It's more like a fucking nighmare... did you knew that I like the night....

As f
or Brightness I have never liked it, doesn't mean that I am a vampire ( a guy wh
o sucks blood)... not a serial killer... But but more likely a monster... a fuck
ing monster. Honesty you don't want to meet me... it's not the problem that I am
a monster.
Monsters are creatures which for humans are the people who do very gruesome stuf
f... like killing 200 people piece by piece... But I am not a killer. I enjoy st
ories... told and coming from human brains... but this is something normal isn't
it!?

Monday
It's fucking Monday a new chapter in this story, I hope that you are following..
. because I want to live...
I live by your speed of your reading... as much you go deeper as more I get fro
m normal... less and less and less... and I am going more crazy.... mad...
Tuesday
Ooh... nice computer... so you can't put the light off can ya??? I kind of used
drugs... but they are very bad like jerKKKKK OFFF.. . YOU can't feel it... I mea
n the words... you can't feel them... as how I feel them... it's very different
Even you don't know what now I am doing and you can't say is it a lie or not...
is it faken... or not... is it too good lie or not... you don't know anything...
But I can... feel it... because I write... it i am the creator of this... as for
Jerk off... it makes your character vulnerable and weak... But as for me... it'
s not possible to stop doing it... after 6 years of doing it... it feels like I
am fucking a pussy... But look now my skin.. from hands up to toes... from toes
up to head... It's strange, it looks like it's losing... it's power.
It's getting older... and older and older and now.... NOWWWWW.... NOWWWW.... NOW
WW I HAVE BEARD... NAILS... PFFF WHICH TO REMOVEEEE FIRST???
NAILS OR BEARD... PFFF.....PFFF BUT IT'S WASTE OF TIME AND IT'S A FUCKING SHIT..
. I AM GOING TO END IT ....HERE THE DISCUSSION... I WANT TUESDAY TO END... TO BE
OVER...

THURSDAY
THE PROBLEM IS THATTTT I...FUCKINNNG LOST THE WEDNESDAY PART... I AM SO CONFUSED
HOW IT'S POSSIBLE TO HAPPEN... IT WAS THERE YESTERDAY... IT WAS THERE... BUT NO
W IT'S NOT HERE....
SO AS FOR REASONS... UNKNOWN... JUST FEELING LIKE THAT I should end it... I shou
ld.. I have work... Let's not meet, because I like fleshhhhhhhh.