who said he was from Morgan town, West Virginia
where Patsy Ramsey was Miss West Virginia ,
thought he knew what he was doing, told me that
he was going to Washington DC, I was forced to
leave Columbus.
My dad had been forced to leave Florida thirty
years earlier because Neil had set our dad up.
They also set him because of a telephone that I
forgot to mention, and it was a telephone that I
don't think Mike meant any harm by but it caused
our dad a lot of trouble. Why the person took it
seriously is beyond me. I think the telephone call
went something like this; Hi Mike, what does your
dad do for a living? Mike responded with He's a
truck driver! It is hard to believe, but somehow
that got to Concrete Pipe Products, and Mike was
blamed for it. He set him up also, because they
used a company my dad worked for called
Concrete Pipe Product,to change it into Martin
Marietta. They being Werhner Von Braun, top
scientist for Adolph Hitler, who was in the United
States, and head of NASA. My dad had said to
Mike, while I was standing next to them, that
management had killed his career as an engineer,
and that he did not have any choice but to leave
the place he never wanted to leave. They used
character assassination to destroy my dad, and
Neil and Pam that had the nerve to actually
convince Mike that our dad should marry
Eleanor did nothing to help even though they
had come from Boston with that being the reason
they came to Florida. While we were living in
Plantation my brother Mike had suffered a leg
injury from being run over by a car in UPS parking
lot in 1963, or maybe in early 1964. Just prior to
Mike being run over he was convinced that he
could really handle Neil, but Mike found out real
quickly that that was definitely not possible, nor
could anyone, including our dad. Mike, who
thought, that everything that started happening in
1957 could be explained in 3 dimensional terms
did not even think that mind control was a
possibility even though he had the international
law document to go by, and told Paul Gerson Jr
about, but not me. Our mom told me that one day,
indirectly, which was the only way Mike had told
her that she could tell me, by opening an envelope
with a steam iron. I think what had really
happened is that Neil knew our address even
though he was not a friend of anyone in the
household in about 1957. I was not to figure out
that for another 30 years, long after our mom
died, even though I felt it in my gut at 7 years old I
did not know it consciously. It was not until, after I
had been forced to leave Columbus, and ended up
in Cincinnati, and Eric Schwing knew I would, even
though I did not, after Temple of the Screaming
Electron had come on, and Eric had said in
Columbus that Screaming at the TV set was the
issue, and I had no one to turn to except myself to
figure out what everywhere and no where was
about. Neil had set me up the first time I met Neil
with giving me a guillotine for a 12th birthday
present. Coincidentally, or maybe not
coincidentally, I ended up in a YMCA about 6
months after I came to Cincinnati. Remember in
1964 thirty years earlier Neil, had thought, that
going to a YMCA was a good idea. You see Mike
had thought in early 1964, while we were still
living in Plantation that if I was the only person in
a bedroom with him, and that was not the
bedroom we shared before our mom died, and Neil
had said to Mike something like “If U put in his
mouth it will be all over”, and Mike was then
blamed for what when on in the bedroom Mike
thought that I had conspired against him, and that
I was just some sort of little fagot. This is after Neil
for almost a year prior to that had tortured me
daily with the reason “that's what they think” as
being his rationale, and I do mean torture in the
physical sense of the word. If it wasn't bruises on
my arm it was using a note our mom had left
behind that asked that Mike wake me up for
school. He used it to wake me up, after everyone
else was asleep running feathers over my ears.
Even after I told Neil that I would not get up
anymore, and being woken out of sound sleep it is
hard sometimes to tell what is going on, he would
persist to wake me up until I got up and put my
clothes on. There was never any mention, at least
to me, that mind control, and being a fly in the
spiders mouth was the real issue, and because of
that “seeing” into a room was as easy as turning on
a light switch. Neil also told me that I “was going
to die a penniless drunk” at age 12 or 13.
Robert Gates II had just died supposedly of
choking on milk, about the same time. Neil and
Pam said that that was “Robbie the Robot” They
implied that I was “Robbie the Robot” I do not
think to this day anyone that is still alive except
maybe Neil knows really where that child came
from. Eleanor convinced our dad that it was a good
idea to take her out one night, and bring back the
child who was only 3 days old. The child was not
adopted, and was not related to our dad. My dad
felt so bad when the child died that he looked like
he was about to cry, and our dad rarely showed his
feelings. If the child was related to anyone it had
to be Neil or someone Neil and Pam worked for, at
the time. You see, in a way, they had hired Mike
even though Mike was not getting paid for what he
was doing, like they were, and that is where “they
are stealing it” started. Mike never understood
what Neil was talking about when he would call
and say “they are stealing it”. What Neil was really
talking about is that the Soviet Union was stealing
his turtle, or so he called even going out and
getting a box turtle to keep in a box. I think that
was related to me cutting my foot on a turtle bowl
while playing hide and seek. As a matter of fact I
know that is why that was done because when I
visited the Boy Scouts, playing a game called
capture the flag, the person that won had a note
on his foot, inside his shoe, in exactly the same
place where I cut my foot. You see one of the rules
of hide and seek is that one child is designated as
“IT” and counts to 100, and then tries to find the
other kids that are hiding. So , you see if the say
the Soviet Union, with the help of Fidel Castro had
decided to use the SPYDER then “they are stealing
IT” makes sense. Especially if you consider a fly in
the SPYDER'S mouth as being the issue. That had
happened when I was seven years old not 13 or 17
years old. In the mean time we took a trip to
Dayton, and along the way, our dad suggested the
truck driver issue as being a problem but Mike did
not say anything, and I did not understand at the
time what was going on. While visiting Paul Smith
in Dayton he took me out on the side of the house
and showed me a locust or grass hopper, because
he had gotten the nature issue from Mike Mike
had come to the conclusion that a part of the body
in your mouth was what Neil was talking about,
and Neil planned and tortured me so it would work
exactly that way. Then Neil made it look like I was
working with him, instead of Paul Gerson. they
meant someone I knew about, and that I was
stealing stuff around the neighborhood.
The song “she swallowed the SPYDER to catch the
fly” had been written about the same time, and
sung at the boy scouts, in which I was only a
visiting cub scout. At about the same time the
song “One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple People
Eater” came out also. The Mickey Mouse Club was
on TV, and had a weekly serial that was called SPIN
and MARTY, based on the HARDY BOYS. You see
our mom had suggested I read the HARDY BOYS
as a way of learning how to read a book when I
was about 10 years old, or maybe a little younger
since the Mickey Mouse Club went off the air in
1958. At the same time the Playboy club was being
created in Chicago with a much different kind of
ears as being the focus. This is also when the first
movie about the “FLY” came out, and then there
was also the movie “PSYCHO” that ended with
“I won't even swat a fly” as the last line in the
movie. Turdy years later the “FLY” came out again
a much different movie came out, and then there
was “BRAZIL” that started with someone swatting a
fly as the beginning. Robert De Niro played a
person that helped sending sewage into some
rubber suits, based on 1984, and including
someone being tortured, and identity theft as
being the reason someone was being blamed for
being a terrorist that really was not a terrorist
You see I was born with a birth defect that our
mom felt bad about. She felt so bad about it, and
felt that it was the source of my low self esteem at
age 5, that she asked Mike to try and get the
people that were calling at the time, to help find a
doctor that could do plastic surgery. The doctor
was found, and the plastic surgery was done, when
I was about 8 years old, but the people calling did
not do what Mike had thought they would do like
pay for the bill. This is only a guess as to what did
happen, even though I was living in the household
at the time. I think at this point I need to define
two different kinds of torture. I was born with
WATER signs being the dominant element in my
astrological chart that could be associated with
tears as way of looking at a person that was born
with WATER being the dominant element in a
person's chart . It took 40 of my life, and being
tortured in one way or another, to figure that that
is really how this thing with the 4th dimension
started, and it was the only thing Pam and Neil,
that came from Boston knew, because they were
told that, and they did not tell anyone else. They
knew it because the person that hired them told
them that, but did not tell anyone else. That is how
Pam and Neil have been able to avoid going to jail
all this time. I have been their “backstop” since I
was 10 years old. Maybe, even before that. Mike
was told one day to tell me “first you see it then
you hear it” when I was about 8 years old, pointing
to a lightning bolt. That is what NAZI'S wore on
there uniforms. Anyway they have used me for 50
years of my life and dividing and conquering
people away from me, and used Mike ignorance to
blame him for causing the Soviet Union to be the
one that put me in the SPYDERS mouth. So the
“CRIER”, as I guess I was labeled, because I had
cried when a boat sank You see at the time that
was my world so it could be any boat because in
essence crying for the world from the gut level.
When Eric Schwing came to Columbus he started
off telling me it was about “I cried when Martin
Luther King died, not when John Kennedy died. So
if a vortex is the issue like what is mentioned in
the song One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple
People Eater, or possibly mentioned at the
beginning of “The Wizard of Oz” that came out in
theaters in 1939. then maybe a different kind of
torture would be the issue.
A different kind of torture because the vortex
would meet the people I came in contact with
before I had a chance to meet them for the rest of
my life. That is torture for someone that cares
enough about enough about the world to cry for it
To cry for the world, because I saw someone
suffering, at least at the time it looked like
suffering, and really did not know why I was crying
So to this day, that started with in 1994 “I scared
you didn't I” out of thin air. I have been the target
of Temple of the Screaming Electron, including
being their roach that is remote control and mind
control both at the same time. That is 15 years
of prescription sleeping pills, and counting.
Remember Eric had said in Columbus that
screaming at the TV set was the issue. I have been
a victim of most of the following, and even some
not mentioned.
http://www.totse.org
Invasive At-a-Distance Body Effects (including mind):
--Silent but instantaneous application of "electronic caffeine" signal, forces awake and keeps awake
--Loud noise from neighbors, usually synchronized to attempts to fall asleep
--Precision-to-the-second "allowed sleep" and "forced awakening," far too precise and repeated to be
natural
--Daytime "fatigue attacks" can force the victim to sleep
--Hot-needles-deep-in-flesh sensation
--Electric shocks (no wires whatsoever applied)
--Powerful and unquenchable itching, often applied precisely
--"Artificial fever," sudden, no illness present
-- Sudden racing heartbeat in a relaxed situation
Break-ins/sabotage at home:
--Shredding of clothing
--Destruction of furniture
--Petty theft
--Engineered failures of utilities
Sabotage at work:
To the Face:
To the Body:
torture
f "testing" as their parent(s). Pets are not only tortured, but even killed, painfully and violently.
The effects pattern:
This article is about unclassified/commercial technologies which can produce some of the effects of the
harassment equipment:
- All harassment consists of unique, carefully engineered-unprovable events to produce psychological stress
in the victim. There are no events which do not fit that apparent purpose.
- in every series of stress event type, ONE introductory event of very high energy/effect is staged. The
obvious purpose is to be certain the victim KNOWS this is external harassment, and not just "bad luck".
From that time forward, the perpetrators appear to apply "Pavlovian training" so that they can get the
victim to "jump" (or react in some way) to the same effect at a tiny fraction of the initial "introductory"
event.
- This type of harassment started during the Cold war, and shows every characteristic of military and
intelligence psychological warfare operations.
- This type of harassment points to CONTROL of the test subject. Endlessly repeated words generated
inescapably within the skull are just one hypnosis-like experience.
- The total number and type of crimes which make up gang stalking and electronic harassment simply could
not take place without cover being supplied by government. Bizarre court decisions in which the target is
forced into involuntary mental health treatment and a criminal spouse (for example, a pedophile father
discovered "doing" his own child) clearly show that gang stalking and electronic
^ harassment are heavily protected by all levels of government and
r the medical establishment.
The effect types categorized:
Here is a list of most of the common effects. It is not exhaustive, but is intended to show the reader how the
perpetrators' pallette of stress effects is broken down, indent levels are used to show categories and sub-
categories:
1. invasive At-a-Distance Body Effects (including mind)
a. Sleep deprivation and fatigue
i. Silent but instantaneous application of "electronic
caffeine" signal, forces awake and keeps awake ii. Loud noise from
neighbours, often SYNCHRONIZED
to attempts to fall asleep iii.Precision-to-the-second "allowed sleep" and "forced
awakening"; far too precise and repeated to be natural iv. Daytime fatigue attacks", can force
the victim to sleep
and/or weaken the muscles to the point of collapse b. Audible voice to Skull
(V2s)
i. Delivered remotely, at a distance ii. Made to appear as emanating from thin air iii.voices or
sound effects only the victim can hear c. inaudible voice to Skull (Silent Sound)
i. Delivered by apparent at a distance radio signal;
manifested by sudden urges to do spmething/go somewhere
you would not otherwise want to; silent (ultrasonic)
hypnosis is possible " 11. Programming hypnotic "triggers" - i.e. specific phrases
or other cues which cause specific involuntary actions
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Muscle triggering (flailing of limbs)
i. Leg or arm jerks to violently force awake and keep awake ii.
whole body jerks, as if body had been hit by large jolt
of electricity iii.violent shaking of body; seemingly
as if on a vibrating
surface but where surface is in reality not vibrating e.
precision manipulation of body parts (slow, specific purpose)
i. Manipulation of hands, forced to synchronize with
closed-eyes
but FULLY AWAKE vision of previous day; very powerful and
coercive, not a dream ii. slow bending almost 90 degrees
BACKWARDS of one toe at a
time or one finger at a time iii.Direct at-a-distance
control of breathing and vocal cords;
including involuntary speech
iv. Spot blanking of memory, more than normal forgetfulness f. Reading said-silently-to-self
thoughts
i. Engineered skits where your thoughts are spoken to you
by strangers on street or events requiring knowledge of
what y9u were thinking ii. Real time reading subvocalized words, as while the victim
reads a book, and BROADCASTING those words to nearby people
who form an amazed audience around the victim g. Direct application of pain to body
parts i. Hot-need!es-deep-in-flesh sensation ii. Electric shocks (no wires whatsoever applied)
iii.Powerful and unquenchable itching, often applied precisely
when victim attempts to do something of a delicate or
messy nature
iv. "Artificial fever", sudden, no illness present v. Sudden racing heartbeat, relaxed
situation h. Surveillance and tracking
i. Rapping under your feet as you move about your apartment,
on ceiling of apartment below ii. Thru wall radar used to monitor starting and
stopping
of your urination - water below turned on and off
in sync with your urine stream
2. invasive Physical Effects at a Distance, non-body
a. Stoppage of power to appliances (temporary, breaker ON)
b. Manipulation of appliance settings
c. Temporary failures that "fix themselves"
d. Flinging of objects, including non-metallic
e. Precision manipulation of switches and controls
f. Forced, obviously premature failure of appliance or
parts
3. External Stress-Generating "Skits"
a. Participation of strangers, neighbors, and in some cases
close friends and family members in harassment
i. Rudeness for no cause
ii. Tradesmen always have "problems", block your car, etc.
iii.Purchases delayed, spoiled, or lost at a high rate
iv. unusually loud music, noise, far beyond normal b. Break-ins/sabotage at
home
i. Shredding of clothing
ii. Destruction of furniture
iii.Petty theft
iv. Engineered failures of utilities c. sabotage at work
i. Repetitive damage to furniture
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I’ve see it used against me, and everyone else in my family since the age of 7
I had just not put 2 + 2 = 4 dimensional until I was 46 years old.
If it wasn’t Mike not realizing that putting my hand on Paul Gerson Jr in
A motel room in Miami Beach, which was set up by Ruth Gerson, a 30 year
Old woman, because of telephone call she made to our mom in 1957.
After, on the way, Paul Gerson Jr, who still lives in the Summerland key area,
Said at the same time his mother Ruth, “Milton Berle lives there”. But what really
Went on in Miami in the 1957 was the people that used a 4 dimensional snap shot
and the spider device to test whether they could control a person’s actions by remote control. But
Mike, because he had been contacted by Pam, and Mike thought he had a girlfriend in 4th grade,
and because he thought he had a girlfriend
and she asked him if he would like to “tryout a new technology”, and Mike because
of a hologram, was already thinking that I was conspiring against him, and because Neil had
hired Pam and Eleanor in Boston, around the Kennedy compound, and trained by MK-Ultra at the
psychopathic hospital in Boston, people like Fidel Castro
called Mike at least once, or maybe 3 or 4 times. One of the telephone calls was very important
because in the telephone, and I will swear under any polygraph test
that this happened Fidel Castro called, and to Mike what do you want? And Mike
said “I want nature”, and Fidel Castro responded with “THAT IS NOT THE WAY IT WORKS”, and
Mike responded well then how does it work, and Fidel Castro said
well you have to order in three’s. That telephone call was made by a NAZI. Fidel
Castro, had a Nazi background, was hired by someone in Argentina, which was the
Only place that allowed Nazi’s after the second world war, because they were all
in trouble for war crimes. The NAZI’s were essentially gangsters, they were not
A part of the german government, and no government approved of them, at yet
They almost took over the world. All of the stuff Mike did he did behind my back.
He was convinced that I had touched Paul Gerson, because Mike was shown a picture that
showed it in some way. So Mike proceeded to “investigate” by calling
Paul Gerson everyday, and telling him “it kind of tickles doesn’t it” Mike never thought in terms of
Mind Control, and Neil was the only one professionally
Trained, and HE used Mike, and everyone else in the household to get what he
Wanted. When he used to call Mike, and say they are stealing it” Mike only thought
In terms of stealing things like cars or anything else around the neighborhood, in
Ft Lauderdale, Florida, in the 1950’s. He never thought in terms of me being stolen, and put in
his mouth, as being the spider device even though it was mentioned several times in the 1950’s,
in Florida, even the place where our dad worked as an engineer. Because NEIL DONNELLY always
talked in terms of IT being stolen, and when you are not trained by MK-Ultra as the Manchurian
candidate, then you don’t think that A person, that is your own brother, in terms of being an it.
(The reason Neil used the word it was that there is a rule in Hide and Seek that designates one
child as being it, and then counts to 100, and tries to find the other children) So, Mike proceeded
to call Paul Gerson, I think maybe everyday, and ask him if there was anything wrong, and make
bets with Neil Donnelly behind my back, of course.
Mike could only think in terms, of his brother Paul as being a Faggot, and that was used around
the whole neighborhood, when I was only seven, to ruin my life, and take away the friends, our
mom had helped me meet because I was only 5 when we moved to Ft Lauderdale. So Paul
Gerson, I think got so tired of Mike that one day he told Mike that I had killed someone at the
bowling alley that our mom used to take us to on weekends when we were both about 7 years
old. Paul Gerson also
Told me, in elementary school, that is grades 1 through 8 that “I’ll buy that baby
U Thant and Tito was the issue. You have to think in terms of what what was going on in the
world in the 1950’s to understand what Paul Gerson Jr, with 140 IQ was
Talking about to understand those statements. Marshall Tito or Josef Tito was head
Of Yugoslavia at the time, but he was also a CIA agent. There was, and is a 4 dimensional device
called a baby device because it is based on the Buddhist symbol
See, Hear, and Speak no Evil, which are three things children do before the age of
2 or maybe 3. You have to think of the 4th dimension in entirely different terms to
really understand it in terms that are used to control the world. The 4th dimension
can also be seen, especially if you think that people are basically electrical in nature
that the 4th dimension includes all of the 3rd dimension, that is all of it. Everything and Nothing at
the same time, because there is nothing that can go faster than the
speed of light. That is the law that defines the 4th dimension. Getting back to what
was happening in the world at the time was the so called “cold war”. There wasn’t
any cold war, and the spread of communism was never the issue. The question you
have to ask is why did Fidel Castro, that had a Nazi background, and was essentially
a mercenary take over a tiny island like Cuba, and then pretend that he was a communist, and a
part of the Soviet Union. Did Communism spread anywhere else like it did in Cuba. It definitely
did not. So why did Fidel Castro really take over Cuba
and why did he go to Mexico City and make a deal with the Mexican Government that is still be
used today in 2008. Then you also have to ask why Marilyn Monroe
used to go to Mexico City, and visit with Fidel Castro all the time, and why Marilyn
Monroe also got involved with the Kennedy family. Remember the two “children”
and they were sort of children that worked for Castro came from the Boston area.
At one point they even said they were working for Fidel Castro, and getting paid by the person
Mike called sir over the telephone. Mike had the international law document that he was told to
open to tell him what it was about, but Mike could not figure what the document was really
about, and I never got to see it. Our mom opened it and, I think it mentioned the Nazi party on
several occasions, so our mom really got scared. I think the biggest thing about the international
law document is that it is, and it is still in the building I live in, and being used by a person by the
Name of John Fine, is that it was really a peace treaty. It had be written in French
And translated into English. I think the peace treaty was really between Austria and Australia.
The reason it was between Austria and Australia was that Austria was at one point a part of what
is now Yugoslavia, and Adolph Hitler broke that treaty.
Don’t forget now Tito was then boss of Yugoslavia that asked the Soviet Union why
There were Nazi’s in the Yugoslavia in maybe the late 40’s or early 50’s maybe around 1952.
Unfortunately the translation from the start was changed, and Mike found one letter of the US
alphabet on it. It was the letter “U”. So Mike one day, as
Joke, wrote the letters YO in front of the letter U, and from that day forward that has
Been used because Mike thought it was about 5 people instead of 5 year intervals.
And he thought that whatever it was he read described me, and for that reason I was “U” , and
Mike talked to Fidel Castro again, and was told that there was nothing wrong with me, or
something like that, and Mike came back with but Sir he’s Evil.
No one though has ever defined who “HE’ is though. I need to mention something about 5 year
interval, while I am not really sure how they work I know they exist, and they are used in higher
math to describe the number zero, because if you only
Use the numbers 0-9, and you use what math describes as anything related to those
Numbers you run into trouble because zero is an undefined number so that is why they use the
greek alphabet to describe zero, that is Alpha and Omega. I am sorry that I have gotten off track
but it is very hard for me with even a college education
To describe the big picture but is so important that I always have to try. So I mentioned a couple
of pages back that putting it in his mouth was very important
In fact it is so important it has torn a family apart for 45 years. The people that had
Been hired by, possibly Fidel Castro in Boston, and knew that wormholes were the
Issue became a part of our family, because Mike was convinced that I thought a
Person by the name of Eleanor “Donnelly” would make a good mother after Paul
Mike and Rogers mom died. Her real name was Eleanor Austin, and I have her signature on a
death certificate to prove it. So she became our dad’s second wife
And at the same time he was being character assassinated by using the racism that
Was built into that device. It had been built into the device since Adolph Hitler did not shake the
hand of Jessie Owens at the 1936 Olympics. So Neil started torturing
From the first time I met him. They wrote a movie about Neil in the 1950’s. called
Psycho. The people that control that device control Hollywood California also. So they had Alfred
Hitchcock write the movie Psycho, and the last line of the movie when Norman Bates was in a
straight jacket he said to himself in a padded cell
“I won’t even swat a fly” That was one of the things Neil had done to me the first
time I met him. You see I was the fly in the spiders mouth, which is not just a name or a
character it is actually using the electrical world of electrons to make something like me in a 4
dimensional sense of the word. I know that sounds like science fiction, but so did the twilight
zone. It is not science fiction, and I have a lot of proof. So Neil, one of the first times I had any
physical contact with HE, and while I was trying to sleep came in the bedroom, and took a fly
swatter and hit repeatedly over the head, and laughed about it. This is the person that Mike had
begged and pleaded to come to Florida to help me because he thought I was in some sort of
trouble. So Neil continued to act like my stepbrother, and I really bought the story
then, including the fact that Eleanor had just lost her husband that was in the army.
In reality she had never been married. She lied to our dad from the start.
So Neil continued to torture me using sleep deprivation, and a note our mom left
behind to have Mike wake me up for school. He would wake me up at midnight
And say that it was time to go to school. At the time, I did not know the note had even been
written. Even after I caught on to being woken up out of a sound sleep
He would still pester me until I got up, and put my clothes on, and laugh at me as
I was walking toward the door. I had bruises all over my arms, and I could not stop him from
doing, and our dad could not either. I think you have to understand something here that I am not
sure is true, but I think is true. If it was possible to Only be able to see a person as what they
basically are, and I am speaking in terms Electrical or electrons then a person might look like
just white light. But if they were Tortured to a certain they might look like they are black. That has
nothing to do with skin color or racism, and I am not implying that black is somehow bad. I am
suggesting something that happens if you try and put all of the colors of the rainbow together
you get white light. If you try and materialize it, or damage it In some way it might change from
white light to something other than that. That is where putting it in his mouth is important
suppose it were possible to torture someone at the age of 12 by someone that had been trained
in how to physically torture to the point where they could absolutely tell that that person could
not take it anymore? I think that is exactly what happened when I was 13 years old and my
Brother Mike was 17 years old. Neil told Mike if you put it in his mouth, which Neil knew had
already been done it would be all over. So Mike proceeded to do something that I am not sure I
understand to this day. Mike thought that putting it His mouth had something to do with a part of
someone’s body, and Neil knew that it would work out exactly the way it worked out when he told
Mike. He even said he is ready. There was a child brought into the household back then, even
though, as far as I know he was not related to anyone in the household. My dad allowed his
name to be given to the child. He was definitely not adopted. The child was only 3 days old, and
no adoption agencies allow a child to be adopted in 3 days. So my dad allowed his name to be
used and the child was called Robert H Gates II. The child died a day after he was brought into
the household. Pam and Neil Said that was “Robbie the Robot” They also said that that was who
I was. Mind Control had moved my hand when I was 7 years old.
In the last 10 years I have filed two FOIA requests with the NSA, partly because
A person that was a complete stranger to me in Columbus brought in a form
to a market research company where I was an interviewer or surveyor.
On the form it had the NSA and the CIA on it, and I really did not know why,
And to this day cannot figure out why someone by the name of Linda Ress
Who called herself Eleanor over the telephone would do that to me.
So I have filed 2 FOIA requests, and one of them ended with a news story on the
National news stating that they used some sort of spider telephone system,
And looked for words with it using an Echelon program. I sent them torture that
Was taken directly from Temple of the Screaming Electron. Hitler was sometimes
Called the SCREAMER because of the way he screamed his speeches.
Unfortunately, http://www.totse.org cannot be accessed now, and they kept the
Torture that I have been through
Scapegoating Defined
By definition a 'scapegoat' is an innocent accused, blamed, and punished for
someone else's sins, faults, mistakes, and problems. Other words used are a
whipping boy or of a whip-boy. We all use a whipping boy each time we blame some
one else for something we don't want to face in ourselves.
DICTIONARY DEFINITIONS:
Scapegoat, n. (O.T.) goat allowed to escape when Jewish chief priest had laid sins of
people upon it.; person bearing blame due to others. - The Concise Oxford Dictionary
Scapegoat n. one who is given all the blame or punishment for faults of which he is
innocent, or for which he is only partly to blame. - The Advanced Learner's Dictionary
of Current English
In Biblical times, one of the two goats upon which the sins of the entire Jewish people
during the year just ended were loaded by the high priest in a symbolic ceremony on
the Day of Atonement; the two goats were led forth or sent out into the wilderness to
die and thus bring expiation for those sins. - Dictionary of Mysticism, ed. by Frank
Gaynor, 1953
scapegoat - Scape is an archaic form of escape, the goat the animal upon whom, in
the ancient Hebraic practice, the accumulated sins of the people were placed on
Atonement Day. The goat thus symbolically burdened was then driven into the wild.
Hence, scapegoating is the act of blaming a convenient (but innocent, as was the
goat) person or group for one's own frustrations, grievances, guilts, etc. this
phenomenon is found as a defense mechanism in individuals as well as a deliberate
form of propaganda in governments. - The Penguin Dictionary of Psychology
The scapegoat of the family. One made to bear the blame of the rest of the family;
one always chidden and found fault with, let who may be in the wrong. The allusion is
to a Jewish custom: Two goats being brought to the alter of the tabernacle on the Day
of Atonement, the high priest cast lots; one was for the Lord, and the other for Azaz'el.
The goat on which the first lot fell was sacrificed, the other was the scapegoat; and
the high priest having, by confession, transferred his own sins and the sins of the
people to it, the goat was taken to the wilderness and suffered to escape. - The
Dictionary of Phrase and Fable, Blitz Editions, 1993
Scapegoats
~ Archetypal Transference Figures ~
He had, indeed, become the scapegoat, the immediate villain, the sponge
which absorbed all malice and irritability abroad - just as the most
frightened person in a party seems to absorb all the others' fear, seems to
be afraid for them all. - F Scott Fitzgerald
The role of a scapegoat is never easy, often a scapegoat goes through a real hell, alone,
isolated, ostracized... Usually scapegoaters choose a victim who is unable or unwilling
to fight back, or is targeted by a torturer, and is thus forced to accept whatever
accusations or punishments others are meting out to him. Unconscious interchanges
within the group determine who will be chosen to carry group disturbances as its
scapegoat.
There is a cowardly propensity in the human heart that delights in oppressing somebody
else, and in the gratification of this base desire we always select a victim that can be
outraged with safety. - James T Rapier
Any person whose behavior differs from that of his fellows may constitute a threat to
others. If you think that the target is always somehow inferior or weaker than others,
look around and think again. Sometimes you may be chosen for a scapegoat because
of your best qualities as any qualities falling below the group standards or surpassing
them can make you different. Your superior qualities may arouse group envy or
insecurity. Or you may be chosen for a scapegoat because some key figure in the group
doesn't like the way you talk or walk or dress...
Sometimes the inner group pressure may be so strong that almost anyone will do as a
scapegoat, the only criterion may be group safety: the group chooses someone who is
either permanently or momentarily unprotected. If the potential scapegoat is by
nature gentle and unaggressive, all the better, because then the group can do its thing
without any fears of retaliation. Groups in search for a scapegoat can be extremely
sensitive in picking up a person who just then is unable to refuse the role.
"All groups, when they reach a certain size, acquire a sluggishness that usually makes
their own development slower than that of the individual. Thus the day inevitably
comes when the group has fulfilled its purpose for the individual." (Thorwald
Dethlefsen). When that day comes, when you begin to feel that the group rather
hinders than supports your progress, you will be in danger of becoming an outsider.
And more than that: you are the prime candidate for the group's next scapegoat. If
you are highly creative or otherwise a broad-minded person with many interests you
will be highly susceptible , your creativity may be one of the factors making you
susceptible to becoming a scapegoat.
Relationships are usually the best protective factor, thus of you are a loner without
many close friends or supporters, you will be especially vulnerable of being chosen as
the group's next scapegoat. And the risk is even bitter if you happen to be a sensitive
and receptive person, astrologically probably a Neptunian with shaky boundaries. In
some groups and societies being a woman is all that is needed...
Scapegoating Groups
"The tendency ... to sacrifice a scapegoat in order to save the group from
disintegration and, hence, the self from dissolution, is clearly basic to man's
social nature - Thomas S. Szasz
IDEOLOGICAL SCAPEGOATING
I think Native Americans might also be a group that might bave been used
members an opportunity to discharge pent-up emotions. Often members idealize the leader
and/or other key figures in the group, because it strengthens their feeling of belonging to
something greater than themselves, having a common ideology.
For the group to have a strong group feeling it is not necessary that the members actually meet as
a group, a similar ideology is enough, even discussion groups in the Internet may have quite a
strong group feeling. In some cases a kind of psychic or telepathic communication does an
excellent job in creating tight groups whose members meet only occasionally. "The
metamorphosis of individual minds into the group-mind does not necessarily require the
individual's physical presence in a group or crowd, only an act of identification with the group".
(Arthur Koestler)
In ideological groups, what is ultimately accepted as right and wrong, may not be decided by
individual members at all, the leader - or 'guru' - makes most decisions. Anyone challenging those
decisions is seen as endangering group cohesion and thus punished in some way. In ideological
issues groups are usually very sensitive in picking up even silent dissenters. If there are no
dissenters in the group, then an out-group enemy may be chosen as a scapegoat.
Unfortunately those not directly involved in scapegoating often do nothing to help the scapegoat.
On the contrary, seeing scapegoating in process they may become even more committed to group
doctrines in wanting to avoid a similar fate. "Once a doctrine, however irrational, has gained
power in a society, millions of people will believe in it rather than feel ostracized and isolated",
wrote Erich Fromm.
"Those who do not belong to the group (the club or clique) are despised as being inferior or evil
or both... It is almost common knowledge that the best way to cement group cohesiveness is to
ferment the group's hatred of an external enemy. Deficiencies within the group can be easily and
painlessly overlooked by focusing attention on the deficiencies or "sins" of the out-group." - M.
Scott Peck
PSYCHOLOGICAL SCAPEGOATING
Experiments with laboratory rats have shown that, if one psychologist in the room laughs at
something a rat does, all of the other psychologists in the room will laugh equally. Nobody wants to
be left holding the joke. - Garrison Keillor
In invisible psychological scapegoating nothing much may happen outwardly, behind the scenes
the scapegoat is just quietly ignored. No one does anything earth-shaking, yet everyone senses the
ongoing scapegoating process and follows the unconscious group etiquette in projecting
undefined but very real negativity towards the poor scapegoat. Any single individual may not do
anything momentous, yet the group acts like a many-headed monster - everyone acts as he or she
is expected to, which means that innumerable small acts of rejection create almost total
ostracism.
Wherever scapegoats turn to, they meet a cold shoulder: their phone calls may not be returned,
their letters are left unanswered, their achievements are not recognized, and all this without
explanations or excuses. Although scapegoats may try to adapt and be as kind as possible, they
are ignored, their questions or suggestions are disregarded, they are no longer invited anywhere
or given any meaningful tasks. There may also be backbiting, name-calling, subtle or not so
subtle negative and guilt-creating interpretations of the their actions or characters. Astrology can
be used as a deadly weapon especially against scapegoats who have very little or no astrological
expertise.
In time most scapegoats succumb to the pressure and introject the projected negativity. And
naturally feel quite miserable. Some groups literally drive their scapegoats almost crazy - the
scapegoat is left in peace only if he or she breaks down and shows severe symptoms, perhaps by
resorting to disturbing behavior which scapegoaters then can use to justify their own
scapegoating behavior.
Inner disturbances in the group remain often concealed and hidden if the group members are
united in attacking the scapegoat. The more anxious the scapegoat feels, the more relaxed and
calm the group usually becomes, as the scapegoat drains off all the tension. If the scapegoat
somehow manages to escape - either physically or psychologically by rising above it all - there
may be an outbreak of new problems because the group is no longer relieved from its problems.
And soon the group is looking for a new scapegoat instead of resolving its problems.
Invisible scapegoating may be hardest to take: it is typically Neptunian, difficult to come to grips,
yet often very real. Invisible and usually unintentional scapegoating may also happen in therapy
or in astrological consultation, in such cases interpretations or expert opinions are used as a way
to act out unconscious aggression any time the interpreter feels, for instance, somehow
threatened. In fact, one could say that scapegoating features are embedded in astrological
projection theories in which everything is interpreted as a part of the native's own psyche.
Sometimes those theories can even be seen as collective - and deeply unconscious - way to create
guilt feelings and to reject our collective responsibility.
WATER
Water in astrology is similar to what physics calls the Ether in the
4 dimension, because in a transendental point of view it
flows like water . It is the gut feelings of a person, and I whether for
good or bad have that element dominant in my astrological chart.
There is a branch of astrology that uses what are called
Cosmodynes, and based on the factors that make up a chart, it
creates a report that shows the most important parts of a chart.
Cosmodynes as well as astorlogy using a chart is created by a
person time, date, and place of birth. I think water has a transdental
part of it that religions have known for thousands of years. A lot of
religions still use some sort of baptism, and also use wholly water.
Unfortunately, most of the meaning associated with water has been
lost, or forgotten. There is a very important symbol that astrology
uses that shows up in every doctors office, and on every
prescription. It is the symbol for retrograde planets. I have Jupiter
in the 12th house in Pisces. It is probably most of the most
important parts of my chart. The 12th house is also associated with
sleep, or in my case sleep deprivation because of torture. It has
been an issue in my life since I was about seven years old. My
parents, because the 4 dimensional world, were accused unfairly for
this when I was that age in Florida. For some reason they thought I
was accusing them of causing me not to able to sleep. I slept fine
then, and they were very caring people, I only wish I would have had
a chance to tell them. Then Neil started torturing me using the note
left behind by or mom to wake me up for school, and he had
invaded our house long before. Usually retrogrades do not have the
effect for long periods of time because, at some point in a person's
life
they go direct. Unfortunately, jupiter in my chart, stays retrograde
for a long time.